"Yes,itisveryhardtothinkthatIwhowanttotouchyoucannotmakemyselfunderstoodaswellasthey。AndyetIspeakthelanguageofyourchildhood,thelanguageofthemanforwhomthereisnohopebutinyourgenerosity。"
Heshookhishead。Shegazedathimanxiouslyforamoment。"Inyourmemoriesthen,"shesaidandwassurprisedbytheexpressionofprofoundsadnessthatover—spreadhisattentiveface。
"DoyouknowwhatIremember?"hesaid。"Doyouwanttoknow?"
Shelistenedwithslightlypartedlips。"Iwilltellyou。
Poverty,hardwork——anddeath,"hewenton,veryquietly。"AndnowI’vetoldyou,andyoudon’tknow。That’showitisbetweenus。Youtalktome——Italktoyou——andwedon’tknow。"
Hereyelidsdropped。
"WhatcanIfindtosay?"shewenton。"WhatcanIdo?Imustn’tgivein。Think!Amongstyourmemoriestheremustbesomeface——somevoice——somename,ifnothingmore。Icannotbelievethatthereisnothingbutbitterness。"
"There’snobitterness,"hemurmured。
"O!Brother,myheartisfaintwithfear,"whisperedImmada。
Lingardturnedswiftlytothatwhisper。
"Then,theyaretobesaved,"exclaimedMrs。Travers。"Ah,I
knew……"
"Bearthyfearinpatience,"saidHassim,rapidly,tohissister。
"Theyaretobesaved。Youhavesaidit,"Lingardpronouncedaloud,suddenly。Hefeltlikeaswimmerwho,inthemidstofsuperhumaneffortstoreachtheshore,perceivesthattheundertowistakinghimtosea。Hewouldgowiththemysteriouscurrent;hewouldgoswiftly——andseetheend,thefulfilmentbothblissfulandterrible。
Withthisstateofexaltationinwhichhesawhimselfinsomeincomprehensiblewayalwaysvictorious,whatevermightbefall,therewasmingledatenacityofpurpose。Hecouldnotsacrificehisintention,theintentionofyears,theintentionofhislife;
hecouldnomorepartwithitandexistthanhecouldcutouthisheartandlive。Theadventurerheldfasttohisadventurewhichmadehiminhisownsightexactlywhathewas。
Heconsideredtheproblemwithcoolaudacity,backedbyabeliefinhisownpower。Itwasnotthesetwomenhehadtosave;hehadtosavehimself!Andlookeduponinthiswaythesituationappearedfamiliar。
HassimhadtoldhimthetwowhitemenhadbeentakenbytheircaptorstoDaman’scamp。TheyoungRajah,leavinghissisterinthecanoe,hadlandedonthesandandhadcrepttotheveryedgeoflightthrownbythefiresbywhichtheIllanunswerecooking。
Damanwassittingapartbyalargerblaze。Twoprausrodeinshallowwaternearthesandbank;ontheridge,asentrywalkedwatchingthelightsofthebrig;thecampwasfullofquietwhispers。Hassimreturnedtohiscanoe,thenheandhissister,paddlingcautiouslyroundtheanchoredpraus,inwhichwomen’svoicescouldbeheard,approachedtheotherendofthecamp。Thelightofthebigblazetherefellonthewaterandthecanoeskirteditwithoutasplash,keepinginthenight。Hassim,landingforthesecondtime,creptagainclosetothefires。Eachprauhad,accordingtothecustomsoftheIllanunroverswhenonaraidingexpedition,asmallerwar—boatandthesebeinglightandmanageablewerehauleduponthesandnotfarfromthebigblaze;theysathighontheshelvingshorethrowingheavyshadows。Hassimcreptuptowardthelargestofthemandthenstandingontiptoecouldlookatthecampacrossthegunwales。
Theconfusedtalkingofthemenwaslikethebuzzofinsectsinaforest。Achildwailedonboardoneoftheprausandawomanhailedtheshoreshrilly。Hassimunsheathedhiskrisandhelditinhishand。
Verysoon——hesaid——hesawthetwowhitemenwalkingamongstthefires。Theywavedtheirarmsandtalkedtogether,stoppingfromtimetotime;theyapproachedDaman;andtheshortmanwiththehaironhisfaceaddressedhimearnestlyandatgreatlength。
DamansatcrossleggeduponalittlecarpetwithanopenKoranonhiskneesandchantedtheversetsswayingtoandfrowithhiseyesshut。
TheIllanunchiefsrecliningwrappedincloaksonthegroundraisedthemselvesontheirelbowstolookatthewhites。Whentheshortwhitemanfinishedspeakinghegazeddownatthemforawhile,thenstampedhisfoot。Helookedangrybecausenooneunderstoodhim。Thensuddenlyhelookedverysad;hecoveredhisfacewithhishands;thetallmanputhishandontheshortman’sshoulderandwhisperedintohisear。Thedrywoodofthefirescrackled,theIllanunsslept,cooked,talked,butwiththeirweaponsathand。Anarmedmanortwocameuptostareattheprisonersandthenreturnedtotheirfire。ThetwowhitessankdowninthesandinfrontofDaman。Theirclothesweresoiled,therewassandintheirhair。Thetallmanhadlosthishat;theglassintheeyeoftheshortmanglitteredverymuch;hisbackwasmuddyandonesleeveofhiscoattornuptotheelbow。
AllthisHassimsawandthenretreatedundetectedtothatpartoftheshorewhereImmadawaitedforhim,keepingthecanoeafloat。
TheIllanuns,trustingtothesea,keptverybadwatchontheirprisoners,andhadhebeenabletospeakwiththemHassimthoughtanescapecouldhavebeeneffected。Buttheycouldnothaveunderstoodhissignsandstilllesshiswords。Heconsultedwithhissister。Immadamurmuredsadly;attheirfeettheripplebrokewithamournfulsoundnolouderthantheirvoices。
Hassim’sloyaltywasunshaken,butnowitledhimonnotinthebrightlightofhopesbutinthedeepenedshadowofdoubt。Hewantedtoobtaininformationforhisfriendwhowassopowerfulandwhoperhapswouldknowhowtobeconstant。WhenfollowedbyImmadaheapproachedthecampagain——thistimeopenly——theirappearancedidnotexcitemuchsurprise。ItwaswellknowntotheChiefsoftheIllanunsthattheRajahforwhomtheyweretofight——ifGodsowilled——wasupontheshoalslookingoutforthecomingofthewhitemanwhohadmuchwealthandastoreofweaponsandwhowashisservant。Daman,whoaloneunderstoodtheexactrelation,welcomedthemwithimpenetrablegravity。Hassimtookhisseatonthecarpetathisrighthand。Aconsultationwasbeingheldhalf—aloudinshortandapparentlycarelesssentences,withlongintervalsofsilencebetween。Immada,nestlingclosetoherbrother,leanedonearmonhisshoulderandlistenedwithseriousattentionandwithoutwardcalmasbecameaprincessofWajoaccustomedtoconsortwithwarriorsandstatesmeninmomentsofdangerandinthehoursofdeliberation。Herheartwasbeatingrapidly,andfacingherthesilentwhitemenstaredatthesetwoknownfaces,asifacrossagulf。FourIllanunchiefssatinarow。Theiramplecloaksfellfromtheirshoulders,andlaybehindthemonthesandinwhichtheirfourlonglanceswereplantedupright,eachsupportingasmalloblongshieldofwood,carvedontheedgesandstainedadullpurple。Damanstretchedouthisarmandpointedattheprisoners。Thefacesofthewhitemenwereveryquiet。Damanlookedatthemmutelyandardently,asifconsumedbyanunspeakablelonging。
TheKoran,inasilkcover,hungonhisbreastbyacrimsoncord。
Itrestedoverhisheartand,justbelow,theplainbuffalo—hornhandleofakris,stuckintothetwistofhissarong,protrudedreadytohishand。Thecloudsthickeningoverthecampmadethedarknesspressheavilyontheglowofscatteredfires。"Thereisbloodbetweenmeandthewhites,"hepronounced,violently。TheIllanunchiefsremainedimpassive。Therewasbloodbetweenthemandallmankind。Hassimremarkeddispassionatelythattherewasonewhitemanwithwhomitwouldbewisetoremainfriendly;andbesides,wasnotDamanhisfriendalready?Damansmiledwithhalf—closedeyes。Hewasthatwhiteman’sfriend,nothisslave。
TheIllanunsplayingwiththeirsword—handlesgruntedassent。
Why,askedDaman,didthesestrangewhitestravelsofarfromtheircountry?Thegreatwhitemanwhomtheyallknewdidnotwantthem。Noonewantedthem。Evilwouldfollowintheirfootsteps。Theyweresuchmenasaresentbyrulerstoexaminetheaspectsoffar—offcountriesandtalkofpeaceandmaketreaties。Suchisthebeginningofgreatsorrows。TheIllanunswerefarfromtheircountry,wherenowhitemandaredtocome,andthereforetheywerefreetoseektheirenemiesupontheopenwaters。Theyhadfoundthesetwowhohadcometosee。Heaskedwhattheyhadcometosee?Wastherenothingtolookatintheirowncountry?
Hetalkedinanironicandsubduedtone。Thescatteredheapsofembersglowedadeeperred;thebigblazeofthechief’sfiresanklowandgrewdimbeforeheceased。Straight—limbedfiguresrose,sank,moved,whisperedonthebeach。Hereandthereaspear—bladecaughtaredgleamabovetheblackshapeofahead。
"TheIllanunsseekbootyonthesea,"criedDaman。"Theirfathersandthefathersoftheirfathershavedonethesame,beingfearlesslikethosewhoembracedeathclosely。"
Alowlaughwasheard。"Westrikeandgo,"saidanexultingvoice。"Weliveanddiewithourweaponsinourhands。"TheIllanunsleapedtotheirfeet。Theystampedonthesand,flourishingnakedbladesovertheheadsoftheirprisoners。A
tumultarose。
WhenitsubsidedDamanstoodupinacloakthatwrappedhimtohisfeetandspokeagaingivingadvice。
Thewhitemensatonthesandandturnedtheireyesfromfacetofaceasiftryingtounderstand。Itwasagreedtosendtheprisonersintothelagoonwheretheirfatewouldbedecidedbytheruleroftheland。TheIllanunsonlywantedtoplundertheship。Theydidnotcarewhatbecameofthemen。"ButDamancares,"remarkedHassimtoLingard,whenrelatingwhattookplace。"Hecares,OTuan!"
HassimhadlearnedalsothattheSettlementwasinastateofunrestasifontheeveofwar。Belarabwithhisfollowerswasencampedbyhisfather’stombinthehollowbeyondthecultivatedfields。Hisstockadewasshutupandnooneappearedontheverandahsofthehouseswithin。Youcouldtelltherewerepeopleinsideonlybythesmokeofthecookingfires。Tengga’sfollowersmeantimeswaggeredabouttheSettlementbehavingtyrannicallytothosewhowerepeaceable。Agreatmadnesshaddescendeduponthepeople,amadnessstrongasthemadnessoflove,themadnessofbattle,thedesiretospillblood。Astrangefearalsohadmadethemwild。ThebigsmokeseenthatmorningabovetheforestsofthecoastwassomeagreedsignalfromTenggatoDamanbutwhatitmeantHassimhadbeenunabletofindout。HefearedforJorgenson’ssafety。Hesaidthatwhileoneofthewar—boatswasbeingmadereadytotakethecaptivesintothelagoon,heandhissisterleftthecampquietlyandgotawayintheircanoe。Theflaresofthebrig,reflectedinafaintloomupontheclouds,enabledthemtomakestraightforthevesselacrossthebanks。
Beforetheyhadgonehalfwaytheseflameswentoutandthedarknessseemeddenserthananyhehadknownbefore。Butitwasnogreaterthanthedarknessofhismind——headded。Hehadlookeduponthewhitemensittingunmovedandsilentundertheedgeofswords;hehadlookedatDaman,hehadheardbitterwordsspoken;
hewaslookingnowathiswhitefriend——andtheissueofeventshecouldnotsee。Onecanseemen’sfacesbuttheirfate,whichiswrittenontheirforeheads,onecannotsee。Hehadnomoretosay,andwhathehadspokenwastrueineveryword。
IV
LingardrepeateditalltoMrs。Travers。Hercourage,herintelligence,thequicknessofherapprehension,thecolourofhereyesandtheintrepidityofherglanceevokedinhimanadmiringenthusiasm。Shestoodbyhisside!Everymomentthatfatalillusionclungclosertohissoul——likeagarmentoflight——likeanarmouroffire。
Hewasunwillingtofacethefacts。Allhislife——tillthatday——hadbeenawrestlewitheventsinthedaylightofthisworld,butnowhecouldnotbringhismindtotheconsiderationofhisposition。ItwasMrs。Traverswho,afterwaitingawhile,forcedonhimthepainofthoughtbywantingtoknowwhatbearingHassim’snewshaduponthesituation。
LingardhadnottheslightestdoubtDamanwantedhimtoknowwhathadbeendonewiththeprisoners。ThatiswhyDamanhadwelcomedHassim,andlethimhearthedecisionandhadallowedhimtoleavethecamponthesandbank。Therecouldbeonlyoneobjectinthis;tolethim,Lingard,knowthattheprisonershadbeenputoutofhisreachaslongasheremainedinhisbrig。Nowthisbrigwashisstrength。Tomakehimleavehisbrigwaslikeremovinghishandfromhissword。
"DoyouunderstandwhatImean,Mrs。Travers?"heasked。"TheyareafraidofmebecauseIknowhowtofightthisbrig。TheyfearthebrigbecausewhenIamonboardher,thebrigandIareone。
Anarmedman——don’tyousee?WithoutthebrigIamdisarmed,withoutmeshecan’tstrike。SoDamanthinks。Hedoesnotknoweverythingbutheisnotfaroffthetruth。HesaystohimselfthatifImantheboatstogoafterthesewhitesintothelagoonthenhisIllanunswillgettheyachtforsure——andperhapsthebrigaswell。IfIstopherewithmybrigheholdsthetwowhitemenandcantalkasbigashepleases。Belarabbelievesinmenodoubt,butDamantrustsnomanonearth。Hesimplydoesnotknowhowtotrustanyone,becauseheisalwaysplottinghimself。HecametohelpmeandassoonashefoundIwasnottherehebegantoplotwithTengga。Nowhehasmadeamove——aclevermove;acleverermovethanhethinks。Why?I’lltellyouwhy。BecauseI,TomLingard,haven’tasinglewhitemanaboardthisbrigIcantrust。Notone。Ionlyjustdiscoveredmymate’sgotthenotionI
amsomekindofpirate。Andallyouryachtpeoplethinkthesame。
Itisasthoughyouhadbroughtacurseonmeinyouryacht。
Nobodybelievesme。GoodGod!WhathaveIcometo!Eventhosetwo——lookatthem——Isaylookatthem!Byallthestarstheydoubtme!Me!……"
HepointedatHassimandImmada。Thegirlseemedfrightened。
Hassimlookedoncalmandintelligentwithinexhaustiblepatience。Lingard’svoicefellsuddenly。
"Andbyheavenstheymayberight。Whoknows?You?Doyouknow?
Theyhavewaitedforyears。Look。Theyarewaitingwithheavyhearts。DoyouthinkthatIdon’tcare?OughtItohavekeptitallin——toldnoone——noone——notevenyou?Aretheywaitingforwhatwillnevercomenow?"
Mrs。Traversroseandmovedquicklyroundthetable。"Canwegiveanythingtothis——thisDamanortheseothermen?Wecouldgivethemmorethantheycouldthinkofasking。I——myhusband……"
"Don’ttalktomeofyourhusband,"hesaid,roughly。"Youdon’tknowwhatyouaredoing。"Sheconfrontedthesombreangerofhiseyes——"ButImust,"sheassertedwithheat。——"Must,"hemused,noticingthatshewasonlyhalfaheadlesstallthanhimself。
"Must!Oh,yes。Ofcourse,youmust。Must!Yes。ButIdon’twanttohear。Give!Whatcanyougive?YoumayhaveallthetreasuresoftheworldforallIknow。No!Youcan’tgiveanything……"
"IwasthinkingofyourdifficultywhenIspoke,"sheinterrupted。Hiseyeswandereddownwardfollowingthelineofhershoulder。——"Ofme——ofme!"herepeated。
Allthiswassaidalmostinwhispers。Thesoundofslowfootstepswasheardondeckabovetheirheads。Lingardturnedhisfacetotheopenskylight。
"Ondeckthere!Anywind?"
Allwasstillforamoment。Somebodyaboveansweredinaleisurelytone:
"Asteadylittledraughtfromthenorthward。"
Thenafterapauseaddedinamutter:
"Pitchdark。"
"Aye,darkenough,"murmuredLingard。Hemustdosomething。Now。
Atonce。Theworldwaswaiting。Theworldfullofhopesandfear。
Whatshouldhedo?Insteadofansweringthatquestionhetracedtheungleamingcoilsofhertwistedhairandbecamefascinatedbyastraylockatherneck。Whatshouldhedo?Noonetoleavehisbrigto。ThevoicethathadansweredhisquestionwasCarter’svoice。"Heishangingaboutkeepinghiseyeonme,"hesaidtoMrs。Travers。Sheshookherheadandtriedtosmile。Themanabovecougheddiscreetly。"No,"saidLingard,"youmustunderstandthatyouhavenothingtogive。"
Themanondeckwhoseemedtohavelingeredbytheskylightwasheardsayingquietly,"Iamathandifyouwantme,Mrs。
Travers。"HassimandImmadalookedup。"Yousee,"exclaimedLingard。"WhatdidItellyou?He’skeepinghiseyeonme!Onboardmyownship。AmIdreaming?AmIinafever?Tellhimtocomedown,"hesaidafterapause。Mrs。TraversdidsoandLingardthoughthervoiceverycommandingandverysweet。
"There’snothingintheworldIlovesomuchasthisbrig,"hewenton。"Nothingintheworld。IfIlostherIwouldhavenostandingroomontheearthformyfeet。Youdon’tunderstandthis。Youcan’t。"
Cartercameinandshutthecabindoorcarefully。Helookedwithserenityateveryoneinturn。
"Allquiet?"askedLingard。
"Quietenoughifyouliketocallitso,"heanswered。"Butifyouonlyputyourheadoutsidethedooryou’llhearthemallonthequarter—decksnoringagainsteachother,asiftherewerenowivesathomeandnopiratesatsea。"
"Lookhere,"saidLingard。"IfoundoutthatIcan’ttrustmymate。"
"Can’tyou?"drawledCarter。"Iamnotexactlysurprised。ImustsayHEdoesnotsnorebutIbelieveitisbecauseheistoocrazytosleep。Hewaylaidmeonthepoopjustnowandsaidsomethingaboutevilcommunicationscorruptinggoodmanners。SeemstomeI’veheardthatbefore。Queerthingtosay。Hetriedtomakeitoutsomehowthatifhewasn’tcorruptitwasn’tyourfault。Asifthiswasanyconcernofmine。He’sasmadashe’sfat——orelseheputsiton。"Carterlaughedalittleandleanedhisshouldersagainstabulkhead。
LingardgazedatthewomanwhoexpectedsomuchfromhimandinthelightsheseemedtoshedhesawhimselfleadingacolumnofarmedboatstotheattackoftheSettlement。Hecouldburnthewholeplacetothegroundanddriveeverysoulofthemintothebush。Hecould!Andtherewasasurprise,ashock,avaguehorroratthethoughtofthedestructivepowerofhiswill。Hecouldgivehereversomanylives。Hehadseenheryesterday,anditseemedtohimhehadbeenallhislifewaitingforhertomakeasign。Shewasverystill。Heponderedaplanofattack。Hesawsmokeandflame——andnextmomenthesawhimselfaloneamongstshapelessruinswiththewhispers,withthesighandmoanoftheShallowsinhisears。Heshuddered,andshakinghishand:
"No!Icannotgiveyouallthoselives!"hecried。
Then,beforeMrs。Traverscouldguessthemeaningofthisoutburst,hedeclaredthatasthetwocaptivesmustbesavedhewouldgoaloneintothelagoon。Hecouldnotthinkofusingforce。"Youunderstandwhy,"hesaidtoMrs。Traversandshewhisperedafaint"Yes。"Hewouldruntheriskalone。HishopewasinBelarabbeingabletoseewherehistrueinterestlay。"IfIcanonlygetathimIwouldsoonmakehimsee,"hemusedaloud。
"Haven’tIkepthispowerupforthesetwoyearspast?Andheknowsit,too。Hefeelsit。"WhetherhewouldbeallowedtoreachBelarabwasanothermatter。Lingardlosthimselfindeepthought。
"Hewouldnotdare,"heburstout。Mrs。Traverslistenedwithpartedlips。Carterdidnotmoveamuscleofhisyouthfulandself—possessedface;onlywhenLingard,turningsuddenly,cameupclosetohimandaskedwitharedflashofeyesandinaloweredvoice,"Couldyoufightthisbrig?"somethinglikeasmilemadeastiramongstthehairsofhislittlefairmoustache。
"’CouldI?"hesaid。"Icouldtry,anyhow。"Hepaused,andaddedhardlyabovehisbreath,"Forthelady——ofcourse。"
Lingardseemedstaggeredasthoughhehadbeenhitinthechest。
"Iwasthinkingofthebrig,"hesaid,gently。
"Mrs。Traverswouldbeonboard,"retortedCarter。
"What!onboard。Ahyes;onboard。Whereelse?"stammeredLingard。
Carterlookedathiminamazement。"Fight!Youask!"hesaid,slowly。"Youjusttryme。"
"Ishall,"ejaculatedLingard。Heleftthecabincallingout"serang!"Athincrackedvoicewasheardimmediatelyanswering,"Tuan!"andthedoorslammedto。
"Youtrusthim,Mrs。Travers?"askedCarter,rapidly。
"Youdonot——why?"sheanswered。
"Ican’tmakehimout。IfhewasanotherkindofmanIwouldsayhewasdrunk,"saidCarter。"Whyishehereatall——he,andthisbrigofhis?Excusemyboldness——buthaveyoupromisedhimanything?"
"I——Ipromised!"exclaimedMrs。TraversinabittertonewhichsilencedCarterforamoment。
"Somuchthebetter,"hesaidatlast。"Lethimshowwhathecandofirstand……"
"Here!Takethis,"saidLingard,whore—enteredthecabinfumblingabouthisneck。Cartermechanicallyextendedhishand。
"What’sthisfor?"heasked,lookingatasmallbrasskeyattachedtoathinchain。
"Powdermagazine。Trapdoorunderthetable。ThemanwhohasthiskeycommandsthebrigwhileIamaway。Theserangunderstands。
Youhaveherverylifeinyourhandthere。"
Carterlookedatthesmallkeylyinginhishalf—openpalm。
"IwasjusttellingMrs。TraversIdidn’ttrustyou——notaltogether……"
"Iknowallaboutit,"interruptedLingard,contemptuously。"Youcarryablamedpistolinyourpockettoblowmybrainsout——don’tyou?What’sthattome?Iamthinkingofthebrig。IthinkIknowyoursort。Youwilldo。"
"Well,perhapsImight,"mumbledCarter,modestly。
"Don’tberash,"saidLingard,anxiously。"Ifyou’vegottofightuseyourheadaswellasyourhands。Ifthere’sabreezefightunderway。Iftheyshouldtrytoboardinacalm,trusttothesmallarmstoholdthemoff。Keepyourheadand——"HelookedintenselyintoCarter’seyes;hislipsworkedwithoutasoundasthoughhehadbeensuddenlystruckdumb。"Don’tthinkaboutme。
What’sthattoyouwhoIam?Thinkoftheship,"heburstout。
"Don’tlethergo!——Don’tlethergo!"Thepassioninhisvoiceimpressedhishearerswhoforatimepreservedaprofoundsilence。
"Allright,"saidCarteratlast。"Iwillsticktoyourbrigasthoughsheweremyown;butIwouldliketoseeclearthroughallthis。Lookhere——youaregoingoffsomewhere?Alone,yousaid?"
"Yes。Alone。"
"Verywell。Mind,then,thatyoudon’tcomebackwithacrowdofthosebrownfriendsofyours——orbytheHeavensaboveusIwon’tletyoucomewithinhailofyourownship。AmItokeepthiskey?"
"CaptainLingard,"saidMrs。Traverssuddenly。"Woulditnotbebettertotellhimeverything?"
"Tellhimeverything?"repeatedLingard。"Everything!Yesterdayitmighthavebeendone。Onlyyesterday!Yesterday,didIsay?
Onlysixhoursago——onlysixhoursagoIhadsomethingtotell。
Youheardit。Andnowit’sgone。Tellhim!There’snothingtotellanymore。"Heremainedforatimewithbowedhead,whilebeforehimMrs。Travers,whohadbegunagestureofprotest,droppedherarmssuddenly。Inamomenthelookedupagain。
"Keepthekey,"hesaid,calmly,"andwhenthetimecomesstepforwardandtakecharge。Iamsatisfied。"
"Iwouldliketoseeclearthroughallthisthough,"mutteredCarteragain。"Andforhowlongareyouleavingus,Captain?"
Lingardmadenoanswer。Carterwaitedawhile。"Come,sir,"heurged。"Ioughttohavesomenotion。Whatisit?Two,threedays?"Lingardstarted。
"Days,"herepeated。"Ah,days。Whatisityouwanttoknow?Two……three——whatdidtheoldfellowsay——perhapsforlife。"ThiswasspokensolowthatnoonebutCarterheardthelastwords。——"Doyoumeanit?"hemurmured。Lingardnodded。——"Waitaslongasyoucan——thengo,"hesaidinthesamehardlyaudiblevoice。"Gowhere?"——"Whereyoulike,nearestport,anyport。"——"Verygood。That’ssomethingplainatanyrate,"
commentedtheyoungmanwithimperturbablegoodhumour。
"Igo,OHassim!"beganLingardandtheMalaymadeaslowinclinationoftheheadwhichhedidnotraiseagaintillLingardhadceasedspeaking。HebetrayedneithersurprisenoranyotheremotionwhileLingardinafewconciseandsharpsentencesmadehimacquaintedwithhispurposetobringaboutsinglehandedthereleaseoftheprisoners。WhenLingardhadendedwiththewords:
"Andyoumustfindawaytohelpmeinthetimeoftrouble,O
RajahHassim,"helookedupandsaid:
"Good。Youneveraskedmeforanythingbefore。"
Hesmiledathiswhitefriend。Therewassomethingsubtleinthesmileandafterwardanaddedfirmnessinthereposeofthelips。
Immadamovedastepforward。ShelookedatLingardwithterrorinherblackanddilatedeyes。Sheexclaimedinavoicewhosevibrationstartledtheheartsofallthehearerswithanindefinablesenseofalarm,"Hewillperish,Hassim!Hewillperishalone!"
"No,"saidHassim。"Thyfearisasvainto—nightasitwasatsunrise。Heshallnotperishalone。"
Hereyelidsdroppedslowly。Fromherveiledeyesthetearsfell,vanishinginthesilence。Lingard’sforeheadbecamefurrowedbyfoldsthatseemedtocontainaninfinityofsombrethoughts。
"Remember,OHassim,thatwhenIpromisedyoutotakeyoubacktoyourcountryyoupromisedmetobeafriendtoallwhitemen。A
friendtoallwhiteswhoareofmypeople,forever。"
"Mymemoryisgood,OTuan,"saidHassim;"Iamnotyetbackinmycountry,butisnoteveryonetherulerofhisownheart?
Promisesmadebyamanofnoblebirthliveaslongasthespeakerendures。"
"Good—bye,"saidLingardtoMrs。Travers。"Youwillbesafehere。"Helookedallaroundthecabin。"Ileaveyou,"hebeganagainandstoppedshort。Mrs。Travers’hand,restinglightlyontheedgeofthetable,begantotremble。"It’sforyou……Yes。
Foryoualone……anditseemsitcan’tbe……"
Itseemedtohimthathewassayinggood—byetoalltheworld,thathewastakingalastleaveofhisownself。Mrs。Traversdidnotsayaword,butImmadathrewherselfbetweenthemandcried:
"Youareacruelwoman!Youaredrivinghimawayfromwherehisstrengthis。Youputmadnessintohisheart,O!Blind——withoutpity——withoutshame!……"
"Immada,"saidHassim’scalmvoice。Nobodymoved。
"Whatdidshesaytome?"falteredMrs。Traversandagainrepeatedinavoicethatsoundedhard,"Whatdidshesay?"
"Forgiveher,"saidLingard。"Herfearsareforme……"——"It’saboutyourgoing?"Mrs。Traversinterrupted,swiftly。
"Yes,itis——andyoumustforgiveher。"Hehadturnedawayhiseyeswithsomethingthatresembledembarrassmentbutsuddenlyhewasassailedbyanirresistiblelongingtolookagainatthatwoman。Atthemomentofpartingheclungtoherwithhisglanceasamanholdswithhishandsapricelessanddisputedpossession。ThefaintblushthatoverspreadgraduallyMrs。
Travers’featuresgaveherfaceanairofextraordinaryandstartlinganimation。
"Thedangeryourun?"sheasked,eagerly。Herepelledthesuggestionbyaslightinggestureofthehand。——"Nothingworthlookingattwice。Don’tgiveitathought,"hesaid。"I’vebeenintighterplaces。"Heclappedhishandsandwaitedtillheheardthecabindooropenbehindhisback。"Steward,mypistols。"Themulattoinslippers,apronedtothechin,glidedthroughthecabinwithunseeingeyesasthoughforhimnoonetherehadexisted……——"Isitmyheartthatachesso?"Mrs。Traversaskedherself,contemplatingLingard’smotionlessfigure。"Howlongwillthissensationofdullpainlast?Willitlastforever。