’IfIgotoMrsDawes,andsherepeatsthemtome,IshallslapherfaceorboxherearsI’mafraid,forIcouldn’tstandtalesbeingtoldofpoorMary’sdaughter,asiftheywerejusta,stirringpieceofnewslikeJamesHorrocks’pigwithtwoheads,’saidMissBrowning,meditatingaloud。’Thatwoulddoharminsteadofgood。Phoebe,I’mreallysorryI
boxedyourears,onlyIshoulddoitagainifyousaidthesamethings。’
Phoebesatedownbyhersister,andtookholdofoneofherwitheredhands,andbegancaressingit,whichwasherwayofacceptinghersister’sexpressionofregret。’IfIspeaktoMolly,thechildwilldenyit,ifshe’shalfasgood—for—nothingastheysay;andifshe’snot,she’llonlyworryherselftodeath。No,thatwon’tdo。MrsGoodenough—butshe’sadonkey;andifIconvincedher,shecouldneverconvinceanyoneelse。No;MrsDawes,whotoldyou,shalltellme,andI’lltiemyhandstogetherinsidemymuff,andbindmyselfovertokeepthepeace。AndwhenI’veheardwhatistobeheard,I’llputthematterintoMrGibson’shands。That’swhatI’lldo。Soit’snouseyoursayinganythingagainstit,Phoebe,forIshan’tattendtoyou。’
MissBrowningwenttoMrsDawes’,andbegancivillyenoughtomakeinquiriesaboutthereportscurrentinHollingfordaboutMollyandMrPreston;andMrsDawesfellintothesnare,andtoldalltherealandfictitiouscircumstancesofthestoryincirculation,quiteunawareofthestormthatwasgatheringandreadytofalluponherassoonasshestoppedspeaking。ButshehadnotthelonghabitofreverenceforMissBrowningwhichwouldhavekeptsomanyHollingfordladiesfromjustifyingthemselvesifshefoundfault。
MrsDawesstoodupforherselfandherownveracity,bringingoutfreshscandal,whichshesaidshedidnotbelieve,butthatmanydid;andadducingsomuchevidenceastothetruthofwhatshehadsaidanddidbelieve,thatMissBrowningwasalmostquelled,andsatesilentandmiserableattheendofMrsDawes’justificationofherself。
’Well!’shesaidatlength,risingupfromherchairasshespoke,’I’mverysorryI’velivedtillthisday;it’sablowtomejustasifIhadheardofsuchgoings—oninmyownfleshandblood。IsupposeIoughttoapologizetoyou,MrsDawes,forwhatIsaid;butI’venohearttodoitto—day。IoughtnottohavespokenasIdid;butthat’snothingtothisaffair,yousee。’
’IhopeyoudomethejusticetoperceivethatIonlyrepeatedwhatIhadheardongoodauthority,MissBrowning,’saidMrsDawesinreply。
’Mydear,don’trepeatevilonanyauthorityunlessyoucandosomegoodbyspeakingaboutit,’saidMissBrowning,layingherhandonMrsDawes’shoulder。’I’mnotagoodwoman,butIknowwhatisgood,andthatadviceis。AndnowIthinkIcantellyouthatIbegyourpardonforflyingoutuponyouso;butGodknowswhatpainyouwereputtingmeto。You’llforgiveme,won’tyou,mydear?’MrsDawesfeltthehandtremblingonhershoulder,andsawtherealdistressofMissBrowning’smind,soitwasnotdifficulttohertogranttherequestedforgiveness。ThenMissBrowningwenthome,andsaidbutfewwordstoPhoebe,whoindeedsawwellenoughthathersisterhadheardthereportsconfirmed,andneedednofurtherexplanationofthecauseofscarcely—tasteddinner,andshortreplies,andsaddenedlooks。PresentlyMissBrowningsatedownandwroteashortnote。Thensherangthebell,andtoldthelittlemaidenwhoansweredittotakeittoMrGibson,andifhewasouttoseethatitwasgiventohimassoonaseverhecamehome。AndthenshewentandputonherSundaycap;andMissPhoebeknewthathersisterhadwrittentoaskMrGibsontocomeandbetoldoftherumoursaffectinghisdaughter。MissBrowningwassadlydisturbedattheinformationshehadreceived,andthetaskthatlaybeforeher;shewasmiserablyuncomfortabletoherselfandirritabletoMissPhoebe,andthenetting—cottonshewasusingkeptcontinuallysnappingandbreakingfromthejerksofhernervoushands。Whentheknockatthedoorwasheard,—thewell—knowndoctor’sknock,—MissBrowningtookoffherspectacles,anddroppedthemonthecarpet,breakingthemasshedidso;andthenshebadeMissPhoebeleavetheroom,asifherpresencehadcasttheevil—eye,andcausedthemisfortune。Shewantedtolooknatural,andwasdistressedatforgettingwhethersheusuallyreceivedhimsittingorstanding。
’Well!’saidhe,comingincheerfully,andrubbinghiscoldhandsashewentstraighttothefire,’andwhatisthematterwithus?It’sPhoebe,Isuppose。Ihopenoneofthoseoldspasms?But,afterall,adoseortwowillsetthattorights。’
’Oh!MrGibson,IwishitwasPhoebe,ormeeither!’saidMissBrowning,tremblingmoreandmore。
Hesatedownbyherpatiently,whenhesawheragitation,andtookherhandinakind,friendlymanner。
’Don’thurryyourself,—takeyourtime。Idaresayit’snotsobadasyoufancy;butwe’llseeaboutit。There’sagreatdealofhelpintheworld,muchasweabuseit。’
’MrGibson,’saidshe,’it’syourMollyI’msogrievedabout。It’soutnow,andGodhelpusboth,andthepoorchildtoo,forI’msureshe’sbeenledastray,andnotgonewrongbyherownfreewill!’
’Molly!’saidhe,fightingagainstherwords。’What’smylittleMollybeendoingorsaying?’
’Oh!MrGibson,Idon’tknowhowtotellyou。Ineverwouldhavenamedit,ifIhadnotbeenconvinced,sorely,sorelyagainstmywill。’
’Atanyrate,youcanletmehearwhatyouhaveheard,’saidhe,puttinghiselbowonthetable,andscreeninghiseyeswithhishand。’NotthatIamabitafraidofanythingyoucanhearaboutmygirl,’continuedhe。
’Onlyinthislittlenestofgossipit’saswelltoknowwhatpeoplearetalkingabout。’
’Theysay—oh!howshallItellyou?’
’Goon,can’tyou?’saidhe,removinghishandfromhisblazingeyes。
’I’mnotgoingtobelieveit,sodon’tbeafraid!’
’ButIfearyoumustbelieveit。IwouldnotifIcouldhelpit。She’sbeencarryingonaclandestinecorrespondencewithMrPreston!——’
’MrPreston!’exclaimedhe。
’Andmeetinghimatallsortsofunseemlyplacesandhoursoutofdoors,—inthedark,—faintingawayinhis—hisarms,ifImustspeakout。
Allthetownistalkingofit。’MrGibson’shandwasoverhiseyesagain,andhemadenosign;soMissBrowningwenton,addingtouchtotouch。’MrSheepshankssawthemtogether。TheyhaveexchangednotesinGrinstead’sshop;sheranafterhimthere。’
’Bequiet,can’tyou?’saidMrGibson,takinghishandaway,andshowinghisgrimsetface。’Ihaveheardenough。Don’tgoon。IsaidIshouldn’tbelieveit,andIdon’t。IsupposeImustthankyoufortellingme;butIcan’tyet。’
’Idon’twantyourthanks,’saidMissBrowning,almostcrying。’Ithoughtyououghttoknow;forthoughyou’remarriedagain,Ican’tforgetyouweredearMary’shusbandonceuponatime;andMolly’sherchild。’
’I’drathernotspeakanymoreaboutitjustatpresent,’saidhe,notatallreplyingtoMissBrowning’slastspeech。’ImaynotcontrolmyselfasIought。IonlywishIcouldmeetPreston,andhorsewhiphimwithinaninchofhislife。IwishI’dthedoctoringoftheseslanderousgossips。
I’dmaketheirtonguesliestillforawhile。Mylittlegirl!Whatharmhasshedonethemall,thattheyshouldgoandfoulherfairname。’
’Indeed,MrGibson,I’mafraidit’salltrue。IwouldnothavesentforyouifIhadn’texaminedintoit。Doascertainthetruthbeforeyoudoanythingviolent,suchashorsewhippingorpoisoning。’
Withalltheinconsé;quenceofamaninapassion,MrGibsonlaughedout,’WhathaveIsaidabouthorsewhippingorpoisoning?DoyouthinkI’dhaveMolly’snamedraggedaboutthestreetsinconnectionwithanyactofviolenceonmypart。Letthereportdieawayasitarose。Timewillproveitsfalsehood。’
’ButIdon’tthinkitwill,andthat’sthepityofit,’saidMissBrowning。
’Youmustdosomething,butIdon’tknowwhat。’
’IshallgohomeandaskMollyherselfwhat’sthemeaningofitall;
that’sallIshalldo。It’stooridiculous—knowingMollyasIdo,it’sperfectlyridiculous。’Hegotupandwalkedabouttheroomwithhastysteps,laughingshortunnaturallaughsfromtimetotime。’Reallywhatwilltheysaynext?"Satanfindssomemischiefstillforidletonguestodo。"’
’Don’ttalkofSatan,please,inthishouse。Nooneknowswhatmayhappen,ifhe’slightlyspokenabout,’pleadedMissBrowning。
Hewenton,withoutnoticingher,talkingtohimself,—’I’veagreatmindtoleavetheplace;—andwhatfoodforscandalthatpieceoffollywouldgiveriseto!’Thenhewassilentforatime;hishandsinhispockets,hiseyesontheground,ashecontinuedhisquarter—deckmarch。SuddenlyhestoppedclosetoMissBrowning’schair。’I’mthoroughlyungratefultoyou,forastrueamarkoffriendshipasyou’veevershowntome。Trueorfalse,itwasrightIshouldknowthewretchedscandalthatwasbeingcirculated;anditcouldnothavebeenpleasantforyoutotellitme。
Thankyoufromthebottomofmyheart。’
’Indeed,MrGibson,ifitwasfalseIwouldneverhavenamedit,butletitdieaway。’
’It’snottruethough!’saidhe,doggedly,lettingdropthehandhehadtakeninhiseffusionofgratitude。
Sheshookherhead。’IshallalwaysloveMollyforhermother’ssake,’
shesaid。AnditwasagreatconcessionfromthecorrectMissBrowning。
Butherfatherdidnotunderstanditassuch。
’Yououghttoloveherforherown。Shehasdonenothingtodisgraceherself。Ishallgostraighthome,andprobeintothetruth。’
’Asifthepoorgirlwhohasbeenledawayintodeceitalreadywouldscruplemuchatgoingoninfalsehood,’wasMissBrowning’sremarkonthislastspeechofMrGibson’s;butshehaddiscretionenoughnottomakeituntilhewaswelloutofhearing。
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CHAPTERXLVIIIANINNOCENTCULPRIT
Withhisheadbentdown—asifhewerefacingsomekeen—blowingwind—andyettherewasnotabreathofairstirring—MrGibsonwentswiftlytohisownhome。Herangatthedoor—bell;anunusualproceedingonhispart。Mariaopenedthedoor。’GoandtellMissMollysheiswantedinthedining—room。Don’tsaywhoitisthatwantsher。’TherewassomethinginMrGibson’smannerthatmadeMariaobeyhimtotheletter,inspiteofMolly’ssurprisedquestion,—
’Wantsme?Whoisit,Maria?’
MrGibsonwentintothedining—room,andshutthedoor,foraninstant’ssolitude。Hewentuptothechimney—piece,tookholdofit,andlaidhisheadonhishands,andtriedtostillthebeatingofhisheart。
Thedooropened。HeknewthatMollystoodtherebeforeheheardhertoneofastonishment。
’Papa!’
’Hush!’saidhe,turningroundsharply。’Shutthedoor。Comehere。’
Shecametohim,wonderingwhatwasamiss。HerthoughtswenttotheHamleysimmediately。’IsitOsborne?’sheasked,breathless。IfMrGibsonhadnotbeentoomuchagitatedtojudgecalmly,hemighthavededucedcomfortfromthesethreewords。
Butinsteadofallowinghimselftoseekforcomfortfromcollateralevidence,hesaid,—’Molly,whatisthisIhear?ThatyouhavebeenkeepingupaclandestineintercoursewithMrPreston—meetinghiminout—of—the—wayplaces;exchangingletterswithhiminastealthyway。’
Thoughhehadprofessedtodisbelieveallthis,anddiddisbelieveitatthebottomofhissoul,hisvoicewashardandstern,hisfacewaswhiteandgrim,andhiseyesfixedMolly’swiththeterriblekeennessoftheirresearch。Mollytrembledallover;butshedidnotattempttoevadehispenetration。Ifshewassilentforamoment,itwasbecauseshewasrapidlyreviewingherrelationwithregardtoCynthiainthismatter。Itwasbutamoment’spauseofsilence;butitseemedlongminutestoonewhowascravingforaburstofindignantdenial。Hehadtakenholdofhertwoarmsjustaboveherwrists,asshehadfirstadvancedtowardshim;hewasunconsciousofthisaction;but,ashisimpatienceforherwordsgrewuponhim,hegraspedhermoreandmoretightlyinhisvice—likehands,tillshemadealittleinvoluntarysoundofpain。Andthenheletgo;andshelookedathersoftbruisedflesh,withtearsgatheringfasttohereyestothinkthathe,herfather,shouldhavehurtherso。Attheinstantitappearedtoherstrangerthatheshouldinflictbodilypainuponhischild,thanthatheshouldhaveheardthetruth—eveninanexaggeratedform。Withachildishgesturesheheldoutherarmtohim;butifsheexpectedpity,shereceivednone。
’Pooh!’saidhe,ashejustglancedatthemark,’thatisnothing—
nothing。Answermyquestion。Haveyou—haveyoumetthatmaninprivate?’
’Yes,papa,Ihave;butIdon’tthinkitwaswrong。’
Hesatedownnow。’Wrong!’heechoed,bitterly。’Not’wrong?Well!I
mustbearitsomehow。Yourmotherisdead。That’sonecomfort。Itistrue,then,isit?Why,Ididnotbelieveit—notI。Ilaughedinmysleeveattheircredulity;andIwasthedupeallthetime!’
’Papa,Icannottellyouall。Itisnotmysecret,oryoushouldknowitdirectly。Indeed,youwillbesorrysometime—Ihaveneverdeceivedyouyet,haveI?’tryingtotakeoneofhishands;buthekeptthemtightlyinhispockets,hiseyesfixedonthepatternofthecarpetbeforehim。
’Papa!’saidshe,pleadingagain,’haveIeverdeceivedyou?’
’HowcanItell?Ihearofthisfromthetown’stalk。Idon’tknowwhatnextmaycomeout!’
’Thetown’stalk,’saidMollyindismay。’Whatbusinessisitoftheirs?’
’Everyonemakesittheirbusinesstocastdirtonagirl’snamewhohasdisregardedthecommonestrulesofmodestyandpropriety。’
’Papa,youareveryhard。"Disregardedmodesty。"IwilltellyouexactlywhatIhavedone。ImetMrPrestononce,—thateveningwhenyouputmedowntowalkoverCrostonHeath,—andtherewasanotherpersonwithhim。
Imethimasecondtime—andthattimebyappointment—nobodybutourtwoselves,—intheTowers’Park。Thatisall。Papa,youmusttrustme。
Icannotexplainmore。Youmusttrustmeindeed。’
Hecouldnothelprelentingatherwords;therewassuchtruthinthetoneinwhichtheywerespoken。Butheneitherspokenorstirredforaminuteortwo。Thenheraisedhiseyestohersforthefirsttimesinceshehadacknowledgedtheexternaltruthofwhathechargedherwith。Herfacewasverywhite,butitboretheimpressofthefinalsincerityofdeath,whenthetrueexpressionprevailswithoutthepoordisguisesoftime。
’Theletters?’hesaid,—butalmostasifheereashamedtoquestionthatcountenanceanyfurther。
’Igavehimoneletter,—ofwhichIdidnotwriteaword,—which,infact,Ibelievetohavebeenmerelyanenvelope,withoutanywritingwhateverinside。Thegivingthatletter,—thetwointerviewsIhavenamed,—makealltheprivateintercourseIhavehadwithMrPreston。Oh!papa,whathavetheybeensayingthathasgrieved—shockedyousomuch?’
’Nevermind。Astheworldgoes,whatyousayyouhavedone,Molly,isgroundenough。Youmusttellmeall。Imustbeabletorefutetheserumourspointbypoint。’
’Howaretheytoberefuted;whenyousaythatthetruthwhichIhaveacknowledgedisgroundenoughforwhatpeoplearesaying?’
’Yousayyouwerenotactingforyourself,butforanother。Ifyoutellmewhotheotherwas,—ifyoutellmeeverythingoutfully,Iwilldomyutmosttoscreenher—forofcourseIguessitwasCynthia—whileIamexoneratingyou。’
’No,papa!’saidMolly,aftersomelittleconsideration;’IhavetoldyouallIcantell;allthatconcernsmyself;andIhavepromisednottosayonewordmore。’
’Thenyourcharacterwillbeimpugned。Itmustbe,unlessthefullestexplanationofthesesecretmeetingsisgiven。IhaveagreatmindtoforcethewholetruthoutofPrestonhimself!’
’Papa!onceagainIbegyoutotrustme。IfyouaskMrPrestonyouwillverylikelyhearthewholetruth;butthatisjustwhatIhavebeentryingsohardtoconceal,foritwillonlymakeseveralpeopleveryunhappyifitisknown,andthewholeaffairisoveranddonewithnow。’
’Notyourshareinit。MissBrowningsentformethiseveningtotellmehowpeopleweretalkingaboutyou。Sheimpliedthatitwasacompletelossofyourgoodname。Youdonotknow,Molly,howslightathingmayblackenagirl’sreputationforlife。Ihadhardworktostandallshesaid,eventhoughIdidnotbelieveawordofitatthetime。Andnowyouhavetoldmethatmuchofitistrue。’
’ButIthinkyouareabraveman,papa。Andyoubelieveme,don’tyou?
Weshalloutlivetheserumours,neverfear。’
’Youdon’tknowthepowerofill—naturedtongues,child,’saidhe。
’Oh,nowyou’vecalledme"child"againIdon’tcareforanything。Dear,dearpapa,I’msureitisbestandwisesttotakenonoticeofthesespeeches。
Afteralltheymaynotmeanthemill—naturedly。IamsureMissBrowningwouldnot。By—and—bythey’llquiteforgethowmuchtheymadeoutofsolittle,—andeveniftheydon’t,youwouldnothavemebreakmysolemnword,wouldyou?’
’Perhapsnot。ButIcannoteasilyforgivethepersonwho,bypractisingonyourgenerosity,ledyouintothisscrape。Youareveryyoung,andlookuponthesethingsasmerelytemporaryevils。Ihavemoreexperience。’
’Still,Idon’tseewhatIcandonow,papa。PerhapsI’vebeenfoolish;
butwhatIdid,Ididofmyownself。Itwasnotsuggestedtome。AndI’msureitwasnotwronginmorals,whateveritmightbeinjudgment。AsI
said,itisallovernow;whatIdidendedtheaffair,Iamthankfultosay;anditwaswiththatobjectIdidit。Ifpeoplechoosetotalkaboutme,Imustsubmit;andsomustyou,dearpapa。’
’Doesyourmother—doesMrsGibson—knowanythingaboutit?’askedhewithsuddenanxiety。
’No;notabit;notaword。Praydon’tnameittoher。Thatmightleadtomoremischiefthananythingelse。IhavereallytoldyoueverythingIamatlibertytotell。’
ItwasagreatrelieftoMrGibsontofindthathissuddenfearthathiswifemighthavebeenprivytoitallwasill—founded;hehadbeenseizedbyasuddendreadthatshe,whomhehadchosentomarryinordertohaveaprotectressandguideforhisdaughter,hadbeencognizantofthisill—advisedadventurewithMrPreston;nay,more,thatshemightevenhaveinstigatedittosaveherownchild;forthatCynthiawassomehoworotheratthebottomofitallhehadnodoubtwhatever。Butnow,atanyrate,MrsGibsonhadnotbeenplayingatreacherouspart;thatwasallthecomforthecouldextractoutofMolly’smysteriousadmission,thatmuchmischiefmightresultfromMrsGibson’sknowinganythingaboutthesemeetingswithMrPreston。
’Then,whatistobedone?’saidhe。’Thesereportsareabroad,—amItodonothingtocontradictthem?AmItogoaboutsmilingandcontentwithallthistalkaboutyou,passingfromoneidlegossiptoanother?’
’I’mafraidso。I’mverysorry,forInevermeantyoutohaveknownanythingaboutit,andIcanseenowhowitmustdistressyou。Butsurelywhennothingmorehappens,andnothingcomesofwhathashappened,thewonderandthegossipmustdieaway?IknowyoubelieveeverywordIhavesaid,andthatyoutrustme,papa。Please,formysake,bepatientwithallthisgossipandcackle。’
’Itwilltrymehard,Molly,’saidhe。
’Formysake,papa!’
’Idon’tseewhatelseIcando,’repliedhemoodily,’unlessIgetholdofPreston。’
’Thatwouldbetheworstofall。Thatwouldmakeatalk。And,afterall,perhapshewasnotsoverymuchtoblame。Yes!hewas。Buthebehavedwelltomeasfarasthatgoes,’saidshe,suddenlyrecollectinghisspeechwhenMrSheepshankscameupintheTowers’Park,—’Don’tstir,youhavedonenothingtobeashamedof。’
’Thatistrue。Aquarrelbetweenmenwhichdragsawoman’snameintonoticeistobeavoidedatanycost。ButsoonerorlaterImusthaveitoutwithPreston。Heshallfinditnotsopleasanttohaveplacedmydaughterinequivocalcircumstances。’
’Hedidnotplaceme。HedidnotknowIwascoming,didnotexpecttomeetmeeithertime;andwouldfarrathernothavetakentheletterIgavehimifhecouldhavehelpedhimself。’
’Itisallamystery。Ihatetohaveyoumixedupinmysteries。’
’Ihatetobemixedup。ButwhatcanIdo?IknowofanothermysterywhichIampledgednottospeakabout。Icannothelpmyself。’
’Well,allIcansayis,neverbetheheroineofamystery。Thatyoucanavoid,ifyoucan’thelpbeinganaccessory。Then,Isuppose,Imustyieldtoyourwishesandletthisscandalwearitselfoutwithoutanynoticefromme?’
’Whatelsecanyoudounderthecircumstances?’
’Ay;whatelseindeed?Howshallyoubearit?’
Foraninstantthequickhottearssprangintohereyes;tohaveeverybody—allherworldthinkingevilofher,didseemhardtothegirlwhohadneverthoughtorsaidanunkindthingofthem。Butshesmiledasshemadeanswer,—
’It’sliketooth—drawing,itwillbeoversometime。ItwouldbemuchworseifIhadreallybeendoingwrong。’
’Cynthiashallbeware—’hebegan;butMollyputherhandbeforehismouth。
’Papa,Cynthiamustnotbeaccused,orsuspected;youwilldriveheroutofyourhouseifyoudo,sheissoproud,andsounprotected,exceptbyyou。AndRoger,—forRoger’ssake,youwillneverdoorsayanythingtosendCynthiaaway,whenhehastrustedusalltotakecareofher,andloveherinhisabsence。Oh!Ithinkifshewerereallywicked,andIdidnotloveheratall,Ishouldfeelboundtowatchoverher,heloveshersodearly。Andsheisreallygoodatheart,andIdoloveherdearly。YoumustnotvexorhurtCynthia,papa,—remembersheisdependentuponyou!’
’Ithinktheworldwouldgetontolerablywell,iftherewerenowomeninit。Theyplaguethelifeoutofone。You’vemademeforget,amongstyou—pooroldJobHaughtonthatIoughttohavegonetoseeanhourago。’
Mollyputuphermouthtobekissed。’You’renotangrywithmenow,papa,areyou?’
’Getoutofmyway’(kissingherallthesame)。’IfI’mnotangrywithyou,Ioughttobe;foryou’vecausedagreatdealofworry,whichwon’tbeoveryetawhile,Icantellyou。’
ForallMolly’sbraveryatthetimeofthisconversation,itwasshethatsufferedmorethanherfather。Hekeptoutofthewayofhearinggossip;
butshewasperpetuallythrownintothesmallsocietyoftheplace。MrsGibsonherselfhadcaughtcold,andmoreoverwasnottemptedbythequietold—fashionedvisitingwhichwasgoingonjustaboutthistime,provokedbythevisitoftwoofMrsDawes’prettyunrefinednieces,wholaughed,andchattered,andate,andwouldfainhaveflirtedwithMrAshton,thevicar,couldhehavebeenbroughtbyanypossibilitytounderstandhisshareinthebusiness。MrPrestondidnotaccepttheinvitationstoHollingfordtea—drinkingswiththesameeagergratitudeashehaddoneayearbefore:
orelsetheshadowwhichhungoverMollywouldhaveextendedtohim,herco—partnerintheclandestinemeetingswhichgavesuchumbragetothefemininevirtueofthetown。Mollyherselfwasinvited,becauseitwouldnotdotopassanyapparentslightoneitherMrorMrsGibson;buttherewasatacit,andunder—handprotestagainstherbeingreceivedontheoldterms。
Everyonewasciviltoher,butnoonewascordial;therewasaveryperceptiblefilmofdifferenceintheirbehaviourtoherfromwhatitwasformerly;
nothingthathadoutlinesandcouldbedefined。ButMolly,forallherclearconscienceandherbraveheart,feltacutelythatshewasonlytolerated,notwelcomed。ShecaughtthebuzzingwhispersofthetwoMissOakeses’,who,whentheyfirstmettheheroineoftheprevailingscandal,lookedatheraskance,andcriticizedherpretensionstogoodlooks,withhardlyanattemptatunder—tones。Mollytriedtobethankfulthatherfatherwasnotinthemoodforvisiting。Shewasevengladthatherstepmotherwastoomuchofaninvalidtocomeout,whenshefeltthusslighted,andasitwere,degradedfromherplace。MissBrowningherself,thattrueoldfriend,spoketoherwithchillingdignity,andmuchreserve,forshehadneverheardawordfromMrGibsonsincetheeveningwhenshehadputherselftosomuchpaintotellhimofthedisagreeablerumoursaffectinghisdaughter。
OnlyMissPhoebewouldseekoutMollywithevenmorethanherformertenderness;andthistriedMolly’scalmnessmorethanalltheslightsputtogether。Thesofthand,pressinghersunderthetable,—thecontinualappealstoher,soastobringherbackintotheconversation,touchedMollyalmosttosheddingtears。Sometimesthepoorgirlwonderedtoherselfwhetherthischangeinthebehaviourofheracquaintanceswasnotamerefancyofhers;whether,ifshehadneverhadthatconversationwithherfather,inwhichshehadborneherselfsobravelyatthetime,sheshouldhavediscoveredthedifferenceintheirtreatmentofher。Shenevertoldherfatherhowshefelttheseperpetualsmallslights;shehadchosentobeartheburdenofherownfreewill;nay,more,shehadinsistedonbeingallowedtodoso;anditwasnotforhertogrievehimnowbyshowingthatsheshrankfromtheconsequencesofherownact。Sosheneverevenmadeanexcusefornotgoingintothesmallgaieties,orminglingwiththesocietyofHollingford。Onlyshesuddenlyletgothestretchofrestraintshewaslivingin,whenoneeveningherfathertoldherthathewasreallyanxiousaboutMrsGibson’scough,andshouldlikeMollytogiveupapartyatMrsGoodenough’s,towhichtheywereallthreeinvited,buttoWhichMollyalonewasgoing。Molly’sheartleapedupatthethoughtsofstoppingathome,eventhoughthenextmomentshehadtoblameherselfforrejoicingatareprievethatwaspurchasedbyanother’ssuffering。However,theremediesprescribedbyherhusbanddidMrsGibsongood;andshewasparticularlygratefulandcaressingtoMolly。