"Aren’tyougoingtosing,Silvo?"sheaskedteasingly。
  Theboyturnedonhissideandraisedhimselfonhiselbowforamoment。"Notthisnight,SENORITA,"hepleadedsoftly,"notthisnight!"Hedroppedbackagain,andlaywithhischeekonhisrightarm,thehandlyingpassiveonthesandabovehishead。
  "Howdoesheflattenhimselfintothegroundlikethat?"
  Theaaskedherself。"IwishIknew。It’sveryeffective,somehow。"
  AcrossthegulchtheKohlers’littlehousesleptamongitstrees,adarkspotonthewhitefaceofthedesert。Thewindowsoftheirupstairsbedroomwereopen,andPaulinahadlistenedtothedancemusicforalongwhilebeforeshedrowsedoff。Shewasalightsleeper,andwhenshewokeagain,aftermidnight,Johnny’sconcertwasatitsheight。
  Shelaystilluntilshecouldbearitnolonger。ThenshewakenedFritzandtheywentovertothewindowandleanedout。Theycouldhearclearlythere。
  "DIETHEA,"whisperedMrs。Kohler;"itmustbe。ACH,WUNDERSCHON!"
  Fritzwasnotsowideawakeashiswife。Hegruntedand
  scratchedonthefloorwithhisbarefoot。Theywerelis—
  teningtoaMexicanpart—song;thetenor,thenthesoprano,thenbothtogether;thebarytonejoinsthem,rages,isextinguished;thetenorexpiresinsobs,andthesopranofinishesalone。Whenthesoprano’slastnotediedaway,Fritznoddedtohiswife。"JA,"hesaid;"SCHON。"
  Therewassilenceforafewmoments。Thentheguitarsoundedfiercely,andseveralmalevoicesbeganthesextettefrom"Lucia。"Johnny’sreedytenortheyknewwell,andthebricklayer’sbig,opaquebarytone;theothersmightbeanybodyoverthere——justMexicanvoices。Thenattheappointed,attheacute,moment,thesopranovoice,likeafountainjet,shotupintothelight。"HORCH!HORCH!"theoldpeoplewhispered,bothatonce。Howitleapedfromamongthoseduskymalevoices!Howitplayedinandaboutandaroundandoverthem,likeagoldfishdartingamongcreekminnows,likeayellowbutterflysoaringaboveaswarmofdarkones。"Ah,"saidMrs。Kohlersoftly,"thedearman;ifhecouldhearhernow!"
  XI
  MRS。KRONBORGhadsaidthatTheawasnottobedisturbedonSundaymorning,andshesleptuntilnoon。Whenshecamedownstairsthefamilywerejustsittingdowntodinner,Mr。Kronborgatoneendofthelongtable,Mrs。Kronborgattheother。Anna,stiffandceremonious,inhersummersilk,satatherfather’sright,andtheboyswerestrungalongoneithersideofthetable。
  TherewasaplaceleftforTheabetweenhermotherandThor。Duringthesilencewhichprecededtheblessing,Theafeltsomethinguncomfortableintheair。Annaandherolderbrothershadloweredtheireyeswhenshecamein。Mrs。Kronborgnoddedcheerfully,andafterthebless—
  ing,asshebegantopourthecoffee,turnedtoher。
  "Iexpectyouhadagoodtimeatthatdance,Thea。I
  hopeyougotyoursleepout。"
  "Highsociety,that,"remarkedCharley,givingthemashedpotatoesaviciousswat。Anna’smouthandeye—
  browsbecamehalf—moons。
  Thealookedacrossthetableattheuncompromisingcountenancesofherolderbrothers。"Why,what’sthematterwiththeMexicans?"sheasked,flushing。"Theydon’ttroubleanybody,andtheyarekindtotheirfamiliesandhavegoodmanners。"
  "Nicecleanpeople;gotsomestyleaboutthem。Doyoureallylikethatkind,Thea,ordoyoujustpretendto?
  That’swhatI’dliketoknow。"Guslookedatherwithpainedinquiry。Butheatleastlookedather。
  "They’rejustascleanaswhitepeople,andtheyhaveaperfectrighttotheirownways。OfcourseIlike’em。
  Idon’tpretendthings。"
  "Everybodyaccordingtotheirowntaste,"remarked
  Charleybitterly。"Quitcrumbingyourbreadup,Thor。
  Ain’tyoulearnedhowtoeatyet?"
  "Children,children!"saidMr。Kronborgnervously,lookingupfromthechickenhewasdismembering。Heglancedathiswife,whomheexpectedtomaintainhar—
  monyinthefamily。
  "That’sallright,Charley。Dropitthere,"saidMrs。
  Kronborg。"NousespoilingyourSundaydinnerwithraceprejudices。TheMexicanssuitmeandTheaverywell。Theyareausefulpeople。Nowyoucanjusttalkaboutsomethingelse。"
  Conversation,however,didnotflourishatthatdinner。
  Everybodyateasfastaspossible。CharleyandGussaidtheyhadengagementsandleftthetableassoonastheyfinishedtheirapplepie。Annasatprimlyandatewithgreatelegance。Whenshespokeatallshespoketoherfather,aboutchurchmatters,andalwaysinacommiserat—
  ingtone,asifhehadmetwithsomemisfortune。Mr。
  Kronborg,quiteinnocentofherintentions,repliedkindlyandabsent—mindedly。AfterthedesserthewenttotakehisusualSundayafternoonnap,andMrs。Kronborgcarriedsomedinnertoasickneighbor。TheaandAnnabegantoclearthetable。
  "Ishouldthinkyouwouldshowmoreconsiderationforfather’sposition,Thea,"Annabeganassoonassheandhersisterwerealone。
  Theagaveherasidelongglance。"Why,whathaveI
  donetofather?"
  "EverybodyatSunday—SchoolwastalkingaboutyougoingoverthereandsingingwiththeMexicansallnight,whenyouwon’tsingforthechurch。Somebodyheardyou,andtolditallovertown。Ofcourse,weallgettheblameforit。"
  "Anythingdisgracefulaboutsinging?"Theaaskedwithaprovokingyawn。
  "Imustsayyouchooseyourcompany!Youalways
  hadthatstreakinyou,Thea。Weallhopedthatgoingawaywouldimproveyou。Ofcourse,itreflectsonfatherwhenyouarescarcelypolitetothenicepeoplehereandmakeuptotherowdies。"
  "Oh,it’smysingingwiththeMexicansyouobjectto?"
  Theaputdownatrayfullofdishes。"Well,Iliketosingoverthere,andIdon’tliketooverhere。I’llsingforthemanytimetheyaskmeto。TheyknowsomethingaboutwhatI’mdoing。They’reatalentedpeople。"
  "Talented!"Annamadethewordsoundlikeescapingsteam。"Isupposeyouthinkit’ssmarttocomehomeandthrowthatatyourfamily!"
  Theapickedupthetray。BythistimeshewasaswhiteastheSundaytablecloth。"Well,"sherepliedinacold,eventone,"I’llhavetothrowitatthemsoonerorlater。
  It’sjustaquestionofwhen,anditmightaswellbenowasanytime。"Shecarriedthetrayblindlyintothekitchen。
  Tillie,whowasalwayslisteningandlookingoutforher,tookthedishesfromherwithafurtive,frightenedglanceatherstonyface。Theawentslowlyupthebackstairstoherloft。Herlegsseemedasheavyasleadassheclimbedthestairs,andshefeltasifeverythinginsideherhadsolidi—
  fiedandgrownhard。
  Aftershuttingherdoorandlockingit,shesatdownontheedgeofherbed。Thisplacehadalwaysbeenherrefuge,buttherewasahostilityinthehousenowwhichthisdoorcouldnotshutout。Thiswouldbeherlastsummerinthatroom。Itsserviceswereover;itstimewasdone。Sheroseandputherhandonthelowceiling。Twotearsrandownhercheeks,asiftheycamefromicethatmeltedslowly。
  Shewasnotreadytoleaveherlittleshell。Shewasbeingpulledouttoosoon。Shewouldneverbeabletothinkanywhereelseaswellashere。Shewouldneversleepsowellorhavesuchdreamsinanyotherbed;evenlastnight,suchsweet,breathlessdreams——Theahidherfaceinthepillow。Wherevershewentshewouldliketotakethatlittle
  bedwithher。Whenshewentawayfromitforgood,shewouldleavesomethingthatshecouldneverrecover;mem—
  oriesofpleasantexcitement,ofhappyadventuresinhermind;ofwarmsleeponhowlingwinternights,andjoyousawakeningsonsummermornings。Therewerecertaindreamsthatmightrefusetocometoheratallexceptinalittlemorningcave,facingthesun——wheretheycametohersopowerfully,wheretheybeatatriumphinher!
  Theroomwashotasanoven。Thesunwasbeatingfiercelyontheshinglesbehindtheboardceiling。Sheun—
  dressed,andbeforeshethrewherselfuponherbedinherchemise,shefrownedatherselfforalongwhileinherlook—
  ing—glass。Yes,sheandItmustfightitouttogether。Thethingthatlookedatheroutofherowneyeswastheonlyfriendshecouldcounton。Oh,shewouldmakethesepeoplesorryenough!Therewouldcomeatimewhentheywouldwanttomakeitupwithher。But,neveragain!Shehadnolittlevanities,onlyonebigone,andshewouldneverforgive。
  Hermotherwasallright,buthermotherwasapartofthefamily,andshewasnot。Inthenatureofthings,hermotherhadtobeonbothsides。Theafeltthatshehadbeenbetrayed。Atrucehadbeenbrokenbehindherback。
  ShehadneverhadmuchindividualaffectionforanyofherbrothersexceptThor,butshehadneverbeendisloyal,neverfeltscornorheldgrudges。AsalittlegirlshehadalwaysbeengoodfriendswithGunnerandAxel,whenevershehadtimetoplay。Evenbeforeshegotherownroom,whentheywereallsleepinganddressingtogether,likelittlecubs,andbreakfastinginthekitchen,shehadledanabsorbingpersonallifeofherown。Butshehadacubloyaltytotheothercubs。Shethoughtthemniceboysandtriedtomakethemgettheirlessons。Sheoncefoughtabullywho"pickedon"Axelatschool。ShenevermadefunofAnna’scrimpingsandcurlingsandbeauty—rites。
  Theahadalwaystakenitforgrantedthathersisterand
  brothersrecognizedthatshehadspecialabilities,andthattheywereproudofit。Shehaddonethemthehonor,shetoldherselfbitterly,tobelievethatthoughtheyhadnoparticularendowments,THEYWEREOFHERKIND,andnotoftheMoonstonekind。Nowtheyhadallgrownupandbe—
  comepersons。Theyfacedeachotherasindividuals,andshesawthatAnnaandGusandCharleywereamongthepeoplewhomshehadalwaysrecognizedashernaturalenemies。Theirambitionsandsacredproprietiesweremeaninglesstoher。ShehadneglectedtocongratulateCharleyuponhavingbeenpromotedfromthegroceryde—
  partmentofCommings’sstoretothedrygoodsdepart—
  ment。Hermotherhadreprovedherforthisomission。Andhowwasshetoknow,Theaaskedherself,thatAnnaex—
  pectedtobeteasedbecauseBertRicenowcameandsatinthehammockwithhereverynight?No,itwasallclearenough。Nothingthatshewouldeverdointheworldwouldseemimportanttothem,andnothingtheywouldeverdowouldseemimportanttoher。
  Thealaythinkingintentlyallthroughthestiflingafter—
  noon。Tilliewhisperedsomethingoutsideherdooronce,butshedidnotanswer。Shelayonherbeduntilthesecondchurchbellrang,andshesawthefamilygotroopingupthesidewalkontheoppositesideofthestreet,Annaandherfatherinthelead。Annaseemedtohavetakenonaverystory—bookattitudetowardherfather;pat—
  ronizingandcondescending,itseemedtoThea。Theolderboyswerenotinthefamilyband。Theynowtooktheirgirlstochurch。Tilliehadstayedathometogetsupper。
  Theagotup,washedherhotfaceandarms,andputonthewhiteorgandiedressshehadwornlastnight;itwasgettingtoosmallforher,andshemightaswellwearitout。
  Aftershewasdressedsheunlockedherdoorandwentcau—
  tiouslydownstairs。Shefeltasifchillinghostilitiesmightbeawaitingherinthetrunkloft,onthestairway,almostanywhere。Inthedining—roomshefoundTillie,sittingby
  theopenwindow,readingthedramaticnewsinaDenverSundaypaper。Tilliekeptascrapbookinwhichshepastedclippingsaboutactorsandactresses。
  "ComelookatthispictureofPaulineHallintights,Thea,"shecalled。"Ain’tshecute?It’stoobadyoudidn’tgotothetheatermorewhenyouwasinChicago;
  suchagoodchance!Didn’tyouevengettoseeClaraMorrisorModjeska?"
  "No;Ididn’thavetime。Besides,itcostsmoney,Tillie,"Thearepliedwearily,glancingatthepaperTillieheldouttoher。
  Tillielookedupatherniece。"Don’tyougoandbeupsetaboutanyofAnna’snotions。She’soneofthesenarrowkind。Yourfatherandmotherdon’tpayanyatten—
  tiontowhatshesays。Anna’sfussy;sheiswithme,butIdon’tmindher。"
  "Oh,Idon’tmindher。That’sallright,Tillie。IguessI’lltakeawalk。"
  TheaknewthatTilliehopedshewouldstayandtalktoherforawhile,andshewouldhavelikedtopleaseher。
  Butinahouseassmallasthatone,everythingwastoointimateandmixeduptogether。Thefamilywasthefamily,anintegralthing。Onecouldn’tdiscussAnnathere。
  Shefeltdifferentlytowardthehouseandeverythinginit,asifthebatteredoldfurniturethatseemedsokindly,andtheoldcarpetsonwhichshehadplayed,hadbeennour—
  ishingasecretgrudgeagainstherandwerenottobetrustedanymore。
  Shewentaimlesslyoutofthefrontgate,notknow—
  ingwhattodowithherself。MexicanTown,somehow,wasspoiledforherjustthen,andshefeltthatshewouldhideifshesawSilvoorFelipecomingtowardher。Shewalkeddownthroughtheemptymainstreet。Allthestoreswereclosed,theirblindsdown。Onthestepsofthebanksomeidleboysweresitting,tellingdisgustingstoriesbecausetherewasnothingelsetodo。Severalofthemhadgone
  toschoolwithThea,butwhenshenoddedtothemtheyhungtheirheadsanddidnotspeak。Thea’sbodywasoftencuriouslyexpressiveofwhatwasgoingoninhermind,andto—nighttherewassomethinginherwalkandcarriagethatmadetheseboysfeelthatshewas"stuckup。"Ifshehadstoppedandtalkedtothem,theywouldhavethawedoutontheinstantandwouldhavebeenfriendlyandgrateful。ButTheawashurtafresh,andwalkedon,holdingherchinhigherthanever。AsshepassedtheDukeBlock,shesawalightinDr。Archie’soffice,andshewentupthestairsandopenedthedoorintohisstudy。Shefoundhimwithapileofpapersandaccount—
  booksbeforehim。Hepointedhertoheroldchairattheendofhisdeskandleanedbackinhisown,lookingatherwithsatisfaction。Howhandsomeshewasgrowing!
  "I’mstillchasingtheelusivemetal,Thea,"——hepointedtothepapersbeforehim,——"I’muptomyneckinmines,andI’mgoingtobearichmansomeday。"
  "Ihopeyouwill;awfullyrich。That’stheonlythingthatcounts。"Shelookedrestlesslyabouttheconsulting—
  room。"Todoanyofthethingsonewantstodo,onehastohavelotsandlotsofmoney。"
  Dr。Archiewasdirect。"What’sthematter?Doyouneedsome?"
  Theashrugged。"Oh,Icangetalong,inalittleway。"
  Shelookedintentlyoutofthewindowatthearcstreet—
  lampthatwasjustbeginningtosputter。"Butit’ssillytoliveatallforlittlethings,"sheaddedquietly。"Living’stoomuchtroubleunlessonecangetsomethingbigoutofit。"
  Dr。Archierestedhiselbowsonthearmsofhischair,droppedhischinonhisclaspedhandsandlookedather。
  "Livingisnotroubleforlittlepeople,believeme!"heexclaimed。"Whatdoyouwanttogetoutofit?"
  "Oh——somanythings!"Theashivered。
  "Butwhat?Money?Youmentionedthat。Well,you
  canmakemoney,ifyoucareaboutthatmorethanany—
  thingelse。"Henoddedpropheticallyabovehisinterlacingfingers。
  "ButIdon’t。That’sonlyonething。Anyhow,I
  couldn’tifIdid。"Shepulledherdresslowerattheneckasifsheweresuffocating。"Ionlywantimpossiblethings,"
  shesaidroughly。"Theothersdon’tinterestme。"
  Dr。Archiewatchedhercontemplatively,asifshewereabeakerfullofchemicalsworking。Afewyearsago,whensheusedtositthere,thelightfromunderhisgreenlamp—
  shadeusedtofallfulluponherbroadfaceandyellowpig—
  tails。Nowherfacewasintheshadowandthelineoflightfellbelowherbarethroat,directlyacrossherbosom。Theshrunkenwhiteorgandieroseandfellasifshewerestrug—
  glingtobefreeandtobreakoutofitaltogether。Hefeltthatherheartmustbelaboringheavilyinthere,buthewasafraidtotouchher;hewas,indeed。Hehadneverseenherlikethisbefore。Herhair,piledhighonherhead,gaveheracommandinglook,andhereyes,thatusedtobesoin—
  quisitive,werestormy。
  "Thea,"hesaidslowly,"Iwon’tsaythatyoucanhaveeverythingyouwant——thatmeanshavingnothing,inreality。Butifyoudecidewhatitisyouwantmost,YOU
  CANGETIT。"Hiseyecaughthersforamoment。"Notevery—
  bodycan,butyoucan。Only,ifyouwantabigthing,you’vegottohavenerveenoughtocutoutallthat’seasy,everythingthat’stobehadcheap。"Dr。Archiepaused。
  Hepickedupapaper—cutterand,feelingtheedgeofitsoftlywithhisfingers,headdedslowly,asiftohimself:——
  "Heeitherfearshisfatetoomuch,Orhisdesertsaresmall,WhodaresnotputittothetouchTowin……orloseitall。"
  Thea’slipsparted;shelookedathimfromunderafrown,searchinghisface。"Doyoumeantobreakloose,too,and——dosomething?"sheaskedinalowvoice。
  "Imeantogetrich,ifyoucallthatdoinganything。
  I’vefoundwhatIcandowithout。Youmakesuchbar—
  gainsinyourmind,first。"
  Theasprangupandtookthepaper—cutterhehadputdown,twistingitinherhands。"Alongwhilefirst,some—
  times,"shesaidwithashortlaugh。"Butsupposeonecannevergetoutwhatthey’vegotinthem?Supposetheymakeamessofitintheend;thenwhat?"Shethrewthepaper—cutteronthedeskandtookasteptowardthedoctor,untilherdresstouchedhim。Shestoodlookingdownathim。"Oh,it’seasytofail!"Shewasbreathingthroughhermouthandherthroatwasthrobbingwithexcitement。
  Ashelookedupather,Dr。Archie’shandstightenedonthearmsofhischair。HehadthoughtheknewTheaKron—
  borgprettywell,buthedidnotknowthegirlwhowasstandingthere。Shewasbeautiful,ashislittleSwedehadneverbeen,butshefrightenedhim。Herpalecheeks,herpartedlips,herflashingeyes,seemedsuddenlytomeanonething——hedidnotknowwhat。Alightseemedtobreakuponherfromfaraway——orperhapsfromfarwithin。Sheseemedtogrowtaller,likeascarfdrawnoutlong;lookedasifshewerepursuedandfleeing,and——yes,shelookedtormented。"It’seasytofail,"heheardhersayagain,"andifIfail,you’dbetterforgetaboutme,forI’llbeoneoftheworstwomenthateverlived。I’llbeanawfulwoman!"
  Intheshadowylightabovethelampshadehecaughtherglanceagainandhelditforamoment。Wildashereyeswere,thatyellowgleamatthebackofthemwasashardasadiamonddrill—point。Herosewithanervouslaughanddroppedhishandlightlyonhershoulder。"No,youwon’t。You’llbeasplendidone!"
  Sheshookhimoffbeforehecouldsayanythingmore,andwentoutofhisdoorwithakindofbound。Sheleftsoquicklyandsolightlythathecouldnotevenhearherfoot—
  stepinthehallwayoutside。Archiedroppedbackintohischairandsatmotionlessforalongwhile。
  Soitwent;onelovedaquaintlittlegirl,cheerful,in—
  dustrious,alwaysontherunandhustlingthroughhertasks;andsuddenlyonelosther。Hehadthoughtheknewthatchildlikethegloveonhishand。Butaboutthistallgirlwhothrewupherheadandglitteredlikethatallover,heknewnothing。Shewasgoadedbydesires,ambitions,revulsionsthatweredarktohim。Onethingheknew:theoldhighroadoflife,wornsafeandeasy,huggingthesunnyslopes,wouldscarcelyholdheragain。
  AfterthatnightTheacouldhaveaskedprettymuchanythingofhim。Hecouldhaverefusedhernothing。
  Yearsagoacraftylittlebunchofhairandsmileshadshownhimwhatshewanted,andhehadpromptlymarriedher。
  To—nightaverydifferentsortofgirl——drivenwildbydoubtsandyouth,bypovertyandriches——hadlethimseethefiercenessofhernature。Shewentoutstilldis—
  traught,notknowingorcaringwhatshehadshownhim。
  ButtoArchieknowledgeofthatsortwasobligation。Oh,hewasthesameoldHowardArchie!
  ThatSundayinJulywastheturning—point;Thea’speaceofminddidnotcomeback。Shefoundithardeventopracticeathome。Therewassomethingintheairtherethatfrozeherthroat。Inthemorning,shewalkedasfarasshecouldwalk。Inthehotafternoonsshelayonherbedinhernightgown,planningfiercely。Shehauntedthepost—office。Shemusthavewornapathinthesidewalkthatledtothepost—office,thatsummer。Shewastherethemomentthemail—sackscameupfromthedepot,morningandevening,andwhiletheletterswerebeingsortedanddistributedshepacedupanddownoutside,underthecottonwoodtrees,listeningtothethump,thump,thumpofMr。Thompson’sstamp。ShehunguponanysortofwordfromChicago;acardfromBowers,aletterfromMrs。Harsanyi,fromMr。Larsen,fromherlandlady,——anythingtoreassureherthatChicagowas
  stillthere。ShebegantofeelthesamerestlessnessthathadtorturedherthelastspringwhenshewasteachinginMoonstone。Supposeshenevergotawayagain,afterall?
  Supposeonebrokealegandhadtolieinbedathomeforweeks,orhadpneumoniaanddiedthere。Thedesertwassobigandthirsty;ifone’sfootslipped,itcoulddrinkoneuplikeadropofwater。
  Thistime,whenThealeftMoonstonetogobacktoChicago,shewentalone。Asthetrainpulledout,shelookedbackathermotherandfatherandThor。Theywerecalmandcheerful;theydidnotknow,theydidnotun—
  derstand。Somethingpulledinher——andbroke。ShecriedallthewaytoDenver,andthatnight,inherberth,shekeptsobbingandwakingherself。Butwhenthesunroseinthemorning,shewasfaraway。Itwasallbehindher,andsheknewthatshewouldnevercrylikethatagain。
  Peoplelivethroughsuchpainonlyonce;paincomesagain,butitfindsatoughersurface。Thearememberedhowshehadgoneawaythefirsttime,withwhatconfidenceineverything,andwhatpitifulignorance。Suchasilly!Shefeltresentfultowardthatstupid,good—naturedchild。Howmucholdershewasnow,andhowmuchharder!Shewasgoingawaytofight,andshewasgoingawayforever。
  EndofPartII