"Youhavebeenlosing,then?"
  "Yes,butmybrotherhaswonsomething,"saidtheamiableQ————。
  "Ihopeluckwilldeclareitselfonyoursidealso。"
  "No,wearenotlucky。"
  Whentheirauntlefttheroom,theyaskedmeifthelieutenanthadtoldmethataladyfriendoftheirswascomingtotheballwiththem。
  "Iknowall,"Ianswered,"andIhopeyouwillenjoyyourselves,butyouwillnotdosomorethanI。Iwanttospeaktothegallantlieutenantto—morrowmorning。"
  "Tellusaboutourdisguises。"
  "Youwillbedisguisedinsuchamannerthatnobodywillrecognizeyou。"
  "Buthowshallwebedressed?"
  "Veryhandsomely。"
  "Butwhatcostumehaveyougivenus?"
  "Thatismysecret,ladies。HowevermuchIshouldliketopleaseyou,Ishallsaynothingtillthetimeforyoutodresscomesround。Don’taskmeanythingmore,asIhavepromisedmyselftheenjoymentofyoursurprise。Iamveryfondofdramaticsituations。Youshallknowallaftersupper。"
  "Arewetohavesupper,then?"
  "Certainly,ifyouwouldlikeit。IamagreateatermyselfandI
  hopeyouwillnotletmeeatalone。"
  "Thenwewillhavesomesuppertopleaseyou。Wewilltakecarenottoeatmuchdinner,soastobeabletoviewithyouintheevening。TheonlythingIamsorryabout,"addedMdlle。Q————,"isthatyoushouldbeputtosuchexpense。"
  "Itisapleasure;andwhenIleaveMilanIshallconsolemyselfwiththethoughtthatIhavesuppedwiththetwohandsomestladiesinthetown。"
  "Howisfortunetreatingyou?"
  "Cananowinstwohundredsequinsfrommeeveryday。"
  "Butyouwontwothousandfromhiminonenight。"
  "YouwillbreakhisbankonSunday。Wewillbringyouluck。"
  "Wouldyouliketolookon?"
  "Weshouldbedelighted,butmybrothersaysyoudon’twanttogowithus。"
  "Quiteso,thereasonisthatIshouldberecognized。ButI
  believethegentlemanwhowillaccompanyyouisofthesamefigureasmyself。"
  "Exactlythesame,"saidthecousin;"exceptthatheisfair。"
  "Allthebetter,"saidI,"thefairalwaysconquerthedarkwithease。"
  "Notalways,"saidtheother。"Buttellus,atanyrate,whetherwearetowearmen’sdresses。"
  "Fie!fie!IshouldbeangrywithmyselfifIhadentertainedsuchathought。"
  "That’scurious;whyso?"
  "I’lltellyou。IfthedisguiseiscompleteIamdisgusted,fortheshapeofawomanismuchmoremarkedthanthatofaman,andconsequentlyawomaninman’sdress,wholookslikeaman,cannothaveagoodfigure。"
  "Butwhenawomanskewshershapewell?"
  "ThenIamangrywithherforskewingtoomuch,forIliketoseethefaceandthegeneraloutlinesoftheformandtoguesstherest。"
  "Buttheimaginationisoftendeceptive!"
  "Yes,butitiswiththefacethatIalwaysfallinlove,andthatneverdeceivesmeasfarasitisconcerned。ThenifIhavethegoodfortunetoseeanythingmoreIamalwaysinalenientmoodanddisposedtopassoversmallfaults。Youarelaughing?"
  "Iamsmilingatyourimpassionedarguments。"
  "Wouldyouliketobedressedlikeaman?"
  "Iwasexpectingsomethingofthekind,butafteryouhavesaidwecanmakenomoreobjections。"
  "Icanimaginewhatyouwouldsay;Ishouldcertainlynottakeyouformen,butIwillsaynomore。"
  Theylookedateachother,andblushedandsmiledastheysawmygazefixedontwopre—eminenceswhichonewouldneverexpecttoseeinanyman。Webegantotalkofotherthings,andfortwohoursIenjoyedtheirlivelyandculturedconversation。
  WhenIleftthemIwentofftomyapartments,thentotheopera,whereIlosttwohundredsequins,andfinallysuppedwiththecountess,whohadbecomequiteamiable。However,shesoonfellbackintoheroldwayswhenshefoundthatmypolitenesswasmerelyexternal,andthatIhadnointentionswhateveroftroublingherinherbedroomagain。
  OntheSaturdaymorningtheyoungofficercametoseeme,andI
  toldhimthattherewasonlyonethingthatIwantedhimtodo,butthatitmustbedoneexactlyaccordingtomyinstructions。Hepromisedtofollowthemtotheletter,andIproceeded,——
  "Youmustgetacarriageandfour,andassoonasthefiveofyouareinittellthecoachmantodriveasfastashishorsescangallopoutofMilan,andtobringyoubackagainbyanotherroadtothehouse。Thereyoumustgetdown,sendthecarriageaway,afterenjoiningsilenceonthecoachman,andcomein。Aftertheballyouwillundressinthesamehouse,andthengohomeinsedan—chairs。Thusweshallbeabletobaffletheinquisitive,whowillbeprettynumerous,Iwarnyou。"
  "Myfriendthemarquiswillseetoallthat,"saidhe,"andI
  promiseyouhewilldoitwell,forheislongingtomakeyouracquaintance。"
  "Ishallexpectyou,then,atseveno’clockto—morrow。
  Warnyourfriendthatitisimportantthecoachmanshouldnotbeknown,anddonotletanybodybringaservant。"
  Allthesearrangementsbeingmade,IdeterminedtodisguisemyselfasPierrot。There’snodisguisemoreperfect;for,besidesconcealingthefeaturesandtheshapeofthebody,itdoesnotevenletthecolouroftheskinremainrecognizable。Myreadersmayrememberwhathappenedtomeinthisdisguisetenyearsbefore。ImadethetailorgetmeanewPierrotcostume,whichI
  placedwiththeothers,andwithtwonewpurses,ineachofwhichIplacedfivehundredsequins,Irepairedtothepastrycook’sbeforeseveno’clock。Ifoundthetablespread,andthesupperready。IshutupZenobiaintheroomwheretheladiesweretomaketheirtoilette,andatfiveminutespastseventhejoyouscompanyarrived。
  Themarquiswasdelightedtomakemyacquaintance,andIwelcomedhimashedeserved。Hewasaperfectgentlemanineveryrespect,handsome,rich,andyoung,verymuchinlovewiththeprettycousinwhomhetreatedwithgreatrespect。Thelieutenant’smistresswasadelightfullittleladyandmadlyfondofherlover。
  AstheywereallawarethatIdidnotwantthemtoknowtheircostumestillaftersupper,nothingwassaidaboutit,andwesatdowntotable。Thesupperwasexcellent;Ihadordereditinaccordancewithmyowntastes;thatistosay,everythingwasofthebest,andtherewasplentyofeverything。Whenwehadeatenanddrunkwell,Isaid,——
  "AsIamnotgoingtoappearwithyou,Imayaswelltellyouthepartsyouaretoplay。Youaretobefivebeggars,twomenandthreewomen,allragsandtatters。"
  Thelongfacestheypulledatthisannouncementwereapleasantsighttosee。
  "Youwilleachcarryaplateinyourhandstosolicitalms,andyoumustwalktogetherabouttheball—roomasabandofmendicants。Butnowfollowmeandtakepossessionofyourraggedrobes。"
  AlthoughIhadmuchadotorefrainfromlaughingatthevexationanddisappointmentwhichappearedonalltheirfaces,Isucceededinpreservingmyseriousair。Theydidnotseeminanykindofhurrytogettheirclothes,andIwasobligedtotellthemthattheywerekeepingmewaiting。TheyrosefromthetableandI
  threwthedooropen,andallwerestruckwithZenobia’sbeautyasshestoodupbythetableonwhichtherichthoughtatteredrobesweredisplayed,bowingtothecompanywithmuchgrace。
  "Here,ladies,"saidItothecousins,"areyourdresses,andhereisyours,mademoiselle——alittlesmaller。Hereareyourshifts,yourhandkerchiefsandyourstockings,andIthinkyouwillfindeverythingyourequireonthistable。Herearemasks,thefacesofwhichshewsopoorlybesideyourown,andherearethreeplatestocravealms。Ifanybodylooksashighasyourgarters,theywillseehowwretchedyouare,andtheholesinthestockingswillletpeopleknowthatyouhavenotthewherewithaltobuysilktomendthem。Thispackthreadmustserveyouforbuckles,andwemusttakecarethatthereareholesinyourshoesandalsoinyourgloves,andaseverythingmustmatch,assoonasyouhaveputonyourchemisesyoumusttearthelaceroundtheneck。"
  WhileIwasgoingthroughthisexplanationIsawsurpriseanddelighteffacethedisappointmentandvexationwhichhadbeenthereamomentbefore。TheysawwhatarichdisguiseIhadprovidedforthem,andtheycouldnotfinditintheirheartstosay,"Whatapity!"
  "Here,gentlemen,areyourbeggar—clothes。Iforgottolacerateyourbeaverhats,butthatissoondone。Well,whatdoyouthinkofthecostume?"
  "Now,ladies,wemustleaveyou;shutthedoorfast,foritisacaseofchangingyourshifts。Now,gentlemen,leavetheroom。"
  Themarquiswasenthusiastic。
  "Whatasensationweshallcreate!"saidhe,"nothingcouldbebetter。"
  Inhalfanhourwewereready。Thestockingsinholes,theworn—
  outshoes,thelaceinrags,thestragglinghair,thesadmasks,thenotchedplates——allmadeapictureofsumptuousmiseryhardtobedescribed。
  Theladiestookmoretimeonaccountoftheirhair,whichfloatedontheirshouldersinfinedisorder。Mdlle。Q————’shairwasespeciallyfine,itextendedalmosttoherknees。
  Whentheywerereadythedoorwasopened,andwesaweverythingwhichcouldexcitedesirewithoutwoundingdecency。IadmiredZenobia’sadroitness。Therentsindressesandchemisesdisclosedpartsoftheirshoulders,theirbreasts,andtheirarms,andtheirwhitelegsshonethroughtheholesinthestockings。
  Ishewedthemhowtowalk,andtoswaytheirheadstoandfro,toexcitecompassion,andyetbegraceful,andhowtousetheirhandkerchiefstoshewpeoplethetearsinthemandthefinenessofthelace。Theyweredelighted,andlongedtobeattheball,butIwantedtobetherefirsttohavethepleasureofseeingthemcomein。Iputonmymask,toldZenobiatogotobed,aswewouldnotbebacktilldaybreak,andsetoutonmyway。
  Ienteredtheball—room,andastherewereascoreofPierrotsnobodynoticedme。Fiveminutesaftertherewasarushtoseesomemaskerswhowerecomingin,andIstoodsoastohaveagoodview。Themarquiscameinfirstbetweenthetwocousins。Theirslow,pitifulstepmatchedthepartwonderfully。Mdlle。Q————
  withherflame—coloureddress,hersplendidhair,andherfineshape,drewalleyestowardsher。Theastonishedandinquisitivecrowdkeptsilenceforaquarterofanhouraftertheyhadcomein,andthenIheardoneveryside,"Whatadisguise!""It’swonderful!""Whoarethey?""Whocantheybe?""Idon’tknow。"
  "I’llfindout。"
  Ienjoyedtheresultsofmyinventiveness。
  Themusicstruckup,andthreefinedominoswentuptothethreebeggar—girlstoaskthemtodanceaminuet,buttheyexcusedthemselvesbypointingtotheirdilapidatedshoes。Iwasdelighted;itshewedthattheyhadenteredintothespiritofthepart。
  Ifollowedthemaboutforaquarterofanhour,andthecuriosityaboutthemonlyincreased,andthenIpaidavisittoCanano’stable,whereplaywasrunninghigh。AmasquerdressedintheVenetianstylewaspuntingonasinglecard,goingfiftysequinsparoliandpaixdeparoli,inmyfashion。Helostthreehundredsequins,andashewasamanofaboutthesamesizeasmyselfpeoplesaiditwasCasanova,butCananowouldnotagree。InorderthatImightbeabletostayatthetable,Itookupthecardsandpuntedthreeorfourducatslikeabeginner。ThenextdealtheVenetianmasquerhadarunofluck,andgoingparoli,paixdeparoliandtheva,wonbackallthemoneyhehadlost。
  Thenextdealwasalsoinhisfavour,andhecollectedhiswinningsandleftthetable。
  Isatdowninthechairhehadoccupied,andaladysaid,——
  "That’stheChevalierdeSeingalt。"
  "No,"saidanother。"Isawhimalittlewhileagointheball—
  roomdisguisedasabeggar,withfourothermasquerswhomnobodyknows。"
  "Howdoyoumean,dressedasabeggar?"saidCanano。
  "Why,inrags,andthefourothers,too;butinspiteofthatthedressesaresplendidandtheeffectisverygood。Theyareaskingforalms。"
  "Theyoughttobeturnedout,"saidanother。
  Iwasdelightedtohaveattainedmyobject,fortherecognitionofmewasamereguess。Ibeganputtingsequinsononecard,andI
  lostfiveorsixtimesrunning。Cananostudiedme,butIsawhecouldnotmakemeout。Iheardwhispersrunningroundthetable。
  "Itisn’tSeingalt;hedoesn’tplaylikethat;besides,heisattheball。"
  Theluckturned;threedealswereinmyfavour,andbroughtmebackmorethanIhadlost。Icontinuedplayingwithaheapofgoldbeforeme,andonmyputtingafistfullofsequinsonacarditcameout,andIwentparoliandpairdeparoli。Iwonagain,andseeingthatthebankwasatalowebbIstoppedplaying。
  Cananopaidme,andtoldhiscashiertogetathousandsequins,andashewasshufflingthecardsIheardacryof,"Herecomethebeggars。"
  Thebeggarscameinandstoodbythetable,andCanano,catchingthemarquis’seye,askedhimforapinchofsnuff。MydelightmaybeimaginedwhenIsawhimmodestlypresentingacommonhornsnuffboxtothebanker。Ihadnotthoughtofthisdetail,whichmadeeverybodylaughimmensely。Mdlle。Q————stretchedoutherplatetoaskanalmsofCanano,whosaid,——
  "Idon’tpityyouwiththatfinehairofyours,andifyouliketoputitonacardIwillallowyouathousandsequinsforit。"
  Shegavenoanswertothispolitespeech,andheldoutherplatetome,andIputahandfulofsequinsonit,treatingtheotherbeggarsinthesameway。
  "Pierrotseemstolikebeggars,"saidCanano,withasmile。
  Thethreemendicantsbowedgratefullytomeandlefttheroom。
  TheMarquisTriulziwhosatnearCanano,said,——
  "Thebeggarinthestraw—coloureddressiscertainlyCasanova。"
  "Irecognizedhimdirectly,"repliedthebanker,"butwhoaretheothers?"
  "Weshallfindoutinduetime。"
  "Adearercostumecouldnotbeimagined;allthedressesarequitenew。"
  Thethousandsequinscamein,andIcarriedthemalloffintwodeals。
  "Wouldyouliketogoonplaying?"saidCanano。
  Ishookmyhead,andindicatingwithasignofmyhandthatI
  wouldtakeacheque,heweighedmywinningsandgavemeachequefortwenty—ninepoundsofgold,amountingtotwothousand,fivehundredsequins。Iputawaythecheque,andaftershakinghimbythehand,IgotupandrolledawayintruePierrotfashion,andaftermakingthetouroftheball—roomIwenttoaboxonthethirdtierofwhichIhadgiventhekeytotheyoungofficer,andthereIfoundmybeggars。
  Wetookoffourmasksandcongratulatedeachotheronoursuccess,andtoldouradventures。Wehadnothingtofearfrominquisitiveeyes,fortheboxesoneachsideofuswereempty。Ihadtakenthemmyself,andthekeyswereinmypocket。
  ThefairbeggarstalkedofreturningmethealmsIhadgiventhem,butIrepliedinsuchawaythattheysaidnomoreaboutit。
  "Iamtakenforyou,sir,"saidthemarquis,"anditmaycausesomeannoyancetoourfairfriendshere。"
  "Ihaveforeseenthat,"Ireplied,"andIshallunmaskbeforetheendoftheball。Thiswillfalsifyallsuppositions,andnobodywillsucceedinidentifyingyou。"
  "Ourpocketsarefullofsweetmeats,"saidMdlle。Q————。
  "Everybodywantedtofillourplates。"
  "Yes,"saidthecousin,"everybodyadmiredus;theladiescamedownfromtheirboxestohaveacloserviewofus,andeveryonesaidthatnoricherdisguisecouldbeimagined。"
  "Youhaveenjoyedyourselves,then?"
  "Yes,indeed。"
  "AndItoo。Ifeelquiteboastfulathavinginventedacostumewhichhasdrawnalleyesuponyou,andyethasconcealedyouridentity。"
  "Youhavemadeusallhappy,"saidthelieutenant’slittlemistress。"IneverthoughtIshouldhavesuchapleasantevening。"
  "Finiscoronatopus,"Ireplied,"andIhopetheendwillbeevenbetterthanthebeginning。"
  SosayingIgavemysweetheart’shandagentlepressure,andwhethersheunderstoodmeornotIfeltherhandtrembleinmine。
  "Wewillgodownnow,"saidshe。
  "SowillI,forIwanttodance,andIamsureIshallmakeyoulaughasPierrot。"
  "Doyouknowhowmuchmoneyyougaveeachofus?"
  "Icannotsayprecisely,butIbelieveIgaveeachanequalshare。"
  "Thatisso。Ithinkitiswonderfulhowyoucoulddoit。"
  "Ihavedoneitathousandtimes。WhenIloseaparolioftensequinsIputthreefingersintomypurse,andamcertaintobringupthirtysequins。IwouldbetIgaveyoueachfromthirty—eighttofortysequins。"
  "Fortyexactly。It’swonderful。Weshallrememberthismasquedball。"
  "Idon’tthinkanybodywillimitateus,"saidthemarquis。
  "No,"saidthecousin,"andwewouldnotdaretowearthesamedressesagain。"
  Weputonourmasks,andIwasthefirsttogoout。Afternumerouslittlejocularitieswiththeharlequins,especiallythefemaleones,IrecognizedThereseinadomino,andwalkinguptoherasawkwardlyasIcouldIaskedhertodancewithme。
  "YouarethePierrotwhobrokethebank?"shesaid。
  Iansweredthequestionintheaffirmativebyanod。
  Idancedlikeamadman,alwaysonthepointoffallingtothegroundandneveractuallydoingso。
  Whenthedancewasover,Iofferedhermyarmandtookherbacktoherbox,whereGreppiwassittingbyhimself。Sheletmecomein,andtheirsurprisewasgreatwhenItookoffmymask。TheyhadthoughtIwasoneofthebeggars。IgaveM。GreppiCanano’scheque,andassoonashehadhandedmeanacknowledgmentIwentdowntotheball—roomagainwithmymaskoff,muchtotheastonishmentoftheinquisitive,whohadmadesurethatthemarquiswasI。
  TowardstheendoftheballIwentawayinasedan—chair,whichI
  stoppednearthedoorofanhotel,andalittlefurtheronItookanotherwhichbroughtmetothedoorofthepastry—cook’s。I
  foundZenobiainbed。ShesaidshewassureIwouldcomebackbymyself。IundressedasquicklyasIcould,andgotintobedwiththisVenusofawoman。Shewasabsoluteperfection。IamsurethatifPraxiteleshadhadherforamodel,hewouldnothaverequiredseveralGreekbeautiesfromwhichtocomposehisVenus。
  Whatapitythatsuchanexquisitefigureshouldbethepropertyofasorrytailor。
  Istrippedhernaked,andafterduecontemplationImadeherfeelhowmuchIlovedher。Shewaspleasedwithmyadmiration,andgavemebackasmuchasshegot。Ihadherentirelytomyselfforthefirsttime。Whenweheardthetrotoffourhorsesweroseandputonourclothesinatwinkling。
  Whenthecharmingbeggarscamein,ItoldthemthatIshouldbeabletohelpintheirtoiletteastheyhadnottochangetheirchemises,andtheydidnotmakemanyobjections。
  MygazewasfixedallthewhileonMdlle。Q————。Iadmiredhercharms,andIwasdelightedtoseethatshewasnotmiserlyintheirdisplay。AfterZenobiahaddoneherhairshelefthertome,andwenttoattendontheothers。Sheallowedmetoputonherdress,anddidnotforbidmyeyeswanderingtowardsalargerentinherchemise,whichletmeseealmostthewholeofoneofherbeautifulbreasts。
  "Whatareyougoingtodowiththischemise?"
  "Youwilllaughatoursilliness。Wehavedeterminedtokeepeverythingasamemorialofthesplendideveningwehavehad。Mybrotherwillbringitalltothehouse。Areyoucomingtoseeusthisevening?"
  "IfIwerewiseIshouldavoidyou。"
  "AndifIwerewiseIshouldn’taskyoutocome。"
  "Thatisfairlyanswered!OfcourseIwillcome;butbeforewepartmayIaskonekiss?"
  "Saytwo。"
  Herbrotherandthemarquislefttheroom,andtwosedan—chairsI
  hadsummonedtookoffthecousins。
  Assoonasthemarquiswasalonewithmeheaskedmeverypolitelytolethimshareintheexpenses。
  "Iguessedyouweregoingtohumiliateme。"
  "Suchwasnotmyintention,andIdonotinsist;butthenyouknowIshallbehumiliated。"
  "Notatall;Ireckononyourgoodsense。Itreallycostsmenothing。Besides,Igiveyoumywordtoletyoupayforallthepartiesofpleasureweenjoytogetherduringthecarnival。Wewillsupherewhenyoulike;youshallinvitethecompany,andI
  willleaveyoutopaythebill。"
  "Thatarrangementwillsuitmeadmirably。Wemustbefriends。I
  leaveyouwiththischarmingattendant。IdidnotthinkthatsuchabeautycouldexistinMilanunknowntoallbutyou。"
  "Sheisatownswoman,whoknowshowtokeepasecret。Doyounot?"
  "IwouldratherdiethantellanyonethatthisgentlemanistheMarquisofF————。"
  "That’sright;alwayskeepyourword,andtakethistrifleasasouvenirofme。"
  Itwasaprettyring,whichZenobiareceivedwithmuchgrace;itmightbeworthaboutfiftysequins。
  Whenthemarquiswasgone,Zenobiaundressedmeanddidmyhairforthenight,andasIgotintobedIgavehertwenty—foursequins,andtoldhershemightgoandcomfortherhusband。
  "Hewon’tbeuneasy,"saidshe,"heisaphilosopher。"
  "Heneedbewithsuchaprettywife。Kissmeagain,Zenobia,andthenwemustpart。"
  Shethrewherselfuponme,coveringmewithkisses,andcallingmeherhappinessandherprovidence。Herfierykissesproducedtheirnaturaleffect,andafterIhadgivenherafreshproofofthepowerofhercharms,sheleftmeandIwenttosleep。
  Itwastwoo’clockwhenIawokeravenouslyhungry。Ihadanexcellentdinner,andthenIdressedtocallonthecharmingMdlle。Q————,whomIdidnotexpecttofindtoohardonme,afterwhatshehadsaid。Everybodywasplayingcardswiththeexceptionofherself。Shewasstandingbyawindowreadingsoattentivelythatshedidnothearmecomeintotheroom,butwhenshesawmenearher,sheblushed,shutupthebook,andputitinherpocket。
  "Iwillnotbetrayyou,"saidI,"ortellanyonethatIsurprisedyoureadingaprayer—book。"
  "No,don’t;formyreputationwouldbegoneifIwerethoughttobeadevotee。"
  "Hastherebeenanytalkofthemasquedballorofthemysteriousmasquers?"
  "Peopletalkofnothingelse,andcondolewithusfornothavingbeentotheball,butnoonecanguesswhothebeggarswere。Itseemsthatanunknowncarriageandfourthatspedlikethewindtookthemasfarasthefirststage,andwheretheywentnextGodaloneknows!Itissaidthatmyhairwasfalse,andIhavelongedtoletitdownandthusgivethemthelie。Itisalsosaidthatyoumustknowwhothebeggarswere,asyouloadedthemwithducats。"
  "Onemustletpeoplesayandbelievewhattheylikeandnotbetrayourselves。"
  "Youareright;andafterallwehadadelightfulevening。Ifyouacquityourselfofallcommissionsinthesameway,youmustbeawonderfulman。"
  "Butitisonlyyouwhocouldgivemesuchacommission。"
  "Ito—day,andanotherto—morrow。"
  "IseeyouthinkIaminconstant,butbelievemeifIfindfavourinyoureyesyourfacewilleverdwellinmymemory。"
  "Iamcertainyouhavetoldathousandgirlsthesamestory,andaftertheyhaveadmittedyoutotheirfavouryouhavedespisedthem。"
  "Praydonotusetheword’despise,’orIshallsupposeyouthinkmeamonster。Beautyseducesme。Iaspiretoitspossession,anditisonlywhenitisgivenmefromothermotivesthanlovethatI
  despiseit。HowshouldIdespiseonewholovedme?Ishouldfirstbecompelledtodespisemyself。YouarebeautifulandI
  worshipyou,butyouaremistakenifyouthinkthatIshouldbecontentforyoutosurrenderyourselftomeoutofmerekindness。"
  "Ah!Iseeitismyheartyouwant。"
  "Exactly。"
  "Tomakemewretchedattheendofafortnight。"
  "Toloveyoutilldeath,andtoobeyyourslightestwishes。"
  "Myslightestwishes?"
  "Yes,fortometheywouldbeinviolablelaws。"
  "WouldyousettleinMilan?"
  "Certainly,ifyoumadethataconditionofmyhappiness。"
  "Whatamusesmeinallthisisthatyouaredeceivingmewithoutknowingit,ifindeedyoureallyloveme。"
  "Deceivingyouwithoutknowingit!Thatissomethingnew。IfI
  amnotawareofit,Iaminnocentofdeceit。"
  "Iamwillingtoadmityourinnocency,butyouaredeceivingmenonetheless,forafteryouhadceasedtolovemenopowerofyourscouldbringlovebackagain。"
  "That,ofcourse,mighthappen,butIdon’tchoosetoentertainsuchunpleasantthoughts;Iprefertothinkofmyselfaslovingyoutoalleternity。ItiscertainatalleventsthatnootherwomaninMilanhasattractedme。"
  "Nottheprettygirlwhowaitedonus,andwhosearmsyouhavepossiblyleftanhouror,twoago?"
  "Whatareyousaying?Sheisthewifeofthetailorwhomadeyourclothes。Sheleftdirectlyafteryou,andherhusbandwouldnothaveallowedhertocomeatallifhewasnotawarethatshewouldbewantedtowaitontheladieswhosedresseshehadmade。"
  "Sheiswonderfullypretty。Isitpossiblethatyouarenotinlovewithher?"
  "Howcouldoneloveawomanwhoisatthedisposalofalow,uglyfellow?Theonlypleasureshegavemewasbytalkingofyouthismorning。"
  "Ofme?"
  "Yes。YouwillexcusemeifIconfesstohavingaskedherwhichoftheladiesshewaitedonlookedhandsomestwithoutherchemise。"
  "Thatwasalibertine’squestion。Well,whatdidshesay?"
  "Thattheladywiththebeautifulhairwasperfectineveryrespect。"
  "Idon’tbelieveawordofit。Ihavelearnthowtochangemychemisewithdecency,andsoasnottoshewanythingImightnotshewaman。Sheonlywishedtoflatteryourimpertinentcuriosity。IfIhadamaidlikethat,sheshouldsoongoaboutherbusiness。"
  "Youareangrywithme。"
  "No。"
  "It’snogoodsayingno,yoursoulflashedforthinyourdenunciation。Iamsorrytohavespoken。"
  "Oh!it’sofnoconsequence。Iknowmenaskchambermaidsquestionsofthatkind,andtheyallgiveanswerslikeyoursweetheart,whoperhapswantedtomakeyoucuriousaboutherself。"
  "Buthowcouldshehopetodothatbyextollingyourcharmsabovethoseoftheotherladies?And,howcouldsheknowthatI
  preferredyou?"
  "Ifshedidnotknowit,Ihavemadeamistake;butforallthat,sheliedtoyou。"
  "Shemayhaveinventedthetale,butIdonotthinkshelied。Youaresmilingagain!Iamdelighted。"
  "Iliketoletyoubelievewhatpleasesyou。"
  "Thenyouwillallowmetobelievethatyoudonothateme。"
  "Hateyou?Whatanuglyword!IfIhatedyou,shouldIseeyouatall?Butlet’stalkofsomethingelse。Iwantyoutodomeafavour。Herearetwosequins;Iwantyoutoputthemonan’ambe’
  inthelottery。Youcanbringmetheticketwhenyoucallagain,orstillbetter,youcansenditme,butdon’ttellanybody。"
  "Youshallhavetheticketwithoutfail,butwhyshouldInotbringit?"
  "Because,perhaps,youaretiredofcomingtoseeme。"
  "DoIlooklikethat?IfsoIamveryunfortunate。Butwhatnumberswillyouhave?"
  "Threeandforty;yougavethemmeyourself。"
  "HowdidIgivethemyou?"
  "Youputyourhandthreetimesontheboard,andtookupfortysequinseachtime。Iamsuperstitious,andyouwilllaughatme,Idaresay,butitseemstomethatyoumusthavecometoMilantomakemehappy。"
  "Nowyoumakemehappyindeed。Yousayyouaresuperstitious,butifthesenumbersdon’twinyoumustn’tdrawtheconclusionthatI
  don’tloveyou;thatwouldbeadreadfulfallacy。"
  "Iamnotsuperstitiousasallthat,norsovilealogician。"
  "DoyoubelieveIloveyou?"
  "Yes。"
  "MayItellyousoahundredtimes?"
  "Yes。"
  "Andproveitineveryway?"
  "ImustenquireintoyourmethodsbeforeIconsenttothat,foritispossiblethatwhatyouwouldcallaveryefficaciousmethodmightstrikemeasquiteuseless。"
  "Iseeyouaregoingtomakemesighafteryouforalongtime。"
  "AslongasIcan。"
  "Andwhenyouhavenostrengthleft?"
  "Iwillsurrender。Doesthatsatisfyyou?"
  "Certainly,butIshallexertallmystrengthtoabateyours。"
  "Doso;Ishalllikeit。"
  "Andwillyouhelpmetosucceed?"
  "Perhaps。"
  "Ah,dearmarchioness;youneedonlyspeaktomakeamanhappy。
  Youhavemademereallyso,andIamleavingyoufullofardour。"
  OnleavingthischarmingconversationalistIwenttothetheatreandthentothefaro—table,whereIsawthemasquerwhohadwonthreehundredsequinstheeveningbefore。Thisnighthewasveryunlucky。Hehadlosttwothousandsequins,andinthecourseofthenexthourhislosseshaddoubled。Cananothrewdownhiscardsandrose,saying,"Thatwilldo。"Themasquerleftthetable。HewasaGenoesenamedSpinola。
  "Thebankisprosperous,"IremarkedtoCanano。
  "Yes,"hereplied,"butitisnotalwaysso。Pierrotwasveryluckytheothernight。"
  "Youdidnotrecognizemeintheleast?"
  "No,Iwassofirmlypersuadedthatthebeggarwasyou。Youknowwhoheis?"
  "Ihaven’tanidea。Ineversawhimbeforethatday。"InthislastparticularIdidnotlie。
  "ItissaidthattheyareVenetians,andthattheywenttoBergamo。"
  "Itmaybeso,butIknownothingaboutthem。Ilefttheballbeforetheydid。"
  IntheeveningIsuppedwiththecountess,herhusband,andTriulzi。TheywereofthesameopinionasCanano。TriulzisaidthatIhadletthecatoutofthebagbygivingthebeggarshandfulsofsequins。
  "Thatisamistake,"Ianswered。"WhentheluckisinmyfavourI
  neverrefuseanyonewhoasksmeformoney,forIhaveasuperstitionthatIshouldloseifIdid。Ihadwonthirtypoundsweightofgold,andIcouldaffordtoletfoolstalk。"
  ThenextdayIgotthelotteryticketandtookittothemarchioness。IfeltmadlyinlovewithherbecauseIknewshewasinlovewithme。Neitherofthemwereplaying,andIspenttwohoursintheircompany,talkingofloveallthewhileandenjoyingtheirconversationimmensely,fortheywereexceedinglyintelligent。Ileftthemwiththeconvictionthatifthecousin,andnotMdlle。Q————,hadbeenthrowninmyway,Ishouldhavefalleninlovewithherinjustthesamemanner。
  AlthoughthecarnivalisfourdayslongeratMilanthanatanyothertown,itwasnowdrawingtoaclose。Therewerethreemoreballs。Iplayedeveryday,andeverydayIlosttwoorthreehundredsequins。Myprudencecausedevenmoresurprisethanmybadfortune。Iwenteverydaytothefaircousinsandmadelove,butIwasstillatthesamepoint;Ihoped,butcouldgetnothingtangible。Thefairmarchionesssometimesgavemeakiss,butthiswasnotenoughforme。ItistruethatsofarIhadnotdaredtoaskhertomeetmealone。AsitwasIfeltmylovemightdieforwantoffood,andthreedaysbeforetheballIaskedherifshe,hertwofriends,themarquis,andthelieutenant,wouldcomeandsupwithme。
  "Mybrother,"shesaid,"willcallonyouto—morrowtoseewhatcanbearranged。"
  Thiswasagoodomen。Thenextdaythelieutenantcame。Ihadjustreceivedthedrawingsatthelottery,andwhatwasmysurpriseanddelighttoseethetwonumbersthreeandforty。I
  saidnothingtotheyoungmarquis,ashissisterhadforbiddenme,butIforesawthatthiseventwouldbefavourabletomysuit。
  "TheMarquisofF————,"saidtheworthyambassador,"asksyoutosupperinyourownroomswithallthebandofbeggars。Hewishestogiveusasurprise,andwouldbeobligedifyouwouldlendhimtheroomtohaveasetofdisguisesmade,andtoensuresecrecyhewantsyoutolethavethesamewaiting—maid。"
  "Withpleasure;tellthemarquisthatallshallbeaccordingtohispleasure。"
  "Getthegirltocomethereatthreeo’clockto—day,andletthepastry—cookknowthatthemarquishasfullpowerstodowhathelikesintheplace。"
  "Everythingshallbedoneasyousuggest。"
  IguessedatoncethatthemarquiswantedtohaveatasteofZenobia;butthisseemedtomesonaturalthat,farfrombeingangry,Ifeltdisposedtodoallinmypowertofavourhisplans。
  Liveandletlivehasalwaysbeenmymaxim,anditwillbesotomydyingday,thoughnowIdobutlivealifeofmemories。
  AssoonasIwasdressedIwentout,andhavingtoldthepastrycooktoconsiderthegentlemanwhowascomingasmyself,I
  calledonthetailor,whowasdelightedatmygettinghiswifework。Heknewbyexperiencethatshewasnonetheworsefortheselittleabsences。
  "Idon’twantyou,"saidItothetailor,"asitisonlywomen’sdressesthathavetobedone。Mygoodgossipherewillbesufficient。"
  "Atthreeo’clockshemaygo,andIshallnotexpecttoseeheragainforthreedays。"
  AfterIhaddinedIcalledasusualonthefairmarchioness,andfoundherinatransportofdelight。Herlotterytickethadgotherfivehundredsequins。
  "Andthatmakesyouhappy,doesit?"saidI。
  "Itdoes,notbecauseofthegaininmoney,thoughIambynomeansrich,butforthebeautyoftheideaandforthethoughtthatIoweitalltoyou。Thesetwothingsspeakvolumesinyourfavour。"
  "Whatdotheysay?"
  "Thatyoudeservetobeloved。"
  "Andalsothatyouloveme?"
  "No,butmyhearttellsmeasmuch。"
  "Youmakemehappy,butdoesnotyourheartalsotellyouthatyoushouldproveyourlove?"
  "Dearest,canyoudoubtit?"
  Withthesewordsshegavemeherhandtokissforthefirsttime。
  "Myfirstidea,"sheadded,"wastoputthewholefortysequinsonthe’ambe’。"
  "Youhadn’tsufficientcourage?"
  "Itwasn’tthat,Ifeltashamedtodoit。Iwasafraidthatyoumighthaveathoughtyouwouldnottellmeof——namely,thatifI
  gaveyouthefortysequinstoriskonthelottery,youwouldthinkIdespisedyourpresent。Thiswouldhavebeenwrong,andifyouhadencouragedmeIshouldhaveriskedallthemoney。"
  "Iamsosorrynottohavethoughtofit。Youwouldhavehadtenthousandsequins,andIshouldbeahappyman。"
  "Wewillsaynomoreaboutit。"
  "Yourbrothertellsmethatwearegoingtothemasquedballunderthedirectionofthemarquis,andIleaveyoutoimaginehowgladIfeelatthethoughtofspendingawholenightwithyou。Butonethoughttroublesme。"
  "Whatisthat?"
  "Iamafraiditwillnotgooffsowellasbefore。"
  "Don’tbeafraid,themarquisisamanofmuchingenuity,andlovesmycousin’shonourasherself。Heissuretogetusdisguisesinwhichweshallnotberecognized。"
  "Ihopeso。Hewantstopayforeverything,includingthesupper。"
  "Hecannotdobetterthanimitateyourexampleinthatrespect。"
  OntheeveningoftheballIwentatanearlyhourtothepastry—
  cook’s,whereIfoundthemarquiswellpleasedwiththeprogressthathadbeenmade。Thedressingroomwasshut。IaskedhiminasuggestivemannerifhewassatisfiedwithZenobia。
  "Yes,withherwork,"heanswered;"Ididnotaskhertodoanythingelseforme。"
  "Oh!ofcourseIbelieveit,butIamafraidyoursweetheartwillberathersceptical。"
  "SheknowsthatIcannotloveanyonebesidesherself。"
  "Well,well,wewillsaynomoreaboutit。"
  Whentheguestscamethemarquissaidthatasthecostumeswouldamuseuswehadbetterputthemonbeforesupper。
  Wefollowedhimintothenextroom,andhepointedouttwothickbundles。
  "Here,ladies,areyourdisguises,"saidhe;"andhereisyourmaidwhowillhelpyouwhilewedressinanotherroom。"
  Hetookthelargerofthetwobundles,andwhenwewereshutupinourroomheundidthestring,andgaveusourdresses,saying,——
  "Letusbeasquickaswecan。"
  Weburstoutlaughingtoseeasetofwomen’sclothes。Nothingwaswanting,chemises,embroideredshoeswithhighheels,superbgarters,and,torelieveusofthetroubleofhavingourhairdone,exquisitecapswithrichlacecomingovertheforehead。I
  wassurprisedtofindthatmyshoesfittedmeperfectly,butI
  heardafterwardsthatheemployedthesamebootmakerasIdid。
  Corsets,petticoats,gowns,kerchief,fans,work—bags,rouge—
  boxes,masks,gloves—allwerethere。Weonlyhelpedeachotherwithourhair,butwhenitwasdonewelookedintenselystupid,withtheexceptionoftheyoungofficer,whoreallymighthavebeentakenforaprettywoman;hehadconcealedhisdeficiencyinfemininecharacteristicsbyfalsebreastsandabustleWetookoffourbreechesoneaftertheother。
  "Yourfinegarters,"saidI,tothemarquis,"makemewanttowearsometoo。"
  "Exactly,"saidthemarquis;"buttheworstofitisnobodywilltakethetroubletofindoutwhetherwehavegartersornot,fortwoyoungladiesfivefeetteninheightwillnotinspireveryardentdesires。"
  Ihadguessedthatthegirlswouldbedressedlikemen,andIwasnotmistaken。Theywerereadybeforeus,andwhenweopenedthedoorwesawthemstandingwiththeirbackstothefireplace。
  Theylookedthreeyoungpagesminustheirimpudence,forthoughtheyendeavouredtoseemquiteattheireasetheywereratherconfused。
  Weadvancedwiththemodestyofthefairsex,andimitatingtheairofshyreservewhichthepartdemanded。Thegirlsofcoursethoughtthemselvesobligedtomimictheairsofmen,andtheydidnotaccostuslikeyoungmenaccustomedtobehaverespectfullytoladies。Theyweredressedasrunningfootmen,withtightbreeches,well—fittingwaistcoats,openthroats,garterswithasilverfringe,lacedwaistbands,andprettycapstrimmedwithsilverlace,andacoatofarmsemblazonedingold。TheirlaceshirtswereornamentedwithanimmensefrillofAlenconpoint。Inthisdress,whichdisplayedtheirbeautifulshapesunderaveilwhichwasalmosttransparent,theywouldhavestirredthesenseofaparalytic,andwehadnosymptomsofthatdisease。However,welovedthemtoowelltofrightenthem。
  Afterthesillyremarksusualonsuchoccasionshadbeenpassed,webegantotalknaturallywhilewewerewaitingforsupper。Theladiessaidthatasthiswasthefirsttimetheyhaddressedasmentheywereafraidofbeingrecognized。
  "Supposingsomebodyknewus,"criedthecousin,"weshouldbeundone!"
  Theywereright;butourpartwastoreassurethem,thoughIatanyratewouldhavepreferredtostaywherewewere。
  Wesatdowntosupper,eachnexttohissweetheart,andtomysurprisethelieutenant’smistresswasthefirsttobeginthefun。
  Thinkingthatshecouldnotpretendtobeamanwithoutbeingimpudent,shebegantotoywiththelady—lieutenant,whodefendedhimselflikeaprudishmiss。Thetwocousins,nottobeoutdone,begantocaressusinamannerthatwasratherfree。Zenobia,whowaswaitingonusattablecouldnothelplaughingwhenMdlle。Q——
  ——reproachedherforhavingmademydresstootightintheneck。
  Shestretchedoutherhandasiftotoywithme,whereuponIgaveheraslightboxontheear,andimitatingthemannerofarepentantcavaliershekissedmyhandandbeggedmypardon。
  Themarquissaidhefeltcold,andhismistressaskedhimifhehadhisbreecheson,andputherhandunderhisdresstosee,butshespeedilydrewitbackwithablush。Weallburstoutlaughing,andshejoinedin,andproceededwithherpartofhardylover。
  Thesupperwasadmirable;everythingwaschoiceandabundant。
  Warmwithloveandwine,werosefromthetableatwhichwehadbeenfortwohours,butaswegotupsadnessdisfiguredthefacesofthetwoprettycousins。Theydidnotdaretogototheballinacostumethatwouldputthematthemercyofallthelibertinesthere。ThemarquisandIfeltthattheywereright。
  "Wemustmakeupourminds,"saidthelieutenant,"shallwegototheballorgohome?"
  "Neither,"saidthemarquis,"wewilldancehere。"
  "Wherearetheviolins"askedhismistress,"youcouldnotgetthemto—nightfortheirweightingold。"
  "Well,"saidI,"wewilldowithoutthem。Wewillhavesomepunch,laugh,andbemerry,andweshallenjoyourselvesbetterthanattheball,andwhenwearetiredwecangotosleep。Wehavethreebedshere。"
  "Twowouldbeenough,"saidthecousin。
  "True,butwecan’thavetoomuchofagoodthing。"
  Zenobiahadgonetosupwiththepastrycook’swife,butshewasreadytocomeupagainwhensheshouldbesummoned。
  Aftertwohoursspentinamoroustrifling,thelieutenant’smistress,feelingalittledizzy,wentintoanadjoiningroomandlaydownonthebed。Herloverwassoonbesideher。
  Mdlle。Q————,whowasinthesamecase,toldmethatshewouldliketorest,soItookherintoaroomwhereshecouldsleepthenight,andadvisedhertodoso。
  "Idon’tthinkIneedfearitsgoinganyfarther,"Isaid,"wewillleavethemarquiswithyourcousinthen,andIwillwatchoveryouwhileyousleep。"
  "No,no,youshallsleeptoo。"Sosaying,shewentintothedressing—room,andaskedmetogethercloak。Ibroughtittoher,andwhenshecameinshesaid,——
  "Ibreatheagain。Thosedreadfultrousersweretootight;theyhurtme。"Shethrewherselfonthebed,withnothingonbesideshercloak。
  "Wheredidthebreecheshurtyou?"saidI。
  "Ican’ttellyou,butIshouldthinkyoumustfindthemdreadfullyuncomfortable。"
  "But,dearest,ouranatomyisdifferent,andbreechesdonottroubleusatallwheretheyhurtyou。"
  AsIspokeIheldhertomybreastandletmyselffallgentlybesideheronthebed。Weremainedthusaquarterofanhourwithoutspeaking,ourlipsgluedtogetherinonelongkiss。I
  leftheramomentbyherself,andwhenIreturnedshewasbetweenthesheets。Shesaidshehadundressedtobeabletosleepbetter,and,shuttinghereyes,turnedaway。Iknewthatthehappyhourhadcome,andtakingoffmywoman’sclothesinatwinkling,Igentlyglidedintothebedbesideher,forthelaststrugglesofmodestymustbetenderlyrespected。Iclaspedherinmyarmsandagentlepressuresoonarousedherpassions,andturningtowardsmeshesurrenderedtomeallhercharms。
  AfterthefirstsacrificeIproposedawash,forthoughIcouldnotexactlyflattermyselfthatIhadbeenthefirsttobreakopenthelock,thevictimhadleftsometracesonthebed,whichlookedasifitwereso。Theofferwasreceivedwithdelight,andwhentheoperationwasoversheallowedmetogazeonallhercharms,whichIcoveredwithkisses。Growingbolder,shemademegrantherthesameprivilege。
  "Whatadifferencethereis,"saidshe,"betweennatureandart!"
  "Butofcourseyouthinkthatartisthebetter?"
  "No,certainlynot。"
  "Buttheremaybeimperfectionsinnature,whereasartisperfect。"
  "IdonotknowwhethertherebeanyimperfectioninwhatIbehold,butIdoknowthatIhaveneverseenanythingsobeautiful。"
  Infactshehadtheinstrumentoflovebeforehereyesinallitsmajesty,andIsoonmadeherfeelitspower。Shedidnotremainstillamoment,andIhaveknownfewwomensoardentandflexibleintheirmovements。
  "Ifwewerewise,"saidshe,"insteadofgoingtotheballagainwewouldcomehereandenjoyourselves。"
  IkissedthemouthwhichtoldmesoplainlythatIwastobehappy,andIconvincedherbymytransportsthatnomancouldloveherasardentlyasIdid。Ihadnoneedtokeepherawake,sheshewednoinclinationforsleep。Wewereeitherinactionorcontemplation,orengagedinamorousdiscourse,thewholetime。I
  cheatedhernowandthen,buttoherownadvantage,forayoungwomanisalwaysmorevigorousthanaman,andwedidnotstoptillthedaybegantobreak。Therewasnoneedforconcealment,foreachhadenjoyedhissweetheartinpeaceandhappiness,anditwasonlymodestywhichsilencedourcongratulations。Bythissilencewedidnotproclaimourhappiness,butneitherdidwedenyit。
  WhenwewerereadyIthankedthemarquis,andaskedhimtosupperforthenextballnightwithoutanypretenceofourgoingtothemasquerade,iftheladieshadnoobjection。Thelieutenantansweredforthemintheaffirmative,andhismistressthrewherarmsroundhisneck,reproachinghimforhavingsleptallnight。
  Themarquisconfessedtothesamefault,andIrepeatedthewordslikeanarticleoffaith,whiletheladieskissedus,andthankedusforourkindnesstothem。Wepartedinthesamewayasbefore,exceptthatthistimethemarquisremainedwithZenobia。
  IwenttobedassoonasIgothome,andslepttillthreeo’clock。
  WhenIgotupIfoundthehousewasempty,soIwenttodineatthepastry—cook’s,whereIfoundZenobiaandherhusband,whohadcometoenjoytheleavingsofoursupper。HetoldmethatIhadmadehisfortune,asthemarquishadgivenhiswifetwenty—foursequinsandthewoman’sdresshehadworn。Igavehermineaswell。ItoldmygossipthatIshouldlikesomedinner,andthetailorwentawayinagratefulmood。
  AssoonasIwasalonewithZenobiaIaskedherifsheweresatisfiedwiththemarquis。
  "Hepaidmewell,"sheanswered,aslightblushmountingonhercheeks。
  "Thatisenough,"saidI,"noonecanseeyouwithoutlovingyou,orloveyouwithoutdesiringtopossessyourcharms。"
  "Themarquisdidnotgosofarasthat。"
  "Itmaybeso,butIamsurprisedtohearit。"
  WhenIhaddined,Ihastenedtocallonthefairmarchioness,whomIlovedmorethaneverafterthedeliciousnightshehadgivenme。
  Iwantedtoseewhateffectshewouldhaveonme,aftermakingmesohappy。Shelookedprettierthanever。Shereceivedmeinawaybecominginamistresswhoisgladtohaveacquiredsomerightsoverherlover。
  "Iwassure,"saidshe,"thatyouwouldcomeandseeme;"andthoughhercousinwasthereshekissedmesooftenandsoardentlythattherewasnoroomfordoubtastothemannerinwhichwehadspentournighttogether。Ipassedfivehourswithher,whichwentbyalltooquickly,forwetalkedoflove,andloveisaninexhaustiblesubject。Thisfivehours’visitonthedayafterourbridalshewedmethatIwasmadlyinlovewithmynewconquest,whileitmusthaveconvincedherthatIwasworthyofheraffection。
  CountessA————B————hadsentmeanoteaskingmetosupwithher,herhusband,andtheMarquisTriulzi,andotherfriends。ThisengagementpreventedmypayingavisittoCanano,whohadwonathousandsequinsofmesincemygreatvictoryasPierrot。Iknewthatheboastedthathewassureofme,butinmyownmindIhaddeterminedtogainthemastery。Atsupperthecountesswagedwaronme。Isleptoutatnight。Iwasrarelyvisible。Shetriedhardtostealmysecretfromme,andtogetsomeinformationastomyamorousadventures。ItwasknownthatIsometimessuppedatTherese’swithGreppi,whowaslaughedatbecausehehadbeensillyenoughtosaythathehadnothingtodreadfrommypower。
  Thebettertoconcealmygame,Isaidhewasquiteright。
  ThenextdayBarbaro,whowasashonestasmostprofessionalsharpersare,broughtmethetwohundredsequinsIhadlenthim,withaprofitoftwohundredmore。Hetoldmethathehadhadaslightdifferencewiththelieutenant,andwasnotgoingtoplayanymore。Ithankedhimforhavingpresentedmetothefairmarchioness,tellinghimthatIwasquiteinlovewithherandinhopesofovercomingherscruples。Hesmiled,andpraisedmydiscretion,lettingmeunderstandthatIdidnottakehimin;butitwasenoughformenottoconfesstoanything。
  Aboutthreeo’clockIcalledonmysweetheart,andspentfivehourswithherasbefore。AsBarbarowasnotplaying,theservantshadbeenorderedtosaythatnoonewasathome。AsI
  wasthedeclaredloverofthemarchioness,hercousintreatedmeasanintimatefriend。ShebeggedmetostayatMilanaslongaspossible,notonlytomakehercousinhappy,butforhersakeaswell,sincewithoutmeshecouldnotenjoythemarquis’ssocietyinprivate,andwhileherfatherwasalivehewouldneverdaretocomeopenlytothehouse。Shethoughtshewouldcertainlybecomehiswifeassoonasheroldfatherwasdead,butshehopedvainly,forsoonafterthemarquisfellintoevilwaysandwasruined。
  Nexteveningweallassembledatsupper,andinsteadofgoingtotheballgaveourselvesuptopleasure。Wespentadeliciousnight,butitwassaddenedbythereflectionthatthecarnivalwasdrawingtoaclose,andwithitourmutualpleasureswouldbeover。
  OntheeveofShroveTuesdayastherewasnoballIsatdowntoplay,andnotbeingableoncetohitonthreewinningcards,I
  lostallthegoldIhadaboutme。Ishouldhaveleftthetableasusualifawomandisguisedasamanhadnotgivenmeacard,andurgedmebysignstoplayit。Iriskedahundredsequinsonit,givingmywordforthepayment。Ilost,andinmyendeavourstogetbackmymoneyIlostathousandsequins,whichIpaidthenextday。
  Iwasjustgoingouttoconsolemyselfwiththecompanyofmydearmarchioness,whenIsawtheevil—omenedmasquerapproaching,accompaniedbyaman,alsoindisguise,whoshookmebythehandandbeggedmetocomeatteno’clocktothe"ThreeKings"atsuchanumber,ifthehonourofanoldfriendwasdeartome。
  "Whatfriendisthat?"
  "Myself。"
  "Whatisyourname?"
  "Icannottellyou。"
  "Thenyouneednottellmetocome,forifyouwereatruefriendofmineyouwouldtellmeyourname。"
  Iwentoutandhefollowedme,beggingmetocomewithhimtotheendofthearcades。Whenwegottherehetookoffhismask,andI
  recognizedCroce,whommyreadersmayremember。
  IknewhewasbanishedfromMilan,andunderstoodwhyhedidnotcaretogivehisnameinpublic,butIwasexceedinglygladIhadrefusedtogotohisinn。
  "Iamsurprisedtoseeyouhere,"saidI。
  "Idaresayyourare。Ihavecomehereinthiscarnivalseason,whenonecanwearamask,tocompelmyrelationstogivemewhattheyoweme;buttheyputmeofffromonedaytoanother,astheyaresureIshallbeobligedtogowhenLentbegins。"
  "Andwillyoudoso?"
  "Ishallbeobligedto,butasyouwillnotcomeandseeme,givemetwentysequins,whichwillenablemetoleaveMilan。Mycousinowesmetenthousandlivres,andwillnotpaymeatentheven。I
  willkillhimbeforeIgo。"
  "Ihaven’tafarthing,andthatmaskofyourshasmademeloseathousandsequins,whichIdonotknowhowtopay。
  "Iknow。Iamanunluckyman,andbringbadlucktoallmyfriends。ItwasIwhotoldhertogiveyouacard,inthehopethatitwouldchangetherunagainstyou。"
  "IssheaMilanesegirl?"
  "No,shecomesfromMarseilles,andisthedaughterofarichagent。Ifellinlovewithher,seducedher,andcarriedherofftoherunhappiness。Ihadplentyofmoneythen,but,wretchthatIam,IlostitallatGenoa,whereIhadtosellallmypossessionstoenablemetocomehere。IhavebeenaweekinMilan。Praygivemethewherewithaltoescape。"
  Iwastouchedwithcompassion,andIborrowedtwentysequinsfromCanano,andgavethemtothepoorwretch,tellinghimtowritetome。
  Thisalms—givingdidmegood;itmademeforgetmylosses,andI
  spentadelightfuleveningwiththemarchioness。
  Thenextdaywesuppedtogetheratmyrooms,andspenttherestofthenightinamorouspleasures。ItwastheSaturday,thelastdayofthecarnivalatMilan,andIspentthewholeoftheSundayinbed,forthemarchionesshadexhaustedme,andIknewthatalongsleepwouldrestoremystrength。
  EarlyonMondaymorningClairmontbroughtmealetterwhichhadbeenleftbyaservant。Ithadnosignature,andranasfollows:
  "Havecompassion,sir,onthemostwretchedcreaturebreathing。
  M。delaCroixhasgoneawayindespair。Hehasleftmehereintheinn,wherehehaspaidfornothing。GoodGod!whatwillbecomeofme?Iconjureyoutocomeandseeme,beitonlytogivemeyouradvice。"
  Ididnothesitateforamoment,anditwasnotfromanyimpulsesofloveorprofligacythatIwent,butfrompurecompassion。I
  putonmygreatcoat,andinthesameroominwhichIhadseenIreneIsawayoungandprettygirl,aboutwhosefacetherewassomethingpeculiarlynobleandattractive。Isawinherinnocenceandmodestyoppressedandpersecuted。AssoonasIcameinshehumblyapologizedforhavingdaredtotroubleme,andsheaskedmetotellawomanwhowasintheroomtoleaveit,asshedidnotspeakItalian。
  "Shehasbeentiringmeformorethananhour。Icannotunderstandwhatshesays,butIcanmakeoutthatshewantstodomeaservice。However,Idonotfeelinclinedtoacceptherassistance。"
  "Whotoldyoutocomeandseethisyounglady?"saidI,tothewoman。
  "Oneoftheservantsoftheinntoldmethatayoungladyfromforeignpartshadbeenleftalonehere,andthatshewasmuchtobepitied。MyfeelingsofhumanitymademecomeandseeifI
  couldbeusefultoher;butIseesheisingoodhands,andIamverygladofitforhersake,poordear!"
  Isawthatthewomanwasaprocuress,andIonlyrepliedwithasmileofcontempt。
  ThepoorgirlthentoldmebrieflywhatIhadalreadyheard,andaddedthatCroce,whocalledhimselfDeSt。Croix,hadgonetothegaming—tableassoonashehadgotmytwentysequins,andthathehadthentakenherbacktotheinn,wherehehadspentthenextdayinastateofdespair,ashedidnotdaretoshewhimselfabroadinthedaytime。Intheeveningheputonhismaskandwentout,notreturningtillthenextmorning。
  "Soonafterheputonhisgreatcoatandgotreadytogoout,tellingmethatifhedidnotreturnhewouldcommunicatewithmebyyou,atthesametimegivingmeyouraddress,ofwhichIhavemadeuseasyouknow。Hehasnotcomeback,andifyouhavenotseenhimIamsurehehasgoneoffonfootwithoutapennyinhispocket。Thelandlordwantstobepaid,andbysellingallIhaveIcouldsatisfyhisclaims;but,goodGod!whatistobecomeofme,then?"
  "Dareyoureturntoyourfather?"
  "Yes,sir,Idarereturntohim。HewillforgivemewhenonmykneesandwithtearsinmyeyesItellhimthatIamreadytoburymyselfinanunnery。"
  "Verygood!thenIwilltakeyoutoMarseillesmyself,andinthemeanwhileIwillfindyoualodgingwithsomehonestpeople。Tillthen,shutyourselfupinyourroom,donotadmitanyonetoseeyou,andbesureIwillhaveacareforyou。"
  Isummonedthelandlordandpaidthebill,whichwasaverysmallone,andItoldhimtotakecareoftheladytillmyreturn。Thepoorgirlwasdumbwithsurpriseandgratitude。Isaidgood—byekindlyandleftherwithouteventakingherhand。Itwasnotaltogetheracaseofthedevilturningmonk;Ialwayshadarespectfordistress。
  IhadalreadythoughtofZenobiainconnectionwiththepoorgirl’slodging,andIwenttoseeheronthespot。Inherhusband’spresenceItoldherwhatIwanted,andaskedifshecouldfindacornerformynewfriend。
  "Sheshallhavemyplace,"criedtheworthytailor,"ifshewon’tmindsleepingwithmywife。Iwillhireasmallroomhardbye,andwillsleepthereaslongastheyoungladystays。"
  "That’sagoodidea,gossip,butyourwifewilllosebytheexchange。"
  "Notmuch,"saidZenobia;andthetailorburstoutlaughing。
  "Asforhermeals,"headded,"shemustarrangethatherself。"
  "That’saverysimplematter,"saidI,"ZenobiawillgetthemandIwillpayforthem。"
  Iwrotethegirlashortnote,tellingherofthearrangementsI
  hadmade,andchargedZenobiatotakehertheletter。ThenextdayIfoundherinthepoorlodgingwiththeseworthyfolks,lookingpleasedandravishinglypretty。IfeltthatIcouldbehavewellforthepresent,butIsighedatthethoughtofthejourney。Ishouldhavetoputastrongrestraintonmyself。
  IhadnothingmoretodoatMilan,butthecounthadmademepromisetospendafortnightatSt。Angelo。Thiswasanestatebelongingtohim,fifteenmilesfromMilan,andthecountspokemostenthusiasticallyofit。IfIhadgoneawaywithoutseeingSt。Angelo,hewouldhavebeenexceedinglymortified。Amarriedbrotherofhislivedthere,andthecountoftensaidthathisbrotherwaslongingtoknowme。Whenwereturnedhewouldnodoubtletmedepartinpeace。
  Ihadmadeupmymindtoshewmygratitudetotheworthymanforhishospitality,soonthefourthdayofLentItookleaveofTherese,Greppi,andtheaffectionatemarchioness,fortwoweeks,andwesetoutonourway。
  Tomygreatdelightthecountessdidnotcaretocome。ShemuchpreferredstayinginMilanwithTriulzi,whodidnotletherlackforanything。
  WegottoSt。Angeloatthreeo’clock,andfoundthatwewereexpectedtodinner。