"GodinHeaven!"washerinwardcry。"Godofalltheworlds!Donotlethimdie。`IfyeaskanythinginmynamethatIwilldo。’Christsaidit。InthenameofJesusofNazareth——donotlethimdie!Alltheworldsareyours——allthepower——listentous——listentous。Lord,Ibelieve——helpthoumyunbelief。Ifthisterrorrobsmeoffaith,andIpraymadly——forgive,forgiveme。Donotcountitagainstmeassin。Youmadehim。Hehassufferedandbeenalone。Itisnottime——itisnottimeyetforhimtogo。Hehasknownnojoyandnobrightthing。Donotlethimgooutofthewarmworldlikeablindman。Donotlethimdie。Perhapsthisisnotprayer,butraging。Forgive——forgive!Allpowerisgonefromme。Godoftheworlds,andthegreatwinds,andthemyriadstars——donotlethimdie!"
  Sheknewherthoughtswerewild,buttheirtorrentboreherwiththemintoastrange,greatsilence。Shedidnothearthevicar’swords,ortheresponsesofthepeople。Shewasnotwithinthegreystonewalls。Shehadbeendrawnawayasintothedarknessandstillnessofthenight,andnosoulbutherownseemednear。Throughthestillnessandthedarkherprayingseemedtocallandecho,clamouringagainandagain。
  ItmustreachSomething——itmustbeheard,becauseshecriedsoloud,thoughtothehumanbeingsabouthersheseemedkneelinginsilence。Shewentonandon,repeatingherwords,changingthem,endingandbeginningagain,pouringforthafloodofappeal。Shethoughtlaterthatthefloodmusthavebeenatitshighesttidewhen,singularly,itwasstemmed。
  Withoutwarning,awaveofawepassedoverherwhichstrangelysilencedher——andleftherbowedandkneeling,butcryingoutnomore。Thedarknesshadbecomestill,evenasithadnotbeenstillbefore。Suddenlyshecoweredasshekneltandheldherbreath。Somethinghaddrawnalittlenear。
  Nothoughts——nowords——nocrieswereneededasthegreatstillnessgrewandspread,andfoldedherbeingwithinit。
  Shewaited——onlywaited。Shedidnotknowhowlongatimepassedbeforeshefeltherselfdrawnbackfromthesilentandshadowyplaces——awakening,asitwere,tothesoundsinthechurch。
  "OurFather,"shebegantosay,assimplyasachild。
  "OurFatherwhoartinHeaven——hallowedbethyname。"
  Therewasastirringamongthecongregation,andsoundsoffeet,asthepeoplebegantomovedowntheaisleinreverentslowness。Shecaughtagaintheoccasionalsoundofasubduedsob。Rosaliegentlytouchedher,andsherose,followingheroutofthebigpewandpassingdowntheaisleafterthevillagers。
  Outsidetheentrancethepeoplewaitedasiftheywantedtoseeheragain。Foreheadsweretouchedasbefore,andeyesfollowedher。Shewastothegeneralmindthecentreofthedrama,and"theA’mighty"woulddowelltohearher。Shehadbeendoinghisworkforhim"sameashislordship。"
  Theydidnotexpecthertosmileatsuchatime,whenshereturnedtheirgreetings,andshedidnot,buttheysaidafterwards,intheircottages,that"troubleornotshewasawonderforlooks,thatshewas——MissVanderpoel。"
  Rosalieslippedahandthroughherarm,andtheywalkedhometogether,veryclosetoeachother。NowandthentherewasaquestioninginRosy’slook。Butneitherofthemspokeonce。
  OnanoaktableinthehallaletterfromMr。Penzancewaslying。Itwasbrief,hurried,andanxious。TherumourthatMountDunstanhadbeenailingwastrue,andthattheyhadfelttheymustconcealthematterfromthevillagerswastruealso。Forsomebafflingreasonthefeverhadnotabsolutelydeclareditself,buttheyoungdoctorswerebesetbygraveforebodings。Insuchcasesthemostserioussymptomsmightsuddenlydevelop。Oneneverknew。Mr。Penzancewasevidentlytornbyfearswhichhedesperatelystrovetosuppress。ButBettycouldseetheanguishonhisfineoldface,andbetweenthelinesshereaddreadandwarningnotputintowords。Shebelievedthat,fearingtheworst,hefelthemustpreparehermind。
  "Hehaslivedunderagreatstrainformonths,"heended。
  "Itbeganlongbeforetheoutbreakofthefever。Iamnotstrongundermysenseofthecrueltyofthings——andIhaveneverlovedhimasIlovehimto—day。"
  Bettytookthelettertoherroom,andreadittwoorthreetimes。BecauseshehadaskedintelligentquestionsofthemedicalauthorityshehadconsultedonhervisittoLondon,sheknewsomethingofthefeveranditshabits。Evenherunclericalknowledgewassuchasitwasnotwelltoreflectupon。Sherefoldedtheletterandlaiditaside。
  "Imustnotthink。Imustdosomething。Itmaypreventmylistening,"shesaidaloudtothesilenceofherroom。
  Shecasthereyesaboutherasifinsearch。Uponherdesklayanotebook。Shetookitupandopenedit。Itcontainedlistsofplants,offlowerseeds,ofbulbs,andshrubs。
  Eachlistwasheadedwithanexplanatorynote。
  "Yes,thiswilldo,"shesaid。"IwillgoandtalktoKedgers。"
  Kedgersandeverymanunderhimhadbeenattheservice,buttheyhadreturnedtotheirrespectiveduties。Kedgers,givingdirectionstosomeundergardenerswhowereclearingflowerbedsandpreparingthemfortheirwinterrest,turnedtomeetherassheapproached。ToKedgersthesightofhercomingtowardshimonagardenpathwasajoyfulthing。
  Hehaddonewonders,itistrue,butifshehadnotstoodbyhissidewithinspirationaswellasconfidence,heknewthatthingsmighthave"comeoutdifferent。"
  "Youwasbornagardener,miss——bornone,"hehadsaidmonthsago。
  Itwasthetimewhenflowerbedsmustbeplannedforthecomingyear。Hernotebookwasfilledwithmemorandaofthethingstheymusttalkabout。
  Itwasgood,normal,healthyworktodo。Thescentoftherich,damp,upturnedmouldwasagoodthingtoinhale。Theywalkedfromoneendtoanother,stoodbeforeclumpsofshrubs,andstudiedbitsofwall。Hereamassofbluemightgrow,herelowthingsofwhiteandpaleyellow。Aquickly—climbingrosewouldhangsheetsofbloomoverthisdeadtree。ThisshelteredwallwouldholdwarmthforaMarechalNiel。
  "Youmusttakecareofitall——evenifIamnotherenextyear,"MissVanderpoelsaid。
  Kedgers’absorbedfacechanged。
  "Nothere,miss,"heexclaimed。"Younothere!Thingswouldn’tgrow,miss。"Hecheckedhimself,hisweather—
  toughenedskinreddeningbecausehewasafraidhehadperhapstakenaliberty。Andthenmovinghishatuneasilyonhishead,hetookanother。"Butit’strueenough,"lookingdownonthegravelwalk,"we——wecouldn’texpecttokeepyou。"
  Shedidnotlookasifshehadnoticedtheliberty,butshedidnotlookquitelikeherself,Kedgersthought。Ifshehadbeenanotheryounglady,andbutforhisestablishedfeelingthatshewassomehowimmunefromallills,hewouldhavethoughtshehadaheadache,orwaslowinhermind。
  Shespentanhourortwowithhim,andtogethertheyplannedforthechangingseasonsoftheyeartocome。Howshecouldkeephermindonathing,andwhataheadshehadforplanning,andwhataneyeforcolour!Butyes——therewassomethingabitwrongsomehow。Nowandthenshewouldstopandstandstillforamoment,andsuddenlyitstruckKedgersthatshelookedasifshewerelistening。
  "Didyouthinkyouheardsomething,miss?"heaskedheroncewhenshepausedandworethislook。
  "No,"sheanswered,"no。"Anddrewhimonquickly——
  almostasifshedidnotwanthimtohearwhatshehadseemedlisteningfor。
  Whenshelefthimandwentbacktothehouse,allthelovelinessofspring,summerandautumnhadbeenthoughtoutandprovidedfor。Kedgersstoodonthepathandlookedafterheruntilshepassedthroughtheterracedoor。Hechewedhislipuneasily。Thenherememberedsomethingandfeltabitrelieved。Itwastheserviceheremembered。
  "Ah!it’sthatthat’supsether——andit’snatural,seeinghowshe’shelpedhimandDunstanvillage。It’sonlynatural。"
  Hechewedhislipagain,andnoddedhisheadinoddreflection。
  "Ay!Ay!"hesummedherup。"She’sagreatladythat——she’sagreatlady——sameasifshe’dbeenborninacivilisedland。"
  DuringtherestofthedaythelookofquestioninRosalie’seyeschangedinitsnature。Whenhersisterwasnearhershefoundherselfglancingatherwithanewfeeling。Itwasagrowingfeeling,whichgraduallybecame——anxiousness。
  Bettypresentedtohertheaspectofonewithdrawnintosomeremotespace。Shewasnotlivingthisdayasherdayswereusuallylived。Shedidnotsitstillorstrollaboutthegardensquietly。Theconsecutivenessofheractionseemedbroken。Shedidonethingafteranother,asifshemustfilleachmoment。ThiswasnotherBetty。LadyAnstrutherswatchedandthoughtuntil,intheend,anewpainedfearbegantocreepslowlyintohermind,andmakeherfeelasifshewereslightlytremblingthoughherhandsdidnotshake。
  Shedidnotdaretoallowherselftothinkthethingsheknewshewasonthebrinkofthinking。Shethrustitawayfromher,andtriednottothinkatall。HerBetty——hersplendidBetty,whomnothingcouldhurt——whocouldnotbetouchedbyanyawfulthing——herdearBetty!
  Intheafternoonshesawherwritenotessteadilyforanhour,thenshewentoutintothestablesandvisitedthehorses,talkedtothecoachmanandtoherowngroom。Shewasverykindtoavillageboywhohadbeenrecentlytakenonasanadditionalassistantinthestable,andwhowasratherfrightenedandshy。Sheknewhismother,whohadalargefamily,andshehad,indeed,giventheboyhisplacethathemightbetrainedunderthegreatMr。Buckham,whowascoachmanandheadofthestables。Shesaidencouragingthingswhichquitecheeredhim,andshespokeprivatelytoMr。Buckhamabouthim。Thenshewalkedintheparkalittle,butnotforlong。WhenshecamebackRosaliewaswaitingforher。
  "Iwanttotakealongdrive,"shesaid。"Ifeelrestless。
  Willyoucomewithme,Betty?"Yes,shewouldgowithher,soBuckhambroughtthelandauwithitspairofbighorses,andtheyrolleddowntheavenue,andintothesmooth,whitehighroad。Hetookthemfar——pastthegreatmarshes,betweenmilesofbaredhedges,pastfarmsandscatteredcottages。Sometimesheturnedintolanes,wherethehedgeswereclosertoeachother,andwhere,hereandthere,theycaughtsightofnewpointsofviewbetweentrees。BettywasgladtofeelRosy’sslimbodynearherside,andshewasconsciousthatitgraduallyseemedtodrawcloserandcloser。ThenRosy’shandslippedintohersandhelditsoftlyonherlap。
  Whentheydrovetogetherinthiswaytheywereusuallybothofthemrathersilentandquiet,butnowRosaliespokeofmanythings——ofUghtred,ofNigel,oftheDunholms,ofNewYork,andtheirfatherandmother。
  "IwanttotalkbecauseI’mnervous,Ithink,"shesaidhalfapologetically。"Idonotwanttositstillandthinktoomuch——offather’scoming。Youdon’tmindmytalking,doyou,Betty?"
  "No,"Bettyanswered。"Itisgoodforyouandforme。"
  AndshemetthepressureofRosy’shandhalfway。
  ButRosywastalking,notbecauseshedidnotwanttositstillandthink,butbecauseshedidnotwantBettytodoso。
  Andallthetimeshewastryingtothrustawaythethoughtgrowinginhermind。
  Theyspenttheeveningtogetherinthelibrary,andBettyreadaloud。Shereadalongtime——untilquitelate。Shewishedtotireherselfaswellastoforceherselftostoplistening。
  Whentheysaidgood—nighttoeachotherRosyclungtoherasdesperatelyasshehadclungonthenightafterherarrival。
  Shekissedheragainandagain,andthenhungherheadandexcusedherself。
  "Forgivemeforbeing——nervous。I’mashamedofmyself,"
  shesaid。"PerhapsintimeIshallgetoverbeingacoward。"
  Butshesaidnothingofthefactthatshewasnotacowardforherself,butthroughaslowlyformulatingandstruggled——
  againstfear,whichchilledherveryheart,andwhichshecouldbestcoverbyapretenceofbeingapoltroon。
  Shecouldnotsleepwhenshewenttobed。Thenightseemedcrowdedwithstrange,terrifiedthoughts。TheywereallofBetty,thoughsometimesshethoughtofherfather’scoming,ofhermotherinNewYork,andofBetty’ssteadyworkingthroughouttheday。Sometimesshecried,twistingherhandstogether,andsometimesshedroppedintoafeverishsleep,anddreamedthatshewaswatchingBetty’sface,yetwasafraidtolookatit。
  Sheawakenedsuddenlyfromoneofthesedreams,andsatuprightinbedtofindthedawnbreaking。Sheroseandthrewonadressing—gown,andwenttohersister’sroombecauseshecouldnotbeartostayaway。
  Thedoorwasnotlocked,andshepusheditopengently。
  Oneofthewindowshaditsblinddrawnup,andlookedlikeapatchofdullgrey。Bettywasstandinguprightnearit。
  Shewasinhernight—gown,andalongblackplaitofhairhungoveroneshoulderheavily。Shelookedallblackandwhiteinstrongcontrast。Thegreylightsetherforthasatallghost。
  LadyAnstruthersslidforward,feelingatightnessinherchest。
  "Thedawnwakenedmetoo,"shesaid。
  "Ihavebeenwaitingtoseeitcome,"answeredBetty。"Itisgoingtobeadull,drearyday。"
  CHAPTERXLVII
  "IHAVENOWORDORLOOKTOREMEMBER"
  Itwasadullanddrearyday,asBettyhadforeseenitwouldbe。Heavyraincloudshungandthreatened,andtheatmospherewasdampandchill。ItwasoneofthosedaysoftheEnglishautumnwhichspeakonlyoftheendofthings,bereavingoneofthepowertoremembernextyear’sspringandsummer,which,afterall,mustsurelycome。Skyisgrey,treesaregrey,deadleavesliedampbeneaththefeet,sunlightandbirdsseemforgottenthings。Allthathasbeensadandtoberegrettedorfearedhangsheavyintheairandswaysallthought。Inthepassingofthesehoursthereisnohopeanywhere。Bettyappearedatbreakfastinshortdressandclosehat。Sheworethicklittleboots,asifforwalking。
  "Iamgoingtomakevisitsinthevillage,"shesaid。"I
  wantabasketofgoodthingstotakewithme。Stourton’schildrenneedfeedingaftertheirmeasles。TheylookedverythinwhenIsawthemplayingintheroadyesterday。"
  "Yes,dear,"Rosalieanswered。"Mrs。Noakesshallpreparethebasket。Goodchickenbroth,andjelly,andnourishingthings。Jennings,"tothebutler,"youknowthekindofbasketMissVanderpoelwants。SpeaktoMrs。Noakes,please。"
  "Yes,mylady,"JenningsknewthekindofbasketandsodidMrs。Noakes。BelowstairsastrongsympathywithMissVanderpoel’smovementshaddeveloped。Nooneresentedthepreparationofbaskets。Somehowtheywerealwaysmanaged,evenifaskedforatuntimelyhours。
  Bettywassittingsilent,lookingoutintothegreynessoftheautumn—smittenpark。
  "Are——areyoulisteningforanything,Betty?"LadyAnstruthersaskedratherfalteringly。"Youhaveasortoflisteninglookinyoureyes。"
  Bettycamebacktotheroom,asitwere。
  "HaveI,"shesaid。"Yes,IthinkIwaslisteningfor——
  something。"
  AndRosaliedidnotaskherwhatshelistenedfor。Shewasafraidsheknew。
  ItwasnotonlytheStourtonsBettyvisitedthismorning。
  Shepassedfromonecottagetoanother——toseeoldwomen,andoldmen,aswellasyoungones,whoforonereasonoranotherneededhelpandencouragement。Byonebedsideshereadaloud;byanothershesatandtoldcheerfulstories;
  shelistenedtotalkinlittlekitchens,andinonehousewelcomedanewbornthing。Asshewalkedsteadilyovergreyroadanddowngreylanesdampmistroseandhungabouther。Andshedidnotwalkalone。Fearwalkedwithher,andanguish,agreyghostbyherside。Onceshefoundherselfstandingquitestillonasidepath,coveringherfacewithherhands。Shefilledeverymomentofthemorning,andwalkeduntilshewastired。Beforeshewenthomeshecalledatthepostoffice,andMr。Tewsongreetedherwithasolemnface。Hedidnotwaittobequestioned。
  "There’sbeennonewsto—day,miss,sofar,"hesaid。"Andthatseemsasiftheymightbesogivenuptohardworkatadreadfultimethatthere’sbeennochanceforanythingtogetout。Whenpeople’shangingoveraman’sbedattheend,it’sasifeverythingstoppedbutthat——that’sstoppingforalltime。"
  Afterluncheontherainbegantofallsoftly,slowly,andwithasuggestionofendlessness。Itwasasortofmistitself,andbecameadampshadowamongthebarebranchesoftreeswhichsoonbegantodrip。
  "Youhavebeenwalkingaboutallmorning,andyouaretired,dear,"LadyAnstrutherssaidtoher。"Won’tyougotoyourroomandrest,Betty?"
  Yes,shewouldgotoherroom,shesaid。SomenewbookshadarrivedfromLondonthismorning,andshewouldlookoverthem。Shetalkedalittleabouthervisitsbeforeshewent,andwhen,asshetalked,Ughtredcameovertoherandstoodclosetohersideholdingherhandandstrokingit,shesmiledathimsweetly——thesmileheadored。Hestrokedthehandandsoftlypattedit,watchingherwistfully。Suddenlyheliftedittohislips,andkisseditagainandagainwithasortofpassion。
  "Iloveyousomuch,AuntBetty,"hecried。"Webothloveyousomuch。Somethingmakesmeloveyouto—daymorethaneverIdidbefore。Italmostmakesmecry。Iloveyouso。"
  Shestoopedswiftlyanddrewhimintoherarmsandkissedhimcloseandhard。Heheldhisheadbackalittleandlookedintotheblueunderherlashes。
  "Iloveyoureyes,"hesaid。"Anyonewouldloveyoureyes,AuntBetty。Butwhatisthematterwiththem?Youarenotcryingatall,but——oh!whatisthematter?"
  "No,Iamnotcryingatall,"shesaid,andsmiled——almostlaughed。
  Butaftershehadkissedhimagainshetookherbooksandwentupstairs。
  Shedidnotliedown,andshedidnotreadwhenshewasaloneinherroom。Shedrewalongchairbeforethewindowandwatchedtheslowfallingoftherain。Thereisnothinglikeit——thatslowweepingoftherainonanEnglishautumnday。
  Softandlightthoughitwas,theparkbegantolooksodden。
  Thebaretreesheldouttheirbrancheslikeimploringarms,thebrowngardenbedswereneatandbare。Thesamerainwasdrip—drippingatMountDunstan——uponthedesolategreathouse——uponthevillage——uponthemoundsandancientstonetombsinthechurchyard,sinkingintotheearth——sinkingdeep,suckedinbytheclaybeneath——thecolddampclay。
  Sheshookherselfshudderingly。Whyshouldthethoughtcometoher——thecolddampclay?Shewouldnotlistentoit,shewouldthinkofNewYork,ofitsroaringstreetsandcrashofsound,oftherushoffiercelifethere——ofherfatherandmother。ShetriedtoforceherselftocalluppicturesofBroadway,swarmingwithcrowdsofblackthings,which,seenfromthewindowsofitsmonstrousbuildings,seemedlikeswarmsofants,burstoutofant—hills,outofathousandant—
  hills。Shetriedtoremembershopwindows,thethingsinthem,thethrongsgoingby,andthethrongspassinginandoutofgreat,swingingglassdoors。ShedraggedupbeforeheravisionofRosalie,drivingwithhermotherandherself,lookingaboutheratthenewbuildingsandchangedstreets,flushedandmaderadiantbytheacceleratedpaceandexcitementofherbelovedNewYork。But,oh,theslow,penetratingrainfall,and——thecolddampclay!
  Sherose,makinganinvoluntarysoundwhichwashalfamoan。Thelongmirrorsetbetweentwowindowsshowedhermomentarilyanawfulyoungfigure,throwingupitsarms。
  WasthatBettyVanderpoel——that?
  "Whatdoesonedo,"shesaid,"whentheworldcomestoanend?Whatdoesonedo?"
  Allherdaysshehaddonethings——therehadalwaysbeensomethingtodo。Nowtherewasnothing。Shewentsuddenlytoherbellandrangforhermaid。Thewomanansweredthesummonsatonce。
  "SendwordtothestablethatIwantChildeHarold。I
  donotwantMason。Ishallridealone。"
  "Yes,miss,"Amblestonanswered,withoutanyexteriorsignofemotion。Shewastoowell—trainedapersontoexpressanyshadeofherinternalamazement。Aftershehadtransmittedtheordertothepropermanagershereturnedandchangedhermistress’scostume。
  Shehadcontemplatedhertask,andwasstandingbehindMissVanderpoel’schair,puttingthelasttouchtoherveil,whenshebecameconsciousofaslightstiffeningoftheneckwhichheldsowellthehandsomehead,thentheheadslowlyturnedtowardsthewindowgivinguponthefrontpark。MissVanderpoelwaslisteningtosomething,listeningsointentlythatAmblestonfeltthat,forafewmoments,shedidnotseemtobreathe。Themaid’shandsfellfromtheveil,andshebegantolistenalso。Shehadbeenattheservicethedaybefore。
  MissVanderpoelrosefromherchairslowly——veryslowly,andtookastepforward。Thenshestoodstillandlistenedagain。
  "Openthatwindow,ifyouplease,"shecommanded——"asifastoneimagewasspeaking"——Amblestonsaidlater。Thewindowwasthrownopen,andforafewsecondstheybothstoodstillagain。WhenMissVanderpoelspoke,itwasasifshehadforgottenwhereshewas,orasifshewereinadream。
  "Itistheringers,"shesaid。"Theyaretollingthepassingbell。"
  Theservingwomanwassoftofheart,andhadherfeminineemotions。Therehadbeenmuchtalkofthisthingintheservant’shall。SheturneduponBetty,andforgotallrulesandtraining。
  "Oh,miss!"shecried。"He’sgone——he’sgone!Thatgoodman——outofthishardworld。Oh,miss,excuseme——
  do!"Andassheburstintowildtears,sheranoutoftheroom……
  Rosaliehadbeensittinginthemorningroom。Shealsohadstriventooccupyherselfwithwork。Shehadwrittentohermother,shehadread,shehadembroidered,andthenreadagain。WhatwasBettydoing——whatwasshethinkingnow?
  Shelaidherbookdowninherlap,andcoveringherfacewithherhands,breathedadesperatelittleprayer。Thatlifeshouldbepainandemptinesstoherself,seemedsomehownaturalsinceshehadmarriedNigel——butpainandemptinessforBetty——No!No!No!NotforBetty!Piteoussorrowpoureduponherlikeaflood。Shedidnotknowhowthetimepassed。Shesat,huddledtogetherinherchair,withhiddenface。Shecouldnotbeartolookattherainandghostmistoutofdoors。Oh,ifhermotherwereonlyhere,andshemightspeaktoher!Andasherlovingtearsbrokeforthafresh,sheheardthedooropen。
  "Ifyouplease,mylady——Ibegyourpardon,mylady,"asshestartedanduncoveredherface。
  "Whatisit,Jennings?"
  Thefigureatthedoorwasthatoftheserious,elderlybutler,andheworearespectfullygraveair。
  "Asyourladyshipissittinginthisroom,wethoughtitlikelyyouwouldnothear,thewindowsbeingclosed,andwefeltsure,mylady,thatyouwouldwishtoknow————"
  LadyAnstruthers’handsshookastheyclungtothearmsofherchair。
  "Toknow————"shefaltered。"Hearwhat?"
  "Thepassingbellistolling,mylady。Ithasjustbegun。
  ItisforLordMountDunstan。There’snotadryeyedownstairs,yourladyship,notone。"
  Heopenedthewindows,andshestoodup。Jenningsquietlylefttheroom。Theslow,heavyknellstruckponderouslyonthedampair,andshestoodandshivered。
  Amomentortwolatersheturned,becauseitseemedasifshemust。
  Betty,inherridinghabit,wasstandingmotionlessagainstthedoor,herwonderfuleyesstillasdeath,gazingather,gazinginanawful,simplesilence。
  Oh,whatwastheuseofbeingafraidtospeakatsuchatimeasthis?InonemomentRosywaskneelingatherfeet,clingingaboutherknees,kissingherhands,theveryclothofherhabit,andsobbingaloud。
  "Oh,mydarling——mylove——myownBetty!Idon’tknow——andIwon’task——butspeaktome——speakjustaword——mydearestdear!"
  Bettyraisedherupanddrewherwithintheroom,closingthedoorbehindthem。
  "KindlittleRosy,"shesaid。"Icametospeak——becausewetwoloveeachother。Youneednotask,Iwilltellyou。
  Thatbellistollingforthemanwhotaughtme——toKNOW。
  Heneverspoketomeoflove。Ihavenotonewordorlooktoremember。Andnow————Oh,listen——listen!Ihavebeenlisteningsincethemorningofyesterday。"Itwasanawfulthing——herwhiteface,withalltheflameoflifesweptoutofit。