"Hedidnotevencomehomeforsupper,"shesaid。"StayedovertoNellie’sprobably。You’llmostlikelyfindhimthere。"
ButIwasprettycertainhewasnotattheDeans’,forasIpassedtheirhouse,Inoticedthewindowsweredark,indicatingthatthefamily,likemostofrespectableDenboro,hadalreadyretired。I
walkedontotheCorners。Eldredge’sstorewasclosed,butthebilliardroomwasradiantandnoisy。IcouldhearTimHallet’svoiceurgingsomeonetotakeanewcue,"’causethatoneain’tpocketedmanyballsyet。"
Ilookedacrossatthebank。Thefrontportionofitwasblackenough,butthewindowofthedirectors’roomwasalight。Ihadlocatedtheobjectofmysearch;thecashierwasthere,workingovertime,ashedidsooftennowadays。
IhadmykeyinmypocketandIunlockedthebigdoorandenteredquietly。Thedoorofthedirectors’roomwasopenalittlewayandItiptoedoverandpeepedinthroughthecrack。Taylorwasseatedinachairbesidethebigtable,hiselbowsuponthetableandhisheadinhishands。AsIstoodthere,watchinghim,hetookhishandsawayandIsawhisface。Uponitwasanexpressionofabjectmiseryandutterdespair。Iopenedthedoorandentered。
Heheardthesoundoftheopeningdoorandleapedtohisfeet。Hischairfellbackwardonthefloorwithaclatter,buthepaidnoattentiontoit。
"GoodGod!"hecried,wildly。"Who’sthat?"
Hewasdeathlypaleandtremblingviolently。Hisappearancestartledandalarmedme。
"It’sallright,"Isaid,hastily。"ItisI——Paine。Isawthelightandknewyoumustbehere。Whatailsyou?WhatISthematter?"
Foramomenthestoodtherestaring。Thenheturnedandpickedupthefallenchair。
"Oh,it’syou,Ros,isit?"hefaltered。"I——I——Lord,howyouscaredme!I——I——"
"George!whatISthematterwithyou?Forheaven’ssake!standup,man!"HewasswayingandIthoughthewasgoingtofaint。
"George!GeorgeTaylor!Areyouill?Iamgoingforthedoctor。"
"No,no!Staywhereyouare。Iain’tsick。I’llbeallrightinaminute。You——youscaredme,creepinginthatway。Sitdown,sitdown。"
Hesteadiedhimselfwithonehandonthetableandwiththeotherreachedtoshutadrawerwhichhadbeenopenbesidehim。Thedrawerwasalmostfullofpapers,and,lyinguponthosepapers,wasarevolver。
CHAPTERXVI
BeforehecouldclosethedrawercompletelyIcaughthisarmandheldit。
"George,"Icried,"George,whatisthematter?Tellme;youmusttellme。"
Hetriedtopullhisarmfree。FindingthatIwouldnotlethimdothishegaveuptheattemptand,withapoorattemptatalaugh,answered,"Matter?Why,nothingisthematter。Iamtiredandnervous,sameasI’vetoldyouI’vebeenforthelasttwoorthreemonths,andyouscaredme,tiptoeinginlikeasneakthief,thistimeofnight。"
"Timeofnight!Itisbutalittleafternine。Whatisthematterwithyou?"
"Nothingisthematter,Itellyou。Letgoofmyarm,Ros。Whatdoyoumeanbyholdingontomelikethis?"
"WhatdoYOUmean,George?WhatdoesTHATmean?"
Ipointedtothedrawer。Helookedand,withasuddeneffort,jerkedhisarmfreeandclosedthedrawer。
"That?"withaforcedlaugh。"Oh,that’snothing。ItwaslateandIwasalonehere,so——"
"Iknowbetter。George,you’refrighteningusall。Don’tyousupposewecanseethatsomethingiswrongwithyou?IhaveseeniteversinceIcameheretowork。Youareworryingyourfriends。
Youworryme。Giveusachancetohelpyou。GiveMEachance。
Youowemethat。TellmeyourtroubleandI’llpullyououtofit;
seeifIdon’t。"
Myconfidencewas,ofcourse,onlypretence,butmyearnestnesshadsomeeffect。Helookedatmewistfully,andshookhishead。
"Nobodycanpullmeout,"hesaid。"You’reagoodfellowtowanttohelp,butyoucan’t。Thereain’tanytrouble。I’mjustnervous——"
"Iknowbetter。You’relying,George。Yes,youare;you’relying。"
"Humph!You’reprettyplainspoken,RosPaine。Thereain’tmanypeopleI’dtakethatfrom。"
"You’lltakeitfromme,becauseyoucan’thelpitandbecauseyouknowitistrue。Come,George;come。Youhavebeenafriendtome;theonlyrealfriendIhavehadinyears。Ihavebeenlookingforachancetogetevenforwhatyouhavedoneforme。Maybehereisthechance。Letmehelpyou。Iwill。"
Hewaswavering;Icouldseeit。Butagainheshookhishead。
"Nobodycanhelpme,"hesaid。
"George,formysake——well,then,ifnotformysakeoryourown,thenforNellie’s,givemeachance。Youaren’ttreatingherright,George。Youshouldthinkofher。You——"
"Stop!Damnyou,RosPaine!whatrighthaveyouto——"
"Therightofafriend,herfriendandyours。You’refrighteningthepoorgirltodeath。Sheisbeginningtobeafraidyoudon’tcareforher。"
"I?Idon’tcareforHER?Idon’t——Oh,myGod!"
Tomyutteramazementhebegantolaugh。Andthen,allatonce,hislaughterceased,heswayed,choked,and,suddenlycollapsinginthechair,droppedhisheaduponhisarmsonthetableandsobbed,sobsthatshookhimfromheadtoheel。
Foronestrong,healthy,normalmantoseeanothercryisadisconcertinganduncomfortableexperience。MasculinetearsdonotfloweasilyandpoorGeorge,onthevergeofhysterics,wasapitifulanddistressingspectacle。Iwasalmostascompletelydisorganizedashe。Ifeltashamedforhimandashamedofmyselfforhavingseenhiminsuchacondition。IwanteddesperatelytohelphimandIdidnotknowwhattodo,sobeyondpattinghimonthebackandbegginghimrepeatedlytobraceupandnotbehavelikethat,Ididnothing。Atlasthissobsceasedandhewassilent。I
hadrisenfrommychairandnowIstoodtherewithahandonhisshoulder;thetickingoftheancienteight—sidedclockonthewallsoundedloudintheroom。
Suddenlyhesatupandthrewoffmyhand。
"Well,"hesaid,bitterly,"I’mafinespecimenofaman,ain’tI。
Ain’tyouproudofme?"
"Iammightysorryforyou,"Ianswered。"AndImeantohelpyou。"
"Youcan’t。"
"Howdoyouknow?"
"BecauseIdoknow,Ros,"heturnedandlookedmestraightintheeye。"Iamgoingtogiveyousomegoodadvice。Takeit,foryourownsake。Clearoutofhereandleaveme。Don’thaveanythingmoretodowithme。Clearout。"
Ididnotmove。
"AreyougoingtodoasItellyou?"hedemanded。"Mind,I’mtellingyouthisforyourowngood。Willyouclearoutandleaveme?"
Ismiled。"Ofcoursenot,"Ianswered。
"Don’tbeafool。Youcan’taffordtobemyfriend。Clearoutandleaveme,doyouhear?"
"Ihear。Now,George,whatisit?"
Hisfingerstappedthetable。Icouldseehewasmakinguphismind。
"Youwanttoknow?"hesaid。"Youwon’tbesatisfieduntilyoudo?"
"Ihavemadethatfairlyplain,Ihope。AtleastI’vetriedto。"
Hisfistclenchedandhestruckthetable。
"Then,bytheAlmighty,I’lltellyou!"hecried,fiercely。"It’llbealloverthecountyinaweek。Youmightaswellknowitnow。
I’macrook。I’mathief。I’vestolenmoneyfromthisbankandI
can’tpayitbackbecauseIhaven’tgotitandcan’tgetit。I’macrook,Itellyou,andinaweekorsoit’llbethecountyjailformine。Unless——unless,"withasignificantglanceatthedrawer,"somethingelsehappenstomeinthemeantime。There;nowyouknow。Areyousatisfied?Areyouhappybecauseyou’vefoundout?"
Ididnotanswer。TotellthetruthIwasnotentirelyovercomebysurpriseatthedisclosure。Ihadbeguntosuspectsomethingofthesort。Yet,nowthatmysuspicionswereconfirmed,Iwastoogreatlyshockedandhorrifiedtospeakatonce。
"Well?"hesneered。"Nowwillyouclearoutandletmesettlethismyownway?"
Ipulledmychairforwardandsatdown。
"Tellmeallaboutit,George,"Isaid,ascalmlyasIcould。"Howmuchisit?"
Hestaredatmeaghast。"Youwon’tgo?"hecried。"You——youaregoingtostickbymeeven——even——"
"There!there!pullyourselftogether,oldfellow。Wewon’tgiveuptheshipyet。Howmuchisit?Itcan’tbeagreatsum。"
"Itain’t。But,Ros——you——youcan’t——youmustn’tbemixedupinthis。Ishan’tletyou。Don’tyousee?"
Iarguedandpleadedandreasonedwithhimforwhatseemedalongtimebeforehewouldconsenttotellmethewholestory。Andwhenitwastoldtherewasnothingnewornovelinit。Theoldtaleofanhonestmanwhohadnotmeanttogowrong,but,temptedbyoneofthosewilesofthedevil,an"insidetip"onthestockmarket,hadboughtheavilyonmargins,expectingtoclearahandsomeprofitinashorttime。ThestockwasLouisvilleandTranscontinentalandthestruggleforitscontrolbycertainbiginterestshadmadecopyforfinancialwritersfornearlyayear。Georgehadboughtatatimewhenonesyndicatehad,soitbelieved,securedthecontrol。
Thensomethingwentwronginthedealandthesharesbegantodeclineinvalue。Heputupmoremarginsandstillmore,butitcontinuedtodecline。Finallyunderthespurofanother"tip,"thelastofhisownsavingshavinggonetotheinsatiatebrokers,hesent,tobolsterhisaccountandtosavehimfromutterruin,somebondsbelongingtothebank。
"Notmuch,"hedeclared,"onlyaboutthirty—fivehundreddollars’
worth,that’sall。Ineverwouldhavedoneit,Ros,butIwaswild,desperate,yousee。HereIwas,gettingreadytobemarried;
NellieandCap’nJedandtherestbelievingmetobecomfortablyfixed。It’seasyenoughnowtosaythatIoughttohavegonetoherandtoldher。IfIhadn’tbeencertainthatthemarketwouldturnandI’dbeallrightinaweek,I’dhavedoneit。ButIwassureI’dbeallrightandIcouldn’ttakethechance。Iknewwhatherfatherwouldsayabouthermarryingapauper,andIjustcouldn’ttaketheriskoflosingher;Icouldn’t。Shemeansmoretomethan——than——oh,waituntilyourtimecomes!Waituntilthegirlcomesalongthatyoucareformorethanthewholeworld。Andthenseewhatyou’ddo。Seewhatitwouldmeantogiveherup!
Justwait——waitandsee!"
"Yes,yes,"Iputin,hastily。"Iunderstand,George。Butthestock,LouisvilleandTranscontinental,howisitnow?"
"Justthesame。Itisdead,practicallyspeaking。Ithasn’tmovedhalfapointforsixweeks。I’vebeenexpectingitwould,butithasn’t。It’sallright;thevalueisthere;Iknowit。IfIcouldonlyhangonandwaitIcouldgetmymoneyback,partofit,anyhow。ButIcan’t。Ican’twait。Andthebrokerpeoplehavegotthosebonds。Ros,I’vebeenfightingthisthingforweeksandweeks。Iain’tsleptanightforyears,orsoitseems。Andnextweek——nextWEEKIwastobemarried。MyGod!thinkofit!"
"Here,here!Don’tdothat,"Iurged。"Braceup。YouandImustworkthisout。Wasn’tthereanyoneyoucouldgoto?Anyoneyoucouldborrowthemoneyof?Thirty—fivehundredisn’tsuchalot。"
"WhomcouldIgoto?Itried。LordknowsItried!IdidborrowathousandofCap’nElishaWarren;trumpedupsomeexcuseorotherandgotthat。Butthatwasallhecouldletmehave。AndIknowhethoughtmyaskingforthatwasqueer。"
"DidyouconsidergoingstraighttoCap’nDeanand——"
"Dean?Cap’nJed?Herfather?Oh,Ros,don’tbeafoolaltogether!
Ibegyourpardon,oldman!Idon’tmeanit。Youmustn’tmind。I
ain’tresponsibleforwhatIsayjustnow。ButIcouldn’tgotoCap’nJed。Youknowhim。He’sasstraightandsquareandhonestasheisobstinateandcranky。IfIwenttohimIcouldn’ttellhimthetruth。AndifIliedhe’dsuspectandwanttoknowwhyIneededtoborrowmoney。AndNellie——don’tyousee?There’stherealawfulnessofthewholething。Icouldn’tgotoherandtellherI
wasathief。Icouldn’tseeherfacewhenItoldher。Andyetshe’sgottoknowit。She’sgottoknowit!"
"Butwhy?Thestockmaygoupanydayandthenyoucouldwithdrawpartofyourmargin。"
Hestruckthetablewithanotherblow。"Thestockain’tmovedforsixweeks,Itellyou,"hedeclared。"And,Ros,"heleanedforward,hishaggardfaceworkingwithemotion,"thosebondsain’tinoursafehere,wheretheyshouldbe,andthebankexaminerisdueherewithinthenextfourdays。He’satMiddleboronow。I
’phonedBearse,thecashierthere,thisveryforenoononamatterofbusiness,andhehappenedtomentionthattheexaminerwasinhisbankandworkinghiswaydowntheCape。It’sallupwithme!
Allup!AndNellie!poorgirl;Ican’tbeherewhenshefindsitout。IknowyouthinkI’mapoorspecimenofaman,Ros,butI
can’tfacethemusic。No,"desperately,"andIwon’t。"
Hewasgivingwayagain,butIseizedhisshoulderandshookhim。
"Stopit!"Icommanded。"Stopit,George!Letmethink。Bequietnowandletmethink。Theremustbeawayoutsomewhere。Letmethink。"
Heleanedbackinhischair。"Allright,"hesaid,hopelessly;
"think,ifyouwantto。ThoughwhyyoushouldwanttothinkaboutathinglikemeIdon’tsee。AndIusedtodespiseacrookasmuchasanyone!andacowardstillmore!AndnowI’mbothacrookandacoward。"
IknewhiscowardicewasmerelyonNellie’saccount。GeorgeTaylorwasnocowardintheordinarysenseoftheword,norwasheacrook。Iroseandpacedupanddowntheroom。Hewatchedmelistlessly;itwasplainthathefeltnoconfidencewhateverinmybeingabletohelphim。Afteratimehespoke。
"It’snouse,Ros,"hesaid。"Don’tworryyourheadaboutme;I
ain’tworthit。Iftherewasanywayout,anywayatall,I’dhavesighteditlongago。Thereain’t。Takemyadviceandleaveme。
Youdon’twanttobemixedupwithanembezzler。"
Iturnedonhim,impatiently。"Ihavebeenmixedup,asyoucallit,withonebefore,"Isaid,sharply。"IsmyownfamilyrecordsocleanthatIneedtopretend——there,George!don’tbeanidiot。
Letmethink。"
Theclockchimedten。Istoppedinmywalkandturnedtohim。
"George,"Isaid,"tellmethis:Ifyouhadthemoneytobuybackthesebondsbelongingtothebankyouwouldbeallright,wouldn’tyou?Ifyouhaditinyourhandsbyto—morrowmorning,Imean。"
"Yes;IFIhadit——butIhaven’t。"
"Youcouldsendthemoneytothebrokersand——"
"Send!Iwouldn’tsend;I’dgomyselfandfetchthebondsbackwithme。OnceIhadtheminthatsafeagainI——"
"Andyouwouldnottakeanymorerisks,evenifthemarketdroppedandtheyhadtoselloutyouraccount?Evenifyoulosteverycentofyourinvestment?"
Thefierceearnestnessofhisanswersatisfiedevenme。"WhatdoyouthinkIam?"hedemanded。"Investmentbehanged!It’smynameasanhonestmanthatIcareabout。OnceletmegetthatbackagainandI’llfacethepoorhouse。Yes,andI’lltellNelliethetruth,allexceptthatIwasathief;Ican’ttellherthat。ButI
willtellherthatIhaven’tgotacentexceptmysalary。Thenifshewantstogivemeup,allright。I’llbearitasbestIcan。
Or,ifshedoesn’t,andIlosemyjobhere,I’llgetanotheronesomewhereelse;I’llworkatanything。SheandIcanwaitand……
Butwhatistheuseoftalkinglikethis?I’vebeenovereveryinchofthegroundathousandtimes。Thereain’tarayoflightanywhere。Theexaminerwillbehere,thebondswillbemissing,andI——I’llbeinjail,orinhell,oneortheother。"
"No,youwon’t,"Isaid,firmly。
"Iwon’t!Whynot?"
"BecausethereISarayoflight。Morethanaray。George,yougohomeandgotobed。To—morrowmorningImayhavenewsforyou,goodnews。"
Thebloodrushedtohisface。Heseizedthearmofhischair。
"Goodnews!"hegasped。"GoodnewsforME!Ros——Ros,fortheLord’ssake,whatdoyoumean?Youdon’tmeanyouseeawayto——"
"NevermindwhatImean。ButIshouldliketoknowwhatyoumeanbynotcomingtomebefore?Whatarefriendsfor,ifnottohelpeachother?WhotoldyouthatIwasdeadbroke?"
"You?Why,youain’tgot……Haveyou?RosPaine,youain’tgotthirty—fivehundredtospare。Why,youtoldmeyourself——"
"Shutup!Getupfromthatchairandcomewithme。Yes,you;andnow,thisminute。Givemethatthingyou’vegotinthedrawerthere。No,I’lltakeitmyself。Yououghttobeashamedofitsbeingthere,George。Iamashamedofyou,and,ifIthoughtyoureallymeanttouseit,Ishouldbestillmoreashamed。Come!
don’tkeepmewaiting。"
"But——butRos——"
"WillyoudoasItellyou?"
Idraggedhim,almostliterallydraggedhim,fromthechair。Then,afterextinguishingthelamp,Iledhimtothedoorofthebankandlockedit,puttingthekeyinmypocket。
"Now,"saidI,"Iwantyoutomakemeapromise。Iwantyoutoquitbehavinglikeacoward,becauseyouarenotone,andpromisemethatyouwillgostraighthomeandtobed。I’llseeyouagainthefirstthinginthemorning。Then,Ithink——yes,Ithinkyourtroubles,theworstpartofthem,willbeover。"
"But,Ros,PLEASE——Ican’tbelieveit!Won’tyoutellme——"
"Notaword。Willyoupromisemetobehavelikeamanandgohome?
OrmustIgowithyou?"
"No。I’ll——I’llpromise。I’llgostraighthome。But,ohRos,I
can’tunderstand——"
"Goodnight。"
Ilefthimstandingthere,stammeringincoherentlylikeamanawakeningfromanightmare,andhurriedaway。
IcouldnotdescribemyprogressdownthedarkLowerRoadandalongtheShoreLane。Idonotrememberanyportionofit。IthinkI
ranmostofthewayandifImetanyone——whichisnotlikely,consideringthetime——heorshemusthavethoughtmecrazy。Mythoughtswerecenteredupononefixedpurpose。Ihadmadeupmymindtodoacertainthingand,ifpossible,todoitthatverynight。IfIdidnot,ifIhadtimeinwhichtoreflect,toconsiderconsequences,Imightlosemynerveanditwouldnotbedoneatall。
Itwaswithafeelingofgreatreliefthat,asIcameinsightoftheColtonhouse,Isawlightsintheroomsonthelowerfloor。
Thefamily,notbeingnativebornDenboroites,hadnotretiredeventhoughitwaswellafterten。Ihastenedupthelongdrive,andstoodbeforethebigdoor,myhandupraisedtotheknocker。Andthen,justforamoment,Ihesitated。
IfIliftedthatknockerandletitfall;ifIsummonedtheservantandannouncedthatIwishedtospeakwithMr。Colton;ifIdidwhatIhadcometheretodo,itwouldbealloverwithmeinthevillage。Mynewbornpopularity,therespectwhichCap’nWarrenandCap’nJedandtherestofthetownspeoplehadshowntowardmeoflate,thecordialrecognitionwhichhadbeenmineduringthepastfewweeksandwhich,inspiteofpretendedindifference,Ihadcometoexpectandenjoy,allthesewouldbelostifIpersistedinmypurpose。MyfutureinDenborodependeduponwhetherornotI
knockedatthatdoor。Anditwasnottoolatetobackout,evenyet。IhadonlytoturnquietlyawayandtellGeorge,whenIsawhiminthemorning,thatIcouldnothelphimasIhadhoped。AndthenIthoughtofhisfaceasIsawitwhenIenteredthebank——andofNellie’slettertome。
Iseizedtheknockerandrappedsharply。
Forafewmomentsmyknockwasunanswered。ThenIheardfootstepsandthedoorwasopened。Johnson,thebutler,openedit,andhisclericalcountenanceassumedamostastonishedexpressionwhenhesawmestandingbeforehim。
"IsMr。Coltonin?"Iasked。
"What?What——sir?"stammeredJohnson。The"sir"wasaddedunderprotest。Hedidnotwishtoshowmorerespectthanwasabsolutelynecessarytoacountryman,buthescarcelydaredspeakasdisrespectfullyashefelt。Thereforehecompromisedbyvoicingtherespectandlookingtheotherway。
"IsMr。Coltonin?"Irepeated。
"Idon’tknow。I——Idon’tthinkso——sir。"
Thewindowsatmyleftwere,Iknew,thoseofthelibrary,theroomwhere"BigJim"andIhadhadourfirstlivelydiscussionoftheShoreLanematter。Iglancedatthem。
"Ithinkheis,"Isaid。"InfactIknowit;thereishisshadowonthecurtain。TellhimMr。Painewishestospeakwithhim。"
Johnsonlookedasinsolentashedared,andstillhesitated。
"Itisverylate,"hesaid。"Mr。Coltonisnotinthe’abitofreceivingcallersatthistimeofnightand——"
Hewasinterrupted。Thedoorbehindhim,thedoorleadingfromthelibrarytothehall,openedandColtonhimselfappeared。
"Whatisit,Johnson?"heasked。"Anythingwrong?"
Thebutlerhastenedtoexplain。
"Nosir,"hesaid;"nothingwrongexactly,sir。Thereisaperson’eretoseeyou,sir,and——"
"Toseeme,eh?Whoisit?Why,hello,Paine!isthatyou?"
"Mr。Colton,"saidI,"Iamsorrytodisturbyouatsuchalatehour,but——"
"Comein,comein,"heinterrupted。"Whatareyoustandingouttherefor?Johnson,whydidn’tyouaskMr。Painein?Whatdoyoumeanbykeepinghimoutthere?"
Mr。Johnsonlookedtroubled。
"Itwassolate,sir,"hestammered,"Ithought——"
"Youthought!IfIhadwantedanyonetothinkInevershouldhavehiredyou。Comein,Paine。Comeintothelibrary。"
HeledthewaytothelibraryandIfollowedhim。Itwasmysecondvisittothebig,handsomelyfurnishedroomandagain,asonthefirstoccasion,thesightofthebooksandalltheotherrefinementsandluxurieswhichmoneybringstoitspossessorgavemeapangofenvyandresentment。Itaddedincreasedbitternesstothehumiliationofmyerrand。Ihadleftthatroomdefiantlyexpressingmyindependence。Ihadcomebacktoit——"
"Sitdown,"orderedColton,pullingforwardthebig,leather—
coveredchair。"Haveacigar?"
"Nothankyou。"
"Humph!That’swhatyousaidwhenyouwereherebefore。You’reyoung,Paine。WhenyougettobeasoldasIamyou’llneverrefuseagoodcigar,oranythingelsethatisgood,whenitisofferedyou。Well,you’restillstanding。Aren’tgoingtorefusetositdown,areyou?"
ThatwasexactlywhatIwasgoingtodo。Iwouldnotsitdowninthathouse。Iwouldnotaccepttheslightestcourtesyfromthismanoranyofhispeople。IwouldgetridoftheunpleasanttaskI
hadcometodoandthengoaway,nevertoreturn。Theymightmakethemostofthetriumphwhichwastobetheirs,butIwouldcompelthemtounderstandthatIwasnotseekingtheirfavor。Iwouldnotaccepttheirpatronageandtheyshouldknowit。This,asIlookbackatitnow,seemssillyandchildishenough,butIwasnotmyselfthatnight。
"Mr。Colton,"saidI,ignoringtheprofferedchair,"Ihavecometoseeyouonamatterofbusiness。"
"Business,eh?Umph!Ithoughtprobablyyouweregoingtoaskmetogofishingwithyouagain。I’mallreadyforanothertusslewiththose——whatdoyoucall’em——squid——squit——goodLord!whatanameforadecentfish!ButIdon’tcareacontinentalwhatyoucall’em。I’mreadytogetat’emwhenyousaytheword。"
"Mybusinesswillnotdetaineitherofuslong。I——"
"Sitdown,man,sitdown。Youmakemenervousstandingthere。"
"No。Iwon’tsit。"
Helookedatme。
"Whatisthematterwithyou?"heasked。"Youhaven’tgotabalkydigestion,haveyou?I’vebeenfightingoneforthelastweek。
ThatfoolofacountrydoctortellsmeifI’mnotcarefulwhatI
eatI’llkeeloverprettysoon。ItoldhimI’deatenwhatIdashedpleaseeversinceI’dhadteethandIwasn’tgoingtoquitnow。
ButIdofeellikethedevil。Lookit,don’tI?"
Hedidlookill,thatwasafact,thoughIhadnotnoticeditbeforeandwasfarfromfeelingpityforhimthen。InfactIwasrathergladtoknowthathewasuncomfortable。Iwantedhimtobe。
"Whatisthematterwithyou?"hedemanded。"Youlookasifyouhadseenyourgrandmother’sghost。"
Iignoredthequestion。"Mr。Colton,"Ibeganagain。"Youmadeanoffernotlongago。"
Ihadcaughthisattentionatlast。Heleanedbackinhischair。
"Idid,"hesaid。"Ye—es,Idid。Doyoumeanyouaregoingtoacceptit?"
"Inaway——yes。"
"Inaway?Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Itellyoufrankly,Paine,ifyougotoworkformetheremustbeno’ifs’or’buts’aboutit。
You’llentermyofficeandyou’lldoasI,orthemenunderme,tellyoutodo。"
Iwasgladhesaidthat,gladthathemisunderstoodme。Itgavemeanopportunitytoexpressmyfeelingstowardhim——asIwasfeelingthen。
"Don’tletthattroubleyou,"Isaid,sarcastically。"Therewillbeno’ifs’and’buts’sofarasthatisconcerned。Ihavenodesiretoworkforyou,Mr。Colton,andIdon’tintenddoingso。
ThatwasnottheofferImeant。"
Hewassurprised,Iamsure,buthedidnotexpressastonishment。
Hebentforwardandlookedatmemorekeenlythanever。
"TherewasonlyoneotherofferthatIremembermakingyou,"hesaid,slowly。"Thatwasforthatlandofyours。Iofferedyoufivethousanddollarsforit。Doyoumeanyouacceptthatoffer?"
"Notexactly。"
"Humph!Paine,we’rewastingalotoftimehere,itseemstome。
Mytimeismoreorlessvaluable,andmydigestionis,asItoldyou,prettybad。Come!getitover。Whatdoyoumean?Areyougoingtosellmethatland?"
"Yes。"
Hepuffeddeliberatelyathiscigar。Hisgazedidnotleavemyface。
"Why?"heasked,afteramoment。
"Thatismyownaffair。Iwillsellyoutheland,butnotforfivethousanddollars。"