WhenwewereatMontefiasconeshesaid,——
"Youseemyloverisonlywithoutmoneybychance;hehasabillofexchangeforalargeamount。"
"Ibelieveittobeaforgery。"
"Youarereallytoocruel。"
"Notatall;IonlywishIweremistaken,butIamsureofthecontrary。
TwentyyearsagoIshouldhavetakenitforagoodone,butnowit’sanotherthing,andifthebillisagoodone,whydidhenotnegotiateitatSienna,Florence,orLeghorn?"
"Itmaybethatbehadnotthetime;hewasinsuchahurrytobegone。
Ah!ifyouknewall!"
"Ionlywanttoknowwhatyouliketotellme,butIwarnyouagainthatwhatIsayisnovaguesuspicionbuthardfact。"
"Thenyoupersistintheideathathedoesnotloveme。"
"Nay,helovesyou,butinsuchafashionastodeservehatredinreturn。"
"Howdoyoumean?"
"Wouldyounothateamanwholovedyouonlytotrafficinyourcharms?"
"Ishouldbesorryforyoutothinkthatofhim。"
"Ifyoulike,IwillconvinceyouofwhatIsaythisevening。"
"Youwillobligeme;butImusthavesomepositiveproof。Itwouldbeasorepaintome,butalsoatrueservice。"
"Andwhenyouareconvinced,willyouceasetolovehim?"
"Certainly;ifyouprovehimtobedishonest,mylovewillvanishaway。"
"Youaremistaken;youwillstilllovehim,evenwhenyouhavehadproofpositiveofhiswickedness。Hehasevidentlyfascinatedyouinadeadlymanner,oryouwouldseehischaracterinitstruelightbeforethis。"
"Allthismaybetrue;butdoyougivemeyourproofs,andleavetomethecareofshewingthatIdespisehim。"
"Iwillprovemyassertionsthisevening;buttellmehowlongyouhaveknownhim?"
"Aboutamonth;butwehaveonlybeentogetherforfivedays。"
"Andbeforethattimeyouneveraccordedhimanyfavours?"
"Notasinglekiss。Hewasalwaysundermywindows,andIhadreasontobelievethathelovedmefondly。"
"Oh,yes!helovesyou,whowouldnot?buthisloveisnotthatofamanofhonour,butthatofanimpudentprofligate。"
"Buthowcanyoususpectamanofwhomyouknownothing?"
"WouldthatIdidnotknowhim!Ifeelsurethatnotbeingabletovisityou,hemadeyouvisithim,andthenpersuadedyoutoflywithhim。"
"Yes,hedid。Hewrotemealetter,whichIwillshewyou。HepromisestomarrymeatRome。"
"Andwhoistoanswerforhisconstancy?"
"Hisloveismysurety。"
"Doyoufearpursuit?"
"No。"
"Didhetakeyoufromafather,alover,orabrother?"
"Fromalover,whowillnotbebackatLeghornforaweekortendays。"
"Wherehashegone?"
"ToLondononbusiness;Iwasunderthechargeofawomanwhomhetrusted。"
"That’senough;Ipityyou,mypoorBetty。TellmeifyouloveyourEnglishman,andifheisworthyofyourlove。"
"Alas!IlovedhimdearlytillIsawthisFrenchman,whomademeunfaithfultoamanIadored。Hewillbeindespairatnotfindingmewhenhereturns。"
"Isherich?"
"Notvery;heisabusinessman,andiscomfortablyoff。"
"Isheyoung?"
"No。Heisamanofyourage,andathoroughlykindandhonestperson。
Hewaswaitingforhiscomsumptivewifetodietomarryme。"
"Poorman!Haveyoupresentedhimwithachild?"
"No。IamsureGoddidnotmeanmeforhim,forthecounthasconqueredmecompletely。"
"Everyonewhomloveleadsastraysaysthesamething。"
"Nowyouhaveheardeverything,andIamgladItoldyou,forIamsureyouaremyfriend。"
"Iwillbeabetterfriendtoyou,dearBetty,inthefuturethaninthepast。Youwillneedmyservices,andIpromisenottoabandonyou。I
loveyou,asIhavesaid;butsolongasyoucontinuetolovetheFrenchmanIshallonlyaskyoutoconsidermeasyourfriend。"
"Iacceptyourpromise,andinreturnIpromisenottohideanythingfromyou。"
"Tellmewhyyouhavenoluggage。"
"Iescapedonhorseback,butmytrunk,whichisfulloflinenandothereffects,willbeatRometwodaysafterus。Isentitoffthedaybeforemyescape,andthemanwhoreceiveditwassentbythecount。"
"Thengood—byetoyourtrunk!"
"Why,youforeseenothingbutmisfortune!"
"Well,dearBetty,Ionlywishmypropheciesmaynotbeaccomplished。
AlthoughyouescapedonhorsebackIthinkyoushouldhavebroughtacloakandacarpetbagwithsomelinen。"
"Allthatisinthesmalltrunk;Ishallhaveittakenintomyroomtonight。"
WereachedViterboatseveno’clock,andfoundthecountverycheerful。
InaccordancewiththeplotIhadlaidagainstthecount,IbeganbyshewingmyselfdemonstrativelyfondofBetty,envyingthefortunatelover,praisinghisheroicbehaviourinleavinghertome,andsoforth。
Thesillyfellowproceededtobackmeupinmyextravagantadmiration。
Heboastedthatjealousywasutterlyforeigntohischaracter,andmaintainedthatthetrueloverwouldaccustomhimselftoseehismistressinspiredesiresinothermen。
Heproceededtomakealongdissertationonthistheme,andIlethimgoon,forIwaswaitingtillaftersuppertocometotheconclusivepoint。
DuringthemealImadehimdrink,andapplaudedhisfreedomfromvulgarprejudices。Atdessertheenlargedonthedutyofreciprocitybetweenlovers。
"Thus,"heremarked,"BettyoughttoprocuremetheenjoymentofFanny,ifshehasreasontothinkIhavetakenafancytoher;andpercontra,asIadoreBetty,ifIfoundthatshelovedyouIshouldprocureherthepleasureofsleepingwithyou。"
Bettylistenedtoallthisnonsenseinsilentastonishment。
"Iconfess,mydearcount,"Ireplied,"that,theoreticallyspeaking,yoursystemstrikesmeassublime,andcalculatedtobringaboutthereturnoftheGoldenAge;butIamafraiditwouldproveabsurdinpractice。Nodoubtyouareamanofcourage,butIamsureyouwouldneverletyourmistressbeenjoyedbyanotherman。Herearetwenty—fivesequins。Iwillwagerthatamountthatyouwillnotallowmetosleepwithyourwife。"
"Ha!ha!Youaremistakeninme,Iassureyou。I’llbetfiftysequinsthatIwillremainintheroomacalmspectatorofyourexploits。MydearBetty,wemustpunishthissceptic;gotobedwithhim。"
"Youarejoking。"
"Notatall;tobedwithyou,Ishallloveyouallthemore。"
"Youmustbecrazy,Ishalldonothingofthekind。"
Thecounttookherinhisarms,andcaressingherinthetenderestmannerbeggedhertodohimthisfavour,notsomuchforthetwenty—fiveLouis,astoconvincemethathewasabovevulgarprejudices。Hiscaressesbecameratherfree,butBettyrepulsedhimgentlythoughfirmly,sayingthatshewouldneverconsent,andthathehadalreadywonthebet,whichwasthecase;infinethepoorgirlbesoughthimtokillherratherthanobligehertodoadeedwhichshethoughtinfamous。
Herwords,andthepatheticvoicewithwhichtheywereuttered,shouldhaveshamedhim,buttheyonlyputhimintoafuriousrage。Herepulsedher,callingherthevilestnames,andfinallytellingherthatshewasahypocrite,andhefeltcertainshehadalreadygrantedmeallaworthlessgirlcouldgrant。
Bettygrewpaleasdeath,andfuriousinmyturn,Iranformysword。I
shouldprobablyhaverunhimthrough,iftheinfamousscoundrelhadnotfledintothenextroom,wherehelockedhimselfin。
IwasindespairatseeingBetty’sdistress,ofwhichIhadbeentheinnocentcause,andIdidmybesttosootheher。
Shewasinanalarmingstate。Herbreathcamewithdifficulty,hereyesseemedreadytostartoutofherhead,herlipswerebloodlessandtrembling,andherteethshuttighttogether。Everyoneintheinnwasasleep。Icouldnotcallforhelp,andallIcoulddowastodashwaterinherface,andspeaksoothingwords。
Atlastshefellasleep,andIremainedbesideherformorethantwohours,attentivetoherleastmovements,andhopingthatshewouldawakestrengthenedandrefreshed。
Atday—breakIheardl’Etoilegoingoff,andIwasgladofit。Thepeopleoftheinnknockedatourdoor,andthenBettyawoke。
"Areyoureadytogo,mydearBetty?"
"Iammuchbetter,butIshouldsolikeacupoftea。"
TheItalianscannotmaketea,soItookwhatshegaveme,andwenttoprepareitmyself。
WhenIcamebackIfoundherinhalingthefreshmorningairatthewindow。Sheseemedcalm,andIhopedIhadcuredher。Shedrankafewcupsoftea(ofwhichbeveragetheEnglishareveryfond),andsoonregainedhergoodlooks。
Sheheardsomepeopleintheroomwherewehadsupped,andaskedmeifI
hadtakenupthepursewhichIhadplacedonthetable。Ihadforgottenitcompletely。
Ifoundmypurseandapieceofpaperbearingthewords,"billofexchangeforthreethousandcrowns。"Theimpostorhadtakenitoutofhispocketinmakinghisbet,andhadforgottenit。ItwasdatedatBordeaux,drawnonawinemerchantatParistol’Etoile’sorder。Itwaspayableatsight,andwasforsixmonths。Thewholethingwasutterlyirregular。
ItookittoBetty,whotoldmesheknewnothingaboutbills,andbeggedmetosaynothingmoreaboutthatinfamousfellow。Shethensaid,inavoiceofwhichIcangivenoidea,——
"Forpity’ssakedonotabandonapoorgirl,moreworthyofcompassionthanblame!"
Ipromisedheragaintohaveallafather’scareforher,andsoonafterweproceededonourjourney。
Thepoorgirlfellasleep,andIfollowedherexample。Wewereawokebythevetturinowhoinformedus,greatlytoourastonishment,thatwewereatMonterosi。Wehadsleptforsixhours,andhaddoneeighteenmiles。
WehadtostayatMonterositillfouro’clock,andweweregladofit,forweneededtimeforreflection。
InthefirstplaceIaskedaboutthewretcheddeceiver,andwastoldthathehadmadeaslightmeal,paidforit,andsaidhewasgoingtospendthenightatLaStorta。
Wemadeagooddinner,andBettypluckingupaspiritsaidwemustconsiderthecaseofherinfamousbetrayer,butforthelasttime。
"Beafathertome,"saidshe;"donotadvisebutcommand;youmayreckononmyobedience。Ihavenoneedtogiveyouanyfurtherparticulars,foryouhaveguessedallexceptthehorrorwithwhichthethoughtofmybetrayernowinspiresme。Ifithadnotbeenforyou,hewouldhaveplungedmeintoanabyssofshameandmisery。"
"CanyoureckonontheEnglishmanforgivingyou?"
"Ithinkso。"
"ThenwemustgobacktoLeghorn。Areyoustrongenoughtofollowthiscounsel?Iwarnyouthatifyouapproveofit,itmustbeputintoexecutionatonce。Young,pretty,andvirtuousasyouare,youneednotimaginethatIshallallowyoutogobyyourself,orinthecompanyofstrangers。IfyouthinkIloveyou,andfindmeworthyofyouresteem,thatissufficientregardforme。Iwilllivewithyoulikeafather,ifyouarenotinapositiontogivememarksofamoreardentaffection。
BesureIwillkeepfaithwithyou,forIwanttoredeemyouropinionofmen,andtoshewyouthattherearemenashonourableasyourseducerwasvile。"
Bettyremainedforaquarterofanhourinprofoundsilence,herheadrestingonherelbows,andhereyesfixedonmine。Shedidnotseemeitherangryorastonished,butasfarasIcouldjudgewaslostinthought。Iwasgladtoseeherreflective,forthusshewouldbeabletogivemeadecidedanswer:Atlastshesaid:
"Youneednotthink,mydearfriend,thatmysilenceproceedsfromirresolution。IfmymindwerenotmadeupalreadyIshoulddespisemyself。Iamwiseenoughatanyratetoappreciatethewisdomofyourgenerouscounsels。IthankProvidencethatIhavefallenintothehandsofsuchamanwhowilltreatmeasifIwerehisdaughter。"
"ThenwewillgobacktoLeghorn,andstartimmediately。"
"MyonlydoubtishowtomanagemyreconcilliationwithSirB————M————。
Ihavenodoubthewillpardonmeeventually;butthoughheistenderandgood—heartedheisdelicatewhereapointofhonourisconcerned,andSubjecttosuddenfitsofviolence。ThisiswhatIwanttoavoid;forhemightpossiblykillme,andthenIshouldbethecauseofhisruin。"
"Youmustconsideritontheway,andtellmeanyplansyoumaythinkof。"
"Heisanintelligentman,anditwouldbehopelesstoendeavourtodupehimbyalie。Imustmakeafullconfessioninwritingwithouthidingasinglecircumstance;forifhethoughthewasbeingdupedhisfurywouldbeterrible。Ifyouwillwritetohimyoumustnotsaythatyouthinkmeworthyofforgiveness;youmusttellhimthefactsandleavehimtojudgeforhimself。HewillbeconvincedofmyrepentancewhenhereadstheletterIshallbedewwithmytears,buthemustnotknowofmywhereaboutstillhehaspromisedtoforgiveme。Heisaslavetohiswordofhonour,andweshalllivetogetherallourdayswithoutmyeverhearingofthisslip。IamonlysorrythatIhavebehavedsofoolishly。"
"YoumustnotbeoffendedifIaskyouwhetheryouhaveevergivenhimlikecauseforcomplaintbefore。"
"Never。"
"Whatishishistory?"
"Helivedveryunhappilywithhisfirstwife;andhewasdivorcedfromhissecondwifeforsufficientreasons。TwoyearsagohecametoourschoolwithNancy’sfather,andmademyacquaintance。Myfatherdied,hiscreditorsseizedeverything,andIhadtoleavetheschool,muchtoNancy’sdistressandthatoftheotherpupils。AtthisperiodSirB————
M————tookchargeofme,andgavemeasumwhichplacedmebeyondthereachof,wantfortherestofmydays。Iwasgrateful,andbeggedhimtotakemewithhimwhenhetoldmehewasleavingEngland。Hewasastonished;and,likeamanofhonour,saidhelovedmetoowelltoflatterhimselfthatwecouldtraveltogetherwithouthisentertainingmoreardentfeelingsformethanthoseofafather。Hethoughtitoutofthequestionformetolovehim,saveasadaughter。
"Thisdeclaration,asyoumayimagine,pavedthewayforafullagreement。"
"’Howeveryouloveme,’Isaid,’Ishallbewellpleased,andifIcandoanythingforyouIshallbeallthehappier。’
"Hethengavemeofhisownfreewillawrittenpromisetomarrymeonthedeathofhiswife。Westartedonourtravels,andtillmylateunhappyconnectionInevergavehimtheslightestcauseforcomplaint。"
"Dryyoureyes,dearBetty,heissuretoforgiveyou。IhavefriendsatLeghorn,andnooneshallfindoutthatwehavemadeacquaintance。I
willputyouingoodhands,andIshallnotleavethetowntillIhearyouarebackwithSirB————M—————。IfheproveinexorableIpromisenevertoabandonyou,andtotakeyoubacktoEnglandifyoulike。"
"Buthowcanyousparethetime?"
"Iwilltellyouthetruth,mydearBetty。IhavenothingparticulartodoatRome,oranywhereelse。LondonandRomearealiketome。"
"HowcanIshewmygratitudetoyou?"
Isummonedthevetturino,andtoldhimwemustreturntoViterbo。Heobjected,butIconvincedhimwithacoupleofpiastres,andbyagreeingtousetheposthorsesandtosparehisownanimals。
WegottoViterbobyseveno’clock,andaskedanxiouslyifnoonehadfoundapocket—bookwhichIpretendedIhadlost。Iwastoldnosuchthinghadbeenfound,soIorderedsupperwithcalmness,althoughbewailingmyloss。ItoldBettythatIactedinthissorttoobviateanydifficultieswhichthevetturinomightmakeabouttakingusbacktoSienna,ashemightfeelithisdutytoplaceherinthehandsofhersupposedhusband。Ihadupthesmalltrunk,andafterwehadforcedthelockBettytookouthercloakandthefeweffectsshehadinit,andwetheninspectedtheadventurer’sproperties,mostlikelyallhepossessedintheworld。Afewtatteredshirts,twoorthreepairsofmendedsilkstockings,apairofbreeches,ahare’sfoot,apotofgrease,andascoreoflittlebooks—playsorcomicoperas,andlastlyapacketofletters;suchwerethecontentsofthetrunk。
Weproceededtoreadtheletters,andthefirstthingwenotedwastheaddress:"ToM。L’Etoile,Actor,atMarseilles,Bordeaux,Bayonne,Montpellier,etc。"
IpitiedBetty。Shesawherselfthedupeofavileactor,andherindignationandshameweregreat。
"Wewillreaditallto—morrow,"saidI;"to—daywehavesomethingelsetodo。"
Thepoorgirlseemedtobreatheagain。
Wegotoveroursupperhastily,andthenBettybeggedmetoleaveheraloneforafewmomentsforhertochangeherlinenandgotobed。
"Ifyoulike,"saidI,"Iwillhaveabedmadeupformeinthenextroom。"
"No,dearfriend,oughtInottoloveyoursociety?Whatwouldhavebecomeofmewithoutyou?"
Iwentoutforafewminutes,andwhenIreturnedandcametoherbedsidetowishhergoodnight,shegavemesuchawarmembracethatIknewmyhourwascome。
Reader,youmusttaketherestforgranted。Iwashappy,andIhadreasontobelievethatBettywashappyalso。
Inthemorning,wehadjustfallenasleep,whenthevettuyinoknockedatthedoor。
Idressedmyselfhastilytoseehim。
"Listen,"Isaid,"itisabsolutelynecessaryformetorecovermypocket—book,andIhopetofinditatAcquapendente。"
"Verygood,sir,verygood,"saidtherogue,atrueItalian,"paymeasifIhadtakenyoutoRome,andasequinadayforthefuture,andifyoulike,IwilltakeyoutoEnglandonthoseterms。"
Thevetturinowasevidentlywhatiscalledwideawake。Igavehimhismoney,andwemadeanewagreement。Atseveno’clockwestoppedatMontefiasconetowritetoSirB————M————,sheinEnglish,andIinFrench。
BettyhadnowanairofsatisfactionandassurancewhichIfoundcharming。Shesaidshewasfullofhope,andseemedhighlyamusedatthethoughtofthefigurewhichtheactorwouldcutwhenhearrivedatRomebyhimself。Shehopedthatweshouldcomeacrossthemaninchargeofhertrunk,andthatweshouldhavenodifficultyingettingitback。
"Hemightpursueus。"
"Hedarenotdoso。"
"Iexpectnot,butifhedoesIwillgivehimawarmwelcome。IfhedoesnottakehimselfoffIwillblowouthisbrains。"
BeforeIbeganmylettertoSirB————M————。Bettyagainwarnedmetoconcealnothingfromhim。
"Noteventherewardyougaveme?"
"Oh,yes!Thatisalittlesecretbetweenourselves。"
Inlessthanthreehourstheletterswerecomposedandwritten。Bettywassatisfiedwithmyletter;andherown,whichshetranslatedformybenefit,wasaperfectmasterpieceofsensibility,whichseemedtomecertainofsuccess。
IthoughtofpostingfromSienna,toensureherbeinginaplaceofsafetybeforethearrivalofherlover。
Theonlythingthattroubledmewasthebillofexchangeleftbehindbyl’Etoile,forwhetheritweretrueorfalse,Ifeltboundtodealwithitinsomeway,butIcouldnotseehowitwastobedone。
Wesetoutagainafterdinnerinspiteoftheheat,andarrivedatAcquapendenteintheeveningandspentthenightinthedelightsofmutuallove。
AsIwasgettingupinthemorningIsawacarriageinfrontoftheinn,juststartingforRome。IimaginedthatamidstthebaggageBetty’strunkmightbediscovered,andItoldhertogetup,andseeifitwerethere。
Wewentdown,andBettyrecognizedthetrunkshehadconfidedtoherseducer。
Webeggedthevetturinotorestoreittous,buthewasinflexible;andashewasintherightwehadtosubmit。TheonlythinghecoulddowastohaveanembargolaidonthetrunkatRome,thesaidembargotolastforamonth。Anotarywascalled,andourclaimproperlydrawnup。Thevetturino,whoseemedanhonestandintelligentfellow,assuredushehadreceivednothingelsebelongingtotheComtedel’Etoile,sowewereassuredthattheactorwasamerebeggaronthelookoutforpickings,andthattheragsinthesmalltrunkwereallhispossessions。
AfterthisbusinesshadbeendispatchedBettybrightenedupamazingly。
"Heaven,"sheexclaimed,"isarrangingeverything。Mymistakewillserveasawarningtomeforthefuture,forthelessonhasbeenasevereone,andmighthavebeenmuchworseifIhadnothadthegoodfortuneofmeetingyou。"
"Icongratulateyou,"Ireplied,"onhavingcuredyourselfsoquicklyofapassionthathaddeprivedyouofyourreason。"
"Ah!awoman’sreasonisafragilething。IshudderwhenIthinkofthemonster;butIverilybelievethatIshouldnothaveregainedmysensesifhehadnotcalledmeahypocrite,andsaidthathewascertainIhadalreadygrantedyoumyfavours。Theseinfamouswordsopenedmyeyes,andmademeseemyshame。IbelieveIwouldhavehelpedyoutopiercehimtotheheartifthecowardhadnotrunaway。ButIamgladhedidrunaway,notforhissakebutforours,forweshouldhavebeeninanunpleasantpositionifhehadbeenkilled。"
"Youareright;heescapedmyswordbecauseheisdestinedfortherope。"
"Lethimlooktothathimself,butIamsurehewillneverdaretoshewhisfacebeforeyouormeagain。"
WereachedRadicofaniatteno’clock,andproceededtowritepostscriptstoourletterstoSirB————M————Weweresittingatthesametable,BettyoppositetothedoorandIclosetoit,sothatanyonecomingincouldnothaveseenmewithoutturninground。
Bettywasdressedwithalldecencyandneatness,butIhadtakenoffmycoatonaccountofthesuffocatingheat。Nevertheless,thoughIwasinshirtsleeves,IshouldnothavebeenashamedofmyattirebeforethemostrespectablewomaninItaly。
AllatonceIheardarapidstepcomingalongthepassage,andthedoorwasdashedopen。Afurious—lookingmancamein,and,seeingBetty,criedout,——
"Ah!thereyouare。"
Ididnotgivehimtimetoturnroundandseeme,butleaptuponhimandseizedhimbytheshoulders。IfIhadnotdonesohewouldhaveshotmedeadonthespot。
AsIleaptuponhimIhadinvoluntarilyclosedthedoor,andashecried,"Letmego,traitor!"Bettyfellonherkneesbeforehim,exclaiming,"No,no!heismypreserver。"
SirB————M————wastoomadwithragetopayanyattentiontoher,andkepton,———
"Letmego,traitors"
Asmaybeimagined,Ididnotpaymuchattentiontothisrequestsolongastheloadedpistolwasinhishand。
InourstrugglesheatlastfelltothegroundandIontopofhim。
Thelandlordandhispeoplehadheardtheuproar,andweretryingtogetin;butaswehadfallenagainstthedoortheycouldnotdoso。
Bettyhadthepresenceofmindtosnatchthepistolfromhishand,andI
thenlethimgo,calmlyobserving,"Sir,youarelabouringunderadelusion。"
AgainBettythrewherselfonherknees,begginghimtocalmhimself,asI
washerpreservernotherbetrayer。
"Whatdoyoumeanby’preserver’?"saidB————M————
Bettygavehimtheletter,saying,——
"Readthat。"
TheEnglishmanreadtheletterthroughwithoutrisingfromtheground,andasIwascertainofitseffectIopenedthedoorandtoldthelandlordtosendhispeopleaway,andtogetdinnerforthree,aseverythinghadbeensettled。
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CHAPTERXIII
Rome——TheActor’sPunishment——LordBaltimore——Naples——SaraGoudar——
DepartureofBetty——Agatha——Medina——Albergoni——MissChudleigh——ThePrinceofFrancavilla——TheSwimmersAsIfellovertheEnglishmanIhadstruckmyhandagainstanail,andthefourthfingerofmylefthandwasbleedingasifaveinhadbeenopened。Bettyhelpedmetotieahandkerchiefaroundthewound,whileSirB————M————readtheletterwithgreatattention。IwasmuchpleasedwithBetty’saction,itshewedshewasconfident,andsureofherlover’sforgiveness。
Itookupmycoatandcarpet—bag,andwentintothenextroomtochangemylinen,anddressfordinner。AnydistressattheterminationofmyintriguewithBettywasamplycompensatedforbymyjoyatthehappyendingofatroublesomeaffairwhichmighthaveprovedfatalforme。
Idressedmyself,andthenwaitedforhalfanhour,asIheardBettyandSirB————M————speakinginEnglishcalmlyenough,andIdidnotcaretointerruptthem。AtlasttheEnglishmanknockedatmydoor,andcameinlookinghumbleandmortified。HesaidhewassureIhadnotonlysavedBetty,buthadeffectuallycuredherofherfolly。
"Youmustforgivemyconduct,sir,"saidhe,"forIcouldnotguessthatthemanIfoundwithherwashersaviourandnotherbetrayer。IthankHeavenwhichinspiredyouwiththeideaofcatchingholdofmefrombehind,asIshouldcertainlyhavekilledyouthemomentIseteyesonyou,andatthismomentIshouldbethemostwretchedofmen。Youmustforgiveme,sir,andbecomemyfriend。"
Iembracedhimcordially,tellinghimthatifIhadbeeninhisplaceI
shouldhaveactedinapreciselysimilarmanner。
Wereturnedtotheroom,andfoundBettyleaningagainstthebed,andweepingbitterly。
Thebloodcontinuingtoflawfrommywound,Isentforasurgeonwhosaidthataveinhadbeenopened,andthataproperligaturewasnecessary。
Bettystillwept,soItoldSirB————M————thatinmyopinionshedeservedhisforgiveness。
"Forgiveness?"saidhe,"youmaybesureIhavealreadyforgivenher,andshewelldeservesit。PoorBettyrepenteddirectlyyoushewedherthepathshewastreading,andthetearssheissheddingnowaretearsofsorrowathermistake。Iamsuresherecognizesherfolly,andwillneverbeguiltyofsuchaslipagain。
Emotionisinfectious。Bettywept,SirB————M————wept,andIwepttokeepthemcompany。Atlastnaturecalledattruce,andbydegreesoursobsandtearsceasedandwebecamecalmer。
SirB————M————,whowasevidentlyamanofthemostgenerouscharacter,begantolaughandjest,andhiscaresseshadgreateffectincalmingBetty。Wemadeagooddinner,andthechoiceMuscatputusallinthebestofspirits。
SirB————M————saidwehadbetterrestforadayortwo;hehadjourneyedfifteenstagesinhothaste,andfeltinneedofrepose。
HetoldusthatonarrivingatLeghorn,andfindingnoBettythere,hehaddiscoveredthathertrunkhadbeenbookedtoRome,andthattheofficertowhomitbelongedhadhiredahorse,leavingawatchasapledgeforit。SirB————M————recognizedBetty’swatch,andfeelingcertainthatshewaseitheronhorsebackwithherseducerorinthewagonwithhertrunk,heimmediatelyresolvedtopursue。
"Iprovidedmyself,"headded,"withtwogoodpistols,notwiththeideaofusingoneagainsther,formyfirstthoughtaboutherwaspity,andmysecondforgiveness;butIdeterminedtoblowoutthescoundrel’sbrains,andImeantodoityet。WewillstartforRometo—morrow。"
SirB————M————’sconcludingwordsfilledBettywithjoy,andIbelieveshewouldhavepiercedherperfidiouslovertotheheartifhehadbeenbroughtbeforeheratthatmoment。
"WeshallfindhimatRoland’s,"saidI。
SirB————M————tookBettyinhisarms,andgazedatmewithanairofcontent,asifhewouldhaveshewnmethegreatnessofanEnglishheart——
agreatnesswhichmorethanatonesforitsweakness。
"Iunderstandyourpurpose,"Isaid,"butyoushallnotexecuteyourplanswithoutme。Letmehavethechargeofseeingthatjusticeisdoneyou。Ifyouwillnotagree,IshallstartforRomedirectly,Ishallgettherebeforeyou,andshallgivethewretchedactorwarningofyourapproach。IfyouhadkilledhimbeforeIshouldhavesaidnothing,butatRomeitisdifferent,andyouwouldhavereasontorepentofhavingindulgedyourrighteousindignation。Youdon’tknowRomeandpriestlyjustice。Come,givemeyourhandandyourwordtodonothingwithoutmyconsent,orelseIshallleaveyoudirectly。"
SirB————M————wasamanofmyownheightbutsomewhatthinner,andfiveorsixyearsolder;thereaderwillunderstandhischaracterwithoutmydescribingit。
Myspeechmusthaveratherastonishedhim,butheknewthatmydispositionwasbenevolent,andhecouldnothelpgivingmehishandandhispledge。
"Yes,dearest,"saidBetty,"leavevengeancetothefriendwhomHeavenhassentus。"
"Iconsenttodoso,providedeverythingisdoneinconcertbetweenus。"
Afterthisweparted,andSirB————M————,beinginneedofrest,IwenttotellthevetturinothatweshouldstartforRomeagainonthefollowingday。
"ForRome!Thenyouhavefoundyourpocketbook?Itseemstome,mygoodsir,thatyouwouldhavebeenwisernottosearchforit。"
Theworthyman,seeingmyhanddoneupinlint,imaginedIhadfoughtaduel,andindeedeverybodyelsecametothesameconclusion。
SirB————M————hadgonetobed,andIspenttherestofthedayinthecompanyofBetty,whowasoverflowingwiththegratitude。Shesaidwemustforgetwhathadpassedbetweenus,andbethebestoffriendsfortherestofourdays,withoutathoughtofanyfurtheramorousrelations。
Ihadnotmuchdifficultyinassentingtothiscondition。
Sheburnedwiththedesireforvengeanceonthescoundrellyactorwhohaddeceivedher;butIpointedoutthatherdutywastomoderateSirB————
M————’spassions,asifheattemptedanyviolenceinRomeitmightproveaveryseriousmatterforhim,besidesitsbeingtothedisadvantageofhisreputationtohavetheaffairtalkedof。
"Ipromiseyou,"Iadded,"tohavetherogueimprisonedassoonaswereachRome,andthatoughttobesufficientvengeanceforyou。Insteadoftheadvantagesheproposedforhimself,hewillreceiveonlyshameandallthemiseryofaprison。"
SirB————M————sleptsevenoreighthours,androsetofindthatagooddealofhisragehadevaporated。Heconsentedtoabidebymyarrangements,ifhecouldhavethepleasureofpayingthefellowavisit,ashewantedtoknowhim。
AfterthissensibledecisionandagoodsupperIwenttomylonelycouchwithoutanyregret,forIwashappyintheconsciousnessofhavingdoneagoodaction。
Westartedatday—breakthenextmorning,andwhenwereachedAcquapendenteweresolvedtoposttoRome。Bythepostthejourneytooktwelvehours,otherwiseweshouldhavebeenthreedaysontheroad。
AssoonaswereachedRomeIwenttothecustomhouseandputinthedocumentrelatingtoBetty’strunk。ThenextdayitwasdulybroughttoourinnandhandedovertoBetty。
AsSirB————M————hadplacedthecaseinmyhandsIwenttothebargello,animportantpersonatRome,andanexpeditiousofficerwhenheseesacaseclearlyandfeelssurethattheplaintiffsdonotmindspendingtheirmoney。Thebargelloisrich,andliveswell;hehasanalmostfreeaccesstothecardinal—vicar,thegovernor,andeventheHolyFatherhimself。
Hegavemeaprivateinterviewdirectly,andItoldhimthewholestory,finallysayingthatallweaskedforwasthattherogueshouldbeimprisonedandafterwardsexpelledfromRome。
"Yousee,"Iadded,"thatourdemandisaverymoderateone,andwecouldgetallwewantbytheordinarychannelsofthelaw;butweareinahurry,andIwantyoutotakechargeofthewholeaffair。Ifyoucaretodosoweshallbepreparedtodefraylegalexpensestotheextentoffiftycrowns。"
Thebargelloaskedmetogivehimthebillofexchangeandalltheeffectsoftheadventurer,includingtheletters。
Ihadthebillinmypocketandgaveithimonthespot,takingareceiptinexchange。Itoldhimtosendtotheinnfortherest。
"AssoonasIhavemadehimconfessthefactsyouallegeagainsthim,"
saidthebargello,"weshallbeabletodosomething。IhavealreadyheardthatheisatRoland’s,andhasbeentryingtogettheEnglishwoman’strunk。Ifyoulikedtospendahundredcrownsinsteadoffiftywecouldsendhimtothegalleysforacoupleofyears。"
"Wewillseeaboutthat,"saidI,"forthepresentwewillhavehimintoprison。"
Hewasdelightedtohearthatthehorsewasnotl’Etoile’sproperty,andsaidthatifIlikedtocallatnineo’clockhewouldhavefurthernewsforme。
IsaidIwouldcome。IreallyhadagooddealtodoatRome。IwantedtoseeCardinalBernisinthefirstplace,butIpostponedeverythingtotheaffairofthemoment。
Iwentbacktotheinnandwastoldbyavaletdeplace,whomSirB————
M————hadhired,thattheEnglishmanhadgonetobed。
Wewereinneedofacarriage,soIsummonedthelandlordandwasastonishedtofindmyselfconfrontedbyRolandinperson。
"How’sthis?"Isaid。"IthoughtyouwerestillatthePlaced’Espagne。"
"IhavegivenmyoldhousetomydaughterwhohasmarriedaprosperousFrenchman,whileIhavetakenthispalacewheretherearesomemagnificentrooms。"
"Hasyourdaughtermanyforeignersstayingatherhousenow?"
"OnlyoneFrenchman,theComtedel’Etoile,whoiswaitingforhisequipagetocomeon。Hehasanexcellenthorse,andIamthinkingofbuyingitfromhim。"
"Iadviseyoutowaittillto—morrow,andtosaynothingabouttheadviceIhavegivenyou。"
"WhyshouldIwait?"
"Ican’tsayanymorejustnow。"
ThisRolandwasthefatheroftheTheresewhomIhadlovednineyearsbefore,andwhommybrotherJeanhadmarriedin1762,ayearaftermydeparture。RolandtoldmethatmybrotherwasinRomewithPrinceBeloselski,theRussianambassadortotheCourtofSaxony。
"IunderstoodthatmybrothercouldnotcometoRome。"
"Hecamewithasafe—conductwhichtheDowagerElectressofSaxonyobtainedforhimfromtheHolyFather。Hewantshiscasetobere—tried,andtherehemakesamistake,forifitwereheardahundredtimesthesentencewouldcontinuethesame。Noonewillseehim,everyoneavoidshim,evenMengswillhavenothingtosaytohim。"
"Mengsishere,ishe?IthoughhehadbeenatMadrid。"
"Hehasgotleaveofabsenceforayear,buthisfamilyremainsinSpain。"
Afterhearingallthisnewswhichwasfarfrompleasanttome,asIdidnotwishtoseeMengsormybrother,Iwenttobed,leavingordersthatIwastoberousedintimefordinner。
Inanhour’stimeIwasawakenedbythetidingsthatsomeonewaswaitingtogivemeanote。Itwasoneofthebargello’smen,whohadcometotakeoverl’Etoile’seffects。
AtdinnerItoldSirB————M————whatIhaddone,andweagreedthatheshouldaccompanymetothebargello’sintheevening。
Intheafternoonwevisitedsomeoftheprincipalpalaces,andaftertakingBettybacktotheinnwewenttothebargello,whotoldusourmanwasalreadyinprison,andthatitwouldcostverylittletosendhimtothegalleys。
"BeforemakingupmymindIshouldliketospeaktohim,"saidSirB————
M————。"
"Youcandosoto—morrow。Heconfessedeverythingwithoutanytrouble,andmadeajestofit,sayinghewasnotafraidofanyconsequences,astheyoungladyhadgonewithhimofherownfreewill。Ishewedhimthebillofexchange,butheevincednoemotionwhatever。Hetoldmethathewasanactorbyprofession,butalsoamanofrank。Astothehorse,hesaidhewasatperfectlibertytosellit,asthewatchhehadleftinpledgewasworthmorethanthebeast。"
IhadforgottentoinformthebargellothatthewatchaforesaidbelongedtoBetty。
Wegavetheworthyofficialfiftycrowns,andsuppedwithBetty,whohad,asIhaveremarked,recoveredhertrunk,andhadbeenbusyingherselfinputtingherthingstorights。
Shewasgladtohearthattherascalwasinprison,butshedidnotseemtowishtopayhimavisit。
Wewenttoseehimintheafternoonofthenextday。
Thebargellohadassignedusanadvocate,whomadeoutadocumentdemandingpaymentbytheprisoneroftheexpensesofthejourney,andofhisarrest,togetherwithacertainsumascompensationtothepersonwhomhehaddeceived,unlesshecouldprovehisrighttothetitleofcountinthecourseofsixweeks。
Wefoundl’Etoilewiththisdocumentinhishand;someonewastranslatingitforhimintoFrench。
Assoonastherascalsawme,hesaid,withalaugh,thatIowedhimtwenty—fiveLouisashehadleftBettytosleepwithme。
TheEnglishmantoldhimhelied;itwashethathadsleptwithher。
"AreyouBetty’slover?"askedl’Etoile。
"Yes,andifIhadcaughtyouwithherIshouldhaveblownoutyourbrains,foryouhavedeceivedherdoubly;you’reonlyabeggarlyactor。"
"Ihavethreethousandcrowns。"
"Iwillpaysixthousandifthebillprovestobeagoodone。Inthemeanwhileyouwillstayhere,andifitbefalse,asIexpectitis,youwillgotothegalleys。"
"Verygood。"
"Ishallspeaktomycounsel。"
Wewentoutandcalledontheadvocate,forSirB————M————hadalivelydesiretosendtheimpudentrascaltothegalleys。However,itcouldnotbedone,forl’Etoilesaidhewasquitereadytogiveupthebill,butthatheexpectedSirB————M————topayacrownadayforhiskeepwhileheremainedinprison。
SirB————M————thoughthewouldliketoseesomethingofRome,ashewasthere,andwasobligedtobuyalmosteverythingashehadlefthisbelongingsbehindhim,whileBettywaswellprovidedforashertrunkwasofimmensecapacity。Iwentwiththemeverywhere;itwasnotexactlythelifeIliked,buttherewouldbetimeformetopleasemyselfaftertheyhadgone。IlovedBettywithoutdesiringher,andIhadtakenalikingtotheEnglishmanwhohadanexcellentheart。AtfirsthewantedtostayafortnightatRome,andthentoreturntoLeghorn;buthisfriendLordBaltimore,whohadcometoRomeinthemeanwhile,persuadedhimtopayashortvisittoNaples。
Thisnobleman,whohadwithhimaveryprettyFrenchwomanandtwoservants,saidhewouldseetothejourney,andthatImustjointheparty。IhadmadehisacquaintanceatLondon。
IwasgladtohavetheopportunityofseeingNaplesagain。Welodgedatthe"Crocielles"atChiaggia,orChiaja,astheNeapolitanscallit。
ThefirstnewsIheardwasthedeathoftheDukeofMataloneandthemarriageofhiswidowwithPrinceCaramanica。
Thiscircumstanceputanendtosomeofmyhopes,andIonlythoughtofamusingmyselfwithmyfriends,asifIhadneverbeenatNaplesbefore。
LordBaltimorehadbeenthereseveraltimes,buthismistress,Betty,andSirB————M————,werestrangers,andwantedtoseeeverything。I
accordinglyactedascicerone,forwhichpartIandmylord,too,weremuchbetterqualifiedthanthetediousandignorantfellowswhohadanofficialrighttothattitle。
ThedayafterourarrivalIwasunpleasantlysurprisedtoseethenotoriousChevalierGoudar,whomIhadknownatLondon。HecalledonLordBaltimore。
ThisfamousrouthadahouseatPausilippo,andhiswifewasnoneotherthantheprettyIrishgirlSara,formerlyadrawerinaLondontavern。
Thereaderhasbeenalreadyintroducedtoher。GoudarknewIhadmether,sohetoldmewhoshewas,invitingusalltodinewithhimthenextday。
Saraskewednosurprisenorconfusionatthesightofme,butIwaspetrified。Shewasdressedwiththeutmostelegance,receivedcompanyadmirably,spokeItalianwithperfectcorrectness,talkedsensibly,andwasexquisitelybeautiful;Iwasstupefied;themetamorphosiswassogreat。
Inaquarterofanhourfiveorsixladiesofthehighestrankarrived,withtenortwelvedukes,princes,andmarquises,tosaynothingofahostofdistinguishedstrangers。
Thetablewaslaidforthirty,butbeforedinnerMadameGoudarseatedherselfatthepiano,andsangafewairswiththevoiceofasiren,andwithaconfidencethatdidnotastonishtheotherguestsastheyknewher,butwhichastonishedmeextremely,forhersingingwasreallyadmirable。
Goudarhadworkedthismiracle。Hehadbeeneducatinghertobehiswifeforsixorsevenyears。
AftermarryingherhehadtakenhertoParis,Vienna,Venice,Florence,Rome,etc。,everywhereseekingfortune,butinvain。FinallyhehadcometoNaples,wherehehadbroughthiswifeintothefashionofobliginghertorenounceinpublictheerrorsoftheAnglicanheresy。ShehadbeenreceivedintotheCatholicChurchundertheauspicesoftheQueenofNaples。TheamusingpartinallthiswasthatSara,beinganIrishwoman,hadbeenbornaCatholic,andhadneverceasedtobeone。
Allthenobility,eventotheCourt,wenttoseeSara,whileshewentnowhere,fornooneinvitedher。Thiskindofthingisacharacteristicofnobilityalltheworldover。
Goudartoldmealltheseparticulars,andconfessedthatheonlymadehislivingbygaming。Faroandbiribiweretheonlypillarsofhishouse;
buttheymusthavebeenstrongones,forhelivedingreatstyle。
Heaskedmetojoinwithhim,andIdidnotcaretorefuse;mypursewasfastapproachingtotaldepletion,andifitwerenotforthisresourceI
couldnotcontinuelivinginthestyletowhichIhadbeenaccustomed。
HavingtakenthisresolutionIdeclinedreturningtoRomewithBettyandSirB————M—————,whowantedtorepaymeallIhadspentonheraccount。
Iwasnotinapositiontobeostentatious,soIacceptedhisgenerousoffer。
TwomonthslaterIheardthatl’EtoilehadbeenliberatedbytheinfluenceofCardinalBernis,andhadleftRome。NextyearIheardatFlorencethatSirB————M—————hadreturnedtoEngland,wherenodoubthemarriedBettyassoonashebecameawidower。
AsforthefamousLordBaltimoreheleftNaplesafewdaysaftermyfriends,andtravelledaboutItalyinhisusualway。ThreeyearslaterhepaidforhisBritishbravadowithhislife。HecommittedthewildimprudenceoftraversingtheMaremmainAugust,andwaskilledbythepoisonousexhalations。
Istoppedat"Crocielles,"asalltherichforeignerscametolivethere。
Iwasthusenabledtomaketheiracquaintance,andputtheminthewayoflosingtheirmoneyatGoudar’s。Ididnotlikemytask,butcircumstancesweretoostrongforme。
FiveorsixdaysafterBettyhadleftIchancedtomeettheAbbyGama,whohadagedagooddeal,butwasstillasgayandactiveasever。Afterwehadtoldeachotherouradventuresheinformedmethat,asallthedifferencesbetweentheHolySeeandtheCourtofNapleshadbeenadjusted,hewasgoingbacktoRome。
Beforehewent,however,hesaidheshouldliketopresentmetoaladywhomhewassureIshouldbeverygladtoseeagain。
ThefirstpersonsIthoughtofwereDonnaLeonilda,orDonnaLucrezia,hermother;butwhatwasmysurprisetoseeAgatha,thedancerwithwhomIhadbeeninloveatTurinafterabandoningtheCorticelli。
Ourdelightwasmutual,andweproceededtotelleachothertheincidentsofourlivessincewehadparted。
Mytaleonlylastedaquarterofanhour,butAgatha’shistorywasalongone。
ShehadonlydancedayearatNaples。Anadvocatehadfalleninlovewithher,andsheshewedmefourprettychildrenshehadgivenhim。Thehusbandcameinatsupper—time,andasshehadoftentalkedtohimaboutmeherushedtoembracemeassoonasheheardmyname。Hewasanintelligentman,likemostofthepaglettiofNaples。Wesuppedtogetherlikeoldfriends,andtheAbbeGamagoingsoonaftersupperIstayedwiththemtillmidnight,promisingtojointhematdinnerthenextday。
AlthoughAgathawasintheveryflowerofherbeauty,theoldfireswerenotrekindledinme。Iwastenyearsolder。Mycoolnesspleasedme,forIshouldnothavelikedtotroublethepeaceofahappyhome。
AfterleavingAgathaIproceededtoGoudar’s,inwhosebankItookastronginterest。Ifoundadozengamestersroundthetable,butwhatwasmysurprisetorecognizeintheholderofthebankCountMedini。
ThreeorfourdaysbeforethisMedinihadbeenexpelledfromthehouseofM。deChoiseul,theFrenchambassador;hehadbeencaughtcheatingatcards。Ihadalsomyreasontobeincensedagainsthim;and,asthereadermayremember,wehadfoughtaduel。
OnglancingatthebankIsawthatitwasatthelastgasp。Itoughttohaveheldsixhundredounces,andtherewerescarcelyahundred。Iwasinterestedtotheextentofathird。
OnexaminingthefaceofthepunterwhohadmadetheseravagesIguessedthegame。ItwasthefirsttimeIhadseentherascalatGoudar’s。
AttheendofthedealGoudartoldmethatthispunterwasarichFrenchmanwhohadbeenintroducedbyMedini。HetoldmeIshouldnotmindhiswinningthatevening,ashewouldbesuretoloseitallandagooddealmoreanothertime。
"Idon’tcarewhothepunteris,"saidI,"itisnotoftheslightestconsequencetome,asItellyouplainlythataslongasMediniisthebankerIwillhavenothingtodowithit。"
"IhavetoldMediniaboutitandwantedtotakeathirdawayfromthebank,butheseemedoffendedandsaidhewouldmakeupanylosstoyou,butthathecouldnothavethebanktouched。"
"Verygood,butifhedoesnotbringmemymoneybyto—morrowmorningtherewillbetrouble。Indeed,theresponsibilitylieswithyou,forI
havetoldyouthataslongasMedinidealsIwillhavenothingtodowithit。"
"Ofcourseyouhaveaclaimonmefortwohundredounces,butIhopeyouwillbereasonable;itwouldberatherhardformetolosetwo—thirds。"
KnowingGoudartobeagreaterrascalthanMedini,Ididnotbelieveawordhesaid;andIwaitedimpatientlyfortheendofthegame。
Atoneo’clockitwasallover。Theluckypunterwentoffwithhispocketsfullofgold,andMedini,affectinghighspirits,whichwereverymuchoutofplace,sworehisvictoryshouldcosthimdear。
"Willyoukindlygivememytwohundredounces,"saidI,"for,ofcourse,GondartoldyouthatIwasoutofit?"
"Iconfessmyselfindebtedtoyouforthatamount,asyouabsolutelyinsist,butpraytellmewhyyourefusetobeinterestedinthebankwhenIamdealing。"
"BecauseIhavenoconfidenceinyourluck。"
"Youmustseethatyourwordsarecapableofaveryunpleasantinterpretation。"
"Ican’tpreventyourinterpretingmywordsasyouplease,butIhavearighttomyownopinion。Iwantmytwohundredounces,andIamquitewillingtoleaveyouanymoneysyouproposetomakeoutoftheconquerorofto—night。YoumustmakeyourarrangementswithM。Goudar,andbynoonto—morrow,you,M。Goudar,willbringmethatsum。"
"Ican’tremityouthemoneytillthecountgivesitme,forIhaven’tgotanymoney。"
"Iamsureyouwillhavesomemoneybytwelveo’clockto—morrowmorning。
Goodnight。"
Iwouldnotlistentoanyoftheirswindlingarguments,andwenthomewithouttheslightestdoubtthattheyweretryingtocheatme。I
resolvedtowashmyhandsofthewholegangassoonasIhadgotmymoneybackbyfairmeansorfoul。
AtninethenextmorningIreceivedanotefromMedini,beggingmetocallonhimandsettlethematter。IrepliedthathemustmakehisarrangementswithGoudar,andIbeggedtobeexcusedcallingonhim。
Inthecourseofanhourhepaidmeavisit,andexertedallhiseloquencetopersuademetotakeabillfortwohundredounces,payableinaweek。Igavehimasharprefusal,sayingthatmybusinesswaswithGoudarandGondaronly,andthatunlessIreceivedthemoneybynoonI
shouldproceedtoextremities。Mediniraisedhisvoice,andtoldmethatmylanguagewasoffensive;andforthwithItookupapistolandplaceditagainsthischeek,orderinghimtoleavetheroom。Heturnedpale,andwentawaywithoutaword。
AtnoonIwenttoGondar’swithoutmysword,butwithtwogoodpistolsinmypocket。Mediniwasthere,andbeganbyreproachingmewithattemptingtoassassinatehiminmyownhouse。
Itooknonoticeofthis,buttoldGondartogivememytwohundredounces。
GoudaraskedMedinitogivehimthemoney。
Therewouldundoubtedlyhavebeenaquarrel,ifIhadnotbeenprudentenoughtoleavetheroom,threateningGondarwithruinifhedidnotsendonthemoneydirectly。
JustasIwasleavingthehouse,thefairSaraputherheadoutofthewindow,andbeggedmetocomeupbythebackstairsandspeaktoher。
Ibeggedtobeexcused,soshesaidshewouldcomedown,andinamomentshestoodbesideme。
"Youareintherightaboutyourmoney,"shesaid,"butjustatpresentmyhusbandhasnotgotany;youreallymustwaittwoorthreedays,I
willguaranteethepayment。"
"Iamreallysorry,"Ireplied,"nottobeabletoobligesuchacharmingwoman,buttheonlythingthatwillpacifymeismymoney,andtillI
havehadit,youwillseemenomoreinyourhouse,againstwhichI
declarewar。"
Thereuponshedrewfromherfingeradiamondring,worthatleastfourhundredounces,andbeggedmetoacceptitasapledge。
Itookit,andleftheraftermakingmybow。Shewasdoubtlessastonishedatmybehaviour,forinherstateofdeshabilleshecouldnothavecountedonmydisplayingsuchfirmness。
Iwasverywellsatisfiedwithmyvictory,andwenttodinewiththeadvocate,Agatha’shusband。Itoldhimthestory,begginghimtofindsomeonewhowouldgivemetwohundredouncesonthering。
"Iwilldoitmyself,"saidhe;andhegavemeanacknowledgmentandtwohundredouncesonthespot。HethenwroteinmynamealettertoGoudar,informinghimthathewasthedepositaryofthering。
Thisdone,Irecoveredmygoodtemper。
BeforedinnerAgathatookmeintoherboudoirandshewedmeallthesplendidjewelsIhadgivenherwhenIwasrichandinlove。
"NowIamarichwoman,"saidshe,"andmygoodfortuneisallyourmaking;sotakebackwhatyougaveme。Don’tbeoffended;Iamsogratefultoyou,andmygoodhusbandandIagreedonthisplanthismorning。"
TotakeawayanyscruplesImighthave,sheshewedmethediamondsherhusbandhadgivenher;theyhadbelongedtohisfirstwifeandwereworthaconsiderablesum。
Mygratitudewastoogreatforwords,Icouldonlypressherhand,andletmyeyesspeakthefeelingsofmyheart。Justthenherhusbandcamein。
Ithadevidentlybeenconcertedbetweenthem,fortheworthymanembracedme,andbeggedmetoaccedetohiswife’srequest。
Wethenjoinedthecompanywhichconsistedofadozenorsooftheirfriends,buttheonlypersonwhoattractedmyattentionwasaveryyoungman,whomIsetdownatonceasinlovewithAgatha。HisnamewasDonPascalLatilla;andIcouldwellbelievethathewouldbesuccessfulinlove,forhewasintelligent,handsome,andwell—mannered。Webecamefriendsinthecourseofthemeal。
AmongsttheladiesIwasgreatlypleasedwithoneyounggirl。Shewasonlyfourteen,butshelookedeighteen。Agathatoldmeshewasstudyingsinging,intendingtogoonthestageasshewassopoor。
"Sopretty,andyetpoor?"
"Yes,forshewillhaveallornothing;andloversofthatkindarerareinNaples。"
"Butshemusthavesomelover?"
"Ifshehas,noonehasheardofhim。Youhadbettermakeheracquaintanceandgoandseeher。Youwillsoonbefriends。"
"What’shername?"
"Callimena。Theladywhoisspeakingtoherisheraunt,andIexpecttheyaretalkingaboutyou。"
Wesatdowntotheenjoymentofadelicateandabundantmeal。Agatha,I
couldsee,washappy,anddelightedtoshewmehowhappyshewas。TheoldAbbeGamacongratulatedhimselfonhavingpresentedme。DonPascalLatillacouldnotbejealousoftheattentionspaidmebyhisidol,forI
wasastranger,andtheyweremydue;whileherhusbandpridedhimselfonhisfreedomfromthosevulgarprejudicestowhichsomanyNeapolitansaresubject。
InthemidstofallthisgaietyIcouldnothelpstealingmanyafurtiveglancetowardsCallimena。Iaddressedheragainandagain,andsheansweredmepolitelybutsobrieflyastogivemenoopportunityofdisplayingmypowersinthewayofpersiflage。
Iaskedifhernamewasherfamilynameorapseudonym。
"Itismybaptismalname。"
"ItisGreek;but,ofcourse,youknowwhatitmeans?"
"No。"
"Madbeauty,orfairmoon。"
"IamgladtosaythatIhavenothingincommonwithmyname。"
"Haveyouanybrothersorsisters?"
"Ihaveonlyonemarriedsister,withwhomyoumaypossiblybeacquainted。"
"Whatishername,andwhoisherhusband?"
"HerhusbandisaPiedmontese,butshedoesnotlivewithhim。"
"IsshetheMadameSlopiswhotravelswithAston?"
"Exactly。"
"Icangiveyougoodnewsofher。"
AfterdinnerIaskedAgathahowshecametoknowCallimena。
"Myhusbandishergodfather。"
"Whatisherexactage?"
"Fourteen。"
"She’sasimpleprodigy!Whatloveliness!"
"Hersisterisstillhandsomer。"
"Ihaveneverseenher。"
AservantcameinandsaidM。Goudarwouldliketohavealittleprivateconversationwiththeadvocate。
Theadvocatecamebackinaquarterofanhour,andinformedmethatGoudarhadgivenhimthetwohundredounces,andthathehadreturnedhimthering。
"Thenthat’sallsettled,andIamverygladofit。Ihavecertainlymadeaneternalenemyofhim,butthatdoesn’ttroublememuch。"
Webeganplaying,andAgathamademeplaywithCallimena,thefreshnessandsimplicityofwhosecharacterdelightedme。
ItoldherallIknewabouthersister,andpromisedIwouldwritetoTurintoenquirewhethershewerestillthere。ItoldherthatIlovedher,andthatifshewouldallowme,Iwouldcomeandseeher。Herreplywasextremelysatisfactory。
ThenextmorningIwenttowishhergoodday。Shewastakingamusiclessonfromhermaster。Hertalentswerereallyofamoderateorder,butlovemademepronounceherperformancetobeexquisite。
Whenthemasterhadgone,Iremainedalonewithher。Thepoorgirloverwhelmedmewithapologiesforherdress,herwretchedfurniture,andforherinabilitytogivemeaproperbreakfast。
"Allthatmakeyoumoredesirableinmyeyes,andIamonlysorrythatI
cannotofferyouafortune。"
AsIpraisedherbeauty,sheallowedmetokissherardently,butshestoppedmyfurtherprogressbygivingmeakissasiftosatisfyme。
Imadeanefforttorestrainmyardour,andtoldhertotellmetrulywhethershehadalover。
"Notone。"
"Andhaveyouneverhadone?"
"Never。"
"Notevenafancyforanyone?"
"No,never。"
"What,withyourbeautyandsensibility,istherenomaninNapleswhohassucceededininspiringyouwithdesire?"
"Noonehasevertriedtodoso。Noonehasspokentomeasyouhave,andthatistheplaintruth。"
"Ibelieveyou,andIseethatImustmakehastetoleaveNaples,ifI
wouldnotbethemostunhappyofmen。"
"Whatdoyoumean?"
"Ishouldloveyouwithoutthehopeofpossessingyou,andthusIshouldbemostunhappy。"
"Lovemethen,andstay。Tryandmakemeloveyou。Onlyyoumustmoderateyourecstacies,forIcannotloveamanwhocannotexerciseself—restraint。"
"Asjustnow,forinstance?"
"Yes。IfyoucalmyourselfIshallthinkyoudosoformysake,andthuslovewilltreadcloseontheheelsofgratitude。"
ThiswasasmuchastotellmethatthoughshedidnotlovemeyetIhadonlytowaitpatiently,andIresolvedtofollowheradvice。Ihadreachedanagewhichknowsnothingoftheimpatientdesiresofyouth。
Igaveheratenderembrace,andasIwasgettinguptogoIaskedherifshewereinneedofmoney。
Thisquestionmaleherblush,andshesaidIhadbetteraskheraunt,whowasinthenextroom。
Iwentin,andwassomewhatastonishedtofindtheauntseatedbetweentwoworthyCapuchins,whoweretalkingsmalltalktoherwhilesheworkedatherneedle。Atalittledistancethreeyounggirlssatsewing。
Theauntwouldhaverisentowelcomeme,butIpreventedher,askedherhowshedid,andsmilinglycongratulatedheronhercompany。Shesmiledback,buttheCapuchinssatasfirmastwostocks,withouthonouringmewithasmuchasaglance。