Sheseemedonthepointofsayingakindwordortwomore,when,seeingthebeadlecomingtowardme,shedrewback,asifshewasafraidofhim,andleftthechurchyard。
  "Here’smysubscriptiontowardthefuneral,"saidthebeadle,givingmebackhisshillingfee。"Don’tsayanythingaboutit,foritmightn’tbeapprovedofinabusinesspointofview,ifitcametosomepeople’sears。Hasthelandlordsaidanythingmoretoyou?no,Ithoughtnot。He’stoopoliteamantogivemethetroubleofpullinghimup。Don’tstopcryinghere,mydear。Taketheadviceofamanfamiliarwithfunerals,andgohome。"
  Itriedtotakehisadvice,butitseemedlikedesertingMarytogoawaywhenalltherestforsookher。
  Iwaitedabouttilltheearthwasthrowninandthemanhadlefttheplace,thenIreturnedtothegrave。Oh,howbareandcruelitwas,withoutsomuchasabitofgreenturftosoftenit!Oh,howmuchharderitseemedtolivethantodie,whenIstoodalonelookingattheheavypiled—uplumpsofclay,andthinkingofwhatwashiddenbeneaththem!
  Iwasdrivenhomebymyowndespairingthoughts。ThesightofSallylightingthefireinmyroomeasedmyheartalittle。Whenshewasgone,ItookupRobert’sletteragaintokeepmymindemployedontheonlysubjectintheworldthathasanyinterestforitnow。
  ThisfreshreadingincreasedthedoubtsIhadalreadyfeltrelativetohishavingremainedinAmericaafterwritingtome。
  Mygriefandforlornnesshavemadeastrangealterationinmyformerfeelingsabouthiscomingback。Iseemtohavelostallmyprudenceandself—denial,andtocaresolittleabouthispoverty,andsomuchabouthimself,thattheprospectofhisreturnisreallytheonlycomfortingthoughtIhavenowtosupportme。Iknowthisisweakinme,andthathiscomingbackcanleadtonogoodresultforeitherofus;butheistheonlylivingbeingleftmetolove;and——Ican’texplainit——butIwanttoputmyarmsroundhisneckandtellhimaboutMary。
  March14th。Ilockeduptheendofthecravatinmywriting—desk。Nochangeinthedreadfulsuspicionsthatthebaresightofitrousesinme。ItrembleifIsomuchastouchit。
  March15th,16th,17th。Work,work,work。IfIdon’tknockup,Ishallbeabletopaybacktheadvanceinanotherweek;andthen,withalittlemorepinchinginmydailyexpenses,ImaysucceedinsavingashillingortwotogetsometurftoputoverMary’sgrave,andperhapsevenafewflowersbesidestogrowroundit。
  March18th。ThinkingofRobertalldaylong。Doesthismeanthatheisreallycomingback?Ifitdoes,reckoningthedistanceheisatfromNewYork,andthetimeshipstaketogettoEngland,ImightseehimbytheendofAprilorthebeginningofMay。
  March19th。Idon’tremembermymindrunningonceontheendofthecravatyesterday,andIamcertainIneverlookedatit;yetIhadthestrangestdreamconcerningitatnight。Ithoughtitwaslengthenedintoalongclew,likethesilkenthreadthatledtoRosamond’sBower。IthoughtItookholdofit,andfolloweditalittleway,andthengotfrightenedandtriedtogoback,butfoundthatIwasobliged,inspiteofmyself,togoon。ItledmethroughaplaceliketheValleyoftheShadowofDeath,inanoldprintIrememberinmymother’scopyofthePilgrim’sProgress。I
  seemedtobemonthsandmonthsfollowingitwithoutanyrespite,tillatlastitbroughtme,onasudden,facetofacewithanangelwhoseeyeswerelikeMary’s。Hesaidtome,"Goon,still;
  thetruthisattheend,waitingforyoutofindit。"Iburstoutcrying,fortheangelhadMary’svoiceaswellasMary’seyes,andwokewithmyheartthrobbingandmycheeksallwet。Whatisthemeaningofthis?Isitalwayssuperstitious,Iwonder,tobelievethatdreamsmaycometrue?
  *******
  April30th。Ihavefoundit!Godknowstowhatresultsitmaylead;butitisascertainasthatIamsittingherebeforemyjournalthatIhavefoundthecravatfromwhichtheendinMary’shandwastorn。Idiscovereditlastnight;buttheflutterIwasin,andthenervousnessanduncertaintyIfelt,preventedmefromnotingdownthismostextraordinaryandunexpectedeventatthetimewhenithappened。LetmetryifIcanpreservethememoryofitinwritingnow。
  IwasgoinghomeratherlatefromwhereIwork,whenIsuddenlyrememberedthatIhadforgottentobuymyselfanycandlestheeveningbefore,andthatIshouldbeleftinthedarkifIdidnotmanagetorectifythismistakeinsomeway。Theshopclosetome,atwhichIusuallydeal,wouldbeshutup,Iknew,beforeI
  couldgettoit;soIdeterminedtogointothefirstplaceI
  passedwherecandlesweresold。Thisturnedouttobeasmallshopwithtwocounters,whichdidbusinessononesideinthegeneralgroceryway,andontheotherintheragandbottleandoldironline。
  TherewereseveralcustomersonthegrocerysidewhenIwentin,soIwaitedontheemptyragsidetillIcouldbeserved。
  Glancingaboutmehereattheworthless—lookingthingsbywhichI
  wassurrounded,myeyewascaughtbyabundleofragslyingonthecounter,asiftheyhadjustbeenbroughtinandleftthere。
  Frommereidlecuriosity,Ilookedcloseattherags,andsawamongthemsomethinglikeanoldcravat。Itookitupdirectlyandhelditunderagaslight。Thepatternwasblurredlilaclinesrunningacrossandacrossthedingyblackgroundinatrellis—workform。Ilookedattheends:oneofthemwastornoff。
  HowImanagedtohidethebreathlesssurpriseintowhichthisdiscoverythrewmeIcannotsay,butIcertainlycontrivedtosteadymyvoicesomehow,andtoaskformycandlescalmlywhenthemanandwomanservingintheshop,havingdisposedoftheirothercustomers,inquiredofmewhatIwanted。
  Asthemantookdownthecandles,mybrainwasallinawhirlwithtryingtothinkhowIcouldgetpossessionoftheoldcravatwithoutexcitinganysuspicion。Chance,andalittlequicknessonmypartintakingadvantageofit,puttheobjectwithinmyreachinamoment。Theman,havingcountedoutthecandles,askedthewomanforsomepapertowrapthemin。Sheproducedapiecemuchtoosmallandflimsyforthepurpose,anddeclared,whenhecalledforsomethingbetter,thattheday’ssupplyofstoutpaperwasallexhausted。Heflewintoaragewithherformanagingsobadly。Justastheywerebeginningtoquarrelviolently,I
  steppedbacktotherag—counter,tooktheoldcravatcarelesslyoutofthebundle,andsaid,inaslightatoneasIcouldpossiblyassume:
  "Come,come,don’tletmycandlesbethecauseofhardwordsbetweenyou。Tiethisraggedoldthingroundthemwithabitofstring,andIshallcarrythemhomequitecomfortably。"
  Themanseemeddisposedtoinsistonthestoutpaperbeingproduced;butthewoman,asifshewasgladofanopportunityofspitinghim,snatchedthecandlesaway,andtiedthemupinamomentinthetornoldcravat。Iwasafraidhewouldhavestruckherbeforemyface,heseemedinsuchafury;but,fortunately,anothercustomercamein,andobligedhimtoputhishandstopeaceableandproperuse。?
  "Quiteabundleofall—sortsontheoppositecounterthere,"I
  saidtothewoman,asIpaidherforthecandles。
  "Yes,andallhoardedupforsalebyapoorcreaturewithalazybruteofahusband,wholetshiswifedoalltheworkwhilehespendsallthemoney,"answeredthewoman,withamaliciouslookatthemanbyherside。
  "Hecan’tsurelyhavemuchmoneytospend,ifhiswifehasnobetterworktodothanpickinguprags,"saidI。
  "Itisn’therfaultifshehasn’tgotnobetter,"saysthewoman,ratherangrily。"She’sreadytoturnherhandtoanything。
  Charing,washing,laying—out,keepingemptyhouses——nothingcomesamisstoher。She’smyhalf—sister,andIthinkIoughttoknow。"
  "Didyousayshewentoutcharing?"Iasked,makingbelieveasifIknewofsomebodywhomightemployher。
  "Yes,ofcourseIdid,"answeredthewoman;"andifyoucanputajobintoherhands,you’llbedoingagoodturntoapoorhard—workingcreatureaswantsit。ShelivesdowntheMewsheretotheright——nameofHorlick,andashonestawomanaseverstoodinshoe—leather。Now,then,ma’am,whatforyou?"
  Anothercustomercameinjustthen,andoccupiedherattention。I
  lefttheshop,passedtheturningthatleddowntotheMews,lookedupatthenameofthestreet,soastoknowhowtofinditagain,andthenranhomeasfastasIcould。Perhapsitwastheremembranceofmystrangedreamstrikingmeonasudden,orperhapsitwastheshockofthediscoveryIhadjustmade,butI
  begantofeelfrightenedwithoutknowingwhy,andanxioustobeundershelterinmyownroom。
  ItRobertshouldcomeback!Oh,whatareliefandhelpitwouldbenowifRobertshouldcomeback!
  May1st。Ongettingindoorslastnight,thefirstthingIdid,afterstrikingalight,wastotaketheraggedcravatoffthecandles,andsmoothitoutonthetable。IthentooktheendthathadbeeninpoorMary’shandoutofmywriting—desk,andsmoothedthatouttoo。Itmatchedthetornsideofthecravatexactly。I
  putthemtogether,andsatisfiedmyselfthattherewasnotadoubtofit。
  NotoncedidIclosemyeyesthatnight。Akindoffevergotpossessionofme——avehementyearningtogoonfromthisfirstdiscoveryandfindoutmore,nomatterwhattheriskmightbe。
  Thecravatnowreallybecame,tomymind,theclewthatIthoughtIsawinmydream——theclewthatIwasresolvedtofollow。I
  determinedtogotoMrs。Horlickthiseveningonmyreturnfromwork。
  IfoundtheMewseasily。Acrook—backeddwarfofamanwasloungingatthecornerofitsmokinghispipe。Notlikinghislooks,IdidnotinquireofhimwhereMrs。Horlicklived,butwentdowntheMewstillImetwithawoman,andaskedher。Shedirectedmetotherightnumber。Iknockedatthedoor,andMrs。
  Horlickherself——alean,ill—tempered,miserable—lookingwoman——answeredit。ItoldheratoncethatIhadcometoaskwhathertermswereforcharing。
  Shestaredatmeforamoment,thenansweredmyquestioncivillyenough。
  "Youlooksurprisedatastrangerlikemefindingyouout,"I
  said。"Ifirstcametohearofyoulastnight,fromarelationofyours,inratheranoddway。"
  AndItoldherallthathadhappenedinthechandler’sshop,bringinginthebundleofrags,andthecircumstanceofmycarryinghomethecandlesintheoldtorncravat,asoftenaspossible。
  "It’sthefirsttimeI’veheardofanythingbelongingtohimturningoutanyuse,"saidMrs。Horlick,bitterly。
  "What!thespoiledoldneck—handkerchiefbelongedtoyourhusband,didit?"saidI,ataventure。
  "Yes;Ipitchedhisrottenragofaneck—’andkercherintothebundlealongwiththerest,andIwishIcouldhavepitchedhiminafterit,"saidMrs。Horlick。"I’dsellhimcheapatanyragshop。Therehestands,smokinghispipeattheendoftheMews,outofworkforweekspast,theidlesthumpbackedpiginallLondon!"
  ShepointedtothemanwhomIhadpassedonenteringtheMews。Mycheeksbegantoburnandmykneestotremble,forIknewthatintracingthecravattoitsownerIwasadvancingasteptowardafreshdiscovery。IwishedMrs。Horlickgoodevening,andsaidI
  wouldwriteandmentionthedayonwhichIwantedher。
  WhatIhadjustbeentoldputathoughtintomymindthatIwasafraidtofollowout。Ihaveheardpeopletalkofbeinglight—headed,andIfeltasIhaveheardthemsaytheyfeltwhenIretracedmystepsuptheMews。Myheadgotgiddy,andmyeyesseemedabletoseenothingbutthefigureofthelittlecrook—backedman,stillsmokinghispipeinhisformerplace。I
  couldseenothingbutthat;IcouldthinkofnothingbutthemarkoftheblowonmypoorlostMary’stemple。IknowthatImusthavebeenlight—headed,forasIcameclosetothecrook—backedmanIstoppedwithoutmeaningit。Theminutebefore,therehadbeennoideainmeofspeakingtohim。Ididnotknowhowtospeak,orinwhatwayitwouldbesafesttobegin;andyet,themomentIcamefacetofacewithhim,somethingoutofmyselfseemedtostopme,andtomakemespeakwithoutconsideringbeforehand,withoutthinkingofconsequences,withoutknowing,I
  mayalmostsay,whatwordsIwasutteringtilltheinstantwhentheyrosetomylips。
  "Whenyouroldneck—tiewastorn,didyouknowthatoneendofitwenttotherag—shop,andtheotherfellintomyhands?"
  Isaidtheseboldwordstohimsuddenly,and,asitseemed,withoutmyownwilltakinganypartinthem。
  Hestarted,stared,changedcolor。Hewastoomuchamazedbymysuddenspeakingtofindananswerforme。Whenhedidopenhislips,itwastosayrathertohimselfthanme:
  "You’renotthegirl。"
  "No,"Isaid,withastrangechokingatmyheart,"I’mherfriend。"
  Bythistimehehadrecoveredhissurprise,andheseemedtobeawarethathehadletoutmorethanheought。
  "Youmaybeanybody’sfriendyoulike,"hesaid,brutally,"solongasyoudon’tcomejabberingnonsensehere。Idon’tknowyou,andIdon’tunderstandyourjokes。"
  Heturnedquicklyawayfrommewhenhehadsaidthelastwords。
  HehadneveroncelookedfairlyatmesinceIfirstspoketohim。
  Wasithishandthathadstrucktheblow?Ihadonlysixpenceinmypocket,butItookitoutandfollowedhim。Ifithadbeenafive—poundnoteIshouldhavedonethesameinthestateIwasinthen。
  "Wouldapotofbeerhelpyoutounderstandme?"Isaid,andofferedhimthesixpence。
  "Apotain’tnogreatthings,"heanswered,takingthesixpencedoubtfully。
  "Itmayleadtosomethingbetter,"Isaid。Hiseyesbegantotwinkle,andhecameclosetome。Oh,howmylegstrembled——howmyheadswam!
  "Thisisallinafriendlyway,isit?"heasked,inawhisper。
  Inoddedmyhead。AtthatmomentIcouldnothavespokenforworlds。
  "Friendly,ofcourse,"hewentontohimself,"ortherewouldhavebeenapolicemaninit。Shetoldyou,Isuppose,thatI
  wasn’ttheman?"
  Inoddedmyheadagain。ItwasallIcoulddotokeepmyselfstandingupright。
  "Isupposeit’sacaseofthreateningtohavehimup,andmakehimsettleitquietlyforapoundortwo?Howmuchformeifyoulayholdofhim?"
  "Half。"
  IbegantobeafraidthathewouldsuspectsomethingifIwasstillsilent。Thewretch’seyestwinkledagainandhecameyetcloser。
  "IdrovehimtotheRedLion,cornerofDoddStreetandRudgelyStreet。Thehousewasshutup,buthewasletinatthejugandbottledoor,likeamanwhowasknowntothelandlord。That’sasmuchasIcantellyou,andI’mcertainI’mright。HewasthelastfareItookupatnight。Thenextmorningmastergavemethesack——saidIcribbedhiscornandhisfares。IwishIhad。"
  Igatheredfromthisthatthecrook—backedmanhadbeenacab—driver。
  "Whydon’tyouspeak?"heasked,suspiciously。"Hasshebeentellingyouapackofliesaboutme?Whatdidshesaywhenshecamehome?"
  "Whatoughtshetohavesaid?"
  "Sheoughttohavesaidmyfarewasdrunk,andshecameinthewayashewasgoingtogetintothecab。That’swhatsheoughttohavesaidtobeginwith。"
  "Butafter?"
  "Well,after,myfare,bywayoflarkingwithher,putsouthislegfortotripherup,andshestumblesandcatchesatmefortosaveherself,andtearsoffoneofthelimpendsofmyrottenoldtie。’Whatdoyoumeanbythat,youbrute?’saysshe,turningroundassoonasshewassteadyonherlegs,tomyfare。Saysmyfaretoher:’Imeanstoteachyoutokeepaciviltongueinyourhead。’Andheupswithhisfist,and——what’scometoyou,now?
  Whatareyoulookingatmelikethatfor?Howdoyouthinkamanofmysizewastotakeherpartagainstamanbigenoughtohaveeatenmeup?Lookasmuchasyoulike,inmyplaceyouwouldhavedonewhatIdone——drewoffwhenheshookhisfistatyou,andsworehe’dbethedeathofyouifyoudidn’tstartyourhorseinnotime。"
  Isawhewasworkinghimselfupintoarage;butIcouldnot,ifmylifehaddependedonit,havestoodnearhimorlookedathimanylonger。IjustmanagedtostammeroutthatIhadbeenwalkingalongway,andthat,notbeingusedtomuchexercise,Ifeltfaintandgiddywithfatigue。HeonlychangedfromangrytosulkywhenImadethatexcuse。Igotalittlefurtherawayfromhim,andthenaddedthatifhewouldbeattheMewsentrancethenexteveningIshouldhavesomethingmoretosayandsomethingmoretogivehim。Hegrumbledafewsuspiciouswordsinansweraboutdoubtingwhetherheshouldtrustmetocomeback。Fortunately,atthatmoment,apolicemanpassedontheoppositesideoftheway。
  HeslunkdowntheMewsimmediately,andIwasfreetomakemyescape。
  HowIgothomeIcan’tsay,exceptthatIthinkIranthegreaterpartoftheway。Sallyopenedthedoor,andaskedifanythingwasthematterthemomentshesawmyface。Ianswered:
  "Nothing——nothing。"ShestoppedmeasIwasgoingintomyroom,andsaid:
  "Smoothyourhairabit,andputyourcollarstraight。There’sagentlemanintherewaitingforyou。"
  Myheartgaveonegreatbound:Iknewwhoitwasinaninstant,andrushedintotheroomlikeamadwoman。
  "Oh,Robert,Robert!"
  Allmyheartwentouttohiminthosetwolittlewords。
  "GoodGod,Anne,hasanythinghappened?Areyouill?"
  "Mary!mypoor,lost,murdered,dear,dearMary!"
  ThatwasallIcouldsaybeforeIfellonhisbreast。
  May2d。Misfortunesanddisappointmentshavesaddenedhimalittle,buttowardmeheisunaltered。Heisasgood,askind,asgentlyandtrulyaffectionateasever。IbelievenoothermanintheworldcouldhavelistenedtothestoryofMary’sdeathwithsuchtendernessandpityashe。Insteadofcuttingmeshortanywhere,hedrewmeontotellmorethanIhadintended;andhisfirstgenerouswordswhenIhaddoneweretoassuremethathewouldseehimselftothegrassbeinglaidandtheflowersplantedonMary’sgrave。Icouldalmosthavegoneonmykneesandworshipedhimwhenhemademethatpromise。
  Surelythisbest,andkindest,andnoblestofmencannotalwaysbeunfortunate!MycheeksburnwhenIthinkthathehascomebackwithonlyafewpoundsinhispocket,afterallhishardandhoneststrugglestodowellinAmerica。TheymustbebadpeopletherewhensuchamanasRobertcannotgetonamongthem。Henowtalkscalmlyandresignedlyoftryingforanyoneofthelowestemploymentsbywhichamancanearnhisbreadhonestlyinthisgreatcity——hewhoknowsFrench,whocanwritesobeautifully!
  Oh,ifthepeoplewhohaveplacestogiveawayonlyknewRobertaswellasIdo,whatasalaryhewouldhave,whataposthewouldbechosentooccupy!
  IamwritingtheselinesalonewhilehehasgonetotheMewstotreatwiththedastardly,heartlesswretchwithwhomIspokeyesterday。
  Robertsaysthecreature——Iwon’tcallhimaman——mustbehumoredandkeptdeceivedaboutpoorMary’send,inorderthatwemaydiscoverandbringtojusticethemonsterwhosedrunkenblowwasthedeathofher。Ishallknownoeaseofmindtillhermurdererissecured,andtillIamcertainthathewillbemadetosufferforhiscrimes。IwantedtogowithRoberttotheMews,buthesaiditwasbestthatheshouldcarryouttherestoftheinvestigationalone,formystrengthandresolutionhadbeentoohardlytaxedalready。HesaidmorewordsinpraiseofmeforwhatIhavebeenabletodouptothistime,whichIamalmostashamedtowritedownwithmyownpen。Besides,thereisnoneed;praisefromhislipsisoneofthethingsthatIcantrustmymemorytopreservetothelatestdayofmylife。
  May3d。Robertwasverylonglastnightbeforehecamebacktotellmewhathehaddone。HeeasilyrecognizedthehunchbackatthecorneroftheMewsbymydescriptionofhim;buthefounditahardmatter,evenwiththehelpofmoney,toovercomethecowardlywretch’sdistrustofhimasastrangerandaman。
  However,whenthishadbeenaccomplished,themaindifficultywasconquered。Thehunchback,excitedbythepromiseofmoremoney,wentatoncetotheRedLiontoinquireaboutthepersonwhomhehaddriventhereinhiscab。Robertfollowedhim,andwaitedatthecornerofthestreet。Thetidingsbroughtbythecabmanwereofthemostunexpectedkind。Themurderer——Icanwriteofhimbynoothername——hadfallenillontheverynightwhenhewasdriventotheRedLion,hadtakentohisbedthereandthen,andwasstillconfinedtoitatthatverymoment。Hisdiseasewasofakindthatisbroughtonbyexcessivedrinking,andthataffectsthemindaswellasthebody。ThepeopleatthepublichousecallittheHorrors。
  Hearingthesethings,Robertdeterminedtoseeifhecouldnotfindoutsomethingmoreforhimselfbygoingandinquiringatthepublichouse,inthecharacterofoneofthefriendsofthesickmaninbedupstairs。Hemadetwoimportantdiscoveries。First,hefoundoutthenameandaddressofthedoctorinattendance。
  Secondly,heentrappedthebarmanintomentioningthemurderouswretchbyhisname。ThislastdiscoveryaddsanunspeakablyfearfulinteresttothedreadfulmisfortuneofMary’sdeath。NoahTruscott,asshetoldmeherselfinthelastconversationIeverhadwithher,wasthenameofthemanwhosedrunkenexampleruinedherfather,andNoahTruscottisalsothenameofthemanwhosedrunkenfurykilledher。Thereissomethingthatmakesoneshudder,somethingsupernaturalinthisawfulfact。RobertagreeswithmethatthehandofProvidencemusthaveguidedmystepstothatshopfromwhichallthediscoveriessincemadetooktheirrise。Hesayshebelieveswearetheinstrumentsofeffectingarighteousretribution;and,ifhespendshislastfarthing,hewillhavetheinvestigationbroughttoitsfullendinacourtofjustice。
  May4th。Robertwentto—daytoconsultalawyerwhomheknewinformertimesThelawyerwasmuchinterested,thoughnotsoseriouslyimpressedasheoughttohavebeenbythestoryofMary’sdeathandoftheeventsthathavefollowedit。HegaveRobertaconfidentiallettertotaketothedoctorinattendanceonthedouble—dyedvillainattheRedLion。Robertlefttheletter,andcalledagainandsawthedoctor,whosaidhispatientwasgettingbetter,andwouldmostlikelybeupagainintendaysorafortnight。ThisstatementRobertcommunicatedtothelawyer,andthelawyerhasundertakentohavethepublichouseproperlywatched,andthehunchback(whoisthemostimportantwitness)
  sharplylookedafterforthenextfortnight,orlongerifnecessary。Here,then,theprogressofthisdreadfulbusinessstopsforawhile。
  May5th。Roberthasgotalittletemporaryemploymentincopyingforhisfriendthelawyer。Iamworkingharderthaneveratmyneedle,tomakeupforthetimethathasbeenlostlately。
  May6th。To—daywasSunday,andRobertproposedthatweshouldgoandlookatMary’sgrave。He,whoforgetsnothingwhereakindnessistobedone,hasfoundtimetoperformthepromisehemadetomeonthenightwhenwefirstmet。Thegraveisalready,byhisorders,coveredwithturf,andplantedroundwithshrubs。
  Someflowers,andalowheadstone,aretobeadded,tomaketheplacelookworthierofmypoorlostdarlingwhoisbeneathit。
  Oh,IhopeIshalllivelongafterIammarriedtoRobert!Iwantsomuchtimetoshowhimallmygratitude!
  May20th。Ahardtrialtomycourageto—day。Ihavegivenevidenceatthepolice—office,andhaveseenthemonsterwhomurderedher。
  Icouldonlylookathimonce。Icouldjustseethathewasagiantinsize,andthathekepthisdull,lowering,bestialfaceturnedtowardthewitness—box,andhisbloodshot,vacanteyesstaringonme。ForaninstantItriedtoconfrontthatlook;foraninstantIkeptmyattentionfixedonhim——onhisblotchedface——ontheshort,grizzledhairaboveit——onhisknotty,murderousrighthand,hanginglooseoverthebarinfrontofhim,likethepawofawildbeastovertheedgeofitsden。Thenthehorrorofhim——thedoublehorrorofconfrontinghim,inthefirstplace,andafterwardofseeingthathewasanoldman——overcameme,andIturnedaway,faint,sick,andshuddering。Ineverfacedhimagain;and,attheendofmyevidence,Robertconsideratelytookmeout。