"MyLord,——Yesterdayeveningyourexcellencyinsultedmewithalightheart,withoutmyhavinggivenyouanycauseorreasonfordoingso。
Thisseemstoindicatethatyouhateme,andwouldgladlyeffacemefromthelandoftheliving。Ibothcanandwillobligeyouinthismatter。Bekindenough,therefore,todrivemeinyourcarriagetoaplacewheremydeathwillnotsubjectyourlordshiptothevengeanceofthelaw,incaseyouobtainthevictory,andwhereIshallenjoythesameadvantageifGodgivemegracetokillyourlordship。I
shouldnotmakethisproposalunlessIbelieveyourlordshiptobeofanobledisposition。
"Ihavethehonourtobe,etc。"
Isentthisletteranhourbeforeday—breaktoBranicki’slodginginthepalace。Mymessengerhadorderstogivetheletterintothecount’sownhands,towaitforhimtorise,andalsoforananswer。
InhalfanhourIreceivedthefollowinganswer:
"Sir,——Iacceptyourproposal,andshallbegladifyouwillhavethekindnesstoinformmewhenIshallhavethehonourofseeingyou。
"Iremain,sir,etc。"
Iansweredthisimmediately,informinghimIwouldcallonhimthenextday,atsixo’clockinthemorning。
Shortlyafter,Ireceivedasecondletter,inwhichhesaidthatI
mightchoosethearmsandplace,butthatourdifferencesmustbesettledinthecourseoftheday。
Isenthimthemeasureofmysword,whichwasthirty—twoincheslong,tellinghimhemightchooseanyplacebeyondtheban。Inreply,I
hadthefollowing:
"Sir,——Youwillgreatlyobligemebycomingnow。Ihavesentmycarriage。
"Ihavethehonourtobe,etc。"
IrepliedthatIhadbusinessalltheday,andthatasIhadmadeupmymindnottocalluponhim,exceptforthepurposeoffighting,I
beggedhimnottobeoffendedifItookthelibertyofsendingbackhiscarriage。
AnhourlaterBranickicalledinperson,leavinghissuiteatthedoor。Hecameintotheroom,requestedsomegentlemenwhoweretalkingwithmetoleaveusalone,lockedthedoorafterthem,andthensatdownonmybed。IdidnotunderstandwhatallthismeantsoItookupmypistols。
"Don’tbeafraid,"saidhe,"Iamnotcometoassassinateyou,butmerelytosaythatIacceptyourproposal,onconditiononlythattheduelshalltakeplaceto—day。Ifnot,never!"
"Itisoutofthequestion。Ihaveletterstowrite,andsomebusinesstodofortheking。"
"Thatwilldoafterwards。Inallprobabilityyouwillnotfall,andifyoudoIamsurethekingwillforgiveyou。Besides,adeadmanneedfearnoreproaches。"
"Iwanttomakemywill。"
"Come,come,youneedn’tbeafraidofdying;itwillbetimeenoughforyoutomakeyourwillinfiftyyears。"
"Butwhyshouldyourexcellencynotwaittilltomorrow?"
"Idon’twanttobecaught。"
"Youhavenothingofthekindtofearfromme。"
"Idaresay,butunlesswemakehastethekingwillhaveusbotharrested。"
"Howcanhe,unlessyouhavetoldhimaboutourquarrel?"
"Ah,youdon’tunderstand!Well,Iamquitewillingtogiveyousatisfaction,butitmustbeto—dayornever。"
"Verygood。Thisduelistoodeartomyheartformetoleaveyouanypretextforavoidingit。Callformeafterdinner,forIshallwantallmystrength。"
"Certainly。FormypartIlikeagoodsupperafter,betterthanagooddinnerbefore。"
"Everyonetohistaste。"
"True。Bytheway,whydidyousendmethelengthofyoursword?I
intendtofightwithpistols,forIneveruseswordswithunknownpersons。"
"Whatdoyoumean?Ibegofyoutorefrainfrominsultingmeinmyownhouse。Idonotintendtofightwithpistols,andyoucannotcompelmetodoso,forIhaveyourlettergivingmethechoiceofweapons。"
"Strictlyspeaking,nodoubtyouareintheright;butIamsureyouaretoopolitenottogiveway,whenIassureyouthatyouwilllaymeunderagreatobligationbydoingso。Veryoftenthefirstshotisamiss,andifthatisthecasewithbothofus,Ipromisetofightwithswordsaslongasyoulike。Willyouobligemeinthematter?"
"Yes,forIlikeyourwayofasking,though,inmyopinion,apistolduelisabarbarousaffair。Iaccept,butonthefollowingconditions:Youmustbringtwopistols,chargetheminmypresence,andgivemethechoice。Ifthefirstshotisamiss,wewillfightwithswordstillthefirstbloodortothedeath,whicheveryouprefer。Callformeatthreeo’clock,andchoosesomeplacewhereweshallbesecurefromthelaw。"
"Verygood。Youareagoodfellow,allowmetoembraceyou。Givemeyourwordofhonournottosayawordaboutittoanyone,forifyoudidweshouldbearrestedimmediately。"
"Youneednotbeafraidofmytalking;theprojectistoodeartome。"
"Good。Farewelltillthreeo’clock。"
Assoonasthebravebraggarthadleftme,IplacedthepapersIwasdoingforthekingapart,andwenttoCampioni,inwhomIhadgreatconfidence。
"Takethispackettotheking,"Isaid,"ifIhappentobekilled。
Youmayguess,perhaps,whatisgoingtohappen,butdonotsayawordtoanyone,oryouwillhavemeforyourbitterestenemy,asitwouldmeanlossofhonourtome。"
"Iunderstand。Youmayreckononmydiscretion,andIhopetheaffairmaybeendedhonourablyandprosperouslyforyou。Buttakeapieceoffriendlyadvice——don’tspareyouropponent,wereitthekinghimself,foritmightcostyouyourlife。Iknowthatbyexperience。"
"Iwillnotforget。Farewell。"
Wekissedeachother,andIorderedanexcellentdinner,forIhadnomindtobesenttoPlutofasting。Campionicameintodinneratoneo’clock,andatdessertIhadavisitfromtwoyoungcounts,withtheirtutor,Bertrand,akindlySwiss。TheywerewitnessestomycheerfulnessandtheexcellentappetitewithwhichIate。Athalf—
pasttwoIdismissedmycompany,andstoodatthewindowtobereadytogodowndirectlyBranicki’scarriageappeared。Hedroveupinatravellingcarriageandsix;twogrooms,leadingsaddle—horses,wentinfront,followedbyhistwoaide—de—campsandtwohussars。Behindhiscarriagestoodfourservants。Ihastenedtodescend,andfoundmyenemywasaccompaniedbyalieutenant—generalandanarmedfootman。Thedoorwasopened,thegeneralgavemehisplace,andI
orderedmyservantsnottofollowmebuttoawaitmyordersatthehouse。
"Youmightwantthem,"saidBranicki;"theyhadbettercomealong。"
"IfIhadasmanyasyou,Iwouldcertainlyagreetoyourproposition;butasitisIshalldostillbetterwithoutanyatall。
Ifneedbe,yourexcellencywillseethatIamtendedbyyourownservants。"
Hegavemehishand,andassuredmetheyshouldwaitonmebeforehimself。
Isatdown,andwewentoff。
ItwouldhavebeenabsurdifIhadaskedwhereweweregoing,soI
heldmytongue,foratsuchmomentsamanshouldtakeheedtohiswords。Branickiwassilent,andIthoughtthebestthingIcoulddowouldbetoengagehiminatrivialconversation。
"DoesyourexcellencyintendspendingthespringatWarsaw?"
"Ihadthoughtofdoingso,butyoumaypossiblysendmetopassthespringsomewhereelse。"
"Oh,Ihopenot!"
"Haveyouseenanymilitaryservice?"
"Yes;butmayIaskwhyyourexcellencyasksmethequestion,for——"
"Ihadnoparticularreason;itwasonlyforthesakeofsayingsomething。"
Wehaddrivenabouthalfanhourwhenthecarriagestoppedatthedoorofalargegarden。Wegotdownand,followingthepostoli,reachedagreenarbourwhich,bytheway,wasnotatallgreenonthat5thofMarch。Initwasastonetableonwhichthefootmanplacedtwopistols,afootandhalflong,withapowderflaskandscales。Heweighedthepowder,loadedthemequally,andlaidthemdowncrosswiseonthetable。
Thisdone,Branickisaidboldly,"Chooseyourweapon,sir。"
Atthisthegeneralcalledout,"Isthisaduel,sir?"
"Yes。"
"Youcannotfighthere;youarewithintheban。"
"Nomatter。"
"Itdoesmatter;andI,atallevents,refusetobeawitness。Iamonguardatthecastle,andyouhavetakenmebysurprise。"
"Bequiet;Iwillanswerforeverything。Iowethisgentlemansatisfaction,andImeantogiveithimhere。"
"M。Casanova,"saidthegeneral,"youcannotfighthere。"
"ThenwhyhaveIbeenbroughthere?IshalldefendmyselfwhereverI
amattacked。"
"Laythewholematterbeforetheking,andyoushallhavemyvoiceinyourfavour。"
"Iamquitewillingtodoso,general,ifhisexcellencywillsaythatheregretswhatpassedbetweenuslastnight。"
Branickilookedfiercelyatme,andsaidwrathfullythathehadcometofightandnottoparley。
"General,"saidI,"youcanbearwitnessthatIhavedoneallinmypowertoavoidthisduel。"
Thegeneralwentawaywithhisheadbetweenhishands,andthrowingoffmycloakItookthefirstpistolthatcametomyhand。Branickitooktheother,andsaidthathewouldguaranteeuponhishonourthatmyweaponwasagoodone。
"Iamgoingtotryitsgoodnessonyourhead,"Ianswered。
Heturnedpaleatthis,threwhisswordtooneofhisservants,andbaredhisthroat,andIwasobliged,tomysorrow,tofollowhisexample,formyswordwastheonlyweaponIhad,withtheexceptionofthepistol。Ibaredmychestalso,andsteppedbackfiveorsixpaces,andhedidthesame。
AssoonaswehadtakenupourpositionsItookoffmyhatwithmylefthand,andbeggedhimtofirefirst。
Insteadofdoingsoimmediatelyhelosttwoorthreesecondsinsighting,aiming,andcoveringhisheadbyraisingtheweaponbeforeit。Iwasnotinapositiontolethimkillmeathisease,soI
suddenlyaimedandfiredonhimjustashefiredonme。ThatIdidsoisevident,asallthewitnesseswereunanimousinsayingthattheyonlyheardonereport。IfeltIwaswoundedinmylefthand,andsoputitintomypocket,andIrantowardsmyenemywhohadfallen。Allofasudden,asIkneltbesidehim,threebareswordswereflourishedovermyhead,andthreenobleassassinspreparedtocutmedownbesidetheirmaster。Fortunately,Branickihadnotlostconsciousnessorthepowerofspeaking,andhecriedoutinavoiceofthunder,——
"Scoundrels!havesomerespectforamanofhonour。"
Thisseemedtopetrifythem。Iputmyrighthandunderthepistoli’sarmpit,whilethegeneralhelpedhimontheotherside,andthuswetookhimtotheinn,whichhappenedtobenearathand。
Branickistoopedashewalked,andgazedatmecuriously,apparentlywonderingwhereallthebloodonmyclothescamefrom。
Whenwegottotheinn,Branickilaidhimselfdowninanarm—chair。
Weunbuttonedhisclothesandlifteduphisshirt,andhecouldseehimselfthathewasdangerouslywounded。Myballhadenteredhisbodybytheseventhribontherighthand,andhadgoneoutbythesecondfalseribontheleft。Thetwowoundswereteninchesapart,andthecasewasofanalarmingnature,astheintestinesmusthavebeenpierced。Branickispoketomeinaweakvoice,——
"Youhavekilledme,somakehasteaway,asyouareindangerofthegibbet。Theduelwasfoughtintheban,andIamahighcourtofficer,andaKnightoftheWhiteEagle。Solosenotime,andifyouhavenotenoughmoneytakemypurse。"
Ipickedupthepursewhichhadfallenout,andputitbackinhispocket,thankinghim,andsayingitwouldbeuselesstome,forifI
wereguiltyIwascontenttolosemyhead。"Ihope,"Iadded,"thatyourwoundwillnotbemortal,andIamdeeplygrievedatyourobligingmetofight。"
WiththesewordsIkissedhimonhisbrowandlefttheinn,seeingneitherhorsesnorcarriage,norservant。Theyhadallgoneofffordoctor,surgeon,priest,andthefriendsandrelativesofthewoundedman。
Iwasaloneandwithoutanyweapon,inthemidstofasnow—coveredcountry,myhandwaswounded,andIhadnottheslightestideawhichwasthewaytoWarsaw。
Itooktheroadwhichseemedmostlikely,andafterIhadgonesomedistanceImetapeasantwithanemptysleigh。
"Warszawa?"Icried,shewinghimaducat。
Heunderstoodme,andliftedacoarsemat,withwhichhecoveredmewhenIgotintothesleigh,andthensetoffatagallop。
AllatonceBiniski,Branicki’sbosom—friend,camegallopingfuriouslyalongtheroadwithhisbareswordinhishand。Hewasevidentlyrunningafterme。HappilyhedidnotglanceatthewretchedsleighinwhichIwas,orelsehewouldundoubtedlyhavemurderedme。IgotatlasttoWarsaw,andwenttothehouseofPrinceAdamCzartoryskitobeghimtoshelterme,buttherewasnobodythere。WithoutdelayIdeterminedtoseekrefugeintheConventoftheRecollets,whichwashandy。
Irangatthedoorofthemonastery,andtheporterseeingmecoveredwithbloodhastenedtoshutthedoor,guessingtheobjectofmyvisit。ButIdidnotgivehimthetimetodoso,buthonouringhimwithaheartykickforcedmywayin。Hiscriesattractedatroopoffrightenedmonks。Idemandedsanctuary,andthreatenedthemwithvengeanceiftheyrefusedtograntit。Oneoftheirnumberspoketome,andIwastakentoalittledenwhichlookedmorelikeadungeonthananythingelse。Iofferednoresistance,feelingsurethattheywouldchangetheirtunebeforeverylong。Iaskedthemtosendformyservants,andwhentheycameIsentforadoctorandCampioni。
BeforethesurgeoncouldcomethePalatinofPolduchiawasannounced。
Ihadneverhadthehonourofspeakingtohim,butafterhearingthehistoryofmyduelhewassokindastogivemealltheparticularsofaduelhehadfoughtinhisyouthfuldays。SoonaftercamethePalatinofKalisch,PrinceJablenowski。PrinceSanguska,andthePalatinofWilna,whoalljoinedinachorusofabuseofthemonkswhohadlodgedmesoscurvily。ThepoorreligiousexcusedthemselvesbysayingthatIhadill—treatedtheirporter,whichmademynoblefriendslaugh;butIdidnotlaugh,formywoundwasverypainful。
HoweverIwasimmediatelymovedintotwooftheirbestguest—rooms。
Theballhadpiercedmyhandbythemetacarpusundertheindexfinger,andhadbrokenthefirstphalanges。Itsforcehadbeenarrestedbyametalbuttononmywaistcoat,andithadonlyinflictedaslightwoundonmystomachclosetothenavel。However,thereitwasandithadtobeextracted,foritpainedmeextremely。AnempiricnamedGendron,thefirstsurgeonmyservantshadfound,madeanopeningontheoppositesideofmyhandwhichdoubledthewound。
WhilehewasperformingthispainfuloperationItoldthestoryofthedueltothecompany,concealingtheanguishIwasenduring。Whatapowervanityexercisesonthemoralandphysicalforces!IfIhadbeenaloneIshouldprobablyhavefainted。
AssoonastheempiricGendronwasgone,thepalatin’ssurgeoncameinandtookchargeofthecase,callingGendronalowfellow。AtthesametimePrinceLubomirski,thehusbandofthepalatin’sdaughter,arrived,andgaveusallasurprisebyrecountingthestrangeoccurrenceswhichhadhappenedaftertheduel。BininskicametowhereBranickiwaslying,andseeinghiswoundrodeofffuriouslyonhorseback,swearingtostrikemedeadwhereverhefoundme。HefanciedIwouldbewithTomatis,andwenttohishouse。HefoundTomatiswithhismistress,PrinceLubomirski,andCountMoszczinski,butnoCasanovawasvisible。HeaskedwhereIwas,andonTomatisreplyingthathedidnotknowhedischargedapistolathishead。AtthisdastardlyactionCountMoszczinckiseizedhimandtriedtothrowhimoutofthewindow,butthemadmangotloosewiththreecutsofhissabre,oneofwhichslashedthecountonthefaceandknockedoutthreeofhisteeth。
"Afterthisexploit,"PrinceLubomirskicontinued,"heseizedmebythethroatandheldapistoltomyhead,threateningtoblowoutmybrainsifIdidnottakehiminsafetytothecourtwherehishorsewas,sothathemightgetawayfromthehousewithoutanyattackbeingmadeonhimbyTomatis’sservants;andIdidsoimmediately。
Moszczinskiisinthedoctor’shands,andwillbelaidupforsometime。
"AssoonasitwasreportedthatBranickiwaskilled,hisUhlansbegantorideaboutthetownswearingtoavengetheircolonel,andtoslaughteryou。Itisveryfortunatethatyoutookrefugehere。
"Thechiefmarshalhashadthemonasterysurroundedbytwohundreddragoons,ostensiblytopreventyourescape,butinrealitytodefendyoufromBranicki’ssoldiers。
"Thedoctorssaythatthepostoliisingreatdangeriftheballhaswoundedtheintestines,butifnottheyanswerforhisrecovery。Hisfatewillbeknowntomorrow。Henowliesatthelordchamberlain’s,notdaringtohavehimselfcarriedtohisapartmentsatthepalace。
Thekinghasbeentoseehim,andthegeneralwhowaspresenttoldhismajestythattheonlythingthatsavedyourlifewasyourthreattoaimatBranicki’shead。Thisfrightenedhim,andtokeepyourballfromhisheadhestoodinsuchanawkwardpositionthathemissedyourvitalparts。Otherwisehewouldundoubtedlyhaveshotyouthroughtheheart,forhecansplitabulletintotwohalvesbyfiringagainstthebladeofaknife。ItwasalsoaluckythingforyouthatyouescapedBininski,whoneverthoughtoflookingforyouinthewretchedsleigh。"
"Mylord,themostfortunatethingformeisthatIdidnotkillmymanoutright。OtherwiseIshouldhavebeencuttopiecesjustasI
wenttohishelpbythreeofhisservants,whostoodovermewithdrawnswords。However,thepostoliorderedthemtoleavemealone。
"IamsorryforwhathashappenedtoyourhighnessandCountMoszczinski;andifTomatiswasnotkilledbythemadmanitisonlybecausethepistolwasonlychargedwithpowder。"
"That’swhatIthink,fornooneheardthebullet;butitwasamerechance。"
"Quiteso。"
Justthenanofficerofthepalatin’scametomewithanotefromhismaster,whichranasfollows:
"Readwhatthekingsaystome,andsleepwell。"
Theking’snotewasthusconceived:
"Branicki,mydearuncle,isdangerouswounded。Mysurgeonsaredoingalltheycanforhim,butIhavenotforgottenCasanova。Youmayassurehimthatheispardoned,evenifBranickishoulddie。"
Ikissedthelettergratefully,andshewedittomyvisitors,wholaudedthisgenerousmantrulyworthyofbeingaking。
AfterthispleasantnewsIfeltinneedofrest,andmylordsleftme。Assoonastheyweregone,Campioni,whohadcomeinbeforeandhadstoodinthebackground,cameuptomeandgavemebackthepacketofpapers,andwithtearsofjoycongratulatedmeonthehappyissueoftheduel。
NextdayIhadshoalsofvisitors,andmanyofthechiefsofthepartyopposedtoBranickisentmepursesfullofgold。Thepersonswhobroughtthemoneyonbehalfofsuchalordorlady,saidthatbeingaforeignerImightbeinneedofmoney,andthatwastheirexcuseforthelibertytheyhadtaken。Ithankedandrefusedthemall,andsentbackatleastfourthousandducats,andwasveryproudofhavingdoneso。Campionithoughtitwasabsurd,andhewasright,forIrepentedafterwardsofwhatIhaddone。TheonlypresentI
acceptedwasadinnerforfourpersons,whichPrinceAdamCzartoryskisentmeineveryday,thoughthedoctorwouldnotletmeenjoyit,hebeingagreatbelieverindiet。
Thewoundinmystomachwasprogressingfavourably,butonthefourthdaythesurgeonssaidmyhandwasbecominggangrened,andtheyagreedthattheonlyremedywasamputation。IsawthisannouncedintheCourtGazettethenextmorning,butasIhadotherviewsonthematterIlaughedheartilyattheparagraph。Thesheetwasprintedatnight,afterthekinghadplacedhisinitialstothecopy。Inthemorningseveralpersonscametocondolewithme,butIreceivedtheirsympathywithgreatirreverence。ImerelylaughedatCountClary,whosaidIwouldsurelysubmittotheoperation;andjustasheutteredthewordsthethreesurgeonscameintogether。
"Well,gentlemen,"saidI,"youhavemusteredingreatstrength;whyisthis?"
Myordinarysurgeonrepliedthathewishedtohavetheopinionoftheothertwobeforeproceedingtoamputation,andtheywouldrequiretolookatthewound。
Thedressingwasliftedandgangrenewasdeclaredtobeundoubtedlypresent,andexecutionwasorderedthatevening。Thebutchersgavemethenewswithradiantfaces,andassuredmeIneednotbeafraidastheoperationwouldcertainlyproveefficacious。
"Gentlemen,"Ireplied,"youseemtohaveagreatmanysolidscientificreasonsforcuttingoffmyhand;butonethingyouhavenotgot,andthatismyconsent。Myhandismyown,andIamgoingtokeepit。"
"Sir,itiscertainlygangrened;byto—morrowthearmwillbegintomortify,andthenyouwillhavetoloseyourarm。"
"Verygood;ifthatprovesoyoushallcutoffmyarm,butIhappentoknowsomethingofgangrene,andthereisnoneaboutme。"
"Youcannotknowasmuchaboutitaswedo。"
"Possibly;butasfarasIcanmakeout,youknownothingatall。"
"That’sratherastrongexpression。"
"Idon’tcarewhetheritbestrongorweak;youcangonow。"
Inacoupleofhourseveryonewhomthesurgeonshadtoldofmyobstinacycamepesteringme。Eventheprince—palatinwrotetomethatthekingwasextremelysurprisedatmylackofcourage。Thisstungmetothequick,andIwrotethekingalongletter,halfinearnestandhalfinjest,inwhichIlaughedattheignoranceofthesurgeons,andatthesimplicityofthosewhotookwhatevertheysaidforgospeltruth。Iaddedthatasanarmwithoutahandwouldbequiteasuselessasnoarmatall,Imeanttowaittillitwasnecessarytocutoffthearm。
MyletterwasreadatCourt,andpeoplewonderedhowamanwithgangrenecouldwritealongletteroffourpages。LubomirskitoldmekindlythatIwasmistakeninlaughingatmyfriends,forthethreebestsurgeonsinWarsawcouldnotbemistakeninsuchasimplecase。
"Mylord,theyarenotdeceivedthemselves,buttheywanttodeceiveme。"
"Whyshouldthey?"
"TomakethemselvesagreeabletoBranicki,whoisinadangerousstate,andmightpossiblygetbetterifheheardthatmyhandhadbeentakenoff。"
"Reallythatseemsanincredibleideatome!"
"WhatwillyourhighnesssayonthedaywhenIamprovedtoberight?"
"Ishallsayyouaredeservingofthehighestpraise,butthedaymustfirstcome。"
"Weshallseethisevening,andIgiveyoumywordthatifanygangrenehasattackedthearm,Iwillhaveitcutoffto—morrowmorning。"
Foursurgeonscametoseeme。Myarmwaspronouncedtobehighlyaedematous,andofalividcolouruptotheelbow;butwhenthelintwastakenoffthewoundIcouldseeformyselfthatitwasprogressingadmirably。However,Iconcealedmydelight。PrinceAugustusSulkowskiandtheAbbeGouvelwerepresent;thelatterbeingattachedtothepalatin’scourt。Thejudgmentofthesurgeonswasthatthearmwasgangrened,andmustbeamputatedbythenextmorningatlatest。
Iwastiredofarguingwiththeserascals,soItoldthemtobringtheirinstruments,andthatIwouldsubmittotheoperation。Atthistheywentwayinhighglee,totellthenewsattheCourt,toBranicki,tothepalatin,andsoforth。Imerelygavemyservantsorderstosendthemawaywhentheycame。
Icandwellnomoreonthismatter,thoughitisinterestingenoughtome。However,thereaderwillnodoubtbeobligedtomebymysimplysayingthataFrenchsurgeoninPrinceSulkowski’shouseholdtookchargeofthecaseindefianceofprofessionaletiquette,andcuredmeperfectly,soIhavemyhandandmyarmtothisday。
OnEasterDayIwenttomasswithmyarminasling。Mycurehadonlylastedthreeweeks,butIwasnotabletoputthehandtoanyactiveemploymentforeighteenmonthsafterwards。Everyonewasobligedtocongratulatemeonhavingheldoutagainsttheamputation,andthegeneralconsentdeclaredthesurgeonsgrosslyignorant,whileIwassatisfiedwiththinkingthemverygreatknaves。
Imustheresetdownanincidentwhichhappenedthreedaysaftertheduel。
IwastoldthataJesuitfatherfromthebishopofthediocesewantedtospeaktomeinprivate,andIhadhimshewnin,andaskedhimwhathewanted。
"Ihavecomefrommylord—bishop,"saidhe,"toabsolveyoufromtheecclesiasticalcensure,whichyouhaveincurredbyduelling。"
"Iamalwaysdelightedtoreceiveabsolution,father,butonlyafterIhaveconfessedmyguilt。InthepresentcaseIhavenothingtoconfess;Iwasattacked,andIdefendedmyself。Praythankmylordforhiskindness。Ifyouliketoabsolvemewithoutconfession,I
shallbemuchobliged。"
"Ifyoudonotconfess,Icannotgiveyouabsolution,butyoucandothis:askmetoabsolveyou,supposingyouhavefoughtaduel。"
"Certainly;Ishallbegladifyouwillabsolveme,supposingIhavefoughtaduel。"
ThedelightfulJesuitgavemeabsolutioninsimilarterms。Hewaslikehisbrethren——neveratalosswhenaloopholeofanykindisrequired。
ThreedaysbeforeIleftthemonastery,thatisonHolyThursday,themarshalwithdrewmyguard。AfterIhadbeentomassonEasterDay,I
wenttoCourt,andasIkissedtheking’shand,heaskedme(ashadbeenarranged)whyIworemyarminasling。IsaidIhadbeensufferingfromarheum,andhereplied,withameaningsmile,——
"Takecarenottocatchanother。"
Aftermyvisittotheking,IcalledonBranicki,whohadmadedailyenquiriesafermyhealth,andhadsentmebackmysword,Hewascondemnedtostayinbedforsixweekslongeratleast,forthewadofmypistolhadgotintothewound,andinextractingittheopeninghadtobeenlarged,whichretardedhisrecovery。Thekinghadjustappointedhimchiefhuntsman,notsoexaltedanofficeaschamberlain,butamorelucrativeone。Itwassaidhehadgottheplacebecausehewassuchagoodshot;butifthatwerethereasonI
hadabetterclaimtoit,forIhadprovedthebettershot——foronedayatallevents。
Ienteredanenormousante—roominwhichstoodofficers,footmen,pages,andlacqueys,allgazingatmewiththegreatestastonishment。
Iaskedifmylordwastobeseen,andbeggedthedoor—keepertosendinmyname。Hedidnotanswer,butsighed,andwentintohismaster’sroom。Directlyafter,hecameoutandbeggedme,withaprofoundbow,tostepin。
Branicki,whowasdressedinamagnificentgownandsupportedbypillowsandcushions,greetedmebytakingoffhisnightcap。Hewasaspaleasdeath。
"Ihavecomehere,mylord,"Ibegan,"toofferyoumyservice,andtoassureyouhowIregretthatIdidnotpassoverafewtriflingwordsofyours。"
"Youhavenoreasontoreproachyourself,M。Casanova。"
"Yourexcellencyisverykind。Iamalsocometosaythatbyfightingwithmeyouhavedonemeanhonourwhichcompletelyswallowsupalloffence,andItrustthatyouwillgivemeyourprotectionforthefuture。"
"IconfessIinsultedyou,butyouwillallowthatIhavepaidforit。Astomyfriends,Iopenlysaythattheyaremyenemiesunlesstheytreatyouwithrespect。Bininskihasbeencashiered,andhisnobilitytakenfromhim;heiswellserved。Astomyprotectionyouhavenoneedofit,thekingesteemsyouhighly,likemyself,andallmenofhonour。Sitdown;wewillbefriends。Acupofchocolateforthisgentleman。Youseemtohavegotoveryourwoundcompletely。"
"Quiteso,mylord,exceptastotheuseofmyfingers,andthatwilltakesometime。"
"Youwerequiterighttowithstandthoserascallysurgeons,andyouhadgoodreasonforyouropinionthatthefoolsthoughttopleasemebyrenderingyouone—handed。Theyjudgedmyheartbytheirown。I
congratulateyouonthepreservationofyourhand,butIhavenotbeenabletomakeouthowmyballcouldhavewoundedyouinthehandafterstrikingyourstomach。"
Justthenthechocolatewasbrought,andthechamberlaincameinandlookedatmewithasmile。InfiveminutestheroomwasfulloflordsandladieswhohadheardIwaswithBranicki,andwantedtoknowhowweweregettingon。Icouldseethattheydidnotexpecttofindusonsuchgoodterms,andwereagreeablysurprised。Branickiaskedthequestionwhichhadbeeninterruptedbythechocolateandthevisitorsoveragain。
"YourexcellencywillallowmetoassumethepositionIwasinasI
receivedyourfire。"
"Praydoso。"
Iroseandplacedmyselfintheposition,andhesaidheunderstoodhowitwas。
Aladysaid,——
"Youshouldhaveputyourhandbehindyourbody。"
"Excuseme,madam,butIthoughtitbettertoputmybodybehindmyhand。"
ThissallymadeBranickilaugh,buthissistersaidtome,——
"Youwantedtokillmybrother,foryouaimedathishead。"
"Godforbid,madam!myinterestlayinkeepinghimalivetodefendmefromhisfriends。"
"Butyousaidyouweregoingtofireathishead。"
"That’samerefigureofspeech,justasonesays,’I’llblowyourbrainsout。’Theskilledduellist,however,alwaysaimsatthemiddleofthebody;theheaddoesnotofferalargeenoughsurface。"
"Yes,"saidBranicki,"yourtacticsweresuperiortomine,andIamobligedtoyouforthelessonyougaveme。"
"Yourexcellencygavemealessoninheroismoffargreatervalue。"
"Youmusthavehadagreatdealofpracticewiththepistol,"
continuedhissister。
"Notatall,madam,Iregardtheweaponwithdetestation。Thisunluckyshotwasmyfirst;butIhavealwaysknownastraightline,andmyhandhasalwaysbeensteady。"
"That’sallonewants,"saidBranicki。"Ihavethoseadvantagesmyself,andIamonlytoowellpleasedthatIdidnotaimsowellasusual。"
"Yourballbrokemyfirstphalanges。Hereitisyousee,flattenedbymybone。Allowmetoreturnittoyou。"
"IamsorrytosayIcan’treturnyours,whichIsupposeremainsonthefieldofbattle。"
"Youseemtobegettingbetter,thankGod!"
"Thewoundishealingpainfully。IfIhadimitatedyouIshouldnolongerbeinthelandoftheliving;Iamtoldyoumadeanexcellentdinner?"
"Yes,mylord,IwasafraidImightneverhaveanotherchanceofdiningagain。"
"IfIhaddined,yourballwouldhavepiercedmyintestines;butbeingemptyityieldedtothebullet,andletitpassbyharmlessly。"
IheardafterwardsthatonthedayoftheduelBranickihadgonetoconfessionandmass,andhadcommunicated。Thepriestcouldnotrefusehimabsolution,ifhesaidthathonourobligedhimtofight;
forthiswasinaccordancewiththeancientlawsofchivalry。AsformeIonlyaddressedthesewordstoGod:
"Lord,ifmyenemykillme,Ishallbedamned;deign,therefore,topreservemefromdeath。Amen。"
AfteralongandpleasantconversationItookleaveoftheherotovisitthehighconstable,CountBielinski,brotherofCountessSalmor。Hewasaveryoldman,butthesovereignadministratorofjusticeinPoland。Ihadneverspokentohim,buthehaddefendedmefromBranicki’sUhlans,andhadmadeoutmypardon,soIfeltboundtogoandthankhim。
Isentinmyname,andtheworthyoldmangreetedmewith:
"WhatcanIdoforyou?"
"Ihavecometokissthehandofthekindlymanthatsignedmypardon,andtopromiseyourexcellencytobemorediscreetinfuture。"
"Iadviseyoutobemorediscreetindeed。Asforyourpardon,thanktheking;forifhehadnotrequestedmeespeciallytograntityou,Ishouldhavehadyoubeheaded。"
"Inspiteoftheextenuatingcircumstances,mylord?"
"Whatcircumstances?Didyouordidyounotfightaduel。"
"Thatisnotaproperwayofputtingit;Iwasobligedtodefendmyself。YoumighthavechargedmewithfightingaduelifBranickihadtakenmeoutsidetheban,asIrequested,butasitwashetookmewherehewilledandmademefight。UnderthesecircumstancesIamsureyourexcellencywouldhavesparedmyhead。"
"Ireallycan’tsay。Thekingrequestedthatyoushouldbepardoned,andthatshewshebelievesyoutobedeservingofpardon;I
congratulateyouonhisgoodwill。Ishallbepleasedifyouwilldinewithmetomorrow。"
"Mylord,Iamdelightedtoacceptyourinvitation。"
Theillustriousoldconstablewasamanofgreatintelligence。Hehadbeenabosom—friendofthecelebratedPoniatowski,theking’sfather。Wehadagooddealofconversationtogetheratdinnerthenextday。
"Whatacomfortitwouldhavebeentoyourexcellency’sfriend,"saidI,"ifhecouldhavelivedtoseehissoncrownedKingofPoland。"
"Hewouldneverhaveconsented。"
Thevehemencewithwhichhepronouncedthesewordsgavemeadeepinsightintohisfeelings。HewasoftheSaxonparty。Thesameday,thatisonEasterDay,Idinedatthepalatin’s。
"Politicalreasons,"saidhe,"preventedmefromvisitingyouatthemonastery;butyoumustnotthinkIhadforgottenyou,foryouwereconstantlyinmythoughts。Iamgoingtolodgeyouhere,formywifeisveryfondofyoursociety;buttheroomswillnotbereadyforanothersixweeks。"
"Ishalltaketheopportunity,mylord,ofpayingavisittothePalatinofKiowia,whohashonouredmewithaninvitationtocomeandseehim。"
"Whogaveyoutheinvitation?"
"CountBruhl,whoisatDresden;hiswifeisdaughterofthepalatin。"
"Thisjourneyisanexcellentidea,forthisduelofyourshasmadeyouinnumerableenemies,andIonlyhopeyouwillhavetofightnomoreduels。Igiveyoufairwarning;beonyourguard,andnevergoonfoot,especiallyatnight。"
Ispentafortnightingoingouttodinnerandsuppereveryday。I
hadbecomethefashion,andwhereverIwentIhadtotelltheduelstoryoveragain。Iwasrathertiredofitmyself,butthewishtopleaseandmyownself—loveweretoostrongtoberesisted。Thekingwasnearlyalwayspresent,butfeignednottohearme。However,heonceaskedmeifIhadbeeninsultedbyapatricianinVenice,whetherIshouldhavecalledhimoutimmediately。
"No,sire,forhispatricianpridewouldhavepreventedhiscomplying,andIshouldhavehadmypainsformytrouble。"
"Thenwhatwouldyouhavedone?"
"Sire,Ishouldhavecontainedmyself,thoughifanobleVenetianweretoinsultmeinaforeigncountryhewouldhavetogivemesatisfaction。"
IcalledonPrinceMoszczinski,andMadameBinettihappenedtobethere;themomentshesawmeshemadeherescape。
"Whathassheagainstme?"Iaskedthecount。
"Sheisafraidofyou,becauseshewasthecauseoftheduel,andnowBranickiwhowasherloverwillhavenothingmoretosaytoher。ShehopedhewouldserveyouasheservedTomatis,andinsteadofthatyoualmostkilledherbravo。Shelaysthefaultonhimforhavingacceptedyourchallenge,buthehasresolvedtohavedonewithher。"
ThisCountMoszczinskiwasbothgood—heartedandquick—witted,andso,generousthatheruinedhimselfbymakingpresents。Hiswoundswerebeginningtoheal,butthoughIwastheindirectcauseofhismishap,farfrombearingmaliceagainstmehehadbecomemyfriend。
ThepersonwhomIshouldhaveexpectedtobemostgratefultomefortheduelwasTomatis,butonthecontraryhehatedthesightofmeandhardlyconcealedhisfeelings。Iwasthelivingreproachofhiscowardice;mywoundedhandseemedtoshewhimthathehadlovedhismoneymorethanhishonour。IamsurehewouldhavepreferredBranickitohavekilledme,forthenhewouldhavebecomeanobjectofgeneralexecration,andTomatiswouldhavebeenreceivedwithlesscontemptinthegreathouseshestillfrequented。
Iresolvedtopayavisittothediscontentedpartywhohadonlyrecognizedthenewkingoncompulsion,andsomeofwhomhadnotrecognizedhimatall;soIsetoutwithmytruefriendCampioniandoneservant。
PrinceCharlesofCourlandhadstartedforVenice,whereIhadgivenhimlettersformyillustriousfriendswhowouldmakehisvisitapleasantone。TheEnglishambassadorwhohadgivenmeanintroductiontoPrinceAdamhadjustarrivedatWarsaw。Idinedwithhimattheprince’shouse,andthekingsignifiedhiswishtobeoftheparty。IheardagooddealofconversationaboutMadamedeGeoffrin,anoldsweetheartoftheking’swhomhehadjustsummonedtoWarsaw。ThePolishmonarch,ofwhomIcannotspeakintoofavourableterms,wasyetweakenoughtolistentotheslanderousreportsagainstme,andrefusedtomakemyfortune。Ihadthepleasureofconvincinghimthathewasmistaken,butIwillspeakofthislateron。
IarrivedatLeopolthesixthdayafterIhadleftWarsaw,havingstoppedacoupleofdaysatPrinceZamoiski’s;hehadfortythousandducatsa—year,butalsothefallingsickness。
"Iwouldgiveallmygoods,"saidhe,"tobecured。"
Ipitiedhisyoungwife。Shewasveryfondofhim,andyethadtodenyhim,forhisdiseasealwayscameonhiminmomentsofamorousexcitement。Shehadthebittertaskofconstantlyrefusinghim,andevenofrunningawayifhepressedherhard。Thisgreatnobleman,whodiedsoonafter,lodgedmeinasplendidroomutterlydevoidoffurniture。ThisisthePolishcustom;oneissupposedtobringone’sfurniturewithone。
AtLeopolIputup,atanhotel,butIsoonhadtomovefromthencetotakeupmyabodewiththefamousKaminska,thedeadlyfoeofBranicki,theking,andallthatparty。Shewasveryrich,butshehassincebeenruinedbyconspiracies。Sheentertainedmesumptuouslyforaweek,butthevisitwasagreeabletoneitherside,asshecouldonlyspeakPolishandGerman。FromLeopolIproceededtoasmalltown,thenameofwhichIforget(thePolishnamesareverycrabbed)totakeanintroductionfromPrinceLubomirskitoJosephRzewuski,alittleoldmanwhoworealongbeardasasignofmourningfortheinnovationsthatwerebeingintroducedintohiscountry。Hewasrich,learned,superstitiouslyreligious,andpoliteexceedingly。Istayedwithhimforthreedays。Hewasthecommanderofastrongholdcontainingagarrisonoffivehundredmen。
Onthefirstday,asIwasinhisroomwithsomeotherofficers,abouteleveno’clockinthemorning,anotherofficercamein,whisperedtoRzewuski,andthencameuptomeandwhisperedinmyear,"VeniceandSt。Mark。"
"St。Mark,"Iansweredaloud,"isthepatronsaintandprotectorofVenice,"andeverybodybegantolaugh。
Itdawneduponmethat"VeniceandSt。Mark"wasthewatchword,andI
begantoapologizeprofusely,andthewordwaschanged。
Theoldcommanderspoketomewithgreatpoliteness。HeneverwenttoCourt,buthehadresolvedongoingtotheDiettoopposetheRussianpartywithallhismight。Thepoorman,aPoleofthetrueoldleaven,wasoneofthefourwhomRepninarrestedandsenttoSiberia。
Aftertakingleaveofthisbravepatriot,IwenttoChristianpol,wherelivedthefamouspalatinPotocki,whohadbeenoneoftheloversoftheempressAnnaIvanovna。Hehadfoundedthetowninwhichhelivedandcalleditafterhisownname。Thisnobleman,stillafineman,keptasplendidcourt。HehonouredCountBruhlbykeepingmeathishouseforafortnight,andsendingmeouteverydaywithhisdoctor,thefamousStyrneus,theswornfoeofVanSwieten,astillmorefamousphysician。AlthoughStyrneuswasundoubtedlyalearnedman,Ithoughthimsomewhatextravagantandempirical。HissystemwasthatofAsclepiades,consideredasexplodedsincethetimeofthegreatBoerhaave;nevertheless,heeffectedwonderfulcures。
IntheeveningsIwasalwayswiththepalatinandhiscourt。Playwasnotheavy,andIalwayswon,whichwasfortunateandindeednecessaryforme。AfteranextremelyagreeablevisittothepalatinIreturnedtoLeopol,whereIamusedmyselfforaweekwithaprettygirlwhoafterwardssocaptivatedCountPotocki,starostofSniatin,thathemarriedher。Thisispurityofbloodwithavengeanceinyournoblefamilies!
LeavingLeopolIwenttoPalavia,asplendidpalaceontheVistula,eighteenleaguesdistantfromWarsaw。Itbelongedtotheprincepalatin,whohadbuiltithimself。
Howsoevermagnificentanabodemaybe,alonelymanwillwearyofitunlesshehasthesolaceofbooksorofsomegreatidea。Ihadneither,andboredomsoonmadeitselffelt。
Aprettypeasantgirlcameintomyroom,andfindinghertomytasteItriedtomakeherunderstandmewithouttheuseofspeech,butsheresistedandshoutedsoloudlythatthedoor—keepercameup,andaskedme,coolly,——
"Ifyoulikethegirl,whydon’tyougotheproperwaytowork?"
"Whatwayisthat?"
"Speaktoherfather,whoisathand,andarrangethematteramicably。"
"Idon’tknowPolish。Willyoucarrythethingthrough?"
"Certainly。Isupposeyouwillgivefiftyflorins?"
"Youarelaughingatme。Iwillgiveahundredwillingly,providedsheisamaidandisassubmissiveasalamb。"
Nodoubtthearrangementwasmadewithoutdifficulty,forourhymentookplacethesameevening,butnosoonerwastheoperationcompletedthanthepoorlambfledawayinhothaste,whichmademesuspectthatherfatherhadusedratherforciblepersuasionwithher。
IwouldnothaveallowedthishadIbeenawareofit。
Thenextmorningseveralgirlswereofferedtome,butthefacesofallofthemwerecovered。
"Whereisthegirl?"saidI。"Iwanttoseeherface。"
"Nevermindabouttheface,iftherestisallright。"
"Thefaceistheessentialpartforme,"Ireplied,"andtherestI
lookuponasanaccessory。"
Hedidnotunderstandthis。However,theywereuncovered,butnoneoftheirfacesexcitedmydesires。
Asarule,thePolishwomenareugly;abeautyisamiracle,andaprettywomanarareexception。Attheendofaweekoffeastingandweariness,IreturnedtoWarsaw。
InthismannerIsawPodoliaandVolkynia,whichwererebaptizedafewyearslaterbythenamesofGaliciaandLodomeria,fortheyarenowpartoftheAustrianEmpire。Itissaid,however,thattheyaremoreprosperousthantheyeverwerebefore。
AtWarsawIfoundMadameGeoffrintheobjectofuniversaladmiration;
andeverybodywasremarkingwithwhatsimplicityshewasdressed。Asformyself,Iwasreceivednotcoldly,butpositivelyrudely。Peoplesaidtomyface,——
"Wedidnotexpecttoseeyouhereagain。Whydidyoucomeback?"
"Topaymydebts。"
Thisbehaviourastonishedanddisgustedme。Theprince—palatinevenseemedquitechangedtowardsme。Iwasstillinvitedtodinner,butnoonespoketome。However,PrinceAdam’ssisteraskedmeverykindlytocomeandsupwithher,andIacceptedtheinvitationwithdelight。Ifoundmyselfseatedoppositetheking,whodidnotspeakonewordtomethewholetime。Hehadneverbehavedtomethusbefore。
ThenextdayIdinedwiththeCountessOginski,andinthecourseofdinnerthecountessaskedwherethekinghadsupperthenightbefore;
nobodyseemedtoknow,andIdidnotanswer。Justaswewererising,GeneralRonikercamein,andthequestionwasrepeated。
"AtPrincessStrasnikowa’s,"saidthegeneral,"andM。Casanovawasthere。"
"Thenwhydidyounotanswermyquestion?"saidthecountesstome。
"BecauseIamverysorrytohavebeenthere。Hismajestyneitherspoketomenorlookedatme。IseeIamindisgrace,butforthelifeofmeIknownotwhy。"
OnleavingthehouseIwenttocallonPrinceAugustusSulkowski,whowelcomedmeasofold,buttoldmethatIhadmadeamistakeinreturningtoWarsawaspublicopinionwasagainstme。
"WhathaveIdone?"
"Nothing;butthePolesarealwaysinconstantandchangeable。
’Sarmatarumvirtusvelutiextraipsos’。Thisinconstancywillcostusdearsoonerorlater。Yourfortunewasmade,butyoumissedtheturnofthetide,andIadviseyoutogo。"
"Iwillcertainlydoso,butitseemstomeratherhard。"
WhenIgothomemyservantgavemealetterwhichsomeunknownpersonhadleftatmydoor。Iopeneditandfoundittobeanonymous,butI
couldseeitcamefromawell—wisher。Thewritersaidthattheslanderershadgottheearsoftheking,andthatIwasnolongerapersonagrataatCourt,ashehadbeenassuredthattheParisianshadburntmeineffigyformyabscondingwiththelotterymoney,andthatIhadbeenastrollingplayerinItalyandlittlebetterthanavagabond。
Suchcalumniesareeasytoutterbuthardtorefuteinaforeigncountry。AtallCourtshatred,bornofenvy,iseveratwork。I
mighthavedespisedtheslandersandleftthecountry,butIhadcontracteddebtsandhadnotsufficientmoneytopaythemandmyexpensestoPortugal,whereIthoughtImightdosomething。
Inolongersawanycompany,withtheexceptionofCampioni,whoseemedmoredistressedthanmyself。IwrotetoVeniceandeverywhereelse,wheretherewasachanceofmygettingfunds;butonedaythegeneral,whohadbeenpresentattheduel,calledonme,andtoldme(thoughheseemedashamedofhistask)thatthekingrequestedmetoleavethebaninthecourseofaweek。
Suchapieceofinsolencemademybloodboil,andIinformedthegeneralthathemighttellthekingthatIdidnotfeelinclinedtoobeysuchanunjustorder,andthatifIleftIwouldletalltheworldknowthatIhadbeencompelledtodosobybruteforce。
"Icannottakesuchamessageasthat,"saidthegeneral,kindly。
"IshallsimplytellthekingthatIhaveexecutedhisorders,andnomore;butofcourseyoumustfollowyourownjudgment。"
IntheexcessofmyindignationIwrotetothekingthatIcouldnotobeyhisordersandkeepmyhonour。Isaidinmyletter,——
"Mycreditors,sire,willforgivemeforleavingPolandwithoutpayingmydebts,whentheylearnthatIhaveonlydonesobecauseyourmajestygavemenochoice。"
IwasthinkinghowIcouldensurethisletterreachingtheking,whenwhoshouldarrivebutCountMoszczinski。Itoldhimwhathadhappened,andaskedifhecouldsuggestanymeansofdeliveringtireletter。"Giveittome,"saidhe;"Iwillplaceitintheking’shands。"
AssoonashehadgoneIwentouttotaketheair,andcalledonPrinceSulkowski,whowasnotatallastonishedatmynews。AsiftosweetenthebitterpillIhadtoswallow,hetoldmehowtheEmpressofAustriahadorderedhimtoleaveViennaintwenty—fourhours,merelybecausehehadcomplimentedtheArchduchessChristinaonbehalfofPrinceLouisofWurtemberg。
ThenextdayCountMoszczinskibroughtmeapresentofathousandducatsfromtheking,whosaidthatmyleavingWarsawwouldprobablybethemeansofpreservingmylife,asinthatcityIwasexposedtodangerwhichIcouldnotexpecttoescapeeventually。
ThisreferredtofiveorsixchallengesIhadreceived,andtowhichIhadnoteventakenthetroubletoreply。Myenemiesmightpossiblyassassinateme,andthekingdidnotcaretobeconstantlyanxiousonmyaccount。CountMoszczinskiaddedthattheordertoleavecarriednodishonourwithit,consideringbywhomithadbeendelivered,andthedelayitgavemetomakemypreparations。
TheconsequenceofallthiswasthatInotonlygavemywordtogo,butthatIbeggedthecounttothankhismajestyforhiskindness,andtheinteresthehadbeenpleasedtotakeinme。
WhenIgavein,thegenerousMoszczinskiembracedme,beggedmetowritetohim,andacceptapresentofatravellingcarriageasatokenofhisfriendship。HeinformedmethatMadameBinetti’shusbandhadgoneoffwithhiswife’smaid,takingwithhimherdiamonds,jewels,linen,andevenhersilverplate,leavinghertothetendermerciesofthedancer,Pic。Heradmirershadclubbedtogethertomakeuptoherforwhatherhusbandhadstolen。Ialsoheardthattheking’ssisterhadarrivedatWarsawfromBialistock,anditwashopedthatherhusbandwouldfollowher。ThishusbandwastherealCountBranicki,andtheBranicki,orratherBranecki,orBragnecki,whohadfoughtwithme,wasnorelationtohimwhatever。
ThefollowingdayIpaidmydebts,whichamountedtoabouttwohundredducats,andImadepreparationsforstartingforBreslau,thedayafter,withCountClary,eachofushavinghisowncarriage。
Clarywasoneofthosementowhomlyinghasbecomeasortofsecondnature;wheneversuchanoneopenshismouth,youmaysafelysaytohim,"Youhavelied,oryouaregoingtolie。"Iftheycouldfeeltheirowndegradation,theywouldbemuchtobepitied,forbytheirownfaultatlastnoonewillbelievethemevenwhenbychancetheyspeakthetruth。ThisCountClary,whowasnotoneoftheClarysofTeplitz,couldneithergotohisowncountrynortoVienna,becausehehaddesertedthearmyontheeveofabattle。Hewaslame,buthewalkedsoadroitlythathisdefectdidnotappear。Ifthishadbeentheonlytruthheconcealed,itwouldhavebeenwell,foritwasapieceofdeceptionthathurtnoone。HediedmiserablyinVenice。
WereachedBreslauinperfectsafety,andwithoutexperiencinganyadventures。Campioni,whohadaccompaniedmeasfarasWurtemburg,returned,butrejoinedmeatViennainthecourseofsevenmonths。
CountClaryhadleftBreslau,andIthoughtIwouldmaketheacquaintanceoftheAbbeBastiani,acelebratedVenetian,whosefortunehadbeenmadebytheKingofPrussia。Hewascanonofthecathedral,andreceivedmecordially;infact,eachmutuallydesiredtheother’sacquaintance。Hewasafinewell—mademan,fair—
complexioned,andatleastsixfeethigh。Hewasalsowitty,learned,eloquent,andgiftedwithapersuasivevoice;hiscookwasanartist,hislibraryfullofchoicevolumes,andhiscellaraverygoodone。Hewaswelllodgedonthegroundfloor,andonthefirstfloorheaccommodatedalady,ofwhosechildrenhewasveryfond,possiblybecausehewastheirfather。Althoughagreatadmirerofthefairsex,histasteswerebynomeansexclusive,andhedidnotdespiseloveoftheGreekorphilosophickind。IcouldseethatheentertainedapassionforayoungpriestwhomImetathistable。
ThisyoungabbewasCountdiCavalcanoandBastianiseemedtoadorehim,iffieryglancessignifiedanything;buttheinnocentyoungmandidnotseemtounderstand,andIsupposeBastianididnotliketolowerhisdignitybydeclaringhislove。ThecanonshewedmeallthelettershehadreceivedfromtheKingofPrussiabeforehehadbeenmadecanon。HewasthesonofatailoratVenice,andbecameafriar,buthavingcommittedsomepeccadillowhichgothimintotrouble,hewasfortunateenoughtobeabletomakehisescape。HefledtoTheHague,andtheremetTron,theVenetianambassador,wholenthimahundredducatswithwhichhemadehiswaytoBerlinandfavourwiththeking。Sucharethewaysbywhichmenarriveatfortune!’Sequeredeum’!
OntheeventofmydeparturefromBreslauIwenttopayacallonabaronessforwhomIhadaletterofintroductionfromherson,whowasanofficerofthePolishCourt。Isentupmynameandwasaskedtowaitafewmoments,asthebaronesswasdressing。Isatdownbesideaprettygirl,whowasneatlydressedinamantlewithahood。
Iaskedherifshewerewaitingforthebaronesslikemyself。
"Yes,sir,"shereplied,"Ihavecometooffermyselfasgovernessforherthreedaughters。"
"What!Governessatyourage?"
"Alas!sir,agehasnothingtodowithnecessity。Ihaveneitherfathernormother。Mybrotherisapoorlieutenantwhocannothelpme;whatcanIdo?Icanonlygetalivelihoodbyturningmygoodeducationtoaccount。"
"Whatwillyoursalarybe?"
"Fiftywretchedcrowns,enoughtobuymydresses。"
"It’sverylittle。"
"Itisasmuchaspeoplegive。"
"Whereareyoulivingnow?"
"Withapooraunt,whereIcanscarceearnenoughbreadtokeepmealivebysewingfrommorningtillnight。"
"Ifyoulikedtobecomemygovernessinsteadofbecomingachildren’sgoverness,Iwouldgiveyoufiftycrowns,notperyear,butpermonth。"
"Yourgoverness?Governesstoyourfamily,youmean,Isuppose?"
"Ihavenofamily;Iamabachelor,andIspendmytimeintravelling。Ileaveatfiveo’clockto—morrowmorningforDresden,andifyouliketocomewithmethereisaplaceforyouinmycarriage。Iamstayingatsuchaninn。Cometherewithyourtrunk,andwewillstarttogether。"
"Youarejoking;besides,Idon’tknowyou。"
"Iamnotjesting;andweshouldgettoknoweachotherperfectlywellintwenty—fourhours;thatisampletime。"
MyseriousairconvincedthegirlthatIwasnotlaughingather;butshewasstillverymuchastonished,whileIwasverymuchastonishedtofindIhadgonesofarwhenIhadonlyintendedtojoke。IntryingtowinoverthegirlIhadwonovermyself。Itseemedtomearareadventure,andIwasdelightedtoseethatshewasgivingitherseriousattentionbytheside—glancesshekeptcastinginmydirectiontoseeifIwaslaughingather。IbegantothinkthatfatehadbroughtustogetherthatImightbecomethearchitectofherfortune。Ihadnodoubtwhateverastohergoodnessorherfeelingsforme,forshecompletelyinfatuatedmyjudgment。ToputthefinishingstrokeontheaffairIdrewouttwoducatsandgavethemherasanearnestofherfirstmonth’swages。Shetookthemtimidly,butseemedconvincedthatIwasnotimposingonher。
Bythistimethebaronesswasready,andshewelcomedmeverykindly;
butIsaidIcouldnotacceptherinvitationtodinewithherthefollowingday,asIwasleavingatday—break。Irepliedtoallthequestionsthatafondmothermakesconcerningherson,andthentookleaveoftheworthylady。AsIwentoutInoticedthatthewould—begovernesshaddisappeared。TherestofthedayIspentwiththecanon,makinggoodcheer,playingombre,drinkinghard,andtalkingaboutgirlsorliterature。ThenextdaymycarriagecametothedooratthetimeIhadarranged,andIwentoffwithoutthinkingofthegirlIhadmetatthebaroness’s。Butwehadnotgonetwohundredpaceswhenthepostillionstopped,abundleoflinenwhirledthroughthewindowintothecarriage,andthegovernessgotin。Igaveheraheartywelcomebyembracingher,andmadehersitdownbesideme,andsowedroveoff。
Intheensuingchapterthereaderwillbecomemorefullyacquaintedwithmyfreshconquest。InthemeantimelethimimaginemerollingpeacefullyalongtheDresdenroad。
CHAPTERXXIII
MyArrivalatDresdenwithMaton——SheMakesMeaPresent——Leipzig——
Castelbajac——Schwerin——ReturntoDresdenandDeparture——IArriveatVienna——Pocchini’sVengeanceWhenIsawmyselfinthecarriagewiththisprettygirl,whohadfallenonmeasiffromtheclouds,IimaginedIwasintendedtoshapeherdestiny。Hertutelarygeniusmusthaveplacedherinmyhands,forIfeltinclinedtodoherallthegoodthatlayinmypower。Butformyself;wasitapieceofgoodorillluckforme?
Iformedthequestion,butfeltthattimealonecouldgivetheanswer。IknewthatIwasstilllivinginmyoldstyle,whileIwasbeginningtofeelthatIwasnolongerayoungman。
Iwassurethatmynewcompanioncouldnothaveabandonedherselftomeinthismanner,withouthavingmadeuphermindtobecomplaisant;
butthiswasnotenoughforme,itwasmyhumourtobeloved。Thiswasmychiefaim,everythingelsewasonlyfleetingenjoyment,andasIhadnothadaloveaffairsinceIpartedwithZaira,Ihopedmostferventlythatthepresentadventurewouldprovetobeone。
BeforelongIlearntthatmycompanion’snamewasMaton;thisatleastwashersurname,andIdidnotfeelanycuriositytoknowthenameoftheheorshesaintwhomhergodmothershadconstitutedherpatronatthebaptismalfont。IaskedherifshecouldwriteFrenchaswellasshespokeit,andsheshewedmealetterbywayofsample。
Itassuredmethatshehadreceivedanexcellenteducation,andthisfactincreasedmypleasureintheconquestIhadmade。ShesaidshehadleftBreslauwithouttellingherauntorhercousinthatshewasgoing,perhapsnevertoreturn。
"Howaboutyourbelongings?"
"Belongings?Theywerenotworththetroubleofgatheringtogether。
AllIhaveisincludedinthatsmallpackage,whichcontainsachemise,apairofstockings,somehandkerchiefs,andafewnicknacks。"
"Whatwillyourloversay?"
"Alas!Ihaven’tgotonetosayanything。"
"Icannotcreditthat。"
"Ihavehadtwolovers;thefirstonewasarascal,whotookadvantageofmyinnocencetoseduceme,andthenleftmewhenI
ceasedtopresentanynoveltyforhim;mysecondwasanhonestman,butapoorlieutenantwithnoprospectsofgettingon。Hehasnotabandonedme,buthisregimentwasorderedtoStetin,andsincethen——"
"Andsincethen?"