Penelopetooktheword。"Igoinforit。Idon’tseeanyuseinnotenjoyingmoney,ifyou’vegotittoenjoy。
That’swhatit’sfor,Isuppose;thoughyoumightn’talwaysthinkso。"Shehadaslow,quaintwayoftalking,thatseemedapleasantpersonalmodificationofsomeancestralYankeedrawl,andhervoicewaslowandcozy,andsofarfrombeingnasalthatitwasalittlehoarse。
"Iguesstheayeshasit,Pen,"saidherfather。
"HowwoulditdotoletIreneandyourmotherstickintheoldplacehere,andusgointothenewhouse?"
AttimestheColonel’sgrammarfailedhim。
Thematterdropped,andtheLaphamslivedonasbefore,withjokingrecurrencestothehouseonthewatersideofBeacon。TheColonelseemedlessinearnestthananyofthemaboutit;butthatwashisway,hisgirlssaid;
younevercouldtellwhenhereallymeantathing。
III。
TOWARDtheendofthewintertherecameanewspaper,addressedtoMissIreneLapham;itprovedtobeaTexasnewspaper,withacomplimentaryaccountoftheranchoftheHon。LoringG。Stanton,whichtherepresentativeofthejournalhadvisited。
"Itmustbehisfriend,"saidMrs。Lapham,towhomherdaughterbroughtthepaper;"theonehe’sstayingwith。"
Thegirldidnotsayanything,butshecarriedthepapertoherroom,whereshescannedeverylineofitforanothername。Shedidnotfindit,butshecutthenoticeoutandstuckitintothesideofhermirror,whereshecouldreaditeverymorningwhenshebrushedherhair,andthelastthingatnightwhenshelookedatherselfintheglassjustbeforeturningoffthegas。
Hersisteroftenreaditaloud,standingbehindherandrenderingitwithelocutionaryeffects。
"ThefirsttimeIeverheardofalove—letterintheformofapufftoacattle—ranch。Butperhapsthat’sthestyleontheHill。"
Mrs。Laphamtoldherhusbandofthearrivalofthepaper,treatingthefactwithanimportancethatherefusedtoseeinit。
"Howdoyouknowthefellowsentit,anyway?"hedemanded。
"Oh,Iknowhedid。"
"Idon’tseewhyhecouldn’twriteto’Rene,ifhereallymeantanything。"
"Well,Iguessthatwouldn’tbetheirway,"saidMrs。Lapham;
shedidnotatallknowwhattheirwaywouldbe。
WhenthespringopenedColonelLaphamshowedthathehadbeeninearnestaboutbuildingontheNewLand。Hisideaofahousewasabrown—stonefront,fourstorieshigh,andaFrenchroofwithanair—chamberabove。Inside,therewastobeareception—roomonthestreetandadining—roomback。Theparloursweretobeonthesecondfloor,andfinishedinblackwalnutorparty—colouredpaint。
Thechambersweretobeonthethreefloorsabove,frontandrear,withside—roomsoverthefrontdoor。
Blackwalnutwastobeusedeverywhereexceptintheattic,whichwastobepaintedandgrainedtolooklikeblackwalnut。Thewholewastobeveryhigh—studded,andthereweretobehandsomecornicesandelaboratecentre—piecesthroughout,except,again,intheattic。
Theseideashehadformedfromtheinspectionofmanynewbuildingswhichhehadseengoingup,andwhichhehadapassionforlookinginto。HewasconfirmedinhisideasbyamasterbuilderwhohadputupagreatmanyhousesontheBackBayasaspeculation,andwhotoldhimthatifhewantedtohaveahouseinthestyle,thatwasthewaytohaveit。
ThebeginningsoftheprocessbywhichLaphamescapedfromthemasterbuilderandendedinthehandsofanarchitectaresoobscurethatitwouldbealmostimpossibletotracethem。Butitallhappened,andLaphampromptlydevelopedhisideasofblackwalnutfinish,highstudding,andcornices。Thearchitectwasabletoconcealtheshudderwhichtheymusthavesentthroughhim。Hewasskilful,asnearlyallarchitectsare,inplayinguponthatsimpleinstrumentMan。HebegantotouchColonelLapham’sstops。
"Oh,certainly,havetheparlourshigh—studded。Butyou’veseensomeofthoseprettyold—fashionedcountry—houses,haven’tyou,wheretheentrance—storyisverylow—studded?"
"Yes,"Laphamassented。
"Well,don’tyouthinksomethingofthatkindwouldhaveaveryniceeffect?Havetheentrance—storylow—studded,andyourparloursonthenextfloorashighasyouplease。
Putyourlittlereception—roomherebesidethedoor,andgetthewholewidthofyourhousefrontageforasquarehall,andaneasylow—treadstaircaserunningupthreesidesofit。
I’msureMrs。Laphamwouldfinditmuchpleasanter。"
Thearchitectcaughttowardhimascrapofpaperlyingonthetableatwhichtheyweresittingandsketchedhisidea。
"Thenhaveyourdining—roombehindthehall,lookingonthewater。"
HeglancedatMrs。Lapham,whosaid,"Ofcourse,"
andthearchitectwenton——
"Thatgetsyouridofoneofthoselong,straight,uglystaircases,"——untilthatmomentLaphamhadthoughtalong,straightstaircasethechiefornamentofahouse,——"andgivesyouaneffectofamplitudeandspace。"
"That’sso!"saidMrs。Lapham。Herhusbandmerelymadeanoiseinhisthroat。
"Then,wereyouthinkingofhavingyourparlourstogether,connectedbyfoldingdoors?"askedthearchitectdeferentially。
"Yes,ofcourse,"saidLapham。"They’realwaysso,ain’tthey?"
"Well,nearly,"saidthearchitect。"Iwaswonderinghowwoulditdotomakeonelargesquareroomatthefront,takingthewholebreadthofthehouse,and,withthishall—spacebetween,haveamusic—roombackfortheyoungladies?"
Laphamlookedhelplesslyathiswife,whosequickerapprehensionhadfollowedthearchitect’spencilwithinstantsympathy。"First—rate!"shecried。
TheColonelgaveway。"Iguessthatwoulddo。
It’llbekindofodd,won’tit?"
"Well,Idon’tknow,"saidthearchitect。"Notsoodd,Ihope,astheotherthingwillbeafewyearsfromnow。"
Hewentontoplantherestofthehouse,andheshowedhimselfsuchamasterinregardtoallthepracticaldetailsthatMrs。Laphambegantofeelamotherlyaffectionfortheyoungman,andherhusbandcouldnotdenyinhisheartthatthefellowseemedtounderstandhisbusiness。
Hestoppedwalkingabouttheroom,ashehadbeguntodowhenthearchitectandMrs。Laphamenteredintotheparticularsofclosets,drainage,kitchenarrangements,andallthat,andcamebacktothetable。"Ipresume,"
hesaid,"you’llhavethedrawing—roomfinishedinblackwalnut?"
"Well,yes,"repliedthearchitect,"ifyoulike。
Butsomelessexpensivewoodcanbemadejustaseffectivewithpaint。Ofcourseyoucanpaintblackwalnuttoo。"
"Paintit?"gaspedtheColonel。
"Yes,"saidthearchitectquietly。"White,oralittleoffwhite。"
Laphamdroppedtheplanhehadpickedupfromthetable。
Hiswifemadealittlemovetowardhimofconsolationorsupport。
"Ofcourse,"resumedthearchitect,Iknowtherehasbeenagreatcrazeforblackwalnut。Butit’sanuglywood;
andforadrawing—roomthereisreallynothinglikewhitepaint。Weshouldwanttointroducealittlegoldhereandthere。Perhapswemightrunapaintedfriezeroundunderthecornice——garlandsofrosesonagoldground;
itwouldtellwonderfullyinawhiteroom。"
TheColonelreturnedlesscourageouslytothecharge。
"Ipresumeyou’llwantEastlakemantel—shelvesandtiles?"
Hemeantthisforasarcasticthrustataprevailingfoibleoftheprofession。
"Well,no,"gentlyansweredthearchitect。"Iwasthinkingperhapsawhitemarblechimney—piece,treatedintherefinedEmpirestyle,wouldbethethingforthatroom。"
"Whitemarble!"exclaimedtheColonel。"Ithoughtthathadgoneoutlongago。"
"Reallybeautifulthingscan’tgoout。Theymaydisappearforalittlewhile,buttheymustcomeback。
It’sonlytheuglythingsthatstayoutafterthey’vehadtheirday。"
Laphamcouldonlyventureverymodestly,"Hard—woodfloors?"
"Inthemusic—room,ofcourse,"consentedthearchitect。
"Andinthedrawing—room?"
"Carpet。Somesortofmoquette,Ishouldsay。ButI
shouldprefertoconsultMrs。Lapham’stasteinthatmatter。"
"Andintheotherrooms?"
"Oh,carpets,ofcourse。"
"Andwhataboutthestairs?"
"Carpet。AndIshouldhavetherailandbanisterswhite——banistersturnedortwisted。"
TheColonelsaidunderhisbreath,"Well,I’mdumned!"
buthegavenoutterancetohisastonishmentinthearchitect’spresence。Whenhewentatlast,——thesessiondidnotendtilleleveno’clock,——Laphamsaid,"Well,Pert,Iguessthatfellow’sfiftyyearsbehind,ortenyearsahead。
IwonderwhattheOngpeerstyleis?"
"Idon’tknow。Ihatedtoask。Butheseemedtounderstandwhathewastalkingabout。Ideclare,heknowswhatawomanwantsinahousebetterthanshedoesherself。"
"Andaman’ssimplynowhereincomparison,"saidLapham。
Butherespectedafellowwhocouldbeathimateverypoint,andhaveareasonready,asthisarchitecthad;
andwhenherecoveredfromthedazeintowhichthecompleteupheavalofallhispreconceivednotionshadlefthim,hewasinafitstatetoswearbythearchitect。
Itseemedtohimthathehaddiscoveredthefellow(ashealwayscalledhim)andownedhimnow,andthefellowdidnothingtodisturbthisimpression。HeenteredintothatbriefbutintenseintimacywiththeLaphamswhichthesympatheticarchitectholdswithhisclients。
Hewasprivytoalltheirdifferencesofopinionandalltheirdisputesaboutthehouse。Heknewjustwheretoinsistuponhisownideas,andwheretoyield。
Hewasreallybuildingseveralotherhouses,buthegavetheLaphamstheimpressionthathewasdoingnonebuttheirs。
Theworkwasnotbeguntillthefrostwasthoroughlyoutoftheground,whichthatyearwasnotbeforetheendofApril。Eventhenitdidnotproceedveryrapidly。
Laphamsaidtheymightaswelltaketheirtimetoit;
iftheygotthewallsupandthethingclosedinbeforethesnowflew,theycouldbeworkingatitallwinter。
Itwasfoundnecessarytodigforthekitchen;atthatpointtheoriginalsalt—marshlaynearthesurface,andbeforetheybegantoputinthepilesforthefoundationtheyhadtopump。Theneighbourhoodsmeltliketheholdofashipafterathreeyears’voyage。PeoplewhohadcasttheirfortuneswiththeNewLandwentbyprofessingnottonoticeit;peoplewhostill"hungontotheHill"
puttheirhandkerchiefstotheirnoses,andtoldeachothertheoldterriblestoriesofthematerialusedinfillinguptheBackBay。
NothinggaveLaphamsomuchsatisfactioninthewholeconstructionofhishouseasthepile—driving。Whenthisbegan,earlyinthesummer,hetookMrs。Laphameverydayinhisbuggyanddroveroundtolookatit;
stoppingthemareinfrontofthelot,andwatchingtheoperationwithevenkeenerinterestthanthelittleloafingIrishboyswhosuperintendeditinforce。
Itpleasedhimtoheartheportableenginechuckleoutahundredthinwhiffsofsteamincarryingthebigironweighttothetopoftheframeworkabovethepile,thenseemtohesitate,andcoughonceortwiceinpressingtheweightagainstthedetachingapparatus。
Therewasamomentinwhichtheweighthadtheeffectofpoisingbeforeitfell;thenitdroppedwithamightywhackontheiron—boundheadofthepile,anddroveitafootintotheearth。
"Bygracious!"hewouldsay,"thereain’tanythinglikethatinTHISworldforBUSINESS,Persis!"
Mrs。Laphamsufferedhimtoenjoythesighttwentyorthirtytimesbeforeshesaid,"Well,nowdriveon,Si。"
Bythetimethefoundationwasinandthebrickwallshadbeguntogoup,thereweresofewpeopleleftintheneighbourhoodthatshemightindulgewithimpunityherhusband’spassionforhavingherclamberoverthefloor—timbersandtheskeletonstair—caseswithhim。ManyofthehouseholdershadboardeduptheirfrontdoorsbeforethebudshadbeguntoswellandtheassessortoappearinearlyMay;
othershadfollowedsoon;andMrs。Laphamwasassafefromremarkasifshehadbeeninthedepthofthecountry。
OrdinarilysheandhergirlslefttownearlyinJuly,goingtooneofthehotelsatNantasket,whereitwasconvenientfortheColoneltogettoandfromhisbusinessbytheboat。Butthissummertheywerealllingeringafewweekslater,underthenovelfascinationofthenewhouse,astheycalledit,asiftherewerenootherintheworld。
LaphamdrovetherewithhiswifeafterhehadsetBartleyHubbarddownattheEventsoffice,butonthisdaysomethinghappenedthatinterferedwiththesolidpleasuretheyusuallytookingoingoverthehouse。
AstheColonelturnedfromcastinganchoratthemare’sheadwiththehitching—weight,afterhelpinghiswifetoalight,heencounteredamantowhomhecouldnothelpspeaking,thoughthemanseemedtosharehishesitationifnothisreluctanceatthenecessity。Hewasatallish,thinman,withadust—colouredface,andadead,clericalair,whichsomehowsuggestedatoncefeeblenessandtenacity。
Mrs。Laphamheldoutherhandtohim。
"Why,Mr。Rogers!"sheexclaimed;andthen,turningtowardherhusband,seemedtoreferthetwomentoeachother。
Theyshookhands,butLaphamdidnotspeak。"Ididn’tknowyouwereinBoston,"pursuedMrs。Lapham。"IsMrs。Rogerswithyou?"
"No,"saidMr。Rogers,withavoicewhichhadtheflat,succinctsoundoftwopiecesofwoodclappedtogether。
"Mrs。RogersisstillinChicago"
Alittlesilencefollowed,andthenMrsLaphamsaid——
"Ipresumeyouarequitesettledoutthere。"
"No;wehaveleftChicago。Mrs。Rogershasmerelyremainedtofinishupalittlepacking。"
"Oh,indeed!AreyoucomingbacktoBoston?"
"Icannotsayasyet。Wesomethinkofsodoing。
Laphamturnedawayandlookedupatthebuilding。
Hiswifepulledalittleatherglove,asifembarrassed,orevenpained。Shetriedtomakeadiversion。
"Wearebuildingahouse,"shesaid,withameaninglesslaugh。
"Oh,indeed,"saidMr。Rogers,lookingupatit。
Thennoonespokeagain,andshesaidhelplessly——
"IfyoucometoBoston,IhopeIshallseeMrs。Rogers。"
"Shewillbehappytohaveyoucall,"saidMrRogers。
Hetouchedhishat—brim,andmadeabowforwardratherthaninMrs。Lapham’sdirection。
Shemountedtheplankingthatledintotheshelterofthebarebrickwalls,andherhusbandslowlyfollowed。
Whensheturnedherfacetowardhimhercheekswereburning,andtearsthatlookedhotstoodinhereyes。
"Youleftitalltome!"shecried。"Whycouldn’tyouspeakaword?"
"Ihadn’tanythingtosaytohim,"repliedLaphamsullenly。
Theystoodawhile,withoutlookingattheworkwhichtheyhadcometoenjoy,andwithoutspeakingtoeachother。
"Isupposewemightaswellgoon,"saidMrs。Laphamatlast,astheyreturnedtothebuggy。TheColoneldroverecklesslytowardtheMilldam。Hiswifekeptherveildownandherfaceturnedfromhim。Afteratimesheputherhandkerchiefupunderherveilandwipedhereyes,andhesethisteethandsquaredhisjaw。
"Idon’tseehowhealwaysmanagestoappearjustatthemomentwhenheseemstohavegonefairlyoutofourlives,andblighteverything,"shewhimpered。
"Isupposedhewasdead,"saidLapham。
"Oh,don’tSAYsuchathing!Itsoundsasifyouwishedit。"
"Whydoyoumindit?Whatdoyoulethimblighteverythingfor?"
"Ican’thelpit,andIdon’tbelieveIevershall。
Idon’tknowashisbeingdeadwouldhelpitany。
Ican’teverseehimwithoutfeelingjustasIdidatfirst。"
"Itellyou,"saidLapham,"itwasaperfectlysquarething。
AndIwish,onceforall,youwouldquitbotheringaboutit。
Myconscienceiseasyasfarasheisconcerned,anditalwayswas。"
"AndIcan’tlookathimwithoutfeelingasifyou’druinedhim,Silas。"
"Don’tlookathim,then,"saidherhusband,withascowl。
"Iwantyoushouldrecollectinthefirstplace,Persis,thatIneverwantedapartner。"
"Ifhehadn’tputhismoneyinwhenhedid,you’d’a’
brokendown。"
"Well,hegothismoneyoutagain,andmore,too,"
saidtheColonel,withasulkyweariness。
"Hedidn’twanttotakeitout。"
"Igavehimhischoice:buyoutorgoout。"
"Youknowhecouldn’tbuyoutthen。Itwasnochoiceatall。"
"Itwasabusinesschance。"
"No;youhadbetterfacethetruth,Silas。Itwasnochanceatall。Youcrowdedhimout。Amanthathadsavedyou!No,youhadgotgreedy,Silas。Youhadmadeyourpaintyourgod,andyoucouldn’tbeartoletanybodyelseshareinitsblessings。"
"Itellyouhewasadragandabrakeonmefromthewordgo。
Yousayhesavedme。Well,ifIhadn’tgothimouthe’d’a’ruinedmesoonerorlater。Soit’saneventhing,asfarforthasthatgoes。"
"No,itain’taneventhing,andyouknowit,Silas。Oh,ifI
couldonlygetyouoncetoacknowledgethatyoudidwrongaboutit,thenIshouldhavesomehope。Idon’tsayyoumeantwrongexactly,butyoutookanadvantage。
Yes,youtookanadvantage!Youhadhimwherehecouldn’thelphimself,andthenyouwouldn’tshowhimanymercy。"
"I’msickofthis,"saidLapham。"Ifyou’ll’tendtothehouse,I’llmanagemybusinesswithoutyourhelp。"
"Youwereverygladofmyhelponce。"
"Well,I’mtiredofitnow。Don’tmeddle。"
"IWILLmeddle。WhenIseeyouhardeningyourselfinawrongthing,it’stimeformetomeddle,asyoucallit,andIwill。Ican’tevergetyoutoownuptheleastbitaboutRogers,andIfeelasifitwashurtingyouallthewhile。"
"WhatdoyouwantIshouldownupaboutathingforwhenI
don’tfeelwrong?ItellyouRogershain’tgotanythingtocomplainof,andthat’swhatItoldyoufromthestart。
It’sathingthat’sdoneeveryday。Iwasloadedupwithapartnerthatdidn’tknowanything,andcouldn’tdoanything,andIunloaded;that’sall。"
"Youunloadedjustatthetimewhenyouknewthatyourpaintwasgoingtobeworthabouttwicewhatiteverhadbeen;
andyouwantedalltheadvantageforyourself。"
"Ihadarighttoit。Imadethesuccess。"
"Yes,youmadeitwithRogers’smoney;andwhenyou’dmadeityoutookhisshareofit。Iguessyouthoughtofthatwhenyousawhim,andthat’swhyyoucouldn’tlookhimintheface。"
AtthesewordsLaphamlosthistemper。
"Iguessyoudon’twanttoridewithmeanymoreto—day,"
hesaid,turningthemareabruptlyround。
"I’masreadytogobackaswhatyouare,"repliedhiswife。
"Anddon’tyouaskmetogotothathousewithyouanymore。
Youcansellit,forallme。Isha’n’tliveinit。
There’sbloodonit。"
IV。
THEsilkentextureofthemarriagetiebearsadailystrainofwrongandinsulttowhichnootherhumanrelationcanbesubjectedwithoutlesion;andsometimesthestrengththatknitssocietytogethermightappeartotheeyeoffalteringfaiththecurseofthoseimmediatelyboundbyit。
Twopeoplebynomeansrecklessofeachother’srightsandfeelings,buteventenderofthemforthemostpart,maytearateachother’sheart—stringsinthissacredbondwithperfectimpunity;thoughiftheywereanyothertwotheywouldnotspeakorlookateachotheragainaftertheoutragestheyexchange。Itiscertainlyacuriousspectacle,anddoubtlessitoughttoconvinceanobserverofthedivinityoftheinstitution。
Ifthehusbandandwifeareblunt,outspokenpeopleliketheLaphams,theydonotweightheirwords;
iftheyaremorerefined,theyweighthemverycarefully,andknowaccuratelyjusthowfartheywillcarry,andinwhatmostsensitivespottheymaybeplantedwithmosteffect。
Laphamwasproudofhiswife,andwhenhemarriedherithadbeenariseinlifeforhim。Forawhilehestoodinaweofhisgoodfortune,butthiscouldnotlast,andhesimplyremainedsupremelysatisfiedwithit。
Thegirlwhohadtaughtschoolwithaclearheadandastronghandwasnotafraidofwork;sheencouragedandhelpedhimfromthefirst,andboreherfullshareofthecommonburden。
Shehadhealth,andshedidnotworryhislifeoutwithpeevishcomplaintsandvagaries;shehadsenseandprinciple,andintheirsimplelotshedidwhatwaswiseandright。
Theirmarriagewashallowedbyanearlysorrow:theylosttheirboy,anditwasyearsbeforetheycouldlookeachotherinthefaceandspeakofhim。NoonegaveupmorethantheywhentheygaveupeachotherandLaphamwenttothewar。Whenhecamebackandbegantowork,herzealandcourageformedthespringofhisenterprise。
Inthataffairofthepartnershipshehadtriedtobehisconscience,butperhapsshewouldhavedefendedhimifhehadaccusedhimself;itwasoneofthosethingsinthislifewhichseemdestinedtoawaitjustice,oratleastjudgment,inthenext。Ashesaid,Laphamhaddealtfairlybyhispartnerinmoney;hehadletRogerstakemoremoneyoutofthebusinessthanheputintoit;
hehad,ashesaid,simplyforcedoutofitatimidandinefficientparticipantinadvantageswhichhehadcreated。ButLaphamhadnotcreatedthemall。
Hehadbeendependentatonetimeonhispartner’scapital。
Itwasamomentofterribletrial。Happyisthemanforeverafterwhocanchoosetheideal,theunselfishpartinsuchanexigency!Laphamcouldnotrisetoit。
Hedidwhathecouldmaintaintobeperfectlyfair。
Thewrong,ifany,seemedtobecondonedtohim,exceptwhenfromtimetotimehiswifebroughtitup。
Thenallthequestionstungandburnedanew,andhadtobereasonedoutandputawayoncemore。Itseemedtohaveaninextinguishablevitality。Itslept,butitdidnotdie。
HiscoursedidnotshakeMrs。Lapham’sfaithinhim。
Itastonishedheratfirst,anditalwaysgrievedherthathecouldnotseethathewasactingsolelyinhisowninterest。Butshefoundexcusesforhim,whichattimesshemadereproaches。Shevaguelyperceivedthathispaintwassomethingmorethanbusinesstohim;
itwasasentiment,almostapassion。Hecouldnotshareitsmanagementanditsprofitwithanotherwithoutameasureofself—sacrificefarbeyondthatwhichhemustmakewithsomethinglesspersonaltohim。Itwasthepoetryofthatnature,otherwisesointenselyprosaic;
andsheunderstoodthis,andforthemostpartforbore。
Sheknewhimgoodandtrueandblamelessinallhislife,exceptforthiswrong,ifitwereawrong;anditwasonlywhenhernervestingledintolerablywithsomechancerenewalofthepainshehadsuffered,thatshesharedheranguishwithhimintruewifelyfashion。
Withthosetwotherewasneveranythinglikeanexplicitreconciliation。Theysimplyignoredaquarrel;
andMrs。Laphamhadonlytosayafewdaysafteratbreakfast,"Iguessthegirlswouldliketogoroundwithyouthisafternoon,andlookatthenewhouse,"
inordertomakeherhusbandgrumbleoutashelookeddownintohiscoffee—cup。"Iguesswebetterallgo,hadn’twe?"
"Well,I’llsee,"shesaid。
TherewasnotreallyagreatdealtolookatwhenLaphamarrivedonthegroundinhisfour—seatedbeach—wagon。