Sheseemedonthepointofsayingakindwordortwomore,when,seeingthebeadlecomingtowardme,shedrewback,asifshewasafraidofhim,andleftthechurchyard。
"Here’smysubscriptiontowardthefuneral,"saidthebeadle,givingmebackhisshillingfee。"Don’tsayanythingaboutit,foritmightn’tbeapprovedofinabusinesspointofview,ifitcametosomepeople’sears。Hasthelandlordsaidanythingmoretoyou?no,Ithoughtnot。He’stoopoliteamantogivemethetroubleofpullinghimup。Don’tstopcryinghere,mydear。Taketheadviceofamanfamiliarwithfunerals,andgohome。"
Itriedtotakehisadvice,butitseemedlikedesertingMarytogoawaywhenalltherestforsookher。
Iwaitedabouttilltheearthwasthrowninandthemanhadlefttheplace,thenIreturnedtothegrave。Oh,howbareandcruelitwas,withoutsomuchasabitofgreenturftosoftenit!Oh,howmuchharderitseemedtolivethantodie,whenIstoodalonelookingattheheavypiled—uplumpsofclay,andthinkingofwhatwashiddenbeneaththem!
Iwasdrivenhomebymyowndespairingthoughts。ThesightofSallylightingthefireinmyroomeasedmyheartalittle。Whenshewasgone,ItookupRobert’sletteragaintokeepmymindemployedontheonlysubjectintheworldthathasanyinterestforitnow。
ThisfreshreadingincreasedthedoubtsIhadalreadyfeltrelativetohishavingremainedinAmericaafterwritingtome。
Mygriefandforlornnesshavemadeastrangealterationinmyformerfeelingsabouthiscomingback。Iseemtohavelostallmyprudenceandself—denial,andtocaresolittleabouthispoverty,andsomuchabouthimself,thattheprospectofhisreturnisreallytheonlycomfortingthoughtIhavenowtosupportme。Iknowthisisweakinme,andthathiscomingbackcanleadtonogoodresultforeitherofus;butheistheonlylivingbeingleftmetolove;and——Ican’texplainit——butIwanttoputmyarmsroundhisneckandtellhimaboutMary。
March14th。Ilockeduptheendofthecravatinmywriting—desk。Nochangeinthedreadfulsuspicionsthatthebaresightofitrousesinme。ItrembleifIsomuchastouchit。
March15th,16th,17th。Work,work,work。IfIdon’tknockup,Ishallbeabletopaybacktheadvanceinanotherweek;andthen,withalittlemorepinchinginmydailyexpenses,ImaysucceedinsavingashillingortwotogetsometurftoputoverMary’sgrave,andperhapsevenafewflowersbesidestogrowroundit。
March18th。ThinkingofRobertalldaylong。Doesthismeanthatheisreallycomingback?Ifitdoes,reckoningthedistanceheisatfromNewYork,andthetimeshipstaketogettoEngland,ImightseehimbytheendofAprilorthebeginningofMay。
March19th。Idon’tremembermymindrunningonceontheendofthecravatyesterday,andIamcertainIneverlookedatit;yetIhadthestrangestdreamconcerningitatnight。Ithoughtitwaslengthenedintoalongclew,likethesilkenthreadthatledtoRosamond’sBower。IthoughtItookholdofit,andfolloweditalittleway,andthengotfrightenedandtriedtogoback,butfoundthatIwasobliged,inspiteofmyself,togoon。ItledmethroughaplaceliketheValleyoftheShadowofDeath,inanoldprintIrememberinmymother’scopyofthePilgrim’sProgress。I
seemedtobemonthsandmonthsfollowingitwithoutanyrespite,tillatlastitbroughtme,onasudden,facetofacewithanangelwhoseeyeswerelikeMary’s。Hesaidtome,"Goon,still;
thetruthisattheend,waitingforyoutofindit。"Iburstoutcrying,fortheangelhadMary’svoiceaswellasMary’seyes,andwokewithmyheartthrobbingandmycheeksallwet。Whatisthemeaningofthis?Isitalwayssuperstitious,Iwonder,tobelievethatdreamsmaycometrue?
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April30th。Ihavefoundit!Godknowstowhatresultsitmaylead;butitisascertainasthatIamsittingherebeforemyjournalthatIhavefoundthecravatfromwhichtheendinMary’shandwastorn。Idiscovereditlastnight;buttheflutterIwasin,andthenervousnessanduncertaintyIfelt,preventedmefromnotingdownthismostextraordinaryandunexpectedeventatthetimewhenithappened。LetmetryifIcanpreservethememoryofitinwritingnow。
IwasgoinghomeratherlatefromwhereIwork,whenIsuddenlyrememberedthatIhadforgottentobuymyselfanycandlestheeveningbefore,andthatIshouldbeleftinthedarkifIdidnotmanagetorectifythismistakeinsomeway。Theshopclosetome,atwhichIusuallydeal,wouldbeshutup,Iknew,beforeI
couldgettoit;soIdeterminedtogointothefirstplaceI
passedwherecandlesweresold。Thisturnedouttobeasmallshopwithtwocounters,whichdidbusinessononesideinthegeneralgroceryway,andontheotherintheragandbottleandoldironline。
TherewereseveralcustomersonthegrocerysidewhenIwentin,soIwaitedontheemptyragsidetillIcouldbeserved。
Glancingaboutmehereattheworthless—lookingthingsbywhichI
wassurrounded,myeyewascaughtbyabundleofragslyingonthecounter,asiftheyhadjustbeenbroughtinandleftthere。
Frommereidlecuriosity,Ilookedcloseattherags,andsawamongthemsomethinglikeanoldcravat。Itookitupdirectlyandhelditunderagaslight。Thepatternwasblurredlilaclinesrunningacrossandacrossthedingyblackgroundinatrellis—workform。Ilookedattheends:oneofthemwastornoff。
HowImanagedtohidethebreathlesssurpriseintowhichthisdiscoverythrewmeIcannotsay,butIcertainlycontrivedtosteadymyvoicesomehow,andtoaskformycandlescalmlywhenthemanandwomanservingintheshop,havingdisposedoftheirothercustomers,inquiredofmewhatIwanted。
Asthemantookdownthecandles,mybrainwasallinawhirlwithtryingtothinkhowIcouldgetpossessionoftheoldcravatwithoutexcitinganysuspicion。Chance,andalittlequicknessonmypartintakingadvantageofit,puttheobjectwithinmyreachinamoment。Theman,havingcountedoutthecandles,askedthewomanforsomepapertowrapthemin。Sheproducedapiecemuchtoosmallandflimsyforthepurpose,anddeclared,whenhecalledforsomethingbetter,thattheday’ssupplyofstoutpaperwasallexhausted。Heflewintoaragewithherformanagingsobadly。Justastheywerebeginningtoquarrelviolently,I
steppedbacktotherag—counter,tooktheoldcravatcarelesslyoutofthebundle,andsaid,inaslightatoneasIcouldpossiblyassume:
"Come,come,don’tletmycandlesbethecauseofhardwordsbetweenyou。Tiethisraggedoldthingroundthemwithabitofstring,andIshallcarrythemhomequitecomfortably。"
Themanseemeddisposedtoinsistonthestoutpaperbeingproduced;butthewoman,asifshewasgladofanopportunityofspitinghim,snatchedthecandlesaway,andtiedthemupinamomentinthetornoldcravat。Iwasafraidhewouldhavestruckherbeforemyface,heseemedinsuchafury;but,fortunately,anothercustomercamein,andobligedhimtoputhishandstopeaceableandproperuse。?
"Quiteabundleofall—sortsontheoppositecounterthere,"I
saidtothewoman,asIpaidherforthecandles。
"Yes,andallhoardedupforsalebyapoorcreaturewithalazybruteofahusband,wholetshiswifedoalltheworkwhilehespendsallthemoney,"answeredthewoman,withamaliciouslookatthemanbyherside。
"Hecan’tsurelyhavemuchmoneytospend,ifhiswifehasnobetterworktodothanpickinguprags,"saidI。
"Itisn’therfaultifshehasn’tgotnobetter,"saysthewoman,ratherangrily。"She’sreadytoturnherhandtoanything。
Charing,washing,laying—out,keepingemptyhouses——nothingcomesamisstoher。She’smyhalf—sister,andIthinkIoughttoknow。"
"Didyousayshewentoutcharing?"Iasked,makingbelieveasifIknewofsomebodywhomightemployher。
"Yes,ofcourseIdid,"answeredthewoman;"andifyoucanputajobintoherhands,you’llbedoingagoodturntoapoorhard—workingcreatureaswantsit。ShelivesdowntheMewsheretotheright——nameofHorlick,andashonestawomanaseverstoodinshoe—leather。Now,then,ma’am,whatforyou?"
Anothercustomercameinjustthen,andoccupiedherattention。I
lefttheshop,passedtheturningthatleddowntotheMews,lookedupatthenameofthestreet,soastoknowhowtofinditagain,andthenranhomeasfastasIcould。Perhapsitwastheremembranceofmystrangedreamstrikingmeonasudden,orperhapsitwastheshockofthediscoveryIhadjustmade,butI
begantofeelfrightenedwithoutknowingwhy,andanxioustobeundershelterinmyownroom。
ItRobertshouldcomeback!Oh,whatareliefandhelpitwouldbenowifRobertshouldcomeback!
May1st。Ongettingindoorslastnight,thefirstthingIdid,afterstrikingalight,wastotaketheraggedcravatoffthecandles,andsmoothitoutonthetable。IthentooktheendthathadbeeninpoorMary’shandoutofmywriting—desk,andsmoothedthatouttoo。Itmatchedthetornsideofthecravatexactly。I
putthemtogether,andsatisfiedmyselfthattherewasnotadoubtofit。
NotoncedidIclosemyeyesthatnight。Akindoffevergotpossessionofme——avehementyearningtogoonfromthisfirstdiscoveryandfindoutmore,nomatterwhattheriskmightbe。
Thecravatnowreallybecame,tomymind,theclewthatIthoughtIsawinmydream——theclewthatIwasresolvedtofollow。I
determinedtogotoMrs。Horlickthiseveningonmyreturnfromwork。
IfoundtheMewseasily。Acrook—backeddwarfofamanwasloungingatthecornerofitsmokinghispipe。Notlikinghislooks,IdidnotinquireofhimwhereMrs。Horlicklived,butwentdowntheMewstillImetwithawoman,andaskedher。Shedirectedmetotherightnumber。Iknockedatthedoor,andMrs。
Horlickherself——alean,ill—tempered,miserable—lookingwoman——answeredit。ItoldheratoncethatIhadcometoaskwhathertermswereforcharing。
Shestaredatmeforamoment,thenansweredmyquestioncivillyenough。
"Youlooksurprisedatastrangerlikemefindingyouout,"I
said。"Ifirstcametohearofyoulastnight,fromarelationofyours,inratheranoddway。"
AndItoldherallthathadhappenedinthechandler’sshop,bringinginthebundleofrags,andthecircumstanceofmycarryinghomethecandlesintheoldtorncravat,asoftenaspossible。
"It’sthefirsttimeI’veheardofanythingbelongingtohimturningoutanyuse,"saidMrs。Horlick,bitterly。
"What!thespoiledoldneck—handkerchiefbelongedtoyourhusband,didit?"saidI,ataventure。
"Yes;Ipitchedhisrottenragofaneck—’andkercherintothebundlealongwiththerest,andIwishIcouldhavepitchedhiminafterit,"saidMrs。Horlick。"I’dsellhimcheapatanyragshop。Therehestands,smokinghispipeattheendoftheMews,outofworkforweekspast,theidlesthumpbackedpiginallLondon!"
ShepointedtothemanwhomIhadpassedonenteringtheMews。Mycheeksbegantoburnandmykneestotremble,forIknewthatintracingthecravattoitsownerIwasadvancingasteptowardafreshdiscovery。IwishedMrs。Horlickgoodevening,andsaidI
wouldwriteandmentionthedayonwhichIwantedher。
WhatIhadjustbeentoldputathoughtintomymindthatIwasafraidtofollowout。Ihaveheardpeopletalkofbeinglight—headed,andIfeltasIhaveheardthemsaytheyfeltwhenIretracedmystepsuptheMews。Myheadgotgiddy,andmyeyesseemedabletoseenothingbutthefigureofthelittlecrook—backedman,stillsmokinghispipeinhisformerplace。I
couldseenothingbutthat;IcouldthinkofnothingbutthemarkoftheblowonmypoorlostMary’stemple。IknowthatImusthavebeenlight—headed,forasIcameclosetothecrook—backedmanIstoppedwithoutmeaningit。Theminutebefore,therehadbeennoideainmeofspeakingtohim。Ididnotknowhowtospeak,orinwhatwayitwouldbesafesttobegin;andyet,themomentIcamefacetofacewithhim,somethingoutofmyselfseemedtostopme,andtomakemespeakwithoutconsideringbeforehand,withoutthinkingofconsequences,withoutknowing,I
mayalmostsay,whatwordsIwasutteringtilltheinstantwhentheyrosetomylips。
"Whenyouroldneck—tiewastorn,didyouknowthatoneendofitwenttotherag—shop,andtheotherfellintomyhands?"
Isaidtheseboldwordstohimsuddenly,and,asitseemed,withoutmyownwilltakinganypartinthem。
Hestarted,stared,changedcolor。Hewastoomuchamazedbymysuddenspeakingtofindananswerforme。Whenhedidopenhislips,itwastosayrathertohimselfthanme:
"You’renotthegirl。"
"No,"Isaid,withastrangechokingatmyheart,"I’mherfriend。"
Bythistimehehadrecoveredhissurprise,andheseemedtobeawarethathehadletoutmorethanheought。
"Youmaybeanybody’sfriendyoulike,"hesaid,brutally,"solongasyoudon’tcomejabberingnonsensehere。Idon’tknowyou,andIdon’tunderstandyourjokes。"
Heturnedquicklyawayfrommewhenhehadsaidthelastwords。
HehadneveroncelookedfairlyatmesinceIfirstspoketohim。
Wasithishandthathadstrucktheblow?Ihadonlysixpenceinmypocket,butItookitoutandfollowedhim。Ifithadbeenafive—poundnoteIshouldhavedonethesameinthestateIwasinthen。
"Wouldapotofbeerhelpyoutounderstandme?"Isaid,andofferedhimthesixpence。
"Apotain’tnogreatthings,"heanswered,takingthesixpencedoubtfully。
"Itmayleadtosomethingbetter,"Isaid。Hiseyesbegantotwinkle,andhecameclosetome。Oh,howmylegstrembled——howmyheadswam!
"Thisisallinafriendlyway,isit?"heasked,inawhisper。
Inoddedmyhead。AtthatmomentIcouldnothavespokenforworlds。
"Friendly,ofcourse,"hewentontohimself,"ortherewouldhavebeenapolicemaninit。Shetoldyou,Isuppose,thatI
wasn’ttheman?"
Inoddedmyheadagain。ItwasallIcoulddotokeepmyselfstandingupright。
"Isupposeit’sacaseofthreateningtohavehimup,andmakehimsettleitquietlyforapoundortwo?Howmuchformeifyoulayholdofhim?"
"Half。"
IbegantobeafraidthathewouldsuspectsomethingifIwasstillsilent。Thewretch’seyestwinkledagainandhecameyetcloser。
"IdrovehimtotheRedLion,cornerofDoddStreetandRudgelyStreet。Thehousewasshutup,buthewasletinatthejugandbottledoor,likeamanwhowasknowntothelandlord。That’sasmuchasIcantellyou,andI’mcertainI’mright。HewasthelastfareItookupatnight。Thenextmorningmastergavemethesack——saidIcribbedhiscornandhisfares。IwishIhad。"
Igatheredfromthisthatthecrook—backedmanhadbeenacab—driver。
"Whydon’tyouspeak?"heasked,suspiciously。"Hasshebeentellingyouapackofliesaboutme?Whatdidshesaywhenshecamehome?"
"Whatoughtshetohavesaid?"
"Sheoughttohavesaidmyfarewasdrunk,andshecameinthewayashewasgoingtogetintothecab。That’swhatsheoughttohavesaidtobeginwith。"
"Butafter?"
"Well,after,myfare,bywayoflarkingwithher,putsouthislegfortotripherup,andshestumblesandcatchesatmefortosaveherself,andtearsoffoneofthelimpendsofmyrottenoldtie。’Whatdoyoumeanbythat,youbrute?’saysshe,turningroundassoonasshewassteadyonherlegs,tomyfare。Saysmyfaretoher:’Imeanstoteachyoutokeepaciviltongueinyourhead。’Andheupswithhisfist,and——what’scometoyou,now?
Whatareyoulookingatmelikethatfor?Howdoyouthinkamanofmysizewastotakeherpartagainstamanbigenoughtohaveeatenmeup?Lookasmuchasyoulike,inmyplaceyouwouldhavedonewhatIdone——drewoffwhenheshookhisfistatyou,andsworehe’dbethedeathofyouifyoudidn’tstartyourhorseinnotime。"
Isawhewasworkinghimselfupintoarage;butIcouldnot,ifmylifehaddependedonit,havestoodnearhimorlookedathimanylonger。IjustmanagedtostammeroutthatIhadbeenwalkingalongway,andthat,notbeingusedtomuchexercise,Ifeltfaintandgiddywithfatigue。HeonlychangedfromangrytosulkywhenImadethatexcuse。Igotalittlefurtherawayfromhim,andthenaddedthatifhewouldbeattheMewsentrancethenexteveningIshouldhavesomethingmoretosayandsomethingmoretogivehim。Hegrumbledafewsuspiciouswordsinansweraboutdoubtingwhetherheshouldtrustmetocomeback。Fortunately,atthatmoment,apolicemanpassedontheoppositesideoftheway。
HeslunkdowntheMewsimmediately,andIwasfreetomakemyescape。
HowIgothomeIcan’tsay,exceptthatIthinkIranthegreaterpartoftheway。Sallyopenedthedoor,andaskedifanythingwasthematterthemomentshesawmyface。Ianswered:
"Nothing——nothing。"ShestoppedmeasIwasgoingintomyroom,andsaid:
"Smoothyourhairabit,andputyourcollarstraight。There’sagentlemanintherewaitingforyou。"
Myheartgaveonegreatbound:Iknewwhoitwasinaninstant,andrushedintotheroomlikeamadwoman。
"Oh,Robert,Robert!"
Allmyheartwentouttohiminthosetwolittlewords。
"GoodGod,Anne,hasanythinghappened?Areyouill?"
"Mary!mypoor,lost,murdered,dear,dearMary!"
ThatwasallIcouldsaybeforeIfellonhisbreast。
May2d。Misfortunesanddisappointmentshavesaddenedhimalittle,buttowardmeheisunaltered。Heisasgood,askind,asgentlyandtrulyaffectionateasever。IbelievenoothermanintheworldcouldhavelistenedtothestoryofMary’sdeathwithsuchtendernessandpityashe。Insteadofcuttingmeshortanywhere,hedrewmeontotellmorethanIhadintended;andhisfirstgenerouswordswhenIhaddoneweretoassuremethathewouldseehimselftothegrassbeinglaidandtheflowersplantedonMary’sgrave。Icouldalmosthavegoneonmykneesandworshipedhimwhenhemademethatpromise。
Surelythisbest,andkindest,andnoblestofmencannotalwaysbeunfortunate!MycheeksburnwhenIthinkthathehascomebackwithonlyafewpoundsinhispocket,afterallhishardandhoneststrugglestodowellinAmerica。TheymustbebadpeopletherewhensuchamanasRobertcannotgetonamongthem。Henowtalkscalmlyandresignedlyoftryingforanyoneofthelowestemploymentsbywhichamancanearnhisbreadhonestlyinthisgreatcity——hewhoknowsFrench,whocanwritesobeautifully!
Oh,ifthepeoplewhohaveplacestogiveawayonlyknewRobertaswellasIdo,whatasalaryhewouldhave,whataposthewouldbechosentooccupy!
IamwritingtheselinesalonewhilehehasgonetotheMewstotreatwiththedastardly,heartlesswretchwithwhomIspokeyesterday。
Robertsaysthecreature——Iwon’tcallhimaman——mustbehumoredandkeptdeceivedaboutpoorMary’send,inorderthatwemaydiscoverandbringtojusticethemonsterwhosedrunkenblowwasthedeathofher。Ishallknownoeaseofmindtillhermurdererissecured,andtillIamcertainthathewillbemadetosufferforhiscrimes。IwantedtogowithRoberttotheMews,buthesaiditwasbestthatheshouldcarryouttherestoftheinvestigationalone,formystrengthandresolutionhadbeentoohardlytaxedalready。HesaidmorewordsinpraiseofmeforwhatIhavebeenabletodouptothistime,whichIamalmostashamedtowritedownwithmyownpen。Besides,thereisnoneed;praisefromhislipsisoneofthethingsthatIcantrustmymemorytopreservetothelatestdayofmylife。
May3d。Robertwasverylonglastnightbeforehecamebacktotellmewhathehaddone。HeeasilyrecognizedthehunchbackatthecorneroftheMewsbymydescriptionofhim;buthefounditahardmatter,evenwiththehelpofmoney,toovercomethecowardlywretch’sdistrustofhimasastrangerandaman。
However,whenthishadbeenaccomplished,themaindifficultywasconquered。Thehunchback,excitedbythepromiseofmoremoney,wentatoncetotheRedLiontoinquireaboutthepersonwhomhehaddriventhereinhiscab。Robertfollowedhim,andwaitedatthecornerofthestreet。Thetidingsbroughtbythecabmanwereofthemostunexpectedkind。Themurderer——Icanwriteofhimbynoothername——hadfallenillontheverynightwhenhewasdriventotheRedLion,hadtakentohisbedthereandthen,andwasstillconfinedtoitatthatverymoment。Hisdiseasewasofakindthatisbroughtonbyexcessivedrinking,andthataffectsthemindaswellasthebody。ThepeopleatthepublichousecallittheHorrors。
Hearingthesethings,Robertdeterminedtoseeifhecouldnotfindoutsomethingmoreforhimselfbygoingandinquiringatthepublichouse,inthecharacterofoneofthefriendsofthesickmaninbedupstairs。Hemadetwoimportantdiscoveries。First,hefoundoutthenameandaddressofthedoctorinattendance。
Secondly,heentrappedthebarmanintomentioningthemurderouswretchbyhisname。ThislastdiscoveryaddsanunspeakablyfearfulinteresttothedreadfulmisfortuneofMary’sdeath。NoahTruscott,asshetoldmeherselfinthelastconversationIeverhadwithher,wasthenameofthemanwhosedrunkenexampleruinedherfather,andNoahTruscottisalsothenameofthemanwhosedrunkenfurykilledher。Thereissomethingthatmakesoneshudder,somethingsupernaturalinthisawfulfact。RobertagreeswithmethatthehandofProvidencemusthaveguidedmystepstothatshopfromwhichallthediscoveriessincemadetooktheirrise。Hesayshebelieveswearetheinstrumentsofeffectingarighteousretribution;and,ifhespendshislastfarthing,hewillhavetheinvestigationbroughttoitsfullendinacourtofjustice。
May4th。Robertwentto—daytoconsultalawyerwhomheknewinformertimesThelawyerwasmuchinterested,thoughnotsoseriouslyimpressedasheoughttohavebeenbythestoryofMary’sdeathandoftheeventsthathavefollowedit。HegaveRobertaconfidentiallettertotaketothedoctorinattendanceonthedouble—dyedvillainattheRedLion。Robertlefttheletter,andcalledagainandsawthedoctor,whosaidhispatientwasgettingbetter,andwouldmostlikelybeupagainintendaysorafortnight。ThisstatementRobertcommunicatedtothelawyer,andthelawyerhasundertakentohavethepublichouseproperlywatched,andthehunchback(whoisthemostimportantwitness)
sharplylookedafterforthenextfortnight,orlongerifnecessary。Here,then,theprogressofthisdreadfulbusinessstopsforawhile。
May5th。Roberthasgotalittletemporaryemploymentincopyingforhisfriendthelawyer。Iamworkingharderthaneveratmyneedle,tomakeupforthetimethathasbeenlostlately。
May6th。To—daywasSunday,andRobertproposedthatweshouldgoandlookatMary’sgrave。He,whoforgetsnothingwhereakindnessistobedone,hasfoundtimetoperformthepromisehemadetomeonthenightwhenwefirstmet。Thegraveisalready,byhisorders,coveredwithturf,andplantedroundwithshrubs。
Someflowers,andalowheadstone,aretobeadded,tomaketheplacelookworthierofmypoorlostdarlingwhoisbeneathit。
Oh,IhopeIshalllivelongafterIammarriedtoRobert!Iwantsomuchtimetoshowhimallmygratitude!
May20th。Ahardtrialtomycourageto—day。Ihavegivenevidenceatthepolice—office,andhaveseenthemonsterwhomurderedher。
Icouldonlylookathimonce。Icouldjustseethathewasagiantinsize,andthathekepthisdull,lowering,bestialfaceturnedtowardthewitness—box,andhisbloodshot,vacanteyesstaringonme。ForaninstantItriedtoconfrontthatlook;foraninstantIkeptmyattentionfixedonhim——onhisblotchedface——ontheshort,grizzledhairaboveit——onhisknotty,murderousrighthand,hanginglooseoverthebarinfrontofhim,likethepawofawildbeastovertheedgeofitsden。Thenthehorrorofhim——thedoublehorrorofconfrontinghim,inthefirstplace,andafterwardofseeingthathewasanoldman——overcameme,andIturnedaway,faint,sick,andshuddering。Ineverfacedhimagain;and,attheendofmyevidence,Robertconsideratelytookmeout。