"Hedidnotevencomehomeforsupper,"shesaid。"StayedovertoNellie’sprobably。You’llmostlikelyfindhimthere。"
  ButIwasprettycertainhewasnotattheDeans’,forasIpassedtheirhouse,Inoticedthewindowsweredark,indicatingthatthefamily,likemostofrespectableDenboro,hadalreadyretired。I
  walkedontotheCorners。Eldredge’sstorewasclosed,butthebilliardroomwasradiantandnoisy。IcouldhearTimHallet’svoiceurgingsomeonetotakeanewcue,"’causethatoneain’tpocketedmanyballsyet。"
  Ilookedacrossatthebank。Thefrontportionofitwasblackenough,butthewindowofthedirectors’roomwasalight。Ihadlocatedtheobjectofmysearch;thecashierwasthere,workingovertime,ashedidsooftennowadays。
  IhadmykeyinmypocketandIunlockedthebigdoorandenteredquietly。Thedoorofthedirectors’roomwasopenalittlewayandItiptoedoverandpeepedinthroughthecrack。Taylorwasseatedinachairbesidethebigtable,hiselbowsuponthetableandhisheadinhishands。AsIstoodthere,watchinghim,hetookhishandsawayandIsawhisface。Uponitwasanexpressionofabjectmiseryandutterdespair。Iopenedthedoorandentered。
  Heheardthesoundoftheopeningdoorandleapedtohisfeet。Hischairfellbackwardonthefloorwithaclatter,buthepaidnoattentiontoit。
  "GoodGod!"hecried,wildly。"Who’sthat?"
  Hewasdeathlypaleandtremblingviolently。Hisappearancestartledandalarmedme。
  "It’sallright,"Isaid,hastily。"ItisI——Paine。Isawthelightandknewyoumustbehere。Whatailsyou?WhatISthematter?"
  Foramomenthestoodtherestaring。Thenheturnedandpickedupthefallenchair。
  "Oh,it’syou,Ros,isit?"hefaltered。"I——I——Lord,howyouscaredme!I——I——"
  "George!whatISthematterwithyou?Forheaven’ssake!standup,man!"HewasswayingandIthoughthewasgoingtofaint。
  "George!GeorgeTaylor!Areyouill?Iamgoingforthedoctor。"
  "No,no!Staywhereyouare。Iain’tsick。I’llbeallrightinaminute。You——youscaredme,creepinginthatway。Sitdown,sitdown。"
  Hesteadiedhimselfwithonehandonthetableandwiththeotherreachedtoshutadrawerwhichhadbeenopenbesidehim。Thedrawerwasalmostfullofpapers,and,lyinguponthosepapers,wasarevolver。
  CHAPTERXVI
  BeforehecouldclosethedrawercompletelyIcaughthisarmandheldit。
  "George,"Icried,"George,whatisthematter?Tellme;youmusttellme。"
  Hetriedtopullhisarmfree。FindingthatIwouldnotlethimdothishegaveuptheattemptand,withapoorattemptatalaugh,answered,"Matter?Why,nothingisthematter。Iamtiredandnervous,sameasI’vetoldyouI’vebeenforthelasttwoorthreemonths,andyouscaredme,tiptoeinginlikeasneakthief,thistimeofnight。"
  "Timeofnight!Itisbutalittleafternine。Whatisthematterwithyou?"
  "Nothingisthematter,Itellyou。Letgoofmyarm,Ros。Whatdoyoumeanbyholdingontomelikethis?"
  "WhatdoYOUmean,George?WhatdoesTHATmean?"
  Ipointedtothedrawer。Helookedand,withasuddeneffort,jerkedhisarmfreeandclosedthedrawer。
  "That?"withaforcedlaugh。"Oh,that’snothing。ItwaslateandIwasalonehere,so——"
  "Iknowbetter。George,you’refrighteningusall。Don’tyousupposewecanseethatsomethingiswrongwithyou?IhaveseeniteversinceIcameheretowork。Youareworryingyourfriends。
  Youworryme。Giveusachancetohelpyou。GiveMEachance。
  Youowemethat。TellmeyourtroubleandI’llpullyououtofit;
  seeifIdon’t。"
  Myconfidencewas,ofcourse,onlypretence,butmyearnestnesshadsomeeffect。Helookedatmewistfully,andshookhishead。
  "Nobodycanpullmeout,"hesaid。"You’reagoodfellowtowanttohelp,butyoucan’t。Thereain’tanytrouble。I’mjustnervous——"
  "Iknowbetter。You’relying,George。Yes,youare;you’relying。"
  "Humph!You’reprettyplainspoken,RosPaine。Thereain’tmanypeopleI’dtakethatfrom。"
  "You’lltakeitfromme,becauseyoucan’thelpitandbecauseyouknowitistrue。Come,George;come。Youhavebeenafriendtome;theonlyrealfriendIhavehadinyears。Ihavebeenlookingforachancetogetevenforwhatyouhavedoneforme。Maybehereisthechance。Letmehelpyou。Iwill。"
  Hewaswavering;Icouldseeit。Butagainheshookhishead。
  "Nobodycanhelpme,"hesaid。
  "George,formysake——well,then,ifnotformysakeoryourown,thenforNellie’s,givemeachance。Youaren’ttreatingherright,George。Youshouldthinkofher。You——"
  "Stop!Damnyou,RosPaine!whatrighthaveyouto——"
  "Therightofafriend,herfriendandyours。You’refrighteningthepoorgirltodeath。Sheisbeginningtobeafraidyoudon’tcareforher。"
  "I?Idon’tcareforHER?Idon’t——Oh,myGod!"
  Tomyutteramazementhebegantolaugh。Andthen,allatonce,hislaughterceased,heswayed,choked,and,suddenlycollapsinginthechair,droppedhisheaduponhisarmsonthetableandsobbed,sobsthatshookhimfromheadtoheel。
  Foronestrong,healthy,normalmantoseeanothercryisadisconcertinganduncomfortableexperience。MasculinetearsdonotfloweasilyandpoorGeorge,onthevergeofhysterics,wasapitifulanddistressingspectacle。Iwasalmostascompletelydisorganizedashe。Ifeltashamedforhimandashamedofmyselfforhavingseenhiminsuchacondition。IwanteddesperatelytohelphimandIdidnotknowwhattodo,sobeyondpattinghimonthebackandbegginghimrepeatedlytobraceupandnotbehavelikethat,Ididnothing。Atlasthissobsceasedandhewassilent。I
  hadrisenfrommychairandnowIstoodtherewithahandonhisshoulder;thetickingoftheancienteight—sidedclockonthewallsoundedloudintheroom。
  Suddenlyhesatupandthrewoffmyhand。
  "Well,"hesaid,bitterly,"I’mafinespecimenofaman,ain’tI。
  Ain’tyouproudofme?"
  "Iammightysorryforyou,"Ianswered。"AndImeantohelpyou。"
  "Youcan’t。"
  "Howdoyouknow?"
  "BecauseIdoknow,Ros,"heturnedandlookedmestraightintheeye。"Iamgoingtogiveyousomegoodadvice。Takeit,foryourownsake。Clearoutofhereandleaveme。Don’thaveanythingmoretodowithme。Clearout。"
  Ididnotmove。
  "AreyougoingtodoasItellyou?"hedemanded。"Mind,I’mtellingyouthisforyourowngood。Willyouclearoutandleaveme?"
  Ismiled。"Ofcoursenot,"Ianswered。
  "Don’tbeafool。Youcan’taffordtobemyfriend。Clearoutandleaveme,doyouhear?"
  "Ihear。Now,George,whatisit?"
  Hisfingerstappedthetable。Icouldseehewasmakinguphismind。
  "Youwanttoknow?"hesaid。"Youwon’tbesatisfieduntilyoudo?"
  "Ihavemadethatfairlyplain,Ihope。AtleastI’vetriedto。"
  Hisfistclenchedandhestruckthetable。
  "Then,bytheAlmighty,I’lltellyou!"hecried,fiercely。"It’llbealloverthecountyinaweek。Youmightaswellknowitnow。
  I’macrook。I’mathief。I’vestolenmoneyfromthisbankandI
  can’tpayitbackbecauseIhaven’tgotitandcan’tgetit。I’macrook,Itellyou,andinaweekorsoit’llbethecountyjailformine。Unless——unless,"withasignificantglanceatthedrawer,"somethingelsehappenstomeinthemeantime。There;nowyouknow。Areyousatisfied?Areyouhappybecauseyou’vefoundout?"
  Ididnotanswer。TotellthetruthIwasnotentirelyovercomebysurpriseatthedisclosure。Ihadbeguntosuspectsomethingofthesort。Yet,nowthatmysuspicionswereconfirmed,Iwastoogreatlyshockedandhorrifiedtospeakatonce。
  "Well?"hesneered。"Nowwillyouclearoutandletmesettlethismyownway?"
  Ipulledmychairforwardandsatdown。
  "Tellmeallaboutit,George,"Isaid,ascalmlyasIcould。"Howmuchisit?"
  Hestaredatmeaghast。"Youwon’tgo?"hecried。"You——youaregoingtostickbymeeven——even——"
  "There!there!pullyourselftogether,oldfellow。Wewon’tgiveuptheshipyet。Howmuchisit?Itcan’tbeagreatsum。"
  "Itain’t。But,Ros——you——youcan’t——youmustn’tbemixedupinthis。Ishan’tletyou。Don’tyousee?"
  Iarguedandpleadedandreasonedwithhimforwhatseemedalongtimebeforehewouldconsenttotellmethewholestory。Andwhenitwastoldtherewasnothingnewornovelinit。Theoldtaleofanhonestmanwhohadnotmeanttogowrong,but,temptedbyoneofthosewilesofthedevil,an"insidetip"onthestockmarket,hadboughtheavilyonmargins,expectingtoclearahandsomeprofitinashorttime。ThestockwasLouisvilleandTranscontinentalandthestruggleforitscontrolbycertainbiginterestshadmadecopyforfinancialwritersfornearlyayear。Georgehadboughtatatimewhenonesyndicatehad,soitbelieved,securedthecontrol。
  Thensomethingwentwronginthedealandthesharesbegantodeclineinvalue。Heputupmoremarginsandstillmore,butitcontinuedtodecline。Finallyunderthespurofanother"tip,"thelastofhisownsavingshavinggonetotheinsatiatebrokers,hesent,tobolsterhisaccountandtosavehimfromutterruin,somebondsbelongingtothebank。
  "Notmuch,"hedeclared,"onlyaboutthirty—fivehundreddollars’
  worth,that’sall。Ineverwouldhavedoneit,Ros,butIwaswild,desperate,yousee。HereIwas,gettingreadytobemarried;
  NellieandCap’nJedandtherestbelievingmetobecomfortablyfixed。It’seasyenoughnowtosaythatIoughttohavegonetoherandtoldher。IfIhadn’tbeencertainthatthemarketwouldturnandI’dbeallrightinaweek,I’dhavedoneit。ButIwassureI’dbeallrightandIcouldn’ttakethechance。Iknewwhatherfatherwouldsayabouthermarryingapauper,andIjustcouldn’ttaketheriskoflosingher;Icouldn’t。Shemeansmoretomethan——than——oh,waituntilyourtimecomes!Waituntilthegirlcomesalongthatyoucareformorethanthewholeworld。Andthenseewhatyou’ddo。Seewhatitwouldmeantogiveherup!
  Justwait——waitandsee!"
  "Yes,yes,"Iputin,hastily。"Iunderstand,George。Butthestock,LouisvilleandTranscontinental,howisitnow?"
  "Justthesame。Itisdead,practicallyspeaking。Ithasn’tmovedhalfapointforsixweeks。I’vebeenexpectingitwould,butithasn’t。It’sallright;thevalueisthere;Iknowit。IfIcouldonlyhangonandwaitIcouldgetmymoneyback,partofit,anyhow。ButIcan’t。Ican’twait。Andthebrokerpeoplehavegotthosebonds。Ros,I’vebeenfightingthisthingforweeksandweeks。Iain’tsleptanightforyears,orsoitseems。Andnextweek——nextWEEKIwastobemarried。MyGod!thinkofit!"
  "Here,here!Don’tdothat,"Iurged。"Braceup。YouandImustworkthisout。Wasn’tthereanyoneyoucouldgoto?Anyoneyoucouldborrowthemoneyof?Thirty—fivehundredisn’tsuchalot。"
  "WhomcouldIgoto?Itried。LordknowsItried!IdidborrowathousandofCap’nElishaWarren;trumpedupsomeexcuseorotherandgotthat。Butthatwasallhecouldletmehave。AndIknowhethoughtmyaskingforthatwasqueer。"
  "DidyouconsidergoingstraighttoCap’nDeanand——"
  "Dean?Cap’nJed?Herfather?Oh,Ros,don’tbeafoolaltogether!
  Ibegyourpardon,oldman!Idon’tmeanit。Youmustn’tmind。I
  ain’tresponsibleforwhatIsayjustnow。ButIcouldn’tgotoCap’nJed。Youknowhim。He’sasstraightandsquareandhonestasheisobstinateandcranky。IfIwenttohimIcouldn’ttellhimthetruth。AndifIliedhe’dsuspectandwanttoknowwhyIneededtoborrowmoney。AndNellie——don’tyousee?There’stherealawfulnessofthewholething。Icouldn’tgotoherandtellherI
  wasathief。Icouldn’tseeherfacewhenItoldher。Andyetshe’sgottoknowit。She’sgottoknowit!"
  "Butwhy?Thestockmaygoupanydayandthenyoucouldwithdrawpartofyourmargin。"
  Hestruckthetablewithanotherblow。"Thestockain’tmovedforsixweeks,Itellyou,"hedeclared。"And,Ros,"heleanedforward,hishaggardfaceworkingwithemotion,"thosebondsain’tinoursafehere,wheretheyshouldbe,andthebankexaminerisdueherewithinthenextfourdays。He’satMiddleboronow。I
  ’phonedBearse,thecashierthere,thisveryforenoononamatterofbusiness,andhehappenedtomentionthattheexaminerwasinhisbankandworkinghiswaydowntheCape。It’sallupwithme!
  Allup!AndNellie!poorgirl;Ican’tbeherewhenshefindsitout。IknowyouthinkI’mapoorspecimenofaman,Ros,butI
  can’tfacethemusic。No,"desperately,"andIwon’t。"
  Hewasgivingwayagain,butIseizedhisshoulderandshookhim。
  "Stopit!"Icommanded。"Stopit,George!Letmethink。Bequietnowandletmethink。Theremustbeawayoutsomewhere。Letmethink。"
  Heleanedbackinhischair。"Allright,"hesaid,hopelessly;
  "think,ifyouwantto。ThoughwhyyoushouldwanttothinkaboutathinglikemeIdon’tsee。AndIusedtodespiseacrookasmuchasanyone!andacowardstillmore!AndnowI’mbothacrookandacoward。"
  IknewhiscowardicewasmerelyonNellie’saccount。GeorgeTaylorwasnocowardintheordinarysenseoftheword,norwasheacrook。Iroseandpacedupanddowntheroom。Hewatchedmelistlessly;itwasplainthathefeltnoconfidencewhateverinmybeingabletohelphim。Afteratimehespoke。
  "It’snouse,Ros,"hesaid。"Don’tworryyourheadaboutme;I
  ain’tworthit。Iftherewasanywayout,anywayatall,I’dhavesighteditlongago。Thereain’t。Takemyadviceandleaveme。
  Youdon’twanttobemixedupwithanembezzler。"
  Iturnedonhim,impatiently。"Ihavebeenmixedup,asyoucallit,withonebefore,"Isaid,sharply。"IsmyownfamilyrecordsocleanthatIneedtopretend——there,George!don’tbeanidiot。
  Letmethink。"
  Theclockchimedten。Istoppedinmywalkandturnedtohim。
  "George,"Isaid,"tellmethis:Ifyouhadthemoneytobuybackthesebondsbelongingtothebankyouwouldbeallright,wouldn’tyou?Ifyouhaditinyourhandsbyto—morrowmorning,Imean。"
  "Yes;IFIhadit——butIhaven’t。"
  "Youcouldsendthemoneytothebrokersand——"
  "Send!Iwouldn’tsend;I’dgomyselfandfetchthebondsbackwithme。OnceIhadtheminthatsafeagainI——"
  "Andyouwouldnottakeanymorerisks,evenifthemarketdroppedandtheyhadtoselloutyouraccount?Evenifyoulosteverycentofyourinvestment?"
  Thefierceearnestnessofhisanswersatisfiedevenme。"WhatdoyouthinkIam?"hedemanded。"Investmentbehanged!It’smynameasanhonestmanthatIcareabout。OnceletmegetthatbackagainandI’llfacethepoorhouse。Yes,andI’lltellNelliethetruth,allexceptthatIwasathief;Ican’ttellherthat。ButI
  willtellherthatIhaven’tgotacentexceptmysalary。Thenifshewantstogivemeup,allright。I’llbearitasbestIcan。
  Or,ifshedoesn’t,andIlosemyjobhere,I’llgetanotheronesomewhereelse;I’llworkatanything。SheandIcanwaitand……
  Butwhatistheuseoftalkinglikethis?I’vebeenovereveryinchofthegroundathousandtimes。Thereain’tarayoflightanywhere。Theexaminerwillbehere,thebondswillbemissing,andI——I’llbeinjail,orinhell,oneortheother。"
  "No,youwon’t,"Isaid,firmly。
  "Iwon’t!Whynot?"
  "BecausethereISarayoflight。Morethanaray。George,yougohomeandgotobed。To—morrowmorningImayhavenewsforyou,goodnews。"
  Thebloodrushedtohisface。Heseizedthearmofhischair。
  "Goodnews!"hegasped。"GoodnewsforME!Ros——Ros,fortheLord’ssake,whatdoyoumean?Youdon’tmeanyouseeawayto——"
  "NevermindwhatImean。ButIshouldliketoknowwhatyoumeanbynotcomingtomebefore?Whatarefriendsfor,ifnottohelpeachother?WhotoldyouthatIwasdeadbroke?"
  "You?Why,youain’tgot……Haveyou?RosPaine,youain’tgotthirty—fivehundredtospare。Why,youtoldmeyourself——"
  "Shutup!Getupfromthatchairandcomewithme。Yes,you;andnow,thisminute。Givemethatthingyou’vegotinthedrawerthere。No,I’lltakeitmyself。Yououghttobeashamedofitsbeingthere,George。Iamashamedofyou,and,ifIthoughtyoureallymeanttouseit,Ishouldbestillmoreashamed。Come!
  don’tkeepmewaiting。"
  "But——butRos——"
  "WillyoudoasItellyou?"
  Idraggedhim,almostliterallydraggedhim,fromthechair。Then,afterextinguishingthelamp,Iledhimtothedoorofthebankandlockedit,puttingthekeyinmypocket。
  "Now,"saidI,"Iwantyoutomakemeapromise。Iwantyoutoquitbehavinglikeacoward,becauseyouarenotone,andpromisemethatyouwillgostraighthomeandtobed。I’llseeyouagainthefirstthinginthemorning。Then,Ithink——yes,Ithinkyourtroubles,theworstpartofthem,willbeover。"
  "But,Ros,PLEASE——Ican’tbelieveit!Won’tyoutellme——"
  "Notaword。Willyoupromisemetobehavelikeamanandgohome?
  OrmustIgowithyou?"
  "No。I’ll——I’llpromise。I’llgostraighthome。But,ohRos,I
  can’tunderstand——"
  "Goodnight。"
  Ilefthimstandingthere,stammeringincoherentlylikeamanawakeningfromanightmare,andhurriedaway。
  IcouldnotdescribemyprogressdownthedarkLowerRoadandalongtheShoreLane。Idonotrememberanyportionofit。IthinkI
  ranmostofthewayandifImetanyone——whichisnotlikely,consideringthetime——heorshemusthavethoughtmecrazy。Mythoughtswerecenteredupononefixedpurpose。Ihadmadeupmymindtodoacertainthingand,ifpossible,todoitthatverynight。IfIdidnot,ifIhadtimeinwhichtoreflect,toconsiderconsequences,Imightlosemynerveanditwouldnotbedoneatall。
  Itwaswithafeelingofgreatreliefthat,asIcameinsightoftheColtonhouse,Isawlightsintheroomsonthelowerfloor。
  Thefamily,notbeingnativebornDenboroites,hadnotretiredeventhoughitwaswellafterten。Ihastenedupthelongdrive,andstoodbeforethebigdoor,myhandupraisedtotheknocker。Andthen,justforamoment,Ihesitated。
  IfIliftedthatknockerandletitfall;ifIsummonedtheservantandannouncedthatIwishedtospeakwithMr。Colton;ifIdidwhatIhadcometheretodo,itwouldbealloverwithmeinthevillage。Mynewbornpopularity,therespectwhichCap’nWarrenandCap’nJedandtherestofthetownspeoplehadshowntowardmeoflate,thecordialrecognitionwhichhadbeenmineduringthepastfewweeksandwhich,inspiteofpretendedindifference,Ihadcometoexpectandenjoy,allthesewouldbelostifIpersistedinmypurpose。MyfutureinDenborodependeduponwhetherornotI
  knockedatthatdoor。Anditwasnottoolatetobackout,evenyet。IhadonlytoturnquietlyawayandtellGeorge,whenIsawhiminthemorning,thatIcouldnothelphimasIhadhoped。AndthenIthoughtofhisfaceasIsawitwhenIenteredthebank——andofNellie’slettertome。
  Iseizedtheknockerandrappedsharply。
  Forafewmomentsmyknockwasunanswered。ThenIheardfootstepsandthedoorwasopened。Johnson,thebutler,openedit,andhisclericalcountenanceassumedamostastonishedexpressionwhenhesawmestandingbeforehim。
  "IsMr。Coltonin?"Iasked。
  "What?What——sir?"stammeredJohnson。The"sir"wasaddedunderprotest。Hedidnotwishtoshowmorerespectthanwasabsolutelynecessarytoacountryman,buthescarcelydaredspeakasdisrespectfullyashefelt。Thereforehecompromisedbyvoicingtherespectandlookingtheotherway。
  "IsMr。Coltonin?"Irepeated。
  "Idon’tknow。I——Idon’tthinkso——sir。"
  Thewindowsatmyleftwere,Iknew,thoseofthelibrary,theroomwhere"BigJim"andIhadhadourfirstlivelydiscussionoftheShoreLanematter。Iglancedatthem。
  "Ithinkheis,"Isaid。"InfactIknowit;thereishisshadowonthecurtain。TellhimMr。Painewishestospeakwithhim。"
  Johnsonlookedasinsolentashedared,andstillhesitated。
  "Itisverylate,"hesaid。"Mr。Coltonisnotinthe’abitofreceivingcallersatthistimeofnightand——"
  Hewasinterrupted。Thedoorbehindhim,thedoorleadingfromthelibrarytothehall,openedandColtonhimselfappeared。
  "Whatisit,Johnson?"heasked。"Anythingwrong?"
  Thebutlerhastenedtoexplain。
  "Nosir,"hesaid;"nothingwrongexactly,sir。Thereisaperson’eretoseeyou,sir,and——"
  "Toseeme,eh?Whoisit?Why,hello,Paine!isthatyou?"
  "Mr。Colton,"saidI,"Iamsorrytodisturbyouatsuchalatehour,but——"
  "Comein,comein,"heinterrupted。"Whatareyoustandingouttherefor?Johnson,whydidn’tyouaskMr。Painein?Whatdoyoumeanbykeepinghimoutthere?"
  Mr。Johnsonlookedtroubled。
  "Itwassolate,sir,"hestammered,"Ithought——"
  "Youthought!IfIhadwantedanyonetothinkInevershouldhavehiredyou。Comein,Paine。Comeintothelibrary。"
  HeledthewaytothelibraryandIfollowedhim。Itwasmysecondvisittothebig,handsomelyfurnishedroomandagain,asonthefirstoccasion,thesightofthebooksandalltheotherrefinementsandluxurieswhichmoneybringstoitspossessorgavemeapangofenvyandresentment。Itaddedincreasedbitternesstothehumiliationofmyerrand。Ihadleftthatroomdefiantlyexpressingmyindependence。Ihadcomebacktoit——"
  "Sitdown,"orderedColton,pullingforwardthebig,leather—
  coveredchair。"Haveacigar?"
  "Nothankyou。"
  "Humph!That’swhatyousaidwhenyouwereherebefore。You’reyoung,Paine。WhenyougettobeasoldasIamyou’llneverrefuseagoodcigar,oranythingelsethatisgood,whenitisofferedyou。Well,you’restillstanding。Aren’tgoingtorefusetositdown,areyou?"
  ThatwasexactlywhatIwasgoingtodo。Iwouldnotsitdowninthathouse。Iwouldnotaccepttheslightestcourtesyfromthismanoranyofhispeople。IwouldgetridoftheunpleasanttaskI
  hadcometodoandthengoaway,nevertoreturn。Theymightmakethemostofthetriumphwhichwastobetheirs,butIwouldcompelthemtounderstandthatIwasnotseekingtheirfavor。Iwouldnotaccepttheirpatronageandtheyshouldknowit。This,asIlookbackatitnow,seemssillyandchildishenough,butIwasnotmyselfthatnight。
  "Mr。Colton,"saidI,ignoringtheprofferedchair,"Ihavecometoseeyouonamatterofbusiness。"
  "Business,eh?Umph!Ithoughtprobablyyouweregoingtoaskmetogofishingwithyouagain。I’mallreadyforanothertusslewiththose——whatdoyoucall’em——squid——squit——goodLord!whatanameforadecentfish!ButIdon’tcareacontinentalwhatyoucall’em。I’mreadytogetat’emwhenyousaytheword。"
  "Mybusinesswillnotdetaineitherofuslong。I——"
  "Sitdown,man,sitdown。Youmakemenervousstandingthere。"
  "No。Iwon’tsit。"
  Helookedatme。
  "Whatisthematterwithyou?"heasked。"Youhaven’tgotabalkydigestion,haveyou?I’vebeenfightingoneforthelastweek。
  ThatfoolofacountrydoctortellsmeifI’mnotcarefulwhatI
  eatI’llkeeloverprettysoon。ItoldhimI’deatenwhatIdashedpleaseeversinceI’dhadteethandIwasn’tgoingtoquitnow。
  ButIdofeellikethedevil。Lookit,don’tI?"
  Hedidlookill,thatwasafact,thoughIhadnotnoticeditbeforeandwasfarfromfeelingpityforhimthen。InfactIwasrathergladtoknowthathewasuncomfortable。Iwantedhimtobe。
  "Whatisthematterwithyou?"hedemanded。"Youlookasifyouhadseenyourgrandmother’sghost。"
  Iignoredthequestion。"Mr。Colton,"Ibeganagain。"Youmadeanoffernotlongago。"
  Ihadcaughthisattentionatlast。Heleanedbackinhischair。
  "Idid,"hesaid。"Ye—es,Idid。Doyoumeanyouaregoingtoacceptit?"
  "Inaway——yes。"
  "Inaway?Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Itellyoufrankly,Paine,ifyougotoworkformetheremustbeno’ifs’or’buts’aboutit。
  You’llentermyofficeandyou’lldoasI,orthemenunderme,tellyoutodo。"
  Iwasgladhesaidthat,gladthathemisunderstoodme。Itgavemeanopportunitytoexpressmyfeelingstowardhim——asIwasfeelingthen。
  "Don’tletthattroubleyou,"Isaid,sarcastically。"Therewillbeno’ifs’and’buts’sofarasthatisconcerned。Ihavenodesiretoworkforyou,Mr。Colton,andIdon’tintenddoingso。
  ThatwasnottheofferImeant。"
  Hewassurprised,Iamsure,buthedidnotexpressastonishment。
  Hebentforwardandlookedatmemorekeenlythanever。
  "TherewasonlyoneotherofferthatIremembermakingyou,"hesaid,slowly。"Thatwasforthatlandofyours。Iofferedyoufivethousanddollarsforit。Doyoumeanyouacceptthatoffer?"
  "Notexactly。"
  "Humph!Paine,we’rewastingalotoftimehere,itseemstome。
  Mytimeismoreorlessvaluable,andmydigestionis,asItoldyou,prettybad。Come!getitover。Whatdoyoumean?Areyougoingtosellmethatland?"
  "Yes。"
  Hepuffeddeliberatelyathiscigar。Hisgazedidnotleavemyface。
  "Why?"heasked,afteramoment。
  "Thatismyownaffair。Iwillsellyoutheland,butnotforfivethousanddollars。"