"Notevenifshe’syourownsister。That’sbecausegirlsaresomuchsofterandweakerthanweare;theyhavetobe,youknow,"headded,"becauseiftheyweren’t,itwouldn’tbeniceforthebabies。
  Andthat’swhyalltheanimalsaresogoodtothemotheranimals。
  Theyneverfightthem,youknow。"
  "Iknow,"saidPeter,interested;"twobuckrabbitswillfightalldayifyouletthem,buttheywon’thurtadoe。"
  "No;andquitewildbeasts——lionsandelephants——they’reimmenselygentlewiththefemalebeasts。Andwe’vegottobe,too。"
  "Isee,"saidPeter。
  "Andtheirheartsaresoft,too,"theDoctorwenton,"andthingsthatweshouldn’tthinkanythingofhurtthemdreadfully。Sothatamanhastobeverycareful,notonlyofhisfists,butofhiswords。
  They’reawfullybrave,youknow,"hewenton。"ThinkofBobbiewaitingaloneinthetunnelwiththatpoorchap。It’sanoddthing—
  —thesofterandmoreeasilyhurtawomanisthebettershecanscrewherselfuptodowhatHAStobedone。I’veseensomebravewomen——
  yourMother’sone,"heendedabruptly。
  "Yes,"saidPeter。
  "Well,that’sall。Excusemymentioningit。Butnobodyknowseverythingwithoutbeingtold。AndyouseewhatImean,don’tyou?"
  "Yes,"saidPeter。"I’msorry。There!"
  "Ofcourseyouare!Peoplealwaysare——directlytheyunderstand。
  Everyoneoughttobetaughtthesescientificfacts。Solong!"
  Theyshookhandsheartily。WhenPetercamehome,hissisterslookedathimdoubtfully。
  "It’sPax,"saidPeter,dumpingdownthebasketonthetable。"Dr。
  Forresthasbeentalkingscientifictome。No,it’snousemytellingyouwhathesaid;youwouldn’tunderstand。Butitallcomestoyougirlsbeingpoor,soft,weak,frightenedthingslikerabbits,sousmenhavejustgottoputupwiththem。Hesaidyouwerefemalebeasts。ShallItakethisuptoMother,orwillyou?"
  "IknowwhatBOYSare,"saidPhyllis,withflamingcheeks;"they’rejustthenastiest,rudest——"
  "They’reverybrave,"saidBobbie,"sometimes。"
  "Ah,youmeanthechapupstairs?Isee。Goahead,Phil——Ishallputupwithyouwhateveryousaybecauseyou’reapoor,weak,frightened,soft——"
  "NotifIpullyourhairyouwon’t,"saidPhyllis,springingathim。
  "Hesaid’Pax,’"saidBobbie,pullingheraway。"Don’tyousee,"
  shewhisperedasPeterpickedupthebasketandstalkedoutwithit,"he’ssorry,really,onlyhewon’tsayso?Let’ssaywe’resorry。"
  "It’ssogoodygoody,"saidPhyllis,doubtfully;"hesaidwewerefemalebeasts,andsoftandfrightened——"
  "Thenlet’sshowhimwe’renotfrightenedofhimthinkingusgoodygoody,"saidBobbie;"andwe’renotanymorebeaststhanheis。"
  AndwhenPetercameback,stillwithhischinintheair,Bobbiesaid:——
  "We’resorrywetiedyouup,Pete。"
  "Ithoughtyouwouldbe,"saidPeter,verystiffandsuperior。
  Thiswashardtobear。But——
  "Well,soweare,"saidBobbie。"Nowlethonourbesatisfiedonbothsides。"
  "IdidcallitPax,"saidPeter,inaninjuredtone。
  "ThenletitBEPax,"saidBobbie。"Comeon,Phil,let’sgetthetea。Pete,youmightlaythecloth。"
  "Isay,"saidPhyllis,whenpeacewasreallyrestored,whichwasnottilltheywerewashingupthecupsaftertea,"Dr。Forrestdidn’tREALLYsaywewerefemalebeasts,didhe?"
  "Yes,"saidPeter,firmly,"butIthinkhemeantwemenwerewildbeasts,too。"
  "Howfunnyofhim!"saidPhyllis,breakingacup。
  ******
  "MayIcomein,Mother?"PeterwasatthedoorofMother’swritingroom,whereMothersatathertablewithtwocandlesinfrontofher。Theirflameslookedorangeandvioletagainstthecleargreyblueoftheskywherealreadyafewstarsweretwinkling。
  "Yes,dear,"saidMother,absently,"anythingwrong?"Shewroteafewmorewordsandthenlaiddownherpenandbegantofoldupwhatshehadwritten。"IwasjustwritingtoJim’sgrandfather。Helivesnearhere,youknow。"
  "Yes,yousaidsoattea。That’swhatIwanttosay。Mustyouwritetohim,Mother?Couldn’twekeepJim,andnotsayanythingtohispeopletillhe’swell?Itwouldbesuchasurpriseforthem。"
  "Well,yes,"saidMother,laughing,"Ithinkitwould。"
  "Yousee,"Peterwenton,"ofcoursethegirlsareallrightandallthat——I’mnotsayinganythingagainstTHEM。ButIshouldlikeitifIhadanotherchaptotalktosometimes。"
  "Yes,"saidMother,"Iknowit’sdullforyou,dear。ButIcan’thelpit。NextyearperhapsIcansendyoutoschool——you’dlikethat,wouldn’tyou?"
  "Idomisstheotherchaps,rather,"Peterconfessed;"butifJimcouldstayafterhislegwaswell,wecouldhaveawfullarks。"
  "I’venodoubtofit,"saidMother。"Well——perhapshecould,butyouknow,dear,we’renotrich。Ican’taffordtogethimeverythinghe’llwant。Andhemusthaveanurse。"
  "Can’tyounursehim,Mother?Youdonursepeoplesobeautifully。"
  "That’saprettycompliment,Pete——butIcan’tdonursingandmywritingaswell。That’stheworstofit。"
  "ThenyouMUSTsendthelettertohisgrandfather?"
  "Ofcourse——andtohisschoolmaster,too。Wetelegraphedtothemboth,butImustwriteaswell。They’llbemostdreadfullyanxious。"
  "Isay,Mother,whycan’thisgrandfatherpayforanurse?"Petersuggested。"Thatwouldberipping。Iexpecttheoldboy’srollinginmoney。Grandfathersinbooksalwaysare。"
  "Well,thisoneisn’tinabook,"saidMother,"sowemustn’texpecthimtorollmuch。"
  "Isay,"saidPeter,musingly,"wouldn’titbejollyifweallWERE
  inabook,andyouwerewritingit?Thenyoucouldmakeallsortsofjollythingshappen,andmakeJim’slegsgetwellatonceandbeallrightto—morrow,andFathercomehomesoonand——"
  "DoyoumissyourFatherverymuch?"Motherasked,rathercoldly,Peterthought。
  "Awfully,"saidPeter,briefly。
  Motherwasenvelopingandaddressingthesecondletter。
  "Yousee,"Peterwentonslowly,"yousee,it’snotonlyhimBEING
  Father,butnowhe’sawaythere’snoothermaninthehousebutme——
  that’swhyIwantJimtostaysofrightfullymuch。Wouldn’tyouliketobewritingthatbookwithusallinit,Mother,andmakeDaddycomehomesoon?"
  Peter’sMotherputherarmroundhimsuddenly,andhuggedhiminsilenceforaminute。Thenshesaid:——
  "Don’tyouthinkit’srathernicetothinkthatwe’reinabookthatGod’swriting?IfIwerewritingthebook,Imightmakemistakes。
  ButGodknowshowtomakethestoryendjustright——inthewaythat’sbestforus。"
  "Doyoureallybelievethat,Mother?"Peteraskedquietly。
  "Yes,"shesaid,"Idobelieveit——almostalways——exceptwhenI’msosadthatIcan’tbelieveanything。ButevenwhenIcan’tbelieveit,Iknowit’strue——andItrytobelieve。Youdon’tknowhowI
  try,Peter。Nowtaketheletterstothepost,anddon’tlet’sbesadanymore。Courage,courage!That’sthefinestofallthevirtues!IdaresayJimwillbeherefortwoorthreeweeksyet。"
  ForwhatwasleftoftheeveningPeterwassoangelicthatBobbiefearedhewasgoingtobeill。ShewasquiterelievedinthemorningtofindhimplaitingPhyllis’shairontothebackofherchairinquitehisoldmanner。
  Itwassoonafterbreakfastthataknockcameatthedoor。ThechildrenwerehardatworkcleaningthebrasscandlesticksinhonourofJim’svisit。
  "That’llbetheDoctor,"saidMother;"I’llgo。Shutthekitchendoor——you’renotfittobeseen。"
  Butitwasn’ttheDoctor。Theyknewthatbythevoiceandbythesoundofthebootsthatwentupstairs。Theydidnotrecognisethesoundoftheboots,buteveryonewascertainthattheyhadheardthevoicebefore。
  Therewasalongishinterval。Thebootsandthevoicedidnotcomedownagain。
  "Whocanitpossiblybe?"theykeptonaskingthemselvesandeachother。
  "Perhaps,"saidPeteratlast,"Dr。Forresthasbeenattackedbyhighwaymenandleftfordead,andthisisthemanhe’stelegraphedfortotakehisplace。Mrs。Vineysaidhehadalocaltenanttodohisworkwhenhewentforaholiday,didn’tyou,Mrs。Viney?"
  "Ididso,mydear,"saidMrs。Vineyfromthebackkitchen。
  "He’sfallendowninafit,morelikely,saidPhyllis,"allhumanaiddespairedof。AndthisishismancometobreakthenewstoMother。"
  "Nonsense!"saidPeter,briskly;"Motherwouldn’thavetakenthemanupintoJim’sbedroom。Whyshouldshe?Listen——thedoor’sopening。
  Nowthey’llcomedown。I’llopenthedooracrack。"
  Hedid。
  "It’snotlistening,"herepliedindignantlytoBobbie’sscandalisedremarks;"nobodyintheirsenseswouldtalksecretsonthestairs。
  AndMothercan’thavesecretstotalkwithDr。Forrest’sstable—man—
  —andyousaiditwashim。"
  "Bobbie,"calledMother’svoice。
  Theyopenedthekitchendoor,andMotherleanedoverthestairrailing。
  "Jim’sgrandfatherhascome,"shesaid;"washyourhandsandfacesandthenyoucanseehim。Hewantstoseeyou!"Thebedroomdoorshutagain。
  "Therenow!"saidPeter;"fancyusnoteventhinkingofthat!Let’shavesomehotwater,Mrs。Viney。I’masblackasyourhat。"
  Thethreewereindeeddirty,forthestuffyoucleanbrasscandlestickswithisveryfarfromcleaningtothecleaner。
  Theywerestillbusywithsoapandflannelwhentheyheardthebootsandthevoicecomedownthestairsandgointothedining—room。Andwhentheywereclean,thoughstilldamp——becauseittakessuchalongtimetodryyourhandsproperly,andtheywereveryimpatienttoseethegrandfather——theyfiledintothedining—room。
  Motherwassittinginthewindow—seat,andintheleather—coveredarmchairthatFatheralwaysusedtositinattheotherhousesat——
  THEIROWNOLDGENTLEMAN!
  "Well,Ineverdid,"saidPeter,evenbeforehesaid,"Howdoyoudo?"Hewas,asheexplainedafterwards,toosurprisedeventorememberthattherewassuchathingaspoliteness——muchlesstopractiseit。
  "It’sourownoldgentleman!"saidPhyllis。
  "Oh,it’syou!"saidBobbie。Andthentheyrememberedthemselvesandtheirmannersandsaid,"Howdoyoudo?"verynicely。
  "ThisisJim’sgrandfather,Mr。——"saidMother,namingtheoldgentleman’sname。
  "Howsplendid!"saidPeter;"that’sjustexactlylikeabook,isn’tit,Mother?"
  "Itis,rather,"saidMother,smiling;"thingsdohappeninreallifethatareratherlikebooks,sometimes。"
  "IamsoawfullygladitISyou,"saidPhyllis;"whenyouthinkofthetonsofoldgentlementhereareintheworld——itmighthavebeenalmostanyone。"
  "Isay,though,"saidPeter,"you’renotgoingtotakeJimaway,though,areyou?"
  "Notatpresent,"saidtheoldgentleman。"YourMotherhasmostkindlyconsentedtolethimstayhere。Ithoughtofsendinganurse,butyourMotherisgoodenoughtosaythatshewillnursehimherself。"
  "Butwhataboutherwriting?"saidPeter,beforeanyonecouldstophim。"Therewon’tbeanythingforhimtoeatifMotherdoesn’twrite。"
  "That’sallright,"saidMother,hastily。
  TheoldgentlemanlookedverykindlyatMother。
  "Isee,"hesaid,"youtrustyourchildren,andconfideinthem。"
  "Ofcourse,"saidMother。
  "ThenImaytellthemofourlittlearrangement,"hesaid。"YourMother,mydears,hasconsentedtogiveupwritingforalittlewhileandtobecomeaMatronofmyHospital。"
  "Oh!"saidPhyllis,blankly;"andshallwehavetogoawayfromThreeChimneysandtheRailwayandeverything?"
  "No,no,darling,"saidMother,hurriedly。
  "TheHospitaliscalledThreeChimneysHospital,"saidtheoldgentleman,"andmyunluckyJim’stheonlypatient,andIhopehe’llcontinuetobeso。YourMotherwillbeMatron,andthere’llbeahospitalstaffofahousemaidandacook——tillJim’swell。"
  "AndthenwillMothergoonwritingagain?"askedPeter。
  "Weshallsee,"saidtheoldgentleman,withaslight,swiftglanceatBobbie;"perhapssomethingnicemayhappenandshewon’thaveto。"
  "Ilovemywriting,"saidMother,veryquickly。
  "Iknow,"saidtheoldgentleman;"don’tbeafraidthatI’mgoingtotrytointerfere。Butoneneverknows。Verywonderfulandbeautifulthingsdohappen,don’tthey?Andwelivemostofourlivesinthehopeofthem。Imaycomeagaintoseetheboy?"
  "Surely,"saidMother,"andIdon’tknowhowtothankyouformakingitpossibleformetonursehim。Dearboy!"
  "HekeptcallingMother,Mother,inthenight,"saidPhyllis。"I
  wokeuptwiceandheardhim。"
  "Hedidn’tmeanme,"saidMother,inalowvoicetotheoldgentleman;"that’swhyIwantedsomuchtokeephim。"
  Theoldgentlemanrose。
  "I’msoglad,"saidPeter,"thatyou’regoingtokeephim,Mother。"
  "TakecareofyourMother,mydears,"saidtheoldgentleman。
  "She’sawomaninamillion。"
  "Yes,isn’tshe?"whisperedBobbie。
  "Godblessher,"saidtheoldgentleman,takingbothMother’shands,"Godblessher!Ay,andsheshallbeblessed。Dearme,where’smyhat?WillBobbiecomewithmetothegate?"
  Atthegatehestoppedandsaid:——
  "You’reagoodchild,mydear——Igotyourletter。Butitwasn’tneeded。WhenIreadaboutyourFather’scaseinthepapersatthetime,Ihadmydoubts。AndeversinceI’veknownwhoyouwere,I’vebeentryingtofindoutthings。Ihaven’tdoneverymuchyet。ButIhavehopes,mydear——Ihavehopes。"
  "Oh!"saidBobbie,chokingalittle。
  "Yes——Imaysaygreathopes。Butkeepyoursecretalittlelonger。
  Wouldn’tdotoupsetyourMotherwithafalsehope,wouldit?"
  "Oh,butitisn’tfalse!"saidBobbie;"IKNOWyoucandoit。I
  knewyoucouldwhenIwrote。Itisn’tafalsehope,isit?"
  "No,"hesaid,"Idon’tthinkit’safalsehope,orIwouldn’thavetoldyou。AndIthinkyoudeservetobetoldthatthereISahope。"
  "Andyoudon’tthinkFatherdidit,doyou?Oh,sayyoudon’tthinkhedid。"
  "Mydear,"hesaid,"I’mperfectlyCERTAINhedidn’t。"
  Ifitwasafalsehope,itwasnonethelessaveryradiantonethatlaywarmatBobbie’sheart,andthroughthedaysthatfollowedlightedherlittlefaceasaJapaneselanternislightedbythecandlewithin。
  ChapterXIV。TheEnd。
  LifeattheThreeChimneyswasneverquitethesameagainaftertheoldgentlemancametoseehisgrandson。Althoughtheynowknewhisname,thechildrenneverspokeofhimbyit——atanyrate,whentheywerebythemselves。Tothemhewasalwaystheoldgentleman,andI
  thinkhehadbetterbetheoldgentlemantous,too。Itwouldn’tmakehimseemanymorerealtoyou,wouldit,ifIweretotellyouthathisnamewasSnooksorJenkins(whichitwasn’t)?——and,afterall,Imustbeallowedtokeeponesecret。It’stheonlyone;I
  havetoldyoueverythingelse,exceptwhatIamgoingtotellyouinthischapter,whichisthelast。Atleast,ofcourse,Ihaven’ttoldyouEVERYTHING。IfIweretodothat,thebookwouldnevercometoanend,andthatwouldbeapity,wouldn’tit?
  Well,asIwassaying,lifeatThreeChimneyswasneverquitethesameagain。Thecookandthehousemaidwereverynice(Idon’tmindtellingyoutheirnames——theywereClaraandEthelwyn),buttheytoldMothertheydidnotseemtowantMrs。Viney,andthatshewasanoldmuddler。SoMrs。Vineycameonlytwodaysaweektodowashingandironing。ThenClaraandEthelwynsaidtheycoulddotheworkallrightiftheyweren’tinterferedwith,andthatmeantthatthechildrennolongergottheteaandcleareditawayandwashedupthetea—thingsanddustedtherooms。
  Thiswouldhaveleftquiteablankintheirlives,althoughtheyhadoftenpretendedtothemselvesandtoeachotherthattheyhatedhousework。ButnowthatMotherhadnowritingandnohouseworktodo,shehadtimeforlessons。Andlessonsthechildrenhadtodo。
  Howevernicethepersonwhoisteachingyoumaybe,lessonsarelessonsalltheworldover,andattheirbestareworsefunthanpeelingpotatoesorlightingafire。
  Ontheotherhand,ifMothernowhadtimeforlessons,shealsohadtimeforplay,andtomakeuplittlerhymesforthechildrenassheusedtodo。ShehadnothadmuchtimeforrhymessinceshecametoThreeChimneys。
  Therewasoneveryoddthingabouttheselessons。Whateverthechildrenweredoing,theyalwayswantedtobedoingsomethingelse。
  WhenPeterwasdoinghisLatin,hethoughtitwouldbenicetobelearningHistorylikeBobbie。BobbiewouldhavepreferredArithmetic,whichwaswhatPhyllishappenedtobedoing,andPhyllisofcoursethoughtLatinmuchthemostinterestingkindoflesson。
  Andsoon。
  So,oneday,whentheysatdowntolessons,eachofthemfoundalittlerhymeatitsplace。IputtherhymesintoshowyouthattheirMotherreallydidunderstandalittlehowchildrenfeelaboutthings,andalsothekindofwordstheyuse,whichisthecasewithveryfewgrown—uppeople。Isupposemostgrown—upshaveverybadmemories,andhaveforgottenhowtheyfeltwhentheywerelittle。
  Ofcourse,theversesaresupposedtobespokenbythechildren。
  PETER
  IoncethoughtCaesareasypap——
  HowverysoftImusthavebeen!
  WhentheystartCaesarwithachapHelittleknowwhatthatwillmean。
  Oh,verbsaresillystupidthings。
  I’dratherlearnthedatesofkings!
  BOBBIE
  TheworstofallmylessonthingsIslearningwhosucceededwhoInalltherowsofqueensandkings,Withdatestoeverythingtheydo:
  Withdatesenoughtomakeyousick;——
  IwishitwasArithmetic!
  PHYLLIS
  SuchpoundsandpoundsofapplesfillMyslate——whatisthepriceyou’dspend?
  YouscratchthefiguresoutuntilYoucryuponthedividend。
  I’dbreaktheslateandscreamforjoyIfIdidLatinlikeaboy!
  Thiskindofthing,ofcourse,madelessonsmuchjollier。Itissomethingtoknowthatthepersonwhoisteachingyouseesthatitisnotallplainsailingforyou,anddoesnotthinkthatitisjustyourstupidnessthatmakesyounotknowyourlessonstillyou’velearnedthem!
  ThenasJim’sleggotbetteritwasverypleasanttogoupandsitwithhimandheartalesabouthisschoollifeandtheotherboys。
  Therewasoneboy,namedParr,ofwhomJimseemedtohaveformedthelowestpossibleopinion,andanotherboynamedWigsbyMinor,forwhoseviewsJimhadagreatrespect。AlsotherewerethreebrothersnamedPaley,andtheyoungestwascalledPaleyTerts,andwasmuchgiventofighting。
  Peterdrankinallthiswithdeepjoy,andMotherseemedtohavelistenedwithsomeinterest,foronedayshegaveJimasheetofpaperonwhichshehadwrittenarhymeaboutParr,bringinginPaleyandWigsbybynameinamostwonderfulway,aswellasallthereasonsJimhadfornotlikingParr,andWigsby’swiseopiniononthematter。Jimwasimmenselypleased。Hehadneverhadarhymewrittenexpresslyforhimbefore。HereadittillheknewitbyheartandthenhesentittoWigsby,wholikeditalmostasmuchasJimdid。Perhapsyoumaylikeit,too。
  THENEWBOY
  HisnameisParr:hesaysthatheIsgivenbreadandmilkfortea。
  Hesayshisfatherkilledabear。
  Hesayshismothercutshishair。
  Hewearsgolosheswhenit’swet。
  I’veheardhispeoplecallhim"Pet"!
  Hehasnopropersenseofshame;
  HetoldthechapshisChristianname。
  Hecannotwicket—keepatall,He’sfrightenedofacricketball。
  Hereadsindoorsforhoursandhours。
  Heknowsthenamesofbeastlyflowers。
  HesayshisFrenchjustlikeMossoo——
  Abeastlystuck—upthingtodo——
  Hewon’tkeep_cave_,shirkshisturnAndsayshecametoschooltolearn!
  Hewon’tplayfootball,saysithurts;
  Hewouldn’tfightwithPaleyTerts;
  Hecouldn’twhistleifhetried,Andwhenwelaughedathimhecried!
  NowWigsbyMinorsaysthatParrIsonlylikeallnewboysare。
  Iknowwhen_I_firstcametoschoolIwasn’tsuchajollyfool!
  JimcouldneverunderstandhowMothercouldhavebeencleverenoughtodoit。Totheothersitseemednice,butnatural。Youseetheyhadalwaysbeenusedtohavingamotherwhocouldwriteversesjustlikethewaypeopletalk,eventotheshockingexpressionattheendoftherhyme,whichwasJim’sveryown。
  JimtaughtPetertoplaychessanddraughtsanddominoes,andaltogetheritwasanicequiettime。
  OnlyJim’sleggotbetterandbetter,andageneralfeelingbegantospringupamongBobbie,Peter,andPhyllisthatsomethingoughttobedonetoamusehim;notjustgames,butsomethingreallyhandsome。
  Butitwasextraordinarilydifficulttothinkofanything。
  "It’snogood,"saidPeter,whenallofthemhadthoughtandthoughttilltheirheadsfeltquiteheavyandswollen;"ifwecan’tthinkofanythingtoamusehim,wejustcan’t,andthere’sanendofit。
  Perhapssomethingwilljusthappenofitsownaccordthathe’lllike。"
  "ThingsDOhappenbythemselvessometimes,withoutyourmakingthem,"saidPhyllis,ratherasthough,usually,everythingthathappenedintheworldwasherdoing。
  "Iwishsomethingwouldhappen,"saidBobbie,dreamily,"somethingwonderful。"
  Andsomethingwonderfuldidhappenexactlyfourdaysaftershehadsaidthis。IwishIcouldsayitwasthreedaysafter,becauseinfairytalesitisalwaysthreedaysafterthatthingshappen。Butthisisnotafairystory,andbesides,itreallywasfourandnotthree,andIamnothingifnotstrictlytruthful。
  TheyseemedtobehardlyRailwaychildrenatallinthosedays,andasthedayswentoneachhadanuneasyfeelingaboutthiswhichPhyllisexpressedoneday。
  "IwonderiftheRailwaymissesus,"shesaid,plaintively。"Wenevergotoseeitnow。"
  "Itseemsungrateful,"saidBobbie;"weloveditsowhenwehadn’tanyoneelsetoplaywith。"
  "PerksisalwayscominguptoaskafterJim,"saidPeter,"andthesignalman’slittleboyisbetter。Hetoldmeso。"
  "Ididn’tmeanthepeople,"explainedPhyllis;"ImeantthedearRailwayitself。"
  "ThethingIdon’tlike,"saidBobbie,onthisfourthday,whichwasaTuesday,"isourhavingstoppedwavingtothe9。15andsendingourlovetoFatherbyit。"
  "Let’sbeginagain,"saidPhyllis。Andtheydid。
  SomehowthechangeofeverythingthatwasmadebyhavingservantsinthehouseandMothernotdoinganywriting,madethetimeseemextremelylongsincethatstrangemorningatthebeginningofthings,whentheyhadgotupsoearlyandburntthebottomoutofthekettleandhadapplepieforbreakfastandfirstseentheRailway。
  ItwasSeptembernow,andtheturfontheslopetotheRailwaywasdryandcrisp。Littlelonggrassspikesstooduplikebitsofgoldwire,frailblueharebellstrembledontheirtough,slenderstalks,Gipsyrosesopenedwideandflattheirlilac—coloureddiscs,andthegoldenstarsofSt。John’sWortshoneattheedgesofthepoolthatlayhalfwaytotheRailway。Bobbiegatheredageneroushandfuloftheflowersandthoughthowprettytheywouldlooklyingonthegreen—and—pinkblanketofsilk—wastethatnowcoveredJim’spoorbrokenleg。
  "Hurryup,"saidPeter,"orweshallmissthe9。15!"
  "Ican’thurrymorethanIamdoing,"saidPhyllis。"Oh,botherit!
  MybootlacehascomeundoneAGAIN!"
  "Whenyou’remarried,"saidPeter,"yourbootlacewillcomeundonegoingupthechurchaisle,andyourmanthatyou’regoingtogetmarriedtowilltumbleoveritandsmashhisnoseinontheornamentedpavement;andthenyou’llsayyouwon’tmarryhim,andyou’llhavetobeanoldmaid。"
  "Ishan’t,"saidPhyllis。"I’dmuchrathermarryamanwithhisnosesmashedinthannotmarryanybody。"
  "Itwouldbehorridtomarryamanwithasmashednose,allthesame,"wentonBobbie。"Hewouldn’tbeabletosmelltheflowersatthewedding。Wouldn’tthatbeawful!"
  "Bothertheflowersatthewedding!"criedPeter。"Look!thesignal’sdown。Wemustrun!"
  Theyran。Andoncemoretheywavedtheirhandkerchiefs,withoutatallmindingwhetherthehandkerchiefswerecleanornot,tothe9。15。
  "TakeourlovetoFather!"criedBobbie。Andtheothers,too,shouted:——
  "TakeourlovetoFather!"
  Theoldgentlemanwavedfromhisfirst—classcarriagewindow。Quiteviolentlyhewaved。Andtherewasnothingoddinthat,forhealwayshadwaved。Butwhatwasreallyremarkablewasthatfromeverywindowhandkerchiefsfluttered,newspaperssignalled,handswavedwildly。Thetrainsweptbywitharustleandroar,thelittlepebblesjumpedanddancedunderitasitpassed,andthechildrenwereleftlookingateachother。
  "Well!"saidPeter。
  "WELL!"saidBobbie。
  "_WELL!_"saidPhyllis。
  "Whateveronearthdoesthatmean?"askedPeter,buthedidnotexpectanyanswer。
  "_I_don’tknow,"saidBobbie。"Perhapstheoldgentlemantoldthepeopleathisstationtolookoutforusandwave。Heknewweshouldlikeit!"
  Now,curiouslyenough,thiswasjustwhathadhappened。Theoldgentleman,whowasverywellknownandrespectedathisparticularstation,hadgotthereearlythatmorning,andhehadwaitedatthedoorwheretheyoungmanstandsholdingtheinterestingmachinethatclipsthetickets,andhehadsaidsomethingtoeverysinglepassengerwhopassedthroughthatdoor。Andafternoddingtowhattheoldgentlemanhadsaid——andthenodsexpressedeveryshadeofsurprise,interest,doubt,cheerfulpleasure,andgrumpyagreement——
  eachpassengerhadgoneontotheplatformandreadonecertainpartofhisnewspaper。Andwhenthepassengersgotintothetrain,theyhadtoldtheotherpassengerswhowerealreadytherewhattheoldgentlemanhadsaid,andthentheotherpassengershadalsolookedattheirnewspapersandseemedveryastonishedand,mostly,pleased。
  Then,whenthetrainpassedthefencewherethethreechildrenwere,newspapersandhandsandhandkerchiefswerewavedmadly,tillallthatsideofthetrainwasflutterywithwhitelikethepicturesoftheKing’sCoronationinthebiographatMaskelyneandCook’s。Tothechildrenitalmostseemedasthoughthetrainitselfwasalive,andwasatlastrespondingtothelovethattheyhadgivenitsofreelyandsolong。
  "Itismostextraordinarilyrum!"saidPeter。
  "Moststronery!"echoedPhyllis。
  ButBobbiesaid,"Don’tyouthinktheoldgentleman’swavesseemedmoresignificatingthanusual?"
  "No,"saidtheothers。
  "Ido,"saidBobbie。"Ithoughthewastryingtoexplainsomethingtouswithhisnewspaper。"
  "Explainwhat?"askedPeter,notunnaturally。
  "_I_don’tknow,"Bobbieanswered,"butIdofeelmostawfullyfunny。Ifeeljustexactlyasifsomethingwasgoingtohappen。"
  "Whatisgoingtohappen,"saidPeter,"isthatPhyllis’sstockingisgoingtocomedown。"
  Thiswasbuttootrue。Thesuspenderhadgivenwayintheagitationofthewavestothe9。15。Bobbie’shandkerchiefservedasfirstaidtotheinjured,andtheyallwenthome。
  LessonsweremorethanusuallydifficulttoBobbiethatday。
  Indeed,shedisgracedherselfsodeeplyoveraquitesimplesumaboutthedivisionof48poundsofmeatand36poundsofbreadamong144hungrychildrenthatMotherlookedatheranxiously。
  "Don’tyoufeelquitewell,dear?"sheasked。
  "Idon’tknow,"wasBobbie’sunexpectedanswer。"Idon’tknowhowI
  feel。Itisn’tthatI’mlazy。Mother,willyouletmeofflessonsto—day?IfeelasifIwantedtobequitealonebymyself。"
  "Yes,ofcourseI’llletyouoff,"saidMother;"but——"
  Bobbiedroppedherslate。Itcrackedjustacrossthelittlegreenmarkthatissousefulfordrawingpatternsround,anditwasneverthesameslateagain。Withoutwaitingtopickitupshebolted。
  Mothercaughtherinthehallfeelingblindlyamongthewaterproofsandumbrellasforhergardenhat。
  "Whatisit,mysweetheart?"saidMother。"Youdon’tfeelill,doyou?"
  "IDON’Tknow,"Bobbieanswered,alittlebreathlessly,"butIwanttobebymyselfandseeifmyheadreallyISallsillyandmyinsideallsquirmy—twisty。"
  "Hadn’tyoubetterliedown?"Mothersaid,strokingherhairbackfromherforehead。
  "I’dbemorealiveinthegarden,Ithink,"saidBobbie。
  Butshecouldnotstayinthegarden。Thehollyhocksandtheastersandthelaterosesallseemedtobewaitingforsomethingtohappen。
  Itwasoneofthosestill,shinyautumndays,wheneverythingdoesseemtobewaiting。
  Bobbiecouldnotwait。
  "I’llgodowntothestation,"shesaid,"andtalktoPerksandaskaboutthesignalman’slittleboy。"
  Soshewentdown。OnthewayshepassedtheoldladyfromthePost—
  office,whogaveherakissandahug,but,rathertoBobbie’ssurprise,nowordsexcept:——
  "Godblessyou,love——"and,afterapause,"runalong——do。"
  Thedraper’sboy,whohadsometimesbeenalittlelessthancivilandalittlemorethancontemptuous,nowtouchedhiscap,andutteredtheremarkablewords:——
  "’Morning,Miss,I’msure——"
  Theblacksmith,comingalongwithanopennewspaperinhishand,wasevenmorestrangeinhismanner。Hegrinnedbroadly,though,asarule,hewasamannotgiventosmiles,andwavedthenewspaperlongbeforehecameuptoher。Andashepassedher,hesaid,inanswertoher"Goodmorning":——
  "Goodmorningtoyou,Missie,andmanyofthem!Iwishyoujoy,thatIdo!"
  "Oh!"saidBobbietoherself,andherheartquickeneditsbeats,"somethingISgoingtohappen!Iknowitis——everyoneissoodd,likepeopleareindreams。"
  TheStationMasterwrungherhandwarmly。Infactheworkeditupanddownlikeapump—handle。Buthegavehernoreasonforthisunusuallyenthusiasticgreeting。Heonlysaid:——
  "The11。54’sabitlate,Miss——theextraluggagethisholidaytime,"
  andwentawayveryquicklyintothatinnerTempleofhisintowhichevenBobbiedarednotfollowhim。
  Perkswasnottobeseen,andBobbiesharedthesolitudeoftheplatformwiththeStationCat。Thistortoiseshelllady,usuallyofaretiringdisposition,cameto—daytorubherselfagainstthebrownstockingsofBobbiewitharchedback,wavingtail,andreverberatingpurrs。
  "Dearme!"saidBobbie,stoopingtostrokeher,"howverykindeverybodyisto—day——evenyou,Pussy!"
  Perksdidnotappearuntilthe11。54wassignalled,andthenhe,likeeverybodyelsethatmorning,hadanewspaperinhishand。
  "Hullo!"hesaid,"’ereyouare。Well,ifTHISisthetrain,it’llbesmartwork!Well,Godblessyou,mydear!Iseeitinthepaper,andIdon’tthinkIwaseversogladofanythinginallmyborndays!"HelookedatBobbieamoment,thensaid,"OneImusthave,Miss,andnooffence,Iknow,onadaylikethis’ere!"andwiththathekissedher,firstononecheekandthenontheother。
  "Youain’toffended,areyou?"heaskedanxiously。"Iain’ttooktoogreataliberty?Onadaylikethis,youknow——"
  "No,no,"saidBobbie,"ofcourseit’snotaliberty,dearMr。
  Perks;weloveyouquiteasmuchasifyouwereanuncleofours——
  but——onadaylikeWHAT?"
  "Likethis’ere!"saidPerks。"Don’tItellyouIseeitinthepaper?"
  "SawWHATinthepaper?"askedBobbie,butalreadythe11。54wassteamingintothestationandtheStationMasterwaslookingatalltheplaceswherePerkswasnotandoughttohavebeen。
  Bobbiewasleftstandingalone,theStationCatwatchingherfromunderthebenchwithfriendlygoldeneyes。
  Ofcourseyouknowalreadyexactlywhatwasgoingtohappen。Bobbiewasnotsoclever。Shehadthevague,confused,expectantfeelingthatcomestoone’sheartindreams。WhatherheartexpectedI
  can’ttell——perhapstheverythingthatyouandIknowwasgoingtohappen——buthermindexpectednothing;itwasalmostblank,andfeltnothingbuttirednessandstupidnessandanemptyfeeling,likeyourbodyhaswhenyouhavebeenalongwalkanditisveryfarindeedpastyourproperdinner—time。
  Onlythreepeoplegotoutofthe11。54。Thefirstwasacountrymanwithtwobasketyboxesfulloflivechickenswhostucktheirrussetheadsoutanxiouslythroughthewickerbars;thesecondwasMissPeckitt,thegrocer’swife’scousin,withatinboxandthreebrown—
  paperparcels;andthethird——
  "Oh!myDaddy,myDaddy!"Thatscreamwentlikeaknifeintotheheartofeveryoneinthetrain,andpeopleputtheirheadsoutofthewindowstoseeatallpalemanwithlipssetinathincloseline,andalittlegirlclingingtohimwitharmsandlegs,whilehisarmswenttightlyroundher。
  ******
  "Iknewsomethingwonderfulwasgoingtohappen,"saidBobbie,astheywentuptheroad,"butIdidn’tthinkitwasgoingtobethis。
  Oh,myDaddy,myDaddy!"
  "Thendidn’tMothergetmyletter?"Fatherasked。
  "Thereweren’tanylettersthismorning。Oh!Daddy!itISreallyyou,isn’tit?"
  Theclaspofahandshehadnotforgottenassuredherthatitwas。
  "Youmustgoinbyyourself,Bobbie,andtellMotherquitequietlythatit’sallright。They’vecaughtthemanwhodidit。Everyoneknowsnowthatitwasn’tyourDaddy。"
  "_I_alwaysknewitwasn’t,"saidBobbie。"MeandMotherandouroldgentleman。"
  "Yes,"hesaid,"it’sallhisdoing。Motherwroteandtoldmeyouhadfoundout。Andshetoldmewhatyou’dbeentoher。Myownlittlegirl!"Theystoppedaminutethen。
  AndnowIseethemcrossingthefield。Bobbiegoesintothehouse,tryingtokeephereyesfromspeakingbeforeherlipshavefoundtherightwordsto"tellMotherquitequietly"thatthesorrowandthestruggleandthepartingareoveranddone,andthatFatherhascomehome。
  IseeFatherwalkinginthegarden,waiting——waiting。Heislookingattheflowers,andeachflowerisamiracletoeyesthatallthesemonthsofSpringandSummerhaveseenonlyflagstonesandgravelandalittlegrudginggrass。Buthiseyeskeepturningtowardsthehouse。Andpresentlyheleavesthegardenandgoestostandoutsidethenearestdoor。Itisthebackdoor,andacrosstheyardtheswallowsarecircling。Theyaregettingreadytoflyawayfromcoldwindsandkeenfrosttothelandwhereitisalwayssummer。Theyarethesameswallowsthatthechildrenbuiltthelittleclaynestsfor。
  Nowthehousedooropens。Bobbie’svoicecalls:——
  "Comein,Daddy;comein!"
  Hegoesinandthedoorisshut。Ithinkwewillnotopenthedoororfollowhim。Ithinkthatjustnowwearenotwantedthere。I
  thinkitwillbebestforustogoquicklyandquietlyaway。Attheendofthefield,amongthethingoldspikesofgrassandtheharebellsandGipsyrosesandSt。John’sWort,wemayjusttakeonelastlook,overourshoulders,atthewhitehousewhereneitherwenoranyoneelseiswantednow。