entirelyoutofthesphereofsympathyorhumancontact。Shenowskippedirreverentlyfromonegravetoanother;until,comingtothebroad,flat,armorialtombstoneofadepartedworthy—perhapsofIsaacJohnsonhimself—shebegantodanceuponit。Inreplytohermother’scommandandentreatythatshewouldbehavemoredecorously,littlePearlpausedtogatherthepricklyburrsfromatallburdockwhichgrewbesidethetomb。Takingahandfulofthese,shearrangedthemalongthelinesofthescarletletterthatdecoratedthematernalbosom,towhichtheburrs,astheirnaturewas,tenaciouslyadhered。
  Hesterdidnotpluckthemoff。
  RogerChillingworthhadbythistimeapproachedthewindow,andsmiledgrimlydown。
  "Thereisnolaw,norreverenceforauthority,noregardforhumanordinancesoropinions,rightorwrong,mixedupwiththatchild’scomposition,"remarkedher,asmuchtohimselfastohiscompanion。"I
  sawher,theotherday,bespattertheGovernorhimselfwithwater,atthecattle—troughinSpringLane。What,inHeaven’sname,isshe?
  Istheimpaltogetherevil?Hathsheaffections?Hathsheanydiscoverableprincipleofbeing?"
  "None—savethefreedomofabrokenlaw,"answeredMr。Dimmesdale,inaquietway,asifhehadbeendiscussingthepointwithinhimself。
  "WhethercapableofgoodIknownot。"
  Thechildprobablyoverheardtheirvoices;for,lookinguptothewindow,withabright,butnaughtysmileofmirthandintelligence,shethrewoneofthepricklyburrsattheReverendMr。Dimmesdale。Thesensitiveclergymanshrunk,withnervousdread,fromthelightmissile。Detectinghisemotion,Pearlclappedherlittlehands,inthemostextravagantecstasy。HesterPrynne,likewise,hadinvoluntarilylookedup;andallthesefourpersons,oldandyoung,regardedoneanotherinsilence,tillthechildlaughedaloud,andshouted,"Comeaway,mother!Comeaway,oryonderoldBlackManwillcatchyou!Hehathgotholdoftheministeralready。Comeaway,mother,orhewillcatchyou!ButhecannotcatchlittlePearl!"
  Soshedrewhermotheraway,skipping,dancing,andfriskingfantastically,amongthehillocksofthedeadpeople,likeacreaturethathadnothingincommonwithabygoneandburiedgeneration,norownedherselfakintoit。Itwasasifshehadbeenmadeafresh,outofnewelements,andmustperforcebepermittedtoliveherownlife,andbealawuntoherself,withouthereccentricitiesbeingreckonedtoherforacrime。
  "Theregoesawoman,"resumedRogerChillingworth,afterapause,"who,beherdemeritswhattheymay,hathnoneofthatmysteryofhiddensinfulnesswhichyoudeemsogrievoustobeborne。IsHesterPrynnethelessmiserable,thinkyou,forthatscarletletteronherbreast?"
  "Idoverilybelieveit,"answeredtheclergyman。"Nevertheless,I
  cannotanswerforher。Therewasalookofpaininherface,whichI
  wouldgladlyhavebeensparedthesightof。Butstill,methinks,itmustneedsbebetterforthesufferertobefreetoshowhispain,asthispoorwomanHesteris,thantocoveritallupinhisheart。"
  Therewasanotherpause;andthephysicianbegananewtoexamineandarrangetheplantswhichhehadgathered。
  "Youinquiredofme,alittletimeagone,"saidhe,atlength,"myjudgmentastouchingyourhealth。"
  "Idid,"answeredtheclergyman,"andwouldgladlylearnit。Speakfrankly,Iprayyou,beitforlifeordeath。"
  "Freely,then,andplainly,"saidthephysician,stillbusywithhisplants,butkeepingawaryeyeonMr。Dimmesdale,"thedisorderisastrangeone;notsomuchinitself,norasoutwardlymanifested—insofar,atleast,asthesymptomshavebeenlaidopentomyobservation。Lookingdallyatyou,mygoodsir,andwatchingthetokensofyouraspect,nowformonthsgoneby,Ishoulddeemyouamansoresick,itmaybe,yetnotsosickbutthataninstructedandwatchfulphysicianmightwellhopetocureyou。But—Iknownotwhattosay—thediseaseiswhatIseemtoknow,yetknowitnot。"
  "Youspeakinriddles,learnedsir,"saidthepaleminister,glancingasideoutofthewindow。
  "Then,tospeakmoreplainly,"continuedthephysician,"andIcravepardon,sir—shoulditseemtorequirepardon—forthisneedfulplainnessofmyspeech。Letmeask,asyourfriend—asonehavingcharge,underProvidence,ofyourlifeandphysicalwell—being—hathalltheoperationofthisdisorderbeenfairlylaidopenandrecountedtome?"
  "Howcanyouquestionit?"askedtheminister。"Surely,itwerechild’splay,tocallinaphysician,andthenhidethesore!"
  "Youwouldtellme,then,thatIknowall?"saidRogerChillingworthdeliberately,andfixinganeye,brightwithintenseandconcentratedintelligence,ontheminister’sface。"Beitso!But,again!Hetowhomonlytheoutwardandphysicalevilislaidopen,knoweth,oftentimes,buthalftheevilwhichbeiscalledupontocure。Abodilydisease,whichwelookuponaswholeandentirewithinitself,may,afterall,bebutasymptomofsomeailmentinthespiritualpart。Yourpardon,onceagain,goodsir,ifmyspeechgivetheshadowofoffence。You,sir,ofallmenwhomIhaveknown,arehewhosebodyistheclosestconjoined,andimbued,andidentified,sotospeak,withthespiritwhereofitistheinstrument。"
  "ThenIneedasknofurther,"saidtheclergyman,somewhathastilyrisingfromhischair。"Youdealnot,Itakeit,inmedicineforthesoul!"
  "Thus,asickness,"continuedRogerChillingworthgoingon,inanunalteredtone,withoutheedingtheinterruption,butstandingupandconfrontingtheemaciatedandwhite—cheekedminister,withhislow,dark,andmisshapenfigure—"asickness,asoreplace,ifwemaysocallit,inyourspirit,hathimmediatelyitsappropriatemanifestationinyourbodilyframe。Wouldyou,therefore,thatyourphysicianhealthebodilyevil?Howmaythisbe,unlessyoufirstlayopentohimthewoundortroubleinyoursoul?"
  "No!—nottothee!—nottoanearthlyphysician!"criedMr。
  Dimmesdalepassionately,andturninghiseyes,fullandbright,andwithakindoffierceness,onoldRogerChillingworth。"Nottothee!
  But,ifitbethesoul’sdisease,thendoIcommitmyselftotheonePhysicianofthesoul!He,ifitstandwithHisgoodpleasure,cancure;orHecankill!LetHimdowithmeas,inHisjusticeandwisdom,Heshallseegood。Butwhoartthou,thatmeddlestinthismatter?—thatdaresthrusthimselfbetweenthesuffererandhisGod?"
  Withafranticgesture,herushedoutoftheroom。
  "Itisaswelltohavemadethisstep,"saidRogerChillingworthtohimself,lookingaftertheminister,withagravesmile。"Thereisnothinglost。Weshallbefriendsagainanon。Butsee,now,howpassiontakesholduponthisman,andhurriethhimoutofhimself!
  Aswithonepassion,sowithanother!Hehathdoneawildthingerenow,thispiousMasterDimmesdale,inthehotpassionofhisheart!"
  Itprovednotdifficulttore—establishtheintimacyofthetwocompanions,onthesamefootingandinthesamedegreeasheretofore。Theyoungclergyman,afterafewhoursofprivacy,wassensiblethatthedisorderofhisnerveshadhurriedhimintoanunseemlyoutbreakoftemper,whichtherehadbeennothinginthephysician’swordstoexcuseorpalliate。Hemarvelled,indeed,attheviolencewithwhichhehadthrustbackthekindoldman,whenmerelyprofferingtheadvicewhichitwashisdutytobestow,andwhichtheministerhimselfhadexpresslysought。Withtheseremorsefulfeelings,helostnotimeinmakingtheamplestapologies,andbesoughthisfriendstilltocontinuethecare,which,ifnotsuccessfulinrestoringhimtohealth,had,inallprobability,beenthemeansofprolonginghisfeebleexistencetothathour。RogerChillingworthreadilyassented,andwentonwithhismedicalsupervisionoftheminister;doinghisbestforhim,inallgoodfaith,butalwaysquittingthepatient’sapartment,atthecloseofaprofessionalinterview,withamysteriousandpuzzledsmileuponhislips。ThisexpressionwasinvisibleinMr。Dimmesdale’spresence,butgrewstronglyevidentasthephysiciancrossedthethreshold。
  "Ararecase!"hemuttered。"Imustneedslookdeeperintoit。A
  strangesympathybetwixtsoulandbody!Wereitonlyfortheart’ssake,Imustsearchthismattertothebottom!"
  Itcametopass,notlongafterthesceneaboverecorded,thattheReverendMr。Dimmesdale,atnoon—day,andentirelyunawares,fellintoadeep,deepslumber,sittinginhischair,withalargeblack—lettervolumeopenbeforehimonthetable。Itmusthavebeenaworkofvastabilityinthesomniferousschoolofliterature。Theprofounddepthoftheminister’sreposewasthemoreremarkable,inasmuchashewasoneofthosepersonswhosesleep,ordinarily,isaslight,asfitful,andaseasilyscaredaway,asasmallbirdhoppingonatwig。Tosuchanunwontedremoteness,however,hadhisspiritnowwithdrawnintoitself,thathestirrednotinhischair,whenoldRogerChillingworth,withoutanyextraordinaryprecaution,cameintotheroom。Thephysicianadvanceddirectlyinfrontofhispatient,laidhishanduponhisbosom,andthrustasidethevestment,that,hitherto,hadalwayscovereditevenfromtheprofessionaleye。
  Then,indeed,Mr。Dimmesdaleshuddered,andslightlystirred。
  Afterabriefpause,thephysicianturnedaway。
  But,withwhatawildlookofwonder,joy,andhorror!Withwhataghastlyrapture,asitwere,toomightytobeexpressedonlybytheeyeandfeatures,andthereforeburstingforththroughthewholeuglinessofhisfigure,andmakingitselfevenriotouslymanifestbytheextravagantgestureswithwhichhethrewuphisarmstowardstheceiling,andstampedhisfootuponthefloor!HadamanseenoldRogerChillingworth,atthatmomentofhisecstasy,hewouldhavehadnoneedtoaskhowSatancomportshimself,whenaprecioushumansoulislosttoheaven,andwonintohiskingdom。
  Butwhatdistinguishedthephysician’secstasyfromSatan’swasthetraitofwonderinit!
  XI。
  THEINTERIOROFAHEART。
  AFTERtheincidentlastdescribed,theintercoursebetweentheclergymanandthephysician,thoughexternallythesame,wasreallyofanothercharacterthanithadpreviouslybeen。TheintellectofRogerChillingworthhadnowasufficientlyplainpathbeforeit。Itwasnot,indeed,preciselythatwhichhehadlaidoutforhimselftoread。Calm,gentle,passionless,asheappeared,therewasyet,wefear,aquietdepthofmalice,hithertolatent,butactivenow,inthisunfortunateoldman,whichledhimtoimagineamoreintimaterevengethananymortalhadeverwreakeduponanenemy。Tomakehimselftheonetrustedfriend,towhomshouldbeconfidedallthefear,theremorse,theagony,theineffectualrepentance,thebackwardrushofsinfulthoughts,expelledinvain!Allthatguiltysorrow,hiddenfromtheworld,whosegreatheartwouldhavepitiedandforgiven,toberevealedtohim,thePitiless,tohim,theUnforgiving!Allthatdarktreasuretobelavishedontheveryman,towhomnothingelsecouldsoadequatelypaythedebtofvengeance。
  Theclergyman’sshyandsensitivereservehadbalkedthisscheme。
  RogerChillingworth,however,wasinclinedtobehardly,ifatall,lesssatisfiedwiththeaspectofaffairs,whichProvidence—usingtheavengerandhisvictimforitsownpurposes,and,perchance,pardoning,whereitseemedmosttopunish—hadsubstitutedforhisblackdevices。Arevelation,hecouldalmostsay,hadbeengrantedtohim。Itmatteredlittle,forhisobject,whethercelestial,orfromwhatotherregion。Byitsaid,inallthesubsequentrelationsbetwixthimandMr。Dimmesdale,notmerelytheexternalpresence,buttheveryinmostsoul,ofthelatterseemedtobebroughtoutbeforehiseyes,sothathecouldseeandcomprehenditseverymovement。Hebecame,thenceforth,notaspectatoronly,butachiefactor,inthepoorminister’sinteriorworld。Hecouldplayuponhimashechose。Wouldhearousehimwithathrobofagony?Thevictimwasforeverontherack;itneededonlytoknowthespringthatcontrolledtheengine—
  andthephysicianknewitwell!Wouldbestartlehimwithsuddenfear?
  Asatthewavingofamagician’swand,uproseagrislyphantom—uproseathousandphantoms—inmanyshapes,ofdeath,ormoreawfulshame,allflockingroundabouttieclergyman,andpointingwiththeirfingersathisbreast!
  Allthiswasaccomplishedwithasubtletysoperfect,thattheminister,thoughhehadconstantlyadimperceptionofsomeevilinfluencewatchingoverhim,couldnevergainaknowledgeofitsactualnature。True,helookeddoubtfully,fearfully—even,attimes,withhorrorandthebitternessofhatred—atthedeformedfigureoftheoldphysician。Hisgestures,hisgait,hisgrizzledbeard,hisslightestandmostindifferentacts,theveryfashionofhisgarments,wereodiousintheclergyman’ssight;atokenimplicitlytobereliedon,ofadeeperantipathyinthebreastofthelatterthanhewaswillingtoacknowledgetohimself。For,asitwasimpossibletoassignareasonforsuchdistrustandabhorrence,soMr。
  Dimmesdale,consciousthatthepoisonofonemorbidspotwasinfectinghisheart’sentiresubstance,attributedallhispresentimentstonoothercause。HetookhimselftotaskforhisbadsympathiesinreferencetoRogerChillingworth,disregardedthelessonthatheshouldhavedrawnfromthem,anddidhisbesttorootthemout。Unabletoaccomplishthis,henevertheless,asamatterofprinciple,continuedhishabitsofsocialfamiliaritywiththeoldman,andthusgavehimconstantopportunitiesforperfectingthepurposetowhich—poor,forlorncreaturethathewas,andmorewretchedthanhisvictim—theavengerhaddevotedhimself。
  Whilethussufferingunderbodilydisease,andgnawedandtorturedbysomeblacktroubleofthesoul,andgivenovertothemachinationsofhisdeadliestenemy,theReverendMr。Dimmesdalehadachievedabrilliantpopularityinhissacredoffice。Hewonit,indeed,ingreatpart,byhissorrows。Hisintellectualgifts,hismoralperceptions,hispowerofexperiencingandcommunicatingemotion,werekeptinastateofpreternaturalactivitybytheprickandanguishofhisdailylife。Hisfame,thoughstillonitsupwardslope,alreadyovershadowedthesobererreputationsofhisfellow—clergymen,eminentasseveralofthemwere。Therewerescholarsamongthem,whohadspentmoreyearsinacquiringabstruselore,connectedwiththedivineprofession,thanMr。Dimmesdalehadlived;
  andwhomightwell,therefore,bemoreprofoundlyversedinsuchsolidandvaluableattainmentsthantheiryouthfulbrother。Thereweremen,too,ofasturdiertextureofmindthanhis,andendowedwithafargreatershareofshrewd,hard,iron,orgraniteunderstanding;
  which,dulymingledwithafairproportionofdoctrinalingredient,constitutesahighlyrespectable,efficacious,andunamiablevarietyoftheclericalspecies。Therewereothers,again,truesaintlyfathers,whosefacultieshadbeenelaboratedbywearytoilamongtheirbooks,andbypatientthought,andetherealised,moreover,byspiritualcommunicationswiththebetterworld,intowhichtheirpurityoflifehadalmostintroducedtheseholypersonages,withtheirgarmentsofmortalitystillclingingtothem。AllthattheylackedwasthegiftthatdescendeduponthechosendisciplesatPentecost,intonguesofflame;symbolising,itwouldseem,notthepowerofspeechinforeignandunknownlanguages,butthatofaddressingthewholehumanbrotherhoodintheheart’snativelanguage。Thesefathers,otherwisesoapostolic,lackedHeaven’slastandrarestattestationoftheiroffice,theTongueofFlame。Theywouldhavevainlysought—
  hadtheyeverdreamedofseeking—toexpressthehighesttruthsthroughthehumblestmediumoffamiliarwordsandimages。Theirvoicescamedown,afarandindistinctly,fromtheupperheightswheretheyhabituallydwelt。
  Notimprobably,itwastothislatterclassofmenthatMr。
  Dimmesdale,bymanyofhistraitsofcharacter,naturallybelonged。Tothehighmountain—peaksoffaithandsanctityhewouldhaveclimbed,hadnotthetendencybeenthwartedbytheburden,whateveritmightbe,ofcrimeoranguish,beneathwhichitwashisdoomtototter。Itkepthimdown,onalevelwiththelowest;him,themanofetherealattributes,whosevoicetheangelsmightelsehavelistenedtoandanswered!Butthisveryburdenitwas,thatgavehimsympathiessointimatewiththesinfulbrotherhoodofmankind;sothathisheartvibratedinunisonwiththeirs,andreceivedtheirpainintoitself,andsentitsownthrobofpainthroughathousandotherhearts,ingushesofsad,persuasiveeloquence。Oftenestpersuasive,butsometimesterrible!Thepeopleknewnotthepowerthatmovedthemthus。Theydeemedtheyoungclergymanamiracleofholiness。TheyfanciedhimthemouthpieceofHeaven’smessagesofwisdom,andrebuke,andlove。Intheireyes,theverygroundonwhichhetrodwassanctified。Thevirginsofhischurchgrewpalearoundhim,victimsofapassionsoimbuedwithreligioussentimentthattheyimaginedittobeallreligion,andbroughtitopenly,intheirwhitebosoms,astheirmostacceptablesacrificebeforethealtar。Theagedmembersofhisflock,beholdingMr。Dimmesdale’sframesofeeble,whiletheywerethemselvessoruggedintheirinfirmity,believedthathewouldgoheavenwardbeforethem,andenjoineditupontheirchildren,thattheiroldbonesshouldbeburiedclosetotheiryoungpastor’sholygrave。And,allthistime,perchance,whenpoorMr。Dimmesdalewasthinkingofhisgrave,hequestionedwithhimselfwhetherthegrasswouldevergrowonit,becauseanaccursedthingmusttherebeburied!
  Itisinconceivable,theagonywithwhichthispublicvenerationtorturedhim!Itwashisgenuineimpulsetoadorethetruth,andtoreckonallthingsshadow—like,andutterlydevoidofweightorvalue,thathadnotitsdivineessenceasthelifewithintheirlife。Then,whatwashe?—asubstance?—orthedimmestofallshadows?
  Helongedtospeakout,fromhisownpulpit,atthefullheightofhisvoice,andtellthepeoplewhathewas。"I,whomyoubeholdintheseblackgarmentsofthepriesthood—I,whoascendthesacreddesk,andturnmypalefaceheavenward,takinguponmyselftoholdcommunion,inyourbehalf,withtheMostHighOmniscience—I,inwhosedailylifeyoudiscernthesanctityofEnoch—I,whosefootsteps,asyousuppose,leaveagleamalongmyearthlytrack,wherebythepilgrimsthatshallcomeaftermemaybeguidedtotheregionsoftheblest—I,whohavelaidthehandofbaptismuponyourchildren—I,whohavebreathedthepartingprayeroveryourdyingfriends,towhomtheAmensoundedfaintlyfromaworldwhichtheyhadquitted—I,yourpastor,whomyousoreverenceandtrust,amutterlyapollutionandalie!"
  Morethanonce,Mr。Dimmesdalehadgoneintothepulpit,withapurposenevertocomedownitssteps,untilheshouldhavespokenwordsliketheabove。Morethanonce,hehadclearedhisthroat,anddrawninthelong,deep,andtremulousbreath,which,whensentforthagain,wouldcomeburdenedwiththeblacksecretofhissoul。
  Morethanonce—nay,morethanahundredtimes—hehadactuallyspoken!Spoken!Buthow?Hehadtoldhishearersthathewasaltogethervile,avilercompanionofthevilest,theworstofsinners,anabomination,athingofunimaginableiniquity;andthattheonlywonderwas,thattheydidnotseehiswretchedbodyshrivelledupbeforetheireyes,bytheburningwrathoftheAlmighty!
  Couldtherebeplainerspeechthanthis?Wouldnotthepeoplestartupintheirseats,byasimultaneousimpulse,andtearhimdownoutofthepulpitwhichhedefiled?Notso,indeed!Theyhearditall,anddidbutreverencehimthemore。Theylittleguessedwhatdeadlypurportlurkedinthoseself—condemningwords。"Thegodlyyouth!"saidtheyamongthemselves。"Thesaintonearth!Alas,ifhediscernsuchsinfulnessinhisownwhitesoul,whathorridspectaclewouldhebeholdinthineormine!"Theministerwellknew—subtle,butremorselesshypocritethathewas!—thelightinwhichhisvagueconfessionwouldbeviewed。Hehadstriventoputacheatuponhimselfbymakingtheavowalofaguiltyconscience,buthadgainedonlyoneothersin,andaself—acknowledgedshame,withoutthemomentaryreliefofbeingself—deceived。Hehadspokentheverytruth,andtransformeditintotheveriestfalsehood。Andyet,bytheconstitutionofhisnature,helovedthetruth,andloathedthelie,asfewmeneverdid。Therefore,aboveallthingselse,heloathedhismiserableself!
  Hisinwardtroubledrovehimtopracticesmoreinaccordancewiththeold,corruptedfaithofRome,thanwiththebetterlightoftheChurchinwhichhehadbeenbornandbred。InMr。Dimmesdale’ssecretcloset,underlockandkey,therewasabloodyscourge。
  Oftentimes,thisProtestantandPuritandivinehadplieditonhisownshoulders;laughingbitterlyathimselfthewhile,andsmitingsomuchthemorepitilesslybecauseofthatbitterlaugh。Itwashiscustom,too,asithasbeenthatofmanyotherpiousPuritans,tofast—not,however,likethem,inordertopurifythebodyandrenderitthefittermediumofcelestialillumination,butrigorously,anduntilhiskneestrembledbeneathhim,asanactofpenance。Hekeptvigils,likewise,nightafternight,sometimesinutterdarkness;sometimeswithaglimmeringlamp;andsometimes,viewinghisownfaceinalooking—glass,bythemostpowerfullightwhichhecouldthrowuponit。Hethustypifiedtheconstantintrospectionwherewithhetortured,butcouldnotpurify,himself。Intheselengthenedvigils,hisbrainoftenreeled,andvisionsseemedtoflitbeforehim;perhapsseendoubtfully,andbyafaintlightoftheirown,intheremotedimnessofthechamber,ormorevividly,andclosebesidehim,withinthelooking—glass。Nowitwasaherdofdiabolicshapes,thatgrinnedandmockedatthepaleminister,andbeckonedhimawaywiththem;
  nowagroupofshiningangels,whoflewupwardheavily,assorrow—laden,butgrewmoreetherealastheyrose。Nowcamethedeadfriendsofhisyouth,andhiswhite—beardedfather,withasaint—likefrown,andhismother,turningherfaceawayasshepassedby。Ghostofamother—thinnestfantasyofamother—methinksshemightyethavethrownapityingglancetowardsherson!Andnow,throughthechamberwhichthesespectralthoughtshadmadesoghastly,glidedHesterPrynne,leadingalonglittlePearl,inherscarletgarb,andpointingherforefinger,firstatthescarletletteronherbosom,andthenattheclergyman’sownbreast。
  Noneofthesevisionseverquitedeludedhim。Atanymoment,byaneffortofhiswill,hecoulddiscernsubstancesthroughtheirmistylackofsubstance,andconvincehimselfthattheywerenotsolidintheirnature,likeyondertableofcarvedoak,orthatbig,square,leathern—boundandbrazen—claspedvolumeofdivinity。But,forallthat,theywere,inonesense,thetruestandmostsubstantialthingswhichthepoorministernowdealtwith。Itistheunspeakablemiseryofalifesofalseashis,thatitstealsthepithandsubstanceoutofwhateverrealitiestherearearoundus,andwhichweremeantbyHeaventobethespirit’sjoyandnutriment。Totheuntrueman,thewholeuniverseisfalse—itisimpalpable—itshrinkstonothingwithinhisgrasp。Andhehimself,insofarasheshowshimselfinafalselight,becomesashadow,or,indeed,ceasestoexist。TheonlytruththatcontinuedtogiveMr。Dimmesdalearealexistenceonthisearth,wastheanguishinhisinmostsoul,andtheundissembledexpressionofitinhisaspect。Hadheoncefoundpowertosmile,andwearafaceofgaiety,therewouldhavebeennosuchman!
  Ononeofthoseuglynights,whichwehavefaintlyhintedat,butforbornetopictureforth,theministerstartedfromhischair。A
  newthoughthadstruckhim。Theremightbeamoment’speaceinit。
  Attiringhimselfwithasmuchcareasifithadbeenforpublicworship,andpreciselyinthesamemanner,hestolesoftlydownthestaircase,undidthedoor,andissuedforth。
  XII。
  THEMINISTER’SVIGIL。
  WALKINGintheshadowofadream,asitwere,andperhapsactuallyundertheinfluenceofaspeciesofsomnambulism,MrDimmesdalereachedthespot,where,nowsolongsince,HesterPrynnehadlivedthroughherfirsthoursofpublicignominy。Thesameplatformorscaffold,blackandweather—stainedwiththestormorsunshineofsevenlongyears,andfoot—worn,too,withthetreadofmanyculpritswhohadsinceascendedit,remainedstandingbeneaththebalconyofthemeeting—house。Theministerwentupthesteps。
  ItwasanobscurenightofearlyMay。Anunvariedpallofcloudmuffledthewholeexpanseofskyfromzenithtohorizon。Ifthesamemultitudewhichhadstoodaseye—witnesseswhileHesterPrynnesustainedherpunishmentcouldnowhavebeensummonedforth,theywouldhavediscernednofaceabovetheplatform,norhardlytheoutlineofahumanshape,inthedarkgreyofthemidnight。Butthetownwasallasleep。Therewasnoperilofdiscovery。Theministermightstandthere,ifitsopleasedhim,untilmorningshouldreddenintheeast,withoutotherriskthanthatthedankandchillnight—airwouldcreepintohisframe,andstiffenhisjointswithrheumatism,andcloghisthroatwithcatarrhandcough;therebydefraudingtheexpectantaudienceofto—morrow’sprayerandsermon。Noeyecouldseehim,savethatever—wakefulonewhichhadseenhiminhiscloset,wieldingthebloodyscourge。Why,then,hadhecomehither?
  Wasitbutthemockeryofpenitence?Amockery,indeed,butinwhichhissoultrifledwithitself!Amockeryatwhichangelsblushedandwept,whilefiendsrejoiced,withjeeringlaughter!HehadbeendrivenhitherbytheimpulseofthatRemorsewhichdoggedhimeverywhere,andwhoseownsisterandcloselylinkedcompanionwasthatCowardicewhichinvariablydrewhimback,withhertremulousgripe,justwhentheotherimpulsehadhurriedhimtothevergeofadisclosure。Poor,miserableman!whatrighthadinfirmitylikehistoburdenitselfwithcrime?Crimeisfortheiron—nerved,whohavetheirchoiceeithertoendureit,or,ifitpresstoohard,toexerttheirfierceandsavagestrengthforagoodpurpose,andflingitoffatonce!Thisfeebleandmostsensitiveofspiritscoulddoneither,yetcontinuallydidonethingoranother,whichintertwined,inthesameinextricableknot,theagonyofheaven—defyingguiltandvainrepentance。