Findingmyselfdefrauded,IhastenedtoSirJohnFielding。HetoldmeheknewIhadbeenswindled,andthathisfriendshipwouldmakehimactiveinmybehalf;thathealsoknewthehouseswheremywinewasdeposited,andthatapartyofhisrunnersshouldgowithme,sufficientlystrongforitsrecovery。Iwaslittleawarethathehad,atthattime,twohundredbottlesofmybestTokayinhiscellar。Hispretendedkindnesswasasnare;hewasinpartnershipwithrobbers,onlythestupidamongwhomhehanged,andpreservedthemostadroitforthepromotionoftrade。
  Hesentaconstableandsixofhisrunnerswithme,commandingthemtoactundermyorders。BygoodfortuneIhadaviolentheadache,andsentmybrother—in—law,whospokebetterEnglishthanI。HimtheybroughttothehouseofaJew,andtoldhim,"Yourwine,sir,ishereconcealed。"Thoughitwasbroadday,thedoorwaslocked,thathemightbeinducedtoactillegally。Theconstabledesiredhimtobreakthedooropen,whichhedid;theJewscamerunning,andasked——"Whatdoyouwant,gentlemen?"——"Iwantmywine,"answeredmybrother。——"Takewhatisyourown,"repliedaJew;"butbewareoftouchingmyproperty。Ihaveboughtthewine。"
  Mybrotherattendedtheconstableandrunnersintoacellar,andfoundagreatpartofmywine。HewrotetoSirJohnFieldingthathehadfoundthewine,anddesiredtoknowhowtoact。Fieldinganswered:"Itmustbetakenbytheowner。"Mybrotheraccordinglysentmethewine。
  Nextdaycameaconstablewithawarrant,saying,"Hewantedtospeakwithmybrother,andthathewastogotoSirJohnFielding。"
  Whenhewasinthestreet,hetoldhim——"Sir,youaremyprisoner。"
  IwenttoSirJohnFielding,andaskedhimwhatitmeant。Thisjusticeansweredthatmybrotherhadbeenaccusedoffelony。TheJewsandswindlershadswornthewinewasalegalpurchase。IfI
  hadnotbeenpaid,orwasignorantoftheEnglishlaws,thatwasmyfault。Sixswindlershadswornthewinewaspaidfor,whichcircumstancehehadnotknown,orheshouldnothavegrantedmeawarrant。Mybrotherhadalsobrokenopenthedoors,andforciblytakenawaywinewhichwasnothisown。Theymadeoathofthis,andhewaschargedwithburglaryandrobbery。
  HedesiredmetogivebailinathousandguineasformybrotherforhisappearanceintheCourtofKing’sBench;otherwisehistrialwouldimmediatelycomeon,andinafewdayshewouldbehanged。
  Ihastenedtoalawyer,whoconfirmedwhathadbeentoldme,advisedmetogivebail,andhewouldthendefendmycause。IappliedtoLordMansfield,andreceivedthesameanswer。Itoldmystorytoallmyfriends,wholaughedatmeforattemptingtotradeinLondonwithoutunderstandingthelaws。MyfriendLordGrosvenorsaid,"SendmorewinetoLondon,andwewillpayyousowellthatyouwillsoonrecoveryourloss。"
  Iwenttomywine—merchants,whohadastockofmineworthupwardsofathousandguineas。Theygavebailformybrother,andhewasreleased。
  Fielding,intheinterim,senthisrunnerstomyhouse,tookbackthewine,andrestoredittotheJews。Theythreatenedtoprosecutemeasareceiverofstolengoods。IfledfromLondontoParis,whereIsoldoffmystockathalf—price,honouredmybills,andsoendedmymerchandise。
  MybrotherreturnedtoLondoninNovember,todefendhiscauseintheCourtofKing’sBench;buttheswindlershaddisappeared,andthelawyerrequiredahundredpoundstoproceed。Theconclusionwasthatmybrotherreturnedwithseventypoundslessinhispocket,spentastravellingexpenses,andthestockinthehandsofmywine—
  merchantswasdetainedonpretenceofpayingthebail。Theybroughtmeanapothecary’sbill,andallwaslost。
  TheSwedishGeneralSprengportencametoAix—la—Chapellein1776。
  HehadplannedandcarriedintoexecutiontherevolutionsofavourabletotheKing,buthadleftSwedenindiscontent,andcametotakethewaterswitharootedhypochondria。
  HewasthemostdangerousmaninSweden,andhadtoldtheKinghimself,aftertherevolution,inthepresenceofhisguards,"WhileSprengportencanholdasword,theKinghasnothingtocommand。"
  ItwasfearedhewouldgotoRussia,andPrinceCharleswrotetomeinthenameofthemonarch,desiringIwouldexertmyselftopersuadehimtoreturntoSweden。Hewasamanofpride,whichrenderedhimeitherafooloramadman。HedespisedeverythingthatwasnotSwedish。
  ThePrussianMinister,CountHertzberg,thesameyearcametoAix—
  la—Chapelle。Ienjoyedhissocietyforthreemonths,andaccompaniedthisgreatman。TohisliberalityamIindebtedthatI
  canreturntomycountrywithhonour。
  ThetimeIhadtosparewasnotspentinidleness;Iattacked,inmyweeklywritings,thosesharperswhoattendatAix—la—ChapelleandSpatoplunderbothinhabitantsandvisitants,undertheconnivanceofthemagistracy;noraretherewantingforeignnoblemenwhobecometheassociatesofthesepestsofsociety。Thepublicationofsuchtruthsendangeredmylifefromthedesperadoes,who,whendetected,hadnothingmoretolose。Howpowerfulisaninnocentlife,nothingcanmorefullyprovethanthatIstillexist,indespiteofalltheattemptsofwickedmonksanddespicablesharpers。
  Thoughmylifewasmuchdisturbed,yetIdonotrepentofmymannerofacting;manyayouth,manyabraveman,haveIdetainedfromthegaming—table,andpointedouttothemthemostnotorioussharpers。
  ThiswassoinjurioustoSpa,thattheBishopofLiegehimself,whoenjoysataxonalltheirwinnings,andthereforeprotectssuchvillains,offeredmeanannualpensionoffivehundredguineasifI
  wouldnotcometoSpa;orthreepercent。onthewinnings,wouldI
  butassociatemyselfwithColonelN—t,andraiserecruitsforthegaming—table。Myanswermayeasilybeimagined;yetforthiswasI
  threatenedtobeexcommunicatedbytheHolyCatholicChurch!
  IandmyfamilypassedsixteensummersinSpa。Myhousebecametherendezvousofthemostrespectablepartofthecompany,andIwasknowntosomeofthemostrespectablecharactersinEurope。
  AcontestarosebetweenthetownofAix—la—ChapelleandBaronBlankart,themasterofthehoundstotheElectorPalatine:itoriginatedinadisputeconcerningprecedencebetweenthebefore—
  mentionedwifeoftheRecorderGeyerandthesisteroftheBurgomasterofAix—la—Chapelle,Kahr,whogovernedthattownwithdespotism。
  ThisquarrelwasdetrimentaltothetownandtotheElectorPalatine,butprofitabletoKahr,whoseofficeitwastoprotecttherightsofthetown,andthosepersonswhodefendedtheclaimsoftheElector;thelatterkeptafarobank,theplunderofwhichhadenrichedthetown;andtheformerKahr,underpretenceofdefendingtheircause,embezzledthemoneyofthepeople;sothatbothpartiesendeavouredwithalltheirpowertoprolongthelitigation。
  Itvexedmetoseetheirproceedings。Thosewhosufferedoneachsideweredeceived;andIconceivedtheprojectofexposingthetruth。ForthispurposeIjourneyedtothecourtatMannheim,relatedthefactstotheElector,producedaplanofaccommodation,whichheapproved,andobtainedpowertoactasarbitrator。TheMinisteroftheElector,Bekkers,pretendedtoapprovemyzeal,conductedmetoanauberge,mademedineathishouse,andsaidacommissionwasmadeoutformyson,andforwardedtoAix—la—
  Chapelle——whichwasfalse;themomenthequittedmehesenttoAix—
  la—Chapelletofrustratetheattempthepretendedtoapplaud。Hewashimselfinleaguewiththeparties。Infine,thissillyinterferencebroughtmeonlytrouble,expense,andchagrin。ImadefivejourneystoMannheim,tillIbecamesodissatisfiedthatI
  determinedtoquitAix—la—Chapelle,andpurchaseanestateinAustria。
  TheBavariancontestwasatthistimeinagitation;myownaffairsbroughtmetoParis,andhereIlearnedintelligenceofgreatconsequence;thisIcommunicatedtotheGrandDukeofFlorence,onmyreturntoVienna。TheDukedepartedtojointhearmyinBohemia,andIagainwrotetohim,andthoughtitmydutytosendacourier。
  TheDukeshowedmylettertotheEmperor;butIremainedunnoticed。
  Ididnotthinkmyselfsafeinforeigncountriesduringthistimeofwar,andpurchasedthelordshipofZwerbach,withappurtenances,which,withtheexpenses,costmesixtythousandflorins。
  Toconcludethispurchase,Iwasobligedtosolicitthereferendary,Zetto,andhisfriendwhomhehadappointedasmycurator,formynewestatewaslikewisemadeafideicommissum,asmyreferendariesandcuratorswouldnotletmeescapecontribution。Thesixthousandflorinsofwhichtheyemptiedmypursewouldhavedonemyfamilymuchservice。
  InMay,1780,IwenttoAix—la—Chapelle,wheremywife’smotherdiedinJuly;andinSeptembermywife,myself,andfamily,allcametoVienna。
  Mywifesolicitedthemistressoftheceremoniestoobtainanaudience。Herrequestwasgranted,andshegainedthefavouroftheEmpress。Herkindnesswasbeyondexpression:sheintroducedmywifetotheArchduchess,andcommandedhermistressoftheceremoniestopresenthereverywhere。"Youwereunwilling,"saidshe,"toaccompanyyourhusbandintomycountry,butIhopetoconvinceyouthatyoumaylivehappierinAustriathanatAix—la—
  Chapelle。"
  Shenextdaysentmeherdecree,assuringmeofapensionoffourhundredflorins。
  MywifepetitionedtheEmpresstograntmeanaudience:herrequestwascompliedwith:andtheEmpresssaidtome:"ThisisthethirdtimeinwhichIwouldhavemadeyourfortune,hadyoubeensodisposed。"Shedesiredtoseemychildren,andspokeofmywritings。"Howmuchgoodmightyoudo,"saidshe,"wouldyoubutwriteinthecauseofreligion!"
  WedepartedforZwerbach,wherewelivedcontentedly,butwhenwewerepreparingtoreturntoVienna,andsolicitedtherestitutionofpartofmylostfortune,duringthisfavourofthecourt,Theresadied,andallmyhopeswereovercast。
  IforgottorelatethattheArchduchess,MariaAnna,desiredmetotranslateareligiouswork,writteninFrenchbytheAbbeBaudrand,intoGerman。IrepliedIwouldobeyHerMajesty’scommands。I
  beganmywork,tookpassagesfromBaudrand,butinsertedmoreofmyown。Thefirstvolumewasfinishedinsixweeks;theEmpressthoughtitadmirable。Thesecondsoonfollowed,andIpresentedthismyself。
  Sheaskedmeifitequalledthefirst;Ianswered,Ihopeditwouldbefoundmoreexcellent。"No,"saidshe;"Ineverinmylifereadabetterbook:"andadded,"shewonderedhowIcouldwritesowellandsoquickly。"Ipromisedanothervolumewithinamonth。Beforethethirdwasready,Theresadied。Shegaveordersonherdeath—bedtohavethewritingsofBaronTrenckreadtoher;andthoughherconfessorwellknewtheinjusticethathadbeendoneme,yetinherlastmomentshekeptsilence,thoughhehadgivenmehissacredpromisetospeakinmybehalf。
  AfterherdeaththecensorcommandedthatIshouldprintwhatIhavestatedintheprefacetothatthirdvolume,andthiswasmyonlysatisfaction。
  Forone—and—thirtyyearshadIbeensolicitingmyrights,whichI
  nevercouldobtain,becausetheEmpresswasdeceivedbywickedmen,andbelievedmeaheretic。Inthethirty—second,mywifehadthegoodfortunetoconvinceherthiswasfalse;shehaddeterminedtomakemerestitution;justatthismomentshedied。
  ThepensiongrantedmywifebytheEmpressinconsequenceofmymisfortunesandournumerousfamily,weonlyenjoyedninemonths。
  Ofthisshewasdeprivedbythenewmonarch。Heperhapsknewnothingoftheaffair,asIneversolicited。Yetmuchhasitgrievedme。PerhapsImayfindreliefwhenthesighswrungfrommeshallreachtheheartofthefatherofhispeopleinthismylastwriting。Atpresent,nothingformeremainsbuttoliveunknowninZwerbach。
  TheEmperorthoughtpropertocollectthemoneysbestowedonhospitalsintoonefund。Thesystemwasawiseone。MycousinTrenckhadbequeathedthirty—sixthousandflorinstoahospitalforthepoorofBavaria。Thisacthehadnorighttodo,havingdeductedthesumfromthefamilyestate。IpetitionedtheEmperorthatthesethirty—sixthousandflorinsmightberestoredtomeandmychildren,whowerethepeoplewhomTrenckhadindeedmadepoor,nothingofthepropertyofhisacquiringhavingbeenlefttopaythislegacy,but,onthecontrary,themoneyhavingbeenexactedfrommine。
  InafewdaysitwasdeterminedIshouldbeansweredinthesametoneinwhich,forsix—and—thirtyyearspast,allmypetitionshadbeenanswered:—
  "THEREQUESTOFTHEPETITIONERCANNOTBEGRANTED。"
  Fortunepersecutedmeinmyretreat。Withinsixyearstwohailstormssweptawaymycrops;oneyearwasamisgrowth;thereweresevenfloods;arotamongmysheep:allpossiblecalamitiesbefellmeandmymanor。
  Theestatehadbeenruined,thepondsweretodrain,threefarmsweretobeputintopropercondition,andthewholenewlystocked。
  Thisrenderedmepoor,especiallyasmywife’sfortunehadbeensunkinlawsuitsatAix—la—ChapelleandCologne。
  Themiserablepeasantshadnothing,thereforecouldnotpay:Iwasobligedtoadvancethemmoney。Mysonsassistedme,andwelabouredwithourownhands:mywifetookcareofeightchildren,withoutsomuchasthehelpofamaid。Welivedinpoverty,obligedtoearnourdailybread。
  Thegreatestofmymisfortuneswasmytreatmentinthemilitarycourt,whenZettoandKrugelweremyreferendaries。Zettohadcloggedmewithacuratorandwhenthecowhadnomoremilktogive,theybegantotorturemewithdeputations,sequestrations,administrations,andexecutions。NineteentimeswasIobligedtoattendinViennawithintwoyears,atmyownexpense。EverysixyearsmustIpayanattorneytodisputeandquarrelwiththecurator。I,inconclusion,wasobligedtopay。Ifanyaffairwastobeexpedited,I,byathirdhand,wasobligedtosendthereferendarysomeducats。Didhegivejudgment,stillthatjudgmentlayfourteenmonthsinefficient,and,whenitthenappeared,thecopywasfalse,andsowassenttotheuppercourts,thehighreferendaryofwhichsaidI"mustbedislodgedfromZwerbach。"
  Theyobligedmeatlasttopurchasemynaturalisation。IsenttoPrussiaformypedigree;theattestationofthiswassentmebyCountHertzberg。AlthoughthefamilyofTrenckhadahundredyearsbeenlandholdersinHungary,yetwasmyattorneyobligedtosolicittheinstrumentcalledritter—diploma,forwhich,underpainofexecution,Imustpaytwothousandflorins。
  BydecreeaPrussiannoblemanisnotnobleinAustria,whereeverylackeycanpurchaseadiploma,makinghimaknightoftheEmpire,fortwelvehundredwretchedflorins!——wheresuchmenasP—andGrassalkowitzhavepurchasedthedignityofaprince!
  Torturedbythecourts,terrifiedbyhailstorms,Ideterminedtopublishmyworks,ineightvolumes,andthishistoryofmylife。
  Fourteenmonthsaccomplishedthispurpose。MylaboursfoundafavourablereceptionthroughallGermany,procuredmemoney,esteem,andhonour。BymywritingsonlywillIseekthemeansofexistence,andbytryingtoobtaintheapprobationandtheloveofmen。
  CHAPTERIX。
  Onthe22ndofAugust,1786,thenewsarrivedthatFrederictheGreathadleftthisworld***
  Thepresentmonarch,thewitnessofmysufferingsinmynativecountry,sentmearoyalpassporttoBerlin。Theconfiscationofmyestateswasannulled,andmydeceasedbrother,inPrussia,hadleftmychildrenhisheirs。
  ***
  Ijourney,withintheImperialpermission,backtomycountry,fromwhichIhavebeentwo—and—fortyyearsexpelled!Ijourney——notasapardonedmalefactor,butasamanwhoseinnocencehasbeenestablishedbyhisactions,hasbeenprovedinhiswritings,andwhoisjourneyingtoreceivehisreward。
  HereIshalloncemoreencountermyoldfriendsmyrelations,andthosewhohaveknownmeinthedaysofmyaffliction。HereshallI
  appear,notasmycountry’sTraitor,butasmycountry’sMartyr!
  Possible,thoughlittleprobable,arestillfuturestorms。ForthesealsoIamprepared。LonghadIreasondailytocursetherisingsun,and,setting,tobeholditwithhorror。Deathtomeappearsagreatbenefit:acertainpassagefromagitationtopeace,frommotiontorest。Asformychildren,they,jocundinyouth,delightinpresentexistence。WhenIhavefulfilledthedutiesofafather,toliveordiewillthenbeasIshallplease。
  Thou,OGod!myrighteousJudge,didstordainthatIshouldbeanexampleofsufferingtotheworld;ThoumadestmewhatIam,gavestmethesestrongpassions,thesequicknerves,thisthrillingoftheblood,whenIbeholdinjustice。Strongwasmymind,thatdeeplyitmightmeditateondeepsubjects;strongmymemory,thatthesemeditationsImightretain;strongmybody,thatproudlyitmightsupportallithaspleasedTheetoinflict。
  ShouldIcontinuetoexist,shouldidentitygowithme,andshouldI
  knowwhatIwasthen,whenIwascalledTrenck;whenthatcombinationofparticleswhichNaturecommandedshouldcomposethisbodyshallbedecomposed,scattered,orinotherbodiesunited;whenIhavenomusclestoact,nobraintothink,noretinaonwhichpicturescanmechanicallybepainted,myeyeswasted,andnotongueremainingtopronouncetheCreator’sname,shouldIstillbeholdaCreator——then,ohthen,willmyspiritmount,andindubitablyassociatewithspiritsofthejustwhoexpectantwaitfortheirgoldenharpsandgloriouscrownsfromtheMostHighGod。Forhumanweaknesses,humanfailings,arisingfromournature,springingfromourtemperament,whichtheCreatorhasordained,shallbeeventhus,andnototherwise;forthesehaveIsufferedenoughonearth。
  Suchismyconfessionoffaith;inthishaveIlived,inthiswillI
  die。ThedutiesofamanandofaChristianIhavefulfilled;nay,oftenhaveexceeded,oftenhavebeentoobenevolent,toogenerous;
  perhapsalsotooproud,toovain。Icouldnotbend,althoughliabletobebroken。
  ThatIhavenotservedtheworld,inactsandemploymentswherebestImight,isperhapsmyownfault:thefaultofmymanner,whichisnowtooradicaltobecorrectedinthis,mysixtiethyear。Yes,I
  acknowledgemyfailing,acknowledgeitunblushingly;nay,gloryintheprideofanoblenature。
  Formyself,Iasknothingofthosewhohavereadmyhistory;tothemdoIcommitmywifeandchildren。MyeldestsonisalieutenantintheTuscanregimentofcavalry,underGeneralLasey,anddoeshonourtohisfather’sprinciples。ThesecondserveshispresentPrussianMajesty,asensigninthePosadowskydragoons,withequalpromise。
  Thethirdisstillachild。Mydaughterswillmakeworthymenhappy,fortheyhaveimbibedvirtueandgentlenesswiththeirmother’smilk。MonarchsmayhereafterrememberwhatIhavesuffered,whatIhavelost,andwhatisduetomyashes。
  HeredoIdeclare——Iwillseeknootherrevengeagainstmyenemiesthanthatofdespisingtheirevildeeds。Itismywish,andshallbemyendeavour,toforgetthepast;andhavingcommittednooffence,neitherwillIsolicitmonarchsforpostsofhonour;asI
  haveeverlivedafreeman,afreemanwillIdie。
  IconcludethispartofmyhistoryontheeveningprecedingmyjourneytoBerlin。GodgrantImayencounternonewafflictions,tobeinsertedintheremainderofthishistory。
  ThisjourneyIpreparedtoundertake,butmyever—enviousfatethrewmeonthebedofsickness,insomuchthatsmallhoperemainedthatI
  evershouldagainbeholdthecountryofmyforefathers。IseemedfollowingtheGreatFrederictothemansionsofthedead;thenshouldIneverhaveconcludedthehistoryofmylife,orobtainedthevictorybywhichIamnowcrowned。
  Avarietyofobstaclesbeingovercome,IfounditnecessarytomakeajourneyintoHungary,whichwasoneofthemostpleasantofmywholelife。
  IhavenowordstoexpressmyardentwishesforthewelfareofanationwhereImetwithsomanyproofsoffriendship。WhereverI
  appearedIwaswelcomedwiththatloveandenthusiasmwhichonlyawaitthefathersoftheircountry。ThevalourofmycousinTrenck,whodiedingloriouslyintheSpielberg,thelossofmygreatHungarianestates,thefameofmywritings,andthecrueltyofmysufferings,hadgonebeforeme。Theofficersofthearmy,thenoblesoftheland,aliketestifiedthewarmthoftheiresteem。
  Suchistherewardoftheupright;suchtooaretheproofsthatthisnationknowsthejustvalueoffortitudeandvirtue。HaveInotreasontopublishmygratitude,andtorecommendmychildrentothosewho,whenIamnomore,shalldareuprightlytodetermineconcerningtherightswhichhaveunjustlybeensnatchedfrommeinHungary?
  NotamaninHungarybutwillproclaimIhavebeenunjustlydealtby;yetIhavegoodreasontosuspectInevershallfindredress。
  Sentencehadbeenalreadygiven;judges,morehonest,cannot,withoutdifficulty,reverseolddecrees;andthepresentpossessorsofmyestatesaretoopowerful,toointimatewiththegovernorsoftheearth,formetohopeIshallhereafterbemorehappy。Godknowsmyheart;IwishthepresentpossessorsmayrenderservicestothestateequaltothoserenderedbythefamilyoftheTrencks。
  ThereislittleprobabilityIshalleverbeholdmynoblefriendsinHungarymore。HereIbidthemadieu,promisingthemtopasstheremainderofanylifesoasstilltomerittheapprobationofapeoplewithwhoseashesIwouldmostwillinglyhavemingledmyown。
  MaytheGodofheavenpreserveeveryHungarianfromafatesimilartomine!
  TheCroatshaveeverbeenreckoneduncultivated;yet,amongthisuncultivatedpeopleIfoundmoresubscriberstomywritingsthanamongallthelearnedmenofVienna;andinHungary,morethaninalltheAustriandominions。
  TheHungarians,theunletteredCroats,seekinformation。ThepeopleofViennaasktheirconfessors’permissiontoreadinstructivebooks。Varioussubscribers,havingreadthefirstvolumeofmywork,broughtitback,andre—demandedtheirmoney,becausesomemonkhadtoldthemitwasabookdangeroustoberead。Thejudgesoftheircourtshavere—soldthemtothebooksellersforafewpenceorgiventhemtothosewhohadthecareoftheirconsciencestoburn。
  InViennaalonewasmylifedescribedasaromance;inHungaryI
  foundthecompassionofmen,theirfriendship,andeffectualaid。
  HadmybookbeentheproductionofanEnglishman,goodwisheswouldnothavebeenhisonlyreward。
  WeGermanwritershaveinterestedcriticstoencounterifwewouldunmaskinjustice;andifabookfindsarapidsale,dishonestprintersissuespuriouseditions,defraudingtheauthorofhislabours。
  Theencouragementofthelearnedproducesableteachers,andfromtheirseminariesmenofgeniusoccasionallycomeforth。Theworldisinundatedwithbooksandpamphlets;theundiscerningreaderknowsnotwhichtoselect;themoreintelligentaredisgusted,ordonotreadatall,andthusaworkofmeritbecomesaslittleprofitabletotheauthorastothestate。
  IleftViennaonthe5thofJanuary,andcametoPrague。HereI
  foundnearlythesamereceptionasinHungary;mywritingswereread。Citizens,noblemen,andladiestreatedmewithlikefavour。
  Maythemonarchknowhowtovaluemenofgenerousfeelingsandenlargedunderstandings!
  IbadeadieutoPrague,andcontinuedmyjourneytoBerlin。InBohemia,Itookleaveofmyson,whosawhisfatherandhistwobrothers,destinedforthePrussianservice,depart。Hefelttheweightofthisseparation;Iremindedhimofhisdutytothestateheserved;IspokeofthefearfulfateofhisuncleandfatherinAustria,andofthepossessorsofourvastestatesinHungary。Heshrankback——alookfromhisfatherpiercedhimtothesoul——tearsstoodinhiseyes——hisyouthfulbloodflowedquick,andthefollowingexpressionburstsuddenlyfromhislips:—"IcallGodtowitnessthatIwillprovemyselfworthyofmyfather’sname;andthat,whileIlive,hisenemiesshallbemine!"
  AtPeterswald,ontheroadtoDresden,mycarriagebrokedown:mylifewasendangered;andmysonreceivedacontusioninthearm。
  TheerysipelasbrokeoutonhimatBerlin,andIcouldnotpresenthimtotheKingforamonthafter。
  IhadbeenbutashorttimeatBerlinbeforethewell—knownminister,CountHertzberg,receivedmewithkindness。Everymantowhomhisprivateworthisknownwillcongratulatethestatethathasthewisdomtobestowonhimsohighanoffice。Hisscholasticandpracticallearning,hisknowledgeoflanguages,hisacquaintancewithsciences,areindeedwonderful。Hiszealforhiscountryisardent,hisloveofhiskingunprejudiced,hisindustryadmirable,hisfirmnessthatofaman。HeisthemostexperiencedmaninthePrussianstates。Theenemiesofhiscountrymayrelyonhisword。