CHAPTERIII
Itwassuchacharminghome!——mynewone;afinegreathouse,withpictures,anddelicatedecorations,andrichfurniture,andnogloomanywhere,butallthewildernessofdaintycolorslitupwithfloodingsunshine;andthespaciousgroundsaroundit,andthegreatgarden——oh,greensward,andnobletrees,andflowers,noend!AndIwasthesameasamemberofthefamily;andtheylovedme,andpettedme,anddidnotgivemeanewname,butcalledmebymyoldonethatwasdeartomebecausemymotherhadgivenitme——AileenMavourneen.Shegotitoutofasong;andtheGraysknewthatsong,andsaiditwasabeautifulname.
Mrs.Graywasthirty,andsosweetandsolovely,youcannotimagineit;
andSadiewasten,andjustlikehermother,justadarlingslenderlittlecopyofher,withauburntailsdownherback,andshortfrocks;
andthebabywasayearold,andplumpanddimpled,andfondofme,andnevercouldgetenoughofhaulingonmytail,andhuggingme,andlaughingoutitsinnocenthappiness;andMr.Graywasthirty—eight,andtallandslenderandhandsome,alittlebaldinfront,alert,quickinhismovements,business—like,prompt,decided,unsentimental,andwiththatkindoftrim—chiseledfacethatjustseemstoglintandsparklewithfrostyintellectuality!Hewasarenownedscientist.Idonotknowwhatthewordmeans,butmymotherwouldknowhowtouseitandgeteffects.
Shewouldknowhowtodepressarat—terrierwithitandmakealap—doglooksorryhecame.Butthatisnotthebestone;thebestonewasLaboratory.MymothercouldorganizeaTrustonthatonethatwouldskinthetax—collarsoffthewholeherd.Thelaboratorywasnotabook,orapicture,oraplacetowashyourhandsin,asthecollegepresident'sdogsaid——no,thatisthelavatory;thelaboratoryisquitedifferent,andisfilledwithjars,andbottles,andelectrics,andwires,andstrangemachines;andeveryweekotherscientistscamethereandsatintheplace,andusedthemachines,anddiscussed,andmadewhattheycalledexperimentsanddiscoveries;andoftenIcame,too,andstoodaroundandlistened,andtriedtolearn,forthesakeofmymother,andinlovingmemoryofher,althoughitwasapaintome,asrealizingwhatshewaslosingoutofherlifeandIgainingnothingatall;fortryasImight,Iwasneverabletomakeanythingoutofitatall.
OthertimesIlayonthefloorinthemistress'swork—roomandslept,shegentlyusingmeforafoot—stool,knowingitpleasedme,foritwasacaress;othertimesIspentanhourinthenursery,andgotwelltousledandmadehappy;othertimesIwatchedbythecribthere,whenthebabywasasleepandthenurseoutforafewminutesonthebaby'saffairs;
othertimesIrompedandracedthroughthegroundsandthegardenwithSadietillweweretiredout,thenslumberedonthegrassintheshadeofatreewhileshereadherbook;othertimesIwentvisitingamongtheneighbordogs——forthereweresomemostpleasantonesnotfaraway,andoneveryhandsomeandcourteousandgracefulone,acurly—hairedIrishsetterbythenameofRobinAdair,whowasaPresbyterianlikeme,andbelongedtotheScotchminister.
Theservantsinourhousewereallkindtomeandwerefondofme,andso,asyousee,minewasapleasantlife.TherecouldnotbeahappierdogthatIwas,noragratefullerone.Iwillsaythisformyself,foritisonlythetruth:Itriedinallwaystodowellandright,andhonormymother'smemoryandherteachings,andearnthehappinessthathadcometome,asbestIcould.
Byandbycamemylittlepuppy,andthenmycupwasfull,myhappinesswasperfect.Itwasthedearestlittlewaddlingthing,andsosmoothandsoftandvelvety,andhadsuchcunninglittleawkwardpaws,andsuchaffectionateeyes,andsuchasweetandinnocentface;anditmademesoproudtoseehowthechildrenandtheirmotheradoredit,andfondledit,andexclaimedovereverylittlewonderfulthingitdid.Itdidseemtomethatlifewasjusttoolovelyto——
Thencamethewinter.OnedayIwasstandingawatchinthenursery.
Thatistosay,Iwasasleeponthebed.Thebabywasasleepinthecrib,whichwasalongsidethebed,onthesidenextthefireplace.Itwasthekindofcribthathasaloftytentoveritmadeofgauzystuffthatyoucanseethrough.Thenursewasout,andwetwosleeperswerealone.Asparkfromthewood—firewasshotout,anditlitontheslopeofthetent.Isupposeaquietintervalfollowed,thenascreamfromthebabyawokeme,andtherewasthattentflaminguptowardtheceiling!
BeforeIcouldthink,Isprangtothefloorinmyfright,andinasecondwashalf—waytothedoor;butinthenexthalf—secondmymother'sfarewellwassoundinginmyears,andIwasbackonthebedagain.
Ireachedmyheadthroughtheflamesanddraggedthebabyoutbythewaist—band,andtuggeditalong,andwefelltothefloortogetherinacloudofsmoke;Isnatchedanewhold,anddraggedthescreaminglittlecreaturealongandoutatthedoorandaroundthebendofthehall,andwasstilltuggingaway,allexcitedandhappyandproud,whenthemaster'svoiceshouted:
"Begoneyoucursedbeast!"andIjumpedtosavemyself;buthewasfuriouslyquick,andchasedmeup,strikingfuriouslyatmewithhiscane,Idodgingthiswayandthat,interror,andatlastastrongblowfelluponmyleftforeleg,whichmademeshriekandfall,forthemoment,helpless;thecamewentupforanotherblow,butneverdescended,forthenurse'svoicerangwildlyout,"Thenursery'sonfire!"andthemasterrushedawayinthatdirection,andmyotherbonesweresaved.
Thepainwascruel,but,nomatter,Imustnotloseanytime;hemightcomebackatanymoment;soIlimpedonthreelegstotheotherendofthehall,wheretherewasadarklittlestairwayleadingupintoagarretwhereoldboxesandsuchthingswerekept,asIhadheardsay,andwherepeopleseldomwent.Imanagedtoclimbupthere,thenIsearchedmywaythroughthedarkamongthepilesofthings,andhidinthesecretestplaceIcouldfind.Itwasfoolishtobeafraidthere,yetstillIwas;
soafraidthatIheldinandhardlyevenwhimpered,thoughitwouldhavebeensuchacomforttowhimper,becausethateasesthepain,youknow.
ButIcouldlickmyleg,andthatdidsomegood.
Forhalfanhourtherewasacommotiondownstairs,andshoutings,andrushingfootsteps,andthentherewasquietagain.Quietforsomeminutes,andthatwasgratefultomyspirit,forthenmyfearsbegantogodown;andfearsareworsethanpains——oh,muchworse.Thencameasoundthatfrozeme.Theywerecallingme——callingmebyname——huntingforme!