IvoryhaddrawnitupatMr。Wilson’srequest,merelytoshowhowfarheunderstoodthebooksandcaseshewasstudying,andhehadnoideathatitdifferedinanywayfromtheworkofanyotherstudent;allthesame,Mark’sowneffortsinalikedirectionhadneverreceivedanyspecialmention。Whenhewasinthehay—fieldhealsokeptasfaraspossiblefromIvory,becausethere,too,hefeltasuperioritythatmadehim,forthemoment,atriflediscontented。ItwasnoparticularpleasureforhimtoseeIvoryplungehisforkdeepintotheheartofahay—cock,takeafirmgraspofthehandle,thrustforwardhisfoottosteadyhimself,andthenraisethegreatfragrantheapslowly,andswingituptothewaitinghaycartamidtheapplauseofthecrowd。Rodmanwouldbethere,too,helpingthemanontopoftheloadandgettingnearlyburiedeachtime,asthemassdescendeduponhim,butdoinghisslenderbesttodistributeandtreaditdownproperly,whilehisyoungheartglowedwithprideatCousinIvory’sprowess。
IndependenceDayhadpassed,withitsusualgayetiesfortheyoungpeople,innoneofwhichtheBaxterfamilyhadjoined,andnow,ateleveno’clockonthisburningJulymorning,WaitstillwasdrivingtheoldmarepasttheWilsonfarmonherwaytotheriverfield。Herfatherwasworkingthere,togetherwiththetwohiredmenwhomhetookonforafortnightduringtheheightoftheseason。Ifmowing,raking,pitching,andcartingofthepreciouscropcouldonlyhavebeendoneatoddtimesduringtheyear,oratnight,hewouldnothaveembitteredthemonthofJulybypayingoutmoneyforlabor:butNaturewasinexorableintheripeningofhayandOldFoxywasobligedtosuccumbtotheinevitable。Waitstillhadabasketpackedwithluncheonforthreeandagreatdemijohnofcoolgingerteaunderthewagonseat。
Otherfarmerssometimesservedhardcider,orrum,butherfather’sprinciplesweredeadagainstthisriotousextravagance。
Temperance,inanyandalldirections,wascheap,andtheDeaconwasaverytemperateman,saveinlanguage。
Thefieldsonbothsidesoftheroadwerefullofhaymakersandeverywheretherewasbustleandstir。Therewouldbethreeorfourmen,oneleading,theothersfollowing,slowlyswingingtheirwaythroughanoblepieceofgrass,andthesmellofthemownfieldsinthesunshinewassweeterthanhoneyinthecomb。
Therewerepatchesofblack—eyedSusansinthemeadowshereandthere,whilepinkandwhitehardhackgrewbytheroad,withdayliliesandblossomingmilkweed。Thebobolinkswereflutingfromeverytree;therewerethrushesinthealderbushesandoriolesinthetopsoftheelms,andWaitstill’sheartoverflowedwithjoyatbeinginsuchaworldofmidsummerbeauty,thoughlife,duringthegreatheatandincessantworkofhaying—time,wasalittlemorerigorousthanusual。Theextrafoodneededforthehiredmenalwayskeptherfatherinastateofmindcloselyresemblinginsanity。Comingdownstairstocookbreakfastshewouldfindthecoffeeorteameasuredoutforthepot。Theincreasedconsumptionofmilkangeredhimbeyondwords,becauseitlessenedthesupplyofbutterforsale。Everythingthatcouldbemadewithbuttermilkwasorderedsotobedone,andnothingbutwatercouldbeusedinmixingtheraisedbread。Thecorncakemustneverhaveanegg;thepiecrustmustbeshortenedonlywithlard,orwithamixtureofbeef—fatanddripping;andsoon,andsoon,eternally。
Whenthegirlswererespectivelyseventeenandthirteen,Waitstillhadbeggedasmallplotofgroundforthemtouseastheyliked,andbeginningatthattimetheyhadgraduallymadealittlegarden,withacoupleoffruittreesandathicketofred,white,andblackcurrantsraspberryandblackberrybushes。Forseveralsummersnowtheyhadsoldenoughoftheirownfruittobuyapairofshoesorgloves,ascarforahat,buteventhistinyincomewasbeginningtobemenaced。TheDeaconpositivelysufferedashelookedatthatoddcornerofearth,notanybiggerthanhisbarnfloor,andsawwhathisgirlshaddonewithnotoolsbutaspadeandahoeandnohelpbuttheirownhands。Hehadnoleisure(sohegrowled)tocultivateandfertilizegroundforsmallfruits,andnomoneytopayamantodoit,yetherewasfoodgrownunderhisveryeye,anditdidnotbelongtohim!
Thegirlsworkedintheirgardenchieflyatsunriseinspringandearlysummer,oraftersupperintheevening;allthesameWaitstillhadbeentoldbyherfatherthedaybeforethatshewasnotonlyusingground,buttime,thatbelongedtohim,andthatheshouldexpecthertoprovide"pie—filling"outofhergardenpatchduringhaying,tohelpsatisfytheravenousappetitesofthatcoupleof"great,gorming,greedylubbers"thathewashiringthisyear。Hehadstoppedthepeelingofpotatoesbeforeboilingbecausehedisapprovedofthethicknessoftheparingshefoundinthepig’spail,andhestoodoverPattyatherworkinthekitchenuntilWaitstillwasindailyfearofatempestofsomesort。
CominginfromtheshedonemorningshemetherfatherjustissuingfromthekitchenwherePattywasstandinglikeayoungFuryinfrontofthesink。"Father’sbeenspyingattheeggshellsIsettledthecoffeewith,andsaidI’dnobusinesstoleavesomuchgoodintheshellwhenIbrokeanegg。Iwillnotbearit;
hemakesmefeelfairlymurderous!You’dbetternotleavemealonewithhimwhenI’mlikethis。Oh!IknowthatI’mwicked,butisn’thewickedtoo,andwhowaswickedfirst?"
Patty’shearthadbeensetonearningandsavingenoughpenniesforawhitemuslindressandeverydayrenderedtheprospectmoreuncertain;thiswasasufficientgrievanceinitselftokeephertemperattheboilingpointhadtherenotbeenvariousothercontributorycauses。Waitstill’spatiencewasflaggingatrifle,too,underthestressofthehotdaysandthestillhotter,breathlessnights。Thesuspicioncrossedhermindnowandthenthatherfather’smiserlinessandfitsoftempermightbecausedbyamentalmaladyoverwhichhenowhadlittleornocontrol,havingnevermasteredhimselfinallhislife。Herpowerofendurancewouldbegreater,shethought,ifonlyshecouldbecertainthatthistheorywastrue,thoughherslaverywouldbejustasgalling。
Itwouldbesoeasyforhertogoawayandearnaliving;shewhohadneverhadadayofillnessinherlife;shewhocouldsew,knit,spin,weave,andcook。ShecouldmakeenoughmoneyinBiddefordorPortsmouthtosupportherself,andPatty,too,untiltheproperworkwasfoundforboth。Buttherewouldbeatrulyterribleconflictofwills,andsuchfiercearraignmentofherunfilialconduct,suchbitterandcausticargumentfromherfather,suchdisapprovalfromtheparsonandtheneighbors,thatherverysoulshrankfromtheprospect。Ifshecouldgoalone,andhavenoresponsibilityoverPatty’sfuture,thatwouldbealittlemorepossible,butshemustthinkwiselyfortwo。
AndhowcouldsheleaveIvorywhentheremightperhapscomeacrisisinhislifewhereshecouldbeusefultohim?HowcouldshecutherselfofffromthoseSundaysinthechoir,thosedearfugitiveglimpsesofhimintheroadoratprayer—meeting?Theywereonlysipsofhappiness,whereherthirstyheartyearnedforlong,deepdraughts,buttheywereimmeasurablybetterthannothing。Freedomfromherfather’sheavyyoke,freedomtowork,andread,andsing,andstudy,andgrow,——oh!howshelongedforthis,butatwhatacostwouldshegainitifshehadtoharbortheguiltyconscienceofanundutifulandrebelliousdaughter,andatthesametimecutherselfofffromthesightoftheonebeingshelovedbestinalltheworld。
ShefeltdrawntowardsIvory’smotherto—day。ThreeweekshadpassedsincehertalkwithIvoryinthechurchyard,buttherehadbeennopossibilityofanhour’sescapefromhome。Shewasatlibertythisafternoon——relativelyatliberty;foralthoughherwork,asusual,waslaidoutforher,itcouldbemadeupsomehoworotherbeforenightfall。ShecoulddriveovertotheBoynton’splace,hitchherhorseinthewoodsnearthehouse,makehervisit,yetbeinplentyoftimetogouptotheriverfieldandbringherfatherhometosupper。PattywasoveratMrs。AbelDay’s,learninganewcrochetstitchandhelpinghertostartalog—cabinquilt。IvoryandRodman,shenew,werebothawayintheWilsonhay—field;notimewouldeverbemorefavorable;soinsteadofdrivingupTown—HouseHillwhenshereturnedtothevillageshekeptonoverthebridge。
XIV
UNCLEBARTDISCOURSES
UNCLEBARTandCephasweretakingtheirnooninghourundertheNodheadappletreeasWaitstillpassedthejoiner’sshopandwentoverthebridge。
"UncleBartmightsomehowguesswhereIamgoing,"shethought,"butevenifhedidhewouldnevertellanyone。"
"Where’sWaitstillboundthisafternoon,Iwonder?"drawledCephas,risingtohisfeetandlookingafterthedepartingteam。
"Thatremindsme,I’dbetterrunuptoBaxter’sandseeifany—thing’swantedbeforeIopenthestore。"
"Ifitmakesanydif’rence,"saidhisfatherdryly,ashefilledhispipe,"Patty’sovertoMis’Day’sspendin’theafternoon。
Don’ts’poseyouwanttocallonthepig,doyou?He’stheonlyonetohome。"
Cephasmadenoremark,butgavehistrousersahitch,pickedupachip,openedhisjack—knife,andsittingdownonthegreenswardbeganidlywhittlingthebitofwoodintoshape。
"Ikindo’wishyou’dletmemakethenewelltwo—story,father;
’twouldn’tbemuchwork,takeitinslacktimeafterhayin’。"
"Lando’Liberty!Whatdoyouwanttodothatfor,Cephas?You’boutpesteredthelifeouto’megittin’metobuildtheellinthefirstplace,whenwedidn’tneeditnomore’natoaddoesapocketbook。Thennothin’woulddobutyoumustpaintit,thoughI
shan’tbeabletohavethemainhousepaintedforanotheryear,sotheoldwinean’thenewbottlesidebysidelooksliketheOldDriver,an’makesusalaughin’—stocktothevillage;——andnowyouwanttochangethethingintoatwo—story!Neverheerdsuchacrazyideeinmylife。"
"Iwanttosettledown,"insistedCephasdoggedly。
"Well,settle;I’mwillin’!Itoldyouthat,aforeyoupaintedtheell。Ain’ttworooms,fourteenbyfourteen,enoughforyoutosettledownin?Iftheyain’t,Iguessyourmother’dgiveyouoneo’thechambersinthemainpart。"
"ShewouldifImarriedPhoebeDay,butIdon’twanttomarryPhoebe,"arguedCephas。"Andmother’sgoneandmadeasummerkitchenforherselfoutintheell,a’ready。Ibetyershe’llnevermoveoutifIshouldwanttomoveinona’sudden。"
"Itoldyouyouwastakin’thatriskwhenyoucutadoorthroughfromthemainpart,"saidhisfathergenially。"Ifyouhadn’tdonethat,yourmotherwould’a’hadtogoneroundoutsidetogitint’theellandmebbeshe’d’a’stayedtohomewhenitstormed,anyhow。Nowyourwife’11havehertroopin’inan’out,inan’
out,thewhole’durin’time。"
"Ionlycutthedoorthroughtopleaseso’tshe’dfavormygittin’married,butIguess’twon’tdonogood。Yousee,father,whatIwasthinkin’ofis,agirlwouldmebbejumpatatwo—story,four—roomedellwhenshewouldn’tlookatasmallerplace。"
"Pendsuponwhetherthegirl’sthejumpin’kindornot!Hadn’tyoubettergiteverythingfixedupwiththeoneyou’vepickedout,aforeyoutakeyourgoodsavin’sandgotobuildin’abiggerplaceforher?"
"I’veaskedheroncea’ready,"Cephasallowed,withaburningface。"Idon’ts’poseyouknowtheoneImean?"
"Nokindofanidee,"respondedhisfather,withaquizzicalwinkthatwaslostontheyoungman,ashiseyeswerefixeduponhiswhittling。"Doesshebelongtothevillage?"
"Iain’tgoin’toletfolksknowwhoI’vepickedouttillIgitalittlemiteforrarder,"respondedCephascraftily。"Say,father,it’sallrighttoaskagirltwice,ain’tit?
"Certainitis,myson。Ineverheerdtherewasanyspeciallimittothenumbero’timesyoucouldask’em,andtheirpowero’
sayin’’No’islikethemercyoftheLord;itendurethforever。
——Youwouldn’tconsiderawidder,Cephas?Awidder’dbeagoodcomp’ny—keeperforyourmother。"
"Ihain’tputmygoodsavin’sintoanelljesttomarryacomp’ny—keeperformother,"respondedCephashuffily。"Iwanttobenumberonewithmygirlandstartrightinontrainin’heruptosuitme。"
"Well,iftrainin’’syourobjectyou’dbettertakemyadvicean’
keepitdarkbeforemarriage,Cephas。It’sastonishin’howthefemalesectdespisesbein’trained;itdon’thardlyseemtobeintheirnaturetomakeanychangesin’emselvesaftertheyoncegitsstarted。"
"Howareyougoin’tolivewith’em,then?"Cephasinquired,lookingupwithinterestcoupledwithsomeincredulity。
"Letthemdothetrainingrespondedhisfather,peacefullypuffingoutthewordswithhispipebetweenhislips。"Someof’em’smildandgentleindiscipline,likeParsonBoone’swifeorMis’TimothyGrant,andothersisstrictandfirmlikeyourmotherandMis’AbelDay。Ifyouhappentogitthefirstkind,why,doastheytellyou,andthanktheLord’tain’tanyworse。
Ifyougitthesecondkind,jestlet’emputtheblindersonyouandtrotasstraightasyouknowhow,withoutshyingnorkickin’
overthetraces,norbolting’causethey’vegotcontrolo’thebitand’tain’tnousefightin’ag’in’theirsuperiorstrength。——Sofurasyoucanjudge,intheearlystageso’thegame,myson,——whichain’tveryfur,——whichkindhaveyoupickedout?"
Cephaswhittledonforsomemomentswithoutaword,butfinally,withasighdrawnfromtheverytoesofhisboots,herespondedgloomily,——
"She’sawfulspunky,thegirlis,anybodycanseethat;butshe’sayoungthing,andIthoughtbein’marriedwouldkindo’tameherdown!"
"Youcanseehowmuchmarriagehastamedyourmotherdown,"
observedUncleBartdispassionately;"howsomever,thoughyourmothercan’tbecalledtame,she’sgothergoodp’ints,forshe’salwaystobecountedon。Thegreatthinginlife,asItakeit,Cephas,istoknowexactlywhattoexpect。Yourmother’sgen’allycreditedwithanonsartintemper,butfolksdoeshergreatinjusticeinsothinkingforinalongexperienceI’veseldomcomeacrossatemperlessonsartinthanyourmother’s。Youknowexactlywheretofindhereverymornin’atsun—upandeverynightatsundown。Thereain’tnothin’youcandotoputherouto’
temper,causeshe’salloutaforehand。Youcanjestgoaboutyourreg’larbusiness’thoutanyfearofdisturbin’heranyfurtherthanshe’sdisturbeda’ready,whichisconsid’rable。Idon’tminditamitenowadays,though,afterfortyyearsofit。Itwouldkindo’gallmetokeepastiddywatchofafemale’sdispositiondaybyday,wonderin’whenshewasgoin’tohaveatantrum。A
tantrumonceayear’sanawfulupsettin’kindofathinginafamily,myson,butatantrumeverytwenty—fourhoursisjestparto’theday’swork。"Therewasamoment’ssilenceduringwhichUncleBartpuffedhispipeandCephaswhittled,afterwhichtheoldmancontinued:"Then,ifyouhappentomarryatemperlikeyourmother’s,Cephas,lookwhatapow’fulworkeryougen’allyget!Lookatthewaytheysweepan’dustan’scruban’
clean!Watch’emwhentheygoatthedish—washin’,an’howtheywhacktherollin’—pin,an’maultheeggs,an’heavethewoodint’
thestove,an’slatthefliesouto’thehouse!Themildandgentleonesenough,willbesettin’inthekitchenrockerread—in’thealmanacwhenthereain’tnowoodinthekitchenbox,nodoughnutsinthecrock,nopiesontheswingshelfinthecellar,an’theyoungonesgoin’roundwithoutasecondshifttotheirbacks!"
Cephas’smindwasfarawayduringthisphilosophicaldissertationonthewaysofwomen。Hecouldseeonlyasunnyheadfairlyriotingwithcurls;apairofeyesthatheldhislikemagnets,althoughtheynevergavehimaglanceoflove;asmilethatlightedtheworldfarbetterthanthesun;adimpleintowhichhisheartfellheadlongwheneverhelookedatit!
"You’reright,father;’tain’tnousekickin’ag’in’em,"hesaidasherosetohisfeetpreparatorytoopeningtheBaxterstore。
"WhenIsaidthat’bouttrainin’upagirltosuitme,Ikindo’
forgottheoneI’vepickedout。I’mconsiderin’several,buttheoneIfavormost—well,Ibelieveshe’dfireupatthefirstsighto’trainingandthat’sthegospeltruth。"
"Considerin’several,beyou,Cephas?"laughedUncleBart。"Well,allIhopeis,thattheoneyoufavormost——thegirlyou’veaskedoncea’ready——isconsiderin’you!"
Cephaswenttothepump,andwettingalargehandkerchiefputitinthecrownofhisstrawhatandsaunteredoutintotheburningheatoftheopenroadbetweenhisfather’sshopandDeaconBaxter’sstore。
"Ishan’taskherthenexttimetillthishotspell’sover,"hethought,"andIwon’tdoitinthatdodgastedoldstoreag’in,neither;Iain’tsotongue—tiedoutdoorsan’Ikindo’thinkI’dbemoreinthesperitofitaftersundown,somenightaftersupper!"
XV
IVORY’SMOTHER
WAITSTILLfoundacoolandshadyplaceinwhichtohitchtheoldmare,looseninghercheck—reinandputtingasprigofalderinherheadstalltoassistherinbrushingofftheflies。
OnecouldreachtheBoyntonhouseonlybygoingupalonggrass—grownlanethatledfromthehigh—road。Itwasalonelyplace,andAaronBoyntonhadboughtitwhenhemovedfromSaco,simplybecausehesecureditataremarkablebargain,theownerhavinglosthiswifeandgonetoliveinMassachusetts。Ivorywouldhavesolditlongagohadcircumstancesbeendifferent,foritwasattoogreatadistancefromtheschoolhouseandfromLawyerWilson’sofficetobeatallconvenient,buthedreadedtoremovehismotherfromtheenvironmenttowhichshewasaccustomed,anddoubtedverymuchwhethershewouldbeabletocareforahousetowhichshehadnotbeenwontedbeforehermindbecameaffected。Hereinthissafe,secludedcorner,amidfamiliarandthoroughlyknownconditions,shemovedplacidlyaboutherdailytasks,performingthemwiththesamecareandprecisionthatshehadusedfromthebeginningofhermarriedlife。AlltheheavyworkwasdoneforherbyIvoryandRodman;
theboyinparticularbeingthefleetest—footed,themostwilling,andtheneatestofhelpers;washingdishes,sweepinganddusting,layingthetable,asdeftlyandquietlyasagirl。Mrs。
Boyntonmadeherownsimpledressesofgraycalicoinsummer,ordarklinsey—woolseyinwinterbythesamepatternthatshehadusedwhenshefirstcametoEdgewood:infacttherewerepositivelynoexternalchangesanywheretobeseen,tragicandterribleashadbeenthosethathadwroughthavocinhermind。
Waitstill’sheartbeatfasterasshenearedtheBoyntonhouse。
ShehadneversomuchasseenIvory’smotherforyears。Howwouldshebemet?Whowouldbegintheconversation,andwhatdirectionwouldittake?WhatifMrs。Boyntonshouldrefusetotalktoheratall?Shewalkedslowlyalongthelaneuntilshesawaslender,gray—cladfigurestoopingoveraflower—bedinfrontofthecottage。Thewomanraisedherheadwithafawn—likegesturethathadsomethinginitoftimidityratherthanfear,pickedsomeloosebitsofgreenfromtheground,and,quietlyturningherbackupontheoncomingstranger,disappearedthroughtheopenfrontdoor。
Therecouldbenoretreatonherownpartnow,thoughtWaitstill。
ShewishedforamomentthatshehadmadethisfirstvisitunderIvory’sprotection,butherideahadbeentogainMrs。Boynton’sconfidenceandhaveaquietfriendlytalk,suchaoneaswouldbeimpossibleinthepresenceofathirdperson。Approachingthesteps,shecalledthroughthedoorwayinherclearvoice:"Ivoryaskedmetocomeandseeyouoneday,Mrs。Boynton。IamWaitstillBaxter,thelittlegirlonTownHouseHillthatyouusedtoknow。"
Mrs。Boyntoncamefromaninnerroomandstoodonthethreshold。
Thename"Waitstill"hadalwayshadacharmforherears,fromthetimeshefirstheardityearsago,untilitfellfromIvory’slipsthissummer;andagainitcaughtherfancy。
"’WAITSTILL!"’sherepeatedsoftly;"’WAITSTILL!’DoesIvoryknowyou?"
"We’veknowneachotherforeversolong;eversincewewenttothebrickschooltogetherwhenweweregirlandboy。AndwhenI
wasachildmystepmotherbroughtmeoverhereonceonanerrandandIvoryshowedmeahumming—bird’snestinthatlilacbushbythedoor。"
Mrs。Boyntonsmiled"Comeandlook!"shewhispered。"Thereisalwaysahumming—bird’snestinourlilac。Howdidyouremember?"
ThetwowomenapproachedthebushandMrs。Boyntoncarefullypartedtheleavestoshowthedaintymorselofahomethatchedwithsoftgray—greenandlinedwithdown。"Thebirdshaveflownnow,"shesaid。"Theywerelikelittlejewelswhentheydartedoffinthesunshine。"
Hervoicewasfaintandsweet,asifitcamefromfaraway,andhereyeslooked,notasiftheywereseeingyou,butseeingsomethingthroughyou。Herpalehairwasturnedbackfromherpalerface,wheretheveinsshowedlikebluerivers,andhersmilewasliketheflittingofamoonbeam。ShewasstandingveryclosetoWaitstill,closerthanshehadbeentoanywomanformanyyears,andshestudiedheralittle,wistfully,yetcourteously,asifherattentionwasattractedbysomethingfreshandwinning。Shelookedatthecolor,ebbingandflowinginthegirl’scheeks;atherbrowsandlashes;atherneck,aswhiteasswan’s—down;andfinallyputoutherhandwithasuddenimpulseandtouchedtheknotofwavybronzehairunderthebrimmedhat。
"Ihadadaughteronce,"shesaid。"Mysecondbabywasagirl,butshelivedonlyafewweeks。Ineedherverymuch,forIamagreatcaretoIvory。Heissonanddaughterboth,nowthatMr。
Boyntonisawayfromhome。——Youdidnotseeanyoneintheroadasyouturnedinfromthebars,Isuppose?"
"No,"answeredWaitstill,surprisedandconfused,"butIdidn’treallynotice;Iwasthinkingofacoolplaceformyhorsetostand。"
"Isitouthereinthesewarmafternoons,"Mrs。Boyntoncontinued,shadinghereyesandlookingacrossthefields,"becauseIcanseesofardownthelane。Ihavethesupper—tablesetformyhusbandalready,andthereisasurpriseforhim,asaucerofwildstrawberriesIpickedforhimthismorning。Ifhedoesnotcome,IalwaystakeawaytheplateandcupbeforeIvorygetshere;itseemstomakehimunhappy。"
"Hedoesn’tlikeitwhenyouaredisappointed,Isuppose,"
Waitstillventured。"Ihavebroughtmyknitting,Mrs。Boynton,sothatIneedn’tkeepyouidleifyouwishtowork。MayIsitdownafewminutes?AndhereisacottagecheeseforIvoryandRodman,andajarofplumsforyou,preservedfrommyowngarden。"
Mrs。Boynton’seyessearchedthefaceofthisvisitorfromaworldshehadalmostforgottenandfindingnothingbuttendernessthere,saidwithjustatraceofbewilderment:"Thankyouyes,dositdown;myworkbasketisjustinsidethedoor。Takethatrocking—chair;Idon’thaveanotheroneoutherebecauseIhaveneverbeeninthehabitofseeingvisitors。"
"IhopeIamnotintruding,"stammeredWaitstill,seatingherselfandbeginningherknitting,toseeifitwouldlessenthesenseofstrainbetweenthem。
"Notatall。Ialwayslovedyoungandbeautifulpeople,andsodidmyhusband。Ifhecomeswhileyouarehere,donotgoaway,butsitwithhimwhileIgethissupper。IfElderCochraneshouldbewithhim,youwouldseetwowonderfulmen。TheywentawaytogethertodosomemissionaryworkinMaineandNewHampshireandperhapstheywillcomebacktogether。Idonotwelcomecallersbecausetheyalwaysasksomanydifficultquestions,butyouaredifferentandhaveaskedmenoneatall。"
"Ishouldnotthinkofaskingquestions,Mrs。Boynton。"
"NotthatIshouldmindansweringthem,"continuedIvory’smother,"exceptthatittiresmyheadverymuchtothink。YoumustnotimagineIamill;itisonlythatIhaveaverybadmemory,andwhenpeopleaskmetoremembersomething,ortogiveananswerquickly,itconfusesmethemore。EvennowIhaveforgottenwhyyoucame,andwhereyoulive;butIhavenotforgottenyourbeautifulname。"
"Ivorythoughtyoumightbelonely,andIwantedsomuchtoknowyouthatIcouldnotkeepawayanylonger,forIamlonelyandunhappytoo。Iamalwayswatchingandhopingforwhathasnevercomeyet。Ihavenomother,youhavelostyourdaughter;I
thought——Ithought——perhapswecouldbeacomforttoeachother!"
AndWaitstillrosefromherchairandputoutherhandtohelpMrs。Boyntondownthesteps,shelookedsofrail,sotransparent,soprematurelyaged。"Icouldnotcomeveryoften——butifIcouldonlysmoothyourhairsometimeswhenyourheadaches,ordosomecookingforyou,orreadtoyou,oranylittlethinglikethat,asIwouldfermyownmother——ifIcould,Ishouldbesoglad!"
WaitstillstoodaheadhigherthanIvory’smotherandtheglowinghealthofher,thesteadinessofhervoice,thewarmthofherhand—claspmusthavemadeherseemlikeastrongrefugetothisstorm—tossedderelict。ThedeepfurrowbetweenLoisBoynton’seyesrelaxedatrifle,thebloodinherveinsranalittlemoreswiftlyunderthetouchoftheyounghandthatheldherssoclosely。Suddenlyalightcameintoherfaceandherlipquivered。
"PerhapsIhavebeenrememberingwrongalltheseyears,"shesaid。"Itismygreattrouble,rememberingwrong。PerhapsmybabydidnotdieasIthought;perhapsshelivedandgrewup;perhaps"
(herpalecheekburnedandhereyesshonelikestars)"perhapsshehascomeback!"