Sheseemedtohaveaconfuseddesiretokeepmefromleavingherafterthedoorhadclosedbehindus;butIbrokeawayandrandownstairstothesurgery,togoandcryformylostplaymatewiththesharerofallourgames,UncleGeorge。
Iopenedthesurgerydoorandcouldseenobody。Idriedmytearsandlookedallroundtheroom——itwasempty。IranupstairsagaintoUncleGeorge’sgarretbedroom——hewasnotthere;hischeaphairbrushandoldcast—offrazor—casethathadbelongedtomygrandfatherwerenotonthedressing—table。Hadhegotsomeotherbedroom?Iwentoutonthelandingandcalledsoftly,withanunaccountableterrorandsinkingatmyheart:
"UncleGeorge!"
Nobodyanswered;butmyauntcamehastilyupthegarretstairs。
"Hush!"shesaid。"Youmustnevercallthatnameouthereagain!"
Shestoppedsuddenly,andlookedasifherownwordshadfrightenedher。
"IsUncleGeorgedead?"Iasked。Myauntturnedredandpale,andstammered。
Ididnotwaittohearwhatshesaid。Ibrushedpasther,downthestairs。Myheartwasbursting——myfleshfeltcold。Iranbreathlesslyandrecklesslyintotheroomwheremyfatherandmotherhadreceivedme。Theywerebothsittingtherestill。Iranuptothem,wringingmyhands,andcryingoutinapassionoftears:
"IsUncleGeorgedead?"
Mymothergaveascreamthatterrifiedmeintoinstantsilenceandstillness。Myfatherlookedatherforamoment,rangthebellthatsummonedthemaid,thenseizedmeroughlybythearmanddraggedmeoutoftheroom。
Hetookmedownintothestudy,seatedhimselfinhisaccustomedchair,andputmebeforehimbetweenhisknees。Hislipswereawfullywhite,andIfelthistwohands,astheygraspedmyshoulders,shakingviolently。
"YouarenevertomentionthenameofUncleGeorgeagain,"hesaid,inaquick,angry,tremblingwhisper。"Nevertome,nevertoyourmother,nevertoyouraunt,nevertoanybodyinthisworld!Never——never——never!"
Therepetitionofthewordterrifiedmeevenmorethanthesuppressedvehemencewithwhichhespoke。HesawthatIwasfrightened,andsoftenedhismanneralittlebeforehewenton。
"YouwillneverseeUncleGeorgeagain,"hesaid。"YourmotherandIloveyoudearly;butifyouforgetwhatIhavetoldyou,youwillbesentawayfromhome。Neverspeakthatnameagain——mind,never!Nowkissme,andgoaway。"
Howhislipstrembled——andoh,howcoldtheyfeltonmine!
Ishrunkoutoftheroomthemomenthehadkissedme,andwentandhidmyselfinthegarden。
"UncleGeorgeisgone。Iamnevertoseehimanymore;Iamnevertospeakofhimagain"——thosewerethewordsIrepeatedtomyself,withindescribableterrorandconfusion,themomentIwasalone。TherewassomethingunspeakablyhorribletomyyoungmindinthismysterywhichIwascommandedalwaystorespect,andwhich,sofarasIthenknew,Icouldneverhopetoseerevealed。
Myfather,mymother,myaunt,allappearedtobeseparatedfrommenowbysomeimpassablebarrier。HomeseemedhomenolongerwithCarolinedead,UncleGeorgegone,andaforbiddensubjectoftalkperpetuallyandmysteriouslyinterposingbetweenmyparentsandme。
ThoughIneverinfringedthecommandmyfatherhadgivenmeinhisstudy(hiswordsandlooks,andthatdreadfulscreamofmymother’s,whichseemedtobestillringinginmyears,weremorethanenoughtoinsuremyobedience),IalsoneverlostthesecretdesiretopenetratethedarknesswhichcloudedoverthefateofUncleGeorge。
FortwoyearsIremainedathomeanddiscoverednothing。IfI
askedtheservantsaboutmyuncle,theycouldonlytellmethatonemorninghedisappearedfromthehouse。Ofthemembersofmyfather’sfamilyIcouldmakenoinquiries。Theylivedfaraway,andnevercametoseeus;andtheideaofwritingtothem,atmyageandinmyposition,wasoutofthequestion。Myauntwasasunapproachablysilentasmyfatherandmother;butIneverforgothowherfacehadalteredwhenshereflectedforamomentafterhearingofmyextraordinaryadventurewhilegoinghomewiththeservantoverthesandsatnight。ThemoreIthoughtofthatchangeofcountenanceinconnectionwithwhathadoccurredonmyreturntomyfather’shouse,themorecertainIfeltthatthestrangerwhohadkissedmeandweptovermemusthavebeennootherthanUncleGeorge。
AttheendofmytwoyearsathomeIwassenttoseainthemerchantnavybymyownearnestdesire。IhadalwaysdeterminedtobeasailorfromthetimewhenIfirstwenttostaywithmyauntatthesea—side,andIpersistedlongenoughinmyresolutiontomakemyparentsrecognizethenecessityofaccedingtomywishes。
Mynewlifedelightedme,andIremainedawayonforeignstationsmorethanfouryears。WhenIatlengthreturnedhome,itwastofindanewafflictiondarkeningourfireside。MyfatherhaddiedontheverydaywhenIsailedformyreturnvoyagetoEngland。
AbsenceandchangeofscenehadinnorespectweakenedmydesiretopenetratethemysteryofUncleGeorge’sdisappearance。Mymother’shealthwassodelicatethatIhesitatedforsometimetoapproachtheforbiddensubjectinherpresence。WhenIatlastventuredtorefertoit,suggestingtoherthatanyprudentreservewhichmighthavebeennecessarywhileIwasachild,neednolongerbepersistedinnowthatIwasgrowingtobeayoungman,shefellintoaviolentfitoftrembling,andcommandedmetosaynomore。Ithadbeenmyfather’swill,shesaid,thatthereservetowhichIreferredshouldbealwaysadoptedtowardme;
hehadnotauthorizedher,beforehedied,tospeakmoreopenly;
and,nowthathewasgone,shewouldnotsomuchasthinkofactingonherownunaidedjudgment。MyauntsaidthesamethingineffectwhenIappealedtoher。Determinednottobediscouragedevenyet,Iundertookajourney,ostensiblytopaymyrespectstomyfather’sfamily,butwiththesecretintentionoftryingwhatIcouldlearninthatquarteronthesubjectofUncleGeorge。
Myinvestigationsledtosomeresults,thoughtheywerebynomeanssatisfactory。Georgehadalwaysbeenlookeduponwithsomethinglikecontemptbyhishandsomesistersandhisprosperousbrothers,andhehadnotimprovedhispositioninthefamilybyhiswarmadvocacyofhisbrother’scauseatthetimeofmyfather’smarriage。Ifoundthatmyuncle’ssurvivingrelativesnowspokeofhimslightinglyandcarelessly。Theyassuredmethattheyhadneverheardfromhim,andthattheyknewnothingabouthim,exceptthathehadgoneawaytosettle,astheysupposed,insomeforeignplace,afterhavingbehavedverybaselyandbadlytomyfather。HehadbeentracedtoLondon,wherehehadsoldoutofthefundsthesmallshareofmoneywhichhehadinheritedafterhisfather’sdeath,andhehadbeenseenonthedeckofapacketboundforFrancelateronthesameday。Beyondthisnothingwasknownabouthim。Inwhattheallegedbasenessofhisbehaviorhadconsistednoneofhisbrothersandsisterscouldtellme。Myfatherhadrefusedtopainthembygoingintoparticulars,notonlyatthetimeofhisbrother’sdisappearance,butafterward,wheneverthesubjectwasmentioned。Georgehadalwaysbeentheblacksheepoftheflock,andhemusthavebeenconsciousofhisownbaseness,orhewouldcertainlyhavewrittentoexplainandtojustifyhimself。
SuchweretheparticularswhichIgleanedduringmyvisittomyfather’sfamily。Tomymind,theytendedrathertodeepenthantorevealthemystery。Thatsuchagentle,docile,affectionatecreatureasUncleGeorgeshouldhaveinjuredthebrotherhelovedbywordordeedatanyperiodoftheirintercourse,seemedincredible;butthatheshouldhavebeenguiltyofanactofbasenessattheverytimewhenmysisterwasdyingwassimplyandplainlyimpossible。AndyettherewastheincomprehensiblefactstaringmeinthefacethatthedeathofCarolineandthedisappearanceofUncleGeorgehadtakenplaceinthesameweek!
NeverdidIfeelmoredauntedandbewilderedbythefamilysecretthanafterIhadheardalltheparticularsinconnectionwithitthatmyfather’srelativeshadtotellme。
Imaypassovertheeventsofthenextfewyearsofmylifebrieflyenough。
Mynauticalpursuitsfilledupallmytime,andtookmefarawayfrommycountryandmyfriends。But,whateverIdid,andwhereverIwent,thememoryofUncleGeorge,andthedesiretopenetratethemysteryofhisdisappearance,hauntedmelikefamiliarspirits。Often,inthelonelywatchesofthenightatsea,didI
recallthedarkeveningonthebeach,thestrangeman’shurriedembrace,thestartlingsensationoffeelinghistearsonmycheeks,thedisappearanceofhimbeforeIhadbreathorself—possessionenoughtosayaword。OftendidIthinkovertheinexplicableeventsthatfollowed,whenIhadreturned,aftermysister’sfuneral,tomyfather’shouse;andoftenerstilldidI
puzzlemybrainsvainly,intheattempttoformsomeplanforinducingmymotherormyaunttodisclosethesecretwhichtheyhadhithertokeptfrommesoperseveringly。MyonlychanceofknowingwhathadreallyhappenedtoUncleGeorge,myonlyhopeofseeinghimagain,restedwiththosetwonearanddearrelatives。
Idespairedofevergettingmymothertospeakontheforbiddensubjectafterwhathadpassedbetweenus,butIfeltmoresanguineaboutmyprospectsofultimatelyinducingmyaunttorelaxinherdiscretion。Myanticipations,however,inthisdirectionwerenotdestinedtobefulfilled。OnmynextvisittoEnglandIfoundmyauntprostratedbyaparalyticattack,whichdeprivedherofthepowerofspeech。Shediedsoonafterwardinmyarms,leavingmehersoleheir。Isearchedanxiouslyamongherpapersforsomereferencetothefamilymystery,butfoundnoclewtoguideme。Allmymother’sletterstohersisteratthetimeofCaroline’sillnessanddeathhadbeendestroyed。
CHAPTERIII。
MOREyearspassed;mymotherfollowedmyaunttothegrave,andstillIwasasfaraseverfrommakinganydiscoveriesinrelationtoUncleGeorge。Shortlyaftertheperiodofthislastafflictionmyhealthgaveway,andIdeparted,bymydoctor’sadvice,totrysomebathsinthesouthofFrance。
Itraveledslowlytomydestination,turningasidefromthedirectroad,andstoppingwhereverIpleased。Oneevening,whenI
wasnotmorethantwoorthreedays’journeyfromthebathstowhichIwasbound,Iwasstruckbythepicturesquesituationofalittletownplacedonthebrowofahillatsomedistancefromthemainroad,andresolvedtohaveanearerlookattheplace,withaviewtostoppingthereforthenight,ifitpleasedme。I
foundtheprincipalinncleanandquiet——orderedmybedthere——and,afterdinner,strolledouttolookatthechurch。NothoughtofUncleGeorgewasinmymindwhenIenteredthebuilding;andyet,atthatverymoment,chancewasleadingmetothediscoverywhich,forsomanyyearspast,Ihadvainlyendeavoredtomake——thediscoverywhichIhadgivenupashopelesssincethedayofmymother’sdeath。
Ifoundnothingworthnoticeinthechurch,andwasabouttoleaveitagain,whenIcaughtaglimpseofaprettyviewthroughasidedoor,andstoppedtoadmireit。
Thechurchyardformedtheforeground,andbelowitthehill—sideslopedawaygentlyintotheplain,overwhichthesunwassettinginfullglory。Thecureofthechurchwasreadinghisbreviary,walkingupanddownagravel—paththatpartedtherowsofgraves。
InthecourseofmywanderingsIhadlearnedtospeakFrenchasfluentlyasmostEnglishmen,andwhenthepriestcamenearmeI
saidafewwordsinpraiseoftheview,andcomplimentedhimontheneatnessandprettinessofthechurchyard。Heansweredwithgreatpoliteness,andwegotintoconversationtogetherimmediately。
Aswestrolledalongthegravel—walk,myattentionwasattractedbyoneofthegravesstandingapartfromtherest。Thecrossattheheadofitdifferedremarkably,insomepointsofappearance,fromthecrossesontheothergraves。Whilealltheresthadgarlandshungonthem,thisonecrosswasquitebare;and,moreextraordinarystill,nonamewasinscribedonit。
Thepriest,observingthatIstoppedtolookatthegrave,shookhisheadandsighed。
"Acountrymanofyoursisburiedthere,"hesaid。"Iwaspresentathisdeath。Hehadbornetheburdenofagreatsorrowamongus,inthistown,formanywearyyears,andhisconducthadtaughtustorespectandpityhimwithallourhearts。"
"Howisitthathisnameisnotinscribedoverhisgrave?"I
inquired。
"Itwassuppressedbyhisowndesire,"answeredthepriest,withsomelittlehesitation。"Heconfessedtomeinhislastmomentsthathehadlivedhereunderanassumedname。Iaskedhisrealname,andhetoldittome,withtheparticularsofhissadstory。Hehadreasonsfordesiringtobeforgottenafterhisdeath。Almostthelastwordshespokewere,’Letmynamediewithme。’AlmostthelastrequesthemadewasthatIwouldkeepthatnameasecretfromalltheworldexceptingonlyoneperson。"
"Somerelative,Isuppose?"saidI。
"Yes——anephew,"saidthepriest。
Themomentthelastwordwasoutofhismouth,myheartgaveastrangeansweringbound。IsupposeImusthavechangedcoloralso,forthecurelookedatmewithsuddenattentionandinterest。
"Anephew,"thepriestwenton,"whomhehadlovedlikehisownchild。Hetoldmethatifthisnephewevertracedhimtohisburial—place,andaskedabouthim,IwasfreeinthatcasetodiscloseallIknew。’IshouldlikemylittleCharleytoknowthetruth,’hesaid。’Inspiteofthedifferenceinourages,CharleyandIwereplaymatesyearsago。’"
Myheartbeatfaster,andIfeltachokingsensationatthethroatthemomentIheardthepriestunconsciouslymentionmyChristiannameinmentioningthedyingman’slastwords。
AssoonasIcouldsteadymyvoiceandfeelcertainofmyself—possession,Icommunicatedmyfamilynametothecure,andaskedhimifthatwasnotpartofthesecretthathehadbeenrequestedtopreserve。
Hestartedbackseveralsteps,andclaspedhishandsamazedly。
"Canitbe?"hesaid,inlowtones,gazingatmeearnestly,withsomethinglikedreadinhisface。
Igavehimmypassport,andlookedawaytowardthegrave。Thetearscameintomyeyesastherecollectionsofpastdayscrowdedbackonme。HardlyknowingwhatIdid,Ikneltdownbythegrave,andsmoothedthegrassoveritwithmyhand。Oh,UncleGeorge,whynothavetoldyoursecrettoyouroldplaymate?Whyleavehimtofindyou_here?_
Thepriestraisedmegently,andbeggedmetogowithhimintohisownhouse。Onourwaythere,ImentionedpersonsandplacesthatIthoughtmyunclemighthavespokenof,inordertosatisfymycompanionthatIwasreallythepersonIrepresentedmyselftobe。Bythetimewehadenteredhislittleparlor,andhadsatdownaloneinit,wewerealmostlikeoldfriendstogether。
IthoughtitbestthatIshouldbeginbytellingallthatIhaverelatedhereonthesubjectofUncleGeorge,andhisdisappearancefromhome。Myhostlistenedwithaverysadface,andsaid,whenIhaddone:
"IcanunderstandyouranxietytoknowwhatIamauthorizedtotellyou,butpardonmeifIsayfirstthattherearecircumstancesinyouruncle’sstorywhichitmaypainyoutohear——"Hestoppedsuddenly。
"Whichitmaypainmetohearasanephew?"Iasked。
"No,"saidthepriest,lookingawayfromme,"asason。"
Igratefullyexpressedmysenseofthedelicacyandkindnesswhichhadpromptedmycompanion’swarning,butIbeggedhim,atthesametime,tokeepmenolongerinsuspenseandtotellmethesterntruth,nomatterhowpainfullyitmightaffectmeasalistener。
"IntellingmeallyouknewaboutwhatyoutermtheFamilySecret,"saidthepriest,"youhavementionedasastrangecoincidencethatyoursister’sdeathandyouruncle’sdisappearancetookplaceatthesametime。Didyoueversuspectwhatcauseitwasthatoccasionedyoursister’sdeath?"
"Ionlyknewwhatmyfathertoldme,andwhatallourfriendsbelieved——thatshehadatumorintheneck,or,asIsometimeshearditstated,fromtheeffectonherconstitutionofatumorintheneck。"
"Shediedunderanoperationfortheremovalofthattumor,"saidthepriest,inlowtones;"andtheoperatorwasyourUncleGeorge。"
Inthosefewwordsallthetruthburstuponme。
"Consoleyourselfwiththethoughtthatthelongmartyrdomofhislifeisover,"thepriestwenton。"Herests;heisatpeace。Heandhislittledarlingunderstandeachother,andarehappynow。
Thatthoughtborehimuptothelastonhisdeath—bed。Healwaysspokeofyoursisterashis’littledarling。’Hefirmlybelievedthatshewaswaitingtoforgiveandconsolehimintheotherworld——andwhoshallsayhewasdeceivedinthatbelief?"
NotI!Notanyonewhohaseverlovedandsuffered,surely!
"Itwasoutofthedepthsofhisself—sacrificingloveforthechildthathedrewthefatalcouragetoundertaketheoperation,"
continuedthepriest。"Yourfathernaturallyshrankfromattemptingit。Hismedicalbrethrenwhomheconsultedalldoubtedtheproprietyoftakinganymeasuresfortheremovalofthetumor,intheparticularconditionandsituationofitwhentheywerecalledin。Yourunclealonedifferedwiththem。Hewastoomodestamantosayso,butyourmotherfounditout。Thedeformityofherbeautifulchildhorrifiedher。Shewasdesperateenoughtocatchatthefaintesthopeofremedyingitthatanyonemightholdouttoher;andshepersuadedyouruncletoputhisopiniontotheproof。Herhorroratthedeformityofthechild,andherdespairattheprospectofitslastingforlife,seemtohaveutterlyblindedhertoallnaturalsenseofthedangeroftheoperation。Itishardtoknowhowtosayittoyou,herson,butitmustbetold,nevertheless,thatoneday,whenyourfatherwasout,sheuntrulyinformedyourunclethathisbrotherhadconsentedtotheperformanceoftheoperation,andthathehadgonepurposelyoutofthehousebecausehehadnotnerveenoughtostayandwitnessit。Afterthat,yourunclenolongerhesitated。Hehadnofearofresults,providedhecouldbecertainofhisowncourage。Allhedreadedwastheeffectonhimofhisloveforthechildwhenhefirstfoundhimselffacetofacewiththedreadfulnecessityoftouchingherskinwiththeknife。"
Itriedhardtocontrolmyself,butIcouldnotrepressashudderatthosewords。
"Itisuselesstoshockyoubygoingintoparticulars,"saidthepriest,considerately。"LetitbeenoughifIsaythatyouruncle’sfortitudefailedtosupporthimwhenhewanteditmost。
Hisloveforthechildshookthefirmhandwhichhadnevertrembledbefore。Inaword,theoperationfailed。Yourfatherreturned,andfoundhischilddying。Thefrenzyofhisdespairwhenthetruthwastoldhimcarriedhimtoexcesseswhichitshocksmetomention——excesseswhichbeganinhisdegradinghisbrotherbyablow,whichendedinhisbindinghimselfbyanoathtomakethatbrothersufferpublicpunishmentforhisfatalrashnessinacourtoflaw。Yourunclewastooheartbrokenbywhathadhappenedtofeelthoseoutragesassomemenmighthavefeltthem。Helookedforonemomentathissister—in—law(Idonotliketosayyourmother,consideringwhatIhavenowtotellyou),toseeifshewouldacknowledgethatshehadencouragedhimtoattempttheoperation,andthatshehaddeceivedhiminsayingthathehadhisbrother’spermissiontotryit。Shewassilent,andwhenshespoke,itwastojoinherhusbandindenouncinghimasthemurdereroftheirchild。Whetherfearofyourfather’sanger,orrevengefulindignationagainstyourunclemostactuatedher,Icannotpresumetoinquireinyourpresence。Icanonlystatefacts。"
Thepriestpausedandlookedatmeanxiously。Icouldnotspeaktohimatthatmoment——Icouldonlyencouragehimtoproceedbypressinghishand。
Heresumedintheseterms:
"Meanwhile,youruncleturnedtoyourfather,andspokethelastwordshewasevertoaddresstohiseldestbrotherinthisworld。
Hesaid,’Ihavedeservedtheworstyourangercaninflictonme,butIwillspareyouthescandalofbringingmetojusticeinopencourt。Thelaw,ifitfoundmeguilty,couldattheworstbutbanishmefrommycountryandmyfriends。Iwillgoofmyownaccord。GodismywitnessthatIhonestlybelievedIcouldsavethechildfromdeformityandsuffering。Ihaveriskedallandlostall。Myheartandspiritarebroken。Iamfitfornothingbuttogoandhidemyself,andmyshameandmisery,fromalleyesthathaveeverlookedonme。Ishallnevercomeback,neverexpectyourpityorforgiveness。IfyouthinklessharshlyofmewhenIamgone,keepsecretwhathashappened;letnootherlipssayofmewhatyoursandyourwife’shavesaid。Ishallthinkthatforbearanceatonementenough——atonementgreaterthanIhavedeserved。Forgetmeinthisworld。Maywemeetinanother,wherethesecretsofallheartsareopened,andwherethechildwhoisgonebeforemaymakepeacebetweenus!’Hesaidthosewordsandwentout。Yourfatherneversawhimorheardfromhimagain。"
Iknewthereasonnowwhymyfatherhadneverconfidedthetruthtoanyone,hisownfamilyincluded。Mymotherhadevidentlyconfessedalltohersisterunderthesealofsecrecy,andtherethedreadfuldisclosurehadbeenarrested。
"Youruncletoldme,"thepriestcontinued,"thatbeforeheleftEnglandhetookleaveofyoubystealth,inaplaceyouwerestayingatbythesea—side。Tiehadnotthehearttoquithiscountryandhisfriendsforeverwithoutkissingyouforthelasttime。Hefollowedyouinthedark,andcaughtyouupinhisarms,andleftyouagainbeforeyouhadachanceofdiscoveringhim。
ThenextdayhequittedEngland。"
"Forthisplace?"Iasked。
"Yes。HehadspentaweekhereoncewithastudentfriendatthetimewhenhewasapupilintheHotelDieu,andtothisplacehereturnedtohide,tosuffer,andtodie。Weallsawthathewasamancrushedandbrokenbysomegreatsorrow,andwerespectedhimandhisaffliction。Helivedalone,andonlycameoutofdoorstowardevening,whenheusedtositonthebrowofthehillyonder,withhisheadonhishand,lookingtowardEngland。Thatplaceseemedafavoritewithhim,andheisburiedclosebyit。
Herevealedthestoryofhispastlifetonolivingsoulherebutme,andtomeheonlyspokewhenhislasthourwasapproaching。
Whathehadsufferedduringhislongexilenomancanpresumetosay。I,whosawmoreofhimthananyone,neverheardawordofcomplaintfallfromhislips。Hehadthecourageofthemartyrswhilehelived,andtheresignationofthesaintswhenhedied。
Justatthelasthismindwandered。Hesaidhesawhislittledarlingwaitingbythebedsidetoleadhimaway,andhediedwithasmileonhisface——thefirstIhadeverseenthere。"
Thepriestceased,andwewentouttogetherinthemournfultwilight,andstoodforalittlewhileonthebrowofthehillwhereUncleGeorgeusedtosit,withhisfaceturnedtowardEngland。HowmyheartachedforhimasIthoughtofwhathemusthavesufferedinthesilenceandsolitudeofhislongexile!WasitwellformethatIhaddiscoveredtheFamilySecretatlast?I
havesometimesthoughtnot。IhavesometimeswishedthatthedarknesshadneverbeenclearedawaywhichoncehidfrommethefateofUncleGeorge。
THETHIRDDAY。
FINEagain。Ourguestrodeout,withherraggedlittlegroom,asusual。Therewasnonewsyetinthepaper——thatistosay,nonewsofGeorgeorhisship。
OnthisdayMorgancompletedhissecondstory,andintwoorthreedaysmoreIexpectedtofinishthelastofmyowncontributions。Owenwasstillbehindhandandstilldespondent。
Thelotdrawingto—nightwasFive。ThisprovedtobethenumberofthefirstofMorgan’sstories,whichhehadcompletedbeforewebeganthereadings。Hissecondstory,finishedthisday,beingstilluncorrectedbyme,couldnotyetbeaddedtothecommonstock。
Onbeinginformedthatithadcometohisturntooccupytheattentionofthecompany,Morganstartledusbyimmediatelyobjectingtothetroubleofreadinghisowncomposition,andbycoollyhandingitovertome,onthegroundthatmynumerouscorrectionshadmadeit,toallintentsandpurposes,mystory。
OwenandIbothremonstrated;andJessie,mischievouslypersistinginherfavoritejestatMorgan’sexpense,entreatedthathewouldread,ifitwasonlyforhersake。Findingthatwewerealldetermined,andallagainsthim,hedeclaredthat,ratherthanhearourvoicesanylonger,hewouldsubmittotheminorinconvenienceoflisteningtohisown。Accordingly,hetookhismanuscriptbackagain,and,withanairofsurlyresignation,spreaditopenbeforehim。
"Idon’tthinkyouwilllikethisstory,miss,"hebegan,addressingJessie,"butIshallreadit,nevertheless,withthegreatestpleasure。Itbeginsinastable——itgropesitswaythroughadream——itkeepscompanywithahostler——anditstopswithoutanend。Whatdoyouthinkofthat?"
Afterfavoringhisaudiencewiththispromisingpreface,Morganindulgedhimselfinachuckleofsupremesatisfaction,andthenbegantoread,withoutwastinganotherpreliminarywordonanyoneofus。
BROTHERMORGAN’SSTORY
ofTHEDREAM—WOMAN。