Whentheyreturnedtothedeanery,MrHardingwasfluttered,weary,andunwell。WhenhisdaughterlefthimforafewminuteshetoldMrsBaxterinconfidenceofthestoryofhisaccident,andhisgreatgriefthathisdaughtershouldhaveseenit。’Lawsamercy,sir,itwasablessingshewaswithyou,’saidMrsBaxter;’itwas,indeed,MrHarding。’ThenMrHardinghadbeenangry,andspokealmostcrosslytoMrsBaxter;but,beforeshelefttheroom,hefoundanopportunityofbeggingherpardon——notinasetspeechtothateffect,butbyalittlewordofgentlekindness,whichshehadunderstoodperfectly。’Papa,’saidMrsGrantlytohimassoonasshehasucceededingettingbothPosyandMrsBaxteroutoftheroom——againstthedoingofwhich,MrHardinghadmanoeuvredwithallhislittleimpotentskill——’Papa,youmustpromisethatyouwillnotgotothecathedralagainalone,tillEleanorcomeshome。’Whenheheardthesentencehelookedatherwithblankmiseryinhiseyes。Hemadenotattemptatremonstrance。Hebeggedfornorespite。
  Thewordhadgoneforth,andheknewthatitmustbeobeyed。Thoughhewouldhavehiddenthesignsofhisweaknesshadhebeenable,hewouldnotcondescendtopleadthathewasstrong。’Ifyouthinkitwrong,mydear,Iwillnotgoalone,’hesaid。’Papa,Ido;indeedIdo。Dearpapa,IwouldnothurtyoubysayingitifIdidnotknowthatIamright。’Hewassittingwithhishanduponthetable,and,asshespoketohim,sheputherhanduponhis,caressingit。’Mydear,’hesaid,’youarealwaysright。’
  Shelefthimagainforawhile,havingsomebusinessoutinthecity,andhewasaloneinhisroomforanhour。Whatwastherelefttohimnowintheworld?Oldashewas,andinsomethingsalmostchildish,nevertheless,hethoughtofthiskeenly,andsomehalf—realisedremembranceofthe’leanandslipperedpantaloon’flittedacrosshismind,causinghimapang。Whatwastherelefttohimnowintheworld?
  Posyandcat’s—cradle!Then,inthemidstofhisregrets,ashesatwithhisbackbentinhisoldeasy—chair,withonearmovertheshoulderofthechair,andtheotherhangingloosebyhisside,onasuddentherecameacrosshisfaceasmileassweetaseverybrightenedthefaceofmanorwoman。Hehadbeenabletotellhimselfthathehadnogroundforcomplaint——greatgroundratherforrejoicingandgratitude。Hadnottheworldandallinitbeengoodtohim;hadhenotchildrenwholovedhim,whohaddonehimhonour,whohadbeentohimalwaysacrownofglory,neveramarkforreproach;hadnothislinesfallentohiminverypleasantplaces;wasitnothishappyfatetogoandleaveitallamidstthegoodwordsandkindlovingcaresofdevotedfriends?Whoselatterdayshadeverbeenmoreblessedthanhis?Andforthefuture——?Itwasashethoughtofthisthatthesmilecameacrosshisface——asthoughitwerealreadythefaceofanangel。Andthenhemutteredtohimselfawordortwo。’Lord,nowlettestThouThyservantdepartinpeace。Lord,nowlettestThouThyservantdepartinpeace。’
  WhenMrsGrantlyreturnedshefoundhiminjocundspirits。Andyetsheperceivedthathewassoweakthatwhenhelefthischairhecouldbarelygetacrosstheroomwithoutassistance。MrsBaxter,indeed,hadnotsenttohertoosoon,anditwaswellthattheprohibitionhadcomeintimetopreventsometerribleaccident。’Papa,’shesaid,’IthinkyouhadbettergowithmetoPlumstead。Thecarriageishere,andIcantakeyouhomesocomfortably。’ButhewouldnotallowhimselftobetakenonthisoccasiontoPlumstead。Hesmiledandthankedher,andputhishandintohers,andrepeatedhispromisethathewouldnotleavethehouseonanyoccasionwithoutassistance,anddeclaredhimselfspeciallythankfultoherforcomingtohimonthatspecialmorning;——buthewouldnotbetakentoPlumstead。’Whensummercomes,’hesaid,’then,ifyouwillhavemeforafewdays!’
  Hemeantnodeceit,andyethehadtoldhimselfwithinthelasthourthatheshouldneverseeanothersummer。Hecouldnottellevenhisdaughterthataftersuchalifeasthis,aftermorethanfiftyyearsspentintheministrationofhisdarlingcathedral,itspeciallybehovedhimtodie——ashehadlived——atBarchester。Hecouldnotsaythistohiseldestdaughter;buthadhisEleanorbeenathome,hecouldhavesaidittoher。HethoughthemightyetlivetoseehisEleanoronceagain。Ifthiscouldbegiventohimhewouldaskfornothingmore。
  Ontheafternoonofthenextday,MrsBaxterwroteanotherletter,inwhichshetoldMrsGrantlythatherfatherhaddeclared,athisusualhourofrisingthatmorning,thathewasnotgoingtothecathedral,hewould,hethought,lieinbedalittlelonger。Andthenhehadbeeninbedthewholeday。’Andperhaps,honouredmadam,lookingatallthings,it’sbestasheshould,’saidMrsBaxter。
  CHAPTERL
  LADYLUFTON’SPROPOSITION
  ItwasnowknownthroughoutBarchesterthatacommissionwastobeheldbythebishop’sorders,atwhichinquirywouldbemade——thatis,ecclesiasticalinquiry——astotheguiltimputedtoMrCrawleyinthematterofMrSoames’scheque。Sundryrumourshadgoneabroadastoquarrelswhichhadtakenplaceonthesubjectamongcertainclergymenhighinoffice;buttheseweresimplyrumours,andnothingwasintruthknown。TherewasnomorediscreetclergymaninthediocesethanDrTempest,andnotawordhadescapedfromhimastothestormynatureofthatmeetinginthebishop’spalace,atwhichhehadattendedwiththebishop——andatwhichMrsProudiehadattendedalso。WhenitissaidthatthefactofthiscomingcommissionwasknowntoallBarsetshire,allusionisofcoursemadetothatportionoftheinhabitantsofBarsetshiretowhichclericalmattersweredear;——andassuchmatterswerespeciallydeartotheinhabitantsoftheparishofFramley,thecommissionwasdiscussedveryeagerlyinthatparish,andwasspeciallydiscussedbytheDowagerLadyLufton。
  AndtherewasadoubleinterestattachedtothecommissionintheparishofFramleybythefactthatMrRobarts,thevicar,hadbeeninvitedbyDrTempesttobeoneoftheclergymenwhoweretoassistinmakingtheinquiry。’IalsotoproposetoaskMrOrielofGreshamburytojoinus,’
  saidDrTempest。’Thebishopwishestoappointtheothertwo,andhasalreadynamedMrThumbleandMrQuiverful,whoarebothresidentsinthecity。Perhapshislordshipmayberightinthinkingitbetterthatthemattershouldnotbeleftaltogetherinthehandsofclergymenwhoholdlivingsinthediocese。YouarenodoubtawarethatneitherMrThumblenorMrQuiverfuldoholdanybenefice。’MrRobartsfelt——aseverybodyelsedidfeelwhoknewanythingofthematter——thatBishopProudiewassingularlyignorantofhisknowledgeofmen,andthatheshowedhisignoranceonthisspecialoccasion。’Ifheintendedtonametwosuchmenheshouldatanyratehavenamedthree,’saidDrThorne。’MrThumbleandMrQuiverfulwillsimplybeoutvotedonthefirstday,andafterthatwillgiveintheiradhesiontothemajority。’’MrThumbleindeed!’LadyLuftonhadsaid,withmuchscorninhervoice。Toherthinking,itwasabsurdinthehighestdegreethatsuchmenasDrTempestandherMrRobartsshouldbeaskedtomeetMrThumbleandMrQuiverfulonamatterofecclesiasticalbusiness。Outvoted!Ofcoursewheywouldbeoutvoted。
  Ofcoursetheywouldbesoparalysedbyfearatfindingthemselvesinthepresenceofrealgentlemen,thattheywouldhardlybeabletovoteatall。OldLadyLuftondidnotinfactutterwordssoharshasthese;
  butthoughtsasharshpassedthroughhermind。ThereaderthereforewillunderstandthatmuchinterestwasfeltinthesubjectatFramleyCourt,whereLadyLuftonlivedwithhersonanddaughter—in—law。
  ’Theytellme,’saidLadyLufton,’thatboththearchdeaconandDrTempestthinkitisrightthatacommissionshouldbeheld。Ifso,I
  havenodoubtthatitisright。’
  ’Marksaysthatthebishopcouldhardlydoanythingelse,’rejoinedMrsRobarts。
  ’Idaresaynot,mydear。Isupposethebishopthatsomebodyhasnearhimtotellhimwhathemaydoandwhathemaynotdo。Itwouldbeterribletothinkof,ifitwerenotso。Butyet,whenIhearthathehasnamedsuchmenasMrThumbleandMrQuiverful,Icannotbutfeelthatthewholedioceseisdisgraced。’
  ’Oh,LadyLufton,thatissuchastrongword,’saidMrsRobarts。
  ’Itmaybestrong,butitisnotthelesstrue,’saidLadyLufton。
  AndfromtalkingonthesubjectoftheCrawleys,LadyLuftonsoonadvanced,firsttoadesireforsomeaction,andthantoacting。’I
  think,mydear,IwillgooverandseeMrsCrawley,’saidLadyLufton,theeldertoLadyLuftontheyounger。LadyLuftontheyoungerhadnothingtourgeagainstthis;butshedidnotoffertoaccompanytheelderLady。IattemptedtoexplainintheearlierpartofthisstorythattherestillexistedacertainunderstandingbetweenMrsCrawleyandLordLufton’swife,andthatkindnesseshadoccasionallypassedfromFramleyCourttoHogglestockParsonage;butonthisoccasion,LadyLufton——theLucyRobartsthathadoncepassedcertaindaysofherlifewiththeCrawleysatHogglestock——didnotchoosetoaccompanyhermother—in—law;andthereforeMrsRobartswasinvitedtodoso。’Ithinkitmaycomforthertoknowthatshehasoursympathy,’theelderwomansaidtotheyoungerastheymadetheirjourneytogether。
  Whenthecarriagestoppedbeforethelittlewicker—gate,fromwhenapathledthrougharaggedgardenfromtheroadtoMrCrawley’shouse,LadyLuftonhardlyknewhowtoproceed。Theservantcametothedoorofthecarriage,andaskedforherorders。’H——m——m,ha,yes;IthinkI’llsendinmycard;——andsaythatIhopeMrsCrawleywillbeabletoseeme。Won’tthatbebest;eh,Fanny?’Fanny,otherwiseMrsRobarts,saidthatshethoughtthatwouldbebest;andthecardandmessagewerecarriedin。
  ItwashappilythecasethatMrCrawleywasnotathome。MrCrawleywasawayatHoggleEnd,readingtothebrickmakers,orturningthemanglesoftheirwives,orteachingthemtheology,orpolitics,orhistory,afterhisfashion。Inthesedayshespent,perhaps,thehappiesthoursofhislifedownatHoggleEnd。Isaythathisabsencewasahappychance,because,hadhebeenathome,hewouldcertainlyhavesaidsomething,ordonesomething,tooffendLadyLufton。Hewouldeitherhaverefusedtoseeher,orwhenseeingherhewouldhavebadeherholdherpeaceandnotinterferewithmatterswhichdidnotconcernher,or——moreprobablestill——hewouldhavesatstillandsullen,andhavespokennotatall。ButhewasawayandMrsCrawleysentoutwordbytheservantthatshewouldbemostproudtoseeherladyship,ifherladyshipwouldbepleasedtoalight。Herladyshipdidalight,andwalkedintotheparsonage,followedbyMrsRobarts。
  Gracewaswithhermother。IndeedJanehadbeentherealsowhenthemessagewasbroughtin,butshefledintothebackregions,overcomebyshameastoherfrock。Grace,Ithink,wouldhavefledtoo,hadshenotbeenboundinhonourtosupporthermother。LadyLufton,assheentered,wasverygracious,strugglingwithallthepowerofherwomanhoodsotocarryherselfthatthereshouldbenooutwardlyvisiblesignofherrankorherwealth——butnotaltogethersucceeding。MrsRobarts,onherfirstentrance,saidonlyawordortwoofgreetingtoMrsCrawley,andkissedGrace,whomshehadknownintimatelyinearlyyears。’LadyLufton,’saidMrsCrawley,’Iamafraidthisisaverypoorplaceforyoutocometo;
  butyouhaveknownthatofold,andthereforeIneedhardlyapologise。’
  ’SometimesIlikepoorplacesbest,’saidLadyLufton。Thentherewasapause,afterwhichLadyLuftonaddressedherselftoGrace,seekingsomesubjectforimmediateconversation。’YouhavebeendowninAllington,mydear,haveyounot?’Grace,inawhisper,saidthatshehad。’StayingwiththeDales,Ibelieve?IknowtheDaleswellbyname,andIhavealwaysheardthattheyarecharmingpeople。’
  ’Ilikethemverymuch,’saidGrace。Andthentherewasanotherpause。
  ’Ihopeyourhusbandisprettywell,MrsCrawley?’saidLadyLufton。
  ’Heisprettywell——notquitestrong。Idaresayyouknow,LadyLufton,thathehasthingstovexhim?’MrsCrawleyfeltthatitwastheneedofthemomentthattheonlypossiblesubjectofconversationinthathouseshouldbeintroduced;andthereforeshebroughtitinatonce,notlovingthesubject,butbeingstronglyconsciousofthenecessity。LadyLuftonmeanttobegood—natured,andthereforeMrsCrawleywoulddoallinherpowertomakeLadyLufton’smissioneasytoher。
  ’Indeedyes,’saidherladyship;’wedoknowthat。’
  ’WefeelsomuchforyouandMrCrawley,’saidMrsRobarts;’andaresosurethatyoursufferingsareunmerited。’ThiswasnotdiscreetonthepartofMrsRobarts,asshewasthewifeofoneoftheclergymenwhohadbeenselectedtoformthecommissionofinquiry;andsoLadyLuftontoldheronthewayhome。
  ’Youareverykind,’saidMrsCrawley。’WemustonlybearitwithsuchfortitudeasGodwillgiveus。WearetoldthatHetempersthewindtotheshornlamb。’
  ’AndsoHedoesmydear,’saidherladyshipverysolemnly。’SoHedoes。
  Surelyyouhavefeltthatitisso?’
  ’Istrugglenottocomplain,’saidMrsCrawley。
  ’Iknowthatyoustrugglebravely。Ihearofyou,andIadmireyouforit,andIloveyou。’Itwasstilltheoldladywhowasspeakingandnowshehadatlastbeenrousedoutofherdifficultyastowords,andhadrisenfromherchair,andwasstandingbeforeMrsCrawley。’Itisbecauseyoudonotcomplain,becauseyouaresogreatandsogood,becauseyourcharacterissohigh,andyourspiritsofirm,thatIcouldnotresistthetemptationofcomingtoyou。MrsCrawley,ifyouwillletmebeyourfriend,Ishallbeproudofyourfriendship。’
  ’Yourladyshipistoogood,’saidMrsCrawley。
  ’Donottalktomeafterthatfashion,’saidLadyLufton。’IfyoudoI
  shallbedisappointed,andfeelmyselfthrownback。YouknowwhatI
  mean。’Shepausedforananswer;butMrsCrawleyhadnoanswertomake。
  Shesimplyshookherhead,notknowingwhyshedidso。Butwemayknow。
  WecanunderstandthatshehadfeltthatthefriendshipofferedtoherbyLadyLuftonwasanimpossibility。Shehaddecidedwithinherownbreastthatitwasso,thoughshedidnotknowthatshehadcometosuchdecision。’Iwishyoutotakemeatmyword,MrsCrawley,’continuedLadyLufton。’Whatcanwedoforyou?Weknowthatyouaredistressed。’
  ’Yes——wearedistressed。’
  ’Andweknowhowcruelcircumstanceshavebeentoyou。Willyounotforgivemeforbeingplain?’
  ’Ihavenothingtoforgive,’saidMrsCrawley。
  ’LadyLuftonmeans,’saidMrsRobarts,’thatinaskingyoutotalkopenlyofyouraffairs,shewishesyoutorememberthat——IthinkyouknowwhatImean,’saidMrsRobarts,knowingverywellherselfwhatshedidmean,butnotknowingatallhowtoexpressherself。
  ’LadyLuftonisverykind,’saidMrsCrawley,’andsoareyou,MrsRobarts。Iknowhowgoodyoubothare,andforhowmuchitbehovesmetobegrateful。’Thesewordswereverycold,andthevoiceinwhichtheywerespokenwereverycold。TheymadeLadyLuftonfeelthatitwasbeyondherpowertoproceedwiththeworkofhermissioninitsintendedspirit。Itiseversomucheasiertoprofferkindnessgraciouslythantoreceiveitwithgrace。LadyLuftonhadintendedtosay,’Letusbewomentogether;——womenboundbyhumanity,andnotseparatedbyrank,andletusopenourheartsfreely。Letusseehowwemaybeofcomforttoeachother。’Andcouldshehavesucceededinthis,shewouldhavespreadoutherlittleplansofsuccourwithsolovingahandthatshewouldhaveconqueredthewomanbeforeher。Butthesufferingspiritcannotdescendfromitsdignityofreticence。Ithasanobilityofitsown,madesacredbymanytears,bytheflowingofstreamsofbloodfromunseenwounds,whichcannotdescendfromitsdaistoreceivepityandkindness。A
  consciousnessofundeservedwoeproducesagrandeurofitsown,withwhichthehigh—souledsuffererwillnoteasilypart。Basketsfullofeggs,poundsofeleemosynarybutter,quartersofgivenpork,evensecond—handclothingfromthewardrobeofsomerichersister——evenmoney,unsophisticatedmoney,shecouldaccept。Shehadlearnedhowthatitwasherportionofherallottedmiserytotakesuchthings——forthesakeofherchildrenandherhusband——andtobethankfulforthem。Shedidtakethemandwasthankful;andinthetakingshesubmittedherselftotherodofcruelcircumstances;butshecouldnotevenyetbringherselftoacceptspokenpityfromastranger,andtokissthespeaker。
  ’Canwenotdosomethingtohelpyou?’saidMrsRobarts。ShewouldnothavespokenbutsheperceivedthatLadyLuftonhadcompletedherappeal,andthatMrsCrawleydidnotseempreparedtoanswerit。
  ’Youhavedonesomuchtohelpus,’saidMrsCrawley。’Thethingsyouhavesentushavebeenveryserviceable。’
  ’Butwemeansomethingmorethanthat,’saidLadyLufton。
  ’Idonotknowwhatthereismore,’saidMrsCrawley。’Abittoeatandsomethingtowear;——thatseemstobeallthatwehavetocarefornow。’
  ’Butwewereafraidthatthiscomingtrialmustcauseyoumuchanxiety。’
  ’Ofcourseitcausesanxiety;——butwhatcanwedo?Itmustbeso。Itcannotbeputofforavoided。Wehavemadeupourmindstoitnow,andalmostwishthatitwouldcomequicker。Ifitwereonceover,Ithinkthathewouldbebetterwhatevertheresultmightbe。’
  Thentherewasanotherlullintheconversation,andLadyLuftonbegantobeafraidthathervisitwouldbeafailure。ShethoughtthatperhapsshemightgetonbetterifGracewerenotintheroom,andsheturnedoverinhermindvariousschemesforsendingheraway。AndperhapshertaskwouldbeeasierifMrsRobartsalsocouldbebanishedforatime。
  ’Fanny,mydear,’shesaidatlast,boldly,’IknowyouhavealittleplantoarrangewithMissCrawley。Perhapsyouwillbemorelikelytobesuccessfulifyoucantakeaturnwithheralone。’Therewasnotmuchsubtletyinherladyship’sscheme;butitansweredtheproposedpurpose,andthetwoelderladiesweresoonleftfacetoface,sothatLadyLuftonhadafairpretextformakinganotherattempt。’DearMrsCrawley,’shesaid,’Idosolongtosayawordtoyou,butIfearthatImaybethoughttointerfere。’
  ’Oh,no,LadyLufton;Ihavenofeelingofthatkind。’
  ’IhaveaskedyourdaughterandMrsRobartstogooutbecauseIcanspeaktoyoumoreeasilyalone。IwishIcouldteachyoutotrustme。’
  ’Idotrustyou。’
  ’Asafriend,Imean;——asarealfriend。Ifitshouldbethecase,MrsCrawley,thatajuryshouldgiveaverdictagainstyourhusband——whatwillyoudothen?PerhapsIshouldnotsupposethatitispossible。’
  ’Ofcourseweknowthatitispossible,’saidMrsCrawley。Hervoicewasstern,andtherewasinitatonealmostofoffence。Asshespokeshedidnotlookathervisitor,butsatwithherfaceavertedandherarmsakimboonthetable。
  ’Yes;——itispossible,’saidLadyLufton。’Isupposethereisnotoneinthecountywhodoesnottrulywishitmaynotbeso。Butitisrighttobepreparedforallalternatives。Insuchcasehaveyouthoughtwhatyouwilldo?’
  ’Idonotknowwhattheywoulddotohim,’saidshe。
  ’Isupposethatforsometimehewouldbe——’
  ’Putinprison,’saidMrsCrawley,speakingveryquickly,bringingoutthewordswithasharpeagernessthatwasquiteunusualtoher。’Theywillsendhimtogaol。Isitnotso,LadyLufton?’
  ’Isupposeitwouldbeso;notforlongIshouldhope;butIpresumethatsuchwouldbethesentenceforsomeshortperiod。’
  ’AndImightnotgowithhim?’
  ’No,thatwouldbeimpossible。’
  ’Andthehouse,andtheliving;wouldtheylethimhavethemagainwhenhecameout?’
  ’Ah;thatIcannotsay。Thatwilldependmuch,probably,inwhattheseclergymenwillreport。Ihopehewillnotputhimselfinoppositiontothem。’
  ’Idonotknow。Icannotsay。Itisprobablethathemaydoso。Itisnoteasyforamansoinjuredashehasbeen,andoneatthesametimesogreatinintelligence,tosubmithimselfgentlytosuchinquiries。
  Whenillisbeingdonetohimselforothersheisverypronetoopposeit。’
  ’Butthesegentlementonotwishtodohimill,MrsCrawley。’
  ’Icannotsay。Idonotknow。WhenIthinkofitIseethatthereisnothingbutruinoneveryside。Whatistheuseoftalkingofit?Donotbeangry,LadyLufton,ifIsaythatitisofnouse。’
  ’ButIdesiretobeofuse——ofrealuse。Ifitshouldbethecase,MrsCrawley,thatyourhusbandshouldbe——detainedatBarchester——’
  ’Youmeanimprisoned,LadyLufton。’
  ’Yes,Imeanimprisoned。Ifitshouldbeso,thendoyoubringyourselfandyourchildren——allofthem——overtoFramley,andIwillfindahomeforyouwhileheislosttoyou。’
  ’Oh,LadyLufton,Icouldnotdothat。’
  ’Yes,youcan。Youhavenotheardmeyet。Itwouldnotbeacomforttoyouinsuchahomeasthattositattablewithpeoplewhoarepartlystrangerstoyou。Butthereisacottagenearlyadjoiningtothehouse,whichyoushallhavealltoyourself。Thebailifflivedinitonce,andothershavelivedinitwhobelongtotheplace;butitisemptynowanditshallbemadecomfortable。’ThetearswerenowrunningdownMrsCrawley’sface,sothatshecouldnotansweraword。’Ofcourseitismyson’sproperty,andnotmine,buthehascommissionedmetosaythatitismostheartilyatyourservice。Hebegsthatinsuchacaseyouwilloccupyit。AndIbegthesame。AndyouroldfriendLucyhasdesiredmealsotoaskyouinhername。’
  ’LadyLufton,Icouldnotdothat,’saidMrsCrawleythroughhertears。
  ’Youmustthinkbetterofit,mydear。Idonotscrupletoadviseyou,becauseIamolderthanyou,andhaveexperienceoftheworld。’This,I
  think,takenintheordinarysenseofthewords,wasaboastonthepartofLadyLufton,forwhichbutlittletruepretenceexisted。LadyLufton’sexperienceoftheworldatlargewasnotperhapsextensive。
  Neverthelesssheknewwhatonewomenmightoffertoanother,andwhatonewomanmightreceivefromanother。’Youwouldbebetteroverwithme,mydear,thanyoucouldbeelsewhere。YouwillnotmisunderstandmeifI
  saythat,undersuchcircumstances,itwoulddoyourhusbandgoodthatyouandyourchildrenshouldbeunderourprotectionduringhisperiodoftemporaryseclusion。Westandwellinthecounty。PerhapsIoughtnottosayso,butIdonotknowhowotherwisetoexplainmyself;andwhenitisknown,bythebishopandothers,thatyouhavecometousduringthatsadtime,itwillbeunderstoodthatwethinkwellofMrCrawley,inspiteofanythingajurymaysayofhim。Doyouseethat,mydear?
  Andwedothinkwellofhim。Ihaveknownofyourhusbandformanyyears,thoughIhavenotpersonallyhadthepleasureofmuchacquaintancewithhim。HewasoveratFramleyonceatmyrequest,andI
  hadgreatoccasiontorespecthim。Idorespecthim;andIshallfeelgratefultohimifhewillallowyoutoputyourselfandyourchildrenundermywing,asbeinganoldwoman,shouldthismisfortunefalluponhim。Wehopethatitwillnotfalluponhim;butitisalwayswelltobeprovidedfortheworst。’
  InthiswayLadyLuftonatlastmadeherspeechandopenedouttheproposalwithwhichshehadcomeladentoHogglestock。WhileshewasspeakingMrsCrawley’sshoulderwasstillturnedtoher;butthespeakercouldseethatthequicktearswerepouringthemselvesdownthecheeksofthewomanwhomsheaddressed。Therewasadownrighthonestyofthorough—goingwell—wishingcharityaboutthepropositionwhichovercameMrsCrawleyaltogether。ShedidnotfeelforamomentthatitwouldbepossibleforhertogotoFramleyinsuchcircumstancesasthosewhichhadbeensuggested。Asshethoughtofitallatthepresentmoment,itseemedtoherthatheronlyappropriatehomeduringtheterribleperiodwhichwascominguponher,wouldbeunderthewallsoftheprisoninwhichherhusbandwouldbeincarcerated。Butshefullyappreciatedthekindnesswhichhadsuggestedameasure,which,ifcarriedintoexecution,wouldmaketheoutsideworldfeelthatherhusbandwasrespectedinthecounty,despitethedegradationtowhichhewassubjected。Shefeltallthis,butherheartwastoofulltospeak。
  ’Saythatitshallbeso,mydear,’continuedLadyLufton。’Justgivemeonenodofassent,andthecottageshallbereadyforyoushoulditsochancethatyoushouldrequireit。’
  ButMrsCrawleydidnotgivethenodofassent。Withherfacestillaverted,whilethetearswerestillrunningdownhercheeks,shemutteredbutawordortwo。’Icouldnotdothat,LadyLufton;Icouldnotdothat。’
  ’Youknowatanyratewhatmywishesare,andasyoubecomecalmeryouwillthinkofit。Thereisquitetimeenough,andIamspeakingofanalternativewhichmayneverhappen。MydearfriendMrsRobarts,whoisnowwithyourdaughter,wishesMissCrawleytogoovertoFramleyParsonagewhilethisinquiryamongtheclergymenisgoingon。Theyallsayitisthemostridiculousthingintheworld——thisinquiry。Butthebishopyouknowissosilly!WeallthinkthatifMissCrawleywouldgoforaweekorsotoFramleyParsonage,thatitwillshowhowhappyweallaretoreceiveher。ItshouldbewhileMrRobartsisemployedinhispartofthework。Whatdoyousay,MrsCrawley?WeatFramleyareallclearlyoftheopinionthatitwillbebestthatitshouldbeknownthatthepeopleinthecountyupholdyourhusband。MissCrawleywouldbeback,youknow,beforethetrialcomeson。Ihopeyouwilllethercome,MrsCrawley?’