’Yetistheresometasteintheceiling,’saidGlaucus,whowasinamoodtobepleasedwitheverything;pointingtothestarswhichstuddedtheroof。
Lepidusshruggedhisshoulders,butwastoolanguidtoreply。
Theynowenteredasomewhatspaciouschamber,whichservedforthepurposesoftheapodyterium(thatis,aplacewherethebatherspreparedthemselvesfortheirluxuriousablutions)。Thevaultedceilingwasraisedfromacornice,glowinglycoloredwithmotleyandgrotesquepaintings;theceilingitselfwaspaneledinwhitecompartmentsborderedwithrichcrimson;theunsulliedandshiningfloorwaspavedwithwhitemosaics,andalongthewallswererangedbenchesfortheaccommodationoftheloiterers。ThischamberdidnotpossessthenumerousandspaciouswindowswhichVitruviusattributestohismoremagnificentfrigidarium。ThePompeians,asallthesouthernItalians,werefondofbanishingthelightoftheirsultryskies,andcombinedintheirvoluptuousassociationstheideaofluxurywithdarkness。Twowindowsofglassaloneadmittedthesoftandshadedray;andthecompartmentinwhichoneofthesecasementswasplacedwasadornedwithalargereliefofthedestructionoftheTitans。
InthisapartmentFulviusseatedhimselfwithamagisterialair,andhisaudiencegatheringroundhim,encouragedhimtocommencehisrecital。
Thepoetdidnotrequiremuchpressing。Hedrewforthfromhisvestarollofpapyrus,andafterhemmingthreetimes,asmuchtocommandsilenceastoclearhisvoice,hebeganthatwonderfulode,ofwhich,tothegreatmortificationoftheauthorofthishistory,nosingleversecanbediscovered。
Bytheplauditshereceived,itwasdoubtlessworthyofhisfame;andGlaucuswastheonlylistenerwhodidnotfinditexcelthebestodesofHorace。
Thepoemconcluded,thosewhotookonlythecoldbathbegantoundress;theysuspendedtheirgarmentsonhooksfastenedinthewall,andreceiving,accordingtotheircondition,eitherfromtheirownslavesorthoseofthethermae,looserobesinexchange,withdrewintothatgracefulcircularbuildingwhichyetexists,toshametheunlavingposterityofthesouth。
Themoreluxuriousdepartedbyanotherdoortothetepidarium,aplacewhichwasheatedtoavoluptuouswarmth,partlybyamovablefireplace,principallybyasuspendedpavement,beneathwhichwasconductedthecaloricofthelaconicum。
Herethisportionoftheintendedbathers,afterunrobingthemselves,remainedforsometimeenjoyingtheartificialwarmthoftheluxuriousair。
Andthisroom,asbefitteditsimportantrankinthelongprocessofablution,wasmorerichlyandelaboratelydecoratedthantherest;thearchedroofwasbeautifullycarvedandpainted;thewindowsabove,ofgroundglass,admittedbutwanderinganduncertainrays;belowthemassivecorniceswererowsoffiguresinmassiveandboldrelief;thewallsglowedwithcrimson,thepavementwasskillfullytessellatedinwhitemosaics。Herethehabituatedbathers,menwhobathedseventimesaday,wouldremaininastateofenervateandspeechlesslassitude,eitherbeforeor(mostly)afterthewater—bath;andmanyofthesevictimsofthepursuitofhealthturnedtheirlistlesseyesonthenewcomers,recognizingtheirfriendswithanod,butdreadingthefatigueofconversation。
>Fromthisplacethepartyagaindiverged,accordingtotheirseveralfancies,sometothesudatorium,whichansweredthepurposeofourvapor—baths,andthencetothewarm—bathitself;thosemoreaccustomedtoexercise,andcapableofdispensingwithsocheapapurchaseoffatigue,resortedatoncetothecalidarium,orwater—bath。
Inordertocompletethissketch,andgivetothereaderanadequatenotionofthis,themainluxuryoftheancients,wewillaccompanyLepidus,whoregularlyunderwentthewholeprocess,saveonlythecoldbath,whichhadgonelatelyoutoffashion。Beingthengraduallywarmedinthetepidarium,whichhasjustbeendescribed,thedelicatestepsofthePompeianelegantwereconductedtothesudatorium。Hereletthereaderdepicttohimselfthegradualprocessofthevapor—bath,accompaniedbyanexhalationofspicyperfumes。Afterourbatherhadundergonethisoperation,hewasseizedbyhisslaves,whoalwaysawaitedhimatthebaths,andthedewsofheatwereremovedbyakindofscraper,which(bytheway)amoderntravelerhasgravelydeclaredtobeusedonlytoremovethedirt,notoneparticleofwhichcouldeversettleonthepolishedskinofthepractisedbather。
Thence,somewhatcooled,hepassedintothewater—bath,overwhichfreshperfumeswereprofuselyscattered,andonemergingfromtheoppositepartoftheroom,acoolingshowerplayedoverhisheadandform。Thenwrappinghimselfinalightrobe,hereturnedoncemoretothetepidarium,wherehefoundGlaucus,whohadnotencounteredthesudatorium;andnow,themaindelightandextravaganceofthebathcommenced。Theirslavesanointedthebathersfromvialsofgold,ofalabaster,orofcrystal,studdedwithprofusestgems,andcontainingtherarestunguentsgatheredfromallquartersoftheworld。Thenumberofthesesmegmatausedbythewealthywouldfillamodernvolume——especiallyifthevolumewereprintedbyafashionablepublisher;Amaracinum,Megalium,Nardum——omnequodexitinum——whilesoftmusicplayedinanadjacentchamber,andsuchasusedthebathinmoderation,refreshedandrestoredbythegratefulceremony,conversedwithallthezestandfreshnessofrejuvenatedlife。
’Blessedbehewhoinventedbaths!’saidGlaucus,stretchinghimselfalongoneofthosebronzeseats(thencoveredwithsoftcushions)whichthevisitortoPompeiiseesatthisdayinthatsametepidarium。’WhetherhewereHerculesorBacchus,hedeserveddeification。’
’Buttellme,’saidacorpulentcitizen,whowasgroaningandwheezingundertheoperationofbeingrubbeddown,’tellme,OGlaucus!——evilchancetothyhands,Oslave!whysorough?——tellme——ugh——ugh!——arethebathsatRomereallysomagnificent?’Glaucusturned,andrecognizedDiomed,thoughnotwithoutsomedifficulty,soredandsoinflamedwerethegoodman’scheeksbythesudatoryandthescrapinghehadsolatelyundergone。’Ifancytheymustbeagreatdealfinerthanthese。Eh?’Suppressingasmile,Glaucusreplied:
’ImagineallPompeiiconvertedintobaths,andyouwillthenformanotionofthesizeoftheimperialthermaeofRome。Butanotionofthesizeonly。
Imagineeveryentertainmentformindandbody——enumerateallthegymnasticgamesourfathersinvented——repeatallthebooksItalyandGreecehaveproduced——supposeplacesforallthesegames,admirersforalltheseworks——addtothis,bathsofthevastestsize,themostcomplicatedconstruction——interspersethewholewithgardens,withtheatres,withporticoes,withschools——suppose,inoneword,acityofthegods,composedbutofpalacesandpublicedifices,andyoumayformsomefaintideaofthegloriesofthegreatbathsofRome。’
’ByHercules!’saidDiomed,openinghiseyes,’why,itwouldtakeaman’swholelifetobathe!’
’AtRome,itoftendoesso,’repliedGlaucus,gravely。’Therearemanywholiveonlyatthebaths。Theyrepairtherethefirsthourinwhichthedoorsareopened,andremaintillthatinwhichthedoorsareclosed。TheyseemasiftheyknewnothingoftherestofRome,asiftheydespisedallotherexistence。’
’ByPollux!youamazeme。’
’Eventhosewhobatheonlythriceadaycontrivetoconsumetheirlivesinthisoccupation。Theytaketheirexerciseinthetennis—courtortheporticoes,topreparethemforthefirstbath;theyloungeintothetheatre,torefreshthemselvesafterit。Theytaketheirprandiumunderthetrees,andthinkovertheirsecondbath。Bythetimeitisprepared,theprandiumisdigested。Fromthesecondbaththeystrollintooneoftheperistyles,tohearsomenewpoetrecite:orintothelibrary,tosleepoveranoldone。
Thencomesthesupper,whichtheystillconsiderbutapartofthebath:andthenathirdtimetheybatheagain,asthebestplacetoconversewiththeirfriends。’
’PerHercle!butwehavetheirimitatorsatPompeii。’
’Yes,andwithouttheirexcuse。ThemagnificentvoluptuariesoftheRomanbathsarehappy:theyseenothingbutgorgeousnessandsplendor;theyvisitnotthesqualidpartsofthecity;theyknownotthatthereispovertyintheworld。AllNaturesmilesforthem,andheronlyfrownisthelastonewhichsendsthemtobatheinCocytus。Believeme,theyareyouronlytruephilosophers。’
WhileGlaucuswasthusconversing,Lepidus,withclosedeyesandscarceperceptiblebreath,wasundergoingallthemysticoperations,notoneofwhichheeversufferedhisattendantstoomit。Aftertheperfumesandtheunguents,theyscatteredoverhimtheluxuriouspowderwhichpreventedanyfurtheraccessionofheat:andthisbeingrubbedawaybythesmoothsurfaceofthepumice,hebegantoindue,notthegarmentshehadputoff,butthosemorefestiveonestermed’thesynthesis’,withwhichtheRomansmarkedtheirrespectforthecomingceremonyofsupper,ifrather,fromitshour(threeo’clockinourmeasurementoftime),itmightnotbemorefitlydenominateddinner。Thisdone,heatlengthopenedhiseyesandgavesignsofreturninglife。
Atthesametime,too,Sallustbetokenedbyalongyawntheevidenceofexistence。
’Itissuppertime,’saidtheepicure;’you,GlaucusandLepidus,comeandsupwithme。’
’Recollectyouareallthreeengagedtomyhousenextweek,’criedDiomed,whowasmightilyproudoftheacquaintanceofmenoffashion。
’Ah,ah!werecollect,’saidSallust;’theseatofmemory,myDiomed,iscertainlyinthestomach。’
Passingnowonceagainintothecoolerair,andsointothestreet,ourgallantsofthatdayconcludedtheceremonyofaPompeianbath。
ChapterVIII
ARBACESCOGSHISDICEWITHPLEASUREANDWINSTHEGAME。
THEeveningdarkenedovertherestlesscityasApaecidestookhiswaytothehouseoftheEgyptian。Heavoidedthemorelightedandpopulousstreets;
andashestrodeonwardwithhisheadburiedinhisbosom,andhisarmsfoldedwithinhisrobe,therewassomethingstartlinginthecontrast,whichhissolemnmienandwastedformpresentedtothethoughtlessbrowsandanimatedairofthosewhooccasionallycrossedhispath。
Atlength,however,amanofamoresoberandstaiddemeanor,andwhohadtwicepassedhimwithacuriousbutdoubtinglook,touchedhimontheshoulder。
’Apaecides!’saidhe,andhemadearapidsignwithhishands:itwasthesignofthecross。
’Well,Nazarene,’repliedthepriest,andhisfacegrewpaler;’whatwouldstthou?’
’Nay,’returnedthestranger,’Iwouldnotinterruptthymeditations;butthelasttimewemet,Iseemednottobesounwelcome。’
’Youarenotunwelcome,Olinthus;butIamsadandweary:noramIablethiseveningtodiscusswithyouthosethemeswhicharemostacceptabletoyou。’
’Obackwardofheart!’saidOlinthus,withbitterfervor;andartthousadandweary,andwiltthouturnfromtheveryspringsthatrefreshandheal?’
’Oearth!’criedtheyoungpriest,strikinghisbreastpassionately,’fromwhatregionsshallmyeyesopentothetrueOlympus,wherethygodsreallydwell?AmItobelievewiththisman,thatnonewhomforsomanycenturiesmyfathersworshippedhaveabeingoraname?AmItobreakdown,assomethingblasphemousandprofane,theveryaltarswhichIhavedeemedmostsacred?oramItothinkwithArbaces——what?’Hepaused,andstroderapidlyawayintheimpatienceofamanwhostrivestogetridofhimself。ButtheNazarenewasoneofthosehardy,vigorous,andenthusiasticmen,bywhomGodinalltimeshasworkedtherevolutionsofearth,andthose,aboveall,intheestablishmentandinthereformationofHisownreligion——menwhowereformedtoconvert,becauseformedtoendure。Itismenofthismouldwhomnothingdiscourages,nothingdismays;inthefervorofbelieftheyareinspiredandtheyinspire。Theirreasonfirstkindlestheirpassion,butthepassionistheinstrumenttheyuse;theyforcethemselvesintomen’shearts,whiletheyappearonlytoappealtotheirjudgment。Nothingissocontagiousasenthusiasm;itistherealallegoryofthetaleofOrpheus——itmovesstones,itcharmsbrutes。Enthusiasmisthegeniusofsincerity,andtruthaccomplishesnovictorieswithoutit。
OlinthusdidnotthensufferApaecidesthuseasilytoescapehim。Heovertookandaddressedhimthus:
’Idonotwonder,Apaecides,thatIdistressyou;thatIshakealltheelementsofyourmind:thatyouarelostindoubt;thatyoudrifthereandthereinthevastoceanofuncertainandbenightedthought。Iwondernotatthis,butbearwithmealittle;watchandpray——thedarknessshallvanish,thestormsleep,andGodHimself,asHecameofyoreontheseasofSamaria,shallwalkoverthelulledbillows,tothedeliveryofyoursoul。Oursisareligionjealousinitsdemands,buthowinfinitelyprodigalinitsgifts!
Ittroublesyouforanhour,itrepaysyoubyimmortality。’
’Suchpromises,’saidApaecides,sullenly,’arethetricksbywhichmanisevergulled。Oh,gloriouswerethepromiseswhichledmetotheshrineofIsis!’
’But,’answeredtheNazarene,’askthyreason,canthatreligionbesoundwhichoutragesallmorality?Youaretoldtoworshipyourgods。Whatarethosegods,evenaccordingtoyourselves?Whattheiractions,whattheirattributes?Aretheynotallrepresentedtoyouastheblackestofcriminals?yetyouareaskedtoservethemastheholiestofdivinities。
Jupiterhimselfisaparricideandanadulterer。Whatarethemeanerdeitiesbutimitatorsofhisvices?Youaretoldnottomurder,butyouworshipmurderers;youaretoldnottocommitadultery,andyoumakeyourprayerstoanadulterer!Oh!whatisthisbutamockeryoftheholiestpartofman’snature,whichisfaith?TurnnowtotheGod,theone,thetrueGod,towhoseshrineIwouldleadyou。IfHeseemtoyoutoosublime,twoshadowy,forthosehumanassociations,thosetouchingconnectionsbetweenCreatorandcreature,towhichtheweakheartclings——contemplateHiminHisSon,whoputonmortalitylikeourselves。Hismortalityisnotindeeddeclared,likethatofyourfabledgods,bythevicesofournature,butbythepracticeofallitsvirtues。InHimareunitedtheausterestmoralswiththetenderestaffections。IfHewerebutamereman,Hehadbeenworthytobecomeagod。YouhonourSocrates——hehashissect,hisdisciples,hisschools。ButwhatarethedoubtfulvirtuesoftheAthenian,tothebright,theundisputed,theactive,theunceasing,thedevotedholinessofChrist?IspeaktoyounowonlyofHishumancharacter。Hecameinthatasthepatternoffutureages,toshowustheformofvirtuewhichPlatothirstedtoseeembodied。ThiswasthetruesacrificethatHemadeforman;butthehalothatencircledHisdyinghournotonlybrightenedearth,butopenedtousthesightofheaven!Youaretouched——youaremoved。Godworksinyourheart。HisSpiritiswithyou。Come,resistnottheholyimpulse;comeatonce——unhesitatingly。AfewofusarenowassembledtoexpoundthewordofGod。Come,letmeguideyoutothem。Youaresad,youareweary。Listen,then,tothewordsofGod:"Cometome",saithHe,"allyethatareheavyladen,andIwillgiveyourest!"’
’Icannotnow,’saidApaecides;’anothertime。’
’Now——now!’exclaimedOlinthus,earnestly,andclaspinghimbythearm。
ButApaecides,yetunpreparedfortherenunciationofthatfaith——thatlife,forwhichhehadsacrificedsomuch,andstillhauntedbythepromisesoftheEgyptian,extricatedhimselfforciblyfromthegrasp;andfeelinganeffortnecessarytoconquertheirresolutionwhichtheeloquenceoftheChristianhadbeguntoeffectinhisheatedandfeverishmind,hegathereduphisrobesandfledawaywithaspeedthatdefiedpursuit。
Breathlessandexhausted,hearrivedatlastinaremoteandsequesteredpartofthecity,andthelonehouseoftheEgyptianstoodbeforehim。Ashepausedtorecoverhimself,themoonemergedfromasilvercloud,andshonefulluponthewallsofthatmysterioushabitation。
Nootherhousewasnear——thedarksomevinesclusteredfarandwideinfrontofthebuildingandbehinditroseacopseofloftyforesttrees,sleepinginthemelancholymoonlight;beyondstretchedthedimoutlineofthedistanthills,andamongstthemthequietcrestofVesuvius,notthensoloftyasthetravelerbeholdsitnow。
Apaecidespassedthroughthearchingvines,andarrivedatthebroadandspaciousportico。Beforeit,oneithersideofthesteps,reposedtheimageoftheEgyptiansphinx,andthemoonlightgaveanadditionalandyetmoresolemncalmtothoselarge,andharmonious,andpassionlessfeatures,inwhichthesculptorsofthattypeofwisdomunitedsomuchoflovelinesswithawe;halfwayuptheextremitiesofthestepsdarkenedthegreenandmassivefoliageofthealoe,andtheshadowoftheeasternpalmcastitslongandunwavingboughspartiallyoverthemarblesurfaceofthestairs。
Somethingtherewasinthestillnessoftheplace,andthestrangeaspectofthesculpturedsphinxes,whichthrilledthebloodofthepriestwithanamelessandghostlyfear,andhelongedevenforanechotohisnoiselessstepsasheascendedtothethreshold。
Heknockedatthedoor,overwhichwaswroughtaninscriptionincharactersunfamiliartohiseyes;itopenedwithoutasound,andatallEthiopianslave,withoutquestionorsalutation,motionedtohimtoproceed。
Thewidehallwaslightedbyloftycandelabraofelaboratebronze,androundthewallswerewroughtvasthieroglyphics,indarkandsolemncolors,whichcontrastedstrangelywiththebrighthuesandgracefulshapeswithwhichtheinhabitantsofItalydecoratedtheirabodes。Attheextremityofthehall,aslave,whosecountenance,thoughnotAfrican,wasdarkerbymanyshadesthantheusualcolorofthesouth,advancedtomeethim。
’IseekArbaces,’saidthepriest;buthisvoicetrembledeveninhisownear。Theslavebowedhisheadinsilence,andleadingApaecidestoawingwithoutthehall,conductedhimupanarrowstaircase,andthentraversingseveralrooms,inwhichthesternandthoughtfulbeautyofthesphinxstillmadethechiefandmostimpressiveobjectofthepriest’snotice,Apaecidesfoundhimselfinadimandhalf—lightedchamber,inthepresenceoftheEgyptian。
Arbaceswasseatedbeforeasmalltable,onwhichlayunfoldedseveralscrollsofpapyrus,impressedwiththesamecharacterasthatonthethresholdofthemansion。Asmalltripodstoodatalittledistance,fromtheincenseinwhichthesmokeslowlyrose。Nearthiswasavastglobe,depictingthesignsofheaven;anduponanothertablelayseveralinstruments,ofcuriousandquaintshape,whoseuseswereunknowntoApaecides。Thefartherextremityoftheroomwasconcealedbyacurtain,andtheoblongwindowintheroofadmittedtheraysofthemoon,minglingsadlywiththesinglelampwhichburnedintheapartment。
’Seatyourself,Apaecides,’saidtheEgyptian,withoutrising。
Theyoungmanobeyed。
’Youaskme,’resumedArbaces,afterashortpause,inwhichheseemedabsorbedinthought——’Youaskme,orwoulddoso,themightiestsecretswhichthesoulofmanisfittedtoreceive;itistheenigmaoflifeitselfthatyoudesiremetosolve。Placedlikechildreninthedark,andbutforalittlewhile,inthisdimandconfinedexistence,weshapeourspectresintheobscurity;ourthoughtsnowsinkbackintoourselvesinterror,nowwildlyplungethemselvesintotheguidelessgloom,guessingwhatitmaycontain;stretchingourhelplesshandshereandthere,lest,blindly,westumbleuponsomehiddendanger;notknowingthelimitsofourboundary,nowfeelingthemsuffocateuswithcompression,nowseeingthemextendfarawaytilltheyvanishintoeternity。Inthisstateallwisdomconsistsnecessarilyinthesolutionoftwoquestions:"Whatarewetobelieve?andWhatarewetoreject?"Thesequestionsyoudesiremetodecide。’
Apaecidesbowedhisheadinassent。
’Manmusthavesomebelief,’continuedtheEgyptian,inatoneofsadness。
’Hemustfastenhishopetosomething:isourcommonnaturethatyouinheritwhen,aghastandterrifiedtoseethatinwhichyouhavebeentaughttoplaceyourfaithsweptaway,youfloatoveradrearyandshorelessseaofincertitude,youcryforhelp,youaskforsomeplanktoclingto,someland,howeverdimanddistant,toattain。Well,then,havenotforgottenourconversationofto—day?’
’Forgotten!’
’Iconfessedtoyouthatthosedeitiesforwhomsmokesomanyaltarswerebutinventions。Iconfessedtoyouthatourritesandceremonieswerebutmummeries,todeludeandluretheherdtotheirpropergood。Iexplainedtoyouthatfromthosedelusionscamethebondsofsociety,theharmonyoftheworld,thepowerofthewise;thatpowerisintheobedienceofthevulgar。
Continuewethenthesesalutarydelusions——ifmanmusthavesomebelief,continuetohimthatwhichhisfathershavemadedeartohim,andwhichcustomsanctifiesandstrengthens。Inseekingasubtlerfaithforus,whosesensesaretoospiritualforthegrossone,letusleaveothersthatsupportwhichcrumblesfromourselves。Thisiswise——itisbenevolent。’
’Proceed。’
’Thisbeingsettled,’resumedtheEgyptian,’theoldlandmarksbeingleftuninjuredforthosewhomweareabouttodesert,wegirdupourloinsanddeparttonewclimesoffaith。Dismissatoncefromyourrecollection,fromyourthought,allthatyouhavebelievedbefore。Supposethemindablank,anunwrittenscroll,fittoreceiveimpressionsforthefirsttime。Lookroundtheworld——observeitsorder——itsregularity——itsdesign。Somethingmusthavecreatedit——thedesignspeaksadesigner:inthatcertaintywefirsttouchland。Butwhatisthatsomething?——Agod,youcry。Stay——noconfusedandconfusingnames。Ofthatwhichcreatedtheworld,weknow,wecanknow,nothing,savetheseattributes——powerandunvaryingregularity——stern,crushing,relentlessregularity——heedingnoindividualcases——rolling——sweeping——burningon;nomatterwhatscatteredhearts,severedfromthegeneralmass,fallgroundandscorchedbeneathitswheels。
Themixtureofevilwithgood——theexistenceofsufferingandofcrime——inalltimeshaveperplexedthewise。Theycreatedagod——theysupposedhimbenevolent。Howthencamethisevil?whydidhepermitit——nay,whyinvent,whyperpetuateit?Toaccountforthis,thePersiancreatesasecondspirit,whosenatureisevil,andsupposesacontinualwarbetweenthatandthegodofgood。InourownshadowyandtremendousTyphon,theEgyptiansimageasimilardemon。Perplexingblunderthatyetmorebewildersus!——follythatarosefromthevaindelusionthatmakesapalpable,acorporeal,ahumanbeing,ofthisunknownpower——thatclothestheInvisiblewithattributesandanaturesimilartotheSeen。No:tothisdesignerletusgiveanamethatdoesnotcommandourbewilderingassociations,andthemysterybecomesmoreclear——thatnameisNECESSITY。Necessity,saytheGreeks,compelsthegods。Thenwhythegods?——theiragencybecomesunnecessary——dismissthematonce。Necessityistherulerofallwesee——power,regularity——thesetwoqualitiesmakeitsnature。Wouldyouaskmore?——youcanlearnnothing:whetheritbeeternal——whetheritcompelus,itscreatures,tonewcareersafterthatdarknesswhichwecalldeath——wecannottell。Thereleavewethisancient,unseen,unfathomablepower,andcometothatwhich,tooureyes,isthegreatministerofitsfunctions。
Thiswecantaskmore,fromthiswecanlearnmore:itsevidenceisaroundus——itsnameisNATURE。Theerrorofthesageshasbeentodirecttheirresearchestotheattributesofnecessity,whereallisgloomandblindness。
HadtheyconfinedtheirresearchestoNature——whatofknowledgemightwenotalreadyhaveachieved?Herepatience,examination,areneverdirectedinvain。Weseewhatweexplore;ourmindsascendapalpableladderofcausesandeffects。Natureisthegreatagentoftheexternaluniverse,andNecessityimposesuponitthelawsbywhichitacts,andimpartstousthepowersbywhichweexamine;thosepowersarecuriosityandmemory——theirunionisreason,theirperfectioniswisdom。Well,then,IexaminebythehelpofthesepowersthisinexhaustibleNature。Iexaminetheearth,theair,theocean,theheaven:Ifindthatallhaveamysticsympathywitheachother——thatthemoonswaysthetides——thattheairmaintainstheearth,andisthemediumofthelifeandsenseofthings——thatbytheknowledgeofthestarswemeasurethelimitsoftheearth——thatweportionouttheepochsoftime——thatbytheirpalelightweareguidedintotheabyssofthepast——thatintheirsolemnlorewediscernthedestiniesofthefuture。Andthus,whileweknownotthatwhichNecessityis,welearn,atleast,herdecrees。Andnow,whatmoralitydowegleanfromthisreligion?——forreligionitis。Ibelieveintwodeities——NatureandNecessity;Iworshipthelastbyreverence,thefirstbyinvestigation。Whatisthemoralitymyreligionteaches?This——allthingsaresubjectbuttogeneralrules;thesunshinesforthejoyofthemany——itmaybringsorrowtothefew;thenightshedssleeponthemultitude——butitharborsmurderaswellasrest;
theforestsadorntheearth——butsheltertheserpentandthelion;theoceansupportsathousandbarks——butitengulfstheone。Itisonlythusforthegeneral,andnotfortheuniversalbenefit,thatNatureacts,andNecessityspeedsonherawfulcourse。Thisisthemoralityofthedreadagentsoftheworld——itismine,whoamtheircreature。Iwouldpreservethedelusionsofpriestcraft,fortheyareserviceabletothemultitude;IwouldimparttomantheartsIdiscover,thesciencesIperfect;Iwouldspeedthevastcareerofcivilizinglore:inthisIservethemass,Ifulfillthegenerallaw,IexecutethegreatmoralthatNaturepreaches。FormyselfIclaimtheindividualexception;Iclaimitforthewise——satisfiedthatmyindividualactionsarenothinginthegreatbalanceofgoodandevil;satisfiedthattheproductofmyknowledgecangivegreaterblessingstothemassthanmydesirescanoperateevilonthefew(forthefirstcanextendtoremotestregionsandhumanizenationsyetunborn),Igivetotheworldwisdom,tomyselffreedom。Ienlightenthelivesofothers,andIenjoymyown。Yes;
ourwisdomiseternal,butourlifeisshort:makethemostofitwhileitlasts。Surrenderthyyouthtopleasure,andthysensestodelight。Sooncomesthehourwhenthewine—cupisshattered,andthegarlandsshallceasetobloom。Enjoywhileyoumay。Bestill,OApaecides,mypupilandmyfollower!IwillteachtheethemechanismofNature,herdarkestandherwildestsecrets——thelorewhichfoolscallmagic——andthemightymysteriesofthestars。Bythisshaltthoudischargethydutytothemass;bythisshaltthouenlightenthyrace。ButIwillleadtheealsotopleasuresofwhichthevulgardonotdream;andthedaywhichthougivesttomenshallbefollowedbythesweetnightwhichthousurrenderesttothyself。’