"Well,that’sgood,atanyrate,"hervisitorrepliedwithadeterminedeffortatcheerfulness。Then,turningtothefire,headdedblankly,"Ifyouwanthim。"
"OfcourseIwanthim。IwouldneverhaveaskedsuchathingofhimifIhadn’twantedhimagreatdeal。It’saveryexpensivetrip。"Theaspokeseverely。Thenshewenton,inamildertone。"Hedoesn’tsayanythingaboutthemoney,butIthinkhiscomingmeansthathecanletmehaveit。"
Fredwasstandingbeforethemantel,rubbinghishandstogethernervously。"Probably。Youarestilldeterminedtocallonhim?"HesatdowntentativelyinthechairTheahadindicated。"Idon’tseewhyyouwon’tborrowfromme,andlethimsignwithyou,forinstance。Thatwouldconstituteaperfectlyregularbusinesstransaction。Icouldbringsuitagainsteitherofyouformymoney。"
Theaturnedtowardhimfromthedesk。"Wewon’ttakethatupagain,Fred。IshouldhaveadifferentfeelingaboutitifIwentonyourmoney。InawayIshallfeelfreeronDr。Archie’s,andinanotherwayIshallfeelmorebound。
Ishalltryevenharder。"Shepaused。"Heisalmostlikemyfather,"sheaddedirrelevantly。
"Still,heisn’t,youknow,"Fredpersisted。"Itwouldn’tbeanythingnew。I’veloanedmoneytostudentsbefore,andgotitback,too。"
"Yes;Iknowyou’regenerous,"Theahurriedoverit,"butthiswillbethebestway。HewillbehereonFridaydidItellyou?"
"Ithinkyoumentionedit。That’srathersoon。MayIsmoke?"hetookoutasmallcigarettecase。"Isup—
poseyou’llbeoffnextweek?"heaskedashestruckamatch。
"JustassoonasIcan,"sherepliedwitharestlessmove—
mentofherarms,asifherdark—bluedressweretootightforher。"ItseemsasifI’dbeenhereforever。"
"Andyet,"theyoungmanmused,"wegotinonlyfour
daysago。Factsreallydon’tcountformuch,dothey?It’sallinthewaypeoplefeel:eveninlittlethings。"
Theawinced,butshedidnotanswerhim。Sheputthetelegrambackinitsenvelopeandplaceditcarefullyinoneofthepigeonholesofthedesk。
"Isuppose,"Fredbroughtoutwitheffort,"thatyourfriendisinyourconfidence?"
"Healwayshasbeen。Ishallhavetotellhimaboutmy—
self。IwishIcouldwithoutdraggingyouin。"
Fredshookhimself。"Don’tbotheraboutwhereyoudragme,please,"heputin,flushing。"Idon’tgive——"
hesubsidedsuddenly。
"I’mafraid,"Theawentongravely,"thathewon’tunderstand。He’llbehardonyou。"
Fredstudiedthewhiteashofhiscigarettebeforeheflickeditoff。"Youmeanhe’llseemeasevenworsethanIam。Yes,IsupposeIshalllookverylowtohim:afifth—
ratescoundrel。Butthatonlymattersinsofarasithurtshisfeelings。"
Theasighed。"We’llbothlookprettylow。Andafterall,wemustreallybejustaboutasweshalllooktohim。"
Ottenburgstartedupandthrewhiscigaretteintothegrate。"ThatIdeny。Haveyoueverbeenreallyfrankwiththispreceptorofyourchildhood,evenwhenyouWEREachild?Thinkaminute,haveyou?Ofcoursenot!Fromyourcradle,asIoncetoldyou,you’vebeen`doingit’ontheside,livingyourownlife,admittingtoyourselfthingsthatwouldhorrifyhim。You’vealwaysdeceivedhimtotheextentoflettinghimthinkyoudifferentfromwhatyouare。Hecouldn’tunderstandthen,hecan’tunder—
standnow。Sowhynotspareyourselfandhim?"
Sheshookherhead。"Ofcourse,I’vehadmyownthoughts。Maybehehashadhis,too。ButI’veneverdoneanythingbeforethathewouldmuchmind。Imustputmyselfrightwithhim,——asrightasIcan,——tobegin
over。He’llmakeallowancesforme。Healwayshas。ButI’mafraidhewon’tforyou。"
"Leavethattohimandme。Itakeityouwantmetoseehim?"Fredsatdownagainandbeganabsentlytotracethecarpetpatternwithhiscane。"Attheworst,"hespokewanderingly,"Ithoughtyou’dperhapsletmegoinonthebusinessendofitandinvestalongwithyou。You’dputinyourtalentandambitionandhardwork,andI’dputinthemoneyand——well,nobody’sgoodwishesaretobescorned,notevenmine。Then,whenthethingpannedoutbig,wecouldsharetogether。Yourdoctorfriendhasn’tcaredhalfsomuchaboutyourfutureasIhave。"
"He’scaredagooddeal。Hedoesn’tknowasmuchaboutsuchthingsasyoudo。Ofcourseyou’vebeenagreatdealmorehelptomethananyoneelseeverhas,"Theasaidquietly。Theblackclockonthemantelbegantostrike。Shelistenedtothefivestrokesandthensaid,"I’dhavelikedyourhelpingmeeightmonthsago。Butnow,you’dsimplybekeepingme。"
"Youweren’treadyforiteightmonthsago。"Fredleanedbackatlastinhischair。"Yousimplyweren’treadyforit。Youweretootired。Youweretootimid。Yourwholetonewastoolow。Youcouldn’trisefromachairlikethat,"——shehadstartedupapprehensivelyandgonetowardthewindow。——"Youwerefumblingandawkward。
Sincethenyou’vecomeintoyourpersonality。Youwerealwayslockinghornswithitbefore。Youwereasullenlittledrudgeeightmonthsago,afraidofbeingcaughtateitherlookingormovinglikeyourself。Nobodycouldtellanythingaboutyou。Avoiceisnotaninstrumentthat’sfoundready—made。Avoiceispersonality。Itcanbeasbigasacircusandascommonasdirt。——There’sgoodmoneyinthatkind,too,butIdon’thappentobeinterestedinthem。——Nobodycouldtellmuchaboutwhatyoumightbeabletodo,lastwinter。Idivinedmorethananybodyelse。"
"Yes,Iknowyoudid。"Theawalkedovertotheold—
fashionedmantelandheldherhandsdowntotheglowofthefire。"Iowesomuchtoyou,andthat’swhatmakesthingshard。That’swhyIhavetogetawayfromyoualtogether。Idependonyouforsomanythings。Oh,Ididevenlastwinter,inChicago!"Shekneltdownbythegrateandheldherhandsclosertothecoals。"Andonethingleadstoanother。"
Ottenburgwatchedherasshebenttowardthefire。Hisglancebrightenedalittle。"Anyhow,youcouldn’tlookasyoudonow,beforeyouknewme。YouWEREclumsy。Andwhateveryoudonow,youdosplendidly。Andyoucan’tcryenoughtospoilyourfaceformorethantenminutes。
Itcomesrightback,inspiteofyou。It’sonlysinceyou’veknownmethatyou’veletyourselfbebeautiful。"
Withoutrisingsheturnedherfaceaway。Fredwentonimpetuously。"Oh,youcanturnitawayfromme,Thea;
youcantakeitawayfromme!Allthesame——"hisspurtdiedandhefellback。"Howcanyouturnonmeso,afterall!"hesighed。
"Ihaven’t。Butwhenyouarrangedwithyourselftotakemeinlikethat,youcouldn’thavebeenthinkingverykindlyofme。Ican’tunderstandhowyoucarrieditthrough,whenIwassoeasy,andallthecircumstancesweresoeasy。"
Hercrouchingpositionbythefirebecamethreatening。
Fredgotup,andTheaalsorose。
"No,"hesaid,"Ican’tmakeyouseethatnow。Sometimelater,perhaps,youwillunderstandbetter。Foronething,Ihonestlycouldnotimaginethatwords,names,meantsomuchtoyou。"Fredwastalkingwiththedes—
perationofamanwhohasputhimselfinthewrongandwhoyetfeelsthattherewasanideaoftruthinhisconduct。
"Supposethatyouhadmarriedyourbrakemanandlivedwithhimyearafteryear,caringforhimevenlessthanyoudoforyourdoctor,orforHarsanyi。Isupposeyouwould
havefeltquiteallrightaboutit,becausethatrelationhasanameingoodstanding。Tome,thatseems——sickening!"
HetookarapidturnabouttheroomandthenasThearemainedstanding,herolledoneoftheelephantinechairsuptothehearthforher。
"Sitdownandlistentomeforamoment,Thea。"Hebeganpacingfromthehearthrugtothewindowandbackagain,whileshesatdowncompliantly。"Don’tyouknowmostofthepeopleintheworldarenotindividualsatall?
Theyneverhaveanindividualideaorexperience。Alotofgirlsgotoboarding—schooltogether,comeoutthesameseason,danceatthesameparties,aremarriedoffingroups,havetheirbabiesataboutthesametime,sendtheirchildrentoschooltogether,andsothehumancroprenewsitself。Suchwomenknowasmuchabouttherealityoftheformstheygothroughastheyknowaboutthewarstheylearnthedatesof。Theygettheirmostper—
sonalexperiencesoutofnovelsandplays。Everythingissecond—handwiththem。Why,youCOULDN’Tlivelikethat。"
Theasatlookingtowardthemantel,hereyeshalfclosed,herchinlevel,herheadsetasifshewereenduringsome—
thing。Herhands,verywhite,laypassiveonherdarkgown。FromthewindowcornerFredlookedatthemandather。Heshookhisheadandflashedanangry,tormentedlookoutintothebluetwilightovertheSquare,throughwhichmuffledcriesandcallsandtheclangofcarbellscameupfromthestreet。Heturnedagainandbegantopacethefloor,hishandsinhispockets。
"Saywhatyouwill,TheaKronborg,youarenotthatsortofperson。Youwillneversitalonewithapacifierandanovel。Youwon’tsubsistonwhattheoldladieshaveputintothebottleforyou。Youwillalwaysbreakthroughintotherealities。ThatwasthefirstthingHarsanyifoundoutaboutyou;thatyoucouldn’tbekeptontheoutside。
Ifyou’dlivedinMoonstoneallyourlifeandgotonwiththediscreetbrakeman,you’dhavehadjustthesame
nature。Yourchildrenwouldhavebeentherealitiesthen,probably。Ifthey’dbeencommonplace,you’dhavekilledthemwithdriving。You’dhavemanagedsomewaytolivetwentytimesasmuchasthepeoplearoundyou。"
Fredpaused。Hesoughtalongtheshadowyceilingandheavymouldingsforwords。Whenhebeganagain,hisvoicewaslower,andatfirsthespokewithlessconviction,thoughagainitgrewonhim。"NowIknewallthis——oh,knewitbetterthanIcanevermakeyouunderstand!
You’vebeenrunningahandicap。Youhadnotimetolose。
Iwantedyoutohavewhatyouneedandtogetonfast——
getthroughwithme,ifneedbe;Icountedonthat。You’venotimetositroundandanalyzeyourconductoryourfeelings。Otherwomengivetheirwholelivestoit。They’venothingelsetodo。Helpingamantogethisdivorceisacareerforthem;justthesortofintellectualexercisetheylike。"
Freddivedfiercelyintohispocketsasifhewouldripthemoutandscattertheircontentstothewinds。Stop—
pingbeforeher,hetookadeepbreathandwentonagain,thistimeslowly。"Allthatsortofthingisforeigntoyou。You’dbenowhereatit。Youhaven’tthatkindofmind。Thegrammaticalnicetiesofconductaredarktoyou。You’resimple——andpoetic。"Fred’svoiceseemedtobewanderingaboutinthethickeningdusk。"Youwon’tplaymuch。Youwon’t,perhaps,lovemanytimes。"Hepaused。"Andyoudidloveme,youknow。Yourrailroadfriendwouldhaveunderstoodme。ICOULDhavethrownyouback。Thereversewasthere,——itstaredmeintheface,——
butIcouldn’tpullit。Iletyoudriveahead。"Hethrewouthishands。WhatTheanoticed,oddlyenough,wastheflashofthefirelightonhiscufflink。Heturnedagain。
"Andyou’llalwaysdriveahead,"hemuttered。"It’syourway。"
Therewasalongsilence。Fredhaddroppedintoachair。
Heseemed,aftersuchanexplosion,nottohaveaword
leftinhim。Theaputherhandtothebackofherneckandpressedit,asifthemusclestherewereaching。
"Well,"shesaidatlast,"IatleastoverlookmoreinyouthanIdoinmyself。Iamalwaysexcusingyoutomyself。
Idon’tdomuchelse。"
"Thenwhy,inHeaven’sname,won’tyouletmebeyourfriend?Youmakeascoundrelofme,borrowingmoneyfromanothermantogetoutofmyclutches。"
"IfIborrowfromhim,it’stostudy。AnythingItookfromyouwouldbedifferent。AsIsaidbefore,you’dbekeepingme。"
"Keeping!Ilikeyourlanguage。It’spureMoonstone,Thea,——likeyourpointofview。Iwonderhowlongyou’llbeaMethodist。"Heturnedawaybitterly。
"Well,I’veneversaidIwasn’tMoonstone,haveI?I
am,andthat’swhyIwantDr。Archie。Ican’tseeanythingsofunnyaboutMoonstone,youknow。"Shepushedherchairbackalittlefromthehearthandclaspedherhandsoverherknee,stilllookingthoughtfullyintotheredcoals。
"Wealwayscomebacktothesamething,Fred。Thename,asyoucallit,makesadifferencetomehowIfeelaboutmyself。Youwouldhaveactedverydifferentlywithagirlofyourownkind,andthat’swhyIcan’ttakeanythingfromyounow。You’vemadeeverythingimpossible。Beingmarriedisonethingandnotbeingmarriedistheotherthing,andthat’sallthereistoit。Ican’tseehowyoureasonedwithyourself,ifyoutookthetroubletoreason。
YousayIwastoomuchalone,andyetwhatyoudidwastocutmeoffmorethanIeverhadbeen。NowI’mgoingtotrytomakegoodtomyfriendsoutthere。That’sallthereisleftforme。"
"Makegoodtoyourfriends!"Fredburstout。"WhatoneofthemcaresasIcare,orbelievesasIbelieve?I’vetoldyouI’llneveraskagraciouswordfromyouuntilI
canaskitwithallthechurchesinChristendomatmyback。"
Thealookedup,andwhenshesawFred’sface,shethoughtsadlythathe,too,lookedasifthingswerespoiledforhim。"Ifyouknowmeaswellasyousayyoudo,Fred,"
shesaidslowly,"thenyouarenotbeinghonestwithyour—
self。YouknowthatIcan’tdothingshalfway。Ifyoukeptmeatall——you’dkeepme。"Shedroppedherheadwearilyonherhandandsatwithherforeheadrestingonherfingers。
Fredleanedoverherandsaidjustabovehisbreath,"Then,whenIgetthatdivorce,you’lltakeitupwithmeagain?You’llatleastletmeknow,warnme,beforethereisaseriousquestionofanybodyelse?"
Withoutliftingherhead,Theaansweredhim。"Oh,I
don’tthinktherewilleverbeaquestionofanybodyelse。
NotifIcanhelpit。IsupposeI’vegivenyoueveryreasontothinktherewillbe,——atonce,onshipboard,anytime。"
Ottenburgdrewhimselfuplikeashot。"Stopit,Thea!"
hesaidsharply。"That’sonethingyou’veneverdone。
That’slikeanycommonwoman。"Hesawhershouldersliftalittleandgrowcalm。Thenhewenttotheothersideoftheroomandtookuphishatandglovesfromthesofa。
Hecamebackcheerfully。"Ididn’tdropintobullyyouthisafternoon。Icametocoaxyoutogooutforteawithmesomewhere。"Hewaited,butshedidnotlookuporliftherhead,stillsunkonherhand。
Herhandkerchiefhadfallen。Fredpickeditupandputitonherknee,pressingherfingersoverit。"Good—night,dearandwonderful,"hewhispered,——"wonderfulanddear!
HowcanyouevergetawayfrommewhenIwillalwaysfollowyou,througheverywall,througheverydoor,wher—
everyougo。"Helookeddownatherbenthead,andthecurveofherneckthatwassosad。Hestooped,andwithhislipsjusttouchedherhairwherethefirelightmadeitruddiest。"Ididn’tknowIhaditinme,Thea。Ithoughtitwasallafairytale。Idon’tknowmyselfanymore。"Heclosedhiseyesandbreatheddeeply。"Thesalt’sallgone
outofyourhair。It’sfullofsunandwindagain。Ibelieveithasmemories。"Againsheheardhimtakeadeepbreath。
"Icoulddowithoutyouforalifetime,ifthatwouldgiveyoutoyourself。Awomanlikeyoudoesn’tfindherself,alone。"
Shethrustherfreehanduptohim。Hekisseditsoftly,asifshewereasleepandhewereafraidofwakingher。
Fromthedoorheturnedbackirrelevantly。"Astoyouroldfriend,Thea,ifhe’stobehereonFriday,why,"——hesnatchedouthiswatchandhelditdowntocatchthelightfromthegrate,——"he’sonthetrainnow!Thatoughttocheeryou。Good—night。"Sheheardthedoorclose。
III
ONFridayafternoonTheaKronborgwaswalkingex—
citedlyupanddownhersitting—room,whichatthathourwasfloodedbythin,clearsunshine。Bothwindowswereopen,andthefireinthegratewaslow,forthedaywasoneofthosefalsespringsthatsometimesblowintoNewYorkfromtheseainthemiddleofwinter,soft,warm,withapersuasivesaltymoistureintheairandarelaxingthawunderfoot。Theawasflushedandanimated,andsheseemedasrestlessasthesootysparrowsthatchirpedandcheepeddistractinglyaboutthewindows。Shekeptlookingattheblackclock,andthendownintotheSquare。Theroomwasfullofflowers,andshestoppednowandthentoarrangethemortomovethemintothesunlight。Afterthebellboycametoannounceavisitor,shetooksomeRomanhyacinthsfromaglassandstucktheminthefrontofherdark—bluedress。
WhenatlastFredOttenburgappearedinthedoorway,shemethimwithanexclamationofpleasure。"Iamgladyou’vecome,Fred。Iwasafraidyoumightnotgetmynote,andIwantedtoseeyoubeforeyouseeDr。Archie。
He’ssonice!"Shebroughtherhandstogethertoem—
phasizeherstatement。
"Ishe?I’mglad。YouseeI’mquiteoutofbreath。
Ididn’twaitfortheelevator,butranupstairs。Iwassopleasedatbeingsentfor。"Hedroppedhishatandover—
coat。"Yes,Ishouldsayheisnice!Idon’tseemtorecognizeallofthese,"wavinghishandkerchiefaboutattheflowers。
"Yes,hebroughtthemhimself,inabigbox。Hebroughtlotswithhimbesidesflowers。Oh,lotsofthings!TheoldMoonstonefeeling,"——Theamovedherhandbackand
forthintheair,flutteringherfingers,——"thefeelingofstartingout,earlyinthemorning,totakemylesson。"
"Andyou’vehadeverythingoutwithhim?"
"No,Ihaven’t。"
"Haven’t?"Helookedupinconsternation。
"No,Ihaven’t!"Theaspokeexcitedly,movingaboutoverthesunnypatchesonthegrimycarpet。"I’veliedtohim,justasyousaidIhadalwaysliedtohim,andthat’swhyI’msohappy。I’velethimthinkwhathelikestothink。Oh,Icouldn’tdoanythingelse,Fred,"——
sheshookherheademphatically。"Ifyou’dseenhimwhenhecamein,sopleasedandexcited!Youseethisisagreatadventureforhim。FromthemomentIbegantotalktohim,heentreatedmenottosaytoomuch,nottospoilhisnotionofme。Notinsomanywords,ofcourse。
Butifyou’dseenhiseyes,hisface,hiskindhands!Oh,no!Icouldn’t。"Shetookadeepbreath,asifwitharenewedsenseofhernarrowescape。
"Then,whatdidyoutellhim?"Freddemanded。
Theasatdownontheedgeofthesofaandbeganshuttingandopeningherhandsnervously。"Well,Itoldhimenough,andnottoomuch。Itoldhimallabouthowgoodyouweretomelastwinter,gettingmeengagementsandthings,andhowyouhadhelpedmewithmyworkmorethananybody。ThenItoldhimabouthowyousentmedowntotheranchwhenIhadnomoneyoranything。"
Shepausedandwrinkledherforehead。"AndItoldhimthatIwantedtomarryyouandranawaytoMexicowithyou,andthatIwasawfullyhappyuntilyoutoldmethatyoucouldn’tmarrymebecause——well,Itoldhimwhy。"
Theadroppedhereyesandmovedthetoeofhershoeaboutrestlesslyonthecarpet。
"Andhetookitfromyou,likethat?"Fredasked,almostwithawe。
"Yes,justlikethat,andaskednoquestions。Hewashurt;hehadsomewretchedmoments。Icouldseehim
squirmingandsquirmingandtryingtogetpastit。Hekeptshuttinghiseyesandrubbinghisforehead。ButwhenItoldhimthatIabsolutelyknewyouwantedtomarryme,thatyouwouldwheneveryoucould,thatseemedtohelphimagooddeal。"
"Andthatsatisfiedhim?"Fredaskedwonderingly。
HecouldnotquiteimaginewhatkindofpersonDr。Archiemightbe。
"Hetookmebytheshouldersonceandasked,oh,insuchafrightenedway,`Thea,washeGOODtoyou,thisyoungman?’WhenItoldhimyouwere,helookedatmeagain:`Andyoucareforhimagreatdeal,youbelieveinhim?’Thenheseemedsatisfied。"Theapaused。"Yousee,he’sjusttremendouslygood,andtremendouslyafraidofthings——ofsomethings。OtherwisehewouldhavegotridofMrs。Archie。"Shelookedupsuddenly:"Youwereright,though;onecan’ttellpeopleaboutthingstheydon’tknowalready。"
Fredstoodinthewindow,hisbacktothesunlight,fingeringthejonquils。"Yes,youcan,mydear。Butyoumusttellitinsuchawaythattheydon’tknowyou’retellingit,andthattheydon’tknowthey’rehear—
ingit。"
Theasmiledpasthim,outintotheair。"Isee。It’sasecret。Likethesoundintheshell。"
"What’sthat?"Fredwaswatchingherandthinkinghowmovingthatfarawayexpression,inher,happenedtobe。"Whatdidyousay?"
Shecameback。"Oh,somethingoldandMoonstony!
Ihavealmostforgottenitmyself。ButIfeelbetterthanI
thoughtIevercouldagain。Ican’twaittobeoff。Oh,Fred,"shesprangup,"Iwanttogetatit!"
Asshebrokeoutwiththis,shethrewupherheadandliftedherselfalittleonhertoes。Fredcoloredandlookedatherfearfully,hesitatingly。Hereyes,whichlookedoutthroughthewindow,werebright——theyhadnomemories。
No,shedidnotremember。Thatmomentaryelevationhadnoassociationsforher。Itwasunconscious。
Helookedherupanddownandlaughedandshookhishead。"YouarejustallIwantyoutobe——andthatis,——
notforme!Don’tworry,you’llgetatit。Youareatit。
MyGod!haveyouever,foronemoment,beenatanythingelse?"
Theadidnotanswerhim,andclearlyshehadnotheardhim。Shewaswatchingsomethingoutinthethinlightofthefalsespringanditstreacherouslysoftair。
Fredwaitedamoment。"Areyougoingtodinewithyourfriendto—night?"
"Yes。HehasneverbeeninNewYorkbefore。Hewantstogoabout。WhereshallItellhimtogo?"
"Wouldn’titbeabetterplan,sinceyouwishmetomeethim,foryoubothtodinewithme?Itwouldseemonlynaturalandfriendly。You’llhavetoliveupalittletohisnotionofus。"Theaseemedtoconsiderthesuggestionfavorably。"Ifyouwishhimtobeeasyinhismind,"
Fredwenton,"thatwouldhelp。Ithink,myself,thatwearerathernicetogether。Putononeofthenewdressesyougotdownthere,andlethimseehowlovelyyoucanbe。Youowehimsomepleasure,afterallthetroublehehastaken。"
Thealaughed,andseemedtofindtheideaexcitingandpleasant。"Oh,verywell!I’lldomybest。Onlydon’twearadresscoat,please。Hehasn’tone,andhe’snervousaboutit。"
Fredlookedathiswatch。"Yourmonumentupthereisfast。I’llbeherewithacabateight。I’manxioustomeethim。You’vegivenmethestrangestideaofhiscallowinnocenceandagedindifference。"
Sheshookherhead。"No,he’snoneofthat。He’sverygood,andhewon’tadmitthings。Ilovehimforit。Now,asIlookbackonit,IseethatI’vealways,evenwhenIwaslittle,shieldedhim。"
Asshelaughed,Fredcaughtthebrightsparkinhereyethatheknewsowell,andhelditforahappyin—
stant。Thenheblewherakisswithhisfinger—tipsandfled。