Shelaughedouthertriumph。
"No,no,no!Mytrunkhasn’tcome,andthisisonlymyoldragofyesterday——butIneverknewthetricktofail!"And,ashestared:"Yousee,"shejoyouslyexplained,"I’vealwayshadtodressinallkindsofdrearyleft—overs,andsometimes,wheneverybodyelsewassmartandnew,itusedtomakemeawfullymiserable。Sooneday,whenMrs。Murrettdraggedmedownunexpectedlytofillaplaceatdinner,I
suddenlythoughtI’dtryspinningaroundlikethat,andsaytoeveryone:’WELL,WHATDOYOUTHINKOFME?’And,doyouknow,theywerealltakenin,includingMrs。Murrett,whodidn’trecognizemyoldturnedanddyedrags,andtoldmeafterwarditwasawfullybadformtodressasifIweresomebodythatpeoplewouldexpecttoknow!Andeversince,wheneverI’veparticularlywantedtolooknice,I’vejustaskedpeoplewhattheythoughtofmynewfrock;andthey’realways,alwaystakenin!"
ShedramatizedherexplanationsovividlythatDarrowfeltasifhispointweregained。
"Ah,butthisconfirmsyourvocation——ofcourse,"hecried,"youmustseeCerdine!"and,seeingherfacefallatthisreminderofthechangeinherprospects,hehastenedtosetforthhisplan。Ashedidso,hesawhoweasyitwastoexplainthingstoher。Shewouldeitheraccepthissuggestion,orshewouldnot:butatleastshewouldwastenotimeinprotestationsandobjections,oranyvainsacrificetotheidolsofconformity。Theconvictionthatonecould,onanygivenpoint,almostpredicatethisofher,gavehimthesenseofhavingadvancedfarenoughinherintimacytourgehisargumentsagainstahastypursuitofherfriends。
Yes,itwouldcertainlybefoolish——sheatonceagreed——inthecaseofsuchdearindefiniteangelsastheFarlows,todashoffafterthemwithoutmorepositiveproofthattheywereestablishedatJoigny,andsoestablishedthattheycouldtakeherin。Sheowneditwasbuttooprobablethattheyhadgonethereto"cutdown",andmightbedoingsoinquarterstoocontractedtoreceiveher;anditwouldbeunfair,onthatchance,toimposeherselfonthemunannounced。ThesimplestwayofgettingfartherlightonthequestionwouldbetogobacktotheruedelaChaise,where,atthatmoreconversablehour,theconciergemightbelesscharyofdetail;andshecoulddecideonhernextstepinthelightofsuchfactsasheimparted。
Pointbypoint,shefellinwiththesuggestion,recognizing,inthelightoftheirunexplainedflight,thattheFarlowsmightindeedbeinasituationonwhichonecouldnottoorashlyintrude。Herconcernforherfriendsseemedtohaveeffacedallthoughtofherself,andthislittleindicationofcharactergaveDarrowaquitedisproportionatepleasure。SheagreedthatitwouldbewelltogoatoncetotheruedelaChaise,butmethisproposalthattheyshoulddrivebythedeclarationthatitwasa"waste"nottowalkinParis;sotheysetoffonfootthroughthecheerfultumultofthestreets。
Thewalkwaslongenoughforhimtolearnmanythingsabouther。Thestormofthepreviousnighthadclearedtheair,andParisshoneinmorningbeautyunderaskythatwasallbroadwetwashesofwhiteandblue;butDarrowagainnoticedthathervisualsensitivenesswaslesskeenthanherfeelingforwhathewassurethegoodFarlows——whomhealreadyseemedtoknow——wouldhavecalled"thehumaninterest。"Sheseemedhardlyconsciousofsensationsofformandcolour,orofanyimaginativesuggestion,andthespectaclebeforethem——always,initsscenicsplendour,somovingtohercompanion——brokeup,underherscrutiny,intoathousandminorpoints:thethingsintheshops,thetypesofcharacterandmannerofoccupationshowninthepassingfaces,thestreetsigns,thenamesofthehotelstheypassed,themotleybrightnessoftheflower—carts,theidentityofthechurchesandpublicbuildingsthatcaughthereye。Butwhatshelikedbest,hedivined,wasthemerefactofbeingfreetowalkabroadinthebrightair,hertonguerattlingonasitpleased,whileherfeetkepttimetothemightyorchestrationofthecity’ssounds。Herdelightinthefreshair,inthefreedom,lightandsparkleofthemorning,gavehimasuddeninsightintoherstifledpast;norwasitindifferenttohimtoperceivehowmuchhispresenceevidentlyaddedtoherenjoyment。Ifonlyasasympatheticear,heguessedwhathemustbeworthtoher。
Thegirlhadbeendyingforsomeonetotalkto,someonebeforewhomshecouldunfoldandshakeouttothelightherpoorlittleshut—awayemotions。Yearsofrepressionwererevealedinhersuddenburstofconfidence;andthepitysheinspiredmadeDarrowlongtofillherfewfreehourstothebrim。
Shehadthegiftofrapiddefinition,andhisquestionsastothelifeshehadledwiththeFarlows,duringtheinterregnumbetweentheHokeandMurretteras,calledupbeforehimaqueerlittlecornerofParisianexistence。TheFarlowsthemselves——heapainter,shea"magazinewriter"——
rosebeforehiminalltheirincorruptiblesimplicity:anelderlyNewEnglandcouple,withvagueyearningsforenfranchisement,wholivedinParisasifitwereaMassachusettssuburb,anddwelthopefullyonthe"higherside"oftheGallicnature。WithequalvividnessshesetbeforehimthecomponentfiguresofthecirclefromwhichMrs。Farlowdrewthe"InnerGlimpsesofFrenchLife"
appearingoverhernameinaleadingNewEnglandjournal:
theRoumanianladywhohadsentthemticketsforhertragedy,anelderlyFrenchgentlemanwho,onthestrengthofaweek’sstayatFolkestone,translatedEnglishfictionfortheprovincialpress,aladyfromWichita,Kansas,whoadvocatedfreeloveandtheabolitionofthecorset,aclergyman’swidowfromTorquaywhohadwrittenan"EnglishLadies’GuidetoForeignGalleries"andaRussiansculptorwholivedonnutsandwas"almostcertainly"ananarchist。
Itwasthisnucleus,anditsouterringofmusical,architecturalandotherAmericanstudents,whichposedsuccessivelytoMrs。Farlow’sversatilefancyasacentreof"UniversityLife",a"SalonoftheFaubourgSt。Germain",agroupofParisian"Intellectuals"ora"Cross—sectionofMontmartre";butevenherfacultyforextractingfromitthemostvariedliteraryeffectshadnotsufficedtocreateapermanentdemandforthe"InnerGlimpses",andthereweredayswhen——Mr。Farlow’slandscapesbeingequallyunmarketable——atemporarywithdrawaltothecountry(subsequentlyutilizedas"PeepsintoChateauLife")becamenecessarytothecourageouscouple。
FiveyearsofMrs。Murrett’sworld,whileincreasingSophy’stendernessfortheFarlows,hadleftherwithfewillusionsastotheirpowerofadvancingherfortunes;andshedidnotconcealfromDarrowthathertheatricalprojectswereofthevaguest。Theyhungmainlyontheproblematicalgood—willofanancientcomedienne,withwhomMrs。Farlowhadaslightacquaintance(extensivelyutilizedin"StarsoftheFrenchFootlights"and"BehindtheScenesattheFrancais"),andwhohadonce,withsignsofapproval,heardMissVinerrecitetheNuitdeMai。
"ButofcourseIknowhowmuchthat’sworth,"thegirlbrokeoff,withoneofherflashesofshrewdness。"Andbesides,itisn’tlikelythatapooroldfossillikeMme。Dollecouldgetanybodytolistentohernow,evenifshereallythoughtIhadtalent。Butshemightintroducemetopeople;oratleastgivemeafewtips。IfIcouldmanagetoearnenoughtopayforlessonsI’dgostraighttosomeofthebigpeopleandworkwiththem。I’mratherhopingtheFarlowsmayfindmeachanceofthatkind——anengagementwithsomeAmericanfamilyinPariswhowouldwanttobe’goneround’withliketheHokes,andwho’dleavemetimeenoughtostudy。"
IntheruedelaChaisetheylearnedlittleexcepttheexactaddressoftheFarlows,andthefactthattheyhadsub—lettheirflatbeforeleaving。Thisinformationobtained,DarrowproposedtoMissVinerthattheyshouldstrollalongthequaystoalittlerestaurantlookingoutontheSeine,andthere,overtheplatdujour,considerthenextsteptobetaken。Thelongwalkhadgivenhercheeksaglowindicativeofwholesomehunger,andshemadenodifficultyaboutsatisfyingitinDarrow’scompany。RegainingtherivertheywalkedoninthedirectionofNotreDame,delayednowandagainbytheyoungman’sirresistibletendencytolingeroverthebookstalls,andbyhisever—freshresponsetotheshiftingbeautiesofthescene。FortwoyearshiseyeshadbeensubduedtotheatmosphericeffectsofLondon,tothemysteriousfusionofdarkly—piledcityandlow—lyingbituminoussky;andthetransparencyoftheFrenchair,whichleftthegreengardensandsilverystonessoclassicallyclearyetsosoftlyharmonized,struckhimashavingakindofconsciousintelligence。Everylineofthearchitecture,everyarchofthebridges,theverysweepofthestrongbrightriverbetweenthem,whilecontributingtothiseffect,sentfortheachaseparateappealtosomesensitivememory;sothat,forDarrow,awalkthroughtheParisstreetswasalwaysliketheunrollingofavasttapestryfromwhichcountlessstoredfragranceswereshakenout。
Itwasaproofoftherichnessandmultiplicityofthespectaclethatitserved,withoutincongruity,forsodifferentapurposeasthebackgroundofMissViner’senjoyment。Asameredrop—sceneforherpersonaladventureitwasjustasmuchinitsplaceasintheevocationofgreatperspectivesoffeeling。Forher,asheagainperceivedwhentheywereseatedattheirtableinalowwindowabovetheSeine,Pariswas"Paris"byvirtueofallitsentertainingdetails,itsendlessingenuitiesofpleasantness。Whereelse,forinstance,couldonefindthedearlittledishesofhorsd’oeuvre,thesymmetrically—
laidanchoviesandradishes,thethingoldenshellsofbutter,orthewoodstrawberriesandbrownjarsofcreamthatgavetotheirrepastthelastrefinementofrusticity?
Hadn’thenoticed,sheasked,thatcookingalwaysexpressedthenationalcharacter,andthatFrenchfoodwascleverandamusingjustbecausethepeoplewere?Andinprivatehouses,everywhere,howthedishesalwaysresembledthetalk——howtheverysameplatitudesseemedtogointopeople’smouthsandcomeoutofthem?Couldn’theseejustwhatkindofmenuitwouldmake,ifafairywavedawandandsuddenlyturnedtheconversationataLondondinnerintojointsandpuddings?ShealwaysthoughtitagoodsignwhenpeoplelikedIrishstew;itmeantthattheyenjoyedchangesandsurprises,andtakinglifeasitcame;andsuchabeautifulParisianversionofthedishasthenavarinthatwasjustbeingsetbeforethemwasliketheverybestkindoftalk——thekindwhenonecouldnevertellbefore—handjustwhatwasgoingtobesaid!
Darrow,ashewatchedherenjoymentoftheirinnocentfeast,wonderedifhervividnessandvivacityweresignsofhercalling。Shewasthekindofgirlinwhomcertainpeoplewouldinstantlyhaverecognizedthehistrionicgift。Butexperiencehadledhimtothinkthat,exceptatthecreativemoment,thedivineflameburnslowinitspossessors。Theoneortworeallyintelligentactresseshehadknownhadstruckhim,inconversation,aseitherbovineorprimitively"jolly"。Hehadanotionthat,saveinthemindofgenius,thecreativeprocessabsorbstoomuchofthewholestuffofbeingtoleavemuchsurplusforpersonalexpression;andthegirlbeforehim,withherchangingfaceandflexiblefancies,seemeddestinedtoworkinlifeitselfratherthaninanyofitscounterfeits。
ThecoffeeandliqueurswerealreadyonthetablewhenhermindsuddenlysprangbacktotheFarlows。Shejumpedupwithoneofhersubversivemovementsanddeclaredthatshemusttelegraphatonce。Darrowcalledforwritingmaterialsandroomwasmadeatherelbowfortheparchedink—bottleandsaturatedblotteroftheParisianrestaurant;butthemeresightofthesejadedimplementsseemedtoparalyzeMissViner’sfaculties。Shehungoverthetelegraph—formwithanxiously—drawnbrow,thetipofthepen—handlepressedagainstherlip;andatlengthsheraisedhertroubledeyestoDarrow’s。
"Isimplycan’tthinkhowtosayit。"
"What——thatyou’restayingovertoseeCerdine?"
"ButAMI——amI,really?"Thejoyofitflamedoverherface。
Darrowlookedathiswatch。"YoucouldhardlygetananswertoyourtelegramintimetotakeatraintoJoignythisafternoon,evenifyoufoundyourfriendscouldhaveyou。"
Shemusedforamoment,tappingherlipwiththepen。"ButI
mustletthemknowI’mhere。ImustfindoutassoonaspossibleiftheyCAN,haveme。"Shelaidthependowndespairingly。"IneverCOULDwriteatelegram!"shesighed。
"Tryaletter,thenandtellthemyou’llarrivetomorrow。"
Thissuggestionproducedimmediaterelief,andshegaveanenergeticdabattheink—bottle;butafteranotherintervalofuncertainscratchingshepausedagain。"Oh,it’sfearful!
Idon’tknowwhatonearthtosay。Iwouldn’tfortheworldhavethemknowhowbeastlyMrs。Murrett’sbeen。"
Darrowdidnotthinkitnecessarytoanswer。Itwasnobusinessofhis,afterall。Helitacigarandleanedbackinhisseat,lettinghiseyestaketheirfillofindolentpleasure。Inthethroesofinventionshehadpushedbackherhat,looseningthestraylockwhichhadinvitedhistouchthenightbefore。Afterlookingatitforawhilehestoodupandwanderedtothewindow。
Behindhimheheardherpenscrapeon。
"Idon’twanttoworrythem——I’msocertainthey’vegotbothersoftheirown。"Thefalteringscratchesceasedagain。
"IwishIweren’tsuchanidiotaboutwriting:allthewordsgetfrightenedandscurryawaywhenItrytocatchthem。"
Heglancedbackatherwithasmileasshebentabovehertasklikeaschool—girlstrugglingwitha"composition。"Herflushedcheekandfrowningbrowshowedthatherdifficultywasgenuineandnotanartlessdevicetodrawhimtoherside。Shewasreallypowerlesstoputherthoughtsinwriting,andtheinabilityseemedcharacteristicofherquickimpressionablemind,andoftheincessantcome—and—goofhersensations。HethoughtofAnnaLeath’sletters,orratherofthefewhehadreceived,yearsago,fromthegirlwhohadbeenAnnaSummers。Hesawtheslenderfirmstrokesofthepen,recalledtheclearstructureofthephrases,and,byanabruptassociationofideas,rememberedthat,atthatveryhour,justsuchadocumentmightbeawaitinghimatthehotel。
Whatifitwerethere,indeed,andhadbroughthimacompleteexplanationofhertelegram?Therevulsionoffeelingproducedbythisthoughtmadehimlookatthegirlwithsuddenimpatience。Shestruckhimaspositivelystupid,andhewonderedhowhecouldhavewastedhalfhisdaywithher,whenallthewhileMrs。Leath’slettermightbelyingonhistable。Atthatmoment,ifhecouldhavechosen,hewouldhavelefthiscompaniononthespot;buthehadheronhishands,andmustaccepttheconsequences。
Someoddintuitionseemedtomakeherconsciousofhischangeofmood,forshesprangfromherseat,crumplingtheletterinherhand。
"I’mtoostupid;butIwon’tkeepyouanylonger。I’llgobacktothehotelandwritethere。"
Hercolourdeepened,andforthefirsttime,astheireyesmet,henoticedafaintembarrassmentinhers。Coulditbethathisnearnesswas,afterall,thecauseofherconfusion?Thethoughtturnedhisvagueimpatiencewithherintoadefiniteresentmenttowardhimself。Therewasreallynoexcuseforhishavingblunderedintosuchanadventure。
WhyhadhenotshippedthegirlofftoJoignybytheeveningtrain,insteadofurginghertodelay,andusingCerdineasapretext?Pariswasfullofpeopleheknew,andhisannoyancewasincreasedbythethoughtthatsomefriendofMrs。Leath’smightseehimattheplay,andreporthispresencetherewithasuspiciouslygood—lookingcompanion。
Theideawasdistinctlydisagreeable:hedidnotwantthewomanheadoredtothinkhecouldforgetherforamoment。
Andbythistimehehadfullypersuadedhimselfthataletterfromherwasawaitinghim,andhadevengonesofarastoimaginethatitscontentsmightannulthewriter’stelegraphedinjunction,andcallhimtohersideatonce……
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Attheporter’sdeskabrief"Pasdelettres"felldestructivelyonthefabricofthesehopes。
Mrs。Leathhadnotwritten——shehadnottakenthetroubletoexplainhertelegram。Darrowturnedawaywithasharppangofhumiliation。Herfrugalsilencemockedhisprodigalityofhopesandfears。Hehadputhisquestiontotheporteroncebefore,onreturningtothehotelafterluncheon;andnow,comingbackagaininthelateafternoon,hewasmetbythesamedenial。Thesecondpostwasin,andhadbroughthimnothing。
AglanceathiswatchshowedthathehadbarelytimetodressbeforetakingMissVinerouttodine;butasheturnedtotheliftanewthoughtstruckhim,andhurryingbackintothehallhedashedoffanothertelegramtohisservant:
"HaveyouforwardedanyletterwithFrenchpostmarktoday?
TelegraphanswerTerminus。"
Somekindofreplywouldbecertaintoreachhimonhisreturnfromthetheatre,andhewouldthenknowdefinitelywhetherMrs。Leathmeanttowriteornot。Hehasteneduptohisroomanddressedwithalighterheart。
MissViner’svagranttrunkhadfinallyfounditswaytoitsowner;and,cladinsuchmodestsplendourasitfurnished,sheshoneatDarrowacrosstheirrestauranttable。Inthereactionofhiswoundedvanityhefoundherprettierandmoreinterestingthanbefore。Herdress,slopingawayfromthethroat,showedthegracefulsetofherheadonitsslenderneck,andthewidebrimofherhatarchedaboveherhairlikeaduskyhalo。Pleasuredancedinhereyesandonherlips,andassheshoneonhimbetweenthecandle—shadesDarrowfeltthatheshouldnotbeatallsorrytobeseenwithherinpublic。Heevensentacarelessglanceabouthiminthevaguehopethatitmightfallonanacquaintance。
Atthetheatrehervivacitysankintoabreathlesshush,andshesatintentinhercorneroftheirbaignoire,withthegazeofaneophyteabouttobeinitiatedintothesacredmysteries。Darrowplacedhimselfbehindher,thathemightcatchherprofilebetweenhimselfandthestage。Hewastouchedbytheyouthfulseriousnessofherexpression。Inspiteoftheexperiencesshemusthavehad,andofthetwenty—fouryearstowhichsheowned,shestruckhimasintrinsicallyyoung;andhewonderedhowsoevanescentaqualitycouldhavebeenpreservedinthedesiccatingMurrettair。Astheplayprogressedhenoticedthatherimmobilitywastraversedbyswiftflashesofperception。Shewasnotmissinganything,andherintensityofattentionwhenCerdinewasonthestagedrewananxiouslinebetweenherbrows。
Afterthefirstactsheremainedforafewminutesraptandmotionless;thensheturnedtohercompanionwithaquickpatterofquestions。Hegatheredfromthemthatshehadbeenlessinterestedinfollowingthegeneraldriftoftheplaythaninobservingthedetailsofitsinterpretation。
Everygestureandinflectionofthegreatactress’shadbeenmarkedandanalyzed;andDarrowfeltasecretgratificationinbeingappealedtoasanauthorityonthehistrionicart。
Hisinterestinithadhithertobeenmerelythatofthecultivatedyoungmancuriousofallformsofartisticexpression;butinreplytoherquestionshefoundthingstosayaboutitwhichevidentlystruckhislistenerasimpressiveandoriginal,andwithwhichhehimselfwasnot,onthewhole,dissatisfied。MissVinerwasmuchmoreconcernedtohearhisviewsthantoexpressherown,andthedeferencewithwhichshereceivedhiscommentscalledfromhimmoreideasaboutthetheatrethanhehadeversupposedhimselftopossess。
Withthesecondactshebegantogivemoreattentiontothedevelopmentoftheplay,thoughherinterestwasexcitedratherbywhatshecalled"thestory"thanbytheconflictofcharacterproducingit。Oddlycombinedwithhersharpapprehensionofthingstheatrical,herknowledgeoftechnical"dodges"andgreen—roomprecedents,herglibnessabout"lines"and"curtains",wastheprimitivesimplicityofherattitudetowardthetaleitself,astowardsomethingthatwas"reallyhappening"andatwhichoneassistedasatastreet—accidentoraquarreloverheardinthenextroom。
ShewantedtoknowifDarrowthoughtthelovers"reallywould"beinvolvedinthecatastrophethatthreatenedthem,andwhenheremindedherthathispredictionsweredisqualifiedbyhishavingalreadyseentheplay,sheexclaimed:"Oh,then,pleasedon’ttellmewhat’sgoingtohappen!"andthenextmomentwasquestioninghimaboutCerdine’stheatricalsituationandherprivatehistory。Onthelatterpointsomeofherenquirieswereofakindthatitisnotinthehabitofyounggirlstomake,oreventoknowhowtomake;butherapparentunconsciousnessofthefactseemedrathertoreflectonherpastassociatesthanonherself。
Whenthesecondactwasover,Darrowsuggestedtheirtakingaturninthefoyer;andseatedononeofitscrampedredvelvetsofastheywatchedthecrowdsurgeupanddowninaglareoflightsandgilding。Then,asshecomplainedoftheheat,heledherthroughthepresstothecongestedcafeatthefootofthestairs,whereorangeadeswerethrustatthembetweentheshouldersofpackedconsommateursandDarrow,lightingacigarettewhileshesuckedherstraw,knewtheprimitivecomplacencyofthemanatwhosecompanionothermenstare。
Onacorneroftheirtablelayasmearedcopyofatheatricaljournal。ItcaughtSophy’seyeandafterporingoverthepageshelookedupwithanexcitedexclamation。
’They’regivingOedipetomorrowafternoonattheFrancais!Isupposeyou’veseenitheapsandheapsoftimes?"
Hesmiledbackather。"Youmustseeittoo。We’llgotomorrow。"
Shesighedathissuggestion,butwithoutdiscardingit。
"HowcanI?ThelasttrainforJoignyleavesatfour。"
"Butyoudon’tknowyetthatyourfriendswillwantyou。"
"Ishallknowtomorrowearly。IaskedMrs。Farlowtotelegraphassoonasshegotmyletter。"
AtwingeofcompunctionshotthroughDarrow。Herwordsrecalledtohimthatontheirreturntothehotelafterluncheonshehadgivenhimherlettertopost,andthathehadneverthoughtofitagain。Nodoubtitwasstillinthepocketofthecoathehadtakenoffwhenhedressedfordinner。Inhisperturbationhepushedbackhischair,andthemovementmadeherlookupathim。
"What’sthematter?"
"Nothing。Only——youknowIdon’tfancythatlettercanhavecaughtthisafternoon’spost。"
"Notcaughtit?Whynot?"
"Why,I’mafraiditwillhavebeentoolate。"Hebenthisheadtolightanothercigarette。
Shestruckherhandstogetherwithagesturewhich,tohisamusement,henoticedshehadcaughtfromCerdine。
"Oh,dear,Ihadn’tthoughtofthat!Butsurelyitwillreachtheminthemorning?"
"Sometimeinthemorning,Isuppose。YouknowtheFrenchprovincialpostisneverinahurry。Idon’tbelieveyourletterwouldhavebeendeliveredthiseveninginanycase。"
Asthisideaoccurredtohimhefelthimselfalmostabsolved。
"Perhaps,then,Ioughttohavetelegraphed?"
"I’lltelegraphforyouinthemorningifyousayso。"
Thebellannouncingthecloseoftheentr’—acteshrilledthroughthecafe,andshesprangtoherfeet。
"Oh,come,come!Wemustn’tmissit!"
InstantlyforgetfuloftheFarlows,sheslippedherarmthroughhisandturnedtopushherwaybacktothetheatre。
Assoonasthecurtainwentupsheaspromptlyforgothercompanion。Watchingherfromthecornertowhichhehadreturned,Darrowsawthatgreatwavesofsensationwerebeatingdeliciouslyagainstherbrain。Itwasasthougheverystarvedsensibilitywerethrowingoutfeelerstothemountingtide;asthougheverythingshewasseeing,hearing,imagining,rushedintofillthevoidofallshehadalwaysbeendenied。
Darrow,asheobservedher,againfeltadetachedenjoymentinherpleasure。Shewasanextraordinaryconductorofsensation:sheseemedtotransmititphysically,inemanationsthatsettheblooddancinginhisveins。Hehadnotoftenhadtheopportunityofstudyingtheeffectsofaperfectlyfreshimpressiononsoresponsiveatemperament,andhefeltafleetingdesiretomakeitschordsvibrateforhisownamusement。
Attheendofthenextactshediscoveredwithdismaythatintheirtransittothecafeshehadlostthebeautifulpicturedprogrammehehadboughtforher。Shewantedtogobackandhuntforit,butDarrowassuredherthathewouldhavenotroubleingettingheranother。Whenhewentoutinquestofitshefollowedhimprotestinglytothedoorofthebox,andhesawthatshewasdistressedatthethoughtofhishavingtospendanadditionalfrancforher。ThisfrugalitysmoteDarrowbyitscontrasttohernaturalbrightprofusion;andagainhefeltthedesiretorightsoclumsyaninjustice。
Whenhereturnedtotheboxshewasstillstandinginthedoorway,andhenoticedthathiswerenottheonlyeyesattractedtoher。Thenanotherimpressionsharplydivertedhisattention。AbovethefaggedfacesoftheParisiancrowdhehadcaughtthefreshfaircountenanceofOwenLeathsignallingajoyfulrecognition。Theyoungman,slimandeager,haddetachedhimselffromtwocompanionsofhisowntype,andwasseekingtopushthroughthepresstohisstep—