WhenIgottoBrussels,whereIspenttwodays,Iwenttothe"Hoteldel’Imperatrice,"andchancesentMdlle。X。C。V。andFarsettiinmyway,butIpretendednottoseethem。FromBrusselsIwentstraighttotheHague,andgotoutatthe"PrinceofOrange。"Onmyaskingthehostwhosatdownathistable,hetoldmehiscompanyconsistedofgeneralofficersoftheHanoverianarmy,sameEnglishladies,andaPrincePiccolominiandhiswife;andthismadememakeupmymindtojointhisillustriousassemblage。
Iwasunknowntoall,andkeepingmyeyesaboutmeIgavemychiefattentiontotheobservationofthesupposedItalianprincess,whowasprettyenough,andmoreespeciallyofherhusbandwhomIseemedtorecognize。InthecourseofconversationIheardsometalkofthecelebratedSt。Germain,anditseemedthathewasstoppinginthesamehotel。
Ihadreturnedtomyroom,andwasthinkingofgoingtobed,whenPrincePiccolominientered,andembracedmeasanoldfriend。
"Alookinyourface,"saidhe,"tellsmethattherecognitionhasbeenmutual。IknewyoudirectlyinspiteofthesixteenyearsthathavepassedsincewesaweachotheratVicenza。To—morrowyoucantelleverybodythatwearefriends,andthatthoughIamnotaprinceIamreallyacount;hereismypassportfromtheKingofNaples,prayreadit。"
DuringthisrapidmonologueIcouldnotgetinasingleword,andonattentivelyscanninghisfeaturesIcouldonlyrecollectthatIhadseenhimbefore,butwhenorwhereorhowIknewnot。IopenedthepassportandreadthenameofRuggerodiRocco,CountPiccolomini。
Thatwasenough;Irememberedanindividualofthatnamewhowasafencing—masterinVicenza,andonlookingathimagainhisaspect,thoughmuchchangedleftnodoubtastotheidentityoftheswordsmanandthecount。
"Icongratulateyou,"saidI,"onyourchangeofemployment,yournewbusinessisdoubtlessmuchbetterthantheold。"
"Itaughtfencing,"hereplied,"tosavemyselffromdyingofhunger,formyfatherwassohardamanthathewouldnotgivemethewherewithaltolive,andIdisguisedmynamesoasnottodisgraceit。Onmyfather’sdeathIsucceededtotheproperty,andatRomeI
marriedtheladyyouhaveseen。"
"Youhadgoodtaste,forshe’saprettywoman。"
"Sheisgenerallythoughtso,anditwasalovematchonmyside。"
Heendedbyaskingmetocomeandseehiminhisroomthenextday,afterdinner,tellingmethatIshouldfindgoodcompanyandabankatfaro,whichhekepthimself。Headded,withoutceremony,thatifIlikedwecouldgohalfshares,andthatIshouldfinditprofitable。Ithankedhim,andpromisedtopayhimavisit。
Iwentabroadatanearlyhournextmorning,andafterhavingspentsometimewiththeJew,Boaz,andhavinggivenapoliterefusaltohisofferofabed,IwenttopaymyrespectstoM。d’Afri,whosincethedeathofthePrincessofOrange,theRegentoftheLowCountries,wasgenerallyknownasHisMostChristianMajesty’sambassador。Hegavemeanexcellentreception,buthesaidthatifIhadreturnedtoHollandhopingtodobusinessonbehalfoftheGovernmentIshouldwastemytime,sincetheactionofthecomptroller—generalhadloweredthecreditofthenation,whichwasthoughttobeonthevergeofbankruptcy。
"ThisM。Silhouette,"saidhe,"hasservedthekingverybadly。Itisallverywelltosaythatpaymentsareonlysuspendedforayear,butitisnotbelieved。"
HethenaskedmeifIknewacertainComtedeSt。Germain,whohadlatelyarrivedattheHague。
"Hehasnotcalledonme,"saidtheambassador,"thoughhesaysheiscommissionedbythekingtonegotiatealoanofahundredmillions。
WhenIamaskedabouthim,IamobligedtosaythatIknownothingabouthim,forfearofcompromisingmyself。Suchareply,asyoucanunderstand,isnotlikelytoincreasehischanceofsuccess,butthatishisfaultandnotmine。WhyhashenotbroughtmealetterfromtheDucdeChoiseulortheMarquisedePompadour?Itakehimtobeanimpostor,butIshallknowsomethingmoreabouthiminthecourseoftendays。"
Itoldhim,inmyturn,allIknewofthistrulyeccentricindividual。HewasnotalittlesurprisedtohearthatthekinghadgivenhimanapartmentatChambord,butwhenItoldhimthatthecountprofessedtobeabletomakediamondshelaughedandsaidthatinthatcasehewouldnodoubtmakethehundredmillions。JustasI
wasleaving,M。d’Afriaskedmetodinewithhimonthefollowingday。
OnreturningtothehotelIcalledontheComtedeSt。Germain。
"Youhaveanticipatedme,"saidhe,onseeingmeenter,"Iintendedtohavecalledonyou。Isuppose,mydearCasanova,thatyouhavecometotrywhatyoucandoforourCourt,butyouwillfindyourtaskadifficultone,astheExchangeishighlyoffendedatthelatedoingsofthatfoolSilhouette。AllthesameIhopeIshallbeabletogetmyhundredmillions。Ihavepassedmywordtomyfriend,LouisXV。(Imaycallhimso),andIcan’tdisappointhim;thebusinesswillbedoneinthenextthreeorfourweeks。"
"IshouldthinkM。d’Afrimightassistyou。"
"Idonotrequirehisassistance。ProbablyIshallnotevencalluponhim,ashemightsayhehelpedme。No,Ishallhaveallthetrouble,andImeantohavealltheglory,too。"
"IpresumeyouwillbegoingtoCourt,wheretheDukeofBrunswickmaybeofservicetoyou?"
"WhyshouldIgotoCourt?AsfortheDukeofBrunswick,Idonotcaretoknowhim。AllIhavegottodoistogotoAmsterdam,wheremycreditissufficientlygoodforanything。IamfondoftheKingofFrance;there’snotabettermaninthekingdom。"
"Well,comeanddineatthehightable,thecompanyisofthebestandwillpleaseyou。"
"YouknowInevereat;moreover,IneversitdownatatablewhereI
maymeetpersonswhoareunknowntome。"
"Then,mylord,farewell;weshallseeeachotheragainatAmsterdam。"
Iwentdowntothedining—roam,where,whiledinnerwasbeingserved,Iconversedwithsomeofficers。TheyaskedmeifIknewPrincePiccolomini,towhichIansweredthathewasnotaprincebutacount,andthatitwasmanyyearssinceIhadseenhim。
Whenthecountandhisfairwife(whoonlyspokeItalian)camedown,Ishewedthemsomepoliteattentions,andwethensatdowntodinner。
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PortraitofthePretendedCountessPiccolomini——QuarrelandDuel——
EstherandHerFather,M。D’O。——EstherStillTakenwiththeCabala——
PiccolominiForgesaBillofExchange:ResultsIAmFleeced,andinDangerofBeingAssassinated——DebauchwiththeTwoPaduanGirls——
IRevealAGreatSecretToEsther——IBatetheRascallySt。Germain;
HisFlight——ManonBalettiProvesFaithlesstoMe;HerLetterAnnouncingHerMarriage:MyDespair——EstherSpendsaDayWithMe——MyPortraitandMyLetterstoManonGetIntoEsther’sHands—IPassaDaywithHer——WeTalkofMarryingEachOtherTheso—calledCountessPiccolominiwasafineexampleoftheadventurers。Shewasyoung,tall,well—made,hadeyesfulloffire,andskinofadazzlingwhiteness;not,however,thatnaturalwhitenesswhichdelightsthosewhoknowthevalueofasatinskinandrosepetals,butratherthatartificialfairnesswhichiscommonlytobeseenatRomeonthefacesofcourtezans,andwhichdisguststhosewhoknowhowitisproduced。Shehadalsosplendidteeth,glorioushairasblackasjet,andarchedeyebrowslikeebony。Totheseadvantagessheaddedattractivemanners,andtherewassomethingintelligentaboutthewayshespoke;butthroughallIsawtheadventuresspeepingout,whichmademedetesther。
AsshedidnotspeakanythingbutItalianthecountesshadtoplaythepartofamuteattable,exceptwhereanEnglishofficernamedWalpolewasconcerned,who,findinghertohistaste,sethimselftoamuseher。IfeltfriendlydisposedtowardsthisEnglishman,thoughmyfeelingswerecertainlynottheresultofsympathy。IfIhadbeenblindordeafSirJamesWalpolewouldhavebeentotallyindifferenttome,aswhatIfeltforhimwastheresultofmyobservation。
AlthoughIdidnotcareforthecountess,forallthatIwentuptoherroomafterdinnerwiththegreaterpartoftheguests。Thecountarrangedagameofwhist,andWalpoleplayedatprimerowiththecountess,whocheatedhiminamasterlymanner;butthoughhesawithelaughedandpaid,becauseitsuitedhispurposetodoso。WhenhehadlostfiftyLouishecalledquarter,andthecountessaskedhimtotakehertothetheatre。Thiswaswhatthegood—naturedEnglishmanwanted;andheandthecountesswentoff,leavingthehusbandplayingwhist。
I,too,wenttotheplay,andaschancewouldhaveitmyneighbourinthepitwasCountTot,brothertothecountfamousforhisstayinConstantinople。
Wehadsomeconversationtogether,andhetoldmehehadbeenobligedtoleaveFranceonaccountofaduelwhichhehadhadwithamanwhohadjestedwithhimfornotbeingpresentatthebattleofMinden,sayingthathehadabsentedhimselfinviewofthebattle。Thecounthadprovedhiscouragewiththeswordontheother’sbody——aroughkindofargumentwhichwasfashionablethenasnow。Hetoldmehehadnomoney,andIimmediatelyputmypurseathisservice;but,asthesayinggoes,akindnessisneverthrownaway,andfiveyearslaterhedidthesamebymeatSt。Petersburg。BetweentheactshehappenedtonoticetheCountessPiccolomini,andaskedmeifIknewherhusband。"Iknowhimveryslightly,"Ianswered,"butwehappentobestayingatthesamehotel。"
"He’saregularblacksheep,"saidthecount,"andhiswife’snobetterthanhe。"
Itseemedthattheyhadalreadywonareputationinthetown。
AftertheplayIwentbacktothehotelbymyself,andthehead—
waitertoldmethatPiccolominihadsetouthot—footwithhisservant,hisonlyluggagebeingalightportmanteau。Hedidnotknowthereasonofthissuddendeparture,butaminuteafterwardsthecountesscamein,andhermaidhavingwhisperedsomethingtohershetoldmethatthecounthadgoneawaybecausehehadfoughtaduelbutthatoftenhappened。SheaskedmetosupwithherandWalpole,andherappetitedidnotseemtosufferfromtheabsenceofherspouse。
Justaswewerefinishingsupper,anEnglishman,whohadbeenofthewhistparty,cameupandtoldWalpolethattheItalianhadbeencaughtcheatingandhadgiventhelietotheirfellowEnglishman,whohaddetectedhim,andthattheyhadgoneouttogether。AnhourafterwardstheEnglishmanreturnedwithtwowounds,oneonthefore—
armandoneontheshoulder。Itwasatriflingaffairaltogether。
Nextday,afterIhadhaddinnerwiththeComted’Afri,IfoundaletterfromPiccolomini,withanenclosureaddressedtothecountess,waitingformeattheinn。Hebeggedmetogivehiswifetheletter,whichwouldinformherofhisplans,andthentobringhertotheVilledeLyonatAmsterdam,wherehewasstaying。HewantedtoknowhowtheEnglishmanwhomhehadwoundedwasgettingon。
Thedutystruckmeasanamusingone,andIshouldhavelaughedwithallmyheartifIhadfelttheleastdesiretoprofitbytheconfidencehewaspleasedtoplaceinme。NeverthelessIwentuptothecountess,whomIfoundsittingupinbedplayingwithWalpole。
Shereadtheletter,toldmethatshecouldnotstarttillthedayfollowing,andinformedmewhattimeshewouldgo,asifithadbeenallsettled;butIsmiledsardonically,andtoldherthatmybusinesskeptmeattheHague,andthatIcouldnotpossiblyescorther。WhenWalpoleheardmesaythisheofferedtobemysubstitute,towhichsheagreed。Theysetoutthedayfollowing,intendingtolieatLeyden。
Twodaysaftertheirdeparture,Iwassittingdowntodinnerwiththeusualcompany,increasedbytwoFrenchmenwhohadjustcome。Afterthesouponeofthemsaid,coolly,"ThefamousCasanovaisnowinHolland。"
"Ishe?"saidtheother,"Ishallbegladtoseehim,andaskforanexplanationwhichhewillnotlike。"
Ilookedattheman,andfeelingcertainthatIhadneverseenhimbeforeIbegantogetenraged;butImerelyaskedthefellowifheknewCasanova。
I’lloughttooknowhim,"saidhe,inthatself—satisfiedtonewhichisalwayssounpleasant。
"Nay,sir,youaremistaken;IamCasanova。"
Withoutlosinghisself—possession,hereplied,insolently,"YouarereallyverymuchmistakenifyouthinkyouaretheonlyCasanovaintheworld。"
Itwasasharpanswer,andputmeinthewrong。Ibitmylipsandheldmytongue,butIwasgrievouslyoffended,anddeterminedtomakehimfindtheCasanovawhowasinHolland,andfromwhomhewasgoingtoextractanunpleasantexplanation,inmyself。InthemeanwhileI
boreaswellasIcouldthepoorfigurehemustbecuttingbeforetheofficersattable,who,afterhearingtheinsolenceofthisyoungblockhead,mighttakemeforacoward。He,theinsolentfellow,hadnoscrupleinabusingthetriumphhisanswerhadgivenhim,andtalkedawayintherandomfashion。AtlastheforgothimselfsofarastoaskfromwhatcountryIcame。
"IamaVenetian,sir,"Ireplied。
"Ah!thenyouareagoodfriendtoFrance,asyourrepublicisunderFrenchprotection。"
Atthesewordsmyill—temperboiledaver,and,inthetoneofvoiceoneusestoputdownapuppy,IrepliedthattheRepublicofVenicewasstrongenoughtodowithouttheprotectionofFranceorofanyotherpower,andthatduringthethirteencenturiesofitsexistenceithadhadmanyfriendsandalliesbutnoprotectors。"Perhaps,"I
ended,"youwillreplybybeggingmypardonfornotknowingthatthesewasonlyoneVeniceintheworld。"
Ihadnosoonersaidthisthanaburstoflaughterfromthewholetablesetmerightagain。Theyoungblockheadseemedtakenabackandinhisturnbithislips,buthisevilgeniusmadehim,strikeinagainatdessert。Asusualtheconversationwentfromonesubjecttoanother,andwebegantotalkabouttheDukeofAlbermarle。TheEnglishmenspokeinhisfavour,andsaidthatifhehadbeenalivetherewouldhavebeennowarbetweenEnglandandFrance;theywereprobablyright,butevenifthedukehadlivedwarmighthavebrokenout,asthetwonationsinquestionhaveneveryetsucceededinunderstandingthatitisforboththeirintereststoliveatpeacetogether。AnotherEnglishmanpraisedLolotte,hismistress。IsaidIhadseenthatcharmingwomanattheDuchessofFulvi’s,andthatnoonedeservedbettertobecometheCountessofEronville。TheCountofEronville,alieutenant—generalandamanofletters,hadjustmarriedher。
IhadscarcelyfinishedwhatIhadtosaywhenMasterBlockheadsaid,withalaugh,thatheknewLolottetobeagoodsortofgirl,ashehadsleptwithheratParis。Icouldrestrainmyselfnolonger;myindignationandrageconsumedme。Itookupmyplate,andmadeasifIwouldthrowitathishead,sayingatthesametime,"Youinfernalliar!"Hegotup,andstoodwithhisbacktothefire,butIcouldseebyhissword—knotthathewasasoldier。
Everybodypretendednottohearanythingofthis,andtheconversationwentonforsometimeonindifferentsubjects;andatlasttheyallrosefromtheirseatsandlefttheroom。
Myenemysaidtohiscompanionthattheywouldseeoneanotheragainaftertheplay,andremainedbythefire,withhiselbowrestingonthechimney—piece。Iremainedattabletillthecompanyhadalllefttheroom,andwhenwewerealonetogetherIgotupandlookedhimstraightintheface,andwentout,walkingtowardsSheveningue,surethathewouldfollowmeifhewereamanofanymettle。WhenIhadgottosomedistancefromthehotelIlookedround,andsawthathewasfollowingmeatadistanceoffiftypaces。
WhenIgottothewoodIstoppedatasuitableplace,andstoodawaitingmyantagonist。Hewastenpacesoffwhenhedrewhissword,andIhadplentyoftimetodrawminethoughhecameonfast。Thefightdidnotlastlong,forassoonashewasnearenoughIgavehimathrustwhichhasneverfailedme,andsenthimbackquickerthanhecame。Hewaswoundedinthechestabovetherightbreast,butasmyswordwasflatandtheopeninglargeenoughthewoundbledeasily。I
loweredmyswordandranuptohim,butIcoulddonothing;hesaidthatweshouldmeetagainatAmsterdam,ifIwasgoingthere,andthathewouldhavehisrevenge。IsawhimagainfiveorsixyearsafterwardsatWarsaw,andthenIdidhimakindness。IheardafterwardsthathisnamewasVarnier,butIdonotknowwhetherhewasidenticalwiththepresidentoftheNationalConventionundertheinfamousRobespierre。
Ididnotreturntothehoteltillaftertheplay,andIthenheardthattheFrenchman,afterhavingthesurgeonwithhimforanhour,hadsetoutforRotterdamwithhisfriend。Wehadapleasantsupperandtalkedcheerfullytogetherwithoutawordbeingsaidabouttheduel,withtheexceptionthatanEnglishladysaid,Iforgetinwhatconnection,thatamanofhonourshouldneverrisksittingdowntodinneratanhotelunlesshefeltinclined,ifnecessary,tofight。
Theremarkwasverytrueatthattime,whenonehadtodrawtheswordforanidleword,andtoexposeone’sselftotheconsequencesofaduel,orelsebepointedat,evenbytheladies,withthefingerofscorn。
IhadnothingmoretokeepmeattheHague,andIsetoutnextmorningbeforeday—breakforAmsterdam。OnthewayIstoppedfordinnerandrecognizedSirJamesWalpole,whotoldmethathehadstartedfromAmsterdamtheeveningbefore,anhouraftergivingthecountessintoherhusband’scharge。Hesaidthathehadgotverytiredofher,ashehadnothingmoretogetfromawomanwhogavemorethanoneasked,ifone’spurse—stringswereopenedwideenough。
IgottoAmsterdamaboutmidnightandtookupmyabodeat"TheOldBible。"TheneighbourhoodofEstherhadawakenedmyloveforthatcharminggirl,andIwassoimpatienttoseeherthatIcouldnotsleep。
Iwentoutaboutteno’clockandcalledonM。d’O,whowelcomedmeinthefriendliestmannerandreproachedmefornothavingalightedathishouse。WhenheheardthatIhadgivenupbusinesshecongratulatedmeonnothavingremoveditintoHolland,asIshouldhavebeenruined。IdidnottellhimthatIhadnearlycometothatinFrance,asIconsideredsuchapieceofinformationwouldnotassistmydesigns。HecomplainedbitterlyofthebadfaithoftheFrenchGovernment,whichhadinvolvedhiminconsiderablelosses;andthenheaskedmetocomeandseeEsther。
Iwastooimpatienttoembracehertostaytobeaskedtwice;Irantogreether。Assoonasshesawmeshegaveacryofsurpriseanddelight,andthrewherselfinmyarms,whereIreceivedherwithfondnessequaltoherown。Ifoundhergrownandimproved;shelookedlovely。Wehadscarcelysatdownwhenshetoldmethatshehadbecomeasskilledinthecabalaasmyself。
"Itmakesmylifehappy,"saidshe,"foritgivesmeapowerovermyfather,andassuresmethathewillnevermarrymetoanyonebutthemanofmychoice。"
"Iamdelightedthatyouextracttheonlygoodthatcanproceedfromthisidlescience,namely,thepowertoguidepersonsdevoidofstrengthofwill。ButyourfathermustthinkthatItaughtyouthesecret?"
"Yes,hedoes;andhesaid,oneday,thathewouldforgivemeanysacrificesImighthavemadetoobtainthisprecioussecretfromyou。"
"Hegoesalittlefurtherthanwedid,mydearestEsther。"
"Yes,andItoldhimthatIhadgaineditfromyouwithoutanysacrifice,andthatnowIwasatruePythonesswithouthavingtoendurethetormentsofthetripod;andIamsurethattherepliesyougavewereinventedbyyourself。"
"ButifthatweresohowcouldIhaveknownwherethepocket—bookwas,orwhethertheshipwassafe?"
"Yousawtheportfolioyourselfandthrewitwhereitwasdiscovered,andasforthevesselyouspokeatrandom;butasyouareanhonestman,confessthatyouwereafraidoftheresults。Iamneversoboldasthat,andwhenmyfatherasksmequestionsofthatkind,myrepliesaremoreobscurethanasibyl’s。Idon’twishhimtoloseconfidenceinmyoracle,nordoIwishhimtobeabletoreproachmewithalossthatwouldinjuremyowninterests。"
"IfyourmistakemakesyouhappyIshallleaveyouinit。Youarereallyawomanofextraordinarytalents——,youarequiteunique。"
"Idon’twantyourcompliments,"saidshe,inarathervexedmanner,"Iwantasincereavowalofthetruth。"
"Idon’tthinkIcangoasfarasthat。"
Atthesewords,whichIpronouncedinaseriousway,Estherwentintoareverie,butIwasnotgoingtolosethesuperiorityIhadoverher,andrackedmybrainstofindsomeconvincingpredictiontheoraclemightmaketoher,andwhileIwasdoingsodinnerwasannounced。
Therewerefourofusattable,andIconcludedthatthefourthofthepartymustbeinlovewithEsther,ashekepthiseyesonherthewholetime。Hewasherfather’sfavouriteclerk,andnodoubtherfatherwouldhavebeengladifshehadfalleninlovewithhim,butI
soonsawthatshewasnotlikelytodoso。Estherwassilentallthroughdinner,andwedidnotmentionthecabalatilltheclerkwasgone。
"Isitpossible,"saidM。d’O,"formydaughtertoobtaintheanswersoftheoraclewithoutyourhavingtaughther?"
"Ialwaysthoughtsuchathingimpossibletillto—day,"Ianswered,"butEstherhasconvincedmethatIwasmistaken。Icanteachthesecrettonoonewithoutlosingitmyself,fortheoathIsworetothesagewhotaughtmeforbidsmetoimpartittoanotherunderpainofforfeiture。Butasyourdaughterhastakennosuchoath,havingacquireditherself,shemaybeforallIknowatperfectlibertytocommunicatethesecrettoanyone。"
Esther,whowasaskeenasarazor,tookcaretosaythatthesameoaththatIhadtakenhadbeenimposedonherbytheoracle,andthatshecouldnotcommunicatethecabalisticsecrettoanyonewithoutthepermissionofhergenius,underpainoflosingitherself。
Ireadherinmostthoughts,andwasrejoicedtoseethathermindwascalmed。Shehadreasontobegratefultome,whetherIhadliedornot,forIhadgivenherapoweroverherfatherwhichafather’skindnesscouldnothaveassured;butsheperceivedthatwhatIhadsaidaboutheroracularabilitieshadbeendictatedmerelybypoliteness,andshewaitedtillwewerealonetomakemeconfessasmuch。
Herworthyfather,whobelievedentirelyintheinfallibilityofouroracles,hadthecuriositytoputthesamequestiontobothofus,toseeifweshouldagreeintheanswer。Estherwasdelightedwiththeidea,asshesuspectedthattheoneanswerwouldflatlycontradicttheother,andM。d’Ohavingwrittenhisquestionontwosheetsofpapergavethemtous。Estherwentuptoherownroomfortheoperation,andIquestionedtheoracleonthetableatwhichwehadhaddinner,inthepresenceofthefather。Estherwasquick,asshecamedownbeforeIhadextractedfromthepyramidtheletterswhichweretocomposemyreply,butasIknewwhattosayassoonasIsawherfatherreadtheanswershegavehimIwasnotlonginfinishingwhatIhadtodo。
M。d’O————askedifheshouldtrytogetridoftheFrenchsecuritiesheheldinspiteofthelosshewouldincurbysellingout。
Esther’soraclereplied,"Youmustsowplentifullybeforeyoureap。Plucknotupthevinebeforetheseasonofthevintage,foryourvineisplantedinafruitfulsoil。"
Mineranasfollows:——
"Ifyouselloutyouwillrepent,fortherewillbeanewcomptroller—general,whowillpayallclaimsbeforeanotheryearhaselapsed。"
Esther’sanswerwasconceivedinthesibyllinestyle,andIadmiredthereadinessofherwit;butminewentrighttothepoint,andtheworthymanembracedusjoyfully,and,takinghishatandstick,saidthatsinceourrepliesagreedhewouldruntheriskoflosingthreemillionfrancsandmakeaprofitoffiveorsixhundredthousandinthecourseoftheyear。Hisdaughterbegantorecant,andwouldhavewarnedhimagainstthedanger,buthe,whowasasfirmasaMussulman,kissedheragain,saying,"Theoracleisnotwonttolie,andevenifitdoesdeceivemethistimeitwillonlybeafourthpartofmyfortunethatIshalllose。"
WhenEstherandIwerealoneIbegantocomplimenther,muchtoherdelight,ontheclevernessofheranswer,theeleganceofherstyle,andherboldness,forshecouldnotbeaswellacquaintedwithFrenchaffairsasIwas。
"Iammuchobligedtoyou,"saidshe,"forhavingconfirmedmyreply,butconfessthatyouliedtopleaseme。"
"Iconfess,sincethatwillpleaseyou,andIwilleventellyouthatyouhavenothingmoretolearn。"
"Youareacruelman!Buthowcouldyoureplythattherewouldbeanothercomptroller—generalinayear’stime,andruntheriskofcompromisingtheoracle?Ineverdaretosaythingslikethat;I
lovetheoracletoowelltoexposeittoshameandconfusion。"
"ThatshewsthatIdonotinventtheanswers;butsincetheoraclehaspronounceditIamwillingtobetthatSilhouettewillbedismissed。"
"Yourobstinacydrivesmetodespair,forIshallnotresttillI
knowthatIamasmuchamasterofthecabalaasyouare,andyetyouwillnotconfessthatyouinventtheanswersyourself。Forcharity’ssakedosomethingtoconvincemeofthecontrary。"
"Iwillthinkitover。"
Ipassedthewholedaywiththisdelightfulgirl,whoseamiabledispositionandgreatwealthwouldhavemademeahappymanifitwerenotformymaster—passion,theloveofindependence,andmyaversiontomakeupmymindtolivefortherestofmydaysinHolland。
InthecourseofmylifeIhaveoftenobservedthatthehappiesthoursareoftentheheraldsofmisfortune。TheverynextdaymyevilgeniustookmetotheVilledeLyon。ThiswastheinnwherePiccolominiandhiswifewerestaying,andIfoundthemthereinthemidstofahordeofcheatsandsharpers,likethemselves。Assoonasthegoodpeopleheardmynametheyrushedforward,sometogreetme,andotherstohaveacloserlookatme,asifIweresomestrangewildbeast。AmongstthosepresentwereaChevalierdeSabi,whoworetheuniformofaPolishmajor,andprotestedhehadknownmeatDresden;aBarondeWiedan,claimingBohemiaashisfatherland,whogreetedmebysayingthathisfriendtheComteSt。GermainhadarrivedattheEtoiled’Orient,andhadbeenenquiringafterme;anattenuated—lookingbravowhowasintroducedtomeastheChevalierdelaPerine,whomIrecognizedatthefirstglanceasthefellowcalledTalvis,whohadrobbedthePrince—BishopofPresburg,whohadlentmeahundredLouisthesameday,andwithwhomIhadfoughtaduelatParis。Finally,therewasanItaliannamedNeri,wholookedlikeablacksmithminushishonesty,andsaidthatherememberedseeingmeoneeveningatthecasino。IrecollectedhavingseenhimattheplacewhereImetthewretchedLucie。
Inthemidstofthisbandofcut—pursesIsawtheso—calledwifeofthepretendedChevalierdeSabi,aprettywomanfromSaxony,who,speakingItalianindifferentlywell,waspayingheraddressestotheCountessPiccolomini。
Ibitmylipswithangertofindmyselfinsuchhonourablecompany,butputtingagoodfaceonabadgameIgreetedeverybodypolitely,andthendrawingarollofahundredLouisfrommypocketIpresentedthemtoMasterPerineTalvis,tellinghimIwasgladtobeabletoreturnthemtohimwithmybestthanks。
Mypolitenessdidnotmeetwithmuchofareception,fortheimpudentscoundrelansweredme,ashepocketedthemoney,thatherememberedhavinglentitmeatPresburg,buthealsorememberedamoreimportantmatter。
"Andpraywhatisthat?"saidI,inadryandhalf—disdainfultone。
"Youowemearevengeatthesword’spoint,asyouknowrightwell。
Hereisthemarkofthegashyougavemesevenyearsago。"
Sosaying,thewretchedlittlemanopenedhisshirtandshewedthesmallroundscar。Thisscene,whichbelongedmoretofarcethancomedy,seemedtohavestruckalltongueswithparalysis。
"AnywhereelsethaninHolland,whereimportantanddelicatebusinessdebarsmefromfighting,Ishallbegladtomeetyouandmarkyouagain,ifyoustilldesiretocrossswordswithme;butwhileIamhereImustbegyounottodisturbme。Allthesame,youmayaswellknowthatInevergooutwithoutacoupleoffriendsinmypockets,andthatifyouattackmeIshallblowyourbrainsoutinself—
defence"
"Myrevengemustbewithcrossedswords,"saidhe。"However,Iwillletyoufinishyourbusiness。"
"Youwilldowisely。"
Piccolomini,whohadbeencastingahungryeyeuponmyhundredlouis,proposedimmediatelyafterwardsabankatfaro,andbegantodeal。
Prudencewouldhaverestrainedmefromplayinginsuchcompany,butthedictatesofprudencewereovercomebymydesiretogetbackthehundredlouiswhichIhadgivenTalvis,soIcutin。Ihadarunofbadluckandlostahundredducats,but,asusual,mylossonlyexcitedme。IwishedtoregainwhatIhadlost,soIstayedtosupper,andafterwards,withbetterluck,wonbackmymoney。Iwascontenttostopatthis,andtoletthemoneyIhadpaidtoTalvisgo,soIaskedPiccolominitopayme,whichhedidwithabillofexchangeonanAmsterdambankdrawnbyafirminMiddlesburg。AtfirstImadesomedifficultyintakingit,onthepretextthatitwouldbedifficulttonegotiate,buthepromisedtoletmehavethemoneynextday,andIhadtogivein。
Imadehastetoleavethiscut—throatplace,afterrefusingtolendTalvisahundredLouis,whichhewantedtoborrowofmeonthestrengthoftherevengeIowedhim。Hewasinabadhumour,bothonthisaccountandbecausehehadlostthehundredLouisIhadpaidhim,andheallowedhimselftouseabusivelanguage,whichItreatedwithcontempt。Iwenttobed,promisingmyselfnevertosetfootinsuchaplaceagain。
Thenextmorning,however,IwentoutwiththeintentionofcallingonPiccolominitogetthebillofexchangecashed,butonmywayI
happenedtogointoacoffee—houseandtomeetRigerboos,Therese’sfriend,whoseacquaintancethereaderhasalreadymade。Aftergreetingeachother,andtalkingaboutTherese,whowasnowinLondonanddoingwell,Iskewedhimmybill,tellinghimthecircumstancesunderwhichIhadit。Helookedatitclosely,andsaid,"It’saforgery,andtheoriginalfromwhichitwascopiedwashonouredyesterday。"
HesawthatIcouldscarcelybelieveit,andtoldmetocomewithhimtobeconvincedofthetruthofwhathesaid。
Hetookmetoamerchantofhisacquaintance,whoskewedmethegenuinebill,whichhehadcashedthedaybeforeforanindividualwhowasunknowntohim。InmyindignationIbeggedRigerboostocomewithmetoPiccolomini,tellinghimthathemightcashitwithoutremark,andthatotherwisehewouldwitnesswhathappened。
Wearrivedatthecount’sandwerepolitelyreceived,thecountaskingmetogivehimthebillandhewouldsendittothebanktobecashed,butRigerboosbrokeinbysayingthatitwouldbedishonoured,asitwasamerecopyofabillwhichhadbeencashedtheeveningbefore。
Piccolominipretendedtobegreatlyastonished,andsaidthat,"thoughhecouldnotbelieveit,hewouldlookintothematter。"
"Youmaylookintoitwhenyouplease,"saidI,"butinthemeantimeIshouldbeobligedbyyourgivingmefivehundredflorins。"
"Youknowme,sir,"saidhe,raisinghisvoice,"Iguaranteetopayyou,andthatoughttobeenough。"
"Nodoubtitwouldbeenough,ifIchose;butIwantmymoney。"
Atthishiswifecameinandbegantotakeherpartinthedispute,andonthearrivalofthecount’sman,averycut—threat,Rigerboostookholdofmebythearmanddrewmeforciblyaway。"Followme,"
saidhe,whenwewereoutside,"andletmeseetothisbusinessmyself。"Hetookmetoafine—lookingman,whoturnedouttobethelieutenantofpolice,andafterhehadheardthecasehetoldmetogivehimthebillofexchangeandtosaywhereIwasgoingtodine。
ItoldhimIshouldbeatM。d’O’s,andsayingthatwoulddohewentoff。IthankedRigerboos,andwenttoEsther,whoreproachedmetenderlyfornothavingbeentoseehertheeveningbefore。Thatflatteredme,andIthoughtherareallycharminggirl。
"Imusttakecare,"saidI,"nottoseeyoueveryday,foryoureyeshaveaswayovermethatIshallnotbeabletoresistmuchlonger。"
"IshallbelieveasmuchofthatasIchoose,but,by—the—by,haveyouthoughtofanywayofconvincingme?"
"Whatdoyouwanttobeconvincedabout?"
"Ifitbetruethatthereisinyourcabalaanintelligencedistinctfromyourownyououghttobeabletofindsomewayofprovingittome。"
"Thatisahappythought;Iwillthinkitover。"
AtthatmomentherfathercameinfromtheExchange,andwesatdawntodinner。
Wewereatdessertwhenapoliceofficialbroughtmefivehundredflorins,forwhichIgavehimareceipt。
WhenhehadgoneItoldmyentertainerswhathadhappenedtheeveningbeforeandinthemorning,andthefairEstherreproachedmeforpreferringsuchbadcompanytoher。"Bywayofpunishment,"saidshe,"Ihopeyouwillcomewithmetothetheatrethisevening,thoughtheyaregoingtogiveaDutchplay,ofwhichyouwillnotunderstandaword。"
"Ishallbenearyou,andthatisenoughforme:"
Infact,Ididnotcomprehendawordoftheactors’gibberish,andwasterriblybored,asEstherpreservedasolemnandserioussilencethewholetime。
Aswewerecomingfromthetheatreshetoldmeallaboutthepiecewithcharminggraceandwonderfulmemory;sheseemedtowishtogivemesomepleasureinreturnforthetediumtowhichshehadcondemnedme。Whenwegothomewehadsupper,andthatevening,Heavenbethanked!Iheardnothingmoreaboutthecabala。Beforeweparted,Estherandherfathermademepromisetodinewiththemeveryday,andtoletthemknowifanythingpreventedmycoming。
Nextmorning,abouteighto’clock,whileIwasstilldressing,I
suddenlysawPiccoloministandingbeforeme,andashehadnotsentinhisnameIbegantofeelsuspicious。IrangthebellformyfaithfulSpaniard,whocameindirectly。
"Iwanttospeaktoyouprivately,"saidhe,"tellthatfellowtogoout。"
"Hecanstay,"Ianswered,"hedoesnotknowawordofItalian。"LeDuc,ofcourse,knewItalianperfectlywell。
"Yesterday,aboutnoon,"hebegan,"twomencameintomyroom。Theywereaccompaniedbytheinnkeeper,whoservedasinterpreter。OneofthemenaskedmeifIfeltinclinedtocashthereandthenaforgedbillofexchange,whichIhadgiventhenightbefore,andwhichheheldinhishands。AsIgavenoreply,hetoldmethattherewasnotimeforconsiderationorargument;Imustsayyesornothereandthen,forsuchweretheirinstructionsfromthechiefofpolice。I
hadnochoiceinthematter,soIpaidthefivehundredflorins,butIdidnotgetbackthebill,andthemantoldmeIcouldnothaveitunlessItoldthepolicethenameofthepersonfromwhomIgotit,as,intheinterestsofcommerce,theforgermustbeprosecuted。MyreplywasthatIcouldnotpossiblytellthemwhattheywanted,asI
hadgotitofastrangerwhohadcomeintomyroomwhileIwasholdingasmallbankoffaro,topassthetime。
"Itoldhimthatafterthisperson(whoIhadthoughtintroducedbysomeoneinthecompany)hadgone,Ifoundtomysurprisethatnobodyknewhim;andIaddedthatifIhadbeenawareofthisIwouldnotonlyhaverefusedthebillbutwouldnothaveallowedhimtoplay。
ThereuponthesecondpolicemansaidthatIhadbetterfindoutwhothispersonwas,orelseIshouldbeconsideredastheforgerandprosecutedaccordingly;afterthisthreattheywentout。
"Intheafternoonmywifecalledonthechiefofpoliceandwaspolitelyreceived,butafterhearingwhatshehadtosayheinformedherthatshemustfindouttheforger,sinceM。Casanova’shonourmightbeendangeredbythebankertakingproceedingsagainsthim,inwhichcasehewouldhavetoprosecuteme。
"Youseeinwhatadifficultpositionweareplaced,andIthinkyououghttotrytohelpus。Youhavegotyourmoneyandyouarenotwithoutfriends。Gettheirinfluenceexertedinthematter,andweshallhearnomoreaboutit。Yourinterestsaswellasmineareconcerned。"
"Exceptasawitnessofthefact,"Ianswered,"Icanhavenothingtodowiththisaffair。YouagreethatIreceivedthebillfromyou,sinceyoucashedit;thatisenoughforme。Ishouldbegladtobeofservicetoyou,butIreallydon’tseewhatIcando。ThebestadviceIcangiveyouistomakeasacrificeoftherascallysharperwhogaveyoutheforgedbill,andifyoucan’tdothatIwouldcounselyoutodisappear,andthesoonerthebetter,orelseyoumaycometothegalleys,orworse。"
Hegotintoarageatthis,andturninghisbackonmewentout,sayingIshouldbesorryforwhatIhadsaid。
MySpaniardfollowedhimdownthestairandcamebacktotellmethatthesignorhadgoneoffthreateningvengeance,andthat,inhisopinion,Iwoulddowelltobeonmyguard。
"Allright,"saidI,"saynomoreaboutit。"
AllthesameIwasreallyverygratefulforhisadvice,andIgavethematteragooddealofthought。
IdressedmyselfandwenttoseeEsther,whomIhadtoconvinceofthedivinityofmyoracle,adifferenttaskwithonewhoseownwitshadtoldhersomuchconcerningmymethods。Thiswastheproblemshegavemetosolve,"YouroraclemusttellmesomethingwhichI,andonlyI,know。"
Feelingthatitwouldbeimpossibletofulfiltheseconditions,I
toldherthattheoraclemightrevealsomesecretshemightnotcaretohavedisclosed。
"Thatisimpossible,"sheanswered,"asthesecretwillbeknownonlytomyself。"
"But,iftheoraclerepliesIshallknowtheansweraswellasyou,anditmaybesomethingyouwouldnotlikemetoknow。"
"Thereisnosuchthing,and,eveniftherewere,iftheoracleisnotyourownbrainyoucanalwaysfindoutanythingyouwanttoknow。"
"Butthereissomelimittothepowersoftheoracle。"
"Youaremakingidleexcuses;eitherprovethatIammistakeninmyideasoracknowledgethatmyoracleisasgoodasyours。"
Thiswaspushingmehard,andIwasonthepointofdeclaringmyselfconqueredwhenabrightideastruckme。
InthemidstofthedimplewhichaddedsuchacharmtoherchinEstherhadalittledarkmole,garnishedwiththreeorfourextremelyfinehairs。Thesemoles,whichwecallinItalian’neo,nei’,andwhichareusuallyanimprovementtotheprettiestface,whentheyoccurontheface,theneck,thearms,orthehands,areduplicatedonthecorrespondingpartsofthebody。Iconcluded,therefore,thatEstherhadamolelikethatonherchininacertainplacewhichavirtuousgirldoesnotshew;andinnocentasshewasIsuspectedthatsheherselfdidnotknowofthissecondmole’sexistence。"I
shallastonishher,"Isaidtomyself,"andestablishmysuperiorityinamannerwhichwillputtheideaofhavingequalskilltomineoutofherheadforgood。"Thenwiththesolemnandfar—awaylookofaseerImademypyramidandextractedthesewordsfromit,"FairanddiscreetEsther,nooneknowsthatattheentranceofthetempleofloveyouhaveamolepreciselylikethatwhichappearsonyourchin。"
WhileIwasworkingatmycalculations,Estherwasleaningovermeandfollowingeverymovement。AsshereallyknewasmuchaboutthecabalaasIdidshedidnotwantittobeexplainedtoher,buttranslatedthenumbersintolettersasIwrotethemdown。AssoonasIhadextractedallthecombinationsofnumbersfromthepyramidshesaid,quietly,thatasIdidnotwanttoknowtheanswer,shewouldbemuchobligedifIwouldlethertranslatethecypher。
"Withpleasure,"Ireplied。"AndIshalldosoallthemorewillinglyasIshalltherebysaveyourdelicacyfromsharingwithmeasecretwhichmayormaynotbeagreeable。Ipromiseyounottotrytofinditout。Itisenoughformetoseeyouconvinced。"
"IshallbeconvincedwhenIhaveverifiedthetruthofthereply。"
"Areyoupersuaded,dearestEsther,thatIhavehadnothingtodowithframingthisanswer?"
"Ishallhequitesureofitifithasspokenthetruth,andifsotheoraclewillhaveconquered,forthematterissosecretaonethatevenIdonotknowofit。Youneednotknowyourself,asitisonlyatriflewhichwouldnotinterestyou;butitwillbeenoughtoconvincemethattheanswersofyouroraclearedictatedbyanintelligencewhichhasnothingincommonwithyours。"
Therewassomuchcandourandfranknessinwhatshesaidthatafeelingofshamereplacedthedesireofdeceivingher,andIshedsometears,whichEsthercouldonlyinterpretfavourablytome。
Nevertheless,theyweretearsofremorse,andnow,asIwriteaftersuchalapseofyears,Istillregrethavingdeceivedonesoworthyofmyesteemandlove。EventhenIreproachedmyself,butapitiablefeelingofshamewouldnotletmetellthetruth;butIhatedmyselfforthusleadingastrayonewhoseesteemIdesiredtogain。
InthemeantimeIwasnotabsolutelysurethatIhadhitthemark,forinnature,likeeverythingelse,everylawhasitsexceptions,andImightpossiblyhavedugapitfallformyself。Ontheotherhand,ifIwereright,Estherwouldnodoubtbeconvincedforthemoment,butherbeliefwouldspeedilydisappearifshechancedtodiscoverthatthecorrespondenceofmolesonthehumanbodywasanecessarylawofnature。InthatcaseIcouldonlyanticipateherscorn。ButhoweverImighttrembleIhadcarriedthedeceptiontoofar,andcouldnotdrawback。
IleftEsthertocallonRigerboos,whomIthankedforhisofficesonmybehalfwiththechiefofthepolice。HetoldmethatIhadnothingtofearfromPiccolominiinHolland,butallthesameheadvisedmenottogoaboutwithoutpistols。"IamontheeveofembarkingforBatavia,"saidhe,"inavesselwhichIhaveladenwiththeruinsofmyfortune。InthestatemyaffairsareinIthoughtthisthebestplan。Ihavenotinsuredthecargo,soasnotdiminishmyprofits,whichwillbeconsiderableifIsucceed。IftheshipistakenorwreckedIshalltakecarenottosurviveitsloss;andafterallIshallnotlosemuch。"
PoorRiberboossaidallthisasifhewerejesting,butdespairhadnodoubtagooddealtodowithhisresolve,sinceitisonlyingreatmiserythatwedespisebothlifeandfortune。ThecharmingThereseTrenti,whomRigerboosalwaysspokeofasOurLady,hadcontributedtohisruininnosmalldegree。ShewastheninLondon,where,byherownaccount,shewasdoingwell。ShehadexchangedthenameofTrentiforthatofCornelis,orCornely,which,asIfoundoutafterwards,wasRigerboo’srealname。Wespentanhourinwritingtothiscuriouswoman,aswedesiredtotakeadvantageofthecircumstancethatamanwhomRigerboosdesiredtocommendtoherwasshortlygoingtoEngland。WhenwehadfinishedwewentsleighingontheAmstel,whichhadbeenfrozenoverforseveraldays。Thisdiversion,ofwhichtheDutchareveryfond,is,tomythinking,thedullestimaginable,foranobjectlessjourneyisnopleasuretome。
Afterwewerewellfrozenwewenttoeatoysters,withSillery,towarmourselvesagain,andafterthatwewentfromonecasinotoanother,notintendingtocommitanydebauchery,butforwantofsomethingbettertodo;butitseemeddecreedthatwheneverI
preferredanyamusementofthiskindtothecharmsofEsther’ssocietyIshouldcometogrief。
Idonotknowhowithappened,butasweweregoingintooneofthesecasinosRigerbooscalledmeloudlybymyname,andatthatinstantawoman,suchasoneusuallyfindsintheseplaces,cameforwardandbegantogazeatme。AlthoughtheroomwasillenoughlightedIsawitwasthewretchedLucie,whomIhadmetayearbeforewithoutherrecognizingme。Iturnedaway,pretendingnottoknowher,forthesightofherwasdisagreeabletome,butinasadvoiceshecalledmebymyname,congratulatingmeonmyprosperityandbewailingherownwretchedness。IsawthatIcouldneitheravoidhernorrepulseherwithoutinhumanity,soIcalledtoRigerboostocomeupstairsandthegirlwoulddivertusbyrecountingthehistoryofherlife。
Strictlyspeaking,Luciehadnotbecomeugly;onecouldstillseethatshehadbeenabeautifulwoman;butforallthatherappearanceinspiredmewithterroranddisgust。SincethedayswhenIhadknownheratPasean,nineteenyearsofmisery,profligacy,andshamehadmadeherthemostdebased,thevilestcreaturethatcanbeimagined。
Shetoldusherstoryatgreatlength;thepithofitmightbeexpressedinsixlines。
ThefootmanwhohadseducedherhadtakenhertoTriestetoliein,andthescoundrellivedonthesaleofhercharmsforfiveorsixmonths,andthenaseacaptain,whohadtakenafancytoher,tookhertoZantewiththefootman,whopassedforherhusband。
AtZantethefootmanturnedsoldier,anddesertedthearmyfouryearsafter。Shewasleftaloneandcontinuedlivingonthewagesofprostitutionforsixyears;butthegoodsshehadtoofferloweringinvalue,andhercustomersbeingoftheinferiorkind,shesetoutforEnglandwithayoungGreekgirl,whomanEnglishofficerofmarinestreatedashiswife,andwhomheabandonedinthestreetsofLondonwhenhegottiredofher。AfterlivingfortwoorthreeyearsinthevilesthauntsinLondon,LuciecametoHolland,where,notbeingabletosellherownpersonanylonger,shebecameaprocuress——anaturalendingtohercareer。Luciewasonlythirty—three,butshewasthewreckofawoman,andwomenarealwaysasoldastheylook。
WhileshetoldherhistorysheemptiedtwobottlesofBurgundyIhadordered,andwhichneitherInormyfriendtouched。Finally,shetoldusshewasnowsupportedbytwoprettygirlswhomshekept,andwhohadtogiveherthehalfofwhattheygot。
Rigerboosaskedher,jokingly,ifthegirlswereatthecasino。
"No,"saidshe,"theyarenothere,andshallnevercomehere,fortheyareladiesofhighbirth,andtheiruncle,wholooksaftertheirinterests,isaVenetiangentleman。"
AtthisIcouldnotkeepbackmylaughter,butLucie,withoutlosingcountenance,toldmethatshecouldonlyrepeattheaccounttheyhadgivenofthemselves,thatifwewantedtobeconvincedwehadonlytogoandseethematahousesherentedfiftypacesoff,andthatweneednotbeafraidofbeingdisturbedifwewent,astheirunclelivedinadifferentpartofthetown。
"Oh,indeed!"saidI,"hedoesnotlivewithhishighbornnieces,then?"
"No,heonlycomestodinnertohearhowbusinesshasbeengoing,andtotakeallthemoneyfromthem。"
"Comealong,"saidRigerboos,"wewillgoandseethem。"
AsIwasdesirousofseeingandaddressingthenobleVenetianladiesofsohonourableaprofession,ItoldLucietotakeustothehouse。
Iknewverywellthatthegirlswereimpostors,andtheirgentleman—
uncleablackguard;butthediewascast。
Wefoundthemtobeyoungandpretty。LucieintroducedmeasaVenetian,andtheywerebesidethemselveswithjoytohavesomeonetowhomtheycouldtalk。IfoundoutdirectlythattheycamefromPadua,notVenice,astheyspokethePaduandialect,whichIknewverywell。Itoldthemso,andtheyconfesseditwasthetruth。I
askedthenameoftheiruncle,buttheysaidtheycouldnottellme。
"Wecangetonwithoutknowing,"saidRigerboos,catchingholdoftheonehelikedbest。Luciebroughtinsomeham,oysters,apie,andagoodmanybottlesofwine,andthenleftus。
Iwasnotinthehumourforwantonness,butRigerbooswasdisposedtobemerry;hissweetheartwasatfirstinclinedtobeprudishonhistakinglibertieswithher,butasIbegantofollowhisexampletheladiesrelaxedtheirseverity;wewentfirsttooneandthentheother,andbeforelongtheywerebothinthestateofEvebeforesheusedthefig—leaf。
Afterpassinganhourintheselasciviouscombatswegaveeachofthegirlsfourducats,paidfortheprovisionswehadconsumed,andsentsixLouistoLucie。Wethenleftthem,Igoingtobedcrosswithmyselfforhavingengagedinsuchbrutalpleasures。
NextmorningIawokelateandinabadhumour,partlyfromthedebauchofthenightbefore(forprofligacydepressesaswellasdegradesthemind)andpartlyfromthethoughtthatIhadneglectedEsther,whohadunquestionablybeengrievedbymyabsence。IfeltthatImusthastentoreassureher,feelingcertainthatIshouldfindsomeexcusestomake,andthattheywouldbewellreceived。I
rangforLeDuc,putonmydressing—gown,andsenthimformycoffee。
HehadscarcelylefttheroomwhenthedooropenedandIsawPerineandthefellownamedWiedan,whomIhadseenatPiccolomini’s,andwhostyledhimselfafriendofSt。Germain。Iwassittingonmybed,puttingonmystockings。Myapartmentsconsistedofthreefinerooms,buttheywereatthebackofthehouse,andallthenoiseI
couldhavemadewouldnothavebeenheard。Thebellwasontheothersideoftheroom;LeDucwouldbegonefullytenminutes,andIwasinimminentdangerofbeingassassinatedwithoutthepossibilityofself—defence。
Theabovethoughtsflashedthroughmyheadwithlightningspeed,andallthatIcoulddowastokeepcalmandsay,"Well,gentlemen,whatcanIdoforyou?"Wiedantookuponhimselftoanswerme。
"CountPiccolominihasfoundhimselfforcedtodeclarethathereceivedtheforgedbillfromus,inorderthathemayescapefromthedifficultpositioninwhichyourdenunciationplacedhim。Hehaswarnedusthatheisgoingtodoso,andwemustescapeforthwithifwewanttoavoidprosecution。Wehavenotapenny;wearedesperatemen。"
"Well,gentlemen,whathaveItodowiththat?"
"Giveusfourhundredflorinsimmediately;wedonotwantmore,butwemusthavethatmuch,andnow。Ifyourefusewewilltaketoflightwitheverythingofyoursthatwecanlayourhandson;andourargumentsarethese。"
Withthis,eachmandrewapistolfromhispocketandaimeditatmyhead。
"Youneednothaverecoursetoviolence,"saidI,"itcanonlybefataltoyou。Stay,hereareahundredducatsmorethanyouasked。
Begone,andIwishyouapleasantjourney,butIwouldnotbeherewhenmyservantcomesbackifIwereyou。"
Wiedantooktherollofmoneywithatremblinghandandputitinhispocketwithoutexaminingit;butPerinecameup,andpraisingmynoblegenerosity,wouldhaveputhisarmsaroundmyneckandkissedme。Irepulsedhim,butwithoutrudeness,andtheywenttheirways,leavingmeverygladtohaveridmyselfofthematsocheaparate。
AssoonasIwasoutofthissnareIrangmybell,nottohavethemfollowedbutthatImightgetdressedasquicklyaspossible。IdidnotsayawordtoLeDucaboutwhathadhappened,Iwassilenteventomylandlord;and,afterIhadsentmySpaniardtoM。d’Otoexcusemydiningtherethatday,Iwenttothechiefofpolice,buthadtowaittwohoursbeforeIcouldseehim。Assoonastheworthymanhadheardmyaccountofmymisfortunehesaidhewoulddohisbesttocatchthetworascals,buthedidnotconcealfrommehisfearsthatitwasalreadytoolate。
ItooktheopportunityoftellinghimofPiccolomini’svisittome,hisclaimsandthreats。Hethankedmefordoingso,andpromisedtoseetoit;butheadvisedmeforthefuturetobeonmyguardandreadytodefendmyselfincaseIwasattackedbeforehecouldplacemyenemiesinaplacewheretheycoulddomenoharm。
Ihastenedhomeagain,asIfeltill。Anacidtasteinmymouthskewedmehowalltheseshockshadupsetme;butIknewwhattodo。
Itookastrongglassoflemonade,whichmademebringupagooddealofbile,andIthenfeltmuchbetter。
TowardseveningIwenttoseeEsther,andfoundherlookingseriousandrathervexed;butassoonasshesawhowpaleIwasherfacelightedup,andsheaskedme,inavoiceoftenderestinterest,ifI
hadbeenill。ItoldherIhadbeenoutofsorts,thatIhadtakensomemedicine,andthatInowfeltbetter。
"Youwillseemyappetiteatsupper,"addedI,tocalmherfears,"I
havehadnothingtoeatsincedinneryesterday。"
Thiswasreallythetruth,asIhadonlyeatenafewoysterswiththePaduangirls。
Shecouldscarcelycontainherjoyatmyrecovery,andbademekissher,withwhichrequestIcompliedgladly,allunworthythoughIfeltofsogreatafavour。
"Iamgoingtotellyouanimportantpieceofnews,"saidshe,"andthatisthatIamsurethatyoudonotinventtheanswerstoyouroracle,oratleastthatyouonlydosowhenyouchoose。Thereplyyouprocuredmewaswonderful—nay,divine,forittoldmeofasecretunknowntoall,eventomyself。YoumayimaginemysurprisewhenI
convincedmyself,withnolittletroubleofthetruthoftheanswer。
"Youpossessatreasure,youroracleisinfallible;butsurelyitcanneverlie,andmyoracletellsmethatyouloveme。Itmakesmegladtoknowthat,foryouarethemanofmyheart。ButIwantyoutogivemeanexemplaryproofofyourlove,andifyoudolovemeyouwillnothesitatetodoso。Stay,readthereplyyougotme;Iamsureyoudonotknowwhatitsays;thenIwilltellyouhowyoucanmakemequitehappy。"
Ipretendedtoread,andkissedthewordswhichdeclaredIlovedher。
"Iamdelighted,"saidI,"thattheoraclehasconvincedyousoeasily,butImustbeexcusedifIsaythatIbelieveyouknewasmuchlongago。"Shereplied,blushing,thatifitwerepossibletochewmetheobjectinquestionIshouldnotwonderatherignorance。
Then,comingtotheproofofmylove,shetoldmethatshewantedmetocommunicatethesecrettoher。"Youloveme,"saidshe,"andyououghttomakenodifficultyinassuringtheblissofagirlwhowillbeyourwife,andinyourpower。Myfatherwillagreetoourmarriage,andwhenIbecomeyourwifeIwilldowhateveryouplease。
Wewillevengoandliveinanothercountryifthatwouldaddtoyourhappiness。Butyoumustteachmehowtoobtaintheanswertoanyquestionwithoutinventingitmyself。"
ItookEsther’shandsinmine;sheinspiredmewiththetenderestfeelings,andIkissedherhandswithrespectfulfervour,saying,"Youknow,Esther,dear,thatmywordispassedatParis。Certainly,Manonisnottobecomparedtoyou;butforallthatIgavemypromisetoherpoormother,andImustkeepit。"
AsighescapedfromEsther,andherheadfelluponherbreast:butwhatcouldIdo?IcouldnotteachheranyotherwayofconsultingtheoraclethanthemethodsheunderstoodaswellasI:mysuperiorityoverheronlyconsistinginmygreatercraftandmoreextensiveexperience。
Earlyonemorning,twoorthreedayslater,amanwasannouncedaswantingtoseeme。Hecalledhimselfanofficer,buthisnamewasperfectlyunknowntome。IsentdowntosaythatIcouldnotseehim,andassoonasmySpaniardwentoutIlockedmydoor。Whathadhappenedalreadyhadmademesuspicious,andIdidnotcaretoseeanymoregentlemenalone。Thetwoscoundrelswhohadrobbedmehadeludedallthesnaresofthepolice,andPiccolominiwasnottobefound;butIknewagoodmanyofthegangwerestillinAmsterdam,andIthoughtitwelltobeonmyguard。
Sometimeafter,LeDuccameinwithaletterwritteninbadItalian,sayingthatithadbeengivenhimbyanofficerwhowaswaitingforananswer。Iopenedit,andrecognizedthenameIhadheardashortwhileago。Thewritersaidwekneweachother,butthathecouldonlygivehistruenamewithhisownlips,andthathehadimportantinformationtogiveme。
ItoldLeDuctoshewhimin,andtostaybythedoor。Isawenterawell—mademanofaboutforty,dressedintheuniformofanofficerofIdonotknowwhatarmy,andbearingonhiscountenanceallthemarksofanescapedgallows’—bird。
"WhatcanIdoforyou,sir?"saidI,assoonasheentered。
"Sir,wekneweachotheratCerigo,sixteenorseventeenyearsago,andIamdelightedtohaveanopportunityofrenewingtheacquaintance。"
IknewthatIhadspentbutafewminutesatCerigo,onmywaytoConstantinople,andconcludedthatmyvisitormustbeoneoftheunfortunatewretchestowhomIgavealms。
"Areyoutheman,"Isaid,"whotoldmethatyouwerethesonofaCountPeccini,ofPadua,althoughthereisnosuchcountinPaduaatall?"
"Icongratulateyouonyourexcellentmemory,"saidhe,coolly,"Iamthatveryindividual。"
"Well,whatdoyouwantwithmenow?"
"Ican’tdivulgemybusinessinthepresenceofyourservant。"
"MyservantdoesnotunderstandItalian,soyoucanspeakout;
however,ifyoulike,Iwillsendhimaway。"
IorderedLeDuctostayintheante—chamber,andwhenhehadlefttheroommyPaduancounttoldmethatIhadbeenwithhisnieces,andhadtreatedthemasiftheywerecourtezans,andthathewascometodemandsatisfaction。
Iwastiredofbeingcheated,andItookholdofmypistolsandpointedthemathim,biddinghimbegoneinstantly。LeDuccameinandthethirdrobbertookhimselfoff,mutteringthat"atimewouldcome。"
Iwasplacedinadisagreeableposition;ifIwantedtoprosecute,I
shouldhavetotellthewholestorytothepolice。Ithoughtofmyhonouranddeterminedtobesilent,andtheonlypersontowhomI
mentionedthematterwasRigerboos,whonotbeinginthesamepositionasmyselftookhismeasures,theresultofwhichwasthatLuciehadtosendherhigh—borndamesabouttheirbusiness。Butthewretchedwomancametometosaythatthismisfortunehadplungedherintothedeepestdistress,soImadeherapresentofafewducats,andshewentawaysomewhatconsoled。Ibeggedhernottocallonmeagain。
EverythingIdidwhenIwasawayfromEstherseemedtoturnoutill,andIfeltthatifIwantedtobehappyIshoulddowelltokeepnearher;butmydestiny,orrathermyinconstancy,drewmeaway。
Threedaysafterwards,thevillainousMajorSabicalledonmetowarnmetobeonmyguard,as,accordingtohisaccount,aVenetianofficerIhadinsultedandrefusedtogivesatisfactiontohadvowedvengeanceagainstme。
"Then,"saidI,"Ishallhavehimarrestedasanescapedgalleyslave,inwhichcharacterIhavegivenhimalms,andforwearingwithouttherighttodosotheuniformofanofficer,therebydisgracingthewholearmy。AndpraywhatoutragecanIhavecommittedagainstgirlswholiveinabrothel,andwhomIhavepaidaccordingtotheirdeserts?"
"Ifwhatyousayistrueyouarequiteright,butthispoordevilisinadesperatesituation;hewantstoleavethecountry,anddoesnotpossessasingleflorin。Iadviseyoutogivehimanalmsoncemore,andyouwillhavedonewithhim。Twoscoreflorinswillnotmakeyouanythepoorer,andwillridyouofavillainousenemy。"
"Amostvillainousone,Ithink。"AtlastIagreedtogivehimthefortyflorins,andIhandedthemtohiminacoffee—housewherethemajortoldmeIshouldfindhim。ThereaderwillseehowImetthisblackguardfourmonthslater。
Now,whenallthesetroubleshavebeenlongoverandIcanthinkoverthemcalmly,reflectingontheannoyancesIexperiencedatAmsterdam,whereImighthavebeensohappy,Iamforcedtoadmitthatweourselvesaretheauthorsofalmostallourwoesandgriefs,ofwhichwesounreasonablycomplain。IfIcouldlivemylifeoveragain,shouldIbewiser?Perhaps;butthenIshouldnotbemyself。
M。d’O————askedmetosupwithhimattheBurgomasters’Lodge,andthiswasagreatdistinction,for,contrarytotherulesofFreemasonry,noonebutthetwenty—fourmemberswhocomposethelodgeisadmitted,andthesetwenty—fourmasonsweretherichestmenontheExchange。
"Ihavetoldthemthatyouarecoming,"saidM。d’O————,"andtowelcomeyoumorehonourablythelodgewillbeopenedinFrench。"Inshort,thesegentlemengavemethemostdistinguishedreception,andIhadthefortunetomakemyselfsoagreeabletothemthatIwasunanimouslychosenanhonorarymemberduringthetimeIshouldstayatAmsterdam。Asweweregoingaway,M。d’O————toldmethatIhadsuppedwithacompanywhichrepresentedacapitalofthreehundredmillions。
NextdaytheworthyDutchmanbeggedmetoobligehimbyansweringaquestiontowhichhisdaughter’soraclehadrepliedinaveryobscuremanner。Estherencouragedme,andIaskedwhatthequestionwas。Itranasfollows:
"IwishtoknowwhethertheindividualwhodesiresmeandmycompanytotransactamatterofthegreatestimportanceisreallyafriendoftheKingofFrance?"
ItwasnotdifficultformetodivinethattheComtedeSt。Germainwasmeant。M。d’OwasnotawarethatIknewhim,andIhadnotforgottenwhatM。d’Afrihadtoldme。
"Here’safineopportunity,"thoughtI,"forcoveringmyoraclewithglory,andgivingmyfairEsthersomethingtothinkabout。"
Isettowork,andaftererectingmypyramidandplacingabovethefourkeysthelettersO,S,A,D,thebettertoimposeonEsther,I
extractedthereply,beginningwiththefourthkey,D。Theoracleranasfollows:
"Thefrienddisavows。Theorderissigned。Theygrant。Theyrefuse。Allvanishes。Delay。"
Ipretendedtothinkthereplyaveryobscureone,butEsthergaveacryofastonishmentanddeclaredthatitgavealotofinformationinanextraordinarystyle。M。d’O————,inanecstasyofdelight,exclaimed,"Thereplyisclearenoughforme。Theoracleisdivine;theword’delay’isaddressedtome。Youandmydaughterarecleverenoughinmakingtheoraclespeak,butIammoreskilledthanyouintheinterpretationthereof。Ishallpreventthethinggoinganyfurther。
Theprojectisnolessaonethantolendahundredmillions,takinginpledgethediamondsoftheFrenchcrown。Thekingwishestheloantobeconcludedwithouttheinterferenceofhisministersandwithouttheirevenknowinganythingaboutit。Ientreatyounottomentionthemattertoanyone。"
Hethenwentout。