Yetitmaybethatherpartintheconversationwasnotaltogetherwithoutapurpose。SheledmetospeakofDenboroanditspeople,ofhowtheylived,andoftheolddaysofsailingshipsanddeepseaskippers。GeorgeTaylor’snamewasmentionedandIpraisedhimhighly,tellingofhisrisefrompoorboytosuccessfulman,asweratedsuccesslocally。
"Hemanagesthatbankwell,"Ideclared。"Everyonesaysso。And,fromwhatIhaveseenofhismanagement,Iknowittobetrue。"
"Howdoyouknow?"sheasked。
"BecauseIhavehadsomeexperienceinbankingmyself。I——"
Istoppedshort。Mytonguewasrunningawaywithme。ShedidnotaskthequestionwhichIdreadedandexpected。Insteadshesaid,lookingdownatme:
"Youarealoyalfriend,aren’tyou,Mr。Paine。"
"IhavereasontobeloyaltoGeorge,"Ianswered,withfeeling。
"Areyouasloyaltoyourself?"
Ilookedupatherinsurprise。
"Whatdoyoumean?"Iasked。
"Ihavebeentryingtounderstandyou,Mr。Paine。Tryingtogettheanswertothepuzzle。InonewayIthinkIhaveit。I
understandyourattitudeintheLaneaffairandIthinkIknowwhyyoucametoDenboroandarestayinghere。"
Istoppedshort。"You——youknowTHAT?"Icried。
"IthinkIdo。Youbelievethatyourmotherneedsyouandyouwillnotleaveher。Thatisyourreasonforlivinghere,Ithink。But,inanotherway,Icannotunderstandyouatall。"
Shespoketothehorseandwemovedonagain。Iwaitedforhertocontinue,butshewassilent。
"How?Whatistheotherway!Thewayinwhichyoucannotunderstandme?"Iasked。
"ShallItellyou?Doyouwishmetobeperfectlyfrank?"
"Yes。"
"Icannotunderstandhowamansuchasyouseemtobe,young,educated,andwithlifebeforehim,canbecontenttodoasyoudo,spendyourtimeinfishing,orsailing,orshooting。Tohavenoambitionatall。Myfatherwasapoorcountryboy,likeyourfriend,Mr。Taylor,butheworkednightanddayuntilhebecamewhatheisnow。Andevennowheworks,andworkshard。Oh,Iamproudofhim!Notbecauseheiswhatheis,butbecausehehasdoneitallhimself。IfIwereamanIwouldhavesomepurposeinlife;IwoulddoSOMETHINGworthwhileifitwereonlytosellfishfromacart,likethatoldfellowwiththequeername——whatisit?——
Oh,yes!TheophilusNewcomb。"
Ididnotanswer。Shehadsaidallthatwasnecessary,andmore。
Itwasquiteenoughforme。
"There!"sheobserved,afteramoment。"YouaskedmetotellyouandIdid。IfyouneverspeaktomeagainitwillbeexactlywhatIdeserve。ButIthoughtitandsoIsaidit。Expressingmythoughtsisoneofmybadhabits……Oh,why,wearealmosthome,aren’twe!"
WehadcometotheedgeofthegroveborderingBeriahHolt’spasture。Thegrovewasonthewestsideofalittlehill。BeforeusthepastureslopedawaytoBeriah’shouseandbarn,withtheroadbeyondit。Andbeyondthat,inthedistance,werethesteeplesandroofsofDenboro。AmongthemthegablesandtoweroftheColtonmansionrose,conspicuousandcostly。
Sheturnedinthesaddle。"IpresumeImayleaveyounow,Mr。
Paine,"shesaid。"Evenyoumustadmitthattherestofthewayisplainsailing。Thankyouforyourhospitalityandforyourservicesasguide。Iwillsendthebasketandnetoverbyoneoftheservants。"
"Iwilltakethemnow,"Isaid,shortly。
"Verywell,ifyouprefer。Heretheyare。"
Itookthemfromher。
"Goodafternoon,"shesaid。"Andthanksoncemoreforaverypleasantpicnic。"
"Youarequitewelcome,I’msure。Thankyouforyourfrankopinionofmy——worthlessness。Itwaskindofyoutoexpressit。"
Thesarcasmwasnotlostuponher。
"Imeantitasakindness,"shereplied。
"Yes。Anditwastrueenough,probably。DoubtlessIshallderivegreatbenefitfromyour——wordsofwisdom。"
Herpatience,evidently,wasexhausted。Sheturnedaway。"Oh,that,"shesaid,indifferently,"isyouraffair。ItoldyouwhatI
believedtobethetruth,thatwasall。Whatyoudoisnotlikelytobeofvastimportancetome,onewayortheother。Come,Don!"
Doncantereddowntheslope。Iwatchedhimandhisriderdisappearbeyondthetreesinthedistance。ThenIpickedupmypailandotherburdensandfollowedintheirwake。Thesunwasbehindacloud。Ithadbeenastrangedaywithamiserableending。Iwasfuriouslyangrywithher,butIwasmoreangrywithmyself。ForwhatshehadtoldmeWASthetruth,andIknewit。
Istrodeon,headdown,throughthevillage。Peoplespoketome,askingwhatluckIhadhadandwhereIhadbeen,butIscarcelynoticedthem。AsIreachedtheCornersandwaspassingthebanksomeonecalledmyname。IglancedupandsawGeorgeTaylordescendingthesteps。
"Holdon,Ros,"hehailed。"Waitaminute。What’syourrush?
Holdon!"
Ihaltedreluctantly。
"Fishingagain,Isee,"heobserved,ashereachedmyside。"Anyluck?"
"Fair,"Itoldhim。
"Whatpond?"
"Seabury’s。"
"Goalone?"
"Yes。"ThatIhadnotbeenalonesincewasnobusinessofhis。
"Humph!Youain’texactlywhatafellow’dcalltalkativethisafternoon,seemstome。Anythingwrong?"
"No。"
"Tuckeredout?"
"Iguessso。"
"Well,soamI,butIain’thadyourfungettingthatway。SmallandIhavebeenatitnightanddaygettingthingsinshapesohecouldleave。He’sgone。Wentthisnoon。Andthatain’ttheworstofit;Ihaven’tgotanybodyyettotakehisplace。I’llhavetobecashierandbookkeepertooforaspell。There’sapplicantsenough;buttheydon’tsuit。Guesslikelyyou’llhavetohelpmeout,afterall,Ros。Thejobisyoursifyousaytheword。"
Helaughedashesaidit。Eventohimtheideaofmyworkingwasajoke。
Butthejokedidnotseemfunnytome,justthen。Iwalkedonforsomedistancewithoutaword。ThenIaskedaquestion。
"Whatisexpectedofamaninthatposition?"Iasked。
"Expected?Why,plainbankbookkeeping——notmuchelseatfirst。
Yetthere’sagoodchanceforalikelyfellowtobeconsiderablemore,intime。Ineedhelpinmypartofthework。That’swhyI
haven’thiredanyofthedozenorsowhoareaftertheplace。Whatmakesyouask?Youdon’tknowofagoodmanforme,doyou,Ros?"
"Whendoyouwanthimtobegin?"
"To—morrowmorning,ifhesatisfiesme。"
"WouldIsatisfyyou?"
"You!Humph!Trymeandsee,that’sallI’dask。"
"Allright。I’llbeonhandinthemorning。"
Hestopped,lookedatme,andthenseizedmebythearm。
"Seehere!"hecried,"I’mlostinthefog,Iguesslikely。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Isittimetolaugh——orwhat?"
"Itmaybe;Idon’tknow。ButItakethebookkeeper’spositioninyourbank。Now,good—by。Don’ttalktome。Idon’tfeelliketalking。"
"But——but,Ros。"
"Good—by。"
Iwalkedon。Ihadtakenbutafewstepswhenheovertookme。
"Ros,"hesaid,"Iain’tgoingtosaybutjustonething。IfyoumeantwhatyousaidI’mthemosttickledmanontheCape。Butyouain’taskedawordaboutthesalary。"
"Iknowit。Ihaven’taskedbecauseIdon’tcare。I’llbeonhandinthemorning。"
Ilefthimstandingthere,andhurrieddowntheLowerRoad。AsI
hadsaidtohim,Ididnotfeelliketalking。Ididnotwanteventoseeanyone。Iwantedtobeletalone。ButitwasfatedthatI
shouldnotbe,notyet。SimEldredgewaswaitingformearoundthecorner。Hesteppedoutfrombehindthefencewherehehadbeenhidden。
"Ros!"hewhispered。"RosPaine!Wait。It’sme,Sim。Iwanttoaskyousomethin’。Wan’tthatGeorgeTayloryouwasspeakin’tojustnow?"
"Yes,"Ianswered,impatiently。"Whatofit?"
"Say,Ros,youandmeain’tpulledthatColtontradeoff,butitain’tmyfault。Youain’tgotnohardfeelin’sagainstme,Iknow。
AndIwantyoutodoalittlemiteoffavorforme。Willyou?"
"Whatisit?IfithasanythingtodowiththeLane,Itellyounowthat——"
"Itain’t——itain’t。It’saboutthatbookkeepin’jobinthebank,HenrySmall’splace,theonehe’sjustquit。I’vegotathirdcousin,nameofJosiahBadger,overtoSouthHarniss。He’sasmartyoungchap,andanA—1accountantatfiggers。He’sbeenkeepin’
booksdownatthefishwharf——see?Now,he’dlikethatjoband,bein’asyouandGeorgearesothick,Ical’latedmaybeyou’dsortofuseyourinfluencealongofGeorge,and——andgetitforhim。
Thereain’tnothin’initforme——thatis,nothin’much。ButI
feelfriendlytowardJosiahandyouknowIliketodolittlekindnessesforfolks。So——"
"There!there!"Iinterrupted。"It’snouse,Sim。Ican’thelpyou。"
"Why!yesyoucan。"
"No,Ican’t。Idon’tknowyourcousin,andbesides——well,youaretoolate。Theplaceisfilled。"
Sim’sexpressionchanged。Helookedsurprisedandcrestfallen。
"Filled?"heexclaimed。"Why,no,’tain’t!If’twasI’dhaveknownit,wouldn’tI?Who’dyouhearhadgotit?Whoeveryouheard,’tain’tso。"
"Yes,itis。"
"Howdoyouknow?Whoisit,then?"
Ihesitated。BeforenoonofthenextdayeverysoulinDenborowouldhaveheardthenews。Eldredgemightaswellhearitnow。
"I’vetakentheplacemyself,"Isaid。
"You?"Simactuallyforgottowhisper;heshoutedtheword。"YOU!
Ha!ha!ha!Ros,quityourfoolin’。"
"I’mnotfooling。Igotoworkinthebankto—morrowmorning。"
"But——Oh,mysoul!You!Aw,Iknowbetter!Say,Ros,don’tlet’swastetimelikethis。Fun’sallright,but……MyheavenstoBetsy!YOUworkforalivin’!IfIbelievedthatI’dbelieveanything。Tellme,now。Whohasgotthatjob?……Whydon’tyouanswerme?"
Iansweredhim。"Shutup!"Isaid,fiercely。ThenIvaultedthefenceandsetoutforhomeacrosslots。
IheardthenextdaythatSimwentbacktothepost—officeandinformedthegatheringtherethatRosPainehadtakentodrinking。
"Hewastightasabiledowl,"declaredSim;"andugly——don’ttalk!
WantedtofightmebecauseIwouldn’tbelievehewasgoin’towork。
Him!Whatintheeverlastin’wouldHEwanttoworkfor?MyheavenstoBetsy!"
CHAPTERXIII
IthinkTaylorwasalmostassurprisedasEldredgehadbeen,when,athalf—pasteightthefollowingmorning,Iappearedatthebank。
Hewasalreadyathisdeskand,whenhelookedupandsawme,hewhistled。
"Whew!"heexclaimed。"So。Ididn’tdreamit,afterall。You’rehere,ain’tyou。"
"Iamhere,"Ianswered,openingthegateandsteppinginbehindtherail。
"Goingtotakeitbackandsayyouneversaidit?"
"No。"
"Cometogotowork?Really?"
"Thatismyintention,unlessyouhavechangedyourmind。"
"Notme。Itain’tlikely。But,Ros,I——sitdownaminuteandlet’stalk。Whatareyoudoingthisfor?"
ItwasaquestionIhadbeenaskingmyselfatintervalsduringarestlessnight。NowIgavetheonlytruthfulanswer。
"Idon’tknow,"Isaid。
"Youdon’tknow!"
"No。AndIdon’tseemtocare。Supposewedon’ttalkaboutit。I
amhere,andIamreadytobeginwork。That’senough,isn’tit?"
"Why,no;notquite。You’renotdoingitjusttohelpmeout?"
"No。"
"Youdon’tneedtowork。You’vegotmoneyenough。"
"No,Ihaven’t。Butmoneyisn’tmyreason。Ihaven’tanyreason。
Nowshowmethebooks,willyou?"
"Don’tbeinahurry。Whatdoesyourmotherthinkaboutit?"
"Ihaven’ttoldheryet。TimeenoughforthatwhenIknowthatI
reallymeanitandyouknowthatIamcompetenttofilltheposition。George,ifyoukeeponcross—examiningmeIamlikelytoquitbeforeIbegin。Idon’tknowwhyIamdoingthis,butjustnowIthinkIamgoingtodoitifIcan。However,Iamnotsure。
Soyouhadbetterbecareful。"
"Humph!Whatdidyoucatchupatthatpondyesterday?Ineversawaday’sfishingmakesuchadifferenceinamaninmylife……
Allright,Ros。Allright。Iwon’tpesteryou。Toogladtohaveyouhereforthat。Nowaboutthesalary。"
"Beforewespeakofthatthereisonemorepoint。Howaboutyourdirectors?Deanandtherest?Dotheyknowyouofferedmetheposition?"
"Surething!Theyputthewholeaffairinmyhands。They’llbesatisfied。AndasforCap’nJed——why,hewastheonethatsuggestedhiringyouinthefirstplace。"
"CaptainJed!CaptainJedDean!HEsuggestedit?"
"Yup。Inaway,hedid。Youmaynotknowit,Ros,butyou’vemadeagooddealofahitwiththeoldman。Heain’tbeenusedtohavinganybodystanduptohimasyouhave。AsageneralthingDenborojumpswhenhesnapsthewhip。Youdidn’t,andhecouldn’tunderstandwhy。Heisthekindthatrespectsanythingtheycan’tunderstand。Then,too,Nellielikesyou,andshe’shisidol,youknow。Ahhum!"
Hesighedand,foramoment,seemedtoforgetmealtogether。I
remindedhimbyanotherquestion。
"Butwhyshouldthecaptainthinkofmeforthisplace?"Iasked。
"WhyshouldhedreamthatIwouldtakeit?Igaveyounoencouragement。"
"Idon’tknowashediddreamit。ButheandIwerespeakingofyouandhesaidhe’dliketodosomethingtoshowyouwhatthetownthoughtofyourholdingoutagainstColton。Thattickledhimdowntothekeel。Isaidyou’dbeafirst—classhelpertomeinthisbank,thatIheardyouknewsomethingaboutbanking——"
"George!"
"It’sallright。IonlymentionedthatIheardrumorsthatyouwereinacitybanksomewhereatonetime。Hedidn’taskanymoreandIshouldn’thavetoldhimifhehad。Buttheideapleasedhim,Icouldseethat。’Whydon’tyoutrytogethim?’sayshe。’Maybethedaysofmiraclesain’tpast。Perhapsevenhe’dcondescendtowork,iftherightjobcamehisway。’"
"Sothat’swhatyoucallhissuggestingme,doyou?Humph!"
"Well,Itoldhimaboutitlastnight,whenIwasuptoseeNellie,andhewaspleasedasPunch。Surprised,ofcourse,butpleased。
He’spracticallythewholeboard,asfarassettlingthingsisconcerned,soitisallright。Heain’ttheworstfriendyou’vegot,byalongshot。"
IimaginedthatIunderstoodwhatCaptainJed’s"friendship"meant。
MyacceptingthebankpositionwasonemorebondbindingmetohissideintheShoreLanebattle。And,solongasIwasunderTaylor’seyeandhisown,IcouldnotbesubjecttotheColtoninfluence。
GeorgeandIdiscussedthequestionofsalary,ifhisofferandmypromptacceptancemightbecalledadiscussion。Thepaywasnotlargetobeginwith,butitwasmorethanIhadarighttoexpect。
AndIwasperfectlyhonestwhenIsaidthatmoneywasnottheconsiderationwhichledmetomakethesuddenchangeinmyhabitoflife。Iwassickofidleness;Ihadlongedforsomethingtooccupymylifeandtime;Imightaswellbedoingthisasanything;
Taylor’sofferhadappealedtomewhenhefirstmadeit;theseweretheexcusesIevolvedformyownsatisfactionandItriedtobelievethemreal。ButonereasonIwouldnotadmit,eveninmythoughts,asapossibility。Itwasnotthatgirl,oranythingshehadsaid,whichinfluencedme。No!overandoveragain——no。
SamWheeler,theyoungfellowwhoactedasassistantbookkeeperandmessenger,camein,andTaylor,aftershowingmethebooksandgivingmeafewhintsastowhatmydutieswouldbe,turnedmeovertohimforfurtherinstruction。IfoundIneededbutlittle。Thepages,withtheirrowsoffigures,seemedlikeoldfriends。I
almostenjoyedporingoverthem。WasitpossiblethatIwasgoingtolikethisnewventureofmine?
BeforenoonIwasfairlycertainofit。Theworkinacountrybankisdifferentfromthatinthelargecityinstitutions,inthatitisbynomeansasspecialized。Ifoundthat,lateron,Ishouldbeexpectedtocombinetheworkoftellerwiththatofbookkeeper。
Andthis,too,seemednatural。IworkedassteadilyasIcould,consideringinterruptions,andtheforenoonwasoveralmostbeforeIknewit。
Theinterruptions,however,werenumerousandannoying;someofthem,too,wereamusing。Depositorscame,sawmebehindthebarsofthewindow,and,afterexpressingtheirastonishment,demandedtoknowwhatIwasdoingthere。IfIhadansweredallthequestionsputtomebythecuriousDenboroitesIshouldhavefoundtimeforlittleelse。ButTaylorhelpedmebyshooingthecuriousonesaway。"Don’tbotherthenewhand,"hesaid。"Ifyouwanttoknowparticularsaskme。AnythingIdon’ttellyouyoucanreadinnextweek’sItem。Thisisabank,notaquestionbox。"
CaptainElishaWarrencameinandwasassurprisedastherest。
Afteraninterviewwiththecashierhereturnedtomywindowandrequestedmetoopenup。WhenIdidsohereachedinabighandandseizedmine。
"Shake,Ros,"hesaid,heartily。"I’mgladforthebankandI’mgladderstillforyou。Comehardatfust,doesit?"
"Alittle,"Iconfessed。"NotashardasIexpected,though。"
"Fustdayortwooutofportisalwaysthetoughest。You’llgetyoursealegsonprettysoon。Thenyou’llbegladyoushipped,I
cal’late。"
"Ihopeso,"Ianswered,ratherdubiously。
"Iknowyouwill。There’snothin’sotiresomeasdoin’nothin’。I
know,becausethat’sbeenmyjobforquiteaspell。SeemssometimesasifI’dhaveafit,Igetsosickofloafin’。"
Hisideaofa"loaf"wasrisingatsixandweedinghisgarden,superintendingthelaboronhiscranberryswampsorabouthisbarnsandgrounds,attendingbankandSelectmen’smeetings,andgenerallykeepingbusyuntilsunset。
"ItellAbbie,myhousekeeper,"hecontinued,"thatif’twan’tformyageIbelieveI’dgotoseaagainjusttokeepfromfallin’
apartwithdryrot。Iaskedherifshe’dnoticedhowmytimberscreaked,andshesaidIdidn’tkeepstilllongenoughforhertonoticeanything。Ho!ho!Nothin’makeshermoreprovokedthanformetomentiongettin’oldorgoin’tosea。Allthesame,Ienvyyouyouryouth,Ros。You’vegotyourlifeaforeyou,andI’mgladtoseethatyou’regoin’tomakesomethin’ofit。Ialwayssaidyou’dwakeupifsomebodygiveyouapunch。Whopunchedyou,Ros?"
Myreplywasnon—committal。
"Bettermindmyownbusiness,hadn’tI,"heobserved。"Allright,Iwill。Nooffensemeant,youunderstand。But,yousee,I’veneverbelievedthatworkwasthecussofmankind,likesomefolks,andnomatterhowmuchmoneyayoungfeller’sgotIthinkhe’sbetteroffdoin’somethin’。That’sthegospelaccordin’toElisha。
Well,goodluckandapleasantv’yage。Seeyouagainsoon。Say,"
turningback,"keepaneyeonGeorge,willyou?Folksinlovearel’bletobeabsent—minded,theytellme,andIshouldnotwanthimtobeabsentwithanyofmymoney。Hearthat,doyou,George?"
Taylor,whowasstandingnear,laughedandwalkedaway。AmomentlaterIsawhimlookingoutofthewindowwiththesamestrangeexpressiononhisfacewhichIhadnoticedseveraltimesbeforewhenhisapproachingmarriagewashintedat。Somethingwastroublinghim,thatwasplain。HelovedNelliedevotedly,Iknew;
yetheobviouslydidnotliketohearthemarriagementioned。
SimEldredgewasoneofthefirstvisitorstothebank,buthisvisitwasashortone。Heenteredthedoor,walkedstraighttotheteller’swindowandpeeredthroughthebars。Iheardhimcatchhisbreath。
"Goodmorning,Sim,"saidI。"WhatcanIdoforyou?"
"Do?"herepeated。"Doforme?Nothin’——nothin’,’special。You——
youmeantit,then?"
"ItoldyouIdid。"
"Mysoul!"wasalltheanswerhemade。Thenheturnedandwalkedout。
Atabouteleveno’clockIwashalf—waythroughtheadditionofacolumnoffigureswhenIheardsomeonesay,"Well,bytime!"withsuchanguishedfervorthatitwasalmostlikeaprayerforhelp。I
lookedup。LuteRogerswasstaringinatme,open—mouthedandhorror—stricken。
"Hello,Lute!"Isaid。
Luteswallowedhard。
"Theytoldme’twasso,"hestammered。"Theysaidsoand——andI
laughedat’em。Ros,youain’t,beyou?"
"What?"
"Goin’tostayinthereand——andtakeHenry’sjob?"
"Yes。"
"Yoube!Andyouneversaidnothin’tonobody?ToDorinda?OrevenComfort?"
"No;notyet。"
"Nortome。ToME,bytime!Youletthemfellersatthestoremakeafoolofme——"
"Noonecoulddothat,Lute。Ihavetoldyousooften。"
"AndyouletthemknowitaforeIdid。Andmelivin’rightinthehousewithyou!Bytime!I——I——"
"There,there,Lute!don’tcry。I’lltellyouallaboutitwhenI
comehomefordinner。"
"Yes,Ishouldthinkyoumightdothatmuch。Treatin’yourownfamilylike——whydidyoutellSimEldredge?"
"SimaskedmeandsoItoldhim,thatwasall。Don’tstandtherefidgeting。Runalonghome,there’sagoodfellow。Mr。Taylorhashiseyeonyoualready。"
Luteglancedapprehensivelytowardthecashier’sdeskandturnedtogo。
"Well!"heexclaimed,"I’vesaidyouwascrazymore’nonce,that’ssomesatisfaction。Say!canItell’emtohome?"
Ihesitated。"YoumaytellDorindaifyoulike,"Ianswered。"ButIprefertotellMother,myself。"
GeorgerosefromhisdeskjustthenandLutehurriedtothedoor。
Ismiled。Iimaginedhisarrivalinourkitchenandhowhewouldexplodethesensationalnewsuponhisunsuspectingwife。
ButIwasnotaltogethercalm,thoughIdidmybesttoappearso,whenIenteredthatkitchenataquarterpasttwelve。Lutewasseatedinachairbythewindow,evidentlywatchingandwaiting。
HesprangupasIentered。
"Setdown,"orderedDorinda,whowastakingaclampiefromtheoven。ShemerelynoddedwhenIcamein。Dorindaoftenspokeinmeetingagainst"sinfulpride";yetshehadhershareofpride,sinfulornot。Shewouldnotaskquestionsordeigntoappearexcited,notshe。
"ButDorinda,"criedherhusband,"it’sRos。Don’tyousee?"
"Yousetdown,LuteRogers。Well,"turningtome,"dinner’sready,ifyouare。"
"Ishallbeinafewminutes,"Ianswered。"IwanttoseeMotherfirst。"
BreakingthenewstoMotherwasadutywhichIdreaded。Butitturnedouttobenotdreadfulatall。Motherwassurprised,ofcourse,butshedidnotofferasingleobjection。Herprincipalfeelingseemedtobecuriosityastomyreasonsforthesuddenchange。
"Ofcourse,Roscoe,ifyouarehappierIshallbe,too,"shesaid。
"Iknowitmusthavebeenverydullforyouhere。Myconsciencehastroubledmenotalittlealltheseyears。Irealizethataman,ayoungmanlikeyou,needsaninterestinlife;hewantssomethingmorethanthecareandcompanionshipofauselesscreaturelikeme。"