`Youmustaskforchampagne,'camethewhispering,gentlemanlyvoiceoftheother。
  Geraldsuddenlyrealisedthatthiswasahinttohim。
  `Shallwehavechampagne?'heasked,laughing。
  `Yesplease,dwy,'shelispedchildishly。
  Geraldwatchedhereatingtheoysters。Shewasdelicateandfinickinginhereating,herfingerswerefineandseemedverysensitiveinthetips,sosheputherfoodapartwithfine,smallmotions,sheatecarefully,delicately。Itpleasedhimverymuchtoseeher,anditirritatedBirkin。
  Theywerealldrinkingchampagne。Maxim,theprimyoungRussianwiththesmooth,warm—colouredfaceandblack,oiledhairwastheonlyonewhoseemedtobeperfectlycalmandsober。Birkinwaswhiteandabstract,unnatural,Geraldwassmilingwithaconstantbright,amused,coldlightinhiseyes,leaningalittleprotectivelytowardsthePussum,whowasveryhandsome,andsoft,unfoldedlikesomeredlotusindreadfulfloweringnakedness,vaingloriousnow,flushedwithwineandwiththeexcitementofmen。Hallidaylookedfoolish。Oneglassofwinewasenoughtomakehimdrunkandgiggling。
  Yettherewasalwaysapleasant,warmnaiveteabouthim,thatmadehimattractive。
  `I'mnotafwaidofanythingexceptblack—beetles,'saidthePussum,lookingupsuddenlyandstaringwithherblackeyes,onwhichthereseemedanunseeingfilmofflame,fullyuponGerald。Helaugheddangerously,fromtheblood。Herchildishspeechcaressedhisnerves,andherburning,filmedeyes,turnednowfulluponhim,obliviousofallherantecedents,gavehimasortoflicence。
  `I'mnot,'sheprotested。`I'mnotafraidofotherthings。Butblack—beetles——ugh!'sheshudderedconvulsively,asiftheverythoughtweretoomuchtobear。
  `Doyoumean,'saidGerald,withthepunctiliousnessofamanwhohasbeendrinking,`thatyouareafraidofthesightofablack—beetle,oryouareafraidofablack—beetlebitingyou,ordoingyousomeharm?'
  `Dotheybite?'criedthegirl。
  `Howperfectlyloathsome!'exclaimedHalliday。
  `Idon'tknow,'repliedGerald,lookingroundthetable。`Doblack—beetlesbite?Butthatisn'tthepoint。Areyouafraidoftheirbiting,orisitametaphysicalantipathy?'
  Thegirlwaslookingfulluponhimallthetimewithinchoateeyes。
  `Oh,Ithinkthey'rebeastly,they'rehorrid,'shecried。`IfIseeone,itgivesmethecreepsallover。Ifoneweretocrawlonme,I'msureIshoulddie——I'msureIshould。'
  `Ihopenot,'whisperedtheyoungRussian。
  `I'msureIshould,Maxim,'sheasseverated。
  `Thenonewon'tcrawlonyou,'saidGerald,smilingandknowing。Insomestrangewayheunderstoodher。
  `It'smetaphysical,asGeraldsays,'Birkinstated。
  Therewasalittlepauseofuneasiness。
  `Andareyouafraidofnothingelse,Pussum?'askedtheyoungRussian,inhisquick,hushed,elegantmanner。
  `Notweally,'shesaid。`Iamafwaidofsomethings,butnotweallythesame。I'mnotafwaidofblood。'
  `Notafwaidofblood!'exclaimedayoungmanwithathick,pale,jeeringface,whohadjustcometothetableandwasdrinkingwhisky。
  ThePussumturnedonhimasulkylookofdislike,lowandugly。
  `Aren'tyoureallyafraidofblud?'theotherpersisted,asneeralloverhisface。
  `No,I'mnot,'sheretorted。
  `Why,haveyoueverseenblood,exceptinadentist'sspittoon?'jeeredtheyoungman。
  `Iwasn'tspeakingtoyou,'sherepliedrathersuperbly。
  `Youcananswerme,can'tyou?'hesaid。
  Forreply,shesuddenlyjabbedaknifeacrosshisthick,palehand。
  Hestartedupwithavulgarcurse。
  `Show'swhatyouare,'saidthePussumincontempt。
  `Curseyou,'saidtheyoungman,standingbythetableandlookingdownatherwithacridmalevolence。
  `Stopthat,'saidGerald,inquick,instinctivecommand。
  Theyoungmanstoodlookingdownatherwithsardoniccontempt,acowed,self—consciouslookonhisthick,paleface。Thebloodbegantoflowfromhishand。
  `Oh,howhorrible,takeitaway!'squealedHalliday,turninggreenandavertinghisface。
  `D'youfeelill?'askedthesardonicyoungman,insomeconcern。`Doyoufeelill,Julius?Garn,it'snothing,man,don'tgiveherthepleasureoflettingherthinkshe'sperformedafeat——don'tgiveherthesatisfaction,man——it'sjustwhatshewants。'
  `Oh!'squealedHalliday。
  `He'sgoingtocat,Maxim,'saidthePussumwarningly。ThesuaveyoungRussianroseandtookHallidaybythearm,leadinghimaway。Birkin,whiteanddiminished,lookedonasifheweredispleased。Thewounded,sardonicyoungmanmovedaway,ignoringhisbleedinghandinthemostconspicuousfashion。
  `He'sanawfulcoward,really,'saidthePussumtoGerald。`He'sgotsuchaninfluenceoverJulius。'
  `Whoishe?'askedGerald。
  `He'saJew,really。Ican'tbearhim。'
  `Well,he'squiteunimportant。Butwhat'swrongwithHalliday?'
  `Julius'sthemostawfulcowardyou'veeverseen,'shecried。`HealwaysfaintsifIliftaknife——he'stewwifiedofme。'
  `H'm!'saidGerald。
  `They'reallafwaidofme,'shesaid。`OnlytheJewthinkshe'sgoingtoshowhiscourage。Buthe'sthebiggestcowardofthemall,really,becausehe'safwaidwhatpeoplewillthinkabouthim——andJuliusdoesn'tcareaboutthat。'
  `They'vealotofvalourbetweenthem,'saidGeraldgood—humouredly。
  ThePussumlookedathimwithaslow,slowsmile。Shewasveryhandsome,flushed,andconfidentindreadfulknowledge。TwolittlepointsoflightglintedonGerald'seyes。
  `WhydotheycallyouPussum,becauseyou'relikeacat?'heaskedher。
  `Iexpectso,'shesaid。
  Thesmilegrewmoreintenseonhisface。
  `Youare,rather;orayoung,femalepanther。'
  `OhGod,Gerald!'saidBirkin,insomedisgust。
  TheybothlookeduneasilyatBirkin。
  `You'resilenttonight,Wupert,'shesaidtohim,withaslightinsolence,beingsafewiththeotherman。
  Hallidaywascomingback,lookingforlornandsick。
  `Pussum,'hesaid,`Iwishyouwouldn'tdothesethings——Oh!'Hesankinhischairwithagroan。
  `You'dbettergohome,'shesaidtohim。
  `Iwillgohome,'hesaid。`Butwon'tyouallcomealong。Won'tyoucomeroundtotheflat?'hesaidtoGerald。`Ishouldbesogladifyouwould。Do——that'llbesplendid。Isay?'Helookedroundforawaiter。
  `Getmeataxi。'Thenhegroanedagain。`OhIdofeel——perfectlyghastly!
  Pussum,youseewhatyoudotome。'
  `Thenwhyareyousuchanidiot?'shesaidwithsullencalm。
  `ButI'mnotanidiot!Oh,howawful!Docome,everybody,itwillbesosplendid。Pussum,youarecoming。What?Ohbutyoumustcome,yes,youmust。What?Oh,mydeargirl,don'tmakeafussnow,Ifeelperfectly——Oh,it'ssoghastly——Ho!——er!Oh!'
  `Youknowyoucan'tdrink,'shesaidtohim,coldly。
  `Itellyouitisn'tdrink——it'syourdisgustingbehaviour,Pussum,it'snothingelse。Oh,howawful!Libidnikov,doletusgo。'
  `He'sonlydrunkoneglass——onlyoneglass,'cametherapid,hushedvoiceoftheyoungRussian。
  Theyallmovedofftothedoor。ThegirlkeptneartoGerald,andseemedtobeatoneinhermotionwithhim。Hewasawareofthis,andfilledwithdemon—satisfactionthathismotionheldgoodfortwo。Heheldherinthehollowofhiswill,andshewassoft,secret,invisibleinherstirringthere。
  Theycrowdedfiveofthemintothetaxi—cab。Hallidaylurchedinfirst,anddroppedintohisseatagainsttheotherwindow。ThenthePussumtookherplace,andGeraldsatnexttoher。TheyheardtheyoungRussiangivingorderstothedriver,thentheywereallseatedinthedark,crowdedclosetogether,Hallidaygroaningandleaningoutofthewindow。Theyfelttheswift,muffledmotionofthecar。
  ThePussumsatneartoGerald,andsheseemedtobecomesoft,subtlytoinfuseherselfintohisbones,asifshewerepassingintohiminablack,electricflow。Herbeingsuffusedintohisveinslikeamagneticdarkness,andconcentratedatthebaseofhisspinelikeafearfulsourceofpower。Meanwhilehervoicesoundedoutreedyandnonchalant,asshetalkedindifferentlywithBirkinandwithMaxim。BetweenherandGeraldwasthissilenceandthisblack,electriccomprehensioninthedarkness。
  Thenshefoundhishand,andgraspeditinherownfirm,smallclasp。Itwassoutterlydark,andyetsuchanakedstatement,thatrapidvibrationsranthroughhisbloodandoverhisbrain,hewasnolongerresponsible。
  Stillhervoicerangonlikeabell,tingedwithatoneofmockery。Andassheswungherhead,herfinemaneofhairjustswepthisface,andallhisnerveswereonfire,aswithasubtlefrictionofelectricity。Butthegreatcentreofhisforceheldsteady,amagnificentpridetohim,atthebaseofhisspine。
  Theyarrivedatalargeblockofbuildings,wentupinalift,andpresentlyadoorwasbeingopenedforthembyaHindu。Geraldlookedinsurprise,wonderingifhewereagentleman,oneoftheHindusdownfromOxford,perhaps。
  Butno,hewastheman—servant。
  `Maketea,Hasan,'saidHalliday。
  `Thereisaroomforme?'saidBirkin。
  Tobothofwhichquestionsthemangrinned,andmurmured。
  HemadeGeralduncertain,because,beingtallandslenderandreticent,helookedlikeagentleman。
  `Whoisyourservant?'heaskedofHalliday。`Helooksaswell。'
  `Ohyes——that'sbecausehe'sdressedinanotherman'sclothes。He'sanythingbutaswell,really。Wefoundhimintheroad,starving。SoI
  tookhimhere,andanothermangavehimclothes。He'sanythingbutwhatheseemstobe——hisonlyadvantageisthathecan'tspeakEnglishandcan'tunderstandit,sohe'sperfectlysafe。'
  `He'sverydirty,'saidtheyoungRussianswiftlyandsilently。
  Directly,themanappearedinthedoorway。
  `Whatisit?'saidHalliday。
  TheHindugrinned,andmurmuredshyly:
  `Wanttospeaktomaster。'
  Geraldwatchedcuriously。Thefellowinthedoorwaywasgoodlookingandclean—limbed,hisbearingwascalm,helookedelegant,aristocratic。
  Yethewashalfasavage,grinningfoolishly。Hallidaywentoutintothecorridortospeakwithhim。
  `What?'theyheardhisvoice。`What?Whatdoyousay?Tellmeagain。
  What?Wantmoney?Wantmoremoney?Butwhatdoyouwantmoneyfor?'
  TherewastheconfusedsoundoftheHindu'stalking,thenHallidayappearedintheroom,smilingalsofoolishly,andsaying:
  `Hesayshewantsmoneytobuyunderclothing。Cananybodylendmeashilling?Ohthanks,ashillingwilldotobuyalltheunderclotheshewants。'HetookthemoneyfromGeraldandwentoutintothepassageagain,wheretheyheardhimsaying,`Youcan'twantmoremoney,youhadthreeandsixyesterday。Youmustn'taskforanymore。Bringtheteainquickly。'
  Geraldlookedroundtheroom。ItwasanordinaryLondonsitting—roominaflat,evidentlytakenfurnished,rathercommonandugly。Buttherewereseveralnegrostatues,wood—carvingsfromWestAfrica,strangeanddisturbing,thecarvednegroeslookedalmostlikethefoetusofahumanbeing。Onewasawomansittingnakedinastrangeposture,andlookingtortured,herabdomenstuckout。TheyoungRussianexplainedthatshewassittinginchild—birth,clutchingtheendsofthebandthathungfromherneck,oneineachhand,sothatshecouldbeardown,andhelplabour。Thestrange,transfixed,rudimentaryfaceofthewomanagainremindedGeraldofafoetus,itwasalsoratherwonderful,conveyingthesuggestionoftheextremeofphysicalsensation,beyondthelimitsofmentalconsciousness。
  `Aren'ttheyratherobscene?'heasked,disapproving。
  `Idon'tknow,'murmuredtheotherrapidly。`Ihaveneverdefinedtheobscene。Ithinktheyareverygood。'
  Geraldturnedaway。Therewereoneortwonewpicturesintheroom,intheFuturistmanner;therewasalargepiano。Andthese,withsomeordinaryLondonlodging—housefurnitureofthebettersort,completedthewhole。
  ThePussumhadtakenoffherhatandcoat,andwasseatedonthesofa。
  Shewasevidentlyquiteathomeinthehouse,butuncertain,suspended。
  Shedidnotquiteknowherposition。HerallianceforthetimebeingwaswithGerald,andshedidnotknowhowfarthiswasadmittedbyanyofthemen。Shewasconsideringhowsheshouldcarryoffthesituation。Shewasdeterminedtohaveherexperience。Now,atthiseleventhhour,shewasnottobebaulked。Herfacewasflushedaswithbattle,hereyewasbroodingbutinevitable。
  ThemancameinwithteaandabottleofKummel。Hesetthetrayonalittletablebeforethecouch。
  `Pussum,'saidHalliday,`pouroutthetea。'
  Shedidnotmove。
  `Won'tyoudoit?'Hallidayrepeated,inastateofnervousapprehension。
  `I'venotcomebackhereasitwasbefore,'shesaid。`Ionlycamebecausetheotherswantedmeto,notforyoursake。'
  `MydearPussum,youknowyouareyourownmistress。Idon'twantyoutodoanythingbutusetheflatforyourownconvenience——youknowit,I'vetoldyousomanytimes。'
  Shedidnotreply,butsilently,reservedlyreachedforthetea—pot。
  Theyallsatroundanddranktea。Geraldcouldfeeltheelectricconnectionbetweenhimandhersostrongly,asshesattherequietandwithheld,thatanothersetofconditionsaltogetherhadcometopass。Hersilenceandherimmutabilityperplexedhim。Howwashegoingtocometoher?
  Andyethefeltitquiteinevitable。Hetrustedcompletelytothecurrentthatheldthem。Hisperplexitywasonlysuperficial,newconditionsreigned,theoldweresurpassed;hereonedidasonewaspossessedtodo,nomatterwhatitwas。
  Birkinrose。Itwasnearlyoneo'clock。
  `I'mgoingtobed,'hesaid。`Gerald,I'llringyouupinthemorningatyourplaceoryouringmeuphere。'
  `Right,'saidGerald,andBirkinwentout。
  Whenhewaswellgone,Hallidaysaidinastimulatedvoice,toGerald:
  `Isay,won'tyoustayhere——ohdo!'
  `Youcan'tputeverybodyup,'saidGerald。
  `OhbutIcan,perfectly——therearethreemorebedsbesidesmine——
  dostay,won'tyou。Everythingisquiteready——thereisalwayssomebodyhere——Ialwaysputpeopleup——Ilovehavingthehousecrowded。'
  `Butthereareonlytworooms,'saidthePussum,inacold,hostilevoice,`nowRupert'shere。'
  `Iknowthereareonlytworooms,'saidHalliday,inhisodd,highwayofspeaking。`Butwhatdoesthatmatter?'
  Hewassmilingratherfoolishly,andhespokeeagerly,withaninsinuatingdetermination。
  `JuliusandIwillshareoneroom,'saidtheRussianinhisdiscreet,precisevoice。HallidayandhewerefriendssinceEton。
  `It'sverysimple,'saidGerald,risingandpressingbackhisarms,stretchinghimself。Thenhewentagaintolookatoneofthepictures。
  Everyoneofhislimbswasturgidwithelectricforce,andhisbackwastenselikeatiger's,withslumberingfire。Hewasveryproud。
  ThePussumrose。ShegaveablacklookatHalliday,blackanddeadly,whichbroughttheratherfoolishlypleasedsmiletothatyoungman'sface。
  Thenshewentoutoftheroom,withacoldgood—nighttothemallgenerally。
  Therewasabriefinterval,theyheardadoorclose,thenMaximsaid,inhisrefinedvoice:
  `That'sallright。'
  HelookedsignificantlyatGerald,andsaidagain,withasilentnod:
  `That'sallright——you'reallright。'
  Geraldlookedatthesmooth,ruddy,comelyface,andatthestrange,significanteyes,anditseemedasifthevoiceoftheyoungRussian,sosmallandperfect,soundedinthebloodratherthanintheair。
  `I'mallrightthen,'saidGerald。
  `Yes!Yes!You'reallright,'saidtheRussian。
  Hallidaycontinuedtosmile,andtosaynothing。
  SuddenlythePussumappearedagaininthedoor,hersmall,childishfacelookingsullenandvindictive。
  `Iknowyouwanttocatchmeout,'camehercold,ratherresonantvoice。
  `ButIdon'tcare,Idon'tcarehowmuchyoucatchmeout。'
  Sheturnedandwasgoneagain。Shehadbeenwearingaloosedressing—gownofpurplesilk,tiedroundherwaist。Shelookedsosmallandchildishandvulnerable,almostpitiful。AndyettheblacklooksofhereyesmadeGeraldfeeldrownedinsomepotentdarknessthatalmostfrightenedhim。
  Themenlitanothercigaretteandtalkedcasually。
  WomenInLove:Chapter7CHAPTERVIIFetishINTHEMORNINGGeraldwokelate。Hehadsleptheavily。
  Pussumwasstillasleep,sleepingchildishlyandpathetically。Therewassomethingsmallandcurledupanddefencelessabouther,thatrousedanunsatisfiedflameofpassionintheyoungman'sblood,adevouringavidpity。Helookedatheragain。Butitwouldbetoocrueltowakeher。Hesubduedhimself,andwentaway。
  Hearingvoicescomingfromthesitting—room,HallidaytalkingtoLibidnikov,hewenttothedoorandglancedin。Hehadonasilkwrapofabeautifulbluishcolour,withanamethysthem。
  Tohissurprisehesawthetwoyoungmenbythefire,starknaked。Hallidaylookedup,ratherpleased。
  `Good—morning,'hesaid。`Oh——didyouwanttowels?'Andstarknakedhewentoutintothehall,stridingastrange,whitefigurebetweentheunlivingfurniture。Hecamebackwiththetowels,andtookhisformerposition,crouchingseatedbeforethefireonthefender。
  `Don'tyoulovetofeelthefireonyourskin?'hesaid。
  `Itisratherpleasant,'saidGerald。
  `Howperfectlysplendiditmustbetobeinaclimatewhereonecoulddowithoutclothingaltogether,'saidHalliday。
  `Yes,'saidGerald,`ifthereweren'tsomanythingsthatstingandbite。'
  `That'sadisadvantage,'murmuredMaxim。
  Geraldlookedathim,andwithaslightrevulsionsawthehumananimal,goldenskinnedandbare,somehowhumiliating。Hallidaywasdifferent。Hehadaratherheavy,slack,brokenbeauty,whiteandfirm。HewaslikeaChristinaPieta。Theanimalwasnotthereatall,onlytheheavy,brokenbeauty。AndGeraldrealisedhowHalliday'seyeswerebeautifultoo,soblueandwarmandconfused,brokenalsointheirexpression。Thefireglowfellonhisheavy,ratherbowedshoulders,hesatslacklycrouchedonthefender,hisfacewasuplifted,weak,perhapsslightlydisintegrate,andyetwithamovingbeautyofitsown。
  `Ofcourse,'saidMaxim,`you'vebeeninhotcountrieswherethepeoplegoaboutnaked。'
  `Ohreally!'exclaimedHalliday。`Where?'
  `SouthAmerica——Amazon,'saidGerald。
  `Ohbuthowperfectlysplendid!It'soneofthethingsIwantmosttodo——tolivefromdaytodaywithouteverputtingonanysortofclothingwhatever。IfIcoulddothat,IshouldfeelIhadlived。'
  `Butwhy?'saidGerald。`Ican'tseethatitmakessomuchdifference。'
  `Oh,Ithinkitwouldbeperfectlysplendid。I'msurelifewouldbeentirelyanotherthing——entirelydifferent,andperfectlywonderful。'
  `Butwhy?'askedGerald。`Whyshouldit?'
  `Oh——onewouldfeelthingsinsteadofmerelylookingatthem。
  Ishouldfeeltheairmoveagainstme,andfeelthethingsItouched,insteadofhavingonlytolookatthem。I'msurelifeisallwrongbecauseithasbecomemuchtoovisual——wecanneitherhearnorfeelnorunderstand,wecanonlysee。I'msurethatisentirelywrong。'
  `Yes,thatistrue,thatistrue,'saidtheRussian。
  Geraldglancedathim,andsawhim,hissuave,goldencolouredbodywiththeblackhairgrowingfineandfreely,liketendrils,andhislimbslikesmoothplant—stems。Hewassohealthyandwell—made,whydidhemakeoneashamed,whydidonefeelrepelled?WhyshouldGeraldevendislikeit,whydiditseemtohimtodetractfromhisowndignity。Wasthatallahumanbeingamountedto?Souninspired!thoughtGerald。
  Birkinsuddenlyappearedinthedoorway,inwhitepyjamasandwethair,andatoweloverhisarm。Hewasaloofandwhite,andsomehowevanescent。
  `There'sthebath—roomnow,ifyouwantit,'hesaidgenerally,andwasgoingawayagain,whenGeraldcalled:
  `Isay,Rupert!'
  `What?'Thesinglewhitefigureappearedagain,apresenceintheroom。
  `Whatdoyouthinkofthatfigurethere?Iwanttoknow,'Geraldasked。
  Birkin,whiteandstrangelyghostly,wentovertothecarvedfigureofthenegrowomaninlabour。Hernude,protuberantbodycrouchedinastrange,clutchingposture,herhandsgrippingtheendsoftheband,aboveherbreast。
  `Itisart,'saidBirkin。
  `Verybeautiful,it'sverybeautiful,'saidtheRussian。
  Theyalldrewneartolook。Geraldlookedatthegroupofmen,theRussiangoldenandlikeawater—plant,Hallidaytallandheavily,brokenlybeautiful,Birkinverywhiteandindefinite,nottobeassigned,ashelookedcloselyatthecarvenwoman。Strangelyelated,Geraldalsoliftedhiseyestothefaceofthewoodenfigure。Andhisheartcontracted。
  Hesawvividlywithhisspiritthegrey,forward—stretchingfaceofthenegrowoman,Africanandtense,abstractedinutterphysicalstress。
  Itwasaterribleface,void,peaked,abstractedalmostintomeaninglessnessbytheweightofsensationbeneath。HesawthePussuminit。Asinadream,heknewher。
  `Whyisitart?'Geraldasked,shocked,resentful。
  `Itconveysacompletetruth,'saidBirkin。`Itcontainsthewholetruthofthatstate,whateveryoufeelaboutit。'
  `Butyoucan'tcallithighart,'saidGerald。
  `High!Therearecenturiesandhundredsofcenturiesofdevelopmentinastraightline,behindthatcarving;itisanawfulpitchofculture,ofadefinitesort。'
  `Whatculture?'Geraldasked,inopposition。HehatedthesheerAfricanthing。
  `Purecultureinsensation,cultureinthephysicalconsciousness,reallyultimatephysicalconsciousness,mindless,utterlysensual。Itissosensualastobefinal,supreme。'
  ButGeraldresentedit。Hewantedtokeepcertainillusions,certainideaslikeclothing。
  `Youlikethewrongthings,Rupert,'hesaid,`thingsagainstyourself。'
  `Oh,Iknow,thisisn'teverything,'Birkinreplied,movingaway。
  WhenGeraldwentbacktohisroomfromthebath,healsocarriedhisclothes。Hewassoconventionalathome,thatwhenhewasreallyaway,andontheloose,asnow,heenjoyednothingsomuchasfulloutrageousness。
  Sohestrodewithhisbluesilkwrapoverhisarmandfeltdefiant。
  ThePussumlayinherbed,motionless,herround,darkeyeslikeblack,unhappypools。Hecouldonlyseetheblack,bottomlesspoolsofhereyes。
  Perhapsshesuffered。Thesensationofherinchoatesufferingrousedtheoldsharpflameinhim,amordantpity,apassionalmostofcruelty。
  `Youareawakenow,'hesaidtoher。
  `Whattimeisit?'camehermutedvoice。
  Sheseemedtoflowback,almostlikeliquid,fromhisapproach,tosinkhelplesslyawayfromhim。Herinchoatelookofaviolatedslave,whosefulfilmentliesinherfurtherandfurtherviolation,madehisnervesquiverwithacutelydesirablesensation。Afterall,hiswastheonlywill,shewasthepassivesubstanceofhiswill。Hetingledwiththesubtle,bitingsensation。Andthenheknew,hemustgoawayfromher,theremustbepureseparationbetweenthem。
  Itwasaquietandordinarybreakfast,thefourmenalllookingverycleanandbathed。GeraldandtheRussianwerebothcorrectandcommeilfautinappearanceandmanner,Birkinwasgauntandsick,andlookedafailureinhisattempttobeaproperlydressedman,likeGeraldandMaxim。Hallidayworetweedsandagreenflannelshirt,andaragofatie,whichwasjustrightforhim。TheHindubroughtinagreatdealofsofttoast,andlookedexactlythesameashehadlookedthenightbefore,staticallythesame。
  AttheendofthebreakfastthePussumappeared,inapurplesilkwrapwithashimmeringsash。Shehadrecoveredherselfsomewhat,butwasmuteandlifelessstill。Itwasatormenttoherwhenanybodyspoketoher。
  Herfacewaslikeasmall,finemask,sinistertoo,maskedwithunwillingsuffering。Itwasalmostmidday。Geraldroseandwentawaytohisbusiness,gladtogetout。Buthehadnotfinished。Hewascomingbackagainatevening,theywerealldiningtogether,andhehadbookedseatsfortheparty,exceptingBirkin,atamusic—hall。
  Atnighttheycamebacktotheflatverylateagain,againflushedwithdrink。Againtheman—servant——whoinvariablydisappearedbetweenthehoursoftenandtwelveatnight——cameinsilentlyandinscrutablywithtea,bendinginaslow,strange,leopard—likefashiontoputthetraysoftlyonthetable。Hisfacewasimmutable,aristocratic—looking,tingedslightlywithgreyundertheskin;hewasyoungandgood—looking。ButBirkinfeltaslightsickness,lookingathim,andfeelingtheslightgreynessasanashoracorruption,inthearistocraticinscrutabilityofexpressionanauseating,bestialstupidity。
  Againtheytalkedcordiallyandrousedlytogether。Butalreadyacertainfriabilitywascomingovertheparty,Birkinwasmadwithirritation,HallidaywasturninginaninsanehatredagainstGerald,thePussumwasbecominghardandcold,likeaflintknife,andHallidaywaslayinghimselfouttoher。Andherintention,ultimately,wastocaptureHalliday,tohavecompletepoweroverhim。
  Inthemorningtheyallstalkedandloungedaboutagain。ButGeraldcouldfeelastrangehostilitytohimself,intheair。Itrousedhisobstinacy,andhestoodupagainstit。Hehungonfortwomoredays。TheresultwasanastyandinsanescenewithHallidayonthefourthevening。HallidayturnedwithabsurdanimosityuponGerald,inthecafe。Therewasarow。