PARTTHETHIRD——SUMMER
  CHAPTERI:DRIVINGOUTOFBUDMOUTH
  Aneasybendofneckandgracefulsetofhead;fullandwavybundlesofdark—brownhair;lightfalloflittlefeet;prettydevicesontheskirtofthedress;cleardeepeyes;inshort,abunchofsweets:
  itwasFancy!Dick’sheartwentroundtoherwitharush。
  ThescenewasthecornerofMaryStreetinBudmouth—Regis,neartheKing’sstatue,atwhichpointthewhiteangleofthelasthouseintherowcutperpendicularlyanembayedandnearlymotionlessexpanseofsaltwaterprojectedfromtheouterocean——to—daylitinbrighttonesofgreenandopal。DickandSmarthadjustemergedfromthestreet,andthereontheright,againstthebrilliantsheetofliquidcolour,stoodFancyDay;andsheturnedandrecognizedhim。
  DicksuspendedhisthoughtsoftheletterandwonderathowshecametherebydrivingclosetothechainsoftheEsplanade——incontinentlydisplacingtwochairmen,whohadjustcometolifeforthesummerinnewcleanshirtsandrevivifiedclothes,andbeingalmostdisplacedinturnbyarigidboyrattlingalongwithabaker’scart,andlookingneithertotherightnortheleft。HeaskedifsheweregoingtoMellstockthatnight。
  "Yes,I’mwaitingforthecarrier,"shereplied,seeming,too,tosuspendthoughtsoftheletter。
  "NowIcandriveyouhomenicely,andyousavehalfanhour。Willyecomewithme?"
  AsFancy’spowertowillanythingseemedtohavedepartedinsomemysteriousmanneratthatmoment,Dicksettledthematterbygettingoutandassistingherintothevehiclewithoutanotherword。
  Thetemporaryflushuponhercheekchangedtoalesserhue,whichwaspermanent,andatlengththeireyesmet;therewaspresentbetweenthemacertainfeelingofembarrassment,whicharisesatsuchmomentswhenalltheinstinctiveactsdictatedbythepositionhavebeenperformed。Dick,beingengagedwiththereins,thoughtlessofthisawkwardnessthandidFancy,whohadnothingtodobuttofeelhispresence,andtobemoreandmoreconsciousofthefact,thatbyacceptingaseatbesidehiminthiswayshesuccumbedtothetoneofhisnote。Smartjoggedalong,andDickjogged,andthehelplessFancynecessarilyjogged,too;andshefeltthatshewasinameasurecaptureIandmadeaprisoner。
  "Iamsomuchobligedtoyouforyourcompany,MissDay,"heobserved,astheydrovepastthetwosemicircularbaysoftheOldRoyalHotel,whereHisMajestyKingGeorgetheThirdhadmanyatimeattendedtheballsoftheburgesses。
  ToMissDay,creditinghimwiththesameconsciousnessofmastery——aconsciousnessofwhichhewasperfectlyinnocent——thisremarksoundedlikeamagnanimousintentiontosootheher,thecaptive。
  "Ididn’tcomeforthepleasureofobligingyouwithmycompany,"
  shesaid。
  TheanswerhadanunexpectedmannerofincivilityinitthatmusthavebeenrathersurprisingtoyoungDewy。Atthesametimeitmaybeobserved,thatwhenayoungwomanreturnsarudeanswertoayoungman’scivilremark,herheartisinastatewhicharguesratherhopefullyforhiscasethanotherwise。
  Therewassilencebetweenthemtilltheyhadleftthesea—frontandpassedabouttwentyofthetreesthatornamentedtheroadleadingupoutofthetowntowardsCasterbridgeandMellstock。
  "ThoughIdidn’tcomeforthatpurposeeither,Iwouldhavedoneit,"saidDickatthetwenty—firsttree。
  "Now,Mr。Dewy,noflirtation,becauseit’swrong,andIdon’twishit。"
  Dickseatedhimselfafreshjustashehadbeensittingbefore,arrangedhislooksveryemphatically,andclearedhisthroat。
  "Really,anybodywouldthinkyouhadmetmeonbusinessandwerejustgoingtocommence,"saidtheladyintractably。
  "Yes,theywould。"
  "Why,youneverhave,tobesure!"
  Thiswasashakybeginning。Hechoppedround,andsaidcheerily,asamanwhohadresolvednevertospoilhisjollitybylovingoneofwomankind——"Well,howareyougettingon,MissDay,atthepresenttime?Gaily,Idon’tdoubtforamoment。"
  "Iamnotgay,Dick;youknowthat。"
  "Gailydoesn’tmeandeckedingaydresses。"
  "Ididn’tsupposegailywasgailydressed。Mightyme,whatascholaryou’vegrown!"
  "Lotsofthingshavehappenedtoyouthisspring,Isee。"
  "Whathaveyouseen?"
  "O,nothing;I’veheard,Imean!"
  "Whathaveyouheard?"
  "Thenameofaprettyman,withbrassstudsandacopperringandatinwatch—chain,alittlemixedupwithyourown。That’sall。"
  "That’saveryunkindpictureofMr。Shiner,forthat’swhoyoumean!Thestudsaregold,asyouknow,andit’sarealsilverchain;theringIcan’tconscientiouslydefend,andheonlyworeitonce。"
  "Hemighthavewornitahundredtimeswithoutshowingithalfsomuch。"
  "Well,he’snothingtome,"sheserenelyobserved。
  "NotanymorethanIam?"
  "Now,Mr。Dewy,"saidFancyseverely,"certainlyheisn’tanymoretomethanyouare!"
  "Notsomuch?"
  Shelookedasidetoconsidertheprecisecompassofthatquestion。
  "ThatIcan’texactlyanswer,"sherepliedwithsoftarchness。
  Astheyweregoingratherslowly,anotherspring—cart,containingafarmer,farmer’swife,andfarmer’sman,joggedpastthem;andthefarmer’swifeandfarmer’smaneyedthecoupleverycuriously。Thefarmerneverlookedupfromthehorse’stail。
  "Whycan’tyouexactlyanswer?"saidDick,quickeningSmartalittle,andjoggingonjustbehindthefarmerandfarmer’swifeandman。
  Asnoanswercame,andastheireyeshadnothingelsetodo,theybothcontemplatedthepicturepresentedinfront,andnoticedhowthefarmer’swifesatflattenedbetweenthetwomen,whobulgedovereachendoftheseattogiveherroom,tilltheyalmostsatupontheirrespectivewheels;andtheylookedtooatthefarmer’swife’ssilkmantle,inflatingitselfbetweenhershoulderslikeaballoonandsinkingflatagain,ateachjogofthehorse。Thefarmer’swife,feelingtheireyesstickingintoherback,lookedoverhershoulder。Dickdroppedtenyardsfurtherbehind。
  "Fancy,whycan’tyouanswer?"herepeated。
  "BecausehowmuchyouaretomedependsuponhowmuchIamtoyou,"
  saidsheinlowtones。
  "Everything,"saidDick,puttinghishandtowardshers,andcastingemphaticeyesupontheuppercurveofhercheek。
  "Now,RichardDewy,notouchingme!Ididn’tsayinwhatwayyourthinkingofmeaffectedthequestion——perhapsinversely,don’tyousee?Notouching,sir!Look;goodnessme,don’t,Dick!"
  ThecauseofhersuddenstartwastheunpleasantappearanceoverDick’srightshoulderofanemptytimber—wagonandfourjourneymen—
  carpentersreclininginlazyposturesinsideit,theireyesdirectedupwardsatvariousobliqueanglesintothesurroundingworld,thechiefobjectoftheirexistencebeingapparentlytocriticizetotheverybackboneandmarroweveryanimateobjectthatcamewithinthecompassoftheirvision。ThisdifficultyofDick’swasovercomebytrottingontillthewagonandcarpenterswerebeginningtolookrathermistybyreasonofafilmofdustthataccompaniedtheirwagon—wheels,androsearoundtheirheadslikeafog。
  "Sayyouloveme,Fancy。"
  "No,Dick,certainlynot;’tisn’ttimetodothatyet。"
  "Why,Fancy?"
  "’MissDay’isbetteratpresent——don’tmindmysayingso;andI
  oughtnottohavecalledyouDick。"
  "Nonsense!whenyouknowthatIwoulddoanythingonearthforyourlove。Why,youmakeanyonethinkthatlovingisathingthatcanbedoneandundone,andputonandputoffatamerewhim。"
  "No,no,Idon’t,"shesaidgently;"buttherearethingswhichtellmeIoughtnottogivewaytomuchthinkingaboutyou,evenif——"
  "Butyouwantto,don’tyou?Yes,sayyoudo;itisbesttobetruthful。Whatevertheymaysayaboutawoman’srighttoconcealwhereherlovelies,andpretenditdoesn’texist,andthingslikethat,itisnotbest;Idoknowit,Fancy。Andanhonestwomaninthat,aswellasinallherdailyconcerns,shinesmostbrightly,andisthoughtmostofinthelong—run。"
  "Wellthen,perhaps,Dick,Idoloveyoualittle,"shewhisperedtenderly;"butIwishyouwouldn’tsayanymorenow。"
  "Iwon’tsayanymorenow,then,ifyoudon’tlikeit,dear。Butyoudolovemealittle,don’tyou?"
  "Nowyououghtnottowantmetokeepsayingthingstwice;Ican’tsayanymorenow,andyoumustbecontentwithwhatyouhave。"
  "ImayatanyratecallyouFancy?There’snoharminthat。"
  "Yes,youmay。"
  "Andyou’llnotcallmeMr。Dewyanymore?"
  "Verywell。"
  CHAPTERII:FURTHERALONGTHEROAD
  Dick’sspiritshavingriseninthecourseoftheseadmissionsofhissweetheart,henowtouchedSmartwiththewhip;andonSmart’sneck,notfarbehindhisears。Smart,whohadbeenlostinthoughtforsometime,neverdreamingthatDickcouldreachsofarwithawhipwhich,onthisparticularjourney,hadneverbeenextendedfurtherthanhisflank,tossedhishead,andscamperedalongwithexceedingbriskness,whichwasverypleasanttotheyoungcouplebehindhimtill,turningabendintheroad,theycameinstantlyuponthefarmer,farmer’sman,andfarmer’swifewiththeflappingmantle,alljoggingonjustthesameasever。
  "Botherthosepeople!Hereweareuponthemagain。"
  "Well,ofcourse。Theyhaveasmuchrighttotheroadaswe。"
  "Yes,butitisprovokingtobeoverlookedso。Ilikearoadalltomyself。Lookwhatalumberingaffairtheirsis!"Thewheelsofthefarmer’scart,justatthatmoment,joggedintoadepressionrunningacrosstheroad,givingthecartatwist,whereuponallthreenoddedtotheleft,andoncomingoutofitallthreenoddedtotheright,andwentonjerkingtheirbacksinandoutasusual。"We’llpassthemwhentheroadgetswider。"
  Whenanopportunityseemedtoofferitselfforcarryingthisintentionintoeffect,theyheardlightflyingwheelsbehind,andontheirquarteringtherewhizzedalongpastthemabrand—newgig,sobrightlypolishedthatthespokesofthewheelssentforthacontinualquiveringlightatonepointintheircircle,andallthepanelsglaredlikemirrorsinDickandFancy’seyes。Thedriver,andownerasitappeared,wasreallyahandsomeman;hiscompanionwasShiner。BothturnedroundastheypassedDickandFancy,andstaredwithboldadmirationinherfacetilltheywereobligedtoattendtotheoperationofpassingthefarmer。DickglancedforaninstantatFancywhileshewasundergoingtheirscrutiny;thenreturnedtohisdrivingwithratherasadcountenance。
  "Whyareyousosilent?"shesaid,afterawhile,withrealconcern。
  "Nothing。"
  "Yes,itis,Dick。Icouldn’thelpthosepeoplepassing。"
  "Iknowthat。"
  "Youlookoffendedwithme。WhathaveIdone?"
  "Ican’ttellwithoutoffendingyou。"
  "Betterout。"
  "Well,"saidDick,whoseemedlongingtotell,evenattheriskofoffendingher,"Iwasthinkinghowdifferentyouinlovearefrommeinlove。Whilstthosemenwerestaring,youdismissedmefromyourthoughtsaltogether,and——"
  "Youcan’toffendmefurthernow;tellall!"
  "Andshoweduponyourfaceapleasedsenseofbeingattractiveto’em。"
  "Don’tbesilly,Dick!YouknowverywellIdidn’t。"
  Dickshookhisheadsceptically,andsmiled。
  "Dick,IalwaysbelieveflatteryIFPOSSIBLE——anditwaspossiblethen。Nowthere’sanopenconfessionofweakness。ButIshowednoconsciousnessofit。"
  Dick,perceivingbyherlookthatshewouldadheretoherstatement,charitablyforboresayinganythingthatcouldmakeherprevaricate。
  ThesightofShiner,too,hadrecalledanotherbranchofthesubjecttohismind;thatwhichhadbeenhisgreatesttroubletillhercompanyandwordshadobscureditsprobability。
  "Bytheway,Fancy,doyouknowwhyourquireistobedismissed?"
  "No:exceptthatitisMr。Maybold’swishformetoplaytheorgan。"
  "Doyouknowhowitcametobehiswish?"
  "ThatIdon’t。"
  "Mr。Shiner,beingchurchwarden,haspersuadedthevicar;who,however,waswillingenoughbefore。Shiner,Iknow,iscrazytoseeyouplayingeverySunday;Isupposehe’llturnoveryourmusic,fortheorganwillbeclosetohispew。But——Iknowyouhaveneverencouragedhim?"
  "Neveronce!"saidFancyemphatically,andwitheyesfullofearnesttruth。"Idon’tlikehimindeed,andIneverheardofhisdoingthisbefore!IhavealwaysfeltthatIshouldliketoplayinachurch,butIneverwishedtoturnyouandyourchoirout;andI
  neverevensaidthatIcouldplaytillIwasasked。Youdon’tthinkforamomentthatIdid,surely,doyou?"
  "Iknowyoudidn’t,dear。"
  "OrthatIcaretheleastmorselofabitforhim?"
  "Iknowyoudon’t。"
  ThedistancebetweenBudmouthandMellstockwastenorelevenmiles,andtherebeingagoodinn,"TheShip,"fourmilesoutofBudmouth,withamastandcross—treesinfront,Dick’scustomindrivingthitherwastodividethejourneyintothreestagesbyrestingatthisinngoingandcoming,andnottroublingtheBudmouthstablesatall,wheneverhisvisittothetownwasamerecallanddeposit,asto—day。
  Fancywasusheredintoalittletea—room,andDickwenttothestablestoseetothefeedingofSmart。Infaceofthesignificanttwitchesoffeaturethatwerevisibleintheostlerandlabouringmenidlingaround,DickendeavouredtolookunconsciousofthefactthattherewasanysentimentbetweenhimandFancybeyondatranter’sdesiretocarryapassengerhome。HepresentlyenteredtheinnandopenedthedoorofFancy’sroom。
  "Dick,doyouknow,ithasstruckmethatitisratherawkward,mybeingherealonewithyoulikethis。Idon’tthinkyouhadbettercomeinwithme。"
  "That’sratherunpleasant,dear。"
  "Yes,itis,andIwantedyoutohavesometeaaswellasmyselftoo,becauseyoumustbetired。"
  "Well,letmehavesomewithyou,then。Iwasdeniedoncebefore,ifyourecollect,Fancy。"
  "Yes,yes,nevermind!Anditseemsunfriendlyofmenow,butI
  don’tknowwhattodo。"
  "Itshallbeasyousay,then。"Dickbegantoretreatwithadissatisfiedwrinklingofface,andafarewellglanceatthecosytea—tray。
  "Butyoudon’tseehowitis,Dick,whenyouspeaklikethat,"shesaid,withmoreearnestnessthanshehadevershownbefore。"Youdoknow,thatevenifIcareverymuchforyou,ImustrememberthatI
  haveadifficultpositiontomaintain。Thevicarwouldnotlikeme,ashisschoolmistress,toindulgeinatete—a—teteanywherewithanybody。"
  "ButIamnotANYbody!"exclaimedDick。
  "No,no,Imeanwithayoungman;"andsheaddedsoftly,"unlessI
  werereallyengagedtobemarriedtohim。"
  "Isthatall?Then,dearest,dearest,whywe’llbeengagedatonce,tobesurewewill,anddownIsit!Thereitis,aseasyasaglove!"
  "Ah!butsupposeIwon’t!And,goodnessme,whathaveIdone!"shefaltered,gettingveryred。"Positively,itseemsasifImeantyoutosaythat!"
  "Let’sdoit!Imeangetengaged,"saidDick。"Now,Fancy,willyoubemywife?"
  "Doyouknow,Dick,itwasratherunkindofyoutosaywhatyoudidcomingalongtheroad,"sheremarked,asifshehadnotheardthelatterpartofhisspeech;thoughanacuteobservermighthavenoticedaboutherbreast,astheword’wife’fellfromDick’slips,asoftsilentescapeofbreaths,withveryshortrestsbetweeneach。
  "WhatdidIsay?"
  "Aboutmytryingtolookattractivetothosemeninthegig。"
  "Youcouldn’thelplookingso,whetheryoutriedorno。And,Fancy,youdocareforme?"
  "Yes。"
  "Verymuch?"
  "Yes。"
  "Andyou’llbemyownwife?"
  Herheartquickened,addingtoandwithdrawingfromhercheekvaryingtonesofredtomatcheachvaryingthought。Dicklookedexpectantlyattheripetintofherdelicatemouth,waitingforwhatwascomingforth。
  "Yes——iffatherwillletme。"
  Dickdrewhimselfclosetoher,compressinghislipsandpoutingthemout,asifhewereabouttowhistlethesoftestmelodyknown。
  "Ono!"saidFancysolemnly。
  ThemodestDickdrewbackalittle。
  "Dick,Dick,kissmeandletmegoinstantly!——here’ssomebodycoming!"shewhisperinglyexclaimed。
  ***
  HalfanhourafterwardsDickemergedfromtheinn,andifFancy’slipshadbeenrealcherriesprobablyDick’swouldhaveappeareddeeplystained。Thelandlordwasstandingintheyard。
  "Heu—heu!hay—hay,MasterDewy!Ho—ho!"helaughed,lettingthelaughslipoutgentlyandbydegreesthatitmightmakelittlenoiseinitsexit,andsmitingDickunderthefifthribatthesametime。
  "Thiswillneverdo,uponmylife,MasterDewy!callingfortayforafeymelpassenger,andthengoinginandsittingdownandhavingsometoo,andbidingsuchafinelongtime!"
  "Butsurelyyouknow?"saidDick,withgreatapparentsurprise。
  "Yes,yes!Ha—ha!"smitingthelandlordundertheribsinreturn。
  "Why,what?Yes,yes;ha—ha!"
  "Youknow,ofcourse!"
  "Yes,ofcourse!But——thatis——Idon’t。"
  "Whyabout——betweenthatyoungladyandme?"noddingtothewindowoftheroomthatFancyoccupied。
  "No;notI!"saidtheinnkeeper,bringinghiseyesintocircles。
  "Andyoudon’t!"
  "Notaword,I’lltakemyoath!"
  "ButyoulaughedwhenIlaughed。"
  "Ay,thatwasmesympathy;sodidyouwhenIlaughed!"
  "Really,youdon’tknow?Goodness——notknowingthat!"
  "I’lltakemyoathIdon’t!"
  "Oyes,"saidDick,withfrigidrhetoricofpityingastonishment,"we’reengagedtobemarried,yousee,andInaturallylookafterher。"
  "Ofcourse,ofcourse!Ididn’tknowthat,andIhopeye’llexcuseanylittlefreedomofmine,Mr。Dewy。Butitisaveryoddthing;I
  wastalkingtoyourfatherveryintimateaboutfamilymattersonlylastFridayintheworld,andwhoshouldcomeinbutKeeperDay,andweallthenfella—talkingo’familymatters;butneitheroneo’
  themsaidamortalwordaboutit;knowenmetoosomanyyears,andI
  atyourfather’sownwedding。’Tisn’twhatIshouldhaveexpectedfromanoldneighbour!"
  "Well,tosaythetruth,wehadn’ttoldfatheroftheengagementatthattime;infact,’twasn’tsettled。"
  "Ah!thebusinesswasdoneSunday。Yes,yes,Sunday’sthecourtingday。Heu—heu!"
  "No,’twasn’tdoneSundayinparticular。"
  "Afterschool—hoursthisweek?Well,averygoodtime,averypropergoodtime。"
  "Ono,’twasn’tdonethen。"
  "Comingalongtheroadto—daythen,Isuppose?"
  "Notatall;Iwouldn’tthinkofgettingengagedinadog—cart。"
  "Dammy——mightaswellhavesaidatonce,theWHENbeblowed!
  Anyhow,’tisafineday,andIhopenexttimeyou’llcomeasone。"
  Fancywasdulybroughtoutandassistedintothevehicle,andthenewlyaffiancedyouthandmaidenpassedupthesteephilltotheRidgeway,andvanishedinthedirectionofMellstock。
  CHAPTERIII:ACONFESSION
  Itwasamorningofthelattersummer—time;amorningoflingeringdews,whenthegrassisneverdryintheshade。Fuchsiasanddahliaswereladentilleleveno’clockwithsmalldropsanddashesofwater,changingthecolouroftheirsparkleateverymovementoftheair;andelsewherehangingontwigslikesmallsilverfruit。
  Thethreadsofgardenspidersappearedthickandpolished。Inthedryandsunnyplaces,dozensoflong—leggedcrane—flieswhizzedoffthegrassateverystepthepassertook。
  FancyDayandherfriendSusanDewythetranter’sdaughter,wereinsuchaspotasthis,pullingdownaboughladenwithearlyapples。
  ThreemonthshadelapsedsinceDickandFancyhadjourneyedtogetherfromBudmouth,andthecourseoftheirlovehadrunonvigorouslyduringthewholetime。Therehadbeenjustenoughdifficultyattendingitsdevelopment,andjustenoughfinesserequiredinkeepingitprivate,tolendthepassionanever—increasingfreshnessonFancy’spart,whilst,whetherfromtheseaccessoriesornot,Dick’shearthadbeenatalltimesasfondascouldbedesired。ButtherewasacloudonFancy’shorizonnow。
  "Sheissowelloff——betterthananyofus,"SusanDewywassaying。
  "Herfatherfarmsfivehundredacres,andshemightmarryadoctororcurateoranythingofthatkindifshecontrivedalittle。"
  "Idon’tthinkDickoughttohavegonetothatgipsy—partyatallwhenheknewIcouldn’tgo,"repliedFancyuneasily。
  "Hedidn’tknowthatyouwouldnotbetheretillitwastoolatetorefusetheinvitation,"saidSusan。
  "Andwhatwasshelike?Tellme。"
  "Well,shewasratherpretty,Imustown。"
  "Tellstraightonabouther,can’tyou!Come,do,Susan。Howmanytimesdidyousayhedancedwithher?"
  "Once。"
  "Twice,Ithinkyousaid?"
  "IndeedI’msureIdidn’t。"
  "Well,andhewantedtoagain,Iexpect。"
  "No;Idon’tthinkhedid。Shewantedtodancewithhimagainbadenough,Iknow。EverybodydoeswithDick,becausehe’ssohandsomeandsuchaclevercourter。"
  "O,Iwish!——Howdidyousaysheworeherhair?"
  "Inlongcurls,——andherhairislight,anditcurlswithoutbeingputinpaper:that’showitisshe’ssoattractive。"
  "She’stryingtogethimaway!yes,yes,sheis!AndthroughkeepingthismiserableschoolImustn’twearmyhairincurls!ButIwill;Idon’tcareifIleavetheschoolandgohome,Iwillwearmycurls!Look,Susan,do!isherhairassoftandlongasthis?"
  Fancypulledfromitscoilunderherhatatwineofherownhair,andstretcheditdownhershouldertoshowitslength,lookingatSusantocatchheropinionfromhereyes。
  "Itisaboutthesamelengthasthat,Ithink,"saidMissDewy。
  Fancypausedhopelessly。"Iwishminewaslighter,likehers!"shecontinuedmournfully。"Buthersisn’tsosoft,isit?Tellme,now。"
  "Idon’tknow。"
  Fancyabstractedlyextendedhervisiontosurveyayellowbutterflyandared—and—blackbutterflythatwereflittingalongincompany,andthenbecameawarethatDickwasadvancingupthegarden。
  "Susan,here’sDickcoming;Isupposethat’sbecausewe’vebeentalkingabouthim。"
  "Well,then,Ishallgoindoorsnow——youwon’twantme;"andSusanturnedpracticallyandwalkedoff。
  Enterthesingle—mindedDick,whoseonlyfaultatthegipsying,orpicnic,hadbeenthatoflovingFancytooexclusively,anddeprivinghimselfoftheinnocentpleasurethegatheringmighthaveaffordedhim,bysighingregretfullyatherabsence,——whohaddancedwiththerivalinsheerdespairofeverbeingabletogetthroughthatstale,flat,andunprofitableafternooninanyotherway;butthisshewouldnotbelieve。
  Fancyhadsettledherplanofemotion。ToreproachDick?Ono,no。
  "Iamingreattrouble,"saidshe,takingwhatwasintendedtobeahopelesslymelancholysurveyofafewsmallappleslyingunderthetree;yetacriticalearmighthavenoticedinhervoiceatentativetoneastotheeffectofthewordsuponDickwhensheutteredthem。
  "Whatareyouintroubleabout?Tellmeofit,"saidDickearnestly。"Darling,Iwillshareitwith’eeandhelp’ee。"
  "No,no:youcan’t!Nobodycan!"
  "Whynot?Youdon’tdeserveit,whateveritis。Tellme,dear。"
  "O,itisn’twhatyouthink!Itisdreadful:myownsin!"
  "Sin,Fancy!asifyoucouldsin!Iknowitcan’tbe。"
  "’Tis,’tis!"saidtheyounglady,inaprettylittlefrenzyofsorrow。"Ihavedonewrong,andIdon’tliketotellit!Nobodywillforgiveme,nobody!andyouaboveallwillnot!……Ihaveallowedmyselfto——to——fl——"
  "What,——notflirt!"hesaid,controllinghisemotionasitwerebyasuddenpressureinwardfromhissurface。"Andyousaidonlythedaybeforeyesterdaythatyouhadn’tflirtedinyourlife!"
  "Yes,Idid;andthatwasawickedstory!Ihaveletanotherloveme,and——"
  "GoodG——!Well,I’llforgiveyou,——yes,ifyoucouldn’thelpit,——
  yes,Iwill!"saidthenowdismalDick。"Didyouencouragehim?"
  "O,——Idon’tknow,——yes——no。O,Ithinkso!"
  "Whowasit?"Apause。"Tellme!"
  "Mr。Shiner。"
  Afterasilencethatwasonlydisturbedbythefallofanapple,along—checkedsighfromDick,andasobfromFancy,hesaidwithrealausterity—
  "Tellitall;——everyword!"
  "Helookedatme,andIlookedathim,andhesaid,"Willyouletmeshowyouhowtocatchbullfinchesdownherebythestream?"AndI——
  wantedtoknowverymuch——Ididsolongtohaveabullfinch!I
  couldn’thelpthatandIsaid,"Yes!"andthenhesaid,"Comehere。"
  AndIwentwithhimdowntothelovelyriver,andthenhesaidtome,"LookandseehowIdoit,andthenyou’llknow:Iputthisbirdlimeroundthistwig,andthenIgohere,"hesaid,"andhideawayunderahush;andpresentlycleverMisterBirdcomesandperchesuponthetwig,andflapshiswings,andyou’vegothimbeforeyoucansayJack"——something;O,O,O,Iforgetwhat!"
  "JackSprat,"mournfullysuggestedDickthroughthecloudofhismisery。
  "No,notJackSprat,"shesobbed。
  "Then’twasJackRobinson!"hesaid,withtheemphasisofamanwhohadresolvedtodiscovereveryiotaofthetruth,ordie。
  "Yes,thatwasit!AndthenIputmyhandupontherailofthebridgetogetacross,and——That’sall。"
  "Well,thatisn’tmuch,either,"saidDickcritically,andmorecheerfully。"NotthatIseewhatbusinessShinerhastotakeuponhimselftoteachyouanything。Butitseems——itdoseemtheremusthavebeenmorethanthattosetyouupinsuchadreadfultaking?"
  HelookedintoFancy’seyes。Miseryofmiseries!——guiltwaswrittentherestill。
  "Now,Fancy,you’venottoldmeall!"saidDick,rathersternlyforaquietyoungman。
  "O,don’tspeaksocruelly!Iamafraidtotellnow!Ifyouhadn’tbeenharsh,Iwasgoingontotellall;nowIcan’t!"
  "Come,dearFancy,tell:come。I’llforgive;Imust,——byheavenandearth,Imust,whetherIwillorno;Iloveyouso!"
  "Well,whenIputmyhandonthebridge,hetouchedit——"
  "Ascamp!"saidDick,grindinganimaginaryhumanframetopowder。
  "Andthenhelookedatme,andatlasthesaid,’AreyouinlovewithDickDewy?’AndIsaid,’PerhapsIam!’andthenhesaid,’I
  wishyouweren’tthen,forIwanttomarryyou,withallmysoul。’"
  "There’savillainnow!Wanttomarryyou!"AndDickquiveredwiththebitternessofsatiricallaughter。Thensuddenlyrememberingthathemightbereckoningwithouthishost:"Unless,tohesure,youarewillingtohavehim,——perhapsyouare,"hesaid,withthewretchedindifferenceofacastaway。
  "No,indeedIamnot!"shesaid,hersobsjustbeginningtotakeafavourableturntowardscure。
  "Well,then,"saidDick,comingalittletohissenses,"you’vebeenstretchingitverymuchingivingsuchadreadfulbeginningtosuchamerenothing。AndIknowwhatyou’vedoneitfor,——justbecauseofthatgipsy—party!"Heturnedawayfromherandtookfivepacesdecisively,asifheweretiredofanungratefulcountry,includingherself"Youdidittomakemejealous,andIwon’tstandit!"Heflungthewordstoheroverhisshoulderandthenstalkedon,apparentlyveryanxioustowalktotheremotestoftheColoniesthatveryminute。
  "O,O,O,Dick——Dick!"shecried,trottingafterhimlikeapetlamb,andreallyseriouslyalarmedatlast,"you’llkillme!Myimpulsesarebad——miserablywicked,——andIcan’thelpit;forgiveme,Dick!AndIloveyoualways;andthosetimeswhenyoulooksillyanddon’tseemquitegoodenoughforme,——justthesame,Ido,Dick!Andthereissomethingmoreserious,thoughnotconcerningthatwalkwithhim。"
  "Well,whatisit?"saidDick,alteringhismindaboutwalkingtotheColoniesinfact,passingtotheotherextreme,andstandingsorootedtotheroadthathewasapparentlynotevengoinghome。
  "Whythis,"shesaid,dryingthebeginningofanewfloodoftearsshehadbeengoingtoshed,"thisistheseriouspart。FatherhastoldMr。Shinerthathewouldlikehimforason—in—law,ifhecouldgetme;——thathehashisrightheartyconsenttocomecourtingme!"
  CHAPTERIV:ANARRANGEMENT
  "ThatISserious,"saidDick,moreintellectuallythanhehadspokenforalongtime。
  ThetruthwasthatGeoffreyknewnothingabouthisdaughter’scontinuedwalksandmeetingswithDick。WhenahintthatthereweresymptomsofanattachmentbetweenthemhadfirstreachedGeoffrey’sears,hestatedsoemphaticallythathemustthinkthematteroverbeforeanysuchthingcouldbeallowedthat,ratherunwiselyonDick’spart,whateveritmighthavebeenonthelady’s,theloverswerecarefultobeseentogethernomoreinpublic;andGeoffrey,forgettingthereport,didnotthinkoverthematteratall。SoMr。
  ShinerresumedhisoldpositioninGeoffrey’sbrainbymerefluxoftime。EvenShinerbegantobelievethatDickexistedforFancynomore,——thoughthatremarkablyeasy—goingmanhadtakennoactivestepsonhisownaccountasyet。
  "AndfatherhasnotonlytoldMr。Shinerthat,"continuedFancy,"buthehaswrittenmealetter,tosayheshouldwishmetoencourageMr。Shiner,if’twasconvenient!"
  "Imuststartoffandseeyourfatheratonce!"saidDick,takingtwoorthreevehementstepstothesouth,recollectingthatMr。Daylivedtothenorth,andcomingbackagain。
  "Ithinkwehadbetterseehimtogether。Nottellhimwhatyoucomefor,oranythingofthekind,untilhelikesyou,andsowinhisbrainthroughhisheart,whichisalwaysthewaytomanagepeople。
  Imeaninthisway:IamgoinghomeonSaturdayweektohelptheminthehoney—taking。Youmightcometheretome,havesomethingtoeatanddrink,andlethimguesswhatyourcomingsignifies,withoutsayingitinsomanywords。"
  "We’lldoit,dearest。ButIshallaskhimforyou,flatandplain;
  notwaitforhisguessing。"Andtheloverthensteppedclosetoher,andattemptedtogiveheronelittlekissonthecheek,hislipsalightinghowever,onanoutlyingtractofherbackhairbyreasonofanimpulsethathadcausedhertoturnherheadwithajerk。"Yes,andI’llputonmysecond—bestsuitandacleanshirtandcollar,andblackmybootsasif’twasaSunday。’Twillhaveagoodappearance,yousee,andthat’sagreatdealtostartwith。"
  "Youwon’twearthatoldwaistcoat,willyou,Dick?"
  "Blessyou,no!WhyI——"
  "Ididn’tmeantobepersonal,dearDick,"shesaid,fearingshehadhurthisfeelings。"’Tisaverynicewaistcoat,butwhatImeantwas,thatthoughitisanexcellentwaistcoatforasettled—downman,itisnotquiteonefor"(shewaited,andablushexpandedoverherface,andthenshewentonagain)——"forgoingcourtingin。"
  "No,I’llwearmybestwinterone,withtheleatherlining,thatmothermade。Itisabeautiful,handsomewaistcoatinside,yes,aseveranybodysaw。Infact,onlytheotherday,Iunbuttonedittoshowachapthatverylining,andhesaiditwasthestrongest,handsomestliningyoucouldwishtoseeontheking’swaistcoathimself。"
  "_I_don’tquiteknowwhattowear,"shesaid,asifherhabitualindifferencealonetodresshadkeptbacksoimportantasubjecttillnow。