CHAPTER6
TheEmeraldFatherandsonhadseatedthemselvesonaprojectingpieceofrockatacornerwherethreegalleriesmet—theonetheyhadcomealongfromtheirwork,onetotherightleadingoutofthemountain,andtheothertotheleftleadingfarintoaportionofitwhichhadbeenlongdisused。Sincetheinundationcausedbythegoblins,ithadindeedbeenrenderedimpassablebythesettlementofaquantityofthewater,formingasmallbutverydeeplake,inapartwheretherewasaconsiderabledescent。
Theyhadjustrisenandwereturningtotheright,whenagleamcaughttheireyes,andmadethemlookalongthewholegallery。Faruptheysawapalegreenlight,whenceissuingtheycouldnottell,abouthalfwaybetweenfloorandroofofthepassage。Theysawnothingbutthelight,whichwaslikealargestar,withapointofdarkercolouryetbrighterradianceintheheartofit,whencetherestofthelightshotoutinraysthatfadedtowardtheendsuntiltheyvanished。Itshedhardlyanylightaroundit,althoughinitselfitwassobrightastostingtheeyesthatbeheldit。
Wonderfulstorieshadfromagesgonebeencurrentintheminesaboutcertainmagicgemswhichgaveoutlightofthemselves,andthislightlookedjustlikewhatmightbesupposedtoshootfromtheheartofsuchagem。
Theywentuptheoldgallerytofindoutwhatitcouldbe。Totheirsurprisetheyfound,however,that,aftergoingsomedistance,theywerenonearertoit,sofarastheycouldjudge,thanwhentheystarted。Itdidnotseemtomove,andyettheymovingdidnotapproachit。Stilltheypersevered,foritwasfartoowonderfulathingtolosesightof,solongastheycouldkeepit。Atlengththeydrewnearthehollowwherethewaterlay,andstillwerenonearerthelight。Wheretheyexpectedtobestoppedbythewater,however,waterwasnone:somethinghadtakenplaceinsomepartoftheminethathaddraineditoff,andthegallerylayopenasinformertimes。
Andnow,totheirsurprise,thelight,insteadofbeinginfrontofthem,wasshiningatthesamedistancetotheright,wheretheydidnotknowtherewasanypassageatall。Thentheydiscovered,bythelightofthelanternstheycarried,thattherethewaterhadbrokenthrough,andmadeanentrancetoapartofthemountainofwhichPeterknewnothing。Buttheywerehardlywellintoit,stillfollowingthelight,beforeCurdiethoughtherecognizedsomeofthepassageshehadsooftengonethroughwhenhewaswatchingthegoblins。
Aftertheyhadadvancedalongway,withmanyturnings,nowtotheright,nowtotheleft,allatoncetheireyesseemedtocomesuddenlytothemselves,andtheybecameawarethatthelightwhichtheyhadtakentobeagreatwayfromthemwasinrealityalmostwithinreachoftheirhands。
Thesameinstantitbegantogrowlargerandthinner,thepointoflightgrewdimasitspread,thegreennessmeltedaway,andinamomentortwo,insteadofthestar,adark,darkandyetluminousfacewaslookingatthemwithlivingeyes。AndCurdiefeltagreataweswellupinhisheart,forhethoughthehadseenthoseeyesbefore。
’Iseeyouknowme,Curdie,’saidavoice。
’ifyoureyesareyou,ma’am,thenIknowyou,’saidCurdie。’ButIneversawyourfacebefore。’
’Yes,youhaveseenit,Curdie,’saidthevoice。Andwiththatthedarknessofitscomplexionmeltedaway,anddownfromthefacedawnedouttheformthatbelongedtoit,untilatlastCurdieandhisfatherbeheldalady,beautifulexceedingly,dressedinsomethingpalegreen,likevelvet,overwhichherhairfellincataractsofarichgoldencolour。itlookedasifitwerepouringdownfromherhead,and,likethewateroftheDustbrook,vanishinginagoldenvapourereitreachedthefloor。Itcameflowingfromundertheedgeofacoronetofgold,setwithalternatedpearlsandemeralds。Infrontofthecrownwasagreatemerald,whichlookedsomehowasifoutofithadcomethelighttheyhadfollowed。
Therewasnoornamentelseabouther,exceptonherslippers,whichwereonemassofgleamingemeralds,ofvariousshadesofgreen,allminglinglovelilylikethewavingofgrassinthewindandsun。
Shelookedaboutfive—and—twentyyearsold。Andforallthedifference,Curdieknewsomehoworother,hecouldnothavetoldhow,thatthefacebeforehimwasthatoftheoldprincess,Irene’sgreat—great—grandmother。
Bythistimeallaroundthemhadgrownlight,andnowfirsttheycouldseewheretheywere。Theystoodinagreatsplendidcavern,whichCurdierecognizedasthatinwhichthegoblinsheldtheirstateassemblies。But,strangetotell,thelightbywhichtheysawcamestreaming,sparkling,andshootingfromstonesofmanycoloursinthesidesandroofandfloorofthecavern—stonesofallthecoloursoftherainbow,andmanymore。Itwasaglorioussight—thewholeruggedplaceflashingwithcolours—inonespotagreatlightofdeepcarbuncularred,inanotherofsapphirineblue,inanotheroftopazyellow;whilehereandthereweregroupsofstonesofallhuesandsizes,andagainnebulousspacesofthousandsoftiniestspotsofbrilliancyofeveryconceivableshade。Sometimesthecoloursrantogether,andmadealittleriverorlakeoflambent,interfusing,andchangingtints,which,bytheirvariegation,seemedtoimitatetheflowingofwater,orwavesmadebythewind。
Curdiewouldhavegazedentranced,butthatallthebeautyofthecavern,yes,ofallheknewofthewholecreation,seemedgatheredinonecentreofharmonyandlovelinessinthepersonoftheancientladywhostoodbeforehimintheverysummerofbeautyandstrength。Turningfromthefirstglanceatthecircuadjacentsplendour,itdwindledintonothingashelookedagainatthelady。
Nothingflashedorglowedorshoneabouther,andyetitwaswithaprevisionofthetruththathesaid,’Iwashereoncebefore,ma’am。’
’Iknowthat,Curdie,’shereplied。
’Theplacewasfulloftorches,andthewallsgleamed,butnothingastheydonow,andthereisnolightintheplace。’
’Youwanttoknowwherethelightcomesfrom?’shesaid,smiling。
’Yes,ma’am。’
’Thensee:Iwillgooutofthecavern。Donotbeafraid,butwatch。’
Shewentslowlyout。Themomentsheturnedherbacktogo,thelightbegantopaleandfade;themomentshewasoutoftheirsighttheplacewasblackasnight,savethatnowthesmokyyellow—redoftheirlamps,whichtheythoughthadgoneoutlongago,castaduskyglimmeraroundthem。
CHAPTER7
WhatIsinaName?
Foratimethatseemedtothemlong,thetwomenstoodwaiting,whilestilltheMotherofLightdidnotreturn。Solongwassheabsentthattheybegantogrowanxious:howweretheytofindtheirwayfromthenaturalhollowsofthemountaincrossedbygoblinpaths,iftheirlampsshouldgoout?Tospendthenighttherewouldmeantositandwaituntilanearthquakerentthemountain,ortheearthherselffellbackintothesmeltingfurnaceofthesunwhenceshehadissued—foritwasallnightandnofaintestdawninthebosomoftheworld。
Solongdidtheywaitunrevisited,that,hadtherenotbeentwoofthem,eitherwouldatlengthhaveconcludedthevisionahome—bornproductofhisownseethingbrain。Andtheirlampsweregoingout,fortheygrewredderandsmokier!Buttheydidnotlosecourage,forthereisakindofcapillaryattractioninthefacingoftwosouls,thatliftsfaithquitebeyondtheleveltowhicheithercouldraiseitalone:theyknewthattheyhadseentheladyofemeralds,anditwastogivethemtheirowndesirethatshehadgonefromthem,andneitherwouldyieldforamomenttothehalfdoubtsandhalfdreadsthatawokeinhisheart。
Andstillshewhowithherabsencedarkenedtheirairdidnotreturn。Theygrewweary,andsatdownontherockyfloor,forwaittheywould—indeed,waittheymust。Eachsethislampbyhisknee,andwatcheditdie。Slowlyitsank,dulled,lookedlazyandstupid。Buteverasitsankanddulled,theimageinhismindoftheLadyofLightgrewstrongerandclearer。Togetherthetwolampspantedandshuddered。Firstone,thentheotherwentout,leavingforamomentagreat,red,evil—smellingsnuff。Thenallwastheblacknessofdarknessuptotheirveryheartsandeverywherearoundthem。Wasit?No。Faraway—itlookedmilesaway—shoneoneminutefaintpointofgreenlight—where,whocouldtell?Theyonlyknewthatitshone。itgrewlarger,andseemedtodrawnearer,untilatlast,astheywatchedwithspeechlessdelightandexpectation,itseemedoncemorewithinreachofanoutstretchedhand。Thenitspreadandmeltedawayasbefore,andtherewereeyes—andaface—andalovelyform—andlo!thewholecavernblazingwithlightsinnumerable,andgorgeous,yetsoftandinterfused—soblended,indeed,thattheeyehadtosearchandseeinordertoseparatedistinctspotsofspecialcolour。
Themomenttheysawthespeckinthevastdistancetheyhadrisenandstoodontheirfeet。Whenitcamenearertheybowedtheirheads。Yetnowtheylookedwithfearlesseyes,forthewomanthatwasoldyetyoungwasajoytosee,andfilledtheirheartswithreverentdelight。SheturnedfirsttoPeter。
’Ihaveknownyoulong,’shesaid。’Ihavemetyougoingtoandfromthemine,andseenyouworkinginitforthelastfortyyears。’
’Howshoulditbe,madam,thatagrandladylikeyoushouldtakenoticeofapoormanlikeme?’saidPeter,humbly,butmorefoolishlythanhecouldthenhaveunderstood。
’Iampooraswellasrich,’saidshe。’I,too,workformybread,andIshowmyselfnofavourwhenIpaymyselfmyownwages。Lastnightwhenyousatbythebrook,andCurdietoldyouaboutmypigeon,andmyspinning,andwonderedwhetherhecouldbelievethathehadactuallyseenme,Iheardwhatyousaidtoeachother。Iamalwaysabout,astheminerssaidtheothernightwhentheytalkedofmeasOldMotherWotherwop。’
Thelovelyladylaughed,andherlaughwasalightningofdelightintheirsouls。
’Yes,’shewenton,’youhavegottothankmethatyouaresopoor,Peter。Ihaveseentothat,andithasdonewellforbothyouandme,myfriend。Thingscometothepoorthatcan’tgetinatthedooroftherich。Theirmoneysomehowblocksitup。Itisagreatprivilegetobepoor,Peter—onethatnomanevercoveted,andbutaveryfewhavesoughttoretain,butonethatyetmanyhavelearnedtoprize。Youmustnotmistake,however,andimagineitavirtue;itisbutaprivilege,andonealsothat,likeotherprivileges,maybeterriblymisused。Hadyoubeenrich,myPeter,youwouldnothavebeensogoodassomerichmenIknow。AndnowIamgoingtotellyouwhatnooneknowsbutmyself:you,Peter,andyourwifebothhavethebloodoftheroyalfamilyinyourveins。Ihavebeentryingtocultivateyourfamilytree,everybranchofwhichisknowntome,andIexpectCurdietoturnoutablossomonit。ThereforeIhavebeentraininghimforaworkthatmustsoonbedone。Iwasnearlosinghim,andhadtosendmypigeon。Hadhenotshotit,thatwouldhavebeenbetter;butherepented,andthatshallbeasgoodintheend。’
SheturnedtoCurdieandsmiled。
’Ma’am,’saidCurdie,’mayIaskquestions?’
’Whynot,Curdie?’
’BecauseIhavebeentold,ma’am,thatnobodymustaskthekingquestions。’
’Thekingnevermadethatlaw,’sheanswered,withsomedispleasure。’Youmayaskmeasmanyasyouplease—thatis,solongastheyaresensible。OnlyImaytakeafewthousandyearstoanswersomeofthem。Butthat’snothing。Ofallthingstimeisthecheapest。’
’Thenwouldyoumindtellingmenow,ma’am,forIfeelveryconfusedaboutit—areyoutheLadyoftheSilverMoon?’
’Yes,Curdie;youmaycallmethatifyoulike。Whatitmeansistrue。’
’AndnowIseeyoudark,andclothedingreen,andthemotherofallthelightthatdwellsinthestonesoftheearth!AnduptheretheycallyouOldMotherWotherwop!AndthePrincessIrenetoldmeyouwerehergreat—great—grandmother!Andyouspinthespiderthreads,andtakecareofawholepeopleofpigeons;andyouareworntoapaleshadowwitholdage;andareasyoungasanybodycanbe,nottobetooyoung;andasstrong,Idobelieve,asIam。’
Theladystoopedtowardalargegreenstonebeddedintherockofthefloor,andlookinglikeawellofgrassylightinit。Shelaidholdofitwithherfingers,brokeitout,andgaveittoPeter。
’There!’criedCurdie。’Itoldyouso。Twentymencouldnothavedonethat。Andyourfingersarewhiteandsmoothasanylady’sintheland。Idon’tknowwhattomakeofit。’
’Icouldgiveyoutwentynamesmoretocallme,Curdie,andnotoneofthemwouldbeafalseone。Whatdoesitmatterhowmanynamesifthepersonisone?’
’Ah!Butitisnotnamesonly,ma’am。Lookatwhatyouwerelikelastnight,andwhatIseeyounow!’
’Shapesareonlydresses,Curdie,anddressesareonlynames。Thatwhichisinsideisthesameallthetime。’
’Butthenhowcanalltheshapesspeakthetruth?’
’itwouldwantthousandsmoretospeakthetruth,Curdie;andthentheycouldnot。ButthereisapointImustnotletyoumistakeabout。ItisonethingtheshapeIchoosetoputon,andquiteanothertheshapethatfoolishtalkandnurserytalemaypleasetoputuponme。Also,itisonethingwhatyouoryourfathermaythinkaboutme,andquiteanotherwhatafoolishorbadmanmayseeinme。Forinstance,ifathiefweretocomeinherejustnow,hewouldthinkhesawthedemonofthemine,allingreenflames,cometoprotecthertreasure,andwouldrunlikeahuntedwildgoat。I
shouldbeallthesame,buthisevileyeswouldseemeasIwasnot。’
’IthinkIunderstand,’saidCurdie。
’Peter,’saidthelady,turningthentohim,’youwillhavetogiveupCurdieforalittlewhile。’
’Solongashelovesus,ma’am,thatwillnotmatter—much。’
’Ah!youarerightthere,myfriend,’saidthebeautifulprincess。
Andasshesaiditsheputoutherhand,andtookthehard,hornyhandoftheminerinit,andhelditforamomentlovingly。
’Ineedsaynomore,’sheadded,’forweunderstandeachother—
youandI,Peter。’
ThetearscameintoPeter’seyes。Hebowedhisheadinthankfulness,andhisheartwasmuchtoofulltospeak。
Thenthegreatold,young,beautifulprincessturnedtoCurdie。
’Now,Curdie,areyouready?’shesaid。
’Yes,ma’am,’answeredCurdie。
’Youdonotknowwhatfor。’
’Youdo,ma’am。Thatisenough。’
’Youcouldnothavegivenmeabetteranswer,ordonemoretoprepareyourself,Curdie,’shereturned,withoneofherradiantsmiles。’Doyouthinkyouwillknowmeagain?’
’Ithinkso。ButhowcanItellwhatyoumaylooklikenext?’
’Ah,thatindeed!Howcanyoutell?OrhowcouldIexpectyoushould?Butthosewhoknowmewell,knowmewhatevernewdressorshapeornameImaybein;andbyandbyyouwillhavelearnedtodosotoo。’
’Butifyouwantmetoknowyouagain,ma’am,forcertainsure,’
saidCurdie,’couldyounotgivemesomesign,ortellmesomethingaboutyouthatneverchanges—orsomeotherwaytoknowyou,orthingtoknowyouby?’
’No,Curdie;thatwouldbetokeepyoufromknowingme。Youmustknowmeinquiteanotherwayfromthat。ItwouldnotbetheleastusetoyouormeeitherifIweretomakeyouknowmeinthatway。
ItwouldbebuttoknowthesignofMe—nottoknowmemyself。itwouldbenobetterthanifIweretotakethisemeraldoutofmycrownandgiveittoyoutotakehomewithyou,andyouweretocallitme,andtalktoitasifitheardandsawandlovedyou。
Muchgoodthatwoulddoyou,Curdie!No;youmustdowhatyoucantoknowme,andifyoudo,youwill。Youshallseemeagaininverydifferentcircumstancesfromthese,and,Iwilltellyousomuch,itmaybeinaverydifferentshape。Butcomenow,Iwillleadyououtofthiscavern;mygoodJoanwillbegettingtooanxiousaboutyou。Onewordmore:youwillallowthatthemenknewlittlewhattheyweretalkingaboutthismorning,whentheytoldallthosetalesofOldMotherWotherwop;butdiditoccurtoyoutothinkhowitwastheyfelltotalkingaboutmeatall?ItwasbecauseIcametothem;Iwasbesidethemallthetimetheyweretalkingaboutme,thoughtheywerefarenoughfromknowingit,andhadverylittlebesidesfoolishnesstosay。’
Asshespokesheturnedandledthewayfromthecavern,which,asifadoorhadbeenclosed,sankintoabsoluteblacknessbehindthem。Andnowtheysawnothingmoreoftheladyexceptthegreenstar,whichagainseemedagooddistanceinfrontofthem,andtowhichtheycamenonearer,althoughfollowingitataquickpacethroughthemountain。Suchwastheirconfidenceinherguidance,however,andsofearlessweretheyinconsequence,thattheyfelttheirwayneitherwithhandnorfoot,butwalkedstraightonthroughthepitch—darkgalleries。Whenatlengththenightoftheupperworldlookedinatthemouthofthemine,thegreenlightseemedtoloseitswayamongthestars,andtheysawitnomore。
Outtheycameintothecool,blessednight。Itwasverylate,andonlystarlight。Totheirsurprise,threepacesawaytheysaw,seateduponastone,anoldcountry—woman,inacloakwhichtheytookforblack。Whentheycamecloseuptoit,theysawitwasred。
’Goodevening!’saidPeter。
’Goodevening!’returnedtheoldwoman,inavoiceasoldasherself。
ButCurdietookoffhiscapandsaid:
’Iamyourservant,Princess。’
Theoldwomanreplied:
’Cometomeinthedovetowertomorrownight,Curdie—alone。’
’Iwill,ma’am,’saidCurdie。
Sotheyparted,andfatherandsonwenthometowifeandmother—
twopersonsinonerich,happywoman。
CHAPTER8
Curdie’sMissionThenextnightCurdiewenthomefromtheminealittleearlierthanusual,tomakehimselftidybeforegoingtothedovetower。Theprincesshadnotappointedanexacttimeforhimtobethere;hewouldgoasnearthetimehehadgonefirstashecould。Onhiswaytothebottomofthehill,hemethisfathercomingup。Thesunwasthendown,andthewarmfirstofthetwilightfilledtheevening。Hecameratherwearilyupthehill:theroad,hethought,musthavegrownsteeperinpartssincehewasCurdie’sage。Hisbackwastothelightofthesunset,whichclosedhimallroundinabeautifulsetting,andCurdiethoughtwhatagrand—lookingmanhisfatherwas,evenwhenhewastired。Itisgreedandlazinessandselfishness,nothungerorwearinessorcold,thattakethedignityoutofaman,andmakehimlookmean。
’Ah,Curdie!Thereyouare!’hesaid,seeinghissoncomeboundingalongasifitweremorningwithhimandnotevening。
’Youlooktired,Father,’saidCurdie。
’Yes,myboy。I’mnotsoyoungasyou。’
’Norsooldastheprincess,’saidCurdie。
’Tellmethis,’saidPeter,’whydopeopletalkaboutgoingdownhillwhentheybegintogetold?Itseemstomethatthenfirsttheybegintogouphill。’
’Youlookedtome,Father,whenIcaughtsightofyou,asifyouhadbeenclimbingthehillallyourlife,andweresoontogettothetop。’
’Nobodycantellwhenthatwillbe,’returnedPeter。’We’resoreadytothinkwe’rejustatthetopwhenitliesmilesaway。ButImustnotkeepyou,myboy,foryouarewanted;andweshallbeanxioustoknowwhattheprincesssaystoyou—thatis,ifshewillallowyoutotellus。’
’Ithinkshewill,forsheknowsthereisnobodymoretobetrustedthanmyfatherandmother,’saidCurdie,withpride。
Andawayheshot,andran,andjumped,andseemedalmosttoflydownthelong,winding,steeppath,untilhecametothegateoftheking’shouse。
Therehemetanunexpectedobstruction:intheopendoorstoodthehousekeeper,andsheseemedtobroadenherselfoutuntilshealmostfilledthedoorway。
’So!’shesaid,’it’syou,isit,youngman?Youarethepersonthatcomesinandgoesoutwhenhepleases,andkeepsrunningupanddownmystairswithouteversayingbyyourleave,orevenwipinghisshoes,andalwaysleavesthedooropen!Don’tyouknowthisismyhouse?’
’No,Idonot,’returnedCurdierespectfully。’Youforget,ma’am,thatitistheking’shouse。’
’Thatisallthesame。Thekingleftittometotakecareof—
andthatyoushallknow!’
’Isthekingdead,ma’am,thathehasleftittoyou?’askedCurdie,halfindoubtfromtheself—assertionofthewoman。
’Insolentfellow!’exclaimedthehousekeeper。’Don’tyouseebymydressthatIamintheking’sservice?’
’AndamInotoneofhisminers?’
’Ah!thatgoesfornothing。Iamoneofhishousehold。Youareanout—of—doorslabourer。Youareanobody。Youcarryapickaxe。I
carrythekeysatmygirdle。See!’
’Butyoumustnotcalloneanobodytowhomthekinghasspoken,’
saidCurdie。
’Goalongwithyou!’criedthehousekeeper,andwouldhaveshutthedoorinhisface,hadshenotbeenafraidthatwhenshesteppedbackhewouldstepinereshecouldgetitinmotion,foritwasveryheavyandalwaysseemedunwillingtoshut。Curdiecameapacenearer。Sheliftedthegreathousekeyfromherside,andthreatenedtostrikehimdownwithit,callingaloudonMarandWhelkandPlout,themenservantsunderher,tocomeandhelpher。
Ereoneofthemcouldanswer,however,shegaveagreatshriekandturnedandfled,leavingthedoorwideopen。
Curdielookedbehindhim,andsawananimalwhosegruesomeoddityevenhe,whoknewsomanyofthestrangecreatures,twoofwhichwereneverthesame,thatusedtoliveinsidethemountainwiththeirmastersthegoblins,hadneverseenequalled。Itseyeswereflamingwithanger,butitseemedtobeatthehousekeeper,foritcamecoweringandcreepingupandlaiditsheadonthegroundatCurdie’sfeet。Curdiehardlywaitedtolookatit,however,butranintothehouse,eagertogetupthestairsbeforeanyofthemenshouldcometoannoy—hehadnofearoftheirpreventinghim。
Withouthaltorhindrance,thoughthepassageswerenearlydark,hereachedthedooroftheprincess’sworkroom,andknocked。
’Comein,’saidthevoiceoftheprincess。
Curdieopenedthedoor—but,tohisastonishment,sawnoroomthere。Couldhehaveopenedawrongdoor?Therewasthegreatsky,andthestars,andbeneathhecouldseenothingonlydarkness!
Butwhatwasthatinthesky,straightinfrontofhim?Agreatwheeloffire,turningandturning,andflashingoutbluelights!
’Comein,Curdie,’saidthevoiceagain。
’Iwouldatonce,ma’am,’saidCurdie,’ifIweresureIwasstandingatyourdoor。’
’Whyshouldyoudoubtit,Curdie?’
’BecauseIseeneitherwallsnorfloor,onlydarknessandthegreatsky。’
’Thatisallright,Curdie。Comein。’
Curdiesteppedforwardatonce。Hewasindeed,fortheverycrumbofamoment,temptedtofeelbeforehimwithhisfoot;buthesawthatwouldbetodistrusttheprincess,andagreaterrudenesshecouldnotofferher。Sohesteppedstraightin—Iwillnotsaywithoutalittletrembleatthethoughtoffindingnofloorbeneathhisfoot。Butthatwhichhadneedofthefloorfoundit,andhisfootwassatisfied。
Nosoonerwasheinthanhesawthatthegreatrevolvingwheelintheskywastheprincess’sspinningwheel,neartheotherendoftheroom,turningveryfast。Hecouldseenoskyorstarsanymore,butthewheelwasflashingoutblue—oh,suchlovelysky—bluelight!—andbehinditofcoursesattheprincess,butwhetheranoldwomanasthinasaskeletonleaf,oragloriousladyasyoungasperfection,hecouldnottellfortheturningandflashingofthewheel。
’Listentothewheel,’saidthevoicewhichhadalreadygrowndeartoCurdie:itsverytonewaspreciouslikeajewel,notasajewel,fornojewelcouldcomparewithitinpreciousness。
AndCurdielistenedandlistened。
’Whatisitsaying?’askedthevoice。
’Itissinging,’answeredCurdie。
’Whatisitsinging?’
Curdietriedtomakeout,butthoughthecouldnot;fornosoonerhadhegotholdofsomethingthanitvanishedagain。
Yethelistened,andlistened,entrancedwithdelight。
’Thankyou,Curdie,saidthevoice。
’Ma’am,’saidCurdie,’Ididtryhardforawhile,butIcouldnotmakeanythingofit。’
’Ohyes,youdid,andyouhavebeentellingittome!ShallItellyouagainwhatItoldmywheel,andmywheeltoldyou,andyouhavejusttoldmewithoutknowingit?’
’Please,ma’am。’
Thentheladybegantosing,andherwheelspunanaccompanimenttohersong,andthemusicofthewheelwaslikethemusicofanAeolianharpblownuponbythewindthatblowethwhereitlisteth。
Oh,thesweetsoundsofthatspinningwheel!Nowtheyweregold,nowsilver,nowgrass,nowpalmtrees,nowancientcities,nowrubies,nowmountainbrooks,nowpeacock’sfeathers,nowclouds,nowsnowdrops,andnowmid—seaislands。Butforthevoicethatsangthroughitall,aboutthatIhavenowordstotell。ItwouldmakeyouweepifIwereabletotellyouwhatthatwaslike,itwassobeautifulandtrueandlovely。Butthisissomethinglikethewordsofitssong:
Thestarsarespinningtheirthreads,Andthecloudsarethedustthatflies,AndthesunsareweavingthemupForthetimewhenthesleepersshallrise。
Theoceaninmusicrolls,Andgemsareturningtoeyes,AndthetreesaregatheringsoulsForthedaywhenthesleepersshallrise。
Theweepersarelearningtosmile,Andlaughtertogleanthesighs;
Burnandburythecareandguile,Forthedaywhenthesleepersshallrise。
oh,thedewsandthemothsandthedaisyred,Thelarksandtheglimmersandflows!Theliliesandsparrowsanddailybread,Andthesomethingthatnobodyknows!
Theprincessstopped,herwheelstopped,andshelaughed。Andherlaughwassweeterthansongandwheel;sweeterthanrunningbrookandsilverbell;sweeterthanjoyitself,fortheheartofthelaughwaslove。
’Comenow,Curdie,tothissideofmywheel,andyouwillfindme,’
shesaid;andherlaughseemedsoundingonstillinthewords,asiftheyweremadeofbreaththathadlaughed。
Curdieobeyed,andpassedthewheel,andthereshestoodtoreceivehim!—fairerthanwhenhesawherlast,alittleyoungerstill,anddressednotingreenandemeralds,butinpaleblue,withacoronetofsilversetwithpearls,andslipperscoveredwithopalsthatgleamedeverycolouroftherainbow。ItwassometimebeforeCurdiecouldtakehiseyesfromthemarvelofherloveliness。
Fearingatlastthathewasrude,heturnedthemaway;and,behold,hewasinaroomthatwasforbeautymarvellous!Theloftyceilingwasallagoldenvine,Whosegreatclustersofcarbuncles,rubies,andchrysoberylshungdownlikethebossesofgroinedarches,andinitscentrehungthemostgloriouslampthathumaneyeseversaw—theSilverMoonitself,aglobeofsilver,asitseemed,withaheartoflightsowondrouspotentthatitrenderedthemasstranslucent,andaltogetherradiant。
Theroomwassolargethat,lookingback,hecouldscarcelyseetheendatwhichheentered;buttheotherwasonlyafewyardsfromhim—andtherehesawanotherwonder:onahugehearthagreatfirewasburning,andthefirewasahugeheapofroses,andyetitwasfire。Thesmelloftherosesfilledtheair,andtheheatoftheflamesofthemgloweduponhisface。Heturnedaninquiringlookuponthelady,andsawthatshewasnowseatedinanancientchair,thelegsofwhichwerecrustedwithgems,buttheupperpartlikeanestofdaisiesandmossandgreengrass。
’Curdie,’shesaidinanswertohiseyes,’youhavestoodmorethanonetrialalready,andhavestoodthemwell:nowIamgoingtoputyoutoaharder。Doyouthinkyouarepreparedforit?’
’HowcanItell,ma’am,’hereturned,’seeingIdonotknowwhatitis,orwhatpreparationitneeds?Judgemeyourself,ma’am。’
’Itneedsonlytrustandobedience,’answeredthelady。
’Idarenotsayanything,ma’am。Ifyouthinkmefit,commandme。’
’itwillhurtyouterribly,Curdie,butthatwillbeall;norealhurtbutmuchgoodwillcometoyoufromit。’
Curdiemadenoanswerbutstoodgazingwithpartedlipsinthelady’sface。
’Goandthrustbothyourhandsintothatfire,’shesaidquickly,almosthurriedly。
Curdiedarednotstoptothink。Itwasmuchtooterribletothinkabout。Herushedtothefire,andthrustbothofhishandsrightintothemiddleoftheheapofflamingroses,andhisarmshalfwayuptotheelbows。Anditdidhurt!Buthedidnotdrawthemback。
Heheldthepainasifitwereathingthatwouldkillhimifheletitgo—asindeeditwouldhavedone。Hewasinterriblefearlestitshouldconquerhim。
Butwhenithadrisentothepitchthathethoughthecouldbearitnolonger,itbegantofallagain,andwentongrowinglessandlessuntilbycontrastwithitsformerseverityithadbecomeratherpleasant。Atlastitceasedaltogether,andCurdiethoughthishandsmustbeburnedtocindersifnotashes,forhedidnotfeelthematall。Theprincesstoldhimtotakethemoutandlookatthem。Hedidso,andfoundthatallthatwasgoneofthemwastherough,hardskin;theywerewhiteandsmoothliketheprincess’s。
’Cometome,’shesaid。
Heobeyedandsaw,tohissurprise,thatherfacelookedasifshehadbeenweeping。
’Oh,Princess!Whatisthematter?’hecried。’DidImakeanoiseandvexyou?’
’No,Curdie,sheanswered;’butitwasverybad。’
’Didyoufeelittoothen?’
’OfcourseIdid。Butnowitisover,andalliswell。WouldyouliketoknowwhyImadeYouputyourhandsinthefire?’
Curdielookedatthemagain—thensaid:
’Totakethemarksoftheworkoffthemandmakethemfitfortheking’scourt,Isuppose。’
’No,Curdie,’answeredtheprincess,shakingherhead,forshewasnotpleasedwiththeanswer。’Itwouldbeapoorwayofmakingyourhandsfitfortheking’scourttotakeoffthemsignsofhisservice。Thereisafargreaterdifferenceonthemthanthat。Doyoufeelnone?’
’No,ma’am。’
’Youwill,though,byandby,whenthetimecomes。Butperhapseventhenyoumightnotknowwhathadbeengivenyou,thereforeI
willtellyou。Haveyoueverheardwhatsomephilosopherssay—
thatmenwereallanimalsonce?’
’No,ma’am。’
’itisofnoconsequence。Butthereisanotherthingthatisofthegreatestconsequence—this:thatallmen,iftheydonottakecare,godownthehilltotheanimals’country;thatmanymenareactually,alltheirlives,goingtobebeasts。Peopleknewitonce,butitislongsincetheyforgotit。’
’Iamnotsurprisedtohearit,ma’am,whenIthinkofsomeofourminers。’
’Ah!Butyoumustbeware,Curdie,howyousayofthismanorthatmanthatheistravellingbeastward。Therearenotnearlysomanygoingthatwayasatfirstsightyoumightthink。Whenyoumetyourfatheronthehilltonight,youstoodandspoketogetheronthesamespot;andalthoughoneofyouwasgoingupandtheothercomingdown,atalittledistancenoonecouldhavetoldwhichwasboundintheonedirectionandwhichintheother。justsotwopeoplemaybeatthesamespotinmannersandbehaviour,andyetonemaybegettingbetterandtheotherworse,whichisjustthegreatestofalldifferencesthatcouldpossiblyexistbetweenthem。’
’Butma’am,’saidCurdie,’whereisthegoodofknowingthatthereissuchadifference,ifyoucanneverknowwhereitis?’
’Now,Curdie,youmustmindexactlywhatwordsIuse,becausealthoughtherightwordscannotdoexactlywhatIwantthemtodo,thewrongwordswillcertainlydowhatIdonotwantthemtodo。
Ididnotsayyoucanneverknow。Whenthereisanecessityforyourknowing,whenyouhavetodoimportantbusinesswiththisorthatman,thereisalwaysawayofknowingenoughtokeepyoufromanygreatblunder。Andasyouwillhaveimportantbusinesstodobyandby,andthatwithpeopleofwhomyouyetknownothing,itwillbenecessarythatyoushouldhavesomebettermeansthanusualoflearningthenatureofthem。
’Nowlisten。Sinceitisalwayswhattheydo,whetherintheirmindsortheirbodies,thatmakesmengodowntobelessthanmen,thatis,beasts,thechangealwayscomesfirstintheirhands—andfirstofallintheinsidehands,towhichtheoutsideonesarebutasthegloves。Theydonotknowitofcourse;forabeastdoesnotknowthatheisabeast,andtheneareramangetstobeingabeastthelessheknowsit。Neithercantheirbestfriends,ortheirworstenemiesindeed,seeanydifferenceintheirhands,fortheyseeonlythelivingglovesofthem。Buttherearenotafewwhofeelavaguesomethingrepulsiveinthehandofamanwhoisgrowingabeast。
’Nowhereiswhattherose—firehasdoneforyou:ithasmadeyourhandssoknowingandwise,ithasbroughtyourrealhandssoneartheoutsideofyourfleshgloves,thatyouwillhenceforthbeabletoknowatoncethehandofamanwhoisgrowingintoabeast;nay,more—youwillatoncefeelthefootofthebeastheisgrowing,justasiftherewerenoglovemadelikeaman’shandbetweenyouandit。
’Henceofcourseitfollowsthatyouwillbeableoften,andwithfurthereducationinzoology,willbeablealwaystotell,notonlywhenamanisgrowingabeast,butwhatbeastheisgrowingto,foryouwillknowthefoot—whatitisandwhatbeast’sitis。
According,then,toyourknowledgeofthatbeastwillbeyourknowledgeofthemanyouhavetodowith。Onlythereisonebeautifulandawfulthingaboutit,thatifanyonegiftedwiththisperceptiononceusesitforhisownends,itistakenfromhim,andthen,notknowingthatitisgone,heisinafarworseconditionthanbefore,forhetruststowhathehasnotgot。’
’Howdreadful!’SaidCurdie。’ImustmindwhatIamabout。’
’Yes,indeed,Curdie。’
’Butmaynotonesometimesmakeamistakewithoutbeingabletohelpit?’
’Yes。Butsolongasheisnotafterhisownends,hewillnevermakeaseriousmistake。’
’Isupposeyouwantme,ma’am,towarneveryonewhosehandtellsmethatheisgrowingabeast—because,asyousay,hedoesnotknowithimself。’
Theprincesssmiled。
’Muchgoodthatwoulddo,Curdie!Idon’tsaytherearenocasesinwhichitwouldbeofuse,buttheyareveryrareandpeculiarcases,andifsuchcomeyouwillknowthem。Tosuchapersonthereisingeneralnoinsultlikethetruth。Hecannotendureit,notbecauseheisgrowingabeast,butbecauseheisceasingtobeaman。Itisthedyingmaninhimthatitmakesuncomfortable,andhetrots,orcreeps,orswims,orfluttersoutofitsway—callsitafoolishfeeling,awhim,anoldwives’fable,abitofpriests’humbug,aneffetesuperstition,andsoon。’
’Andistherenohopeforhim?Cannothingbedone?It’ssoawfultothinkofgoingdown,down,downlikethat!’
’Evenwhenit’swithhisownwill?’
’That’swhatseemstometomakeitworstofall,’saidCurdie。
’Youareright,’answeredtheprincess,noddingherhead;’butthereisthisamountofexcusetomakeforallsuch,remember—
thattheydonotknowwhatorhowhorridtheircomingfateis。
Manyalady,sodelicateandnicethatshecanbearnothingcoarserthanthefinestlinentotouchherbody,ifshehadamirrorthatcouldshowhertheanimalsheisgrowingto,asitlieswaitingwithinthefairskinandthefinelinenandthesilkandthejewels,wouldreceiveashockthatmightpossiblywakeherup。’
’Whythen,ma’am,shouldn’tshehaveit?’
Theprincessheldherpeace。
’Comehere,Lina,’shesaidafteralongpause。
FromsomewherebehindCurdie,creptforwardthesamehideousanimalwhichhadfawnedathisfeetatthedoor,andwhich,withouthisknowingit,hadfollowedhimeverystepupthedovetower。Sherantotheprincess,andlaydownflatatherfeet,lookingupatherwithanexpressionsopitifulthatinCurdie’sheartitovercamealltheludicrousnessofherhorriblemassofincongruities。Shehadaveryshortbody,andverylonglegsmadelikeanelephant’s,sothatinlyingdownshekneeledwithbothpairs。Hertail,whichdraggedonthefloorbehindher,wastwiceaslongandquiteasthickasherbody。Herheadwassomethingbetweenthatofapolarbearandasnake。Hereyesweredarkgreen,withayellowlightinthem。Herunderteethcameuplikeafringeoficicles,onlyverywhite,outsideofherupperlip。Herthroatlookedasifthehairhadbeenpluckedoff。itshowedaskinwhiteandsmooth。
’GiveCurdieapaw,Lina,’saidtheprincess。
Thecreaturerose,and,liftingalongforeleg,heldupagreatdoglikepawtoCurdie。Hetookitgently。Butwhatashudder,asofterrifieddelight,ranthroughhim,when,insteadofthepawofadog,suchasitseemedtohiseyes,heclaspedinhisgreatminingfistthesoft,neatlittlehandofachild!Hetookitinbothofhis,andhelditasifhecouldnotletitgo。Thegreeneyesstaredathimwiththeiryellowlight,andthemouthwasturneduptowardhimwithitsconstanthalfgrin;butherewasthechild’shand!Ifhecouldbutpullthechildoutofthebeast!
Hiseyessoughttheprincess。Shewaswatchinghimwithevidentsatisfaction。
’Ma’am,hereisachild’shand!’saidCurdie。
’Yourgiftdoesmoreforyouthanitpromised。Itisyetbettertoperceiveahiddengoodthanahiddenevil。’
’But,’beganCurdie。
’Iamnotgoingtoansweranymorequestionsthisevening,’
interruptedtheprincess。’YouhavenothalfgottothebottomoftheanswersIhavealreadygivenyou。Thatpawinyourhandnowmightalmostteachyouthewholescienceofnaturalhistory—theheavenlysort,Imean。’
’Iwillthink,’saidCurdie。’Butoh!please!onewordmore:mayItellmyfatherandmotherallaboutit?’
’Certainly—thoughperhapsnowitmaybetheirturntofinditalittledifficulttobelievethatthingswentjustasyoumusttellthem。’
’TheyshallseethatIbelieveitallthistime,’saidCurdie。
’Tellthemthattomorrowmorningyoumustsetoutforthecourt—
notlikeagreatman,butjustaspoorasyouare。Theyhadbetternotspeakaboutit。Tellthemalsothatitwillbealongtimebeforetheyhearofyouagain,buttheymustnotloseheart。AndtellyourfathertolaythatstoneIgavehimatnightinasafeplace—notbecauseofthegreatnessofitsprice,althoughitissuchanemeraldasnoprincehasinhiscrown,butbecauseitwillbeanews—bearerbetweenyouandhim。Asoftenashegetsatallanxiousaboutyou,hemusttakeitandlayitinthefire,andleaveittherewhenhegoestobed。Inthemorninghemustfinditintheashes,andifitbeasgreenasever,thenallgoeswellwithyou;ifithavelostcolour,thingsgoillwithyou;butifitbeverypaleindeed,thenyouareingreatdanger,andhemustcometome。’
’Yes,ma’am,’saidCurdie。’Please,amItogonow?’
’Yes,’answeredtheprincess,andheldoutherhandtohim。
Curdietookit,tremblingwithjoy。Itwasaverybeautifulhand—notsmall,verysmooth,butnotverysoft—andjustthesametohisfire—taughttouchthatitwastohiseyes。Hewouldhavestoodthereallnightholdingitifshehadnotgentlywithdrawnit。
’Iwillprovideyouaservant,’shesaid,’foryourjourneyandtowaituponyouafterward。’
’ButwhereamItogo,ma’am,andwhatamItodo?Youhavegivenmenomessagetocarry,neitherhaveyousaidwhatIamwantedfor。
IgowithoutanotionwhetherIamtowalkthiswayorthat,orwhatIamtodowhenIgetIdon’tknowwhere。’
’Curdie!’saidtheprincess,andtherewasatoneofreminderinhisownnameasshespokeit,’didInottellyoutotellyourfatherandmotherthatyouweretosetoutforthecourt?Andyouknowthatliestothenorth。Youmustlearntousefarlessdirectdirectionsthanthat。Youmustnotbelikeadullservantthatneedstobetoldagainandagainbeforehewillunderstand。Youhaveordersenoughtostartwith,andyouwillfind,asyougoon,andasyouneedtoknow,whatyouhavetodo。ButIwarnyouthatperhapsitwillnotlooktheleastlikewhatyoumayhavebeenfancyingIshouldrequireofyou。Ihaveoneideaofyouandyourwork,andyouhaveanother。Idonotblameyouforthat—youcannothelpityet;butyoumustbereadytoletmyidea,whichsetsyouworking,setyouridearight。Betrueandhonestandfearless,andallshallgowellwithyouandyourwork,andallwithwhomyourworklies,andsowithyourparents—andmetoo,Curdie,’sheaddedafteralittlepause。
Theyoungminerbowedhisheadlow,pattedthestrangeheadthatlayattheprincess’sfeet,andturnedaway。Assoonashepassedthespinningwheel,whichlooked,inthemidstofthegloriousroom,justlikeanywheelyoumightfindinacountrycottage—oldandwornanddingyanddusty—thesplendouroftheplacevanished,andhesawbutthebigbareroomheseemedatfirsttohaveentered,withthemoon—theprincess’smoonnodoubt—shininginatoneofthewindowsuponthespinningwheel。
CHAPTER9
HandsCurdiewenthome,ponderingmuch,andtoldeverythingtohisfatherandmother。Astheoldprincesshadsaid,itwasnowtheirturntofindwhattheyheardhardtobelieve。iftheyhadnotbeenabletotrustCurdiehimself,theywouldhaverefusedtobelievemorethanthehalfofwhathereported,thentheywouldhaverefusedthathalftoo,andatlastwouldmostlikelyforatimehavedisbelievedintheveryexistenceoftheprincess,whatevidencetheirownsenseshadgiventhemnotwithstanding。
Forhehadnothingconclusivetoshowinproofofwhathetoldthem。Whenheheldouthishandstothem,hismothersaidtheylookedasifhehadbeenwashingthemwithsoftsoap,onlytheydidsmellofsomethingnicerthanthat,andshemustallowitwasmorelikerosesthananythingelsesheknew。Hisfathercouldnotseeanydifferenceuponhishands,butthenitwasnight,hesaid,andtheirpoorlittlelampwasnotenoughforhisoldeyes。Astothefeelofthem,eachofhisownhands,hesaid,washardandhornyenoughfortwo,anditmustbethefaultofthedullnessofhisownthickskinthathefeltnochangeonCurdie’spalms。
’Here,Curdie,’saidhismother,’trymyhand,andseewhatbeast’spawliesinsideit。’
’No,Mother,’answeredCurdie,halfbeseeching,halfindignant,’I
willnotinsultmynewgiftbymakingpretencetotryit。Thatwouldbemockery。Thereisnohandwithinyoursbutthehandofatruewoman,mymother。’
’Ishouldlikeyoujusttotakeholdofmyhandthough,’saidhismother。’Youaremyson,andmayknowallthebadthereisinme。’
ThenatonceCurdietookherhandinhis。Andwhenhehadit,hekeptit,strokingitgentlywithhisotherhand。
’Mother,’hesaidatlength,’yourhandfeelsjustlikethatoftheprincess。’
’What!Myhorny,cracked,rheumaticoldhand,withitsbigjoints,anditsshortnailsallworndowntothequickwithhardwork—
likethehandofthebeautifulprincess!Why,mychild,youwillmakemefancyyourfingershavegrownverydullindeed,insteadofsharpanddelicate,ifyoutalksuchnonsense。MineissuchanuglyhandIshouldbeashamedtoshowittoanybutonethatlovedme。Butlovemakesallsafe—doesn’tit,Curdie?’
’Well,Mother,allIcansayisthatIdon’tfeelaroughness,oracrack,orabigjoint,orashortnail。Yourhandfeelsjustandexactly,asnearasIcanrecollect,andit’snotmorethantwohourssinceIhaditinmine—well,Iwillsay,verylikeindeedtothatoftheoldprincess。’
’Goaway,youflatterer,’saidhismother,withasmilethatshowedhowsheprizedthelovethatlaybeneathwhatshetookforitshyperbole。Thepraiseevenwhichonecannotacceptissweetfromatruemouth。’Ifthatisallyournewgiftcando,itwon’tmakeawarlockofyou,’sheadded。
’Mother,ittellsmenothingbutthetruth,’insistedCurdie,’howeverunlikethetruthitmayseem。itwantsnogifttotellwhatanybody’soutsidehandsarelike。ButbyitIknowyourinsidehandsareliketheprincess’s。’