"Thatisonewayofbeginning,"saidBettina。"Infact,itistheonlyway。"
  Hedidnottellherthathelikedthat,butheknewthathedidlikeitandthathermerewordstouchedhimlikeaspur。
  Itwas,ofcourse,herlifelongbreathingoftheatmosphereofmillionswhichmadeforthisfashionofmovingatonceinthedirectionofobstaclespresentingtotherestoftheworldbarriersseeminglyinsurmountable。Andyettherewassomethingelseinit,somequalityofnaturewhichdidnotalonesuggesttheomnipotenceofwealth,butanotherthingwhichmightbeevenstrongerandthereforecarriedconviction。Hewhohadragedandclenchedhishandsinthefaceofhisknowledgeoftheaspecthisdreamwouldhavepresentedifhehadrevealedittotheordinarypracticalmind,feltthatapointofviewlikethiswasgoodforhim。Therewasinitstimulusforafleetingmomentatleast。
  "Thatisagoodidea,"heanswered。"Whereshouldyoubegin?"
  Sherepliedquiteseriously,thoughhecouldhaveimaginedsomegirlsrathersimperingoverthequestionasacasualjoke。
  "Onewouldbeginatthefences,"shesaid。"Don’tyouthinkso?"
  "Thatispractical。"
  "ThatiswhereIshallbeginatStornham,"reflectively。
  "YouaregoingtobeginatStornham?"
  "Howcouldonehelpit?Itisnotaslargeorassplendidasthishasbeen,butitislikeitinaway。Anditwillbelongtomysister’sson。No,Icouldnothelpit。"
  "Isupposeyoucouldnot。"Therewasahintofwhollyunconsciousresentmentinhistone。Hewasthinkingthattheeffectproducedbytheirboundlesswealthwastomakethesepeoplefeelasaraceofgiantsmight——eventheirwomenunknowinglyrevealedit。
  "No,Icouldnot,"washerreply。"IsupposeIamonthewholeasortofcommercialworkingperson。Ihavenodoubtitiscommercial,thatinstinctwhichmakesoneresentseeingthingslosetheirvalue。"
  "Shallyoubeginitforthatreason?"
  "Partlyforthatone——partlyforanother。"Sheheldoutherhandtohim。"Lookatthelengthoftheshadows。I
  mustgo。Thankyou,LordMountDunstan,forshowingmetheplace,andthankyouforundeceivingme。"
  Heheldthesidegateopenforherandliftedhiscapasshepassedthrough。Headmittedtohimself,withsomereluctance,thathewasnotcontentthatsheshouldgoevenyet,but,ofcourse,shemustgo。Therepassedthroughhismindaremotewonderwhyhehadsuddenlyunbosomedhimselftoherinawaysoextraordinarilyunlikehimself。Itwas,hethoughtnext,becauseashehadtakenheraboutfromoneplacetoanotherhehadknownthatshehadseeninthingswhathehadseeninthemsolong——themelancholyloneliness,thesignificanceofit,thelosthopesthatlaybehindit,thetouchingpainofthestatelinesswrecked。Shehadshownitinthewayinwhichshetenderlylookedfromsidetoside,intheverylightnessofherfootfall,inthebluebellsofteningofhereyes。Oh,yes,shehadunderstoodandcared,Americanasshewas!Shehadfeltitall,evenwithherhideousbackgroundofFifthAvenuebehindher。
  Whenhehadspokenithadbeenininvoluntaryresponsetoanemotioninherself。
  Sohestood,thinking,asheforsometimewatchedherwalkingupthesunset—glowingroad。
  CHAPTERXVI
  THEPARTICULARINCIDENT
  BettyVanderpoel’swalkbacktoStornhamdidnot,longthoughitwas,givehertimetofollowtoitsendthethreadofherthoughts。Mentallyshewalkedagainwithheruncommunicativeguide,throughwoodpathsandgardens,andstoodgazingatthegreatblind—facedhouse。Shehadnotgiventhemanmorethananoccasionalglanceuntilhehadtoldherhisname。Shehadbeentoomuchabsorbed,toomuchmoved,bywhatshehadbeenseeing。Shewondered,ifshehadbeenmoreawareofhim,whetherhisfacewouldhaverevealedagreatdeal。Shebelieveditwouldnot。Hehadmadehimselfoutwardlystolid。Butthethingmusthavebeenbitter。
  Tohimthewholestoryofthesplendidpastwasfamiliarevenifthroughhisownlifehehadlookedononlyatgradualdecay。Theremustbestoriesenoughofmenandwomenwhohadlivedintheplace,ofwhattheyhaddone,ofhowtheyhadloved,ofwhattheyhadcountedforintheircountry’swarsandpeacemakings,greatfunctionsandlaw—building。Tobeabletolookbackthroughcenturiesandknowofone’sbloodthatsometimesithadbeenshedinthedoingofgreatdeeds,mustbeathingtoremember。Torealisethatthecourageandhonourhadbeenlostinignoblemodernvices,whichnosenseofdignityandreverenceforraceandnamehadrestrained——
  mustbebitter——bitter!Andintheroleofaservanttoleadastrangeraboutamongtheruinsofwhathadbeen——thatmusthavebeenbitter,too。ForamomentBettyfeltthebitternessofitherselfandherredmouthtookuponitselfagrimline。
  Theworstofitforhimwasthathewasnotofthatstrainofhisracewhohadbeenthe"badlot。"The"badlot"hadbeentheweaklot,thevicious,theself—degrading。
  Scandalswhichhadshutmenoutfromtheirclassandkindwereusuallyofanuglytype。Thismanhadastrongjaw,apowerful,healthybody,andclean,thoughperhapshard,eyes。
  TheFirstManofthem,whohewedhiswaytothefront,whostoodfierceinthefaceofthings,whowonthefirstlandsandlaidthefirststones,mighthavebeenlikehiminbuildandlook。
  "It’sadisgustingthing,"shesaidtoherself,"tothinkofthecorruptweaklingsthestrongonesdwindleddownto。I
  hatethem。Sodoeshe。"
  Therehadbeenmanysuchoflateyears,sheknew。ShehadseentheminParis,inRome,eveninNewYork。Thingswiththinorover—thickbodiesandrecedingchinsandforeheads;
  thingshauntingplacesofamusementandfindinginordinateentertainmentinstrangejokesandhorseplay。Sheherselfhadhotbloodandafiercestrengthofrebellion,andshewaswonderinghow,ifthefatherandelderbrotherhadbeenthe"badlot,"hehadmanagedtostandstill,lookingon,andkeepinghishandsoffthem。
  ThelastgoldofthesunwasmellowingthegreystoneoftheterraceandenrichingthegreenoftheweedsthrustingthemselvesintolifebetweentheunevenflagswhenshereachedStornham,andpassingthroughthehousefoundLadyAnstrutherssittingthere。Insustenanceofherefforttokeepupappearances,shehadputonaweirdlittlemuslindressandhadelaboratedthedressingofherthinhair。Itwasnolongerdraggedbackstraightfromherface,andshelookedatriflelessabject,evenashadeprettier。Bettinasatupontheedgeofthebalustradeandtouchedthehairwithlightfingers,rufflingitalittlebecomingly。
  "Ifyouhadwornitlikethisyesterday,"shesaid,"Ishouldhaveknownyou。"
  "Shouldyou,Betty?IneverlookintoamirrorifIcanhelpit,butwhenIdoIneverknowmyself。ThethingthatstaresbackatmewithitspaleeyesisnotRosy。But,ofcourse,everyonegrowsold。"
  "Notnow!Peoplearejustdiscoveringhowtogrowyounginstead。"
  LadyAnstrutherslookedintotheclearcourageofherlaughingeyes。
  "Somehow,"shesaid,"yousaystrangethingsinsuchawaythatonefeelsasiftheymustbetrue,however——howeverunlikeanythingelsetheyare。"
  "Theyarenotasnewastheyseem,"saidBetty。"Ancientphilosopherssaidthingslikethemcenturiesago,butpeopledidnotbelievethem。Wearejustbeginningtodragthemoutofthedustandfurbishthemupandpretendtheyareours,justaspeoplerubupandadornthemselveswithjewelsdugoutofexcavations。"
  "InAmericapeoplethinksomanynewthings,"saidpoorlittleLadyAnstrutherswithyearninghumbleness。
  "Thewholecivilisedworldisthinkingwhatyoucallnewthings,"saidBetty。"Theoldoneswon’tdo。Theyhavebeentried,andthoughtheyhavehelpedustotheplacewehavereached,theycannothelpusanyfarther。Wemustbeginagain。"
  "ItissuchalongtimesinceIbegan,"saidRosy,"suchalongtime。"
  "Thentheremustbeanotherbeginningforyou,too。Thehourhasstruck。"
  LadyAnstruthersrosewithasinvoluntaryamovementasifastronghandhaddrawnhertoherfeet。ShestoodfacingBetty,apatheticlittlefigureinherwashed—outmuslinfrockandwithherwashed—outfaceandeyesandbeing,thoughonherfadedcheeksaflushwasrising。
  "Oh,Betty!"shesaid,"Idon’tknowwhatthereisaboutyou,butthereissomethingwhichmakesonefeelasifyoubelievedeverythingandcoulddoeverything,andasifonebelievesYOU。Whateveryouweretosay,youwouldmakeitseemTRUE。IfyousaidthewildestthingintheworldIshouldBELIEVEyou。"
  Bettygotup,too,andtherewasanextraordinarysteadinessinhereyes。
  "Youmay,"sheanswered。"Ishallneversayonethingtoyouwhichisnotatruth,notonesinglething。"
  "Ibelievethat,"saidRosyAnstruthers,withaquiveringmouth。"Idobelieveitso。"
  "IwalkedtoMountDunstan,"Bettysaidlater。
  "Really?"saidRosy。"Thereandback?"
  "Yes,andallroundtheparkandthegardens。"
  Rosylookedratheruncertain。
  "Weren’tyoualittleafraidofmeetingsomeone?"
  "Ididmeetsomeone。AtfirstItookhimforagame—
  keeper。ButheturnedouttobeLordMountDunstan。"
  LadyAnstruthersgasped。
  "Whatdidhedo?"sheexclaimed。"Didhelookangryatseeingastranger?Theysayheissoill—temperedandrude。"
  "Ishouldfeelill—temperedifIwereinhisplace,"saidBetty。"Hehasenoughtorousehisevilpassionsandmakehimsavage。Whatafateforamanwithanysenseanddecencyoffeeling!Whatfoolsandcriminalsthelastgenerationofhishousemusthaveproduced!Iwonderhowsuchthingsevolvethemselves。Butheisdifferent——different。Onecanseeit。Ifhehadachance——justhalfachance——hewouldbuilditallupagain。AndIdon’tmeanmerelytheplace,butallthatonemeanswhenonesays`hishouse。’"
  "Hewouldneedagreatdealofmoney,"sighedLadyAnstruthers。
  Bettynoddedslowlyasshelookedout,reflecting,intothepark。
  "Yes,itwouldrequiremoney,"washeradmission。
  "Andhehasnone,"LadyAnstruthersadded。"Nonewhatever。"
  "Hewillgetsome,"saidBetty,stillreflecting。"Hewillmakeit,ordigitup,orsomeonewillleaveittohim。Thereisagreatdealofmoneyintheworld,andwhenastrongcreatureoughttohavesomeofithegetsit。"
  "Oh,Betty!"saidRosy。"Oh,Betty!"
  "Watchthatman,"saidBetty;"youwillsee。Itwillcome。"
  LadyAnstruthers’mind,workingatnotimeoncomplexlines,presentedherwithasimplemodernsolution。
  "PerhapshewillmarryanAmerican,"shesaid,andsayingit,sighedagain。
  "Hewillnotdoitonpurpose。"BettinaansweredslowlyandwithsuchanairofabsenceofmindthatRosylaughedalittle。
  "Willhedoitaccidentally,oragainsthiswill?"shesaid。
  Bettyherselfsmiled。
  "Perhapshewill,"shesaid。"ThereareEnglishmenwhoratherdislikeAmericans。Ithinkheisoneofthem。"
  ItapparentlybecamenecessaryforLadyAnstruthers,amomentlater,toleanuponthestonebalustradeandpickoffayoungleaforso,fornoreasonwhatever,unlessthatindoingsosheavertedherlookfromhersisterasshemadehernextremark。
  "Areyou——whenareyougoingtowritetofatherandmother?"
  "Ihavewritten,"withunembarrassedevennessoftone。
  "Motherwillbecountingthedays。"
  "Mother!"Rosybreathed,withasoftlittlegasp。"Mother!"andturnedherfacefartheraway。"Whatdidyoutellher?"
  Bettymovedovertoherandstoodcloseatherside。Thepowerofherpersonalityenvelopedthetremulouscreatureasifithadbeenasenseofwarmth。
  "Itoldherhowbeautifultheplacewas,andhowUghtredadoredyou——andhowyoulovedusall,andlongedtoseeNewYorkagain。"
  ThereliefinthepoorlittlefacewassoimmensethatBetty’sheartshookbeforeit。LadyAnstrutherslookedupatherwithadoringeyes。
  "Imighthaveknown,"shesaid;"Imighthaveknownthat——thatyouwouldonlysaytherightthing。Youcouldn’tsaythewrongthing,Betty。"
  Bettybentoverherandspokealmostyearningly。
  "Whateverhappens,"shesaid,"wewilltakecarethatmotherisnothurt。She’stookind——she’stoogood——she’stootender。"
  "ThatiswhatIhaveremembered,"saidLadyAnstruthersbrokenly。"SheusedtoholdmeonherlapwhenIwasquitegrownup。Oh!hersoft,warmarms——herwarmshoulder!
  Ihavesowantedher。"
  "Shehaswantedyou,"Bettyanswered。"Shethinksofyoujustasshedidwhensheheldyouonherlap。"
  "Butifshesawmenow——lookinglikethis!Ifshesawme!SometimesIhaveevenbeengladtothinksheneverwould。"
  "Shewill。"Betty’stonewascoolandclear。"ButbeforeshedoesIshallhavemadeyoulooklikeyourself。"
  LadyAnstruthers’thinhandclosedonherpluckedleavesconvulsively,andthenopeningletthemdropuponthestoneoftheterrace。
  "Weshallneverseeeachother。Itwouldn’tbepossible,"
  shesaid。"Andthereisnomagicintheworldnow,Betty。
  Youcan’tbringback————"
  "Yes,youcan,"saidBettina。"Andwhatusedtobecalledmagicisonlythecontrolledworkingofthelawandorderofthingsinthesedays。Wemusttalkitallover。"
  LadyAnstruthersbecamealittlepale。
  "What?"sheasked,lowandnervously,andBettysawherglancesidewaysatthewindowsoftheroomwhichopenedontotheterrace。
  Bettytookherhandanddrewherdownintoachair。Shesatnearherandlookedherstraightintheface。
  "Don’tbefrightened,"shesaid。"Itellyouthereisnoneedtobefrightened。WearenotlivingintheMiddleAges。ThereisapolicemaneveninStornhamvillage,andwearewithinfourhoursofLondon,wheretherearethousands。"
  LadyAnstrutherstriedtolaugh,butdidnotsucceedverywell,andherforeheadflushed。
  "Idon’tquiteknowwhyIseemsonervous,"shesaid。
  "It’sverysillyofme。"
  Shewasstilltimidenoughtoclingtosomeragofpretence,butBettyknewthatitwouldfallaway。Shedidthewisestpossiblething,whichwastomakeanapparentlyimpersonalremark。
  "Iwantyoutogoovertheplacewithmeandshowmeeverything。Wallsandfencesandgreenhousesandoutbuildingsmustnotbeallowedtocrumbleaway。"
  "What?"criedRosy。"Haveyouseenallthatalready?"
  Sheactuallystaredather。"Howpracticaland——andAmerican!"
  "Toseethatawallhasfallenwhenyoufindyourselfobligedtowalkroundapileofgrass—grownbrickwork?"saidBetty。
  LadyAnstruthersstillsoftlystared。
  "What——whatareyouthinkingof?"sheasked。
  "Thinkingthatitisalltoobeautiful————"Betty’slooksweptthelovelinessspreadabouther,"toobeautifulandtoovaluabletobeallowedtoloseitsvalueanditsbeauty。"SheturnedhereyesbacktoRosyandthedeepdimplenearhermouthshoweditselfdelightfully。"Itisathrowingawayofcapital,"
  sheadded。
  "Oh!"criedLadyAnstruthers,"howcleveryouare!
  Andyoulooksodifferent,Betty。"
  "DoIlookstupid?"thedimpledeepening。"Imusttrytoalterthat。"
  "Don’ttrytoalteryourlooks,"saidRosy。"Itisyourlooksthatmakeyouso——sowonderful。Butusuallywomen——
  girls————"Rosypaused。
  "Oh,Ihavebeentrained,"laughedBetty。"Iamthespoileddaughterofabusinessmanofgenius。Hisbusinessisanartandascience。Ihavehadadvantages。Hehasletmehearhimtalk。Ievenknowsometriflingthingsaboutstocks。
  Notenoughtodomevitalinjury——butsomething。WhatI
  knowbestofall,"——herlaughendedandhereyeschangedtheirlook,——"isthatitisablundertothinkthatbeautyisnotcapital——thathappinessisnot——andthatbotharenotthegreatestassetsinthescheme。This,"withawaveofherhand,takinginalltheysaw,"isbeauty,anditoughttobehappiness,anditmustbetakencareof。ItisyourhomeandUghtred’s————"
  "ItisNigel’s,"putinRosy。
  "Itisentailed,isn’tit?"turningquickly。"Hecannotsellit?"
  "Ifhecouldweshouldnotbesittinghere,"ruefully。
  "Thenhecannotobjecttoitsbeingrescuedfromruin。"
  "Hewillobjectto——tomoneybeingspentonthingshedoesnotcarefor。"LadyAnstruthers’voicelowereditself,asitalwaysdidwhenshespokeofherhusband,andsheindulgedintheinvoluntaryhastyglanceabouther。
  "Iamgoingtomyroomtotakeoffmyhat,"Bettysaid。
  "Willyoucomewithme?"
  Shewentintothehouse,talkingquietlyofordinarythings,andinthiswaytheymountedthestairwaytogetherandpassedalongthegallerywhichledtoherroom。Whentheyentereditsheclosedthedoor,lockedit,and,takingoffherhat,laiditaside。Afterdoingwhichshesat。
  "Noonecanhearandnoonecancomein,"shesaid。"Andiftheycould,youareafraidofthingsyouneednotbeafraidofnow。TellmewhathappenedwhenyouweresoillafterUghtredwasborn。"
  "Youguessedthatithappenedthen,"gaspedLadyAnstruthers。
  "Itwasagoodtimetomakeanythinghappen,"repliedBettina。"Youwereprostrated,youwereachild,andfeltyourselfcastoffhopelesslyfromthepeoplewholovedyou。"
  "Forever!Forever!"LadyAnstruthers’voicewasasharplittlemoan。"ThatwaswhatIfelt——thatnothingcouldeverhelpme。Idarednotwritethings。Hetoldmehewouldnothaveit——thathewouldstopanyhystericalcomplaints——thathismothercouldtestifythathebehavedperfectlytome。Shewastheonlypersonintheroomwithuswhen——when————"
  "When?"saidBetty。
  LadyAnstruthersshuddered。SheleanedforwardandcaughtBetty’shandbetweenherownshakingones。
  "Hestruckme!Hestruckme!Hesaiditneverhappened——
  butitdid——itdid!Betty,itdid!Thatwastheonethingthatcamebacktomeclearest。HesaidthatIwasindelirioushysterics,andthatIhadstruggledwithhismotherandhimself,becausetheytriedtokeepmequiet,andpreventtheservantshearing。OneawfuldayhebroughtLadyAnstruthersintotheroom,andtheystoodoverme,asIlayinbed,andshefixedhereyesonmeandsaidthatshe——beinganEnglishwoman,andapersonwhosewordwouldbebelieved,couldtellpeoplethetruth——myfatherandmother,ifnecessary,thatmyspoiled,hystericalAmericantempershadcreatedunhappinessforme——merelybecauseIwasboredbylifeinthecountryandwantedexcitement。Itriedtoanswer,buttheywouldnotletme,andwhenIbegantoshakeallover,theysaidthatIwasthrowingmyselfintohystericsagain。Andtheytoldthedoctorso,andhebelievedit。"
  Thepossibilitiesofthesituationwereplainlytobeseen。
  Fate,intheformoftemperamentitself,hadbeenagainsther。
  ItwasclearenoughtoBettyasshepattedandstrokedthethinhands。"Iunderstand。Tellmetherest,"shesaid。
  LadyAnstruthers’headdropped。
  "WhenIwasloneliest,anddyingofhomesickness,andsoweakthatIcouldnotspeakwithoutsobbing,hecametome——itwasonemorningafterIhadbeenlyingawakeallnight——andhebegantoseemkinder。Hehadnotbeennearmefortwodays,andIhadthoughtIwasgoingtobelefttodiealone——andmotherwouldneverknow。Hesaidhehadbeenreflectingandthathewasafraidthatwehadmisunderstoodeachother——becausewebelongedtodifferentcountries,andhadbeenbroughtupindifferentways————"shepaused。
  "Andthatifyouunderstoodhispositionandconsideredit,youmightbothbequitehappy,"Bettygaveinquiettermination。
  LadyAnstruthersstarted。
  "Oh,youknowitall!"sheexclaimed"OnlybecauseIhavehearditbefore。Itisanoldtrick。
  Andbecauseheseemedkindandrelenting,youtriedtounderstand——andsignedsomething。"
  "IWANTEDtounderstand。IWANTEDtobelieve。Whatdiditmatterwhichofushadthemoney,ifwelikedeachotherandwerehappy?Hetoldmethingsabouttheestate,andabouttheenormouscostofit,andhisbadluck,anddebtshecouldnothelp。AndIsaidthatIwoulddoanythingif——ifwecouldonlybelikemotherandfather。AndhekissedmeandIsignedthepaper。"
  "Andthen?"
  "HewenttoLondonthenextday,andthentoParis。Hesaidhewasobligedtogoonbusiness。Hewasawayamonth。
  Andafteraweekhadpassed,LadyAnstruthersbegantoberestlessandangry,andoncesheflewintoarage,andtoldmeIwasafool,andthatifIhadbeenanEnglishwoman,Ishouldhavehadsomedecentcontrolovermyhusband,becausehewouldhaverespectedme。IntimeIfoundoutwhatIhaddone。Itdidnottakelong。"
  "Thepaperyousigned,"saidBetty,"gavehimcontroloveryourmoney?"
  Aforlornnodwastheanswer。
  "Andsincethenhehasdoneashechose,andhehasnotchosentocareforStornham。Andoncehemadeyouwritetofather,toaskformoremoney?"
  "Ididitonce。Ineverwoulddoitagain。Hehastriedtomakeme。HealwayssaysitistosaveStornhamforUghtred。"
  "NothingcantakeStornhamfromUghtred。Itmaycometohimaruin,butitwillcometohim。"
  "HesaystherearelegalpointsIcannotunderstand。Andhesaysheisspendingmoneyonit。"
  "Where?"
  "He——doesn’tgointothat。IfIweretoaskquestions,hewouldmakemeknowthatIhadbetterstop。HesaysIknownothingaboutthings。Andheisright。Hehasneverallowedmetoknowand——andIamnotlikeyou,Betty。"
  "Whenyousignedthepaper,youdidnotrealisethatyouweredoingsomethingyoucouldneverundoandthatyouwouldbeforcedtosubmittotheconsequences?"
  "I——Ididn’trealiseanythingbutthatitwouldkillmetoliveasIhadbeenliving——feelingasiftheyhatedme。AndIwassogladandthankfulthatheseemedkinder。ItwasasifIhadbeenontherack,andheturnedthescrewsback,andIwasreadytodoanything——anything——ifImightbetakenoff。Oh,Betty!youknow,don’tyou,that——thatifhewouldonlyhavebeenalittlekind——justalittle——Iwouldhaveobeyedhimalways,andgivenhimeverything。"
  Bettysatandlookedather,withdeeplyponderingeyes。
  Shewasconfrontingthefactthatitseemedpossiblethatonemustbuildanewsoulforheraswellasanewbody。Inthesedaysofscienceandgrowingsanityofthought,onedidnotstandhelplessbeforetheproblemofphysicalrebuilding,and——andperhaps,ifonecouldpourlifeintoacreature,thesoulofitwouldrespond,andwakeagain,andgrow。
  "Youdonotknowwhereheis?"shesaidaloud。"Youabsolutelydonotknow?"
  "Ineverknowexactly,"LadyAnstruthersanswered。"Hewashereforafewdaystheweekbeforeyoucame。Hesaidhewasgoingabroad。Hemightappearto—morrow,Imightnothearofhimforsixmonths。Ican’thelphopingnowthatitwillbethesixmonths。"
  "Whyparticularlynow?"inquiredBetty。
  LadyAnstruthersflushedandlookedshyandawkward。
  "Becauseof——you。Idon’tknowwhathewouldsay。I
  don’tknowwhathewoulddo。"
  "Tome?"saidBetty。