Whentheyreturnedtothedeanery,MrHardingwasfluttered,weary,andunwell。WhenhisdaughterlefthimforafewminuteshetoldMrsBaxterinconfidenceofthestoryofhisaccident,andhisgreatgriefthathisdaughtershouldhaveseenit。’Lawsamercy,sir,itwasablessingshewaswithyou,’saidMrsBaxter;’itwas,indeed,MrHarding。’ThenMrHardinghadbeenangry,andspokealmostcrosslytoMrsBaxter;but,beforeshelefttheroom,hefoundanopportunityofbeggingherpardon——notinasetspeechtothateffect,butbyalittlewordofgentlekindness,whichshehadunderstoodperfectly。’Papa,’saidMrsGrantlytohimassoonasshehasucceededingettingbothPosyandMrsBaxteroutoftheroom——againstthedoingofwhich,MrHardinghadmanoeuvredwithallhislittleimpotentskill——’Papa,youmustpromisethatyouwillnotgotothecathedralagainalone,tillEleanorcomeshome。’Whenheheardthesentencehelookedatherwithblankmiseryinhiseyes。Hemadenotattemptatremonstrance。Hebeggedfornorespite。
Thewordhadgoneforth,andheknewthatitmustbeobeyed。Thoughhewouldhavehiddenthesignsofhisweaknesshadhebeenable,hewouldnotcondescendtopleadthathewasstrong。’Ifyouthinkitwrong,mydear,Iwillnotgoalone,’hesaid。’Papa,Ido;indeedIdo。Dearpapa,IwouldnothurtyoubysayingitifIdidnotknowthatIamright。’Hewassittingwithhishanduponthetable,and,asshespoketohim,sheputherhanduponhis,caressingit。’Mydear,’hesaid,’youarealwaysright。’
Shelefthimagainforawhile,havingsomebusinessoutinthecity,andhewasaloneinhisroomforanhour。Whatwastherelefttohimnowintheworld?Oldashewas,andinsomethingsalmostchildish,nevertheless,hethoughtofthiskeenly,andsomehalf—realisedremembranceofthe’leanandslipperedpantaloon’flittedacrosshismind,causinghimapang。Whatwastherelefttohimnowintheworld?
Posyandcat’s—cradle!Then,inthemidstofhisregrets,ashesatwithhisbackbentinhisoldeasy—chair,withonearmovertheshoulderofthechair,andtheotherhangingloosebyhisside,onasuddentherecameacrosshisfaceasmileassweetaseverybrightenedthefaceofmanorwoman。Hehadbeenabletotellhimselfthathehadnogroundforcomplaint——greatgroundratherforrejoicingandgratitude。Hadnottheworldandallinitbeengoodtohim;hadhenotchildrenwholovedhim,whohaddonehimhonour,whohadbeentohimalwaysacrownofglory,neveramarkforreproach;hadnothislinesfallentohiminverypleasantplaces;wasitnothishappyfatetogoandleaveitallamidstthegoodwordsandkindlovingcaresofdevotedfriends?Whoselatterdayshadeverbeenmoreblessedthanhis?Andforthefuture——?Itwasashethoughtofthisthatthesmilecameacrosshisface——asthoughitwerealreadythefaceofanangel。Andthenhemutteredtohimselfawordortwo。’Lord,nowlettestThouThyservantdepartinpeace。Lord,nowlettestThouThyservantdepartinpeace。’
WhenMrsGrantlyreturnedshefoundhiminjocundspirits。Andyetsheperceivedthathewassoweakthatwhenhelefthischairhecouldbarelygetacrosstheroomwithoutassistance。MrsBaxter,indeed,hadnotsenttohertoosoon,anditwaswellthattheprohibitionhadcomeintimetopreventsometerribleaccident。’Papa,’shesaid,’IthinkyouhadbettergowithmetoPlumstead。Thecarriageishere,andIcantakeyouhomesocomfortably。’ButhewouldnotallowhimselftobetakenonthisoccasiontoPlumstead。Hesmiledandthankedher,andputhishandintohers,andrepeatedhispromisethathewouldnotleavethehouseonanyoccasionwithoutassistance,anddeclaredhimselfspeciallythankfultoherforcomingtohimonthatspecialmorning;——buthewouldnotbetakentoPlumstead。’Whensummercomes,’hesaid,’then,ifyouwillhavemeforafewdays!’
Hemeantnodeceit,andyethehadtoldhimselfwithinthelasthourthatheshouldneverseeanothersummer。Hecouldnottellevenhisdaughterthataftersuchalifeasthis,aftermorethanfiftyyearsspentintheministrationofhisdarlingcathedral,itspeciallybehovedhimtodie——ashehadlived——atBarchester。Hecouldnotsaythistohiseldestdaughter;buthadhisEleanorbeenathome,hecouldhavesaidittoher。HethoughthemightyetlivetoseehisEleanoronceagain。Ifthiscouldbegiventohimhewouldaskfornothingmore。
Ontheafternoonofthenextday,MrsBaxterwroteanotherletter,inwhichshetoldMrsGrantlythatherfatherhaddeclared,athisusualhourofrisingthatmorning,thathewasnotgoingtothecathedral,hewould,hethought,lieinbedalittlelonger。Andthenhehadbeeninbedthewholeday。’Andperhaps,honouredmadam,lookingatallthings,it’sbestasheshould,’saidMrsBaxter。
CHAPTERL
LADYLUFTON’SPROPOSITION
ItwasnowknownthroughoutBarchesterthatacommissionwastobeheldbythebishop’sorders,atwhichinquirywouldbemade——thatis,ecclesiasticalinquiry——astotheguiltimputedtoMrCrawleyinthematterofMrSoames’scheque。Sundryrumourshadgoneabroadastoquarrelswhichhadtakenplaceonthesubjectamongcertainclergymenhighinoffice;buttheseweresimplyrumours,andnothingwasintruthknown。TherewasnomorediscreetclergymaninthediocesethanDrTempest,andnotawordhadescapedfromhimastothestormynatureofthatmeetinginthebishop’spalace,atwhichhehadattendedwiththebishop——andatwhichMrsProudiehadattendedalso。WhenitissaidthatthefactofthiscomingcommissionwasknowntoallBarsetshire,allusionisofcoursemadetothatportionoftheinhabitantsofBarsetshiretowhichclericalmattersweredear;——andassuchmatterswerespeciallydeartotheinhabitantsoftheparishofFramley,thecommissionwasdiscussedveryeagerlyinthatparish,andwasspeciallydiscussedbytheDowagerLadyLufton。
AndtherewasadoubleinterestattachedtothecommissionintheparishofFramleybythefactthatMrRobarts,thevicar,hadbeeninvitedbyDrTempesttobeoneoftheclergymenwhoweretoassistinmakingtheinquiry。’IalsotoproposetoaskMrOrielofGreshamburytojoinus,’
saidDrTempest。’Thebishopwishestoappointtheothertwo,andhasalreadynamedMrThumbleandMrQuiverful,whoarebothresidentsinthecity。Perhapshislordshipmayberightinthinkingitbetterthatthemattershouldnotbeleftaltogetherinthehandsofclergymenwhoholdlivingsinthediocese。YouarenodoubtawarethatneitherMrThumblenorMrQuiverfuldoholdanybenefice。’MrRobartsfelt——aseverybodyelsedidfeelwhoknewanythingofthematter——thatBishopProudiewassingularlyignorantofhisknowledgeofmen,andthatheshowedhisignoranceonthisspecialoccasion。’Ifheintendedtonametwosuchmenheshouldatanyratehavenamedthree,’saidDrThorne。’MrThumbleandMrQuiverfulwillsimplybeoutvotedonthefirstday,andafterthatwillgiveintheiradhesiontothemajority。’’MrThumbleindeed!’LadyLuftonhadsaid,withmuchscorninhervoice。Toherthinking,itwasabsurdinthehighestdegreethatsuchmenasDrTempestandherMrRobartsshouldbeaskedtomeetMrThumbleandMrQuiverfulonamatterofecclesiasticalbusiness。Outvoted!Ofcoursewheywouldbeoutvoted。
Ofcoursetheywouldbesoparalysedbyfearatfindingthemselvesinthepresenceofrealgentlemen,thattheywouldhardlybeabletovoteatall。OldLadyLuftondidnotinfactutterwordssoharshasthese;
butthoughtsasharshpassedthroughhermind。ThereaderthereforewillunderstandthatmuchinterestwasfeltinthesubjectatFramleyCourt,whereLadyLuftonlivedwithhersonanddaughter—in—law。
’Theytellme,’saidLadyLufton,’thatboththearchdeaconandDrTempestthinkitisrightthatacommissionshouldbeheld。Ifso,I
havenodoubtthatitisright。’
’Marksaysthatthebishopcouldhardlydoanythingelse,’rejoinedMrsRobarts。
’Idaresaynot,mydear。Isupposethebishopthatsomebodyhasnearhimtotellhimwhathemaydoandwhathemaynotdo。Itwouldbeterribletothinkof,ifitwerenotso。Butyet,whenIhearthathehasnamedsuchmenasMrThumbleandMrQuiverful,Icannotbutfeelthatthewholedioceseisdisgraced。’
’Oh,LadyLufton,thatissuchastrongword,’saidMrsRobarts。
’Itmaybestrong,butitisnotthelesstrue,’saidLadyLufton。
AndfromtalkingonthesubjectoftheCrawleys,LadyLuftonsoonadvanced,firsttoadesireforsomeaction,andthantoacting。’I
think,mydear,IwillgooverandseeMrsCrawley,’saidLadyLufton,theeldertoLadyLuftontheyounger。LadyLuftontheyoungerhadnothingtourgeagainstthis;butshedidnotoffertoaccompanytheelderLady。IattemptedtoexplainintheearlierpartofthisstorythattherestillexistedacertainunderstandingbetweenMrsCrawleyandLordLufton’swife,andthatkindnesseshadoccasionallypassedfromFramleyCourttoHogglestockParsonage;butonthisoccasion,LadyLufton——theLucyRobartsthathadoncepassedcertaindaysofherlifewiththeCrawleysatHogglestock——didnotchoosetoaccompanyhermother—in—law;andthereforeMrsRobartswasinvitedtodoso。’Ithinkitmaycomforthertoknowthatshehasoursympathy,’theelderwomansaidtotheyoungerastheymadetheirjourneytogether。
Whenthecarriagestoppedbeforethelittlewicker—gate,fromwhenapathledthrougharaggedgardenfromtheroadtoMrCrawley’shouse,LadyLuftonhardlyknewhowtoproceed。Theservantcametothedoorofthecarriage,andaskedforherorders。’H——m——m,ha,yes;IthinkI’llsendinmycard;——andsaythatIhopeMrsCrawleywillbeabletoseeme。Won’tthatbebest;eh,Fanny?’Fanny,otherwiseMrsRobarts,saidthatshethoughtthatwouldbebest;andthecardandmessagewerecarriedin。
ItwashappilythecasethatMrCrawleywasnotathome。MrCrawleywasawayatHoggleEnd,readingtothebrickmakers,orturningthemanglesoftheirwives,orteachingthemtheology,orpolitics,orhistory,afterhisfashion。Inthesedayshespent,perhaps,thehappiesthoursofhislifedownatHoggleEnd。Isaythathisabsencewasahappychance,because,hadhebeenathome,hewouldcertainlyhavesaidsomething,ordonesomething,tooffendLadyLufton。Hewouldeitherhaverefusedtoseeher,orwhenseeingherhewouldhavebadeherholdherpeaceandnotinterferewithmatterswhichdidnotconcernher,or——moreprobablestill——hewouldhavesatstillandsullen,andhavespokennotatall。ButhewasawayandMrsCrawleysentoutwordbytheservantthatshewouldbemostproudtoseeherladyship,ifherladyshipwouldbepleasedtoalight。Herladyshipdidalight,andwalkedintotheparsonage,followedbyMrsRobarts。
Gracewaswithhermother。IndeedJanehadbeentherealsowhenthemessagewasbroughtin,butshefledintothebackregions,overcomebyshameastoherfrock。Grace,Ithink,wouldhavefledtoo,hadshenotbeenboundinhonourtosupporthermother。LadyLufton,assheentered,wasverygracious,strugglingwithallthepowerofherwomanhoodsotocarryherselfthatthereshouldbenooutwardlyvisiblesignofherrankorherwealth——butnotaltogethersucceeding。MrsRobarts,onherfirstentrance,saidonlyawordortwoofgreetingtoMrsCrawley,andkissedGrace,whomshehadknownintimatelyinearlyyears。’LadyLufton,’saidMrsCrawley,’Iamafraidthisisaverypoorplaceforyoutocometo;
butyouhaveknownthatofold,andthereforeIneedhardlyapologise。’
’SometimesIlikepoorplacesbest,’saidLadyLufton。Thentherewasapause,afterwhichLadyLuftonaddressedherselftoGrace,seekingsomesubjectforimmediateconversation。’YouhavebeendowninAllington,mydear,haveyounot?’Grace,inawhisper,saidthatshehad。’StayingwiththeDales,Ibelieve?IknowtheDaleswellbyname,andIhavealwaysheardthattheyarecharmingpeople。’
’Ilikethemverymuch,’saidGrace。Andthentherewasanotherpause。
’Ihopeyourhusbandisprettywell,MrsCrawley?’saidLadyLufton。
’Heisprettywell——notquitestrong。Idaresayyouknow,LadyLufton,thathehasthingstovexhim?’MrsCrawleyfeltthatitwastheneedofthemomentthattheonlypossiblesubjectofconversationinthathouseshouldbeintroduced;andthereforeshebroughtitinatonce,notlovingthesubject,butbeingstronglyconsciousofthenecessity。LadyLuftonmeanttobegood—natured,andthereforeMrsCrawleywoulddoallinherpowertomakeLadyLufton’smissioneasytoher。
’Indeedyes,’saidherladyship;’wedoknowthat。’
’WefeelsomuchforyouandMrCrawley,’saidMrsRobarts;’andaresosurethatyoursufferingsareunmerited。’ThiswasnotdiscreetonthepartofMrsRobarts,asshewasthewifeofoneoftheclergymenwhohadbeenselectedtoformthecommissionofinquiry;andsoLadyLuftontoldheronthewayhome。
’Youareverykind,’saidMrsCrawley。’WemustonlybearitwithsuchfortitudeasGodwillgiveus。WearetoldthatHetempersthewindtotheshornlamb。’
’AndsoHedoesmydear,’saidherladyshipverysolemnly。’SoHedoes。
Surelyyouhavefeltthatitisso?’
’Istrugglenottocomplain,’saidMrsCrawley。
’Iknowthatyoustrugglebravely。Ihearofyou,andIadmireyouforit,andIloveyou。’Itwasstilltheoldladywhowasspeakingandnowshehadatlastbeenrousedoutofherdifficultyastowords,andhadrisenfromherchair,andwasstandingbeforeMrsCrawley。’Itisbecauseyoudonotcomplain,becauseyouaresogreatandsogood,becauseyourcharacterissohigh,andyourspiritsofirm,thatIcouldnotresistthetemptationofcomingtoyou。MrsCrawley,ifyouwillletmebeyourfriend,Ishallbeproudofyourfriendship。’
’Yourladyshipistoogood,’saidMrsCrawley。
’Donottalktomeafterthatfashion,’saidLadyLufton。’IfyoudoI
shallbedisappointed,andfeelmyselfthrownback。YouknowwhatI
mean。’Shepausedforananswer;butMrsCrawleyhadnoanswertomake。
Shesimplyshookherhead,notknowingwhyshedidso。Butwemayknow。
WecanunderstandthatshehadfeltthatthefriendshipofferedtoherbyLadyLuftonwasanimpossibility。Shehaddecidedwithinherownbreastthatitwasso,thoughshedidnotknowthatshehadcometosuchdecision。’Iwishyoutotakemeatmyword,MrsCrawley,’continuedLadyLufton。’Whatcanwedoforyou?Weknowthatyouaredistressed。’
’Yes——wearedistressed。’
’Andweknowhowcruelcircumstanceshavebeentoyou。Willyounotforgivemeforbeingplain?’
’Ihavenothingtoforgive,’saidMrsCrawley。
’LadyLuftonmeans,’saidMrsRobarts,’thatinaskingyoutotalkopenlyofyouraffairs,shewishesyoutorememberthat——IthinkyouknowwhatImean,’saidMrsRobarts,knowingverywellherselfwhatshedidmean,butnotknowingatallhowtoexpressherself。
’LadyLuftonisverykind,’saidMrsCrawley,’andsoareyou,MrsRobarts。Iknowhowgoodyoubothare,andforhowmuchitbehovesmetobegrateful。’Thesewordswereverycold,andthevoiceinwhichtheywerespokenwereverycold。TheymadeLadyLuftonfeelthatitwasbeyondherpowertoproceedwiththeworkofhermissioninitsintendedspirit。Itiseversomucheasiertoprofferkindnessgraciouslythantoreceiveitwithgrace。LadyLuftonhadintendedtosay,’Letusbewomentogether;——womenboundbyhumanity,andnotseparatedbyrank,andletusopenourheartsfreely。Letusseehowwemaybeofcomforttoeachother。’Andcouldshehavesucceededinthis,shewouldhavespreadoutherlittleplansofsuccourwithsolovingahandthatshewouldhaveconqueredthewomanbeforeher。Butthesufferingspiritcannotdescendfromitsdignityofreticence。Ithasanobilityofitsown,madesacredbymanytears,bytheflowingofstreamsofbloodfromunseenwounds,whichcannotdescendfromitsdaistoreceivepityandkindness。A
consciousnessofundeservedwoeproducesagrandeurofitsown,withwhichthehigh—souledsuffererwillnoteasilypart。Basketsfullofeggs,poundsofeleemosynarybutter,quartersofgivenpork,evensecond—handclothingfromthewardrobeofsomerichersister——evenmoney,unsophisticatedmoney,shecouldaccept。Shehadlearnedhowthatitwasherportionofherallottedmiserytotakesuchthings——forthesakeofherchildrenandherhusband——andtobethankfulforthem。Shedidtakethemandwasthankful;andinthetakingshesubmittedherselftotherodofcruelcircumstances;butshecouldnotevenyetbringherselftoacceptspokenpityfromastranger,andtokissthespeaker。
’Canwenotdosomethingtohelpyou?’saidMrsRobarts。ShewouldnothavespokenbutsheperceivedthatLadyLuftonhadcompletedherappeal,andthatMrsCrawleydidnotseempreparedtoanswerit。
’Youhavedonesomuchtohelpus,’saidMrsCrawley。’Thethingsyouhavesentushavebeenveryserviceable。’
’Butwemeansomethingmorethanthat,’saidLadyLufton。
’Idonotknowwhatthereismore,’saidMrsCrawley。’Abittoeatandsomethingtowear;——thatseemstobeallthatwehavetocarefornow。’
’Butwewereafraidthatthiscomingtrialmustcauseyoumuchanxiety。’
’Ofcourseitcausesanxiety;——butwhatcanwedo?Itmustbeso。Itcannotbeputofforavoided。Wehavemadeupourmindstoitnow,andalmostwishthatitwouldcomequicker。Ifitwereonceover,Ithinkthathewouldbebetterwhatevertheresultmightbe。’
Thentherewasanotherlullintheconversation,andLadyLuftonbegantobeafraidthathervisitwouldbeafailure。ShethoughtthatperhapsshemightgetonbetterifGracewerenotintheroom,andsheturnedoverinhermindvariousschemesforsendingheraway。AndperhapshertaskwouldbeeasierifMrsRobartsalsocouldbebanishedforatime。
’Fanny,mydear,’shesaidatlast,boldly,’IknowyouhavealittleplantoarrangewithMissCrawley。Perhapsyouwillbemorelikelytobesuccessfulifyoucantakeaturnwithheralone。’Therewasnotmuchsubtletyinherladyship’sscheme;butitansweredtheproposedpurpose,andthetwoelderladiesweresoonleftfacetoface,sothatLadyLuftonhadafairpretextformakinganotherattempt。’DearMrsCrawley,’shesaid,’Idosolongtosayawordtoyou,butIfearthatImaybethoughttointerfere。’
’Oh,no,LadyLufton;Ihavenofeelingofthatkind。’
’IhaveaskedyourdaughterandMrsRobartstogooutbecauseIcanspeaktoyoumoreeasilyalone。IwishIcouldteachyoutotrustme。’
’Idotrustyou。’
’Asafriend,Imean;——asarealfriend。Ifitshouldbethecase,MrsCrawley,thatajuryshouldgiveaverdictagainstyourhusband——whatwillyoudothen?PerhapsIshouldnotsupposethatitispossible。’
’Ofcourseweknowthatitispossible,’saidMrsCrawley。Hervoicewasstern,andtherewasinitatonealmostofoffence。Asshespokeshedidnotlookathervisitor,butsatwithherfaceavertedandherarmsakimboonthetable。
’Yes;——itispossible,’saidLadyLufton。’Isupposethereisnotoneinthecountywhodoesnottrulywishitmaynotbeso。Butitisrighttobepreparedforallalternatives。Insuchcasehaveyouthoughtwhatyouwilldo?’
’Idonotknowwhattheywoulddotohim,’saidshe。
’Isupposethatforsometimehewouldbe——’
’Putinprison,’saidMrsCrawley,speakingveryquickly,bringingoutthewordswithasharpeagernessthatwasquiteunusualtoher。’Theywillsendhimtogaol。Isitnotso,LadyLufton?’
’Isupposeitwouldbeso;notforlongIshouldhope;butIpresumethatsuchwouldbethesentenceforsomeshortperiod。’
’AndImightnotgowithhim?’
’No,thatwouldbeimpossible。’
’Andthehouse,andtheliving;wouldtheylethimhavethemagainwhenhecameout?’
’Ah;thatIcannotsay。Thatwilldependmuch,probably,inwhattheseclergymenwillreport。Ihopehewillnotputhimselfinoppositiontothem。’
’Idonotknow。Icannotsay。Itisprobablethathemaydoso。Itisnoteasyforamansoinjuredashehasbeen,andoneatthesametimesogreatinintelligence,tosubmithimselfgentlytosuchinquiries。
Whenillisbeingdonetohimselforothersheisverypronetoopposeit。’
’Butthesegentlementonotwishtodohimill,MrsCrawley。’
’Icannotsay。Idonotknow。WhenIthinkofitIseethatthereisnothingbutruinoneveryside。Whatistheuseoftalkingofit?Donotbeangry,LadyLufton,ifIsaythatitisofnouse。’
’ButIdesiretobeofuse——ofrealuse。Ifitshouldbethecase,MrsCrawley,thatyourhusbandshouldbe——detainedatBarchester——’
’Youmeanimprisoned,LadyLufton。’
’Yes,Imeanimprisoned。Ifitshouldbeso,thendoyoubringyourselfandyourchildren——allofthem——overtoFramley,andIwillfindahomeforyouwhileheislosttoyou。’
’Oh,LadyLufton,Icouldnotdothat。’
’Yes,youcan。Youhavenotheardmeyet。Itwouldnotbeacomforttoyouinsuchahomeasthattositattablewithpeoplewhoarepartlystrangerstoyou。Butthereisacottagenearlyadjoiningtothehouse,whichyoushallhavealltoyourself。Thebailifflivedinitonce,andothershavelivedinitwhobelongtotheplace;butitisemptynowanditshallbemadecomfortable。’ThetearswerenowrunningdownMrsCrawley’sface,sothatshecouldnotansweraword。’Ofcourseitismyson’sproperty,andnotmine,buthehascommissionedmetosaythatitismostheartilyatyourservice。Hebegsthatinsuchacaseyouwilloccupyit。AndIbegthesame。AndyouroldfriendLucyhasdesiredmealsotoaskyouinhername。’
’LadyLufton,Icouldnotdothat,’saidMrsCrawleythroughhertears。
’Youmustthinkbetterofit,mydear。Idonotscrupletoadviseyou,becauseIamolderthanyou,andhaveexperienceoftheworld。’This,I
think,takenintheordinarysenseofthewords,wasaboastonthepartofLadyLufton,forwhichbutlittletruepretenceexisted。LadyLufton’sexperienceoftheworldatlargewasnotperhapsextensive。
Neverthelesssheknewwhatonewomenmightoffertoanother,andwhatonewomanmightreceivefromanother。’Youwouldbebetteroverwithme,mydear,thanyoucouldbeelsewhere。YouwillnotmisunderstandmeifI
saythat,undersuchcircumstances,itwoulddoyourhusbandgoodthatyouandyourchildrenshouldbeunderourprotectionduringhisperiodoftemporaryseclusion。Westandwellinthecounty。PerhapsIoughtnottosayso,butIdonotknowhowotherwisetoexplainmyself;andwhenitisknown,bythebishopandothers,thatyouhavecometousduringthatsadtime,itwillbeunderstoodthatwethinkwellofMrCrawley,inspiteofanythingajurymaysayofhim。Doyouseethat,mydear?
Andwedothinkwellofhim。Ihaveknownofyourhusbandformanyyears,thoughIhavenotpersonallyhadthepleasureofmuchacquaintancewithhim。HewasoveratFramleyonceatmyrequest,andI
hadgreatoccasiontorespecthim。Idorespecthim;andIshallfeelgratefultohimifhewillallowyoutoputyourselfandyourchildrenundermywing,asbeinganoldwoman,shouldthismisfortunefalluponhim。Wehopethatitwillnotfalluponhim;butitisalwayswelltobeprovidedfortheworst。’
InthiswayLadyLuftonatlastmadeherspeechandopenedouttheproposalwithwhichshehadcomeladentoHogglestock。WhileshewasspeakingMrsCrawley’sshoulderwasstillturnedtoher;butthespeakercouldseethatthequicktearswerepouringthemselvesdownthecheeksofthewomanwhomsheaddressed。Therewasadownrighthonestyofthorough—goingwell—wishingcharityaboutthepropositionwhichovercameMrsCrawleyaltogether。ShedidnotfeelforamomentthatitwouldbepossibleforhertogotoFramleyinsuchcircumstancesasthosewhichhadbeensuggested。Asshethoughtofitallatthepresentmoment,itseemedtoherthatheronlyappropriatehomeduringtheterribleperiodwhichwascominguponher,wouldbeunderthewallsoftheprisoninwhichherhusbandwouldbeincarcerated。Butshefullyappreciatedthekindnesswhichhadsuggestedameasure,which,ifcarriedintoexecution,wouldmaketheoutsideworldfeelthatherhusbandwasrespectedinthecounty,despitethedegradationtowhichhewassubjected。Shefeltallthis,butherheartwastoofulltospeak。
’Saythatitshallbeso,mydear,’continuedLadyLufton。’Justgivemeonenodofassent,andthecottageshallbereadyforyoushoulditsochancethatyoushouldrequireit。’
ButMrsCrawleydidnotgivethenodofassent。Withherfacestillaverted,whilethetearswerestillrunningdownhercheeks,shemutteredbutawordortwo。’Icouldnotdothat,LadyLufton;Icouldnotdothat。’
’Youknowatanyratewhatmywishesare,andasyoubecomecalmeryouwillthinkofit。Thereisquitetimeenough,andIamspeakingofanalternativewhichmayneverhappen。MydearfriendMrsRobarts,whoisnowwithyourdaughter,wishesMissCrawleytogoovertoFramleyParsonagewhilethisinquiryamongtheclergymenisgoingon。Theyallsayitisthemostridiculousthingintheworld——thisinquiry。Butthebishopyouknowissosilly!WeallthinkthatifMissCrawleywouldgoforaweekorsotoFramleyParsonage,thatitwillshowhowhappyweallaretoreceiveher。ItshouldbewhileMrRobartsisemployedinhispartofthework。Whatdoyousay,MrsCrawley?WeatFramleyareallclearlyoftheopinionthatitwillbebestthatitshouldbeknownthatthepeopleinthecountyupholdyourhusband。MissCrawleywouldbeback,youknow,beforethetrialcomeson。Ihopeyouwilllethercome,MrsCrawley?’