"No,youwouldn’teatyourheartout;you’dalwaysgetwhatyouwantedsomehow,andyouwouldn’twaitforiteither;andI’mjustthesame。I’mnotbuiltforgivingup,andenduring,andsacrificing。I’mnaturallyjustatuftofthistle—down,Mark;butlivingbesideWaitstillalltheseyearsI’vegrownashamedtobesolight,blowingabouthitherandthither。Ikeptlookingatherandborrowingsomeofherstrength,justenoughtomakemeworthytobehersister。WaitstillislikeabitofPlymouthRock,onlyit’salovelybitonthelandside,withearthinthecrevices,andflowersbloomingalloveritandhidingthegranite。Oh!ifonlyshewillforgiveus,Mark,Iwon’tmindwhatfathersaysordoes。"
"Shewillforgiveus,Pattydarling;don’tfret,andcry,andmakeyourprettyeyesallred。I’11donothinginallthistomakeeitherofyougirlsashamedofme,andI’llkeepyourfatherandmineeverbeforemymindtopreventmybeingfoolishorreckless;for,youknow,Patty,I’mheelsoverheadinlovewithyou,andit’sonlyforyoursakeI’mtakingallthesepainsandagreeingtodowithoutmyownweddedwifeforweekstocome!"
"Doesthetownclerk,ordoesthejusticeofthepeacegiveawedding—ring,justliketheminister?"Pattyasked。"Ishouldn’tfeelmarriedwithoutaring。"
"Theringisallready,andhas’M。W。toP。B。’engravedinit,withtheplaceforthedatewaiting;andhereistheengagementringifyou’11wearitwhenyou’realone,Patty。MymothergaveittomewhenshethoughttherewouldbesomethingbetweenAnnabelFranklinandme。ThemomentIlookedatit——youseeit’satopazstone——andnoticedtheyellowfireinit,Isaidtomyself:’ItislikenoonebutPattyBaxter,andifshewon’twearit,noothergirlshall!’It’sthecolorofthetipendsofyourcurlsandit’sjustlikethelightinyoureyeswhenyou’remakingfun!"
"It’sheavenly!"criedPatty。"Itlooksasifithadbeenmadeoftheyellowautumnleaves,andoh!howIlovethesparkleofit!
ButneverwillItakeyourmother’sringorwearit,Mark,tillI’veprovedmyselfherloving,dutifuldaughter。I’lldotheonewrongthingofrunningawaywithyouandconcealingourmarriage,butnotanotherifIcanhelpit。"
"Verywell,"sighedMark,replacingtheringinhispocketwithratheracrestfallenair。"Butthefirstthingyouknowyou’llbetoogoodforme,Patty!Youusedtobearegularwill—o’—the—wisp,allnonsenseandfun,foreverlaughingandteasing,sothatafellowcouldneverbesureofyoufortwominutestogether。"
"It’sallthereunderneath,"saidPatty,puttingherhandonhisarmandturningherwistfulfaceuptohis。"Itwillcomeagain;
thegirlinmeisn’tdead;sheisn’tevenasleep;butshe’sallsobereddown。Shecan’tlaughjustnow,shecanonlysmile;andthetearsarewaitingunderneath。
readytospringoutifanyonesaysthewrongword。ThisPattyisfrightenedandanxiousandherheartbeatstoofastfrommorningtillnight。Shehasn’tanymother,andshecannotsayawordtoherdearsister,andshe’sgoingawaytobemarriedtoyou,that’salmostastranger,andsheisn’teighteen,anddoesn’tknowwhat’scomingtoher,norwhatitmeanstobemarried。Shedreadsherfather’sanger,andshecannotresttillsheknowswhetheryourfamilywillloveherandtakeherin;and,oh!she’samiserable,worriedgirl,notabitliketheoldPatty。"
Markheldhercloseandsmoothedthecurlsundertheloosebrownhood。"Don’tyoufret,Pattydarling!I’mnottheboyIwaslastweek。Everywordyousaymakesmemoreofaman。AtfirstIwouldhaverunawayjustforthejoke;anythingtogetyouawayfromtheotherfellowsandproveIwasthebestman,butnow’I’msobereddown,too。I’lldonothingrash;I’llbeasstaidasthejudgeyouwantmetobetwentyyearslater。You’vemademeover,Patty,andifmyloveforyouwasn’ttherightsortatfirst,itisnow。IwishtheroadtoNewHampshirewasfulloflionsandI
couldfightmywaythroughthemjusttoshowyouhowstrongI
feel!"
"There’llbelionsenough,"smiledPattythroughhertears,"thoughtheywon’thavemanesandtails;butIcanimaginehowfatherwillroar,andhowmycouragewilloozeoutoftheheelsofmyboots!"
"JustletmecatchtheDeaconroaringatmywife!"exclaimedMarkwithaswellingchest。"Now,runalong,Pattydear,forIdon’twantyouscoldedonmyaccount。There’ssuretobeonlyadayortwoofwaitingnow,andIshallsoonseethesignalwavingfromyourwindow。I’llsoundEllenandseeifshe’sbraveenoughtobeoneoftheelopingparty。Good—night!Good—night!Oh!HowI
hopeourgoingawaywillbeto—morrow,mydearest,dearestPatty!"
WINTER
XXVI
AWEDDING—RING
THEsnowhadcome。Ithadbeguntofallsoftlyandsteadilyatthebeginningoftheweek,andnowfordaysithadcoveredthegrounddeeperanddeeper,driftingaboutthelittleredbrickhouseonthehilltop,bankingupagainstthebarn,andshroudingtheshedsandthesmallerbuildings。Therehadbeentwocold,stillnights;thewindowswerecoveredwithsilverylandscapeswhosedelicatefoliagemadeeverypaneofglassaleafybower,whileadazzlingcrustbediamondedthehillsides,sothatnoeyecouldrestonthemlongwithoutbecomingsnow—blinded。
Town—HouseHillwasnotaswelltravelledasmanyothers,andDeaconBaxterhadoftentobreakhisownroaddowntothestore,withoutwaitingforthehelpofthevillagesnow—ploughtomakethingseasierforhim。ManyapathhadWaitstillbrokeninhertime,anditwasbynomeansoneofhermostdistastefultasks——thatofshovellingintothedriftsofheaped—upwhiteness,tossingthemtoonesideortheother,andcuttinganarrow,clean—edgedtrackthatwouldpackdownintothehardnessofmarble。
Thereweremany"chores"tobedonethesecoldmorningsbeforeanyhouseholdcoulddrawabreathofcomfort。TheBaxterskeptbutonecowinwinter,killedthepig,——nottoeat,buttosell,——andreducedtheflockofhensandturkeys;butWaitstillwasalwaysasbusyinthebarnasinherownproperdomain。Herheartyearnedforallthedumbcreaturesabouttheplace,interveningbetweenthemandherfather’sscantycare;andwhenthethermometerdescendedfarbelowzeroshewouldbefoundstuffinghayintotheholesandcracksofthebarnandhen—house,givingthehorseandcowfreshbeddingsofstrawandamouthfulofextrafoodbetweentheslendermealsprovidedbytheDeacon。
Itwasthreeo’clockintheafternoonandafireintheBaxters’
kitchensincesixinthemorninghadproducedafairlytemperateclimateinthatoneroom,thoughtheentriesandchambersmighthavebeenusedforrefrigerators,astheDeaconwasasparsimoniousintheuseoffuelasinallotherthings,andifhisdaughtershadnotbeenhardyyoungcreatures,trainedfromtheirverybirthtodiscomfortsandexposuresofeverysort,theywouldhavediedlongago。
TheBaxterkitchenandglitteredinallitsaccustomedcleanlinessandorder。Scrubbingandpolishingwerecheapamusements,andnobodygrudgedthemtoWaitstill。NotablesinRiverborowerewhiter,notinsmorelustrous,nopewterbrighter,nobrickhearthsruddierthanhers。ThebeansandbrownbreadandIndianpuddingwerebaskinginthewarmthoftheoldbrickoven,andwhatwiththecrackleandsparkleofthefire,thegleamofthebluewillow—wareonthecupboardshelves,andthescarletgeraniumsbloomingonthesunnyshelfabovethesink,therewerefewpleasanterplacetobefoundinthevillagethanthatsameBaxterkitchen。YetWaitstillwasillateasethisafternoon;shehardlyknewwhy。HerfatherhadjustputthehorseintothepunganddrivenuptoMilliken’sMillsforsomegrain,andPattywasdownatthestoreinstructingBillMorrill(CephasCole’ssuccessor)inhisnoveltaskofwaitingoncustomersandlearningthewhereaboutsofthings;noeasytaskinthebewilderingvarietyofstockinacountrystore;wherepins,treacle,gingham,Epsomsalts,Indianmeal,shoestrings,shovels,brooms,sulphur,tobacco,suspenders,rum,andindigomaybedemandedinrapidsuccession。
Pattywasquietanddocilethesedays,thoughhercolorwasmorebrilliantthanusualandhereyeshadalltheiraccustomedsparkle。Shewentaboutherworksteadily,neitherrantingnorrailingatfate,norbewailingherlot,buteveninthisWaitstillfeltasenseofchangeanddifferencetoosubtletobeputinwords。ShehadnotedPatty’ssummerflirtations,butregardedthemindulgently,verymuchasiftheyhadbeentheirresponsiblefriskingsofalambinameadow。Waitstillhadmorethantheusualreserveinthesematters,forinNewEnglandatthattime,thoughthesoulwasasubjectofdailyconversation,theheartwasfelttoberatheranindelicatetopic,tobealludedtoasseldomaspossible。WaitstillcertainlywouldneverhaveexaminedPattycloselyastothestateofheraffections,intimateasshewaswithhersister’sthoughtsandopinionsaboutlife;shesimplybidedhertimeuntilPattyshouldconfideinher。ShehadwishednowandthenthatPatty’scapriciousfancymightsettleonPhilipPerry,although,indeed,whensheconsidereditseriously,itseemedlikeanalliancebetweenabutterflyandanowl。CephasColesheregardedasquitebeneathPatty’srightfulambitions,andasforMarkWilson,shehadgrownupinthebelief,heldinthevillagegenerally,thathewouldmarrymoneyandposition,anddriftoutofRiverborointoagayer,largerworld。Herdevotiontohersisterwassoardent,andheradmirationsosincere,thatshecouldnotthinkitpossiblethatPattywouldloveanywhereinvain;nevertheless,shehadaninstinctthatheraffectionswerecrystallizingsomewhereorother,andwhenthathappened,theuncertainandeccentrictemperofherfatherwouldraiseathousandobstacles。
WhilethesethoughtscoursedmoreorlessvagrantlythroughWaitstill’smind,shesuddenlydeterminedtogethercloakandhoodandrunovertoseeMrs。Boynton。IvoryhadbeenawayagooddealinthewoodssinceearlyNovemberchoppingtreesandhelpingtomakenewroads。Hecouldnotgolongdistances,liketheothermen,ashefeltconstrainedtocomehomeeverydayortwotolookafterhismotherandRodman,buttheworkwastoolucrativetobealtogetherrefused。WithWaitstill’shelp,hehadatlastovercomehismother’saversiontooldMrs。Mason,theirnearestneighbor;andshe,beingnowawidowwithveryslenderresources,wenttotheBoyntons’severaltimeseachweektoputtheforlornhouseholdalittleonitsfeet。
ItwasalluphillanddowntoIvory’sfarm,Waitstillreflected,andshecouldtakehersledandslidehalftheway,goingandcoming,orshecouldcutacrossthefrozenfieldsonthecrust。
Shecaughtuphershawlfromahookonthekitchendoor,and,throwingitoverherheadandshoulderstoshieldherselffromthechillblastsonthestairway,ranuptoherbedroomtomakeherselfreadyforthewalk。
Sheslippedonaquiltedpetticoatandwarmerdress,braidedherhairfreshly,whileherbreathwentoutinawhitecloudtomeetthefreezingair;snatchedherwrapsfromhercloset,andwasjustgoingdownthestairswhensherememberedthatanhourbefore,havingtobindupacutfingerforherfather,shehadsearchedPatty’sbureaudrawerforanoldhandkerchief,andhadleftthingsindisorderwhilesherantoanswertheDeacon’simpatientcallandstampuponthekitchenfloor。
"Hurryupanddon’tmakemestan’hereallwinter!"hehadshouted。"Ifyoueverkeptthingsinproperorder,youwouldn’thavetohuntalloverthehouseforapieceofragwhenyouneedit!"
Pattywasverydaintyaboutherfewpatchedanddarnedbelongings;alsoveryexactintheadjustmentofherbitsofribbon,hercollarsofcrochetedthread,heradoredcoralpendants,andherpileofneatcottonhandkerchiefs,hem—stitchedbyherownhands。Waitstill,accordingly,withanexclamationatherownunwontedcarelessness,dartedintohersister’sroomtoreplaceinperfectorderthearticlesshehaddisarrangedinherhaste。Sheknewthemall,thesepoorlittletrinkets,——humble,patheticevidencesofPatty’sfemininevanityanddesiretomakeherbrightbeautyatriflebrighter。
Suddenlyherhandandhereyefellatthesamemomentonsomethinghiddeninafarcornerunderawhite"fascinator,"oneofthosehead—coveringsoffilmywool,dottedwithbeads,wornbythegirlsoftheperiod。Shedrewtheglittering,unfamiliarobjectforward,andthenlifteditwonderinglyinherhand。Itwasastringofburnishedgoldbeads,theavoweddesireofPatty’sheart;astringofbeadswithabrilliantlittlestoneinthefastening。And,asifthatwerenotmysteryenough,therewassomethingslippedovertheclaspednecklaceandhangingfromit,asWaitstillheldituptothelight——acircletofplaingold,awedding—ring!
Waitstillstoodmotionlessinthecoldwithsuchathrongofbewilderingthoughts,misgivings,imaginings,rushingthroughherheadthattheywerelikeaflockofbirdsbeatingtheirwingsagainstherears。Theimaginingswerenotthoseofabsolutedreadorterror,forsheknewherPatty。Ifshehadseenthenecklacealoneshewouldhavebeenanxious,indeed,foritwouldhavemeantthatthegirl,urgedonbyungoverneddesirefortheornament,hadacceptedpresentfromonewhoshouldnothavegivenittohersecretly;butthewedding—ringmeantsome—thingdifferentforPatty,——somethingmore,somethingcertain,somethingunescapable,forgoodorill。Awedding—ringcouldstandfornothingbutmarriage。CouldPattybemarried?How,when,andwherecouldsogreatathinghappenwithoutherknowledge?Itseemedimpossible。Howhadsuchachildsurmountedthedifficultiesinthepath?Hadshebeenledawaybytheattractionsofsomestranger?No,therehadbeennoneinthevillage。TherewasonlyonemanwhohadtheworldlywisdomorthemeanstocarryPattyoffundertheveryeyeofherwatchfulsister;onlyonewiththerecklesscouragetodefyherfather;
andthatwasMarkWilson。HisnamedidnotbringabsoluteconfidencetoWaitstill’smind。Hewasgayandyoungandthoughtless;howhadhemanagedtodothiswildthing?——andhadhedonealldecentlyandwisely,withconsiderationforthegirl’sgoodname?ThethoughtofalltheriskslyinginthetrainofPatty’syouthandinexperiencebroughtawailofanguishfromWaitstill’slips,and,droppingthebeadsandclosingthedrawer,shestumbledblindlydownthestairwaytothekitchen,intentupononethoughtonly——tofindhersister,tolookinhereyes,feelthetouchofherhand,andassureherselfofhersafety。
Shegaveadazedlookatthetallclock,andwasbeginningtoputonhercloakwhenthedooropenedandPattyenteredthekitchenbywayoftheshed;theusualPatty,rosy,buoyant,alert,withakindofchildlikeinnocencethatcouldhardlybeassociatedwiththepossessionofwedding—rings。
"Areyougoingout,Waity?Wrapupwell,forit’sfreezingcold。
Waity,Waity,dear!What’sthematter?"shecried,comingclosertohersisterinalarm。
Waitstill’sfacehadlostitsclearcolor,andhereyeshadthelookofsomedumbanimalthathasbeenstruckandwounded。Shesankintotheflag—bottomedrockerbythewindow,andleaningbackherhead,utterednoword,butclosedhereyesandgaveonelong,shiveringsighandadrysobthatseemeddrawnfromtheverybottomofherheart。
XXVII
THECONFESSIONAL
"WAITY,Iknowwhatitis;youhavefoundoutaboutme!WhohasbeenwickedenoughtotellyoubeforeIcoulddoso——tellme,who?"
"Oh,Patty,Patty!"criedWaitstill,whocouldnolongerholdbackhertears。"Howcouldyoudeceivemeso?Howcouldyoushutmeoutofyourheartandkeepasecretlikethisfromme,whohavetriedtobemotherandsisterinonetoyoueversincethedayyouwereborn?Godhassentmemuchtobear,butnothingsobitterasthis——tohavemysistertakethegreateststepofherlifewithoutmyknowledgeorcounsel!"
"Stop,dear,stop,andletmetellyou!"
"Allistold,andnotbyyouasitshouldhavebeen。We’veneverhadanythingseparatefromeachotherinallourlives,andwhenIlookedinyourbureaudrawerforabitofsoftcotton——itwasnothingmorethanIhavedoneahundredtimes——youcanguessnowwhatIstumbledupon;awedding—ringforahandIhaveheldeversinceitwasababy’s。Mysisterhasahusband,andIamnotevensureofhisname!
"Waity,Waity,don’ttakeitsotoheart!"andPattyflungherselfonherkneesbesideWaitstill’schair。"Nottillyouheareverything!WhenItellyouall,youwilldryyoureyesandsmileandbehappyaboutme,andyouwillknowthatinthewholeworldthereisnooneelseinmyloveormylifebutyouandmy——myhusband。"
"Whoisthehusband?"askedWaitstilldryly,asshewipedhereyesandleanedherelbowonthetable。
"WhocoulditbebutMark?HasthereeverbeenanyonebutMark?"
"Ishouldhavesaidthattherewereseveral,inthesepastfewmonths。"
Waitstill’stoneshowedclearlythatshewasstillgrievedandhurtbeyondherpowertoconceal。
"IhaveneverthoughtofmarryinganyonebutMark,andnotevenofmarryinghimtillalittlewhileago,"saidPatty。"Nowdonotdrawawayfrommeandlookoutofthewindowasifwewerenotsisters,oryouwillbreakmyheart。Turnyoureyestomineandbelieveinme,Waity,whileItellyoueverything,asIhavesolongedtodoallthesenightsanddays。MarkandIhavelovedeachotherforalong,longtime。Itwasonlyplayatfirst,butwewereyoungandfoolishanddidnotunderstandwhatwasreallyhappeningbetweenus。"
"Youarebothofyouonlyafewmonthsolderthanwhenyouwere’youngandfoolish,’"objectedWaitstill。
"Yes,weare——yearsandyears!FiveweeksagoIpromisedMarkthatIwouldmarryhim;buthowwasIevertokeepmywordpublicly?Youhavenoticedhowinsultinglyfathertreatshimoflate,passinghimbywithoutawordwhenhemeetshiminthestreet?Youremember,too,thathehasnevergonetoLawyerWilsonforadvice,orputanybusinessinhishandssincespring?"
"TheWilsonsareamongfather’saversions,thatisallyoucansay;itisnousetotryandexplainthemorrebelagainstthem,"
Waitstillansweredwearily。
"Thatisallverywell,andmightbebornelikemanyanothercross;butIwantedtomarrythisparticular’aversion,"’arguedPatty。WouldyouhavehelpedmetomarryMarksecretlyifIhadconfidedinyou?"
"Neverintheworld——never!"
"Iknewit,"exclaimedPattytriumphantly。"Webothsaidso!AndwhatwasMarktodo?Hewasmorethanwillingtocomeuphereandaskformelikeaman,butheknewthathewouldbeorderedoffthepremisesasifhewereathief。ThatwouldhaveangeredMr。
andMrs。Wilson,andmademattersworse。Wetalkedandtalkeduntilwewerehoarse;wethoughtandthoughtuntilwenearlyhadbrainfeverfromthinking,butthereseemedtobenowaybuttotakethebullbythehorns。"
"Youarebothsoyoung,youcouldwellhavebidedawhile。"
"Wecouldhavebideduntilweweregray,nothingwouldhavechangedfather;andjustlatelyIcouldn’tmakeMarkbide,"
confessedPattyingenuously。"Hehasbeeninarageaboutfather’streatmentofyouandme。Heknowswehaven’ttherightfoodtoeat,nothingfittowear,andnotanhourofpeaceorfreedom。Hehasevenheardthemenatthestoresaythatourverylivesmightbeindangerifwecrossedfather’swill,orangeredhimbeyondacertainpoint。Youcan’tblameamanwholovesagirl,ifhewantstotakeherawayfromsuchawretchedlife。Hislovewouldbegoodfornothingifhedidnotlongtorescueher!"
"Iwouldneverhaveleftyoubehindtobearyourslaveryalone,whileIslippedawaytohappinessandcomfort——notforanymanalivewouldI
Ihavedoneit!"Thisspeech,sounlikeWaitstillinitsungenerousreproach,wasrepentedofassoonasitlefthertongue。"Oh,Ididnotmeanthat,mydarling!"shecried。"I
wouldhavewelcomedanychangeforyou,andthankedGodforit,ifonlyitcouldhavecomehonorablyandaboveboard。"
"But,don’tyousee,Waity,howmymarriagehelpseverything?
Thatiswhatmakesmehappiest;thatnowIshallhaveahomeanditcanbeyours。Fatherhasplentyofmoneyandcangetahousekeeper。Heisonlysixty—five,andashaleandheartyasamancanbe。Youhaveservedyourtime,andsurelyyouneednotbehisdrudgefortherestofyourlife。MarkandIthoughtyouwouldspendhalftheyearwithus。"
Waitstillwaivedthispointastooimpossiblefordiscussion。
"Whenandwherewereyoumarried,Patty?"sheasked。
"InAllentown,NewHampshire,lastMonday,thedayyouandfatherwenttoSaco。Ellenwentwithus。Youneedn’tsupposeitwasmuchfunforme!Girlsthatthinkrunningawaytobemarriedisnothingbutalark,donothavetodeceiveasisterlikeyou,norhaveafathersuchasminetoreckonwithafterwards。"
"Youthoughtofallthatbefore,didn’tyou,child?"
"Nobodythathasn’talreadyrunawaytobemarriedonceortwicecouldtellhowitwasgoingtofeel!NeverdidIpasssounhappyaday!IfMarkwasnoteverythingthatiskindandgentle,hewouldhavetippedmeoutofthesleighintoasnowbankandleftmebytheroadsidetofreeze。Imighthavebeenmurderedinsteadofonlymarried,bythewayIbehaved;butMarkandEllenunderstood。Then,theverynextday,Mark’sfathersenthimuptoBridgtononbusiness,andhehadtogotoAllentownfirsttoreturnafriend’shorse,sohecouldn’tbreakthenewstofatheratonce,asheintended。"
"DoesaNewHampshiremarriageholdgoodinMaine?"askedWaitstill,stillintentonthebarefactsatthebottomoftheromance。
"Well,ofcourse,"stammeredPatty,some—whatconfused,"Mainehasherownwayofdoingthings,andwouldn’tbelikelytofancyNewHampshire’s。Butnothingcanmakeitwickedoranythingbutaccordingtolaw。Besides,Markconsideredallthedifficulties。
Heiswonderfullyclever,andhehasaclerkshipinaPortsmouthlawofficewaitingforhim;andthat’swherewearegoingtolive,inNewHampshire,whereweweremarried,andmydarlingsisterwillcomesoonandstaymonthsandmonthswithus。"
"WhenisMarkcomingbacktoarrangeallthis?"
"Lateto—nightorearlyto—morrowmorning。
283
"Wheredidyougoafteryouweremarried?"
"WheredidIgo?"echoedPatty,inachildishburstoftears。
"WherecouldIgo?Ittookalldaytobemarried——alldaylong,workinganddrivinghardfromsunrisetoseveno’clockintheevening。Thenwhenwereachedthebridge,Markdroppedme,andI
walkeduphomeinthedark,andwenttobedwithoutanysupper,forfearthatyouandfatherwouldcomebackandcatchmeatitandaskwhyIwassolate。"
"Mypoor,foolishdear!"sighedWaitstill。
Patty’stearsflowedfasteratthefirstsoundofsympathyinWaitstill’svoice,forself—pityisveryenfeebling。Shefairlysobbedasshecontinued:——
"Somyonlywedding—journeywasthefreezingdrivebackfromAllentown,withEllencryingallthewayandwishingthatshehadn’tgonewithus。MarkandIbothsaywe’llneverbemarriedagainsolongaswelive!"
"Wherehaveyouseenyourhusbandfromthatdaytothis?"
"Ihaven’tlaideyesonhim!"saidPatty,withafreshburstofwoe。"Ihaveacertificate—thing,andawedding—ringandabeautifulfrockandhatthatMarkboughtinBoston,butnorealhusband。I’mnomoremarriedthaneverIwas!Don’tyourememberIsaidthatMarkwassentawayonTuesdaymorning?AndthisisThursday。I’vehadthreelettersfromhim;butIdon’tknow,tillweseehowfathertakesit,whenwecantelltheWilsonsandstartforPortsmouth。Weshan’treallycallourselvesmarriedtillwegettoPortsmouth;wepromisedeachotherthatfromthefirst。Itisn’tmuchlikebeingabride,nevertoseeyourbridegroom;tohaveafatherwhowillflyintoapassionwhenhehearsthatyouaremarried;nottoknowwhetheryournewfamilywilllikeordespiseyou;andtohaveyouronlysisterangeredwithyouforthefirsttimeinherlife!"
Waitstill’sheartmelted,andsheliftedPatty’stear—stainedfacetohersandkissedit。"Well,dear,Iwouldnothavehadyoudothisfortheworld,butitisdone,andMarkseemstohavebeenaswiseasamancanbewhenhedoesanunwisething。Youaremarried,andyouloveeachother。That’sthecomfortingthingtome。"
"Wedo,"sobbedPatty。"Notwopeopleeverlovedeachotherbetterthanwe;butit’sbeenallspoiledforfearoffather。"
"ImustsayIdreadtohavehimhearthenews";andWaitstillknittedherbrowsanxiously。"Ihopeitmaybesoon,andIthinkIoughttobeherewhenheistold。Markwillneverunder—standorbearwithhim,andtheremaybetroublethatIcouldavert。"
"I’llbehere,too,andI’mnotafraid!AndPattyraisedherheaddefiantly。"Fathercanunmarryus,that’swhyweactedinthismiserable,secret,underhandedway。Somehow,thoughIhaven’tseenMarksincewewenttoAllentown,IambraverthanIwaslastweek,fornowI’vegotsomebodytotakemypart。I’veagoodmindtogoupstairsandputonmygoldbeadsandmywedding—ring,justtogetusedtothemandtofeelalittlemoremarried。——No:I
can’t,afterall,forthereisfatherdrivingupthehillnow,andhemaycomeintothehouse。Whatbringshimhomeatthishour?"