Induetimetheindorserwascalledupontomeetthematuringobligation。Thiswasthebeginningofaseriesoffinancialdifficultieswhichspeedilyinvolvedhiminruin。Hediedprematurely,adisappointedanddisheartenedman,leavinghisfamilyindirepoverty。
Hiswidowandsurvivingchildrenlivedonforalittlewhileatthehousehehadowned,justoutsideofthetown,ononeofthemaintraveledroads。
Bythewayside,nearthehouse,therewasafamousdeepwell。Theslim,barefootgirl,withsparklingeyesandvoluminoushair,whoplayedabouttheyardandsometimeshandedwaterinagourdtotravelers,didnotlongescapecriticalobservation。
Agentlemandrovebyoneday,stoppedatthewell,smileduponthegirl,andsaidkindwords。Hecameagain,morethanonce,andsoon,whilescarcelymorethanachildinyears,Mollywaslivinginherownhouse,hersbydeedofgift,forherprotectorwasrichandliberal。Hermothernevermoreknewwant。HerpoorrelationscouldalwaysfindamealinMolly’skitchen。Shedidnotflauntherprosperityintheworld’sface;shehiditdiscreetlybehindthecedarscreen。Thosewhowishedcouldknowofit,fortherewerefewsecretsinPatesville;thosewhochosecouldaseasilyignoreit。Therewerefewtotroublethemselvesaboutthesecludedlifeofanobscurewomanofaclasswhichhadnorecognizedplaceinthesocialeconomy。Sheworshipedthegrounduponwhichherlordwalked,washumblygratefulforhisprotection,andquiteasfaithfulastheforbiddenmarriagevowcouldpossiblyhavemadeher。Sheledherlifeinmaterialpeaceandcomfort,andwithacertainamountofdignity。Ofherfalserelationtosocietyshewasnotwithoutsomevagueconception;butthemoralpointinvolvedwassoconfusedwithotherquestionsgrowingout——ofslaveryandcasteastocauseher,asarule,butlittleuneasiness;andonlynowandthen,inthemomentsofdeeperfeelingthatcomesometimestoallwholiveandlove,didtherebreakthroughthemistsofignoranceandprejudicesurroundingheraflashoflightbywhichshesaw,sofarasshewascapableofseeing,hertrueposition,whichintheclearlightoftruthnospecialpleadingcouldentirelyjustify。Forshewasfree,shehadnottheslave’sexcuse。Witheveryinducementtodoevilandfewincentivestodowell,andhenceentitledtocharitablejudgment,sheyethadfreedomofchoice,andthereforecouldnotwhollyescapeblame。Letitbesaid,infurtherextenuation,thatnootherwomanlivedinneglectorsorrowbecauseofher。Sherobbednooneelse。Forwhatlifegavehershereturnedanequivalent;andwhatshedidnotpay,herchildrensettledtothelastfarthing。
Severalyearsbeforethewar,whenMis’Molly’sdaughterRenawasafewyearsold,deathhadsuddenlyremovedthesourceoftheirprosperity。
Thehouseholdwasnotleftentirelydestitute。
Mis’Mollyownedherhome,andhadastoreofgoldpiecesinthechestbeneathherbed。Asmallpieceofrealestatestoodinthenameofeachofthechildren,theincomefromwhichcontributedtotheirmaintenance。Largerexpectationsweredependentuponthediscoveryofapromisedwill,whichnevercametolight。Mis’Mollyworeblackforseveralyearsafterthisbereavement,untiltheteacherandthepreacher,followingcloseupontheheelsofmilitaryoccupation,suggestedtothecoloredpeoplenewstandardsoflifeandcharacter,inthelightofwhichMis’Mollylaidhermourningsadlyandshamefacedlyaside。ShehadeatenofthefruitoftheTreeofKnowledge。Afterthewarsheformedthehabitofchurch—going,andmighthavebeenseennowandthen,withherdaughter,inaretiredcornerofthegalleryofthewhiteEpiscopalchurch。Uponthegroundfloorwasacertainpewwhichcouldbeseenfromherseat,whereoncehadsatagentlemanwhosepleasureshadnotinterferedwiththepracticeofhisreligion。ShemighthavehadabetterseatinachurchwhereaNorthernmissionarywouldhavepreachedasermonbettersuitedtohercomprehensionandhermoralneeds,butshepreferredtheother。Shewasnotwhite,alas!shewasshutoutfromthisseemingparadise;
butshelikedtoseethedistantglowofthecelestialcity,andtorecallthedayswhenshehadbaskedinitsradiance。Shedidnotsympathizegreatlywiththeneweraopenedupfortheemancipatedslaves;
shehadnoidealloveofliberty;shewasnobroaderandnomorealtruisticthanthewhitepeoplearoundher,towhomshehadalwayslookedup;andshesighedfortheolddays,becausetohertheyhadbeenthegooddays。Now,notonlywasherkingdead,buttheshieldofhismemoryprotectedhernolonger。
Mollyhadlostonechild,andhisgravewasvisiblefromthekitchenwindow,underasmallclumpofcedarsintherearofthetwo—acrelot。
Foreveninthetownsmanyahouseholdhaditsprivatecemeteryinthoseolddayswhenthelivingwereclosetothedead,andghostswerenotthemerechimerasofasickimagination,butrealthoughunsubstantialentities,ofwhichitwasalmostdisgracefulnottohaveseenoneortwo。
HadnottheWitchofEndorcalleduptheshadeofSamueltheprophet?HadnotthespiritofMis’Molly’sdeadsonappearedtoher,aswellastheghostlypresenceofanothershehadloved?
In1855,Mis’Molly’sremainingsonhadgrownintoatall,slenderladoffifteen,withhisfather’spatricianfeaturesandhismother’sIndianhair,andnoexternalsigntomarkhimofffromthewhiteboysonthestreet。Hesooncametoknow,however,thattherewasadifference。Hewasinformedonedaythathewasblack。Hedeniedthepropositionandthrashedthechildwhomadeit。
Thescenewasrepeatedthenextday,withavariation,——hewashimselfthrashedbyalargerboy。
Whenhehadbeenbeatenfiveorsixtimes,heceasedtoarguethepoint,thoughtohimselfheneveradmittedthecharge。Hisplaymatesmightcallhimblack;themirrorprovedthatGod,theFatherofall,hadmadehimwhite;andGod,hehadbeentaught,madenomistakes,——havingmadehimwhite,Hemusthavemeanthimtobewhite。
Inthe"hall"orparlorofhismother’shousestoodaquaintlycarvedblackwalnutbookcase,containingasmallbutremarkablecollectionofbooks,whichhadatonetimebeenused,inhishoursofretreatandrelaxationfrombusinessandpolitics,bythedistinguishedgentlemanwhodidnotgivehisnametoMis’Molly’schildren,——towhomitwouldhavebeenavaluableheritage,couldtheyhavehadtherighttobearit。AmongthebookswereavolumeofFielding’scompleteworks,infineprint,setindoublecolumns;asetofBulwer’snovels;acollectionofeverythingthatWalterScott——theliteraryidoloftheSouth——hadeverwritten;BeaumontandFletcher’splays,cheekbyjowlwiththehistoryofthevirtuousClarissaHarlowe;theSpectatorandTristramShandy,RobinsonCrusoeandtheArabianNights。OnthesesecludedshelvesRoderickRandom,DonQuixote,andGilBlasforalongtimeceasedtheirwanderings,thePilgrim’sProgresswassuspended,Milton’smightyharmoniesweredumb,andShakespearereignedoverasilentkingdom。AnillustratedBible,withawonderfulApocrypha,wasflankedononesidebyVolney’sRuinsofEmpireandontheotherbyPaine’sAgeofReason,forthecollectorofthebookshadbeenamanofcatholictasteaswellasofinquiringmind,andnoonewhocouldhavecriticisedhisreadingeverpenetratedbehindthecedarhedge。AhistoryoftheFrenchRevolutionconsortedamiablywithahomespunchronicleofNorthCarolina,richinbiographicalnoticesofdistinguishedcitizensandinscriptionsfromtheirtombstones,uponreadingwhichonemightwellwonderwhyNorthCarolinahadnotlongagoeclipsedtherestoftheworldinwealth,wisdom,glory,andrenown。Onalmosteverypageofthismonumentalworkcouldbefoundthemostardentpanegyricsofliberty,sidebysidewiththeslaverystatisticsoftheState,——anincongruityofwhichthelearnedauthorwasdeliciouslyunconscious。
WhenJohnWaldenwasyetasmallboy,hehadlearnedallthatcouldbetaughtbythefadedmulattoteacherinthelong,shinyblackfrockcoat,whomlocalpublicopinionpermittedtoteachahandfuloffreecoloredchildrenforapittancebarelyenoughtokeepsoulandbodytogether。
Whentheboyhadlearnedtoread,hediscoveredthelibrary,whichforseveralyearshadbeenwithoutareader,andfoundinittheportalofanewworld,peopledwithstrangeandmarvelousbeings。
Lyingproneupontheflooroftheshadedfrontpiazza,behindthefragrantgarden,hefollowedthefortunesofTomJonesandSophia;heweptoverthefateofEugeneAram;hepenetratedwithRichardtheLion—heartintoSaladin’stent,withGilBlasintotherobbers’cave;heflewthroughtheaironthemagiccarpetortheenchantedhorse,ortiedwithSindbadtotheroc’sleg。Sometimeshereadorrepeatedthesimplerstoriestohislittlesister,sittingwide—eyedbyhisside。Whenhehadreadallthebooks,——indeed,longbeforehehadreadthemall,——hetoohadtastedofthefruitoftheTreeofKnowledge:contentmenttookitsflight,andhappinesslayfarbeyondthespherewherehewasborn。Thebloodofhiswhitefathers,theheirsoftheages,criedoutforitsown,andafterthemannerofthatbloodsetaboutgettingtheobjectofitsdesire。
NearthecornerofMackenzieStreet,justoneblocknorthofthePatesvillemarket—house,therehadstoodformanyyearsbeforethewar,onthevergeofthesteepbankofBeaverCreek,asmallframeofficebuilding,thefrontofwhichwaslevelwiththestreet,whiletherearrestedonlongbrickpillarsfoundedonthesolidrockattheedgeofthebrawlingstreambelow。Here,fornearlyhalfacentury,ArchibaldStraighthadtransactedlegalbusinessforthebestpeopleofNorthumberlandCounty。Fullmanyalawsuithadhewon,lost,orsettled;manyaspendthrifthadhesavedfromruin,andnotafewfamiliesfromdisgrace。Severaltimeshonoredbyelectiontothebench,hehadsodispensedjusticetemperedwithmercyastowintheheartsofallgoodcitizens,andespeciallythoseofthepoor,theoppressed,andthesociallydisinherited。Therightsofthehumblestnegro,fewastheymightbe,wereassacredtohimasthoseoftheproudestaristocrat,andhehadsentencedamantobehangedforthemurderofhisownslave。Anold—fashionedman,tallandspareoffigureandbowedsomewhatwithage,hewasalwayscorrectlycladinalongfrockcoatofbroadcloth,withahighcollarandablackstock。
Courtlyinaddresstohissocialequals(superiorshehadnone),hewaskindandconsideratetothosebeneathhim。Heownedafewdomesticservants,nooneofwhomhadeverfelttheweightofhishand,andforwhoseultimatefreedomhehadprovidedinhiswill。Inthelong—drawn—outslaveryagitationhehadtakenakeeninterest,ratherasobserverthanasparticipant。Astheheatofcontroversyincreased,hislackofzealforthepeculiarinstitutionledtohisdefeatforthebenchbyamoreactivepartisan。Hiswastoojustamindnottoperceivetheargumentsonbothsides;
but,onthewhole,hehadstoodbytheancientlandmarks,contenttoleteventsdrifttoaconclusionhedidnotexpecttosee;theinstitutionsofhisfatherswouldprobablylasthislifetime。
OnedayJudgeStraightwassittinginhisofficereadingarecentlypublishedpamphlet,——
presentinganelaboratepro—slaveryargument,baseduponthehopelessintellectualinferiorityofthenegro,andthephysicalandmoraldegenerationofmulattoes,whocombinedtheworstqualitiesoftheirtwoancestralraces,——whenabarefootedboywalkedintotheoffice,strawhatinhand,cameboldlyuptothedeskatwhichtheoldjudgewassitting,andsaidasthejudgelookedupthroughhisgold—rimmedglasses,——
"Sir,Iwanttobealawyer!"
"Godblessme!"exclaimedthejudge。"Itisasingulardesire,fromasingularsource,andexpressedinasingularway。Whothedevilareyou,sir,thatwishsostrangeathingastobecomealawyer——everybody’sservant?"
"Andeverybody’smaster,sir,"repliedtheladstoutly。
"Thatisamatterofopinion,andopentoargument,"rejoinedthejudge,amusedandsecretlyflatteredbythistributetohisprofession,"thoughtheremaybeagrainoftruthinwhatyousay。
Butwhatisyourname,Mr。Would—be—lawyer?"
"JohnWalden,sir,"answeredthelad。
"JohnWalden?——Walden?"musedthejudge。
"WhatWaldencanthatbe?Doyoubelongintown?"
"Yes,sir。"
"Humph!Ican’timaginewhoyouare。It’splainthatyouarealadofgoodblood,andyetI
don’tknowwhosesonyoucanbe。Whatisyourfather’sname?"
Theladhesitated,andflushedcrimson。
Theoldgentlemannotedhishesitation。"Itisawiseson,"hethought,"thatknowshisownfather。Heisabrightlad,andwillhavethisquestionputtohimmorethanonce。I’llseehowhewillanswerit。"
Theboymaintainedanawkwardsilence,whiletheoldjudgeeyedhimkeenly。
"Myfather’sdead,"hesaidatlength,inalowvoice。"I’mMis’MollyWalden’sson。"Hehadexpected,ofcourse,totellwhohewas,ifasked,buthadnotforeseenjusttheformoftheinquiry;andwhilehehadthoughtmoreofhisracethanofhisillegitimatebirth,herealizedatthismomentasneverbeforethatthisquestiontoowouldbealwayswithhim。AsputnowbyJudgeStraight,itmadehimwince。Hehadnotreadhisfather’sbooksfornothing。
"Godblessmysoul!"exclaimedthejudgeingenuinesurpriseatthisanswer;"andyouwanttobealawyer!"Thesituationwassomuchworsethanhehadsuspectedthatevenanoldpractitioner,case—hardenedbyyearsoflifeatthetrialtableandonthebench,wasstartledforamomentintoacomicalsortofconsternation,soapparentthataladlessstout—heartedwouldhaveweakenedandfledatthesightofit。
"Yes,sir。Whynot?"respondedtheboy,tremblingalittleattheknees,butstoutlyholdinghisground。
"Hewantstobealawyer,andheasksmewhynot!"mutteredthejudge,speakingapparentlytohimself。Herosefromhischair,walkedacrosstheroom,andthrewopenawindow。Thecoolmorningairbroughtwithitthebabblingofthestreambelowandthemurmurofthemillnearby。
Heglancedacrossthecreektotheruinedfoundationofanoldhouseonthelowgroundbeyondthecreek。Turningfromthewindow,helookedbackattheboy,whohadremainedstandingbetweenhimandthedoor。Atthatmomentanotherladcamealongthestreetandstoppedoppositetheopendoorway。Thepresenceofthetwoboysinconnectionwiththebookhehadbeenreadingsuggestedacomparison。Thejudgeknewtheladoutsideasthesonofaleadingmerchantofthetown。Themerchantandhiswifewerebothofoldfamilieswhichhadlivedinthecommunityforseveralgenerations,andwhosebloodwaspresumablyofthepureststrain;yettheboywassallow,withamorphousfeatures,thinshanks,andstoopingshoulders。Theyouthstandinginthejudge’soffice,onthecontrary,wasstraight,shapely,andwell—grown。Hiseyewasclear,andhekeptitfixedontheoldgentlemanwithalookinwhichtherewasnothingofcringing。HewasnodarkerthanmanyawhiteboybronzedbytheSouthernsun;hishairandeyeswereblack,andhisfeaturesofthehigh—bred,clean—cutorderthatmarksthepatriciantypetheworldover。Whatstruckthejudgemostforcibly,however,wasthelad’sresemblancetoanoldfriendandcompanionandclient。Herecalledacertainconversationwiththisoldfriend,whohadsaidtohimoneday:
"Archie,I’mcomingintohaveyoudrawmywill。TherearesomechildrenforwhomIwouldliketomakeampleprovision。Ican’tgivethemanythingelse,butmoneywillmakethemfreeoftheworld。"
Thejudge’sfriendhaddiedsuddenlybeforecarryingoutthisgoodintention。Thejudgehadtakenoccasiontosuggesttheexistenceofthesechildren,andtheirfather’sintentionsconcerningthem,tothedistantrelativeswhohadinheritedhisfriend’slargeestate。Theyhadchosentotakeoffenseatthesuggestion。Onehadthoughtitinshockingbadtaste;anotherconsideredanymentionofsuchasubjectaninsulttohiscousin’smemory。Athirdhadsaid,withflashingeyes,thatthewomanandherchildrenhadalreadyrobbedtheestateofenough;thatitwasapitythelittleniggerswerenotslaves——thattheywouldhaveaddedmeasurablytothevalueoftheproperty。
JudgeStraight’smannerindicatedsomedisapprovaloftheirattitude,andthesettlementoftheestatewasplacedinotherhandsthanhis。Now,thisson,withhisfather’sfaceandhisfather’svoice,stoodbeforehisfather’sfriend,demandingentrancetothegoldengateofopportunity,whichsocietybarredtoallwhoborethebloodofthedespisedrace。
Ashekeptonlookingattheboy,whobeganatlengthtogrowsomewhatembarrassedunderthiskeenscrutiny,thejudge’smindrevertedtocertainlawsandjudicialdecisionsthathehadlookeduponceortwiceinhislifetime。Eventhelaw,theinstrumentbywhichtyrannyrivetedthechainsuponitsvictims,hadrevoltednowandthenagainstthesenselessandunnaturalprejudicebywhicharaceascribingitssuperioritytorightofbloodpermittedameresuspicionofservilebloodtooutweighavastpreponderanceofitsown。
"Why,indeed,shouldhenotbealawyer,oranythingelsethatamanmightbe,ifitbeinhim?"
askedthejudge,speakingrathertohimselfthantotheboy。"Sitdown,"heordered,pointingtoachairontheothersideoftheroom。Thatheshouldaskacoloredladtobeseatedinhispresencewasofitselfenoughtostampthejudgeaseccentric。
"Youwanttobealawyer,"hewenton,adjustinghisspectacles。"Youareaware,ofcourse,thatyouareanegro?"
"Iamwhite,"repliedthelad,turningbackhissleeveandholdingouthisarm,"andIamfree,asallmypeoplewerebeforeme。"
Theoldlawyershookhishead,andfixedhiseyesupontheladwithaslightlyquizzicalsmile。"Youareblack。"hesaid,"andyouarenotfree。Youcannottravelwithoutyourpapers;youcannotsecureaccommodationsataninn;youcouldnotvote,ifyouwereofage;youcannotbeoutafternineo’clockwithoutapermit。Ifawhitemanstruckyou,youcouldnotreturntheblow,andyoucouldnottestifyagainsthiminacourtofjustice。
Youareblack,mylad,andyouarenotfree。DidyoueverhearoftheDredScottdecision,deliveredbythegreat,wise,andlearnedJudgeTaney?"
"No,sir,"answeredtheboy。
"Itistoolongtoread,"rejoinedthejudge,takingupthepamphlethehadlaiddownuponthelad’sentrance,"butitsaysinsubstance,asquotedbythisauthor,thatnegroesarebeings`ofaninferiororder,andaltogetherunfittoassociatewiththewhiterace,eitherinsocialorpoliticalrelations;infact,soinferiorthattheyhavenorightswhichthewhitemanisboundtorespect,andthatthenegromayjustlyandlawfullybereducedtoslaveryforhisbenefit。’Thatisthelawofthisnation,andthatisthereasonwhyyoucannotbealawyer。"
"Itmayallbetrue,"repliedtheboy,"butitdon’tapplytome。Itsays`thenegro。’Anegroisblack;Iamwhite,andnotblack。"
"Blackasink,mylad,"returnedthelawyer,shakinghishead。"`Onetouchofnaturemakesthewholeworldkin,’saysthepoet。Somewhere,sometime,youhadablackancestor。Onedropofblackbloodmakesthewholemanblack。"
"Whyshouldn’titbetheotherway,ifthewhitebloodissomuchsuperior?"inquiredthelad。
"Becauseitismoreconvenientasitis——andmoreprofitable。"
"Itisnotright,"maintainedthelad。
"Godblessme!"exclaimedtheoldgentleman,"heisinvadingthefieldofethics!Hewillbequestioningtherighteousnessofslaverynext!I’mafraidyouwouldn’tmakeagoodlawyer,inanyevent。Lawyersgobythelaws——theyabidebytheaccomplishedfact;tothem,whateveris,isright。
Thelawsdonotpermitmenofcolortopracticelaw,andpublicsentimentwouldnotallowoneofthemtostudyit。"
"Ihadthought,"saidthelad,"thatImightpassforwhite。TherearewhitepeopledarkerthanIam。"
"Ah,well,thatisanothermatter;but"——
Thejudgestoppedforamoment,struckbytheabsurdityofhisarguingsuchaquestionwithamulattoboy。Hereallymustbefallingintoprematuredotage。Theproperthingwouldbetorebuketheladforhispresumptionandadvisehimtolearntotakecareofhorses,ormakeboots,orlaybricks。Butagainhesawhisoldfriendinthelad’sface,andagainhelookedinvainforanysignofnegroblood。Theleastearmarkwouldhaveturnedthescale,buthecouldnotfindit。
"Thatisanothermatter,"herepeated。"Hereyouhavestartedasblack,andmustremainso。
Butifyouwishtomoveaway,andsinkyourpastintooblivion,thecasemightbedifferent。Letusseewhatthelawis;youmightnotneeditifyouwentfarenough,butitiswellenoughtobewithinit——libertyissweeterwhenfoundedsecurelyonthelaw。"
Hetookdownavolumeboundinlegalcalfandglancedthroughit。"ThecolorlineisdrawninNorthCarolinaatfourgenerationsremovedfromthenegro;therehavebeenjudicialdecisionstothateffect。Iimaginethatwouldcoveryourcase。ButletusseewhatSouthCarolinamaysayaboutit,"hecontinued,takinganotherbook。
"Ithinkthelawisevenmoreliberalthere。Ah,thisistheplace:——
"`Thetermmulatto,’"heread,"`isnotinvariablyapplicabletoeveryadmixtureofAfricanbloodwiththeEuropean,norisonehavingallthefeaturesofawhitetoberankedwiththedegradedclassdesignatedbythelawsofthisStateaspersonsofcolor,becauseofsomeremotetaintofthenegrorace。JurieswouldprobablybejustifiedinholdingapersontobewhiteinwhomtheadmixtureofAfricanblooddidnotexceedoneeighth。Andevenwherecolororfeaturearedoubtful,itisaquestionforthejurytodecidebyreputation,byreceptionintosociety,andbytheirexerciseoftheprivilegesofthewhiteman,aswellasbyadmixtureofblood。’"
"ThenIneednotbeblack?"theboycried,withsparklingeyes。
"No,"repliedthelawyer,"youneednotbeblack,awayfromPatesville。Youhavethesomewhatunusualprivilege,itseems,ofchoosingbetweentworaces,andifyouarealadofspirit,asIthinkyouare,itwillnottakeyoulongtomakeyourchoice。Asyouhaveallthefeaturesofawhiteman,youwould,atleastinSouthCarolina,havesimplytoassumetheplaceandexercisetheprivilegesofawhiteman。Youmight,ofcourse,dothesamethinganywhere,aslongasnooneknewyourorigin。Butthematterhasbeenadjudicatedthereinseveralcases,andonthewholeIthinkSouthCarolinaistheplaceforyou。They’remoreliberalthere,perhapsbecausetheyhavemanymoreblacksthanwhites,andwouldliketolessenthedisproportion。"
"Fromthistimeon,"saidtheboy,"Iamwhite。"
"Softly,softly,myCaucasianfellowcitizen,"
returnedthejudge,chucklingwithquietamusement。"Youarewhiteintheabstract,beforethelaw。Youmaycherishthefactinsecret,butI
wouldnotadviseyoutoproclaimitopenlyjustyet。Youmustwaituntilyougoaway——toSouthCarolina。"
"AndcanIlearntobealawyer,sir?"askedthelad。
"Itseemstomethatyououghttobereasonablycontentforonedaywithwhatyouhavelearnedalready。Youcannotbealawyeruntilyouarewhite,inpositionaswellasintheory,noruntilyouaretwenty—oneyearsold。Ineedanofficeboy。Ifyouarewillingtocomeintomyoffice,sweepit,keepmybooksdusted,andstayherewhenIamout,Idonotcare。Totherestofthetownyouwillbemyservant,andstillanegro。Ifyouchoosetoreadmybookswhennooneisaboutandbewhiteinyourownprivateopinion,Ihavenoobjection。Whenyouhavemadeupyourmindtogoaway,perhapswhatyouhavereadmayhelpyou。Butmum’stheword!
IfIhearawhisperofthisfromanyothersource,outyougo,neckandcrop!Iamwillingtohelpyoumakeamanofyourself,butitcanonlybedoneundertherose。"
FortwoyearsJohnWaldenopenlyswepttheofficeandsurreptitiouslyreadthelawbooksofoldJudgeStraight。Whenhewaseighteen,heaskedhismotherforasumofmoney,kissedhergood—
by,andwentoutintotheworld。Whenhissister,thenaprettychildofseven,criedbecauseherbigbrotherwasgoingaway,hetookherupinhisarms,gaveherasilverdimewithaholeinitforakeepsake,huggedherclose,andkissedher。
"Nev’min’,sis,"hesaidsoothingly。"Beagoodlittlegal,an’someo’thesedaysI’llcomebacktoseeyouandbringyousomethin’fine。"
Inafteryears,whenMis’Mollywasaskedwhathadbecomeofherson,shewouldreplywithsadcomplacency,——
"He’sgoneoverontheotherside。"
Aswehaveseen,hecamebacktenyearslater。
Manyyearsbefore,whenMis’Molly,thenaveryyoungwoman,hadtakenupherresidenceinthehousebehindthecedars,thegentlemanheretoforereferredtohadbuiltacabinontheoppositecorner,inwhichhehadinstalledatrustedslavebythenameofPeterFowlerandhiswifeNancy。
Peterwasagoodmechanic,andhiredhistimefromhismasterwiththeprovisionthatPeterandhiswifeshoulddocertainworkforMis’Mollyandserveasasortofprotectionforher。IncourseoftimePeter,whowasindustriousandthrifty,savedenoughmoneytopurchasehisfreedomandthatofhiswifeandtheironechild,andtobuythelittlehouseacrossthestreet,withthecoopershopbehindit。Aftertheyhadacquiredtheirfreedom,PeterandNancydidnoworkforMis’Mollysaveastheywerepaidforit,andasarulepreferrednottoworkatallforthewomanwhohadbeenpracticallytheirmistress;itmadethemseemlessfree。Nevertheless,thetwohouseholdshadremainedupongoodterms,evenafterthedeathofthemanwhosewillhadbroughtthemtogether,andwhohadremainedPeter’spatronafterhehadceasedtobehismaster。Therewasnointimateassociationbetweenthetwofamilies。Mis’MollyfeltherselfinfinitelysuperiortoPeterandhiswife,——scarcelylesssuperiorthanherpoorwhiteneighborsfeltthemselvestoMis’Molly。Mis’
Mollyalwaysmeanttobekind,andtreatedPeterandNancywithacertaingood—naturedcondescension。
Theyresentedthis,neveropenlyoroffensively,butalwaysinasubconscioussortofway,evenwhentheydidnotspeakofitamongthemselves——muchastheyhadresentedhermistress—shipintheolddays。Forafterall,theyargued,inspiteofherairsandgraces,herwhitefaceandherfineclothes,wasshenotanegro,evenasthemselves?andsincetheslaveshadbeenfreed,wasnotonenegroasgoodasanother?
Peter’ssonFrankhadgrownupwithlittleRena。Hewasseveralyearsolderthanshe,andwhenRenawasasmallchildMis’Mollyhadoftenconfidedhertohiscare,andhehadwatchedoverherandkeptherfromharm。WhenFrankbecameoldenoughtogotoworkinthecoopershop,Rena,thensixorseven,hadoftengoneacrosstoplayamongthecleanwhiteshavings。OnceFrank,whilelearningthetrade,hadletslipasharpsteeltool,whichflyingtowardRenahadgrazedherarmandsenttheredbloodcoursingalongthewhitefleshandsoakingthemuslinsleeve。Hehadrolledupthesleeveandstanchedthebloodanddriedhertears。ForalongtimethereafterhermotherkeptherawayfromtheshopandwasverycoldtoFrank。Onedaythelittlegirlwandereddowntothebankoftheoldcanal。Ithadbeenrainingforseveraldays,andthewaterwasquitedeepinthechannel。Thechildslippedandfellintothestream。FromtheopenwindowofthecoopershopFrankheardascream。Herandowntothecanalandpulledherout,andcarriedherallwetanddrippingtothehouse。Fromthattimehehadbeenrestoredtofavor。Hehadwatchedthegirlgrowuptowomanhoodintheyearsfollowingthewar,andhadbeensorrywhenshebecametoooldtoplayabouttheshop。
Heneverspoketoheroflove,——indeed,heneverthoughtofhispassioninsuchalight。
Therewouldhavebeennolegalbarriertotheirunion;therewouldhavebeennofrightfulmenacetowhitesupremacyinthemarriageofthenegroandtheoctoroon:thedropofdarkbloodbridgedthechasm。ButFrankknewthatshedidnotlovehim,andhadnothopedthatshemight。Hiswasoneofthoseraresoulsthatcangivewithsmallhopeofreturn。Whenhehadmadethescaruponherarm,bythesametokenshehadbrandedhimherslaveforever;whenhehadsavedherfromawaterygrave,hehadgivenhislifetoher。Therearedepthsoffidelityanddevotioninthenegroheartthathaveneverbeenfathomedorfullyappreciated。Nowandtheninthekindlierphasesofslaverythesequalitieswerebrightlyconspicuous,andinthem,ifwiselyappealedto,liesthestrongesthopeofamitybetweenthetworaceswhosedestinyseemsbounduptogetherintheWesternworld。Evenadumbbrutecanbewonbykindness。Surelyitwereworthwhiletotrysomeotherweaponthanscornandcontumelyandhardwordsuponpeopleofourcommonrace,——
thehumanrace,whichisbiggerandbroaderthanCeltorSaxon,barbarianorGreek,JeworGentile,blackorwhite;forweareallchildrenofacommonFather,forgetitaswemay,andeachoneofusisinsomemeasurehisbrother’skeeper。
XIX
GODMADEUSALL
Renawasconvalescentfromatwo—weeks’
illnesswhenherbrothercametoseeher。HearrivedatPatesvillebyanearlymorningtrainbeforethetownwasawake,andwalkedunnoticedfromthestationtohismother’shouse。Hismeetingwithhissisterwasnotwithoutemotion:heembracedhertenderly,andRenabecameforafewminutesaveryNiobeofgrief。
"Oh,itwascruel,cruel!"shesobbed。"I
shallnevergetoverit。"
"Iknowit,mydear,"repliedWarwicksoothingly,——"Iknowit,andI’mtoblameforit。IfIhadnevertakenyouawayfromhere,youwouldhaveescapedthispainfulexperience。Butdonotdespair;allisnotlost。Tryonwillnotmarryyou,asIhopedhemight,whileIfearedthecontrary;butheisagentleman,andwillbesilent。
Comebackandtryagain。"
"No,John。Icouldn’tgothroughitasecondtime。Imanagedverywellbefore,whenIthoughtoursecretwasunknown;butnowIcouldneverbesure。Itwouldbeborneoneverywind,foraughtIknew,andeveryrustlingleafmightwhisperit。Thelaw,yousaid,madeuswhite;
butnotthelaw,norevenlove,canconquerprejudice。HEspokeofmybeauty,mygrace,mysweetness!Ilookedintohiseyesandbelievedhim。Andyetheleftmewithoutaword!WhatwouldIdoinClarencenow?Icameawayengagedtobemarried,witheventhedayset;I
shouldgobackforsakenanddiscredited;eventheservantswouldpityme。"
"LittleAlbertispiningforyou,"suggestedWarwick。"Wecouldmakesomeexplanationthatwouldspareyourfeelings。"
"Ah,donottemptme,John!Ilovethechild,andamgrievedtoleavehim。I’mgrateful,too,John,forwhatyouhavedoneforme。IamnotsorrythatItriedit。Itopenedmyeyes,andI
wouldratherdieofknowledgethanliveinignorance。
ButIcouldnotgothroughitagain,John;
Iamnotstrongenough。Icoulddoyounogood;
Ihavemadeyoutroubleenoughalready。GetamotherforAlbert——Mrs。Newberrywouldmarryyou,secretandall,andwouldbegoodtothechild。
Forgetme,John,andtakecareofyourself。Yourfriendhasfoundyououtthroughme——hemayhavetoldadozenpeople。Youthinkhewillbesilent;——Ithoughthelovedme,andheleftmewithoutaword,andwithalookthattoldmehowhehatedanddespisedme。Iwouldnothavebelievedit——evenofawhiteman。"
"Youdohimaninjustice,"saidherbrother,producingTryon’sletter。"Hedidnotgetoffunscathed。Hesentyouamessage。"
Sheturnedherfaceaway,butlistenedwhilehereadtheletter。"Hedidnotloveme,"shecriedangrily,whenhehadfinished,"orhewouldnothavecastmeoff——hewouldnothavelookedatmeso。Thelawwouldhavelethimmarryme。I
seemedaswhiteashedid。Hemighthavegoneanywherewithme,andnoonewouldhavestaredatuscuriously;nooneneedhaveknown。Theworldiswide——theremustbesomeplacewhereamancouldlivehappilywiththewomanheloved。"
"Yes,Rena,thereis;andtheworldiswideenoughforyoutogetalongwithoutTryon。"
"Foradayortwo,"shewenton,"Ihopedhemightcomeback。Buthisexpressioninthatawfulmomentgrewuponme,hauntedmedayandnight,untilIshudderedatthethoughtthatImighteverseehimagain。HelookedatmeasthoughI
werenotevenahumanbeing。Idonotlovehimanylonger,John;IwouldnotmarryhimifI
werewhite,orhewereasIam。Hedidnotloveme——orhewouldhaveacteddifferently。Hemighthavelovedmeandhaveleftme——hecouldnothavelovedmeandhavelookedatmeso!"
Shewasweepinghysterically。Therewaslittlehecouldsaytocomforther。Presentlyshedriedhertears。WarwickwasreluctanttoleaveherinPatesville。Herchildishhappinesshadbeenthatofignorance;shecouldneverbehappythereagain。
Shehadfloweredinthesunlight;shemustnotpineawayintheshade。
"Ifyouwon’tcomebackwithme,Rena,I’llsendyoutosomeschoolattheNorth,whereyoucanacquirealiberaleducation,andprepareyourselfforsomecareerofusefulness。YoumaymarryabettermanthanevenTryon。"
"No,"sherepliedfirmly,"Ishallnevermarryanyman,andI’llnotleavemotheragain。Godisagainstit;I’llstaywithmyownpeople。"
"Godhasnothingtodowithit,"retortedWarwick。"Godistoooftenaconvenientstalking—
horseforhumanselfishness。Ifthereisanythingtobedone,sounjust,sodespicable,sowickedthathumanreasonrevoltsatit,thereisalwayssomesmughypocritetoexclaim,`ItisthewillofGod。’"
"Godmadeusall,"continuedRenadreamily,"andforsomegoodpurpose,thoughwemaynotalwaysseeit。Hemadesomepeoplewhite,andstrong,andmasterful,and——heartless。Hemadeothersblackandhomely,andpoorandweak"——
"Andalotofothers`poorwhite’andshiftless,"
smiledWarwick。
"Hemadeus,too,"continuedRena,intentuponherownthought,"andHemusthavehadareasonforit。PerhapsHemeantustobringtheotherstogetherinhisowngoodtime。Amanmaymakeanewplaceforhimself——awomanisbornandboundtohers。Godmusthavemeantmetostayhere,orHewouldnothavesentmeback。Ishallacceptthingsastheyare。WhyshouldIseekthesocietyofpeoplewhosefriendship——andlove——
onelittlewordcanturntoscorn?Iwasright,John;Ioughttohavetoldhim。Supposehehadmarriedmeandthenhadfounditout?"
ToRena’sargumentofdivineforeordinationWarwickattachednoweightwhatever。HehadseenGod’sheelplantedforfourlongyearsuponthelandwhichhadnourishedslavery。HadGodordainedthecrimethatthepunishmentmightfollow?ItwouldhavebeeneasierforOmnipotencetopreventthecrime。Theexperienceofhissisterhadstirredupacertainbitternessagainstwhitepeople——afeelingwhichhehadputasideyearsago,withhisdarkblood,butwhichspranganewintolifewhenthefactofhisownoriginwasbroughthometohimsoforciblythroughhissister’smisfortune。Hisswornfriendandpromisedbrother—in—
lawhadthrownhimoverpromptly,uponthediscoveryofthehiddendropofdarkblood。Howmanyothersofhisfriendswoulddothesame,iftheybutknewofit?HehadbeguntofeelalittleofthespiritualestrangementfromhisassociatesthathehadnoticedinRenaduringherlifeatClarence。
Thefactthatseveralpersonsknewhissecrethadspoiledthefineflavorofperfectsecurityhithertomarkinghisposition。GeorgeTryonwasamanofhonoramongwhitemen,andhaddeignedtoextendtheprotectionofhishonortoWarwickasaman,thoughnolongerasafriend;toRenaasawoman,butnotasawife。Tryon,however,wasonlyhuman,andwhocouldtellwhentheirpathsinlifemightcrossagain,orwhatfuturetemptationTryonmightfeeltouseadamagingsecrettotheirdisadvantage?
Warwickhadcherishedcertainambitions,butthesehemustnowputbehindhim。Intheobscurityofprivatelife,hispastwouldbeoflittlemoment;intheglareofapoliticalcareer,one’santecedentsarepublicproperty,andtoogreatareserveinregardtoone’spastisregardedasaconfessionofsomethingdiscreditable。Frank,too,knewthesecret——agood,faithfulfellow,evenwheretherewasnoobligationoffidelity;heoughttodosomethingforFranktoshowtheirappreciationofhisconduct。
ButwhatassurancewastherethatFrankwouldalwaysbediscreetabouttheaffairsofothers?
JudgeStraightknewthewholestory,andoldmenaresometimesgarrulous。Dr。Greensuspectedthesecret;hehadawifeanddaughters。IfoldJudgeStraightcouldhaveknownWarwick’sthoughts,hewouldhaverealizedthefulfillmentofhisprophecy。
Warwick,whohadbuildedsowellforhimself,hadweakenedthestructureofhisownlifebytryingtosharehisgoodfortunewithhissister。
"Listen,Rena,"hesaid,withasuddenimpulse,"we’llgototheNorthorWest——I’llgowithyou——farawayfromtheSouthandtheSouthernpeople,andstartlifeoveragain。Itwillbeeasierforyou,itwillnotbehardforme——Iamyoung,andhavemeans。TherearenostrongtiestobindmetotheSouth。Iwouldhavealargeroutlookelsewhere。"
"Andwhataboutourmother?"askedRena。
Itwouldbenecessarytoleaveherbehind,theybothperceivedclearlyenough,unlesstheywerepreparedtosurrendertheadvantageoftheirwhitenessanddropbacktothelowerrank。ThemotherborethemarkoftheEthiopian——notpronouncedly,butdistinctly;neitherwouldMis’Molly,inallprobability,caretoleavehomeandfriendsandthegravesofherlovedones。Shehadnomentalresourcestosupplytheplaceofthese;shewas,moreover,toooldtobetransplanted;shewouldnotfitintoWarwick’sschemeforanewlife。
"Ileftheronce,"saidRena,"anditbroughtpainandsorrowtoallthreeofus。Sheisnotstrong,andIwillnotleaveherheretodiealone。
Thisshallbemyhomewhileshelives,andifI
leaveitagain,itshallbeforonlyashorttime,togowhereIcanwritetoherfreely,andhearfromheroften。Don’tworryaboutme,John,——Ishalldoverywell。"
Warwicksighed。Hewassincerelysorrytoleavehissister,andyethesawthatforthetimebeingherresolutionwasnottobeshaken。Hemustbidehistime。Perhaps,inafewmonths,shewouldtireoftheoldlife。Hisdoorwouldbealwaysopentoher,andhewouldchargehimselfwithherfuture。
"Well,then,"hesaid,concludingtheargument,"we’llsaynomoreaboutitforthepresent。I’llwritetoyoulater。Iwasafraidthatyoumightnotcaretogobackjustnow,andsoIbroughtyourtrunkalongwithme。"
Hegavehismotherthebaggage—check。ShetookitacrosstoFrank,who,duringtheday,broughtthetrunkfromthedepot。Mis’Mollyofferedtopayhimfortheservice,buthewouldacceptnothing。
"Lawd,no,Mis’Molly;Ididn’haftergoout’nmywaytergitdattrunk。Ihadaloadersperrit—
bairlsterhaulterdestill,an’dedepotwuzrightonmywayback。It’dberobbin’youtertakepayferalittlethinglackdat。"
"MysonJohn’shere,"saidMis’Molly"an’
hewantstoseeyou。Comeintothesettin’—room。
Wedon’twantfolkstoknowhe’sintown;butyouknowalloursecrets,an’wecantrustyoulikeoneerthefamily。"
"I’mgladtoseeyouagain,Frank,"saidWarwick,extendinghishandandclaspingFrank’swarmly。"You’vegrownupsinceIsawyoulast,butitseemsyouarestillourgoodfriend。"
"Ourverygoodfriend,"interjectedRena。
Frankthrewheragratefulglance。"Yas,suh,"
hesaid,lookingWarwickoverwithafriendlyeye,"an’youisgrowedsome,too。Iseedyou,youknow,downderewhereyoulive;butIdidn’leton,feryouan’Mis’Renawuzw’iteasanybody;
an’eve’ybodysaidyouwuzgoodterculludfolks,an’he’ped’emindeirlawsuitsan’onewayer’nuther,an’Iwuzjes’plum’gladterseeyougettin’’longsofine,datIwuz,certainsho’,an’nomistakeaboutit。"
"Thankyou,Frank,andIwantyoutounderstandhowmuchIappreciate"——
"Howmuchweallappreciate,"correctedRena。
"Yes,howmuchweallappreciate,andhowgratefulweallareforyourkindnesstomotherforsomanyyears。Iknowfromherandfrommysisterhowgoodyou’vebeentothem。"
"Lawd,suh!"returnedFrankdeprecatingly,"you’remakin’amountainout’namolehill。I
ain’tdonenuthin’terspeakof——nothalfezmuchezIwould’a’done。Iwuzgladterdow’atlittleIcould,ferfrien’ship’ssake。"
"Wevalueyourfriendship,Frank,andwe’llnotforgetit。"
"No,Frank,"addedRena,"wewillneverforgetit,andyoushallalwaysbeourgoodfriend。"
Franklefttheroomandcrossedthestreetwithswellingheart。HewouldhavegivenhislifeforRena。Akindwordwasdoublysweetfromherlips;noservicewouldbetoogreattopayforherfriendship。
WhenFrankwentouttothestablenextmorningtofeedhismule,hiseyesopenedwidewithastonishment。Inplaceofthedecrepit,one—eyedarmymulehehadputupthenightbefore,afat,sleekspecimenofvigorousmulehoodgreetedhisarrivalwiththesonoroushehawoflustyyouth。
Hangingonapegnearbywasasetoffinenewharness,andstandingundertheadjoiningshed,asheperceived,ahandsomenewcart。
"Well,well!"exclaimedFrank;"efIdidn’
mos’knowwhardismule,an’diskyart,an’disharnesscomefrom,I’d’lowdere’dbe’nwitcheraf’
ercunjin’wukkin’here。But,ohmy,datisafinemule!——Imos’wushIcouldkeep’im。"
Hecrossedtheroadtothehousebehindthecedars,andfoundMis’Mollyinthekitchen。
"Mis’Molly,"heprotested,"Iain’tdonenuthin’
terdeservedatmule。W’atlittleIdoneferyouwa’n’tdoneferpay。I’druthernotkeepdemthings。"
"Fergoodness’sake,Frank!"exclaimedhisneighbor,withawell—simulatedairofmystification,"whatareyoutalkin’about?"
"Youknowsw’atI’mtalkin’about,Mis’
Molly;youknowswellernuffI’mtalkin’aboutdatfinemulean’kyartan’harnessoverdereinmystable。"
"HowshouldIknowanythingabout’em?"
sheasked。
"Now,Mis’Molly!Youfolksisjes’tryin’terfoolme,an’makemetakesomethin’fernuthin’。
Ilef’myolemulean’kyartan’harnessindestablelas’night,an’dismawnin’dey’regone,an’
newonesindeirplace。Co’seyouknowswhardeycomefrom!"
"Well,now,Frank,senceyoumentionit,Ididseeawitchflyin’roun’herelas’nightonabroom—
stick,an’it’pearedtermeshelitonyo’rbarn,an’
Is’posesheturnedyo’roldthingsintonewones。
Iwouldn’tbothermymindaboutitifIwasyou,forshemayturn’embackanynight,youknow;
an’youmightaswellhavetheuseof’eminthemeanwhile。"
"Dat’sallfoolishness,Mis’Molly,an’I’mgwineterfetchdatmulerightoverherean’tellyo’sontergimmemyoleoneback。"
"Myson’sgone,"shereplied,"an’Idon’tknownothin’aboutyo’roldmule。AndwhatwouldIdowithamule,anyhow?Iain’tgotnobarntoputhimin。"
"Isuspectyoudon’tcaremuchforusafterall,Frank,"saidRenareproachfully——shehadcomeinwhiletheyweretalking。"Youmeetwithapieceofgoodluck,andyou’reafraidofit,lestitmighthavecomefromus。"
"Now,MissRena,yououghtn’ttersaydat,"
expostulatedFrank,hisreluctanceyieldingimmediately。
"I’llkeepdemulean’dekyartan’deharness——fac’,I’llhaveterkeep’em,’causeI
ain’tgotnoothers。Butdey’regwineterbeyo’nezmuchezmine。W’eneveryouwantsanythinghauled,erwantsyo’lotploughed,eranything——
dat’syo’mule,an’I’myo’manan’yo’mammy’s。"
SoFrankwentbacktothestable,wherehefeastedhiseyesonhisnewpossessions,fedandwateredthemule,andcurriedandbrushedhiscoatuntilitshonelikealooking—glass。
"Nowdat,"remarkedPeter,atthebreakfast—
table,wheninformedofthetransaction,"issomethin’
lackralew’itefolks。"
NorealwhitepersonhadevergivenPeteramuleoracart。Hehadrenderedoneofthemunpaidserviceforhalfalifetime,andhadpaidfortheotherhalf;andsomeofthemowedhimsubstantialsumsforworkperformed。But"tohimthathathshallbegiven"——Warwickpaidforthemule,andtherealwhitefolksgotmostofthecredit。
XX
DIGGINGUPROOTS
Whenthefirstgreatshockofhisdiscoveryworeoff,thefactofRena’soriginlosttoTryonsomeofitsinitialrepugnance——indeed,therepugnancewasnottothewomanatall,astheirpastrelationswereevidence,butmerelytothethoughtofherasawife。
ItcouldhardlyhavefailedtooccurtosoreasonableamanasTryonthatRena’scasecouldscarcelybeunique。SurelyinthepastcenturiesoffreemannersandeasymoralsthathadprevailedinremotepartsoftheSouth,theremusthavebeenmanywhitepersonswhoseoriginwouldnothavebornetoomicroscopicaninvestigation。Familytreesnotseldomhaveacrookedbranch;or,touseamoreappositefigure,manyaflockhasitsblacksheep。Beingamanoflivelyimagination,Tryonsoonfoundhimselfputtingallsortsofhypotheticalquestionsaboutamatterwhichhehadalreadydefinitelydetermined。IfhehadmarriedRenainignoranceofhersecret,andhadlearneditafterwards,wouldhehaveputheraside?If,knowingherhistory,hehadneverthelessmarriedher,andshehadsubsequentlydisplayedsometraitofcharacterthatwouldsuggestthenegro,couldhehaveforgottenorforgiventhetaint?Couldhestillhaveheldherinloveandhonor?Ifnot,couldhehavegivenhertheoutwardseemingofaffection,orcouldhehavebeenmorethancoldlytolerant?
Hewasgladthathehadbeensparedthisordeal。
Withaneffortheputthewholematterdefinitelyandconclusivelyaside,ashehaddoneahundredtimesalready。
Returningtohishome,afteranabsenceofseveralmonthsinSouthCarolina,itwasquiteapparenttohismother’swatchfuleyethathewasinserioustrouble。Hewasabsent—minded,monosyllabic,sigheddeeplyandoften,andcouldnotalwaysconcealthetracesofsecrettears。ForTryonwasyoung,andpossessedofasensitivesoul——asourceofhappinessormisery,astheFatesdecree。Tothosethusdowered,theheightsofraptureareaccessible,theabyssesofdespairyawnthreateningly;
onlythedullmonotonyofcontentmentisdenied。
Mrs。Tryonvainlysoughtbyeverygentleartawomanknowstowinherson’sconfidence。
"Whatisthematter,George,dear?"shewouldask,strokinghishotbrowwithhersmall,coolhandashesatmoodilynursinghisgrief。"Tellyourmother,George。Whoelsecouldcomfortyousowellasshe?"
"Oh,it’snothing,mother,——nothingatall,"
hewouldreply,withaforcedattemptatlightness。
"It’sonlyyourfondimagination,youbestofmothers。"
ItwasMrs。Tryon’sturntosighandshedaclandestinetear。UntilhersonhadgoneawayonthistriptoSouthCarolina,hehadkeptnosecretsfromher:hishearthadbeenanopenbook,ofwhichshekneweverypage;now,somepainfulstorywasinscribedthereinwhichhemeantsheshouldnotread。IfshecouldhaveabdicatedherempiretoBlancheLearyorhaveshareditwithher,shewouldhaveyieldedgracefully;butverypalpablysomeotherinfluencethanBlanche’shaddrivenjoyfromherson’scountenanceandlightnessfromhisheart。
MissBlancheLeary,whomTryonfoundinthehouseuponhisreturn,wasademure,prettylittleblonde,withanamiabledisposition,atalentforsociety,andapronouncedfondnessforGeorgeTryon。Apoorgirl,ofanexcellentfamilyimpoverishedbythewar,shewasdistantlyrelatedtoMrs。Tryon,hadforalongtimeenjoyedthatlady’sfavor,andwasherchoiceforGeorge’swifewhenheshouldbeoldenoughtomarry。AwomanlessinterestedthanMissLearywouldhaveperceivedthattherewassomethingwrongwithTryon。
MissLearyhadnodoubtthattherewasawomanatthebottomofit,——foraboutwhatelseshouldyouthworrybutlove?orifone’sloveaffairsrunsmoothly,whyshouldoneworryaboutanythingatall?MissLeary,inthenineteenyearsofhermundaneexistence,hadnotbeenwithoutmildexperiencesoftheheart,andhadhoveredforsometimeonthevergeofdisappointmentwithrespecttoTryonhimself。Asensitivepridewouldhavedrivenmorethanonewomanawayatthesightofthemanofherpreferencesighinglikeafurnaceforsomeabsentfairone。ButMrs。Tryonwassocordial,andinsistedsostrenuouslyuponherremaining,thatBlanche’slove,whichwasstrong,conqueredherpride,whichwasnomorethanareasonableyoungwomanoughttohavewhosetssuccessabovemeresentiment。Sheremainedinthehouseandbidedheropportunity。IfGeorgepracticallyignoredherforatime,shedidnotthrowherselfatallinhisway。Shewentonavisittosomegirlsintheneighborhoodandremainedawayaweek,hopingthatshemightbemissed。Tryonexpressednoregretatherdepartureandnoparticularsatisfactionuponherreturn。Ifthehousewasdullerinherabsence,hewasbutdimlyconsciousofthedifference。Hewasstillfightingabattleinwhichasusceptibleheartandareasonablemindhadlockedhornsinawell—nighhopelessconflict。Reason,common—sense,theinstinctiveready—madejudgmentsofhistrainingandenvironment,——
thedeep—seatedprejudicesofraceandcaste,——commandedhimtodismissRenafromhisthoughts。Hisstubbornheartsimplywouldnotletgo。
XXI
AGILDEDOPPORTUNITY
AlthoughthewholefabricofRena’snewlifetoppledandfellwithherlover’sdefection,hersympathies,broadenedbycultureandstillmorebyherrecentemotionalexperience,didnotshrink,aswouldhavebeenthecasewithamoreselfishsoul,tothemerelimitsofherpersonalsorrow,greatasthisseemedatthemoment。Shehadlearnedtolove,andwhentheloveofonemanfailedher,sheturnedtohumanity,asastreamobstructedinitscourseoverflowstheadjacentcountry。Herearlytraininghadnotdirectedherthoughtstothedarkerpeoplewithwhosefateherownwasboundupsoclosely,butratherawayfromthem。Shehadbeentaughttodespisethembecausetheywerenotsowhiteasshewas,andhadbeenslaveswhileshewasfree。Herlifeinherbrother’shome,byremovingherfromimmediatecontactwiththem,hadgivenheradifferentpointofview,——onewhichemphasizedtheirshortcomings,andtherebymadevastlyclearertoherthegulfthatseparatedthemfromthenewworldinwhichshelived;sothatwhenmisfortunethrewherbackuponthem,thereactionbroughthernearerthanbefore。Whereonceshehadseemedabletoescapefromthem,theywerenow,itappeared,herinalienablerace。Thusdoublyequipped,shewasabletoviewthematoncewiththementaleyeofanoutsiderandthesympathyofasister:shecouldseetheirfaults,andjudgethemcharitably;sheknewandappreciatedtheirgoodqualities。Withherquickenedintelligenceshecouldperceivehowgreatwastheirneedandhowsmalltheiropportunity;andwiththisilluminationcamethedesiretocontributetotheirhelp。
Shehadnotthebreadthorculturetoseeinallitsramificationsthegreatproblemwhichstillpuzzlesstatesmenandphilosophers;butshewasconsciousofthewish,andofthepower,inasmallway,todosomethingfortheadvancementofthosewhohadjustsettheirfeetupontheladderofprogress。