PARTFIRST
  OLOVEWILLVENTUREIN!
  THEMANBETWEEN
  CHAPTERI
  THEthingthatIknowleastaboutismybeginning。ForitispossibletointroduceEthelRawdoninsomanypicturesquewaysthatthechoiceisembarrassing,andforcesmetotheconclusionthattheactualcircumstances,thoughcommonplace,maybethemostsuitable。Certainlytheeventsthatshapeourlivesareseldomusheredinwithpomporceremony;theystealuponusunannounced,andbegintheirworkwithoutgivinganypremonitionoftheirimportance。
  ConsequentlyEthelhadnoideawhenshereturnedhomeonenightfromaratherstupidentertainmentthatshewasabouttoopenanewandimportantchapterofherlife。
  Hithertothatlifehadbeenoneofthesweetestandsimplestcharacter——thelessonsandsportsofchildhoodandgirlhoodhadclaimedhernineteenyears;andEthelwasjustatthatwonderfulagewhen,thebrookandtheriverhavingmet,shewasfeelingthefirstswellofthoseirresistibletideswhichwouldcarryherdaybydaytothehavenofalldays。
  ItwasSaturdaynightintheJanuaryof1900,vergingtowardtwelveo’clock。Whensheenteredherroom,shesawthatoneofthewindowswasopen,andshestoodamomentortwoatit,lookingacrossthestraightmilesofwhitelights,inwhoseilluminedshadowsthousandsofsleeperswereholdingtheirlivesinpause。
  "ItisnotNewYorkatall,"shewhispered,"itissomemagicalcitythatIhaveseen,buthavenevertrod。Itwillvanishaboutsixo’clockinthemorning,andtherewillbeonlycommonstreets,fullofcommonpeople。Ofcourse,"andheresheclosedthewindowandleisurelyremovedheroperacloak,"ofcourse,thisisonlydreaming,buttodreamwaking,ortodreamsleeping,isverypleasant。
  Indreamswecanhavemenaswelikethem,andwomenaswewantthem,andmakealltheworldhappyandbeautiful。"
  Shewasinnohurryoffeelingormovement。
  Shehadbeeninacrowdforsomehours,andwasgladtobequitealoneandtalktoherselfalittle。Itwasalsosorestfultograduallyrelinquishalltherestraininggaudsoffashionableattire,andassheleisurelyperformedtheseduties,sheenteredintoconversationwithherownheart——talkedoverwithittheeventsofthepastweek,anddecidedthatitsfretlessdays,fullofgoodthings,hadbeen,fromthebeginningtotheend,sweetasacupofnewmilk。Forawoman’sheartisverytalkative,andrequireslittletomakeiteloquentinitsownway。
  Inthemidstofthisintimatecompanionshipsheturnedherhead,andsawtwoletterslyinguponatable。Sheroseandliftedthem。Onewasaninvitationtoastudioreception,andsheletitflutterindeterminatelyfromherhand;theotherwasbothfamiliarandappealing;
  noneofhercorrespondentsbutDoraDenningusedthatpeculiarshadeofbluepaper,andsheinstantlybegantowonderwhyDorahadwrittentoher。
  "Isawheryesterdayafternoon,"shereflected,"andshetoldmeeverythingshehadtotell——andwhatdoesshe-meanbysuchatantalizingmessageasthis?`DearestEthel:I
  havethemostextraordinarynews。Cometomeimmediately。Dora。’HowexactlylikeDora!"shecommented。"Cometomeim-
  mediately——whetheryouareinbedorasleep——whetheryouaresickorwell——whetheritismidnightorhighnoon——cometomeimmediately。
  Well,Dora,Iamgoingtosleepnow,andto-morrowisSunday,andIneverknowwhatviewfatherisgoingtotakeofSunday。
  Hemayaskmetogotochurchwithhim,andhemaynot。Hemaywantmetodriveintheafternoon,andagainhemaynot;butSundayisfather’shomeday,andRuthandImakeapointofobliginghiminregardtoit。Thatisoneofourfamilyprinciples;andagirloughttohaveafewprinciplesofconductinvolvingself-denial。AuntRuthsays,`Lifecannotstanderectwithoutself-denial,’andauntisusuallyright——butIdowonderwhatDorawants!Icannotimaginewhatextraordinarynewshascome。Imusttryandseeherto-morrow——itmaybedifficult——butI
  mustmaketheeffort"——andwiththissatisfyingresolutionsheeasilyfellasleep。
  Whensheawokethechurchbellswereringingandsheknewthatherfatherandauntwouldhavebreakfasted。Thefeetdidnottroubleher。Itwasanaccidentalsleep-over;
  shehadnotplannedit,andcircumstanceswouldtakecareofthemselves。Inanycase,shehadnofearofrebuke。NoonewasevercrosswithEthel。ItwasamatterofprettygeneralbeliefthatwhateverEtheldidwasjustright。Soshedressedherselfbecominglyinaclothsuit,and,withherplumedhatonherhead,wentdowntoseewhatthedayhadtoofferher。
  "Thefirstthingiscoffee,andthen,allbeingagreeable,Dora。Ishallnotlookfurtherahead,"shethought。
  Assheenteredtheroomshecalled"Goodmorning!"andhervoicewaslikethevoiceofthebirdswhentheycall"Spring!";andherfacewasradiantwithsmiles,andthetouchofherlipsandtheclaspofherhandwarmwithloveandlife;andherfatherandauntforgotthatshewaslate,andthatherbreakfastwasyettoorder。
  Shetookupthereproachherself。"Iamsosorry,AuntRuth。Ionlywantacupofcoffeeandaroll。"
  "Mydear,youcannotgowithoutaproperbreakfast。Nevermindthehour。Whatwouldyoulikebest?"
  "Youaresogood,Ruth。Ishouldlikeanicebreakfast——abreastofchickenandmushrooms,andsomehotmuffinsandmarmaladewoulddo。Howcomfortableyoulookhere!
  Father,youareburiedinnewspapers。Isanyonegoingtochurch?"
  RuthorderedthedesiredbreakfastandMr。
  Rawdontookouthiswatch——"Iamafraidyouhavedelayedustoolongthismorning,Ethel。"
  "AmItobethescapegoat?Now,Idonotbelieveanyonewantedtogotochurch。Ruthhadherbook,you,thenewspapers。Itiswarmandpleasanthere,itiscoldandwindyoutside。
  Iknowwhatconfessionwouldbemade,ifhonestywerethefashion。"
  "Well,mylittlegirl,honestyisthefashioninthishouse。Ibelieveingoingtochurch。
  ReligionistheMotherofDuty,andweshouldallmakeasadmessoflifewithoutduty。Isnotthatso,Ruth?"
  "Truthitself,Edward;butreligionisnotgoingtochurchandlisteningtosermons。
  ThosewhobuilttheoldcathedralsofEuropehadnoideathatsittingincomfortablepewsandlisteningtosomemantalkingwasworshipingGod。ThosegreatnaveswereintendedformenandwomentostandorkneelinbeforeGod。Andtherewerenohighorlowstandingorkneelingplaces;allwereonalevelbeforeHim。ItisourmodernProtestantismwhichhasbroughtinlazylollingincushionedpews;andthegallery,whichmakesachurchaslikeaplayhouseaspossible!"
  "Whatareyouaimingat,Ruth?"
  "Ionlymeanttosay,IwouldlikegoingtochurchmuchbetterifwewentsolelytopraiseGod,andentreatHismercy。Idonotcaretohearsermons。"
  "MydearRuth,sermonsarealargefactinoursocialeconomy。Whenamillionortwoarepreachedeveryyear,theyhaveastrongclaimonourattention。Touseatradephrase,sermonsarefirm,andIbelieveamoderatetaxonthemwouldyieldanastonishingincome。"
  "Seehowyoutalkofthem,Edward;asiftheywereacommercialcommodity。Ifyourespectedthem————"
  "Ido。Igrantthemasteadypneumaticpressureintheregionofmorals,andevenfaith。Picturetoyourself,Ruth,NewYorkwithoutsermons。Thedearoldcitywouldbelikeashipwithoutballast,heelingoverwitheverywind,andlettinginthewatersofimmoralityandscepticism。RemovethispulpitbalancejustforoneweekfromNewYorkCity,andwhereshouldwebe?"
  "Wellthen,"saidEthel,"theclergyoughttogiveNewYorkafirst-ratearticleinsermons,eitherofhomeorforeignmanufacture。
  NewYorkexpectstheverybestofeverything;
  andwhenshegetsit,sheopensherheartandherpocketbookenjoysit,andpaysforit。"
  "Thatisthetruth,Ethel。IwasthinkingofyourgrandmotherRawdon。Youhaveyourhaton——areyougoingtoseeher?"
  "IamgoingtoseeDoraDenning。Ihadanurgentnotefromherlastnight。Shesaysshehas`extraordinarynews’andbegsmeto`cometoherimmediately。’Icannotimaginewhathernewsis。IsawherFridayafternoon。"
  "Shehasanewpoodle,oranewlover,oranewwayofcrimpingherhair,"suggestedRuthBayardscornfully。"Sheimposesonyou,Ethel;whydoyousubmittoherselfishness?"
  "IsupposebecauseIhavebecomeusedtoit。FouryearsagoIbegantotakeherpart,whenthegirlsteasedandtormentedherintheschoolroom,andIhavebig-sisteredhereversince。Isupposewegettolovethosewhomakeuskindandgiveustrouble。Doraisnotperfect,butIlikeherbetterthananyfriendIhave。Andshemustlikeme,forsheasksmyadviceabouteverythinginherlife。"
  "Doesshetakeit?"
  "Yes——generally。SometimesIhavetomakehertakeit。"
  "Shehasamother。Whydoesshenotgotoher?"
  "Mrs。Denningknowsnothingaboutcertainsubjects。IamDora’ssocialgodmother,andshemustdressandbehaveasItellhertodo。PoorMrs。Denning!Iamsosorryforher——anothercupofcoffee,Ruth——itisnotverystrong。"
  "WhyshouldyoubesorryforMrs。Denning,Herhusbandisenormouslyrich——shelivesinapalace,andhasacrowdofmenandwomenservantstowaituponher——carriages,horses,motorcars,whatnot,athercommand。"
  "Yetreally,Ruth,sheisamostunhappywoman。InthatlittleWesterntownfromwhichtheycame,shewaseverybody。Sheranthechurches,andwaschairwomaninalltheclubs,andPresidentoftheTemperanceUnion,andmanagerofeveryreligious,social,andpoliticalfestival;andherdayswerefulltothebrimofjustthethingsshelikedtodo。
  Herdresstherewasconsideredmagnificent;
  peoplebeggedherforpatterns,andregardedherastheveryglassoffashion。ServantsthoughtitagreatprivilegetobeemployedontheDenningplace,andsheorderedherhouseandmanagedherhalf-scoreofmenandmaidswithpleasantautocracy。NOW!Well,Iwilltellyouhowitis,NOW。Shesitsalldayinhersplendidrooms,orridesoutinhercarorcarriage,andnooneknowsher,andofcoursenoonespeakstoher。Mr。DenninghashisWallStreetfriends————"
  "Andenemies,"interruptedJudgeRawdon。
  "Andenemies!Youareright,father。
  Butheenjoysoneasmuchastheother——thatis,hewouldaswillinglyfighthisenemiesasfeasthisfriends。HesaysabigdayinWallStreetmakeshimalivefromheadtofoot。
  Hereallylookshappy。BryceDenninghasgotintotwoclubs,andhismoneypasseshim,forheplays,andiswillingtoloveprudently。
  ButnoonecaresaboutMrs。Denning。Sheisquiteold——forty-five,Idaresay;andsheisstout,anddoesnotwearthecolorsandstylesheoughttowear——noneofherthingshavetheright`look,’andofcourseIcannotadviseamatron。Then,herfineEnglishservantstakeherhouseoutofherhands。Sheisafraidofthem。Thebutlersuavelytriestoinformher;thehousekeeperremovedthewhitecrotchetedscarfsandthingsfromthegildedchairs,andIamsureMrs。Denninghadaheartacheabouttheirloss;butshesawthattheyhadalsovanishedfromDora’sparlor,soshetookthehint,andacceptedthelesson。
  Really,herhumilityandisolationarepitiful。
  Iamgoingtoaskgrandmothertogoandseeher。Grandmothermighttakehertochurch,andgetDr。SimpsonandMrs。Simpsontointroduceher。Hermoneyandadaptabilitywoulddotherest。There,Ihavehadagoodbreakfast,thoughIwaslate。Itisnotalwaystheearlybirdthatgetschickenandmushrooms。
  NowIwillgoandseewhatDorawants"——andliftingherfurswithasmile,anda"Goodmorning!"equallycharming,shedisappeared。
  "Didyounoticehervoice,Ruth?"askedJudgeRawdon。Whatatonethereisinher`goodmorning!’"
  "Thereisatoneineveryone’sgoodmorning,Edward。Ithinkpeople’ssalutationssettomusicwouldrevealtheirinmostcharacter。
  Ethel’sgoodmorningsaysinDmajor`Howgoodistheday!’andhergoodnightdropsintotheminorthird,andsayspensively`Howsweetisthenight!’"
  "Nay,Ruth,Idon’tunderstandallthat;
  butIdounderstandthevoice。Itgoesstraighttomyheart。"
  "Andtomyheartalso,Edward。Ithinktoothereisameasuredmusic,acentraltimeandtune,ineverylife。Quick,melodiousnatureslikeEthel’sneverwanderfarfromtheirkeynote,andarethereforejoyouslyset;whileslow,irresolutepeopledeviatefar,andonlycomebackafterpainfuldissonancesandfrequentchanges。"
  "Youaregenerallyright,Ruth,evenwhereIcannotfollowyou。IhopeEthelwillbehomefordinner。IlikemySundaydinnerwithbothofyou,andImaybringmymotherbackwithme。"
  Thenhesaid"Goodmorning"withanintentionalcheerfulness,andRuthwasleftalonewithherbook。Shegaveamoment’sthoughttothevalueofgoodexample,andthenwithasighofcontentlethereyesrestonthewordsEthel’spresencehadforawhilesilenced:
  "Iamfilledwithasenseofsweetnessandwonderthatsuch,littlethingscanmakeamortalsoexceedinglyrich。ButIconfessthatthechiefestofallmydelightsisstillthereligious。"(TheodoreParker。)Shereadthewordsagain,thenclosedhereyesandletthehoneyofsomesacredmemorysatisfyhersoul。
  Andinthosefewminutesofreverie,RuthBayardrevealedthekeynoteofherbeing。
  Wanderingsfromit,causedbytheexigenciesanddutiesoflife,frequentlyoccurred;butshequicklyreturnedtoitscentralandcontrollingharmony;andherserenityandpoisewerethereforeasnaturalaswasherniece’sjoyousnessandhope。Norwasherreligiouscharactertheresultoftemperament,orofasecludedlife。RuthBayardwasawomanofthoughtandculture,andwiseinthewaysoftheworld,butnotworldly。Herpersonalitywasveryattractive,shehadagoodform,anagreeableface,speakinggrayeyes,andbrownhair,softandnaturallywavy。ShewasadistantcousinofEthel’smother,buthadbeenbroughtupwithherinthesamehousehold,andalwaysregardedherasasister,andEthelneverrememberedthatshewasonlyherauntbyadoption。Tenyearsolderthanherniece,shehadmotheredherwithawiseandlovingpatience,andherthoughtsneverwanderedlongorfarfromthegirl。
  Consequently,shesoonfoundherselfwonderingwhatreasontherecouldbeforDoraDenning’surgency。
  InthemeantimeEthelhadreachedherfriend’sresidenceanewbuildingofunusualsizeandveryornatearchitecture。LiveriedfootmenandwaitingwomenbowedherwithmuteattentiontoMissDenning’ssuite,anabsolutelyprivatearrangementoffiverooms,marvelouslyfurnishedfortheyounglady’scomfortanddelight。Thewindowsofherparloroverlookedthepark,andshewasstandingatoneofthemasEthelenteredtheroom。Inapassionofwelcominggladnesssheturnedtoher,exclaiming:"Ihavebeenwatchingforyouhoursandhours,Ethel。I
  havethemostwonderfulthingtotellyou。I
  amsohappy!Sohappy!NoonewaseverashappyasIam。"
  ThenEtheltookbothherhands,and,astheystoodtogether,shelookedintentlyatherfriend。Somenewcharmtransfiguredherface;forherdark,gazelleeyeswerenotmorelambentthanhercheeks,thoughinadifferentway;whileherblackhairinitspicturesquelyarrangeddisorderseemedinstinctwithlife,andhardlytoberestrained。Shewasconstantlypushingitback,caressingorarrangingit;andherwhite,slenderfingers,sparklingwithjewels,movedamongthecrimpedandwavylocks,asiftherewasanintelligentsympathybetweenthem。
  "Howbeautifulyouareto-day,Dora!
  Whohasworkedwondersonyou?"
  "BasilStanhope。Helovesme!Helovesme!Hetoldmesolastnight——inthesweetestwordsthatwereeveruttered。Ishallneverforgetoneofthem——never,aslongasIlive!
  Letussitdown。Iwanttotellyoueverything。"
  "Iamastonished,Dora!"
  "Sowasmother,andfather,andBryce。
  Noonesuspectedouraffection。Motherusedtogrumbleaboutmygoing`atallhours’toSt。Jude’schurch;butthatwasbecauseSt。
  Jude’sissoveryHighChurch,andmotherisaMethodistEpiscopal。Itwasthemorningandeveningprayerssheobjectedto。Noonehadanysuspicionoftheclergyman。Oh,Ethel,heissohandsome!Sogood!Soclever!Ithinkeverywomaninthechurchisinlovewithhim。"
  "Thenifheisagoodman,hemustbeveryunhappy。"
  "Ofcourseheisquiteignorantoftheiradmiration,andthereforequiteinnocent。I
  amtheonlywomanheloves,andheneverevenremembersmewhenheisinthesacredoffice。Ifyoucouldseehimcomeoutofthevestryinhiswhitesurplice,withhisraptfaceandpropheticeyes。Somystical!Sobeautiful!
  YouwouldnotwonderthatIworshiphim。"
  "ButIdonotunderstand——howdidyoumeethimsocially?"
  "ImethimatMrs。Taylor’sfirst。ThenhespoketomeonemorningasIcameoutofchurch,andthenextmorninghewalkedthroughtheparkwithme。Andafterthat——
  allwaseasyenough。"
  "Isee。Whatdoesyourfatherandmotherthink——orrather,whatdotheysay?"
  "Fatheralwayssayswhathethinks,andmotherthinksandsayswhatIdo。Thisconditionsimplifiedmattersverymuch。Basilwrotetofather,andyesterdayafterdinnerhehadaninterviewwithhim。Iexpectedit,andwasquitepreparedforanyclimaxthatmightcome。Iworemyloveliestwhitefrock,andhadliliesofthevalleyinmyhairandonmybreast;andfathercalledme`hislittleangel’
  andpiouslywondered`howIcouldbehisdaughter。’AlldinnertimeItriedtobeangelic,andafterdinnerIsang`LittleBoyBlue’andsomeofthesongsheloves;andI
  felt,whenBasil’scardcamein,thatIhadpreparedtheproperatmospherefortheinterview。"
  "Youarereallyveryclever,Dora。"
  "Itriedtocontinuesingingandplaying,butIcouldnot;thenotesallrantogether,thewordswerelost。Iwenttomother’ssideandputmyhandinhers,andshesaidsoftly:`I
  canhearyourfatherstormingalittle,buthewillsettledownthequickerforit。IdaresayhewillbringMr。Stanhopeinherebeforelong。"
  "Didhe?"
  "No。ThatwasBryce’sfault。HowBrycehappenedtobeinthehouseatthathour,I
  cannotimagine;butitseemstobenaturalforhimtodropintoanyinterviewwherehecanmaketrouble。However,itturnedoutallforthebest,forwhenmotherheardBryce’svoiceabovealltheothersounds,shesaid,`ComeDora,weshallhavetointerferenow。’ThenIwasdelighted。Iwasangelicallydressed,andIfeltequaltotheinterview。"
  "Doyoureallymeanthatyoujoinedthethreequarrelingmen?"
  "Ofcourse。Motherwasquitecalm——calmenoughtofreezeatempest——butshegavefatheralookhecomprehended。ThensheshookhandswithBasil,andwouldhavemadesomeremarktoBryce,butwithhisusualimpertinencehetooktheinitiative,andtoldhe:
  veryauthoritativelyto`retireandtakemewithher’——callingmethat`demurelittleflirt’inatonethatwasveryoffensive。Youshouldhaveseenfatherblazeintoangerathiswords。HetoldBrycetorememberthat`Mr。
  BenDenningownedthehouse,andthatBrycehadfourorfiveroomsinitbyhiscourtesy。’
  Hesaidalsothatthe`ladiespresentwereMr。BenDenning’swifeanddaughter,andthatitwasimpertinentinhimtoorderthemoutofhisparlor,wheretheywerealwayswelcome。’Brycewaswhitewithpassion,butheansweredinhisaffectedway——`Sir,thatslygirlwithherpretendedpietyandhersneakofaloverismysister,andIshallnotpermithertodisgracemyfamilywithoutmakingaprotest。’"
  "Andthen?"
  "Ibegantocry,andIputmyarmsaroundfather’sneckandsaidhemustdefendme;
  thatIwasnot`sly,’andBasilwasnot`asneak,’andfatherkissedme,andsaidhewouldsettlewithanyman,andeveryman,whopresumedtocallmeeitherslyoraflirt。"
  "IthinkMr。Denningactedbeautifully。
  WhatdidBrycesay?"
  "HeturnedtoBasil,andsaid:`Mr。Stanhope,ifyouarenotacad,youwillleavethehouse。Youhavenorighttointrudeyourselfintofamilyaffairsandfamilyquarrels。’
  Basilhadseatedmother,andwasstandingwithonehandonthebackofherchair,andhedidnotanswerBryce——therewasnoneed,fatheransweredquickenough。HesaidMr。
  Stanhopehadaskedtobecomeoneofthefamily,andforhisparthewouldwelcomehimfreely;andthenheaskedmotherifshewasofhismind,andmothersmiledandreachedherhandbackwardtoBasil。Thenfatherkissedmeagain,andsomehowBasil’sarmwasroundme,andIknowIlookedlovely——
  almostlikeabride!Oh,Ethel,itwasjustheavenly!"
  "Iamsureitwas。DidBryceleavetheroomthen?"
  "Yes;hewentoutinapassion,declaringhewouldnevernoticemeagain。ThismorningatbreakfastIsaidIwassorryBrycefeltsohurt,butfatherwassureBrycewouldfindplentyofconsolationinthefactthathisdisapprovalofmychoicewouldexcusehimfromgivingmeaweddingpresent。YouknowBryceisameanlittlemiser!"
  "Onthecontrary,Ithoughthewasvery;
  luxuriousandextravagant。"
  "WhereBryceisconcerned,yes;towardeveryoneelsehisconductistoomeantoconsider。Why,fathermakeshimanallowanceof$20,000ayearandheemptiesfather’scigarboxeswheneverhecandosowithout————"
  "LetustalkaboutMr。Stanhopeheisfarmoreinteresting。Whenareyougoingtomarryhim?"
  "IntheSpring。FatherisgoingtogivemesomemoneyandIhavethefortuneGrandmotherCahillleftme。Ithasbeenwellinvested,andfathertoldmethismorningI
  wasafairlyrichlittlewoman。Basilhassomeprivatefortune,alsohisstipend——weshalldoverywell。Basil’sfamilyisoneofthefinestamongtheoldBostonaristocrats,andheiscloselyconnectedwiththeEnglishStanhopes,whorankwiththegreatestofthenobility。"
  "IwishAmericanswouldlearntorelyontheirownnobility。IamtiredoftheireverlastingattemptstograftonsomeEnglishnoblefamily。Nomatterhowgreatorcleveramanmaybe,youaresuretoreadofhisdescentfromsomeScottishchieforEnglishearl。"
  "Theycan’thelptheirdescent,Ethel。"
  "Theyneednotpinalltheyhavedoneontoit。Oftenfatherfretsmeinthesameway。
  Ifhewinsadifficultcase,hedoesitnaturally,becauseheisaRawdon。Heishandsome,gentlemanly,honorable,evenaperfecthorseman,allbecause,beingaRawdon,hewasbynatureandinheritancecompelledtosuchperfection。
  Itisveryprovoking,Dora,andifI
  wereyouIwouldnotallowBasiltobeginasongabout`theEnglishStanhopes。’AuntRuthandIgetverytiredoftenoftheEnglishRawdons,andarereallythankfulfortheseparatingAtlantic。"
  "Idon’tthinkIshallfeelinthatway,Ethel。Ilikethenobility;sodoesfather,hesaystheDenningsareafineoldfamily。"
  "WhytalkofgenealogieswhenthereissuchamanasBasilStanhopetoconsider?
  LetusgranthimperfectionandagreethatheistomarryyouintheSpring;wellthen,thereistheceremony,andtheweddinggarments!
  Ofcourseitistobeachurchwedding?"
  "WeshallbemarriedinBasil’sownchurch。Icanhardlyeatorsleepforthinkingofthejoyandthetriumphofit!Therewillbewomentherereadytoeattheirheartswithenvy——Ibelieveindeed,Ethel,thateverywomaninthechurchisinlovewithBasil。"
  "Youhavesaidthatbefore,andIamsureyouarewrong。Agreatmanyofthemaremarriedandareinlovewiththeirownhusbands;
  andthekindofgirlswhogotoSt。
  Jude’sarenotthekindwhomarryclergymen。
  Mr。Stanhope’swholeincomewouldhardlybuytheirglovesandparasols。"
  "Idon’tthinkyouarepleasedthatIamgoingtomarry。YoumustnotbejealousofBasil。Ishallloveyoujustthesame。"
  "Undernoconditions,Dora,wouldIallowjealousytotroublemylife。Allthesame,youwillnotlovemeafteryourmarriageasyouhavelovedmeinthepast。Ishallnotexpectit。"
  Passionatedenialsofthisassertion,reminiscencesofthepast,assurancesforthefuturefollowed,andEthelacceptedthemwithoutdisputeandwithoutfaith。ButsheunderstoodthatthemerecircumstanceofherengagementwasallthatDoracouldmanageatpresent;andthatthedetailsofthemarriagemergedthemselvesconstantlyinthewonderfulfactthatBasilStanhopelovedher,andthatsometime,notfaroff,shewasgoingtobehiswife。Thisjoyfulcertaintyfilledherheartandhercomprehension,andshehadanaturalreluctancetosubjectittothedetailsofthesocialandreligiousceremoniesnecessary,Suchthingspermittedotherstoparticipateinherjoy,andsheresentedtheidea。ForatimeshewishedtokeepherloverinaworldwherenootherthoughtmighttroublethethoughtofDora。
  Ethelunderstoodherfriend’smood,andwasratherrelievedwhenhercarriagearrived。
  ShefeltthatherpresencewaspreventingDora’sabsolutesurrenderofherselftothoughtsofherlover,andallthewayhomeshemarveledatthegirl’sinfatuation,andwonderedifitwouldbepossibleforhertofallintosuchadotageofloveforanyman。Sheansweredthisquerypositively——
  "No,ifIshouldlosemyheart,Ishallnotthereforelosemyhead"——andthen,beforeshecouldfinishassuringherselfofherdeterminatewisdom,somemockinglinesshehadoftenquotedtolove-sickgirlswentlaughingthroughhermemory——
  "OWoman!Woman!Oourfrail,frailsex!
  Nowondertragediesaremadefromus!
  Alwaysthesame——nothingbutlovesandcradles。"
  ShefoundRuthBayarddressedfordinner,butherfatherwasnotpresent。Thatwassatisfactory,forhewasalwaysalittleimpatientwhenthetalkwasofloversandweddings;andjustthenthistopicwasuppermostinEthel’smind。
  "Ruth,"shesaid,"Doraisengaged,"
  andtheninafewsentencesshetoldthelittleromanceDorahadlivedforthepastyear,anditshappyculmination。"Settingmoneyaside,Ithinkhewillmakeaverysuitablehusband。Whatdoyouthink,Ruth?"
  "FromwhatIknowofMr。Stanhope,I
  shoulddoubtit。Iamsurehewillputhisdutiesbeforeeveryearthlything,andIamsureDorawillobjecttothat。ThenIwonderifDoraismadeonapatternlargeenoughtobethemoneyedpartnerinmatrimony。I
  shouldthinkMr。Stanhopewasaproudman。"
  "DorasaysheisconnectedwiththeEnglishnoblefamilyofStanhopes。"
  "WeshallcertainlyhavealltheconnectionsoftheEnglishnobilityinAmericaverysoonnow——butwhydoeshemarryDora?Isithermoney?"
  "Ithinknot。IhaveheardfromvarioussourcessomefinethingsofBasilStanhope。
  TherearemanyrichergirlsthanDorainSt。
  Jude’s。Idaresaysomeoneofthemwouldhavemarriedhim。"
  "Youaremistaken。DoyouthinkMargeryStarey,JaneLewes,oranyofthegirlsoftheirorderwouldmarryamanwithafewthousandsayear?Andtomarryforloveisbeyondthefrontiersofsuchwomen’sintelligence。
  Intheircreedahusbandisabanker,notamantobelovedandcaredfor。YouknowhowmuchofabankerMr。Stanhopecouldbe。"
  "BryceDenningisveryangryatwhatheevidentlyconsidershissister’smesalliance。"
  "IfMr。StanhopeisconnectedwiththeEnglishStanhopes,themesalliancemustbelaidtohischarge。"
  "IndeedtheDenningshavesomepretensestogoodlineage,andBrycespokeofhissister`disgracinghisfamilybyhercontemplatedmarriage。’"
  "Hisfamily!MydearEthel,hisgrandfatherwasamanufactureroftintacks。AndnowthatwehavegotasfarawayastheDenning’sgrandfather,supposewedropthesubject。"
  "Content;IamalittletiredoftheclanDenning——thatistheiroriginalnameDorasays。Iwillgonowanddressfordinner。"
  ThenRuthroseandlookedinquisitivelyaroundtheroom。Itwasasshewishedittobe——theveryexpressionofelegantcomfort——warmandlight,andholdingthescentofroses:aplaceofdeep,largechairswithnooddsandendstoworryabout,aroomtoloungeandchatin,andwherethelasttouchofperfecthomefreedomwasgivenbyabigmastiffwho,havingheardthedoor-bellring,strolledintoseewhohadcalled。
  CHAPTERII
  DURINGdinnerbothRuthandEthelwereawareofsomesub-interestintheJudge’smanner;hisabsent-mindednesswasunusual,andonceRuthsawafaintsmilethatnothingevidentcouldhaveinduced。Unconsciouslyalsohesetatoneofconstraintandhurry;
  themealwasnotloiteredover,theconversationflagged,andallrosefromthetablewithasenseofrelief;perhaps,indeed,withafeelingofexpectation。
  Theyenteredtheparlortogether,andthemastiffrosetomeetthem,askingpermissiontoremainwiththelittlecoaxingpushofhisnosewhichbroughtthereadyanswer:
  "Certainly,Sultan。Makeyourselfcomfortable。"
  Thentheygroupedthemselvesroundthefire,andtheJudgelithiscigarandlookedatEthelinawaythatinstantlybroughtcuriositytothequestion:
  "Youhaveasecret,father,"shesaid。
  "Isitaboutgrandmother?"
  "Itisnewsratherthanasecret,Ethel。
  Andgrandmotherhasagooddealtodowithit,foritisaboutherfamily——theMostyns。"
  "Oh!"
  ThetoneofEthel’s"Oh!"wasnotencouraging,andRuth’slookofinterestheldinabeyancewasjustaschilling。Butsomethinglikethisattitudehadbeenexpected,andJudgeRawdonwasnotdiscouragedbyit;heknewthatyouthiscapableofgreatandsuddenchanges,andthatitsabilitytofindreasonablemotivesforthemisunlimited,sohecalmlycontinued:
  "Youareawarethatyourgrandmother’snamebeforemarriagewasRachelMostyn?"
  "Ihaveseenitathousandtimesatthebottomofhersampler,father,theonethatisframedandhanginginhermorningroom——
  RachelMostyn,November,AnnoDomini,1827。"
  "Verywell。ShemarriedGeorgeRawdon,andtheycametoNewYorkin1834。
  TheyhadaprettyhouseontheBowlingGreenandlivedveryhappilythere。Iwasbornin1850,theyoungestoftheirchildren。
  YouknowthatIsignmynameEdwardM。
  Rawdon;itisreallyEdwardMostynRawdon。"
  Hepaused,andRuthsaid,"IsupposeMrs。Rawdonhashadsomenewsfromheroldhome?"
  "Shehadaletterlastnight,andIshallprobablyreceiveoneto-morrow。FrederickMostyn,hergrand-nephew,iscomingtoNewYork,andSquireRawdon,ofRawdonManor,writestorecommendtheyoungmantoourhospitality。"
  "Butyousurelydonotintendtoinvitehimhere,Edward。Ithinkthatwouldnotdo。"
  "HeisgoingtotheHollandHouse。Butheisourkinsman,andthereforewemustbehospitable。"
  "Ihavebeentryingtocountthekinship。
  Itisoutofmyreckoning,"saidEthel。"I
  hopeatleastheisniceandpresentable。"
  "TheMostynsareahandsomefamily。
  Lookatyourgrandmother。AndSquireRawdonspeaksverywellofMr。Mostyn。
  Hehastakentherightsideinpolitics,andislikelytomakehismark。Theywerealwaysgreatsportsmen,andIdaresaythisrepresentativeofthefamilyisagood-lookingfellow,well-mannered,andperfectlydressed。"
  Ethellaughed。"IfhisclothesfithimhewillbeanEnglishwonder。IhaveseenlotsofEnglishmen;theyareallfrightsastotrousersandvests。TherewasLordWycomb,hisbroadclothsandsatinsandlinenweremarvelsinquality,butthemake!Thegirlshatedtobeseenwalkingwithhim,andhewouldwalk——`goodfortheconstitution,’
  washisexplanationforallhispeculiarities。
  TheCaylerswerewearytodeathofthem。"
  "Andyet,"saidRuth,"theysangsongsoftriumphwhenLouCaylermarriedhim。"
  "Thatwasadifferentthing。Louwouldmakehimget`fits’andstopwearingsloppy,baggyarrangements。AndIdonotsupposetheEnglishlordhasnowasinglepeculiarityleft,unlessitbehisconstitutionalwalk——
  that,ofcourse。IhaveheardEnglishbabiesgetoutoftheircradlestotakeaconstitutional。"
  DuringthistiradeRuthhadbeenthinking。
  "Edward,"sheasked,"whydoesSquireRawdonintroduceMr。Mostyn?
  Theirrelationshipcannotbeworthcounting。"
  "Thereyouarewrong,Ruth。"Hespokewithalittleexcitement。"Englishmenneverdenymatrimonialrelationships,iftheyareworthyones。MostynandRawdonareboundtogetherbymanyagoldweddingring;wereckonsuchtiesrelationships。SquireRaw-
  donlosthissonandhistwograndsonsayearago。Perhapsthisyoungmanmayeventuallystandintheirplace。TheSquireisnearlyeightyyearsold;heisthelastoftheEnglishRawdons——atleastofourbranchofit。"
  "YousupposethisMr。MostynmaybecomeSquireofRawdonManor?"
  "Hemay,Ruth,butitisnotcertain。
  ThereisalargemortgageontheManor。"
  "Oh!"
  Bothgirlsmadetheejaculationatthesamemoment,andinbothvoicestherewasthesamecurioustoneofspeculation。Itwasacryaftertruthapprehended,butnotrealized。
  Mr。Rawdonremainedsilent;hewasdebatingwithhimselftheadvisabilityoffurtherconfidence,buthecamequicklytotheconclusionthatenoughhadbeentoldforthepresent。TurningtoEthel,hesaid:"Isupposegirlshaveacodeofhonorabouttheirsecrets。IsDoraDenning’s`extraordinarynews’shutupinit?"
  "Oh,no,father。Sheisgoingtobemarried。
  Thatisall。"
  "Thatisenough。Whoistheman?"
  "ReverendMr。Stanhope。"
  "Nonsense!"
  "Positively。"
  "Ineverheardanythingmoreridiculous。
  Thatsaintlyyoungpriest!Why,Dorawillbetiredtodeathofhiminamonth。Andhe?
  Poorfellow!"
  "Whypoorfellow?Heisverymuchinlovewithher。"
  "Itishardtounderstand。St。Jerome’slove`palewithmidnightprayer’wouldbemorebelievablethanthebutterflyDora。
  Goodness,gracious!Theideaofthatmanbeinginlove!Itpullshimdownabit。I
  thoughtheneverlookedatawoman。"
  "Doyouknowhim,father?"
  "Asmanypeopleknowhim——bygoodreport。
  Iknowthatheisaclergymanwhobelieveswhathepreaches。IknowaWallStreetbrokerwholeftSt。Jude’schurchbecauseMr。Stanhope’ssermonsonSundayputsuchafineedgeonhisconsciencethatMondaysweredangerousdaysforhimtodobusinesson。AndwhateverWallStreetfinanciersthinkoftheBiblepersonally,theydolikeamanwhostickstohiscolors,andwhoholdsintactthetruthcommittedtohim。Stanhopedoesthisemphatically;andheissowelltrustedthatifhewantedtobuildanewchurchhecouldgetallthemoneynecessary,fromWallStreetmeninanhour。Andheisgoingtomarry!GoingtomarryDoraDenning!Itis`extraordinarynews,’indeed!"
  Ethelwasalittleoffendedatsuchunusualsurprise。"Ithinkyoudon’tquiteunderstandDora,"shesaid。"ItwillbeMr。Stanhope’sfaultifsheisnotledintherightway;
  forifheonlylovesandpetsherenoughhemaydoallhewisheswithher。Iknow,I
  havebothcoaxedandorderedherforfouryears——sometimesonewayisbest,andsometimestheother。"
  "Howisamantotellwhichwaytotake?
  Whatdoherparentsthinkofthemarriage?"
  "Theyarepleasedwithit。"
  "Pleasedwithit!ThenIhavenothingmoretosay,exceptthatIhopetheywillnotappealtomeonanyquestionofdivorcethatmayarisefromsuchanunlikelymarriage。"
  "Theyareonlyloversyet,Edward,"saidRuth。"Itisnotfair,orkind,toeventhinkofdivorce。"
  "MydearRuth,thefashionablegirloftodayacceptsmarriagewiththeprovisionofdivorce。"
  "Doraishardlyoneofthatset。"
  "Ihopeshemaykeepoutofit,butmarriagewillgivehermanyopportunities。Well,Iamsorryfortheyoungpriest。Heisn’tfittomanageawomanlikeDoraDenning。
  Iamafraidhewillgettheworstofit。"
  "Ithinkyouareveryunkind,father。
  Doraismyfriend,andIknowher。Sheisagirlofintensefeelingsandveryaffectionate。
  AndshehasdissolvedallherlifeandmindinMr。Stanhope’slifeandmind,justasalumpofsugarisdissolvedinwater。"
  Ruthlaughed。"Canyounotfindamorepoeticsimile,Ethel?"
  "Itwilldo。Thisisanageofmatter;amaterialsymbolistheproperthing。"
  "IamgladtohearshehasdissolvedhermindinStanhope’s,"saidJudgeRawdon。
  "Dora’sintellectinitselfischildish。Whatdidthemanseeinherthatheshoulddesireher?"
  "Father,younevercantellhowmuchbrainsmenlikewiththeirbeauty。Verylittlewilldogenerally。AndDorahasbeauty——greatbeauty;noonecandenythat。I
  thinkDoraisgivingupagreatdeal。Toher,atleast,marriageisastateofpassingfromperfectfreedomintothecomparativeconditionofaslave,givingupherownwayconstantlyforsomeoneelse’sway。"
  "Well,Ethel,theremedyisinthelady’shands。Sheisnotforcedtomarry,andtheslaverythatisvoluntaryisnohardship。
  Now,mydear,Ihaveacasetolookover,andyoumustexcusemeto-night。To-morrowweshallknowmoreconcerningMr。Mostyn,anditiseasiertotalkaboutcertaintiesthanprobabilities。"
  ButifconversationceasedaboutMr。Mostyn,thoughtdidnot;for,acoupleofhoursafterwards,Etheltappedatheraunt’sdoorandsaid,"Justamoment,Ruth。"
  "Yes,dear,whatisit?"
  "DidyounoticewhatfathersaidaboutthemortgageonRawdonManor"’
  "Yes。"
  "Heseemedtoknowallaboutit。"
  "Ithinkhedoesknowallaboutit。"
  "Doyouthinkheholdsit?"
  "Hemaydoso——itisnotunlikely。"
  "Oh!ThenMr。FredMostyn,ifheistoinheritRawdon,wouldlikethemortgageremoved?"
  "Ofcoursehewould。"
  "Andthewaytoremoveitwouldbetomarrythedaughteroftheholderofthemortgage?"
  "Itwouldbeoneway。"
  "Soheiscomingtolookmeover。Iamamatrimonialpossibility。Howdoyoulikethatidea,AuntRuth?"
  "Idonotentertainitforamoment。
  Mr。Mostynmaynotevenknowofthemortgage。
  Whenmenmortgagetheirestatestheydonotmakeconfidencesaboutthematter,ortalkitoverwiththeirfriends。Theyalwaysconcealandhidethetransaction。Ifyourfatherholdsthemortgage,IfeelsurethatnoonebuthimselfandSquireRawdonknowanythingaboutit。Don’tlookatthewrongsideofevents,Ethel;becontentwiththerightsideoflife’stapestry。Whyareyounotasleep?Whatareyouworryingabout?"
  "Nothing,onlyIhavenotheardallI
  wantedtohear。"
  "Andperhapsthatisgoodforyou。"
  "Ishallgoandseegrandmotherfirstthinginthemorning。"
  "IwouldnotifIwereyou。Youcannotmakeanyexcuseshewillnotseethrough。