shesaid;’thatmustbemyprotection。’SoshefollowedMissVanSieverdownstairs,leavingMrDalrympleinpossessionofherboudoir。’Ishallgiveyoujustonehour,’shesaid,’andthenIshallcomeandturnyouout。’Soshewentdown,and,asMissVanSieverwouldnotstaytolunchwithher,sheateherlunchbyherself,sendingaglassofsherryandabiscuituptothepoorpainterathiswork。
Exactlyattheendofthehourshereturnedtohim。’Now,Conway,youmustgo,’shesaid。
’Butwhyinsuchahurry?’
’BecauseIsaythatitmustbeso。WhenIsayso,prayletthatbesufficient。’ButstillDalrymplewentonpainting。
’Conway,’shesaid,’howcanyoutreatmewithsuchdisdain?’
’Disdain,MrsBroughton!’
’Yes,disdain。HaveInotbeggedyoutounderstandthatIcannotallowyoutoremainhere,andyetyoupaynoattentiontomywishes。’
’Ihavedonenow’;andhebegantoputhisbrushesandpaintstogether。
’Isupposeallthesethingsmayremainhere?’
’Yes;theymayremain。Theymustdoso,ofcourse。There;ifyouwillputtheeaselinthecorner,withthecanvasbehindit,theywillnotbeseenifheshouldchancetocomeintotheroom。’
’Hewouldnotbeangry,Isuppose,ifheshouldsawthem?’
’Thereisnoknowing。Menaresounreasonable。Allmenare,Ithink。
AllthosearewhomIhavehadthefortunetoknow。Womengenerallysaythatmenareselfish。Idonotcomplainsomuchthattheyareselfishasthattheyarethoughtless。Theyareheadstronganddonotlookforwardtoresults。Nowyou——Idonotthinkyouwouldwillinglydomeaninjury?’
’IdonotthinkIwould。’
’Iamsureyouwouldnot;——butyetyouwouldforgettosavemefromone。’
’Whatinjury?’
’Oh,nevermind。Iamnotthinkingofanythinginparticular。Frommyself,forinstance。Butwewillnottalkaboutthat。Thatwaymadnesslies。Tellme,Conway;——whatdoyouthinkofClaraVanSiever?’
’Sheisveryhandsome,certainly。’
’Andclever?’
’Decidedlyclever。Ishouldthinkshehasatemperofherown。’
’Whatwomanisthereworthastrawthathasnot?IfClaraVanSieverwereill—used,shewouldresentit。Idonotdoubtthatforamoment。I
shouldnotliketobethemanwhowoulddoit。’
’NorI,either,’saidConway。
’Butthereisplentyoffemininesoftnessinthatcharacter,ifsheweretreatedwithloveandkindness。Conway,ifyouwilltakemyadviceyouwillaskClaraVanSievertobeyourwife。Butperhapsyouhavealready。’
’Who;I?’
’Yes;you。’
’Ihavenotdoneityet,certainly,MrsBroughton。’
’Andwhyshouldyounotdoit?’
’Therearetwoorthreereasons;——butperhapsnoneofanygreatimportance。Doyouknowofnone,MrsBroughton?’
’Iknowofnone,’saidMrsBroughtoninaveryserious——inalmostatragictone;——’ofnonethatshouldweighforamoment。AsfarasIamconcerned,nothingwouldgivememorepleasure。’
’Thatissokindofyou!’
’Imeantobekind。Ido,indeed,Conway。Iknowitwillbebetterforyouthatyoushouldbesettled——verymuchbetter。Anditwillbebetterforme。Idonotmindadmittingthat;——thoughinsayingsoItrustgreatlytoyourgenerositytointerpretmywordsproperly。’
’Ishallnotflattermyself,ifyoumeanthat。’
’Thereisnoquestionofflattery,Conway。Thequestionissimplyoftruthandprudence。Doyounotknowthatitwouldbebetterforyourselfthatyoushouldbemarried?’
’Notunlessacertaingentlemanweretodiefirst,’saidConwayDalrymple,ashedepositedthelastofhispaintingparaphernaliaintherecesswhichhadbeenpreparedforthembyMrsBroughton。
’Conway,howcanyouspeakinthatwicked,wickedway?’
’IcanassurethatIdonotwishthegentlemaninquestiontheslightestharmintheworld。Ifhiswelfaredependedonme,heshouldbesafeastheBankofEngland。’
’Andyouwillnottakemyadvice?’
’Whatadvice?’
’AboutClara?’
’MrsBroughton,matrimonyisaveryimportantthing。’
’Indeed,itis;——oh,whocansayhowimportant!Therewasatime,Conway,whenIthoughtthatyouhadgivenyourhearttoMadelinaDemolines。’
’Heavenforbid!’
’AndIgrieved,becauseIthoughtthatshewasnotworthyofyou。’
’Therewasneveranythinginthat,MrsBroughton。’
’Shethoughtthattherewas。Atanyrate,shesaidso。Iknowthatforcertain。Shetoldmesoherself。Butletthatpass。ClaraVanSieverisineveryrespectverydifferentfromMadalina。Clara,Ithink,isworthyofyou。AndConway——ofcourseitisnotformetodictatetoyou;butthisImusttellyou——’
’Whatmustyoutellme?’
’Iwilltellyounothingmore。IfyoucannotunderstandwhatIhavesaid,youmustbemoredullofcomprehensionthanIbelieveyoutobe。
Nowgo。Whyareyounotgonethishalf—hour?’
’HowcouldIgowhileyouweregivingmeallthisgoodadvice?’
’Ihavenotaskedyoutostay。Gonow,atanyrate。And,remember,Conway,ifthispictureistogoon,Iwillnothaveyouremaininghereaftertheworkisdone。Willyourememberthat?’Andsheheldhimbythehandwhilehedeclaredthathewouldrememberit。
MrsDobbsBroughtonwasnomoreinlovewithConwayDalrymplethanshewasinlovewithKingCharlesonhorsebackatCharingCross。And,overandbeyondtheprotectionwhichcametoherinthecourseofnaturefromimpassionedfeelingsinthisspecialphaseofherlife——andindeed,ifI
maysay,ineveryphaseofherlife——itmustbeacknowledgedonherbehalfthatshedidenjoythatprotectionwhichcomesfromwhatwecallprinciple——thoughtheprinciplewasnotperhapsveryhighofitskind。
MadalinaDemolineshadbeenrightwhenshetalkedofherfriendMaria’sprinciples。DobbsBroughtonhadbeensofarluckyinthatjumpinthedarkwhichhadmadeintakingawifetohimself,thathehadnotfallenuponareallyviciouswoman,oruponawomanofstrongfeeling。IthadcometobethelotofMrsDobbsBroughtontohavesixhours’workeverydayofherlife,Ithinkthattheworkwouldhavebeendonebadly,butthatitwouldhavekeptherfiresfromalldanger。Asitwasshehadnothingtodo。Shehadnochild。Shewasnotgiventomuchreading。Shecouldnotsitwithaneedleinherhandallday。ShehadnoaptitudeforMaymeetings,ortheexcitementofcharitablegoodworks。Lifewithherwasverydull,andshefoundnoamusementwithinherreachsoeasyandsopleasantastheamusementofpretendingtobeinlove。Ifallthatshedidandallthatshesaidcouldonlyhavebeentakenforitsworthandfornothingmore,bythedifferentpersonsconcerned,therewasverylittleinittoflatterMrDalrympleortogivecausefortribulationtoMrBroughton。Sheprobablycaredbutlittleforeitherofthem。Shewasoneofthosewomentowhomitisnotgivenbynaturetocareverymuchforanybody。But,ofthetwo,shecertainlycaredthemostforMrDobbsBroughton——becauseMrDobbsBroughtonbelongedtoher。AstoleavingMrDobbsBroughton’shouse,andputtingherselfintothehandsofanotherman——noImogenofawifewaseverlesslikelytotakestepsowicked,sodangerous,andsogenerallydisagreeabletoallthepartiesconcerned。
ButConwayDalrymple——thoughnowandagainhehadgotasideglanceathertruecharacterwithaclear—seeingeye——didallowhimselftobeflatteredanddeceived。Heknewthatshewasfoolishandignorant,andthatsheoftentalkedwonderfulnonsense。Heknewalsothatshewascontinuallycontradictingherself——aswhenshewouldstrenuouslybeghimtoleaveher,whileshewouldcontinuetotalktohiminastrainthatpreventedthepossibilityofhisgoing。But,nevertheless,hewasflattered,andhedidbelievethatshelovedhim。Astohisloveforher——heknewverywellthatitamountedtonothing。Nowandagain,perhaps,twiceaweek,ifhesawherasoften,hewouldsaysomethingwhichwouldimplyadeclarationofaffection。Hefeltthatasmuchasthatwasexpectedfromhim,andthatheoughtnottohopetogetoffcheaper。AndnowthatthislittleplaywasgoingonaboutMissVanSiever,hedidthinkthatMrsDobbsBroughtonwasdoingherverybesttoovercomeanunfortunateattachment。Itissogratifyingtoayoungman’sfeelingstosupposethatanotherman’swifehasconceivedanunfortunateattachmentforhim!ConwayDalrympleoughtnottohavebeenfooledbysuchawoman;butIfearthathewasfooledbyher。
AshereturnedhometodayfromMrsBroughton’shousetohisownlodgingsherambledoutforawhileintoKensingtonGardens,andthoughtofhispositionseriously。’Idon’tseewhyIshouldnotmarryher,’hesaidtohimself,thinkingofcourseofMissVanSiever。’IfMariaisnotinearnestitisnotmyfault。Anditwouldbemywishthatsheshouldbeinearnest。IfIsupposehertobeso,andtakeheratherword,shecanhavenorighttoquarrelwithme。PoorMaria!Atanyrateitwillbebetterforher,fornogoodcancomeofthiskindofthing。And,byheavens,withawomanlikethat,ofstrongfeelings,oneneverknowswhatmayhappen。’Andthenhethoughtoftheconditionhewouldbein,ifheweretofindhersomefinedayinhisownrooms,andifsheweretotellhimthatshecouldnotgohomeagain,andthatshemeanttoremainwithhim!
InthemeantimeMrsDobbsBroughtonhasgonedownintoherowndrawing—room,hadtuckedherselfuponthesofa,andhadfallenfastasleep。
CHAPTERXXXIX
ANEWFLIRTATION
JohnEamessatathisofficeonthedayafterhisreturntoLondon,andansweredthevariousletterswhichhehadfoundwaitingforhimathislodgingsonthepreviousevening。ToMissDemolineshehadalreadywrittenfromhisclub,asingleline,whichheconsideredtobeappropriatetothemysteriousnecessitiesoftheoccasion。’Iwillbewithyouataquartertosixtomorrow。——JE。Justreturned。’Therewasnotanotherword;andashescrawleditatoneoftheclubtableswhiletwoorthreeothermenweretalkingtohim,hefeltratherproudofhiscorrespondence。’Itwascapitalfun,’hesaid;’andafterall’——the’all’onthisoccasionbeingLilyDale,andthesadnessofhisdisappointmentatAllington——’afterall,letafellowbeeversodowninthemouth,alittleamusementshoulddohimgood。’Andhereflectedfurtherthatthemoreafellowbe’downinthemouth’,themoregoodtheamusementwoulddohim。Hesentoffhisnote,therefore,withsomelittleinwardrejoicing——andawordoftwoalsoofspokenrejoicing。
’Whatfunwomenaresometimes,’hesaidtooneofhisfriends——afriendwithwhomhewasveryintimate,callinghimalwaysFred,andslappinghisback,butwhomheneverbyanychancesawoutofhisclub。
’Whatuptonow,Johnny?Somegoodfortune?’
’Goodfortune,no。Ineversawgoodfortuneofthatkind。ButI’vegotholdofayoungwoman——orratherayoungwomanhasgotholdofme,whoinsistsonhavingmysterywithme。Inthemysteryitselfthereisnottheslightestinterest。Butthemysteriousnessofitischarming。Ihavejustwrittentoherthreewordstosettleanappointmentfortomorrow。
Wedon’tsignournameslestthePostmasterGeneralshouldfindoutaboutit。’
’Isshepretty?’
’Well;——sheisn’tugly。Shehasjustenoughofgoodlookstomakethesortofthingpassoffpleasantly。Amysterywithadownrightuglyyoungwomanwouldbeunpleasant。’
AfterthisfashionthenotefromMissDemolineshadbeenreceived,andansweredatonce,buttheotherlettersremainedinhispockettillhereachedhisofficeonthefollowingmorning。SirRafflehadbeggedhimtobethereathalf—pastnine。Thishehadswornhewouldnotdo;buthedidseathimselfinhisroomattenminutesbeforeten,findingofcoursethewholebuildinguntenantedatthatearlyhour——thatunearthlyhour,asJohnnycalledithimself。’Ishouldn’twonderifhereallyisherethismorning,’Johnnysaid,asheenteredthebuilding,’justthathemayhavetheopportunityofjumpingonme。’ButSirRafflewasnotthere,andthenJohnnybegantoabuseSirRaffle。’IfIevercomehereearlytomeethimagain,becausehesayshemeanstobeherehimself,I
hopeImaybe——blessed。’OnthatespecialmorningitwastwelvebeforeSirRafflemadehisappearance,andJohnnyavengedhimself——Iregrettohavetotellit——byafib。ThatSirRafflefibbedfirst,wasnovalidexcusewhateverforEames。
’I’vebeenatiteversincesixo’clock,’saidSirRaffle。
’Atwhat?’saidJohn。
’Work,tobesure;——andveryhardworktoo。IbelievetheChancelloroftheExchequerthinksthathecancalluponmetoanyextentthathepleases;——justanyextentthathepleases。Hedoesn’tgivemecreditforadesiretohaveasinglehourtomyself。’
’Whatwouldhedo,SirRaffle,ifyouweretogetill,orwearyourselfout?’
’HeknowsI’mnotoneofthewearing—outsortofmen。Yougotmynotelastnight?’
’Yes;Igotyournote。’
’I’msorrythatItroubledyou;butIcouldn’thelpit。Ididn’texpecttogetaboxfullofpapersateleveno’clocklastnight。’
’Youdidn’tputmeout,SirRaffle;Ihappenedtohavebusinessofmyownwhichpreventedthepossibilityofmybeinghereearly。’
ThiswasthewayinwhichJohnEamesavengedhimself。SirRaffleturnedhisfaceuponhisprivatesecretary,andhisfacewasveryblack。Johnnyborethegazewithoutdroppinganeyelid。’I’mnotgoingtostandit,andhemayaswellknowthatatonce,’Johnnysaidtooneofhisfriendsintheofficeafterwards。’Ifheeverwantsanythingreallydone,I’lldoit;——thoughitshouldtakemetwelvehoursatastretch。ButI’mnotgoingtopretendtobelieveallthelieshetellsmeabouttheChancelloroftheExchequer。Ifthatistobepartoftheprivatesecretary’sbusiness,hehadbettergetsomebodyelse。’ButnowSirRafflewasveryangry,andhiscountenancewasfullofwrathashelookeddownuponhissubordinateminister。’IfIhadcomehere,MrEames,andhadfoundyouabsent,Ishouldhavebeenverymuchannoyed,verymuchannoyedindeed,afterhavingwrittenasIdid。’
’Youwouldhavefoundmeabsentatthehouryounamed。AsIwasn’ttherethen,Ithinkit’sonlyfairtosayso。’
’I’mafraidyoubegrudgeyourtimetotheservice,MrEames。’
’Idobegrudgeitwhentheservicedoesn’twantit。’
’Atyourage,MrEames,that’snotforyoutojudge。IfIhadactedinthatwaywhenIwasyoungIshouldneverhavefilledthepositionInowhold。IalwaysrememberedinthosedaysthatasIwasthehandandnotthehead,Iwasboundtoholdmyselfinreadinesswhetherworkmightberequiredofmeornot。’
’IfI’mwantedashandnow,SirRaffle,I’mready。’
’That’sallverywell;——butwhywereyounothereatthehourInamed?’
’Well,SirRaffle,IcannotsaythattheChancelloroftheExchequerdetainedme;——buttherewasbusiness。AsI’vebeenhereforthelasttwohours,Iamhappytothinkthatinthisinstancethepublicservicewillnothavesufferedbymydisobedience。’
SirRafflewasstillstandingwithhishaton,andwithhisbacktothefire,andhiscountenancewasfullofwrath。ItwasonhistonguetotellJohnnythathehadbetterreturntohisformerworkintheouteroffice。Hegreatlywantedthecomfortofaprivatesecretarywhowouldbelieveinhim——oratleastpretendtobelieveinhim。Therearemenwho,thoughtheyhavenotsenseenoughtobetrue,haveneverthelesssenseenoughtoknowthattheycannotexpecttobereallybelievedinbythosewhoarenearenoughtothemtoknowthem。SirRaffleBufflewassuchaone。Hewouldhavegreatlydelightedintheservicesofsomeonewhowouldtrusthimimplicitly——ofsomeyoungmanwhowouldreallybelieveallthathesaidofhimselfandoftheChancelloroftheExchequer;buthewaswiseenoughtoperceivethatnosuchyoungmanwastobehad;orthatanysuchman——couldsuchaonebefound——wouldbeabsolutelyuselessforanypurposesofwork。Heknewhimselftobealiarwhomnobodytrusted。Andheknewhimselfalsotobeabully——thoughhecouldnotthinksolowofhimselfastobelievethathewasabullywhomnobodyfeared。Aprivatesecretarywasattheleastboundtopretendtobelieveinhim。Thereisadecencyinsuchthings,andthatdecencyJohnEamesdidnotobserve。HethoughtthathemustgetridofJohnEames,inspiteofcertainattractionswhichbelongedtoJohnny’sappearanceandgeneralmanners,andsocialstanding,andreputedwealth。
Butitwouldnotbewisetopunishamanonthespotforbreakinganappointmentwhichhehimselfhadnotkept,andthereforehewouldwaitforanotheropportunity。’Youhadbettergotoyourownroomnow,’hesaid。’IamengagedonamatterconnectedwiththeTreasury,inwhichI
willnotaskforyourassistance。’HeknewthatEameswouldnotbelieveawordastowhathesaidabouttheTreasury——notevensomeverytriflingbaseoftruthwhichdidexist;buttheboastgavehimanopportunityofputtinganendtotheinterviewafterhisownfashion。
ThenJohnEameswenttohisownroomandansweredtheletterswhichhehadinhispocket。
Totheclubdinnerhewouldnotgo。’What’stheuseofpayingtwoguineasforadinnerwithfellowsyouseeeverydayofyourlife?’hesaid。ToLadyGlencora’shewouldgo,andhewrotealinetohisfriendDalrympleproposingthattheyshouldgotogether。AndhewoulddinewithhiscousinToogoodinTavistockSquare。’Onemeetsthequeerestpeopleintheworldthere,’hesaid;’butTommyToogoodissuchagoodfellowhimself!’Afterthathehadhislunch。Thenhereadthepaper,andbeforehewentawayhewroteadozenortwoofprivatenotes,presentingSirRaffle’scomplimentsrightandleft,andgivinginnoonenoteasinglewordofinformationthatcouldbeofanyusetoanyperson。
Havingthusearnedhissalarybyhalf—pastfouro’clockhegotintoahansomcabandhadhimselfdriventoPorchesterTerrace。MissDemolineswasathome,ofcourse,andhesoonfoundhimselfclosetedwiththatinterestingyoungwoman。
’Ithoughtyouneverwouldhavecome。’Thesewerethefirstwordsshespoke。
’MydearMissDemolines,youmustnotforgetthatIhavemybreadtoearn。’
’Fiddlesticks!——Bread!AsifIdidn’tknowthatyoucangetawayfromyourofficewhenyouchoose。’
’But,indeed,Icannot。’
’Whatistheretopreventyou,MrEames?’
’I’mnottieduplikeadog,certainly;butwhodoyousupposewilldomyworkifIdonotdoitmyself?Itisafact,thoughtheworlddoesnotbelieveit,thatmeninpublicofficeshavesomethingtodo。’
’Nowyouarelaughingatme,Iknow;butyouarewelcome,ifyoulikeit。It’sthewayoftheworldjustatpresentthatladiesshouldsubmittothatsortofthingfromgentlemen。’
’Whatsortofthing,MissDemolines?’
’Chaff,asyoucallit。Courtesyisoutoffashion,andgallantryhascometosignifyquiteadifferentkindofthingfromwhatitusedtodo。’
’TheSirCharlesGrandisonbusinessisdoneandgone。That’swhatyoumean,Isuppose?Don’tyouthinkweshouldfinditveryheavyifwetriedtogetitbackagain?’
’I’mnotgoingtoaskyoutobeaSirCharlesGrandison,MrEames。Butnevermindallthatnow。Doyouknowthatthatgirlhasabsolutelyhadherfirstsittingforthepicture?’
’Hasshe,indeed?’
’Shehas。Youmaytakemywordforit。Iknowitasafact。Whatafoolthatyoungmanis!’
’Whichyoungman?’
’Whichyoungman!ConwayDalrympletobesure。Artistsarealwaysweak。Ofallmenintheworldtheyarethemostsubjecttoflatteryfromwomen;andweallknowthatConwayDalrympleisveryvain。’
’UponmywordIdidn’tknowit,’saidJohnny。
’Yes,youdo。Youmustknowit。Whenamangoesaboutinapurplevelvetcoatofcourseheisvain。’
’Icertainlycannotdefendapurplevelvetcoat。’
’Thatiswhatheworewhenthisgirlsattohimthismorning。’
’Thismorningwasit?’
’Yes,thismorning。Theylittlethinkthatthecandonothingwithoutmyknowingit。Hewastherefornearlyfourhours,andshewasdressedupinawhiterobeasJael,withaturbanonherhead。Jaelindeed!I
callitveryimproper,andIamquiteastonishedthatMariaClutterbuckshouldhavelentherselftosuchapieceofwork。ThatMariawasneververywise,ofcourseweallknow;butIthoughtthatshehadprincipleenoughtohavekeptherfromthiskindofthing。’
’It’sherfeveredexistence,’saidJohnny。
’That’sjustit。Shemusthaveexcitement。Itislikedram—drinking。
Andthen,youknow,theyarealwayslivinginthecraterofavolcano。’
’Whoarelivinginthecraterofavolcano?’
’TheDobbsBroughtonsare。Ofcoursetheyare。Thereisnosayingwhatdayasmashmaycome。TheyCitypeoplegetsousedtoitthattheyenjoyit。Theriskiseverythingtothem。’
’Theyliketohavealittlecertaintybehindtherisk,Ifancy。’
’I’mafraidthereisverylittlethat’scertainwithDobbsBroughton。
Butaboutthispicture,MrEames。Ilooktoyoutoassistmethere。Itmustbeputastopto。AstothatIamdetermined。Itmustbe——puta——stopto。’AndasMissDemolinesrepeatedtheselastwordswithatremendousemphasissheleantwithbothherelbowsonalittletablethatstoodbetweenherandhervisitor,andlookedwithallhereyesintohisface。’Idohopethatyouagreewithmeinthat,’saidshe。
’UponmywordIdonotseetheharmofthepicture,’saidhe。
’Youdonot?’
’Indeedno。WhyshouldnotDalrymplepaintMissVanSieveraswellasanyotherlady?Itishisspecialbusinesstopaintladies。’
’Lookher,MrEames——’AndnowMissDemolines,asshespokedrewherownseatclosertothatofhercompanionandpushedawaythelittletable。
’DoyousupposethatConwayDalrymple,intheusualwayofhisbusiness,paintspicturesofyoungladiesofwhichtheirmothersknownothing?Doyousupposethathepaintstheminladies’roomswithouttheirhusbands’
knowledge?Andinthecommonwayofhisbusinessdoeshenotexpecttobepaidforhispictures?’
’Butwhatisallthattoyouandme,MissDemolines?’
’Isthewelfareofyourfriendnothingtoyou?WouldyouliketoseehimbecomethevictimoftheartificeofsuchagirlasClaraVanSiever?’
’UponmywordIthinkheisverywellabletotakecareofhimself。’
’Andwouldyouwishtoseethatpoorcreature’sdomestichearthruinedandbrokenup?’
’Whichpoorcreature?’
’DobbsBroughton,tobesure。’
’Ican’tpretendthatIcareverymuchforDobbsBroughton,’saidJohnEames;’andyouseeIknowsolittleabouthisdomestichearth。’
’Oh,MrEames!’
’Besides,herprincipleswillpullherthrough。YoutoldmeyourselfthatMrsDobbsBroughtonhadhighprinciples。’
’GodforbidthatIshouldsayawordagainstMariaClutterbuck,’saidMissDemolinesfervently。’MariaClutterbuckwasmyearlyfriend,andthoughwordshavebeenspokenwhichnevershouldhavebeenspoken,andthoughthingshavebeendonewhichnevershouldhavebeendreamedof,stillIwillnotdesertMariaClutterbuckinherhourofneed。No,never!’
’I’msureyou’rewhatonemaycallatrumptoyourfriends,MissDemolines。’
’Ihaveendeavouredtobeso,andalwaysshall。Youwillfindmeso;——thatisifyouandIeverbecomeintimateenoughtofeelthatsortoffriendship。’
’ThereisnothingonearthIshouldlikebetter,’saidJohnny。Assoonasthesewordswereoutofhismouth,hefeltashamedofhimself。HeknewthathedidnotintruthdesirethefriendshipofMissDemolines,andthatanyfriendshipwithsuchaonewouldmeansomethingdifferentfromfriendship——somethingthatwouldbeaninjurytoLilyDale。Aweekhadhardlypassedsincehehadswornalife’sconstancytoLilyDale——hadswornit,nottoheronly,buttohimself;andnowhewasgivingwaytoaflirtationwiththiswoman,notbecausehelikedithimself,butbecausehewastooweaktokeepoutofit。’
’Ifthatistrue——’saidMissDemolines。