Onanotheroccasionwhenreconnoitringthusshebeheldtwofemalefigureswalkinginthevale。Thedaywasfineandclear;andthepersonsnotbeingmorethanhalfamileoffshecouldseetheireverydetailwiththetelescope。
  Thewomanwalkinginfrontcarriedawhitebundleinherarms,fromoneendofwhichhungalongappendageofdrapery;
  andwhenthewalkersturned,sothatthesunfellmoredirectlyuponthem,Eustaciacouldseethattheobjectwasababy。
  ShecalledCharley,andaskedhimifheknewwhotheywere,thoughshewellguessed。
  "Mrs。Wildeveandthenurse—girl,"saidCharley。
  "Thenurseiscarryingthebaby?"saidEustacia。
  "No,’tisMrs。Wildevecarryingthat,"heanswered,"andthenursewalksbehindcarryingnothing。"
  Theladwasingoodspiritsthatday,fortheFifthofNovemberhadagaincomeround,andhewasplanningyetanotherschemetodivertherfromhertooabsorbingthoughts。
  Fortwosuccessiveyearshismistresshadseemedtotakepleasureinlightingabonfireonthebankoverlookingthevalley;butthisyearshehadapparentlyquiteforgottenthedayandthecustomarydeed。
  Hewascarefulnottoremindher,andwentonwithhissecretpreparationsforacheerfulsurprise,themorezealouslythathehadbeenabsentlasttimeandunabletoassist。Ateveryvacantminutehehastenedtogatherfurze—stumps,thorn—treeroots,andothersolidmaterialsfromtheadjacentslopes,hidingthemfromcursoryview。
  Theeveningcame,andEustaciawasstillseeminglyunconsciousoftheanniversary。Shehadgoneindoorsafterhersurveythroughtheglass,andhadnotbeenvisiblesince。AssoonasitwasquitedarkCharleybegantobuildthebonfire,choosingpreciselythatspotonthebankwhichEustaciahadchosenatprevioustimes。
  WhenallthesurroundingbonfireshadburstintoexistenceCharleykindledhis,andarrangeditsfuelsothatitshouldnotrequiretendingforsometime。
  Hethenwentbacktothehouse,andlingeredroundthedoorandwindowstillsheshouldbysomemeansorotherlearnofhisachievementandcomeouttowitnessit。
  Buttheshutterswereclosed,thedoorremainedshut,andnoheedwhateverseemedtobetakenofhisperformance。
  Notlikingtocallherhewentbackandreplenishedthefire,continuingtodothisformorethanhalfanhour。
  ItwasnottillhisstockoffuelhadgreatlydiminishedthathewenttothebackdoorandsentintobegthatMrs。Yeobrightwouldopenthewindow—shuttersandseethesightoutside。
  Eustacia,whohadbeensittinglistlesslyintheparlour,startedupattheintelligenceandflungopentheshutters。
  Facingheronthebankblazedthefire,whichatoncesentaruddyglareintotheroomwhereshewas,andoverpoweredthecandles。
  "Welldone,Charley!"saidCaptainVyefromthechimney—corner。
  "ButIhopeitisnotmywoodthathe’sburning……Ah,itwasthistimelastyearthatImetwiththatmanVenn,bringinghomeThomasinYeobright——tobesureitwas!Well,whowouldhavethoughtthatgirl’stroubleswouldhaveendedsowell?Whatasnipeyouwereinthatmatter,Eustacia!Hasyourhusbandwrittentoyouyet?"
  "No,"saidEustacia,lookingvaguelythroughthewindowatthefire,whichjustthensomuchengagedhermindthatshedidnotresenthergrandfather’sbluntopinion。
  ShecouldseeCharley’sformonthebank,shovellingandstirringthefire;andthereflasheduponherimaginationsomeotherformwhichthatfiremightcallup。
  Shelefttheroom,putonhergardenbonnetandcloak,andwentout。Reachingthebank,shelookedoverwithawildcuriosityandmisgiving,whenCharleysaidtoher,withapleasedsenseofhimself,"Imadeito’
  purposeforyou,ma’am。"
  "Thankyou,"shesaidhastily。"ButIwishyoutoputitoutnow。"
  "Itwillsoonburndown,"saidCharley,ratherdisappointed。
  "Isitnotapitytoknockitout?"
  "Idon’tknow,"shemusinglyanswered。
  Theystoodinsilence,brokenonlybythecracklingoftheflames,tillCharley,perceivingthatshedidnotwanttotalktohim,movedreluctantlyaway。
  Eustaciaremainedwithinthebanklookingatthefire,intendingtogoindoors,yetlingeringstill。Hadshenotbyhersituationbeeninclinedtoholdinindifferenceallthingshonouredofthegodsandofmenshewouldprobablyhavecomeaway。Butherstatewassohopelessthatshecouldplaywithit。Tohavelostislessdisturbingthantowonderifwemaypossiblyhavewon;
  andEustaciacouldnow,likeotherpeopleatsuchastage,takeastanding—pointoutsideherself,observeherselfasadisinterestedspectator,andthinkwhatasportforHeaventhiswomanEustaciawas。
  Whileshestoodsheheardasound。Itwasthesplashofastoneinthepond。
  HadEustaciareceivedthestonefullinthebosomherheartcouldnothavegivenamoredecidedthump。
  ShehadthoughtofthepossibilityofsuchasignalinanswertothatwhichhadbeenunwittinglygivenbyCharley;
  butshehadnotexpectedityet。HowpromptWildevewas!Yethowcouldhethinkhercapableofdeliberatelywishingtorenewtheirassignationsnow?Animpulsetoleavethespot,adesiretostay,struggledwithinher;
  andthedesirehelditsown。Morethanthatitdidnotdo,forsherefrainedevenfromascendingthebankandlookingover。Sheremainedmotionless,notdisturbingamuscleofherfaceorraisinghereyes;forwereshetoturnupherfacethefireonthebankwouldshineuponit,andWildevemightbelookingdown。
  Therewasasecondsplashintothepond。
  Whydidhestaysolongwithoutadvancingandlookingover?Curiosityhaditsway——sheascendedoneortwooftheearth—stepsinthebankandglancedout。
  Wildevewasbeforeher。Hehadcomeforwardafterthrowingthelastpebble,andthefirenowshoneintoeachoftheirfacesfromthebankstretchingbreast—highbetweenthem。
  "Ididnotlightit!"criedEustaciaquickly。"Itwaslitwithoutmyknowledge。Don’t,don’tcomeovertome!"
  "Whyhaveyoubeenlivinghereallthesedayswithouttellingme?Youhaveleftyourhome。IfearIamsomethingtoblameinthis?"
  "Ididnotletinhismother;that’showitis!"
  "Youdonotdeservewhatyouhavegot,Eustacia;youareingreatmisery;Iseeitinyoureyes,yourmouth,andalloveryou。Mypoor,poorgirl!"Hesteppedoverthebank。
  "Youarebeyondeverythingunhappy!"
  "No,no;notexactly——"
  "Ithasbeenpushedtoofar——itiskillingyou——Idothinkit!"
  Herusuallyquietbreathinghadgrownquickerwithhiswords。
  "I——I——"shebegan,andthenburstintoquiveringsobs,shakentotheveryheartbytheunexpectedvoiceofpity——asentimentwhoseexistenceinrelationtoherselfshehadalmostforgotten。
  ThisoutbreakofweepingtookEustaciaherselfsomuchbysurprisethatshecouldnotleaveoff,andsheturnedasidefromhiminsomeshame,thoughturninghidnothingfromhim。
  Shesobbedondesperately;thentheoutpourlessened,andshebecamequieter。Wildevehadresistedtheimpulsetoclaspher,andstoodwithoutspeaking。
  "Areyounotashamedofme,whousednevertobeacryinganimal?"sheaskedinaweakwhisperasshewipedhereyes。"Whydidn’tyougoaway?Iwishyouhadnotseenquiteallthat;itrevealstoomuchbyhalf。"
  "Youmighthavewishedit,becauseitmakesmeassadasyou,"hesaidwithemotionanddeference。
  "Asforrevealing——thewordisimpossiblebetweenustwo。"
  "Ididnotsendforyou——don’tforgetit,Damon;Iaminpain,butIdidnotsendforyou!Asawife,atleast,I’vebeenstraight。"
  "Nevermind——Icame。O,Eustacia,forgivemefortheharmIhavedoneyouinthesetwopastyears!IseemoreandmorethatIhavebeenyourruin。"
  "Notyou。ThisplaceIlivein。"
  "Ah,yourgenerositymaynaturallymakeyousaythat。
  ButIamtheculprit。Ishouldeitherhavedonemoreornothingatall。"
  "Inwhatway?"
  "Ioughtnevertohavehuntedyouout,or,havingdoneit,Ioughttohavepersistedinretainingyou。
  ButofcourseIhavenorighttotalkofthatnow。
  Iwillonlyaskthis——canIdoanythingforyou?Isthereanythingonthefaceoftheearththatamancandotomakeyouhappierthanyouareatpresent?Ifthereis,Iwilldoit。Youmaycommandme,Eustacia,tothelimitofmyinfluence;anddon’tforgetthatIamrichernow。
  Surelysomethingcanbedonetosaveyoufromthis!Sucharareplantinsuchawildplaceitgrievesmetosee。
  Doyouwantanythingbought?Doyouwanttogoanywhere?
  Doyouwanttoescapetheplacealtogether?Onlysayit,andI’lldoanythingtoputanendtothosetears,whichbutformewouldneverhavebeenatall。"
  "Weareeachmarriedtoanotherperson,"shesaidfaintly;
  "andassistancefromyouwouldhaveanevilsound——after——after——"
  "Well,there’snopreventingslanderersfromhavingtheirfillatanytime;butyouneednotbeafraid。
  WhateverImayfeelIpromiseyouonmywordofhonournevertospeaktoyouabout——oractupon——untilyousayImay。
  IknowmydutytoThomasinquiteaswellasIknowmydutytoyouasawomanunfairlytreated。WhatshallIassistyouin?"
  "Ingettingawayfromhere。"
  "Wheredoyouwishtogoto?"
  "Ihaveaplaceinmymind。IfyoucouldhelpmeasfarasBudmouthIcandoalltherest。SteamerssailfromthereacrosstheChannel,andsoIcangettoParis,whereIwanttobe。Yes,"shepleadedearnestly,"helpmetogettoBudmouthharbourwithoutmygrandfather’sormyhusband’sknowledge,andIcandoalltherest。"
  "Willitbesafetoleaveyoutherealone?"
  "Yes,yes。IknowBudmouthwell。"
  "ShallIgowithyou?Iamrichnow。"
  Shewassilent。
  "Sayyes,sweet!"
  Shewassilentstill。
  "Well,letmeknowwhenyouwishtogo。WeshallbeatourpresenthousetillDecember;afterthatweremovetoCasterbridge。Commandmeinanythingtillthattime。"
  "Iwillthinkofthis,"shesaidhurriedly。"WhetherI
  canhonestlymakeuseofyouasafriend,ormustclosewithyouasalover——thatiswhatImustaskmyself。
  IfIwishtogoanddecidetoacceptyourcompanyIwillsignaltoyousomeeveningateighto’clockpunctually,andthiswillmeanthatyouaretobereadywithahorseandtrapattwelveo’clockthesamenighttodrivemetoBudmouthharbourintimeforthemorningboat。"
  "Iwilllookouteverynightateight,andnosignalshallescapeme。"
  "Nowpleasegoaway。IfIdecideonthisescapeIcanonlymeetyouoncemoreunless——Icannotgowithoutyou。
  Go——Icannotbearitlonger。Go——go!"
  Wildeveslowlywentupthestepsanddescendedintothedarknessontheotherside;andashewalkedheglancedback,tillthebankblottedoutherformfromhisfurtherview。
  6—ThomasinArgueswithHerCousin,andHeWritesaLetterYeobrightwasatthistimeatBlooms—End,hopingthatEustaciawouldreturntohim。Theremovaloffurniturehadbeenaccomplishedonlythatday,thoughClymhadlivedintheoldhouseformorethanaweek。
  Hehadspentthetimeinworkingaboutthepremises,sweepingleavesfromthegardenpaths,cuttingdeadstalksfromtheflowerbeds,andnailingupcreeperswhichhadbeendisplacedbytheautumnwinds。Hetooknoparticularpleasureinthesedeeds,buttheyformedascreenbetweenhimselfanddespair。Moreover,ithadbecomeareligionwithhimtopreserveingoodconditionallthathadlapsedfromhismother’shandstohisown。
  DuringtheseoperationshewasconstantlyonthewatchforEustacia。ThatthereshouldbenomistakeaboutherknowingwheretofindhimhehadorderedanoticeboardtobeaffixedtothegardengateatAlderworth,signifyinginwhiteletterswhitherhehadremoved。
  Whenaleaffloatedtotheearthheturnedhishead,thinkingitmightbeherfoot—fall。Abirdsearchingforwormsinthemouldoftheflower—bedssoundedlikeherhandonthelatchofthegate;andatdusk,whensoft,strangeventriloquismscamefromholesintheground,hollowstalks,curleddeadleaves,andothercrannieswhereinbreezes,worms,andinsectscanworktheirwill,hefanciedthattheywereEustacia,standingwithoutandbreathingwishesofreconciliation。
  Uptothishourhehadperseveredinhisresolvenottoinviteherback。Atthesametimetheseveritywithwhichhehadtreatedherlulledthesharpnessofhisregretforhismother,andawokesomeofhisoldsolicitudeforhismother’ssupplanter。Harshfeelingsproduceharshusage,andthisbyreactionquenchesthesentimentsthatgaveitbirth。Themorehereflectedthemorehesoftened。
  Buttolookuponhiswifeasinnocenceindistresswasimpossible,thoughhecouldaskhimselfwhetherhehadgivenherquitetimeenough——ifhehadnotcomealittletoosuddenlyuponheronthatsombremorning。
  NowthatthefirstflushofhisangerhadpaledhewasdisinclinedtoascribetohermorethananindiscreetfriendshipwithWildeve,fortherehadnotappearedinhermannerthesignsofdishonour。Andthisonceadmitted,anabsolutelydarkinterpretationofheracttowardshismotherwasnolongerforceduponhim。
  OntheeveningofthefifthNovemberhisthoughtsofEustaciawereintense。Echoesfromthosepasttimeswhentheyhadexchangedtenderwordsallthedaylongcamelikethediffusedmurmurofaseashoreleftmilesbehind。
  "Surely,"hesaid,"shemighthavebroughtherselftocommunicatewithmebeforenow,andconfesshonestlywhatWildevewastoher。"
  InsteadofremainingathomethatnighthedeterminedtogoandseeThomasinandherhusband。IfhefoundopportunityhewouldalludetothecauseoftheseparationbetweenEustaciaandhimself,keepingsilence,however,onthefactthattherewasathirdpersoninhishousewhenhismotherwasturnedaway。IfitprovedthatWildevewasinnocentlytherehewoulddoubtlessopenlymentionit。
  IfheweretherewithunjustintentionsWildeve,beingamanofquickfeeling,mightpossiblysaysomethingtorevealtheextenttowhichEustaciawascompromised。
  Butonreachinghiscousin’shousehefoundthatonlyThomasinwasathome,WildevebeingatthattimeonhiswaytowardsthebonfireinnocentlylitbyCharleyatMistover。
  Thomasinthen,asalways,wasgladtoseeClym,andtookhimtoinspectthesleepingbaby,carefullyscreeningthecandlelightfromtheinfant’seyeswithherhand。
  "Tamsin,haveyouheardthatEustaciaisnotwithme。
  now?"hesaidwhentheyhadsatdownagain。
  "No,"saidThomasin,alarmed。
  "AndnotthatIhaveleftAlderworth?"
  "No。IneverheartidingsfromAlderworthunlessyoubringthem。Whatisthematter?"
  ClyminadisturbedvoicerelatedtoherhisvisittoSusanNunsuch’sboy,therevelationhehadmade,andwhathadresultedfromhischargingEustaciawithhavingwilfullyandheartlesslydonethedeed。
  HesuppressedallmentionofWildeve’spresencewithher。
  "Allthis,andInotknowingit!"murmuredThomasininanawestrucktone,"Terrible!Whatcouldhavemadeher——O,Eustacia!Andwhenyoufounditoutyouwentinhothastetoher?Wereyoutoocruel?——orisshereallysowickedassheseems?"
  "Canamanbetoocrueltohismother’senemy?"
  "Icanfancyso。"
  "Verywell,then——I’lladmitthathecan。Butnowwhatistobedone?"
  "Makeitupagain——ifaquarrelsodeadlycaneverbemadeup。Ialmostwishyouhadnottoldme。
  Butdotrytobereconciled。Thereareways,afterall,ifyoubothwishto。"
  "Idon’tknowthatwedobothwishtomakeitup,"
  saidClym。"Ifshehadwishedit,wouldshenothavesenttomebythistime?"
  "Youseemtowishto,andyetyouhavenotsenttoher。"
  "True;butIhavebeentossedtoandfroindoubtifIought,aftersuchstrongprovocation。Toseemenow,Thomasin,givesyounoideaofwhatIhavebeen;
  ofwhatdepthsIhavedescendedtointhesefewlastdays。
  O,itwasabittershametoshutoutmymotherlikethat!
  CanIeverforgetit,orevenagreetoseeheragain?"
  "Shemightnothaveknownthatanythingseriouswouldcomeofit,andperhapsshedidnotmeantokeepAuntoutaltogether。"
  "Shesaysherselfthatshedidnot。Butthefactremainsthatkeepheroutshedid。"
  "Believehersorry,andsendforher。"
  "Howifshewillnotcome?"
  "Itwillproveherguilty,byshowingthatitisherhabittonourishenmity。ButIdonotthinkthatforamoment。"
  "Iwilldothis。Iwillwaitforadayortwolonger——
  notlongerthantwodayscertainly;andifshedoesnotsendtomeinthattimeIwillindeedsendtoher。
  IthoughttohaveseenWildeveheretonight。Ishefromhome?"
  Thomasinblushedalittle。"No,"shesaid。"Heismerelygoneoutforawalk。"
  "Whydidn’thetakeyouwithhim?Theeveningisfine。
  Youwantfreshairaswellashe。"
  "Oh,Idon’tcareforgoinganywhere;besides,thereisbaby。"
  "Yes,yes。Well,IhavebeenthinkingwhetherIshouldnotconsultyourhusbandaboutthisaswellasyou,"
  saidClymsteadily。
  "IfancyIwouldnot,"shequicklyanswered。"Itcandonogood。"
  Hercousinlookedherintheface。NodoubtThomasinwasignorantthatherhusbandhadanyshareintheeventsofthattragicafternoon;buthercountenanceseemedtosignifythatsheconcealedsomesuspicionorthoughtofthereputedtenderrelationsbetweenWildeveandEustaciaindaysgoneby。
  Clym,however,couldmakenothingofit,andherosetodepart,moreindoubtthanwhenhecame。
  "Youwillwritetoherinadayortwo?"saidtheyoungwomanearnestly。"Idosohopethewretchedseparationmaycometoanend。"
  "Iwill,"saidClym;"Idon’trejoiceinmypresentstateatall。"
  AndheleftherandclimbedoverthehilltoBlooms—End。
  Beforegoingtobedhesatdownandwrotethefollowingletter:——
  MYDEAREUSTACIA,——Imustobeymyheartwithoutconsultingmyreasontooclosely。Willyoucomebacktome?Doso,andthepastshallneverbementioned。Iwastoosevere;
  butO,Eustacia,theprovocation!Youdon’tknow,youneverwillknow,whatthosewordsofangercostmewhichyoudrewdownuponyourself。AllthatanhonestmancanpromiseyouIpromisenow,whichisthatfrommeyoushallneversufferanythingonthisscoreagain。
  Afterallthevowswehavemade,Eustacia,Ithinkwehadbetterpasstheremainderofourlivesintryingtokeepthem。Cometome,then,evenifyoureproachme。
  IhavethoughtofyoursufferingsthatmorningonwhichI
  partedfromyou;Iknowtheyweregenuine,andtheyareasmuchasyououghttobear。Ourlovemuststillcontinue。
  Suchheartsasourswouldneverhavebeengivenusbuttobeconcernedwitheachother。Icouldnotaskyoubackatfirst,Eustacia,forIwasunabletopersuademyselfthathewhowaswithyouwasnotthereasalover。
  ButifyouwillcomeandexplaindistractingappearancesIdonotquestionthatyoucanshowyourhonestytome。
  Whyhaveyounotcomebefore?DoyouthinkIwillnotlistentoyou?Surelynot,whenyourememberthekissesandvowsweexchangedunderthesummermoon。
  Returnthen,andyoushallbewarmlywelcomed。
  Icannolongerthinkofyoutoyourprejudice——Iambuttoomuchabsorbedinjustifyingyou。——Yourhusbandasever,CLYM。
  "There,"hesaid,ashelaiditinhisdesk,"that’sagoodthingdone。IfshedoesnotcomebeforetomorrownightIwillsendittoher。"
  Meanwhile,atthehousehehadjustleftThomasinsatsighinguneasily。FidelitytoherhusbandhadthateveninginducedhertoconcealallsuspicionthatWildeve’sinterestinEustaciahadnotendedwithhismarriage。
  Butsheknewnothingpositive;andthoughClymwasherwell—belovedcousintherewasonenearertoherstill。
  When,alittlelater,WildevereturnedfromhiswalktoMistover,Thomasinsaid,"Damon,wherehaveyoubeen?I
  wasgettingquitefrightened,andthoughtyouhadfallenintotheriver。Idislikebeinginthehousebymyself。"
  "Frightened?"hesaid,touchinghercheekasifsheweresomedomesticanimal。"Why,Ithoughtnothingcouldfrightenyou。Itisthatyouaregettingproud,Iamsure,anddon’tlikelivingheresincewehaverisenaboveourbusiness。Well,itisatediousmatter,thisgettinganewhouse;butIcouldn’thavesetaboutitsooner,unlessourtenthousandpoundshadbeenahundredthousand,whenwecouldhaveaffordedtodespisecaution。"
  "No——Idon’tmindwaiting——Iwouldratherstayheretwelvemonthslongerthanrunanyriskwithbaby。
  ButIdon’tlikeyourvanishingsointheevenings。
  There’ssomethingonyourmind——Iknowthereis,Damon。
  Yougoaboutsogloomily,andlookattheheathasifitweresomebody’sgaolinsteadofanicewildplacetowalkin。"
  Helookedtowardsherwithpityingsurprise。"What,doyoulikeEgdonHeath?"hesaid。
  "IlikewhatIwasbornnearto;Iadmireitsgrimoldface。"
  "Pooh,mydear。Youdon’tknowwhatyoulike。"
  "IamsureIdo。There’sonlyonethingunpleasantaboutEgdon。"
  "What’sthat?"
  "Younevertakemewithyouwhenyouwalkthere。Whydoyouwandersomuchinityourselfifyousodislikeit?"
  Theinquiry,thoughasimpleone,wasplainlydisconcerting,andhesatdownbeforereplying。"Idon’tthinkyouoftenseemethere。Giveaninstance。"
  "Iwill,"sheansweredtriumphantly。"WhenyouwentoutthiseveningIthoughtthatasbabywasasleepI
  wouldseewhereyouweregoingtosomysteriouslywithouttellingme。SoIranoutandfollowedbehindyou。
  Youstoppedattheplacewheretheroadforks,lookedroundatthebonfires,andthensaid,’Damnit,I’llgo!’Andyouwentquicklyuptheleft—handroad。
  ThenIstoodandwatchedyou。"
  Wildevefrowned,afterwardssaying,withaforcedsmile,"Well,whatwonderfuldiscoverydidyoumake?"
  "There——nowyouareangry,andwewon’ttalkofthisanymore。"Shewentacrosstohim,satonafootstool,andlookedupinhisface。
  "Nonsense!"hesaid,"that’showyoualwaysbackout。
  Wewillgoonwithitnowwehavebegun。Whatdidyounextsee?Iparticularlywanttoknow。"
  "Don’tbelikethat,Damon!"shemurmured。"Ididn’tseeanything。Youvanishedoutofsight,andthenI
  lookedroundatthebonfiresandcamein。"
  "Perhapsthisisnottheonlytimeyouhavedoggedmysteps。
  Areyoutryingtofindoutsomethingbadaboutme?"
  "Notatall!Ihaveneverdonesuchathingbefore,andIshouldn’thavedoneitnowifwordshadnotsometimesbeendroppedaboutyou。"
  "WhatDOyoumean?"heimpatientlyasked。
  "Theysay——theysayyouusedtogotoAlderworthintheevenings,anditputsintomymindwhatIhaveheardabout——"
  Wildeveturnedangrilyandstoodupinfrontofher。
  "Now,"hesaid,flourishinghishandintheair,"justoutwithit,madam!Idemandtoknowwhatremarksyouhaveheard。"
  "Well,IheardthatyouusedtobeveryfondofEustacia——nothingmorethanthat,thoughdroppedinabit—by—bitway。Yououghtnottobeangry!"
  Heobservedthathereyeswerebrimmingwithtears。
  "Well,"hesaid,"thereisnothingnewinthat,andofcourseIdon’tmeantoberoughtowardsyou,soyouneednotcry。Now,don’tletusspeakofthesubjectanymore。"