Theboat—pullerobeyed,takingaturnaroundthelittleforwardthwartandpayingthelineasitjerkedtaut。Theboatsheeredoutwitharush,andthehuntersteadiedittoaparallelcoursesometwentyfeetfromthesideoftheGhost。
"Nowgetthatsaildownandcomealongside!"WolfLarsenordered。
Heneverletgohisrifle,evenpassingdownthetackleswithonehand。
Whentheywerefast,bowandstern,andthetwouninjuredmenpreparedtocomeaboard,thehunterpickeduphisrifleasiftoplaceitinasecureposition。
"Dropit!"WolfLarsencried,andthehunterdroppeditasthoughitwerehotandhadburnedhim。
Onceaboard,thetwoprisonershoistedintheboatandunderWolfLarsen’sdirectioncarriedthewoundedboat—steererdownintotheforecastle。
"IfourfiveboatsdoaswellasyouandIhavedone,we’llhaveaprettyfullcrew,"WolfLarsensaidtome。
"Themanyoushot——heis,Ihope——"MaudBrewsterquavered。
"Intheshoulder,"heanswered。"Nothingserious。Mr。VanWeydenwillpullhimaroundasgoodaseverinthreeorfourweeks。"
"Buthewon’tpullthosechapsaround,fromthelookofit,"headded,pointingattheMacedonia’sthirdboat,forwhichIhadbeensteeringandwhichwasnownearlyabreastofus。"That’sHorner’sandSmoke’swork。
Itoldthemwewantedlivemen,notcarcasses。Butthejoyofshootingtohitisamostcompellingthing,whenonceyou’velearnedhowtoshoot。
Everexperiencedit,Mr。VanWeyden?"
Ishookmyheadandregardedtheirwork。Ithadindeedbeenbloody,fortheyhaddrawnoffandjoinedourotherthreeboatsintheattackontheremainingtwooftheenemy。Thedesertedboatwasinthetroughofthesea,rollingdrunk—enlyacrosseachcomber,itsloosespritsailoutatrightanglestoitandflutteringandflappinginthewind。Thehunterandboat—pullerwerebothlyingawkwardlyinthebottom,buttheboat—steererlayacrossthegunwale,halfinandhalfout,hisarmstrailinginthewaterandhisheadrollingfromsidetoside。
"Don’tlook,MissBrewster,pleasedon’tlook,"Ihadbeggedofher,andIwasgladthatshehadmindedmeandbeensparedthesight。
"Headrightintothebunch,Mr。VanWeyden,"wasWolfLarsen’scommand。
Aswedrewnearer,thefiringceased,andwesawthatthefightwasover。Theremainingtwoboatshadbeencapturedbyourfive,andthesevenweregroupedtogether,waitingtobepickedup。
"Lookatthat!"Icriedinvoluntarily,pointingtothenortheast。
TheblotofsmokewhichindicatedtheMacedonia’spositionhadreappeared。
"Yes,I’vebeenwatchingit,"wasWolfLarsen’scalmreply。Hemeasuredthedistanceawaytothefog—bankandforaninstantpausedtofeeltheweightofthewindonhischeek。"We’llmakeit,Ithink;butyoucandependuponitthatblessedbrotherofminehastwiggedourlittlegameandisjusta—humpingforus。Ah,lookatthat!"
Theblotofsmokehadsuddenlygrownlarger,anditwasveryblack。
"I’llbeatyouout,though,brothermine,"hechuckled。"I’llbeatyouout,andIhopeyounoworsethanthatyourackyouroldenginesintoscrap。"
Whenwehoveto,ahastythoughorderlyconfusionreigned。Theboatscameaboardfromeverysideatonce。Asfastastheprisonerscameovertherailtheyweremarshalledforwardintotheforecastlebyourhunters,whileoursailorshoistedintheboats,pell—mell,droppingthemanywhereuponthedeckandnotstoppingtolashthem。Wewerealreadyunderway,allsailssetanddrawing,andthesheetsbeingslackedoffforawindabeam,asthelastboatliftedclearofthewaterandswunginthetackles。
Therewasneedforhaste。TheMacedonia,belchingtheblackestofsmokefromherfunnel,waschargingdownuponusfromoutofthenortheast。
Neglectingtheboatsthatremainedtoher,shehadalteredhercoursesoastoanticipateours。Shewasnotrunningstraightforus,butaheadofus。Ourcourseswereconverginglikethesidesofanangle,thevertexofwhichwasattheedgeofthefog—bank。Itwasthere,ornotatall,thattheMacedoniacouldhopetocatchus。ThehopefortheGhostlayinthatsheshouldpassthatpointbeforetheMacedoniaarrivedatit。
WolfLarsenwassteering,hiseyesglisteningandsnappingastheydweltuponandleapedfromdetailtodetailofthechase。Nowhestudiedtheseatowindwardforsignsofthewindslackeningorfreshening,nowtheMacedonia;andagain,hiseyesrovedovereverysail,andhegavecommandstoslackasheethereatrifle,tocomeinononethereatrifle,tillhewasdrawingoutoftheGhostthelastbitofspeedshepossessed。
Allfeudsandgrudgeswereforgotten,andIwassurprisedatthealacritywithwhichthemenwhohadsolongenduredhisbrutalitysprangtoexecutehisorders。Strangetosay,theunfortunateJohnsoncameintomymindasweliftedandsurgedandheeledalong,andIwasawareofaregretthathewasnotaliveandpresent;hehadsolovedtheGhostanddelightedinhersailingpowers。
"Bettergetyourrifles,youfellows,"WolfLarsencalledtoourhunters;
andthefivemenlinedtheleerail,gunsinhand,andwaited。
TheMacedoniawasnowbutamileaway,theblacksmokepouringfromherfunnelatarightangle,somadlysheraced,poundingthroughtheseaataseventeen—knotgait——"`Sky—hootingthroughthebrine,’"
asWolfLarsenquotedwhilegazingather。Wewerenotmakingmorethannineknots,butthefog—bankwasverynear。
ApuffofsmokebrokefromtheMacedonia’sdeck,weheardaheavyreport,andaroundholetookforminthestretchedcanvasofourmainsail。
Theywereshootingatuswithoneofthesmallcannonwhichrumorhadsaidtheycarriedonboard。Ourmen,clusteringamidships,wavedtheirhatsandraisedaderisivecheer。Againtherewasapuffofsmokeandaloudreport,thistimethecannon—ballstrikingnotmorethantwentyfeetasternandglancingtwicefromseatoseatowindwardereitsank。
Buttherewasnorifle—firingforthereasonthatalltheirhunterswereoutintheboatsorourprisoners。Whenthetwovesselswerehalfamileapart,athirdshotmadeanotherholeinourmainsail。Thenweenteredthefog。Itwasaboutus,veilingandhidingusinitsdensewetgauze。
Thesuddentransitionwasstartling。Themomentbeforewehadbeenleapingthroughthesunshine,theclearskyaboveus,theseabreakingandrollingwidetothehorizon,andaship,vomitingsmokeandfireandironmissiles,rushingmadlyuponus。Andatonce,asinaninstant’sleap,thesunwasblottedout,therewasnosky,evenourmastheadswerelosttoview,andourhorizonwassuchastear—blindedeyesmaysee。Thegraymistdrovebyuslikearain。Everywoollenfilamentofourgarments,everyhairofourheadsandfaces,wasjewelledwithacrystalglobule。Theshroudswerewetwithmoisture;itdrippedfromourriggingoverhead;andontheundersideofourboomsdropsofwatertookshapeinlongswayinglines,whichweredetachedandflungtothedeckinmimicshowersateachsurgeoftheschooner。Iwasawareofapent,stifledfeeling。Asthesoundsoftheshipthrustingherselfthroughthewaveswerehurledbackuponusbythefog,sowereone’sthoughts。Themindrecoiledfromcontemplationofaworldbeyondthiswetveilwhichwrappedusaround。Thiswastheworld,theuniverseitself,itsboundssonearonefeltimpelledtoreachoutbotharmsandpushthemback。Itwasimpossiblethattherestcouldbebeyondthesewallsofgray。Therestwasadream,nomorethanthememoryofadream。
Itwasweird,strangelyweird。IlookedatMaudBrewsterandknewthatshewassimilarlyaffected。ThenIlookedatWolfLarsen,buttherewasnothingsubjectiveabouthisstateofconsciousness。Hiswholeconcernwaswiththeimmediate,objectivepresent。Hestillheldthewheel,andIfeltthathewastimingTime,reckoningthepassageoftheminuteswitheachforwardlungeandleewardrolloftheGhost。
"Gofor’ardandhard—a—leewithoutanynoise,"hesaidtomeinalowvoice。"Clewupthetopsailsfirst。Setmenatallthesheets。Lettherebenorattlingofblocks,nosoundofvoices。Nonoise,understand,nonoise。"
Whenallwasready,theword"hard—a—lee"waspassedforwardtomefrommantoman;andtheGhostheeledaboutontheporttackwithpracticallynonoiseatall。Andwhatlittletherewas,——theslappingofafewreef—pointsandthecreakingofasheaveinablockortwo,——wasghostlyunderthehollowechoingpallinwhichwewereswathed。
Wehadscarcelyfilledaway,itseemed,whenthefogthinnedabruptlyandwewereagaininthesunshine,thewide—stretchingseabreakingbeforeustothesky—line。Buttheoceanwasbare。NowrathfulMacedoniabrokeitssurfacenorblackenedtheskywithhersmoke。
WolfLarsenatoncesquaredawayandrandownalongtherimofthefog—bank。
Histrickwasobvious。Hehadenteredthefogtowindwardofthesteamer,andwhilethesteamerhadblindlydrivenonintothefoginthechanceofcatchinghimhehadcomeaboutandoutofhisshelterandwasnowrunningdowntorentertoleeward。Successfulinthis,theoldsimileoftheneedleinthehaystackwouldbemildindeedcomparedwithhisbrother’schanceoffindinghim。
Hedidnotrunlong。Jibingthefore—andmain—sailsandsettingthetopsailsagain,weheadedbackintothebank。AsweenteredIcouldhaveswornIsawavaguebulkemergingtowindward。IlookedquicklyatWolfLarsen。Alreadywewereourselvesburiedinthefog,buthenoddedhishead。He,too,hadseenit——theMacedonia,guessinghisman渦vreandfailingbyamomentinanticipatingit。Therewasnodoubtthatwehadescapedunseen。
"Hecan’tkeepthisup,"WolfLarsensaid。"He’llhavetogobackfortherestofhisboats。Sendamantothewheel,Mr。VanWeyden,keepthiscourseforthepresent,andyoumightaswellsetthewatches,forwewon’tdoanylingeringto—night。"
"I’dgivefivehundreddollars,though,"headded,"justtobeaboardtheMacedoniaforfiveminutes,listeningtomybrothercurse。"
"Andnow,Mr。VanWeyden,"hesaidtomewhenhehadbeenrelievedfromthewheel,"wemustmakethesenewcomerswelcome。Serveoutplentyofwhiskeytothehuntersandseethatafewbottlesslipfor’ard。I’llwagereverymanJackofthemisoverthesideto—morrow,huntingforWolfLarsenascontentedlyasevertheyhuntedforDeathLarsen。"
"Butwon’ttheyescapeasWainwrightdid?"Iasked。
Helaughedshrewdly。"Notaslongasouroldhuntershaveanythingtosayaboutit。I’mdividingamongstthemadollaraskinforalltheskinsshotbyournewhunters。Atleasthalfoftheirenthusiasmto—daywasduetothat。Oh,no,therewon’tbeanyescapingiftheyhaveanythingtosayaboutit。Andnowyou’dbettergetfor’ardtoyourhospitalduties。Theremustbeafullwardwaitingforyou。"TheSeaWolf:Chapter26CHAPTER26
WolfLarsentookthedistributionofthewhiskeyoffmyhands,andthebottlesbegantomaketheirappearancewhileIworkedoverthefreshbatchofwoundedmenintheforecastle。Ihadseenwhiskeydrunk,suchaswhiskeyandsodabythemenoftheclubs,butneverasthesemendrankit,frompannikinsandmugs,andfromthebottles——greatbrimmingdrinks,eachoneofwhichwasinitselfadebauch。Buttheydidnotstopatoneortwo。
Theydrankanddrank,andeverthebottlesslippedforwardandtheydrankmore。
Everybodydrank;thewoundeddrank;Oofty—Oofty,whohelpedme,drank。
OnlyLouisrefrained,nomorethancautiouslywettinghislipswiththeliquor,thoughhejoinedintherevelswithanabandonequaltothatofmostofthem。Itwasasaturnalia。Inloudvoicestheyshoutedovertheday’sfighting,wrangledaboutdetails,orwaxedaffectionateandmadefriendswiththemenwhomtheyhadfought。Prisonersandcaptorshiccoughedononeanother’sshoulders,andsworemightyoathsofrespectandesteem。
TheyweptoverthemiseriesofthepastandoverthemiseriesyettocomeundertheironruleofWolfLarsen。Andallcursedhimandtoldterribletalesofhisbrutality。
Itwasastrangeandfrightfulspectacle——thesmall,bunk—linedspace,thefloorandwallsleapingandlurching,thedimlight,theswayingshadowslengtheningandforeshorteningmonstrously,thethickairheavywithsmokeandthesmellofbodiesandiodoform,andtheinflamedfacesofthemen——half—men,Ishouldcallthem。InotedOofty—Oofty,holdingtheendofabandageandlookinguponthescene,hisvelvetyandluminouseyesglisteninginthelightlikeadeer’seyes,andyetIknewthebarbaricdevilthatlurkedinhisbreastandbeliedallthesoftnessandtenderness,almostwomanly,ofhisfaceandform。AndInoticedtheboyishfaceofHarrison,——agoodfaceonce,butnowademon’s,——convulsedwithpassionashetoldthenewcomersofthehell—shiptheywereinandshriekedcursesupontheheadofWolfLarsen。
WolfLarsenitwas,alwaysWolfLarsen,enslaverandtormentorofmen,amaleCirceandthesehisswine,sufferingbrutesthatgrovelledbeforehimandrevoltedonlyindrunkennessandinsecrecy。AndwasI,too,oneofhisswine?Ithought。AndMaudBrewster?No!IgroundmyteethinmyangeranddeterminationtillthemanIwasattendingwincedundermyhandandOofty—Ooftylookedatmewithcuriosity。Ifeltendowedwithasuddenstrength。Whatofmynew—foundlove,Iwasagiant。Ifearednothing。I
wouldworkmywillthroughitall,inspiteofWolfLarsenandofmyownthirty—fivebookishyears。Allwouldbewell。Iwouldmakeitwell。Andso,exalted,upbornebyasenseofpower,Iturnedmybackonthehowlinginfernoandclimbedtothedeck,wherethefogdriftedghostlythroughthenightandtheairwassweetandpureandquiet。
Thesteerage,whereweretwowoundedhunters,wasarepetitionoftheforecastle,exceptthatWolfLarsenwasnotbeingcursed;anditwaswithagreatreliefthatIagainemergedondeckandwentafttothecabin。
Supperwasready,andWolfLarsenandMaudwerewaitingforme。
Whileallhisshipwasgettingdrunkasfastasitcould,heremainedsober。Notadropofliquorpassedhislips。Hedidnotdareitunderthecircumstances,forhehadonlyLouisandmetodependupon,andLouiswasevennowatthewheel。Weweresailingonthroughthefogwithoutalookoutandwithoutlights。ThatWolfLarsenhadturnedtheliquorlooseamonghismensurprisedme,butheevidentlyknewtheirpsychologyandthebestmethodofcementingincordialitywhathadbeguninbloodshed。
HisvictoryoverDeathLarsenseemedtohavehadaremarkableeffectuponhim。Thepreviouseveninghehadreasonedhimselfintotheblues,andIhadbeenwaitingmomentarilyforoneofhischaracteristicoutbursts。
Yetnothinghadoccurred,andhewasnowinsplendidtrim。Possiblyhissuccessincapturingsomanyhuntersandboatshadcounteractedthecustomaryreaction。Atanyrate,thebluesweregone,andthebluedevilshadnotputinanappearance。SoIthoughtatthetime;but,ahme,littleIknewhimorknewthateventhen,perhaps,hewasmeditatinganoutbreakmoreterriblethananyIhadseen。
AsIsay,hediscoveredhimselfinsplendidtrimwhenIenteredthecabin。Hehadhadnoheadachesforweeks,hiseyeswereclearblueasthesky,hisbronzewasbeautifulwithperfecthealth;lifeswelledthroughhisveinsinfullandmagnificentflood。WhilewaitingformehehadengagedMaudinanimateddiscussion。Temptationwasthetopictheyhadhitupon,andfromthefewwordsIheardImadeoutthathewascontendingthattemptationwastemptationonlywhenamanwasseducedbyitandfell。
"Forlookyou,"hewassaying,"asIseeit,amandoesthingsbecauseofdesire。Hehasmanydesires。Hemaydesiretoescapepain,ortoenjoypleasure。Butwhateverhedoes,hedoesbecausehedesirestodoit。"
"Butsupposehedesirestodotwooppositethings,neitherofwhichwillpermithimtodotheother?"Maudinterrupted。
"TheverythingIwascomingto,"hesaid。
"Andbetweenthesetwodesiresisjustwherethesoulofthemanismanifest,"shewenton。"Ifitisagoodsoul,itwilldesireanddothegoodaction,andthecontraryifitisabadsoul。Itisthesoulthatdecides。"
"Boshandnonsense!"heexclaimedimpatiently。"Itisthedesirethatdecides。Hereisamanwhowantsto,say,getdrunk。Also,hedoesn’twanttogetdrunk。Whatdoeshedo?Howdoeshedoit?Heisapuppet。Heisthecreatureofhisdesires,andofthetwodesiresheobeysthestrongestone,thatisall。Hissoulhasn’tanythingtodowithit。Howcanhebetemptedtogetdrunkandrefusetogetdrunk?Ifthedesiretoremainsoberprevails,itisbecauseitisthestrongestdesire。Temptationplaysnopart,unless,——"hepausedwhilegraspingthenewthoughtwhichhadcomeintohismind,——"unlessheistemptedtoremainsober。
"Ha!ha!"helaughed。"Whatdoyouthinkofthat,Mr。VanWeyden?"
"Thatbothofyouarehair—splitting,"Isaid。"Theman’ssoulishisdesires。Or,ifyouwill,thesumofhisdesiresishissoul。Thereinyouarebothwrong。Youlaythestressuponthedesireapartfromthesoul,MissBrewsterlaysthestressonthesoulapartfromthedesire,andinpointoffactsoulanddesirearethesamething。
"However,"Icontinued,"MissBrewsterisrightincontendingthattemptationistemptationwhetherthemanyieldorovercome。Fireisfannedbythewinduntilitleapsupfiercely。Soisdesirelikefire。Itisfanned,asbyawind,bysightofthethingdesired,orbyanewandluringdescriptionorcomprehensionofthethingdesired。Thereliesthetemptation。Itisthewindthatfansthedesireuntilitleapsuptomastery。That’stemptation。
Itmaynotfansufficientlytomakethedesireovermastering,butinsofarasitfansatall,thatfarisittemptation。And,asyousay,itmaytemptforgoodaswellasforevil。"
Ifeltproudofmyselfaswesatdowntothetable。Mywordshadbeendecisive。Atleasttheyhadputanendtothediscussion。
ButWolfLarsenseemedvoluble,pronetospeechasIhadneverseenhimbefore。Itwasasthoughhewereburstingwithpentenergywhichmustfindanoutletsomehow。Almostimmediatelyhelaunchedintoadiscussiononlove。Asusual,hiswasthesheermaterialisticside,andMaud’swastheidealistic。Formyself,beyondawordorsoofsuggestionorcorrectionnowandagain,Itooknopart。
Hewasbrilliant,butsowasMaud,andforsometimeIlostthethreadoftheconversationthroughstudyingherfaceasshetalked。Itwasafacethatrarelydisplayedcolor,butto—nightitwasflushedandvivacious。
Herwitwasplayingkeenly,andshewasenjoyingthetiltasmuchasWolfLarsen,andhewasenjoyingithugely。Forsomereason,thoughIknownotwhy,intheargument,soutterlyhadIlostitinthecontemplationofonestraybrownlockofMaud’shair,hequotedfromIseultatTintagel,whereshesays:>"BlessedamIbeyondwomenevenherein,Thatbeyondallbornwomenismysin,Andperfectmytransgression。"
AshehadreadpessimismintoOmar,sonowhereadtriumph,stingingtriumphandexultation,intoSwinburne’slines。Andhereadrightly,andhereadwell。HehadhardlyceasedreadingwhenLouisputhisheadintothecompanionwayandwhispereddown:
"Beeasy,willye?Thefog’slifted,an’’tistheportlightivasteamerthat’scrossin’ourbowthisblessedminute。"
WolfLarsensprangondeck,andsoswiftlythatbythetimewefollowedhimhehadpulledthesteerage—slideoverthedrunkenclamorandwasonhiswayforwardtoclosetheforecastle—scuttle。Thefog,thoughitremained,hadliftedhigh,whereitobscuredthestarsandmadethenightquiteblack。
DirectlyaheadofusIcouldseeabrightredlightandawhitelight,andIcouldhearthepulsingofasteamer’sengines。BeyondadoubtitwastheMacedonia。
WolfLarsenhadreturnedtothepoop,andwestoodinasilentgroup,watchingthelightsrapidlycrossourbow。
"Luckyformehedoesn’tcarryasearchlight,"WolfLarsensaid。
"WhatifIshouldcryoutloudly?"Iqueriedinawhisper。
"Itwouldbeallup,"heanswered。"Buthaveyouthoughtuponwhatwouldimmediatelyhappen?"
BeforeIhadtimetoexpressanydesiretoknow,hehadmebythethroatwithhisgorillagrip,andbyafaintquiverofthemuscles,——ahint,asitwere,——hesuggestedtomethetwistthatwouldsurelyhavebrokenmyneck。ThenextmomenthehadreleasedmeandweweregazingattheMacedonia’slights。
"WhatifIshouldcryout?"Maudasked。
"Ilikeyoutoowelltohurtyou,"hesaidsoftly——nay,therewasatendernessandacaressinhisvoicethatmademewince。"Butdon’tdoit,justthesame,forI’dpromptlybreakMr。VanWeyden’sneck。"
"Thenshehasmypermissiontocryout,"Isaiddefiantly。
"Ihardlythinkyou’llcaretosacrificetheDeanofAmericanLetterstheSecond,"hesneered。
Wespokenomore,thoughwehadbecometoousedtooneanotherforthesilencetobeawkward;andwhentheredlightandthewhitehaddisappearedwereturnedtothecabintofinishtheinterruptedsupper。
Againtheyfelltoquoting,andMaudgaveDowson’s"ImpenitentiaUltima。"
Sherendereditbeautifully,butIwatchednother,butWolfLarsen。I
wasfascinatedbythefascinatedlookhebentuponMaud。Hewasquiteoutofhimself,andInoticedtheunconsciousmovementofhislipsasheshapedwordforwordasfastassheutteredthem。Heinterruptedherwhenshegavethelines:"Andhereyesshouldbemylightwhilethesunwentoutbehindme,Andtheviolsinhervoicebethelastsoundinmyear。"
"Thereareviolsinyourvoice,"hesaidbluntly,andhiseyesflashedtheirgoldenlight。
Icouldhaveshoutedwithjoyathercontrol。Shefinishedtheconcludingstanzawithoutfalteringandthenslowlyguidedtheconversationintolessperilouschannels。AndallthewhileIsatinahalf—daze,thedrunkenriotofthesteeragebreakingthroughthebulkhead,themanIfearedandthewomanIlovedtalkingonandon。Thetablewasnotcleared。ThemanwhohadtakenMugridge’splacehadevidentlyjoinedhiscomradesintheforecastle。
IfeverWolfLarsenattainedthesummitofliving,heattaineditthen。
FromtimetotimeIforsookmyownthoughtstofollowhim,andIfollowedinamaze,masteredforthemomentbyhisremarkableintellect,underthespellofhispassion,forhewaspreachingthepassionofrevolt。ItwasinevitablethatMilton’sLucifershouldbeinstanced,andthekeennesswithwhichWolfLarsenanalyzedanddepictedthecharacterwasarevelationofhisstifledgenius。ItremindedmeofTaine,yetIknewthemanhadneverheardofthatbrilliantthoughdangerousthinker。
"Heledalostcause,andhewasnotafraidofGod’sthunderbolts,"
WolfLarsenwassaying。"Hurledintohell,hewasunbeaten。AthirdofGod’sangelshehadledwithhim,andstraightwayheincitedmantorebelagainstGod,andgainedforhimselfandhellthemajorportionofallthegenerationsofman。Whywashebeatenoutofheaven?BecausehewaslessbravethanGod?lessproud?lessaspiring?No!Athousandtimesno!Godwasmorepowerful,ashesaid,Whomthunderhathmadegreater。ButLuciferwasafreespirit。Toservewastosuffocate。Hepreferredsufferinginfreedomtoallthehappinessofacomfortableservility。HedidnotcaretoserveGod。Hecaredtoservenothing。Hewasnofigurehead。Hestoodonhisownlegs。Hewasanindividual。"
"Thefirstanarchist,"Maudlaughed,risingandpreparingtowithdrawtoherstate—room。
"Thenitisgoodtobeananarchist!"hecried。He,too,hadrisen,andhestoodfacingher,whereshehadpausedatthedoorofherroom,ashewenton:"`HereatleastWeshallbefree;theAlmightyhathnotbuiltHereforhisenvy;willnotdriveushence;Herewemayreignsecure;andinmychoiceToreignisworthambition,thoughinhell:Bettertoreigninhellthanserveinheaven。’"
Itwasthedefiantcryofamightyspirit。Thecabinstillrangwithhisvoice,ashestoodthere,swaying,hisbronzedfaceshining,hisheadupanddominant,andhiseyes,goldenandmasculine,intenselymasculineandinsistentlysoft,flashinguponMaudatthedoor。
Againthatunnamableandunmistakableterrorwasinhereyes,andshesaid,almostinawhisper,"YouareLucifer。"
Thedoorclosedandshewasgone。Hestoodstaringafterherforaminute,thenreturnedtohimselfandtome。
"I’llrelieveLouisatthewheel,"hesaidshortly,"andcalluponyoutorelieveatmidnight。Betterturninnowandgetsomesleep。"
Hepulledonapairofmittens,putonhiscap,andascendedthecompanion—stairs,whileIfollowedhissuggestionbygoingtobed。Forsomeunknownreason,promptedmysteriously,Ididnotundress,butlaydownfullyclothed。ForatimeIlistenedtotheclamorinthesteerageandmarvelleduponthelovewhichhadcometome;butmysleepontheGhosthadbecomemosthealthfulandnatural,andsoonthesongsandcriesdiedaway,myeyesclosed,andmyconsciousnesssankdownintothehalf—deathofslumber。
Iknewnotwhathadarousedme,butIfoundmyselfoutofmybunk,onmyfeet,wideawake,mysoulvibratingtothewarningofdangerasitmighthavethrilledtoatrumpetcall。Ithrewopenthedoor。Thecabinlightwasburninglow。IsawMaud,myMaud,strainingandstrugglingandcrushedintheembraceofWolfLarsen’sarms。Icouldseethevainbeatandflutterofherasshestrove,pressingherfaceagainsthisbreast,toescapefromhim。AllthissawontheveryinstantofseeingandasIsprangforward。
Istruckhimwithmyfist,ontheface,asheraisedhishead,butitwasapunyblow。Heroaredinaferocious,animal—likeway,andgavemeashovewithhishand。Itwasonlyashove,aflirtofthewrist,yetsotremendouswashisstrengththatIwashurledbackwardasfromacatapult。