"Yes,shedoneright,"saidLapham。"Itwastimeforhertocome,"headdedgently。
Thenhewassilentagain,andhiswifetoldhimofCorey’shavingbeenthere,andofhisfather’sandmother’scalling。
"IguessPen’sconcludedtomakeitup,"shesaid。
"Well,we’llseeaboutthat,"saidLapham;andnowshecouldnolongerforbeartoaskhimabouthisaffairs。
"Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttoknowanythingaboutit,"shesaidhumbly,withremoteallusiontohertreatmentofhim。"ButIcan’thelpwantingtoknow。
HowAREthingsgoing,Si?"
"Bad,"hesaid,pushinghisplatefromhim,andtiltinghimselfbackinhischair。"Ortheyain’tgoingatall。
They’vestopped。"
"Whatdoyoumean,Si?"shepersisted,tenderly。
"I’vegottotheendofmystring。To—morrowIshallcallameetingofmycreditors,andputmyselfintheirhands。
Ifthere’senoughlefttosatisfythem,I’msatisfied。"
Hisvoicedroppedinhisthroat;heswallowedonceortwice,andthendidnotspeak。
"Doyoumeanthatit’salloverwithyou?"sheaskedfearfully。
Hebowedhisbighead,wrinkledandgrizzled;andafterawhilehesaid,"It’shardtorealiseit;butIguessthereain’tanydoubtaboutit。"Hedrewalongbreath,andthenheexplainedtoherabouttheWestVirginiapeople,andhowhehadgotanextensionofthefirsttimetheyhadgivenhim,andhadgotamantogouptoLaphamwithhimandlookattheworks,——amanthathadturnedupinNewYork,andwantedtoputmoneyinthebusiness。HismoneywouldhaveenabledLaphamtoclosewiththeWestVirginians。
"Thedevilwasinit,rightstraightalong,"saidLapham。
"AllIhadtodowastokeepquietaboutthatothercompany。
ItwasRogersandhispropertyrightoveragain。Helikedthelookofthings,andhewantedtogointothebusiness,andhehadthemoney——plenty;itwouldhavesavedmewiththoseWestVirginiafolks。ButIhadtotellhimhowIstood。
Ihadtotellhimallaboutit,andwhatIwantedtodo。
Hebegantobackwaterinaminute,andthenextmorningI
sawthatitwasupwithhim。He’sgonebacktoNewYork。
I’velostmylastchance。NowallI’vegottodoistosavethepieces。"
"Will——will——everythinggo?"sheasked。
"Ican’ttell,yet。Buttheyshallhaveachanceateverything——everydollar,everycent。I’msorryforyou,Persis——andthegirls。"
"Oh,don’ttalkofUS!"Shewastryingtorealisethatthesimple,rudesoultowhichherheartcloveinheryouth,butwhichshehadputtosuchcruelproof,withherunsparingconscienceandherunsparingtongue,hadbeenequaltoitsordeals,andhadcomeoutunscathedandunstained。
Hewasableinhistalktomakesolittleofthem;hehardlyseemedtoseewhattheywere;hewasapparentlynotproudofthem,andcertainlynotglad;iftheywerevictoriesofanysort,heborethemwiththepatienceofdefeat。
Hiswifewishedtopraisehim,butshedidnotknowhow;
sosheofferedhimalittlereproach,inwhichaloneshetouchedthecauseofherbehaviouratparting。
"Silas,"sheasked,afteralonggazeathim,"whydidn’tyoutellmeyouhadJimMillon’sgirlthere?"
"Ididn’tsupposeyou’dlikeit,Persis,"heanswered。
"Ididintendtotellyouatfirst,butthenIput——Iputitoff。Ithoughtyou’dcomeroundsomeday,andfinditoutforyourself。"
"I’mpunished,"saidhiswife,"fornottakingenoughinterestinyourbusinesstoevencomenearit。
Ifwe’rebroughtbacktothedayofsmallthings,Iguessit’salessonforme,Silas。"
"Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthelesson,"hesaidwearily。
Thatnightsheshowedhimtheanonymousscrawlwhichhadkindledherfuryagainsthim。Heturneditlistlesslyoverinhishand。"IguessIknowwhoit’sfrom,"hesaid,givingitbacktoher,"andIguessyoudotoo,Persis。"
"Buthow——howcouldhe————"
"Mebbehebelievedit,"saidLapham,withpatiencethatcuthermorekeenlythananyreproach。"YOUdid。"
Perhapsbecausetheprocessofhisruinhadbeensogradual,perhapsbecausetheexcitementofprecedingeventshadexhaustedtheircapacityforemotion,theactualconsummationofhisbankruptcybroughtarelief,areposetoLaphamandhisfamily,ratherthanafreshsensationofcalamity。
Intheshadowofhisdisastertheyreturnedtosomethingliketheirold,unitedlife;theywereatleastalltogetheragain;anditwillbeintelligibletothosewhomlifehasblessedwithvicissitude,thatLaphamshouldcomehometheeveningafterhehadgivenupeverything,tohiscreditors,andshouldsitdowntohissuppersocheerfulthatPenelopecouldjokehimintheoldway,andtellhimthatshethoughtfromhislookstheyhadconcludedtopayhimahundredcentsoneverydollarheowedthem。
AsJamesBellinghamhadtakensomuchinterestinhistroublesfromthefirst,Laphamthoughtheoughttotellhim,beforetakingthefinalstep,justhowthingsstoodwithhim,andwhathomeanttodo。BellinghammadesomefutileinquiriesabouthisnegotiationswiththeWestVirginians,andLaphamtoldhimtheyhadcometonothing。HespokeoftheNewYorkman,andthechancethathemighthavesoldouthalfhisbusinesstohim。"But,ofcourse,Ihadtolethimknowhowitwasaboutthosefellows。"
"Ofcourse,"saidBellingham,notseeingtillafterwardsthefullsignificanceofLapham’saction。
LaphamsaidnothingaboutRogersandtheEnglishmen。
Hebelievedthathehadactedrightinthatmatter,andhewassatisfied;buthedidnotcaretohaveBellingham,oranybody,perhaps,thinkhehadbeenafool。
Allthosewhowereconcernedinhisaffairssaidhebehavedwell,andevenmorethanwell,whenitcametotheworst。
Theprudence,thegoodsense,whichhehadshowninthefirstyearsofhissuccess,andofwhichhisgreatprosperityseemedtohaveberefthim,cameback,andthesequalities,usedinhisownbehalf,commendedhimasmuchtohiscreditorsastheanxietyheshowedthatnooneshouldsufferbyhim;
thisevenmadesomeofthemdoubtfulofhissincerity。
Theygavehimtime,andtherewouldhavebeennotroubleinhisresumingontheoldbasis,ifthegroundhadnotbeencutfromunderhimbythecompetitionoftheWestVirginiacompany。Hesawhimselfthatitwasuselesstotrytogoonintheoldway,andhepreferredtogobackandbegintheworldanewwherehehadfirstbegunit,inthehillsatLapham。HeputthehouseatNankeenSquare,witheverythingelsehehad,intothepaymentofhisdebts,andMrs。LaphamfounditeasiertoleaveitfortheoldfarmsteadinVermontthanitwouldhavebeentogofromthathomeofmanyyearstothenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon。Thisthingandthatisembitteredtous,sothatwemaybewillingtorelinquishit;theworld,lifeitself,isembitteredtomostofus,sothatwearegladtohavedonewiththematlast;andthishomewashauntedwithsuchmemoriestoeachofthosewhoabandoneditthattogowaslessexilethanescape。
Mrs。LaphamcouldnotlookintoIrene’sroomwithoutseeingthegirltherebeforeherglass,tearingthepoorlittlekeep—sakesofherhaplessfancyfromtheirhiding—placestotakethemandflingtheminpassionaterenunciationuponhersister;shecouldnotcomeintothesitting—room,whereherlittleoneshadgrownup,withoutstartingatthethoughtofherhusbandsittingsomanywearynightsathisdeskthere,tryingtofighthiswaybacktohopeoutoftheruinintowhichbewasslipping。WhensherememberedthatnightwhenRogerscame,shehatedtheplace。
Ireneacceptedherreleasefromthehouseeagerly,andwasgladtogobeforeandprepareforthefamilyatLapham。
Penelopewasalwaysashamedofherengagementthere;itmustseembettersomewhereelseandshewasgladtogotoo。
NoonebutLaphaminfact,feltthepangofpartinginallitskeenness。WhateverregrettheothershadwassoftenedtothembythelikenessoftheirflittingtomanyofthoseremovalsforthesummerwhichtheymadeinthelatespringwhentheyleftNankeenSquare;
theyweregoingdirectlyintothecountryinsteadoftotheseasidefirst;butLapham,whousuallyremainedintownlongaftertheyhadgone,knewallthedifference。
Forhisnervestherewasnomechanicalsenseofcomingback;
thiswasasmuchtheendofhisproud,prosperouslifeasdeathitselfcouldhavebeen。Hewasreturningtobeginlifeanew,butheknewaswellasheknewthatheshouldnotfindhisvanishedyouthinhisnativehills,thatitcouldneveragainbethetriumphthatithadbeen。
Thatwasimpossible,notonlyinhisstiffenedandweakenedforces,butintheverynatureofthings。
Hewasgoingback,bygraceofthemanwhomheowedmoney,tomakewhathecouldoutoftheonechancewhichhissuccessfulrivalshadlefthim。
Inonephasehispainthadhelditsownagainstbadtimesandruinouscompetition,anditwaswiththehopeofdoingstillmorewiththePersisBrandthathenowsethimselftowork。TheWestVirginiapeopleconfessedthattheycouldnotproducethosefinegrades,andtheywillinglyleftthefieldtohim。Astrange,notignoblefriendlinessexistedbetweenLaphamandthethreebrothers;
theyhadusedhimfairly;itwastheirfacilitiesthathadconqueredhim,nottheirill—will;andherecognisedinthemwithoutenmitythenecessitytowhichhehadyielded。
Ifhesucceededinhiseffortstodevelophispaintinthisdirection,itmustbeforalongtimeonasmallscalecomparedwithhisformerbusiness,whichitcouldneverequal,andhebroughttothemtheflaggingenergiesofanelderlyman。Hewasmorebrokenthanheknewbyhisfailure;itdidnotkill,asitoftendoes,butitweakenedthespringoncesostrongandelastic。Helapsedmoreandmoreintoacquiescencewithhischangedcondition,andthatbraggingnoteofhiswasrarelysounded。
Heworkedfaithfullyenoughinhisenterprise,butsometimeshefailedtoseizeoccasionsthatinhisyoungerdayshewouldhaveturnedtogoldenaccount。Hiswifesawinhimadauntedlookthatmadeherheartacheforhim。
OneresultofhisfriendlyrelationswiththeWestVirginiapeoplewasthatCoreywentinwiththem,andthefactthathedidsosolelyuponLapham’sadvice,andbymeansofhisrecommendation,wasperhapstheColonel’sproudestconsolation。Coreyknewthebusinessthoroughly,andafterhalfayearatKanawhaFallsandintheofficeatNewYork,hewentouttoMexicoandCentralAmerica,toseewhatcouldbedoneforthemuponthegroundwhichhehadtheoreticallystudiedwithLapham。
BeforehewenthecameuptoVermont,andurgedPenelopetogowithhim。HewastobefirstinthecityofMexico,andifhismissionwassuccessfulhewastobekeptthereandinSouthAmericaseveralyears,watchingthenewrailroadenterprisesandthedevelopmentofmechanicalagricultureandwhateverotherundertakingsofferedanopeningfortheintroductionofthepaint。
Theywereallyoungmentogether,andCorey,whohadputhismoneyintothecompany,hadaproprietaryinterestinthesuccesswhichtheywereeagertoachieve。
"There’snomorereasonnowandnolessthanevertherewas,"
musedPenelope,incounselwithhermother,"whyIshouldsayYes,orwhyIshouldsayNo。Everythingelsechanges,butthisisjustwhereitwasayearago。Itdon’tgobackward,anditdon’tgoforward。Mother,IbelieveIshalltakethebitinmyteeth——ifanybodywillputitthere!"
"Itisn’tthesameasitwas,"suggestedhermother。
"YoucanseethatIrene’salloverit。"
"That’snocredittome,"saidPenelope。"Ioughttobejustasmuchashamedasever。"
"Younoneedevertobeashamed。"
"That’strue,too,"saidthegirl。"AndIcansneakofftoMexicowithagoodconscienceifIcouldmakeupmymindtoit。"Shelaughed。"Well,ifIcouldbeSENTENCEDtobemarried,orsomebodywouldupandforbidthebanns!Idon’tknowwhattodoaboutit。"
HermotherlefthertocarryherhesitationbacktoCorey,andshesaidnow,theyhadbettergoalloveritandtrytoreasonitout。"AndIhopethatwhateverIdo,itwon’tbeformyownsake,butfor——others!"
Coreysaidhewassureofthat,andlookedatherwitheyesofpatienttenderness。
"Idon’tsayitiswrong,"sheproceeded,ratheraimlessly,"butIcan’tmakeitseemright。Idon’tknowwhetherIcanmakeyouunderstand,buttheideaofbeinghappy,wheneverybodyelseissomiserable,ismorethanI
canendure。Itmakesmewretched。"
"Thenperhapsthat’syourshareofthecommonsuffering,"
suggestedCorey,smiling。
"Oh,youknowitisn’t!Youknowit’snothing。
Oh!OneofthereasonsiswhatItoldyouoncebefore,thataslongasfatherisintroubleIcan’tletyouthinkofme。Nowthathe’slosteverything——?"Shebenthereyesinquiringlyuponhim,asiffortheeffectofthisargument。
"Idon’tthinkthat’saverygoodreason,"heansweredseriously,butsmilingstill。"DoyoubelievemewhenItellyouthatIloveyou?"
"Why,IsupposeImust,"shesaid,droppinghereyes。
"Thenwhyshouldn’tIthinkallthemoreofyouonaccountofyourfather’sloss?Youdidn’tsupposeIcaredforyoubecausehewasprosperous?"
Therewasashadeofreproach,eversodelicateandgentle,inhissmilingquestion,whichshefelt。
"No,Icouldn’tthinksuchathingofyou。I——Idon’tknowwhatImeant。Imeantthat————"Shecouldnotgoonandsaythatshehadfeltherselfmoreworthyofhimbecauseofherfather’smoney;itwouldnothavebeentrue;
yettherewasnootherexplanation。Shestopped,andcastahelplessglanceathim。
Hecametoheraid。"Iunderstandwhyyoushouldn’twishmetosufferbyyourfather’smisfortunes。"
"Yes,thatwasit;andthereistoogreatadifferenceeveryway。Weoughttolookatthatagain。Youmustn’tpretendthatyoudon’tknowit,forthatwouldn’tbetrue。
Yourmotherwillneverlikeme,andperhaps——perhapsI
shallnotlikeher。"
"Well,"saidCorey,alittledaunted,"youwon’thavetomarrymyfamily。"
"Ah,thatisn’tthepoint!"
"Iknowit,"headmitted。"Iwon’tpretendthatIdon’tseewhatyoumean;butI’msurethatallthedifferenceswoulddisappearwhenyoucametoknowmyfamilybetter。
I’mnotafraidbutyouandmymotherwilllikeeachother——shecan’thelpit!"heexclaimed,lessjudiciallythanhehadhithertospoken,andhewentontourgesomepointsofdoubtfultenability。"Wehaveourways,andyouhaveyours;andwhileIdon’tsaybutwhatyouandmymotherandsisterswouldbealittlestrangetogetheratfirst,itwouldsoonwearoff,onbothsides。
Therecan’tbeanythinghopelesslydifferentinyouall,andiftherewereitwouldn’tbeanydifferencetome。"
"Doyouthinkitwouldbepleasanttohaveyouonmysideagainstyourmother?"
"Therewon’tbeanysides。Tellmejustwhatitisyou’reafraidof。"
"Afraid?"
"Thinkingof,then。"
"Idon’tknow。Itisn’tanythingtheysayordo,"
sheexplained,withhereyesintentonhis。"It’swhattheyare。Icouldn’tbenaturalwiththem,andifI
can’tbenaturalwithpeople,I’mdisagreeable。"
"Canyoubenaturalwithme?"
"Oh,I’mnotafraidofyou。Ineverwas。Thatwasthetrouble,fromthebeginning。"
"Well,then,that’sallthat’snecessary。Anditneverwastheleasttroubletome!"
"ItmademeuntruetoIrene。"
"Youmustn’tsaythat!Youwerealwaystruetoher。"
"Shecaredforyoufirst。"
"Well,butInevercaredforheratall!"hebesoughther。
"Shethoughtyoudid。"
"Thatwasnobody’sfault,andIcan’tletyoumakeityours。
Mydear————"
"Wait。Wemustunderstandeachother,"saidPenelope,risingfromherseattopreventanadvancehewasmakingfromhis;"Iwantyoutorealisethewholeaffair。
Shouldyouwantagirlwhohadn’tacentintheworld,andfeltdifferentinyourmother’scompany,andhadcheatedandbetrayedherownsister?"
"Iwantyou!"
"Verywell,then,youcan’thaveme。Ishouldalwaysdespisemyself。Ioughttogiveyouupforallthesereasons。Yes,Imust。"Shelookedathimintently,andtherewasatentativequalityinheraffirmations。
"Isthisyouranswer?"hesaid。"Imustsubmit。
IfIaskedtoomuchofyou,Iwaswrong。And——good—bye。"
Heheldouthishand,andsheputhersinit。
"YouthinkI’mcapriciousandfickle!"shesaid。
"Ican’thelpit——Idon’tknowmyself。Ican’tkeeptoonethingforhalfadayatatime。Butit’srightforustopart——yes,itmustbe。Itmustbe,"sherepeated;
"andIshalltrytorememberthat。Good—bye!Iwilltrytokeepthatinmymind,andyouwilltoo——youwon’tcare,verysoon!Ididn’tmeanTHAT——no;Iknowhowtrueyouare;
butyouwillsoonlookatmedifferently;andseethatevenIFtherehadn’tbeenthisaboutIrene,Iwasnottheoneforyou。Youdothinkso,don’tyou?"shepleaded,clingingtohishand。"Iamnotatallwhattheywouldlike——yourfamily;Ifeltthat。Iamlittle,andblack,andhomely,andtheydon’tunderstandmywayoftalking,andnowthatwe’velosteverything——No,I’mnotfit。
Good—bye。You’requiteright,nottohavepatiencewithmeanylonger。I’vetriedyouenough。Ioughttobewillingtomarryyouagainsttheirwishesifyouwantmeto,butIcan’tmakethesacrifice——I’mtooselfishforthat————"Allatoncesheflungherselfonhisbreast。
"Ican’tevengiveyouup!Ishallneverdarelookanyoneinthefaceagain。Go,go!Buttakemewithyou!I
triedtodowithoutyou!Igaveitafairtrial,anditwasadeadfailure。OpoorIrene!Howcouldshegiveyouup?"
CoreywentbacktoBostonimmediately,andleftPenelope,ashemust,totellhersisterthattheyweretobemarried。
Shewassparedfromthefirstadvancetowardthisbyanaccidentoramisunderstanding。IrenecamestraighttoherafterCoreywasgone,anddemanded,"PenelopeLapham,haveyoubeensuchaninnyastosendthatmanawayonmyaccount?"
Peneloperecoiledfromthisterriblecourage;shedidnotanswerdirectly,andIrenewenton,"Becauseifyoudid,I’llthankyoutobringhimbackagain。
I’mnotgoingtohavehimthinkingthatI’mdyingforamanthatnevercaredforme。It’sinsulting,andI’mnotgoingtostandit。Now,youjustsendforhim!"
"Oh,Iwill,’Rene,"gaspedPenelope。Andthensheadded,shamedoutofherprevaricationbyIrene’shaughtymagnanimity,"Ihave。Thatis——he’scomingback————"
Irenelookedatheramoment,andthen,whateverthoughtwasinhermind,saidfiercely,"Well!"andlefthertoherdismay——herdismayandherrelief,fortheybothknewthatthiswasthelasttimetheyshouldeverspeakofthatagain。
Themarriagecameaftersomuchsorrowandtrouble,andthefactwasreceivedwithsomuchmisgivingforthepastandfuture,thatitbroughtLaphamnoneofthetriumphinwhichhehadonceexultedatthethoughtofanalliancewiththeCoreys。Adversityhadsofarbeenhisfriendthatithadtakenfromhimallhopeofthesocialsuccessforwhichpeoplecrawlandtruckle,andrestoredhim,throughfailureanddoubtandheartache,themanhoodwhichhisprosperityhadsonearlystolenfromhim。
NeitherhenorhiswifethoughtnowthattheirdaughterwasmarryingaCorey;theythoughtonlythatshewasgivingherselftothemanwholovedher,andtheiracquiescencewassoberedstillfurtherbythepresenceofIrene。
Theirheartswerefarmorewithher。
AgainandagainMrs。Laphamsaidshedidnotseehowshecouldgothroughit。"Ican’tmakeitseemright,"
shesaid。
"ItISright,"steadilyansweredtheColonel。
"Yes,Iknow。Butitdon’tSEEMso。"
ItwouldbeeasytopointouttraitsinPenelope’scharacterwhichfinallyreconciledallherhusband’sfamilyandendearedhertothem。Thesethingscontinuallyhappeninnovels;
andtheCoreys,astheyhadalwayspromisedthemselvestodo,madethebest,andnottheworstofTom’smarriage。
TheywerepeoplewhocouldvalueLapham’sbehaviourasTomreportedittothem。Theywereproudofhim,andBromfieldCorey,whofoundadelicate,aestheticpleasureintheheroismwithwhichLaphamhadwithstoodRogersandhistemptations——somethingfinelydramaticandunconsciouslyeffective,——wrotehimaletterwhichwouldoncehaveflatteredtheroughsoulalmosttoecstasy,thoughnowheaffectedtoslightitinshowingit。
"It’sallrightifitmakesitmorecomfortableforPen,"
hesaidtohiswife。
Butthedifferencesremaineduneffaced,ifnotuneffaceable,betweentheCoreysandTomCorey’swife。"IfhehadonlymarriedtheColonel!"subtlysuggestedNannyCorey。
Therewasabriefseasonofcivilityandforbearanceonbothsides,whenhebroughtherhomebeforestartingforMexico,andherfather—in—lawmadeasympatheticfeintoflikingPenelope’swayoftalking,butitisquestionableifevenhefounditsodelightfulasherhusbanddid。
LilyCoreymadealittle,ineffectualsketchofher,whichsheputbywithotherstudiestofinishup,sometime,andfoundherratherpicturesqueinsomeways。
Nannygotonwithherbetterthantherest,andsawpossibilitiesforherinthecountrytowhichshewasgoing。
"Asshe’squiteunformed,socially,"sheexplainedtohermother,"thereisachancethatshewillformherselfontheSpanishmanner,ifshestaystherelongenough,andthatwhenshecomesbackshewillhavethecharmof,notolives,perhaps,buttortillas,whatevertheyare:
somethingstrangeandforeign,evenifit’sborrowed。
I’mgladshe’sgoingtoMexico。Atthatdistancewecan——correspond。"
Hermothersighed,andsaidbravelythatshewassuretheyallgotonverypleasantlyasitwas,andthatshewasperfectlysatisfiedifTomwas。
Therewas,infact,muchtruthinwhatshesaidoftheirharmonywithPenelope。Havingresolved,fromthebeginning,tomakethebestoftheworst,itmightalmostbesaidthattheyweresupportedandconsoledintheirgoodintentionsbyahigherpower。Thismarriagehadnot,thankstoanover—rulingProvidence,broughtthesuccessionofLaphamteasuponBromfieldCoreywhichhehaddreaded;
theLaphamswerefaroffintheirnativefastnesses,andneitherLilynorNannyCoreywasobligedtosacrificeherselftotheconversationofIrene;theywerenotevencalledupontomakeasocialdemonstrationforPenelopeatatimewhen,mostpeoplebeingstilloutoftown,itwouldhavebeensoeasy;sheandTomhadbothbeggedthattheremightbenothingofthatkind;andthoughnoneoftheCoreyslearnedtoknowherverywellintheweekshespentwiththem,theydidnotfindithardtogetonwithher。TherewereevenmomentswhenNannyCorey,likeherfather,hadglimpsesofwhatTomhadcalledherhumour,butitwasperhapstoounliketheirowntobeeasilyrecognisable。
WhetherPenelope,onherside,founditmoredifficulttoharmonise,Icannotsay。Shehadmuchmoreoftheharmonisingtodo,sincetheywerefourtoone;butthenshehadgonethroughsomuchgreatertrialsbefore。
Whenthedooroftheircarriageclosedanditdroveoffwithherandherhusbandtothestation,shefetchedalongsigh。
"Whatisit?"askedCorey,whooughttohaveknownbetter。
"Oh,nothing。Idon’tthinkIshallfeelstrangeamongsttheMexicansnow。"
Helookedatherwithapuzzledsmile,whichgrewalittlegraver,andthenheputhisarmroundheranddrewherclosertohim。Thismadehercryonhisshoulder。
"IonlymeantthatIshouldhaveyoualltomyself。"
Thereisnoproofthatshemeantmore,butitiscertainthatourmannersandcustomsgoformoreinlifethanourqualities。Thepricethatwepayforcivilisationisthefineyetimpassabledifferentiationofthese。
Perhapswepaytoomuch;butitwillnotbepossibletopersuadethosewhohavethedifferenceintheirfavourthatthisisso。Theymayberight;andatanyrate,theblankmisgiving,therecurringsenseofdisappointmenttowhichtheyoungpeople’sdeparturelefttheCoreysistobeconsidered。Thatwastheendoftheirsonandbrotherforthem;theyfeltthat;andtheywerenotmeanorunamiablepeople。
Heremainedthreeyearsaway。Somechangestookplaceinthattime。OneofthesewasthepurchasebytheKanawhaFallsCompanyoftheminesandworksatLapham。