CONTENTS:
THENIGHT—BORN
THEMADNESSOFJOHNHARNED
WHENTHEWORLDWASYOUNG
THEBENEFITOFTHEDOUBT
WINGEDBLACKMAIL
BUNCHESOFKNUCKLES
WAR
UNDERTHEDECKAWNINGS
TOKILLAMAN
THEMEXICAN
THENIGHT—BORN
ItwasintheoldAlta—InyoClub——awarmnightforSanFrancisco——andthroughtheopenwindows,hushedandfar,camethebrawlofthestreets。ThetalkhadledonfromtheGraftProsecutionandthelatestsignsthatthetownwastoberunwideopen,downthroughallthegrotesquesordidnessandrottennessofmanhateandman—meanness,untilthenameofO’Brienwasmentioned——O’Brien,thepromisingyoungpugilistwhohadbeenkilledintheprize—ringthenightbefore。Atoncetheairhadseemedtofreshen。O’Brienhadbeenaclean—livingyoungmanwithideals。Heneitherdrank,smoked,norswore,andhishadbeenthebodyofabeautifulyounggod。Hehadevencarriedhisprayer—booktotheringside。Theyfounditinhiscoatpocketinthedressing—room……afterward。
HerewasYouth,cleanandwholesome,unsullied——thethingofgloryandwonderformentoconjurewith……afterithasbeenlosttothemandtheyhaveturnedmiddle—aged。Andsowelldidweconjure,thatRomancecameandforanhourledusfarfromtheman—cityanditssnarlingroar。Bardwell,inaway,starteditbyquotingfromThoreau;butitwasoldTrefethan,bald—headedanddewlapped,whotookupthequotationandforthehourtocomewasromanceincarnate。AtfirstwewonderedhowmanyScotcheshehadconsumedsincedinner,butverysoonallthatwasforgotten。
"Itwasin1898——Iwasthirty—fivethen,"hesaid。"Yes,Iknowyouareaddingitup。You’reright。I’mforty—sevennow;looktenyearsmore;andthedoctorssay——damnthedoctorsanyway!"
Heliftedthelongglasstohislipsandsippeditslowlytosootheawayhisirritation。
"ButIwasyoung……once。Iwasyoungtwelveyearsago,andI
hadhairontopofmyhead,andmystomachwasleanasarunner’s,andthelongestdaywasnonetoolongforme。Iwasahuskybacktherein’98。Yourememberme,Milner。Youknewmethen。Wasn’tIaprettygoodbitofallright?"
Milnernoddedandagreed。LikeTrefethan,hewasanotherminingengineerwhohadcleanedupafortuneintheKlondike。
"Youcertainlywere,oldman,"Milnersaid。"I’llneverforgetwhenyoucleanedoutthoselumberjacksintheM。&M。thatnightthatlittlenewspapermanstartedtherow。Slavinwasinthecountryatthetime,"——thistous——"andhismanagerwantedtogetupamatchwithTrefethan。"
"Well,lookatmenow,"Trefethancommandedangrily。"That’swhattheGoldsteaddidtome——Godknowshowmanymillions,butnothingleftinmysoul……norinmyveins。Thegoodredbloodisgone。Iamajellyfish,ahuge,grossmassofoscillatingprotoplasm,a——a……"
Butlanguagefailedhim,andhedrewsolacefromthelongglass。
"Womenlookedatmethen;andturnedtheirheadstolookasecondtime。StrangethatInevermarried。Butthegirl。That’swhatIstartedtotellyouabout。Imetherathousandmilesfromanywhere,andthensome。AndshequotedtomethoseverywordsofThoreauthatBardwellquotedamomentago——theonesabouttheday—borngodsandthenight—born。"
"ItwasafterIhadmademylocationsonGoldstead——anddidn’tknowwhatatreasure—potthatthattripcreekwasgoingtoprove——thatImadethattripeastovertheRockies,anglingacrosstotheGreatUpNorththeretheRockiesaresomethingmorethanaback—bone。Theyareaboundary,adividingline,awallimpregnableandunscalable。Thereisnointercourseacrossthem,though,onoccasion,fromtheearlydays,wanderingtrappershavecrossedthem,thoughmorewerelostbythewaythanevercamethrough。AndthatwaspreciselywhyItackledthejob。Itwasatraverseanymanwouldbeproudtomake。IamprouderofitrightnowthananythingelseIhaveeverdone。
"Itisanunknownland。Greatstretchesofithaveneverbeenexplored。Therearebigvalleystherewherethewhitemanhasneversetfoot,andIndiantribesasprimitiveastenthousandyears……almost,fortheyhavehadsomecontactwiththewhites。Partiesofthemcomeoutonceinawhiletotrade,andthatisall。EventheHudsonBayCompanyfailedtofindthemandfarmthem。
"Andnowthegirl。Iwascomingupastream——you’dcallitariverinCalifornia——uncharted——andunnamed。Itwasanoblevalley,nowshutinbyhighcanyonwalls,andagainopeningoutintobeautifulstretches,wideandlong,withpastureshoulder—highinthebottoms,meadowsdottedwithflowers,andwithclumpsoftimberspruce——virginandmagnificent。Thedogswerepackingontheirbacks,andweresore—footedandplayedout;whileIwaslookingforanybunchofIndianstogetsledsanddriversfromandgoonwiththefirstsnow。Itwaslatefall,butthewaythoseflowerspersistedsurprisedme。Iwassupposedtobeinsub—arcticAmerica,andhighupamongthebuttressesoftheRockies,andyettherewasthateverlastingspreadofflowers。Somedaythewhitesettlerswillbeinthereandgrowingwheatdownallthatvalley。
"AndthenIliftedasmoke,andheardthebarkingofthedogs——Indiandogs——andcameintocamp。Theremusthavebeenfivehundredofthem,properIndiansatthat,andIcouldseebythejerking—framesthatthefallhuntinghadbeengood。AndthenImether——Lucy。Thatwashername。Signlanguage——thatwasallwecouldtalkwith,tilltheyledmetoabigfly——youknow,halfatent,openontheonesidewhereacampfireburned。Itwasallofmoose—skins,thisfly——moose—skins,smoke—cured,hand—rubbed,andgolden—brown。UnderiteverythingwasneatandorderlyasnoIndiancampeverwas。Thebedwaslaidonfreshspruceboughs。Therewerefursgalore,andontopofallwasarobeofswanskins——whiteswan—skins——Ihaveneverseenanythinglikethatrobe。Andontopofit,sittingcross—legged,wasLucy。Shewasnut—brown。Ihavecalledheragirl。Butshewasnot。Shewasawoman,anut—brownwoman,anAmazon,afull—blooded,full—bodiedwoman,androyalripe。Andhereyeswereblue。
"That’swhattookmeoffmyfeet——hereyes——blue,notChinablue,butdeepblue,liketheseaandskyallmeltedintoone,andverywise。Morethanthat,theyhadlaughterinthem——warmlaughter,sun—warmandhuman,veryhuman,and……shallIsayfeminine?Theywere。Theywereawoman’seyes,aproperwoman’seyes。Youknowwhatthatmeans。CanIsaymore?Also,inthoseblueeyeswere,atthesametime,awildunrest,awistfulyearning,andarepose,anabsoluterepose,asortofall—wiseandphilosophicalcalm。"
Trefethanbrokeoffabruptly。
"YoufellowsthinkIamscrewed。I’mnot。Thisisonlymyfifthsincedinner。Iamdeadsober。Iamsolemn。Isitherenowsidebysidewithmysacredyouth。ItisnotI——’old’
Trefethan——thattalks;itismyyouth,anditismyyouththatsaysthosewerethemostwonderfuleyesIhaveeverseen——soverycalm,soveryrestless;soverywise,soverycurious;soveryold,soveryyoung;sosatisfiedandyetyearningsowistfully。Boys,Ican’tdescribethem。WhenIhavetoldyouabouther,youmayknowbetterforyourselves。"
"Shedidnotstandup。Butsheputoutherhand。"
"’Stranger,’shesaid,’I’mrealgladtoseeyou。’
"Ileaveittoyou——thatsharp,frontier,Westerntangofspeech。Picturemysensations。Itwasawoman,awhitewoman,butthattang!Itwasamazingthatitshouldbeawhitewoman,here,beyondthelastboundaryoftheworld——butthetang。I
tellyou,ithurt。Itwaslikethestabofaflattednote。Andyet,letmetellyou,thatwomanwasapoet。Youshallsee。"
"ShedismissedtheIndians。And,byJove,theywent。Theytookherordersandfollowedherblind。Shewashi—yuskookamchief。
Shetoldthebuckstomakeacampformeandtotakecareofmydogs。Andtheydid,too。Andtheyknewenoughnottogetawaywithasmuchasamoccasin—laceofmyoutfit。ShewasaregularShe—Who—Must—Be—Obeyed,andIwanttotellyouitchilledmetothemarrow,sentthoselittlethrillsMarathoningupanddownmyspinalcolumn,meetingawhitewomanoutthereattheheadofatribeofsavagesathousandmilestheothersideofNoMan’sLand。
"’Stranger,"shesaid,’Ireckonyou’resurethefirstwhitethateversetfootinthisvalley。Setdownan’talkaspell,andthenwe’llhaveabitetoeat。Whichwaymightyoubecomin’?’
"Thereitwas,thattangagain。ButfromnowtotheendoftheyarnIwantyoutoforgetit。ItellyouIforgotit,sittingthereontheedgeofthatswan—skinrobeandlisteningandlookingatthemostwonderfulwomanthateversteppedoutofthepagesofThoreauorofanyotherman’sbook。
"Istayedonthereaweek。Itwasonherinvitation。ShepromisedtofitmeoutwithdogsandsledsandwithIndiansthatwouldputmeacrossthebestpassoftheRockiesinfivehundredmiles。Herflywaspitchedapartfromtheothers,onthehighbankbytheriver,andacoupleofIndiangirlsdidhercookingforherandthecampwork。Andsowetalkedandtalked,whilethefirstsnowfellandcontinuedtofallandmakeasurfaceformysleds。Andthiswasherstory。
"Shewasfrontier—born,ofpoorsettlers,andyouknowwhatthatmeans——work,work,alwayswork,workinplentyandwithoutend。
"’Ineverseenthegloryoftheworld,’shesaid。’Ihadnotime。Iknewitwasrightoutthere,anywhere,allaroundthecabin,buttherewasalwaysthebreadtoset,thescrubbin’andthewashin’andtheworkthatwasneverdone。Iusedtobeplumbsickattimes,jes’togetoutintoitall,especiallyinthespringwhenthesongsofthebirdsdrovememostcleancrazy。Iwantedtorunoutthroughthelongpasturegrass,wettingmylegswiththedewofit,andtoclimbtherailfence,andkeeponthroughthetimberandupandupoverthedividesoastogetalookaround。Oh,Ihadallkindsofhankerings——tofollowupthecanyonbedsandslosharoundfrompooltopool,makingfriendswiththewater—dogsandthespecklytrout;topeepontheslyandwatchthesquirrelsandrabbitsandsmallfurrythingsandseewhattheywasdoingandlearnthesecretsoftheirways。Seemedtome,ifIhadtime,I
couldcrawlamongtheflowers,and,ifIwasgoodandquiet,catchthemwhisperingwiththemselves,tellingallkindsofwisethingsthatmerehumansneverknow。’"
Trefethanpausedtoseethathisglasshadbeenrefilled。
"Anothertimeshesaid:’Iwantedtorunnightslikeawildthing,justtorunthroughthemoonshineandunderthestars,torunwhiteandnakedinthedarknessthatIknewmustfeellikecoolvelvet,andtorunandrunandkeeponrunning。Oneevening,plumbtuckeredout——ithadbeenadreadfulhardhotday,andthebreadwouldn’traiseandthechurninghadgonewrong,andIwasallirritatedandjerky——well,thateveningI
madementiontodadofthiswantingtorunofmine。Helookedatmecurious—someandabitscared。Andthenhegavemetwopillstotake。SaidtogotobedandgetagoodsleepandI’dbeallhunky—doryinthemorning。SoInevermentionedmyhankeringstohim,oranyoneanymore。’
"Themountainhomebrokeup——starvedout,Iimagine——andthefamilycametoSeattletolive。Theresheworkedinafactory——longhours,youknow,andalltherest,deadlywork。
Andafterayearofthatshebecamewaitressinacheaprestaurant——hash—slinger,shecalledit。"Shesaidtomeonce,’RomanceIguesswaswhatIwanted。Buttherewan’tnoromancefloatingaroundindishpansandwashtubs,orinfactoriesandhash—joints。’
"Whenshewaseighteenshemarried——amanwhowasgoinguptoJuneautostartarestaurant。Hehadafewdollarssaved,andappearedprosperous。Shedidn’tlovehim——shewasemphaticaboutthat,butshewasalltiredout,andshewantedtogetawayfromtheunendingdrudgery。Besides,JuneauwasinAlaska,andheryearningtooktheformofadesiretoseethatwonderland。Butlittleshesawofit。Hestartedtherestaurant,alittlecheapone,andshequicklylearnedwhathehadmarriedherfor……tosavepayingwages。Shecameprettyclosetorunningthejointanddoingalltheworkfromwaitingtodishwashing。Shecookedmostofthetimeaswell。Andshehadfouryearsofit。
"Can’tyoupictureher,thiswildwoodscreature,quickwitheveryoldprimitiveinstinct,yearningforthefreeopen,andmowedupinavilelittlehash—jointandtoilingandmoilingforfourmortalyears?
"’Therewasnomeaninginanything,’shesaid。’Whatwasitallabout!WhywasIborn!Wasthatallthemeaningoflife——justtoworkandworkandbealwaystired!——togotobedtiredandtowakeuptired,witheverydaylikeeveryotherdayunlessitwasharder?’Shehadheardtalkofimmortallifefromthegospelsharps,shesaid,butshecouldnotreckonthatwhatshewasdoin’wasalikelypreparationforherimmortality。
"Butshestillhadherdreams,thoughmorerarely。Shehadreadafewbooks——what,itisprettyhardtoimagine,SeasideLibrarynovelsmostlikely;yettheyhadbeenfoodforfancy。
’Sometimes,’shesaid,’whenIwasthatdizzyfromtheheatofthecookingthatifIdidn’ttakeabreathoffreshairI’dfaint,I’dstickmyheadoutofthekitchenwindow,andclosemyeyesandseemostwonderfulthings。AllofasuddenI’dbetravelingdownacountryroad,andeverythingcleanandquiet,nodust,nodirt;juststreamsripplin’downsweetmeadows,andlambsplaying,breezesblowingthebreathofflowers,andsoftsunshineovereverything;andlovelycowslazyingknee—deepinquietpools,andyounggirlsbathinginacurveofstreamallwhiteandslimandnatural——andI’dknowIwasinArcady。I’dreadaboutthatcountryonce,inabook。Andmaybeknights,allflashinginthesun,wouldcomeridingaroundabendintheroad,oraladyonamilk—whitemare,andinthedistanceI
couldseethetowersofacastlerising,orIjustknew,onthenextturn,thatI’dcomeuponsomepalace,allwhiteandairyandfairy—like,withfountainsplaying,andflowersallovereverything,andpeacocksonthelawn……andthenI’dopenmyeyes,andtheheatofthecookingrangewouldstrikeonme,andI’dhearJakesayin’——hewasmyhusband——I’dhearJakesayin’,"Whyain’tyouservedthembeans?ThinkIcanwaithereallday!"Romance!——IreckonthenearestIevercometoitwaswhenadrunkenArmeniancookgotthesnakesandtriedtocutmythroatwithapotatoknifeandIgotmyarmburnedonthestovebeforeIcouldlayhimoutwiththepotatostomper。
"’Iwantedeasyways,andlovelythings,andRomanceandallthat;butitjustseemedIhadnolucknohowandwasonlyandexpresslybornforcookinganddishwashing。TherewasawildcrowdinJuneauthemdays,butIlookedattheotherwomen,andtheirwayoflifedidn’texciteme。IreckonIwantedtobeclean。Idon’tknowwhy;Ijustwantedto,Iguess;andI
reckonedImightaswelldiedishwashingasdietheirway。"
Trefethanhaltedinhistaleforamoment,completingtohimselfsomethreadofthought。
"AndthisisthewomanImetupthereintheArctic,runningatribeofwildIndiansandafewthousandsquaremilesofhuntingterritory。Andithappened,simplyenough,though,forthatmatter,shemighthavelivedanddiedamongthepotsandpans。But’Camethewhisper,camethevision。’Thatwasallsheneeded,andshegotit。
"’Iwokeuponeday,’shesaid。’Justhappenedonitinascrapofnewspaper。Iremembereverywordofit,andIcangiveittoyou。’AndthenshequotedThoreau’sCryoftheHuman:
"’Theyoungpinesspringingup,inthecornfieldfromyeartoyeararetomearefreshingfact。WetalkofcivilizingtheIndian,butthatisnotthenameforhisimprovement。Bythewaryindependenceandaloofnessofhisdimforestlifehepreserveshisintercoursewithhisnativegodsandisadmittedfromtimetotimetoarareandpeculiarsocietywithnature。
Hehasglancesofstarryrecognition,towhichoursaloonsarestrangers。Thesteadyilluminationofhisqenius,dimonlybecausedistant,islikethefaintbutsatisfyinglightofthestarscomparedwiththedazzlingbutineffectualandshort—livedblazeofcandles。TheSocietyIslandershadtheirday—borngods,buttheywerenotsupposedtobeofequalantiquitywiththe……night—borngods。’
"That’swhatshedid,repeateditwordforword,andIforgotthetang,foritwassolemn,adeclarationofreligion——pagan,ifyouwill;andclothedinthelivinggarmentureofherself。
"’Andtherestofitwastornaway,’sheadded,agreatemptinessinhervoice。’Itwasonlyascrapofnewspaper。ButthatThoreauwasawiseman。IwishIknewmoreabouthim。’Shestoppedamoment,andIswearherfacewasineffablyholyasshesaid,’Icouldhavemadehimagoodwife。’
"Andthenshewenton。’Iknewrightaway,assoonasIreadthat,whatwasthematterwithme。Iwasanight—born。I,whohadlivedallmylifewiththeday—born,wasanight—born。ThatwaswhyIhadneverbeensatisfiedwithcookinganddishwashing;thatwaswhyIhadhankeredtorunnakedinthemoonlight。AndIknewthatthisdirtylittleJuneauhash—jointwasnoplaceforme。AndrightthereandthenIsaid,"Iquit。"
Ipackedupmyfewragsofclothes,andstarted。Jakesawmeandtriedtostopme。
"’Whatyoudoing?"hesays。
"’Divorcin’youandme,’Isays。’I’mheadin’fortalltimberandwhereIbelong。’"
"’Noyoudon’t,"hesays,reachingformetostopme。"Thecookinghasgotonyourhead。Youlistentometalkbeforeyouupanddoanythingbrash。’"
"’ButIpulledagun—alittleColt’sforty—four——andsays,"Thisdoesmytalkin’forme。’"
"’AndIleft。’"
Trefethanemptiedhisglassandcalledforanother。
"Boys,doyouknowwhatthatgirldid?Shewastwenty—two。Shehadspentherlifeoverthedish—panandsheknewnomoreabouttheworldthanIdoofthefourthdimension,orthefifth。Allroadsledtoherdesire。No;shedidn’theadforthedance—halls。OntheAlaskanPan—handleitispreferabletotravelbywater。Shewentdowntothebeach。AnIndiancanoewasstartingforDyea——youknowthekind,carvedoutofasingletree,narrowanddeepandsixtyfeetlong。Shegavethemacoupleofdollarsandgotonboard。
"’Romance?’shetoldme。’ItwasRomancefromthejump。Therewerethreefamiliesaltogetherinthatcanoe,andthatcrowdedtherewasn’troomtoturnaround,withdogsandIndianbabiessprawlingovereverything,andeverybodydippingapaddleandmakingthatcanoego。’Andallaroundthegreatsolemnmountains,andtangleddriftsofcloudsandsunshine。Andoh,thesilence!thegreatwonderfulsilence!And,once,thesmokeofahunter’scamp,awayoffinthedistance,trailingamongthetrees。Itwaslikeapicnic,agrandpicnic,andIcouldseemydreamscomingtrue,andIwasreadyforsomethingtohappen’mostanytime。Anditdid。
"’Andthatfirstcamp,ontheisland!Andtheboysspearingfishinthemouthofthecreek,andthebigdeeroneofthebucksshotjustaroundthepoint。Andtherewereflowerseverywhere,andinbackfromthebeachthegrasswasthickandlushandneck—high。Andsomeofthegirlswentthroughthiswithme,andweclimbedthehillsidebehindandpickedberriesandrootsthattastedsourandweregoodtoeat。Andwecameuponabigbearintheberriesmakinghissupper,andhesaid"Oof!"andranawayasscaredaswewere。Andthenthecamp,andthecampsmoke,andthesmelloffreshvenisoncooking。Itwasbeautiful。Iwaswiththenight—bornatlast,andIknewthatwaswhereIbelonged。Andforthefirsttimeinmylife,itseemedtome,Iwenttobedhappythatnight,lookingoutunderacornerofthecanvasatthestarscutoffblackbyabigshoulderofmountain,andlisteningtothenight—noises,andknowingthatthesamethingwouldgoonnextdayandforeverandever,forIwasn’tgoingback。AndIneverdidgoback。’
"’Romance!Igotitnextday。Wehadtocrossabigarmoftheocean——twelveorfifteenmiles,atleast;anditcameontoblowwhenwewereinthemiddle。ThatnightIwasalongonshore,withonewolf—dog,andIwastheonlyoneleftalive。’
"Pictureityourself,"Trefethanbrokeofftosay。"Thecanoewaswreckedandlost,andeverybodypoundedtodeathontherocksexcepther。Shewentashorehangingontoadog’stail,escapingtherocksandwashinguponatinybeach,theonlyoneinmiles。
"’Luckyformeitwasthemainland,’shesaid。’SoIheadedrightawayback,throughthewoodsandoverthemountainsandstraightonanywhere。SeemedIwaslookingforsomethingandknewI’dfindit。Iwasn’tafraid。Iwasnight—born,andthebigtimbercouldn’tkillme。AndontheseconddayIfoundit。
Icameuponasmallclearingandatumbledowncabin。Nobodyhadbeenthereforyearsandyears。Theroofhadfallenin。Rottedblanketslayinthebunks,andpotsandpanswereonthestove。
Butthatwasnotthemostcuriousthing。Outside,alongtheedgeofthetrees,youcan’tguesswhatIfound。Theskeletonsofeighthorses,eachtiedtoatree。Theyhadstarvedtodeath,Ireckon,andleftonlylittlepilesofbonesscatteredsomehereandthere。Andeachhorsehadhadaloadonitsback。
Theretheloadslay,inamongthebones——paintedcanvassacks,andinsidemoosehidesacks,andinsidethemoosehidesacks——whatdoyouthink?’"
Shestopped,reachedunderacomerofthebedamongthespruceboughs,andpulledoutaleathersack。SheuntiedthemouthandranoutintomyhandasprettyastreamofgoldasIhaveeverseen——coarsegold,placergold,somelargedust,butmostlynuggets,anditwassofreshandroughthatitscarcelyshowedsignsofwater—wash。
"’Yousayyou’reaminingengineer,’shesaid,’andyouknowthiscountry。Canyounameapay—creekthathasthecolorofthatgold!’
"Icouldn’t!Therewasn’tatraceofsilver。Itwasalmostpure,andItoldherso。
"’Youbet,’shesaid。’Isellthatfornineteendollarsanounce。Youcan’tgetoverseventeenforEldoradogold,andMinookgolddon’tfetchquiteeighteen。Well,thatwaswhatI
foundamongthebones——eighthorse—loadsofit,onehundredandfiftypoundstotheload。’
"’Aquarterofamilliondollars!’Icriedout。
"’That’swhatIreckoneditroughly,’sheanswered。’TalkaboutRomance!AndmeaslavingthewayIhadalltheyears,whenassoonasIventuredout,insidethreedays,thiswaswhathappened。Andwhatbecameofthementhatminedallthatgold?
OftenandoftenIwonderaboutit。Theylefttheirhorses,loadedandtied,andjustdisappearedoffthefaceoftheearth,leavingneitherhidenorhairbehindthem。Ineverheardtellofthem。Nobodyknowsanythingaboutthem。Well,beingthenight—born,IreckonIwastheirrightfulheir。’
Trefethanstoppedtolightacigar。
"Doyouknowwhatthatgirldid?Shecachedthegold,savingoutthirtypounds,whichshecarriedbacktothecoast。Thenshesignaledapassingcanoe,madeherwaytoPatHealy’stradingpostatDyea,outfitted,andwentoverChilcootPass。
Thatwasin’88——eightyearsbeforetheKlondikestrike,andtheYukonwasahowlingwilderness。Shewasafraidofthebucks,butshetooktwoyoungsquawswithher,crossedthelakes,andwentdowntheriverandtoalltheearlycampsontheLowerYukon。ShewanderedseveralyearsoverthatcountryandthenonintowhereImether。Likedthelooksofit,shesaid,seeing,inherownwords,’abigbullcaribouknee—deepinpurpleirisonthevalley—bottom。’ShehookedupwiththeIndians,doctoredthem,gainedtheirconfidence,andgraduallytookthemincharge。Shehadonlyleftthatcountryonce,andthen,withabunchoftheyoungbucks,shewentoverChilcoot,cleaneduphergold—cache,andbroughtitbackwithher。
"’AndhereIbe,stranger,’sheconcludedheryarn,’andhere’sthemostpreciousthingIown。’
"Shepulledoutalittlepouchofbuckskin,wornonhernecklikealocket,andopenedit。Andinside,wrappedinoiledsilk,yellowedwithageandwornandthumbed,wastheoriginalscrapofnewspapercontainingthequotationfromThoreau。
"’Andareyouhappy……satisfied?’Iaskedher。’Withaquarterofamillionyouwouldn’thavetoworkdownintheStates。Youmustmissalot。’
"’Notmuch,’sheanswered。’Iwouldn’tswopplaceswithanywomandownintheStates。Thesearemypeople;thisiswhereI
belong。Buttherearetimes——andinhereyessmolderedupthathungryyearningI’vementioned——’therearetimeswhenIwishmostawfulbadforthatThoreaumantohappenalong。’
"’Why?’Iasked。
"’SoasIcouldmarryhim。Idogetmightylonesomeatspells。
I’mjustawoman——arealwoman。I’veheardtelloftheotherkindofwomenthatgallivantedofflikemeanddidqueerthings——thesortthatbecomesoldiersinarmies,andsailorsonships。Butthosewomenarequeerthemselves。They’remorelikementhanwomen;theylooklikemenandtheydon’thaveordinarywomen’sneeds。Theydon’twantlove,norlittlechildrenintheirarmsandaroundtheirknees。I’mnotthatsort。Ileaveittoyou,stranger。DoIlooklikeaman?’
"Shedidn’t。Shewasawoman,abeautiful,nut—brownwoman,withasturdy,health—roundedwoman’sbodyandwithwonderfuldeep—bluewoman’seyes。
"’Ain’tIwoman?’shedemanded。’Iam。I’m’mostallwoman,andthensome。Andthefunnythingis,thoughI’mnight—bornineverythingelse,I’mnotwhenitcomestomating。Ireckonthatkindlikesitsownkindbest。That’sthewayitiswithme,anyway,andhasbeenalltheseyears。’
"’Youmeantotellme——’Ibegan。
"’Never,’shesaid,andhereyeslookedintominewiththestraightnessoftruth。’Ihadonehusband,only——himIcalltheOx;andIreckonhe’sstilldowninJuneaurunningthehash—joint。Lookhimup,ifyouevergetback,andyou’llfindhe’srightlynamed。’
"AndlookhimupIdid,twoyearsafterward。Hewasallshesaid——solidandstolid,theOx——shufflingaroundandwaitingonthetables。
"’Youneedawifetohelpyou,’Isaid。
"’Ihadoneonce,’washisanswer。
"’Widower?’
"’Yep。Shewentloco。Shealwayssaidtheheatofthecookingwouldgether,anditdid。PulledagunonmeonedayandranawaywithsomeSiwashesinacanoe。Caughtablowupthecoastandallhandsdrowned。’"
Trefethandevotedhimselftohisglassandremainedsilent。
"Butthegirl?"Milnerremindedhim。
"Youleftyourstoryjustasitwasgettinginteresting,tender。Didit?"
"Itdid,"Trefethanreplied。"Asshesaidherself,shewassavageineverythingexceptmating,andthenshewantedherownkind。Shewasveryniceaboutit,butshewasstraighttothepoint。Shewantedtomarryme。
"’Stranger,’shesaid,’Iwantyoubad。Youlikethissortoflifeoryouwouldn’tbeheretryingtocrosstheRockiesinfallweather。It’salikelyspot。You’llfindfewlikelier。Whynotsettledown!I’llmakeyouagoodwife。’
"Andthenitwasuptome。Andshewaited。Idon’tmindconfessingthatIwassorelytempted。Iwashalfinlovewithherasitwas。YouknowIhavenevermarried。AndIdon’tmindadding,lookingbackovermylife,thatsheistheonlywomanthateveraffectedmethatway。Butitwastoopreposterous,thewholething,andIliedlikeagentleman。ItoldherIwasalreadymarried。
"’Isyourwifewaitingforyou?’sheasked。
"Isaidyes。
"’Andshelovesyou?’
"Isaidyes。
"Andthatwasall。Sheneverpressedherpoint……exceptonce,andthensheshowedabitoffire。
"’AllI’vegottodo,’shesaid,’istogivetheword,andyoudon’tgetawayfromhere。IfIgivetheword,youstayon……
ButIain’tgoingtogiveit。Iwouldn’twantyouifyoudidn’twanttobewanted……andifyoudidn’twantme。’
"Shewentaheadandoutfittedmeandstartedmeonmyway。
"’It’sadarnedshame,stranger,"shesaid,atparting。’Ilikeyourlooks,andIlikeyou。Ifyoueverchangeyourmind,comeback。’
"NowtherewasonethingIwantedtodo,andthatwastokisshergood—bye,butIdidn’tknowhowtogoaboutitnorhowshewouldtakeit。——ItellyouIwashalfinlovewithher。Butshesettleditherself。
"’Kissme,’shesaid。’Justsomethingtogoonandremember。’
"Andwekissed,thereinthesnow,inthatvalleybytheRockies,andIleftherstandingbythetrailandwentonaftermydogs。IwassixweeksincrossingoverthepassandcomingdowntothefirstpostonGreatSlaveLake。"
Thebrawlofthestreetscameuptouslikeadistantsurf。A
steward,movingnoiselessly,broughtfreshsiphons。AndinthesilenceTrefethan’svoicefelllikeafuneralbell:
"ItwouldhavebeenbetterhadIstayed。Lookatme。"
Wesawhisgrizzledmustache,thebaldspotonhishead,thepuff—sacksunderhiseyes,thesaggingcheeks,theheavydewlap,thegeneraltirednessandstalenessandfatness,allthecollapseandruinofamanwhohadoncebeenstrongbutwhohadlivedtooeasilyandtoowell。
"It’snottoolate,oldman,"Bardwellsaid,almostinawhisper。
"ByGod!IwishIweren’tacoward!"wasTrefethan’sansweringcry。"Icouldgobacktoher。She’sthere,now。Icouldshapeupandlivemanyalongyear……withher……upthere。Toremainhereistocommitsuicide。ButIamanoldman——forty—seven——lookatme。Thetroubleis,"heliftedhisglassandglancedatit,"thetroubleisthatsuicideofthissortissoeasy。Iamsoftandtender。Thethoughtofthelongday’stravelwiththedogsappallsme;thethoughtofthekeenfrostinthemorningandofthefrozensled—lashingsfrightensme——"
Automaticallytheglasswascreepingtowardhislips。Withaswiftsurgeofangerhemadeasiftocrashitdownuponthefloor。Nextcamehesitancyandsecondthought。Theglassmovedupwardtohislipsandpaused。Helaughedharshlyandbitterly,buthiswordsweresolemn:
"Well,here’stotheNight—Born。SheWASawonder。"
THEMADNESSOFJOHNHARNED
ITELLthisforafact。Ithappenedinthebull—ringatQuito。
IsatintheboxwithJohnHarned,andwithMariaValenzuela,andwithLuisCervallos。Isawithappen。Isawitallfromfirsttolast。IwasonthesteamerEcuadorefromPanamatoGuayaquil。MariaValenzuelaismycousin。Ihaveknownheralways。Sheisverybeautiful。IamaSpaniard——anEcuadoriano,true,butIamdescendedfromPedroPatino,whowasoneofPizarro’scaptains。Theywerebravemen。Theywereheroes。DidnotPizarroleadthreehundredandfiftySpanishcavaliersandfourthousandIndiansintothefarCordillerasinsearchoftreasure?AnddidnotallthefourthousandIndiansandthreehundredofthebravecavaliersdieonthatvainquest?ButPedroPatinodidnotdie。HeitwasthatlivedtofoundthefamilyofthePatino。IamEcuadoriano,true,butIamSpanish。
IamManueldeJesusPatino。Iownmanyhaciendas,andtenthousandIndiansaremyslaves,thoughthelawsaystheyarefreemenwhoworkbyfreedomofcontract。Thelawisafunnything。WeEcuadorianoslaughatit。Itisourlaw。Wemakeitforourselves。IamManueldeJesusPatino。Rememberthatname。
Itwillbewrittensomedayinhistory。TherearerevolutionsinEcuador。Wecallthemelections。Itisagoodjokeisitnot?——whatyoucallapun?
JohnHarnedwasanAmerican。ImethimfirstattheTivolihotelinPanama。Hehadmuchmoney——thisIhaveheard。HewasgoingtoLima,buthemetMariaValenzuelaintheTivolihotel。
MariaValenzuelaismycousin,andsheisbeautiful。Itistrue,sheisthemostbeautifulwomaninEcuador。Butalsoisshemostbeautifulineverycountry——inParis,inMadrid,inNewYork,inVienna。Alwaysdoallmenlookather,andJohnHarnedlookedlongatheratPanama。Helovedher,thatIknowforafact。ShewasEcuadoriano,true——butshewasofallcountries;shewasofalltheworld。Shespokemanylanguages。
Shesang——ah!likeanartiste。Hersmile——wonderful,divine。
Hereyes——ah!haveInotseenmenlookinhereyes?TheywerewhatyouEnglishcallamazing。Theywerepromisesofparadise。
Mendrownedthemselvesinhereyes。
MariaValenzuelawasrich——richerthanI,whoamaccountedveryrichinEcuador。ButJohnHarneddidnotcareforhermoney。Hehadaheart——afunnyheart。Hewasafool。HedidnotgotoLima。HeleftthesteameratGuayaquilandfollowedhertoQuito。ShewascominghomefromEuropeandotherplaces。Idonotseewhatshefoundinhim,butshelikedhim。ThisIknowforafact,elsehewouldnothavefollowedhertoQuito。Sheaskedhimtocome。WelldoIremembertheoccasion。Shesaid:
"CometoQuitoandIwillshowyouthebullfight——brave,clever,magnificent!"
Buthesaid:"IgotoLima,notQuito。Suchismypassageengagedonthesteamer。"
"Youtravelforpleasure——no?"saidMariaValenzuela;andshelookedathimasonlyMariaValenzuelacouldlook,hereyeswarmwiththepromise。
Andhecame。No;hedidnotcomeforthebull—fight。Hecamebecauseofwhathehadseeninhereyes。WomenlikeMariaValenzuelaarebornonceinahundredyears。Theyareofnocountryandnotime。Theyarewhatyoucallgoddesses。Menfalldownattheirfeet。Theyplaywithmenandrunthemthroughtheirprettyfingerslikesand。Cleopatrawassuchawomantheysay;andsowasCirce。Sheturnedmenintoswine。Ha!ha!Itistrue——no?
ItallcameaboutbecauseMariaValenzuelasaid:
"YouEnglishpeopleare——whatshallIsay?——savage——no?Youprize—fight。Twomeneachhittheotherwiththeirfiststilltheireyesareblindedandtheirnosesarebroken。Hideous!Andtheothermenwholookoncryoutloudlyandaremadeglad。Itisbarbarous——no?"
"Buttheyaremen,"saidJohnHarned;"andtheyprize—fightoutofdesire。Noonemakesthemprize—fight。Theydoitbecausetheydesireitmorethananythingelseintheworld。"
MariaValenzuela——therewasscorninhersmileasshesaid:
"Theykilleachotheroften——isitnotso?Ihavereaditinthepapers。"
"Butthebull,"saidJohnHarned。
"Thebulliskilledmanytimesinthebull—fight,andthebulldoesnotcomeintothetheringoutofdesire。Itisnotfairtothebull。Heiscompelledtofight。Butthemanintheprize—fight——no;heisnotcompelled。"
"Heisthemorebrutetherefore,"saidMariaValenzuela。
"Heissavage。Heisprimitive。Heisanimal。Hestrikeswithhispawslikeabearfromacave,andheisferocious。Butthebull—fight——ah!Youhavenotseenthebullfight——no?Thetoreadorisclever。Hemusthaveskill。Heismodern。Heisromantic。Heisonlyaman,softandtender,andhefacesthewildbullinconflict。Andhekillswithasword,aslendersword,withonethrust,so,totheheartofthegreatbeast。Itisdelicious。Itmakestheheartbeattobehold——thesmallman,thegreatbeast,thewidelevelsand,thethousandsthatlookonwithoutbreath;thegreatbeastrushestotheattack,thesmallmanstandslikeastatue;hedoesnotmove,heisunafraid,andinhishandistheslenderswordflashinglikesilverinthesun;nearerandnearerrushesthegreatbeastwithitssharphorns,themandoesnotmove,andthen——so——theswordflashes,thethrustismade,totheheart,tothehilt,thebullfallstothesandandisdead,andthemanisunhurt。
Itisbrave。Itismagnificent!Ah!——Icouldlovethetoreador。
Butthemanoftheprize—fight——heisthebrute,thehumanbeast,thesavageprimitive,themaniacthatreceivesmanyblowsinhisstupidfaceandrejoices。CometoQuitoandIwillshowyouthebravesportofmen,thetoreadorandthebull。"
ButJohnHarneddidnotgotoQuitoforthebull—fight。HewentbecauseofMariaValenzuela。Hewasalargeman,morebroadofshoulderthanweEcuadorianos,moretall,moreheavyoflimbandbone。True,hewaslargerofhisownrace。Hiseyeswereblue,thoughIhaveseenthemgray,and,sometimes,likecoldsteel。Hisfeatureswerelarge,too——notdelicatelikeours,andhisjawwasverystrongtolookat。Also,hisfacewassmooth—shavenlikeapriest’s。Whyshouldamanfeelshameforthehaironhisface?DidnotGodputitthere?Yes,IbelieveinGod——IamnotapaganlikemanyofyouEnglish。Godisgood。
HemademeanEcuadorianowithtenthousandslaves。AndwhenI
dieIshallgotoGod。Yes,thepriestsareright。
ButJohnHarned。Hewasaquietman。Hetalkedalwaysinalowvoice,andhenevermovedhishandswhenhetalked。Onewouldhavethoughthisheartwasapieceofice;yetdidhehaveastreakofwarminhisblood,forhefollowedMariaValenzuelatoQuito。Also,andforallthathetalkedlowwithoutmovinghishands,hewasananimal,asyoushallsee——thebeastprimitive,thestupid,ferocioussavageofthelongagothatdressedinwildskinsandlivedinthecavesalongwiththebearsandwolves。
LuisCervallosismyfriend,thebestofEcuadorianos。HeownsthreecacaoplantationsatNaranjitoandChobo。AtMilagroishisbigsugarplantation。HehaslargehaciendasatAmbatoandLatacunga,anddownthecoastisheinterestedinoil—wells。
AlsohashespentmuchmoneyinplantingrubberalongtheGuayas。Heismodern,liketheYankee;and,liketheYankee,fullofbusiness。Hehasmuchmoney,butitisinmanyventures,andeverheneedsmoremoneyfornewventuresandfortheoldones。Hehasbeeneverywhereandseeneverything。WhenhewasaveryyoungmanhewasintheYankeemilitaryacademywhatyoucallWestPoint。Therewastrouble。Hewasmadetoresign。HedoesnotlikeAmericans。ButhedidlikeMariaValenzuela,whowasofhisowncountry。Also,heneededhermoneyforhisventuresandforhisgoldmineinEasternEcuadorwherethepaintedIndianslive。Iwashisfriend。ItwasmydesirethatheshouldmarryMariaValenzuela。Further,muchofmymoneyhadIinvestedinhisventures,moresoinhisgoldminewhichwasveryrichbutwhichfirstrequiredtheexpenseofmuchmoneybeforeitwouldyieldforthitsriches。IfLuisCervallosmarriedMariaValenzuelaIshouldhavemoremoneyveryimmediately。
ButJohnHarnedfollowedMariaValenzuelatoQuito,anditwasquicklycleartous——toLuisCervallosandmethatshelookeduponJohnHarnedwithgreatkindness。Itissaidthatawomanwillhaveherwill,butthisisacasenotinpoint,forMariaValenzueladidnothaveherwill——atleastnotwithJohnHarned。Perhapsitwouldallhavehappenedasitdid,evenifLuisCervallosandIhadnotsatintheboxthatdayatthebull—ringinQuito。ButthisIknow:weDIDsitintheboxthatday。AndIshalltellyouwhathappened。
Thefourofuswereintheonebox,guestsofLuisCervallos。I
wasnexttothePresidente’sbox。OntheothersidewastheboxofGeneralJoseEliceoSalazar。WithhimwereJoaquiinEndaraandUrcisinoCastillo,bothgenerals,andColonelJacintoFierroandCaptainBaltazardeEcheverria。OnlyLuisCervalloshadthepositionandtheinfluencetogetthatboxnexttothePresidente。IknowforafactthatthePresidentehimselfexpressedthedesiretothemanagementthatLuisCervallosshouldhavethatbox。
ThebandfinishedplayingthenationalhymnofEcuador。Theprocessionofthetoreadorswasover。ThePresidentenoddedtobegin。Thebuglesblew,andthebulldashedin——youknowtheway,excited,bewildered,thedartsinitsshoulderburninglikefire,itselfseekingmadlywhateverenemytodestroy。Thetoreadorshidbehindtheirsheltersandwaited。Suddenlytheyappearedforth,thecapadores,fiveofthem,fromeveryside,theircoloredcapesflingingwide。Thebullpausedatsightofsuchagenerosityofenemies,unableinhisownmindtoknowwhichtoattack。Thenadvancedoneofthecapadorsalonetomeetthebull。Thebullwasveryangry。Withitsfore—legsitpawedthesandofthearenatillthedustroseallaboutit。
Thenitcharged,withloweredhead,straightforthelonecapador。
Itisalwaysofinterest,thefirstchargeofthefirstbull。
Afteratimeitisnaturalthatoneshouldgrowtired,trifle,thatthekeennessshouldloseitsedge。Butthatfirstchargeofthefirstbull!JohnHarnedwasseeingitforthefirsttime,andhecouldnotescapetheexcitement——thesightoftheman,armedonlywithapieceofcloth,andofthebullrushinguponhimacrossthesandwithsharphorns,widespreading。
"See!"criedMariaValenzuela。"Isitnotsuperb?"
JohnHarnednodded,butdidnotlookather。Hiseyesweresparkling,andtheywereonlyforthebull—ring。Thecapadorsteppedtotheside,withatwirlofthecapeeludingthebullandspreadingthecapeonhisownshoulders。
"Whatdoyouthink?"askedMariaVenzuela。"Isitnota——what—you—call——sportingproposition——no?"
"Itiscertainly,"saidJohnHarned。"Itisveryclever。"
Sheclappedherhandswithdelight。Theywerelittlehands。Theaudienceapplauded。Thebullturnedandcameback。Againthecapadoreeludedhim,throwingthecapeonhisshoulders,andagaintheaudienceapplauded。Threetimesdidthishappen。Thecapadorewasveryexcellent。Thenheretired,andtheothercapadoreplayedwiththebull。Afterthattheyplacedthebanderillosinthebull,intheshoulders,oneachsideoftheback—bone,twoatatime。ThensteppedforwardOrdonez,thechiefmatador,withthelongswordandthescarletcape。Thebuglesblewforthedeath。HeisnotsogoodasMatestini。
Stillheisgood,andwithonethrusthedrovetheswordtotheheart,andthebulldoubledhislegsunderhimandlaydownanddied。Itwasaprettythrust,cleanandsure;andtherewasmuchapplause,andmanyofthecommonpeoplethrewtheirhatsintothering。MariaValenzuelaclappedherhandswiththerest,andJohnHarned,whosecoldheartwasnottouchedbytheevent,lookedatherwithcuriosity。
"Youlikeit?"heasked。
"Always,"shesaid,stillclappingherhands。
"Fromalittlegirl,"saidLuisCervallos。"Irememberherfirstfight。Shewasfouryearsold。Shesatwithhermother,andjustlikenowsheclappedherhands。SheisaproperSpanishwoman。
"Youhaveseenit,"saidMariaValenzuelatoJohnHarned,astheyfastenedthemulestothedeadbullanddraggeditout。
"Youhaveseenthebull—fightandyoulikeit——no?Whatdoyouthink?
"Ithinkthebullhadnochance,"hesaid。"Thebullwasdoomedfromthefirst。Theissuewasnotindoubt。Everyoneknew,beforethebullenteredthering,thatitwastodie。Tobeasportingproposition,theissuemustbeindoubt。Itwasonestupidbullwhohadneverfoughtamanagainstfivewisemenwhohadfoughtmanybulls。Itwouldbepossiblyalittlebitfairifitwereonemanagainstonebull。"
"Oronemanagainstfivebulls,"saidMariaValenzuela;andwealllaughed,andLuisCeryalloslaughedloudest。
"Yes,"saidJohnHarned,"againstfivebulls,andtheman,likethebulls,neverinthebullringbefore——amanlikeyourself,SenorCrevallos。"
"YetweSpanishlikethebull—fight,"saidLuisCervallos;andIswearthedevilwaswhisperingtheninhisear,tellinghimtodothatwhichIshallrelate。
"Thenmustitbeacultivatedtaste,"JohnHarnedmadeanswer。
"WekillbullsbythethousandeverydayinChicago,yetnoonecarestopayadmittancetosee。"
"Thatisbutchery,"saidI;"butthis——ah,thisisanart。Itisdelicate。Itisfine。Itisrare。"
"Notalways,"saidLuisCervallos。"Ihaveseenclumsymatadors,andItellyouitisnotnice。"
Heshuddered,andhisfacebetrayedsuchwhat—you—calldisgust,thatIknew,then,thatthedevilwaswhisperingandthathewasbeginningtoplayapart。
"SenorHarnedmayberight,"saidLuisCervallos。"Itmaynotbefairtothebull。Forisitnotknowntoallofusthatfortwenty—fourhoursthebullisgivennowater,andthatimmediatelybeforethefightheispermittedtodrinkhisfill?"
"Andhecomesintotheringheavywithwater?"saidJohnHarnedquickly;andIsawthathiseyeswereverygrayandverysharpandverycold。
"Itisnecessaryforthesport,"saidLuisCervallos。"Wouldyouhavethebullsostrongthathewouldkillthetoreadors?"
"Iwouldthathehadafightingchance,"saidJohnHarned,facingtheringtoseethesecondbullcomein。
Itwasnotagoodbull。Itwasfrightened。Itranaroundtheringinsearchofawaytogetout。Thecapadorssteppedforthandflaredtheircapes,butherefusedtochargeuponthem。
"Itisastupidbull,"saidMariaValenzuela。
"Ibegpardon,"saidJohnHarned;"butitwouldseemtomeawisebull。Heknowshemustnotfightman。See!Hesmellsdeaththereinthering。"
True。Thebull,pausingwherethelastonehaddied,wassmellingthewetsandandsnorting。Againheranaroundthering,withraisedhead,lookingatthefacesofthethousandsthathissedhim,thatthreworange—peelathimandcalledhimnames。Butthesmellofblooddecidedhim,andhechargedacapador,sowithoutwarningthatthemanjustescaped。Hedroppedhiscapeanddodgedintotheshelter。Thebullstruckthewalloftheringwithacrash。AndJohnHarnedsaid,inaquietvoice,asthoughhetalkedtohimself:
"Iwillgiveonethousandsucrestothelazar—houseofQuitoifabullkillsamanthisday。"
"Youlikebulls?"saidMariaValenzuelawithasmile。
"Ilikesuchmenless,"saidJohnHarned。"Atoreadorisnotabraveman。Hesurelycannotbeabraveman。See,thebull’stongueisalreadyout。Heistiredandhehasnotyetbegun。"
"Itisthewater,"saidLuisCervallos。
"Yes,itisthewater,"saidJohnHarned。"Woulditnotbesafertohamstringthebullbeforehecomeson?"
MariaValenzuelawasmadeangrybythissneerinJohnHarned’swords。ButLuisCervallossmiledsothatonlyIcouldseehim,andthenitbrokeuponmymindsurelythegamehewasplaying。
HeandIweretobebanderilleros。ThebigAmericanbullwasthereintheboxwithus。Weweretostickthedartsinhimtillhebecameangry,andthentheremightbenomarriagewithMariaValenzuela。Itwasagoodsport。Andthespiritofbull—fighterswasinourblood。
Thebullwasnowangryandexcited。Thecapadorshadgreatgamewithhim。Hewasveryquick,andsometimesheturnedwithsuchsharpnessthathishindlegslosttheirfootingandheplowedthesandwithhisquarter。Buthechargedalwaystheflungcapesandcommittednoharm。
"Hehasnochance,"saidJohnHarned。"Heisfightingwind。"
"Hethinksthecapeishisenemy,"explainedMariaValenzuela。
"Seehowcleverlythecapadordeceiveshim。"
"Itishisnaturetobedeceived,"saidJohnHarned。"Whereforeheisdoomedtofightwind。Thetoreadorsknowit,youknowit,Iknowit——weallknowfromthefirstthathewillfightwind。
Heonlydoesnotknowit。Itishisstupidbeast—nature。Hehasnochance。"
"Itisverysimple,"saidLuisCervallos。"Thebullshutshiseyeswhenhecharges。Therefore——"
"Themansteps,outofthewayandthebullrushesby,"Harnedinterrupted。
"Yes,"saidLuisCervallos;"thatisit。Thebullshutshiseyes,andthemanknowsit。"
"Butcowsdonotshuttheireyes,"saidJohnHarned。"IknowacowathomethatisaJerseyandgivesmilk,thatwouldwhipthewholegangofthem。"
"Butthetoreadorsdonotfightcows,"saidI。
’Theyareafraidtofightcows,"saidJohnHarned。
"Yes,"saidLuisCervallos,"theyareafraidtofightcows。
Therewouldbenosportinkillingtoreadors。"
"Therewouldbesomesport,"saidJohnHarned,"ifatoreadorwerekilledonceinawhile。WhenIbecomeanoldman,andmayhapacripple,andshouldIneedtomakealivingandbeunabletodohardwork,thenwouldIbecomeabull—fighter。Itisalightvocationforelderlygentlemenandpensioners。"
"Butsee!"saidMariaValenzuela,asthebullchargedbravelyandthecapadoreludeditwithaflingofhiscape。"Itrequiresskillsotoavoidthebeast。"
"True,"saidJohnHarned。"Butbelieveme,itrequiresathousandtimesmoreskilltoavoidthemanyandquickpunchesofaprize—fighterwhokeepshiseyesopenandstrikeswithintelligence。Furthermore,thisbulldoesnotwanttofight。
Behold,herunsaway。"
Itwasnotagoodbull,foragainitranaroundthering,seekingtofindawayout。
"Yetthesebullsaresometimesthemostdangerous,"saidLuisCervallos。"Itcanneverbeknownwhattheywilldonext。Theyarewise。Theyarehalfcow。Thebull—fightersneverlikethem。——See!Hehasturned!"
Onceagain,baffledandmadeangrybythewallsoftheringthatwouldnotlethimout,thebullwasattackinghisenemiesvaliantly。
"Histongueishangingout,"saidJohnHarned。"First,theyfillhimwithwater。Thentheytirehimout,onemanandthenanother,persuadinghimtoexhausthimselfbyfightingwind。
Whilesometirehim,othersrest。Butthebulltheyneverletrest。Afterward,whenheisquitetiredandnolongerquick,thematadorstickstheswordintohim。"
Thetimehadnowcomeforthebanderillos。Threetimesoneofthefightersendeavoredtoplacethedarts,andthreetimesdidhefail。Hebutstungthebullandmaddenedit。Thebanderillosmustgoin,youknow,twoatatime,intotheshoulders,oneachsidethebackboneandclosetoit。Ifbutonebeplaced,itisafailure。ThecrowdhissedandcalledforOrdonez。AndthenOrdonezdidagreatthing。Fourtimeshestoodforth,andfourtimes,atthefirstattempt,hestuckinthebanderillos,sothateightofthem,wellplaced,stoodoutofthebackofthebullatonetime。Thecrowdwentmad,andarainofhatsandmoneyfellonthesandoftheringAndjustthenthebullchargedunexpectedlyoneofthecapadors。Themanslippedandlosthishead。Thebullcaughthim——fortunately,betweenhiswidehorns。Andwhiletheaudiencewatched,breathlessandsilent,JohnHarnedstoodupandyelledwithgladness。Alone,inthathushofallofus,JohnHarnedyelled。Andheyelledforthebull。Asyouseeyourself,JohnHarnedwantedthemankilled。Hiswasabrutalheart。ThisbadconductmadethoseangrythatsatintheboxofGeneralSalazar,andtheycriedoutagainstJohnHarned。AndUrcisinoCastillotoldhimtohisfacethathewasadogofaGringoandotherthings。OnlyitwasinSpanish,andJohnHarneddidnotunderstand。Hestoodandyelled,perhapsforthetimeoftenseconds,whenthebullwasenticedintochargingtheothercapadorsandthemanaroseunhurt。
"Thebullhasnochance,"JohnHarnedsaidwithsadnessashesatdown。"Themanwasuninjured。Theyfooledthebullawayfromhim。"ThenheturnedtoMariaValenzuelaandsaid:"Ibegyourpardon。Iwasexcited。"
Shesmiledandinreprooftappedhisarmwithherfan。
"Itisyourfirstbull—fight,"shesaid。"Afteryouhaveseenmoreyouwillnotcryforthedeathoftheman。YouAmericans,yousee,aremorebrutalthanwe。Itisbecauseofyourprize—fighting。Wecomeonlytoseethebullkilled。"
"ButIwouldthebullhadsomechance,"heanswered。
"Doubtless,intime,Ishallceasetobeannoyedbythemenwhotakeadvantageofthebull。"
Thebuglesblewforthedeathofthebull。Ordonezstoodforthwiththeswordandthescarletcloth。Butthebullhadchangedagain,anddidnotwanttofight。Ordonezstampedhisfootinthesand,andcriedout,andwavedthescarletcloth。Thenthebullcharged,butwithoutheart。Therewasnoweighttothecharge。Itwasapoorthrust。Theswordstruckaboneandbent。
Ordoneztookafreshsword。Thebull,againstungtofight,chargedoncemore。FivetimesOrdonezessayedthethrust,andeachtimetheswordwentbutpartwayinorstruckbone。Thesixthtime,theswordwentintothehilt。Butitwasabadthrust。Theswordmissedtheheartandstuckouthalfayardthroughtheribsontheoppositeside。Theaudiencehissedthematador。IglancedatJohnHarned。Hesatsilent,withoutmovement;butIcouldseehisteethwereset,andhishandswereclenchedtightontherailingofthebox。
Allfightwasnowoutofthebull,and,thoughitwasnovitalthrust,hetrottedlamelywhatoftheswordthatstuckthroughhim,inonesideandouttheother。Heranawayfromthematadorandthecapadors,andcircledtheedgeofthering,lookingupatthemanyfaces。
"Heissaying:’ForGod’ssakeletmeoutofthis;Idon’twanttofight,’"saidJohnHarned。
Thatwasall。Hesaidnomore,butsatandwatched,thoughsometimeshelookedsidewaysatMariaValenzuelatoseehowshetookit。Shewasangrywiththematador。Hewasawkward,andshehaddesiredacleverexhibition。
Thebullwasnowverytired,andweakfromlossofblood,thoughfarfromdying。Hewalkedslowlyaroundthewallofthering,seekingawayout。Hewouldnotcharge。Hehadhadenough。Buthemustbekilled。Thereisaplace,intheneckofabullbehindthehorns,wherethecordofthespineisunprotectedandwhereashortstabwillimmediatelykill。
Ordonezsteppedinfrontofthebullandloweredhisscarletclothtotheground。Thebullwouldnotcharge。Hestoodstillandsmelledthecloth,loweringhisheadtodoso。Ordonezstabbedbetweenthehornsatthespotintheneck。Thebulljerkedhisheadup。Thestabhadmissed。Thenthebullwatchedthesword。WhenOrdonezmovedtheclothontheground,thebullforgottheswordandloweredhisheadtosmellthecloth。AgainOrdonezstabbed,andagainhefailed。Hetriedmanytimes。Itwasstupid。AndJohnHarnedsaidnothing。Atlastastabwenthome,andthebullfelltothesand,deadimmediately,andthemulesweremadefastandhewasdraggedout。
"TheGringossayitisacruelsport——no?"saidLuisCervallos。
"Thatitisnothumane。Thatitisbadforthebull。No?"
"No,"saidJohnHarned。"Thebulldoesnotcountformuch。Itisbadforthosethatlookon。Itisdegradingtothosethatlookon。Itteachesthemtodelightinanimalsuffering。Itiscowardlyforfivementofightonestupidbull。Thereforethosethatlookonlearntobecowards。Thebulldies,butthosethatlookonliveandthelessonislearned。Thebraveryofmenisnotnourishedbyscenesofcowardice。"
MariaValenzuelasaidnothing。Neitherdidshelookathim。Butsheheardeverywordandhercheekswerewhitewithanger。Shelookedoutacrosstheringandfannedherself,butIsawthatherhandtrembled。NordidJohnHarnedlookather。Hewentonasthoughshewerenotthere。He,too,wasangry,coldlyangry。
"Itisthecowardlysportofacowardlypeople,"hesaid。
"Ah,"saidLuisCervallossoftly,"youthinkyouunderstandus。"
"IunderstandnowtheSpanishInquisition,"saidJohnHarned。
"Itmusthavebeenmoredelightfulthanbull—fighting。"
LuisCervallossmiledbutsaidnothing。HeglancedatMariaValenzuela,andknewthatthebull—fightintheboxwaswon。
NeverwouldshehavefurthertodowiththeGringowhospokesuchwords。ButneitherLuisCervallosnorIwaspreparedfortheoutcomeoftheday。IfearwedonotunderstandtheGringos。HowwerewetoknowthatJohnHarned,whowassocoldlyangry,shouldgosuddenlymad!Butmadhedidgo,asyoushallsee。Thebulldidnotcountformuch——hesaidsohimself。
Thenwhyshouldthehorsecountforsomuch?ThatIcannotunderstand。ThemindofJohnHarnedlackedlogic。Thatistheonlyexplanation。
"Itisnotusualtohavehorsesinthebull—ringatQuito,"
saidLuisCervallos,lookingupfromtheprogram。"InSpaintheyalwayshavethem。Butto—day,byspecialpermissionweshallhavethem。Whenthenextbullcomesontherewillbehorsesandpicadors—youknow,themenwhocarrylancesandridethehorses。"
"Thebullisdoomedfromthefirst,"saidJohnHarned。"Arethehorsesthenlikewisedoomed!"
"Theyareblindfoldedsothattheymaynotseethebull,"saidLuisCervallos。"Ihaveseenmanyhorseskilled。Itisabravesight。"
"Ihaveseenthebullslaughtered,"saidJohnHarned"Iwillnowseethehorseslaughtered,sothatImayunderstandmorefullythefinepointsofthisnoblesport。"
"Theyareoldhorses,"saidLuisCervallos,"thatarenotgoodforanythingelse。"
"Isee,"saidJohnHarned。
Thethirdbullcameon,andsoonagainstitwerebothcapadorsandpicadors。Onepicadortookhisstanddirectlybelowus。I
agree,itwasathinandagedhorseherode,abagofbonescoveredwithmangyhide。
"Itisamarvelthatthepoorbrutecanholduptheweightoftherider,"saidJohnHarned。"Andnowthatthehorsefightsthebull,whatweaponshasit?"
"Thehorsedoesnotfightthebull,"saidLuisCervallos。
"Oh,"saidJohnHarned,"thenisthehorsetheretobegored?
Thatmustbewhyitisblindfolded,sothatitshallnotseethebullcomingtogoreit。"
"Notquiteso,"saidI。"Thelanceofthepicadoristokeepthebullfromgoringthehorse。"
"Thenarehorsesrarelygored?"askedJohnHarned。
"No,"saidLuisCervallos。"Ihaveseen,atSeville,eighteenhorseskilledinoneday,andthepeopleclamoredformorehorses。"
"Weretheyblindfoldedlikethishorse?"askedJohnHarned。
"Yes,"saidLuisCervallos。
Afterthatwetalkednomore,butwatchedthefight。AndJohnHarnedwasgoingmadallthetime,andwedidnotknow。Thebullrefusedtochargethehorse。Andthehorsestoodstill,andbecauseitcouldnotseeitdidnotknowthatthecapadorsweretryingtomakethebullchargeuponit。Thecapadorsteasedthebulltheircapes,andwhenitchargedthemtheyrantowardthehorseandintotheirshelters。Atlastthebullwasangry,anditsawthehorsebeforeit。
"Thehorsedoesnotknow,thehorsedoesnotknow,"JohnHarnedwhisperedtohimself,unawarethathevoicedhisthoughtaloud。