WhydidInottrytocalmher?Ihadvainlytriedtocalmher——I
  whoknewwhohermotherwas,andwhathermotherhadbeen。
  Atlast,shehadforcedthesenseofmydutyonme。Thesimplestwayofcalmingherwastoputherbackintheplacebymysidethatshehadleft。Itwasuselesstoreasonwithher,itwasimpossibletoanswerher。IhadmyownideaoftheonewayinwhichImightcharmEunicebacktohersweeterself。
  "LetustalkofPhilip,"Isaid。
  Thefierceflushonherfacesoftened,theswellingtroubleofherbosombegantosubside,asthatdearly—lovednamepassedmylips!Buttherewassomeinfluenceleftinherwhichresistedme。
  "No,"shesaid;"wehadbetternottalkofhim。"
  "Whynot?"
  "Ihavelostallmycourage。IfyouspeakofPhilip,youwillmakemecry。"
  Idrewhernearertome。Ifshehadbeenmyownchild,Idon’tthinkIcouldhavefeltforhermoretrulythanIfeltatthatmoment。Ionlylookedather;Ionlysaid:
  "Cry!"
  Thelovethatwasinherheartrose,andpoureditstendernessintohereyes。Ihadlongedtoseethetearsthatwouldcomforther。Thetearscame。
  Therewassilencebetweenusforawhile。Itwaspossibleformetothink。
  Intheabsenceofphysicalresemblancebetweenparentandchild,isanunfavorableinfluenceexercisedonthetendencytomoralresemblance?Assumingthepossibilityofsucharesultasthis,Eunice(entirelyunlikehermother)must,asIconcluded,havebeenpossessedofqualitiesformedtoresist,aswellasofqualitiesdoomedtoundergo,theinfectionofevil。While,therefore,Iresignedmyselftorecognizetheexistenceofthehereditarymaternaltaint,Ifirmlybelievedinthecounterbalancinginfluencesforgoodwhichhadbeenpartofthegirl’sbirthright。Theyhadbeenderived,perhaps,fromthebetterqualitiesinherfather’snature;theyhadbeencertainlydevelopedbythetendercare,thereligiousvigilance,whichhadguardedtheadoptedchildsolovinglyintheMinister’shousehold;andtheyhadservedtheirpurposeuntiltimebroughtwithitthechange,forwhichthetranquildomesticinfluenceswerenotprepared。Withthegreat,thevitaltransformation,whichmarkstheripeningofthegirlintothewoman’smaturityofthoughtandpassion,anewpowerforGood,strongenoughtoresistthelatentpowerforEvil,sprangintobeing,andshelteredEuniceunderthesupremacyofLove。Loveill—fatedandill—bestowed——butlovethatnoprofanationcouldstain,thatnohereditaryevilcouldconquer——theTrueLovethathadbeen,andwas,andwouldbe,theguardianangelofEunice’slife。
  IfIamaskedwhetherIhaveventuredtofoundthisopiniononwhatIhaveobservedinoneinstanceonly,IreplythatIhavehadotheropportunitiesofinvestigation,andthatmyconclusionsarederivedfromexperiencewhichreferstomoreinstancesthanone。
  Nomaninhissensescandoubtthatphysicalqualitiesaretransmittedfromparentstochildren。Butinheritanceofmoralqualitiesislesseasytotrace。Here,theexploringmindfindsitsprogressbesetbyobstacles。ThatthoseobstacleshavebeensometimesovercomeIdonotdeny。Moralresemblanceshavebeentracedbetweenparentsandchildren。While,however,Iadmitthis,Idoubttheconclusionwhichsees,ininheritanceofmoralqualities,apositiveinfluenceexercisedonmoraldestiny。Thereareinherentemotionalforcesinhumanitytowhichtheinheritedinfluencesmustsubmit;theyareessentiallyinfluencesundercontrol——influenceswhichcanbeencounteredandforcedback。
  Thatwe,whoinhabitthislittleplanet,maybethedoomedcreaturesoffatality,fromthecradletothegrave,Iamnotpreparedtodispute。ButIabsolutelyrefusetobelievethatitisafatalitywithnohigheroriginthancanbefoundinouraccidentalobligationtoourfathersandmothers。
  Stillabsorbedinthesespeculations,Iwasdisturbedbyatouchonmyarm。
  Ilookedup。Eunice’seyeswerefixedonashrubbery,atsomelittledistancefromus,whichclosedtheviewofthegardenonthatside。Inoticedthatshewastrembling。NothingtoalarmherwasvisiblethatIcoulddiscover。Iaskedwhatshehadseentostartleher。Shepointedtotheshrubbery。
  "Lookagain,"shesaid。
  ThistimeIsawawoman’sdressamongtheshruhs。Thewomanherselfappearedinamomentmore。ItwasHelena。Shecarriedasmallportfolio,andsheapproacheduswithasmile。
  CHAPTERXLI。
  THEWHISPERINGVOICE。
  ILOOKEDatEunice。Shehadrisen,startledbyherfirstsuspicionofthepersonwhowasapproachingusthroughtheshrubbery;butshekeptherplacenearme,onlychangingherpositionsoastoavoidconfrontingHelena。Herquickenedbreathingwasallthattoldmeoftheeffortshewasmakingtopreserveherself—control。
  Entirelyfreefromunbecomingsignsofhurryandagitation,Helenaopenedherbusinesswithmebymeansofanapology。
  "Prayexcusemefordisturbingyou。Iamobligedtoleavethehouseononeofmytiresomedomesticerrands。Ifyouwillkindlypermitit,Iwishtoexpress,beforeIgo,myverysincereregretforwhatIwasrudeenoughtosay,whenIlasthadthehonorofseeingyou。MayIhopetobeforgiven?How—do—you—do,Eunice?
  Haveyouenjoyedyourholidayinthecountry?"
  Euniceneithermovednoranswered。Havingsomedoubtofwhatmighthappenifthetwogirlsremainedtogether,IproposedtoHelenatoleavethegardenandtoletmehearwhatshehadtosay,inthehouse。
  "Quiteneedless,"shereplied;"Ishallnotdetainyouformorethanaminute。Pleaselookatthis。"
  Sheofferedtometheportfoliothatshehadbeencarrying,andpointedtoamorselofpaperattachedtoit,whichcontainedthisinscription:
  "Philip’sLettersToMe。Private。HelenaGracedieu。"
  "Ihaveafavortoask,"shesaid,"andaproofofconfidenceinyoutooffer。Willyoubesogoodastolookoverwhatyoufindinmyportfolio?IamunwillingtogiveupthehopesthatIhadfoundedonourinterview,whenIaskedforit。Theletterswill,Iventuretothink,pleadmycausemoreconvincinglythanIwasabletopleaditformyself。Iwishtoforgetwhatpassedbetweenus,tothelastword。Tothelastword,"sherepeatedemphatically——withalookwhichsufficientlyinformedmethatI
  hadnotbeenbetrayedtoherfatheryet。"Willyouindulgeme?"
  sheasked,andofferedherportfolioforthesecondtime。
  Amoreimpudentbargaincouldnotwellhavebeenproposedtome。
  Iwastoread,andtobefavorablyimpressedby,Mr。PhilipDunboyne’sletters;andMissHelenawastosaynothingofthatunluckyslipofthetongue,relatingtohermother,whichshehaddiscoveredtobeaseriousactofself—betrayal——thankstomyconfusionatthetime。IfIhadnotthoughtofEunice,andofthedesolateandlovelesslifetowhichthepoorgirlwassopatientlyresigned,IshouldhaverefusedtoreadMissGracedieu’slove—letters。
  But,asthingswere,Iwasinfluencedbythehope(innocentlyencouragedbyEuniceherself)thatPhilipDunboynemightnotbesowhollyunworthyofthesweetgirlwhomhehadinjuredasIhadhithertobeentoohastilydisposedtobelieve。Toactonthisviewwiththepurposeofpromotingareconciliationwasimpossible,unlessIhadthemeansofformingacorrectestimateoftheman’scharacter。ItseemedtomethatIhadfoundthemeans。Afairchanceofputtinghissinceritytoatrustworthytest,wassurelyofferedbytheletters(theconfidentialletters)whichIhadbeenrequestedtoread。TofeelthisasstronglyasIfeltit,broughtmeatoncetoadecision。I
  consentedtotaketheportfolio——onmyownconditions。
  "Understand,MissHelena,"Isaid,"thatImakenopromises。I
  reservemyownopinion,andmyownrightofaction。"
  "Iamnotafraidofyouropinionsoryouractions,"sheansweredconfidently,"ifyouwillonlyreadtheletters。Inthemeantime,letmerelievemysister,there,ofmypresence。Ihopeyouwillsoonrecover,Eunice,inthecountryair。"
  Iftheobjectofthewretchwastoexasperatehervictim,shehadcompletelyfailed。Euniceremainedasstillasastatue。Toallappearance,shehadnotevenheardwhathadbeensaidtoher。
  Helenalookedatme,andtouchedherforeheadwithasignificantsmile。"Sad,isn’tit?"shesaid——andbowed,andwentbrisklyawayonherhouseholderrand。
  Wewerealoneagain。
  Still,Eunicenevermoved。Ispoketoher,andproducednoimpression。Beginningtofeelalarmed,Itriedtheeffectoftouchingher。Withawildcry,shestartedintoastateofanimation。Almostatthesamemoment,sheweaklyswayedtoandfroasifthepleasantbreezeinthegardenmovedheratitswill,liketheflowers。Iheldherup,andledhertotheseat。
  "Thereisnothingtobeafraidof,"Isaid。"Shehasgone。"
  Eunice’seyesrestedonmeinvacantsurprise。"Howdoyouknow?"
  sheasked。"Ihearher;butIneverseeher。Doyouseeher?"
  "Mydearchild!ofwhatpersonareyouspeaking?"
  Sheanswered:"Ofnoperson。IamspeakingofaVoicethatwhispersandtemptsme,whenHelenaisnear。"
  "Whatvoice,Eunice?"
  "ThewhisperingVoice。Itsaidtome,’Iamyourmother;’itcalledmeDaughterwhenIfirstheardit。Myfatherspeaksofmymother,theangel。Thatgoodspirithasnevercometomefromthebetterworld。Itisamock—motherwhocomestome——somespiritofevil。Listentothis。Iwasawakeinmybed。InthedarkIheardthemock—motherwhispering,closeatmyear。ShallItellyouhowsheansweredme,whenIlongedforlighttoseeherby,whenI
  prayedtohertoshowherselftome?Shesaid:’MyfacewashiddenwhenIpassedfromlifetodeath;myfacenomortalcreaturemaysee。’Ihaveneverseenher——howcan_you_haveseenher?ButIheardheragain,justnow。ShewhisperedtomewhenHelenawasstandingthere——whereyouarestanding。Shefreezesthelifeinme。Didshefreezethelifein_you?_Didyouhearhertemptingme?Don’tspeakofit,ifyoudid。Oh,notaword!
  notaword!"
  AmanwhohasgovernedaprisonmaysaywithMacbeth,"Ihavesuppedfullwithhorrors。"HardenedasIwas——oroughttohavebeen——theeffectofwhatIhadjustheardturnedmecold。IfI
  hadnotknownittobeabsolutelyimpossible,ImighthavebelievedthatthecrimeandthedeathofthemurderesswereknowntoEunice,asbeingthecrimeandthedeathofhermother,andthatthehorriddiscoveryhadturnedherbrain。Thiswassimplyimpossible。Whatdiditmean?GoodGod!whatdiditmean?
  Mysenseofmyownhelplessnesswasthefirstsenseinmethatrecovered。IthoughtofEunice’sdevotedlittlefriend。Awoman’ssympathyseemedtobeneedednow。Irosetoleadthewayoutofthegarden。
  "Selinawillthinkwearelost,"Isaid。"LetusgoandfindSelina。"
  "Notfortheworld,"shecried。
  "Whynot?"
  "BecauseIdon’tfeelsureofmyself。ImighttellSelinasomethingwhichshemustneverknow;Ishouldbesosorrytofrightenher。Letmestopherewithyou。"
  Iresumedmyplaceatherside。
  "Letmetakeyourhand。"
  Igavehermyhand。Whatcomposinginfluencethissimpleactmay,ormaynot,haveexercised,itisimpossibletosay。Shewasquiet,shewassilent。Afteraninterval,Iheardherbreathealong—drawnsighofrelief。
  "IamafraidIhavesurprisedyou,"shesaid。"Helenabringsthedreadfultimebacktome——"Shestoppedandshuddered。
  "Don’tspeakofHelena,mydear。"
  "ButIamafraidyouwillthink——becauseIhavesaidstrangethings——thatIhavebeentalkingatrandom,"sheinsisted。"Thedoctorwillsaythat,ifyoumeetwithhim。HebelievesIamdeludedbyadream。Itriedtothinksomyself。Itwasofnouse;
  Iamquitesureheiswrong。"
  Iprivatelydeterminedtowatchforthedoctor’sarrival,andtoconsultwithhim。Eunicewenton:
  "Ihavethestoryofaterriblenighttotellyou;butIhaven’tthecouragetotellitnow。Whyshouldn’tyoucomebackwithmetotheplacethatIamstayingat?Apleasantfarm—house,andsuchkindpeople。Youmightreadtheaccountofthatnightinmyjournal。Ishallnotregretthemiseryofhavingwrittenit,ifithelpsyoutofindouthowthishatefulsecondselfofminehascometome。Hush!Iwanttoaskyousomething。DoyouthinkHelenaisinthehouse?"
  "No——shehasgoneout。"
  "Didshesaythatherself?Areyousure?"
  "Quitesure。"
  Shedecidedongoingbacktothefarm,whileHelenawasoutoftheway。Weleftthegardentogether。Forthefirsttime,mycompanionnoticedtheportfolio。Ihappenedtobecarryingitinthehandthatwasnearesttoher,asshewalkedbymyside。
  "Wheredidyougetthat?"sheasked。
  Itwasneedlesstoreplyinwords。Myhesitationspokeforme。
  "Carryitinyourotherhand,"shesaid——"thehandthat’sfurthestawayfromme。Idon’twanttoseeit!DoyoumindwaitingamomentwhileIfindSelina?Youwillgotothefarmwithus,won’tyou?"
  Ihadtolookovertheletters,inEunice’sowninterests;andI
  beggedhertoletmedefermyvisittothefarmuntilthenextday。Sheconsented,aftermakingmepromisetokeepmyappointment。Itwasofsomeimportancetoher,shetoldme,thatIshouldmakeacquaintancewiththefarmerandhiswifeandchildren,andtellherhowIlikedthem。Herplansforthefuturedependedonwhatthosegoodpeoplemightbewillingtodo。Whenshehadrecoveredherhealth,itwasimpossibleforhertogohomeagainwhileHelenaremainedinthehouse。Shehadresolvedtoearnherownliving,ifshecouldgetemploymentasagoverness。Thefarmer’schildrenlikedher;shehadalreadyhelpedtheirmotherinteachingthem;andtherewasreasontohopethattheirfatherwouldseehiswaytoemployingherpermanently。HishouseofferedthegreatadvantageofbeingnearenoughtothetowntoenablehertohearnewsoftheMinister’sprogresstowardrecovery,andtoseehimherselfwhensafeopportunitiesoffered,fromtimetotime。Asforhersalary,whatdidshecareaboutmoney?Anythingwouldbeacceptable,ifthegoodmanwouldonlyrealizeherhopesforthefuture。
  Itwasdishearteningtohearthathope,atherage,beganandendedwithinsuchnarrowlimitsasthese。Noprudentmanwouldhavetriedtopersuadeher,asInowdid,thattheideaofreconciliationofferedthebetterhopeofthetwo。
  "SupposeIseeMr。PhilipDunboynewhenIgobacktoLondon,"I
  began,"whatshallIsaytohim?"
  "SayIhaveforgivenhim。"
  "Andsuppose,"Iwenton,"thattheblamereallyrests,whereyouallbelieveittorest,withHelena。Ifthatyoungmanreturnstoyou,trulyashamedofhimself,trulypenitent,willyou——?"
  Sheresolutelyinterruptedme:"No!"
  "Oh,Eunice,yousurelymeanYes?"
  "ImeanNo!"
  "Why?"
  "Don’taskme!Good—bytillto—morrow。"
  CHAPTERXLII。
  THEQUAINTPHILOSOPHER。
  Nopersoncametomyroom,andnothinghappenedtointerruptmewhileIwasreadingMr。PhilipDunboyne’sletters。
  Oneofthem,letmesayatonce,producedaverydisagreeableimpressiononme。IhaveunexpectedlydiscoveredMrs。
  Tenbruggen——inapostscript。SheismakingalivingasaMedicalRubber(orMasseuse),andisinprofessionalattendanceonMr。
  Dunboynetheelder。Moreofthis,alittlefurtheron。
  HavinggonethroughthewholecollectionofyoungDunboyne’sletters,Isetmyselftoreviewthedifferingconclusionswhichthecorrespondencehadproducedonmymind。
  Icallthepaperssubmittedtomeacorrespondence,becausethegreaterpartofPhilip’slettersexhibitnotesinpencil,evidentlyaddedbyHelena。Theseexpress,forthemostpart,theinterpretationwhichshehadplacedonpassagesthatperplexedordispleasedher;andtheyhave,asPhilip’srejoindersshow,beenemployedasmaterialswhenshewroteherreplies。
  Onreflection,Ifindmyselftroubledbycomplexitiesandcontradictionsintheviewpresentedofthisyoungman’scharacter。TodecidepositivelywhetherIcanjustifytomyselfandtomyregardforEunice,anattempttoreunitethelovers,requiresmoretimeforconsiderationthanIcanreasonablyexpectthatHelena’spatiencewillallow。Havingaquiethourortwostillbeforeme,Ihavedeterminedtomakeextractsfromthelettersformyownuse;withtheintentionofreferringtothemwhileIamstillindoubtwhichwaymydecisionoughttoincline。
  Ishallpresentthemhere,tospeakforthemselves。Isthereanyobjectiontothis?NonethatIcansee。
  Inthefirstplace,thoseextractshaveavalueoftheirown。
  Theyaddnecessaryinformationtothepresenthistoryofevents。
  Inthesecondplace,IamundernoobligationtoMr。Gracedieu’sdaughterwhichforbidsmetomakeuseofherportfolio。ItoldherthatIonlyconsentedtoreceiveit,underreserveofmyownrightofaction——andherassenttothatstipulationwasexpressedintheclearestterms。
  EXTRACTSFROMMR。PHILIPDUNBOYNE’SLETTERS。
  FirstExtract。
  Youblameme,dearHelena,fornothavingpaidproperattentiontothequestionsputtomeinyourlastletter。Ihaveonlybeenwaitingtomakeupmymind,beforeIreplied。
  Firstquestion:DoIthinkitadvisablethatyoushouldwritetomyfather?No,mydear;Ibegyouwilldeferwriting,untilyouhearfrommeagain。
  Secondquestion:Consideringthatheisstillastrangertoyou,isthereanyharminyouraskingmewhatsortofmanmyfatheris?Noharm,mysweetone;but,asyouwillpresentlysee,Iamafraidyouhaveaddressedyourselftothewrongperson。
  Myfatheriskind,inhisownoddway——andlearned,andrich——amorehigh—mindedandhonorableman(asIhaveeveryreasontobelieve)doesn’tlive。Butifyouaskmewhichheprefers,hisbooksorhisson,IhopeIdohimnoinjusticewhenIanswer,hisbooks。HisreadingandhiswritingareobstaclesbetweenuswhichIhaveneverbeenabletoovercome。Thisisthemoretoberegrettedbecauseheischarming,onthefewoccasionswhenI
  findhimdisengaged。IfyouwishIknewmoreaboutmyfather,weareincompleteagreementasusual——Iwish,too。
  Butthereisadearfriendofyoursandmine,whoisjustthepersonwewanttohelpus。NeedIsaythatIalludetoMrs。
  Staveley?
  Icalledonheryesterday,notlongaftershehadpaidavisittomyfather。Luckhadfavoredher。Shearrivedjustatthetimewhenhungerhadobligedhimtoshutuphisbooks,andringforsomethingtoeat。Mrs。Staveleysecuredafavorablereceptionwithhercustomarytactanddelicacy。Hehadafowlforhisdinner。Sheknowshisweaknessofold;shevolunteeredtocarveitforhim。
  IfIcanonlyrepeatwhatthiscleverwomantoldmeoftheirtalk,youwillhaveaportraitofMr。Dunboynetheelder——notperhapsahighly—finishedpicture,but,asIhopeandbelieve,agoodlikeness。
  Mrs。Staveleybeganbycomplainingtohimoftheconductofhisson。Ihadpromisedtowritetoher,andIhadneverkeptmyword。Shehadreasonsforbeingespeciallyinterestedinmyplansandprospects,justthen;knowingmetobeattached(pleasetakenoticethatIamquotingherownlanguage)toacharmingfriendofhers,whomIhadfirstmetatherhouse。ToaggravatethedisappointmentthatIhadinflicted,theyoungladyhadneglectedher,too。Noletters,noinformation。Perhapsmyfatherwouldkindlyenlightenher?Wastheaffairgoingon?orwasitbrokenoff?
  Myfatherheldouthisplateandaskedfortheotherwingofthefowl。"Itisn’tabadoneforLondon,"hesaid;"won’tyouhavesomeyourself?"
  "Idon’tseemtohaveinterestedyou,"Mrs。Staveleyremarked。
  "Whatdidyouexpectmetobeinterestedin?"myfatherinquired。
  "Iwasabsorbedinthefowl。Favormebyreturningtothesubject。"
  Mrs。Staveleyadmitsthatsheansweredthisrathersharply:"Thesubject,sir,wasyourson’sadmirationforacharminggirl:oneofthedaughtersofMr。Gracedieu,thefamouspreacher。"
  Myfatheristoowell—bredtospeaktoaladywhilehisattentionisabsorbedbyafowl。Hefinishedthesecondwing,andthenheaskedif"Philipwasengagedtobemarried。"
  "Iamnotquitesure,"Mrs。Staveleyconfessed。
  "Then,mydearfriend,wewillwaittillwe_are_sure。"
  "But,Mr。Dunboyne,thereisreallynoneedtowait。Isupposeyoursoncomeshere,nowandthen,toseeyou?"
  "Mysonismostattentive。Incourseoftimehewillcontrivetohitontherighthourforhisvisit。Atpresent,poorfellow,heinterruptsmeeveryday。"
  "Supposehehitsupontherighttimeto—morrow?"
  "Yes?"
  "Youmightaskhimifheisengaged?"
  "Pardonme。IthinkImightwaittillPhilipmentionsitwithoutasking。"
  "Whatanextraordinarymanyouare!"
  "Oh,no,no——onlyaphilosopher。"
  ThistriedMrs。Staveley’stemper。Youknowwhataperfectlycandidpersonourfriendis。Sheownedtomethatshefeltinclinedtomakeherselfdisagreeable。"That’sthrownawayuponme,"shesaid:"Idon’tknowwhataphilosopheris。"
  Letmepauseforamoment,dearHelena。Ihaveinexcusablyforgottentospeakofmyfather’spersonalappearance。Itwon’ttakelong。Ineedonlynoticeoneinterestingfeaturewhich,sotospeak,liftshisfaceoutofthecommon。Hehasaneloquentnose。Personspossessingthisrareadvantageareblestwithpowersofexpressionnotgrantedtotheirordinaryfellow—creatures。Myfather’snoseisamineofinformationtofriendsfamiliarlyacquaintedwithit。Itchangescolorlikeamodestyounglady’scheek。Itworksflexiblyfromsidetosideliketherudderofaship。Onthepresentoccasion,Mrs。Staveleysawitshifttowardtheleft—handsideofhisface。Asighescapedthepoorlady。Experiencetoldherthatmyfatherwasgoingtoholdforth。
  "Youdon’tknowwhataphilosopheris!"herepeated。"BesokindastolookatMe。Iamaphilosopher。"
  Mrs。Staveleybowed。
  "Andaphilosopher,mycharmingfriend,isamanwhohasdiscoveredasystemoflife。Somesystemsassertthemselvesinvolumes——mysystemassertsitselfintwowords:Neverthinkofanythinguntilyouhavefirstaskedyourselfifthereisanabsolutenecessityfordoingit,atthatparticularmoment。
  Thinkingofthings,whenthingsneedn’tbethoughtof,isofferinganopportunitytoWorry;andWorryisthefavoriteagentofDeathwhenthedestroyerhandleshisworkinalingeringway,andachievesprematureresults。Neverlookback,andneverlookforward,aslongasyoucanpossiblyhelpit。Lookingbackleadsthewaytosorrow。Andlookingforwardendsinthecruelestofalldelusions:itencourageshope。Thepresenttimeistheprecioustime。Liveforthepassingday:thepassingdayisallthatwecanbesureof。Yousuggested,justnow,thatIshouldaskmysonifhewasengagedtobemarried。HowdoweknowwhatwearandtearofyournervoustextureIsucceededinsavingwhenIsaid。’WaittillPhilipmentionsitwithoutasking?’Thereisthepersonalapplicationofmysystem。Ihaveexplaineditinmytimetoeverywomanonthelistofmyacquaintance,includingthefemaleservants。Notoneofthemhasrewardedmebyadoptingmysystem。Howdoyoufeelaboutit?"
  Mrs。Staveleydeclinedtotellmewhethershehadofferedabrightexampleofgratitudetotherestofthesex。WhenIaskedwhy,shedeclaredthatitwasmyturnnowtotellherwhatIhadbeendoing。
  Youwillanticipatewhatfollowed。Sheobjectedtothemysteryinwhichmyprospectsseemedtobeinvolved。InplainEnglish,wasI,orwasInot,engagedtomarryherdearEunice?Isaid,No。
  WhatelsecouldIsay?IfIhadtoldMrs。Staveleythetruth,whensheinsistedonmyexplainingmyself,shewouldhavegonebacktomyfather,andwouldhaveappealedtohissenseofjusticetoforbidourmarriage。Findingmeobstinatelysilent,shehasdecidedonwritingtoEunice。Soweparted。Butdon’tbedisheartened。Onmywayoutofthehouse,ImetMr。Staveleycomingin,andhadalittletalkwithhim。Heandhiswifeandhisfamilyaregoingtotheseaside,nextweek。Mrs。Staveleyonceoutofourway,Icantellmyfatherofourengagementwithoutanyfearofconsequences。Ifshewritestohim,themomentheseesmynamementioned,andfindsviolentlanguageassociatedwithit,hewillhandthelettertome。"Yourbusiness,Philip:don’tinterruptme。"Hewillsaythat,andgobacktohisbooks。Thereismyfather,paintedtothelife!
  Farewell,forthepresent。
  RemarksbyH。G。——Philip’sgraceandgayetyofstylemightbeenviedbyanyprofessionalAuthor。Heamusesme,butherousesmysuspicionatthesametime。Thisslipperyloverofminetellsmetodeferwritingtohisfather,andgivesnoreasonforofferingthatstrangeadvicetotheyoungladywhoissoontobeamemberofthefamily。Isthismerelyonemoreinstanceoftheweaknessofhischaracter?Or,nowthatheisawayfrommyinfluence,ishebeginningtoregretEunicealready?
  AddedbytheGovernor。——Itoohavemydoubts。IstheflippantnonsensewhichPhiliphaswritteninspiredbytheeffervescentgoodspiritsofahappyyoungman?Orisitassumedforapurpose?Inthislattercase,IshouldgladlyconcludethathewasregardinghisconducttoEunicewithbecomingemotionsofsorrowandshame。