Firstpublishedin1910。ThisvolumeisdedicatedtoMadameL。LandouzywithgratitudeandaffectionThisbookisnotintendedasastudyofGeorgeSand。Itismerelyaseriesofchapterstouchingonvariousaspectsofherlifeandwritings。Myworkwillnotbelostiftheperusalofthesepagesshouldinspireoneofthehistoriansofourliteraturewiththeideaofdevotingtothegreatnovelist,tohergeniusandherinfluence,aworkofthiskind。
I
AUROREDUPIN
PSYCHOLOGYOFADAUGHTEROFROUSSEAU
InthewholeofFrenchliteraryhistory,thereis,perhaps,nosubjectofsuchinexhaustibleandmoderninterestasthatofGeorgeSand。
Ofwhatuseisliteraryhistory?Itisnotonlyakindofmuseum,inwhichafewmasterpiecesarepreservedforthepleasureofbeholders。
Itisthiscertainly,butitisstillmorethanthis。Finebooksare,beforeanythingelse,livingworks。Theynotonlyhavelived,buttheycontinuetolive。Theylivewithinus,underneaththoseideaswhichformourconscienceandthosesentimentswhichinspireouractions。
Thereisnothingofgreaterimportanceforanysocietythantomakeaninventoryoftheideasandthesentimentswhicharecomposingitsmoralatmosphereeveryinstantthatitexists。Foreveryindividualthisworkistheveryconditionofhisdignity。Thequestionis,shouldwehavetheseideasandthesesentiments,if,inthetimesbeforeus,therehadnotbeensomeexceptionalindividualswhoseizedthem,asitwere,intheairandmadethemviableanddurable?
Theseexceptionalindividualswerecapableofthinkingmorevigorously,offeelingmoredeeply,andofexpressingthemselvesmoreforciblythanweare。Theybequeathedtheseideasandsentimentstous。
Literaryhistoryis,then,aboveandbeyondallthings,theperpetualexaminationoftheconscienceofhumanity。
Thereisnoneedformetorepeatwhateveryoneknows,thefactthatourepochisextremelycomplex,agitatedanddisturbed。
Inthemidstofthislabyrinthinwhichwearefeelingourwaywithsuchdifficulty,whodoesnotlookbackregretfullytothedayswhenlifewasmoresimple,whenitwaspossibletowalktowardsagoal,mysteriousandunknownthoughitmightbe,bystraightpathsandroyalroutes?
GeorgeSandwrotefornearlyhalfacentury。Forfiftytimesthreehundredandsixty—fivedays,sheneverletadaypassbywithoutcoveringmorepagesthanotherwritersinamonth。Herfirstbooksshockedpeople,herearlyopinionsweregreetedwithstorms。
Fromthattimeforthsherushedhead—longintoeverythingnew,shewelcomedeverychimeraandpasseditontouswithmoreforceandpassioninit。Vibratingwitheverybreath,electrifiedbyeverystorm,shelookedupateverycloudbehindwhichshefanciedshesawastarshining。Theworkofanothernovelisthasbeencalledarepertoryofhumandocuments。Butwhatarepertoryofideasherworkwas!
Shehassaidwhatshehadtosayonnearlyeverysubject;onlove,thefamily,socialinstitutionsandonthevariousformsofgovernment。
Andwithallthisshewasawoman。Hercaseisalmostuniqueinthehistoryofletters。Itisintenselyinterestingtostudytheinfluenceofthiswomanofgeniusontheevolutionofmodernthought。
Ishallendeavourtoapproachmysubjectconscientiouslyandwithallduerespect。Ishallstudybiographywhereitisindispensableforthecompleteunderstandingofworks。IshallgiveasketchoftheoriginalindividualsImeetonmypath,portrayingtheseonlyattheirpointofcontactwiththelifeofourauthoress,anditseemstomethatagalleryinwhichweseeSandeau,Sainte—Beuve,Musset,Michel(ofBourges),Liszt,Chopin,Lamennais,PierreLeroux,Dumas_fils_,Flaubertandmany,manyothersisanincomparableportraitgallery。Ishallnotattackpersons,butIshalldiscussideasand,whennecessary,disputethemenergetically。Weshall,Ihope,duringourvoyage,seemanyperspectivesopenoutbeforeus。
Ihave,ofcourse,madeuseofalltheworksdevotedtoGeorgeSandwhichwereofanyvalueformystudy,andamongothersofthetwovolumespublished,underthenameofWladimirKarenine,[1]byawomanbelongingtoRussianaristocraticsociety。Fortheperiodbefore1840,thisisthemostcompleteworkthathasbeenwritten。
M。SamuelRocheblave,acleverUniversityprofessorandthemanwhoknowsmorethananyoneaboutthelifeandworksofGeorgeSand,hasbeenmyguideandhashelpedmegreatlywithhiswiseadvice。
Privatecollectionsofdocumentshavealsobeenplacedatmyservicemostgenerously。Iamthereforeabletosupplysomehithertounpublishedwritings。GeorgeSandpublished,inall,aboutahundredvolumesofnovelsandstories,fourvolumesofautobiography,andsixofcorrespondence。Inspiteofallthiswearestillaskedforfreshdocuments。
[1]WLADIMIRKARENINE:_GeorgeSand,Savieetsesaeuvres。_
2Vols。Ollendorf。
Itisinteresting,asapreliminarystudy,tonotethenaturalgifts,andthefirstimpressionsofAuroreDupinasachildandyounggirl,andtoseehowthesepredeterminedthewomanandthewriterknowntousasGeorgeSand。
Lucile—Amandine—AuroreDupin,legitimatedaughterofMauriceDupinandofSophie—VictoireDelaborde,wasborninParis,at15RueMeslay,intheneighbourhoodoftheTemple,onthe1stofJuly,1804。Iwouldcallattentionatoncetothespecialphenomenonwhichexplainstheproblemofherdestiny:Imeanbythisherheredity,orrathertheradicalandviolentcontrastofhermaternalandpaternalheredity。
Byherfathershewasanaristocratandrelatedtothereigninghouses。
HerancestorwastheKingofPoland,AugustusII,theloverofthebeautifulCountessAuroravonKoenigsmarck。GeorgeSand’sgrandfatherwasMauricedeSaxe。Hemayhavebeenanadventureranda_condottiere_,butFranceowestohimFontenoy,thatbrilliantpageofherhistory。
Allthistakesusbacktotheeighteenthcenturywithitsbrilliant,gallant,frivolous,artisticandprofligateepisodes。MauricedeSaxeadoredthetheatre,eitherforitselforforthesakeofthewomenconnectedwithit。Onhiscampaign,hetookwithhimatheatricalcompanywhichgavearepresentationtheeveningbeforeabattle。
InthiscompanywasayoungartistenamedMlle。deVerriereswhosefatherwasacertainM。Rinteau。MauricedeSaxeadmiredtheyoungactressandadaughterwasbornofthis_liaison_,whowaslateronrecognizedbyherfatherandnamedMarie—AuroredeSaxe。
ThiswasGeorgeSand’sgrandmother。AttheageoffifteentheyounggirlmarriedComtedeHorn,abastardsonofLouisXV。Thishusbandwasobligingenoughtohiswife,whowasonlyhiswifeinname,todieassoonaspossible。Shethenreturnedtohermother"theOperalady。"Anelderlynobleman,DupindeFrancueil,whohadbeentheloveroftheotherMlle。Verrieres,nowfellinlovewithherandmarriedher。Theirson,MauriceDupin,wasthefatherofournovelist。
TheastonishingpartofthisseriesofadventuresisthatMarie—Auroreshouldhavebeentheeminentlyrespectablewomanthatshewas。
Onhermother’sside,though,AuroreDupinbelongedtothepeople。
ShewasthedaughterofSophie—VictoireDelabordemilliner,thegrandchildofacertainbird—sellerontheQuaidesOiseaux,whousedtokeepapublic—house,andshewasthegreat—granddaughterofMereCloquart。
ThisdoublehereditywaspersonifiedinthetwowomenwhosharedGeorgeSand’schildishaffection。Wemustthereforestudytheportraitsofthesetwowomen。
Thegrandmotherwas,ifnotatypical_grandedame_,atleastatypicalelegantwomanofthelatterhalfoftheeighteenthcentury。
Shewasverywelleducatedandrefined,thankstolivingwiththetwosisters,Mlles。Verrieres,whowereaccustomedtothebestsociety。Shewasagoodmusicianandsangdelightfully。
WhenshemarriedDupindeFrancueil,herhusbandwassixty—two,justdoubleherage。But,assheusedtosaytohergranddaughter,"noonewaseveroldinthosedays。ItwastheRevolutionthatbroughtoldageintotheworld。"
Dupinwasaveryagreeableman。Whenyoungerhehadbeen_too_agreeable,butnowhewasjustsufficientlysotomakehiswifeveryhappy。
Hewasverylavishinhisexpenditureandlivedlikeaprince,sothatheleftMarie—Auroreruinedandpoorwithaboutthreethousandayear。ShewasimbuedwiththeideasofthephilosophersandanenemyoftheQueen’s_coterie_。ShewasbynomeansalarmedattheRevolutionandwasverysoontakenprisoner。
Shewasarrestedonthe26thofNovember,1793,andincarceratedinthe_CouventdesAnglaises_,RuedesFosse’s—Saint—Victor,whichhadbeenconvertedintoadetentionhouse。OnleavingprisonshesettleddownatNohant,anestateshehadrecentlybought。
Itwastherethathergranddaughterrememberedherinherearlydays。
Shedescribesherastall,slender,fairandalwaysverycalm。
AtNohantshehadonlyhermaidsandherbooksforcompany。
WheninParis,shedelightedinthesocietyofpeopleofherownstationandofhertime,peoplewhohadtheideasandairsofformerdays。
Shecontinued,inthisnewcentury,theshadesofthoughtandthemannersandCustomsoftheold_regime。_
Asaset—offtothiswomanofraceandofculture,Aurore’smotherrepresentedtheordinarytypeofthewomanofthepeople。
Shewassmall,dark,fieryandviolent。She,too,thebird—seller’sdaughter,hadbeenimprisonedbytheRevolution,andstrangelyenoughinthe_CouventdesAnglaises_ataboutthesametimeasMauricedeSaxe’sgranddaughter。ItwasinthiswaythatthefusionofclasseswasunderstoodundertheTerror。Shewasemployedasa_figurante_inasmalltheatre。Thiswasmerelyacommencementforhercareer。AtthetimewhenMauriceDupinmether,shewasthemistressofanoldgeneral。Shealreadyhadonechildofdoubtfulparentage。MauriceDupin,too,hadanaturalson,namedHippolyte,sothattheycouldnotreproacheachother。
WhenMauriceDupinmarriedSophie—Victoire,amonthbeforethebirthofAurore,hehadsomedifficultyinobtaininghismother’sconsent。
Shefinallygavein,asshewasofanindulgentnature。ItispossiblethatSophie—Victoire’sconductwasirreproachableduringherhusband’slifetime,but,afterhisdeath,shereturnedtoherformerways。Shewasneverthelessofreligioushabitsandwouldnot,uponanyaccount,havemissedattendingMass。Shewasquick—tempered,jealousandnoisyand,whenanythingannoyedher,extremelyhot—headed。Atsuchtimesshewouldshoutandstorm,sothattheonlywaytosilenceherwastoshoutstillmoreloudly。
Sheneverboreanymalice,though,andwishednoharmtothoseshehadinsulted。Shewasofcoursesentimental,butmorepassionatethantender,andshequicklyforgotthosewhomshehadlovedmostfondly。
Thereseemedtobegapsinhermemoryandalsoinherconscience。
Shewasignorant,knowingnothingeitherofliteratureoroftheusagesofsociety。Her_salon_wasthelandingofherflatandheracquaintancesweretheneighbourswhohappenedtolivenextdoortoher。
Itiseasytoimaginewhatshethoughtofthearistocratswhovisitedhermother—in—law。Shewasamusingwhenshejokedandmadeparodiesonthewomenshestyled"theoldCountesses。"Shehadagreatdealofnaturalwit,alivelinesspeculiartothenativeofthefaubourgs,alltheimpudenceofthestreetarab,andaveritabletalentofmimicry。Shewasagoodhousewife,active,industriousandmostcleverinturningeverythingtoaccount。Withamerenothingshecouldimproviseadressorahatandgiveitacertainstyle。
Shewasalwaysmostskilfulwithherfingers,atypicalParisianwork—girl,adaughterofthestreetandachildofthepeople。
Inourtimesshewouldbestyled"amidinette。"
SucharethetwowomenwhosharedtheaffectionofAuroreDupin。
Fatehadbroughtthemtogether,buthadmadethemsounlikethattheywereboundtodislikeeachother。ThechildhoodoflittleAuroreservedasthelistsfortheircontentions。Theirrivalrywasthedominatingnoteinthesentimentaleducationofthechild。
AslongasMauriceDupinlived,AurorewasalwayswithherparentsintheirlittleParisiandwelling。MauriceDupinwasabrilliantofficer,andverybraveandjovial。In1808,AurorewenttohiminMadrid,wherehewasMurat’s_aide—de—camp_。ShelivedinthepalaceofthePrinceofPeace,thatvastpalacewhichMuratfilledwiththesplendourofhiscostumesandthegroanscausedbyhissuffering。
LikeVictorHugo,whowenttothesameplaceataboutthesametimeandundersimilarconditions,Auroremayhavebroughtbackwithher_desescourseslointaines_
_Commeunvaguefaisceaudelueursincertaines。_
Thisdoesnotseemprobable,though。Thereturnwaspainful,astheycamebackworriedandill,andweregladtotakerefugeatNohant。
TheywerejustbeginningtoorganizetheirlifewhenMauriceDupindiedsuddenly,fromanaccidentwhenriding,leavinghismotherandhiswifetogether。
Fromthistimeforth,AurorewasmoreoftenwithhergrandmotheratNohantthanwithhermotherinParis。Hergrandmotherundertookthecareofhereducation。Herhalf—brother,HippolyteChatiron,andshereceivedlessonsfromM。Deschartres,whohadeducatedMauriceDupin。
Hewasstewardandtutorcombined,averyauthoritativeman,arrogantandagreatpedant。Hewasaffectionate,though,andextremelydevoted。Hewasbothdetestableandtouchingatthesametime,andhadawarmhearthiddenunderaroughexterior。
NohantwasintheheartofBerry,andthismeantthecountryandNature。
ForAuroreDupinNatureprovedtobeanincomparableeducator。
Therewasonlyonemarkedtraitinthechild’scharacteruptothisdate,andthatwasagreattendencytoreverie。Forlonghoursshewouldremainalone,motionless,gazingintospace。
Peoplewereanxiousaboutherwhentheysawherlookingso_stupid_,buthermotherinvariablysaid:"Donotbealarmed。Sheisalwaysruminatingaboutsomething。"Countrylife,whileprovidingherwithfreshairandplentyofexercise,sothatherhealthwasmagnificent,gavefreshfoodandanotherturntoherreveries。TenyearsearlierAlphonsedeLamartinehadbeensenttothecountryatMilly,andallowedtofrequentthelittlepeasantchildrenoftheplace。
AuroreDupin’sexistencewasnowverymuchthesameasthatofLamartine。NohantissituatedinthecentreoftheBlackValley。
Thegroundisdarkandrich;therearenarrow,shadypaths。
Itisnotahillycountry,andtherearewide,peacefulhorizons。
Atallhoursofthedayandatallseasonsoftheyear,AurorewanderedalongtheBerryroadswithherlittleplayfellows,thefarmers’children。TherewasMariewhotendedtheflock,Solangewhocollectedleaves,andLisetandPlaisirwhomindedthepigs。
Shealwaysknewinwhatmeadoworinwhatplaceshewouldfindthem。
Sheplayedwiththemamongstthehay,climbedthetreesanddabbledinthewater。Shemindedtheflockwiththem,andinwinter,whentheherdsmentalkedtogether,assembledroundtheirfire,shelistenedtotheirwonderfulstories。Thesecredulouscountrychildrenhad"seenwiththeirowneyes"Georgeon,theevilspiritoftheBlackValley。Theyhadalsoseenwill—o’—the—wisps,ghosts,the"whitegreyhound"andthe"BigBeast"!Intheevenings,shesatuplisteningtothestoriestoldbythehemp—weaver。Herfreshyoungsoulwasthusimpregnatedatanearlyagewiththepoetryofthecountry。Anditwasallthepoetryofthecountry,thatwhichcomesfromthings,suchasthefreshnessoftheairandtheperfumeoftheflowers,butalsothatwhichistobefoundinthesimplicityofsentimentsandinthatcandourandsurprisefacetofacewiththosesightsofNaturewhichhaveremainedthesameandhavebeenjustasincomprehensibleeversincethebeginningoftheworld。
Theantagonismofthetwomothersincreased,though。Wewillnotgointodetailwithregardtothevariousepisodes,butwillonlyconsidertheconsequences。
Thefirstconsequencewasthattheintelligenceofthechildbecamemorekeenthroughthisduality。Placedasshewas,inthesetwodifferentworlds,betweentwopersonswithmindssounlike,and,obligedasshewastogofromonetotheother,shelearnttounderstandandappreciatethemboth,contraststhoughtheywere。
Shehadsoonreckonedeachofthemup,andshesawtheirweaknesses,theirfaults,theirmeritsandtheiradvantages。
Asecondconsequencewastoincreasehersensitiveness。Eachtimethatshelefthermother,theseparationwasheartrending。
Whenshewasabsentfromher,shesufferedonaccountofthisabsence,andstillmorebecauseshefanciedthatshewouldbeforgotten。
Shelovedhermother,justasshewas,andtheideathatanyonewashostileordespisedhercausedthechildmuchsilentsuffering。
Itwasasthoughshehadanever—openwound。
Anotherconsequence,andbynomeanstheleastimportantone,wastodetermineinacertainsensetheimmensepowerofsympathywithinher。
Foralongtimesheonlyfeltasortofawe,whenwithherreservedandceremoniousgrandmother。Shefeltnearertohermother,astherewasnoneedtobeonceremonywithher。Shetookadisliketoallthosewhorepresentedauthority,rulesandthetyrannyofcustom。
Sheconsideredhermotherandherselfasoppressedindividuals。
AloveforthepeoplesprangupintheheartofthedaughterofSophie—Victoire。Shebelongedtothemthroughhermother,andshewasdrawntothemnowthroughthehumiliationssheunderwent。
Inthislittleenemyofreverencesandofsocietypeople,weseethedawnofthatinstinctwhich,lateron,wastocausehertorevoltopenly。GeorgeSandwasquiterightinsaying,lateron,thatitwasofnouseseekinganyintellectualreasonastheexplanationofhersocialpreferences。Everythinginherwasduetosentiment。
Hersocialismwasentirelytheoutcomeofhersufferingandtormentsasachild。
Thingshadtocometoacrisis,andthecrisiswasatrocious。
GeorgeSandgivesanaccountofthetragicsceneinher_Histoiredemavie_。Hergrandmotherhadalreadyhadoneattackofparalysis。
ShewasanxiousaboutAurore’sfuture,andwishedtokeepherfromtheinfluenceofhermother。Shethereforedecidedtoemployviolentmeanstothisend。Shesentforthechildtoherbedside,and,almostbesideherself,inachokingvoice,sherevealedtoherallthatsheoughttohaveconcealed。
ShetoldherofSophie—Victoire’spast,sheutteredthefatalwordandspokeofthechild’smotherasalostwoman。WithAurore’sextremesensitiveness,itwashorribletoreceivesuchconfidencesattheageofthirteen。Thirtyyearslater,GeorgeSanddescribestheanguishoftheterribleminute。"Itwasanightmare,"shesays。
"Ifeltchoked,anditwasasthougheverywordwouldkillme。
Theperspirationcameoutonmyface。Iwantedtointerrupther,togetupandrushaway。Ididnotwanttohearthefrightfulaccusation。
Icouldnotmove,though;Iseemedtobenailedonmyknees,andmyheadseemedtobeboweddownbythatvoicethatIheardaboveme,avoicewhichseemedtowithermelikeastormwind。"
Itseemsextraordinarythatawoman,whowasinrealitysokind—heartedandsowise,shouldhaveallowedherselftobecarriedawaylikethis。
Passionhasthesesuddenandunexpectedoutbursts,andweseehereamostsignificantproofoftheatmosphereofpassioninwhichthechildhadlived,andwhichgraduallyinsinuateditselfwithinher。
Underthesecircumstances,Aurore’sdeparturefortheconventwasadeliverance。Untiljustrecently,therehasalwaysbeenaconventinvogueinFranceinwhichithasbeenconsiderednecessaryforgirlsingoodsocietytobeeducated。In1817,_theCouventdesAnglaises_wasinvogue,theveryconventwhichhadservedasaprisonforthemotherandgrandmotherofAurore。
Thethreeyearsshespentthereinthat"bigfemininefamily,whereeveryonewasaskindasGod,"sheconsideredthemostpeacefulandhappytimeofherlife。Thepagesshedevotestotheminher_Histoiredemavie_haveallthefreshnessofanoasis。
Shedescribesmostlovinglythislittleworld,apart,exclusiveandself—sufficing,inwhichlifewassointense。
Thehouseconsistedofanumberofconstructions,andwassituatedintheneighbourhoodgivenuptoconvents。Therewerecourtyardsandgardensenoughtomakeitseemlikeasmallvillage。
Therewasalsoalabyrinthofpassagesaboveandunderground,justasinoneofAnneRadcliffe’snovels。Therewereoldwallsovergrownwithvineandjasmine。Thecockcouldbeheardatmidnight,justasintheheartofthecountry,andtherewasabellwithasilverytonelikeawoman’svoice。Fromherlittlecell,AurorelookedoverthetopsofthegreatchestnuttreesontoParis,sothattheairsonecessaryforthelungsofachildaccustomedtowanderingsinthecountrywasnotlackinginherconventhome。
Thepupilshaddividedthemselvesintothreecategories:
the_diables_,thegoodgirls,whowerethespeciallypiousones,andthesillyones。Auroretookherplaceatonceamongthe_diables_。
Thegreatexploitoftheseconventgirlsconsistedindescendingintothecellars,duringrecreation,andinsoundingthewalls,inorderto"deliverthevictim。"Therewassupposedtobeanunfortunatevictimimprisonedandtorturedbythegood,kindheartedSisters。
Alas!allthe_diables_sworntothetaskinthe_CouventdesAnglaises_neversucceededinfindingthevictim,sothatshemustbetherestill。
Verysoon,though,asuddenchange—tookplaceinAurore’ssoul。
Itwouldhavebeenstrangehaditbeenotherwise。Withsoextraordinarilysensitiveanorganization,thenewandtotallydifferentsurroundingscouldnotfailtomakeanimpression。
Thecloister,thecemetery,thelongservices,thewordsoftheritual,murmuredinthedimly—lightedchapel,andthepietythatseemstohoverintheairinhouseswheremanyprayershavebeenofferedup——
allthisactedontheyounggirl。OneeveninginAugust,shehadgoneintothechurch,whichwasdimlylightedbythesanctuarylamp。
Throughtheopenwindowcametheperfumeofhoneysuckleandthesongsofthebirds。Therewasacharm,amysteryandasolemncalmabouteverything,suchasshehadneverbeforeexperienced。
"Idonotknowwhatwastakingplacewithinme,"shesaid,whendescribingthis,lateron,"butIbreathedanatmospherethatwasindescribablydelicious,andIseemedtobebreathingitinmyverysoul。Suddenly,Ifeltashockthroughallmybeing,adizzinesscameoverme,andIseemedtobeenvelopedinawhitelight。
IthoughtIheardavoicemurmuringinmyear:_`TolleLege。’_I
turnedround,andsawthatIwasquitealone……"
Ourmodern_psychiatres_wouldsaythatshehadhadanhallucinationofhearing,togetherwitholfactorytrouble。Iprefersayingthatshehadreceivedthevisitofgrace。Tearsofjoybathedherfaceandsheremainedthere,sobbingforalongtime。
TheconventhadthereforeopenedtoAuroreanotherworldofsentiment,thatofChristianemotion。Hersoulwasnaturallyreligious,andthedrynessofaphilosophicaleducationhadnotbeensufficientforit。Theconventhadnowbroughtherthealimentforwhichshehadinstinctivelylonged。Lateron,whenherfaith,whichhadneverbeenveryenlightened,lefther,thesentimentremained。
Thisreligiosity,ofChristianform,wasessentialtoGeorgeSand。
Theconventalsorenderedheranothereminentservice。
Inthe_Histoiredemavie_,GeorgeSandretracesfrommemorytheportraitsofseveraloftheSisters。ShetellsusofMadameMarie—Xavier,andofherdespairathavingtakenthevows;ofSisterAnne—Joseph,whowasaskindasanangelandassillyasagoose;
ofthegentleMarie—Alicia,whoseserenesoullookedoutofherblueeyes,amirrorofpurity,andofthemysticalSisterHelene,whohadlefthomeinspiteofherfamily,inspiteofthesupplicationsandthesobsofhermotherandsisters,andwhohadpassedoverthebodyofachildonherwaytoGod。Itislikethisalways。
Thecostumesarethesame,thehandsareclaspedinthesamemanner,thewhitebandsandthefaceslookequallypale,butunderneaththisapparentuniformitywhatcontrasts!Itistheinnerlifewhichmarksthedifferencessovigorously,andshowsuptheoriginalityofeachone。
Auroregraduallydiscoveredthediversityofallthesesoulsandthebeautyofeachone。Shethoughtofbecominganun,butherconfessordidnotadvisethis,andhewascertainlywise。Hergrandmother,whohadaphilosopher’sopinionofpriests,blamedtheirfanaticism,andtookherlittlegranddaughterawayfromtheconvent。Perhapsshefelttheneedofaffectionforthefewmonthsshehadstilltolive。
Atanyrate,shecertainlyhadthisaffection。OneofthefirstresultsofthelargerperspicacitywhichAurorehadacquiredattheconventwastomakeherunderstandhergrandmotheratlast。
Shewasablenowtograspthecomplexnatureofherrelativeandtoseethedelicacyhiddenunderanappearanceofgreatreserve。
Sheknewnowallthatsheowedtohergrandmother,butunfortunatelyitwasoneofthosediscoverieswhicharemadetoolate。
TheeighteenmonthswhichAurorenowpassedatNohant,untilthedeathofhergrandmother,areveryimportantasregardsherpsychologicalbiography。Shewasseventeenyearsold,andagirlwhowaseagertoliveandveryemotional。ShehadfirstbeenachildofNature。HerconventlifehadtakenherawayfromNatureandaccustomedhertofallingbackonherownthoughts。Naturenowtookherbackoncemore,andherbelovedNohantfetedherreturn。
"Thetreeswereinflower,"shesays,"thenightingalesweresinging,and,inthedistance,Icouldheartheclassic,solemnsoundofthelabourers。Myoldfriends,thebigdogs,whohadgrowledatmetheeveningbefore,recognizedmeagainandwereprofuseintheircaresses……"
Shewantedtoseeeverythingagain。Thethingsthemselveshadnotchanged,butherwayoflookingatthemnowwasdifferent。
Duringherlong,solitarywalkseverymorning,sheenjoyedseeingthevariouslandscapes,sometimesmelancholy—lookingandsometimesdelightful。Sheenjoyed,too,thepicturesquenessofthevariousthingsshemet,theflocksofcattle,thebirdstakingtheirflight,andeventhesoundofthehorses’feetsplashinginthewater。
Sheenjoyedeverything,inakindofvoluptuousreveriewhichwasnolongerinstinctive,butconsciousandatriflemorbid。
Addedtoallthis,herreadingatthisepochwaswithoutanyorderormethod。Shereadeverythingvoraciously,mixingallthephilosophersuptogether。ShereadLocke,Condillac,Montesquieu,Bossuet,Pascal,Montaigne,butshekeptRousseauapartfromtheothers。Shedevouredthebooksofthemoralistsandpoets,LaBruyere,Pope,Milton,Dante,Virgil,Shakespeare。Allthisreadingwastoomuchforherandexcitedherbrain。ShehadreservedChateaubriand’s_Rene_,and,onreadingthat,shewasovercomebythesadnesswhichemanatesfromthesedistressingpages。Shewasdisgustedwithlife,andattemptedtocommitsuicide。Shetriedtodrownherself,andonlyowedherlifetothehealthy—mindednessofthegoodmareColette,asthehorseevidentlyhadnotthesamereasonsasitsyoungmistressforwishingtoputanendtoitsdays。
AllthistimeAurorewasentirelyfreetopleaseherself。Deschartres,whohadalwaystreatedherasaboy,encouragedherindependence。
Itwasathisinstigationthatshedressedinmasculineattiretogooutshooting。Peoplebegantotalkabouther"eccentricities"
atLanderneau,andthegossipcontinuedasfarasLaChatre。
Addedtothis,Aurorebegantostudyosteologywithayoungmanwholivedintheneighbourhood,anditwassaidthatthisyoungman,StephaneAjassondeGrandsaigne,gaveherlessonsinherownroom。
Thiswastheclimax。
Wehaveacurioustestimonyasregardsthestateoftheyounggirl’smindatthisepoch。Areview,entitled_LeVoiledepourpre_,publishedrecently,initsfirstnumber,aletterfromAuroretohermother,datedNovember18,1821。Hermotherhadevidentlywrittentoheronhearingthegossipabouther,andhadprobablyenlargeduponit。
"Youreproachme,mother,withneitherhavingtimidity,modesty,norcharm,"shewrites,"oratleastyousupposethatIhavethesequalities,butthatIrefrainfromshowingthem,andyouarequitecertainthatIhavenooutwarddecencynordecorum。
Yououghttoknowmebeforejudgingmeinthisway。
Youwouldthenbeabletoformanopinionaboutmyconduct。
Grandmotherishere,and,illthoughsheis,shewatchesovermecarefullyandlovingly,andshewouldnotfailtocorrectmeifsheconsideredthatIhadthemannersofadragoonorofahussar。"
Sheconsideredthatshehadnoneedofanyonetoguideorprotecther,andnoneedofleading—strings。
"Iamseventeen,"shesays,"andIknowmywayabout。"
IfthisMonsieurdeGrandsaignehadventuredtotakeanylibertywithher,shewasoldenoughtotakecareofherself。
HermotherhadblamedherforlearningLatinandosteology。
"Whyshouldawomanbeignorant?"sheasks。"Canshenotbewelleducatedwithoutthisspoilingherandwithoutbeingpedantic?
SupposingthatIshouldhavesonsinthefuture,andthatIhadprofitedsufficientlybymystudiestobeabletoteachthem,wouldnotamother’slessonsbeasgoodasatutor’s?"
Shewasalreadychallengingpublicopinion,startingacampaignagainstfalseprejudices,showingatendencytogeneralize,andtomakethecauseofonewomanthecauseofallwomen。
Wemustnowbearinmindthevarioustraitswehavediscovered,oneafteranother,inAurore’scharacter。Wemustremembertowhatparentagesheowedherintellectualityandhersentimentality。
ItwillthenbemoreeasytounderstandthetermssheuseswhendescribingherfascinationforRousseau’swritings。
"ThelanguageofJean—Jacquesandtheformofhisdeductionsimpressedmeasmusicmighthavedonewhenheardinbrilliantsunshine。
IcomparedhimtoMozart,andIunderstoodeverything。"
Sheunderstoodhim,forsherecognizedherselfinhim。
Shesympathizedwiththatpredominanceoffeelingandimagination,thatexaggerationofsentiment,thatpreferenceforlifeaccordingtoNature,thatemotiononbeholdingthevarioussightsofthecountry,thatdistrustofpeople,thoseeffusionsofreligioussentimentality,thosesolitaryreveries,andthatmelancholywhichmadedeathseemdesirabletohim。AllthiswastoAuroreDupinthegospelaccordingtoRousseau。Thewholeofherpsychologyistobefoundhere。
Shewasanexceptionalbeingundoubtedly;butinordertobeagenialexceptiononemusthavewithinoneself,andthenpersonifywithgreatintensityalltheinspirationswhich,atacertainmoment,aredispersedintheatmosphere。EversincethegreatagitationwhichhadshakenthemoralworldbyRousseau’spreaching,therehadbeenvariousvaguecurrentsandawholecrowdofconfusedaspirationsfloatingabout。Itwasthisenormouswavethatenteredafemininesoul。
UnconsciouslyAuroreDupinwelcomedthenewideal,anditwasthisidealwhichwastooperatewithinher。Thequestionwas,whatwouldshedowithit,inpresenceoflifewithallitseverydayandsocialrealities。Thisquestionistheobjectofourstudy。
Inthesolutionofitliestheinterest,thedramaandthelessonofGeorgeSand’sdestiny。
II
BARONNEDUDEVANTMARRIAGEANDFREEDOM——THEARRIVALINPARIS——
JULESSANDEAU
WemustnowendeavourtodiscoverwhatthefutureGeorgeSand’sexperiencesofmarriagewere,andtheresultoftheseexperiencesontheformationofherideas。
"Youwillloseyourbestfriendinme,"werethelastwordsofthegrandmothertohergranddaughteronherdeath—bed。Theoldladyspoketruly,andAurorewasverysoontoprovethis。Byaclauseinherwill,MadameDupindeFrancueillefttheguardianshipofAuroretoacousin,RenedeVilleneuve。Itwasscarcelylikely,though,thatSophie—Victoireshouldconsenttoherownrightsbeingfrustratedbythisillegalclause,particularlyasthismanbelongedtotheworldofthe"oldCountesses。"ShetookherdaughterwithhertoParis。Unfortunatelyforher,Aurore’seyeswerenowopen,andshewasculturedenoughtohavebeeninentiresympathywithherexquisitegrandmother。Itwasnolongerpossibleforhertohavetheoldpassionateaffectionandindulgenceforhermother,especiallyasshefeltthatshehadhithertobeendesertedbyher。
Shesawhermothernowjustasshewas,alightwomanbelongingtothepeople,awomanwhocouldnotresignherselftogrowingold。
IfonlySophie—Victoirehadbeenofatranquildisposition!
Shewasmostrestless,onthecontrary,wantingtochangeherabodeandchangeherrestauranteveryday。Shewouldquarrelwithpeopleoneday,makeitupthenext;wearadifferent—shapedhateveryday,andchangethecolourofherhaircontinually。
Shewasalwaysinastateofagitation。Shelovedpolicenewsandthrillingstories;readthe_SherlockHolmes_ofthosedaysuntilthemiddleofthenight。Shedreamedofsuchstories,andthefollowingdaywentonlivinginanatmosphereofcrime。
Whenshehadanattackofindigestion,shealwaysimaginedthatshehadbeenpoisoned。Whenavisitorarrived,shethoughtitmustbeaburglar。ShewasmostsarcasticaboutAurore’s"fineeducation"
andherliteraryaspirations。Herhatredofthedeadgrandmotherwasasstrongasever。Shewasconstantlyinsultinghermemory,andinherfitsofangersaidunheard—ofthings。Aurore’ssilencewasheronlyreplytothesestorms,andthisexasperatedhermother。
Shedeclaredthatshewouldcorrectherdaughter’s"slyways。"
Aurorebegantowonderwithterrorwhetherhermother’smindwerenotbeginningtogiveway。Thesituationfinallybecameintolerable。
Sophie—Victoiretookherdaughtertospendtwoorthreedayswithsomefriendsofhers,andthenleftherthere。TheylivedinthecountryatPlessis—Picard,nearMelun。Aurorewasdelightedtofindavastparkwiththicketsinwhichtherewereroebucksboundingabout。
Shelovedthedeepgladesandthewaterwiththegreenreflectionsofoldwillowtrees。MonsieurJamesDuplessisandhiswife,Angele,wereexcellentpeople,andtheyadoptedAuroreforthetimebeing。
Theyalreadyhadfivedaughters,sothatonemoredidnotmakemuchdifference。Theyfrequentedafewfamiliesintheneighbourhood,andtherewasplentyofgaietyamongtheyoungpeople。TheDuplessistookAuroresometimestoParisandtothetheatre。
"Oneevening,"wearetoldinthe_Histoiredemavie_,"wewerehavingsomeicesatTortoni’safterthetheatre,whensuddenlymymotherAngelesaidtoherhusband,`Why,there’sCasimir!’Ayoungman,slenderandratherelegant,withagayexpressionandamilitarylook,cameandshookhands,andansweredallthequestionshewasaskedabouthisfather,ColonelDudevant,whowasevidentlyverymuchrespectedandlovedbythefamily。"
Thiswasthefirstmeeting,thefirstappearanceofCasimirinthestory,andthiswashowheenteredintothelifeofAurore。
HewasinvitedtoPlessis,hejoinedtheyoungpeoplegood—humouredlyintheirgames,wasfriendlywithAurore,and,withoutposingasasuitor,askedforherhandinmarriage。Therewasnoreasonforhertorefusehim。Hewastwenty—sevenyearsofage,hadservedtwoyearsinthearmy,andhadstudiedlawinParis。Hewasanaturalson,ofcourse,buthehadbeenrecognizedbyhisfather,ColonelDudevant。
TheDudevantfamilywasgreatlyrespected。Theyhada_chateau_
atGuilleryinGascony。Casimirhadbeenwellbroughtupandhadgoodmanners。Auroremightaswellmarryhimasanyotheryoungman。
Itwouldevenbepreferabletomarryhimratherthananotheryoungman。
Hewasalreadyherfriend,andhewouldthenbeherhusband。
Thatwouldnotmakemuchdifference。
Themarriagealmostfellthrough,thankstoSophie—Victoire。
ShedidnotconsiderCasimirgood—lookingenough。Shewasnotthinkingofherdaughter,butofherself。Shehadmadeuphermindtohaveahandsomeson—in—lawwithwhomshecouldgoout。
Shelikedhandsomemen,andparticularlymilitarymen。
Finallysheconsentedtothemarriage,but,afortnightbeforetheceremony,shearrivedatPlessis,likeaveritablethunderbolt。
Anextraordinaryideahadoccurredtoher。ShevowedthatshehaddiscoveredthatCasimirhadbeenawaiterata_cafe_。
Shehadnodoubtdreamtthis,butsheheldtohertext,andwasindignantattheideaofherdaughtermarryingawaiter!……
ThingshadarrivedatthiscrisiswhenCasimir’smother,MadameDudevant,whohadallthemannersofa_grandedame_,decidedtopaySophie—Victoireanofficialvisit。Thelatterwasgreatlyflattered,forshelikedplentyofattentionpaidtoher。
ItwasinthiswaythatAuroreDupinbecameBaronneDudevant。
Shewasjusteighteenyearsofage。Itisinterestingtoreadherdescriptionofherselfatthistime。Inher_VoyageenAuvergne_,whichwasherfirstwriting,dated1827,shetracesthefollowingportrait,whichcertainlyisnotexaggerated。
"WhenIwassixteen,"shesays,"andlefttheconvent,everyonecouldseethatIwasaprettygirl。Iwasfresh—looking,thoughdark。
Iwaslikethosewildflowerswhichgrowwithoutanyartorculture,butwithgay,livelycolouring。Ihadplentyofhair,whichwasalmostblack。Onlookingatmyselfintheglass,though,IcantruthfullysaythatIwasnotverywellpleasedwithmyself。
Iwasdark,myfeatureswerewellcut,butnotfinished。Peoplesaidthatitwastheexpressionofmyfacethatmadeitinteresting。
Ithinkthiswastrue。Iwasgaybutdreamy,andmymostnaturalexpressionwasameditativeone。Peoplesaid,too,thatinthisabsent—mindedexpressiontherewasafixedlookwhichresembledthatoftheserpentwhenfascinatinghisprey。That,atanyrate,wasthefar—fetchedcomparisonofmyprovincialadorers。"
Theywerenotveryfarwrong,theseprovincialadorers。TheportraitsofAuroreatthisdateshowusacharmingfaceofayounggirl,asfresh—lookingasachild。Shehasratherlongfeatures,withadelicately—shapedchin。Sheisnotexactlypretty,butfascinating,withthosegreatdarkeyes,whichwereherprominentfeature,eyeswhich,whenfixedonanyone,tookcompletepossessionofthem——dreamy,passionateeyes,sombrebecausethesoulreflectedinthemhadprofounddepths。
Itisdifficulttodefinethatsoul,foritwassocomplex。
Tojudgebyappearances,itwasaverypeacefulsoul,andperhaps,too,itwasinrealitypeaceful。GeorgeSand,whoknewherselfthoroughly,frequentlyspokeofherlazinessandofherapathy,traitspeculiartothenativesofBerry。Superficialobserverslookednofurther,andhermotherusedtocallher"St。Tranquillity。"
Thenuns,though,ofherconventhadmoreperspicacity。Theysaid,whenspeakingofher:"Stillwatersrundeep。"Underthesmoothsurfacetheyfanciedthatstormsweregathering。Aurorehadwithinhersomethingofhermotherandofhergrandmother,andtheiroppositenatureswereblendedinher。ShehadthecalmnessofMarie—Aurore,butshealsohadtheimpetuousnessofSophie—Victoire,andundoubtedly,too,somethingofthefreeandeasygoodhumourofherfather,thebreak—neckyoungofficer。ItcertainlyisnotsurprisingtofindaloveofadventureinadescendantofMauricedeSaxe。
Besidealltheseinnercontrasts,theobserverwasparticularlystruckbyhersuddenchangesofhumour,bythewayinwhich,afterafitofmelancholysadness,shesuddenlygavewaytothemostexuberantgaiety,followedbylongfitsofdepressionandnervousexhaustion。
Personally,Idonotbelievemuchintheinfluenceofthephysicaloverthemoralnature,butIamfullyconvincedoftheactionofthemoraloverthephysicalnature。Incertaincasesandinpresenceofextremelyaccentuatedconditions,physiologicalexplanationsmustbetakenintoaccount。Allthesefitsofmelancholyandweeping,thisprostration,thesehighspiritsandthelongwalks,inordertosoberdown,denotetheexigenciesofanabnormaltemperament。
Whenoncethecrisiswaspassed,itmustnotbesupposedthat,aswithmanyotherpeople,nothingremainedofitall。Thiswasbynomeansthecase,asinanaturesoextraordinarilyorganizedforstoringupsensationsnothingwaslost,nothingevaporated,andeverythingincreased。Thestillwaterseemedtobeslumbering。
Itsviolence,thoughheldincheck,wasincreasinginforce,andwhenonceletloose,itwouldcarryallbeforeit。
SuchwasthewomanwhomCasimirDudevantwastomarry。
Thefascinationwasgreat;thehonourrathertobefeared,foralldependedonhisskillinguidingthispowerfulenergy。
Thequestioniswhetherhelovedher。Ithasbeensaidthatitwasamarriageofinterest,asAurore’sfortuneamountedtotwentythousandpounds,andhewasbynomeansrich。Thismayhavebeenso,butthereisnoreasonwhymoneyshoulddestroyone’ssentiments,andthefactthatAurorehadmoneywasnotlikelytopreventCasimirfromappreciatingthecharmsofaprettygirl。
Itseems,therefore,veryprobablethathelovedhisyoungwife,atanyrateasmuchasthisCasimirwascapableoflovinghiswife。
Thenextquestioniswhethershelovedhim。Ithasbeensaidthatshedid,simplybecauseshedeclaredthatshedidnot。
When,lateron,afterherseparation,shespokeofhermarriage,allherlatergrievanceswereprobablyinhermind。Thereareherearlierletters,though,whichsomepeopleconsideraproofthatshecaredforCasimir,andtherearealsoafewwordsjotteddowninhernotebook。Whenherhusbandwasabsent,shewasanxiousabouthimandfearedthathehadmetwithanaccident。Itwouldbestrangeindeedifagirlofeighteendidnotfeelsomeaffectionforthemanwhohadbeenthefirsttomakelovetoher,amanwhomshehadmarriedofherownfree—will。Itisrareforawomantofeelnokindofattachmentforherhusband,butisthatattachmentlove?
Whenayoungwifecomplainsofherhusband,wehearinherreproachestheprotestofheroffendeddignity,ofherhumbledpride。
Whenawomanlovesherhusband,though,shedoesnotreproachhim,guiltythoughhemaybe,withhavinghumiliatedandwoundedher。
Whatshehasagainsthimthen,isthathehasbrokenherheartbyhislackofloveforher。Thisnoteandthisaccentcanneverbemistaken,andneveroncedowefinditwithAurore。
Wemaythereforeconcludethatshehadneverlovedherhusband。
Casimirdidnotknowhowtowinheraffection。Hedidnotevenrealizethatheneededtowinit。Hewasverymuchlikeallmen。
Theideaneveroccurstothemthat,whenoncetheyaremarried,theyhavetowintheirwife。
Hewasverymuchlikeallmen……ThatisthemostfaithfulportraitthatcanbetracedofCasimiratthisepoch。
Hehadnotasyettheviceswhichdevelopedinhimlateron。
Hehadnothingtodistinguishhimfromtheaverageman。Hewasselfish,withoutbeingdisagreeable,ratheridle,ratherincapable,rathervainandratherfoolish。Hewasjustanordinaryman。
Thewifehehadmarried,though,wasnotanordinarywoman。
Thatwastheirmisfortune。AsEmileFaguethasverywittilyputit,"MonsieurDudevant,aboutwhomshecomplainedsomuch,seemstohavehadnootherfaultthanthatofbeingmerelyanordinaryman,which,ofcourse,isunendurabletoasuperiorwoman。
Thesituationwasperhapsequallyunendurablefortheman。"Thisisquiteright,forCasimirwasverysoonconsiderablydisconcerted。
Hewasincapableofunderstandingherpsychology,and,asitseemedimpossibletohimthatawomanwasnothisinferior,hecametothelogicalconclusionthathiswifewas"idiotic。"
Thiswaspreciselyhisexpression,andateveryopportunityheendeavouredtocrushherbyhisownsuperiority。Allthisseemstothrowsomelightonhischaracterandalsoonthesituation。
HerewasamanwhohadmarriedthefutureGeorgeSand,andhecomplained,inallgoodfaith,thathiswifewas"idiotic"!
Certainly,oncomparingthe_Correspondance_withthe_Histoiredemavie_,thedifferenceoftoneismoststriking。ThelettersinwhichBaronneDudevanttells,daybyday,ofherhomelifearetooenthusiasticforthelettersofanunhappywife。
TherearereceptionsatNohant,livelydinners,singinganddancing。
Allthisis,atanyrate,thesurface,butgraduallythemisunderstandingsaremorepronounced,andthegulfwidens。
Theremayhavebeenamisunderstandingattheverybeginningoftheirmarriedlife,andAuroremayhavehadasurpriseofthenatureoftheonetowhichJanedeSimeroseconfessesin_L’Amidesfemmes_。
Inanunpublishedletterwrittenmuchlateron,intheyear1843,fromGeorgeSandtoherhalf—brotherHippolyteChatironontheoccasionofhisdaughter’sengagement,thefollowinglinesoccur:
"Seethatyourson—in—lawisnotbrutaltoyourdaughterthefirstnightoftheirmarriage……Menhavenoideathatthisamusementoftheirsisamartyrdomforus。Tellhimtosacrificehisownpleasurealittle,andtowaituntilhehastaughthiswifegraduallytounderstandthingsandtobewilling。Thereisnothingsofrightfulasthehorror,thesufferingandthedisgustofapoorgirlwhoknowsnothingandwhoissuddenlyviolatedbyabrute。
Webringgirlsupasmuchaspossiblelikesaints,andthenwehandthemoverlikefillies。Ifyourson—in—lawisanintelligentmanandifhereallylovesyourdaughter,hewillunderstandhis_role_,andwillnottakeitamissthatyoushouldspeaktohimbeforehand。"[2]
[2]CommunicatedbyM。S。Rocheblave。
IsGeorgeSandrecallinghereanyhiddenandpainfulmemories?
Casimirhad,atbottom,acertainbrutality,which,lateron,wasveryevident。Thequestioniswhetherhehadshownproofsofitatatimewhenitwouldhavebeenwisertohaverefrained。
Howeverthatmaybe,thefundamentaldisagreementoftheirnatureswasnotlonginmakingitselffeltbetweenthehusbandandwife。
Hewasmatter—of—fact,andshewasromantic;heonlybelievedinfacts,andsheinideas;hewasoftheearth,earthy,whilstsheaspiredtotheimpossible。Theyhadnothingtosaytoeachother,andwhentwopeoplehavenothingtosay,andlovedoesnotfillupthesilences,whattorturethedaily_tete—a—tete_mustbe。
Beforetheyhadbeenmarriedtwoyears,theywereboredtodeath。
TheyblamedNohant,butthefaultwasinthemselves。Nohantseemedunbearabletothem,simplybecausetheyweretherealonewitheachother。
TheywenttoPlessis,perhapsinthehopethattheremembranceofthedaysoftheirengagementmighthavesomeeffectonthem。
Itwasthere,in1824,thatthefamoussceneoftheblowtookplace。
Theywereplayingataregularchildren’sgameinthepark,andthrowingsandateachother。Casimirlosthispatienceandstruckhiswife。Itwascertainlyimpolite,butAuroredidnotappeartohavebeenveryindignantwithherhusbandatthetime。
Hergrievanceswerequiteofanotherkind,lesstangibleandmuchmoredeeplyfelt。
FromPlessistheywenttoOrmesson。Wedonotknowwhattookplacethere,butevidentlysomethingwhichmadeadeepimpressionmorally,somethingveryserious。Afewyearslater,referringtothisstayatOrmesson,GeorgeSandwrotetooneofherfriends:
"Youpassbyawallandcometoahouse……IfyouareallowedtoenteryouwillfindadelightfulEnglishgarden,atthebottomofwhichisaspringofwaterhiddenunderakindofgrotto。
Itisallverystiffanduninteresting,butitisverylonely。
Ispentseveralmonthsthere,anditwastherethatIlostmyhealth,myconfidenceinthefuture,mygaietyandmyhappiness。
ItwastherethatIfelt,andverydeeplytoo,myfirstapproachoftrouble……"[3]
[3]ExtractfromtheunpublishedlettersofGeorgeSandtoDr。EmileRegnault。
TheyleftOrmessonforParis,andParisforNohant,andafterthat,bywayoftryingtoshakeoffthedulnessthatwasoppressingthem,theyhadrecoursetotheclassicalmodeofdiversion——avoyage。
Theysetoffonthe5thofJuly,1825,forthatfamousexpeditiontothePyrenees,whichwastobesoimportantalandmarkinAuroreDudevant’shistory。OncrossingthePyrenees,thescenery,sonewtoher——orratherthememoryofwhichhadbeenlyingdormantinhermindsinceherchildhood——filledherwithwildenthusiasm。
Thisintenseemotioncontributedtodevelopwithinherthatsenseofthepicturesquewhich,lateron,wastoaddsoconsiderablytohertalentasawriter。Shehadhithertobeenlivinginthecountryofplains,theIle—de—FranceandBerry。Thecontrastmadeherrealizeallthebeautiesofnature,and,onherreturn,sheprobablyunderstoodherownfamiliarscenery,andenjoyeditallthemore。
Shehadhithertoappreciateditvaguely。LamartinelearnttolovetheseveresceneryofMillybetteronreturningtoitafterthesoftnessofItaly。
ThePyreneesserved,too,forBaronneDudevantasthesettingforanepisodewhichwasuniqueinhersentimentallife。
Inthe_Histoiredemavie_thereisanenigmaticalpageinwhichGeorgeSandhasintentionallymeasuredandvelledeveryexpression。
Shespeaksofhermoralsolitude,which,atthattime,wasprofoundandabsolute,andsheadds:"Itwouldhavebeenmortaltoatendermindandtoagirlintheflowerofheryouth,ifithadnotbeenfilledwithadreamwhichhadtakentheimportanceofagreatpassion,notinmylife,asIhadsacrificedmylifetoduty,butinmythoughts。
IwasincontinualcorrespondencewithanabsentpersontowhomI
toldallmythoughts,allmydreams,whoknewallmyhumblevirtues,andwhoheardallmyplatonicenthusiasm。Thispersonwasexcellentinreality,butIattributedtohimmorethanalltheperfectionspossibletohumannature。Ionlysawthismanforafewdays,andsometimesonlyforafewhours,inthecourseofayear。Hewasasromantic,inhisintercoursewithme,asIwas。Consequentlyhedidnotcausemeanyscruples,eitherofreligionorofconscience。
Thismanwasthestayandconsolationofmyexile,asregardstheworldofreality。"Itwasthisdream,asintenseasanypassion,thatwemuststudyhere。Wemustmaketheacquaintanceofthisexcellentandromanticman。
AureliendeSezewasayoungmagistrate,afewyearsolderthanAurore。
Hewastwenty—sixyearsofageandshewastwenty—one。Hewasthegreat—nephewofthecounselwhopleadedforLouisXVI。Therewas,therefore,inhisfamilyatraditionofmoralnobility,andtheyoungmanhadinheritedthis。HehadmetAuroreatBordeauxandagainatCauterets。TheyhadvisitedthegrottoesofLourdestogether。
Aurelienhadappreciatedtheyoungwife’scharm,althoughshehadnotattemptedtoattracthisattention,asshewasnotcoquettish。
Sheappreciatedinhim——allthatwassolackinginCasimir——
cultureofmind,seriousnessofcharacter,discreetmannerswhichpeopletookatfirstforcoldness,andasomewhatdignifiedelegance。
Hewasscrupulouslyhonest,amagistrateoftheoldschool,sureofhisprinciplesandmasterofhimself。Itwas,probably,justthatwhichappealedtotheyoungwife,whowasatruewomanandwhohadalwayswishedtobedominated。WhentheymetagainatBreda,theyhadanexplanation。Thiswasthe"violentgrief"
ofwhichGeorgeSandspeaks。Shewasconsoledbyafriend,ZoeLeroy,whofoundawayofcalmingthisstormysoul。Shecamethroughthiscrisiscrushedwithemotionandfatigue,butcalmandjoyful。
Theyhadvowedtoloveeachother,buttoremainwithoutreproach,andtheirvowwasfaithfullykept。
Aurore,therefore,hadnothingwithwhichtoreproachherself,butwithherinnateneedofbeingfrank,sheconsidereditherdutytowritealettertoherhusband,informinghimofeverything。
ThiswasthefamousletterofNovember8,1825。Lateron,in1836,whenhercaseforseparationfromherhusbandwasbeingheard,afewfragmentsofitwerereadbyherhusband’sadvocatewiththeideaofincriminatingher。Bywayofreplytothis,GeorgeSand’sadvocatereadtheentireletterinallitseloquenceandgenerosity。
Itwasgreetedbyburstsofapplausefromtheaudience。
Allthisisverysatisfactory。ItisexactlythesituationofthePrincessofClevesinMadamedeLafayette’snovel。ThePrincessofClevesacknowledgestoherhusbandtheloveshecannothelpfeelingforMonsieurdeNemours,andasksforhishelpandadviceashernaturalprotector。Thisfineproceedingisusuallyadmired,althoughitcostthelifeofthePrinceofCleves,whodiedbroken—hearted。Personally,Iadmireittoo,althoughattimesI
wonderwhetherweoughtnotrathertoseeinitanunconscioussuggestionofperversity。Thisconfessionoflovetothepersonwhoisbeing,asitwere,robbedofthatlove,isinitselfakindofsecretpleasure。Byspeakingofthelove,itbecomesmorereal,webringitouttolightinsteadoflettingitdieawayinthosehiddendepthswithinus,inwhichsomanyofthevaguesentimentswhichwehavenotcaredtodefine,eventoourselves,dieaway。
Manywomenhavepreferredthismoresilentway,inwhichtheyalonehavebeenthesufferers。Butsuchwomenarenottheheroinesofnovels。
Noonehasappreciatedtheirsacrifice,andtheythemselvescouldscarcelytellallthatithascostthem。
AureliendeSezehadtakenuponhimselfthe_role_ofconfidanttothissoulthathehadallottedtohimself。Hetookhis_role_
veryseriously,aswashiscustominallthings。Hebecametheyoungwife’sdirectorinallmattersofconscience。Theletterswhichhewrotetoherhavebeenpreserved,andweknowthembytheextractsandtheanalysisthatMonsieurRocheblavehasgivenusandbyhisincisivecommentariesofthem。[4]Theyarelettersofguidance,spiritualletters。Thelaicconfessorendeavours,beforeallthings,tocalmtheimpatienceofthissoulwhichismoreandmoreardentandmoreandmoretroubledeveryday。Hebattleswithherabouthermaniaofphilosophizing,herwishtosifteverythingandtogettothebottomofeverything。Stronginhisowncalmness,hekeptrepeatingtoherinahundreddifferentwaysthewords:
"Becalm!"Theadvicewasgood;theonlydifficultywasthefollowingoftheadvice。
[4]"GeorgeSandavantGeorgeSand,"byS。Rocheblave(_RevuedeParis_,December15,1894)。
Graduallytheprofessorlosthisholdonhispupil,foritseemsasthoughAurorewerethefirsttotire。Aurelienfinallybegantodoubttheefficacyofhispreaching。Theusualfateofsentimentsoutsidethecommonorderofthingsisthattheylastthelengthoftimethatacrisisofenthusiasmlasts。Thebestthingthatcanhappenthenisthattheirnatureshouldnotchange,thattheyshouldnotdeteriorate,asissooftenthecase。Whentheyremainintacttotheend,theyleavebehindthem,inthesoul,atrailoflight,atrailofcold,purelight。
Thedeclineofthisplatonic_liaison_withAureliendeSezedatesfrom1828。SomegraveeventsweretakingplaceatNohantaboutthistime。ForthelastfewyearsCasimirhadfallenintothevicesofcertaincountrysquires,orso—calledgentlemenfarmers。
Hehadtakentodrink,incompanywithHippolyteChatiron,anditseemsthattheintoxicationpeculiartothenativesofBerrytakesaheavyandnotagayform。Hehadalsotakentootherbadhabits,awayfromhomeatfirst,andlateronundertheconjugalroof。
Hewasparticularlypartialtothemaid—servants,and,thedayfollowingthebirthofherdaughter,Solange,Aurorehadanunpleasantsurprisewithregardtoherhusband。Fromthatdayforth,whathadhithertobeenonlyavaguewishonherpartbecameafixedideawithher,andshebegantoformplans。Acertainincidentservedasapretext。
Whenputtingsomepapersinorder,Aurorecameuponherhusband’swill。
Itwasamerediatribe,inwhichthefuture"deceased"gaveutterancetoallhispastgrievancesagainsthis_idiotic_wife。
Hermindwasmadeupirrevocablyfromthismoment。Shewouldhaveherfreedomagain;shewouldgotoParisandspendthreemonthsoutofsixthere。ShehadayoungtutorfromthesouthofFrance,namedBoucoiran,educatingherchildren。ThisBoucoiranneededtobetakentotaskconstantly,andBaronneDudevantdidnotsparehim。[5]
[5]AninstanceofherdispositionforlecturingwillbeseeninthefollowingcuriouslettersentbyGeorgeSandtoherfriendandneighbour,AdolpheDuplomb。Thisletterhasneverbeenpublishedbefore,andweoweourthanksforittoMonsieurCharlesDuplomb。
_Nohant,July_23,1830。
"Areyousoverymuchafraidofme,mypoorHydrogene?Youexpectagoodlectureandyouwillnotexpectinvain。Havepatience,though。Beforegivingyouthedressingyoudeserve,IwanttotellyouthatIhavenotforgottenyou,andthatIwasveryvexedonreturningfromParis,tofindmygreatsimpletonofasongone。
IamsousedtoseeingyoursolemnfacethatIquitemissit。
Youhaveagreatmanyfaults,butafterall,youareagoodsort,andintimeyouwillgetreasonable。Trytorememberoccasionally,mydearPlombeus,thatyouhavefriends。IfIwereyouronlyfriend,thatwouldbeagreatdeal,asIamtobedependedon,andamalwaysatmypostasafriend,althoughImaynotbeverytender。
Iamnotverypoliteeither,asIspeakthetruthplainly。