Lingard,leaningback,claspedhishandsroundhisknees。Heseemednottobelisteningandd’Alcacer,pullingacigarettecaseoutofhispocket,lookedforalongtimeatthethreecigarettesitcontained。Itwasthelastoftheprovisionhehadonhimwhencaptured。D’Alcacerhadputhimselfonthestrictestallowance。Acigarettewasonlytobelightedonspecialoccasions;andnowtherewereonlythreeleftandtheyhadtobemadetolasttilltheendoflife。Theycalmed,theysoothed,theygaveanattitude。Andonlythreeleft!Onehadtobekeptforthemorning,tobelightedbeforegoingthroughthegateofdoom——thegateofBelarab’sstockade。Acigarettesoothed,itgaveanattitude。Wasthisthefittingoccasionforoneoftheremainingtwo?D’Alcacer,atrueLatin,wasnotafraidofalittleintrospection。Inthepausehedescendedintotheinnermostdepthsofhisbeing,thenglancedupatthenightsky。
Sportsman,traveller,hehadoftenlookedupatthestarsbeforetoseehowtimewent。Itwasgoingveryslowly。Hetookoutacigarette,snapped—tothecase,bentdowntotheembers。Thenhesatupandblewoutathincloudofsmoke。Themanbyhissidelookedwithhisbowedheadandclaspedkneelikeamasculinerenderingofmournfulmeditation。Suchattitudesaremetwithsometimesonthesculpturesofancienttombs。D’Alcacerbegantospeak:
"Sheisarepresentativewomanandyetoneofthoseofwhomtherearebutveryfewatanytimeintheworld。Notthattheyareveryrarebutthatthereisbutlittleroomontop。Theyaretheiridescentgleamsonahardanddarksurface。Fortheworldishard,CaptainLingard,itishard,bothinwhatitwillrememberandinwhatitwillforget。Itisforsuchwomenthatpeopletoilonthegroundandundergroundandartistsofallsortsinvoketheirinspiration。"
Lingardseemednottohaveheardaword。Hischinrestedonhisbreast。D’Alcacerappraisedtheremaininglengthofhiscigaretteandwentoninanequabletonethroughwhichpiercedacertainsadness:
"No,therearenotmanyofthem。Andyettheyareall。Theydecorateourlifeforus。Theyarethegraciousfiguresonthedrabwallwhichliesonthissideofourcommongrave。Theyleadasortofritualdance,thatmostofushaveagreedtotakeseriously。Itisaverybindingagreementwithwhichsincerityandgoodfaithandhonourhavenothingtodo。Verybinding。Woetohimorherwhobreaksit。Directlytheyleavethepageanttheygetlost。"
Lingardturnedhisheadsharplyanddiscoveredd’Alcacerlookingathimwithprofoundattention。
"Theygetlostinamaze,"continuedd’Alcacer,quietly。"Theywanderinitlamentingoverthemselves。IwouldshudderatthatfateforanythingIloved。Doyouknow,CaptainLingard,howpeoplelostinamazeend?"hewentonholdingLingardbyasteadfaststare。"No?……Iwilltellyouthen。Theyendbyhatingtheirveryselves,andtheydieindisillusionanddespair。"
Asifafraidoftheforceofhiswordsd’AlcacerlaidasoothinghandlightlyonLingard’sshoulder。ButLingardcontinuedtolookintotheembersathisfeetandremainedinsensibletothefriendlytouch。Yetd’Alcacercouldnotimaginethathehadnotbeenheard。Hefoldedhisarmsonhisbreast。
"Idon’tknowwhyIhavebeentellingyouallthis,"hesaid,apologetically。"IhopeIhavenotbeenintrudingonyourthoughts。"
"Icanthinkofnothing,"Lingarddeclared,unexpectedly。"Ionlyknowthatyourvoicewasfriendly;andfortherest——"
"Onemustgetthroughanightlikethissomehow,"saidd’Alcacer。
"Theverystarsseemtolagontheirway。It’sacommonbeliefthatadrowningmanisirresistiblycompelledtoreviewhispastexperience。JustnowIfeelquiteoutofmydepth,andwhateverI
havesaidhascomefrommyexperience。Iamsureyouwillforgiveme。Allthatitamountstoisthis:thatitisnaturalforustocryforthemoonbutitwouldbeveryfataltohaveourcriesheard。Forwhatcouldanyoneofusdowiththemoonifitweregiventohim?Iamspeakingnowofus——commonmortals。"
Itwasnotimmediatelyafterd’AlcacerhadceasedspeakingbutonlyafteramomentthatLingardunclaspedhisfingers,gotup,andwalkedaway。D’Alcacerfollowedwithaglanceofquietinterestthebig,shadowyformtillitvanishedinthedirectionofanenormousforesttreeleftinthemiddleofthestockade。
ThedeepestshadeofthenightwasspreadoverthegroundofBelarab’sfortifiedcourtyard。Theveryembersofthefireshadturnedblack,showingonlyhereandthereamerespark;andtheformsofthepronesleeperscouldhardlybedistinguishedfromthehardgroundonwhichtheyrested,withtheirarmslyingbesidethemonthemats。PresentlyMrs。Traversappearedquiteclosetod’Alcacer,whoroseinstantly。
"Martinisasleep,"saidMrs。Traversinatonethatseemedtohaveborrowedsomethingofthemysteryandquietnessofthenight。
"Alltheworld’sasleep,"observedd’Alcacer,solowthatMrs。
Traversbarelycaughtthewords,"Exceptyouandme,andoneotherwhohasleftmetowanderaboutinthenight。"
"Washewithyou?Wherehashegone?"
"Whereit’sdarkestIshouldthink,"answeredd’Alcacer,secretly。"It’snousegoingtolookforhim;butifyoukeepperfectlystillandholdyourbreathyoumaypresentlyhearhisfootsteps。"
"Whatdidhetellyou?"breathedoutMrs。Travers。
"Ididn’taskhimanything。Ionlyknowthatsomethinghashappenedwhichhasrobbedhimofhispowerofthinking……
Hadn’tIbettergotothehut?DonMartinoughttohavesomeonewithhimwhenhewakesup。"Mrs。Traversremainedperfectlystillandevennowandthenheldherbreathwithavaguefearofhearingthosefootstepswanderinginthedark。D’Alcacerhaddisappeared。AgainMrs。Traversheldherbreath。No。Nothing。Notasound。Onlythenighttohereyesseemedtohavegrowndarker。
Wasthatafootstep?"WherecouldIhidemyself?"shethought。
Butshedidn’tmove。
Afterleavingd’Alcacer,Lingardthreadinghiswaybetweenthefiresfoundhimselfunderthebigtree,thesametreeagainstwhichDamanhadbeenleaningonthedayofthegreattalkwhenthewhiteprisonershadbeensurrenderedtoLingard’skeepingondefiniteconditions。LingardpassedthroughthedeepobscuritymadebytheoutspreadboughsoftheonlywitnessleftthereofapastthatforendlessageshadseennomankindonthisshoredefendedbytheShallows,aroundthislagoonovershadowedbythejungle。Inthecalmnighttheoldgiant,withoutshuddersormurmursinitsenormouslimbs,sawtherestlessmandriftthroughtheblackshadeintothestarlight。
Inthatdistantpartofthecourtyardtherewereonlyafewsentrieswho,themselvesinvisible,sawLingard’swhitefigurepacetoandfroendlessly。Theyknewwellwhothatwas。Itwasthegreatwhiteman。Averygreatman。Averyrichman。A
possessoroffire—arms,whocoulddispensevaluablegiftsanddealdeadlyblows,thefriendoftheirRuler,theenemyofhisenemies,knowntothemforyearsandalwaysmysterious。Attheirposts,flattenedagainstthestakesnearconvenientloopholes,theycastbackwardglancesandexchangedfaintwhispersfromtimetotime。
Lingardmighthavethoughthimselfalone。Hehadlosttouchwiththeworld。Whathehadsaidtod’Alcacerwasperfectlytrue。Hehadnothought。Hewasinthestateofamanwho,havingcasthiseyesthroughtheopengatesofParadise,isrenderedinsensiblebythatmoment’svisiontoalltheformsandmattersoftheearth;andintheextremityofhisemotionceaseseventolookuponhimselfbutasthesubjectofasublimeexperiencewhichexaltsorunfits,sanctifiesordamns——hedidn’tknowwhich。
Everyshadowythought,everypassingsensationwaslikeabaseintrusiononthatsupremememory。Hecouldn’tbearit。
WhenhehadtriedtoresumehisconversationwithBelarabafterMrs。Travers’arrivalhehaddiscoveredhimselfunabletogoon。
Hehadjustenoughself—controltobreakofftheinterviewinmeasuredterms。Hepointedoutthelatenessofthehour,amostastonishingexcusetopeopletowhomtimeisnothingandwhoselifeandactivitiesarenotruledbytheclock。IndeedLingardhardlyknewwhathewassayingordoingwhenhewentoutagainleavingeverybodydumbwithastonishmentatthechangeinhisaspectandinhisbehaviour。AsuspicioussilencereignedforalongtimeinBelarab’sgreataudienceroomtilltheChiefdismissedeverybodybytwoquietwordsandaslightgesture。
Withherchininherhandintheposeofasybiltryingtoreadthefutureintheglowofdyingembers,Mrs。Travers,withoutholdingherbreath,heardquiteclosetoherthefootstepswhichshehadbeenlisteningforwithmingledalarm,remorse,andhope。
Shedidn’tchangeherattitude。Thedeepredglowlightedherupdimly,herface,thewhitehandhangingbyherside,herfeetintheirsandals。Thedisturbingfootstepsstoppedclosetoher。
"Wherehaveyoubeenallthistime?"sheasked,withoutlookinground。
"Idon’tknow,"answeredLingard。Hewasspeakingtheexacttruth。Hedidn’tknow。Eversincehehadreleasedthatwomanfromhisarmseverythingbutthevaguestnotionshaddepartedfromhim。Events,necessities,things——hehadlosthisgriponthemall。Andhedidn’tcare。Theywerefutileandimpotent;hehadnopatiencewiththem。TheoffendedandastonishedBelarab,d’Alcacerwithhiskindlytouchandfriendlyvoice,thesleepingmen,themenawake,theSettlementfullofunrestfullifeandtherestlessShallowsofthecoast,wereremovedfromhimintoanimmensityofpityingcontempt。Perhapstheyexisted。Perhapsallthiswaitedforhim。Well,letallthiswait;leteverythingwait,tillto—morrowortotheendoftime,whichcouldnowcomeatanymomentforallhecared——butcertainlytillto—morrow。
"Ionlyknow,"hewentonwithanemphasisthatmadeMrs。Traversraiseherhead,"thatwhereverIgoIshallcarryyouwithme——againstmybreast。"
Mrs。Travers’fineearcaughtthemingledtonesofsuppressedexultationanddawningfear,theardourandthefalteringofthosewords。Shewasfeelingstillthephysicaltruthattherootofthemsostronglythatshecouldn’thelpsayinginadreamywhisper:
"Didyoumeantocrushthelifeoutofme?"
Heansweredinthesametone:
"Icouldnothavedoneit。Youaretoostrong。WasIrough?I
didn’tmeantobe。IhavebeenoftentoldIdidn’tknowmyownstrength。YoudidnotseemabletogetthroughthatopeningandsoIcaughtholdofyou。Youcameawayinmyhandsquiteeasily。
SuddenlyIthoughttomyself,’nowIwillmakesure。’"
Hepausedasifhisbreathhadfailedhim。Mrs。Traversdarednotmaketheslightestmovement。Stillintheposeofoneinquestofhiddentruthshemurmured,"Makesure?"
"Yes。AndnowIamsure。Youarehere——here!BeforeIcouldn’ttell。"
"Oh,youcouldn’ttellbefore,"shesaid。
"No。"
"Soitwasrealitythatyouwereseeking。"
Herepeatedasifspeakingtohimself:"AndnowIamsure。"
Hersandalledfoot,allrosyintheglow,feltthewarmthoftheembers。Thetepidnighthadenvelopedherbody;andstillundertheimpressionofhisstrengthshegaveherselfuptoamomentaryfeelingofquietudethatcameaboutherheartassoftasthenightairpenetratedbythefeebleclearnessofthestars。"Thisisalimpidsoul,"shethought。
"YouknowIalwaysbelievedinyou,"hebeganagain。"YouknowI
did。Well。IneverbelievedinyousomuchasIdonow,asyousitthere,justasyouare,andwithhardlyenoughlighttomakeyououtby。"
Itoccurredtoherthatshehadneverheardavoiceshelikedsowell——exceptone。Butthathadbeenagreatactor’svoice;
whereasthismanwasnothingintheworldbuthisveryownself。
Hepersuaded,hemoved,hedisturbed,hesoothedbyhisinherenttruth。Hehadwantedtomakesureandhehadmadesureapparently;andtoowearytoresistthewaywardnessofherthoughtsMrs。Traversreflectedwithasortofamusementthatapparentlyhehadnotbeendisappointed。Shethought,"Hebelievesinme。Whatamazingwords。OfallthepeoplethatmighthavebelievedinmeIhadtofindthisonehere。Hebelievesinmemorethaninhimself。"Agustofsuddenremorsetoreheroutfromherquietness,madehercryouttohim:
"CaptainLingard,weforgethowwehavemet,weforgetwhatisgoingon。Wemustn’t。Iwon’tsaythatyouplacedyourbeliefwronglybutIhavetoconfesssomethingtoyou。ImusttellyouhowIcamehereto—night。Jorgenson……"
Heinterruptedherforciblybutwithoutraisinghisvoice。
"Jorgenson。Who’sJorgenson?Youcametomebecauseyoucouldn’thelpyourself。"
Thistookherbreathaway。"ButImusttellyou。Thereissomethinginmycomingwhichisnotcleartome。"
"YoucantellmenothingthatIdon’tknowalready,"hesaidinapleadingtone。"Saynothing。Sitstill。Timeenoughto—morrow。
To—morrow!ThenightisdrawingtoanendandIcarefornothingintheworldbutyou。Letmebe。Givemetherestthatisinyou。"
Shehadneverheardsuchaccentsonhislipsandshefeltforhimagreatandtenderpity。Whynothumourthismoodinwhichhewantedtopreservethemomentsthatwouldnevercometohimagainonthisearth?Shehesitatedinsilence。Shesawhimstirinthedarknessasifhecouldnotmakeuphismindtositdownonthebench。Butsuddenlyhescatteredtheemberswithhisfootandsankonthegroundagainstherfeet,andshewasnotstartledintheleasttofeeltheweightofhisheadonherknee。Mrs。
Traverswasnotstartledbutshefeltprofoundlymoved。Whyshouldshetormenthimwithallthosequestionsoffreedomandcaptivity,ofviolenceandintrigue,oflifeanddeath?Hewasnotinastatetobetoldanythinganditseemedtoherthatshedidnotwanttospeak,thatinthegreatnessofhercompassionshesimplycouldnotspeak。Allshecoulddoforhimwastorestherhandlightlyonhisheadandrespondsilentlytotheslightmovementshefelt,sighorsob,butamovementwhichsuddenlyimmobilizedherinananxiousemotion。
AboutthesametimeontheothersideofthelagoonJorgenson,raisinghiseyes,notedthestarsandsaidtohimselfthatthenightwouldnotlastlongnow。Hewishedfordaylight。HehopedthatLingardhadalreadydonesomething。TheblazeinTengga’scompoundhadbeenre—lighted。Tom’spowerwasunbounded,practicallyunbounded。Andhewasinvulnerable。
Jorgensonlethisoldeyeswanderamongstthegleamsandshadowsofthegreatsheetofwaterbetweenhimandthathostileshoreandfanciedhecoulddetectafloatingshadowhavingthecharacteristicshapeofamaninasmallcanoe。
"O!Ya!Man!"hehailed。"Whatdoyouwant?"Othereyes,too,haddetectedthatshadow。LowmurmursaroseonthedeckoftheEmma。
"Ifyoudon’tspeakatonceIshallfire,"shoutedJorgenson,fiercely。
"No,whiteman,"returnedthefloatingshapeinasolemndrawl。
"Iamthebeareroffriendlywords。Achief’swords。IcomefromTengga。"
"Therewasabulletthatcameonboardnotalongtimeago——alsofromTengga,"saidJorgenson。
"Thatwasanaccident,"protestedthevoicefromthelagoon。
"Whatelsecoulditbe?IstherewarbetweenyouandTengga?No,no,Owhiteman!AllTenggadesiresisalongtalk。Hehassentmetoaskyoutocomeashore。"
AtthesewordsJorgenson’sheartsankalittle。ThisinvitationmeantthatLingardhadmadenomove。WasTomasleeporaltogethermad?
"Thetalkwouldbeofpeace,"declaredimpressivelytheshadowwhichhaddriftedmuchclosertothehulknow。
"Itisn’tformetotalkwithgreatchiefs,"Jorgensonreturned,cautiously。
"ButTenggaisafriend,"arguedthenocturnalmessenger。"Andbythatfirethereareotherfriends——yourfriends,theRajahHassimandtheladyImmada,whosendyoutheirgreetingsandwhoexpecttheireyestorestonyoubeforesunrise。"
"That’salie,"remarkedJorgenson,perfunctorily,andfellintothought,whiletheshadowybearerofwordspreservedascandalizedsilence,though,ofcourse,hehadnotexpectedtobebelievedforamoment。Butonecouldnevertellwhatawhitemanwouldbelieve。HehadwantedtoproducetheimpressionthatHassimandImmadawerethehonouredguestsofTengga。ItoccurredtohimsuddenlythatperhapsJorgensondidn’tknowanythingofthecapture。Andhepersisted。
"Mywordsarealltrue,Tuan。TheRajahofWajoandhissisterarewithmymaster。IleftthemsittingbythefireonTengga’srighthand。Willyoucomeashoretobewelcomedamongstfriends?"
Jorgensonhadbeenreflectingprofoundly。HisobjectwastogainasmuchtimeaspossibleforLingard’sinterferencewhichindeedcouldnotfailtobeeffective。ButhehadnottheslightestwishtoentrusthimselftoTengga’sfriendliness。Notthathemindedtherisk;buthedidnotseetheuseoftakingit。
"No!"hesaid,"Ican’tgoashore。WewhitemenhavewaysofourownandIamchiefofthishulk。AndmychiefistheRajahLaut,awhitemanlikemyself。
AllthewordsthatmatterareinhimandifTenggaissuchagreatchieflethimasktheRajahLautforatalk。Yes,that’stheproperthingforTenggatodoifheissuchagreatchiefashesays。"
"TheRajahLauthasmadehischoice。HedwellswithBelarab,andwiththewhitepeoplewhoarehuddledtogetherliketrappeddeerinBelarab’sstockade。Whyshouldn’tyoumeantimegooverwhereeverythingislightedupandopenandtalkinfriendshipwithTengga’sfriends,whoseheartshavebeenmadesickbymanydoubts;RajahHassimandtheladyImmadaandDaman,thechiefofthemenofthesea,whodonotknownowwhomtheycantrustunlessitbeyou,Tuan,thekeeperofmuchwealth?"
Thediplomatistinthesmalldugoutpausedforamomenttogivespecialweighttothefinalargument:
"Whichyouhavenomeanstodefend。Weknowhowmanyarmedmentherearewithyou。"
"Theyaregreatfighters,"Jorgensonobserved,unconcernedly,spreadinghiselbowsontherailandlookingoveratthefloatingblackpatchofcharacteristicshapewhenceproceededthevoiceofthewilyenvoyofTengga。"EachmanofthemisworthtenofsuchasyoucanfindintheSettlement。"
"Yes,byAllah。Evenworthtwentyofthesecommonpeople。Indeed,youhaveenoughwithyoutomakeagreatfightbutnotenoughforvictory。"
"Godalonegivesvictory,"saidsuddenlythevoiceofJaffir,who,verystillatJorgenson’selbow,hadbeenlisteningtotheconversation。
"Verytrue,"wastheanswerinanextremelyconventionaltone。
"Willyoucomeashore,Owhiteman;andbetheleaderofchiefs?"
"Ihavebeenthatbefore,"saidJorgenson,withgreatdignity,"andnowallIwantispeace。ButIwon’tcomeashoreamongstpeoplewhosemindsaresomuchtroubled,tillRajahHassimandhissisterreturnonboardthisshipandtellmethetaleoftheirnewfriendshipwithTengga。"
Hisheartwassinkingwitheveryminute,theveryairwasgrowingheavierwiththesenseofoncomingdisaster,onthatnightthatwasneitherwarnorpeaceandwhoseonlyvoicewasthevoiceofTengga’senvoy,insinuatingintonethoughmenacinginwords。
"No,thatcannotbe,"saidthatvoice。"But,Tuan,verilyTenggahimselfisreadytocomeonboardheretotalkwithyou。Heisveryreadytocomeandindeed,Tuan,hemeanstocomeonboardherebeforeverylong。"
"Yes,withfiftywar—canoesfilledwiththeferociousrabbleoftheShoreofRefuge,"Jaffirwasheardcommenting,sarcastically,overtherail;andasinistermuttered"Itmaybeso,"ascendedalongsidefromtheblackwater。
Jorgensonkeptsilentasifwaitingforasupremeinspirationandsuddenlyhespokeinhisother—worldvoice:"TellTenggafrommethataslongashebringswithhimRajahHassimandtheRajah’ssister,heandhischiefmenwillbewelcomeondeckhere,nomatterhowmanyboatscomealongwiththem。ForthatIdonotcare。Youmaygonow。"
Aprofoundsilencesucceeded。Itwasclearthattheenvoywasgone,keepingintheshadowoftheshore。JorgensonturnedtoJaffir。
"Deathamongstfriendsisbutafestival,"hequoted,mumblinginhismoustache。
"Itis,byAllah,"assentedJaffirwithsombrefervour。
VI
Thirty—sixhourslaterCarter,alonewithLingardinthecabinofthebrig,couldalmostfeelduringapauseinhistalktheoppressive,thebreathlesspeaceoftheShallowsawaitinganothersunset。
"Ineverexpectedtoseeanyofyoualive,"Carterbeganinhiseasytone,butwithmuchlesscarelessnessinhisbearingasthoughhisdaysofresponsibilityamongsttheShoalsoftheShoreofRefugehadmaturedhisviewoftheexternalworldandofhisownplacetherein。
"Ofcoursenot,"mutteredLingard。
ThelistlessnessofthatmanwhomhehadalwaysseenactingunderthestressofasecretpassionseemedperfectlyappallingtoCarter’syouthfulanddeliberateenergy。EversincehehadfoundhimselfagainfacetofacewithLingardhehadtriedtoconcealtheshockingimpressionwithadelicacywhichowednothingtotrainingbutwasasintuitiveasachild’s。
WhilejustifyingtoLingardhismannerofdealingwiththesituationontheShoreofRefuge,hecouldnotforthelifeofhimhelpaskinghimselfwhatwasthisnewmystery。Hewasalsoyoungenoughtolongforawordofcommendation。
"Come,Captain,"heargued;"howwouldyouhavelikedtocomeoutandfindnothingbuttwohalf—burntwrecksstuckonthesands——perhaps?"
Hewaitedforamoment,theninsheercompassionturnedawayhiseyesfromthatfixedgaze,fromthatharassedfacewithsunkcheeks,fromthatfigureofindomitablestrengthrobbedofitsfire。Hesaidtohimself:"Hedoesn’thearme,"andraisedhisvoicewithoutalteringitsself—containedtone:
"Iwasbelowyesterdaymorningwhenwefelttheshock,butthenoisecametousonlyasadeeprumble。ImadeonejumpforthecompanionbutthatpreciousShawwasbeforemeyelling,’Earthquake!Earthquake!’andIamhangedifhedidn’tmisshisfootingandlanddownonhisheadatthebottomofthestairs。I
hadtostoptopickhimupbutIgotondeckintimetoseeamightyblackcloudthatseemedalmostsolidpopupfrombehindtheforestlikeaballoon。Itstayedthereforquitealongtime。
SomeofourCalashesondecksworetomethattheyhadseenaredflashabovethetree—tops。Butthat’shardtobelieve。Iguessedatoncethatsomethinghadblownuponshore。MyfirstthoughtwasthatIwouldneverseeyouanymoreandImadeupmymindatoncetofindoutallthetruthyouhavebeenkeepingawayfromme。No,sir!Don’tyoumakeamistake!Iwasn’tgoingtogiveyouup,deadoralive。"
HelookedhardatLingardwhilesayingthesewordsandsawthefirstsignofanimationpassoverthatravagedface。Hesawevenitslipsmoveslightly;buttherewasnosound,andCarterlookedawayagain。
"Perhapsyouwouldhavedonebetterbytellingmeeverything;butyouleftmebehindonmyowntobeyourmanhere。IputmyhandtotheworkIcouldseebeforeme。Iamasailor。Thereweretwoshipstolookafter。Andheretheyarebothforyou,fittogoortostay,tofightortorun,asyouchoose。"HewatchedwithbatedbreaththeeffortLingardhadtomaketoutterthetwowordsofthedesiredcommendation:
"Welldone!"
"AndIamyourmanstill,"Carteradded,impulsively,andhastenedtolookawayfromLingard,whohadtriedtosmileathimandhadfailed。Carterdidn’tknowwhattodonext,remaininthecabinorleavethatunsupportedstrongmantohimself。Withashynesscompletelyforeigntohischaracterandwhichhecouldnotunderstandhimself,hesuggestedinanengagingmurmurandwithanembarrassedassumptionofhisrighttogiveadvice:
"Whynotliedownforabit,sir?Icanattendtoanythingthatmayturnup。Youseemdoneup,sir。"
HewasfacingLingard,whostoodontheothersideofthetableinaleaningforwardattitudeproppeduponrigidarmsandstaredfixedlyathim——perhaps?Carterfeltonthevergeofdespair。
Thiscouldn’tlast。HewasrelievedtoseeLingardshakehisheadslightly。
"No,Mr。Carter。IthinkIwillgoondeck,"saidtheCaptainofthefamousbrigLightning,whilehiseyesroamedalloverthecabin。Carterstoodasideatonce,butitwassomelittletimebeforeLingardmadeamove。
Thesunhadsunkalready,leavingthateveningnotraceofitsgloryonaskyclearascrystalandonthewaterswithoutaripple。Allcolourseemedtohavegoneoutoftheworld。Theoncomingshadowroseassubtleasaperfumefromtheblackcoastlyingathwarttheeasternsemicircle;andsuchwasthesilencewithinthehorizonthatonemighthavefanciedoneselfcometotheendoftime。Blackandtoylikeinthecleardepthsandthefinalstillnessoftheeveningthebrigandtheschoonerlayanchoredinthemiddleofthemainchannelwiththeirheadsswungthesameway。Lingard,withhischinonhisbreastandhisarmsfolded,movedslowlyhereandthereaboutthepoop。Closeandmutelikehisshadow,Carter,athiselbow,followedhismovements。Hefeltananxioussolicitude