ThenitappearedthatKedgersalmostbecamepale。Beingaforeigner,perhapsshedidnotknowhowmuchshewasimplyingwhenshesaidsuchathingtoamanwhohadneverheldaplacelikeTimson’s。
"Miss,"hehesitated,evenshamefacedly,becausetosuggesttosuchafine—mannered,calmyoungladythatshemightbeignorant,seemedperilouslynearimpertinence。"Miss,didyoumeanyouwantedonlytheLiliumGiganteum,or——orotherthings,aswell。"
"Ishouldliketosee,"sheansweredhim,"allthatyousee。I
shouldliketohearmoreofitall,whenwehavetimetotalkitover。Iunderstandweshouldneedtimetodiscussplans。"
Thequietwayshewenton!Seemingtobelieveinhim,almostasifhewasMr。Timson。Theoldfeeling,bornandfosteredbythegreatheadgardener’srule,reasserteditself。
"Itmeansmoretowork——andsomeoneoverthem,miss,"
hesaid。"If——ifyouhadamanlikeMr。Timson————"
"Youhavenotforgottenwhatyoulearned。Withmenenoughunderyouitcanbeputintopractice。"
"Youmeanyou’dtrustme,miss——sameasifIwasMr。Timson?"
"Yes。IfyoueverfeeltheneedofamanlikeTimson,nodoubtwecanfindone。Butyouwillnot。Youlovetheworktoomuch。"
Thenstillstandinginthesunshine,ontheweed—grownpath,shecontinuedtotalktohim。Itrevealeditselfthatsheunderstoodagooddeal。Ashewastoassumeheavierresponsibilities,hewastoreceivehigherwages。Itwashisexperiencewhichwastobeconsidered,nothisyears。Thiswasanewpointofview。Themerepropellerofwheel—
barrowsanddiggerofthesoil——particularlyafterhavingbeenattackedbyrheumatism——depreciatesinvalueafteryouthispast。KedgersknewthataMr。Timson,witharegimentofundergardeners,anddailyincreasingknowledgeofhisprofession,couldcontinuetodirect,thoughyearsrolledby。
Buttosuchfortunehehadnotdaredtoaspire。
Oneofthelodgesmightbeputinorderforhimtolivein。Hemighthavethehothousestoputinorder,too;hemighthaveimplements,plants,shrubs,evensomeofthenewerbookstoconsult。Kedgers’brainreeled。
"You——thinkIamtobetrusted,miss?"hesaidmorethanonce。"Youthinkitwouldbeallright?Iwasn’tevensecondorthirdunderMr。Timson——but——ifIsayitasshouldn’t——Ineverlostachanceoflearningthings。Iwasjustmadaboutit。T’aintonlyLiliums——Lord,Iknow’emall,asiftheyweremyownchildrenbornan’bred——shrubs,coniferas,herbaceousbordersthatbloominsuccession。Myword!whatyoucandowithjustdelphiniumsan’campanulaan’acquilegiaan’poppies,everydaythingslikethem,that’llgrowinanycottagegarden,an’bulbsan’annuals!Roses,miss——why,Mr。Timsonhadtheminthickets——an’carpets——
an’clamberingovertreesandtumblingoverwallsinsheetsan’torrents——justknowtheirwaysan’whattheywant,an’
they’llgrowinariot。Buttheywantfeeding——feeding。A
roseisagrossfeeder。FeedaGlorydeejon,andwatchoverhim,an’he’llcoverahousetopan’giveyoutwobloomings。"
"IhaveneverlivedinanEnglishgarden。Ishouldliketoseethisoneatitsbest。"
Leavingherwithsalutesofabjectgratitude,Kedgersmovedawaybewildered。Whatmancouldbelieveittrue?Atthreeorfouryards’distancehestoppedand,turning,camebacktotouchhiscapagain。
"Youunderstand,miss,"hesaid。"Iwasn’tevensecondorthirdunderMr。Timson。I’mnotdeceivingyou,amI,miss?"
"Youaretobetrusted,"saidMissVanderpoel,"firstbecauseyoulovethethings——andnextbecauseofTimson。"
CHAPTERXXII
ONEOFMR。VANDERPOEL’SLETTERS
Mr。Germen,thesecretaryofthegreatMr。Vanderpoel,inarrangingtheneatstacksofletterspreparatorytohischief’sentrancetohisprivateroomeachmorning,knowingwhereeachshouldbeplaced,understoodthatsuchaswereaddressedinMissVanderpoel’shandwouldbereadbeforeanythingelse。ThishadbeenthecaseevenwhenshehadjustbeenplacedinaFrenchschool,atall,slimlittlegirl,withimmensedemandingeyes,andathickblackplaitofhairswingingbetweenherstraight,ratherthin,shoulders。Betweenotherfinancialpotentatesandtheirlittlegirls,Mr。Germenknewthattheoddlyconfidentialrelationwhichexistedbetweenthesetwowasunusual。Herschoolgirlletters,ithadbeenunderstood,shouldbegiventhefirstplaceonthestacksofenvelopeseachincomingoceansteamerbroughtinitsmailbags。Sincethebeginningofhervisittohersister,LadyAnstruthers,theexactdatesofmailsteamersseemedtobeofincreasedimportance。MissVanderpoelevidentlyfoundmuchtowriteabout。Eachsteamerbroughtafull—lookingenvelopetobeplacedinaprominentposition。
OnahotmorningintheearlysummerMr。Germenfoundtwoorthree——twoofthemoflargersizeandseemingtocontainbusinesspapers。Theseheplacedwheretheywouldbeseenatonce。Mr。Vanderpoelwasalittlelaterthanusualinhisarrival。Atthisseasonhecamefromhisplaceinthecountry,andbeforeleavingitthismorninghehadbeentalkingtohiswife,whomhefoundratherdisturbedbyachanceencounterwithayoungwomanwhohadreturnedtovisithermotherafterayearspentinEnglandwithherEnglishhusband。Thisyoungwoman,nowLadyBowen,onceMillyJones,hadbeenoneoftheamusingmarvelsofNewYork。
Agirlneitherrichnorsoendowedbynatureastobeabletopressupontheworldanyspecialclaimtoconsiderationasabeauty,herenterprise,andthedaringofhertactics,hadbeenthedelightofmanyasatiriconlooker。Inherschool—
daysshehadingenuouslymappedoutherfuturecareer。OtherAmericangirlsmarriedmenwithtitles,andsheintendedtodothesamething。Theotherlittlegirlslaughed,buttheylikedtohearhertalk。Allinformationregardingsuchunionsaswastobefoundinthenewspapersandmagazines,shecollectedandstudiouslyread——sometimesaloudtohercompanions。
Socialparagraphsaboutroyalties,dukesandduchesses,lordsandladies,courtballsandglitteringfunctions,shedevouredandlearnedbyheart。Anabominablyvulgarlittleperson,shewasaninterestinglypertinaciouscreature,andwroughtnightanddayatacquiringanairoffashionableelegance,atfirstnaturallylayingitoninsuchmannerassuggestedthatitshouldbescrapedoffwithaknife,butwithexperiencegainingacertainspeciousknowledgeofforms。
Howtheover—maturechildatschoolhadassimilatedheruncannyyoungworldliness,itwouldhavebeenlessdifficulttodecide,ifpossiblesourceshadbeenlessnumerous。Theairwasfullofit,theliteratureoftheday,thechatterofafternoonteas,thegossipofthehour。Beforeshewasfifteenshesawtheindiscretionofherchildishfrankness,andrealisedthatitmighteasilybedetrimentaltoherambitions。Shesaidnomoreofherplansforherfuture,andeventooktheastutetoneofcarelesslytreatingasajokehervulgarlittlepast。Butnotitledforeignerappeareduponthehorizonwithoutsettinghersmall,butbusiness—like,brainatwork。
Herlackofwealthandassuredpositionmadehersituationratherhopeless。Shewasnotoftheclassofluckyyoungwomenwhoseparents’gorgeousestablishmentsofferedattractionstowanderingpersonsofrank。Sheandhermotherlivedinaflat,andgaveratherpatheticafternoonteasinreturnforsuchmorebrillianthospitalitiesascarefulandpertinaciouscallingandrecallingobligedtheiracquaintancestofeeltheycouldnotdecentlybeleftwhollyoutof。Millyandheranxiousmotherhadworkedhard。Theylostnoopportunityofwritinganote,orsendingaChristmascard,oraneconomicalfuneralwreath。Bydailytoilandtheamicableignoringofcasualnessofmannerorslights,theymanagedtoclingtotheedgeoftheprecipiceofsocialoblivion,intowhosedepthsalesserdegreeofassiduity,oragreatersensitiveness,wouldhaveplungedthem。Once——earlyinMilly’scareer,whenherever—readychatterandhersuperficialbrightnesswereanovelty,ithadseemedforashorttimethatluckmightbeglancingtowardsher。AyoungmanofforeigntitleandofBohemiantastesmetheratastudiodance,and,misledbythesmartnessofherdressandheralwayscarefullycarriedairofcarelessprosperity,begantopayadelusivecourttoher。Forafewweeksallherfreshestfrockswerewornassiduouslyandcreditwasstrainedtobuynewones。Theflatwasadornedwithfreshflowersandseveralnewyellowandpalebluecushionsappearedatthelittleteas,whichbegantoassumeamorefestiveair。Desirablepeople,whowentordinarilytotheteasatlongintervalsandthroughreluctantweakness,orsometimesrebelliousamiability,weredrummedupandbroughtfirmlytothefore。Millyherselfbegantolookpinkandfluffythroughmerehopefulgoodspirits。Herthinlittlelaughwasheardincessantly,andpeopleamusedlyiftheyweregood—tempered,derisivelyiftheywerespiteful,wonderedifitreallywouldcometosomething。Butitdidnot。TheyoungforeignersuddenlyleftNewYork,makinghisadieuswithentirelightness。Therewastheendofit。Hehadheardsomethingaboutlackofincomeanduncertaintyofcredit,whichhadsuggestedtohimthatdiscretionwasthebetterpartofvalour。HemarriedlaterayoungladyintheWest,whosefatherwasasolidperson。
Lessastuteyoungwomen,underthecircumstances,wouldhaveallowedthemselvesaweekorsoofheadacheorinfluenza,butMillydidnot。Shemadecallsinthenewfrocks,andwithsuchpersistentspiritthatshefishedforthfromthedepthsofindifferenthospitalitytwoorthreeexcellentinvitations。Sheworeherfreshestpinkfrock,andanamazinglycleverlittleParisiandiamondcrescentinherhair,atthehugeMonsonballatDelmonico’s,anditwasrecordedthatitwasonthatglitteringoccasionthather"UncleJames"
wasfirstbroughtuponthescene。Hewasonlymentionedlightlyatfirst。ItwastoMilly’screditthathewasnotmadetoomuchof。Hewascasuallytoucheduponasaveryrichuncle,wholivedinDakota,andhadactuallylivedtheresincehisyouth,lettinghisfewrelationsknownothingofhim。
Hehadbeenratherablacksheepasaboy,butMilly’smotherhadlikedhim,and,whenhehadrunawayfromNewYork,hehadtoldherwhathewasgoingtodo,andhadkissedherwhenshecried,andhadtakenherdaguerreotypewithhim。Nowhehadwritten,anditturnedoutthathewasenormouslyrich,andwasinterestedinMilly。FromthattimeUncleJamesformedanatmosphere。HedidnotappearinNewYork,butMillyspentthenextseasoninLondon,andtheMonsons,beingatHurlinghamoneday,hadherpointedouttothemasanewAmericangirl,whowastheidolofamillionaireuncle。Shewasnotlivinginanultrafashionablequarter,orwithultrafashionablepeople,butshewas,onalloccasions,theyheard,beautifullydressedandbeautifully——ifalittleheavily——hungwithgaudsandgems,herringsbeingsaidtobequiteamazingandsuggestinganimpassionedlavishnessonthepartofUncleJames。London,havingbecomeinuredtoAmericanmarvels——Milly’sbitofit——acceptedandenjoyedUncleJamesandallthesumptuousattributesofhisDakota。
Englishpeoplewouldswallowanythingsometimes,Mrs。
Monsoncommentedsagely,andyetsometimestheystaredandevidentlythoughtyouwerelyingaboutthesimplestthings。
Milly’scornerofSouthKensingtonhadgulpeddowntheDakotauncle。Hermanaginginthisway,iftherewasnouncle,wastoocleverandamusing。Shehadlefthermotherathometoscrimpandsave,andbyhookorbycrookshehadcontrivedtogetanumberofquitegoodthingstowear。Sheworethemwithsuchanairofaccustomedresourcethatthejewelsmighteasily——mixedwithsomerelicsofhermother’sbetterdays——beoftheorderofthecleverlittleParisiandiamondcrescent。ItwasMilly’snever—laid—asidemannerwhichdidit。TheannouncementofherunionwithSirArthurBowenwasreceivedincertainNewYorkcircleswithlittlesuppressedshrieksofglee。Ithadbeensosharpofhertoaimlowandtorealisesoquicklythatshecouldnotaimhigh。
Thebaronetcywasarecentone,andnotunconnectedwithtrade。SirArthurwasnotarichman,and,haditleakedout,believedinUncleJames。Ifhedidnotfindhimallhisfancypainted,Millywascleverenoughtokeephimquiet。Shewas,whenallwassaidanddone,oneoftheAmericanwomenoftitle,herservantsandthetradespeopleaddressedheras"mylady,"andwithhercapacityforappropriatingwhatwasmostuseful,andhereasyassumptionofpossessingallrequired,shewasaverysmartpersonindeed。SheprovidedherselfwithanEnglishaccent,anEnglishvocabulary,andanEnglishmanner,andincertaincircleswasfelttobemostimpressive。
AtanafternoonfunctioninthecountryMrs。VanderpoelhadmetLadyBowen。Shehadbeenoneofthefewkindlyones,whointhepasthadgivenanoccasionaltreattoMillyJonesforhergirlhood’ssake。LadyBowen,havinggatheredasmallgroupofhearers,wastalkingvolublytoit,whenthenicewomanentered,and,catchingsightofher,shesweptacrosstheroom。ItwouldnothavebeenlikeMillytofailtoseeandgreetatoncethewifeofReubenVanderpoel。Shewouldcountanywhere,eveninLondonsetsitwasnoteasytoconnectone’sselfwith。ShehadalreadydiscoveredthattherewerealmostasmanydifficultiestobesurmountedinLondonbythewifeofanunimportantbaronetastherehadbeentobeovercomeinNewYorkbyagirlwithoutmoneyorplace。Itwaswelltohavesomethinginthewayofinformationtoofferinone’ssmalltalkwiththeluckyonesandMillyknewwhatsubjectlaynearesttoMrs。Vanderpoel’sheart。
"MissVanderpoelhasevidentlybeenenjoyinghervisittoStornhamCourt,"shesaid,afterherfirstfewsentences。
"ImetMrs。WorthingtonattheEmbassy,andshesaidshehadburiedherselfinthecountry。ButIthinkshemusthaverunuptotownquietlyforshopping。IsawheronedayinPiccadilly,andIwasalmostsureLadyAnstrutherswaswithherinthecarriage——almostsure。"
Mrs。Vanderpoel’sheartquickeneditsbeat。
"Youweresoyoungwhenshemarried,"shesaid。"I
daresayyouhaveforgottenherface。"
"Oh,no!"Millyprotestedeffusively。"Irememberherquitewell。Shewassoprettyandpinkandhappy—looking,andherhaircurlednaturally。IusedtoprayeverynightthatwhenIgrewupImighthavehairandacomplexionlikehers。"
Mrs。Vanderpoel’skind,maternalfacefell。
"Andyouwerenotsureyourecognisedher?Well,I
supposetwelveyearsdoesmakeadifference,"hervoicedraggingalittle。
Millysawthatshehadmadeablunder。ThefactwasshehadnotevenguessedatRosy’sidentityuntillongafterthecarriagehadpassedher。
"Oh,yousee,"shehesitated,"theircarriagewasnotnearme,andIwasnotexpectingtoseethem。Andperhapsshelookedalittledelicate。Iheardshehadbeenratherdelicate。"
Shefeltshewasfloundering,andbravelyflounderedawayfromthesubject。SheplungedintotalkofBettyandpeople’sanxietytoseeher,andthefactthatthesocietycolumnswerealreadyfaintlyheraldingher。Shewouldsurelycomesoontotown。ItwastoolateforthefirstDrawing—roomthisyear。WhendidMrs。Vanderpoelthinkshewouldbepresented?
WouldLadyAnstrutherspresenther?Mrs。VanderpoelcouldnotbringherbacktoRosy,andthenatureofthechangewhichhadmadeitdifficulttorecogniseher。
Theresultofthischanceencounterwasthatshedidnotsleepverywell,andthenextmorningtalkedanxiouslytoherhusband。
"WhatIcouldsee,Reuben,wasthatMillyBowenhadnotknownheratall,evenwhenshesawherinthecarriagewithBetty。Shecouldn’thavechangedasmuchasthat,ifshehadbeentakencareof,andhappy。"
Heraffectionandadmirationforherhusbandweresuchasmadethetaskofsoothingheracomparativelysimplething。
TheinstinctoftendernessforthematehisyouthhadchosenwasanunchangeableoneinReubenVanderpoel。Hewasnotaprimitiveman,butinthishewasasunquestioninglysimpleasifhehadbeenakindlyNewEnglandfarmer。Hehadoutgrownhiswife,buthehadalwayslovedandprotectedhergentlegoodness。Hehadneverfailedherinhersmallestdifficulty,hecouldnotbeartoseeherhurt。Bettyhadbeenhiscompeerandhiscompanionalmostsinceherchildhood,buthiswifewasthetenderestcareofhisdays。TherewasastrongsenseofreliefinhisthoughtofBettynow。Itwasgoodtorememberthefinenessofherperceptions,herclearnessofjudgment,andrecallthattheywerequalitieshemightrelyupon。
Whenhelefthiswifetotakehistraintotown,helefthersmilingagain。Shescarcelyknewhowherfearshadbeendispelled。Histalkhadallbeenkindly,practical,andreasonable。ItwastrueBettyhadsaidinherletterthatRosyhadbeenratherdelicate,andhadnotbeentakingverygoodcareofherself,butthatwastoberemedied。Rosyhadmadealittlejokeorsoaboutitherself。
"BettysaysIamnotfatenoughforanEnglishmatron。
Iamdrinkingmilkandbreakfastinginbed,andamgoingtobemassagedtopleaseher。IbelieveweallusedtoobeyBettywhenshewasachild,andnowsheissotallandsplendid,onewouldneverdaretocrossher。Oh,mother!Iamsohappyathavingherwithme!"
Torereadjustthesesimplethingscausedthesuggestionofthingsnotcomfortablynormaltomeltaway。Mrs。
Vanderpoelsatdownatasunnywindowwithherlapfullofletters,andforgotMillyBowen’sfloundering。
WhenMr。Vanderpoelreachedhisofficeandglancedathiscarefullyarrangedmorning’smail,Mr。Germensawhimsmileatthesightoftheenvelopesaddressedinhisdaughter’shand。Hesatdowntoreadthematonce,and,asheread,thesmileofwelcomebecameashrewdanddeeplyinterestedone。
"Shehasundertakenagood—sizedcontract,"hewassayingtohimself,"andshe’stobetrustedtoseeitthrough。Itisratherfine,thewayshemanagestocombineemotionsandromanceandsentimentswithpracticalgoodbusiness,withoutlettingoneinterferewiththeother。It’snoneofitbadbusinessthis,astheestateisentailed,andtheboyisRosy’s。
It’sgoodbusiness。"
ThiswaswhatBettyhadwrittentoherfatherinNewYorkfromStornhamCourt。
"ThethingsIambeginningtodo,itwouldbeimpossibleformetoresistdoing,anditwouldcertainlybeimpossibleforyou。ThethingIamseeingIhaveneverseen,atclosehand,before,thoughIhavetakeninsomethingalmostitsparallelaspartofcertainpicturesquenessofscenesinothercountries。ButIamLIVINGwiththisandalso,throughrelationshiptoRosy,I,inameasure,belongtoit,anditbelongstome。YouandImayhaveoftenseeninAmericanvillagescrudeness,incompleteness,lackofcomfort,andthecompositionofapicture,aroughuglinesstheresultofhasteandunsettledlifewhichstaysnowherelong,butpacksupitsgoodsandchattelsandwandersfartherafieldinsearchofsomethingbetterorworse,inanycaseinsearchofchange,butwehaveneverseenripe,gradualfallingtoruinofwhatgenerationsagowasbeautiful。Tomeitiswonderfulandtragicandtouching。IfyoucouldseetheCourt,ifyoucouldseethevillage,ifyoucouldseethechurch,ifyoucouldseethepeople,allquietlydisintegrating,andsodearlyperfectintheirwaythatifoneknewabsolutelythatnothingcouldbedonetosavethem,onecouldonlystandstillandcatchone’sbreathandburstintotears。ThechurchhasstoodsincetheConquest,and,asitstillstands,greyandfine,withitsmassofsquaretower,anddespitethestateofitsroof,isnotyetgivenwhollytothewindsandweather,itwill,nodoubt,standafewcenturieslonger。TheCourt,however,cannotlongremainapossiblehabitation,ifitisnotgivenanewleaseoflife。Idonotmeanthatitwillcrumbleto—morrow,orthedayafter,butweshouldnotthinkithabitablenow,evenwhileweshouldadmitthatnothingcouldbemoredelightfultolookat。Thecottagesinthevillagearealready,manyofthem,amazing,whenregardedasthedwellingsofhumanbeings。Howlongagothecottagersgaveupexpectingthatanythinginparticularwouldbedoneforthem,Idonotknow。Iamimpressedbythefactthattheyareanunexpectingpeople。Theircalmnon—expectancyfillsmewithinterest。Onlycenturiesofwaitingfortheirsuperiorsinranktodothingsforthem,andtheslowformationofthehabitofrealisingthatnottosubmittodisappointmentwasnouse,couldhaveproducedthealmostSERENITYoftheirattitude。Itisallverywellfornewbornrepublicannations——meaningmynativeland——tosniffsternlyandsaythatsuchastateofaffairsisaninsulttothespiritoftherace。
Perhapsitisnow,butitwasnotapparentlycenturiesago,whichwaswhenitallbeganandwhen`Man’andthe`Race’
hadnotdevelopedtothepointofaskingquestions,towhichtheydemandreplies,aboutthemselvesandthethingswhichhappenedtothem。ItbeganinthetimeofEgbertandCanute,andearlier,inthedaysoftheDruids,whentheyusedpeacefullytoallowthemselvestobeburnedbythescore,enclosedinwickeridols,asnaturalofferingstoplacatethegods。Themodernacceptanceofthingsisonlyasomewhatattenuatedremnantoftheancientidea。AndthisiswhatIhavetodealwithandunderstand。WhenIbegintodothethingsIamgoingtodo,withtheaidofyourpracticaladvice,ifIhaveyourapproval,thepeoplewillbeatfirstratherafraidofme。TheywillprivatelysuspectIammad。Itwill,also,notseematallunlikelythatanAmericanshouldbeofunreasoninglyextravagantandflightymind。Stornham,havinglongslumberedinremotepeacethroughlackofrailroadconvenience,stillregardsAmericaasalmostofthecharacterofwildrumour。RosywastheironeAmerican,andshedisappearedfromtheirviewsosoonthatshehadnottimetomakeanylastingimpression。
Iamaskingmyselfhowdifficult,orhowsimple,itwillbetoquiteunderstandthesepeople,andtomakethemunderstandme。Igreatlydoubtitsbeingsimple。Layersandlayersandlayersofcenturiesmustbefarfromeasytoburrowthrough。Theylooksimple,theydonotknowthattheyarenotsimple,butreallytheyarenot。TheirpointofviewhasbeenthepointofviewoftheEnglishpeasantsomanyhundredyearsthatanAmericanpointofview,whichhashadnomorethanatriflingcenturyandahalftoformitselfin,mayfinditsthewsandsinewsthelesspowerfulofthetwo。
WhenIwalkdownthevillagestreet,facesappearatwindows,andfigures,stolidly,atdoors。WhatIseeisthat,vaguelyandremotely,AmericanthoughIam,thefactthatIamof`herladyship’sblood,’andthatherladyship——Americanthoughsheis——hastheclaimonthemofbeingthemotherofthesonoftheowneroftheland——stirsinthemafeelingthatIhaveashadowysortofrelationshipinthewholething,andwithregardtotheirbadroofsandbadchimneys,totheirbrokenpalings,anddampfloors,totheircomfortsanddiscomforts,asortofresponsibility。Thatisthewholething,andyou——justyou,father——willunderstandmewhenIsaythatI
actuallylikeit。ImightnotlikeitifIwerepoorRosy,but,beingmyself,Iloveit。Thereissomethingpatriarchalinitwhichmovesme。
"Isitanaboundingandarrogantdelightinpowerwhichmakesitappealtome,orisitsomethingbetter?Tofeelthateverymanontheland,everywoman,everychildknewone,countedonone’shonourandfriendship,turnedtoonebelievinglyintimeofstress,toknowthatonecouldhelpandbeafinelyfaithfulthing,theveryknowledgeofitwouldgiveonevigourandwarmbloodintheveins。IwishIhadbeenborntoit,IwishthefirstsoundsfallingonmynewbornearshadbeentheclangingofthepealfromanoldNormanchurchtower,callingouttome,`Welcome;newcomerofourhouse,longlifeamongus!Welcome!’Still,thoughthefirstsoundsthatgreetedmewereprobablytherattlingofaFifthAvenuestage,IhavebroughtthemSOMETHING,andwhoknowswhetherIcouldhavebroughtitfromwithouttherangeofthatprosaic,butcheerful,rattle。"
Therestoftheletterwasdetailofabusiness—likeorder。
Alargeenvelopecontainedthedetail—notesofthingstobedone,notesconcerningroofs,windows,flooring,parkfences,gardens,greenhouses,toolhouses,pottingsheds,gardenwalls,gates,woodwork,masonry。Sharplittlesketches,suchasButtlehadseen,notesconcerningButtle,Fox,Tread,Kedgers,andlessaccomplishedworkmen;concerningwagesofdaylabourers,hours,capabilities。Buttle,ifhehadchancedtoseethem,wouldhavebrokenintoalightperspirationattheideaofayoungwomanhavingcompiledthedocuments。HehadneverheardofthefirstReubenVanderpoel。
Herfather’sreplytoBettywasaslongasherowntohim,andgaveherkeenpleasurebyitssupport,bothofsympatheticinterestandpracticaladvice。Heleftnoneofherpointsunnoted,anddealtwitheachofthemasshehadmosthopedandindeedhadfeltsheknewhewould。Thiswashisfinalsummingup: