’ButIwouldn’tlether,’saidMrsGibson。’YouweremuchbetterinLondonthanhere,foryoucouldhavedonemenogood;andyourletterswereveryagreeabletoread;andnowHelenisbetter,andI’mnearlywell,andyou’vecomehomejustattherighttime,foreverybodyisfulloftheCharityBall。’
’Butwearenotgoingthisyear,mamma,’saidCynthiadecidedly。’Itisonthe25th,isn’tit?andI’msureyou’llneverbewellenoughtotakeus。’
’YoureallyseemdeterminedtomakemeoutworsethanIam,child,’
saidMrsGibson,ratherquerulously,shebeingoneofthosewho,whentheirmaladyisonlytrifling,exaggerateit,butwhenitisreallyofsomeconsequence,areunwillingtosacrificeanypleasuresbyacknowledgingit。Itwaswellforherinthisinstancethatherhusbandhadwisdomandauthorityenoughtoforbidhergoingtothisball,onwhichshehadsetherheart;buttheconsequenceofhisprohibitionwasanincreaseofdomesticplaintivenessandlowspirits,whichseemedtotellonCynthia—thebrightgayCynthiaherself—anditwasoftenhardworkforMollytokeepupthespiritsoftwootherpeopleaswellasherown。Ill—healthmightaccountforMrsGibson’sdespondency,butwhywasCynthiasosilent,nottosaysosighing?Mollywaspuzzledtoaccountforit;andallthemoreperplexedbecausefromtimetotimeCynthiakeptcallinguponherforpraiseforsomeunknownandmysteriousvirtuethatshehadpractised;andMollywasyoungenoughtobelievethat,afteranyexerciseofvirtue,thespiritsrose,cheeredupbyanapprovingconscience。SuchwasnotthecasewithCynthia,however。
Shesometimessaidsuchthingsasthese,whenshehadbeenparticularlyinertanddesponding,—
’Ah,Molly,youmustletmygoodnessliefallowforawhile!Ithasbornesuchawonderfulcropthisyear。Ihavebeensopretty—behaved—
ifyouknewall!’Or,’Really,Molly,myvirtuemustcomedownfromtheclouds!ItwasstrainedtotheutmostinLondon—andIfinditislikeakite—aftersoaringaloftforsometime,itsuddenlycomesdown,andgetstangledinallsortsofbriarsandbrambles;whichthingsareanallegory,unlessyoucanbringyourselftobelieveinmyextraordinarygoodnesswhileIwasaway—givingmeasortofrighttofallfoulofallmamma’sbriarsandbramblesnow。’
ButMollyhadhadsomeexperienceofCynthia’swhimofperpetuallyhintingatamysterywhichshedidnotmeantorevealintheMrPrestondays,and,althoughshewasoccasionallypiquedintocuriosity,Cynthia’sallusionsatsomethingmoreinthebackgroundfellingeneralonratherdeafears。
Onedaythemysteryburstitsshell,andcameoutintheshapeofanoffermadetoCynthiabyMrHenderson—andrefused。Underallthecircumstances,Mollycouldnotappreciatetheheroicgoodnesssooftenalludedto。Therevelationofthesecretatlasttookplaceinthisway。MrsGibsonbreakfastedinbed:shehaddonesoeversinceshehadhadtheinfluenza;and,consequently,herownprivatelettersalwayswentuponherbreakfast—tray。Onemorningshecameintothedrawing—roomearlierthanusual,withanopenletterinherhand。
’I’vehadaletterfromauntKirkpatrick,Cynthia。Shesendsmemydividends,—youruncleissobusy。Butwhatdoesshemeanbythis,Cynthia’(holdingoutthelettertoher,withacertainparagraphindicatedbyherfinger)。
Cynthiaputhernettingononeside,andlookedatthewriting。Suddenlyherfaceturnedscarlet,andthenbecameofadeadlywhite。ShelookedatMolly,asiftogaincouragefromthestrongserenecountenance。
’Itmeans—mamma,Imayaswelltellyouatonce—MrHendersonofferedtomewhileIwasinLondon,andIrefusedhim。’
’Refusedhim—andyounevertoldme,butletmehearitbychance!
Really,Cynthia,Ithinkyou’reveryunkind。AndpraywhatmadeyourefuseMrHenderson?Suchafineyoungman,—andsuchagentleman!Youruncletoldmehehadaverygoodprivatefortunebesides。’
’Mamma,doyouforgetthatIhavepromisedtomarryRogerHamley?’saidCynthiaquietly。
’No!ofcourseIdon’t—howcanI,withMollyalwaysdinningtheword"engagement"intomyears?Butreally,whenoneconsidersalltheuncertainties,—andafterallitwasnotadistinctpromise,—heseemedalmostasifhemighthavelookedforwardtosomethingofthissort。’
’Ofwhatsort,mamma?’saidCynthiasharply。
’Why,ofamoreeligibleoffer。Hemusthaveknownyoumightchangeyourmind,andmeetwithsomeoneyoulikedbetter:solittleasyouhadseenoftheworld。’Cynthiamadeanimpatientmovement,asiftostophermother。
’IneversaidIlikedhimbetter,—howcanyoutalkso,mamma?I’mgoingtomarryRoger,andthere’sanendofit。Iwillnotbespokentoaboutitagain。’Shegotupandlefttheroom。
’GoingtomarryRoger!That’sallveryfine。Butwhoistoguaranteehiscomingbackalive!Andifhedoes,whathavetheytomarryupon,I
shouldliketoknow?Idon’twishhertohaveacceptedMrHenderson,thoughIamsureshelikedhim;andtrueloveoughttohaveitscourse,andnotbethwarted;butsheneednothavequitefinallyrefusedhimuntil—well,untilwehadseenhowmattersturnout。SuchaninvalidasIamtoo!Ithasgivenmequiteapalpitationattheheart。IdocallitquiteunfeelingofCynthia。’
’Certainly,’beganMolly;butthensherememberedthatherstepmotherwasfarfromstrong,andunabletobearaprotestinfavouroftherightcoursewithoutirritation。Soshechangedherspeechintoasuggestionofremediesforpalpitation;andcurbedherimpatiencetospeakoutherindignationatthecontemplatedfalsehoodtoRoger。Butwhentheywerealone,andCynthiabeganuponthesubject,Mollywaslessmerciful。Cynthiasaid,—
’Well,Molly,andnowyouknowall!I’vebeenlongingtotellyou—
andyetsomehowIcouldnot。’
’IsupposeitwasarepetitionofMrCoxe,’saidMollygravely。’Youwereagreeable,—andhetookitforsomethingmore。’
’Idon’tknow,’sighedCynthia。’ImeanIdon’tknowifIwasagreeableornot。Hewasverykind—verypleasant—butIdidnotexpectitalltoendasitdid。However,itisofnousethinkingofit。’
’No!’saidMolly,simply;fortohermindthepleasantestandkindestpersonintheworldputincomparisonwithRogerwasasnothing;hestoodbyhimself。Cynthia’snextwords,—andtheydidnotcomeverysoon,—
wereonquiteadifferentsubject,andspokeninratherapettishtone。
Nordidshealludeagaininjestingsadnesstoherlateeffortsatvirtue。
InalittlewhileMrsGibsonwasabletoaccepttheoften—repeatedinvitationfromtheTowerstogoandstaythereforadayortwo。LadyHarriettoldherthatitwouldbeakindnesstoLadyCumnortocomeandbearhercompanyinthelifeofseclusionthelatterwasstillcompelledtolead;andMrsGibsonwasflatteredandgratifiedwithadimunconscioussenseofbeingreallywanted,notmerelydeludingherselfintoapleasingfiction。LadyCumnorwasinthatstateofconvalescencecommontomanyinvalids。Thespringoflifehadbegunagaintoflow,andwiththeflowreturnedtheolddesiresandprojectsandplans,whichhadallbecomemeremattersofindifferenceduringtheworstpartofherillness。Butasyetherbodilystrengthwasnotsufficienttobeanagenttoherenergeticmind,andthedifficultyofdrivingtheill—matchedpairofbodyandwill—oneweakandlanguid,theotherstrongandstern,—madeherladyshipoftenveryirritable。MrsGibsonherselfwasnotquitestrongenoughfora’souffre—douleur;"
andthevisittotheTowerswasnot,onthewhole,quitesohappyaoneasshehadanticipated。LadyCuxhavenandLadyHarriet,eachawareoftheirmother’sstateofhealthandtemper,butonlyalludingtoitasslightlyaswasabsolutelynecessaryintheirconversationswitheachother,tookcarenottoleave’Clare’toolongwithLadyCumnor;butseveraltimeswhenoneortheotherwenttorelieveguardtheyfoundClareintears,andLadyCumnorholdingforthonsomepointonwhichshehadbeenmeditatingduringthesilenthoursofherillness,andonwhichsheseemedtoconsiderherselfborntosettheworldtorights。MrsGibsonwasalwaysapttoconsidertheseremarksasaddressedwithapersonaldirectionatsomeerrorofherown,anddefendedthefaultinquestionwithasenseofpropertyinit,whateveritmighthappentobe。ThesecondandthelastdayofherstayattheTowers,LadyHarrietcamein,andfoundhermotherharanguinginanexcitedtoneofvoice,andClarelookingsubmissiveandmiserableandoppressed。
’What’sthematter,dearmamma?Arenotyoutiringyourselfwithtalking?’
’No,notatall!Iwasonlyspeakingofthefollyofpeopledressingabovetheirstation。IbeganbytellingClareofthefashionsofmygrandmother’sdays,wheneveryclasshadasortofcostumeofitsown,—andservantsdidnotapetradespeople,nortradespeopleprofessionalmen,andsoon,—andwhatmustthefoolishwomandobutbegintojustifyherowndress,asifIhadbeenaccusingher,oreventhinkingaboutheratall。Suchnonsense!Really,Clare,yourhusbandhasspoiltyousadly,ifyoucan’tlistentoanyonewithoutthinkingtheyarealludingtoyou!Peoplemayflatterthemselvesjustasmuchbythinkingthattheirfaultsarealwayspresenttootherpeople’sminds,asiftheybelievethattheworldisalwayscontemplatingtheirindividualcharmsandvirtues。’
’Iwastold,LadyCumnor,thatthissilkwasreducedinprice。IboughtitatWaterlooHouse’aftertheseasonwasover,’saidMrsGibson,touchingtheveryhandsomegownsheworeindeprecationofLadyCumnor’sangryvoice,andblunderingontotheverysourceofirritation。
’Again,Clare!HowoftenmustItellyouIhadnothoughtofyouoryourgowns,orwhethertheycostmuchorlittle;yourhusbandhastopayforthem,anditishisconcernifyouspendmoreonyourdressthanyououghttodo。’
’Itwasonlyfiveguineasforthewholedress,’pleadedMrsGibson。
’Andveryprettyitis,’saidLadyHarriet,stoopingtoexamineit,andsohopingtosoothethepooraggrievedwoman。ButLadyCumnorwenton,—
’No!yououghttohaveknownmebetterbythistime。WhenIthinkathingIsayitout。Idon’tbeataboutthebush。Iusestraightforwardlanguage。IwilltellyouwhereIthinkyouhavebeeninfault,Clare,ifyouliketoknow。’Likeitornot,theplain—speakingwascomingnow。
’Youhavespoiltthatgirlofyourstillshedoesnotknowherownmind。
ShehasbehavedabominablytoMrPreston;anditisallinconsequenceofthefaultsinhereducation。Youhavemuchtoanswerfor。’
’Mamma,mamma!’saidLadyHarriet,’MrPrestondidnotwishitspokenabout。’AndatthesamemomentMrsGibsonexclaimed,’Cynthia—MrPreston!’
insuchatoneofsurprise,thatifLadyCumnorhadbeeninthehabitofobservingtherevelationsmadebyotherpeople’stonesandvoices,shewouldhavefoundoutthatMrsGibsonwasignorantoftheaffairtowhichshewasalluding。
’AsforMrPreston’swishes,IdonotsupposeIamboundtoregardthemwhenIfeelitmydutytoreproveerror,’saidLadyCumnorloftilytoLadyHarriet。’And,Clare,doyoumeantosaythatyouarenotawarethatyourdaughterhasbeen。engagedtoMrPrestonforsometime—years,Ibelieve,—andhasatlastchosentobreakitoff,—andhasusedtheGibsongirl—Iforgethername,—asacat’s—paw,andmadebothherandherselfthetown’stalk—thebuttforallthegossipofHollingford?IrememberwhenIwasyoungtherewasagirlcalledJiltingJessy。You’llhavetowatchoveryouryounglady,orshewillgetsomesuchname。Ispeaktoyoulikeafriend,Clare,whenItellyouit’smyopinionthatgirlofyourswillgetherselfintosomemoremischiefyetbeforeshe’ssafelymarried。NotthatIcareonestrawforMrPreston’sfeelings。Idon’tevenknowifhe’sgotfeelingsornot;butIknowwhatisbecominginayoungwoman,andjiltingisnot。Andnowyoumaybothgoaway,andsendBradleytome,forI’mtired,andwanttohavealittlesleep。’
’Indeed,LadyCumnor—willyoubelieveme?—IdonotthinkCynthiawaseverengagedtoMrPreston。Therewasanoldflirtation。Iwasafraid——’
’RingthebellforBradley,’saidLadyCumnor,wearily:hereyesclosed。
LadyHarriethadtoomuchexperienceofhermother’smoodsnottoleadMrsGibsonawayalmostbymainforce,sheprotestingallthewhilethatshedidnotthinktherewasanytruthinthestatement,thoughitwasdearLadyCumnorthatsaidit。
Onceinherownroom,LadyHarrietsaid,’Now,Clare,I’lltellyouallaboutit;andIthinkyou’llhavetobelieveit,foritwasMrPrestonhimselfwhotoldme。IheardofagreatcommotioninHollingfordaboutMrPreston;andImethimridingout,andaskedhimwhatitwasallabout;
hedidnotwanttospeakaboutit,evidently。Nomandoes,Isuppose,whenhe’sbeenjilted;andhemadebothpapaandmepromisenottotell;butpapadid—andthat’swhatmammahasforafoundation;yousee,areallygoodone。’
’ButCynthiaisengagedtoanotherman—shereallyis。Andanother—averygoodmatchindeed—hasjustbeenofferingtoherinLondon。MrPrestonisalwaysattherootofmischief。’
’Nay!IdothinkinthiscaseitmustbethatprettyMissCynthiaofyourswhohasdrawnononemantobeengagedtoher,—nottosaytwo,—andanothertomakeheranoffer。Ican’tendureMrPreston,butIthinkit’sratherhardtoaccusehimofhavingcalleduptherivals,whoare,Isuppose,theoccasionofhisbeingjilted。’
’Idon’tknow;Ialwaysfeelasifheowedmeagrudge,andmenhavesomanywaysofbeingspiteful。YoumustacknowledgethatifhehadnotmetyouIshouldnothavehaddearLadyCumnorsoangrywithme。’
’SheonlywantedtowarnyouaboutCynthia。Mammahasalwaysbeenveryparticularaboutherowndaughters。Shehasbeenverysevereontheleastapproachtoflirting,andMarywillbelikeher!’
’ButCynthiawillflirt,andIcan’thelpit。Sheisnotnoisy,orgiggling;
sheisalwaysalady—thateverybodymustown。Butshehasawayofattractingmen,shemusthaveinheritedfromme,Ithink。’Andhereshesmiledfaintly,andwouldnothaverejectedaconfirmatorycompliment,butnonecame。’However,Iwillspeaktoher;Iwillgettothebottomofthewholeaffair。PraytellLadyCumnorthatithassoflutteredmethewayshespoke,aboutmydressandall。Anditonlycostfiveguineasafterall,reducedfromeight!’
’Well,nevermindnow。Youarelookingverymuchflushed;quitefeverish!
Ileftyoutoolonginmamma’shotroom。Butdoyouknowsheissomuchpleasedtohaveyouhere?’AndsoLadyCumnorreallywas,inspiteofthecontinuallectureswhichshegave’Clare,’andwhichpoorMrsGibsonturnedunderashelplesslyasthetypicalworm。Stillitwassomethingtohaveacountesstoscoldher;andthatpleasurewouldendurewhentheworrywaspast。AndthenLadyHarrietpettedhermorethanusualtomakeupforwhatshehadtogothroughintheconvalescent’sroom;andLadyCuxhaventalkedsensetoher,withdashesofscienceanddeepthoughtintermixed,whichwasveryflattering,althoughgenerallyunintelligible;andLordCumnor,good—natured,good—tempered,kind,andliberal,wasfullofgratitudetoherforherkindnessincomingtoseeLadyCumnor,andhisgratitudetookthetangibleshapeofahaunchofvenison,tosaynothingoflessergame。WhenshelookedbackuponhervisitasshedrovehomeinthesolitarygrandeuroftheTowers’carriage,therehadbeenbutonegreatenduringrub—LadyCumnor’scrossness—andshechosetoconsiderCynthiaasthecauseofthat,insteadofseeingthetruth,whichhadbeensooftensetbeforeherbythemembersofherladyship’sfamily,thatittookitsorigininherstateofhealth。MrsGibsondidnotexactlymeantovisitthisonediscomfortuponCynthia,nordidshequitemeantoupbraidherdaughterforconductasyetunexplained,andwhichmighthavesomejustification;
but,findingherquietlysittinginthedrawing—room,shesatedowndespondinglyinherownlittleeasychair,andinreplytoCynthia’squick,pleasantgreetingof,—
’Well,mamma,howareyou?Wedidnotexpectyousoearly!Letmetakeoffyourbonnetandshawl!’shereplieddolefully,—
’IthasnotbeensuchahappyvisitthatIshouldwishtoprolongit。’
Hereyeswerefixedonthecarpet,andherfacewasasirresponsivetothewelcomeofferedasshecouldmakeit。
’Whathasbeenthematter?’askedCynthia,inallgoodfaith。
’You!Cynthia—you!IlittlethoughtwhenyouwerebornhowIshouldhavetobeartohearyouspokenabout。’
Cynthiathrewbackherhead,andangrylightcameintohereyes。
’Whatbusinesshavetheywithme?Howcametheytotalkaboutmeinanyway?’
’Everybodyistalkingaboutyou;itisnowondertheyare。LordCumnorissuretohearabouteverythingalways。Youshouldtakemorecareaboutwhatyoudo,Cynthia,ifyoudon’tlikebeingtalkedabout。’
’Itratherdependsuponwhatpeoplesay,’saidCynthia,affectingalightnesswhichshedidnotfeel;forshehadaprovisionofwhatwascoming。
’Well!Idon’tlikeit,atanyrate。Itisnotpleasanttometohearfirstofmydaughter’smisdoingsfromLadyCumnor,andthentobelecturedabouther,andherflirting,andherjilting,asifIhadhadanythingtodowithit。Icanassureyouithasquitespoiltmyvisit。No!don’ttouchmyshawl。WhenIgotomyroomIcantakeitmyself。’
Cynthiawasbroughttobay,andsatedown;remainingwithhermother,whokeptsighingostentatiouslyfromtimetotime。
’Wouldyoumindtellingmewhattheysaid?Ifthereareaccusationsabroadagainstme,itisaswellIshouldknowwhattheyare。Here’sMolly’
(asthegirlenteredtheroom,freshfromamorning’swalk)。’Molly,mammahascomebackfromtheTowers,andmylordandmyladyhavebeendoingmethehonourtotalkovermycrimesandmisdemeanors,andIamaskingmammawhattheyhavesaid。Idon’tsetupformorevirtuethanotherpeople,butIcan’tmakeoutwhatanearlandacountesshavetodowithpoorlittleme。’
’Itwasnotforyoursake!’saidMrsGibson。’Itwasformine。Theyfeltforme,foritisnotpleasanttohaveone’schild’snameineverybody’smouth。’
’AsIsaidbefore,thatdependsuponhowitisineverybody’smouth。
IfIweregoingtomarryLordHollingford,Imakenodoubteveryonewouldbetalkingaboutme,andneitheryounorIshouldminditintheleast。’
’ButthisisnomarriagewithLordHollingford,soitisnonsensetotalkasifitwas。Theysayyou’vegoneandengagedyourselftoMrPreston,andnowrefusetomarryhim;andtheycallthatjilting。’
’Doyouwishmetomarryhim,mamma?’askedCynthia,herfaceinaflame,hereyescastdown。Mollystoodby,veryhot,notfullyunderstandingit;
andonlykeptwhereshewasbythehopeofcominginassweetenerorpeacemaker,orhelperofsomekind。
’No,’saidMrsGibson,evidentlydiscomfitedbythequestion。’OfcourseIdon’t;youhavegoneandentangledyourselfwithRogerHamley,averyworthyyoungman;butnobodyknowswhereheis,andifhe’sdeadoralive;
andhehasnotapennyifheisalive。’
’Ibegyourpardon。Iknowthathehassomefortunefromhismother;
itmaynotbemuch,butheisnotpenniless;andheissuretoearnfameandgreatreputation,andwithitmoneywillcome,’saidCynthia。
’You’veentangledyourselfwithhim,andyou’vedonesomethingofthesortwithMrPreston,andgotyourselfintosuchanimbroglio’(MrsGibsoncouldnothavesaid’mess’fortheworld,althoughthewordwaspresenttohermind),’thatwhenareallyeligiblepersoncomesforward—handsome,agreeable,andquitethegentleman—andagoodprivatefortuneintothebargain,youhavetorefusehim。You’llendasanoldmaid,Cynthia,anditwillbreakmyheart。’
’IdaresayIshall,’saidCynthia,quietly。’IsometimesthinkIamthekindofpersonofwhicholdmaidsaremade!’Shespokeseriously,andalittlesadly。
MrsGibsonbeganagain。’Idon’twanttoknowyoursecretsaslongastheyaresecrets;butwhenallthetownistalkingaboutyou,IthinkI
oughttobetold。’
’But,mamma,IdidnotknowIwassuchasubjectofconversation;andevennowIcan’tmakeouthowithascomeabout。’
’NomorecanI。Ionlyknowthattheysayyou’vebeenengagedtoMrPreston,andoughttohavemarriedhim,andthatIcan’thelpit,ifyoudidnotchoose,anymorethanIcouldhavehelpedyourrefusingMrHenderson;
andyetIamconstantlyblamedforyourmisconduct。Ithinkit’sveryhard。’
MrsGibsonbegantocry。Justthenherhusbandcamein。
’Youhere,mydear!Welcomeback,’saidhe,cominguptohercourteously,andkissinghercheek。’Why,what’sthematter?Tears?’andheheartilywishedhimselfawayagain。
’Yes!’saidshe,raisingherselfup,andclutchingaftersympathyofanykind,atanyprice。’I’mcomehomeagain,andI’mtellingCynthiahowLadyCumnorhasbeensocrosstome,andallthroughher。DidyouknowshehadgoneandengagedherselftoMrPreston,andthenbrokenitoff?
Everybodyistalkingaboutit,andtheyknowitupattheTowers。’
ForonemomenthiseyesmetMolly’s,andhecomprehendeditall。Hemadehislipsupintoawhistle,butnosoundcame。CynthiahadquitelostherdefiantmannersincehermotherhadspokentoMrGibson。Mollysatedownbyher。
’Cynthia,’saidhe,veryseriously。
’Yes!’sheanswered,softly。
’Isthistrue?Ihadheardsomethingofitbefore—notmuch;butthereisscandalenoughabouttomakeitdesirablethatyoushouldhavesomeprotector—somefriendwhoknowsthewholetruth。’
Noanswer。Atlastshesaid,’Mollyknowsitall。’
MrsGibson,too,hadbeenawedintosilencebyherhusband’sgravemanner,andshedidnotliketogiveventtothejealousthoughtinhermindthatMollyhadknownthesecretofwhichshewasignorant。MrGibsonrepliedtoCynthiawithsomesternness,—
’Yes!IknowthatMollyknowsitall,andthatshehashadtobearslanderandillwordsforyoursake,Cynthia。Butsherefusedtotellmemore。’
’Shetoldyouthatmuch,didshe?’saidCynthia,aggrieved。
’Icouldnothelpit,’saidMolly。
’Shedidnotnameyourname,’saidMrGibson。’AtthetimeIbelieveshethoughtshehadconcealedit—buttherewasnomistakingwhoitwas。’
’Whydidshespeakaboutitatall?’saidCynthia,withsomebitterness。
Hertone—herquestionstirredupMrGibson’spassion。
’Itwasnecessaryforhertojustifyherselftome—Iheardmydaughter’sreputationattackedfortheprivatemeetingsshehadgiventoMrPreston—Icametoherforanexplanation。Thereisnoneedtobeungenerous,Cynthia,becauseyouhavebeenaflirtandajilteventothedegreeofdraggingMolly’snamedownintothesamemire。’
Cynthialiftedherbowed—downhead,andlookedathim。
’Yousaythatofme,MrGibson。Notknowingwhatthecircumstancesare,yousaythat!’
Hehadspokentoostrongly:heknewit。Buthecouldnotbringhimselftoownitjustatthatmoment。ThethoughtofhissweetinnocentMolly,whohadbornesomuchpatiently,preventedanyretractationofhiswordsatthetime。
’Yes!’hesaid,’Idosayit。Youcannottellwhatevilconstructionsareputuponactionseversoslightlybeyondtheboundsofmaidenlypropriety。
IdosaythatMollyhashadagreatdealtobear,inconsequenceofthisclandestineengagementofyours,Cynthia—theremaybeextenuatingcircumstances,Iacknowledge—butyouwillneedtorememberthemalltoexcuseyourconducttoRogerHamley,whenhecomeshome。Iaskedyoutotellmethefulltruth,inorderthatuntilhecomes,andhasalegalrighttoprotectyou,Imaydoso。’Noanswer。’Itcertainlyrequiresexplanation,’continuedhe。’Hereareyou,—engagedtotwomenatoncetoallappearances!’Stillnoanswer。
’Tobesure,thegossipsofthetownhavenotyetpickedoutthefactofRogerHamley’sbeingyouracceptedlover;butscandalhasbeenrestingonMolly,andoughttohaverestedonyou,Cynthia—foraconcealedengagementtoMrPreston—necessitatingmeetingsinallsortsofplacesunknowntoyourfriends。’
’Papa,’saidMolly,’ifyouknewallyouwouldnotspeaksotoCynthia。
Iwishshewouldtellyouherselfallthatshehastoldme。’
’Iamreadytohearwhatevershehastosay,’saidhe。ButCynthiasaid,—
’No!youhaveprejudgedme;youhavespokentomeasyouhadnorighttospeak。Irefusetogiveyoumyconfidence,oracceptyourhelp。Peopleareverycrueltome’—hervoicetrembledforamoment,—’Ididnotthinkyouwouldhavebeen。ButIcanbearit。’
Andthen,inspiteofMolly,whowouldhavedetainedherbyforce,shetoreherselfaway,andhastilylefttheroom。
’Oh,papa!’saidMolly,crying,andclingingtohim,’doletmetellyouall。’AndthenshesuddenlyrecollectedtheawkwardnessoftellingsomeofthedetailsofthestorybeforeMrsGibson,andstoppedshort。
’Ithink,MrGibson,youhavebeenveryveryunkindtomypoorfatherlesschild,’saidMrsGibson,emergingfrombehindherpocket—handkerchief。
’Ionlywishherpoorfatherhadbeenalive,andallthiswouldneverhavehappened。’
’Veryprobably。StillIcannotseeofwhateithersheoryouhavetocomplain。Inasmuchaswecould,Iandminehaveshelteredher;Ihavelovedher;Idoloveheralmostasifsheweremyownchild—aswellasMolly,Idonotpretendtodo。’
’That’sit,MrGibson!youdonottreatherlikeyourownchild。’ButinthemidstofthiswrangleMollystoleout,andwentinsearchofCynthia。
Shethoughtsheboreanolive—branchofhealinginthesoundofherfather’sjustspokenwords:’Idoloveheralmostasifsheweremyownchild。’
ButCynthiawaslockedintoherroom,andrefusedtoopenthe’door。
’Opentome,please,’pleadedMolly。’Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou—Iwanttoseeyou—doopen!’