"Hey!Johnnie!Habgotfish?Fish!Onepeeceefish!Eh?Savee?
Fish!Fish——"Hegaveitupsuddenlytosayinadeferentialtone——"Can’tmakethemsavagesunderstandanything,sir,"andwithdrewasifafteracleverfeat。
HassimlookedatLingard。
"Whydidthelittlewhitemanmakethatoutcry?"heasked,anxiously。
"Theirdesireistoeatfish,"saidLingardinanenragedtone。
Thenbeforetheairofextremesurprisewhichincontinentlyappearedontheother’sface,hecouldnotrestrainashortandhopelesslaugh。
"Eatfish,"repeatedHassim,staring。"Oyouwhitepeople!Oyouwhitepeople!Eatfish!Good!Butwhymakethatnoise?Andwhydidyousendthemherewithoutguns?"Afterasignificantglancedownupontheslopeofthedeckcausedbythevesselbeingontheground,headdedwithaslightnodatLingard——"Andwithoutknowledge?"
"Youshouldnothavecomehere,OHassim,"saidLingard,testily。
"Herenooneunderstands。Theytakearajahforafisherman——"
"Ya—wa!Agreatmistake,for,truly,thechiefoftenfugitiveswithoutacountryismuchlessthantheheadmanofafishingvillage,"observedHassim,composedly。Immadasighed。"Butyou,Tuan,atleastknowthetruth,"hewentonwithquietirony;thenafterapause——"Wecameherebecauseyouhadforgottentolooktowardus,whohadwaited,sleepinglittleatnight,andinthedaywatchingwithhoteyestheemptywateratthefootoftheskyforyou。"
Immadamurmured,withoutliftingherhead:
"Youneverlookedforus。Never,neveronce。"
"Therewastoomuchtroubleinmyeyes,"explainedLingardwiththatpatientgentlenessoftoneandfacewhich,everytimehespoketotheyounggirl,seemedtodisengageitselffromhiswholeperson,envelopinghisfierceness,softeninghisaspect,suchasthedreamymistthatintheearlyradianceofthemorningweavesaveiloftendercharmaboutaruggedrockinmid—ocean。
"Imustlooknowtotherightandtotheleftasinatimeofsuddendanger,"headdedafteramomentandshewhisperedanappalled"Why?"solowthatitspainfloatedawayinthesilenceofattentivemen,withoutresponse,unheard,ignored,likethepainofanimpalpablethought。
IV
D’Alcacer,standingback,surveyedthemallwithaprofoundandalertattention。Lingardseemedunabletotearhimselfawayfromtheyacht,andremained,checked,asitwereintheactofgoing,likeamanwhohasstoppedtothinkoutthelastthingtosay;
andthatstillnessofabody,forgottenbythelabouringmind,remindedCarterofthatmomentinthecabin,whenalonehehadseenthismanthuswrestlingwithhisthought,motionlessandlockedinthegripofhisconscience。
Mr。Traversmutteredaudiblythroughhisteeth:
"Howlongisthisperformancegoingtolast?Ihavedesiredyoutogo。"
"Thinkofthesepoordevils,"whisperedLingard,withaquickglanceatthecrewhuddledupnearby。
"YouarethekindofmanIwouldbeleastdisposedtotrust——inanycase,"saidMr。Travers,incisively,verylow,andwithaninexplicablebutveryapparentsatisfaction。"Youareonlywastingyourtimehere。"
"You——You——"Hestammeredandstared。Hechewedwithgrowlssomeinsultingwordandatlastswalloweditwithaneffort。"Mytimepaysforyourlife,"hesaid。
Hebecameawareofasuddenstir,andsawthatMrs。Travershadrisenfromherchair。
Shewalkedimpulsivelytowardthegrouponthequarter—deck,makingstraightforImmada。HassimhadsteppedasideandhisdetachedgazeofaMalaygentlemanpassedbyherasifshehadbeeninvisible。
Shewastall,supple,movingfreely。Hercomplexionwassodazzlingintheshadethatitseemedtothrowoutahaloroundherhead。Uponasmoothandwidebrowanabundanceofpalefairhair,fineassilk,undulatinglikethesea,heavylikeahelmet,descendedlowwithoutatraceofgloss,withoutagleaminitscoils,asthoughithadneverbeentouchedbyarayoflight;andathroatwhite,smooth,palpitatingwithlife,aroundneckmodelledwithstrengthanddelicacy,supportedgloriouslythatradiantfaceandthatpalemassofhairunkissedbysunshine。
Shesaidwithanimation:
"Why,it’sagirl!"
Mrs。Traversextortedfromd’Alcacerafreshtributeofcuriosity。Astrongpuffofwindflutteredtheawningsandoneofthescreensblowingoutwideletinuponthequarter—decktheripplingglitteroftheShallows,showingtod’Alcacertheluminousvastnessofthesea,withthelineofthedistanthorizon,darkliketheedgeoftheencompassingnight,drawnattheheightofMrs。Travers’shoulder……Wherewasithehadseenherlast——alongtimebefore,ontheothersideoftheworld?Therewasalsotheglitterofsplendouraroundherthen,andanimpressionofluminousvastness。Theencompassingnight,too,wasthere,thenightthatwaitsforitstimetomoveforwardupontheglitter,thesplendour,themen,thewomen。
Hecouldnotrememberforthemoment,buthebecameconvincedthatofallthewomenheknew,shealoneseemedtobemadeforaction。Everyoneofhermovementshadfirmness,ease,themeaningofavitalfact,themoralbeautyofafearlessexpression。Hersupplefigurewasnotdishonouredbyanyfalteringofoutlinesundertheplaindressofdarkbluestuffmouldingherformwithboldsimplicity。
Shehadonlyveryfewstepstomake,butbeforeshehadstopped,confrontingImmada,d’Alcacerrememberedhersuddenlyashehadseenherlast,outWest,faraway,impossiblydifferent,asifinanotheruniverse,asifpresentedbythefantasyofafeveredmemory。Hesawherinaluminousperspectiveofpalatialdrawingrooms,intherestlesseddyandflowofahumansea,atthefootofwallshighascliffs,underloftyceilingsthatlikeatropicalskyflunglightandheatupontheshallowglitterofuniforms,ofstars,ofdiamonds,ofeyessparklinginthewearyorimpassivefacesofthethrongatanofficialreception。
Outsidehehadfoundtheunavoidabledarknesswithitsaspectofpatientwaiting,acloudyskyholdingbackthedawnofaLondonmorning。Itwasdifficulttobelieve。
Lingard,whohadbeenlookingdangerouslyfierce,slappedhisthighandshowedsignsofagitation。
"Byheavens,Ihadforgottenallaboutyou!"hepronouncedindismay。
Mrs。TraversfixedhereyesonImmada。Fairhairedandwhitesheassertedherselfbeforethegirlofolivefaceandravenlockswiththematurityofperfection,withthesuperiorityoftheflowerovertheleaf,ofthephrasethatcontainsathoughtoverthecrythatcanonlyexpressanemotion。Immensespacesandcountlesscenturiesstretchedbetweenthem:andshelookedatheraswhenonelooksintoone’sownheartwithabsorbedcuriosity,withstillwonder,withanimmensecompassion。Lingardmurmured,warningly:
"Don’ttouchher。"
Mrs。Traverslookedathim。
"DoyouthinkIcouldhurther?"sheasked,softly,andwassostartledtohearhimmutteragloomy"Perhaps,"thatshehesitatedbeforeshesmiled。
"Almostachild!Andsopretty!Whatadelicateface,"shesaid,whileanotherdeepsighoftheseabreezeliftedandletfallthescreens,sothatthesound,thewind,andtheglitterseemedtorushintogetherandbearherwordsawayintospace。"Ihadnoideaofanythingsocharminglygentle,"shewentoninavoicethatwithouteffortglowed,caressed,andhadamagicpowerofdelighttothesoul。"Soyoung!Andsheliveshere——doesshe?Onthesea——orwhere?Lives——"Thenfaintly,asifshehadbeenintheactofspeaking,removedinstantlytoagreatdistance,shewasheardagain:"Howdoesshelive?"
LingardhadhardlyseenEdithTraverstillthen。HehadseennoonereallybutMr。Travers……Helookedandlistenedwithsomethingofthestuporofanewsensation。
Thenhemadeadistinctefforttocollecthisthoughtsandsaidwitharemnantofanger:
"Whathaveyougottodowithher?Sheknowswar。Doyouknowanythingaboutit?Andhunger,too,andthirst,andunhappiness;
thingsyouhaveonlyheardabout。ShehasbeenasneardeathasI
amtoyou——andwhatisallthattoanyofyouhere?"
"Thatchild!"shesaidinslowwonder。
ImmadaturneduponMrs。Travershereyesblackascoal,sparklingandsoftlikeatropicalnight;andtheglancesofthetwowomen,theirdissimilarandinquiringglancesmet,seemedtotouch,clasp,holdeachotherwiththegripofanintimatecontact。Theyseparated。
"Whataretheycomefor?Whydidyoushowthemthewaytothisplace?"askedImmada,faintly。
Lingardshookhisheadindenial。
"Poorgirl,"saidMrs。Travers。"Aretheyallsopretty?"
"Who—all?"mumbledLingard。"Thereisn’tanotheronelikeherifyouweretoransacktheislandsallroundthecompass。"
"Edith!"ejaculatedMr。Traversinaremonstrating,acrimoniousvoice,andeveryonegavehimalookofvaguesurprise。
ThenMrs。Traversasked:
"Whoisshe?"
Lingardveryredandgravedeclaredcurtly:
"Aprincess。"
Immediatelyhelookedroundwithsuspicion。Noonesmiled。
D’Alcacer,courteousandnonchalant,loungedupclosetoMrs。
Travers’elbow。
"Ifsheisaprincess,thenthismanisaknight,"hemurmuredwithconviction。"AknightasIlive!Adescendantoftheimmortalhidalgoerrantuponthesea。Itwouldbegoodforustohavehimforafriend。SeriouslyIthinkthatyouought——"
Thetwosteppedasideandspokelowandhurriedly。
"Yes,youought——"
"HowcanI?"sheinterrupted,catchingthemeaninglikeaball。
"Bysayingsomething。"
"Isitreallynecessary?"sheasked,doubtfully。
"Itwoulddonoharm,"saidd’Alcacerwithsuddencarelessness;
"afriendisalwaysbetterthananenemy。"
"Always?"sherepeated,meaningly。"ButwhatcouldIsay?"
"Somewords,"heanswered;"Ishouldthinkanywordsinyourvoice——"
"Mr。d’Alcacer!"
"Oryoucouldperhapslookathimonceortwiceasthoughhewerenotexactlyarobber,"hecontinued。
"Mr。d’Alcacer,areyouafraid?"
"Extremely,"hesaid,stoopingtopickupthefanatherfeet。
"ThatisthereasonIamsoanxioustoconciliate。Andyoumustnotforgetthatoneofyourqueensoncesteppedonthecloakofperhapssuchaman。"
Hereyessparkledandshedroppedthemsuddenly。
"Iamnotaqueen,"shesaid,coldly。
"Unfortunatelynot,"headmitted;"butthentheotherwasawomanwithnocharmbuthercrown。"
AtthatmomentLingard,towhomHassimhadbeentalkingearnestly,protestedaloud:
"Ineversawthesepeoplebefore。"
Immadacaughtholdofherbrother’sarm。Mr。Traverssaidharshly:
"Obligemebytakingthesenativesaway。"
"Neverbefore,"murmuredImmadaasiflostinecstasy。D’AlcacerglancedatMrs。Traversandmadeastepforward。
"Couldnotthedifficulty,whateveritis,bearranged,Captain?"
hesaidwithcarefulpoliteness。"Observethatwearenotonlymenhere——"
"Letthemdie!"criedImmada,triumphantly。
ThoughLingardaloneunderstoodthemeaningofthesewords,allonboardfeltoppressedbytheuneasysilencewhichfollowedhercry。
"Ah!Heisgoing。Now,Mrs。Travers,"whisperedd’Alcacer。
"Ihope!"saidMrs。Travers,impulsively,andstoppedasifalarmedatthesound。
Lingardstoodstill。
"Ihope,"shebeganagain,"thatthispoorgirlwillknowhappierdays——"Shehesitated。
Lingardwaited,attentiveandserious。
"Underyourcare,"shefinished。"AndIbelieveyoumeanttobefriendlytous。"
"Thankyou,"saidLingardwithdignity。
"Youandd’Alcacer,"observedMr。Travers,austerely,"areunnecessarilydetainingthis——ah——person,and——ah——friends——ah!"
"Ihadforgottenyou——andnow——what?Onemust——itishard——hard——"wentonLingard,disconnectedly,whilehelookedintoMrs。Travers’violeteyes,andfelthismindoverpoweredandtroubledasifbythecontemplationofvastdistances。"I——youdon’tknow——I——you——cannot……Ha!It’sallthatman’sdoing,"
heburstout。
Foratime,asifbesidehimself,heglaredatMrs。Travers,thenflunguponearmandstrodeofftowardthegangway,whereHassimandImmadawaitedforhim,interestedandpatient。Withasingleword"Come,"heprecededthemdownintotheboat。Notasoundwasheardontheyacht’sdeck,whilethesethreedisappearedoneafteranotherbelowtherailasiftheyhaddescendedintothesea。
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Theafternoondraggeditselfoutinsilence。Mrs。Traverssatpensiveandidlewithherfanonherknees。D’Alcacer,whothoughttheincidentshouldhavebeentreatedinaconciliatoryspirit,attemptedtocommunicatehisviewtohishost,butthatgentleman,purposelymisunderstandinghismotive,overwhelmedhimwithsomanyapologiesandexpressionsofregretattheirksomeandperhapsinconvenientdelay"whichyousufferfromthroughyourgood—naturedacceptanceofourinvitation"thattheotherwasobligedtorefrainfrompursuingthesubjectfurther。
"Evenmyregardforyou,mydeard’Alcacer,couldnotinducemetosubmittosuchabare—facedattemptatextortion,"affirmedMr。Traverswithuncompromisingvirtue。"Themanwantedtoforcehisservicesuponme,andthenputinaheavyclaimforsalvage。
Thatisthewholesecret——youmaydependonit。Idetectedhimatonce,ofcourse。"Theeye—glassglitteredperspicuously。"Heunderratedmyintelligence;andwhataviolentscoundrel!Theexistenceofsuchamaninthetimeweliveinisascandal。"
D’Alcacerretired,and,fullofvagueforebodings,triedinvainforhourstointeresthimselfinabook。Mr。Traverswalkedupanddownrestlessly,tryingtopersuadehimselfthathisindignationwasbasedonpurelymoralgrounds。Theglaringday,likeamassofwhite—hotironwithdrawnfromthefire,waslosinggraduallyitsheatanditsglareinaricherdeepeningoftone。
Attheusualtimetwoseamen,walkingnoiselesslyaftintheiryachtingshoes,rolledupinsilencethequarter—deckscreens;
andthecoast,theshallows,thedarkisletsandthesnowysandbanksuncoveredthusdayafterdaywereseenoncemoreintheiraspectofdumbwatchfulness。Thebrig,swungendonintheforeground,hersquaredyardscrossingheavilythesoaringsymmetryoftherigging,resembledacreatureinstinctwithlife,withthepowerofspringingintoactionlurkinginthelightgraceofitsrepose。
Apairofstewardsinwhitejacketswithbrassbuttonsappearedondeckandbegantoflitaboutwithoutasound,layingthetablefordinnerontheflattopofthecabinskylight。Thesun,driftingawaytowardotherlands,towardotherseas,towardothermen;thesun,allredinacloudlessskyrakedtheyachtwithapartingsalvoofcrimsonraysthatshatteredthemselvesintosparksoffireuponthecrystalandsilverofthedinner—service,putashortflameintothebladesofknives,andspreadarosytintoverthewhiteofplates。Atrailofpurple,likeasmearofbloodonablueshield,layoverthesea。
OnsittingdownMr。Traversalludedinavexedtonetothenecessityoflivingonpreserves,allthestockoffreshprovisionsforthepassagetoBataviahavingbeenalreadyconsumed。Itwasdistinctlyunpleasant。
"Idon’ttravelformypleasure,however,"headded;"andthebeliefthatthesacrificeofmytimeandcomfortwillbeproductiveofsomegoodtotheworldatlargewouldmakeupforanyamountofprivations。"
Mrs。Traversandd’Alcacerseemedunabletoshakeoffastrongaversiontotalk,andtheconversation,likeanexpiringbreeze,keptondyingoutrepeatedlyaftereachlanguidgust。Thelargesilenceofthehorizon,theprofoundreposeofallthingsvisible,envelopingthebodiesandpenetratingthesoulswiththeirquietinginfluence,stilledthoughtaswellasvoice。Foralongtimenoonespoke。Behindthetaciturnityofthemasterstheservantshoveredwithoutnoise。
Suddenly,Mr。Travers,asifconcludingatrainofthought,mutteredaloud:
"IownwithregretIdidinameasurelosemytemper;butthenyouwilladmitthattheexistenceofsuchamanisadisgracetocivilization。"
Thisremarkwasnottakenupandhereturnedforatimetothenursingofhisindignation,atthebottomofwhich,likeamonsterinafog,creptabizarrefeelingofrancour。Hewavedawayanoffereddish。
"Thiscoast,"hebeganagain,"hasbeenplacedunderthesoleprotectionofHollandbytheTreatyof1820。TheTreatyof1820
createsspecialrightsandobligations……"
Bothhishearersfeltvividlytheurgentnecessitytohearnomore。D’Alcacer,uncomfortableonacampstool,satstiffandstaredattheglassstopperofacarafe。Mrs。Traversturnedalittlesidewaysandleaningonherelbowrestedherheadonthepalmofherhandlikeonethinkingaboutmattersofprofoundimport。Mr。Traverstalked;hetalkedinflexibly,inaharshblankvoice,asifreadingaproclamation。Theoth(丁香书院小说)ertwo,asifinastateofincompletetrance,hadtheirearsassailedbyfragmentsofofficialverbiage。
"Aninternationalunderstanding——thedutytocivilize——failedtocarryout——compact——Canning——"D’Alcacerbecameattentiveforamoment。"——notthatthisattempt,almostamusinginitsimpudence,influencesmyopinion。Iwon’tadmitthepossibilityofanyviolencebeingofferedtopeopleofourposition。ItisthesocialaspectofsuchanincidentIamdesirousofcriticising。"
Hered’AlcacerlosthimselfagainintherecollectionofMrs。
TraversandImmadalookingateachother——thebeginningandtheend,theflowerandtheleaf,thephraseandthecry。Mr。
Travers’voicewentondogmaticandobstinateforalongtime。
Theendcamewithacertainvehemence。
"Andiftheinferiorracemustperish,itisagain,asteptowardtheperfectingofsocietywhichistheaimofprogress。"
Heceased。Thesparksofsunsetincrystalandsilverhadgoneout,andaroundtheyachttheexpanseofcoastandShallowsseemedtoawait,unmoved,thecomingofutterdarkness。Thedinnerwasoveralongtimeagoandthepatientstewardshadbeenwaiting,stoicalinthedownpourofwordslikesentriesunderashower。
Mrs。Traversrosenervouslyandgoingaftbegantogazeatthecoast。Behindherthesun,sunkalready,seemedtoforcethroughthemassofwaterstheglowofanunextinguishablefire,andbelowherfeet,oneachsideoftheyacht,thelustroussea,asifreflectingthecolourofhereyes,wastingedasombreviolethue。
D’Alcacercameuptoherwithquietfootstepsandforsometimetheyleanedsidebysideovertherailinsilence。Thenhesaid——"Howquietitis!"andsheseemedtoperceivethatthequietnessofthateveningwasmoreprofoundandmoresignificantthaneverbefore。Almostwithoutknowingitshemurmured——"It’slikeadream。"Anotherlongsilenceensued;thetranquillityoftheuniversehadsuchanAugustamplenessthatthesoundsremainedonthelipsasifcheckedbythefearofprofanation。
Theskywaslimpidlikeadiamond,andunderthelastgleamsofsunsetthenightwasspreadingitsveilovertheearth。Therewassomethingpreciousandsoothinginthebeautifullysereneendofthatexpiringday,ofthedayvibrating,glitteringandardent,anddyingnowininfinitepeace,withoutastir,withoutatremor,withoutasigh——inthecertitudeofresurrection。
Thenallatoncetheshadowdeepenedswiftly,thestarscameoutinacrowd,scatteringarainofpalesparksupontheblacknessofthewater,whilethecoaststretchedlowdown,adarkbeltwithoutagleam。Aboveitthetop—hamperofthebrigloomedindistinctandhigh。
Mrs。Traversspokefirst。
"Howunnaturallyquiet!Itislikeadesertoflandandwaterwithoutalivingsoul。"
"Onemanatleastdwellsinit,"saidd’Alcacer,lightly,"andifheistobebelievedthereareothermen,fullofevilintentions。"
"Doyouthinkitistrue?"Mrs。Traversasked。
Beforeansweringd’Alcacertriedtoseetheexpressionofherfacebuttheobscuritywastooprofoundalready。
"Howcanoneseeadarktruthonsuchadarknight?"hesaid,evasively。"Butitiseasytobelieveinevil,hereoranywhereelse。"
Sheseemedtobelostinthoughtforawhile。
"Andthatmanhimself?"sheasked。
Aftersometimed’Alcacerbegantospeakslowly。"Rough,uncommon,decidedlyuncommonofhiskind。NotatallwhatDonMartinthinkshimtobe。Fortherest——mysterioustome。HeisYOURcountrymanafterall——"
Sheseemedquitesurprisedbythatview。
"Yes,"shesaid,slowly。"Butyouknow,Icannot——whatshallI
say?——imaginehimatall。HehasnothingincommonwiththemankindIknow。Thereisnothingtobeginupon。Howdoessuchamanlive?Whatarehisthoughts?Hisactions?Hisaffections?
His——"
"Hisconventions,"suggestedd’Alcacer。"Thatwouldincludeeverything。"
Mr。Traversappearedsuddenlybehindthemwithaglowingcigarinhisteeth。Hetookitbetweenhisfingerstodeclarewithpersistentacrimonythatnoamountof"scoundrellyintimidation"
wouldpreventhimfromhavinghisusualwalk。Therewasaboutthreehundredyardstothesouthwardoftheyachtasandbanknearlyamilelong,gleamingasilverywhiteinthedarkness,plumettedinthecentrewithathicketofdrybushesthatrustledveryloudintheslighteststiroftheheavynightair。Thedayafterthestrandingtheyhadlandedonit"tostretchtheirlegsabit,"asthesailing—masterdefinedit,andeveryeveningsince,asifexercisingaprivilegeorperformingaduty,thethreepacedthereforanhourbackwardandforwardlostinduskyimmensity,threadingattheedgeofwaterthebeltofdampsand,smooth,level,elastictothetouchlikelivingfleshandsweatingalittleunderthepressureoftheirfeet。
Thistimed’AlcaceralonefollowedMr。Travers。Mrs。Traversheardthemgetintotheyacht’ssmallestboat,andthenight—watchman,tuggingatapairofsculls,pulledthemofftothenearestpoint。Thenthemanreturned。Hecameuptheladderandsheheardhimsaytosomeoneondeck:
"Orderstogobackinanhour。"
Hisfootstepsdiedoutforward,andasomnolent,unbreathingreposetookpossessionofthestrandedyacht。
VI
AfteratimethisabsolutesilencewhichshealmostcouldfeelpressinguponheronallsidesinducedinMrs。Traversastateofhallucination。Shesawherselfstandingalone,attheendoftime,onthebrinkofdays。Allwasunmovingasifthedawnwouldnevercome,thestarswouldneverfade,thesunwouldneverriseanymore;allwasmute,still,dead——asiftheshadowoftheouterdarkness,theshadowoftheuninterrupted,oftheeverlastingnightthatfillstheuniverse,theshadowofthenightsoprofoundandsovastthattheblazingsunslostinitareonlylikesparks,likepin—pointsoffire,therestlessshadowthatlikeasuspicionofaneviltruthdarkenseverythingupontheearthonitspassage,hadenvelopedher,hadstoodarrestedasiftoremainwithherforever。
Andtherewassuchafinalityinthatillusion,suchanaccordwiththetrendofherthoughtthatwhenshemurmuredintothedarknessafaint"sobeit"sheseemedtohavespokenoneofthosesentencesthatresumeandclosealife。
Asayounggirl,oftenreprovedforherromanticideas,shehaddreamswherethesincerityofagreatpassionappearedliketheidealfulfilmentandtheonlytruthoflife。Enteringtheworldshediscoveredthatidealtobeunattainablebecausetheworldistooprudenttobesincere。Thenshehopedthatshecouldfindthetruthoflifeanambitionwhichsheunderstoodasalifelongdevotiontosomeunselfishideal。Mr。Travers’namewasonmen’slips;heseemedcapableofenthusiasmandofdevotion;heimpressedherimaginationbyhisimpenetrability。Shemarriedhim,foundhimenthusiasticallydevotedtothenursingofhisowncareer,andhadnothingtohopefornow。
Thatherhusbandshouldbebewilderedbythecuriousmisunderstandingwhichhadtakenplaceandalsopermanentlygrievedbyherdisloyaltytohisrespectableidealswasonlynatural。Hewas,however,perfectlysatisfiedwithherbeauty,herbrilliance,andherusefulconnections。Shewasadmired,shewasenvied;shewassurroundedbysplendourandadulation;thedayswentonrapid,brilliant,uniform,withoutaglimpseofsincerityortruepassion,withoutasingletrueemotion——noteventhatofagreatsorrow。Andswiftlyandstealthilytheyhadledheronandon,tothisevening,tothiscoast,tothissea,tothismomentoftimeandtothisspotontheearth’ssurfacewhereshefeltunerringlythatthemovingshadowoftheunbrokennighthadstoodstilltoremainwithherforever。
"Sobeit!"shemurmured,resignedanddefiant,atthemuteandsmoothobscuritythathungbeforehereyesinablackcurtainwithoutafold;andasifinanswertothatwhisperalanternwasrunuptotheforeyard—armofthebrig。Shesawitascendswingingfora。shortspace,andsuddenlyremainmotionlessintheair,piercingthedensenightbetweenthetwovesselsbyitsglanceofflamethatstrongandsteadyseemed,fromafar,tofalluponheralone。