Theylaughedwithpleasurewhentheywereinthehall。Theplaceseemedfullandbusy。
`DoyouknowifMrandMrsCrich——English——fromParis,havearrived?'
BirkinaskedinGerman。
Theporterreflectedamoment,andwasjustgoingtoanswer,whenUrsulacaughtsightofGudrunsaunteringdownthestairs,wearingherdarkglossycoat,withgreyfur。
`Gudrun!Gudrun!'shecalled,wavingupthewellofthestaircase。`Shu—hu!'
Gudrunlookedovertherail,andimmediatelylosthersauntering,diffidentair。Hereyesflashed。
`Really——Ursula!'shecried。AndshebegantomovedownstairsasUrsularanup。Theymetataturnandkissedwithlaughterandexclamationsinarticulateandstirring。
`But!'criedGudrun,mortified。`Wethoughtitwastomorrowyouwerecoming!Iwantedtocometothestation。'
`No,we'vecometoday!'criedUrsula。`Isn'titlovelyhere!'
`Adorable!'saidGudrun。`Gerald'sjustgoneouttogetsomething。Ursula,aren'tyoufearfullytired?'
`No,notsovery。ButIlookafilthysight,don'tI!'
`No,youdon't。Youlookalmostperfectlyfresh。Ilikethatfurcapimmensely!'SheglancedoverUrsula,whoworeabigsoftcoatwithacollarofdeep,soft,blondfur,andasoftblondcapoffur。
`Andyou!'criedUrsula。`Whatdoyouthinkyoulooklike!'
Gudrunassumedanunconcerned,expressionlessface。
`Doyoulikeit?'shesaid。
`It'sveryfine!'criedUrsula,perhapswithatouchofsatire。
`Goup——orcomedown,'saidBirkin。Fortherethesistersstood,GudrunwithherhandonUrsula'sarm,ontheturnofthestairshalfwaytothefirstlanding,blockingthewayandaffordingfullentertainmenttothewholeofthehallbelow,fromthedoorportertotheplumpJewinblackclothes。
Thetwoyoungwomenslowlymounted,followedbyBirkinandthewaiter。
`Firstfloor?'askedGudrun,lookingbackoverhershoulder。
`SecondMadam——thelift!'thewaiterreplied。Andhedartedtotheelevatortoforestallthetwowomen。Buttheyignoredhim,as,chatteringwithoutheed,theysettomountthesecondflight。Ratherchagrined,thewaiterfollowed。
Itwascurious,thedelightofthesistersineachother,atthismeeting。
Itwasasiftheymetinexile,andunitedtheirsolitaryforcesagainstalltheworld。Birkinlookedonwithsomemistrustandwonder。
Whentheyhadbathedandchanged,Geraldcamein。Helookedshininglikethesunonfrost。
`GowithGeraldandsmoke,'saidUrsulatoBirkin。`GudrunandIwanttotalk。'
ThenthesisterssatinGudrun'sbedroom,andtalkedclothes,andexperiences。
GudruntoldUrsulatheexperienceoftheBirkinletterinthecafe。Ursulawasshockedandfrightened。
`Whereistheletter?'sheasked。
`Ikeptit,'saidGudrun。
`You'llgiveitme,won'tyou?'shesaid。
ButGudrunwassilentforsomemoments,beforeshereplied:
`Doyoureallywantit,Ursula?'
`Iwanttoreadit,'saidUrsula。
`Certainly,'saidGudrun。
Evennow,shecouldnotadmit,toUrsula,thatshewantedtokeepit,asamemento,orasymbol。ButUrsulaknew,andwasnotpleased。Sothesubjectwasswitchedoff。
`WhatdidyoudoinParis?'askedUrsula。
`Oh,'saidGudrunlaconically——`theusualthings。WehadafinepartyonenightinFannyBath'sstudio。'
`Didyou?AndyouandGeraldwerethere!Whoelse?Tellmeaboutit。'
`Well,'saidGudrun。`There'snothingparticulartotell。YouknowFannyisfrightfullyinlovewiththatpainter,BillyMacfarlane。Hewasthere——soFannysparednothing,shespentveryfreely。Itwasreallyremarkable!Ofcourse,everybodygotfearfullydrunk——butinaninterestingway,notlikethatfilthyLondoncrowd。Thefactisthesewereallpeoplethatmatter,whichmakesallthedifference。TherewasaRoumanian,afinechap。Hegotcompletelydrunk,andclimbedtothetopofahighstudioladder,andgavethemostmarvellousaddress——really,Ursula,itwaswonderful!HebeganinFrench——Lavie,c'estuneaffaired'amesimperiales——inamostbeautifulvoice——hewasafine—lookingchap——
buthehadgotintoRoumanianbeforehehadfinished,andnotasoulunderstood。
ButDonaldGilchristwasworkedtoafrenzy。Hedashedhisglasstotheground,anddeclared,byGod,hewasgladhehadbeenborn,byGod,itwasamiracletobealive。Anddoyouknow,Ursula,soitwas——'Gudrunlaughedratherhollowly。
`ButhowwasGeraldamongthemall?'askedUrsula。
`Gerald!Oh,myword,hecameoutlikeadandelioninthesun!He'sawholesaturnaliainhimself,onceheisroused。Ishouldn'tliketosaywhosewaisthisarmdidnotgoround。Really,Ursula,heseemstoreapthewomenlikeaharvest。Therewasn'tonethatwouldhaveresistedhim。
Itwastooamazing!Canyouunderstandit?'
Ursulareflected,andadancinglightcameintohereyes。
`Yes,'shesaid。`Ican。Heissuchawhole—hogger。'
`Whole—hogger!Ishouldthinkso!'exclaimedGudrun。`Butitistrue,Ursula,everywomanintheroomwasreadytosurrendertohim。Chanticleerisn'tinit——evenFannyBath,whoisgenuinelyinlovewithBillyMacfarlane!Ineverwasmoreamazedinmylife!Andyouknow,afterwards——IfeltIwasawholeroomfulofwomen。Iwasnomoremyselftohim,thanIwasQueenVictoria。Iwasawholeroomfulofwomenatonce。
Itwasmostastounding!Butmyeye,I'dcaughtaSultanthattime——'
Gudrun'seyeswereflashing,hercheekwashot,shelookedstrange,exotic,satiric。Ursulawasfascinatedatonce——andyetuneasy。
Theyhadtogetreadyfordinner。Gudruncamedowninadaringgownofvividgreensilkandtissueofgold,withgreenvelvetbodiceandastrangeblack—and—whitebandroundherhair。Shewasreallybrilliantlybeautifulandeverybodynoticedher。Geraldwasinthatfull—blooded,gleamingstatewhenhewasmosthandsome。Birkinwatchedthemwithquick,laughing,half—sinistereyes,Ursulaquitelostherhead。Thereseemedaspell,almostablindingspell,castroundtheirtable,asiftheywerelightedupmorestronglythantherestofthedining—room。
`Don'tyoulovetobeinthisplace?'criedGudrun。`Isn'tthesnowwonderful!Doyounoticehowitexaltseverything?Itissimplymarvellous。
Onereallydoesfeeliibermenschlich——morethanhuman。'
`Onedoes,'criedUrsula。`Butisn'tthatpartlythebeingoutofEngland?'
`Oh,ofcourse,'criedGudrun。`OnecouldneverfeellikethisinEngland,forthesimplereasonthatthedamperisneverliftedoffone,there。
Itisquiteimpossiblereallytoletgo,inEngland,ofthatIamassured。'
Andsheturnedagaintothefoodshewaseating。Shewasflutteringwithvividintensity。
`It'squitetrue,'saidGerald,`itneverisquitethesameinEngland。
Butperhapswedon'twantittobe——perhapsit'slikebringingthelightalittletoonearthepowder—magazine,toletgoaltogether,inEngland。
Oneisafraidwhatmighthappen,ifeverybodyelseletgo。'
`MyGod!'criedGudrun。`Butwouldn'titbewonderful,ifallEnglanddidsuddenlygoofflikeadisplayoffireworks。'
`Itcouldn't,'saidUrsula。`Theyarealltoodamp,thepowderisdampinthem。'
`I'mnotsosureofthat,'saidGerald。
`NorI,'saidBirkin。`WhentheEnglishreallybegintogooff,enmasse,it'llbetimetoshutyourearsandrun。'
`Theyneverwill,'saidUrsula。
`We'llsee,'hereplied。
`Isn'titmarvellous,'saidGudrun,`howthankfulonecanbe,tobeoutofone'scountry。Icannotbelievemyself,Iamsotransported,themomentIsetfootonaforeignshore。Isaytomyself"Herestepsanewcreatureintolife。"'
`Don'tbetoohardonpooroldEngland,'saidGerald。`Thoughwecurseit,weloveitreally。'
ToUrsula,thereseemedafundofcynicisminthesewords。
`Wemay,'saidBirkin。`Butit'sadamnablyuncomfortablelove:likealoveforanagedparentwhosuffershorriblyfromacomplicationofdiseases,forwhichthereisnohope。'
Gudrunlookedathimwithdilateddarkeyes。
`Youthinkthereisnohope?'sheasked,inherpertinentfashion。
ButBirkinbackedaway。Hewouldnotanswersuchaquestion。
`AnyhopeofEngland'sbecomingreal?Godknows。It'sagreatactualunrealitynow,anaggregationintounreality。Itmightbereal,iftherewerenoEnglishmen。'
`YouthinktheEnglishwillhavetodisappear?'persistedGudrun。Itwasstrange,herpointedinterestinhisanswer。Itmighthavebeenherownfateshewasinquiringafter。Herdark,dilatedeyesrestedonBirkin,asifshecouldconjurethetruthofthefutureoutofhim,asoutofsomeinstrumentofdivination。
Hewaspale。Then,reluctantly,heanswered:
`Well——whatelseisinfrontofthem,butdisappearance?They'vegottodisappearfromtheirownspecialbrandofEnglishness,anyhow。'
Gudrunwatchedhimasifinahypnoticstate,hereyeswideandfixedonhim。
`Butinwhatwaydoyoumean,disappear?——'shepersisted。
`Yes,doyoumeanachangeofheart?'putinGerald。
`Idon'tmeananything,whyshouldI?'saidBirkin。`I'manEnglishman,andI'vepaidthepriceofit。Ican'ttalkaboutEngland——Icanonlyspeakformyself。'
`Yes,'saidGudrunslowly,`youloveEnglandimmensely,immensely,Rupert。'
`Andleaveher,'hereplied。
`No,notforgood。You'llcomeback,'saidGerald,noddingsagely。
`Theysaythelicecrawloffadyingbody,'saidBirkin,withaglareofbitterness。`SoIleaveEngland。'
`Ah,butyou'llcomeback,'saidGudrun,withasardonicsmile。
`Tantpispourmoi,'hereplied。
`Isn'theangrywithhismothercountry!'laughedGerald,amused。
`Ah,apatriot!'saidGudrun,withsomethinglikeasneer。
Birkinrefusedtoansweranymore。
Gudrunwatchedhimstillforafewseconds。Thensheturnedaway。Itwasfinished,herspellofdivinationinhim。Shefeltalreadypurelycynical。
ShelookedatGerald。Hewaswonderfullikeapieceofradiumtoher。Shefeltshecouldconsumeherselfandknowall,bymeansofthisfatal,livingmetal。Shesmiledtoherselfatherfancy。Andwhatwouldshedowithherself,whenshehaddestroyedherself?Forifspirit,ifintegralbeingisdestructible,Matterisindestructible。
Hewaslookingbrightandabstracted,puzzled,forthemoment。Shestretchedoutherbeautifularm,withitsfluffofgreentulle,andtouchedhischinwithhersubtle,artist'sfingers。
`Whataretheythen?'sheasked,withastrange,knowingsmile。
`What?'hereplied,hiseyessuddenlydilatingwithwonder。
`Yourthoughts。'
Geraldlookedlikeamancomingawake。
`IthinkIhadnone,'hesaid。
`Really!'shesaid,withgravelaughterinhervoice。
AndtoBirkinitwasasifshekilledGerald,withthattouch。
`Ahbut,'criedGudrun,`letusdrinktoBritannia——letusdrinktoBritannia。'
Itseemedtherewaswilddespairinhervoice。Geraldlaughed,andfilledtheglasses。
`IthinkRupertmeans,'hesaid,`thatnationallyallEnglishmenmustdie,sothattheycanexistindividuallyand——'
`Super—nationally——'putinGudrun,withaslightironicgrimace,raisingherglass。
Thenextday,theydescendedatthetinyrailwaystationofHohenhausen,attheendofthetinyvalleyrailway。Itwassnoweverywhere,awhite,perfectcradleofsnow,newandfrozen,sweepingupaneitherside,blackcrags,andwhitesweepsofsilvertowardsthebluepaleheavens。
Astheysteppedoutonthenakedplatform,withonlysnowaroundandabove,Gudrunshrankasifitchilledherheart。
`MyGod,Jerry,'shesaid,turningtoGeraldwithsuddenintimacy,`you'vedoneitnow。'
`What?'
Shemadeafaintgesture,indicatingtheworldoneitherhand。
`Lookatit!'
Sheseemedafraidtogoon。Helaughed。
Theywereintheheartofthemountains。Fromhighabove,oneitherside,sweptdownthewhitefoldofsnow,sothatoneseemedsmallandtinyinavalleyofpureconcreteheaven,allstrangelyradiantandchangelessandsilent。
`Itmakesonefeelsosmallandalone,'saidUrsula,turningtoBirkinandlayingherhandonhisarm。
`You'renotsorryyou'vecome,areyou?'saidGeraldtoGudrun。
Shelookeddoubtful。Theywentoutofthestationbetweenbanksofsnow。
`Ah,'saidGerald,sniffingtheairinelation,`thisisperfect。There'soursledge。We'llwalkabit——we'llrunuptheroad。'
Gudrun,alwaysdoubtful,droppedherheavycoatonthesledge,ashedidhis,andtheysetoff。Suddenlyshethrewupherheadandsetoffscuddingalongtheroadofsnow,pullinghercapdownoverherears。Herblue,brightdressflutteredinthewind,herthickscarletstockingswerebrilliantabovethewhiteness。Geraldwatchedher:sheseemedtoberushingtowardsherfate,andleavinghimbehind。Helethergetsomedistance,then,looseninghislimbs,hewentafterher。
Everywherewasdeepandsilentsnow。Greatsnow—eavesweigheddownthebroad—roofedTyrolesehouses,thatweresunktothewindow—sashesinsnow。
Peasant—women,full—skirted,wearingeachacross—overshawl,andthicksnow—boots,turnedinthewaytolookatthesoft,determinedgirlrunningwithsuchheavyfleetnessfromtheman,whowasovertakingher,butnotgaininganypoweroverher。
Theypassedtheinnwithitspaintedshuttersandbalcony,afewcottages,halfburiedinthesnow;thenthesnow—buriedsilentsawmillbytheroofedbridge,whichcrossedthehiddenstream,overwhichtheyranintotheverydepthoftheuntouchedsheetsofsnow。Itwasasilenceandasheerwhitenessexhilaratingtomadness。Buttheperfectsilencewasmostterrifying,isolatingthesoul,surroundingtheheartwithfrozenair。
`It'samarvellousplace,forallthat,'saidGudrun,lookingintohiseyeswithastrange,meaninglook。Hissoulleapt。
`Good,'hesaid。
Afierceelectricenergyseemedtoflowoverallhislimbs,hismusclesweresurcharged,hishandsfelthardwithstrength。Theywalkedalongrapidlyupthesnow—road,thatwasmarkedbywitheredbranchesoftreesstuckinatintervals。Heandshewereseparate,likeoppositepolesofonefierceenergy。Buttheyfeltpowerfulenoughtoleapovertheconfinesoflifeintotheforbiddenplaces,andbackagain。
BirkinandUrsulawererunningalongalso,overthesnow。Hehaddisposedoftheluggage,andtheyhadalittlestartofthesledges。Ursulawasexcitedandhappy,butshekeptturningsuddenlytocatchholdofBirkin'sarm,tomakesureofhim。
`ThisissomethingIneverexpected,'shesaid。`Itisadifferentworld,here。'
Theywentonintoasnowmeadow。Theretheywereovertakenbythesledge,thatcametinklingthroughthesilence。ItwasanothermilebeforetheycameuponGudrunandGeraldonthesteepup—climb,besidethepink,half—buriedshrine。
Thentheypassedintoagulley,wherewerewallsofblackrockandariverfilledwithsnow,andastillblueskyabove。Throughacoveredbridgetheywent,drummingroughlyovertheboards,crossingthesnow—bedoncemore,thenslowlyupandup,thehorseswalkingswiftly,thedrivercrackinghislongwhipashewalkedbeside,andcallinghisstrangewildhue—hue!,thewallsofrockpassingslowlyby,tilltheyemergedagainbetweenslopesandmassesofsnow。Upandup,graduallytheywent,throughthecoldshadow—radianceoftheafternoon,silencedbytheimminenceofthemountains,theluminous,dazingsidesofsnowthatroseabovethemandfellawaybeneath。
Theycameforthatlastinalittlehightable—landofsnow,wherestoodthelastpeaksofsnowliketheheartpetalsofanopenrose。Inthemidstofthelastdesertedvalleysofheavenstoodalonelybuildingwithbrownwoodenwallsandwhiteheavyroof,deepanddesertedinthewasteofsnow,likeadream。Itstoodlikearockthathadrolleddownfromthelaststeepslopes,arockthathadtakentheformofahouse,andwasnowhalf—buried。
Itwasunbelievablethatonecouldlivethereuncrushedbyallthisterriblewasteofwhitenessandsilenceandclear,upper,ringingcold。
Yetthesledgesranupinfinestyle,peoplecametothedoorlaughingandexcited,thefloorofthehostelranghollow,thepassagewaswetwithsnow,itwasareal,warminterior。
Thenew—comerstrampedupthebarewoodenstairs,followingtheservingwoman。GudrunandGeraldtookthefirstbedroom。Inamomenttheyfoundthemselvesaloneinabare,smallish,close—shutroomthatwasallofgolden—colouredwood,floor,walls,ceiling,door,allofthesamewarmgoldpanellingofoiledpine。Therewasawindowoppositethedoor,butlowdown,becausetheroofsloped。Undertheslopeoftheceilingwerethetablewithwash—handbowlandjug,andacross,anothertablewithmirror。Oneithersidethedoorweretwobedspiledhighwithanenormousblue—checkedoverbolster,enormous。
Thiswasall——nocupboard,noneoftheamenitiesoflife。Heretheywereshutuptogetherinthiscellofgolden—colouredwood,withtwobluecheckedbeds。Theylookedateachotherandlaughed,frightenedbythisnakednearnessofisolation。
Amanknockedandcameinwiththeluggage。Hewasasturdyfellowwithflattishcheek—bones,ratherpale,andwithcoarsefairmoustache。Gudrunwatchedhimputdownthebags,insilence,thentrampheavilyout。
`Itisn'ttoorough,isit?'Geraldasked。
Thebedroomwasnotverywarm,andsheshiveredslightly。
`Itiswonderful,'sheequivocated。`Lookatthecolourofthispanelling——it'swonderful,likebeinginsideanut。'
Hewasstandingwatchingher,feelinghisshort—cutmoustache,leaningbackslightlyandwatchingherwithhiskeen,undauntedeyes,dominatedbytheconstantpassion,thatwaslikeadoomuponhim。
Shewentandcroucheddowninfrontofthewindow,curious。
`Oh,butthis——!'shecriedinvoluntarily,almostinpain。
Infrontwasavalleyshutinunderthesky,thelasthugeslopesofsnowandblackrock,andattheend,likethenaveloftheearth,awhite—foldedwall,andtwopeaksglimmeringinthelatelight。Straightinfrontranthecradleofsilentsnow,betweenthegreatslopesthatwerefringedwithalittleroughnessofpine—trees,likehair,roundthebase。Butthecradleofsnowranontotheeternalclosing—in,wherethewallsofsnowandrockroseimpenetrable,andthemountainpeaksabovewereinheavenimmediate。
Thiswasthecentre,theknot,thenaveloftheworld,wheretheearthbelongedtotheskies,pure,unapproachable,impassable。
ItfilledGudrunwithastrangerapture。Shecrouchedinfrontofthewindow,clenchingherfaceinherhands,inasortoftrance。Atlastshehadarrived,shehadreachedherplace。Hereatlastshefoldedherventureandsettleddownlikeacrystalinthenavelofsnow,andwasgone。
Geraldbentaboveherandwaslookingoutoverhershoulder。Alreadyhefelthewasalone。Shewasgone。Shewascompletelygone,andtherewasicyvapourroundhisheart。Hesawtheblindvalley,thegreatcul—de—sacofsnowandmountainpeaks,undertheheaven。Andtherewasnowayout。
Theterriblesilenceandcoldandtheglamorouswhitenessoftheduskwrappedhimround,andsheremainedcrouchingbeforethewindow,asatashrine,ashadow。
`Doyoulikeit?'heasked,inavoicethatsoundeddetachedandforeign。
Atleastshemightacknowledgehewaswithher。Butsheonlyavertedhersoft,mutefacealittlefromhisgaze。Andheknewthatthereweretearsinhereyes,herowntears,tearsofherstrangereligion,thatputhimtonought。
Quitesuddenly,heputhishandunderherchinandliftedupherfacetohim。Herdarkblueeyes,intheirwetnessoftears,dilatedasifshewasstartledinherverysoul。Theylookedathimthroughtheirtearsinterrorandalittlehorror。Hislightblueeyeswerekeen,small—pupilledandunnaturalintheirvision。Herlipsparted,asshebreathedwithdifficulty。
Thepassioncameupinhim,strokeafterstroke,liketheringingofabronzebell,sostrongandunflawedandindomitable。Hiskneestightenedtobronzeashehungabovehersoftface,whoselipspartedandwhoseeyesdilatedinastrangeviolation。Inthegraspofhishandherchinwasunutterablysoftandsilken。Hefeltstrongaswinter,hishandswerelivingmetal,invincibleandnottobeturnedaside。Hisheartranglikeabellclanginginsidehim。
Hetookherupinhisarms。Shewassoftandinert,motionless。Allthewhilehereyes,inwhichthetearshadnotyetdried,weredilatedasifinakindofswoonoffascinationandhelplessness。Hewassuperhumanlystrong,andunflawed,asifinvestedwithsupernaturalforce。
Heliftedhercloseandfoldedheragainsthim。Hersoftness,herinert,relaxedweightlayagainsthisownsurcharged,bronze—likelimbsinaheavinessofdesirabilitythatwoulddestroyhim,ifhewerenotfulfilled。Shemovedconvulsively,recoilingawayfromhim。Hisheartwentuplikeaflameofice,heclosedoverherlikesteel。Hewoulddestroyherratherthanbedenied。
Buttheoverweeningpowerofhisbodywastoomuchforher。Sherelaxedagain,andlaylooseandsoft,pantinginalittledelirium。Andtohim,shewassosweet,shewassuchblissofrelease,thathewouldhavesufferedawholeeternityoftortureratherthanforegoonesecondofthispangofunsurpassablebliss。
`MyGod,'hesaidtoher,hisfacedrawnandstrange,transfigured,`whatnext?'
Shelayperfectlystill,withastill,child—likefaceanddarkeyes,lookingathim。Shewaslost,fallenrightaway。
`Ishallalwaysloveyou,'hesaid,lookingather。
Butshedidnothear。Shelay,lookingathimasatsomethingshecouldneverunderstand,never:asachildlooksatagrown—upperson,withouthopeofunderstanding,onlysubmitting。
Hekissedher,kissedhereyesshut,sothatshecouldnotlookanymore。Hewantedsomethingnow,somerecognition,somesign,someadmission。
Butsheonlylaysilentandchild—likeandremote,likeachildthatisovercomeandcannotunderstand,onlyfeelslost。Hekissedheragain,givingup。
`ShallwegodownandhavecoffeeandKuchen?'heasked。
Thetwilightwasfallingslate—blueatthewindow。Sheclosedhereyes,closedawaythemonotonouslevelofdeadwonder,andopenedthemagaintotheevery—dayworld。
`Yes,'shesaidbriefly,regainingherwillwithaclick。Shewentagaintothewindow。Blueeveninghadfallenoverthecradleofsnowandoverthegreatpallidslopes。Butintheheaventhepeaksofsnowwererosy,glisteningliketranscendent,radiantspikesofblossomintheheavenlyupper—world,solovelyandbeyond。
Gudrunsawalltheirloveliness,sheknewhowimmortallybeautifultheywere,greatpistilsofrose—coloured,snow—fedfireinthebluetwilightoftheheaven。Shecouldseeit,sheknewit,butshewasnotofit。Shewasdivorced,debarred,asoulshutout。
Withalastlookofremorse,sheturnedaway,andwasdoingherhair。
Hehadunstrappedtheluggage,andwaswaiting,watchingher。Sheknewhewaswatchingher。Itmadeheralittlehastyandfeverishinherprecipitation。
Theywentdownstairs,bothwithastrangeother—worldlookontheirfaces,andwithaglowintheireyes。TheysawBirkinandUrsulasittingatthelongtableinacorner,waitingforthem。
`Howgoodandsimpletheylooktogether,'Gudrunthought,jealously。
Sheenviedthemsomespontaneity,achildishsufficiencytowhichsheherselfcouldneverapproach。Theyseemedsuchchildrentoher。
`SuchgoodKranzkuchen!'criedUrsulagreedily。`Sogood!'
`Right,'saidGudrun。`CanwehaveKaffeemitKranzkuchen?'sheaddedtothewaiter。
AndsheseatedherselfonthebenchbesideGerald。Birkin,lookingatthem,feltapainoftendernessforthem。
`Ithinktheplaceisreallywonderful,Gerald,'hesaid;`prachtvollandwunderbarandwunderschonandunbeschreiblichandalltheotherGermanadjectives。'
Geraldbrokeintoaslightsmile。
`Ilikeit,'hesaid。
Thetables,ofwhitescrubbedwood,wereplacedroundthreesidesoftheroom,asinaGasthaus。BirkinandUrsulasatwiththeirbackstothewall,whichwasofoiledwood,andGeraldandGudrunsatinthecornernextthem,neartothestove。Itwasafairlylargeplace,withatinybar,justlikeacountryinn,butquitesimpleandbare,andallofoiledwood,ceilingsandwallsandfloor,theonlyfurniturebeingthetablesandbenchesgoingroundthreesides,thegreatgreenstove,andthebarandthedoorsonthefourthside。Thewindowsweredouble,andquiteuncurtained。
Itwasearlyevening。
Thecoffeecame——hotandgood——andawholeringofcake。
`AwholeKuchen!'criedUrsula。`Theygiveyoumorethanus!Iwantsomeofyours。'
Therewereotherpeopleintheplace,tenaltogether,soBirkinhadfoundout:twoartists,threestudents,amanandwife,andaProfessorandtwodaughters——allGermans。ThefourEnglishpeople,beingnewcomers,satintheircoignofvantagetowatch。TheGermanspeepedinatthedoor,calledawordtothewaiter,andwentawayagain。Itwasnotmeal—time,sotheydidnotcomeintothisdining—room,butbetookthemselves,whentheirbootswerechanged,totheReunionsaal。
TheEnglishvisitorscouldheartheoccasionaltwangingofazither,thestrummingofapiano,snatchesoflaughterandshoutingandsinging,afaintvibrationofvoices。Thewholebuildingbeingofwood,itseemedtocarryeverysound,likeadrum,butinsteadofincreasingeachparticularnoise,itdecreasedit,sothatthesoundofthezitherseemedtiny,asifadiminutivezitherwereplayingsomewhere,anditseemedthepianomustbeasmallone,likealittlespinet。
Thehostcamewhenthecoffeewasfinished。HewasaTyrolese,broad,ratherflat—cheeked,withapale,pock—markedskinandflourishingmoustaches。