ThepoorgirldelightedlysatdownbesideGlaucus。Shedrewfromhergirdleaballofthemany—coloredthreads,orratherslenderribands,usedintheweavingofgarlands,andwhich(foritwasherprofessionaloccupation)shecarriedconstantlywithher,andbeganquicklyandgracefullytocommencehertask。Uponheryoungcheeksthetearswerealreadydried,afaintbuthappysmileplayedroundherlips——childlike,indeed,shewassensibleonlyofthejoyofthepresenthour:shewasreconciledtoGlaucus:hehadforgivenher——shewasbesidehim——heplayedcaressinglywithhersilkenhair——hisbreathfannedhercheek——Ione,thecruelIone,wasnotby——noneotherdemanded,divided,hiscare。Yes,shewashappyandforgetful;itwasoneofthefewmomentsinherbriefandtroubledlifethatitwassweettotreasure,torecall。Asthebutterfly,alluredbythewintersun,basksforalittleinthesuddenlight,ereyetthewindawakesandthefrostcomeson,whichshallblastitbeforetheeve——sherestedbeneathabeam,which,bycontrastwiththewontedskies,wasnotchilling;andtheinstinctwhichshouldhavewarnedherofitsbriefness,badeheronlygladdeninitssmile。
’Thouhastbeautifullocks,’saidGlaucus。’Theywereonce,Iweenwell,amother’sdelight。’
Nydiasighed;itwouldseemthatshehadnotbeenbornaslave;butsheevershunnedthementionofherparentage,and,whetherobscureornoble,certainitisthatherbirthwasneverknownbyherbenefactors,norbyanyoneinthosedistantshores,eventothelast。Thechildofsorrowandofmystery,shecameandwentassomebirdthatentersourchamberforamoment;weseeitflutterforawhilebeforeus,weknownotwhenceitflewortowhatregionitescapes。
Nydiasighed,andafterashortpause,withoutansweringtheremark,said:
’ButdoIweavetoomanyrosesinmywreath,Glaucus?Theytellmeitisthyfavoriteflower。’
’Andeverfavored,myNydia,beitbythosewhohavethesoulofpoetry:itisthefloweroflove,offestival;itisalsotheflowerwededicatetosilenceandtodeath;itbloomsonourbrowsinlife,whilelifebeworththehaving;itisscatteredaboveoursepulchrewhenwearenomore。’
’Ah!would,’saidNydia,’insteadofthisperishablewreath,thatIcouldtakethywebfromthehandoftheFates,andinserttherosesthere!’
’Prettyone!thywishisworthyofavoicesoattunedtosong;itisutteredinthespiritofsong;and,whatevermydoom,Ithankthee。’
’Whateverthydoom!isitnotalreadydestinedtoallthingsbrightandfair?Mywishwasvain。TheFateswillbeastendertotheeasIshould。’
’Itmightnotbeso,Nydia,wereitnotforlove!Whileyouthlasts,Imayforgetmycountryforawhile。ButwhatAthenian,inhisgravermanhood,canthinkofAthensasshewas,andbecontentedthatheishappy,whilesheisfallen?——fallen,andforever?’
’Andwhyforever?’
’Asashescannotberekindled——asloveoncedeadcanneverrevive,sofreedomdepartedfromapeopleisneverregained。Buttalkwenotofthesemattersunsuitedtothee。’
’Tome,oh!thouerrest。I,too,havemysighsforGreece;mycradlewasrockedatthefootofOlympus;thegodshaveleftthemountain,buttheirtracesmaybeseen——seenintheheartsoftheirworshippers,seeninthebeautyoftheirclime:theytellmeitisbeautiful,andIhavefeltitsairs,towhicheventheseareharsh——itssun,towhichtheseskiesarechill。Oh!talktomeofGreece!PoorfoolthatIam,Icancomprehendthee!andmethinks,hadIyetlingeredonthoseshores,hadIbeenaGrecianmaidwhosehappyfateitwastoloveandtobeloved,ImyselfcouldhavearmedmyloverforanotherMarathon,anewPlataea。Yes,thehandthatnowweavestherosesshouldhavewoventheetheolivecrown!’
’Ifsuchadaycouldcome!’saidGlaucus,catchingtheenthusiasmoftheblindThessalian,andhalfrising。——’Butno!thesunhasset,andthenightonlybidsusbeforgetful——andinforgetfulnessbegay——weavestilltheroses!’
ButitwaswithamelancholytoneofforcedgaietythattheAthenianutteredthelastwords:andsinkingintoagloomyreverie,hewasonlywakenedfromit,afewminutesafterwards,bythevoiceofNydia,asshesanginalowtonethefollowingwords,whichhehadoncetaughther:—
THEAPOLOGYFORPLEASURE
I
WhowillassumethebaysThattheherowore?
WreathsontheTombofDaysGoneevermore!
Whoshalldisturbthebrave,Oroneleafontheirholygrave?
Thelaurelisvowedtothem,Leavethebayonitssacredstem!
Butthis,therose,thefadingrose,Alikeforslaveandfreemangrows。
II
IfMemorysitbesidethedeadWithtombsheronlytreasure;
IfHopeislostandFreedomfled,ThemoreexcuseforPleasure。
Come,weavethewreath,therosesweave,Theroseatleastisours:
Tofeebleheartsourfathersleave,Inpityingscorn,theflowers!
III
Onthesummit,wornandhoary,OfPhyle’ssolemnhill,Thetrampofthebraveisstill!
AndstillinthesaddeningMart,Thepulseofthatmightyheart,Whoseverybloodwasglory!
Glaucopisforsakesherown,Theangrygodsforgetus;
Butyet,thebluestreamsalong,WalkthefeetofthesilverSong;
Andthenight—birdwakesthemoon;
AndthebeesintheblushingnoonHaunttheheartoftheoldHymettus。
Wearefallen,butnotforlorn,Ifsomethingislefttocherish;
AsLovewastheearliestborn,SoLoveisthelasttoperish。
IV
Wreathethentheroses,wreatheTheBEAUTIFULstillisours,Whilethestreamshallflowandtheskyshallglow,TheBEAUTIFULstillisours!
Whateverisfair,orsoft,orbright,Inthelapofdayorthearmsofnight,WhispersoursoulofGreece——ofGreece,Andhushesourcarewithavoiceofpeace。
Wreathethentheroses,wreathe!
Theytellmeofearlierhours;
AndIheartheheartofmyCountrybreatheFromthelipsoftheStranger’sflowers。
ChapterV
NYDIAENCOUNTERSJULIA。INTERVIEWOFTHEHEATHENSISTERANDCONVERTED
BROTHER。ANATHENIAN’SNOTIONOFCHRISTIANITY。
’WHAThappinesstoIone!whatblisstobeeverbythesideofGlaucus,tohearhisvoice!——Andshetoocanseehim!’
Suchwasthesoliloquyoftheblindgirl,asshewalkedaloneandattwilighttothehouseofhernewmistress,whitherGlaucushadalreadyprecededher。Suddenlyshewasinterruptedinherfondthoughtsbyafemalevoice。
’Blindflower—girl,whithergoestthou?Thereisnopannierunderthinearm;hastthousoldallthyflowers?’
ThepersonthusaccostingNydiawasaladyofahandsomebutaboldandunmaidenlycountenance:itwasJulia,thedaughterofDiomed。Herveilwashalfraisedasshespoke;shewasaccompaniedbyDiomedhimself,andbyaslavecarryingalanternbeforethem——themerchantandhisdaughterwerereturninghomefromasupperatoneoftheirneighbors’。
’Dostthounotremembermyvoice?’continuedJulia。’IamthedaughterofDiomedthewealthy。’
’Ah!forgiveme;yes,Irecallthetonesofyourvoice。No,nobleJulia,I
havenoflowerstosell。’
’IheardthatthouwertpurchasedbythebeautifulGreekGlaucus;isthattrue,prettyslave?’askedJulia。
’IservetheNeapolitan,Ione,’repliedNydia,evasively。
’Ah!anditistrue,then……’
’Come,come!’interruptedDiomed,withhiscloakuptohismouth,’thenightgrowscold;Icannotstayherewhileyoupratetothatblindgirl:come,letherfollowyouhome,ifyouwishtospeaktoher。’
’Do,child,’saidJulia,withtheairofonenotaccustomedtoberefused;
’Ihavemuchtoaskofthee:come。’
’Icannotthisnight,itgrowslate,’answeredNydia。’Imustbeathome;I
amnotfree,nobleJulia。’
’What,themeekIonewillchidethee?——Ay,IdoubtnotsheisasecondThalestris。Butcome,then,to—morrow:do——rememberIhavebeenthyfriendofold。’
’Iwillobeythywishes,’answeredNydia;andDiomedagainimpatientlysummonedhisdaughter:shewasobligedtoproceed,withthemainquestionshehaddesiredtoputtoNydiaunasked。
MeanwhilewereturntoIone。TheintervaloftimethathadelapsedthatdaybetweenthefirstandsecondvisitofGlaucushadnotbeentoogailyspent:
shehadreceivedavisitfromherbrother。SincethenighthehadassistedinsavingherfromtheEgyptian,shehadnotbeforeseenhim。
Occupiedwithhisownthoughts——thoughtsofsoseriousandintenseanature——theyoungpriesthadthoughtlittleofhissister;intruth,men,perhapsofthatferventorderofmindwhichiseveraspiringaboveearth,arebutlittlepronetotheearthlieraffections;andithadbeenlongsinceApaecideshadsoughtthosesoftandfriendlyinterchangesofthought,thosesweetconfidences,whichinhisearlieryouthhadboundhimtoIone,andwhicharesonaturaltothatendearingconnectionwhichexistedbetweenthem。
Ione,however,hadnotceasedtoregrethisestrangement:sheattributedit,atpresent,totheengrossingdutiesofhisseverefraternity。Andoften,amidstallherbrighthopes,andhernewattachmenttoherbetrothed——often,whenshethoughtofherbrother’sbrowprematurelyfurrowed,hisunsmilinglip,andbendedframe,shesighedtothinkthattheserviceofthegodscouldthrowsodeepashadowoverthatearthwhichthegodscreated。
Butthisdaywhenhevisitedhertherewasastrangecalmnessonhisfeatures,amorequietandself—possessedexpressioninhissunkeneyes,thanshehadmarkedforyears。Thisapparentimprovementwasbutmomentary——itwasafalsecalm,whichtheleastbreezecouldruffle。
’Maythegodsblessthee,mybrother!’saidshe,embracinghim。
’Thegods!Speaknotthusvaguely;perchancethereisbutoneGod!’
’Mybrother!’
’WhatifthesublimefaithoftheNazarenebetrue?WhatifGodbeamonarch——One——Invisible——Alone?Whatifthesenumerous,countlessdeities,whosealtarsfilltheearth,bebutevildemons,seekingtoweanusfromthetruecreed?Thismaybethecase,Ione!’
’Alas!canwebelieveit?orifwebelieved,woulditnotbeamelancholyfaithansweredtheNeapolitan。’What!allthisbeautifulworldmadeonlyhuman!——mountaindisenchantedofitsOread——thewatersoftheirNymph——thatbeautifulprodigalityoffaith,whichmakeseverythingdivine,consecratingthemeanestflowers,bearingcelestialwhispersinthefaintestbreeze——wouldstthoudenythis,andmaketheearthmeredustandclay?No,Apaecides:allthatisbrightestinourheartsisthatverycredulitywhichpeoplestheuniversewithgods。’
Ioneansweredasabelieverinthepoesyoftheoldmythologywouldanswer。
WemayjudgebythatreplyhowobstinateandhardthecontestwhichChristianityhadtoendureamongtheheathens。TheGracefulSuperstitionwasneversilent;every,themosthousehold,actionoftheirliveswasentwinedwithit——itwasaportionoflifeitself,astheflowersareapartofthethyrsus。Ateveryincidenttheyrecurredtoagod,everycupofwinewasprefacedbyalibation;theverygarlandsontheirthresholdswerededicatedtosomedivinity;theirancestorsthemselves,madeholy,presidedasLaresovertheirhearthandhall。Soabundantwasbeliefwiththem,thatintheirownclimes,atthishour,idolatryhasneverthoroughlybeenoutrooted:itchangesbutitsobjectsofworship;itappealstoinnumerablesaintswhereonceitresortedtodivinities;anditpoursitscrowds,inlisteningreverence,tooraclesattheshrinesofSt。JanuariusorSt。
Stephen,insteadoftothoseofIsisorApollo。
ButthesesuperstitionswerenottotheearlyChristianstheobjectofcontemptsomuchasofhorror。Theydidnotbelieve,withthequietscepticismoftheheathenphilosopher,thatthegodswereinventionsofthepriests;noreven,withthevulgar,that,accordingtothedimlightofhistory,theyhadbeenmortalslikethemselves。Theyimaginedtheheathendivinitiestobeevilspirits——theytransplantedtoItalyandtoGreecethegloomydemonsofIndiaandtheEast;andinJupiterorinMarstheyshudderedattherepresentativeofMolochorofSatan。
ApaecideshadnotyetadoptedformallytheChristianfaith,buthewasalreadyonthebrinkofit。HealreadyparticipatedthedoctrinesofOlinthus——healreadyimaginedthatthelivelyimaginationsoftheheathenwerethesuggestionsofthearch—enemyofmankind。TheinnocentandnaturalanswerofIonemadehimshudder。Hehastenedtoreplyvehemently,andyetsoconfusedly,thatIonefearedforhisreasonmorethanshedreadedhisviolence。
’Ah,mybrother!’saidshe,’theseharddutiesofthinehaveshatteredthyverysense。Cometome,Apaecides,mybrother,myownbrother;givemethyhand,letmewipethedewfromthybrow——chidemenotnow,Iunderstandtheenot;thinkonlythatIonecouldnotoffendthee!’
’Ione,’saidApaecides,drawinghertowardshim,andregardinghertenderly,’canIthinkthatthisbeautifulform,thiskindheart,maybedestinedtoaneternityoftorment?’
’Diimeliora!thegodsforbid!’saidIone,inthecustomaryformofwordsbywhichhercontemporariesthoughtanomenmightbeaverted。
Thewords,andstillmorethesuperstitiontheyimplied,woundedtheearofApaecides。Herose,mutteringtohimself,turnedfromthechamber,then,stopping,halfway,gazedwistfullyonIone,andextendedhisarms。
Ioneflewtotheminjoy;hekissedherearnestly,andthenhesaid:
’Farewell,mysister!whenwenextmeet,thoumaystbetomeasnothing;
takethou,then,thisembrace——fullyetofallthetenderreminiscencesofchildhood,whenfaithandhope,creeds,customs,interests,objects,werethesametous。Now,thetieistobebroken!’
Withthesestrangewordsheleftthehouse。
ThegreatandseveresttrialoftheprimitiveChristianswasindeedthis;
theirconversionseparatedthemfromtheirdearestbonds。Theycouldnotassociatewithbeingswhosecommonestactions,whosecommonestformsofspeech,wereimpregnatedwithidolatry。Theyshudderedattheblessingoflove,totheirearsitwasutteredinademon’sname。This,theirmisfortune,wastheirstrength;ifitdividedthemfromtherestoftheworld,itwastounitethemproportionallytoeachother。TheyweremenofironwhowroughtforththeWordofGod,andverilythebondsthatboundthemwereofironalso!
GlaucusfoundIoneintears;hehadalreadyassumedthesweetprivilegetoconsole。Hedrewfromherarecitalofherinterviewwithherbrother;butinherconfusedaccountoflanguage,itselfsoconfusedtoonenotpreparedforit,hewasequallyatalosswithIonetoconceivetheintentionsorthemeaningofApaecides。
’Hastthoueverheardmuch,’askedshe,’ofthisnewsectoftheNazarenes,ofwhichmybrotherspoke?’
’Ihaveoftenheardenoughofthevotaries,’returnedGlaucus,’butoftheirexacttenetsknowInaught,savethatintheirdoctrinethereseemethsomethingpreternaturallychillingandmorose。Theyliveapartfromtheirkind;theyaffecttobeshockedevenatoursimpleusesofgarlands;theyhavenosympathieswiththecheerfulamusementsoflife;theyutterawfulthreatsofthecomingdestructionoftheworld;theyappear,inoneword,tohavebroughttheirunsmilingandgloomycreedoutofthecaveofTrophonius。
Yet,’continuedGlaucus,afteraslightpause,’theyhavenotwantedmenofgreatpowerandgenius,norconverts,evenamongtheAreopagitesofAthens。
WelldoIremembertohaveheardmyfatherspeakofonestrangeguestatAthens,manyyearsago;methinkshisnamewasPAUL。MyfatherwasamongstamightycrowdthatgatheredononeofourimmemorialhillstohearthissageoftheEastexpound:throughthewidethrongthererangnotasinglemurmur!——thejestandtheroar,withwhichournativeoratorsarereceived,werehushedforhim——andwhenontheloftiestsummitofthathill,raisedabovethebreathlesscrowdbelow,stoodthismysteriousvisitor,hismienandhiscountenanceawedeveryheart,evenbeforeasoundlefthislips。Hewasaman,Ihaveheardmyfathersay,ofnotallstature,butofnobleandimpressivemien;hisrobesweredarkandample;thedecliningsun,foritwasevening,shoneaslantuponhisformasitrosealoft,motionless,andcommanding;hiscountenancewasmuchwornandmarked,asofonewhohadbravedalikemisfortuneandthesternestvicissitudeofmanyclimes;buthiseyeswerebrightwithanalmostunearthlyfire;andwhenheraisedhisarmtospeak,itwaswiththemajestyofamanintowhomtheSpiritofaGodhathrushed!
’"MenofAthens!"heisreportedtohavesaid,"Ifindamongstyeanaltarwiththisinscription:
TOTHEUNKNOWNGOD。
YeworshipinignorancethesameDeityIserve。
Toyouunknowntillnow,toyoubeitnowrevealed。"
’ThendeclaredthatsolemnmanhowthisgreatMakerofallthings,whohadappointeduntomanhisseveraltribesandhisvarioushomes——theLordofearthandtheuniversalheaven,dweltnotintemplesmadewithhands;thatHispresence,Hisspirit,wereintheairwebreathed——ourlifeandourbeingwerewithHim。"Thinkyou,"hecried,"thattheInvisibleislikeyourstatuesofgoldandmarble?ThinkyouthatHeneedethsacrificefromyou:Hewhomadeheavenandearth?"Thenspokeheoffearfulandcomingtimes,oftheendoftheworld,ofasecondrisingofthedead,whereofanassurancehadbeengiventomanintheresurrectionofthemightyBeingwhosereligionhecametopreach。
’Whenhethusspoke,thelong—pentmurmurwentforth,andthephilosophersthatweremingledwiththepeople,mutteredtheirsagecontempt;theremightyouhaveseenthechillingfrownoftheStoic,andtheCynic’ssneer;andtheEpicurean,whobelievethnoteveninourownElysium,mutteredapleasantjest,andsweptlaughingthroughthecrowd:butthedeepheartofthepeoplewastouchedandthrilled;andtheytrembled,thoughtheyknewnotwhy,forverilythestrangerhadthevoiceandmajestyofamantowhom"TheUnknownGod"hadcommittedthepreachingofHisfaith。’
Ionelistenedwithwraptattention,andtheseriousandearnestmannerofthenarratorbetrayedtheimpressionthathehimselfhadreceivedfromonewhohadbeenamongsttheaudiencethatonthehilloftheheathenMarshadheardthefirsttidingsofthewordofChrist!
ChapterVI
THEPORTER。THEGIRL。ANDTHEGLADIATOR。
THEdoorofDiomed’shousestoodopen,andMedon,theoldslave,satatthebottomofthestepsbywhichyouascendedtothemansion。ThatluxuriousmansionoftherichmerchantofPompeiiisstilltobeseenjustwithoutthegatesofthecity,atthecommencementoftheStreetofTombs;itwasagayneighborhood,despitethedead。Ontheoppositeside,butatsomeyardsnearerthegate,wasaspacioushostelry,atwhichthosebroughtbybusinessorbypleasuretoPompeiioftenstoppedtorefreshthemselves。Inthespacebeforetheentranceoftheinnnowstoodwagons,andcarts,andchariots,somejustarrived,somejustquitting,inallthebustleofananimatedandpopularresortofpublicentertainment。Beforethedoor,somefarmers,seatedonabenchbyasmallcirculartable,weretalkingovertheirmorningcups,ontheaffairsoftheircalling。Onthesideofthedooritselfwaspaintedgailyandfreshlytheeternalsignofthechequers。Bytheroofoftheinnstretchedaterrace,onwhichsomefemales,wivesofthefarmersabovementioned,were,someseated,someleaningovertherailing,andconversingwiththeirfriendsbelow。Inadeeprecess,atalittledistance,wasacoveredseat,inwhichsometwoorthreepoorertravellerswererestingthemselves,andshakingthedustfromtheirgarments。Ontheothersidestretchedawidespace,originallytheburial—groundofamoreancientracethanthepresentdenizensofPompeii,andnowconvertedintotheUstrinum,orplacefortheburningofthedead。Abovethisrosetheterracesofagayvilla,halfhidbytrees。Thetombsthemselves,withtheirgracefulandvariedshapes,theflowersandthefoliagethatsurroundedthem,madenomelancholyfeatureintheprospect。Hardbythegateofthecity,inasmallniche,stoodthestillformofthewell—disciplinedRomansentry,thesunshiningbrightlyonhispolishedcrest,andthelanceonwhichheleaned。Thegateitselfwasdividedintothreearches,thecentreoneforvehicles,theothersforthefoot—passengers;andoneithersiderosethemassivewallswhichgirtthecity,composed,patched,repairedatathousanddifferentepochs,accordingaswar,time,ortheearthquakehadshatteredthatvainprotection。Atfrequentintervalsrosesquaretowers,whosesummitsbrokeinpicturesquerudenesstheregularlineofthewall,andcontrastedwellwiththemodernbuildingsgleamingwhitelyby。
Thecurvingroad,whichinthatdirectionleadsfromPompeiitoHerculaneum,woundoutofsightamidsthangingvines,abovewhichfrownedthesullenmajestyofVesuvius。
’Hastthouheardthenews,oldMedon?’saidayoungwoman,withapitcherinherhand,asshepausedbyDiomed’sdoortogossipamomentwiththeslave,eresherepairedtotheneighboringinntofillthevessel,andcoquetwiththetravellers。
’Thenews!whatnews?’saidtheslave,raisinghiseyesmoodilyfromtheground。
’Why,therepassedthroughthegatethismorning,nodoubterethouwertwellawake,suchavisitortoPompeii!’
’Ay,’saidtheslave,indifferently。
’Yes,apresentfromthenoblePomponianus。’
’Apresent!Ithoughtthousaidstavisitor?’
’Itisbothvisitorandpresent。Know,Odullandstupid!thatitisamostbeautifulyoungtiger,forourapproachinggamesintheamphitheatre。Hearyouthat,Medon?Oh,whatpleasure!IdeclareIshallnotsleepawinktillIseeit;theysayithassucharoar!’
’Poorfool!’saidMedon,sadlyandcynically。
’Foolmenofool,oldchurl!Itisaprettything,atiger,especiallyifwecouldbutfindsomebodyforhimtoeat。Wehavenowalionandatiger;
onlyconsiderthat,Medon!andforwantoftwogoodcriminalsperhapsweshallbeforcedtoseethemeateachother。By—the—by,yoursonisagladiator,ahandsomemanandastrong,canyounotpersuadehimtofightthetiger?Donow,youwouldobligememightily;nay,youwouldbeabenefactortothewholetown。’
’Vah!vah!’saidtheslave,withgreatasperity;’thinkofthineowndangererethouthuspratestofmypoorboy’sdeath。’
’Myowndanger!’saidthegirl,frightenedandlookinghastilyaround——’Averttheomen!letthywordsfallonthineownhead!’Andthegirl,asshespoke,touchedatalismansuspendedroundherneck。’"Thineowndanger!"whatdangerthreatensme?’
’Hadtheearthquakebutafewnightssincenowarning?’saidMedon。’Hasitnotavoice?Diditnotsaytousall,"Preparefordeath;theendofallthingsisathand?"’
’Bah,stuff!’saidtheyoungwoman,settlingthefoldsofhertunic。’NowthoutalkestastheysaytheNazarenestalked——methinksthouartoneofthem。Well,Icanpratewiththee,greycroaker,nomore:thougrowestworseandworse——Vale!OHercules,sendusamanforthelion——andanotherforthetiger!’
Ho!ho!forthemerry,merryshow,Withaforestoffacesineveryrow!
Lo,theswordsmen,boldasthesonofAlcmena,Sweep,sidebyside,o’erthehushedarena;
Talkwhileyoumay——youwillholdyourbreathWhentheymeetinthegraspoftheglowingdeath。
Tramp,tramp,howgailytheygo!
Ho!ho!forthemerry,merryshow!
Chantinginasilverandclearvoicethisfeminineditty,andholdinguphertunicfromthedustyroad,theyoungwomansteppedlightlyacrosstothecrowdedhostelry。
’Mypoorson!’saidtheslave,halfaloud,’isitforthingslikethisthouarttobebutchered?Oh!faithofChrist,Icouldworshiptheeinallsincerity,wereitbutforthehorrorwhichthouinspirestforthesebloodylists。’
Theoldman’sheadsankdejectedlyonhisbreast。Heremainedsilentandabsorbed,buteverynowandthenwiththecornerofhissleevehewipedhiseyes。Hisheartwaswithhisson;hedidnotseethefigurethatnowapproachedfromthegatewithaquickstep,andasomewhatfierceandrecklessgaitandcarriage。Hedidnotlifthiseyestillthefigurepausedoppositetheplacewherehesat,andwithasoftvoiceaddressedhimbythenameof:
’Father!’
’Myboy!myLydon!isitindeedthou?’saidtheoldman,joyfully。’Ah,thouwertpresenttomythoughts。’
’Iamgladtohearit,myfather,’saidthegladiator,respectfullytouchingthekneesandbeardoftheslave;’andsoonmayIbealwayspresentwiththee,notinthoughtonly。’
’Yes,myson——butnotinthisworld,’repliedtheslave,mournfully。
’Talknotthus,Omysire!lookcheerfully,forIfeelso——IamsurethatI
shallwintheday;andthen,thegoldIgainbuysthyfreedom。Oh!myfather,itwasbutafewdayssincethatIwastaunted,byone,too,whomI
wouldgladlyhaveundeceived,forheismoregenerousthantherestofhisequals。HeisnotRoman——heisofAthens——byhimIwastauntedwiththelustofgain——whenIdemandedwhatsumwastheprizeofvictory。Alas!helittleknewthesoulofLydon!’
’Myboy!myboy!’saidtheoldslave,as,slowlyascendingthesteps,heconductedhissontohisownlittlechamber,communicatingwiththeentrancehall(whichinthisvillawastheperistyle,nottheatrium)——youmayseeitnow;itisthethirddoortotherightonentering。(Thefirstdoorconductstothestaircase;thesecondisbutafalserecess,inwhichtherestoodastatueofbronze。)’Generous,affectionate,piousasarethymotives,’saidMedon,whentheywerethussecuredfromobservation,’thydeeditselfisguilt:thouarttoriskthybloodforthyfather’sfreedom——thatmightbeforgiven;buttheprizeofvictoryisthebloodofanother。oh,thatisadeadlysin;noobjectcanpurifyit。Forbear!
forbear!ratherwouldIbeaslaveforeverthanpurchaselibertyonsuchterms!’
’Hush,myfather!’repliedLydon,somewhatimpatiently;’thouhastpickedupinthisnewcreedofthine,ofwhichIpraytheenottospeaktome,forthegodsthatgavemestrengthdeniedmewisdom,andIunderstandnotonewordofwhatthouoftenpreachesttome——thouhastpickedup,Isay,inthisnewcreed,somesingularfantasiesofrightandwrong。PardonmeifIoffendthee:butreflect!AgainstwhomshallIcontend?Oh!couldstthouknowthosewretcheswithwhom,forthysake,Iassort,thouwouldstthinkI
purifiedearthbyremovingoneofthem。Beasts,whoseverylipsdropblood;
things,allsavage,unprincipledintheirverycourage:ferocious,heartless,senseless;notieoflifecanbindthem:theyknownotfear,itistrue——butneitherknowtheygratitude,norcharity,norlove;theyaremadebutfortheirowncareer,toslaughterwithoutpity,todiewithoutdread!Canthygods,whosoevertheybe,lookwithwrathonaconflictwithsuchasthese,andinsuchacause?Oh,Myfather,whereverthepowersabovegazedownonearth,theybeholdnodutysosacred,sosanctifying,asthesacrificeofferedtoanagedparentbythepietyofagratefulson!’
Thepooroldslave,himselfdeprivedofthelightsofknowledge,andonlylateaconverttotheChristianfaith,knewnotwithwhatargumentstoenlightenanignoranceatoncesodark,andyetsobeautifulinitserror。
Hisfirstimpulsewastothrowhimselfonhisson’sbreast——hisnexttostartawaytowringhishands;andintheattempttoreprove,hisbrokenvoicelostitselfinweeping。