"Myrashnessrunstheriskofthat,"Irejoined。
"Tellmesomething,beforeIallowyoutorunyourrisk,"hesaid。"Areyouoneofthosepeoplewhothinkthatthetempersofchildrenareformedbytheaccidentalinfluenceswhichhappentobeaboutthem?Ordoyouagreewithmethatthetempersofchildrenareinheritedfromtheirparents?"
TheDoctor(asIconcluded)wasstillstronglyimpressedbytheMinister’sresolutiontoadoptachildwhosewickedmotherhadcommittedthemostatrociousofallcrimes。Wassomeseriousforebodinginsecretpossessionofhismind?Mycuriositytohearhimwasnowincreasedtenfold。Irepliedwithouthesitation:
"Iagreewithyou。"
Helookedatmewithhissenseofhumortwinklinginhiseyes。
"DoyouknowIratherexpectedthatanswer?"hesaid,slyly。"Allright。I’llcomeback。"
Leftbymyself,Itookuptheday’snewspaper。
Myattentionwandered;mythoughtswereinthecellwiththeMinisterandthePrisoner。Howwoulditend?Sometimes,IwasinclinedtodoubtwiththeDoctor。Sometimes,Itookrefugeinmyownmorehopefulview。Theseidlereflectionswereagreeablyinterruptedbytheappearanceofmyfriend,theChaplain。
"Youarealwayswelcome,"Isaid;"anddoublywelcomejustnow。I
amfeelingalittleworriedandanxious。"
"Andyouarenaturally,"theChaplainadded,notatalldisposedtoreceiveastranger?"
"Isthestrangerafriendofyours?"Iasked。
"Oh,no!Havingoccasion,justnow,togointothewaiting—room,Ifoundayoungwomanthere,whoaskedmeifshecouldseeyou。
Shethinksyouhaveforgottenher,andsheistiredofwaiting。I
merelyundertook,ofcourse,tomentionwhatshehadsaidtome。"
Thenursehavingbeeninthiswayrecalledtomymemory,Ifeltsomelittleinterestinseeingher,afterwhathadpassedinthecell。Inplainerwords,IwasdesirousofjudgingformyselfwhethershedeservedthehostilefeelingwhichthePrisonerhadshowntowardher。IthankedtheChaplainbeforeheleftme,andgavetheservantthenecessaryinstructions。Whensheenteredtheroom,Ilookedatthewomanattentivelyforthefirsttime。
Youthandafinecomplexion,awell—madefigureandanaturalgraceofmovement——thesewereherpersonalattractions,sofarasIcouldsee。Herdefectswere,tomymind,equallynoticeable。
Underaheavyforehead,herpiercingeyeslookedoutatpersonsandthingswithanexpressionwhichwasnottomytaste。Herlargemouth——anotherdefect,inmyopinion——wouldhavebeenrecommendedtomercy,intheestimationofmanymen,byhermagnificentteeth;white,well—shaped,cruellyregular。Believersinphysiognomymightperhapshaveseenthebetrayalofanobstinatenatureinthelengthyfirmnessofherchin。WhileIamtryingtodescribeher,letmenotforgetherdress。Awoman’sdressisthemirrorinwhichwemayseethereflectionofawoman’snature。Bearinginmindthemelancholyandimpressivecircumstancesunderwhichshehadbroughtthechildtotheprison,thegayetyofcolorinhergownandherbonnetimpliedeitheratotalwantoffeeling,oratotalwantoftact。Astoherpositioninlife,letmeconfessthatIfelt,afteracloserexamination,atalosstodetermineit。Shewascertainlynotalady。ThePrisonerhadspokenofherasifshewasadomesticservantwhohadforfeitedherrighttoconsiderationandrespect。
Andshehadenteredtheprison,asanursemighthaveenteredit,inchargeofachild。Ididwhatwealldowhenwearenotcleverenoughtofindtheanswertoariddle——Igaveitup。
"WhatcanIdoforyou?"Iasked。
"Perhapsyoucantellme,"sheanswered,"howmuchlongerIamtobekeptwaitinginthisprison。"
"Thedecision,"Iremindedher,"doesn’tdependonme。"
"Thenwhodoesitdependon?"
TheMinisterhadundoubtedlyacquiredthesolerightofdeciding。
Itwasforhimtosaywhetherthiswomanshould,orshouldnot,remaininattendanceonthechildwhomhehadadopted。Inthemeanwhile,thefeelingofdistrustwhichwasgainingonmymindwarnedmetorememberthevalueofreserveinholdingintercoursewithastranger。
Sheseemedtobeirritatedbymysilence。"Ifthedecisiondoesn’trestwithyou,"sheasked,"whydidyoutellmetostayinthewaiting—room?"
"Youbroughtthelittlegirlintotheprison,"Isaid;"wasitnotnaturaltosupposethatyourmistressmightwantyou——"
"Stop,sir!"
Ihadevidentlygivenoffense;Istoppeddirectly。
"Nopersononthefaceoftheearth,"shedeclared,loftily,"haseverhadtherighttocallherselfmymistress。Ofmyownfreewill,sir,Itookchargeofthechild。"
"Becauseyouarefondofher?"Isuggested。
"Ihateher。"
Itwasunwiseonmypart——Iprotested。"Hateababylittlemorethanayearold!"Isaid。
"_Her_baby!"
Shesaiditwiththeairofawomanwhohadproducedanunanswerablereason。"Iamaccountabletonobody,"shewenton。
"IfIconsentedtotroublemyselfwiththechild,itwasinremembranceofmyfriendship——notice,ifyouplease,thatIsayfriendship——withtheunhappyfather。"
PuttingtogetherwhatIhadjustheard,andwhatIhadseeninthecell,Idrewtherightconclusionatlast。Thewoman,whosepositioninlifehadbeenthusfaranimpenetrablemysterytome,nowstoodrevealedasone,amongotherobjectsofthePrisoner’sjealousy,duringherdisastrousmarriedlife。Aseriousdoubtoccurredtomeastotheauthorityunderwhichthehusband’smistressmightbeacting,afterthehusband’sdeath。Iinstantlyputittothetest。
"DoIunderstandyoutoassertanyclaimtothechild?"Iasked。
"Claim?"sherepeated。"Iknownomoreofthechildthanyoudo。
Iheardforthefirsttimethatsuchacreaturewasinexistence,whenhermurderedfathersentformeinhisdyingmoments。AthisentreatyIpromisedtotakecareofher,whilehervilemotherwasoutofthehouseandinthehandsofthelaw。Mypromisehasbeenperformed。IfIamexpected(havingbroughthertotheprison)totakeherawayagain,understandthis:Iamundernoobligation(evenifIcouldaffordit)toburdenmyselfwiththatchild;Ishallhandherovertotheworkhouseauthorities。"
Iforgotmyselfoncemore——Ilostmytemper。
"Leavetheroom,"Isaid。"Yourunworthyhandswillnottouchthepoorbabyagain。Sheisprovidedfor。"
"Idon’tbelieveyou!"thewretchburstout。"Whohastakenthechild?"
Aquietvoiceanswered:"_I_havetakenher。"
WebothlookedroundandsawtheMinisterstandingintheopendoorway,withthechildinhisarms。Theordealthathehadgonethroughinthecondemnedcellwasvisibleinhisface;helookedmiserablyhaggardandbroken。IwaseagertoknowifhismercifulinterestinthePrisonerhadpurifiedherguiltysoul——butatthesametimeIwasafraid,afterwhathehadbuttooplainlysuffered,toaskhimtoenterintodetails。
"Onlyoneword,"Isaid。"Areyouranxietiesatrest?"
"God’smercyhashelpedme,"heanswered。"Ihavenotspokeninvain。Shebelieves;sherepents;shehasconfessedthecrime。"
Afterhandingthewrittenandsignedconfessiontome,heapproachedthevenomouscreature,stilllingeringintheroomtohearwhatpassedbetweenus。BeforeIcouldstophim,hespoketoher,underanaturalimpressionthathewasaddressingthePrisoner’sservant。
"Iamafraidyouwillbedisappointed,"hesaid,"whenItellyouthatyourserviceswillnolongerberequired。Ihavereasonsforplacingthechildunderthecareofanurseofmyownchoosing。"
Shelistenedwithanevilsmile。
"Iknowwhofurnishedyouwithyourreasons,"sheanswered。
"Apologiesarequiteneedless,sofarasIamconcerned。Ifyouhadproposedtometolookafterthenewmemberofyourfamilythere,Ishouldhavefeltitmydutytomyselftohaverefused。I
amnotanurse——Iamanindependentsinglelady。Iseebyyourdressthatyouareaclergyman。Allowmetopresentmyselfasamarkofrespecttoyourcloth。IamMissElizabethChance。MayI
askthefavorofyourname?"
Toowearyandtoopreoccupiedtonoticetheinsolenceofhermanner,theMinistermentionedhisname。"Iamanxious,"hesaid,"toknowifthechildhasbeenbaptized。Perhapsyoucanenlightenme?"
Stillinsolent,MissElizabethChanceshookherheadcarelessly。
"Ineverheard——and,totellyouthetruth,Inevercaredtohear——whethershewaschristenedornot。Callherbywhatnameyoulike,Icantellyouthis——youwillfindyouradopteddaughteraheavyhandful。"
TheMinisterturnedtome。"Whatdoesshemean?"
"Iwilltrytotellyou,"MissChanceinterposed。"Beingaclergyman,youknowwhoDeborahwas?Verywell。IamDeborahnow;
and_I_prophesy。"Shepointedtothechild。"RememberwhatI
say,reverendsir!Youwillfindthetigress—cubtakeafteritsmother。"
Withthosepartingwords,shefavoreduswithalowcurtsey,andlefttheroom。
CHAPTERVI。
THEDOCTORDOUBTS。
THEMinisterlookedatmeinanabsentmanner;hisattentionseemedtohavebeenwandering。"WhatwasitMissChancesaid?"heasked。
BeforeIcouldspeak,afriend’svoiceatthedoorinterruptedus。TheDoctor,returningtomeashehadpromised,answeredtheMinister’squestioninthesewords:
"Imusthavepassedthepersonyoumean,sir,asIwascominginhere;andIheardhersay:’Youwillfindthetigress—cubtakeafteritsmother。’IfshehadknownhowtoputhermeaningintogoodEnglish,MissChance——thatisthenameyoumentioned,I
think——mighthavetoldyouthatthevicesoftheparentsareinheritedbythechildren。Andtheoneparticularparentshehadinhermind,"theDoctorcontinued,gentlypattingthechild’scheek,"wasnodoubtthemotherofthisunfortunatelittlecreature——whomay,ormaynot,livetoshowyouthatshecomesofabadstockandinheritsawickednature。"
Iwasonthepointofprotestingagainstmyfriend’sinterpretation,whentheMinisterstoppedme。
"Letmethankyou,sir,foryourexplanation,"hesaidtotheDoctor。"Assoonasmymindisfree,Iwillreflectonwhatyouhavesaid。Forgiveme,Mr。Governor,"hewenton,"ifIleaveyou,nowthatIhaveplacedthePrisoner’sconfessioninyourhands。IthasbeenanefforttometosaythelittleIhavesaid,sinceIfirstenteredthisroom。Icanthinkofnothingbutthatunhappycriminal,andthedeaththatshemustdieto—morrow。"
"Doesshewishyoutobepresent?"Iasked。
"Shepositivelyforbidsit。’Afterwhatyouhavedoneforme,’
shesaid,’theleastIcandoinreturnistopreventyourbeingneedlesslydistressed。’Shetookleaveofme;shekissedthelittlegirlforthelasttime——oh,don’taskmetotellyouaboutit!IshallbreakdownifItry。Come,mydarling!"Hekissedthechildtenderly,andtookherawaywithhim。
"Thatmanisastrangecompoundofstrengthandweakness,"theDoctorremarked。"Didyounoticehisface,justnow?Ninemenoutoften,sufferingashesuffered,wouldhavefailedtocontrolthemselves。Suchresolutionashis_may_conquerthedifficultiesthatareinstoreforhimyet。"
Itwasatrialofmytempertohearmyclevercolleaguejustifying,inthisway,theignorantpredictionofaninsolentwoman。
"Thereareexceptionstoallrules,"Iinsisted。"Andwhyarethevirtuesoftheparentsnotjustaslikelytodescendtothechildrenasthevices?Therewasafundofgood,Icantellyou,inthatpoorbaby’sfather——thoughIdon’tdenythathewasaprofligateman。Andeventhehorriblemother——asyouheardjustnow——hasvirtueenoughleftinhertofeelgratefultothemanwhohastakencareofherchild。Thesearefacts;youcan’tdisputethem。"
TheDoctortookouthispipe。"Doyoumindmysmoking?"heasked。
"Tobaccohelpsmetoarrangemyideas。"
Igavehimthemeansofarranginghisideas;thatistosay,I
gavehimthematch—box。Heblewsomepreliminarycloudsofsmokeandthenheansweredme:
"Fortwentyyearspast,myfriend,Ihavebeenstudyingthequestionofhereditarytransmissionofqualities;andIhavefoundvicesanddiseasesdescendingmorefrequentlytochildrenthanvirtueandhealth。Idon’tstoptoaskwhy:thereisnoendtothatsortofcuriosity。WhatIhaveobservediswhatItellyou;nomoreandnoless。Youwillsaythisisahorriblydiscouragingresultofexperience,forittendstoshowthatchildrencomeintotheworldatadisadvantageonthedayoftheirbirth。Ofcoursetheydo。Childrenareborndeformed;
childrenareborndeaf,dumb,orblind;childrenarebornwiththeseedsinthemofdeadlydiseases。Whocanaccountforthecrueltiesofcreation?Whyareweendowedwithlife——onlytoendindeath?Anddoesiteverstrikeyou,whenyouarecuttingyourmuttonatdinner,andyourcatiscatchingitsmouse,andyourspiderissuffocatingitsfly,thatweareall,bigandlittletogether,borntoonecertaininheritance——theprivilegeofeatingeachother?"
"Verysad,"Iadmitted。"Butitwillallbesetrightinanotherworld。"
"Areyouquitesureofthat?"theDoctorasked。
"Quitesure,thankGod!AnditwouldbebetterforyouifyoufeltaboutitasIdo。"
"Wewon’tdispute,mydearGovernor。Idon’tscoffatcomfortinghopes;Idon’tdenytheexistenceofoccasionalcompensations。
ButIdosee,nevertheless,thatEvilhasgottheupperhandamongus,onthiscuriouslittleplanet。Judgingbymyobservationandexperience,thatill—fatedbaby’schanceofinheritingthevirtuesofherparentsisnottobecomparedwithherchancesofinheritingtheirvices;especiallyifshehappenstotakeafterhermother。_There_thevirtueisnotconspicuous,andtheviceisoneenormousfact。WhenIthinkofthegrowthofthatpoisonoushereditarytaint,whichmaycomewithtime——whenI
thinkofpassionsletlooseandtemptationslyinginambush——I
seethesmoothsurfaceoftheMinister’sdomesticlifewithdangerslurkingunderitwhichmakemeshakeinmyshoes。God!
whatalifeIshouldlead,ifIhappenedtobeinhisplace,someyearshence。SupposeIsaidordidsomething(inthejustexerciseofmyparentalauthority)whichoffendedmyadopteddaughter。Whatfigurewouldrisefromthedeadinmymemory,whenthegirlbouncedoutoftheroominarage?TheimageofhermotherwouldbetheimageIshouldsee。Ishouldrememberwhathermotherdidwhen_she_wasprovoked;Ishouldlockmybedroomdoor,inmyownhouse,atnight。Ishouldcomedowntobreakfastwithsuspicionsinmycupoftea,ifIdiscoveredthatmyadopteddaughterhadpoureditout。Oh,yes;it’squitetruethatImightbedoingthegirlacruelinjusticeallthetime;buthowamItobesureofthat?Iamonlysurethathermotherwashangedforoneofthemostmercilessmurderscommittedinourtime。Passthematch—box。Mypipe’sout,andmyconfessionoffaithhascometoanend。"
Itwasuselesstodisputewithamanwhopossessedhiscommandoflanguage。Atthesametime,therewasabrightsidetothepoorMinister’sprospectswhichtheDoctorhadfailedtosee。ItwasbarelypossiblethatImightsucceedinputtingmypositivefriendinthewrong。Itriedtheexperiment,atanyrate。
"Youseemtohaveforgotten,"Iremindedhim,"thatthechildwillhaveeveryadvantagethateducationcanoffertoher,andwillbeaccustomedfromherearliestyearstorestrainingandpurifyinginfluences,inaclergyman’shousehold。"
Nowthathewasenjoyingthefumesoftobacco,theDoctorwasasplacidandsweet—temperedasamancouldbe。
"Quitetrue,"hesaid。
"Doyoudoubttheinfluenceofreligion?"Iaskedsternly。
Heanswered,sweetly:"Notatall"
"Ortheinfluenceofkindness?"
"Oh,dear,no!"
"Ortheforceofexample?"
"Iwouldn’tdenyitfortheworld。"
Ihadnotexpectedthisextraordinarydocility。TheDoctorhadgottheupperhandofmeagain——astateofthingsthatImighthavefoundithardtoendure,butforacallofdutywhichputanendtooursitting。Oneofthefemalewardersappearedwithamessagefromthecondemnedcell。ThePrisonerwishedtoseetheGovernorandtheMedicalOfficer。
"Issheill?"theDoctorinquired。
"No,sir。"
"Hysterical?oragitated,perhaps?"
"Aseasyandcomposed,sir,asapersoncanbe。"
Wesetforthtogetherforthecondemnedcell。
CHAPTERVII。
THEMURDERESSCONSULTSTHEAUTHORITIES。
THEREwasaconsideratesidetomyfriend’scharacter,whichshoweditselfwhenthewarderhadleftus。
HewasespeciallyanxioustobecarefulofwhathesaidtoawomaninthePrisoner’sterriblesituation;especiallyintheeventofherhavingbeenreallysubjectedtotheinfluenceofreligiousbelief。OntheMinister’sownauthority,Ideclaredthattherewaseveryreasontoadoptthisconclusion;andinsupportofwhatIhadsaidIshowedhimtheconfession。Itonlycontainedafewlines,acknowledgingthatshehadcommittedthemurderandthatshedeservedhersentence。"Fromtheplanningofthecrimetothecommissionofthecrime,Iwasinmyrightsensesthroughout。IknewwhatIwasdoing。"Withthatremarkabledisavowalofthedefensesetupbyheradvocate,theconfessionended。
Mycolleaguereadthepaper,andhandeditbacktomewithoutmakinganyremark。IaskedifhesuspectedthePrisoneroffeigningconversiontopleasetheMinister。
"Sheshallnotdiscoverit,"heanswered,gravely,"ifIdo。"
ItwouldnotbetruetosaythattheDoctor’sobstinacyhadshakenmybeliefinthegoodresultoftheMinister’sinterference。Imay,however,acknowledgethatIfeltsomemisgivings,whichwerenotdispelledwhenIfoundmyselfinthepresenceofthePrisoner。
IhadexpectedtoseeheremployedinreadingtheBible。Thegoodbookwasclosedandwasnotevenplacedwithinherreach。Theoccupationtowhichshewasdevotingherselfastonishedandrepelledme。
Somecarelessnessonthepartoftheattendanthadleftonthetablethewritingmaterialsthathadbeenneededforherconfession。Shewasusingthemnow——whendeathonthescaffoldwasliterallywithinafewhoursofher——tosketchaportraitofthefemalewarder,whowasonthewatch!TheDoctorandIlookedateachother;andnowthesincerityofherrepentancewassomethingthatIbegantoquestion,too。
Shelaiddownthepen,andproceededquietlytoexplainherself。
"Eventhelittletimethatislefttomeprovestobeawearytimetogetthrough,"shesaid。"Iammakingalastuseofthetalentfordrawingandcatchingalikeness,whichhasbeenoneofmygiftssinceIwasagirl。Youlookasifyoudidn’tapproveofsuchemploymentasthisforawomanwhoisgoingtobehanged。
Well,sir,Ihavenodoubtyouareright。"Shepaused,andtoreuptheportrait。"IfIhavemisbehavedmyself,"sheresumed,"I
makeamends。Tofindyouinanindulgentframeofmindisofimportancetomejustnow。Ihaveafavortoaskofyou。Maythewarderleavethecellforafewminutes?"
Givingthewomanpermissiontowithdrawforawhile,IwaitedwithsomeanxietytohearwhatthePrisonerwantedofme。
"Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou,"sheproceeded,"onthesubjectofexecutions。Thefaceofapersonwhoisgoingtobehangedishidden,asIhavebeentold,byawhitecapdrawnoverit。Isthattrue?"
Howanothermanmighthavefelt,inmyplace,Icannot,ofcourse,say。Tomymind,suchaquestion——on_her_lips——wastooshockingtobeansweredinwords。Ibowed。
"Andthebodyisburied,"shewenton,"intheprison?"
Icouldremainsilentnolonger。"Istherenohumanfeelingleftinyou?"Iburstout。"Whatdothesehorridquestionsmean?"
"Don’tbeangrywithme,sir;youshallheardirectly。IwanttoknowfirstifIamtobeburiedintheprison?"
Irepliedasbefore,byabow。
"Now,"shesaid,"ImaytellyouwhatImean。IntheautumnoflastyearIwastakentoseesomewaxworks。Portraitsofcriminalswereamongthem。Therewasoneportrait——"Shehesitated;herinfernalself—possessionfailedheratlast。Thecolorleftherface;shewasnolongerabletolookatmefirmly。
"Therewasoneportrait,"sheresumed,"thathadbeentakenaftertheexecution。Thefacewassohideous;itwasswollentosuchasizeinitsfrightfuldeformity——oh,sir,don’tletmebeseeninthatstate,evenbythestrangerswhoburyme!Useyourinfluence——forbidthemtotakethecapoffmyfacewhenIamdead——orderthemtoburymeinit,andIsweartoyouI’llmeetdeathtomorrowascoollyastheboldestmanthatevermountedthescaffold!"BeforeIcouldstopher,sheseizedmebythehand,andwrungitwithafuriouspowerthatleftthemarkofhergrasponme,inabruise,fordaysafterward。"Willyoudoit?"shecried。"You’reanhonorableman;youwillkeepyourword。Givemeyourpromise!"
Igavehermypromise。
Therelieftohertorturedspiritexpresseditselfhorriblyinaburstoffranticlaughter。"Ican’thelpit,"shegasped;"I’msohappy。"
Myenemiessaidofme,whenIgotmyappointment,thatIwastooexcitableamantobegovernorofaprison。Perhapstheywerenotaltogetherwrong。Anyhow,thequick—wittedDoctorsawsomechangeinme,whichIwasnotawareofmyself。Hetookmyarmandledmeoutofthecell。"Leavehertome,"hewhispered。"Thefineedgeofmynerveswaswornofflongagointhehospital。"
Whenwemetagain,IaskedwhathadpassedbetweenthePrisonerandhimself。
"Igavehertimetorecover,"hetoldme;"and,exceptthatshelookedalittlepalerthanusual,therewasnotraceleftofthefrenzythatyouremember。’Ioughttoapologizefortroublingyou,’shesaid;’butitisperhapsnaturalthatIshouldthink,nowandthen,ofwhatistohappentometo—morrowmorning。Asamedicalman,youwillbeabletoenlightenme。Isdeathbyhangingapainfuldeath?’ShehadputitsopolitelythatIfeltboundtoanswerher。’Iftheneckhappenstobebroken,’Isaid,’hangingisasuddendeath;frightandpain(ifthereisanypain)arebothoverinaninstant。Astotheotherformofdeathwhichisalsopossible(Imeandeathbysuffocation),ImustownasanhonestmanthatIknownomoreaboutitthanyoudo。’Afterconsideringalittle,shemadeasensibleremark,andfolloweditbyanembarrassingrequest。’Agreatdeal,’shesaid,’mustdependontheexecutioner。Iamnotafraidofdeath,Doctor。WhyshouldIbe?Myanxietyaboutmylittlegirlissetatrest;I
havenothinglefttolivefor。ButIdon’tlikepain。Wouldyoumindtellingtheexecutionertobecareful?OrwoulditbebetterifIspoketohimmyself?’IsaidIthoughtitwouldcomewithabettergracefromherself。Sheunderstoodmedirectly;andwedroppedthesubject。Areyousurprisedathercoolness,afteryourexperienceofher?"
IconfessedthatIwassurprised。
"Thinkalittle,"theDoctorsaid。"Theonesensitiveplaceinthatwoman’snatureistheplaceoccupiedbyherself—esteem。"
Iobjectedtothisthatshehadshownfondnessforherchild。
Myfrienddisposedoftheobjectionwithhiscustomaryreadiness。
"Thematernalinstinct,"hesaid。"Acatisfondofherkittens;
acowisfondofhercalf。No,sir,theonecauseofthatoutbreakofpassionwhichsoshockedyou——agenuineoutbreak,beyondalldoubt——istobefoundinthevanityofafinefemininecreature,overpoweredbyahorroroflookinghideous,evenafterherdeath。DoyouknowIratherlikethatwoman?"
"Isitpossiblethatyouareinearnest?"Iasked。
"Iknowaswellasyoudo,"heanswered,thatthisisneitheratimenoraplaceforjesting。Thefactis,thePrisonercarriesoutanideaofmine。Itismypositiveconvictionthattheworstmurders——Imeanmurdersdeliberatelyplanned——arecommittedbypersonsabsolutelydeficientinthatpartofthemoralorganizationwhich_feels。_Thenightbeforetheyarehangedtheysleep。Ontheirlastmorningtheyeatabreakfast。Incapableofrealizingthehorrorofmurder,theyareincapableofrealizingthehorrorofdeath。Doyourememberthelastmurdererwhowashangedhere——agentleman’scoachmanwhokilledhiswife?Hehadbuttwoanxietieswhilehewaswaitingforexecution。Onewastogethisallowanceofbeerdoubled,andtheotherwastobehangedinhiscoachman’slivery。No!no!thesewretchesareallalike;
theyarehumancreaturesbornwiththetemperamentsoftigers。
Takemywordforit,weneedfeelnoanxietyaboutto—morrow。ThePrisonerwillfacethecrowdroundthescaffoldwithcomposure;
andthepeoplewillsay,’Shediedgame。’"