CHAPTERI—OURSOCIETY
INthefirstplace,CranfordisinpossessionoftheAmazons;alltheholdersofhousesaboveacertainrentarewomen。Ifamarriedcouplecometosettleinthetown,somehowthegentlemandisappears;heiseitherfairlyfrightenedtodeathbybeingtheonlymanintheCranfordeveningparties,orheisaccountedforbybeingwithhisregiment,hisship,orcloselyengagedinbusinessalltheweekinthegreatneighbouringcommercialtownofDrumble,distantonlytwentymilesonarailroad。Inshort,whateverdoesbecomeofthegentlemen,theyarenotatCranford。Whatcouldtheydoiftheywerethere?Thesurgeonhashisroundofthirtymiles,andsleepsatCranford;buteverymancannotbeasurgeon。Forkeepingthetrimgardensfullofchoiceflowerswithoutaweedtospeckthem;forfrighteningawaylittleboyswholookwistfullyatthesaidflowersthroughtherailings;forrushingoutatthegeesethatoccasionallyventureintothegardensifthegatesareleftopen;fordecidingallquestionsofliteratureandpoliticswithouttroublingthemselveswithunnecessaryreasonsorarguments;forobtainingclearandcorrectknowledgeofeverybody’saffairsintheparish;forkeepingtheirneatmaid—servantsinadmirableorder;
forkindness(somewhatdictatorial)tothepoor,andrealtendergoodofficestoeachotherwhenevertheyareindistress,theladiesofCranfordarequitesufficient。"Aman,"asoneofthemobservedtomeonce,"isSOinthewayinthehouse!"AlthoughtheladiesofCranfordknowalleachother’sproceedings,theyareexceedinglyindifferenttoeachother’sopinions。Indeed,aseachhasherownindividuality,nottosayeccentricity,prettystronglydeveloped,nothingissoeasyasverbalretaliation;but,somehow,good—willreignsamongthemtoaconsiderabledegree。
TheCranfordladieshaveonlyanoccasionallittlequarrel,spiritedoutinafewpepperywordsandangryjerksofthehead;
justenoughtopreventtheeventenoroftheirlivesfrombecomingtooflat。Theirdressisveryindependentoffashion;astheyobserve,"WhatdoesitsignifyhowwedresshereatCranford,whereeverybodyknowsus?"Andiftheygofromhome,theirreasonisequallycogent,"Whatdoesitsignifyhowwedresshere,wherenobodyknowsus?"Thematerialsoftheirclothesare,ingeneral,goodandplain,andmostofthemarenearlyasscrupulousasMissTyler,ofcleanlymemory;butIwillanswerforit,thelastgigot,thelasttightandscantypetticoatinwearinEngland,wasseeninCranford—andseenwithoutasmile。
Icantestifytoamagnificentfamilyredsilkumbrella,underwhichagentlelittlespinster,leftaloneofmanybrothersandsisters,usedtopattertochurchonrainydays。HaveyouanyredsilkumbrellasinLondon?WehadatraditionofthefirstthathadeverbeenseeninCranford;andthelittleboysmobbedit,andcalledit"astickinpetticoats。"ItmighthavebeentheveryredsilkoneIhavedescribed,heldbyastrongfatheroveratroopoflittleones;thepoorlittlelady—thesurvivorofall—couldscarcelycarryit。
Thentherewererulesandregulationsforvisitingandcalls;andtheywereannouncedtoanyyoungpeoplewhomightbestayinginthetown,withallthesolemnitywithwhichtheoldManxlawswerereadonceayearontheTinwaldMount。
"Ourfriendshavesenttoinquirehowyouareafteryourjourneyto—night,mydear"(fifteenmilesinagentleman’scarriage);"theywillgiveyousomerestto—morrow,butthenextday,Ihavenodoubt,theywillcall;sobeatlibertyaftertwelve—fromtwelvetothreeareourcallinghours。"
Then,aftertheyhadcalled—
"Itisthethirdday;Idaresayyourmammahastoldyou,mydear,nevertoletmorethanthreedayselapsebetweenreceivingacallandreturningit;andalso,thatyouarenevertostaylongerthanaquarterofanhour。"
"ButamItolookatmywatch?HowamItofindoutwhenaquarterofanhourhaspassed?"
"Youmustkeepthinkingaboutthetime,mydear,andnotallowyourselftoforgetitinconversation。"
Aseverybodyhadthisruleintheirminds,whethertheyreceivedorpaidacall,ofcoursenoabsorbingsubjectwaseverspokenabout。
Wekeptourselvestoshortsentencesofsmalltalk,andwerepunctualtoourtime。
IimaginethatafewofthegentlefolksofCranfordwerepoor,andhadsomedifficultyinmakingbothendsmeet;buttheywereliketheSpartans,andconcealedtheirsmartunderasmilingface。Wenoneofusspokeofmoney,becausethatsubjectsavouredofcommerceandtrade,andthoughsomemightbepoor,wewereallaristocratic。TheCranfordianshadthatkindlyESPRITDECORPS
whichmadethemoverlookalldeficienciesinsuccesswhensomeamongthemtriedtoconcealtheirpoverty。WhenMrsForrester,forinstance,gaveapartyinherbaby—houseofadwelling,andthelittlemaidendisturbedtheladiesonthesofabyarequestthatshemightgetthetea—trayoutfromunderneath,everyonetookthisnovelproceedingasthemostnaturalthingintheworld,andtalkedonabouthouseholdformsandceremoniesasifweallbelievedthatourhostesshadaregularservants’hall,secondtable,withhousekeeperandsteward,insteadoftheonelittlecharity—schoolmaiden,whoseshortruddyarmscouldneverhavebeenstrongenoughtocarrythetrayupstairs,ifshehadnotbeenassistedinprivatebyhermistress,whonowsatinstate,pretendingnottoknowwhatcakesweresentup,thoughsheknew,andweknew,andsheknewthatweknew,andweknewthatsheknewthatweknew,shehadbeenbusyallthemorningmakingtea—breadandsponge—cakes。
Therewereoneortwoconsequencesarisingfromthisgeneralbutunacknowledgedpoverty,andthisverymuchacknowledgedgentility,whichwerenotamiss,andwhichmightbeintroducedintomanycirclesofsocietytotheirgreatimprovement。Forinstance,theinhabitantsofCranfordkeptearlyhours,andclatteredhomeintheirpattens,undertheguidanceofalantern—bearer,aboutnineo’clockatnight;andthewholetownwasabedandasleepbyhalf—
pastten。Moreover,itwasconsidered"vulgar"(atremendouswordinCranford)togiveanythingexpensive,inthewayofeatableordrinkable,attheeveningentertainments。Waferbread—and—butterandsponge—biscuitswereallthattheHonourableMrsJamiesongave;
andshewassister—in—lawtothelateEarlofGlenmire,althoughshedidpractisesuch"eleganteconomy。"
"Eleganteconomy!"HownaturallyonefallsbackintothephraseologyofCranford!There,economywasalways"elegant,"andmoney—spendingalways"vulgarandostentatious";asortofsour—
grapeismwhichmadeusverypeacefulandsatisfied。InevershallforgetthedismayfeltwhenacertainCaptainBrowncametoliveatCranford,andopenlyspokeabouthisbeingpoor—notinawhispertoanintimatefriend,thedoorsandwindowsbeingpreviouslyclosed,butinthepublicstreet!inaloudmilitaryvoice!
alleginghispovertyasareasonfornottakingaparticularhouse。
TheladiesofCranfordwerealreadyrathermoaningovertheinvasionoftheirterritoriesbyamanandagentleman。Hewasahalf—paycaptain,andhadobtainedsomesituationonaneighbouringrailroad,whichhadbeenvehementlypetitionedagainstbythelittletown;andif,inadditiontohismasculinegender,andhisconnectionwiththeobnoxiousrailroad,hewassobrazenastotalkofbeingpoor—why,then,indeed,hemustbesenttoCoventry。
Deathwasastrueandascommonaspoverty;yetpeopleneverspokeaboutthat,loudoutinthestreets。Itwasawordnottobementionedtoearspolite。Wehadtacitlyagreedtoignorethatanywithwhomweassociatedontermsofvisitingequalitycouldeverbepreventedbypovertyfromdoinganythingthattheywished。Ifwewalkedtoorfromaparty,itwasbecausethenightwasSOfine,ortheairSOrefreshing,notbecausesedan—chairswereexpensive。Ifweworeprints,insteadofsummersilks,itwasbecausewepreferredawashingmaterial;andsoon,tillweblindedourselvestothevulgarfactthatwewere,allofus,peopleofverymoderatemeans。Ofcourse,then,wedidnotknowwhattomakeofamanwhocouldspeakofpovertyasifitwasnotadisgrace。Yet,somehow,CaptainBrownmadehimselfrespectedinCranford,andwascalledupon,inspiteofallresolutionstothecontrary。IwassurprisedtohearhisopinionsquotedasauthorityatavisitwhichIpaidtoCranfordaboutayearafterhehadsettledinthetown。MyownfriendshadbeenamongthebitterestopponentsofanyproposaltovisittheCaptainandhisdaughters,onlytwelvemonthsbefore;andnowhewasevenadmittedinthetabooedhoursbeforetwelve。True,itwastodiscoverthecauseofasmokingchimney,beforethefirewaslighted;butstillCaptainBrownwalkedupstairs,nothingdaunted,spokeinavoicetoolargefortheroom,andjokedquiteinthewayofatamemanaboutthehouse。Hehadbeenblindtoallthesmallslights,andomissionsoftrivialceremonies,withwhichhehadbeenreceived。Hehadbeenfriendly,thoughtheCranfordladieshadbeencool;hehadansweredsmallsarcasticcomplimentsingoodfaith;andwithhismanlyfranknesshadoverpoweredalltheshrinkingwhichmethimasamanwhowasnotashamedtobepoor。
And,atlast,hisexcellentmasculinecommonsense,andhisfacilityindevisingexpedientstoovercomedomesticdilemmas,hadgainedhimanextraordinaryplaceasauthorityamongtheCranfordladies。Hehimselfwentoninhiscourse,asunawareofhispopularityashehadbeenofthereverse;andIamsurehewasstartledonedaywhenhefoundhisadvicesohighlyesteemedastomakesomecounselwhichhehadgiveninjesttobetakeninsober,seriousearnest。
Itwasonthissubject:AnoldladyhadanAlderneycow,whichshelookeduponasadaughter。Youcouldnotpaytheshortquarterofanhourcallwithoutbeingtoldofthewonderfulmilkorwonderfulintelligenceofthisanimal。ThewholetownknewandkindlyregardedMissBetsyBarker’sAlderney;thereforegreatwasthesympathyandregretwhen,inanunguardedmoment,thepoorcowtumbledintoalime—pit。Shemoanedsoloudlythatshewassoonheardandrescued;butmeanwhilethepoorbeasthadlostmostofherhair,andcameoutlookingnaked,cold,andmiserable,inabareskin。Everybodypitiedtheanimal,thoughafewcouldnotrestraintheirsmilesatherdrollappearance。MissBetsyBarkerabsolutelycriedwithsorrowanddismay;anditwassaidshethoughtoftryingabathofoil。Thisremedy,perhaps,wasrecommendedbysomeoneofthenumberwhoseadvicesheasked;buttheproposal,ifeveritwasmade,wasknockedontheheadbyCaptainBrown’sdecided"Getheraflannelwaistcoatandflanneldrawers,ma’am,ifyouwishtokeepheralive。Butmyadviceis,killthepoorcreatureatonce。"
MissBetsyBarkerdriedhereyes,andthankedtheCaptainheartily;
shesettowork,andby—and—byallthetownturnedouttoseetheAlderneymeeklygoingtoherpasture,cladindarkgreyflannel。I
havewatchedhermyselfmanyatime。DoyoueverseecowsdressedingreyflannelinLondon?
CaptainBrownhadtakenasmallhouseontheoutskirtsofthetown,wherehelivedwithhistwodaughters。HemusthavebeenupwardsofsixtyatthetimeofthefirstvisitIpaidtoCranfordafterI
hadleftitasaresidence。Buthehadawiry,well—trained,elasticfigure,astiffmilitarythrow—backofhishead,andaspringingstep,whichmadehimappearmuchyoungerthanhewas。
Hiseldestdaughterlookedalmostasoldashimself,andbetrayedthefactthathisrealwasmorethanhisapparentage。MissBrownmusthavebeenforty;shehadasickly,pained,carewornexpressiononherface,andlookedasifthegaietyofyouthhadlongfadedoutofsight。Evenwhenyoungshemusthavebeenplainandhard—
featured。MissJessieBrownwastenyearsyoungerthanhersister,andtwentyshadesprettier。Herfacewasroundanddimpled。MissJenkynsoncesaid,inapassionagainstCaptainBrown(thecauseofwhichIwilltellyoupresently),"thatshethoughtitwastimeforMissJessietoleaveoffherdimples,andnotalwaystobetryingtolooklikeachild。"Itwastruetherewassomethingchildlikeinherface;andtherewillbe,Ithink,tillshedies,thoughsheshouldlivetoahundred。Hereyeswerelargebluewonderingeyes,lookingstraightatyou;hernosewasunformedandsnub,andherlipswereredanddewy;sheworeherhair,too,inlittlerowsofcurls,whichheightenedthisappearance。Idonotknowwhethershewasprettyornot;butIlikedherface,andsodideverybody,andIdonotthinkshecouldhelpherdimples。Shehadsomethingofherfather’sjauntinessofgaitandmanner;andanyfemaleobservermightdetectaslightdifferenceintheattireofthetwosisters—
thatofMissJessiebeingabouttwopoundsperannummoreexpensivethanMissBrown’s。TwopoundswasalargesuminCaptainBrown’sannualdisbursements。
SuchwastheimpressionmadeuponmebytheBrownfamilywhenI
firstsawthemalltogetherinCranfordChurch。TheCaptainIhadmetbefore—ontheoccasionofthesmokychimney,whichhehadcuredbysomesimplealterationintheflue。Inchurch,heheldhisdoubleeye—glasstohiseyesduringtheMorningHymn,andthenlifteduphisheaderectandsangoutloudandjoyfully。Hemadetheresponseslouderthantheclerk—anoldmanwithapipingfeeblevoice,who,Ithink,feltaggrievedattheCaptain’ssonorousbass,andquiveredhigherandhigherinconsequence。
Oncomingoutofchurch,thebriskCaptainpaidthemostgallantattentiontohistwodaughters。
Henoddedandsmiledtohisacquaintances;butheshookhandswithnoneuntilhehadhelpedMissBrowntounfurlherumbrella,hadrelievedherofherprayer—book,andhadwaitedpatientlytillshe,withtremblingnervoushands,hadtakenuphergowntowalkthroughthewetroads。
IwonderwhattheCranfordladiesdidwithCaptainBrownattheirparties。Wehadoftenrejoiced,informerdays,thattherewasnogentlemantobeattendedto,andtofindconversationfor,atthecard—parties。Wehadcongratulatedourselvesuponthesnugnessoftheevenings;and,inourloveforgentility,anddistasteofmankind,wehadalmostpersuadedourselvesthattobeamanwastobe"vulgar";sothatwhenIfoundmyfriendandhostess,MissJenkyns,wasgoingtohaveapartyinmyhonour,andthatCaptainandtheMissBrownswereinvited,Iwonderedmuchwhatwouldbethecourseoftheevening。Card—tables,withgreenbaizetops,weresetoutbydaylight,justasusual;itwasthethirdweekinNovember,sotheeveningsclosedinaboutfour。Candles,andcleanpacksofcards,werearrangedoneachtable。Thefirewasmadeup;
theneatmaid—servanthadreceivedherlastdirections;andtherewestood,dressedinourbest,eachwithacandle—lighterinourhands,readytodartatthecandlesassoonasthefirstknockcame。PartiesinCranfordweresolemnfestivities,makingtheladiesfeelgravelyelatedastheysattogetherintheirbestdresses。Assoonasthreehadarrived,wesatdownto"Preference,"Ibeingtheunluckyfourth。Thenextfourcomerswereputdownimmediatelytoanothertable;andpresentlythetea—
trays,whichIhadseensetoutinthestore—roomasIpassedinthemorning,wereplacedeachonthemiddleofacard—table。Thechinawasdelicateegg—shell;theold—fashionedsilverglitteredwithpolishing;buttheeatableswereoftheslightestdescription。
Whilethetrayswereyetonthetables,CaptainandtheMissBrownscamein;andIcouldseethat,somehoworother,theCaptainwasafavouritewithalltheladiespresent。Ruffledbrowsweresmoothed,sharpvoicesloweredathisapproach。MissBrownlookedill,anddepressedalmosttogloom。MissJessiesmiledasusual,andseemednearlyaspopularasherfather。Heimmediatelyandquietlyassumedtheman’splaceintheroom;attendedtoeveryone’swants,lessenedtheprettymaid—servant’slabourbywaitingonemptycupsandbread—and—butterlessladies;andyetdiditallinsoeasyanddignifiedamanner,andsomuchasifitwereamatterofcourseforthestrongtoattendtotheweak,thathewasatruemanthroughout。Heplayedforthreepennypointswithasgraveaninterestasiftheyhadbeenpounds;andyet,inallhisattentiontostrangers,hehadaneyeonhissufferingdaughter—
forsufferingIwassureshewas,thoughtomanyeyesshemightonlyappeartobeirritable。MissJessiecouldnotplaycards:butshetalkedtothesitters—out,who,beforehercoming,hadbeenratherinclinedtobecross。Shesang,too,toanoldcrackedpiano,whichIthinkhadbeenaspinetinitsyouth。MissJessiesang,"JockofHazeldean"alittleoutoftune;butwewerenoneofusmusical,thoughMissJenkynsbeattime,outoftime,bywayofappearingtobeso。
ItwasverygoodofMissJenkynstodothis;forIhadseenthat,alittlebefore,shehadbeenagooddealannoyedbyMissJessieBrown’sunguardedadmission(APROPOSofShetlandwool)thatshehadanuncle,hermother’sbrother,whowasashop—keeperinEdinburgh。MissJenkynstriedtodrownthisconfessionbyaterriblecough—fortheHonourableMrsJamiesonwassittingatacard—tablenearestMissJessie,andwhatwouldshesayorthinkifshefoundoutshewasinthesameroomwithashop—keeper’sniece!
ButMissJessieBrown(whohadnotact,asweallagreedthenextmorning)WOULDrepeattheinformation,andassureMissPoleshecouldeasilygethertheidenticalShetlandwoolrequired,"throughmyuncle,whohasthebestassortmentofShetlandgoodsofanyoneinEdinbro’。"Itwastotakethetasteofthisoutofourmouths,andthesoundofthisoutofourears,thatMissJenkynsproposedmusic;soIsayagain,itwasverygoodofhertobeattimetothesong。
Whenthetraysre—appearedwithbiscuitsandwine,punctuallyataquartertonine,therewasconversation,comparingofcards,andtalkingovertricks;butby—and—byCaptainBrownsportedabitofliterature。
"Haveyouseenanynumbersof’ThePickwickPapers’?"saidhe。
(Theywe’rethenpublishinginparts。)"Capitalthing!"
NowMissJenkynswasdaughterofadeceasedrectorofCranford;
and,onthestrengthofanumberofmanuscriptsermons,andaprettygoodlibraryofdivinity,consideredherselfliterary,andlookeduponanyconversationaboutbooksasachallengetoher。Sosheansweredandsaid,"Yes,shehadseenthem;indeed,shemightsayshehadreadthem。"
"Andwhatdoyouthinkofthem?"exclaimedCaptainBrown。"Aren’ttheyfamouslygood?"
SourgedMissJenkynscouldnotbutspeak。
"Imustsay,Idon’tthinktheyarebyanymeansequaltoDrJohnson。Still,perhaps,theauthorisyoung。Lethimpersevere,andwhoknowswhathemaybecomeifhewilltakethegreatDoctorforhismodel?"ThiswasevidentlytoomuchforCaptainBrowntotakeplacidly;andIsawthewordsonthetipofhistonguebeforeMissJenkynshadfinishedhersentence。
"Itisquiteadifferentsortofthing,mydearmadam,"hebegan。
"Iamquiteawareofthat,"returnedshe。"AndImakeallowances,CaptainBrown。"
"Justallowmetoreadyouasceneoutofthismonth’snumber,"
pleadedhe。"Ihaditonlythismorning,andIdon’tthinkthecompanycanhavereadityet。"
"Asyouplease,"saidshe,settlingherselfwithanairofresignation。Hereadtheaccountofthe"swarry"whichSamWellergaveatBath。Someofuslaughedheartily。Ididnotdare,becauseIwasstayinginthehouse。MissJenkynssatinpatientgravity。Whenitwasended,sheturnedtome,andsaidwithmilddignity—
"Fetchme’Rasselas,’mydear,outofthebook—room。"
WhenIhadbroughtittoher,sheturnedtoCaptainBrown—
"Nowallowmetoreadyouascene,andthenthepresentcompanycanjudgebetweenyourfavourite,MrBoz,andDrJohnson。"
ShereadoneoftheconversationsbetweenRasselasandImlac,inahigh—pitched,majesticvoice:andwhenshehadended,shesaid,"I
imagineIamnowjustifiedinmypreferenceofDrJohnsonasawriteroffiction。"TheCaptainscrewedhislipsup,anddrummedonthetable,buthedidnotspeak。Shethoughtshewouldgivehimafinishingblowortwo。
"Iconsideritvulgar,andbelowthedignityofliterature,topublishinnumbers。"
"HowwastheRAMBLERpublished,ma’am?"askedCaptainBrowninalowvoice,whichIthinkMissJenkynscouldnothaveheard。
"DrJohnson’sstyleisamodelforyoungbeginners。MyfatherrecommendedittomewhenIbegantowriteletters—Ihaveformedmyownstyleuponit;Irecommendedittoyourfavourite。"
"Ishouldbeverysorryforhimtoexchangehisstyleforanysuchpompouswriting,"saidCaptainBrown。
MissJenkynsfeltthisasapersonalaffront,inawayofwhichtheCaptainhadnotdreamed。EpistolarywritingsheandherfriendsconsideredasherFORTE。ManyacopyofmanyaletterhaveIseenwrittenandcorrectedontheslate,beforeshe"seizedthehalf—
hourjustprevioustopost—timetoassure"herfriendsofthisorofthat;andDrJohnsonwas,asshesaid,hermodelinthesecompositions。Shedrewherselfupwithdignity,andonlyrepliedtoCaptainBrown’slastremarkbysaying,withmarkedemphasisoneverysyllable,"IpreferDrJohnsontoMrBoz。"
Itissaid—Iwon’tvouchforthefact—thatCaptainBrownwasheardtosay,SOTTOVOCE,"D—nDrJohnson!"Ifhedid,hewaspenitentafterwards,asheshowedbygoingtostandnearMissJenkyns’arm—chair,andendeavouringtobeguileherintoconversationonsomemorepleasingsubject。Butshewasinexorable。ThenextdayshemadetheremarkIhavementionedaboutMissJessie’sdimples。
CHAPTERII—THECAPTAIN
ITwasimpossibletoliveamonthatCranfordandnotknowthedailyhabitsofeachresident;andlongbeforemyvisitwasendedI
knewmuchconcerningthewholeBrowntrio。Therewasnothingnewtobediscoveredrespectingtheirpoverty;fortheyhadspokensimplyandopenlyaboutthatfromtheveryfirst。Theymadenomysteryofthenecessityfortheirbeingeconomical。AllthatremainedtobediscoveredwastheCaptain’sinfinitekindnessofheart,andthevariousmodesinwhich,unconsciouslytohimself,hemanifestedit。Somelittleanecdotesweretalkedaboutforsometimeaftertheyoccurred。Aswedidnotreadmuch,andasalltheladieswereprettywellsuitedwithservants,therewasadearthofsubjectsforconversation。WethereforediscussedthecircumstanceoftheCaptaintakingapooroldwoman’sdinneroutofherhandsoneveryslipperySunday。Hehadmetherreturningfromthebakehouseashecamefromchurch,andnoticedherprecariousfooting;and,withthegravedignitywithwhichhedideverything,herelievedherofherburden,andsteeredalongthestreetbyherside,carryingherbakedmuttonandpotatoessafelyhome。Thiswasthoughtveryeccentric;anditwasratherexpectedthathewouldpayaroundofcalls,ontheMondaymorning,toexplainandapologisetotheCranfordsenseofpropriety:buthedidnosuchthing:andthenitwasdecidedthathewasashamed,andwaskeepingoutofsight。Inakindlypityforhim,webegantosay,"Afterall,theSundaymorning’soccurrenceshowedgreatgoodnessofheart,"anditwasresolvedthatheshouldbecomfortedonhisnextappearanceamongstus;but,lo!hecamedownuponus,untouchedbyanysenseofshame,speakingloudandbassasever,hisheadthrownback,hiswigasjauntyandwell—curledasusual,andwewereobligedtoconcludehehadforgottenallaboutSunday。
MissPoleandMissJessieBrownhadsetupakindofintimacyonthestrengthoftheShetlandwoolandthenewknittingstitches;soithappenedthatwhenIwenttovisitMissPoleIsawmoreoftheBrownsthanIhaddonewhilestayingwithMissJenkyns,whohadnevergotoverwhatshecalledCaptainBrown’sdisparagingremarksuponDrJohnsonasawriteroflightandagreeablefiction。I
foundthatMissBrownwasseriouslyillofsomelingering,incurablecomplaint,thepainoccasionedbywhichgavetheuneasyexpressiontoherfacethatIhadtakenforunmitigatedcrossness。
Cross,too,shewasattimes,whenthenervousirritabilityoccasionedbyherdiseasebecamepastendurance。MissJessieborewithheratthesetimes,evenmorepatientlythanshedidwiththebitterself—upbraidingsbywhichtheywereinvariablysucceeded。
MissBrownusedtoaccuseherself,notmerelyofhastyandirritabletemper,butalsoofbeingthecausewhyherfatherandsisterwereobligedtopinch,inordertoallowherthesmallluxurieswhichwerenecessariesinhercondition。Shewouldsofainhavemadesacrificesforthem,andhavelightenedtheircares,thattheoriginalgenerosityofherdispositionaddedacerbitytohertemper。AllthiswasbornebyMissJessieandherfatherwithmorethanplacidity—withabsolutetenderness。IforgaveMissJessiehersingingoutoftune,andherjuvenilityofdress,whenI
sawherathome。IcametoperceivethatCaptainBrown’sdarkBrutuswigandpaddedcoat(alas!toooftenthreadbare)wereremnantsofthemilitarysmartnessofhisyouth,whichhenowworeunconsciously。Hewasamanofinfiniteresources,gainedinhisbarrackexperience。Asheconfessed,noonecouldblackhisbootstopleasehimexcepthimself;but,indeed,hewasnotabovesavingthelittlemaid—servant’slaboursineveryway—knowing,mostlikely,thathisdaughter’sillnessmadetheplaceahardone。
HeendeavouredtomakepeacewithMissJenkynssoonafterthememorabledisputeIhavenamed,byapresentofawoodenfire—
shovel(hisownmaking),havingheardhersayhowmuchthegratingofanirononeannoyedher。Shereceivedthepresentwithcoolgratitude,andthankedhimformally。Whenhewasgone,shebademeputitawayinthelumber—room;feeling,probably,thatnopresentfromamanwhopreferredMrBoztoDrJohnsoncouldbelessjarringthananironfire—shovel。
SuchwasthestateofthingswhenIleftCranfordandwenttoDrumble。Ihad,however,severalcorrespondents,whokeptmeAU
FAITastotheproceedingsofthedearlittletown。TherewasMissPole,whowasbecomingasmuchabsorbedincrochetasshehadbeenonceinknitting,andtheburdenofwhoseletterwassomethinglike,"Butdon’tyouforgetthewhiteworstedatFlint’s"oftheoldsong;forattheendofeverysentenceofnewscameafreshdirectionastosomecrochetcommissionwhichIwastoexecuteforher。MissMatildaJenkyns(whodidnotmindbeingcalledMissMatty,whenMissJenkynswasnotby)wrotenice,kind,ramblingletters,nowandthenventuringintoanopinionofherown;butsuddenlypullingherselfup,andeitherbeggingmenottonamewhatshehadsaid,asDeborahthoughtdifferently,andSHEknew,orelseputtinginapostscripttotheeffectthat,sincewritingtheabove,shehadbeentalkingoverthesubjectwithDeborah,andwasquiteconvincedthat,etc。—(hereprobablyfollowedarecantationofeveryopinionshehadgivenintheletter)。ThencameMissJenkyns—Deborah,asshelikedMissMattytocallher,herfatherhavingoncesaidthattheHebrewnameoughttobesopronounced。I
secretlythinkshetooktheHebrewprophetessforamodelincharacter;and,indeed,shewasnotunlikethesternprophetessinsomeways,makingallowance,ofcourse,formoderncustomsanddifferenceindress。MissJenkynsworeacravat,andalittlebonnetlikeajockey—cap,andaltogetherhadtheappearanceofastrong—mindedwoman;althoughshewouldhavedespisedthemodernideaofwomenbeingequaltomen。Equal,indeed!sheknewtheyweresuperior。Buttoreturntoherletters。Everythinginthemwasstatelyandgrandlikeherself。Ihavebeenlookingthemover(dearMissJenkyns,howIhonouredher!)andIwillgiveanextract,moreespeciallybecauseitrelatestoourfriendCaptainBrown:—
"TheHonourableMrsJamiesonhasonlyjustquittedme;and,inthecourseofconversation,shecommunicatedtometheintelligencethatshehadyesterdayreceivedacallfromherreveredhusband’squondamfriend,LordMauleverer。Youwillnoteasilyconjecturewhatbroughthislordshipwithintheprecinctsofourlittletown。
ItwastoseeCaptainBrown,withwhom,itappears,hislordshipwasacquaintedinthe’plumedwars,’andwhohadtheprivilegeofavertingdestructionfromhislordship’sheadwhensomegreatperilwasimpendingoverit,offthemisnomeredCapeofGoodHope。YouknowourfriendtheHonourableMrsJamieson’sdeficiencyinthespiritofinnocentcuriosity,andyouwillthereforenotbesomuchsurprisedwhenItellyoushewasquiteunabletodisclosetometheexactnatureoftheperilinquestion。Iwasanxious,I
confess,toascertaininwhatmannerCaptainBrown,withhislimitedestablishment,couldreceivesodistinguishedaguest;andIdiscoveredthathislordshipretiredtorest,and,letushope,torefreshingslumbers,attheAngelHotel;butsharedtheBrunonianmealsduringthetwodaysthathehonouredCranfordwithhisaugustpresence。MrsJohnson,ourcivilbutcher’swife,informsmethatMissJessiepurchasedalegoflamb;but,besidesthis,Icanhearofnopreparationwhatevertogiveasuitablereceptiontosodistinguishedavisitor。Perhapstheyentertainedhimwith’thefeastofreasonandtheflowofsoul’;andtous,whoareacquaintedwithCaptainBrown’ssadwantofrelishfor’thepurewellsofEnglishundefiled,’itmaybematterforcongratulationthathehashadtheopportunityofimprovinghistastebyholdingconversewithanelegantandrefinedmemberoftheBritisharistocracy。Butfromsomemundanefailingswhoisaltogetherfree?"
MissPoleandMissMattywrotetomebythesamepost。SuchapieceofnewsasLordMauleverer’svisitwasnottobelostontheCranfordletter—writers:theymadethemostofit。MissMattyhumblyapologisedforwritingatthesametimeashersister,whowassomuchmorecapablethanshetodescribethehonourdonetoCranford;butinspiteofalittlebadspelling,MissMatty’saccountgavemethebestideaofthecommotionoccasionedbyhislordship’svisit,afterithadoccurred;for,exceptthepeopleattheAngel,theBrowns,MrsJamieson,andalittleladhislordshiphadswornatfordrivingadirtyhoopagainstthearistocraticlegs,Icouldnothearofanyonewithwhomhislordshiphadheldconversation。
MynextvisittoCranfordwasinthesummer。Therehadbeenneitherbirths,deaths,normarriagessinceIwastherelast。
Everybodylivedinthesamehouse,andworeprettynearlythesamewell—preserved,old—fashionedclothes。Thegreatesteventwas,thatMissJenkynshadpurchasedanewcarpetforthedrawing—room。
Oh,thebusyworkMissMattyandIhadinchasingthesunbeams,astheyfellinanafternoonrightdownonthiscarpetthroughtheblindlesswindow!Wespreadnewspapersovertheplacesandsatdowntoourbookorourwork;and,lo!inaquarterofanhourthesunhadmoved,andwasblazingawayonafreshspot;anddownagainwewentonourkneestoalterthepositionofthenewspapers。Wewereverybusy,too,onewholemorning,beforeMissJenkynsgaveherparty,infollowingherdirections,andincuttingoutandstitchingtogetherpiecesofnewspapersoastoformlittlepathstoeverychairsetfortheexpectedvisitors,lesttheirshoesmightdirtyordefilethepurityofthecarpet。DoyoumakepaperpathsforeveryguesttowalkuponinLondon?
CaptainBrownandMissJenkynswerenotverycordialtoeachother。
Theliterarydispute,ofwhichIhadseenthebeginning,wasa"raw,"theslightesttouchonwhichmadethemwince。Itwastheonlydifferenceofopiniontheyhadeverhad;butthatdifferencewasenough。MissJenkynscouldnotrefrainfromtalkingatCaptainBrown;and,thoughhedidnotreply,hedrummedwithhisfingers,whichactionshefeltandresentedasverydisparagingtoDrJohnson。HewasratherostentatiousinhispreferenceofthewritingsofMrBoz;wouldwalkthroughthestreetssoabsorbedinthemthatheallbutranagainstMissJenkyns;andthoughhisapologieswereearnestandsincere,andthoughhedidnot,infact,domorethanstartleherandhimself,sheownedtomeshehadratherhehadknockedherdown,ifhehadonlybeenreadingahigherstyleofliterature。Thepoor,braveCaptain!helookedolder,andmoreworn,andhisclotheswereverythreadbare。Butheseemedasbrightandcheerfulasever,unlesshewasaskedabouthisdaughter’shealth。
"Shesuffersagreatdeal,andshemustsuffermore:wedowhatwecantoalleviateherpain;—God’swillbedone!"Hetookoffhishatattheselastwords。Ifound,fromMissMatty,thateverythinghadbeendone,infact。Amedicalman,ofhighreputeinthatcountryneighbourhood,hadbeensentfor,andeveryinjunctionhehadgivenwasattendedto,regardlessofexpense。MissMattywassuretheydeniedthemselvesmanythingsinordertomaketheinvalidcomfortable;buttheyneverspokeaboutit;andasforMissJessie!—"Ireallythinkshe’sanangel,"saidpoorMissMatty,quiteovercome。"ToseeherwayofbearingwithMissBrown’scrossness,andthebrightfacesheputsonaftershe’sbeensittingupawholenightandscoldedabovehalfofit,isquitebeautiful。
YetshelooksasneatandasreadytowelcometheCaptainatbreakfast—timeasifshehadbeenasleepintheQueen’sbedallnight。Mydear!youcouldneverlaughatherprimlittlecurlsorherpinkbowsagainifyousawherasIhavedone。"Icouldonlyfeelverypenitent,andgreetMissJessiewithdoublerespectwhenImethernext。Shelookedfadedandpinched;andherlipsbegantoquiver,asifshewasveryweak,whenshespokeofhersister。
Butshebrightened,andsentbackthetearsthatwereglitteringinherprettyeyes,asshesaid—
"But,tobesure,whatatownCranfordisforkindness!Idon’tsupposeanyonehasabetterdinnerthanusualcookedbutthebestpartofallcomesinalittlecoveredbasinformysister。Thepoorpeoplewillleavetheirearliestvegetablesatourdoorforher。Theyspeakshortandgruff,asiftheywereashamedofit:
butIamsureitoftengoestomyhearttoseetheirthoughtfulness。"Thetearsnowcamebackandoverflowed;butafteraminuteortwoshebegantoscoldherself,andendedbygoingawaythesamecheerfulMissJessieasever。
"ButwhydoesnotthisLordMaulevererdosomethingforthemanwhosavedhislife?"saidI。
"Why,yousee,unlessCaptainBrownhassomereasonforit,heneverspeaksaboutbeingpoor;andhewalkedalongbyhislordshiplookingashappyandcheerfulasaprince;andastheynevercalledattentiontotheirdinnerbyapologies,andasMissBrownwasbetterthatday,andallseemedbright,Idaresayhislordshipneverknewhowmuchcaretherewasinthebackground。Hedidsendgameinthewinterprettyoften,butnowheisgoneabroad。"
IhadoftenoccasiontonoticetheusethatwasmadeoffragmentsandsmallopportunitiesinCranford;therose—leavesthatweregatherederetheyfelltomakeintoapotpourriforsomeonewhohadnogarden;thelittlebundlesoflavenderflowerssenttostrewthedrawersofsometown—dweller,ortoburninthechamberofsomeinvalid。Thingsthatmanywoulddespise,andactionswhichitseemedscarcelyworthwhiletoperform,wereallattendedtoinCranford。MissJenkynsstuckanapplefullofcloves,tobeheatedandsmellpleasantlyinMissBrown’sroom;andassheputineachclovesheutteredaJohnsoniansentence。Indeed,shenevercouldthinkoftheBrownswithouttalkingJohnson;and,astheywereseldomabsentfromherthoughtsjustthen,Iheardmanyarolling,three—piledsentence。
CaptainBrowncalledonedaytothankMistJenkynsformanylittlekindnesses,whichIdidnotknowuntilthenthatshehadrendered。
Hehadsuddenlybecomelikeanoldman;hisdeepbassvoicehadaquaveringinit,hiseyeslookeddim,andthelinesonhisfaceweredeep。Hedidnot—couldnot—speakcheerfullyofhisdaughter’sstate,buthetalkedwithmanly,piousresignation,andnotmuch。Twiceoverhesaid,"WhatJessiehasbeentous,Godonlyknows!"andafterthesecondtime,hegotuphastily,shookhandsallroundwithoutspeaking,andlefttheroom。
Thatafternoonweperceivedlittlegroupsinthestreet,alllisteningwithfacesaghasttosometaleorother。MissJenkynswonderedwhatcouldbethematterforsometimebeforeshetooktheundignifiedstepofsendingJennyouttoinquire。
Jennycamebackwithawhitefaceofterror。"Oh,ma’am!Oh,MissJenkyns,ma’am!CaptainBrowniskilledbythemnastycruelrailroads!"andsheburstintotears。She,alongwithmanyothers,hadexperiencedthepoorCaptain’skindness。
"How?—where—where?GoodGod!Jenny,don’twastetimeincrying,buttellussomething。"MissMattyrushedoutintothestreetatonce,andcollaredthemanwhowastellingthetale。
"Comein—cometomysisteratonce,MissJenkyns,therector’sdaughter。Oh,man,man!sayitisnottrue,"shecried,asshebroughttheaffrightedcarter,sleekingdownhishair,intothedrawing—room,wherehestoodwithhiswetbootsonthenewcarpet,andnooneregardedit。
"Please,mum,itistrue。Iseeditmyself,"andheshudderedattherecollection。"TheCaptainwasa—readingsomenewbookashewasdeepin,a—waitingforthedowntrain;andtherewasalittlelassaswantedtocometoitsmammy,andgaveitssistertheslip,andcametoddlingacrosstheline。Andhelookedupsudden,atthesoundofthetraincoming,andseedthechild,andhedartedonthelineandcotcheditup,andhisfootslipped,andthetraincameoverhiminnotime。OLord,Lord!Mum,it’squitetrue,andthey’vecomeovertotellhisdaughters。Thechild’ssafe,though,withonlyabangonitsshoulderashethrewittoitsmammy。PoorCaptainwouldbegladofthat,mum,wouldn’the?Godblesshim!"
Thegreatroughcarterpuckereduphismanlyface,andturnedawaytohidehistears。IturnedtoMissJenkyns。Shelookedveryill,asifsheweregoingtofaint,andsignedtometoopenthewindow。
"Matilda,bringmemybonnet。Imustgotothosegirls。Godpardonme,ifeverIhavespokencontemptuouslytotheCaptain!"
MissJenkynsarrayedherselftogoout,tellingMissMatildatogivethemanaglassofwine。Whileshewasaway,MissMattyandI
huddledoverthefire,talkinginalowandawe—struckvoice。I
knowwecriedquietlyallthetime。
MissJenkynscamehomeinasilentmood,andwedurstnotaskhermanyquestions。ShetoldusthatMissJessiehadfainted,andthatsheandMissPolehadhadsomedifficultyinbringingherround;
butthat,assoonassherecovered,shebeggedoneofthemtogoandsitwithhersister。
"MrHogginssaysshecannotlivemanydays,andsheshallbesparedthisshock,"saidMissJessie,shiveringwithfeelingstowhichshedarednotgiveway。
"Buthowcanyoumanage,mydear?"askedMissJenkyns;"youcannotbearup,shemustseeyourtears。"
"Godwillhelpme—Iwillnotgiveway—shewasasleepwhenthenewscame;shemaybeasleepyet。Shewouldbesoutterlymiserable,notmerelyatmyfather’sdeath,buttothinkofwhatwouldbecomeofme;sheissogoodtome。"Shelookedupearnestlyintheirfaceswithhersofttrueeyes,andMissPoletoldMissJenkynsafterwardsshecouldhardlybearit,knowing,asshedid,howMissBrowntreatedhersister。
However,itwassettledaccordingtoMissJessie’swish。MissBrownwastobetoldherfatherhadbeensummonedtotakeashortjourneyonrailwaybusiness。Theyhadmanageditinsomeway—
MissJenkynscouldnotexactlysayhow。MissPolewastostopwithMissJessie。MrsJamiesonhadsenttoinquire。Andthiswasallweheardthatnight;andasorrowfulnightitwas。ThenextdayafullaccountofthefatalaccidentwasinthecountypaperwhichMissJenkynstookin。Hereyeswereveryweak,shesaid,andsheaskedmetoreadit。WhenIcametothe"gallantgentlemanwasdeeplyengagedintheperusalofanumberof’Pickwick,’whichhehadjustreceived,"MissJenkynsshookherheadlongandsolemnly,andthensighedout,"Poor,dear,infatuatedman!"
Thecorpsewastobetakenfromthestationtotheparishchurch,theretobeinterred。MissJessiehadsetherheartonfollowingittothegrave;andnodissuasivescouldalterherresolve。Herrestraintuponherselfmadeheralmostobstinate;sheresistedallMissPole’sentreatiesandMissJenkyns’advice。AtlastMissJenkynsgaveupthepoint;andafterasilence,whichIfearedportendedsomedeepdispleasureagainstMissJessie,MissJenkynssaidsheshouldaccompanythelattertothefuneral。
"Itisnotfitforyoutogoalone。ItwouldbeagainstbothproprietyandhumanitywereItoallowit。"
MissJessieseemedasifshedidnothalflikethisarrangement;
butherobstinacy,ifshehadany,hadbeenexhaustedinherdeterminationtogototheinterment。Shelonged,poorthing,I
havenodoubt,tocryaloneoverthegraveofthedearfathertowhomshehadbeenallinall,andtogiveway,foronelittlehalf—
hour,uninterruptedbysympathyandunobservedbyfriendship。Butitwasnottobe。ThatafternoonMissJenkynssentoutforayardofblackcrape,andemployedherselfbusilyintrimmingthelittleblacksilkbonnetIhavespokenabout。Whenitwasfinishedsheputiton,andlookedatusforapprobation—admirationshedespised。Iwasfullofsorrow,but,byoneofthosewhimsicalthoughtswhichcomeunbiddenintoourheads,intimesofdeepestgrief,InosoonersawthebonnetthanIwasremindedofahelmet;
andinthathybridbonnet,halfhelmet,halfjockey—cap,didMissJenkynsattendCaptainBrown’sfuneral,and,Ibelieve,supportedMissJessiewithatender,indulgentfirmnesswhichwasinvaluable,allowinghertoweepherpassionatefillbeforetheyleft。
MissPole,MissMatty,andI,meanwhileattendedtoMissBrown:andhardworkwefoundittorelieveherquerulousandnever—endingcomplaints。Butifweweresowearyanddispirited,whatmustMissJessiehavebeen!Yetshecamebackalmostcalmasifshehadgainedanewstrength。Sheputoffhermourningdress,andcamein,lookingpaleandgentle,thankinguseachwithasoftlongpressureofthehand。Shecouldevensmile—afaint,sweet,wintrysmile—asiftoreassureusofherpowertoendure;butherlookmadeoureyesfillsuddenlywithtears,morethanifshehadcriedoutright。
ItwassettledthatMissPolewastoremainwithherallthewatchinglivelongnight;andthatMissMattyandIweretoreturninthemorningtorelievethem,andgiveMissJessietheopportunityforafewhoursofsleep。Butwhenthemorningcame,MissJenkynsappearedatthebreakfast—table,equippedinherhelmet—bonnet,andorderedMissMattytostayathome,asshemeanttogoandhelptonurse。Shewasevidentlyinastateofgreatfriendlyexcitement,whichsheshowedbyeatingherbreakfaststanding,andscoldingthehouseholdallround。
Nonursing—noenergeticstrong—mindedwomancouldhelpMissBrownnow。Therewasthatintheroomasweenteredwhichwasstrongerthanusall,andmadeusshrinkintosolemnawestruckhelplessness。
MissBrownwasdying。Wehardlyknewhervoice,itwassodevoidofthecomplainingtonewehadalwaysassociatedwithit。MissJessietoldmeafterwardsthatit,andherfacetoo,werejustwhattheyhadbeenformerly,whenhermother’sdeathlefthertheyounganxiousheadofthefamily,ofwhomonlyMissJessiesurvived。
Shewasconsciousofhersister’spresence,thoughnot,Ithink,ofours。Westoodalittlebehindthecurtain:MissJessiekneltwithherfacenearhersister’s,inordertocatchthelastsoftawfulwhispers。
"Oh,Jessie!Jessie!HowselfishIhavebeen!Godforgivemeforlettingyousacrificeyourselfformeasyoudid!Ihavesolovedyou—andyetIhavethoughtonlyofmyself。Godforgiveme!"
"Hush,love!hush!"saidMissJessie,sobbing。
"Andmyfather,mydear,dearfather!Iwillnotcomplainnow,ifGodwillgivemestrengthtobepatient。But,oh,Jessie!tellmyfatherhowIlongedandyearnedtoseehimatlast,andtoaskhisforgiveness。HecanneverknownowhowIlovedhim—oh!ifI
mightbuttellhim,beforeIdie!Whatalifeofsorrowhishasbeen,andIhavedonesolittletocheerhim!"
AlightcameintoMissJessie’sface。"Woulditcomfortyou,dearest,tothinkthathedoesknow?—woulditcomfortyou,love,toknowthathiscares,hissorrows"—Hervoicequivered,butshesteadieditintocalmness—"Mary!hehasgonebeforeyoutotheplacewherethewearyareatrest。Heknowsnowhowyoulovedhim。"
Astrangelook,whichwasnotdistress,cameoverMissBrown’sface。Shedidnotspeakforcometime,butthenwesawherlipsformthewords,ratherthanheardthesound—"Father,mother,Harry,Archy;"—then,asifitwereanewideathrowingafilmyshadowoverherdarkenedmind—"Butyouwillbealone,Jessie!"
MissJessiehadbeenfeelingthisallduringthesilence,Ithink;
forthetearsrolleddownhercheekslikerain,atthesewords,andshecouldnotansweratfirst。Thensheputherhandstogethertight,andliftedthemup,andsaid—butnottous—"ThoughHeslayme,yetwillItrustinHim。"
InafewmomentsmoreMissBrownlaycalmandstill—nevertosorrowormurmurmore。
Afterthissecondfuneral,MissJenkynsinsistedthatMissJessieshouldcometostaywithherratherthangobacktothedesolatehouse,which,infact,welearnedfromMissJessie,mustnowbegivenup,asshehadnotwherewithaltomaintainit。Shehadsomethingabovetwentypoundsayear,besidestheinterestofthemoneyforwhichthefurniturewouldsell;butshecouldnotliveuponthat:andsowetalkedoverherqualificationsforearningmoney。
"Icansewneatly,"saidshe,"andIlikenursing。Ithink,too,I
couldmanageahouse,ifanyonewouldtrymeashousekeeper;orI
wouldgointoashopassaleswoman,iftheywouldhavepatiencewithmeatfirst。"
MissJenkynsdeclared,inanangryvoice,thatsheshoulddonosuchthing;andtalkedtoherselfabout"somepeoplehavingnoideaoftheirrankasacaptain’sdaughter,"nearlyanhourafterwards,whenshebroughtMissJessieupabasinofdelicately—madearrowroot,andstoodoverherlikeadragoonuntilthelastspoonfulwasfinished:thenshedisappeared。MissJessiebegantotellmesomemoreoftheplanswhichhadsuggestedthemselvestoher,andinsensiblyfellintotalkingofthedaysthatwerepastandgone,andinterestedmesomuchIneitherknewnorheededhowtimepassed。WewerebothstartledwhenMissJenkynsreappeared,andcaughtuscrying。Iwasafraidlestshewouldbedispleased,assheoftensaidthatcryinghindereddigestion,andIknewshewantedMissJessietogetstrong;but,instead,shelookedqueerandexcited,andfidgetedrounduswithoutsayinganything。Atlastshespoke。
"Ihavebeensomuchstartled—no,I’venotbeenatallstartled—
don’tmindme,mydearMissJessie—I’vebeenverymuchsurprised—infact,I’vehadacaller,whomyouknewonce,mydearMissJessie"—
MissJessiewentverywhite,thenflushedscarlet,andlookedeagerlyatMissJenkyns。
"Agentleman,mydear,whowantstoknowifyouwouldseehim。"
"Isit?—itisnot"—stammeredoutMissJessie—andgotnofarther。
"Thisishiscard,"saidMissJenkyns,givingittoMissJessie;
andwhileherheadwasbentoverit,MissJenkynswentthroughaseriesofwinksandoddfacestome,andformedherlipsintoalongsentence,ofwhich,ofcourse,Icouldnotunderstandaword。
"Mayhecomeup?"askedMissJenkynsatlast。
"Oh,yes!certainly!"saidMissJessie,asmuchastosay,thisisyourhouse,youmayshowanyvisitorwhereyoulike。ShetookupsomeknittingofMissMatty’sandbegantobeverybusy,thoughI
couldseehowshetrembledallover。
MissJenkynsrangthebell,andtoldtheservantwhoansweredittoshowMajorGordonupstairs;and,presently,inwalkedatall,fine,frank—lookingmanoffortyorupwards。HeshookhandswithMissJessie;buthecouldnotseehereyes,shekeptthemsofixedontheground。MissJenkynsaskedmeifIwouldcomeandhelphertotieupthepreservesinthestore—room;andthoughMissJessiepluckedatmygown,andevenlookedupatmewithbeggingeye,I
durstnotrefusetogowhereMissJenkynsasked。Insteadoftyinguppreservesinthestore—room,however,wewenttotalkinthedining—room;andthereMissJenkynstoldmewhatMajorGordonhadtoldher;howhehadservedinthesameregimentwithCaptainBrown,andhadbecomeacquaintedwithMissJessie,thenasweet—
looking,bloominggirlofeighteen;howtheacquaintancehadgrownintoloveonhispart,thoughithadbeensomeyearsbeforehehadspoken;how,onbecomingpossessed,throughthewillofanuncle,ofagoodestateinScotland,hehadofferedandbeenrefused,thoughwithsomuchagitationandevidentdistressthathewassureshewasnotindifferenttohim;andhowhehaddiscoveredthattheobstaclewasthefelldiseasewhichwas,eventhen,toosurelythreateninghersister。Shehadmentionedthatthesurgeonsforetoldintensesuffering;andtherewasnoonebutherselftonurseherpoorMary,orcheerandcomfortherfatherduringthetimeofillness。Theyhadhadlongdiscussions;andonherrefusaltopledgeherselftohimashiswifewhenallshouldbeover,hehadgrownangry,andbrokenoffentirely,andgoneabroad,believingthatshewasacold—heartedpersonwhomhewoulddowelltoforget。
HehadbeentravellingintheEast,andwasonhisreturnhomewhen,atRome,hesawtheaccountofCaptainBrown’sdeathinGALIGNANI。
JustthenMissMatty,whohadbeenoutallthemorning,andhadonlylatelyreturnedtothehouse,burstinwithafaceofdismayandoutragedpropriety。
"Oh,goodnessme!"shesaid。"Deborah,there’sagentlemansittinginthedrawing—roomwithhisarmroundMissJessie’swaist!"MissMatty’seyeslookedlargewithterror。
MissJenkynssnubbedherdowninaninstant。
"Themostproperplaceintheworldforhisarmtobein。Goaway,Matilda,andmindyourownbusiness。"Thisfromhersister,whohadhithertobeenamodeloffemininedecorum,wasablowforpoorMissMatty,andwithadoubleshockshelefttheroom。
ThelasttimeIeversawpoorMissJenkynswasmanyyearsafterthis。MrsGordonhadkeptupawarmandaffectionateintercoursewithallatCranford。MissJenkyns,MissMatty,andMissPolehadallbeentovisither,andreturnedwithwonderfulaccountsofherhouse,herhusband,herdress,andherlooks。For,withhappiness,somethingofherearlybloomreturned;shehadbeenayearortwoyoungerthanwehadtakenherfor。Hereyeswerealwayslovely,and,asMrsGordon,herdimpleswerenotoutofplace。AtthetimetowhichIhavereferred,whenIlastsawMissJenkyns,thatladywasoldandfeeble,andhadlostsomethingofherstrongmind。
LittleFloraGordonwasstayingwiththeMissesJenkyns,andwhenI
cameinshewasreadingaloudtoMissJenkyns,wholayfeebleandchangedonthesofa。FloraputdowntheRAMBLERwhenIcamein。
"Ah!"saidMissJenkyns,"youfindmechanged,mydear。Ifcan’tseeasIusedtodo。IFlorawerenotheretoreadtome,IhardlyknowhowIshouldgetthroughtheday。DidyoueverreadtheRAMBLER?It’sawonderfulbook—wonderful!andthemostimprovingreadingforFlora"(whichIdaresayitwouldhavebeen,ifshecouldhavereadhalfthewordswithoutspelling,andcouldhaveunderstoodthemeaningofathird),"betterthanthatstrangeoldbook,withthequeername,poorCaptainBrownwaskilledforreading—thatbookbyMrBoz,youknow—’OldPoz’;whenIwasagirl—butthat’salongtimeago—IactedLucyin’OldPoz。’"
ShebabbledonlongenoughforFloratogetagoodlongspellatthe"ChristmasCarol,"whichMissMattyhadleftonthetable。
CHAPTERIII—ALOVEAFFAIROFLONGAGO
ITHOUGHTthatprobablymyconnectionwithCranfordwouldceaseafterMissJenkyns’sdeath;atleast,thatitwouldhavetobekeptupbycorrespondence,whichbearsmuchthesamerelationtopersonalintercoursethatthebooksofdriedplantsIsometimessee("HortusSiccus,"Ithinktheycallthething)dotothelivingandfreshflowersinthelinesandmeadows。Iwaspleasantlysurprised,therefore,byreceivingaletterfromMissPole(whohadalwayscomeinforasupplementaryweekaftermyannualvisittoMissJenkyns)proposingthatIshouldgoandstaywithher;andthen,inacoupleofdaysaftermyacceptance,cameanotefromMissMatty,inwhich,inarathercircuitousandveryhumblemanner,shetoldmehowmuchpleasureIshouldconferifIcouldspendaweekortwowithher,eitherbeforeorafterIhadbeenatMissPole’s;"for,"shesaid,"sincemydearsister’sdeathIamwellawareIhavenoattractionstooffer;itisonlytothekindnessofmyfriendsthatIcanowetheircompany。"
OfcourseIpromisedtocometodearMissMattyassoonasIhadendedmyvisittoMissPole;andthedayaftermyarrivalatCranfordIwenttoseeher,muchwonderingwhatthehousewouldbelikewithoutMissJenkyns,andratherdreadingthechangedaspectofthings。MissMattybegantocryassoonasshesawme。Shewasevidentlynervousfromhavinganticipatedmycall。IcomfortedheraswellasIcould;andIfoundthebestconsolationIcouldgivewasthehonestpraisethatcamefrommyheartasIspokeofthedeceased。MissMattyslowlyshookherheadovereachvirtueasitwasnamedandattributedtohersister;andatlastshecouldnotrestrainthetearswhichhadlongbeensilentlyflowing,buthidherfacebehindherhandkerchiefandsobbedaloud。
"DearMissMatty,"saidI,takingherhand—forindeedIdidnotknowinwhatwaytotellherhowsorryIwasforher,leftdesertedintheworld。Sheputdownherhandkerchiefandsaid—
"Mydear,I’dratheryoudidnotcallmeMatty。Shedidnotlikeit;butIdidmanyathingshedidnotlike,I’mafraid—andnowshe’sgone!Ifyouplease,mylove,willyoucallmeMatilda?"
Ipromisedfaithfully,andbegantopractisethenewnamewithMissPolethatveryday;and,bydegrees,MissMatilda’sfeelingonthesubjectwasknownthroughCranford,andwealltriedtodropthemorefamiliarname,butwithsolittlesuccessthatby—and—bywegaveuptheattempt。
MyvisittoMissPolewasveryquiet。MissJenkynshadsolongtakentheleadinCranfordthatnowshewasgone,theyhardlyknewhowtogiveaparty。TheHonourableMrsJamieson,towhomMissJenkynsherselfhadalwaysyieldedthepostofhonour,wasfatandinert,andverymuchatthemercyofheroldservants。Iftheychosethatsheshouldgiveaparty,theyremindedherofthenecessityforsodoing:ifnot,sheletitalone。Therewasallthemoretimeformetohearold—worldstoriesfromMissPole,whileshesatknitting,andImakingmyfather’sshirts。IalwaystookaquantityofplainsewingtoCranford;for,aswedidnotreadmuch,orwalkmuch,Ifounditacapitaltimetogetthroughmywork。OneofMissPole’sstoriesrelatedtoashadowofaloveaffairthatwasdimlyperceivedorsuspectedlongyearsbefore。