Imademywayunobservedtothelanding,andsatdownonthestairstocomposemyselfwherenobodycouldseeme。InamomentmoreIfeltahandlaidgentlyonmyshoulder,anddiscoveredgoodBenjaminlookingatmeindismay。LadyClarindahadconsideratelyspokentohim,andhadassistedhiminquietlymakinghisretreatfromtheroom,whilehishost’sattentionwasstillabsorbedbythemusic。
"Mydearchild!"hewhispered,"whatisthematter?"
"Takemehome,andIwilltellyou,"wasallthatIcouldsay。
CHAPTERXXXII。
ASPECIMENOFMYWISDOM。
THEscenemustfollowmyerraticmovements——thescenemustcloseonLondonforawhile,andopeninEdinburgh。TwodayshadpassedsinceMajorFitz—David’sdinner—party。Iwasabletobreatheagainfreely,aftertheutterdestructionofallmyplansforthefuture,andofallthehopesthatIhadfoundedonthem。IcouldnowseethatIhadbeentreblyinthewrong——wronginhastilyandcruellysuspectinganinnocentwoman;wrongincommunicatingmysuspicions(withoutanattempttoverifythempreviously)toanotherperson;wronginacceptingtheflightyinferencesandconclusionsofMiserrimusDexterasiftheyhadbeensolidtruths。Iwassoashamedofmyfolly,whenIthoughtofthepast——socompletelydiscouraged,sorudelyshakeninmyconfidenceinmyself,whenIthoughtofthefuture,that,foronceinaway,Iacceptedsensibleadvicewhenitwasofferedtome。"Mydear,"saidgoodoldBenjamin,afterwehadthoroughlytalkedovermydiscomfitureonourreturnfromthedinner—party,"judgingbywhatyoutellmeofhim,Idon’tfancyMr。Dexter。
PromisemethatyouwillnotgobacktohimuntilyouhavefirstconsultedsomepersonwhoisfittertoguideyouthroughthisdangerousbusinessthanIam。
Igavehimmypromise,ononecondition。"IfIfailtofindtheperson,"Isaid,"willyouundertaketohelpme?"
Benjaminpledgedhimselftohelpme,cheerfully。
Thenextmorning,whenIwasbrushingmyhair,andthinkingovermyaffairs,IcalledtomindaforgottenresolutionofmineatthetimeIfirstreadtheReportofmyhusband’sTrial。Imeantheresolution——ifMiserrimusDexterfailedme——toapplytooneofthetwoagents(orsolicitors,asweshouldtermthem)whohadpreparedEustace’sdefense——namely,Mr。Playmore。Thisgentleman,itmayberemembered,hadespeciallyrecommendedhimselftomyconfidencebyhisfriendlyinterferencewhenthesheriff’sofficerswereinsearchofmyhusband’spapers。ReferringbacktotheevidenceOf"IsaiahSchoolcraft,"IfoundthatMr。PlaymorehadbeencalledintoassistandadviseEustacebyMiserrimusDexter。HewasthereforenotonlyafriendonwhomImightrely,butafriendwhowaspersonallyacquaintedwithDexteraswell。
Couldtherebeafittermantoapplytoforenlightenmentinthedarknessthathadnowgatheredaroundme?Benjamin,whenIputthequestiontohim,acknowledgedthatIhadmadeasensiblechoiceonthisoccasion,andatonceexertedhimselftohelpme。
Hediscovered(throughhisownlawyer)theaddressofMr。
Playmore’sLondonagents;andfromthesegentlemenheobtainedformealetterofintroductiontoMr。Playmorehimself。Ihadnothingtoconcealfrommynewadviser;andIwasproperlydescribedintheletterasEustaceMacallan’ssecondwife。
Thesameeveningwetwosetforth(Benjaminrefusedtoletmetravelalone)bythenightmailforEdinburgh。
IhadpreviouslywrittentoMiserrimusDexter(bymyoldfriend’sadvice),merelysayingthatIhadbeenunexpectedlycalledawayfromLondonforafewdays,andthatIwouldreporttohimtheresultofmyinterviewwithLadyClarindaonmyreturn。A
characteristicanswerwasbroughtbacktothecottagebyAriel:
"Mrs。Valeria,Ihappentobeamanofquickperceptions;andI
canreadthe_unwritten_partofyourletter。LadyClarindahasshakenyourconfidenceinme。Verygood。IpledgemyselftoshakeyourconfidenceinLadyClarinda。InthemeantimeIamnotoffended。InserenecomposureIawaitthehonorandthehappinessofyourvisit。SendmewordbytelegraphwhetheryouwouldlikeTrufflesagain,orwhetheryouwouldprefersomethingsimplerandlighter——saythatincomparableFrenchdish,Pig’sEyelidsandTamarinds。Believemealwaysyourallyandadmirer,yourpoetandcook——DEXTER。"
ArrivedinEdinburgh,BenjaminandIhadalittlediscussion。ThequestionindisputebetweenuswaswhetherIshouldgowithhim,orgoalone,toMr。Playmore。Iwasallforgoingalone。
"Myexperienceoftheworldisnotaverylargeone,"Isaid。
"ButIhaveobservedthat,inninecasesoutoften,amanwillmakeconcessionstoawoman,ifsheapproacheshimbyherself,whichhewouldhesitateeventoconsiderifanothermanwaswithinhearing。Idon’tknowhowitis——Ionlyknowthatitisso;IfIfindthatIgetonbadlywithMr。Playmore,Iwillaskhimforasecondappointment,and,inthatcase,youshallaccompanyme。Don’tthinkmeself—willed。Letmetrymyluckalone,andletusseewhatcomesofit。"
Benjaminyielded,withhiscustomaryconsiderationforme。IsentmyletterofintroductiontoMr。Playmore’soffice——hisprivatehousebeingintheneighborhoodofGleninch。Mymessengerbroughtbackapoliteanswer,invitingmetovisithimatanearlyhourintheafternoon。Attheappointedtime,tothemoment,Irangthebellattheofficedoor。
CHAPTERXXXIII。
ASPECIMENOFMYFOLLY。
THEincomprehensiblesubmissionofScotchmentotheecclesiasticaltyrannyoftheirEstablishedChurchhasproduced——notunnaturally,asIthink——averymistakenimpressionofthenationalcharacterinthepopularmind。
Publicopinionlooksattheinstitutionof"TheSabbath"inScotland;findsitunparalleledinChristendomforitssenselessandsavageausterity;seesanationcontenttobedeprivedbyitspriesthoodofeverysocialprivilegeononedayineveryweek——forbiddentotravel;forbiddentotelegraph;forbiddentoeatahotdinner;forbiddentoreadanewspaper;inshort,allowedtheuseoftwolibertiesonly,thelibertyofexhibitingone’sselfattheChurchandthelibertyofsecludingone’sselfoverthebottle——publicopinionseesthis,andarrivesatthenotunreasonableconclusionthatthepeoplewhosubmittosuchsociallawsasthesearethemoststolid,sternandjoylesspeopleonthefaceoftheearth。SuchareScotchmensupposedtobe,whenviewedatadistance。ButhowdoScotchmenappearwhentheyareseenunderacloserlight,andjudgedbythetestofpersonalexperience?Therearenopeoplemorecheerful,morecompanionable,morehospitable,moreliberalintheirideas,tobefoundonthefaceofthecivilizedglobethantheverypeoplewhosubmittotheScotchSunday!Onthesixdaysoftheweekthereisanatmosphereofquiethumor,aradiationofgenialcommon—sense,aboutScotchmeningeneral,whichissimplydelightfultofeel。ButontheseventhdaythesesamemenwillhearoneoftheirministersseriouslytellthemthatheviewstakingawalkontheSabbathinthelightofanactofprofanity,andwillbetheonlypeopleinexistencewhocanletamantalkdownrightnonsensewithoutlaughingathim。
Iamnotcleverenoughtobeabletoaccountforthisanomalyinthenationalcharacter;Icanonlynoticeitbywayofnecessarypreparationfortheappearanceinmylittlenarrativeofapersonagenotfrequentlyseeninwriting——acheerfulScotchman。
InallotherrespectsIfoundMr。Playmoreonlynegativelyremarkable。Hewasneitheroldnoryoung,neitherhandsomenorugly;hewaspersonallynotintheleastlikethepopularideaofalawyer;andhespokeperfectlygoodEnglish,touchedwithonlytheslightestpossibleflavorofaScotchaccent。
"IhavethehonortobeanoldfriendofMr。Macallan,"hesaid,cordiallyshakinghandswithme;"andIamhonestlyhappytobecomeacquaintedwithMr。Macallan’swife。Wherewillyousit?
Nearthelight?Youareyoungenoughnottobeafraidofthedaylightjustyet。IsthisyourfirstvisittoEdinburgh?PrayletmemakeitaspleasanttoyouasIcan。IshallbedelightedtopresentMrs。Playmoretoyou。WearestayinginEdinburghforalittlewhile。TheItalianoperaishere,andwehaveaboxforto—night。Willyoukindlywaiveallceremonyanddinewithusandgotothemusicafterward?"
"Youareverykind,"Ianswered。"ButIhavesomeanxietiesjustnowwhichwillmakemeaverypoorcompanionforMrs。Playmoreattheopera。Mylettertoyoumentions,Ithink,thatIhavetoaskyouradviceonmatterswhichareofveryseriousimportancetome。"
"Doesit?"herejoined。"Totellyouthetruth,Ihavenotreadtheletterthrough。Isawyournameinit,andIgatheredfromyourmessagethatyouwishedtoseemehere。Isentmynotetoyourhotel——andthenwentonwithsomethingelse。Praypardonme。
Isthisaprofessionalconsultation?Foryourownsake,I
sincerelyhopenot!"
"Itishardlyaprofessionalconsultation,Mr。Playmore。Ifindmyselfinaverypainfulposition;andIcometoyoutoadviseme,underveryunusualcircumstances。IshallsurpriseyouverymuchwhenyouhearwhatIhavetosay;andIamafraidIshalloccupymorethanmyfairshareofyourtime。"
"Iandmytimeareentirelyatyourdisposal,"hesaid。"TellmewhatIcandoforyou——andtellitinyourownway。"
Thekindnessofthislanguagewasmorethanmatchedbythekindnessofhismanner。Ispoketohimfreelyandfully——Itoldhimmystrangestorywithouttheslightestreserve。
HeshowedthevaryingimpressionsthatIproducedonhismindwithouttheslightestconcealment。MyseparationfromEustacedistressedhim。MyresolutiontodisputetheScotchVerdict,andmyunjustsuspicionsofMrs。Beauly,firstamused,thensurprisedhim。Itwasnot,however,untilIhaddescribedmyextraordinaryinterviewwithMiserrimusDexter,andmyhardlylessremarkableconversationwithLadyClarinda,thatIproducedmygreatesteffectonthelawyer’smind。Isawhimchangecolorforthefirsttime。Hestarted,andmutteredtohimself,asifhehadcompletelyforgottenme。"GoodGod!"Iheardhimsay——"canitbepossible?Doesthetruthlie_that_wayafterall?"
Itookthelibertyofinterruptinghim。Ihadnoideaofallowinghimtokeephisthoughtstohimself。
"Iseemtohavesurprisedyou?"Isaid。
Hestartedatthesoundofmyvoice。
"Ibegtenthousandpardons!"heexclaimed。"Youhavenotonlysurprisedme——youhaveopenedanentirelynewviewtomymind。I
seeapossibility,areallystartlingpossibility,inconnectionwiththepoisoningatGleninch,whichneveroccurredtomeuntilthepresentmoment。Thisisanicestateofthings,"headded,fallingbackagainintohisordinaryhumor。"Hereistheclientleadingthelawyer。MydearMrs。Eustace,whichisit——doyouwantmyadvice?ordoIwantyours?"
"MayIhearthenewidea?"Iasked。
"Notjustyet,ifyouwillexcuseme,"heanswered。"Makeallowancesformyprofessionalcaution。Idon’twanttobeprofessionalwithyou——mygreatanxietyistoavoidit。Butthelawyergetsthebetteroftheman,andrefusestobesuppressed。
Ireallyhesitatetorealizewhatispassinginmyownmindwithoutsomefurtherinquiry。Domeagreatfavor。Letusgooverapartofthegroundagain,andletmeaskyousomequestionsasweproceed。Doyoufeelanyobjectiontoobligingmeinthismatter?"
"Certainlynot,Mr。Playmore。Howfarshallwegoback?"
"ToyourvisittoDexterwithyourmother—in—law。WhenyoufirstaskedhimifhehadanyideasofhisownonthesubjectofMrs。
EustaceMacallan’sdeath,didIunderstandyoutosaythathelookedatyoususpiciously?"
"Verysuspiciously。"
"AndhisfaceclearedupagainwhenyoutoldhimthatyourquestionwasonlysuggestedbywhatyouhadreadintheReportoftheTrial?"
"Yes。"
Hedrewaslipofpaperoutofthedrawerinhisdesk,dippedhispenintheink,consideredalittle,andplacedachairformecloseathisside。
"Thelawyerdisappears,"hesaid,"andthemanresumeshisproperplace。Thereshallbenoprofessionalmysteriesbetweenyouandme。Asyourhusband’soldfriend,Mrs。Eustace,Ifeelnocommoninterestinyou。Iseeaseriousnecessityforwarningyoubeforeitistoolate;andIcanonlydosotoanygoodpurposebyrunningariskonwhichfewmeninmyplacewouldventure。
Personallyandprofessionally,Iamgoingtotrustyou——thoughI
_am_aScotchmanandalawyer。Sithere,andlookovermyshoulderwhileImakemynotes。YouwillseewhatispassinginmymindifyouseewhatIwrite。"
Isatdownbyhim,andlookedoverhisshoulder,withoutthesmallestpretenseofhesitation。
Hebegantowriteasfollows:
"ThepoisoningatGleninch。Queries:InwhatpositiondoesMiserrimusDexterstandtowardthepoisoning?Andwhatdoeshe(presumably)knowaboutthatmatter?
"Hehasideaswhicharesecrets。Hesuspectsthathehasbetrayedthem,orthattheyhavebeendiscoveredinsomewayinconceivabletohimself。Heispalpablyrelievedwhenhefindsthatthisisnotthecase。"
Thepenstopped;andthequestionswenton。
"Letusadvancetoyoursecondvisit,"saidMr。Playmore,"whenyousawDexteralone。Tellmeagainwhathedid,andhowhelookedwhenyouinformedhimthatyouwerenotsatisfiedwiththeScotchVerdict。"
IrepeatedwhatIhavealreadywritteninthesepages。Thepenwentbacktothepaperagain,andaddedtheselines:
"Hehearsnothingmoreremarkablethanthatapersonvisitinghim,whoisinterestedinthecase,refusestoaccepttheverdictattheMacallanTrialasafinalverdict,andproposestoreopentheinquiry。Whatdoeshedouponthat?
"Heexhibitsallthesymptomsofapanicofterror;heseeshimselfinsomeincomprehensibledanger;heisfranticatonemomentandservileatthenext;hemustandwillknowwhatthisdisturbingpersonreallymeans。Andwhenheisinformedonthatpoint,hefirstturnspaleanddoubtstheevidenceofhisownsenses;andnext,withnothingsaidtojustifyit,gratuitouslyaccuseshisvisitorofsuspectingsomebody。Queryhere:Whenasmallsumofmoneyismissinginahousehold,andtheservantsingeneralarecalledtogethertobeinformedofthecircumstance,whatdowethinkoftheoneservantinparticularwhospeaksfirst,andwhosays,’Doyoususpect_me?_’"
Helaiddownthepenagain。"Isthatright?"heasked。
Ibegantoseetheendtowhichthenotesweredrifting。Insteadofansweringhisquestion,Ientreatedhimtoenterintotheexplanationsthatwerestillwantingtoconvincemyownmind。Heheldupawarningforefinger,andstoppedme。
"Notyet,"hesaid。"Onceagain,amIright——sofar?"
"Quiteright。"
"Verywell。Nowtellmewhathappenednext。Don’tmindrepeatingyourself。Givemeallthedetails,oneafteranother,totheend。"
ImentionedallthedetailsexactlyasIrememberedthem。Mr。
Playmorereturnedtohiswritingforthethirdandlasttime。
Thusthenotesended:
"Heisindirectlyassuredthatheatleastisnotthepersonsuspected。Hesinksbackinhischair;hedrawsalongbreath;heaskstobeleftawhilebyhimself,underthepretensethatthesubjectexciteshim。Whenthevisitorreturns,Dexterhasbeendrinkingintheinterval。Thevisitorresumesthesubject——notDexter。ThevisitorisconvincedthatMrs。EustaceMacallandiedbythehandofapoisoner,andopenlysaysso。Dextersinksbackinhischairlikeamanfainting。Whatisthehorrorthathasgotpossessionofhim?Itiseasytounderstandifwecallitguiltyhorror;itisbeyondallunderstandingifwecallitanythingelse。Andhowdoesitleavehim?Hefliesfromoneextreme,toanother;heisindescribablydelightedwhenhediscoversthatthevisitor’ssuspicionsareallfixedonanabsentperson。Andthen,andthenonly,hetakesrefugeinthedeclarationthathehasbeenofonemindwithhisvisitor,inthematterofsuspicion,fromthefirst。Thesearefacts。Towhatplainconclusiondotheypoint?"
Heshutuphisnotes,and,steadilywatchingmyface,waitedformetospeakfirst。
"Iunderstandyou,Mr。Playmore,"Ibegimpetuously。"YoubelievethatMr。Dexter——"
Hiswarningforefingerstoppedmethere。
Tellme,"heinterposed,"whatDextersaidtoyouwhenhewassogoodastoconfirmyouropinionofpoorMrs。Beauly。"
"Hesaid,’Thereisn’tadoubtaboutit。Mrs。Beaulypoisonedher。’"
"Ican’tdobetterthanfollowsogoodanexample——withonetriflingdifference。Isaytoo,Thereisn’tadoubtaboutit。
Dexterpoisonedher。
"Areyoujoking,Mr。Playmore?"
"Ineverwasmoreinearnestinmylife。YourrashvisittoDexter,andyourextraordinaryimprudenceintakinghimintoyourconfidencehaveledtoastonishingresults。ThelightwhichthewholemachineryoftheLawwasunabletothrowonthepoisoningcaseatGleninchhasbeenaccidentallyletinonitbyaLadywhorefusestolistentoreasonandwhoinsistsonhavingherownway。Quiteincredible,andneverthelessquitetrue。"
"Impossible!"Iexclaimed。
"Whatisimpossible?"heasked,coolly"ThatDexterpoisonedmyhusband’sfirstwife。"
"Andwhyisthatimpossible,ifyouplease?"IbegantobealmostenragedwithMr。Playmore。
"Canyouaskthequestion?"Ireplied,indignantly。"IhavetoldyouthatIheardhimspeakofherintermsofrespectandaffectionofwhichanywomanmightbeproud。Helivesinthememoryofher。Iowehisfriendlyreceptionofmetosomeresemblancewhichhefanciesheseesbetweenmyfigureandhers。
Ihaveseentearsinhiseyes,Ihaveheardhisvoicefalterandfailhim,whenhespokeofher。Hemaybethefalsestofmeninallbesides,butheistrueto_her_——hehasnotmisledmeinthatonething。Therearesignsthatneverdeceiveawomanwhenamanistalkingtoherofwhatisreallynearhisheart:Isawthosesigns。ItisastruethatIpoisonedherasthathedid。I
amashamedtosetmyopinionagainstyours,Mr。Playmore;butI
reallycannothelpit。IdeclareIamalmostangrywithyou。"
Heseemedtobepleased,insteadofoffendedbytheboldmannerinwhichIexpressedmyself。
"MydearMrs。Eustace,youhavenoreasontobeangrywithme。Inonerespect,Ientirelyshareyourview——withthisdifference,thatIgoalittlefurtherthanyoudo。"
"Idon’tunderstandyou。"
"Youwillunderstandmedirectly。YoudescribeDexter’sfeelingforthelateMrs。Eustaceasahappymixtureofrespectandaffection。Icantellyouitwasamuchwarmerfeelingtowardherthanthat。Ihavemyinformationfromthepoorladyherself——whohonoredmewithherconfidenceandfriendshipforthebestpartofherlife。BeforeshemarriedMr。Macallan——shekeptitasecretfromhim,andyouhadbetterkeepitasecrettoo——MiserrimusDexterwasinlovewithher。MiserrimusDexteraskedher——deformedashewas,seriouslyaskedher——tobehiswife。"
"Andinthefaceofthat,"Icried,"yousaythathepoisonedher!"
"Ido。Iseenootherconclusionpossible,afterwhathappenedduringyourvisittohim。Youallbutfrightenedhimintoafaintingfit。Whatwasheafraidof?"
Itriedhardtofindananswertothat。Ievenembarkedonananswerwithoutquiteknowingwheremyownwordsmightleadme。
Mr。Dexterisanoldandtruefriendofmyhusband,Ibegan。
"WhenheheardmesayIwasnotsatisfiedwiththeVerdict,hemighthavefeltalarmed——"
"Hemighthavefeltalarmedatthepossibleconsequencestoyourhusbandofreopeningtheinquiry,"saidMr。Playmore,ironicallyfinishingthesentenceforme。"Ratherfar—fetched,Mrs。Eustace;
andnotveryconsistentwithyourfaithinyourhusband’sinnocence。Clearyourmindofonemistake,"hecontinued,seriously,"whichmayfatallymisleadyouifyoupersistinpursuingyourpresentcourse。MiserrimusDexter,youmaytakemywordforit,ceasedtobeyourhusband’sfriendonthedaywhenyourhusbandmarriedhisfirstwife。Dexterhaskeptupappearances,Igrantyou,bothinpublicandinprivate。Hisevidenceinhisfriend’sfavorattheTrialwasgivenwiththedeepfeelingwhicheverybodyexpectedfromhim。Nevertheless,I
firmlybelieve,lookingunderthesurface,thatMr。MacallanhasnobittererenemylivingthanMiserrimusDexter。"
Heturnedmecold。Ifeltthathere,atleast,hewasright。MyhusbandhadwooedandwonthewomanwhohadrefusedDexter’sofferofmarriage。WasDexterthemantoforgivethat?Myownexperienceansweredme,andsaid,No。"BearinmindwhatIhavetoldyou,"Mr。Playmoreproceeded。"Andnowletusgetontoyourownpositioninthismatter,andtotheintereststhatyouhaveatstake。Trytoadoptmypointofviewforthemoment;andletusinquirewhatchancewehaveofmakinganyfurtheradvancetowardadiscoveryofthetruth。Itisonethingtobemorallyconvinced(asIam)thatMiserrimusDexteristhemanwhooughttohavebeentriedforthemurderatGleninch;anditisanotherthing,atthisdistanceoftime,tolayourhandsontheplainevidencewhichcanalonejustifyanythinglikeapublicassertionofhisguilt。There,asIseeit,istheinsuperabledifficultyinthecase。UnlessIamcompletelymistaken,thequestionisnownarrowedtothisplainissue:Thepublicassertionofyourhusband’sinnocencedependsentirelyonthepublicassertionofDexter’sguilt。Howareyoutoarriveatthatresult?Thereisnotaparticleofevidenceagainsthim。YoucanonlyconvictDexteronDexter’sownconfession。Areyoulisteningtome?"
Iwaslistening,mostunwillingly。Ifhewereright,thingshadindeedcometothatterriblepass。ButIcouldnot——withallmyrespectforhissuperiorknowledgeandexperience——Icouldnotpersuademyselfthathe_was_right。AndIownedit,withthehumilitywhichIreallyfelt。
Hesmiledgood—humoredly。
"Atanyrate,"hesaid,"youwilladmitthatDexterhasnotfreelyopenedhismindtoyouthusfar?Heisstillkeepingsomethingfromyourknowledgewhichyouareinterestedindiscovering?"
"Yes。Iadmitthat。"
"Verygood。Whatappliestoyourviewofthecaseappliestomine。Isay,heiskeepingfromyoutheconfessionofhisguilt。
Yousay,heiskeepingfromyouinformationwhichmayfastentheguiltonsomeotherperson。Letusstartfromthatpoint。
Confession,orinformation,howareyoutogetatwhatheisnowwithholdingfromyou?Whatinfluencecanyoubringtobearonhimwhenyouseehimagain?"
"SurelyImightpersuadehim?"
"Certainly。Andifpersuasionfail——whatthen?Doyouthinkyoucanentraphimintospeakingout?orterrifyhimintospeakingout?"
"Ifyouwilllookatyournotes,Mr。Playmore,youwillseethatIhavealreadysucceededinterrifyinghim——thoughIamonlyawomanandthoughIdidn’tmeantodoit。"
"Verywellanswered。Youmarkthetrick。Whatyouhavedoneonceyouthinkyoucandoagain。Well,asyouaredeterminedtotrytheexperiment,itcandoyounoharmtoknowalittlemoreofDexter’scharacterandtemperamentthanyouknownow。Supposeweapplyforinformationtosomebodywhocanhelpus?"
Istarted,andlookedroundtheroom。Hemademedoit——hespokeasifthepersonwhowastohelpuswascloseatourelbows。
"Don’tbealarmed,"hesaid。"Theoracleissilent;andtheoracleishere。"
Heunlockedoneofthedrawersofhisdesk;producedabundleofletters,andpickedoutone。
"Whenwewerearrangingyourhusband’sdefense,"hesaid,"wefeltsomedifficultyaboutincludingMiserrimusDexteramongourwitnesses。Wehadnottheslightestsuspicionofhim,Ineedhardlytellyou。Butwewereallafraidofhiseccentricity;andsomeamongusevenfearedthattheexcitementofappearingattheTrialmightdrivehimcompletelyoutofhismind。Inthisemergencyweappliedtoadoctortohelpus。Undersomepretext,whichIforgetnow,weintroducedhimtoDexter。Andinduecourseoftimewereceivedhisreport。Hereitis。"
Heopenedtheletter,andmarkingacertainpassageinitwithapencil,handedittome。
"ReadthelineswhichIhavemarked,"hesaid;"theywillbequitesufficientforourpurpose。"
Ireadthesewords:
"Summinguptheresultsofmyobservation,Imaygiveitasmyopinionthatthereisundoubtedlylatentinsanityinthiscase,butthatnoactivesymptomsofmadnesshavepresentedthemselvesasyet。Youmay,Ithink,producehimattheTrial,withoutfearofconsequences。Hemaysayanddoallsortsofoddthings;buthehashismindunderthecontrolofhiswill,andyoumaytrusthisself—esteemtoexhibithiminthecharacterofasubstantiallyintelligentwitness。
"Astothefuture,Iam,ofcourse,notabletospeakpositively。
Icanonlystatemyviews。
"Thathewillendinmadness(ifhelive),Ientertainlittleornodoubt。Thequestionof_when_themadnesswillshowitselfdependsentirelyonthestateofhishealth。Hisnervoussystemishighlysensitive,andtherearesignsthathiswayoflifehasalreadydamagedit。IfheconquerthebadhabitstowhichIhavealludedinanearlierpartofmyreport,andifhepassmanyhoursofeverydayquietlyintheopenair,hemaylastasasanemanforyearstocome。Ifhepersistinhispresentwayoflife——or,inotherwords,iffurthermischiefoccurtothatsensitivenervoussystem——hislapseintoinsanitymustinfalliblytakeplacewhenthemischiefhasreacheditsculminatingpoint。
Withoutwarningtohimselfortoothers,thewholementalstructurewillgiveway;and,atamoment’snotice,whileheisactingasquietlyorspeakingasintelligentlyasathisbesttime,themanwilldrop(ifImayusetheexpression)intomadnessoridiocy。Ineithercase,whenthecatastrophehashappened,itisonlyduetohisfriendstoaddthattheycan(asIbelieve)entertainnohopeofhiscure。Thebalanceoncelost,willbelostforlife。"
Thereitended。Mr。Playmoreputtheletterbackinhisdrawer。
"Youhavejustreadtheopinionofoneofourhighestlivingauthorities,"hesaid。"DoesDexterstrikeyouasalikelymantogivehisnervoussystemachanceofrecovery?Doyouseenoobstaclesandnoperilsinyourway?"
Mysilenceansweredhim。