Those,however,ofourcongregation,whoconsideredthemselvesasorthodoxPresbyterians,disapprov’dhisdoctrine,andwerejoin’dbymostoftheoldclergy,whoarraign’dhimofheterodoxybeforethesynod,inordertohavehimsilenc’d。Ibecamehiszealouspartisan,andcontributedallIcouldtoraiseapartyinhisfavour,andwecombatedforhimawhilewithsomehopesofsuccess。Therewasmuchscribblingproandconupontheoccasion;andfindingthat,tho’
anelegantpreacher,hewasbutapoorwriter,Ilenthimmypenandwroteforhimtwoorthreepamphlets,andonepieceintheGazetteofApril,1735。Thosepamphlets,asisgenerallythecasewithcontroversialwritings,tho’eagerlyreadatthetime,weresoonoutofvogue,andIquestionwhetherasinglecopyofthemnowexists。
Duringthecontestanunluckyoccurrencehurthiscauseexceedingly。
Oneofouradversarieshavingheardhimpreachasermonthatwasmuchadmired,thoughthehadsomewherereadthesermonbefore,oratleastapartofit。Onsearchhefoundthatpartquotedatlength,inoneoftheBritishReviews,fromadiscourseofDr。Foster’s。Thisdetectiongavemanyofourpartydisgust,whoaccordinglyabandonedhiscause,andoccasion’dourmorespeedydiscomfitureinthesynod。Istuckbyhim,however,asIratherapprov’dhisgivingusgoodsermonscompos’dbyothers,thanbadonesofhisownmanufacture,tho’thelatterwasthepracticeofourcommonteachers。Heafterwardacknowledg’dtomethatnoneofthosehepreach’dwerehisown;adding,thathismemorywassuchasenabledhimtoretainandrepeatanysermonafteronereadingonly。
Onourdefeat,heleftusinsearchelsewhereofbetterfortune,andIquittedthecongregation,neverjoiningitafter,tho’Icontinu’dmanyyearsmysubscriptionforthesupportofitsministers。
Ihadbegunin1733tostudylanguages;IsoonmademyselfsomuchamasteroftheFrenchastobeabletoreadthebookswithease。
IthenundertooktheItalian。Anacquaintance,whowasalsolearningit,us’doftentotemptmetoplaychesswithhim。
FindingthistookuptoomuchofthetimeIhadtospareforstudy,Iatlengthrefus’dtoplayanymore,unlessonthiscondition,thatthevictorineverygameshouldhavearighttoimposeatask,eitherinpartsofthegrammartobegotbyheart,orintranslations,etc。,whichtasksthevanquish’dwastoperformuponhonour,beforeournextmeeting。Asweplay’dprettyequally,wethusbeatoneanotherintothatlanguage。Iafterwardswithalittlepainstaking,acquir’dasmuchoftheSpanishastoreadtheirbooksalso。
Ihavealreadymention’dthatIhadonlyoneyear’sinstructioninaLatinschool,andthatwhenveryyoung,afterwhichIneglectedthatlanguageentirely。But,whenIhadattainedanacquaintancewiththeFrench,Italian,andSpanish,Iwassurpriz’dtofind,onlookingoveraLatinTestament,thatIunderstoodsomuchmoreofthatlanguagethanIhadimagined,whichencouragedmetoapplymyselfagaintothestudyofit,andImetwithmoresuccess,asthoseprecedinglanguageshadgreatlysmooth’dmyway。
Fromthesecircumstances,Ihavethoughtthatthereissomeinconsistencyinourcommonmodeofteachinglanguages。WearetoldthatitispropertobeginfirstwiththeLatin,and,havingacquir’dthat,itwillbemoreeasytoattainthosemodernlanguageswhicharederiv’dfromit;andyetwedonotbeginwiththeGreek,inordermoreeasilytoacquiretheLatin。Itistruethat,ifyoucanclamberandgettothetopofastaircasewithoutusingthesteps,youwillmoreeasilygainthemindescending;butcertainly,ifyoubeginwiththelowestyouwillwithmoreeaseascendtothetop;
andIwouldthereforeofferittotheconsiderationofthosewhosuperintendtheeducationofouryouth,whether,sincemanyofthosewhobeginwiththeLatinquitthesameafterspendingsomeyearswithouthavingmadeanygreatproficiency,andwhattheyhavelearntbecomesalmostuseless,sothattheirtimehasbeenlost,itwouldnothavebeenbettertohavebegunwiththeFrench,proceedingtotheItalian,etc。;for,tho’,afterspendingthesametime,theyshouldquitthestudyoflanguagesandneverarriveattheLatin,theywould,however,haveacquiredanothertongueortwo,that,beinginmodernuse,mightbeserviceabletothemincommonlife。
Aftertenyears’absencefromBoston,andhavingbecomeeasyinmycircumstances,Imadeajourneythithertovisitmyrelations,whichIcouldnotsoonerwellafford。Inreturning,Icall’datNewporttoseemybrother,thensettledtherewithhisprinting—house。Ourformerdifferenceswereforgotten,andourmeetingwasverycordialandaffectionate。Hewasfastdeclininginhishealth,andrequestedofmethat,incaseofhisdeath,whichheapprehendednotfardistant,Iwouldtakehomehisson,thenbuttenyearsofage,andbringhimuptotheprintingbusiness。ThisIaccordinglyperform’d,sendinghimafewyearstoschoolbeforeItookhimintotheoffice。
Hismothercarriedonthebusinesstillhewasgrownup,whenI
assistedhimwithanassortmentofnewtypes,thoseofhisfatherbeinginamannerwornout。ThusitwasthatImademybrotherampleamendsfortheserviceIhaddepriv’dhimofbyleavinghimsoearly。
In1736Ilostoneofmysons,afineboyoffouryearsold,bythesmall—pox,takeninthecommonway。Ilongregrettedbitterly,andstillregretthatIhadnotgivenittohimbyinoculation。
ThisImentionforthesakeofparentswhoomitthatoperation,onthesuppositionthattheyshouldneverforgivethemselvesifachilddiedunderit;myexampleshowingthattheregretmaybethesameeitherway,andthat,therefore,thesafershouldbechosen。
Ourclub,theJunto,wasfoundsouseful,andaffordedsuchsatisfactiontothemembers,thatseveralweredesirousofintroducingtheirfriends,whichcouldnotwellbedonewithoutexceedingwhatwehadsettledasaconvenientnumber,viz。,twelve。Wehadfromthebeginningmadeitaruletokeepourinstitutionasecret,whichwasprettywellobserv’d;theintentionwastoavoidapplicationsofimproperpersonsforadmittance,someofwhom,perhaps,wemightfinditdifficulttorefuse。Iwasoneofthosewhowereagainstanyadditiontoournumber,but,insteadofit,madeinwritingaproposal,thateverymemberseparatelyshouldendeavortoformasubordinateclub,withthesamerulesrespectingqueries,etc。,andwithoutinformingthemoftheconnectionwiththeJunto。
Theadvantagesproposedwere,theimprovementofsomanymoreyoungcitizensbytheuseofourinstitutions;ourbetteracquaintancewiththegeneralsentimentsoftheinhabitantsonanyoccasion,astheJuntomembermightproposewhatqueriesweshoulddesire,andwastoreporttotheJuntowhatpass’dinhisseparateclub;
thepromotionofourparticularinterestsinbusinessbymoreextensiverecommendation,andtheincreaseofourinfluenceinpublicaffairs,andourpowerofdoinggoodbyspreadingthro’
theseveralclubsthesentimentsoftheJunto。
Theprojectwasapprov’d,andeverymemberundertooktoformhisclub,buttheydidnotallsucceed。Fiveorsixonlywerecompleated,whichwerecalledbydifferentnames,astheVine,theUnion,theBand,etc。Theywereusefultothemselves,andaffordedusagooddealofamusement,information,andinstruction,besidesanswering,insomeconsiderabledegree,ourviewsofinfluencingthepublicopiniononparticularoccasions,ofwhichIshallgivesomeinstancesincourseoftimeastheyhappened。
Myfirstpromotionwasmybeingchosen,in1736,clerkoftheGeneralAssembly。Thechoicewasmadethatyearwithoutopposition;
buttheyearfollowing,whenIwasagainpropos’d(thechoice,likethatofthemembers,beingannual),anewmembermadealongspeechagainstme,inordertofavoursomeothercandidate。
Iwas,however,chosen,whichwasthemoreagreeabletome,as,besidesthepayfortheimmediateserviceasclerk,theplacegavemeabetteropportunityofkeepingupaninterestamongthemembers,whichsecur’dtomethebusinessofprintingthevotes,laws,papermoney,andotheroccasionaljobbsforthepublic,that,onthewhole,wereveryprofitable。
Ithereforedidnotliketheoppositionofthisnewmember,whowasagentlemanoffortuneandeducation,withtalentsthatwerelikelytogivehim,intime,greatinfluenceintheHouse,which,indeed,afterwardshappened。Ididnot,however,aimatgaininghisfavourbypayinganyservilerespecttohim,but,aftersometime,tookthisothermethod。Havingheardthathehadinhislibraryacertainveryscarceandcuriousbook,Iwroteanotetohim,expressingmydesireofperusingthatbook,andrequestinghewoulddomethefavouroflendingittomeforafewdays。