Sheremainedtoclearawaythetable,whentherestleftit,andWestoverfollowedMrs。Durginintotheparlor,wheresheindemnifiedherselfforrefrainingfromanyexplicitallusiontoJeffbeforeCynthia。"Theboy,"
sheexplained,whenshehadmadehimransackhismemoryforeveryscrapoffactconcerningherson,"don’thardlyeverwritetome,andIguesshedon’tgiveCynthyverymuchnews。Ipresumehe’sworkin’harderthaneverthisyear。AndI’mgladhe’sgoin’aboutalittle,fromwhatyousay。Iguesshe’sgottofeelin’alittlebetter。Itdidworrymeforhimtofeelsowhatyoumaycallmeechin’aboutfolks。Youseeanythingthatmadeyouthinkhewa’n’tappreciated?"
AfterWestovergotbackintohisownroom,someoneknockedathisdoor,andhefoundWhitwelloutside。Hescarcelyaskedhimtocomein,butWhitwellscarcelyneededtheinvitation。"Goteverythingyouwant?
ItoldCynthyI’dcomeupandseeafteryou;Frankwon’tbebackintime。"Hesatdownandputhisfeetontopofthestove,andstrucktheheelsofhisbootsonitsedge,fromthehabitofknockingthecakedsnowofftheminthatwayonstove—tops。Hedidnotwaittofindoutthattherewasnoresponsivesizzlingbeforeheasked,withalongnasalsigh,"Well,howisJeffgettin’along?"
HelookedacrossatWestover,whohadprovisionallyseatedhimselfonhisbed。
"Why,intheoldway。"Whitwellkepthiseyeonhim,andheadded:
"Isupposewedon’tanyofuschange;wedevelop。"
Whitwellsmiledwithpleasureinthelooselyphilosophicsuggestion。
"Youmeanthathe’sthesamekindofamanthathewasaboy?Well,I
guessthat’sso。Thequestionis,whatkindofaboywashe?I’vebeenmullin’overthatconsid’ablesinceCynthyandhimfixedituptogether。
Ofcourse,Iknowit’stheirbusiness,andallthat;butIpresumeI’vegotarighttospee’lateaboutit?"
HereferredthepointtoWestover,whoknewaninnerearnestnessinit,inspiteofWhitwell’shabitofoutsidejocosity。"Everyrightintheworld,Ishouldsay,Mr。Whitwell,"heanswered,seriously。
"Well,I’mgladyoufeelthatway,"saidWhitwell,withalittleapparentsurprise。"Idon’twanttomeddle,any;butIknowwhatCynthyis——Inoneedtobragherup——andIdon’tfeelsooverandabovecertain’tIknowwhatheis。He’sagooddealofamixture,ifyouwanttoknowhowhestrikesme。Idon’tmeanIdon’tlikehim;Ido;thefellow’sgotawaywithhimthatmakesmekindoflikehimwhenIseehim。He’sgood—
naturedandclever;andhe’swillin’totakeanyamountoftroubleforyou;butyoucan’ttellwheretohavehim。"WestoverdeniedtheappealforexplicitassentinWhitwell’seye,andhewenton:"IfI’ddonethatfellowagoodturn,inspiteofhim,orifI’dheldhimuptosomethingthatheallowedwasright,andconsentedto,Ishouldwanttokeepasharplookoutthathedidn’tplaymesomeuglytrickforit。He’sacomicaldevil,"Whitwellended,ratherinadequately。"Howd’sitlooktoyou?Seenanythinglatelythatseemedtotallywithmyidee?"
"No,no;Ican’tsaythatIhave,"saidWestover,reluctantly。Hewishedtobefrankerthanhenowmeanttobe,butheconsultedascruplethathedidnotwhollyrespect;amereconventionitseemedtohim,presently。
Hesaid:"I’vealwaysfeltthatcharminhim,too,andI’veseentheothertraits,thoughnotsoclearlyasyouseemtohavedone。Hehasapowerfulwill,yes——"
Hestopped,andWhitwellasked:"Beenuptoanydeviltrylately?"
"Ican’tsayhehas。NothingthatIcancallintentional。"
"No,"saidWhitwell。"What’shedone,though?"
"Really,Mr。Whitwell,Idon’tknowthatyouhaveanyrighttoexpectmetotalkhimover,whenI’mhereashismother’sguest——hisownguest——?"
"No。Iha’n’t,"saidWhitwell。"Whataboutthefatherofthegirlhe’sgoin’tomarry?"
Westovercouldnotdenytheforceofthis。"You’dbeanxiousifIdidn’ttellyouwhatIhadinmind,Idaresay,morethanifIdid。"HetoldhimofJeff’sbehaviorwithAlanLynde,andofhistalkwithhimaboutit。"AndIthinkhewashonest。Itwassomethingthathappened,thatwasn’tmeant。"
Whitwelldidnotassentdirectly,somewhattoWestover’ssurprise。Heasked:"FelloweverdoneanythingtoJeff?"
"NotthatIknowof。Idon’tknowthattheyevermetbefore。"
Whitwellkickedhisheelsontheedgeofthestoveagain。"Thenitmightbeenanaccident,"hesaid,dryly。
Westoverhadtobreakthesilencethatfollowed,andhefoundhimselfdefendingJeff,thoughsomehownotforJeff’ssake。Heurgedthatifhehadthestrongwilltheybothrecognizedinhim,hewouldnevercommittheerrorsofaweakman,whichwereusuallythebasest。
"Howdoyouknowthatastrong—willedmana’n’taweakone?"Whitwellastonishedhimbyasking。"A’n’twhatwecallastrongwilljustakindofabull—dogclinchthatthedoghimselfcan’tunloose?Itakeitamanthathasagoodwillisastrongman。IfJeffdonearightthingagainsthiswill,hewouldn’tresteasytillhe’dshowedthathewa’n’tobligedto,bysomemischiefworse’nwhathewaskeptoutof。Itellyou,Mr。
Westover,ifI’dmadethatfellowtoethemarkanyway,I’dbeafraidofhim。"WhitwelllookedatWestoverwitheyesofsignificance,ifnotofconfidence。Thenherosewithaprolonged"M——wel—l—l!We’reallborn,butwea’n’tallburied。Thisworldisaqueerplace。ButIguessJeff’llcomeoutrightintheend。"
Westoversaid,"I’msurehewill!"andheshookhandswarmlywiththefatherofthegirlJeffwasgoingtomarry。
Whitwellcameback,afterhehadgotsomepacesaway,andsaid:"Ofcourse,thisisbetweenyouandme,Mr。Westover。"
"Ofcourse!"
"Idon’tmeanMis’Durgin。Ishouldn’tcarewhatshethoughtofmytalkin’himoverwithyou。Idon’tknow,"hecontinued,puttinguphishandagainstthedoor—frame,togivehimselfthecomfortofitssupportwhilehetalked,"asyouunderstoodwhatshemeanbytheyoungladiesatBostonkeepin’upwiththefellowsincollege。Well,that’swhatCynthy’sdoin’withJeff,rightalong;andifheeverworksoffthemconditionsofhis,andgitshisdegree,it’llbebecauseshehelpedhimto。Itellyou,there’smorethanonekindoftelepathyinthisworld,Mr。Westover。That’sall。"
XXXIX
WestoverunderstoodfromWhitwell’safterthoughtthatitwasCynthiahewasanxioustokeepignorantofhismisgivings,iftheyweresomuchasmisgivings。Buttheimportanceofthisfactcouldnotstayhimagainstthetideofsleepwhichwasbearinghimdown。Whenhisheadtouchedthepillowitsweptoverhim,andherosefromitinthemorningwithagayetyofheartwhichheknewtobereturninghealth。Hejumpedoutofbed,andstuffedsomeshavingsintohisstovefromthewood—boxbesideit,andlaidsomelogsonthem;heslidthedamperopen,andthenlaydownagain,listeningtothefirethatshoweditsredteeththroughtheslatsandroaredandlaughedtothedaywhichsparkledonthewhiteworldwithout。Whenhegotoutofbedasecondtime,hefoundtheroomsohotthathehadtopulldownhiswindow—sash,andhedressedinatemperatureoftwentydegreesbelowzerowithoutknowingthatthedryairwasmorethanfresh。Mrs。Durgincalledtohimthroughtheopendoorofherparlor,asheenteredthedining—room:"Cynthywillgiveyouyourbreakfast,Mr。Westover。We’realldonelongago,andI’mbusyinhere,"
andthegirlappearedwiththecoffee—potandthedishesshehadbeenkeepinghotforhimatthekitchenstove。Sheseemedtobegoingtoleavehimwhenshehadputthemdownbeforehim,butshefaltered,andthensheasked:"DoyouwantIshouldpouryourcoffeeforyou?"
"Ohyes!Do!"hebegged,andshesatdownacrossthetablefromhim。
"I’mashamedtomakethistroubleforyou,"headded。"Ididn’tknowitwassolate。"
"Oh,wehavethewholedayforourwork,"sheanswered,tolerantly。
Helaughed,andsaid:"Howstrangethatseems!IsupposeIshallgetusedtoit。Butintownweseemnevertohaveawholedayforaday’swork;wealwayshavetodopartofitatnight,orthenextmorning。Doyoueverhaveadayherethat’stoolargeasizeforitswork?"
"Youcannearlyalwaysfindsomethingtodoaboutahouse,"shereturned,evasively。"Butthetimedoesn’tgothewayitdoesinthesummer。"
"Oh,Iknowhowthecountryisinthewinter,"hesaid。"Iwasbroughtupinthecountry。"
"Ididn’tknowthat,"shesaid,andshegavehimastareofsurprisebeforehereyesfell。
"Yes。OutinWisconsin。Mypeoplewereemigrants,andIlivedinthewoods,there,tillIbegantopaintmywayout。Ibeganprettyearly,butIwasinthewoodstillIwassixteen。"
"Ididn’tknowthat,"sherepeated。"Ialwaysthoughtthatyouwere——"
"Summerfolks,liketherest?No,I’mall—the—year—roundfolksoriginally。ButIhaven’tbeeninthecountryinthewintersinceIwasaboy;andit’sallbeencomingbacktome,here,likesomeoneelse’sexperience。"
Shedidnotsayanything,buttheinterestinhereyes,whichshecouldnotkeepfromhisfacenow,promptedhimtogoon。
"YoucanmakeabeginningintheWesteasierthanyoucanintheEast,andsomepeoplewhocametoourlumbercampdiscoveredme,andgavemeachancetobegin。IwenttoMilwaukeefirst,andtheymademethinkIwassomebody。ThenIcameontoNewYork,andtheymademethinkIwasnobody。IhadtogotoEuropetofindoutwhichIwas;butafterIhadbeentherelongenoughIdidn’tcaretoknow。WhatIwastryingtodowastheimportantthingtome;notthefellowwhowastryingtodoit。"
"Yes,"shesaid,withintelligence。
"ImetsomeBostonpeopleinItaly,andIthoughtIshouldliketolivewherethatkindofpeoplelived。That’sthewayIcametobeinBoston。
Itallseemsverysimplenow,butIusedtothinkitmightlookromanticfromtheoutside。I’vehadahappylife;andI’mgladitbeganinthecountry。Ishouldn’tcareifitendedthere。Idon’tknowwhyI’vebotheredyouwithmyautobiography,though。PerhapsbecauseIthoughtyouknewitalready。"
Shelookedasifshewouldhavesaidsomethingfittingifshecouldhaveruledherselftoit;butshesaidnothingatall。Herfailureseemedtoabashher,andshecouldonlyaskhimifhewouldnothavesomemorecoffee,andthenexcuseherself,andleavehimtofinishhisbreakfastalone。
Thatdayhetriedforhispicturefromseveralpointsout—of—doorsbeforehefoundthathisownwindowgavehimthebest。Withthewindowopen,andthestovewarmathisback,heworkedthereingreatcomfortnearlyeveryafternoon。Thesnowskeptoff,andtheclearsunsetsburnedbehindthesummitdayafterday。Hepaintedfranklyandfaithfully,andmadeapicturewhich,hesaidtohimself,noonewouldbelievein,withthatwarmcolortenderuponthefrozenhills。Thesoftsuffusionofthewinterscenewasimprobabletohimwhenhehaditin,naturebeforehiseyes;whenhelookedatitashegotitonhiscanvasitwassimplyimpossible。
Intheforenoonshehadnothingtodo,forheworkedathispictureonlywhentheconditionsrenewedthemselveswiththesinkingsun。Hetriedtobeintheopenair,andgetthegoodofit;buthisstrengthforwalkinghadfailedhim,andhekeptmostlytothepathsbrokenaroundthehouse。
HewentagooddealtothebarnwithWhitwellandJombateestetolookafterthecattleandthehorses,whosesubduedstampingandchampinggavehimasortofanimalpleasure。Theblendedodorsofthehay—mowsandofthecreatures’breathscametohimwiththefaintwarmthwhichtheirbodiesdiffusedthroughthecoldobscurity。
Whenthewidedoorswererolledback,andthefulldaywasletin,helikedtheappealoftheirstartledeyes,andthecallstheymadetooneanotherfromtheirstalls,whilethemenspokebacktothemintermswhichtheyseemedtohaveincommonwiththem,andwiththepoultrythatflewdownfromthebarnloftstothebarnfloorandoutintothebrilliantday,withloudclamorandaffectedalarm。
Inthesesimpleexperienceshecouldnotimaginethesummerlifeoftheplace。Itwasnowheremoreextinctthaninthehollowverandas,wheretherocking—chairsswunginJulyandAugust,andwhereWestover’sstepsinhislongtrampsupanddownwokenoechooftheabsentfeet。In—doorshekepttothefewstove—heatedroomswherehedweltwiththefamily,andsentonlynowandthenavagueconjectureintothehotelbuiltroundtheoldfarm—house。Hemeant,beforeheleft,toaskMrs。Durgintolethimgothroughthehotel,butheputitofffromdaytoday,withaphysicalshrinkingfromitscoldandsolitude。
Thedayswentbyintheswiftnessofmonotony。Hisexcursionstothebarn,hiswalksontheverandas,hisworkonhispicture,filledupthefewhoursofthelight,andwhenthedarkcamehecontentedlyjoinedthelittlegroupinMrs。Durgin’sparlor。Hehadbroughttwoorthreebookswithhim,andsometimeshereadfromoneofthem;orhetalkedwithWhitwellonsomeofthequestionsoflifeanddeaththatengagedhisspeculativemind。Jombateestepreferredthekitchenforthenapshetookaftersupperbeforehisearlybedtime。FrankWhitwellsatwithhisbooksthere,whereWestoversometimessawhissisterhelpinghimathisstudies。Hewasloyallyfaithfulandobedienttoherinallthings。Hehelpedherwiththedishes,andwasnotashamedtobeseenatthiswork;
shehadchargeofhisgoingsandcomingsinsociety;hesubmittedtohertasteinhisdress,andacceptedhercounselonmanypointswhichhereferredtoher,anddiscussedwithherinlow—spokenconferences。Heseemedaformal,seriousboy,shylikehissister;hisfatherletfallsomehintsofareligiouscastofmindinhim。Hehadanambitionbeyondthehotel;hewishedtostudyfortheministry;anditwasnotalonethechanceofgoinghomewiththegirlsthatmadehimconstantattheeveningmeetings。"Idon’tknowwherehegitsit,"saidhisfather,withashakeoftheheadthatsuggesteddoubtofthewisdomoftheson’spreferenceoftheologytoplanchette。
Cynthiahadthesamecareofherfatherasofherbrother;shekepthimneat,andheldhimupfromlapsingintotheslovenlinesstowhichhewouldhavetendedifshehadnot,asWestoversuspected,madeconstantappealstohimfortherespectduetheirguest。Mrs。Durgin,forherpart,lefteverythingtoCynthia,withacontentedacceptanceofherfutureruleandanabidingtrustinhersenseandstrength,whichincludedthedetailsofthelightworkthatemployedherratherluxuriousleisure。JombateestehimselfcametoCynthiawithhismending,andherneedlekepthimtightandfirmagainstthewinterwhichitamusedWestovertorealizewastheCanuck’snativeelement,insomuchthattherewasnowsomethingincongruousinthenotionofJombateesteandanyotherseason。
Thegirl’smotherlycareofallthehouseholddidnotleaveWestoverout。
Buttonsappearedongarmentslongusedtoshiftycontrivancesforgettingonwithoutthem;buttonholeswererestoredtotheirproperlimits;hisovercoatpocketsweresearchedforgloves,andtheglovesputbackwiththeirfinger—tipsdrawncloseasthepetalsofaflowerwhichhaddecidedtoshutandbeabudagain。
Hewonderedhowhecouldthankherforhisshareoftheblessingthatherpassionformotherlycarewastoallthehouse。Itwaspathetic,andheusedsometimestoforecastherself—devotionwithatenderindignation,whichincludedaduesenseofhisownpresentdemerit。Hewasnotreconciledtothesacrificebecauseitseemedthehappiness,oratleastthewill,ofthenaturewhichmadeit。Allthesameitseemedawaste,initsrelationtothemanshewastomarry。
Mrs。DurginandCynthiasatbythelampandsewedatnight,orlistenedtothetalkofthemen。IfWestoverreadaloud,theywhisperedtogetherfromtimetotimeaboutsomemattersremotefromit,aswomenalwaysdowherethereisreading。Itwasquiet,butitwasnotdullforWestover,whofoundhimselfinnohurrytogetbacktotown。
Sometimeshethoughtofthetownwithrepulsion;itsunrest,itsvacuous,troubledlifehauntedhimlikeamemoryofsickness;buthesupposedthatwhenheshouldbequitewellagainallthatwouldchange,andbeasitwasbefore。Heinterestedhimself,withthesortofshrewdignoranceofitthatCynthiashowedinthequestionssheaskedaboutitnowandthenwhentheychancedtobeleftalonetogether。HefanciedthatshewastryingtoformsomeintelligibleimageofJeff’senvironmentthere,andwaspiecingtogetherfromhistalkofittheimpressionsshehadgotfromsummerfolks。Hedidhisbesttohelpher,andtoconstructforheraveritablelikenessoftheworldasfarasheknewit。
AtimecamewhenhespokefranklyofJeffinsomethingtheyweresaying,andsheshowednosuchshrinkingashehadexpectedshewould;hereflectedthatshemighthavemadestricterconditionswithMrs。Durginthansheexpectedtokeepherselfinmentioninghim。Thismightwellhavebeennecessarywiththemother’sprideinherson,whichknewnostopwhenitoncebegantoindulgeitself。WhatstruckWestovermorethanthegirl’sself—possessionwhentheytalkedofJeffwasacertainausterityinherwithregardtohim。Sheseemedtoholdherselftenseagainstanypraiseofhim,asifsheshouldfailhimsomehowifsherelaxedatallinhisfavor。
This,atleast,wastherathermystifyingimpressionwhichWestovergotfromherevidentwishtocriticiseandunderstandexactlyallthathereported,ratherthantoflatterherselffromit。Whateverhermotivewas,hewasawarethatthroughitallshepermittedherselfacloserandfullertrustofhimself。Attimesitwasalmosttooimplicit;hewouldhavelikedtodeserveitbetterbylayingopenallthathadbeeninhisheartagainstJeff。Butheforbore,ofcourse,andhetookrefuge,aswellashecould,intherespectbywhichsheheldherselfatareverentdistancefromhimwhenhecouldnotwhollyrespecthimself。
XL。
OnemorningWestovergotleavefromMrs。DurgintohelpCynthiaopenthedimroomsandcoldcorridorsatthehoteltothesunandair。Shepromisedhimheshouldtakehisdeath,buthesaidhewouldwrapupwarm,andwhenhecametojointhegirlinhisovercoatandfurcap,hefoundCynthiaequippedwithawoollencloudtiedaroundherhead,andalittleshawlpinnedacrossherbreast。
"Isthatall?"hereproachedher。"Ioughttohaveputonasinglewreathofartificialflowersandsomesortofablazerforthisexpedition。Don’tyouthinkso,Mrs。Durgin?"
"Ibelievewomencanstandabouttwiceasmuchcoldasyoucan,thebestofyou,"sheanswered,grimly。
"ThenImusttrytokeepmyselfaswarmasIcanwithwork,"hesaid。
"Youmustletmedoalltheroughworkofairingout,won’tyou,Cynthia?"
"Thereisn’tanyroughworkaboutit,"sheanswered,inasortofmotherlytolerationofhismood,withoutlosinganythingofherfilialreverence。
Shetookcareofhim,heperceived,asshetookcareofherbrotherandherfather,butwithadelicaterespectforhissuperiority,whichwasnolongershyness。
Theybeganwiththeofficeandtheparlor,wheretheyflungupthewindows,andopenedthedoors,andthentheyopenedthedining—room,wherethetablesstoodinlongrows,withthechairspiledonthemlegsupward。Cynthiawentaboutwithmanysighsforthedustoneverything,thoughtoWestover’seyesitallseemedfrigidlyclean。"Ifitgoesonasithasforthepasttwoyears,"shesaid,"weshallhavetoaddonanewdining—room。Idon’tknowasIliketohaveitgetsolarge!"
"Ineverwantedittogobeyondtheoriginalfarmhouse,"saidWestover。
"I’vebeenjealousofeveryboarderbutthefirst。Ishouldhavelikedtokeepitformyself,andlettheworldknowLion’sHeadfrommypictures。"
"IguessMrs。Durginthinksitwasyourpicturethatbegantosendpeoplehere。"
"Anddoyoublameme,too?WhatifthethingI’mdoingnowshouldmakeitawinterresort?Nothingcouldsaveyou,then,butafire。Ibelievethat’sJeff’sambition。Onlyhewouldwanttoputanotherhotelinplaceofthis;somethingthatwouldbemorepopular。ThentheruinIbeganwouldbecomplete,andIshouldn’tcomeanymore;Icouldn’tbearthesight。"
"IguessMrs。Durginwouldn’tthinkitwaslion’sHeadifyoustoppedcoming,"saidCynthia。
"Butyouwouldknowbetterthanthat,"saidWestover;andthenhewassorryhehadsaidit,foritseemedtoasksomethingofdifferentqualityfromherhonestwishtomakehimknowtheirregardforhim。
Shedidnotanswer,butwentdownalongcorridortowhichtheyhadmounted,toraisethewindowattheend,whileheraisedanotherattheoppositeextremity。Whentheymetatthestairwayagaintoclimbtothestoryabove,hesaid:"IamalwaysashamedwhenItrytomakeapersonofsensesayanythingsilly,"andsheflushed,stillwithoutanswering,asifsheunderstoodhim,andhismeaningpleasedher。"Butfortunatelyapersonofsenseisusuallyequaltothetemptation。Oneoughttobeseriouswhenhetriesitwithapersonoftheothersort;butIdon’tknowthatoneis!"
"Doyoufeelanydraughtbetweenthesewindows?"askedCynthia,abruptly。
"Idon’twantyoushouldtakecold。"
"Oh,I’mallright,"saidWestover。
Shewentintotheroomsononesideofthecorridor,andputuptheirwindows,andflungtheblindsback。Hedidthesameontheotherside。
Hegotapeculiareffectofdesolationfromthemattressespulleddownoverthefootofthebedsteads,andthedismantledinteriorsreflectedinthemirrorsofthedressing—cases;andhewasgoingtospeakofitwhenherejoinedCynthiaatthestairwayleadingtothethirdstory,whenshesaid,"ThosewereMrs。Vostrand’sroomsIcameoutofthelast。"Shenoddedherheadoverhershouldertowardthefloortheywereleaving。
"Weretheyindeed!Anddoyourememberpeople’sroomssolong?"
"Yes;Ialwaysthinkofroomsbythenameofpeoplethathavethem,ifthey’reanywaypeculiar。"
Hethoughtthisbitofuncandorcharming,andaccepteditasifitwerethewholetruth。"AndMrs。Vostrandwascertainlypeculiar。Tellme,Cynthia,whatdidyouthinkofher?"
"Shewasonlyherealittlewhile。"
"Butyouwouldn’thavecometothinkofherroomsbyhernameifshehadn’tmadeastrongimpressiononyou!"Shedidnotanswer,andhesaid,"Iseeyoudidn’tlikeher!"
Thegirlwouldnotspeak,andMr。Westoverwenton:"Sheusedtobeverygoodtome,andIthinksheusedtobebettertoherselfthansheisnow。"HeknewthatJeffmusthavetoldCynthiaofhisaffairwithGenevieveVostrand,andhekepthimselffromspeakingofherbyaresolutionhethoughtcreditable,ashemountedthestairstotheupperstoryinthesilencetowhichCynthialefthislastremark。Atthetopshemadealittlepauseintheobscurerlightoftheclose—shutteredcorridor,whileshesaid:"Ilikedherdaughterthebest。"
"Yes?"hereturned。"I——neverfeltverywellacquaintedwithher,I
believe。Onecouldn’tgetfarwithher。Though,forthematterofthat,onedidn’tgetfarwithMrs。Vostrandherself。DidyouthinkGenevievewasmuchinfluencedbyhermother?"
"Shedidn’tseemastrongcharacter。"
"No,thatwasit。Shewaswhathermotherwishedhertobe。I’veoftenwonderedhowmuchshewasinterestedinthemarriageshemade。"
Cynthialetarusticsilenceensue,andWestovershrankagainfromtheinquisitionhelongedtomake。
ItwasnotGenevieveVostrand’smarriagewhichreallyconcernedhim,butCynthia’sengagement,anditwashermindthathewouldhavelikedtolookinto。Itmightwellbesupposedthatsheregardeditinaperfectmatter—of—factway,andwithnoambitionbeyondit。Shewasacountrygirl,acquaintedfromchildhoodwithfactsoflifewhichtown—bredgirlswouldnothaveknownwithoutabluntingofthesensibilities,andwhyshouldshebedifferentfromothercountrygirls?Shemightbeasgoodandasfineashesawher,andyetbeinsensibletothespiritualtoughnessofJeff,becauseofherloveforhim。Herverygoodnessmightmakehisbadnessunimaginabletoher,andifherrefinementwerefromtheconsciencemerely,andnotfromthetastesandexperiences,too,therewasnotsomuchtodreadforherinhermarriagewithsuchaman。Still,hewouldhaveliked,ifhecould,totellherwhathehadtoldherfatherofDurgin’sbehaviorwithLynde,andletherbringthetestofherself—
devotiontothecasewithaclearunderstanding。HehadsometimesbeenafraidthatWhitwellmightnotbeabletokeepittohimself;butnowhewishedthatthephilosopherhadnotbeensodiscreet。Hehadallthissoabsorbinglyinmindthathestartedpresentlywiththefearthatshehadsaidsomethingandhehadnotanswered,butwhenheaskedherhefoundthatshehadnotspoken。TheywerestandingatanopenwindowlookingoutuponLion’sHead,whenhesaid:"Idon’tknowhowIshallshowmygratitudetoMrs。Durginandyouforthinkingofhavingmeuphere。
I’vedoneapictureofLion’sHeadthatmightbeeversomuchworse;
butIshouldn’thavedreamedofgettingatitifithadn’tbeenforyou,thoughI’vesooftendreamedofdoingit。NowIshallgohomericherineverysortofway—thankstoyou。"
Sheanswered,simply:"Youneedn’tthankanybody;butitwasJeffwhothoughtofit;wewerereadyenoughtoaskyou。"
"Thatwasverygoodofhim,"saidWestover,whomherwordsconfirmedinasuspicionhehadhadallalong。ButwhatdiditmatterthatJeffhadsuggestedtheiraskinghim,andthenattributedthenotiontothem?ItwasnotsomalignforhimtousethatmeansofingratiatinghimselfwithWestover,andofmakinghimforgethisbehaviorwithLynde,anditwasnotunnatural。Itwasverycharacteristic;attheworstitmerelyprovedthatJeffwasmoreashamedofwhathehaddonethanhewouldallow,andthatwastohiscredit。
HeheardCynthiaasking:"Mr。Westover,haveyoueverbeenatClassDay?
Hewantsustocome。"
"ClassDay?Oh,ClassDay!"Hetookalittletimetogatherhimselftogether。"Yes,I’vebeenatagoodmany。Ifyoucaretoseesomethingpretty,it’stheprettiestthingintheworld。Thestudents’sistersandmotherscomefromeverywhere;andthere’sfashionandfeastingandflirting,fromteninthemorningtilltenatnight。I’mnotsurethere’ssomuchhappiness;butIcan’ttell。Theyoungpeopleknowaboutthat。Ifancythere’sagooddealofdefeatanddisappointmentinitall。Butifyoulikebeautifuldresses,andmusicanddancing,andagreatflutterofgayety,youcangetmoreofitatClassDaythanyoucaninanyotherway。Thegoodtimedependsagreatdealupontheacquaintanceastudenthas,andwhetherheispopularincollege。"
Westoverfoundthisroadalittleimpassable,andhefaltered。
Cynthiadidnotapparentlynoticehishesitation。"DoyouthinkMrs。
Durginwouldlikeit?"
"Mrs。Durgin?"Westoverfoundthathehadbeenleavingheroutoftheaccount,andhadbeenthinkingonlyofCynthia’spleasureorpain。
"Well,Idon’tsuppose——itwouldberatherfatiguing——DidJeffwanthertocometoo?"