Chapter1
  Iscarcelyknowwheretobegin,thoughIsometimesfacetiouslyplacethecauseofitalltoCharleyFuruseth’scredit。HekeptasummercottageinMillValley,undertheshadowofMountTamalpais,andneveroccupieditexceptwhenheloafedthroughthewintermonthsandreadNietzscheandSchopenhauertoresthisbrain。Whensummercameon,heelectedtosweatoutahotanddustyexistenceinthecityandtotoilincessantly。HaditnotbeenmycustomtorunuptoseehimeverySaturdayafternoonandtostopovertillMondaymorning,thisparticularJanuaryMondaymorningwouldnothavefoundmeafloatonSanFranciscoBay。
  NotbutthatIwasafloatinasafecraft,fortheMartinezwasanewferry—steamer,makingherfourthorfifthtripontherunbetweenSausalitoandSanFrancisco。Thedangerlayintheheavyfogwhichblanketedthebay,andofwhich,asalandsman,Ihadlittleapprehension。Infact,Iremembertheplacidexaltationwithwhichtookupmypositionontheforwardupperdeck,directlybeneaththepilot—house,andallowedthemysteryofthefogtolayholdofmyimagination。Afreshbreezewasblowing,andforatimeIwasaloneinthemoistobscurity;yetnotalone,forIwasdimlyconsciousofthepresenceofthepilot,andofwhatItooktobethecaptain,intheglasshouseabovemyhead。
  Irememberthinkinghowcomfortableitwas,thisdivisionoflaborwhichmadeitunnecessaryformetostudyfogs,winds,tides,andnavigation,inordertovisitmyfriendwholivedacrossanarmofthesea。Itwasgoodthatmenshouldbespecialists,Imused。ThepeculiarknowledgeofthepilotandcaptainsufficedformanythousandsofpeoplewhoknewnomoreoftheseaandnavigationthanIknew。Ontheotherhand,insteadofhavingtodevotemyenergytothelearningofamultitudeofthings,Iconcentratedituponafewparticularthings,suchas,forinstance,theanalysisofPoe’splaceinAmericanliterature,anessayofmine,bytheway,inthecurrentAtlantic。Comingaboard,asIpassedthroughthecabin,IhadnoticedwithgreedyeyesastoutgentlemanreadingtheAtlantic,whichwasopenatmyveryessay。Andthereitwasagain,thedivisionoflabor,thespecialknowledgeofthepilotandcaptainwhichpermittedthestoutgentlemantoreadmyspecialknowledgeonPoewhiletheycarriedhimsafelyfromSausalitotoSanFrancisco。
  Ared—facedman,slammingthecabindoorbehindhimandstumpingoutonthedeck,interruptedmyreflections,thoughImadeamentalnoteofthetopicforuseinaprojectedessaywhichIhadthoughtofcalling"TheNecessityforFreedom:APleafortheArtist。"Thered—facedmanshotaglanceupatthepilot—house,gazedaroundatthefog,stumpedacrossthedeckandback(heevidentlyhadartificiallegs),andstoodstillbymyside,legswideapart,andwithanexpressionofkeenenjoymentonhisface。Iwasnotwrongwhendecidedthathisdayshadbeenspentonthesea。
  "It’snastyweatherlikethisherethatturnsheadsgraybeforetheirtime,"hesaid,withanodtowardthepilot—house。
  "Ihadnotthoughttherewasanyparticularstrain,"answered。"ItseemsassimpleasA,B,C。Theyknowthedirectionbycompass,thedistance,andthespeed。Ishouldnotcallitanythingmorethanmathematicalcertainty。"
  "Strain!"hesnorted。"SimpleasA,B,C!Mathematicalcertainty!"
  Heseemedtobracehimselfupandleanbackwardagainsttheairashestaredatme。"Howaboutthisheretidethat’srushin’outthroughtheGoldenGate?"hedemanded,orbellowed,rather。"Howfastissheebbin’?
  What’sthedrift,eh?Listentothat,willyou?Abell—buoy,andwe’rea—topofit!See’emalterin’thecourse!"
  Fromoutofthefogcamethemournfultollingofabell,andcouldseethepilotturningthewheelwithgreatrapidity。Thebell,whichhadseemedstraightahead,wasnowsoundingfromtheside。Ourownwhistlewasblowinghoarsely,andfromtimetotimethesoundofotherwhistlescametousfromoutofthefog。
  "That’saferry—boatofsomesort,"thenewcomersaid,indicatingawhistleofftotheright。"Andthere!D’yehearthat?Blownbymouth。Somescowschooner,mostlikely。Betterwatchout,Mr。Schooner—man。Ah,Ithoughtso。Nowhell’sa—poppin’forsomebody!"
  Theunseenferry—boatwasblowingblastafterblast,andthemouth—blownhornwastootinginterror—strickenfashion。
  "Andnowthey’repayin’theirrespectstoeachotherandtryin’togetclear,"thered—facedmanwenton,asthehurriedwhistlingceased。
  Hisfacewasshining,hiseyesflashingwithexcitement,ashetranslatedintoarticulatelanguagethespeechofthehornsandsirens。"That’sasteamsirena—goin’itovertheretotheleft。Andyouhearthatfellowwithafroginhisthroat——asteamschoonerasnearascanjudge,crawlin’
  infromtheHeadsagainstthetide。"
  Ashrilllittlewhistle,pipingasifgonemad,camefromdirectlyaheadandfromverynearathand。GongssoundedontheMartinez。Ourpaddle—wheelsstopped,theirpulsingbeatdiedaway,andthentheystartedagain。Theshrilllittlewhistle,likethechirpingofacricketamidthecriesofgreatbeasts,shotthroughthefogfrommoretothesideandswiftlygrewfaintandfainter。Ilookedtomycompanionforenlightenment。
  "Oneofthemdare—devillaunches,"hesaid。"Ialmostwishwe’dsunkhim,thelittlerip!They’rethecauseofmoretrouble。Andwhatgoodarethey?Anyjackassgetsaboardoneandrunsitfromhelltobreakfast,blowin’
  hiswhistletobeatthebandandtellin’therestoftheworldtolookoutforhim,becausehe’scomin’andcan’tlookoutforhimself!Becausehe’scomin’!Andyou’vegottolookout,too!Rightofway!Commondecency!
  Theydon’tknowthemeanin’ofit!"
  Ifeltquiteamusedathisunwarrantedcholer,andwhilehestumpedindignantlyupanddownIfelltodwellingupontheromanceofthefog。
  Andromanticitcertainlywas——thefog,likethegrayshadowofinfinitemystery,broodingoverthewhirlingspeckofearth;andmen,meremotesoflightandsparkle,cursedwithaninsanerelishforwork,ridingtheirsteedsofwoodandsteelthroughtheheartofthemystery,gropingtheirwayblindlythroughtheUnseen,andclamoringandclanginginconfidentspeechthewhiletheirheartsareheavywithincertitudeandfear。
  Thevoiceofmycompanionbroughtmebacktomyselfwithalaugh。I
  toohadbeengropingandfloundering,thewhileIthoughtrodeclear—eyedthroughthemystery。
  "Hello;somebodycomin’ourway,"hewassaying。"Andd’yehearthat?
  He’scomin’fast。Walkingrightalong。Guesshedon’thearusyet。Wind’sinwrongdirection。"
  Thefreshbreezewasblowingrightdownuponus,andIcouldhearthewhistleplainly,offtoonesideandalittleahead。
  "Ferry—boat?"Iasked。
  Henodded,thenadded,"Orhewouldn’tbekeepin’upsuchaclip。"Hegaveashortchuckle。"They’regettin’anxiousupthere。"
  Iglancedup。Thecaptainhadthrusthisheadandshouldersoutofthepilot—house,andwasstaringintentlyintothefogasthoughbysheerforceofwillhecouldpenetrateit。Hisfacewasanxious,aswasthefaceofmycompanion,whohadstumpedovertotherailandwasgazingwithalikeintentnessinthedirectionoftheinvisibledanger。
  Theneverythinghappened,andwithinconceivablerapidity。Thefogseemedtobreakawayasthoughsplitbyawedge,andthebowofasteamboatemerged,trailingfog—wreathsoneithersidelikeseaweedonthesnoutofLeviathan。
  Icouldseethepilot—houseandawhite—beardedmanleaningpartlyoutofit,onhiselbows。Hewascladinablueuniform,andIremembernotinghowtrimandquiethewas。Hisquietness,underthecircumstances,wasterrible。HeacceptedDestiny,marchedhandinhandwithit,andcoollymeasuredthestroke。Asheleanedthere,heranacalmandspeculativeeyeoverus,asthoughtodeterminetheprecisepointofthecollision,andtooknonoticewhateverwhenourpilot,whitewithrage,shouted,"Nowyou’vedoneit!"
  Onlookingback,Irealizethattheremarkwastooobvioustomakerejoindernecessary。
  "Grabholdofsomethingandhangon,"thered—facedmansaidtome。
  Allhisblusterhadgone,andheseemedtohavecaughtthecontagionofpreternaturalcalm。"Andlistentothewomenscream,"hesaidgrimly,almostbitterly,Ithought,asthoughhehadbeenthroughtheexperiencebefore。
  ThevesselscametogetherbeforeIcouldfollowhisadvice。Wemusthavebeenstrucksquarelyamidships,forIsawnothing,thestrangesteamboathavingpassedbeyondmylineofvision。TheMartinezheeledover,sharply,andtherewasacrashingandrendingoftimber。Iwasthrownflatonthewetdeck,andbeforeIcouldscrambletomyfeetIheardthescreamofthewomen。Thisitwas,Iamcertain,——themostindescribableofblood—curdlingsounds,——thatthrewmeintoapanic。Irememberedthelife—preserversstoredinthecabin,butwasmetatthedoorandsweptbackwardbyawildrushofmenandwomen。WhathappenedinthenextfewminutesIdonotrecollect,thoughIhaveaclearremembranceofpullingdownlife—preserversfromtheoverheadracks,whilethered—facedmanfastenedthemaboutthebodiesofanhystericalgroupofwomen。ThismemoryisasdistinctandsharpasthatofanypictureIhaveseen。Itisapicture,andIcanseeitnow,——thejaggededgesoftheholeinthesideofthecabin,throughwhichthegrayfogswirledandeddied;theemptyupholsteredseats,litteredwithalltheevidencesofsuddenflight,suchaspackages,handsatchels,umbrellas,andwraps;thestoutgentlemanwhohadbeenreadingmyessay,encasedincorkandcanvas,themagazinestillinhishand,andaskingmewithmonotonousinsistenceifIthoughttherewasanydanger;thered—facedman,stumpinggallantlyaroundonhisartificiallegsandbucklinglife—preserversonallcomers;andfinally,thescreamingbedlamofwomen。
  Thisitwas,thescreamingofthewomen,thatmosttriedmynerves。
  Itmusthavetried,too,thenervesofthered—facedman,forhaveanotherpicturewhichwillneverfadefrommymind。Thestoutgentlemanisstuffingthemagazineintohisovercoatpocketandlookingoncuriously。Atangledmassofwomen,withdrawn,whitefacesandopenmouths,isshriekinglikeachorusoflostsouls;andthered—facedman,hisfacenowpurplishwithwrath,andwitharmsextendedoverheadasintheactofhurlingthunderbolts,isshouting,"Shutup!Oh,shutup!"
  Irememberthesceneimpelledmetosuddenlaughter,andinthenextinstantIrealizedIwasbecominghystericalmyself;forthesewerewomenofmyownkind,likemymotherandsisters,withthefearofdeathuponthemandunwillingtodie。AndIrememberthatthesoundstheymaderemindedmeofthesquealingofpigsundertheknifeofthebutcher,andIwasstruckwithhorroratthevividnessoftheanalogy。Thesewomen,capableofthemostsublimeemotions,ofthetenderestsympathies,wereopen—mouthedandscreaming。Theywantedtolive,theywerehelpless,likeratsinatrap,andtheyscreamed。
  Thehorrorofitdrovemeoutondeck。Iwasfeelingsickandsqueamish,andsatdownonabench。InahazywayIsawandheardmenrushingandshoutingastheystrovetolowertheboats。ItwasjustasIhadreaddescriptionsofsuchscenesinbooks。Thetacklesjammed。Nothingworked。Oneboatloweredawaywiththeplugsout,filledwithwomenandchildrenandthenwithwater,andcapsized。Anotherboathadbeenloweredbyoneend,andstillhunginthetacklebytheotherend,whereithadbeenabandoned。Nothingwastobeseenofthestrangesteamboatwhichhadcausedthedisaster,thoughIheardmensayingthatshewouldundoubtedlysendboatstoourassistance。
  Idescendedtothelowerdeck。TheMartinezwassinkingfast,forthewaterwasverynear。Numbersofthepassengerswereleapingoverboard。
  Others,inthewater,wereclamoringtobetakenaboardagain。Nooneheededthem。Acryarosethatweweresinking。wasseizedbytheconsequentpanic,andwentoverthesideinasurgeofbodies。HowIwentoverIdonotknow,thoughIdidknow,andinstantly,whythoseinthewaterweresodesirousofgettingbackonthesteamer。Thewaterwascold——socoldthatitwaspainful。Thepang,asIplungedintoit,wasasquickandsharpasthatoffire。Itbittothemarrow。Itwaslikethegripofdeath。Igaspedwiththeanguishandshockofit,fillingmylungsbeforethelife—preserverpoppedmetothesurface。Thetasteofthesaltwasstronginmymouth,andIwasstranglingwiththeacridstuffinmythroatandlungs。
  Butitwasthecoldthatwasmostdistressing。Ifeltthatcouldsurvivebutafewminutes。Peoplewerestrugglingandflounderinginthewateraboutme。Icouldhearthemcryingouttooneanother。AndIheard,also,thesoundofoars。Evidentlythestrangesteamboathadlowereditsboats。
  AsthetimewentbyImarvelledthatIwasstillalive。Ihadnosensationwhateverinmylowerlimbs,whileachillingnumbnesswaswrappingaboutmyheartandcreepingintoit。Smallwaves,withspitefulfoamingcrests,continuallybrokeovermeandintomymouth,sendingmeoffintomorestranglingparoxysms。
  Thenoisesgrewindistinct,thoughIheardafinalanddespairingchorusofscreamsinthedistanceandknewthattheMartinezhadgonedown。
  Later,——howmuchlaterIhavenoknowledge,——Icametomyselfwithastartoffear。Iwasalone。Icouldhearnocallsorcries——onlythesoundofthewaves,madeweirdlyhollowandreverberantbythefog。Apanicinacrowd,whichpartakesofasortofcommunityofinterest,isnotsoterribleasapanicwhenoneisbyoneself;andsuchapanicInowsuffered。
  WhitherwasIdrifting?Thered—facedmanhadsaidthatthetidewasebbingthroughtheGoldenGate。WasI,then,beingcarriedouttosea?Andthelife—preserverinwhichIfloated?Wasitnotliabletogotopiecesatanymoment?Ihadheardofsuchthingsbeingmadeofpaperandhollowrusheswhichquicklybecamesaturatedandlostallbuoyancy。AndIcouldnotswimastroke。AndIwasalone,floating,apparently,inthemidstofagrayprimordialvastness。Iconfessthatamadnessseizedme,thatIshriekedaloudasthewomenhadshrieked,andbeatthewaterwithmynumbhands。
  HowlongthislastedIhavenoconception,forablanknessintervened,ofwhichIremembernomorethanoneremembersoftroubledandpainfulsleep。WhenIaroused,itwasasaftercenturiesoftime;andIsaw,almostabovemeandemergingfromthefog,thebowofavessel,andthreetriangularsails,eachshrewdlylappingtheotherandfilledwithwind。Wherethebowcutthewatertherewasagreatfoamingandgurgling,andIseemeddirectlyinitspath。Itriedtocryout,butwastooexhausted。Thebowplungeddown,justmissingmeandsendingaswashofwaterclearovermyhead。Thenthelong,blacksideofthevesselbeganslippingpast,sonearthatIcouldhavetoucheditwithmyhands。Itriedtoreachit,inamadresolvetoclawintothewoodwithmynails,butmyarmswereheavyandlifeless。AgainIstrovetocallout,butmadenosound。
  Thesternofthevesselshotby,dropping,asitdidso,intoahollowbetweenthewaves;andIcaughtaglimpseofamanstandingatthewheel,andofanothermanwhoseemedtobedoinglittleelsethansmokeacigar。
  Isawthesmokeissuingfromhislipsasheslowlyturnedhisheadandglancedoutoverthewaterinmydirection。Itwasacareless,unpremeditatedglance,oneofthosehaphazardthingsmendowhentheyhavenoimmediatecalltodoanythinginparticular,butactbecausetheyarealiveandmustdosomething。
  Butlifeanddeathwereinthatglance。Icouldseethevesselbeingswallowedupinthefog;Isawthebackofthemanatthewheel,andtheheadoftheothermanturning,slowlyturning,ashisgazestruckthewaterandcasuallyliftedalongittowardme。Hisfaceworeanabsentexpression,asofdeepthought,andIbecameafraidthatifhiseyesdidlightuponmehewouldneverthelessnotseeme。Buthiseyesdidlightuponme,andlookedsquarelyintomine;andhedidseeme,forhesprangtothewheel,thrustingtheothermanaside,andwhirleditroundandround,handoverhand,atthesametimeshoutingordersofsomesort。Thevesselseemedtogooffatatangenttoitsformercourseandleaptalmostinstantlyfromviewintothefog。
  Ifeltmyselfslippingintounconsciousness,andtriedwithallthepowerofmywilltofightabovethesuffocatingblanknessanddarknessthatwasrisingaroundme。AlittlelaterIheardthestrokeofoars,growingnearerandnearer,andthecallsofaman。WhenhewasverynearIheardhimcrying,invexedfashion,"Whyinhelldon’tyousingout?"Thismeantme,Ithought,andthentheblanknessanddarknessroseoverme。TheSeaWolf:Chapter2CHAPTER2
  Iseemedswinginginamightyrhythmthroughorbitvastness。Sparklingpointsoflightsplutteredandshotpastme。Theywerestars,Iknew,andflaringcomets,thatpeopledmyflightamongthesuns。Asreachedthelimitofmyswingandpreparedtorushbackonthecounterswing,agreatgongstruckandthundered。Foranimmeasurableperiod,lappedintheripplingofplacidcenturies,Ienjoyedandponderedmytremendousflight。
  Butachangecameoverthefaceofthedream,foradreamtoldmyselfitmustbe。Myrhythmgrewshorterandshorter。Iwasjerkedfromswingtocounterswingwithirritatinghaste。Icouldscarcelycatchmybreath,sofiercelywasIimpelledthroughtheheavens。Thegongthunderedmorefrequentlyandmorefuriously。Igrewtoawaititwithanamelessdread。
  ThenitseemedasthoughIwerebeingdraggedoverraspingsands,whiteandhotinthesun。Thisgaveplacetoasenseofintolerableanguish。
  Myskinwasscorchinginthetormentoffire。Thegongclangedandknelled。
  Thesparklingpointsoflightflashedpastmeinaninterminablestream,asthoughthewholesiderealsystemweredroppingintothevoid。Igasped,caughtmybreathpainfully,andopenedmyeyes。Twomenwerekneelingbesideme,workingoverme。Mymightyrhythmwastheliftandforwardplungeofashiponthesea。Theterrificgongwasafrying—pan,hangingonthewall,thatrattledandclatteredwitheachleapoftheship。Therasping,scorchingsandswereaman’shardhandschafingmynakedchest。squirmedunderthepainofit,andhalfliftedmyhead。Mychestwasrawandred,andIcouldseetinybloodglobulesstartingthroughthetornandinflamedcuticle。
  "That’lldo,Yonson,"oneofthemensaid。"Carn’tyerseeyou’vebloomin’
  wellrubbedallthegent’sskinorf?"
  ThemanaddressedasYonson,amanoftheheavyScandinaviantype,ceasedchafingme,andaroseawkwardlytohisfeet。ThemanwhohadspokentohimwasclearlyaCockney,withthecleanlinesandweaklypretty,almosteffeminate,faceofthemanwhohasabsorbedthesoundofBowBellswithhismother’smilk。Adraggledmuslincaponhisheadandadirtygunny—sackabouthisslimhipsproclaimedhimcookofthedecidedlydirtyship’sgalleyinwhichIfoundmyself。
  "An’’owyerfeelin’now,sir?"heasked,withthesubservientsmirkwhichcomesonlyofgenerationsoftip—seekingancestors。
  Forreply,Itwistedweaklyintoasittingposture,andwashelpedbyYonsontomyfeet。Therattleandbangofthefrying—panwasgratinghorriblyonmynerves。Icouldnotcollectmythoughts。Clutchingthewoodworkofthegalleyforsupport,——andIconfessthegreasewithwhichitwasscummedputmyteethonedge,——Ireachedacrossahotcooking—rangetotheoffendingutensil,unhookedit,andwedgeditsecurelyintothecoal—box。
  Thecookgrinnedatmyexhibitionofnerves,andthrustintomyhandasteamingmugwithan"’Ere,this’lldoyergood。"Itwasanauseousmess,——ship’scoffee,——buttheheatofitwasrevivifying。BetweengulpsofthemoltenstuffIglanceddownatmyrawandbleedingchestandturnedtotheScandinavian。
  "Thankyou,Mr。Yonson,"Isaid;"butdon’tyouthinkyourmeasureswereratherheroic?"
  Itwasbecauseheunderstoodthereproofofmyaction,ratherthanofmywords,thathehelduphispalmforinspection。Itwasremarkablycalloused。
  Ipassedmyhandoverthehornyprojections,andmyteethwentonedgeoncemorefromthehorribleraspingsensationproduced。
  "MynameisJohnson,notYonson,"hesaid,inverygood,thoughslow,English,withnomorethanashadeofaccenttoit。
  Therewasmildprotestinhispaleblueeyes,andwithalatimidfranknessandmanlinessthatquitewonmetohim。
  "Thankyou,Mr。Johnson,"Icorrected,andreachedoutmyhandforhis。
  Hehesitated,awkwardandbashful,shiftedhisweightfromonelegtotheother,thenblunderinglygrippedmyhandinaheartyshake。
  "HaveyouanydryclothesImayputon?"Iaskedthecook。
  "Yes,sir,"heanswered,withcheerfulalacrity。"I’llrundownan’
  tykealookovermykit,ifyou’venoobjections,sir,towearin’mythings。"
  Hedivedoutofthegalleydoor,orglidedrather,withaswiftnessandsmoothnessofgaitthatstruckmeasbeingnotsomuchcat—likeasoily。Infact,thisoiliness,orgreasiness,asIwaslatertolearn,wasprobablythemostsalientexpressionofhispersonality。
  "AndwhereamI?"IaskedJohnson,whomItook,andrightly,tobeoneofthesailors。"Whatvesselisthis,andwhereisshebound?"
  "OfftheFarallones,headingaboutsou’west,"heanswered,slowlyandmethodically,asthoughgropingforhisbestEnglish,andrigidlyobservingtheorderofmyqueries。"TheschoonerGhost,boundseal—huntingtoJapan。"
  "Andwhoisthecaptain?ImustseehimassoonasIamdressed。"
  Johnsonlookedpuzzledandembarrassed。Hehesitatedwhilehegropedinhisvocabularyandframedacompleteanswer。"Thecap’nisWolfLarsen,orsomencallhim。Ineverheardhisothername。Butyoubetterspeaksoftwithhim。Heismadthismorning。Themate——"
  Buthedidnotfinish。Thecookhadglidedin。
  "Betterslingyer’ookoutof’ere,Yonson,"hesaid。"Theoldman’llbewantin’yerondeck,an’thisayn’tnod’ytofallfoulof’im。"
  Johnsonturnedobedientlytothedoor,atthesametime,overthecook’sshoulder,favoringmewithanamazinglysolemnandportentouswink,asthoughtoemphasizehisinterruptedremarkandtheneedformetobesoft—spokenwiththecaptain。
  Hangingoverthecook’sarmwasalooseandcrumpledarrayofevil—lookingandsour—smellinggarments。
  "Theywasputaw’ywet,sir,"hevouchsafedexplanation。"Butyou’ll’avetomakethemdotillIdryyoursoutbythefire。"
  Clingingtothewoodwork,staggeringwiththerolloftheship,andaidedbythecook,Imanagedtoslipintoaroughwoollenundershirt。Ontheinstantmyfleshwascreepingandcrawlingfromtheharshcontact。
  Henoticedmyinvoluntarytwitchingandgrimacing,andsmirked:
  "Ionly’opeyerdon’tever’avetogetusedtosuchasthatinthislife,’cosyou’vegotabloomin’softskin,thatyou’ave,morelikealydy’sthananyIknowof。Iwasbloomin’wellsureyouwasagentlemanassoonasIseteyesonyer。"
  Ihadtakenadisliketohimatfirst,andashehelpedtodressmethisdislikeincreased。Therewassomethingrepulsiveabouthistouch。
  Ishrankfromhishand;myfleshrevolted。Andbetweenthisandthesmellsarisingfromvariouspotsboilingandbubblingonthegalleyfire,Iwasinhastetogetoutintothefreshair。Further,therewastheneedofseeingthecaptainaboutwhatarrangementscouldbemadeforgettingmeashore。
  Acheapcottonshirt,withfrayedcollarandabosomdiscoloredwithwhatItooktobeancientblood—stains,wasputonmeamidarunningandapologeticfireofcomment。Apairofworkman’sbrogansencasedmyfeet,andfortrousersIwasfurnishedwithapairofpaleblue,washed—outoveralls,onelegofwhichwasfullyteninchesshorterthantheother。TheabbreviatedleglookedasthoughthedevilhadthereclutchedfortheCockney’ssoulandmissedtheshadowforthesubstance。
  "AndwhomhaveItothankforthiskindness?"Iasked,whenstoodcompletelyarrayed,atinyboy’scaponmyhead,andforcoatadirty,stripedcottonjacketwhichendedatthesmallofmybackandthesleevesofwhichreachedjustbelowmyelbows。
  Thecookdrewhimselfupinasmuglyhumblefashion,adeprecatingsmirkonhisface。OutofmyexperiencewithstewardsontheAtlanticlinersattheendofthevoyage,Icouldhaveswornhewaswaitingforhistip。
  FrommyfullerknowledgeofthecreatureInowknowthattheposturewasunconscious。Anhereditaryservility,nodoubt,wasresponsible。
  "Mugridge,sir,"hefawned,hiseffeminatefeaturesrunningintoagreasysmile。"ThomasMugridge,sir,an’atyerservice。"
  "Allright,Thomas,"Isaid。"Ishallnotforgetyou——whenmyclothesaredry。"