ElizabethEndorfieldhadareputeamongwomenwhichwasinitsnaturesomethingbetweendistinctionandnotoriety。Itwasfoundedonthefollowingitemsofcharacter。Shewasshrewdandpenetrating;herhousestoodinalonelyplace;sheneverwenttochurch;sheworearedcloak;shealwaysretainedherbonnetindoorsandshehadapointedchin。ThusfarherattributesweredistinctlySatanic;andthosewholookednofurthercalledher,inplaintermsawitch。Butshewasnotgaunt,noruglyintheupperpartofherface,norparticularlystrangeinmanner;sothat,whenhermoreintimateacquaintancesspokeofherthetermwassoftened,andshebecamesimplyaDeepBody,whowasaslong—headedasshewashigh。
  ItmaybestatedthatElizabeth,belongedtoaclassofsuspectswhoweregraduallylosingtheirmysteriouscharacteristicsundertheadministrationoftheyoungvicar;though,duringthelongreignofMr。Grinham,theparishofMellstockhadprovedextremelyfavourabletothegrowthofwitches。
  WhileFancywasrevolvingallthisinhermind,andputtingittoherselfwhetheritwasworthwhiletotellhertroublestoElizabeth,andaskheradviceingettingoutofthem,thewitchspoke。
  "Youbedown——properdown,"shesaidsuddenly,droppinganotherpotatointothebucket。
  Fancytooknonotice。
  "Aboutyouryoungman。"
  Fancyreddened。Elizabethseemedtobewatchingherthoughts。
  Really,onewouldalmostthinkshemusthavethepowerspeopleascribedtoher。
  "Fathernotinthehumourfor’t,hey?"Anotherpotatowasfinishedandflungin。"Ah,Iknowaboutit。Littlebirdstellmethingsthatpeopledon’tdreamofmyknowing。"
  FancywasdesperateaboutDick,andherewasachance——O,suchawickedchance——ofgettinghelp;andwhatwasgoodnessbesidelove!
  "Iwishyou’dtellmehowtoputhiminthehumourforit?"shesaid。
  "ThatIcouldsoondo,"saidthewitchquietly。
  "Really?O,do;anyhow——Idon’tcare——sothatitisdone!HowcouldIdoit,Mrs。Endorfield?"
  "Nothingsomightywonderfulinit。"
  "Well,buthow?"
  "Bywitchery,ofcourse!"saidElizabeth。
  "No!"saidFancy。
  "’Tis,Iassureye。Didn’tyoueverhearIwasawitch?"
  "Well,"hesitatedFancy,"Ihaveheardyoucalledso。"
  "Andyoubelievedit?"
  "Ican’tsaythatIdidexactlybelieveit,for’tisveryhorribleandwicked;but,O,howIdowishitwaspossibleforyoutobeone!"
  "SoIam。AndI’lltellyouhowtobewitchyourfathertoletyoumarryDickDewy。"
  "Willithurthim,poorthing?"
  "Hurtwho?"
  "Father。"
  "No;thecharmisworkedbycommonsense,andthespellcanonlybebrokebyyouractingstupidly。"
  Fancylookedratherperplexed,andElizabethwenton:
  "ThisfearofLizz——whatever’tis—
  Bygreatandsmall;
  Shemakespretencetocommonsense,Andthat’sall。
  "Youmustdoitlikethis。"Thewitchlaiddownherknifeandpotato,andthenpouredintoFancy’searalonganddetailedlistofdirections,glancingupfromthecornerofhereyeintoFancy’sfacewithanexpressionofsinisterhumour。Fancy’sfacebrightened,clouded,roseandsank,asthenarrativeproceeded。"There,"saidElizabethatlength,stoopingfortheknifeandanotherpotato,"dothat,andyou’llhavehimby—longandby—late,mydear。"
  "AnddoitIwill!"saidFancy。
  Shethenturnedherattentiontotheexternalworldoncemore。Theraincontinuedasusual,butthewindhadabatedconsiderablyduringthediscourse。Judgingthatitwasnowpossibletokeepanumbrellaerect,shepulledherhoodagainoverherbonnet,badethewitchgood—bye,andwentherway。
  CHAPTERIV:THESPELL
  Mrs。Endorfield’sadvicewasdulyfollowed。
  "Ibepropersorrythatyourdaughterisn’tsowellasshemightbe,"saidaMellstockmantoGeoffreyonemorning。
  "Butisthereanythinginit?"saidGeoffreyuneasily,asheshiftedhishattotheright。"Ican’tunderstandthereport。Shedidn’tcomplaintomeabitwhenIsawher。"
  "Noappetiteatall,theysay。"
  GeoffreycrossedtoMellstockandcalledattheschoolthatafternoon。Fancywelcomedhimasusual,andaskedhimtostayandtaketeawithher。
  "Ibe’n’tmuchfortea,thistimeo’day,"hesaid,butstayed。
  Duringthemealhewatchedhernarrowly。Andtohisgreatconsternationdiscoveredthefollowingunprecedentedchangeinthehealthygirl——thatshecutherselfonlyadiaphanoussliceofbread—
  and—butter,and,layingitonherplate,passedthemeal—timeinbreakingitintopieces,buteatingnomorethanaboutone—tenthoftheslice。GeoffreyhopedshewouldsaysomethingaboutDick,andfinishupbyweeping,asshehaddoneafterthedecisionagainsthimafewdayssubsequenttotheinterviewinthegarden。Butnothingwassaid,andinduetimeGeoffreydepartedagainforYalburyWood。
  "’TistobehopedpoorMissFancywillbeabletokeeponherschool,"saidGeoffrey’smanEnochtoGeoffreythefollowingweek,astheywereshovellingupant—hillsinthewood。
  Geoffreystuckintheshovel,sweptsevenoreightantsfromhissleeve,andkilledanotherthatwasprowlingroundhisear,thenlookedperpendicularlyintotheearthasusual,waitingforEnochtosaymore。"Well,whyshouldn’tshe?"saidthekeeperatlast。
  "Thebakertoldmeyesterday,"continuedEnoch,shakingoutanotheremmetthathadrunmerrilyuphisthigh,"thatthebreadhe’veleftatthatthereschool—housethislastmonthwouldstarveanymouseinthethreecreations;that’twouldso!AndafterwardsIhadapinto’smalldownatMorrs’s,andthereIheardmore。"
  "Whatmightthatha’been?"
  "Thatsheusedtohaveapoundo’thebestrolledbutteraweek,regularasclockwork,fromDairymanViney’sforherself,aswellasjustsomuchsaltedforthehelpinggirl,andthe’oomanshecallsin;butnowthesamequantityd’lastherthreeweeks,andthen’tisthoughtedshethrowsitawaysour。"
  "Finishdoingtheemmets,andcarrythebaghome—along。"Thekeeperresumedhisgun,tuckeditunderhisarm,andwentonwithoutwhistlingtothedogs,whohoweverfollowed,withabearingmeanttoimplythattheydidnotexpectanysuchattentionswhentheirmasterwasreflecting。
  OnSaturdaymorninganotecamefromFancy。Hewasnottotroubleaboutsendingherthecoupleofrabbits,aswasintended,becauseshefearedsheshouldnotwantthem。LaterinthedayGeoffreywenttoCasterbridgeandcalleduponthebutcherwhoservedFancywithfreshmeat,whichwasputdowntoherfather’saccount。
  "I’vecalledtopayupourlittlebill,NeighbourHaylock,andyoucangiemethechiel’saccountatthesametime。"
  Mr。Haylockturnedroundthreequartersofacircleinthemidstofaheapofjoints,alteredtheexpressionofhisfacefrommeattomoney,wentintoalittleofficeconsistingonlyofadoorandawindow,lookedveryvigorouslyintoabookwhichpossessedlengthbutnobreadth;andthen,seizingapieceofpaperandscribblingthereupon,handedthebill。
  Probablyitwasthefirsttimeinthehistoryofcommercialtransactionsthatthequalityofshortnessinabutcher’sbillwasacauseoftribulationtothedebtor。"Why,thisisn’tallshe’vehadinawholemonth!"saidGeoffrey。
  "Everymossel,"saidthebutcher——"(now,Dan,takethatlegandshouldertoMrs。White’s,andthiselevenpoundheretoMr。
  Martin’s)——you’vebeentreatinghertosmallerjointslately,tomythinking,Mr。Day?"
  "Onlytwoorthreelittlescramrabbitsthislastweek,asIamalive——IwishIhad!"
  "Well,mywifesaidtome——(Dan!nottoomuch,nottoomuchonthattrayatatime;bettergotwice)——mywifesaidtomeasshepostedupthebooks:shesays,"MissDaymusthavebeensummerduringthathotmuggyweathermuchforus;fordependupon’t,"shesays,"she’vebeentryingJohnGrimmettunknowntous:seeheraccountelse。"
  ’Tislittle,ofcourse,atthebestoftimes,beingonlyforone,butnow’tisnextkintonothing。"
  "I’llinquire,"saidGeoffreydespondingly。
  HereturnedbywayofMellstock,andcalleduponFancy,infulfilmentofapromise。ItbeingSaturday,thechildrenwereenjoyingaholiday,andonenteringtheresidenceFancywasnowheretobeseen。Nan,thecharwoman,wassweepingthekitchen。
  "Where’smyda’ter?"saidthekeeper。
  "Well,youseeshewastiredwiththeweek’steaching,andthismorningshesaid,"Nan,Isha’n’tgetuptilltheevening。"Yousee,Mr。Day,ifpeopledon’teat,theycan’twork;andasshe’vegie’dupeating,shemustgieupworking。"
  "Haveyecarriedupanydinnertoher?"
  "No;shedon’twantany。There,weallknowthatsuchthingsdon’tcomewithoutgoodreason——notthatIwishtosayanythingaboutabrokenheart,oranythingofthekind。"
  Geoffrey’sownheartfeltinconvenientlylargejustthen。Hewenttothestaircaseandascendedtohisdaughter’sdoor。
  "Fancy!"
  "Comein,father。"
  Toseeapersoninbedfromanycausewhatever,onafineafternoon,isdepressingenough;andherewashisonlychildFancy,notonlyinbed,butlookingverypale。Geoffreywasvisiblydisturbed。
  "Fancy,Ididn’texpecttoseetheehere,chiel,"hesaid。"What’sthematter?"
  "I’mnotwell,father。"
  "How’sthat?"
  "BecauseIthinkofthings。"
  "Whatthingscanyouhavetothinko’somortalmuch?"
  "Youknow,father。"
  "YouthinkI’vebeencrueltotheeinsayingthatthatpennilessDicko’thinesha’n’tmarrythee,Isuppose?"
  Noanswer。
  "Well,youknow,Fancy,Idoitforthebest,andheisn’tgoodenoughforthee。Youknowthatwellenough。"Hereheagainlookedatherasshelay。"Well,Fancy,Ican’tletmyonlychieldie;andifyoucan’tlivewithouten,youmustha’en,Isuppose。"
  "O,Idon’twanthimlikethat;allagainstyourwill,andeverythingsodisobedient!"sighedtheinvalid。
  "No,no,’tisn’tagainstmywill。Mywishis,nowId’seehow’tishurtentheetolivewithouten,thatheshallmarrytheeassoonaswe’veconsideredalittle。That’smywishflatandplain,Fancy。
  There,nevercry,mylittlemaid!Yououghttoha’criedafore;noneedo’cryingnow’tisallover。Well,howsoever,trytostepoverandseemeandmother—lawto—morrow,andha’abitofdinnerwi’
  us。"
  "And——Dicktoo?"
  "Ay,Dicktoo,’far’sIknow。"
  "AndWHENdoyouthinkyou’llhaveconsidered,father,andhemaymarryme?"shecoaxed。
  "Well,there,saynextMidsummer;that’snotadaytoolongtowait。"
  OnleavingtheschoolGeoffreywenttothetranter’s。OldWilliamopenedthedoor。
  "IsyourgrandsonDickin’ithin,William?"
  "No,notjustnow,Mr。Day。Thoughhe’vebeenathomeagooddeallately。"
  "O,how’sthat?"
  "Whatwi’onething,andwhatwi’t’other,he’sallinamope,asmightbesaid。Don’tseemthefellerheusedto。Ay,’awillsitstuddingandthinkingasif’aweregoingtoturnchapel—member,andthendonothingbuttraypseandwambleabout。Usedtobesuchachattyboy,too,Dickdid;andnow’adon’tspeakatall。Butwon’tyestepinside?Reubenwillbehomesoon,’ab’lieve。"
  "No,thankyou,Ican’tstaynow。WillyejustaskDickifhe’lldomethekindnesstostepovertoYalburyto—morrowwithmyda’terFancy,ifshe’swellenough?Idon’tlikehertocomebyherself,nowshe’snotsoterribletoppinginhealth。"
  "SoI’veheard。Ay,sure,I’lltellhimwithoutfail。"
  CHAPTERV:AFTERGAININGHERPOINT
  ThevisittoGeoffreypassedoffasdelightfullyasavisitmighthavebeenexpectedtopassoffwhenitwasthefirstdayofsmoothexperienceinahithertoobstructedlove—course。Andthencameaseriesofseveralhappydays,ofthesameundisturbedserenity。
  Dickcouldcourtherwhenhechose;stayawaywhenhechose,——whichwasnever;walkwithherbywindingstreamsandwaterfallsandautumnscenerytilldewsaridtwilightsentthemhome。AndthustheydrewnearthedayoftheHarvestThanksgiving,whichwasalsothetimechosenforopeningtheorganinMellstockChurch。
  ItchancedthatDickonthatverydaywascalledawayfromMellstock。AyoungacquaintancehaddiedofconsumptionatCharmley,aneighbouringvillage,onthepreviousMonday,andDick,infulfilmentofalong—standingpromise,wastoassistincarryinghimtothegrave。WhenonTuesday,DickwenttowardstheschooltoacquaintFancywiththefact,itisdifficulttosaywhetherhisowndisappointmentatbeingdeniedthesightofhertriumphantdebutasorganist,wasgreaterthanhisvexationthathispetshouldonthisgreatoccasionbedeprivedofthepleasureofhispresence。
  However,theintelligencewascommunicated。Sheboreitasshebestcould,notwithoutmanyexpressionsofregret,andconvictionsthatherperformancewouldbenothingtohernow。
  Justbeforeeleveno’clockonSundayhesetoutuponhissaderrand。
  Thefuneralwastobeimmediatelyafterthemorningservice,andastherewerefourgoodmilestowalk,drivingbeinginconvenient,itbecamenecessarytostartcomparativelyearly。Halfanhourlaterwouldcertainlyhaveansweredhispurposequiteaswell,yetatthelastmomentnothingwouldcontenthisardentmindbutthathemustgoamileoutofhiswayinthedirectionoftheschool,inthehopeofgettingaglimpseofhisLoveasshestartedforchurch。
  Striking,therefore,intothelanetowardstheschool,insteadofacrosstheeweleasedirecttoCharmley,hearrivedoppositeherdoorashisgoddessemerged。
  Ifeverawomanlookedadivinity,FancyDayappearedonethatmorningasshefloateddownthoseschoolsteps,intheformofanebulouscollectionofcoloursincliningtoblue。Withanaudacityunparalleledinthewholehistoryofvillage—school—mistressesatthisdate——partlyowing,nodoubt,topapa’srespectableaccumulationofcash,whichrenderedherprofessionnotaltogetheroneofnecessity——shehadactuallydonnedahatandfeather,andloweredherhithertoplainlylooped—uphair,whichnowfellabouthershouldersinaprofusionofcurls。PoorDickwasastonished:
  hehadneverseenherlooksodistractinglybeautifulbefore,saveonChristmas—eve,whenherhairwasinthesameluxuriantconditionoffreedom。Buthisfirstburstofdelightedsurprisewasfollowedbylesscomfortablefeelings,assoonashisbrainrecovereditspowertothink。
  Fancyhadblushed;——wasitwithconfusion?Shehadalsoinvoluntarilypressedbackhercurls。Shehadnotexpectedhim。
  "Fancy,youdidn’tknowmeforamomentinmyfuneralclothes,didyou?"
  "Good—morning,Dick——no,really,Ididn’tknowyouforaninstantinsuchasadsuit。"
  Helookedagainatthegaytressesandhat。"You’veneverdressedsocharmingbefore,dearest。"
  "Iliketohearyoupraisemeinthatway,Dick,"shesaid,smilingarchly。"Itismeatanddrinktoawoman。DoIlooknicereally?"
  "Fie!youknowit。Didyouremember,——Imeandidn’tyourememberaboutmygoingawayto—day?"
  "Well,yes,Idid,Dick;but,youknow,Iwantedtolookwell;——
  forgiveme。"
  "Yes,darling;yes,ofcourse,——there’snothingtoforgive。No,I
  wasonlythinkingthatwhenwetalkedonTuesdayandWednesdayandThursdayandFridayaboutmyabsenceto—day,andIwassosorryforit,yousaid,Fancy,sowereyousorry,andalmostcried,andsaiditwouldbenopleasuretoyoutobetheattractionofthechurchto—day,sinceIcouldnotbethere。"
  "Mydearone,neitherwillitbesomuchpleasuretome……ButI
  dotakealittledelightinmylife,Isuppose,"shepouted。
  "Apartfrommine?"
  Shelookedathimwithperplexedeyes。"Iknowyouarevexedwithme,Dick,anditisbecausethefirstSundayIhavecurlsandahatandfeathersinceIhavebeenherehappenstobetheverydayyouareawayandwon’tbewithme。Yes,sayitis,forthatisit!AndyouthinkthatallthisweekIoughttohaverememberedyouwouldn’tbehereto—day,andnothavecaredtobebetterdressedthanusual。
  Yes,youdo,Dick,anditisratherunkind!"
  "No,no,"saidDickearnestlyandsimply,"Ididn’tthinksobadlyofyouasthat。Ionlythoughtthat——ifYOUhadbeengoingaway,I
  shouldn’thavetriednewattractionsfortheeyesofotherpeople。
  ButthenofcourseyouandIaredifferent,naturally。"
  "Well,perhapsweare。"
  "Whateverwillthevicarsay,Fancy?"
  "Idon’tfearwhathesaysintheleast!"sheansweredproudly。
  "Buthewon’tsayanythingofthesortyouthink。No,no。"
  "Hecanhardlyhaveconscienceto,indeed。"
  "Nowcome,yousay,Dick,thatyouquiteforgiveme,forImustgo,"
  shesaidwithsuddengaiety,andskippedbackwardsintotheporch。
  "Comehere,sir;——sayyouforgiveme,andthenyoushallkissme;——
  youneverhaveyetwhenIhaveworncurls,youknow。Yes,justwhereyouwanttosomuch,——yes,youmay!"
  Dickfollowedherintotheinnercorner,wherehewasprobablynotslowinavailinghimselfoftheprivilegeoffered。
  "Nowthat’satreatforyou,isn’tit?"shecontinued。"Good—bye,orIshallbelate。Comeandseemeto—morrow:you’llbetiredtonight。"
  Thustheyparted,andFancyproceededtothechurch。Theorganstoodononesideofthechancel,closetoandundertheimmediateeyeofthevicarwhenhewasinthepulpit,andalsoinfullviewofthecongregation。Hereshesatdown,forthefirsttimeinsuchaconspicuousposition,herseathavingpreviouslybeeninaremotespotintheaisle。
  "Goodheavens——disgraceful!Curlsandahatandfeather!"saidthedaughtersofthesmallgentry,whohadeitheronlycurlyhairwithoutahatandfeather,orahatandfeatherwithoutcurlyhair。
  "Abonnetforchurchalways,"saidsobermatrons。
  ThatMr。Mayboldwasconsciousofherpresenceclosebesidehimduringthesermon;thathewasnotatallangryatherdevelopmentofcostume;thatheadmiredher,sheperceived。Butshedidnotseethathelovedherduringthatsermon—timeashehadneverlovedawomanbefore;thatherproximitywasastrangedelighttohim;andthathegloriedinhermusicalsuccessthatmorninginaspiritquitebeyondamerecleric’sgloryattheinaugurationofaneworderofthings。
  Theoldchoir,withhumbledhearts,nolongertooktheirseatsinthegalleryasheretofore(whichwasnowgivenuptotheschool—
  childrenwhowerenotsingers,andapupil—teacher),butwerescatteredaboutwiththeirwivesindifferentpartsofthechurch。
  Havingnothingtodowithconductingtheserviceforalmostthefirsttimeintheirlives,theyallfeltawkward,outofplace,abashed,andinconveniencedbytheirhands。Thetranterhadproposedthattheyshouldstayawayto—dayandgonutting,butgrandfatherWilliamwouldnothearofsuchathingforamoment。
  "No,"herepliedreproachfully,andquotedaverse"Thoughthishascomeuponus,letnotourheartsbeturnedback,orourstepsgooutoftheway。"
  Sotheystoodandwatchedthecurlsofhairtrailingdownthebackofthesuccessfulrival,andthewavingofherfeather,assheswayedherhead。Afterafewtimidnotesanduncertaintouchesherplayingbecamemarkedlycorrect,andtowardstheendfullandfree。
  But,whetherfromprejudiceorunbiassedjudgment,thevenerablebodyofmusicianscouldnothelpthinkingthatthesimplernotestheyhadbeenwonttobringforthweremoreinkeepingwiththesimplicityoftheiroldchurchthanthecrowdedchordsandinterludesitwasherpleasuretoproduce。
  CHAPTERVI:INTOTEMPTATION
  Thedaywasdone,andFancywasagainintheschool—house。Aboutfiveo’clockitbegantorain,andinratheradullframeofmindshewanderedintotheschoolroom,forwantofsomethingbettertodo。Shewasthinking——ofherloverDickDewy?Notprecisely。Ofhowwearyshewasoflivingalone:howunbearableitwouldbetoreturntoYalburyundertheruleofherstrange—temperedstep—
  mother;thatitwasfarbettertobemarriedtoanybodythandothat;thateightorninelongmonthshadyettobelivedthrougheretheweddingcouldtakeplace。
  AtthesideoftheroomwerehighwindowsofHam—hillstone,uponeithersillofwhichshecouldsitbyfirstmountingadeskandusingitasafootstool。Astheeveningadvancedheresheperchedherself,aswashercustomonsuchwetandgloomyoccasions,putonalightshawlandbonnet,openedthewindow,andlookedoutattherain。
  ThewindowoverlookedafieldcalledtheGrove,anditwasthepositionfromwhichsheusedtosurveythecrownofDick’spassinghatintheearlydaysoftheiracquaintanceandmeetings。Notalivingsoulwasnowvisibleanywhere;therainkeptallpeopleindoorswhowerenotforcedabroadbynecessity,andnecessitywaslessimportunateonSundaysthanduringtheweek。
  Sittinghereandthinkingagain——ofherlover,orofthesensationshehadcreatedatchurchthatday?——well,itisunknown——thinkingandthinkingshesawadarkmasculinefigurearisingintodistinctnessatthefurtherendoftheGrove——amanwithoutanumbrella。Nearerandnearerhecame,andsheperceivedthathewasindeepmourning,andthenthatitwasDick。Yes,inthefondnessandfoolishnessofhisyoungheart,afterwalkingfourmiles,inadrizzlingrainwithoutovercoatorumbrella,andinfaceofaremarkfromhislovethathewasnottocomebecausehewouldbetired,hehadmadeithisbusinesstowanderthismileoutofhiswayagain,fromsheerwishofspendingtenminutesinherpresence。
  "ODick,howwetyouare!"shesaid,ashedrewupunderthewindow。
  "Why,yourcoatshinesasifithadbeenvarnished,andyourhat——mygoodness,there’sastreaminghat!"
  "O,Idon’tmind,darling!"saidDickcheerfully。"Wetneverhurtsme,thoughIamrathersorryformybestclothes。However,itcouldn’tbehelped;welentalltheumbrellastothewomen。Idon’tknowwhenIshallgetmineback!"
  "Andlook,there’sanastypatchofsomethingjustonyourshoulder。"
  "Ah,that’sjapanning;itrubbedofftheclampsofpoorJack’scoffinwhenweloweredhimfromourshouldersuponthebier!I
  don’tcareaboutthat,for’twasthelastdeedIcoulddoforhim;
  and’tishardifyoucan’taffordacoatforanoldfriend。"
  Fancyputherhandtohermouthforhalfaminute。Underneaththepalmofthatlittlehandthereexistedforthathalf—minutealittleyawn。
  "Dick,Idon’tlikeyoutostandthereinthewet。Andyoumustn’tsitdown。Gohomeandchangeyourthings。Don’tstayanotherminute。"
  "Onekissaftercomingsofar,"hepleaded。
  "IfIcanreach,then。"
  Helookedratherdisappointedatnotbeinginvitedroundtothedoor。Shetwistedfromherseatedpositionandbentherselfdownwards,butnotevenbystandingontheplinthwasitpossibleforDicktogethislipsintocontactwithhersassheheldthem。
  Bygreatexertionshemighthavereachedalittlelower;butthenshewouldhaveexposedherheadtotherain。
  "Nevermind,Dick;kissmyhand,"shesaid,flingingitdowntohim。
  "Now,good—bye。"
  "Good—bye。"
  Hewalkedslowlyaway,turningandturningagaintolookathertillhewasoutofsight。Duringtheretreatshesaidtoherself,almostinvoluntarily,andstillconsciousofthatmorning’striumph——"I
  likeDick,andIlovehim;buthowplainandsorryamanlooksintherain,withnoumbrella,andwetthrough!"
  Ashevanished,shemadeasiftodescendfromherseat;butglancingintheotherdirectionshesawanotherformcomingalongthesametrack。Itwasalsothatofaman。He,too,wasinblackfromtoptotoe;buthecarriedanumbrella。
  Hedrewnearer,andthedirectionoftheraincausedhimsotoslanthisumbrellathatfromherheightabovethegroundhisheadwasinvisible,asshewasalsotohim。Hepassedinduetimedirectlybeneathher,andinlookingdownupontheexteriorofhisumbrellaherfeminineeyesperceivedittobeofsuperiorsilk——lesscommonatthatdatethansince——andofelegantmake。Hereachedtheentrancetothebuilding,andFancysuddenlylostsightofhim。
  InsteadofpursuingtheroadwayasDickhaddonehehadturnedsharplyroundintoherownporch。
  Shejumpedtothefloor,hastilyflungoffhershawlandbonnet,smoothedandpattedherhairtillthecurlshunginpassablecondition,andlistened。Noknock。Nearlyaminutepassed,andstilltherewasnoknock。Thentherearoseasoftseriesofraps,nolouderthanthetappingofadistantwoodpecker,andbarelydistinctenoughtoreachherears。Shecomposedherselfandflungopenthedoor。
  IntheporchstoodMr。Maybold。
  Therewasawarmflushuponhisface,andabrightflashinhiseyes,whichmadehimlookhandsomerthanshehadeverseenhimbefore。
  "Good—evening,MissDay。"
  "Good—evening,Mr。Maybold,"shesaid,inastrangestateofmind。
  Shehadnoticed,beyondtheardenthueofhisface,thathisvoicehadasingulartremorinit,andthathishandshooklikeanaspenleafwhenhelaidhisumbrellainthecorneroftheporch。Withoutanotherwordbeingspokenbyeither,hecameintotheschoolroom,shutthedoor,andmovedclosetoher。Onceinside,theexpressionofhisfacewasnomorediscernible,byreasonoftheincreasingduskofevening。
  "Iwanttospeaktoyou,"hethensaid;"seriously——onaperhapsunexpectedsubject,butonewhichisalltheworldtome——Idon’tknowwhatitmaybetoyou,MissDay。"
  Noreply。
  "Fancy,Ihavecometoaskyouifyouwillbemywife?"
  Asapersonwhohasbeenidlyamusinghimselfwithrollingasnowballmightstartatfindinghehadsetinmotionanavalanche,sodidFancystartatthesewordsfromthevicar。Andinthedeadsilencewhichfollowedthem,thebreathingsofthemanandofthewomancouldbedistinctlyandseparatelyheard;andtherewasthisdifferencebetweenthem——hisrespirationsgraduallygrewquieterandlessrapidaftertheenunciationhers,fromhavingbeenlowandregular,increasedinquicknessandforce,tillshealmostpanted。
  "Icannot,Icannot,Mr。Maybold——Icannot!Don’taskme!"shesaid。
  "Don’tanswerinahurry!"heentreated。"Anddolistentome。
  Thisisnosuddenfeelingonmypart。Ihavelovedyouformorethansixmonths!Perhapsmylateinterestinteachingthechildrenherehasnotbeensosingle—mindedasitseemed。Youwillunderstandmymotive——likemebetter,perhaps,forhonestlytellingyouthatIhavestruggledagainstmyemotioncontinually,becauseI
  havethoughtthatitwasnotwellformetoloveyou!ButI
  resolvedtostrugglenolonger;Ihaveexaminedthefeeling;andtheloveIbearyouisasgenuineasthatIcouldbearanywoman!Iseeyourgreatcharm;Irespectyournaturaltalents,andtherefinementtheyhavebroughtintoyournature——theyarequiteenough,andmorethanenoughforme!Theyareequaltoanythingeverrequiredofthemistressofaquietparsonage—house——theplaceinwhichIshallpassmydays,whereveritmaybesituated。OFancy,Ihavewatchedyou,criticizedyouevenseverely,broughtmyfeelingstothelightofjudgment,andstillhavefoundthemrational,andsuchasanymanmighthaveexpectedtobeinspiredwithbyawomanlikeyou!Sothereisnothinghurried,secret,oruntowardinmydesiretodothis。Fancy,willyoumarryme?"
  Noanswerwasreturned。
  "Don’trefuse;don’t,"heimplored。"Itwouldbefoolishofyou——I
  meancruel!Ofcoursewewouldnotlivehere,Fancy。IhavehadforalongtimetheofferofanexchangeoflivingswithafriendinYorkshire,butIhavehithertorefusedonaccountofmymother。
  Therewewouldgo。Yourmusicalpowersshallbestillfurtherdeveloped;youshallhavewhateverpianoforteyoulike;youshallhaveanything,Fancy,anythingtomakeyouhappy——pony—carriage,flowers,birds,pleasantsociety;yes,youhaveenoughinyouforanysociety,afterafewmonthsoftravelwithme!Willyou,Fancy,marryme?"
  Anotherpauseensued,variedonlybythesurgingoftherainagainstthewindow——panes,andthenFancyspoke,inafaintandbrokenvoice。
  "Yes,Iwill,"shesaid。
  "Godblessyou,myown!"Headvancedquickly,andputhisarmouttoembraceher。Shedrewbackhastily。"Nono,notnow!"shesaidinanagitatedwhisper。"Therearethings;——butthetemptationis,O,toostrong,andIcan’tresistitIcan’ttellyounow,butI
  musttellyou!Don’t,please,don’tcomenearmenow!Iwanttothink,IcanscarcelygetmyselfusedtotheideaofwhatIhavepromisedyet。"Thenextminutesheturnedtoadesk,buriedherfaceinherhands,andburstintoahystericalfitofweeping。"O,leavemetomyself!"shesobbed;"leaveme!O,leaveme!"
  "Don’tbedistressed;don’t,dearest!"Itwaswithvisibledifficultythatherestrainedhimselffromapproachingher。"Youshalltellmeatyourleisurewhatitisthatgrievesyouso;Iamhappy——beyondallmeasurehappy!——athavingyoursimplepromise。"
  "Anddogoandleavemenow!"
  "ButImustnot,injusticetoyou,leaveforaminute,untilyouareyourselfagain。"
  "Therethen,"shesaid,controllingheremotion,andstandingup;"I
  amnotdisturbednow。"
  Hereluctantlymovedtowardsthedoor。"Good—bye!"hemurmuredtenderly。"I’llcometo—morrowaboutthistime。"
  CHAPTERVII:SECONDTHOUGHTS
  Thenextmorningthevicarroseearly。ThefirstthinghedidwastowritealongandcarefullettertohisfriendinYorkshire。
  Then,eatingalittlebreakfast,hecrossedthemeadowsinthedirectionofCasterbridge,bearinghisletterinhispocket,thathemightpostitatthetownoffice,andobviatethelossofonedayinitstransmissionthatwouldhaveresultedhadheleftitforthefoot—postthroughthevillage。
  Itwasafoggymorning,andthetreesshedinnoisywater—dropsthemoisturetheyhadcollectedfromthethickair,anacornoccasionallyfallingfromitscuptotheground,incompanywiththedrippings。Inthemeads,sheetsofspiders’—web,almostopaquewithwet,hunginfoldsoverthefences,andthefallingleavesappearedineveryvarietyofbrown,green,andyellowhue。
  Alowandmerrywhistlingwasheardonthehighwayhewasapproaching,thenthelightfootstepsofamangoinginthesamedirectionashimself。Onreachingthejunctionofhispathwiththeroad,thevicarbeheldDickDewy’sopenandcheerfulface。Dickliftedhishat,andthevicarcameoutintothehighwaythatDickwaspursuing。
  "Good—morning,Dewy。Howwellyouarelooking!"saidMr。Maybold。
  "Yes,sir,Iamwell——quitewell!IamgoingtoCasterbridgenow,togetSmart’scollar;weleftitthereSaturdaytoberepaired。"
  "IamgoingtoCasterbridge,sowe’llwalktogether,"thevicarsaid。DickgaveahopwithonefoottoputhimselfinstepwithMr。
  Maybold,whoproceeded:"IfancyIdidn’tseeyouatchurchyesterday,Dewy。Orwereyoubehindthepier?"
  "No;IwenttoCharmley。PoorJohnDunfordchosemetobeoneofhisbearersalongtimebeforehedied,andyesterdaywasthefuneral。OfcourseIcouldn’trefuse,thoughIshouldhavelikedparticularlytohavebeenathomeas’twasthedayofthenewmusic。"
  "Yes,youshouldhavebeen。Themusicalportionoftheservicewassuccessful——verysuccessfulindeed;andwhatismoretothepurpose,noill—feelingwhateverwasevincedbyanyofthemembersoftheoldchoir。Theyjoinedinthesingingwiththegreatestgood—will。"
  "’TwasnaturalenoughthatIshouldwanttobethere,Isuppose,"
  saidDick,smilingaprivatesmile;"consideringwhotheorgan——
  playerwas。"
  Atthisthevicarreddenedalittle,andsaid,"Yes,yes,"thoughnotatallcomprehendingDick’struemeaning,who,ashereceivednofurtherreply,continuedhesitatingly,andwithanothersmiledenotinghisprideasalover—
  "IsupposeyouknowwhatImean,sir?You’veheardaboutmeand——
  MissDay?"
  TheredinMaybold’scountenancewentaway:heturnedandlookedDickintheface。
  "No,"hesaidconstrainedly,"I’veheardnothingwhateveraboutyouandMissDay。"
  "Why,she’smysweetheart,andwearegoingtobemarriednextMidsummer。Wearekeepingitratherclosejustatpresent,because’tisagoodmanymonthstowait;butitisherfather’swishthatwedon’tmarrybefore,andofcoursewemustsubmit。Butthetime’illsoonslipalong。"
  "Yes,thetimewillsoonslipalong——Timeglidesawayeveryday——
  yes。"
  Mayboldsaidthesewords,buthehadnoideaofwhattheywere。Hewasconsciousofacoldandsicklythrillthroughouthim;andallhereasonedwasthisthattheyoungcreaturewhosegraceshadintoxicatedhimintomakingthemostimprudentresolutionofhislife,waslessanangelthanawoman。
  "Yousee,sir,"continuedtheingenuousDick,"’twillbebetterinonesense。Ishallbythattimebetheregularmanagerofabrancho’father’sbusiness,whichhasverymuchincreasedlately,andbusiness,whichwethinkofstartingelsewhere。Ithasverymuchincreasedlately,andweexpectnextyeartokeepa’extracoupleofhorses。We’vealreadyoureyeonone——brownasaberry,necklikearainbow,fifteenhands,andnotagrayhairinher——offeredusattwenty—fivewantacrown。AndtokippacewiththetimesIhavehadsomecardsprentedandIbegleavetohandyouone,sir。"
  "Certainly,"saidthevicar,mechanicallytakingthecardthatDickofferedhim。
  "IturninherebyGrey’sBridge,"saidDick。"Isupposeyougostraightonanduptown?"
  "Yes。"
  "Good—morning,sir。"
  "Good—morning,Dewy。"
  Mayboldstoodstilluponthebridge,holdingthecardasithadbeenputintohishand,andDick’sfootstepsdiedawaytowardsDurnoverMill。Thevicar’sfirstvoluntaryactionwastoreadthecardDEWYANDSON,TRANTERSANDHAULIERS,MELLSTOCK。