Thisdidnotoriginateininherentshamelessness,butinherlivingtoofarfromtheworldtofeeltheimpactofpublicopinion。ZenobiainthedesertcouldhardlyhavecaredwhatwassaidaboutheratRome。AsfarassocialethicswereconcernedEustaciaapproachedthesavagestate,thoughinemotionshewasallthewhileanepicure。
  Shehadadvancedtothesecretrecessesofsensuousness,yethadhardlycrossedthethresholdofconventionality。
  11—TheDishonestyofanHonestWomanThereddlemanhadleftEustacia’spresencewithdespondingviewsonThomasin’sfuturehappiness;buthewasawakenedtothefactthatoneotherchannelremaineduntriedbyseeing,ashefollowedthewaytohisvan,theformofMrs。YeobrightslowlywalkingtowardstheQuietWoman。
  Hewentacrosstoher;andcouldalmostperceiveinheranxiousfacethatthisjourneyofherstoWildevewasundertakenwiththesameobjectashisowntoEustacia。
  Shedidnotconcealthefact。"Then,"saidthereddleman,"youmayaswellleaveitalone,Mrs。Yeobright。"
  "Ihalfthinksomyself,"shesaid。"Butnothingelseremainstobedonebesidespressingthequestionuponhim。"
  "Ishouldliketosayawordfirst,"saidVennfirmly。
  "Mr。WildeveisnottheonlymanwhohasaskedThomasintomarryhim;andwhyshouldnotanotherhaveachance?
  Mrs。Yeobright,Ishouldbegladtomarryyourniece。
  andwouldhavedoneitanytimetheselasttwoyears。
  There,nowitisout,andIhavenevertoldanybodybeforebutherself。"
  Mrs。Yeobrightwasnotdemonstrative,buthereyesinvoluntarilyglancedtowardshissingularthoughshapelyfigure。
  "Looksarenoteverything,"saidthereddleman,noticingtheglance。"There’smanyacallingthatdon’tbringinsomuchasmine,ifitcomestomoney;andperhapsIamnotsomuchworseoffthanWildeve。Thereisnobodysopoorastheseprofessionalfellowswhohavefailed;
  andifyoushouldn’tlikemyredness——well,Iamnotredbybirth,youknow;Ionlytooktothisbusinessforafreak;
  andImightturnmyhandtosomethingelseingoodtime。"
  "Iammuchobligedtoyouforyourinterestinmyniece;
  butIfeartherewouldbeobjections。Morethanthat,sheisdevotedtothisman。"
  "True;orIshouldn’thavedonewhatIhavethismorning。"
  "Otherwisetherewouldbenopaininthecase,andyouwouldnotseemegoingtohishousenow。WhatwasThomasin’sanswerwhenyoutoldherofyourfeelings?"
  "Shewrotethatyouwouldobjecttome;andotherthings。"
  "Shewasinameasureright。Youmustnottakethisunkindly——Imerelystateitasatruth。Youhavebeengoodtoher,andwedonotforgetit。Butasshewasunwillingonherownaccounttobeyourwife,thatsettlesthepointwithoutmywishesbeingconcerned。"
  "Yes。Butthereisadifferencebetweenthenandnow,ma’am。Sheisdistressednow,andIhavethoughtthatifyouweretotalktoheraboutme,andthinkfavourablyofmeyourself,theremightbeachanceofwinningherround,andgettingherquiteindependentofthisWildeve’sbackwardandforwardplay,andhisnotknowingwhetherhe’llhaveherorno。"
  Mrs。Yeobrightshookherhead。"Thomasinthinks,andI
  thinkwithher,thatsheoughttobeWildeve’swife,ifshemeanstoappearbeforetheworldwithoutasluruponhername。Iftheymarrysoon,everybodywillbelievethatanaccidentdidreallypreventthewedding。Ifnot,itmaycastashadeuponhercharacter——atanyratemakeherridiculous。Inshort,ifitisanyhowpossibletheymustmarrynow。"
  "Ithoughtthattillhalfanhourago。But,afterall,whyshouldhergoingoffwithhimtoAngleburyforafewhoursdoheranyharm?Anybodywhoknowshowpuresheiswillfeelanysuchthoughttobequiteunjust。
  IhavebeentryingthismorningtohelponthismarriagewithWildeve——yes,I,ma’am——inthebeliefthatIoughttodoit,becauseshewassowrappedupinhim。ButImuchquestionifIwasright,afterall。However,nothingcameofit。
  AndnowIoffermyself。"
  Mrs。Yeobrightappeareddisinclinedtoenterfurtherintothequestion。"IfearImustgoon,"shesaid。
  "Idonotseethatanythingelsecanbedone。"
  Andshewenton。ButthoughthisconversationdidnotdivertThomasin’sauntfromherpurposedinterviewwithWildeve,itmadeaconsiderabledifferenceinhermodeofconductingthatinterview。ShethankedGodfortheweaponwhichthereddlemanhadputintoherhands。
  Wildevewasathomewhenshereachedtheinn。Heshowedhersilentlyintotheparlour,andclosedthedoor。
  Mrs。Yeobrightbegan——
  "Ihavethoughtitmydutytocalltoday。Anewproposalhasbeenmadetome,whichhasratherastonishedme。
  ItwillaffectThomasingreatly;andIhavedecidedthatitshouldatleastbementionedtoyou。"
  "Yes?Whatisit?"hesaidcivilly。
  "Itis,ofcourse,inreferencetoherfuture。YoumaynotbeawarethatanothermanhasshownhimselfanxioustomarryThomasin。Now,thoughIhavenotencouragedhimyet,Icannotconscientiouslyrefusehimachanceanylonger。
  Idon’twishtobeshortwithyou;butImustbefairtohimandtoher。"
  "Whoistheman?"saidWildevewithsurprise。
  "Onewhohasbeeninlovewithherlongerthanshehaswithyou。Heproposedtohertwoyearsago。
  Atthattimesherefusedhim。"
  "Well?"
  "Hehasseenherlately,andhasaskedmeforpermissiontopayhisaddressestoher。Shemaynotrefusehimtwice。"
  "Whatishisname?"
  Mrs。Yeobrightdeclinedtosay。"HeisamanThomasinlikes,"
  sheadded,"andonewhoseconstancysherespectsatleast。
  Itseemstomethatwhatsherefusedthenshewouldbegladtogetnow。Sheismuchannoyedatherawkwardposition。"
  "Sheneveroncetoldmeofthisoldlover。"
  "ThegentlestwomenarenotsuchfoolsastoshowEVERYcard。"
  "Well,ifshewantshimIsupposeshemusthavehim。"
  "Itiseasyenoughtosaythat;butyoudon’tseethedifficulty。Hewantshermuchmorethanshewantshim;
  andbeforeIcanencourageanythingofthesortImusthaveaclearunderstandingfromyouthatyouwillnotinterferetoinjureanarrangementwhichIpromoteinthebeliefthatitisforthebest。Suppose,whentheyareengaged,andeverythingissmoothlyarrangedfortheirmarriage,thatyoushouldstepbetweenthemandrenewyoursuit?Youmightnotwinherback,butyoumightcausemuchunhappiness。"
  "OfcourseIshoulddonosuchthing,"saidWildeve"Buttheyarenotengagedyet。HowdoyouknowthatThomasinwouldaccepthim?"
  "That’saquestionIhavecarefullyputtomyself;
  anduponthewholetheprobabilitiesareinfavourofheracceptinghimintime。IflattermyselfthatI
  havesomeinfluenceoverher。Sheispliable,andI
  canbestronginmyrecommendationsofhim。"
  "Andinyourdisparagementofmeatthesametime。"
  "Well,youmaydependuponmynotpraisingyou,"
  shesaiddrily。"Andifthisseemslikemanoeuvring,youmustrememberthatherpositionispeculiar,andthatshehasbeenhardlyused。Ishallalsobehelpedinmakingthematchbyherowndesiretoescapefromthehumiliationofherpresentstate;andawoman’sprideinthesecaseswillleadheraverygreatway。
  Alittlemanagingmayberequiredtobringherround;
  butIamequaltothat,providedthatyouagreetotheonethingindispensable;thatis,tomakeadistinctdeclarationthatsheistothinknomoreofyouasapossiblehusband。
  Thatwillpiqueherintoacceptinghim。"
  "Icanhardlysaythatjustnow,Mrs。Yeobright。
  Itissosudden。"
  "Andsomywholeplanisinterferedwith!Itisveryinconvenientthatyourefusetohelpmyfamilyeventothesmallextentofsayingdistinctlyyouwillhavenothingtodowithus。"
  Wildevereflecteduncomfortably。"IconfessIwasnotpreparedforthis,"hesaid。"OfcourseI’llgiveherupifyouwish,ifitisnecessary。ButIthoughtImightbeherhusband。"
  "Wehaveheardthatbefore。"
  "Now,Mrs。Yeobright,don’tletusdisagree。Givemeafairtime。Idon’twanttostandinthewayofanybetterchanceshemayhave;onlyIwishyouhadletmeknowearlier。Iwillwritetoyouorcallinadayortwo。
  Willthatsuffice?"
  "Yes,"shereplied,"providedyoupromisenottocommunicatewithThomasinwithoutmyknowledge。"
  "Ipromisethat,"hesaid。Andtheinterviewthenterminated,Mrs。Yeobrightreturninghomewardasshehadcome。
  Byfarthegreatesteffectofhersimplestrategyonthatdaywas,asoftenhappens,inaquarterquiteoutsideherviewwhenarrangingit。Inthefirstplace,hervisitsentWildevethesameeveningafterdarktoEustacia’shouseatMistover。
  Atthishourthelonelydwellingwascloselyblindedandshutteredfromthechillanddarknesswithout。
  Wildeve’sclandestineplanwithherwastotakealittlegravelinhishandandholdittothecreviceatthetopofthewindowshutter,whichwasontheoutside,sothatitshouldfallwithagentlerustle,resemblingthatofamouse,betweenshutterandglass。
  Thisprecautioninattractingherattentionwastoavoidarousingthesuspicionsofhergrandfather。
  Thesoftwords,"Ihear;waitforme,"inEustacia’svoicefromwithintoldhimthatshewasalone。
  Hewaitedinhiscustomarymannerbywalkingroundtheenclosureandidlingbythepool,forWildevewasneveraskedintothehousebyhisproudthoughcondescendingmistress。
  Sheshowednosignofcomingoutinahurry。Thetimeworeon,andhebegantogrowimpatient。Inthecourseoftwentyminutessheappearedfromroundthecorner,andadvancedasifmerelytakinganairing。
  "YouwouldnothavekeptmesolonghadyouknownwhatI
  comeabout,"hesaidwithbitterness。"Still,youareworthwaitingfor。"
  "Whathashappened?"saidEustacia。"Ididnotknowyouwereintrouble。Itooamgloomyenough。"
  "Iamnotintrouble,"saidhe。"Itismerelythataffairshavecometoahead,andImusttakeaclearcourse。"
  "Whatcourseisthat?"sheaskedwithattentiveinterest。
  "AndcanyouforgetsosoonwhatIproposedtoyoutheothernight?Why,takeyoufromthisplace,andcarryyouawaywithmeabroad。"
  "Ihavenotforgotten。Butwhyhaveyoucomesounexpectedlytorepeatthequestion,whenyouonlypromisedtocomenextSaturday?IthoughtIwastohaveplentyoftimetoconsider。"
  "Yes,butthesituationisdifferentnow。"
  "Explaintome。"
  "Idon’twanttoexplain,forImaypainyou。"
  "ButImustknowthereasonofthishurry。"
  "Itissimplymyardour,dearEustacia。Everythingissmoothnow。"
  "Thenwhyareyousoruffled?"
  "Iamnotawareofit。Allisasitshouldbe。
  Mrs。Yeobright——butsheisnothingtous。"
  "Ah,Iknewshehadsomethingtodowithit!Come,Idon’tlikereserve。"
  "No——shehasnothing。SheonlysaysshewishesmetogiveupThomasinbecauseanothermanisanxioustomarryher。
  Thewoman,nowshenolongerneedsme,actuallyshowsoff!"
  Wildeve’svexationhasescapedhiminspiteofhimself。
  Eustaciawassilentalongwhile。"Youareintheawkwardpositionofanofficialwhoisnolongerwanted,"
  shesaidinachangedtone。
  "Itseemsso。ButIhavenotyetseenThomasin。"
  "Andthatirritatesyou。Don’tdenyit,Damon。Youareactuallynettledbythisslightfromanunexpectedquarter。"
  "Well?"
  "Andyoucometogetmebecauseyoucannotgether。
  Thisiscertainlyanewpositionaltogether。Iamtobeastop—gap。"
  "PleaserememberthatIproposedthesamethingtheotherday。"
  Eustaciaagainremainedinasortofstupefiedsilence。
  Whatcuriousfeelingwasthiscomingoverher?WasitreallypossiblethatherinterestinWildevehadbeensoentirelytheresultofantagonismthatthegloryandthedreamdepartedfromthemanwiththefirstsoundthathewasnolongercovetedbyherrival?Shewas,then,secureofhimatlast。Thomasinnolongerrequiredhim。
  Whatahumiliatingvictory!Helovedherbest,shethought;
  andyet——daredshetomurmursuchtreacherouscriticismeversosoftly?——whatwasthemanworthwhomawomaninferiortoherselfdidnotvalue?Thesentimentwhichlurksmoreorlessinallanimatenature——thatofnotdesiringtheundesiredofothers——waslivelyasapassioninthesupersubtle,epicureanheartofEustacia。Hersocialsuperiorityoverhim,whichhithertohadscarcelyeverimpressedher,becameunpleasantlyinsistent,andforthefirsttimeshefeltthatshehadstoopedinlovinghim。
  "Well,darling,youagree?"saidWildeve。
  "IfitcouldbeLondon,orevenBudmouth,insteadofAmerica,"
  shemurmuredlanguidly。"Well,Iwillthink。
  Itistoogreatathingformetodecideoffhand。
  IwishIhatedtheheathless——orlovedyoumore。"
  "Youcanbepainfullyfrank。Youlovedmeamonthagowarmlyenoughtogoanywherewithme。"
  "AndyoulovedThomasin。"
  "Yes,perhapsthatwaswherethereasonlay,"hereturned,withalmostasneer。"Idon’thatehernow。"
  "Exactly。Theonlythingisthatyoucannolongergether。"
  "Come——notaunts,Eustacia,orweshallquarrel。
  Ifyoudon’tagreetogowithme,andagreeshortly,Ishallgobymyself。"
  "OrtryThomasinagain。Damon,howstrangeitseemsthatyoucouldhavemarriedherormeindifferently,andonlyhavecometomebecauseIam——cheapest!Yes,yes——itistrue。TherewasatimewhenIshouldhaveexclaimedagainstamanofthatsort,andbeenquitewild;
  butitisallpastnow。"
  "Willyougo,dearest?ComesecretlywithmetoBristol,marryme,andturnourbacksuponthisdog—holeofEnglandforever?SayYes。"
  "Iwanttogetawayfromhereatalmostanycost,"
  shesaidwithweariness,"butIdon’tliketogowithyou。
  Givememoretimetodecide。"
  "Ihavealready,"saidWildeve。"Well,Igiveyouonemoreweek。"
  "Alittlelonger,sothatImaytellyoudecisively。
  Ihavetoconsidersomanythings。FancyThomasinbeinganxioustogetridofyou!Icannotforgetit。"
  "Nevermindthat。SayMondayweek。Iwillbeherepreciselyatthistime。"
  "LetitbeatRainbarrow,"saidshe。"Thisistoonearhome;
  mygrandfathermaybewalkingout。"
  "Thankyou,dear。OnMondayweekatthistimeIwillbeattheBarrow。Tillthengood—bye。"
  "Good—bye。No,no,youmustnottouchmenow。
  ShakinghandsisenoughtillIhavemadeupmymind。"
  Eustaciawatchedhisshadowyformtillithaddisappeared。
  Sheplacedherhandtoherforeheadandbreathedheavily;
  andthenherrich,romanticlipspartedunderthathomelyimpulse——ayawn。Shewasimmediatelyangryathavingbetrayedeventoherselfthepossibleevanescenceofherpassionforhim。ShecouldnotadmitatoncethatshemighthaveoverestimatedWildeve,fortoperceivehismediocritynowwastoadmitherowngreatfollyheretofore。
  Andthediscoverythatshewastheownerofadispositionsopurelythatofthedoginthemangerhadsomethinginitwhichatfirstmadeherashamed。
  ThefruitofMrs。Yeobright’sdiplomacywasindeedremarkable,thoughnotasyetofthekindshehadanticipated。
  IthadappreciablyinfluencedWildeve,butitwasinfluencingEustaciafarmore。Herloverwasnolongertoheranexcitingmanwhommanywomenstrovefor,andherselfcouldonlyretainbystrivingwiththem。
  Hewasasuperfluity。
  Shewentindoorsinthatpeculiarstateofmiserywhichisnotexactlygrief,andwhichespeciallyattendsthedawningsofreasoninthelatterdaysofanill—judged,transientlove。Tobeconsciousthattheendofthedreamisapproaching,andyethasnotabsolutelycome,isoneofthemostwearisomeaswellasthemostcuriousstagesalongthecoursebetweenthebeginningofapassionanditsend。
  Hergrandfatherhadreturned,andwasbusilyengagedinpouringsomegallonsofnewlyarrivedrumintothesquarebottlesofhissquarecellaret。WheneverthesehomesupplieswereexhaustedhewouldgototheQuietWoman,and,standingwithhisbacktothefire,groginhand,tellremarkablestoriesofhowhehadlivedsevenyearsunderthewaterlineofhisship,andothernavalwonders,tothenatives,whohopedtooearnestlyforatreatofalefromthetellertoexhibitanydoubtsofhistruth。
  Hehadbeentherethisevening。"IsupposeyouhaveheardtheEgdonnews,Eustacia?"hesaid,withoutlookingupfromthebottles。"ThemenhavebeentalkingaboutitattheWomanasifitwereofnationalimportance。"
  "Ihaveheardnone,"shesaid。
  "YoungClymYeobright,astheycallhim,iscominghomenextweektospendChristmaswithhismother。
  Heisafinefellowbythistime,itseems。Isupposeyourememberhim?"
  "Ineversawhiminmylife。"
  "Ah,true;heleftbeforeyoucamehere。Iwellrememberhimasapromisingboy。"
  "Wherehashebeenlivingalltheseyears?"
  "Inthatrookeryofpompandvanity,Paris,Ibelieve。"
  bookthreeTHEFASCINATION
  1—"MyMindtoMeaKingdomIs"
  InClymYeobright’sfacecouldbedimlyseenthetypicalcountenanceofthefuture。Shouldtherebeaclassicperiodtoarthereafter,itsPheidiasmayproducesuchfaces。
  Theviewoflifeasathingtobeputupwith,replacingthatzestforexistencewhichwassointenseinearlycivilizations,mustultimatelyentersothoroughlyintotheconstitutionoftheadvancedracesthatitsfacialexpressionwillbecomeacceptedasanewartisticdeparture。Peoplealreadyfeelthatamanwholiveswithoutdisturbingacurveoffeature,orsettingamarkofmentalconcernanywhereuponhimself,istoofarremovedfrommodernperceptivenesstobeamoderntype。Physicallybeautifulmen——thegloryoftheracewhenitwasyoung——arealmostananachronismnow;
  andwemaywonderwhether,atsometimeorother,physicallybeautifulwomenmaynotbeananachronismlikewise。
  ThetruthseemstobethatalonglineofdisillusivecenturieshaspermanentlydisplacedtheHellenicideaoflife,orwhateveritmaybecalled。WhattheGreeksonlysuspectedweknowwell;whattheirAeschylusimaginedournurserychildrenfeel。Thatold—fashionedrevellinginthegeneralsituationgrowslessandlesspossibleasweuncoverthedefectsofnaturallaws,andseethequandarythatmanisinbytheiroperation。
  ThelineamentswhichwillgetembodiedinidealsbaseduponthisnewrecognitionwillprobablybeakintothoseofYeobright。Theobserver’seyewasarrested,notbyhisfaceasapicture,butbyhisfaceasapage;
  notbywhatitwas,butbywhatitrecorded。Hisfeatureswereattractiveinthelightofsymbols,assoundsintrinsicallycommonbecomeattractiveinlanguage,andasshapesintrinsicallysimplebecomeinterestinginwriting。
  Hehadbeenaladofwhomsomethingwasexpected。
  Beyondthisallhadbeenchaos。Thathewouldbesuccessfulinanoriginalway,orthathewouldgotothedogsinanoriginalway,seemedequallyprobable。
  Theonlyabsolutecertaintyabouthimwasthathewouldnotstandstillinthecircumstancesamidwhichhewasborn。
  Hence,whenhisnamewascasuallymentionedbyneighbouringyeomen,thelistenersaid,"Ah,ClymYeobright——whatishedoingnow?"Whentheinstinctivequestionaboutapersonis,Whatishedoing?itisfeltthathewillbefoundtobe,likemostofus,doingnothinginparticular。Thereisanindefinitesensethathemustbeinvadingsomeregionofsingularity,goodorbad。Thedevouthopeisthatheisdoingwell。Thesecretfaithisthatheismakingamessofit。Halfadozencomfortablemarket—men,whowerehabitualcallersattheQuietWomanastheypassedbyintheircarts,werepartialtothetopic。Infact,thoughtheywerenotEgdonmen,theycouldhardlyavoiditwhiletheysuckedtheirlongclaytubesandregardedtheheaththroughthewindow。Clymhadbeensoinwovenwiththeheathinhisboyhoodthathardlyanybodycouldlookuponitwithoutthinkingofhim。Sothesubjectrecurred:ifheweremakingafortuneandaname,somuchthebetterforhim;ifheweremakingatragicalfigureintheworld,somuchthebetterforanarrative。
  ThefactwasthatYeobright’sfamehadspreadtoanawkwardextentbeforehelefthome。"Itisbadwhenyourfameoutrunsyourmeans,"saidtheSpanishJesuitGracian。
  AttheageofsixhehadaskedaScriptureriddle:"Whowasthefirstmanknowntowearbreeches?"andapplausehadresoundedfromtheveryvergeoftheheath。AtsevenhepaintedtheBattleofWaterloowithtiger—lilypollenandblack—currantjuice,intheabsenceofwater—colours。Bythetimehereachedtwelvehehadinthismannerbeenheardofasartistandscholarforatleasttwomilesround。
  Anindividualwhosefamespreadsthreeorfourthousandyardsinthetimetakenbythefameofotherssimilarlysituatedtotravelsixoreighthundred,mustofnecessityhavesomethinginhim。PossiblyClym’sfame,likeHomer’s,owedsomethingtotheaccidentsofhissituation;
  neverthelessfamoushewas。
  Hegrewupandwashelpedoutinlife。ThatwaggeryoffatewhichstartedCliveasawritingclerk,Gayasalinen—draper,Keatsasasurgeon,andathousandothersinathousandotheroddways,banishedthewildandasceticheathladtoatradewhosesoleconcernwaswiththeespecialsymbolsofself—indulgenceandvainglory。
  Thedetailsofthischoiceofabusinessforhimitisnotnecessarytogive。Atthedeathofhisfatheraneighbouringgentlemanhadkindlyundertakentogivetheboyastart,andthisassumedtheformofsendinghimtoBudmouth。
  Yeobrightdidnotwishtogothere,butitwastheonlyfeasibleopening。ThencehewenttoLondon;andthence,shortlyafter,toParis,wherehehadremainedtillnow。
  Somethingbeingexpectedofhim,hehadnotbeenathomemanydaysbeforeagreatcuriosityastowhyhestayedonsolongbegantoariseintheheath。Thenaturaltermofaholidayhadpassed,yethestillremained。
  OntheSundaymorningfollowingtheweekofThomasin’smarriageadiscussiononthissubjectwasinprogressatahair—cuttingbeforeFairway’shouse。Herethelocalbarberingwasalwaysdoneatthishouronthisday,tobefollowedbythegreatSundaywashoftheinhabitantsatnoon,whichinitsturnwasfollowedbythegreatSundaydressinganhourlater。OnEgdonHeathSundayproperdidnotbegintilldinner—time,andeventhenitwasasomewhatbatteredspecimenoftheday。